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A Hazard of New Fortunes
投诉 阅读记录

第6章

"Don"tspeakofit,madam,"saidthegentleman,"ifyoucanoverlookthetroubleweawegivingyouatsuchanunseasonablehouah。"

"Ah"mahoasekeepahmahself,"MissWoodburnjoinedin,"andAhknowho"

toaccyoantfo"everything。"

Mrs。Leightonledthewayup-stairs,andtheyoungladydecideduponthelargefrontroomandsmallsideroomonthethirdstory。Shesaidshecouldtakethesmallone,andtheotherwassolargethatherfathercouldbothsleepandworkinit。SheseemednotashamedtoaskifMrs。

Leighton"spricewasinflexible,butgavewaylaughingwhenherfatherrefusedtohaveanybargaining,withahaughtyself-respectwhichhesoftenedtodeferenceforMrs。Leighton。Hisimpulsivenessopenedthewayforsomeconfidencefromher,andbeforetheaffairwasarrangedshewasenjoyinginherqualityofclericalwidowthebalmoftheVirginians"

reverentsympathy。Theysaidtheywerechurchpeoplethemselves。

"Ahdon"tknowwhatyo"mothahmeansbyyo"hoasenotbeinginoddah,"

theyoungladysaidtoAlmaastheywentdown-stairstogether。"Ah"magreathoasekeepahmahself,andAhmeanwhatAhsay。"

TheyhadallturnedmechanicallyintotheroomwheretheLeightonsweresittingwhentheWoodburnsrang:Mr。Woodburnconsentedtositdown,andheremainedlisteningtoMrs。LeightonwhilehisdaughterbustleduptothesketchespinnedroundtheroomandquestionedAlmaaboutthem。

"Ahsupposeyouawegoingtobeagreatawtust?"shesaid,infriendlybanter,whenAlmaownedtohavingdonethethings。"Ah"veagreatnotiontotakeafewlessonsmahself。Who"syo"teachah?"

AlmasaidshewasdrawinginMr。Wetmore"sclass,andMissWoodburnsaid:

"Well,it"sjustbeautiful,MissLeighton;it"sgrand。Ahsupposeit"sraghtexpensive,now?Mahgoodness!wehavetocyoantthecoastsomuchnowadays;itseemstomewedonothingbutcyoantit。Ah"dliketohahsomethingoncewithoutaskin"theprice。"

"Well,ifyoudidn"taskit,"saidAlma,"Idon"tbelieveMr。Wetmorewouldeverknowwhatthepriceofhislessonswas。Hehastothink,whenyouaskhim。"

"Why,hemostbechomming,"saidMissWoodburn。"PerhapsAhmaghtgetthelessonsfornothingfromhim。Well,AhbelieveinmysoulAh"lltrah。Nowho"didyoubegin?andho"doyouexpecttogetanythingoatofit?"SheturnedonAlmaeyesbrimmingwithashrewdmixtureoffunandearnest,andAlmamadenoteofthefactthatshehadanearlynineteenth-centuryface,round,arch,alittlecoquettish,butextremelysensibleandunspoiled-looking,suchasusedtobepaintedagooddealinminiatureatthatperiod;atendencyofherbrownhairtotwineandtwistatthetempleshelpedtheeffect;ahighcombwouldhavecompletedit,Almafelt,ifshehadherbonnetoff。ItwasalmostaYankeecountry-

girltype;butperhapsitappearedsotoAlmabecauseitwas,likethat,pureAnglo-Saxon。Almaherself,withherdull,darkskin,slenderinfigure,slowinspeech,witharistocraticformsinherlonghands,andtheovalofherfinefacepointedtoalongchin,feltherselfmuchmoreSoutherninstylethanthisblooming,bubbling,bustlingVirginian。

"Idon"tknow,"sheanswered,slowly。

"Goingtotakepo"traits,"suggestedMissWoodburn,"orjustpainttheahdeal?"Ademureburlesquelurkedinhertone。

"IsupposeIdon"texpecttopaintatall,"saidAlma。"I"mgoingtoillustratebooks——ifanybodywillletme。"

"Ahshouldthinkthey"djustjoampatyou,"saidMissWoodburn。"Ah"lltellyouwhatlet"sdo,MissLeighton:youmakesomepictures,andAh"llwrahteabookfo"them。Ah"vegottodosomething。Alimaghtaswellwrahteabook。YouknowweSouthernershaveallhadtogotowoak。ButAhdon"tmandit。ItellpapaIshouldn"tca"fo"thedisgraceofbein"

poo"ifitwasn"tfo"theinconvenience。"

"Yes,it"sinconvenient,"saidAlma;"butyouforgetitwhenyou"reatwork,don"tyouthink?"

"Mah,yes!Perhapsthat"sonereasonwhypoo"peoplehavetowoaksohawd-tokeeptheirwandsofftheirpoverty。"

Thegirlsbothtittered,andturnedfromtalkinginalowtonewiththeirbackstowardtheirelders,andfacedthem。

"Well,Madison,"saidMr。Woodburn,"itistimeweshouldgo。Ibidyougood-night,madam,"hebowedtoMrs。Leighton。"Good-night,"hebowedagaintoAlma。

Hisdaughtertookleaveoftheminformalphrase,butwithajollycordialityofmannerthatdeformalizedit。"Weshallberoandraghtsooninthemawning,then,"shethreatenedatthedoor。

"Weshallbeallreadyforyou,"Almacalledafterherdownthesteps。

"Well,Alma?"hermotherasked,whenthedoorcloseduponthem。

"Shedoesn"tknowanymoreaboutart,"saidAlma,"than——nothingatall。

Butshe"sjollyandgood-hearted。Shepraisedeverythingthatwasbadinmysketches,andsaidshewasgoingtotakelessonsherself。Whenapersontalksabouttakinglessons,asiftheycouldlearnit,youknowwheretheybelongartistically。"

Mrs。Leightonshookherheadwithasigh。"IwishIknewwheretheybelongedfinancially。Weshallhavetogetintwogirlsatonce。I

shallhavetogooutthefirstthinginthemorning,andthenourtroubleswillbegin。"

"Well,didn"tyouwantthemtobegin?Iwillstayhomeandhelpyougetready。Ourprosperitycouldn"tbeginwithoutthetroubles,ifyoumeanboarders,andboardersmeanservants。Ishallbeverygladtobeafflictedwithacookforawhilemyself。"

"Yes;butwedon"tknowanythingaboutthesepeople,orwhethertheywillbeabletopayus。Didshetalkasiftheywerewelloff?"

"Shetalkedasiftheywerepoor;poo"shecalledit。"

"Yes,howqueerlyshepronounced,"saidMrs。Leighton。"Well,IoughttohavetoldthemthatIrequiredthefirstweekinadvance。"

"Mamma!Ifthat"sthewayyou"regoingtoact!"

"Oh,ofcourse,Icouldn"t,afterhewouldn"tletherbargainfortherooms。Ididn"tlikethat。"

"Idid。Andyoucanseethattheywereperfectladies;oratleastoneofthem。"Almalaughedatherself,buthermotherdidnotnotice。

"Theirbeingladieswon"thelpifthey"vegotnomoney。It"llmakeitalltheworse。"

"Verywell,then;wehavenomoney,either。We"reamatchforthemanydaythere。Wecanshowthemthattwocanplayatthatgame。"

III。

ArnusBeaton"sstudiolookedatfirstglancelikemanyotherpainters"

studios。Agraywallquadrangularlyvaultedtoalargenorthlight;

castsoffeet,hands,faceshungtonailsabout;prints,sketchesinoilandwater-colorstuckhereandtherelowerdown;aricketytable,withpaintandpalettesandbottlesofvarnishandsiccativetossedcomfortlesslyonit;aneasel,withastripofsomefadedmediaevalsilktrailingfromit;alayfiguresimperinginincompletenakedness,withitsheadononeside,andastockingononeleg,andaJapanesedressdroppedbeforeit;dustyrugsandskinskickingoverthevarnishedfloor;

canvasesfacedtothemop-board;anopentrunkoverflowingwithcostumes:

thesefeaturesonemightnoticeanywhere。But,besides,therewasabookcasewithanunusualnumberofbooksinit,andtherewasanopencolonialwriting-desk,claw-footed,brass-handled,andscutcheoned,withforeignperiodicals——FrenchandEnglish——litteringitsleaf,andsomepagesofmanuscriptscatteredamongthem。Aboveall,therewasasculptor"srevolvingstand,supportingabustwhichBeatonwasmodelling,withaneyefixedassimultaneouslyaspossibleontheclayandontheheadoftheoldmanwhosatontheplatformbesideit。

Fewmenhavebeenabletogetthroughtheworldwithseveralgiftstoadvantageinall;andmostmenseemhandicappedfortheraceiftheyhavemorethanone。Buttheyareapparentlyimmenselyinterestedaswellasdistractedbythem。WhenBeatonwaswriting,hewouldhaveagreed,uptoacertainpoint,withanyonewhosaidliteraturewashisproperexpression;but,then,whenhewaspainting,uptoacertainpoint,hewouldhavemaintainedagainsttheworldthathewasacolorist,andsupremelyacolorist。Atthecertainpointineitherarthewasapttobreakawayinafrenzyofdisgustandwreakhimselfuponsomeother。

Inthesemoodshesometimesdesignedelevationsofbuildings,verystriking,veryoriginal,verychic,veryeverythingbuthabitable。

Itwasinthiswaythathehadtriedhishandonsculpture,whichhehadatfirstapproachedratherslightinglyasameredecorativeaccessoryofarchitecture。Butithadgrowninhisrespecttillhemaintainedthattheaccessorybusinessoughttobealltheotherway:thattemplesshouldberaisedtoenshrinestatues,notstatuesmadetoornamenttemples;thatwasputtingthecartbeforethehorsewithavengeance。ThiswaswhenhehadcarriedaplasticstudysofarthatthesculptorswhosawitsaidthatBeatonmighthavebeenanarchitect,butwouldcertainlyneverbeasculptor。Atthesametimehedidsomehurried,nervousthingsthathadapopularcharm,andthatsoldinplasterreproductions,totheprofitofanother。Beatonjustlydespisedthepopularcharminthese,aswellasinthepaintingshesoldfromtimetotime;hesaiditwasflatburglarytohavetakenmoneyforthem,andhewouldhavebeenlivingalmostwhollyuponthebountyoftheoldtombstone-cutterinSyracuseifithadnotbeenforthesyndicateletterswhichhesuppliedtoFulkersonfortendollarsaweek。

Theywereverywelldone,buthehateddoingthemafterthefirsttwoorthree,andhadtobepunchedupforthembyFulkerson,whodidnotceasetoprizethem,andwhoneverfailedtopunchhimup。Beatonbeingwhathewas,Fulkersonwashiscreditoraswellaspatron;andFulkersonbeingwhathewas,hadanenthusiasticpatiencewiththeelusive,facile,adaptable,unpracticalnatureofBeaton。Hewasveryproudofhisart-

letters,ashecalledthem;butthenFulkersonwasproudofeverythinghesecuredforhissyndicate。Thefactthathehadsecureditgaveitvalue;hefeltasifhehadwrittenithimself。

Onearttroduponanother"sheelswithBeaton。Thedaybeforehehadrusheduponcanvastheconceptionofapicturewhichhesaidtohimselfwasglorious,andtoothers(atthetabled"hoteofMaroni)wasnotbad。

Hehadworkedatitinafurytillthelightfailedhim,andheexecratedthedyingday。ButhelithislampandtransferredtheprocessofhisthinkingfromthecanvastotheopeningofthesyndicateletterwhichbeknewFulkersonwouldbecomingforinthemorning。Heremainedtalkingsolongafterdinnerinthesamestrainashehadpaintedandwritteninthathecouldnotfinishhisletterthatnight。Thenextmorning,whilehewasmakinghisteaforbreakfast,thepostmanbroughthimaletterfromhisfatherenclosingalittlecheck,andbegginghimwithtender,almostdeferential,urgencetocomeaslightlyuponhimaspossible,forjustnowhisexpenseswereveryheavy。ItbroughttearsofshameintoBeaton"seyes——thefine,smouldering,floatingeyesthatmanyladiesadmired,underthethickbang——andhesaidtohimselfthatifhewerehalfamanhewouldgohomeandgotoworkcuttinggravestonesinhisfather"sshop。Buthewouldwait,atleast,tofinishhispicture;andasasoptohisconscience,tostayitsimmediateravening,heresolvedtofinishthatsyndicateletterfirst,andborrowenoughmoneyfromFulkersontobeabletosendhisfather"scheckback;or,ifnotthat,thentoreturnthesumofitpartlyinFulkerson"scheck。WhilehestillteemedwithbothofthesegoodintentionstheoldmanfromwhomhewasmodellinghisheadofJudascame,andBeatonsawthathemustgetthroughwithhimbeforehefinishedeitherthepictureortheletter;hewouldhavetopayhimforthetime,anyway。HeutilizedtheremorsewithwhichhewastinglingtogivehisJudasanexpressionwhichhefoundnovelinthetreatmentofthatcharacter——alookofsuchtouching,appealingself-

abhorrencethatBeaton"sartisticjoyinitamountedtorapture;betweenthebreathlessmomentswhenheworkedindeadsilenceforaneffectthatwastryingtoescapehim,hesangandwhistledfragmentsofcomicopera。

InoneofthehushestherecameablowontheoutsideofthedoorthatmadeBeatonjump,andswearwithamodifiedprofanitythatmergeditselfinapostrophicprayer。HeknewitmustbeFulkerson,andafterroaring"Comein!"hesaidtothemodel,"That"lldothismorning,Lindau。"

FulkersonsquaredhisfeetinfrontofthebustandcompareditbyfleetingglanceswiththeoldmanashegotstifflyupandsufferedBeatontohelphimonwithhisthin,shabbyovercoat。

"Canyoucometo-morrow,Lindau?"

"No,notto-morrow,Mr。Peaton。Ihaftozitfortheyoungladties。"

"Oh!"saidBeaton。"Wet-more"sclass?IsMissLeightondoingyou?"

"Idon"tknowtheirnamess,"Lindaubegan,whenFulkersonsaid:

"Hopeyouhaven"tforgottenmine,Mr。Lindau?ImetyouwithMr。MarchatMaroni"sonenight。"Fulkersonofferedhimauniversallyshakablehand。

"Ohyes!Iamgladttozeeyouagain,Mr。Vulkerson。AndMr。Marge——hedon"tzeemtogomeanymore?"

"Uptohiseyesinwork。BeenmovingonfromBostonandgettingsettled,andstartinginonourenterprise。Beatonherehasn"tgotaveryflatteringlikenessofyou,hey?Well,good-morning,"hesaid,forLindauappearednottohaveheardhimandwasescapingwithabowthroughthedoor。

Beatonlitacigarettewhichhepinchednervouslybetweenhislipsbeforehespoke。"You"vecomeforthatletter,Isuppose,Fulkerson?Itisn"tdone。"

Fulkersonturnedfromstaringatthebusttowhichhehadmounted。"Whatyoufrettingaboutthatletterfor?Idon"twantyourletter。"

Beatonstoppedbitinghiscigaretteandlookedathim。"Don"twantmyletter?Oh,verygood!"hebristledup。Hetookhiscigarettefromhislips,andblewthesmokethroughhisnostrils,andthenlookedatFulkerson。

"No;Idon"twantyourletter;Iwantyou。"

Beacondisdainedtoaskanexplanation,butheinternallyloweredhiscrest,whilehecontinuedtolookatFulkersonwithoutchanginghisdefiantcountenance。ThissuitedFulkersonwellenough,andhewentonwithrelish,"I"mgoingoutofthesyndicatebusiness,oldman,andI"monanewthing。"Heputhislegoverthebackofachairandrestedhisfootonitsseat,and,withonehandinhispocket,helaidtheschemeof"EveryOtherWeek"beforeBeatonwiththehelpoftheother。Theartistwentabouttheroom,meanwhile,withaneffectofindifferencewhichbynomeansoffendedFulkerson。Hetooksomewaterintohismouthfromatumbler,whichheblewinafinemistovertheheadofJudasbeforeswathingitinadirtycottoncloth;hewashedhisbrushesandsethispalette;heputuponhiseaselthepicturehehadblockedonthedaybefore,andstaredatitwithagloomyface;thenhegatheredthesheetsofhisunfinishedlettertogetherandslidthemintoadrawerofhiswriting-desk。BythetimehehadfinishedandturnedagaintoFulkerson,Fulkersonwassaying:"IdidthinkwecouldhavethefirstnumberoutbyNew-Year"s;butitwilltakelongerthanthat——amonthlonger;butI"mnotsorry,fortheholidayskilleverything;andbyFebruary,orthemiddleofFebruary,peoplewillgettheirbreathagainandbegintolookroundandaskwhat"snew。Thenwe"llreplyinthelanguageofShakespeareandMilton,"EveryOtherWeek;anddon"tyouforgetit。""

Hetookdownhislegandasked,"Gotapipeof"baccyanywhere?"

BeatonnoddedataclaystemstickingoutofaJapanesevaseofbronzeonhismantel。"There"syours,"hesaid;andFulkersonsaid,"Thanks,"andfilledthepipeandsatdownandbegantosmoketranquilly。

Beatonsawthathewouldhavetospeaknow。"Andwhatdoyouwantwithme?"

"You?Ohyes,"Fulkersonhumorouslydramatizedareturntohimselffromapensiveabsence。"Wantyoufortheartdepartment。"

Beatonshookhishead。"I"mnotyourman,Fulkerson,"hesaid,compassionately。"Youwantamorepracticalhand,onethat"sintouchwithwhat"sgoing。I"mgettingfurtherandfurtherawayfromthiscenturyanditsclaptrap。Idon"tbelieveinyourenterprise;Idon"trespectit,andIwon"thaveanythingtodowithit。Itwould-chokeme,thatkindofthing。"

"That"sallright,"saidFulkerson。Heesteemedamanwhowasnotgoingtolethimselfgocheap。"Orifitisn"t,wecanmakeit。YouandMarchwillpulltogetherfirst-rate。Idon"tcarehowmuchidealyouputintothething;themorethebetter。Icanlookaftertheotherendoftheschoonermyself。"

"Youdon"tunderstandme,"saidBeaton。"I"mnottryingtogetariseoutofyou。I"minearnest。Whatyouwantissomemanwhocanhavepatiencewithmediocrityputtingonthestyleofgenius,andwithgeniusturningmediocrityonhishands。Ihaven"tanyluckwithmen;Idon"tgetonwiththem;I"mnotpopular。"Beatonrecognizedthefactwiththesatisfactionwhichitsomehowalwaysbringstohumanpride。

"Somuchthebetter!"Fulkersonwasreadyforhimatthispoint。

"Idon"twantyoutoworktheold-establishedracketthereputations。

WhenIwantthemI"llgotothemwithapocketfulofrocks——knock-downargument。Butmyideaistodealwiththevolunteermaterial。Lookatthewaytheperiodicalsarecarriedonnow!Names!names!names!Inacountrythat"sjustboilingoverwithliteraryandartisticabilityofeverykindthenewfellowshavenochance。Theeditorsallengagetheirmaterial。Idon"tbelievetherearefiftyvolunteercontributionsprintedinayearinalltheNewYorkmagazines。It"sallwrong;it"ssuicidal。"EveryOtherWeek"isgoingbacktothegoodoldanonymoussystem,theonlyfairsystem。It"sworkedwellinliterature,anditwillworkwellinart。"

"Itwon"tworkwellinart,"saidBeaton。"Thereyouhaveatotallydifferentsetofconditions。Whatyou"llgetbyinvitingvolunteerillustrationswillbealotofamateurtrash。Andhowareyougoingtosubmityourliteratureforillustration?Itcan"tbedone。Atanyrate,Iwon"tundertaketodoit。"

"We"llgetupaSchoolofIllustration,"saidFulkerson,withcynicalsecurity。"Youcanreadthethingsandexplain"em,andyourpupilscanmaketheirsketchesunderyoureye。Theywouldn"tbemuchfurtheroutthanmostillustrationsareiftheyneverknewwhattheywereillustrating。Youmightselectfromwhatcomesinandmakeupasortofpictorialvariationstotheliteraturewithoutanyparticularreferencetoit。Well,Iunderstandyoutoaccept?"

"No,youdon"t。"

"Thatis,toconsenttohelpuswithyouradviceandcriticism。That"sallIwant。Itwon"tcommityoutoanything;andyoucanbeasanonymousasanybody。"AtthedoorFulkersonadded:"By-the-way,thenewman——thefellowthat"stakenmyoldsyndicatebusiness——willwantyoutokeepon;

butIguesshe"sgoingtotrytobeatyoudownonthepriceoftheletters。He"sgoinginforretrenchment。Ibroughtalongacheckforthisone;I"mtopayforthat。"HeofferedBeatonanenvelope。

"Ican"ttakeit,Fulkerson。Theletter"spaidforalready。"Fulkersonsteppedforwardandlaidtheenvelopeonthetableamongthetubesofpaint。

"Itisn"tthelettermerely。Ithoughtyouwouldn"tobjecttoalittleadvanceonyour"EveryOtherWeek"worktillyoukindofgotstarted。"

Beatonremainedinflexible。"Itcan"tbedone,Fulkerson。Don"tItellyouIcan"tsellmyselfouttoathingIdon"tbelievein?Can"tyouunderstandthat?"

"Ohyes;Icanunderstandthatfirst-rate。Idon"twanttobuyyou;I

wanttoborrowyou。It"sallright。See?Comeroundwhenyoucan;I"dliketointroduceyoutooldMarch。That"sgoingtobeouraddress。"Heputacardonthetablebesidetheenvelope,andBeatonallowedhimtogowithoutmakinghimtakethecheckback。Hehadrememberedhisfather"splea;thatunnervedhim,andhepromisedhimselfagaintoreturnhisfather"spoorlittlecheckandtoworkonthatpictureandgiveittoFulkersonforthecheckhehadleftandforhisbackdebts。Heresolvedtogotoworkonthepictureatonce;hehadsethispaletteforit;butfirsthelookedatFulkerson"scheck。Itwasforonlyfiftydollars,andthecannyScotchbloodinBeatonrebelled;hecouldnotletthispicturegoforanysuchmoney;hefeltalittlelikeamanwhosegenerosityhasbeentrifledwith。Theconflictofemotionsbrokehimup,andhecouldnotwork。

IV

ThedaywastedawayinBeaton"shands;athalf-pastfouro"clockhewentouttoteaatthehouseofaladywhowasAtHomethatafternoonfromfourtillseven。BythistimeBeatonwasinpossessionofoneofthoseotherselvesofwhichweeachhaveseveralaboutus,andwasagainthelaconic,staccato,ratherworldlifiedyoungartistwhosemomentsofacontrolledutteranceandacertaindistinctionofmannerhadcommendedhimtoMrs。Horn"sfancyinthesummeratSt。Barnaby。

Mrs。Horn"sroomswerelarge,andtheyneverseemedveryfull,thoughthisperhapswasbecausepeoplewerealwayssoquiet。Theladies,whooutnumberedthemententoone,astheyalwaysdoataNewYorktea,weredressedinsympathywiththelowtoneeveryonespokein,andwiththesubduedlightwhichgaveacrepuscularuncertaintytothefewobjects,thedimpictures,theunexcitedupholstery,oftherooms。Onebreathedfreeofbric-a-bracthere,andthenew-comerbreathedsoftlyasonedoesongoingintochurchafterservicehasbegun。Thismightbeasuggestionfromthevoicelessbehavioroftheman-servantwholetyouin,butitwasalsobecauseMrs。Horn"sAtHomewasaceremony,adecorum,andnotfestival。Atfargreaterhousestherewasmoregayety,atricherhousestherewasmorefreedom;thesuppressionatMrs。Horn"swasapersonal,notasocial,effect;itwasaneffluxofhercharacter,demure,silentious,vague,butverycorrect。

Beatoneasilyfoundhiswaytoheraroundthegroupedskirtsandamongthedetachedfigures,andreceivedapressureofwelcomefromthehandwhichshemomentarilyrelaxedfromthetea-pot。Shesatbehindatableputcrosswiseofaremotecorner,andofferedteatopeoplewhomanieceofhersreceivedprovisionallyorspedfinallyintheouterroom。Theydidnotusuallytaketea,andwhentheydidtheydidnotusuallydrinkit;butBeatonwas,feverishlygladofhiscup;hetookrumandlemoninit,andstoodtalkingatMrs。Horn"ssidetillthenextarrivalshoulddisplacehim:hetalkedinhisFrenchmanner。

"Ihavebeenhopingtoseeyou,"shesaid。"IwantedtoaskyouabouttheLeightons。Didtheyreallycome?"

"Ibelieveso。Theyareintown——yes。Ihaven"tseenthem。"

"Thenyoudon"tknowhowthey"regettingon——thatprettycreature,withhercleverness,andpoorMrs。Leighton?Iwasafraidtheywereventuringonarashexperiment。Doyouknowwheretheyare?"

"InWestEleventhStreetsomewhere。MissLeightonisinMr。Wetmore"sclass。"

"Imustlookthemup。Doyouknowtheirnumber?"

"Notatthemoment。Icanfindout。"

"Do,"saidMrs。Horn。"Whatcouragetheymusthave,toplungeintoNewYorkasthey"vedone!Ireallydidn"tthinktheywould。Iwonderifthey"vesucceededingettinganybodyintotheirhouseyet?"

"Idon"tknow,"saidBeaton。

"IdiscouragedtheircomingallIcould,"shesighed,"andIsupposeyoudid,too。Butit"squiteuselesstryingtomakepeopleinaplacelikeSt。Barnabyunderstandhowitisintown。"

"Yes,"saidBeaton。Hestirredhistea,whileinwardlyhetriedtobelievethathehadreallydiscouragedtheLeightonsfromcomingtoNewYork。PerhapsthevexationofhisfailuremadehimcallMrs。Horninhisheartafraud。

"Yes,"shewenton,"itisvery,veryhard。Andwhentheywon"tunderstand,andrushontheirdoom,youfeelthattheyaregoingtoholdyourespons——"

Mrs。Horn"seyeswanderedfromBeaton;hervoicefalteredinthefadedinterestofherremark,andthenrosewithrenewedvigoringreetingaladywhocameupandstretchedhergloveacrossthetea-cups。

Beatongothimselfawayandoutofthehousewithamuchbrieferadieutotheniecethanhehadmeanttomake。ThepatronizingcompassionofMrs。

HornfortheLeightonsfilledhimwithindignationtowardher,towardhimself。Therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnothaveignoredthemashehaddone;buttherewasafeeling。Itwashisnaturetobecareless,andhehadbeenspoiledintorecklessness;heneglectedeverybody,andonlyrememberedthemwhenitsuitedhiswhimorhisconvenience;buthefiercelyresentedtheinattentionsofotherstowardhimself。Hehadnoscrupleaboutbreakinganengagementorfailingtokeepanappointment;

hemadepromiseswithoutthinkingoftheirfulfilment,andnotbecausehewasafaithlessperson,butbecausehewasimaginative,andexpectedatthetimetodowhathesaid,butwasfickle,andsodidnot。Asmostofhisshortcomingswereofasocietysort,nogreatharmwasdonetoanybodyelse。Hehadcontractedsomewhatthecircleofhisacquaintancebywhatsomepeoplecalledhisrudeness,butmostpeopletreateditashisoddity,andwerepatientwithit。Oneladysaidshevaluedhiscomingwhenhesaidhewouldcomebecauseithadthecharmoftheunexpected。"Onlyitshowsthatitisn"talwaystheunexpectedthathappens,"sheexplained。

Itdidnotoccurtohimthathisbehaviorwasimmoral;hedidnotrealizethatitwascreatingareputationifnotacharacterforhim。Whilewearestillyoungwedonotrealizethatouractionshavethiseffect。Itseemstousthatpeoplewilljudgeusfromwhatwethinkandfeel。Laterwefindoutthatthisisimpossible;perhapswefinditouttoolate;

someofusneverfinditoutatall。

InspiteofhisshameabouttheLeightons,BeatonhadnopresentintentionoflookingthemuporsendingMrs。Horntheiraddress。Asamatteroffact,heneverdidsendit;buthehappenedtomeetMr。Wetmoreandhiswifeattherestaurantwherehedined,andhegotitofthepainterforhimself。HedidnotaskhimhowMissLeightonwasgettingon;butWetmorelaunchedout,withAlmaforatacittext,onthefutilityofwomengenerallygoinginforart。"Evenwhentheyhavetalentthey"vegottoomuchagainstthem。Whereagirldoesn"tseemverystrong,likeMissLeighton,noamountofchicisgoingtohelp。"

Hiswifedisputedhimonbehalfofhersex,aswomenalwaysdo。

"No,Dolly,"hepersisted;"she"dbetterbehomemilkingthecowsandleadingthehorsetowater。"

Doyouthinkshe"dbetterbeuptilltwointhemorningatballsandgoingalldaytoreceptionsandluncheons?"

"Oh,guessitisn"taquestionofthat,evenifsheweren"tdrawing。

Youknewthemathome,"hesaidtoBeaton。

"Yes。"

"Iremember。Hermothersaidyousuggestedme。Well,thegirlhassomenotionofit;there"snodoubtaboutthat。But——she"sawoman。Thetroublewiththesetalentedgirlsisthatthey"reallwoman。Iftheyweren"t,therewouldn"tbemuchchanceforthemen,Beaton。Butwe"vegotProvidenceonourownsidefromthestart。I"mabletowatchalltheirinspirationswithperfectcomposure。Iknowjusthowsoonit"sgoingtoendinnervousbreakdown。Somebodyoughttomarrythemallandputthemoutoftheirmisery。"

"Andwhatwillyoudowithyourstudentswhoaremarriedalready?"hiswifesaid。Shefeltthatshehadlethimgoonlongenough。

"Oh,theyoughttogetdivorced。"

"Yououghttobeashamedtotaketheirmoneyifthat"swhatyouthinkofthem。"

"Mydear,Ihaveawifetosupport。"

Beatonintervenedwithaquestion。"DoyoumeanthatMissLeightonisn"tstandingitverywell?"

"HowdoIknow?Sheisn"tthekindthatbends;she"sthekindthatbreaks。"

AfteralittlesilenceMrs。Wetmoreasked,"Won"tyoucomehomewithus,Mr。Beaton?"

"Thankyou;no。Ihaveanengagement。"

"Idon"tseewhythatshouldpreventyou,"saidWetmore。"Butyoualwayswereapunctiliouscuss。Well!"

Beatonlingeredoverhiscigar;butnooneelsewhomheknewcamein,andheyieldedtothethreefoldimpulseofconscience,ofcuriosity,ofinclination,ingoingtocallattheLeightons"。Heaskedfortheladies,andthemaidshowedhimintotheparlor,wherehefoundMrs。

LeightonandMissWoodburn。

Thewidowmethimwithawelcomeneatlymarkedbyresentment;shemeanthimtofeelthathisnotcomingsoonerhadbeennoticed。MissWoodburnbubbledandgurgledon,anddidwhatshecouldtomitigatehispunishment,butshedidnotfeelauthorizedtostayit,tillMrs。

Leighton,bystudiedavoidanceofherdaughter"sname,obligedBeatontoaskforher。ThenMissWoodburncaughtupherwork,andsaid,"Ah"llgoandtellher,Mrs。Leighton。"AtthetopofthestairsshefoundAlma,andAlmatriedtomakeitseemasifshehadnotbeenstandingthere。

"Mahgoodness,chald!there"sthehandsomestyoungmanaskingforyoudownthereyouevahsaw。Alhtoldyou"mothahAhwouldcomeupfo"you。"

"What——whoisit?"

"Don"tyouknow?Butbo"couldyou?He"sgotthemostbeautifuleyes,andhewea"shishai"inabang,andhetalksEnglishlikeitwassomethingelse,andhisname"sMr。Beaton。"

"Didhe-askforme?"saidAlma,withadreamytone。Sheputherhandonthestairsrail,andalittleshiverranoverher。

"Didn"tItellyou?Ofcoasehedid!Andyououghttogoraghtdownifyouwanttosavethepoo"fellah"slahfe;you"mothah"sjustfreezin"himtodeath。"

V。

"Sheis?"criedAlma。"Tchk!"Sheflewdownstairs,andflittedswiftlyintotheroom,andfluttereduptoBeaton,andgavehimacrushinghand-

shake。

"Howverykind,ofyoutocomeandseeus,Mr。Beaton!WhendidyoucometoNewYork?Don"tyoufinditwarmhere?We"veonlyjustlightedthefurnace,butwiththismildweatheritseemstooearly。Mammadoeskeepitsohot!"Sherushedaboutopeningdoorsandshuttingregisters,andthencamebackandsatfacinghimfromthesofawithamaskofradiantcordiality。"Howhaveyoubeensincewesawyou?"

"Verywell,"saidBeaton。"Ihopeyou"rewell,MissLeighton?"

"Oh,perfectly!IthinkNewYorkagreeswithusbothwonderfully。I

neverknewsuchair。Andtothinkofournothavingsnowyet!Ishouldthinkeverybodywouldwanttocomehere!Whydon"tyoucome,Mr。Beaton?"

Beatonliftedhiseyesandlookedather。"I——IliveinNewYork,"hefaltered。

"InNewYorkCity!"sheexclaimed。

"Surely,Alma,"saidhermother,"yourememberMr。Beaton"stellingushelivedinNewYork。"

"ButIthoughtyoucamefromRochester;orwasitSyracuse?。Ialwaysgetthoseplacesmixedup。"

"ProbablyItoldyoumyfatherlivedatSyracuse。I"vebeeninNewYorkeversinceIcamehomefromParis,"saidBeaton,withtheconfusionofamanwhofeelshimselfplayeduponbyawoman。

"FromParis!"Almaechoed,leaningforward,withhersmilingmasktighton。"Wasn"titMunichwhereyoustudied?"

"IwasatMunich,too。ImetWetmorethere。"

"Oh,doyouknowMr。Wetmore?"

"Why,Alma,"hermotherinterposedagain,"itwasMr。BeatonwhotoldyouofMr。Wetmore。"

"Wasit?Why,yes,tobesure。ItwasMrs。HornwhosuggestedMr。

Ilcomb。Iremembernow。Ican"tthankyouenoughforhavingsentmetoMr。Wetmore,Mr。Beaton。Isn"thedelightful?Ohyes,I"maperfectWetmorian,Icanassureyou。Thewholeclassisthesameway。"

"IjustmethimandMrs。Wetmoreatdinner,"saidBeaton,attemptingtherecoveryofsomethingthathehadlostthroughthegirl"sshiningeaseandsteelysprightliness。Sheseemedtohimsosmoothandhard,witharepellentelasticityfromwhichhewasflungoff。"Ihopeyou"renotworkingtoohard,MissLeighton?"

"Ohno!Ienjoyeveryminuteofit,andgrowstrongeronit。DoIlookverymuchwastedaway?"Shelookedhimfullintheface,brilliantlysmiling,andintentionallybeautiful。

"No,"hesaid,withaslowsadness;"Ineversawyoulookingbetter。"

"PoorMr。Beaton!"shesaid,inrecognitionofhisdolefultune。"Itseemstobequiteablow。"

"Ohno——"

"Irememberallthegoodadviceyouusedtogivemeaboutnotworkingtoohard,andprobablyit"sthatthat"ssavedmylife——thatandthehouse-

hunting。Hasmammatoldyouofouradventuresingettingsettled?

Sometimewemust。Itwassuchfun!Anddidn"tyouthinkwewerefortunatetogetsuchaprettyhouse?Youmustseebothourparlors。"

Shejumpedup,andhermotherfollowedherwithabewilderedlookassheranintothebackparlorandflashedupthegas。

"Comeinhere,Mr。Beaton。Iwanttoshowyouthegreatfeatureofthehouse。"Sheopenedthelowwindowsthatgaveuponaglazedverandastretchingacrosstheendoftheroom。"JustthinkofthisinNewYork!

Youcan"tseeitverywellatnight,butwhenthesouthernsunpoursinherealltheafternoon——"

"Yes,Icanimagineit,"hesaid。Heglancedupatthebird-cagehangingfromtheroof。"IsupposeGypsyenjoysit。"

"YourememberGypsy?"shesaid;andshemadeacooing,kissinglittlenoiseupatthebird,whorespondeddrowsily。"PooroldGypsum!Well,hesha"n"tbedisturbed。Yes,it"sGyp"sdelight,andColonelWoodburnlikestowritehereinthemorning。Thinkofushavingarealliveauthorinthehouse!AndMissWoodburn:I"msogladyou"veseenher!

They"reSouthernpeople。"

"Yes,thatwasobviousinhercase。"

"Fromheraccent?Isn"titfascinating?Ididn"tbelieveIcouldeverendureSoutherners,butwe"relikeonefamilywiththeWoodburns。I

shouldthinkyou"dwanttopaintMissWoodburn。Don"tyouthinkhercoloringisdelicious?Andsuchaquaintkindofeighteenth-centurytypeofbeauty!Butshe"sperfectlylovelyeveryway,andeverythingshesaysissofunny。TheSouthernersseemtobesuchgreattalkers;betterthanweare,don"tyouthink?"

"Idon"tknow,"saidBeaton,inpensivediscouragement。Hewassensibleofbeingmanipulated,operated,buthewashelplesstoescapefromtheperformerortofathomhermotives。Hispensivenesspassedintogloom,andwasdegeneratingintosulkyresentmentwhenhewentaway,afterseveralfailurestogetbacktotheoldgroundhehadheldinrelationtoAlma。HeretrievedsomethingofitwithMrs。Leighton;butAlmaglittereduponhimtothelastwithakeenimpenetrablecandor,achild-

likesinglenessofglance,coveringunfathomablereserve。

"Well,Alma,"saidhermother,whenthedoorhadcloseduponhim。

"Well,mother。"Then,afteramoment,shesaid,witharush:"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtolethimsupposewewerepiquedathisnotcoming?

DidyousupposeIwasgoingtolethimpatronizeus,orthinkthatwewereintheleastdependentonhisfavororfriendship?"

Hermotherdidnotattempttoanswerher。Shemerelysaid,"Ishouldn"tthinkhewouldcomeanymore。"

"Well,wehavegotonsofarwithouthim;perhapswecanlivethroughtherestofthewinter。"

"Icouldn"thelpfeelingsorryforhim。Hewasquitestupefied。Icouldseethathedidn"tknowwhattomakeofyou。"

"He"snotrequiredtomakeanythingofme,"saidAlma。

"Doyouthinkhereallybelievedyouhadforgottenallthosethings?"

"Impossibletosay,mamma。"

"Well,Idon"tthinkitwasquiteright,Alma。"

"I"llleavehimtoyouthenexttime。MissWoodburnsaidyouwerefreezinghimtodeathwhenIcamedown。"

"Thatwasquitedifferent。But,therewon"tbeanynexttime,I"mafraid,"sighedMrs。Leighton。

Beatonwenthomefeelingsuretherewouldnot。Hetriedtoreadwhenhegottohisroom;butAlma"slooks,tones,gestures,whirredthroughandthroughthewoofofthestorylikeshuttles;hecouldnotkeepthemout,andhefellasleepatlast,notbecauseheforgotthem,butbecauseheforgavethem。Hewasabletosaytohimselfthathehadbeenjustlycutofffromkindnesswhichheknewhowtovalueinlosingit。HedidnotexpectevertorighthimselfinAlma"sesteem,buthehopedsomedaytoletherknowthathehadunderstood。Itseemedtohimthatitwouldbeagoodthingifsheshouldfinditoutafterhisdeath。Heimaginedherbeingtouchedbyitunderthosecircumstances。

VI。

InthemorningitseemedtoBeatonthathehaddonehimselfinjustice。

WhenheuncoveredhisJudasandlookedatit,hecouldnotbelievethatthemanwhowascapableofsuchworkdeservedthepunishmentMissLeightonhadinflicteduponhim。Hestillforgaveher,butinthepresenceofathinglikethathecouldnothelprespectinghimself;hebelievedthatifshecouldseeitshewouldbesorrythatshehadcutherselfofffromhisacquaintance。Hecarriedthisstrainofconvictionallthroughhissyndicateletter,whichhenowtookoutofhisdeskandfinished,withanincreasingsecurityofhisopinionsandamountingseverityinhisjudgments。Heretaliateduponthegeneralconditionofartamongusthepangsofwoundedvanity,whichAlmahadmadehimfeel,andhefoldeduphismanuscriptandputitinhispocket,almosthealedofhishumiliation。Hehadbeenabletoescapefromitsstingsoentirelywhilehewaswritingthatthenotionofmakinghislifemoreandmoreliterarycommendeditselftohim。Asitwasnowevidentthatthefuturewastobeoneofrenunciation,ofself-forgetting,anobliviontingedwithbitterness,heformlesslyreasonedinfavorofreconsideringhisresolutionagainstFulkerson"soffer。Onemustcallitreasoning,butitwasratherthatswiftinternaldramatizationwhichconstantlygoesoninpersonsofexcitablesensibilities,andwhichnowseemedtosweepBeatonphysicallyalongtowardthe"EveryOtherWeek"office,andcarriedhismindwithlightningcelerityontoatimewhenheshouldhavegiventhatjournalsuchqualityandauthorityinmattersofartashadneverbeenenjoyedbyanyinAmericabefore。Withtheprosperitywhichhemadeattendhisworkhechangedthecharacteroftheenterprise,andwithFulkerson"senthusiasticsupporthegavethepublicanartjournalofashighgradeas"LesLettresetlesArts",andverymuchthatsortofthing。AllthisinvolvednowtheunavailingregretofAlmaLeighton,andnowhisreconciliationwithhertheyweremarriedinGraceChurch,becauseBeatonhadonceseenamarriagethere,andhadintendedtopaintapictureofitsometime。

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