第9章
Ashoutoflaughterwhichissuedatthatmomentfromtheotherroomseemedtoshowthatthequartetteweremakingmerryovermycompanion"srequest.Isawhischeekredden,andlookedforanexplosionofangeronhispart;butinsteadhestoodamomentinthoughtinthemiddleofthefloor,andthen,muchtotheinnkeeper"srelief,pushedastooltowardsme,andcalledforabottleofthebestwine.Hepleasantlybeggedleavetoeatalittleofmycheese,whichhesaidlookedbetterthantheLisieux,and,fillingmyglasswithwine,felltoasmerrilyasifhehadneverheardofthepartyintheotherroom.
Iwasmorethanalittlesurprised,Iremember;forIhadtakenhimtobeapassionateman,andnotonetositdownunderanaffront.StillIsaidnothing,andweconversedverywelltogether.Inoticed,however,thathestoppedspeakingmorethanonce,asthoughtolisten;butconceivingthathewasmerelyrevertingtothepartyintheotherroom,whogreweachmomentmoreuproarious,Isaidnothing,andwascompletelytakenbysurprisewhenheroseonasudden,and,goingtotheopenwindow,leanedout,shadinghiseyeswithhishand.
"Whatisit?"Isaid,preparingtofollowhim.
Heansweredbyaquietchuckle."Youshallsee,"headdedthenextinstant.
Irose,andgoingtothewindowlookedoutoverhisshoulder.
Threemenwereapproachingtheinnonhorseback.Thefirst,agreatburly,dark-complexionedmanwithfierceblackeyesandafeatheredcap,hadpistolsinhisholstersandashortswordbyhisside.Theothertwo,withtheairofservants,werestoutfellows,wearinggreendoubletsandleatherbreeches.Allthreerodegoodhorses,whileafootmanledtwohoundsaftertheminaleash.Onseeingustheycanteredforward,theleaderwavinghisbonnet.
"Halt,there!"criedmycompanion,liftinguphisvoicewhentheywerewithinastone"sthrowofus."Maignan!"
"Mylord?"answeredheofthefeather,pullingupontheinstant.
"Youwillfindsixhorsesintheshedthere,"thestrangercriedinavoiceofcommand."Turnoutthefourtotheleftasyougoin.Giveeachacut,andsenditaboutitsbusiness!"
Themanwheeledhishorsebeforethewordswerewelluttered,andcryingobsequiously"thatitwasdone,"flunghisreinstooneoftheotherridersanddisappearedintheshed,asiftheordergivenhimwerethemostcommonplaceoneintheworld.
Thepartyintheotherroom,however,bywhomallcouldbeheard,werenotslowtotakethealarm.Theybrokeintoashoutofremonstrance,andoneoftheirnumber,leapingfromthewindow,askedwithaveryfierceairwhatthedevilwemeant.Theothersthrustouttheirfaces,swollenandflushedwiththewinetheyhaddrunk,andwithmanyoathsbackeduphisquestion.Notfeelingmyselfcalledupontointerfere,Ipreparedtoseesomethingdiverting.
Mycompanion,whosecoolnesssurprisedme,hadalltheairofbeingaslittleconcernedasmyself.Heevenpersistedforatimeinignoringtheangrylawyer,and,turningadeafeartoallthethreatsandabusewithwhichtheothersassailedhim,continuedtolookcalmlyattheprospect.Seeingthis,andthatnothingcouldmovehim,themanwhohadjumpedthroughthewindow,andwhoseemedthemostenterprisingoftheparty,leftusatlastandrantowardsthestalls.Theaspectofthetwoserving-men,however,whorodeupgrinning,andmadeasiftheywouldridehimdown,determinedhimtoreturn;whichhedid,palewithfury,asthelastofthefourhorsesclatteredout,andafterapuzzledlookroundtrottedoffatitsleisureintotheforest.
Onthis,themangrewmoreviolent,asIhaveremarkedfrightenedmendo;sothatatlastthestrangercondescendedtonoticehim.
"Mygoodsir,"hesaidcoolly,lookingathimthroughthewindowasifhehadnotseenhimbefore,"youannoyme.Whatisthematter?"
Thefellowretortedwithavastamountofbluster,askingwhatthedevilwemeantbyturningouthishorses.
"Onlytogiveyouandthegentlemenwithyoualittleexercise,"
mycompanionanswered,withgrimhumour,andinaseveretonestrangeinonesoyoung——"thanwhichnothingismorewholesomeafterafullmeal.That,andalessoningoodmanners.
Maignan,"hecontinued,raisinghisvoice,"ifthispersonhasanythingmoretosay,answerhim.Heisneareryourdegreethanmine."
Andleavingthemantoslinkawaylikeawhippeddog——forthemeanareeverthefirsttocringe——myfriendturnedfromthewindow.Meetingmyeyesashewentbacktohisseat,helaughed.
"Well,"hesaid,"whatdoyouthink?"
"Thattheassinthelion"sskinisverywelltillitmeetsthelion,"Ianswered.
Helaughedagain,andseemedpleased,asIdoubtnothewas.
"Pooh,pooh!"hesaid."Itpassedthetime,andIthinkIamquitswithmygentlemennow.ButImustberiding.Possiblyourroadsmaylieforawhileinthesamedirection,sir?"Andhelookedatmeirresolutely.
IansweredcautiouslythatIwasgoingtothetownofRosny.
"YouarenotfromParis?"hecontinued,stilllookingatme.
"No,"Ianswered."Iamfromthesouth."
"FromBlois,perhaps?"
Inodded.
"Ah!"hesaid,makingnocomment,whichsomewhatsurprisedme,allmenatthistimedesiringnews,andlookingtoBloisforit.
"IamridingtowardsRosnyalso.Letusbegoing."
ButInoticedthataswegottohorse,themanhecalledMaignanholdinghisstirrupwithmuchformality,heturnedandlookedatmemorethanoncewithanexpressioninhiseyewhichIcouldnotinterpret;sothat,beinginanenemy"scountry,wherecuriositywasathingtobedeprecated,Ibegantofeelsomewhatuneasy.
However,ashepresentlygavewaytoafitoflaughter,andseemedtobedigestinghislatediversionattheinn,Ithoughtnomoreofit,findinghimexcellentcompanyandamanofsurprisinginformation.
NotwithstandingthismyspiritsbegantoflagasIapproachedRosny;andasonsuchoccasionsnothingismoretryingthanthewell-meantrallyingofacompanionignorantofourtrouble,I
feltratherreliefthanregretwhenhedrewreinatfourcross-
roadsamileorsoshortofthetown,and,announcingthathereourpathsseparated,tookacivilleaveofme,andwenthiswaywithhisservants.
Idismountedataninnattheextremityofthetown,and,stoppingonlytoarrangemydressanddrinkacupofwine,askedthewaytotheChateau,whichwassituate,Ilearned,nomorethanathirdofamileaway.Iwentthitheronfootbywayofanavenueoftreesleadinguptoadrawbridgeandgateway.Theformerwasdown,butthegateswereclosed,andalltheformalitiesofafortressintimeofwarwereobservedonmyadmission,thoughthegarrisonappearedtoconsistonlyoftwoorthreeserving-menandasmanyforesters.Ihadleisureaftersendinginmynametoobservethatthehousewasoldandpartlyruinous,butofgreatstrength,coveredinplaceswithivy,andcloselysurroundedbywoods.Astaid-lookingpagecamepresentlytome,andledmeupanarrowstaircasetoaparlourlightedbytwowindows,looking,oneintothecourtyard,theothertowardsthetown.Thereatallmanwaswaitingtoreceiveme,whoroseonmyentranceandcameforward.JudgeofmysurprisewhenI
recognisedmyacquaintanceoftheafternoon!"M.deRosny?"I
exclaimed,standingstillandlookingathiminconfusion.
"Thesame,sir,"heanswered,withaquietsmile."YoucomefromtheKingofNavarre,Ibelieve?andonanerrandtome.Youmayspeakopenly.Thekinghasnosecretsfromme."
Therewassomethinginthegravityofhisdemeanourashewaitedformetospeak:whichstronglyimpressedme;notwithstandingthathewastenyearsyoungerthanmyself,andIhadseenhimsolatelyinalightermood.Ifeltthathisreputationhadnotbeliedhim——thatherewasagreatman;andreflectingwithdespairontheinadequacyofthetaleIhadtotellhim,IpausedtoconsiderinwhattermsIshouldbegin.Hesoonputanendtothis,however."Come,sir,"hesaidwithimpatience."Ihavetoldyouthatyoumayspeakout.Youshouldhavebeenherefourdaysago,asItakeit.Nowyouarehere,whereisthelady?"
"MademoiselledelaVire?"Istammered,rathertogaintimethanwithanyotherobject.
"Tut,tut!"herejoined,frowning."Isthereanyotherladyinthequestion?Come,sir,speakout.Wherehaveyoulefther?
Thisisnoaffairofgallantry,"hecontinued,theharshnessofhisdemeanourdisagreeablysurprisingme,"thatyouneedbeataboutthebush.Thekingentrustedtoyoualady,who,Ihavenohesitationintellingyounow,wasinpossessionofcertainStatesecrets.ItisknownthatsheescapedsafelyfromChizeandarrivedsafelyatBlois.Whereisshe?"
"IwouldtoHeavenIknew,sir!"Iexclaimedindespair,feelingthepainfulnessofmypositionincreasedahundredfoldbyhismanner."IwishtoGodIdid."
"Whatisthis?"hecriedinaraisedvoice."Youdonotknowwheresheis?Youjest,M.deMarsac."
"Itwereasorryjest,"Ianswered,summoninguparuefulsmile.
Andonthat,plungingdesperatelyintothestorywhichIhaveheresetdown,InarratedthedifficultiesunderwhichIhadraisedmyescort,themannerinwhichIcametoberobbedofthegoldtoken,howmademoisellewastrepanned,theluckychancebywhichIfoundheragain,andthefinaldisappointment.Helistened,butlistenedthroughoutwithnowordofsympathy——
ratherwithimpatience,whichgrewatlastintoderisiveincredulity.WhenIhaddoneheaskedmebluntlywhatIcalledmyself.
Scarcelyunderstandingwhathemeant,Irepeatedmyname.
Heanswered,rudelyandflatly,thatitwasimpossible.Idonotbelieveit,sir!"herepeated,hisbrowdark."Youarenottheman.Youbringneithertheladynorthetoken,noranythingelsebywhichIcantestyourstory.Nay,sir,donotscowlatme,"
hecontinuedsharply."IamthemouthpieceoftheKingofNavarre,towhomthismatterisofthehighestimportance.I
cannotbelievethatthemanwhomhewouldchoosewouldactso.
ThishouseyouprateofinBlois,forinstance,andtheroomwiththetwodoors?Whatwereyoudoingwhilemademoisellewasbeingremoved?"
"Iwasengagedwiththemenofthehouse,"Ianswered,strivingtoswallowtheangerwhichallbutchokedme."IdidwhatI
could.Hadthedoorgivenway,allwouldhavebeenwell."
Helookedatmedarkly."Thatisfinetalking!"hesaidwithasneer.Thenhedroppedhiseyesandseemedforatimetofallintoabrownstudy,whileIstoodbeforehim,confoundedbythisnewviewofthecase,furious,yetnotknowinghowtoventmyfury,cuttotheheartbyhisinsults,yetwithouthopeorprospectofredress.
"Come"hesaidharshly,aftertwoorthreeminutesofgloomyreflectiononhispartandburninghumiliationonmine,"isthereanyoneherewhocanidentifyyou,orinanyotherwayconfirmyourstory,sir?UntilIknowhowthematterstandsIcandonothing."
Ishookmyheadinsullenshame.Imightprotestagainsthisbrutalityandthisjudgmentofme,buttowhatpurposewhileheshelteredhimselfbehindhismaster?
"Stay!"hesaidpresently,withanabruptgestureofremembrance."Ihadnearlyforgotten.IhavesomeherewhohavebeenlatelyattheKingofNavarre"sCourtatSt.Jeand"Angely.
IfyoustillmaintainthatyouaretheM.deMarsactowhomthiscommissionwasentrusted,youwilldoubtlesshavenoobjectiontoseeingthem?"
OnthisIfeltmyselfplacedinamostcrueldilemma.ifI
refusedtosubmitmycasetotheproposedordeal,Istoodanimpostorconfessed.IfIconsentedtoseethesestrangers,itwasprobabletheywouldnotrecogniseme,andpossiblethattheymightdenymeintermscalculatedtomakemypositionevenworse,ifthatmightbe.Ihesitatedbut,Rosnystandinginexorablebeforemeawaitingananswer,Ifinallyconsented.
"Good!"hesaidcurtly."Thisway,ifyouplease.Theyarehere.Thelatchistricky.Nay,sir,itismyhouse."
Obeyingthesternmotionofhishand,Ipassedbeforehimintothenextroom,feelingmyselfmorehumiliatedthanIcantellbythisreferencetostrangers.ForamomentIcouldseenoone.
Thedaywaswaning,theroomIenteredwaslongandnarrow,andilluminatedonlybyaglowingfire.BesidesIwasmyself,perhaps,insomeembarrassment.Ibelievedthatmyconductorhadmadeamistake,orthathisguestshaddeparted,andIturnedtowardshimtoaskforanexplanation.Hemerelypointedonwards,however,andIadvanced;whereuponayoungandhandsomelady,whohadbeenseatedintheshadowofthegreatfireplace,rosesuddenly,asifstartled,andstoodlookingatme,theglowoftheburningwoodfallingononesideofherfaceandturningherhairtogold.
"Well!"M.deRosnysaid,inavoicewhichsoundedalittleoddinmyears."Youdonotknowmadame,Ithink?"
Isawthatshewasacompletestrangertome,andbowedtoherwithoutspeaking.Theladysalutedmeinturnceremoniouslyandinsilence.
"Istherenooneelseherewhoshouldknowyou?"M.deRosnycontinued,inatonealmostofpersiflage,andwiththesamechangeinhisvoicewhichhadstruckmebefore;butnowitwasmoremarked."Ifnot,M.deMarsac,Iamafraid——Butfirstlookround,lookround,sir;Iwouldnotjudgeanymanhastily."
HelaidhishandonmyshoulderashefinishedinamannersofamiliarandsoutterlyatvariancewithhisformerbearingthatIdoubtedifIheardorfeltaright.YetIlookedmechanicallyatthelady,andseeingthathereyesglistenedinthefirelight,andthatshegazedatmeverykindly,Iwonderedstillmore;
falling,indeed,intoaveryconfusionofamazement.Thiswasnotlessenedbutaugmentedahundredfoldwhen,turninginobediencetothepressureofdeRosny"shand,Isawbesideme,asifshehadrisenfromthefloor,anotherlady——nootherthanMademoiselledelaVireherself!Shehadthatmomentsteppedoutoftheshadowofthegreatfireplace,whichhadhithertohiddenher,andstoodbeforemecurtseyingprettily,withthesamelookonherfaceandinhereyeswhichmadame"swore.
"Mademoiselle!"Imuttered,unabletotakemyeyesfromher.
"Maisoui,monsieur,mademoiselle,"sheanswered,curtseyinglower,withtheairofachildratherthanawoman.
"Here?"Istammered,mymouthopen,myeyesstaring.
"Here,sir——thankstothevalourofabraveman,"sheanswered,speakinginavoicesolowIscarcelyheardher.Andthen,droppinghereyes,shesteppedbackintotheshadow,asifeithershehadsaidtoomuchalready,ordoubtedhercomposurewereshetosaymore.Shewassoradiantlydressed,shelookedinthefirelightmorelikeafairythanawoman,beingofsmallanddelicateproportions;andsheseemedinmyeyessodifferentaperson,particularlyinrespectofthesoftenedexpressionofherfeatures,fromtheMademoiselledelaVirewhomIhadknownandseenplungedinsloughsandbenttothesaddlewithfatigue,thatIdoubtedstillifIhadseenaright,andwasasfarfromenlightenmentasbefore.
ItwasM.deRosnyhimselfwhorelievedmefromtheembarrassmentIwassuffering.Heembracedmeinthemostkindandobligingmanner,andthismorethanonce;beggingmetopardonthedeceptionhehadpractiseduponme,andtowhichhehadbeenimpelledpartlybytheoddnatureofourintroductionattheinn,andpartlybyhisdesiretoenhancethejoyfulsurprisehehadinstoreforme."Come,"hesaidpresently,drawingmetothewindow,"letmeshowyousomemoreofyouroldfriends."
Ilookedout,andsawbelowmeinthecourtyardmythreehorsesdrawnupinarow,theCidbeingbestriddenbySimonFleix,who,seeingme,wavedatriumphantgreeting.Agroomstoodattheheadofeachhorse,andoneithersidewasamanwithatorch.
Mycompanionlaughedgleefully."ItwasMaignan"sarrangement,"
hesaid."Hehasaquainttasteinsuchthings."
AftergreetingSimonFleixahundredtimes,Iturnedbackintotheroom,and,myheartoverflowingwithgratitudeandwonder,I
beggedM.deRosnytoacquaintmewiththedetailsofmademoiselle"sescape.
"Itwasthemostsimplethingintheworld,"hesaid,takingmebythehandandleadingmebacktothehearth."Whileyouwereengagedwiththerascals,theoldwomanwhodailybroughtmademoiselle"sfoodgrewalarmedattheuproar,andcameintotheroomtolearnwhatitwas.Mademoiselle,unabletohelpyou,anduncertainofyoursuccess,thoughttheopportunitytoogoodtobelost.Sheforcedtheoldwomantoshowherandhermaidthewayoutthroughthegarden.Thisdone,theyrandownalane,asI
understand,andcameimmediatelyupontheladwiththehorses,whorecognisedthemandhelpedthemtomount.Theywaitedsomeminutesforyou,andthenrodeoff."
"ButIinquiredatthegate,"Isaid.
"Atwhichgate?"inquiredM.deRosny,smiling.
"TheNorth-gate,ofcourse,"Ianswered.
"Justso,"herejoinedwithanod."ButtheywentoutthroughtheWest-gateandmadeacircuit.Heisastrangelad,thatofyoursbelowthere.Hehasaheadonhisshoulder,M.deMarsac.
Well,twoleaguesoutsidethetowntheyhalted,scarcelyknowinghowtoproceed.Bygoodfortune,however,ahorse-dealerofmyacquaintancewasattheinn.HeknewMademoiselledelaVire,and,hearingwhithershewasbound,broughtherhitherwithoutletorhindrance."
"WasheaNorman?"Iasked,M.deRosnynodded,smilingatmeshrewdly."Yes,"hesaid,"hetoldmemuchaboutyou.Andnowletmeintroduceyoutomywife,MadamedeRosny."
Heledmeuptotheladywhohadrisenatmyentrance,andwhonowwelcomedmeaskindlyasshehadbeforelookedonme,payingmemanypleasantcompliments.Igazedatherwithinterest,havingheardmuchofherbeautyandofthestrangemannerinwhichM.deRosny,beingenamouredoftwoyoungladies,andchancinguponbothwhilelodgingindifferentapartmentsataninn,haddecidedwhichheshouldvisitandmakehiswife.Heappearedtoreadwhatwasinmymind,forasIbowedbeforeher,thankingherfortheobligingthingswhichshehaduttered,andwhichforeverboundmetoherservice,hegailypinchedherear,andsaid,"Whenyouwantagoodwife,M.deMarsac,besureyouturntotheright."
Hespokeinjest,andhavinghisowncaseonlyinhismind.ButI,lookingmechanicallyinthedirectionheindicated,sawmademoisellestandingapaceortwotomyrightintheshadowofthegreatchimney-piece.Iknownotwhethershefrownedmoreorblushedmore;butthisforcertain,thatsheansweredmylookwithoneofsharpdispleasure,and,turningherbackonme,sweptquicklyfromtheroom,withnotraceinherbearingofthatlatetendernessandgratitudewhichIhadremarked.
CHAPTERXIII.
ATROSNY.
ThemorningbroughtonlyfreshproofsofthekindnesswhichM.deRosnyhadconceivedforme.AwakingearlyIfoundonastoolbesidemyclothes,apurseofgoldcontainingahundredcrowns;
andayouthpresentlyenteringtoaskmeifIlackedanything,I
hadatfirstsomedifficultyinrecognisingSimonFleix,sosprucelywastheladdressed,inamoderesemblingMaignan"s.I
lookedatthestudentmorethanoncebeforeIaddressedhimbyhisname;andwasasmuchsurprisedbythestrangechangeI
observedinhimforitwasnotconfinedtohisclothes——asbyanythingwhichhadhappenedsinceIenteredthehouse.Irubbedmyeyes,andaskedhimwhathehaddonewithhissoutane.
"Burnedit,M.deMarsac,"heansweredbriefly.
Isawthathehadburnedmuch,metaphoricallyspeaking,besideshissoutane.Hewaslesspale,lesslank,lesswobegonethanformerly,andwentmorebriskly.Hehadlosttheairofcrack-
braineddisorderwhichhaddistinguishedhim,andwassmart,sedate,andstoopedless.Onlytheoddsparkleremainedinhiseyes,andborewitnesstothesamenervous,eagerspiritwithin.
"Whatareyougoingtodo,then,Simon?"Iasked,notingthesechangescuriously.
"Iamasoldier,"heanswered,"andfollowM.deMarsac."
Ilaughed."Youhavechosenapoorservice,Iamafraid,"I
said,beginningtorise;"andone,too,Simon,inwhichitispossibleyoumaybekilled.Ithoughtthatwouldnotsuityou,"
Icontinued,toseewhathewouldsay.Butheanswerednothing,andIlookedathimingreatsurprise."Youhavemadeupyourmind,then,atlast?"Isaid.
"Perfectly,"heanswered.
"Andsolvedallyourdoubts?"
"Ihavenodoubts."
"YouareaHuguenot?"
"Thatistheonlytrueandpurereligion,"herepliedgravely.
AndwithapparentsincerityanddevotionherepeatedBeza"sConfessionofFaith.
Thisfilledmewithprofoundastonishment,butIsaidnomoreatthetime,thoughIhadmydoubts.IwaiteduntilIwasalonewithM.deRosny,andthenIunbosomedmyselfonthematter;
expressingmysurpriseatthesuddennessoftheconversion,andatsuchaman,asIhadfoundthestudenttobe,statinghisviewssofirmlyandsteadfastly,andwithsolittleexcitement.
ObservingthatM.deRosnysmiledbutanswerednothing,I
explainedmyselffarther.
"Iamsurprised,"Isaid,"becauseIhavealwayshearditmaintainedthatclerklymen,becominglostinthemazesoftheology,seldomfindanysurefooting;thatnotoneinahundredreturnstohisoldfaith,orfindsgracetoacceptanewone.I
amspeakingonlyofsuch,ofcourse,asIbelievethisladtobe——eager,excitablebrains,learningmuch,andwithoutjudgmenttodigestwhattheylearn."
"OfsuchIalsobelieveittobetrue,"M.deRosnyanswered,stillsmiling."Butevenonthemalittleinfluence,appliedattherightmoment,hasmucheffect,M.deMarsac."
"Iallowthat,"Isaid."Butmymother,ofwhomIhavespokentoyou,sawmuchofthisyouth.Hisfidelitytoherwasbeyondpraise.Yetherfaith,thoughgroundedonarock,hadnoweightwithhim."
M.deRosnyshookhishead,stillsmiling.
"Itisnotourmotherswhoconvertus,"hesaid.
"What!"Icried,myeyesopened."Doyoumean——doyoumeanthatMademoisellehasdonethis?"
"Ifancyso,"heanswered,nodding."Ithinkmyladycastherspelloverhimbytheway.TheladleftBloiswithher,ifwhatyousaybetrue,withoutfaithintheworld.HecametomyhandstwodayslaterthestoutestofHuguenots.Itisnothardtoreadthisriddle."
"Such,conversionsareseldomlasting,"Isaid.
Helookedatmequeerly;and,thesmilestillhoveringabouthislips,answered"Tush,man!Whysoserious?TheodoreBezahimselfcouldnotlookdryer.Theladisinearnest,andthereisnoharmdone."
And,Heavenknows,Iwasinnomoodtosuspectharm;norinclinedjustthentolookatthedarksideofthings.Itmaybeconceivedhowdelightfulitwastometobereceivedasanequalandhonouredguestbyaman,eventhenfamous,andnowsogrowninreputationastoovershadowallFrenchmensavehismaster;howpleasanttoenjoythecomfortsandamiabilitiesofhome,fromwhichIhadbeenlongestranged;topourmymother"sstoryintoMadame"searsandfindcomfortinhersympathy;tofeelmyself,infine,oncemoreagentlemanwithanacknowledgedplaceintheworld.Ourdayswespentinhunting,orexcursionsofsomekind,oureveningsinlongconversations,whichimpressedmewithanever-growingrespectformylord"spowers.
ForthereseemedtobenoendeithertohisknowledgeofFrance,ortotheplansforitsdevelopment,whicheventhenfilledhisbrain,andhavesinceturnedwildernessesintofruitfullands,andsqualidtownsintogreatcities.Graveandformal,hecouldyetunbend;themostsagaciousofcounsellors,hewasasoldieralso,andlovedtheseclusioninwhichwelivedthemorethatitwasnotdevoidofdanger;theneighbouringtownsbeingdevotedtotheLeague,andthegeneraldisorderalonemakingitpossibleforhimtolieunsuspectedinhisownhouse.
Onethingonlyrenderedmyeaseandcomfortimperfect,andthatwastheattitudewhichMademoiselledelaVireassumedtowardsme.OfhergratitudeinthefirstblushofthethingIfeltnodoubt,fornotonlyhadshethankedmeveryprettily,thoughwithreserve,ontheeveningofmyarrival,butthewarmthofM.deRosny"skindnessleftmenochoice,savetobelievethatshehadgivenhimanexaggeratedideaofmymeritsandservices.Iaskednomorethanthis.Suchgoodofficesleftmenothingtoexpectordesire;myageandill-fortuneplacingmeatsogreatadisadvantagethat,farfromdreamingoffriendshiporintimacywithher,Ididnotevenassumetheequalityinourdailyintercoursetowhichmybirth,takenbyitself,entitledme.
KnowingthatImustappearinhereyesold,poor,andill-
dressed,andsatisfied,withhavingassertedmyconductandhonour,Iwascarefulnottotrespassonhergratitude;andwhileforwardinsuchcourtesiesascouldnotwearyher,Iavoidedwithequalcareeveryappearanceofpursuingher,orinflictingmycompanyuponher.Iaddressedherformallyanduponformaltopicsonly,such,Imean,aswesharedwiththerestofourcompany;andIremindedmyselfoftenthatthoughwenowmetinthesamehouseandatthesametable,shewasstilltheMademoiselledelaVirewhohadborneherselfsoloftilyintheKingofNavarre"sante-chamber.ThisIdid,notoutofpiqueorwoundedpride,whichInomore,Godknows,harbouredagainstherthanagainstabird;butthatImightnotinmynewprosperityforgetthelightinwhichsuchawoman,young,spoiled,andbeautiful,muststillregardme.
Keepingtothisinoffensiveposture,IwasthemorehurtwhenI
foundhergratitudefadewiththehour.Afterthefirsttwodays,duringwhichIremarkedthatshewasverysilent,seldomspeakingtomeorlookingatme,sheresumedmuchofheroldairofdisdain.ForthatIcaredlittle;butshepresentlywentfarther,andbegantorakeuptheincidentswhichhadhappenedatSt.Jeand"Angely,andinwhichIhadtakenpart.Shecontinuallyadvertedtomypovertywhilethere,totheoddfigureIhadcut,andthemanyjestsherfriendshadmadeatmyexpense.
Sheseemedtotakeapleasurepositivelysavageinthese,gibingatmesometimessobitterlyastoshameandpainme,andbringthecolourtoMadamedeRosny"scheeks.
Tothetimewehadspenttogether,ontheotherhand,sheneverorrarelyreferred.Oneafternoon,however,aweekaftermyarrivalatRosny,Ifoundhersittingaloneintheparlour.I
hadnotknownshewasthere,andIwasforwithdrawingatoncewithabowandamutteredapology.Butshestoppedmewithanangrygesture."Idonotbite,"shesaid,risingfromherstoolandmeetingmyeyes,aredspotineachcheek."Whydoyoulookatmelikethat?Doyouknow,M.deMarsac,thatIhavenopatiencewithyou."Andshestampedherfootonthefloor.
"But,mademoiselle,"Istammeredhumbly,wonderingwhatintheworldshemeant,"whathaveIdone?"
"Done?"sherepeatedangrily."Done?Itisnotwhatyouhavedone,itiswhatyouare.Ihavenopatiencewithyou.Whyareyousodull,sir?Whyareyousodowdy?Whydoyougoaboutwithyourdoubletawry,andyourhairlank?WhydoyouspeaktoMaignanasifhewereagentleman?Whydoyoulookalwayssolemnandpolite,andasifalltheworldwereapreche?Why?Why?
Why,Isay?"
Shestoppedfromsheerlackofbreath,leavingmeasmuchastonishedaseverinmylife.Shelookedsobeautifulinherfuryandfiercenesstoo,thatIcouldonlystareatherandwonderdumblywhatitallmeant.
"Well!"shecriedimpatiently,afterbearingthisaslongasshecould,"haveyounotawordtosayforyourself?Haveyounotongue?Haveyounowillofyourownatall,M.deMarsac?"
"But,mademoiselle,"Ibegan,tryingtoexplain.
"Chut!"sheexclaimed,cuttingmeshortbeforeIcouldgetfarther,asthewayofwomenis.Andthensheadded,inachangedtone,andveryabruptly,"Youhaveavelvetknotofmine,sir.Giveitme."
"Itisinmyroom,"Ianswered,astonishedbeyondmeasureatthissuddenchangeofsubject,andequallysuddendemand.
"Thenfetchit,sir,ifyouplease,"shereplied,hereyesflashingafresh."Fetchit.Fetchit,Isay!Ithasserveditsturn,andIprefertohaveit.Whoknowsbutthatsomedayyoumaybeshowingitforalove-knot?"
"Mademoiselle!"Icried,hotly.AndIthinkthatforthemomentIwasasangryasshewas.
"Still,Iprefertohaveit,"sheansweredsullenly,castingdownhereyes.
Iwassomuchenraged,Iwentwithoutawordandfetchedit,and,bringingittoherwhereshestood,inthesameplace,putitintoherhands.Whenshesawitsomerecollection,Ifancy,ofthedaywhenshehadtracedthecryforhelponit,cametoherinheranger;forshetookitfrommewithallherbearingaltered.Shetrembled,andhelditforamomentinherhands,asifshedidnotknowwhattodowithit.Shewasthinking,doubtless,ofthehouseinBloisandtheperilshehadrunthere;
and,beingformypartquitewillingthatsheshouldthinkandfeelhowbadlyshehadacted,Istoodlookingather,sparinghernowhitofmyglance.
"Thegoldchainyouleftonmymother"spillow,"Isaidcoldly,seeingshecontinuedsilent,"Icannotreturntoyouatonce,forIhavepledgedit.ButIwilldosoassoonasIcan."
"Youhavepledgedit?"shemuttered,withhereyesaverted.
"Yes,mademoiselle,toprocureahorsetobringmehere,"I
replieddrily."However,it,shallberedeemed.Inreturn,thereissomethingItoowouldask."
"What?"shemurmured,recoveringherselfwithalleffort,andlookingatmewithsomethingofheroldprideanddefiance.
"Thebrokencoinyouhave,"Isaid."Thetoken,Imean.Itisofnousetoyou,foryourenemiesholdtheotherhalf.Itmightbeofservicetome."
"How?"sheaskedcurtly.
"BecausesomedayImayfinditsfellow,mademoiselle,"
"Andthen?"shecried.Shelookedatme,herlipsparted,hereyesflashing."Whatthen,whenyouhavefounditsfellow,M.deMarsac?"
Ishruggedmyshoulders.
"Bah!"sheexclaimed,clenchingherlittlehand,andstampingherfootonthefloorinapassionIcouldnotunderstand."Thatisyou!ThatisM.deMarsacallover.Yousaynothing,andmenthinknothingofyou.Yougowithyourhatinyourhand,andtheytreadonyou.Theyspeak,andyouaresilent!Why,ifI
coulduseaswordasyoucan,Iwouldkeepsilencebeforenoman,norletanymansavetheKingofFrancecockhishatinmypresence!Butyou!There!go,leaveme.Hereisyourcoin.
Takeitandgo.Sendmethatladofyourstokeepmeawake.Atanyratehehasbrains,heisyoung,heisaman,hehasasoul,hecanfeel——ifhewereanythingbutaclerk."
Shewavedmeoffinsuchawindofpassionasmighthaveamusedmeinanother,butinhersmackedsostronglyofingratitudeastopainmenotalittle.Iwent,however,andsentSimontoher;
thoughIlikedtheerrandveryill,andnobetterwhenIsawthelad"sfacelightupatthementionofhername.Butapparentlyshehadnotrecoveredhertemperwhenhereachedher,forhefarednobetterthanIhaddone;comingawaypresentlywiththeairofawhippeddog,asIsawfromtheyew-treewalkwhereIwasstrolling.
Still,afterthatshemadeitahabittotalktohimmoreandmore;and,MonsieurandMadamedeRosnybeingmuchtakenupwithoneanother,therewasnoonetocheckherfancyorspeakawordofadvice.Knowingherpride,Ihadnofearsforher;butitgrievedmetothinkthatthelad"sheadshouldbeturned.A
dozentimesImadeupmymindtospeaktoheronhisbehalf;butforonethingitwasnotmybusiness,andforanotherIsoondiscoveredthatshewasawareofmydispleasure,andvalueditnotajot.Forventuringonemorning,whenshewasinapleasanthumour,tohintthatshetreatedthosebeneathhertooinhumanly,andwithanunkindnessaslittlebecomingnoblebloodasfamiliarity,sheaskedmescornfullyifIdidnotthinkshetreatedSimonFleixwellenough.TowhichIhadnothingtoanswer.
ImighthereremarkonthesystemofsecretintelligencebymeansofwhichM.deRosny,eveninthisremoteplace,receivednewsofallthatwaspassinginFrance.Butitiscommonfame.Therewasnocomingorgoingofmessengers,whichwouldquicklyhavearousedsuspicionintheneighbouringtown,norwasitpossibleevenformetosayexactlybywhatchannelsnewscame.Butcomeitdid,andatallhoursoftheday.InthiswayweheardofthedangerofLaGanacheandoftheeffortcontemplatedbytheKingofNavarreforitsrelief.M.deRosnynotonlycommunicatedthesematterstomewithoutreserve,butengagedmyaffectionsbyfartherproofsofconfidencesuchasmightwellhaveflatteredamanofgreaterimportance.
Ihavesaidthat,asarule,therewasnocomingorgoingofmessengers.Butoneevening,returningfromthechasewithoneofthekeepers,whohadprayedmyassistanceinhuntingdownacrippleddoe,Iwassurprisedtofindastrangehorse,whichhadevidentlybeenriddenhardandfar,standingsmokingintheyard.
Inquiringwhoseitwas,IlearnedthatamanbelievedbythegroomstobefromBloishadjustarrivedandwasclosetedwiththebaron.Aneventsofaroutoftheordinarycourseofthingsnaturallyarousedmywonder;butdesiringtoavoidanyappearanceofcuriosity,which,ifindulged,isapttobecomethemostvulgarofvices,Irefrainedfromenteringthehouse,andrepairedinsteadtotheyew-walk.Ihadscarcely,however,heatedmyblood,alittlechilledwithriding,beforethepagecametometofetchmetohismaster.
IfoundM.deRosnystridingupanddownhisroom,hismannersodisorderedandhisfacedisfiguredbysomuchgriefandhorrorthatIstartedonseeinghim.Myheartsinkinginamoment,I
didnotneedtolookatMadame,whosatweepingsilentlyinachair,toassuremyselfthatsomethingdreadfulhadhappened.
Thelightwasfailing,andalamphadbeenbroughtintotheroom.
M.deRosnypointedabruptlytoasmallpieceofpaperwhichlayonthetablebesideit,and,obeyinghisgesture,Itookthisupandreaditscontents,whichconsistedoflessthanascoreofwords.
"Heisillandliketodie,"themessageran,"twentyleaguessouthofLaGanache.Comeatallcosts.P.M.
"Who?"Isaidstupidly——stupidly,foralreadyIbegantounderstand.Whoisillandliketodie?"
M.deRosnyturnedtome,andIsawthatthetearsweretricklingunbiddendownhischeeks."ThereisbutoneHEforme,"hecried."MayGodsparethatone!MayHesparehimtoFrance,whichneedshim,totheChurch,whichhangsonhim,andtome,wholovehim!Lethimnotfallinthehouroffruition.OLord,lethimnotfall!"Andhesankontoastool,andremainedinthatposturewithhisfaceinhishands,hisbroadshouldersshakenwithgrief.
"Come,sir,"Isaid,afterapausesacredtosorrowanddismay;
"letmeremindyouthatwhilethereislifethereishope."