第6章
"Don"tspeakofit,madam,"saidthegentleman,"ifyoucanoverlookthetroubleweawegivingyouatsuchanunseasonablehouah。"
"Ah"mahoasekeepahmahself,"MissWoodburnjoinedin,"andAhknowho"
toaccyoantfo"everything。"
Mrs。Leightonledthewayup-stairs,andtheyoungladydecideduponthelargefrontroomandsmallsideroomonthethirdstory。Shesaidshecouldtakethesmallone,andtheotherwassolargethatherfathercouldbothsleepandworkinit。SheseemednotashamedtoaskifMrs。
Leighton"spricewasinflexible,butgavewaylaughingwhenherfatherrefusedtohaveanybargaining,withahaughtyself-respectwhichhesoftenedtodeferenceforMrs。Leighton。Hisimpulsivenessopenedthewayforsomeconfidencefromher,andbeforetheaffairwasarrangedshewasenjoyinginherqualityofclericalwidowthebalmoftheVirginians"
reverentsympathy。Theysaidtheywerechurchpeoplethemselves。
"Ahdon"tknowwhatyo"mothahmeansbyyo"hoasenotbeinginoddah,"
theyoungladysaidtoAlmaastheywentdown-stairstogether。"Ah"magreathoasekeepahmahself,andAhmeanwhatAhsay。"
TheyhadallturnedmechanicallyintotheroomwheretheLeightonsweresittingwhentheWoodburnsrang:Mr。Woodburnconsentedtositdown,andheremainedlisteningtoMrs。LeightonwhilehisdaughterbustleduptothesketchespinnedroundtheroomandquestionedAlmaaboutthem。
"Ahsupposeyouawegoingtobeagreatawtust?"shesaid,infriendlybanter,whenAlmaownedtohavingdonethethings。"Ah"veagreatnotiontotakeafewlessonsmahself。Who"syo"teachah?"
AlmasaidshewasdrawinginMr。Wetmore"sclass,andMissWoodburnsaid:
"Well,it"sjustbeautiful,MissLeighton;it"sgrand。Ahsupposeit"sraghtexpensive,now?Mahgoodness!wehavetocyoantthecoastsomuchnowadays;itseemstomewedonothingbutcyoantit。Ah"dliketohahsomethingoncewithoutaskin"theprice。"
"Well,ifyoudidn"taskit,"saidAlma,"Idon"tbelieveMr。Wetmorewouldeverknowwhatthepriceofhislessonswas。Hehastothink,whenyouaskhim。"
"Why,hemostbechomming,"saidMissWoodburn。"PerhapsAhmaghtgetthelessonsfornothingfromhim。Well,AhbelieveinmysoulAh"lltrah。Nowho"didyoubegin?andho"doyouexpecttogetanythingoatofit?"SheturnedonAlmaeyesbrimmingwithashrewdmixtureoffunandearnest,andAlmamadenoteofthefactthatshehadanearlynineteenth-centuryface,round,arch,alittlecoquettish,butextremelysensibleandunspoiled-looking,suchasusedtobepaintedagooddealinminiatureatthatperiod;atendencyofherbrownhairtotwineandtwistatthetempleshelpedtheeffect;ahighcombwouldhavecompletedit,Almafelt,ifshehadherbonnetoff。ItwasalmostaYankeecountry-
girltype;butperhapsitappearedsotoAlmabecauseitwas,likethat,pureAnglo-Saxon。Almaherself,withherdull,darkskin,slenderinfigure,slowinspeech,witharistocraticformsinherlonghands,andtheovalofherfinefacepointedtoalongchin,feltherselfmuchmoreSoutherninstylethanthisblooming,bubbling,bustlingVirginian。
"Idon"tknow,"sheanswered,slowly。
"Goingtotakepo"traits,"suggestedMissWoodburn,"orjustpainttheahdeal?"Ademureburlesquelurkedinhertone。
"IsupposeIdon"texpecttopaintatall,"saidAlma。"I"mgoingtoillustratebooks——ifanybodywillletme。"
"Ahshouldthinkthey"djustjoampatyou,"saidMissWoodburn。"Ah"lltellyouwhatlet"sdo,MissLeighton:youmakesomepictures,andAh"llwrahteabookfo"them。Ah"vegottodosomething。Alimaghtaswellwrahteabook。YouknowweSouthernershaveallhadtogotowoak。ButAhdon"tmandit。ItellpapaIshouldn"tca"fo"thedisgraceofbein"
poo"ifitwasn"tfo"theinconvenience。"
"Yes,it"sinconvenient,"saidAlma;"butyouforgetitwhenyou"reatwork,don"tyouthink?"
"Mah,yes!Perhapsthat"sonereasonwhypoo"peoplehavetowoaksohawd-tokeeptheirwandsofftheirpoverty。"
Thegirlsbothtittered,andturnedfromtalkinginalowtonewiththeirbackstowardtheirelders,andfacedthem。
"Well,Madison,"saidMr。Woodburn,"itistimeweshouldgo。Ibidyougood-night,madam,"hebowedtoMrs。Leighton。"Good-night,"hebowedagaintoAlma。
Hisdaughtertookleaveoftheminformalphrase,butwithajollycordialityofmannerthatdeformalizedit。"Weshallberoandraghtsooninthemawning,then,"shethreatenedatthedoor。
"Weshallbeallreadyforyou,"Almacalledafterherdownthesteps。
"Well,Alma?"hermotherasked,whenthedoorcloseduponthem。
"Shedoesn"tknowanymoreaboutart,"saidAlma,"than——nothingatall。
Butshe"sjollyandgood-hearted。Shepraisedeverythingthatwasbadinmysketches,andsaidshewasgoingtotakelessonsherself。Whenapersontalksabouttakinglessons,asiftheycouldlearnit,youknowwheretheybelongartistically。"
Mrs。Leightonshookherheadwithasigh。"IwishIknewwheretheybelongedfinancially。Weshallhavetogetintwogirlsatonce。I
shallhavetogooutthefirstthinginthemorning,andthenourtroubleswillbegin。"
"Well,didn"tyouwantthemtobegin?Iwillstayhomeandhelpyougetready。Ourprosperitycouldn"tbeginwithoutthetroubles,ifyoumeanboarders,andboardersmeanservants。Ishallbeverygladtobeafflictedwithacookforawhilemyself。"
"Yes;butwedon"tknowanythingaboutthesepeople,orwhethertheywillbeabletopayus。Didshetalkasiftheywerewelloff?"
"Shetalkedasiftheywerepoor;poo"shecalledit。"
"Yes,howqueerlyshepronounced,"saidMrs。Leighton。"Well,IoughttohavetoldthemthatIrequiredthefirstweekinadvance。"
"Mamma!Ifthat"sthewayyou"regoingtoact!"
"Oh,ofcourse,Icouldn"t,afterhewouldn"tletherbargainfortherooms。Ididn"tlikethat。"
"Idid。Andyoucanseethattheywereperfectladies;oratleastoneofthem。"Almalaughedatherself,buthermotherdidnotnotice。
"Theirbeingladieswon"thelpifthey"vegotnomoney。It"llmakeitalltheworse。"
"Verywell,then;wehavenomoney,either。We"reamatchforthemanydaythere。Wecanshowthemthattwocanplayatthatgame。"
III。
ArnusBeaton"sstudiolookedatfirstglancelikemanyotherpainters"
studios。Agraywallquadrangularlyvaultedtoalargenorthlight;
castsoffeet,hands,faceshungtonailsabout;prints,sketchesinoilandwater-colorstuckhereandtherelowerdown;aricketytable,withpaintandpalettesandbottlesofvarnishandsiccativetossedcomfortlesslyonit;aneasel,withastripofsomefadedmediaevalsilktrailingfromit;alayfiguresimperinginincompletenakedness,withitsheadononeside,andastockingononeleg,andaJapanesedressdroppedbeforeit;dustyrugsandskinskickingoverthevarnishedfloor;
canvasesfacedtothemop-board;anopentrunkoverflowingwithcostumes:
thesefeaturesonemightnoticeanywhere。But,besides,therewasabookcasewithanunusualnumberofbooksinit,andtherewasanopencolonialwriting-desk,claw-footed,brass-handled,andscutcheoned,withforeignperiodicals——FrenchandEnglish——litteringitsleaf,andsomepagesofmanuscriptscatteredamongthem。Aboveall,therewasasculptor"srevolvingstand,supportingabustwhichBeatonwasmodelling,withaneyefixedassimultaneouslyaspossibleontheclayandontheheadoftheoldmanwhosatontheplatformbesideit。
Fewmenhavebeenabletogetthroughtheworldwithseveralgiftstoadvantageinall;andmostmenseemhandicappedfortheraceiftheyhavemorethanone。Buttheyareapparentlyimmenselyinterestedaswellasdistractedbythem。WhenBeatonwaswriting,hewouldhaveagreed,uptoacertainpoint,withanyonewhosaidliteraturewashisproperexpression;but,then,whenhewaspainting,uptoacertainpoint,hewouldhavemaintainedagainsttheworldthathewasacolorist,andsupremelyacolorist。Atthecertainpointineitherarthewasapttobreakawayinafrenzyofdisgustandwreakhimselfuponsomeother。
Inthesemoodshesometimesdesignedelevationsofbuildings,verystriking,veryoriginal,verychic,veryeverythingbuthabitable。
Itwasinthiswaythathehadtriedhishandonsculpture,whichhehadatfirstapproachedratherslightinglyasameredecorativeaccessoryofarchitecture。Butithadgrowninhisrespecttillhemaintainedthattheaccessorybusinessoughttobealltheotherway:thattemplesshouldberaisedtoenshrinestatues,notstatuesmadetoornamenttemples;thatwasputtingthecartbeforethehorsewithavengeance。ThiswaswhenhehadcarriedaplasticstudysofarthatthesculptorswhosawitsaidthatBeatonmighthavebeenanarchitect,butwouldcertainlyneverbeasculptor。Atthesametimehedidsomehurried,nervousthingsthathadapopularcharm,andthatsoldinplasterreproductions,totheprofitofanother。Beatonjustlydespisedthepopularcharminthese,aswellasinthepaintingshesoldfromtimetotime;hesaiditwasflatburglarytohavetakenmoneyforthem,andhewouldhavebeenlivingalmostwhollyuponthebountyoftheoldtombstone-cutterinSyracuseifithadnotbeenforthesyndicateletterswhichhesuppliedtoFulkersonfortendollarsaweek。
Theywereverywelldone,buthehateddoingthemafterthefirsttwoorthree,andhadtobepunchedupforthembyFulkerson,whodidnotceasetoprizethem,andwhoneverfailedtopunchhimup。Beatonbeingwhathewas,Fulkersonwashiscreditoraswellaspatron;andFulkersonbeingwhathewas,hadanenthusiasticpatiencewiththeelusive,facile,adaptable,unpracticalnatureofBeaton。Hewasveryproudofhisart-
letters,ashecalledthem;butthenFulkersonwasproudofeverythinghesecuredforhissyndicate。Thefactthathehadsecureditgaveitvalue;hefeltasifhehadwrittenithimself。
Onearttroduponanother"sheelswithBeaton。Thedaybeforehehadrusheduponcanvastheconceptionofapicturewhichhesaidtohimselfwasglorious,andtoothers(atthetabled"hoteofMaroni)wasnotbad。
Hehadworkedatitinafurytillthelightfailedhim,andheexecratedthedyingday。ButhelithislampandtransferredtheprocessofhisthinkingfromthecanvastotheopeningofthesyndicateletterwhichbeknewFulkersonwouldbecomingforinthemorning。Heremainedtalkingsolongafterdinnerinthesamestrainashehadpaintedandwritteninthathecouldnotfinishhisletterthatnight。Thenextmorning,whilehewasmakinghisteaforbreakfast,thepostmanbroughthimaletterfromhisfatherenclosingalittlecheck,andbegginghimwithtender,almostdeferential,urgencetocomeaslightlyuponhimaspossible,forjustnowhisexpenseswereveryheavy。ItbroughttearsofshameintoBeaton"seyes——thefine,smouldering,floatingeyesthatmanyladiesadmired,underthethickbang——andhesaidtohimselfthatifhewerehalfamanhewouldgohomeandgotoworkcuttinggravestonesinhisfather"sshop。Buthewouldwait,atleast,tofinishhispicture;andasasoptohisconscience,tostayitsimmediateravening,heresolvedtofinishthatsyndicateletterfirst,andborrowenoughmoneyfromFulkersontobeabletosendhisfather"scheckback;or,ifnotthat,thentoreturnthesumofitpartlyinFulkerson"scheck。WhilehestillteemedwithbothofthesegoodintentionstheoldmanfromwhomhewasmodellinghisheadofJudascame,andBeatonsawthathemustgetthroughwithhimbeforehefinishedeitherthepictureortheletter;hewouldhavetopayhimforthetime,anyway。HeutilizedtheremorsewithwhichhewastinglingtogivehisJudasanexpressionwhichhefoundnovelinthetreatmentofthatcharacter——alookofsuchtouching,appealingself-
abhorrencethatBeaton"sartisticjoyinitamountedtorapture;betweenthebreathlessmomentswhenheworkedindeadsilenceforaneffectthatwastryingtoescapehim,hesangandwhistledfragmentsofcomicopera。
InoneofthehushestherecameablowontheoutsideofthedoorthatmadeBeatonjump,andswearwithamodifiedprofanitythatmergeditselfinapostrophicprayer。HeknewitmustbeFulkerson,andafterroaring"Comein!"hesaidtothemodel,"That"lldothismorning,Lindau。"
FulkersonsquaredhisfeetinfrontofthebustandcompareditbyfleetingglanceswiththeoldmanashegotstifflyupandsufferedBeatontohelphimonwithhisthin,shabbyovercoat。
"Canyoucometo-morrow,Lindau?"
"No,notto-morrow,Mr。Peaton。Ihaftozitfortheyoungladties。"
"Oh!"saidBeaton。"Wet-more"sclass?IsMissLeightondoingyou?"
"Idon"tknowtheirnamess,"Lindaubegan,whenFulkersonsaid:
"Hopeyouhaven"tforgottenmine,Mr。Lindau?ImetyouwithMr。MarchatMaroni"sonenight。"Fulkersonofferedhimauniversallyshakablehand。
"Ohyes!Iamgladttozeeyouagain,Mr。Vulkerson。AndMr。Marge——hedon"tzeemtogomeanymore?"
"Uptohiseyesinwork。BeenmovingonfromBostonandgettingsettled,andstartinginonourenterprise。Beatonherehasn"tgotaveryflatteringlikenessofyou,hey?Well,good-morning,"hesaid,forLindauappearednottohaveheardhimandwasescapingwithabowthroughthedoor。
Beatonlitacigarettewhichhepinchednervouslybetweenhislipsbeforehespoke。"You"vecomeforthatletter,Isuppose,Fulkerson?Itisn"tdone。"
Fulkersonturnedfromstaringatthebusttowhichhehadmounted。"Whatyoufrettingaboutthatletterfor?Idon"twantyourletter。"
Beatonstoppedbitinghiscigaretteandlookedathim。"Don"twantmyletter?Oh,verygood!"hebristledup。Hetookhiscigarettefromhislips,andblewthesmokethroughhisnostrils,andthenlookedatFulkerson。
"No;Idon"twantyourletter;Iwantyou。"
Beacondisdainedtoaskanexplanation,butheinternallyloweredhiscrest,whilehecontinuedtolookatFulkersonwithoutchanginghisdefiantcountenance。ThissuitedFulkersonwellenough,andhewentonwithrelish,"I"mgoingoutofthesyndicatebusiness,oldman,andI"monanewthing。"Heputhislegoverthebackofachairandrestedhisfootonitsseat,and,withonehandinhispocket,helaidtheschemeof"EveryOtherWeek"beforeBeatonwiththehelpoftheother。Theartistwentabouttheroom,meanwhile,withaneffectofindifferencewhichbynomeansoffendedFulkerson。Hetooksomewaterintohismouthfromatumbler,whichheblewinafinemistovertheheadofJudasbeforeswathingitinadirtycottoncloth;hewashedhisbrushesandsethispalette;heputuponhiseaselthepicturehehadblockedonthedaybefore,andstaredatitwithagloomyface;thenhegatheredthesheetsofhisunfinishedlettertogetherandslidthemintoadrawerofhiswriting-desk。BythetimehehadfinishedandturnedagaintoFulkerson,Fulkersonwassaying:"IdidthinkwecouldhavethefirstnumberoutbyNew-Year"s;butitwilltakelongerthanthat——amonthlonger;butI"mnotsorry,fortheholidayskilleverything;andbyFebruary,orthemiddleofFebruary,peoplewillgettheirbreathagainandbegintolookroundandaskwhat"snew。Thenwe"llreplyinthelanguageofShakespeareandMilton,"EveryOtherWeek;anddon"tyouforgetit。""
Hetookdownhislegandasked,"Gotapipeof"baccyanywhere?"
BeatonnoddedataclaystemstickingoutofaJapanesevaseofbronzeonhismantel。"There"syours,"hesaid;andFulkersonsaid,"Thanks,"andfilledthepipeandsatdownandbegantosmoketranquilly。
Beatonsawthathewouldhavetospeaknow。"Andwhatdoyouwantwithme?"
"You?Ohyes,"Fulkersonhumorouslydramatizedareturntohimselffromapensiveabsence。"Wantyoufortheartdepartment。"
Beatonshookhishead。"I"mnotyourman,Fulkerson,"hesaid,compassionately。"Youwantamorepracticalhand,onethat"sintouchwithwhat"sgoing。I"mgettingfurtherandfurtherawayfromthiscenturyanditsclaptrap。Idon"tbelieveinyourenterprise;Idon"trespectit,andIwon"thaveanythingtodowithit。Itwould-chokeme,thatkindofthing。"
"That"sallright,"saidFulkerson。Heesteemedamanwhowasnotgoingtolethimselfgocheap。"Orifitisn"t,wecanmakeit。YouandMarchwillpulltogetherfirst-rate。Idon"tcarehowmuchidealyouputintothething;themorethebetter。Icanlookaftertheotherendoftheschoonermyself。"
"Youdon"tunderstandme,"saidBeaton。"I"mnottryingtogetariseoutofyou。I"minearnest。Whatyouwantissomemanwhocanhavepatiencewithmediocrityputtingonthestyleofgenius,andwithgeniusturningmediocrityonhishands。Ihaven"tanyluckwithmen;Idon"tgetonwiththem;I"mnotpopular。"Beatonrecognizedthefactwiththesatisfactionwhichitsomehowalwaysbringstohumanpride。
"Somuchthebetter!"Fulkersonwasreadyforhimatthispoint。
"Idon"twantyoutoworktheold-establishedracketthereputations。
WhenIwantthemI"llgotothemwithapocketfulofrocks——knock-downargument。Butmyideaistodealwiththevolunteermaterial。Lookatthewaytheperiodicalsarecarriedonnow!Names!names!names!Inacountrythat"sjustboilingoverwithliteraryandartisticabilityofeverykindthenewfellowshavenochance。Theeditorsallengagetheirmaterial。Idon"tbelievetherearefiftyvolunteercontributionsprintedinayearinalltheNewYorkmagazines。It"sallwrong;it"ssuicidal。"EveryOtherWeek"isgoingbacktothegoodoldanonymoussystem,theonlyfairsystem。It"sworkedwellinliterature,anditwillworkwellinart。"
"Itwon"tworkwellinart,"saidBeaton。"Thereyouhaveatotallydifferentsetofconditions。Whatyou"llgetbyinvitingvolunteerillustrationswillbealotofamateurtrash。Andhowareyougoingtosubmityourliteratureforillustration?Itcan"tbedone。Atanyrate,Iwon"tundertaketodoit。"
"We"llgetupaSchoolofIllustration,"saidFulkerson,withcynicalsecurity。"Youcanreadthethingsandexplain"em,andyourpupilscanmaketheirsketchesunderyoureye。Theywouldn"tbemuchfurtheroutthanmostillustrationsareiftheyneverknewwhattheywereillustrating。Youmightselectfromwhatcomesinandmakeupasortofpictorialvariationstotheliteraturewithoutanyparticularreferencetoit。Well,Iunderstandyoutoaccept?"
"No,youdon"t。"
"Thatis,toconsenttohelpuswithyouradviceandcriticism。That"sallIwant。Itwon"tcommityoutoanything;andyoucanbeasanonymousasanybody。"AtthedoorFulkersonadded:"By-the-way,thenewman——thefellowthat"stakenmyoldsyndicatebusiness——willwantyoutokeepon;
butIguesshe"sgoingtotrytobeatyoudownonthepriceoftheletters。He"sgoinginforretrenchment。Ibroughtalongacheckforthisone;I"mtopayforthat。"HeofferedBeatonanenvelope。
"Ican"ttakeit,Fulkerson。Theletter"spaidforalready。"Fulkersonsteppedforwardandlaidtheenvelopeonthetableamongthetubesofpaint。
"Itisn"tthelettermerely。Ithoughtyouwouldn"tobjecttoalittleadvanceonyour"EveryOtherWeek"worktillyoukindofgotstarted。"
Beatonremainedinflexible。"Itcan"tbedone,Fulkerson。Don"tItellyouIcan"tsellmyselfouttoathingIdon"tbelievein?Can"tyouunderstandthat?"
"Ohyes;Icanunderstandthatfirst-rate。Idon"twanttobuyyou;I
wanttoborrowyou。It"sallright。See?Comeroundwhenyoucan;I"dliketointroduceyoutooldMarch。That"sgoingtobeouraddress。"Heputacardonthetablebesidetheenvelope,andBeatonallowedhimtogowithoutmakinghimtakethecheckback。Hehadrememberedhisfather"splea;thatunnervedhim,andhepromisedhimselfagaintoreturnhisfather"spoorlittlecheckandtoworkonthatpictureandgiveittoFulkersonforthecheckhehadleftandforhisbackdebts。Heresolvedtogotoworkonthepictureatonce;hehadsethispaletteforit;butfirsthelookedatFulkerson"scheck。Itwasforonlyfiftydollars,andthecannyScotchbloodinBeatonrebelled;hecouldnotletthispicturegoforanysuchmoney;hefeltalittlelikeamanwhosegenerosityhasbeentrifledwith。Theconflictofemotionsbrokehimup,andhecouldnotwork。
IV
ThedaywastedawayinBeaton"shands;athalf-pastfouro"clockhewentouttoteaatthehouseofaladywhowasAtHomethatafternoonfromfourtillseven。BythistimeBeatonwasinpossessionofoneofthoseotherselvesofwhichweeachhaveseveralaboutus,andwasagainthelaconic,staccato,ratherworldlifiedyoungartistwhosemomentsofacontrolledutteranceandacertaindistinctionofmannerhadcommendedhimtoMrs。Horn"sfancyinthesummeratSt。Barnaby。
Mrs。Horn"sroomswerelarge,andtheyneverseemedveryfull,thoughthisperhapswasbecausepeoplewerealwayssoquiet。Theladies,whooutnumberedthemententoone,astheyalwaysdoataNewYorktea,weredressedinsympathywiththelowtoneeveryonespokein,andwiththesubduedlightwhichgaveacrepuscularuncertaintytothefewobjects,thedimpictures,theunexcitedupholstery,oftherooms。Onebreathedfreeofbric-a-bracthere,andthenew-comerbreathedsoftlyasonedoesongoingintochurchafterservicehasbegun。Thismightbeasuggestionfromthevoicelessbehavioroftheman-servantwholetyouin,butitwasalsobecauseMrs。Horn"sAtHomewasaceremony,adecorum,andnotfestival。Atfargreaterhousestherewasmoregayety,atricherhousestherewasmorefreedom;thesuppressionatMrs。Horn"swasapersonal,notasocial,effect;itwasaneffluxofhercharacter,demure,silentious,vague,butverycorrect。
Beatoneasilyfoundhiswaytoheraroundthegroupedskirtsandamongthedetachedfigures,andreceivedapressureofwelcomefromthehandwhichshemomentarilyrelaxedfromthetea-pot。Shesatbehindatableputcrosswiseofaremotecorner,andofferedteatopeoplewhomanieceofhersreceivedprovisionallyorspedfinallyintheouterroom。Theydidnotusuallytaketea,andwhentheydidtheydidnotusuallydrinkit;butBeatonwas,feverishlygladofhiscup;hetookrumandlemoninit,andstoodtalkingatMrs。Horn"ssidetillthenextarrivalshoulddisplacehim:hetalkedinhisFrenchmanner。
"Ihavebeenhopingtoseeyou,"shesaid。"IwantedtoaskyouabouttheLeightons。Didtheyreallycome?"
"Ibelieveso。Theyareintown——yes。Ihaven"tseenthem。"
"Thenyoudon"tknowhowthey"regettingon——thatprettycreature,withhercleverness,andpoorMrs。Leighton?Iwasafraidtheywereventuringonarashexperiment。Doyouknowwheretheyare?"
"InWestEleventhStreetsomewhere。MissLeightonisinMr。Wetmore"sclass。"
"Imustlookthemup。Doyouknowtheirnumber?"
"Notatthemoment。Icanfindout。"
"Do,"saidMrs。Horn。"Whatcouragetheymusthave,toplungeintoNewYorkasthey"vedone!Ireallydidn"tthinktheywould。Iwonderifthey"vesucceededingettinganybodyintotheirhouseyet?"
"Idon"tknow,"saidBeaton。
"IdiscouragedtheircomingallIcould,"shesighed,"andIsupposeyoudid,too。Butit"squiteuselesstryingtomakepeopleinaplacelikeSt。Barnabyunderstandhowitisintown。"
"Yes,"saidBeaton。Hestirredhistea,whileinwardlyhetriedtobelievethathehadreallydiscouragedtheLeightonsfromcomingtoNewYork。PerhapsthevexationofhisfailuremadehimcallMrs。Horninhisheartafraud。
"Yes,"shewenton,"itisvery,veryhard。Andwhentheywon"tunderstand,andrushontheirdoom,youfeelthattheyaregoingtoholdyourespons——"
Mrs。Horn"seyeswanderedfromBeaton;hervoicefalteredinthefadedinterestofherremark,andthenrosewithrenewedvigoringreetingaladywhocameupandstretchedhergloveacrossthetea-cups。
Beatongothimselfawayandoutofthehousewithamuchbrieferadieutotheniecethanhehadmeanttomake。ThepatronizingcompassionofMrs。
HornfortheLeightonsfilledhimwithindignationtowardher,towardhimself。Therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnothaveignoredthemashehaddone;buttherewasafeeling。Itwashisnaturetobecareless,andhehadbeenspoiledintorecklessness;heneglectedeverybody,andonlyrememberedthemwhenitsuitedhiswhimorhisconvenience;buthefiercelyresentedtheinattentionsofotherstowardhimself。Hehadnoscrupleaboutbreakinganengagementorfailingtokeepanappointment;
hemadepromiseswithoutthinkingoftheirfulfilment,andnotbecausehewasafaithlessperson,butbecausehewasimaginative,andexpectedatthetimetodowhathesaid,butwasfickle,andsodidnot。Asmostofhisshortcomingswereofasocietysort,nogreatharmwasdonetoanybodyelse。Hehadcontractedsomewhatthecircleofhisacquaintancebywhatsomepeoplecalledhisrudeness,butmostpeopletreateditashisoddity,andwerepatientwithit。Oneladysaidshevaluedhiscomingwhenhesaidhewouldcomebecauseithadthecharmoftheunexpected。"Onlyitshowsthatitisn"talwaystheunexpectedthathappens,"sheexplained。
Itdidnotoccurtohimthathisbehaviorwasimmoral;hedidnotrealizethatitwascreatingareputationifnotacharacterforhim。Whilewearestillyoungwedonotrealizethatouractionshavethiseffect。Itseemstousthatpeoplewilljudgeusfromwhatwethinkandfeel。Laterwefindoutthatthisisimpossible;perhapswefinditouttoolate;
someofusneverfinditoutatall。
InspiteofhisshameabouttheLeightons,BeatonhadnopresentintentionoflookingthemuporsendingMrs。Horntheiraddress。Asamatteroffact,heneverdidsendit;buthehappenedtomeetMr。Wetmoreandhiswifeattherestaurantwherehedined,andhegotitofthepainterforhimself。HedidnotaskhimhowMissLeightonwasgettingon;butWetmorelaunchedout,withAlmaforatacittext,onthefutilityofwomengenerallygoinginforart。"Evenwhentheyhavetalentthey"vegottoomuchagainstthem。Whereagirldoesn"tseemverystrong,likeMissLeighton,noamountofchicisgoingtohelp。"
Hiswifedisputedhimonbehalfofhersex,aswomenalwaysdo。
"No,Dolly,"hepersisted;"she"dbetterbehomemilkingthecowsandleadingthehorsetowater。"
Doyouthinkshe"dbetterbeuptilltwointhemorningatballsandgoingalldaytoreceptionsandluncheons?"
"Oh,guessitisn"taquestionofthat,evenifsheweren"tdrawing。
Youknewthemathome,"hesaidtoBeaton。
"Yes。"
"Iremember。Hermothersaidyousuggestedme。Well,thegirlhassomenotionofit;there"snodoubtaboutthat。But——she"sawoman。Thetroublewiththesetalentedgirlsisthatthey"reallwoman。Iftheyweren"t,therewouldn"tbemuchchanceforthemen,Beaton。Butwe"vegotProvidenceonourownsidefromthestart。I"mabletowatchalltheirinspirationswithperfectcomposure。Iknowjusthowsoonit"sgoingtoendinnervousbreakdown。Somebodyoughttomarrythemallandputthemoutoftheirmisery。"
"Andwhatwillyoudowithyourstudentswhoaremarriedalready?"hiswifesaid。Shefeltthatshehadlethimgoonlongenough。
"Oh,theyoughttogetdivorced。"
"Yououghttobeashamedtotaketheirmoneyifthat"swhatyouthinkofthem。"
"Mydear,Ihaveawifetosupport。"
Beatonintervenedwithaquestion。"DoyoumeanthatMissLeightonisn"tstandingitverywell?"
"HowdoIknow?Sheisn"tthekindthatbends;she"sthekindthatbreaks。"
AfteralittlesilenceMrs。Wetmoreasked,"Won"tyoucomehomewithus,Mr。Beaton?"
"Thankyou;no。Ihaveanengagement。"
"Idon"tseewhythatshouldpreventyou,"saidWetmore。"Butyoualwayswereapunctiliouscuss。Well!"
Beatonlingeredoverhiscigar;butnooneelsewhomheknewcamein,andheyieldedtothethreefoldimpulseofconscience,ofcuriosity,ofinclination,ingoingtocallattheLeightons"。Heaskedfortheladies,andthemaidshowedhimintotheparlor,wherehefoundMrs。
LeightonandMissWoodburn。
Thewidowmethimwithawelcomeneatlymarkedbyresentment;shemeanthimtofeelthathisnotcomingsoonerhadbeennoticed。MissWoodburnbubbledandgurgledon,anddidwhatshecouldtomitigatehispunishment,butshedidnotfeelauthorizedtostayit,tillMrs。
Leighton,bystudiedavoidanceofherdaughter"sname,obligedBeatontoaskforher。ThenMissWoodburncaughtupherwork,andsaid,"Ah"llgoandtellher,Mrs。Leighton。"AtthetopofthestairsshefoundAlma,andAlmatriedtomakeitseemasifshehadnotbeenstandingthere。
"Mahgoodness,chald!there"sthehandsomestyoungmanaskingforyoudownthereyouevahsaw。Alhtoldyou"mothahAhwouldcomeupfo"you。"
"What——whoisit?"
"Don"tyouknow?Butbo"couldyou?He"sgotthemostbeautifuleyes,andhewea"shishai"inabang,andhetalksEnglishlikeitwassomethingelse,andhisname"sMr。Beaton。"
"Didhe-askforme?"saidAlma,withadreamytone。Sheputherhandonthestairsrail,andalittleshiverranoverher。
"Didn"tItellyou?Ofcoasehedid!Andyououghttogoraghtdownifyouwanttosavethepoo"fellah"slahfe;you"mothah"sjustfreezin"himtodeath。"
V。
"Sheis?"criedAlma。"Tchk!"Sheflewdownstairs,andflittedswiftlyintotheroom,andfluttereduptoBeaton,andgavehimacrushinghand-
shake。
"Howverykind,ofyoutocomeandseeus,Mr。Beaton!WhendidyoucometoNewYork?Don"tyoufinditwarmhere?We"veonlyjustlightedthefurnace,butwiththismildweatheritseemstooearly。Mammadoeskeepitsohot!"Sherushedaboutopeningdoorsandshuttingregisters,andthencamebackandsatfacinghimfromthesofawithamaskofradiantcordiality。"Howhaveyoubeensincewesawyou?"
"Verywell,"saidBeaton。"Ihopeyou"rewell,MissLeighton?"
"Oh,perfectly!IthinkNewYorkagreeswithusbothwonderfully。I
neverknewsuchair。Andtothinkofournothavingsnowyet!Ishouldthinkeverybodywouldwanttocomehere!Whydon"tyoucome,Mr。Beaton?"
Beatonliftedhiseyesandlookedather。"I——IliveinNewYork,"hefaltered。
"InNewYorkCity!"sheexclaimed。
"Surely,Alma,"saidhermother,"yourememberMr。Beaton"stellingushelivedinNewYork。"
"ButIthoughtyoucamefromRochester;orwasitSyracuse?。Ialwaysgetthoseplacesmixedup。"
"ProbablyItoldyoumyfatherlivedatSyracuse。I"vebeeninNewYorkeversinceIcamehomefromParis,"saidBeaton,withtheconfusionofamanwhofeelshimselfplayeduponbyawoman。
"FromParis!"Almaechoed,leaningforward,withhersmilingmasktighton。"Wasn"titMunichwhereyoustudied?"
"IwasatMunich,too。ImetWetmorethere。"
"Oh,doyouknowMr。Wetmore?"
"Why,Alma,"hermotherinterposedagain,"itwasMr。BeatonwhotoldyouofMr。Wetmore。"
"Wasit?Why,yes,tobesure。ItwasMrs。HornwhosuggestedMr。
Ilcomb。Iremembernow。Ican"tthankyouenoughforhavingsentmetoMr。Wetmore,Mr。Beaton。Isn"thedelightful?Ohyes,I"maperfectWetmorian,Icanassureyou。Thewholeclassisthesameway。"
"IjustmethimandMrs。Wetmoreatdinner,"saidBeaton,attemptingtherecoveryofsomethingthathehadlostthroughthegirl"sshiningeaseandsteelysprightliness。Sheseemedtohimsosmoothandhard,witharepellentelasticityfromwhichhewasflungoff。"Ihopeyou"renotworkingtoohard,MissLeighton?"
"Ohno!Ienjoyeveryminuteofit,andgrowstrongeronit。DoIlookverymuchwastedaway?"Shelookedhimfullintheface,brilliantlysmiling,andintentionallybeautiful。
"No,"hesaid,withaslowsadness;"Ineversawyoulookingbetter。"
"PoorMr。Beaton!"shesaid,inrecognitionofhisdolefultune。"Itseemstobequiteablow。"
"Ohno——"
"Irememberallthegoodadviceyouusedtogivemeaboutnotworkingtoohard,andprobablyit"sthatthat"ssavedmylife——thatandthehouse-
hunting。Hasmammatoldyouofouradventuresingettingsettled?
Sometimewemust。Itwassuchfun!Anddidn"tyouthinkwewerefortunatetogetsuchaprettyhouse?Youmustseebothourparlors。"
Shejumpedup,andhermotherfollowedherwithabewilderedlookassheranintothebackparlorandflashedupthegas。
"Comeinhere,Mr。Beaton。Iwanttoshowyouthegreatfeatureofthehouse。"Sheopenedthelowwindowsthatgaveuponaglazedverandastretchingacrosstheendoftheroom。"JustthinkofthisinNewYork!
Youcan"tseeitverywellatnight,butwhenthesouthernsunpoursinherealltheafternoon——"
"Yes,Icanimagineit,"hesaid。Heglancedupatthebird-cagehangingfromtheroof。"IsupposeGypsyenjoysit。"
"YourememberGypsy?"shesaid;andshemadeacooing,kissinglittlenoiseupatthebird,whorespondeddrowsily。"PooroldGypsum!Well,hesha"n"tbedisturbed。Yes,it"sGyp"sdelight,andColonelWoodburnlikestowritehereinthemorning。Thinkofushavingarealliveauthorinthehouse!AndMissWoodburn:I"msogladyou"veseenher!
They"reSouthernpeople。"
"Yes,thatwasobviousinhercase。"
"Fromheraccent?Isn"titfascinating?Ididn"tbelieveIcouldeverendureSoutherners,butwe"relikeonefamilywiththeWoodburns。I
shouldthinkyou"dwanttopaintMissWoodburn。Don"tyouthinkhercoloringisdelicious?Andsuchaquaintkindofeighteenth-centurytypeofbeauty!Butshe"sperfectlylovelyeveryway,andeverythingshesaysissofunny。TheSouthernersseemtobesuchgreattalkers;betterthanweare,don"tyouthink?"
"Idon"tknow,"saidBeaton,inpensivediscouragement。Hewassensibleofbeingmanipulated,operated,buthewashelplesstoescapefromtheperformerortofathomhermotives。Hispensivenesspassedintogloom,andwasdegeneratingintosulkyresentmentwhenhewentaway,afterseveralfailurestogetbacktotheoldgroundhehadheldinrelationtoAlma。HeretrievedsomethingofitwithMrs。Leighton;butAlmaglittereduponhimtothelastwithakeenimpenetrablecandor,achild-
likesinglenessofglance,coveringunfathomablereserve。
"Well,Alma,"saidhermother,whenthedoorhadcloseduponhim。
"Well,mother。"Then,afteramoment,shesaid,witharush:"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtolethimsupposewewerepiquedathisnotcoming?
DidyousupposeIwasgoingtolethimpatronizeus,orthinkthatwewereintheleastdependentonhisfavororfriendship?"
Hermotherdidnotattempttoanswerher。Shemerelysaid,"Ishouldn"tthinkhewouldcomeanymore。"
"Well,wehavegotonsofarwithouthim;perhapswecanlivethroughtherestofthewinter。"
"Icouldn"thelpfeelingsorryforhim。Hewasquitestupefied。Icouldseethathedidn"tknowwhattomakeofyou。"
"He"snotrequiredtomakeanythingofme,"saidAlma。
"Doyouthinkhereallybelievedyouhadforgottenallthosethings?"
"Impossibletosay,mamma。"
"Well,Idon"tthinkitwasquiteright,Alma。"
"I"llleavehimtoyouthenexttime。MissWoodburnsaidyouwerefreezinghimtodeathwhenIcamedown。"
"Thatwasquitedifferent。But,therewon"tbeanynexttime,I"mafraid,"sighedMrs。Leighton。
Beatonwenthomefeelingsuretherewouldnot。Hetriedtoreadwhenhegottohisroom;butAlma"slooks,tones,gestures,whirredthroughandthroughthewoofofthestorylikeshuttles;hecouldnotkeepthemout,andhefellasleepatlast,notbecauseheforgotthem,butbecauseheforgavethem。Hewasabletosaytohimselfthathehadbeenjustlycutofffromkindnesswhichheknewhowtovalueinlosingit。HedidnotexpectevertorighthimselfinAlma"sesteem,buthehopedsomedaytoletherknowthathehadunderstood。Itseemedtohimthatitwouldbeagoodthingifsheshouldfinditoutafterhisdeath。Heimaginedherbeingtouchedbyitunderthosecircumstances。
VI。
InthemorningitseemedtoBeatonthathehaddonehimselfinjustice。
WhenheuncoveredhisJudasandlookedatit,hecouldnotbelievethatthemanwhowascapableofsuchworkdeservedthepunishmentMissLeightonhadinflicteduponhim。Hestillforgaveher,butinthepresenceofathinglikethathecouldnothelprespectinghimself;hebelievedthatifshecouldseeitshewouldbesorrythatshehadcutherselfofffromhisacquaintance。Hecarriedthisstrainofconvictionallthroughhissyndicateletter,whichhenowtookoutofhisdeskandfinished,withanincreasingsecurityofhisopinionsandamountingseverityinhisjudgments。Heretaliateduponthegeneralconditionofartamongusthepangsofwoundedvanity,whichAlmahadmadehimfeel,andhefoldeduphismanuscriptandputitinhispocket,almosthealedofhishumiliation。Hehadbeenabletoescapefromitsstingsoentirelywhilehewaswritingthatthenotionofmakinghislifemoreandmoreliterarycommendeditselftohim。Asitwasnowevidentthatthefuturewastobeoneofrenunciation,ofself-forgetting,anobliviontingedwithbitterness,heformlesslyreasonedinfavorofreconsideringhisresolutionagainstFulkerson"soffer。Onemustcallitreasoning,butitwasratherthatswiftinternaldramatizationwhichconstantlygoesoninpersonsofexcitablesensibilities,andwhichnowseemedtosweepBeatonphysicallyalongtowardthe"EveryOtherWeek"office,andcarriedhismindwithlightningcelerityontoatimewhenheshouldhavegiventhatjournalsuchqualityandauthorityinmattersofartashadneverbeenenjoyedbyanyinAmericabefore。Withtheprosperitywhichhemadeattendhisworkhechangedthecharacteroftheenterprise,andwithFulkerson"senthusiasticsupporthegavethepublicanartjournalofashighgradeas"LesLettresetlesArts",andverymuchthatsortofthing。AllthisinvolvednowtheunavailingregretofAlmaLeighton,andnowhisreconciliationwithhertheyweremarriedinGraceChurch,becauseBeatonhadonceseenamarriagethere,andhadintendedtopaintapictureofitsometime。