第15章
"Youwantittothrowitaway。Idon"tapproveofit;socomewithme。"
"But,"saidDare,"Iarrivedherewithahundrednapoleonsandmore,expresslytoworkoutmytheoryofchancesandrecurrences,whichissound;Ihavestudiedithundredsoftimesbythehelpofthis。"Hepartiallydrewfromhispocketthelittlevolumethatwehavebeforeseeninhishands。"IfIonlypersevereinmysystem,thecertaintythatImustwinisalmostmathematical。Ihavestakedandlosttwohundredandthirty-threetimes。Allowingoutofthatonechanceineverythirty-six,whichistheaverageofzerobeingmarked,andtwohundredandfourtimesforthebackersoftheothernumbers,Ihavethemathematicalexpectationofsixtimesatleast,whichwouldnearlyrecoupme。AndshallI,then,sacrificethatvastfoundationofwastechancesthatIhavelaiddown,andpaidfor,merelyforwantofalittlereadymoney?"
"Youmightpersevereforatwelvemonth,andstillnotgetthebetterofyourreverses。Timetellsinfavourofthebank。
Justimagineforthesakeofargumentthatallthepeoplewhohaveeverplacedastakeuponacertainnumbertobeonepersonplayingcontinuously。Hasthatimaginarypersonwon?
Theexistenceofthebankisasufficientanswer。"
"Butaparticularplayerhastheoptionofleavingoffatanypointfavourabletohimself,whichthebankhasnot;andthere"smyopportunity。"
"Whichfromyourmoodyouwillbesurenottotakeadvantageof。"
"Ishallgoonplaying,"saidDaredoggedly。
"Notwithmymoney。"
"Verywell;wewon"tpartasenemies,"repliedDare,withtheflawlesspolitenessofamanwhosespeechhasnolongeranykinshipwithhisfeelings。"Shallweshareabottleofwine?
Youwillnot?Well,Ihopeyourluckwithyourladywillbemoremagnificentthanminehasbeenhere;but——mindCaptainDeStancy!he"safearfulwildfowlforyou。"
"He"saharmlessinoffensivesoldier,asfarasIknow。Ifheisnot——lethimbewhathemayforme。"
"Anddohisworsttocutyouout,Isuppose?"
"Ay——ifyouwill。"Somerset,muchagainsthisjudgment,wasbeingstimulatedbythesepricksintowordsofirritation。
"CaptainDeStancymight,Ithink,bebetteremployedthanindanglingattheheelsofaladywhocanwelldispensewithhiscompany。Andyoumightbebetteremployedthaninwastingyourwageshere。"
"Wages——afitwordformymoney。MayIaskyouatwhatstageintheappearanceofamanwhosewayofexistenceisunknown,hismoneyceasestobecalledwagesandbeginstobecalledmeans?"
Somersetturnedandlefthimwithoutreplying,Darefollowinghisrecedingfigurewithalookofriperesentment,notlesslikelytoventitselfinmischieffromthewantofmoralballastinhimwhoemittedit。Hethenfixedanettledandunsatisfiedgazeuponthegaming-rooms,andinanotherminuteortwolefttheCasinoalso。
DareandSomersetmetnomorethatday。ThelatterreturnedtoNicebytheeveningtrainandwentstraighttothehotel。
Henowthankedhisfortunethathehadnotprecipitatelygivenuphisroomthere,foratelegramfromPaulaawaitedhim。Hishandalmosttrembledasheopenedit,toreadthefollowingfewshortwords,datedfromtheGrandHotel,Genoa:——
"Letterreceived。Amgladtohearofyourjourney。WearenotreturningtoNice,butstayhereaweek。Idirectthisataventure。"
Thistantalizingmessage——thefirstbreakingofherrecentsilence——wassaucy,almostcruel,initsdryfrigidity。ItledhimtogiveuphisideaoffollowingatoncetoGenoa。
Thatwaswhatsheobviouslyexpectedhimtodo,anditwaspossiblethathisnon-arrivalmightdrawaletterormessagefromherofasweetercompositionthanthis。Thatwouldatleastbetheeffectofhistardinessifshecaredintheleastforhim;ifshedidnothecouldbeartheworst。Theargumentwasgoodenoughasfarasitwent,but,likemanymore,failedfromthenarrownessofitspremises,thecontingentinterventionofDarebeingentirelyundreamtof。Itwasaltogetherafatalmiscalculation,whichcosthimdear。
Passingbythetelegraph-officeintheRuePont-NeufatanearlyhourthenextmorninghesawDarecomingoutfromthedoor。ItwasSomerset"smomentaryimpulsetothankDarefortheinformationgivenastoPaula"swhereabouts,informationwhichhadnowprovedtrue。ButDaredidnotseemtoappreciatehisfriendliness,andafterafewwordsofstudiedcivilitytheyoungmanmovedon。
Andwellhemight。Fiveminutesbeforethattimehehadthrownopenagulfoftreacherybetweenhimselfandthearchitectwhichnothinginlifecouldeverclose。Beforeleavingthetelegraph-officeDarehaddespatchedthefollowingmessagetoPauladirect,asaset-offagainstwhathecalledSomerset"singratitudeforvaluableinformation,thoughitwasreallythefruitofmanypassions,motives,anddesires:——
"G。Somerset,Nice,toMissPower,GrandHotel,Genoa。
"HavelostallatMonteCarlo。HavelearntthatCaptainD。S。
returnshereto-morrow。Pleasesendmeonehundredpoundsbyhim,andsavemefromdisgrace。Willawaithimateleveno"clockandfour,onthePont-Neuf。"
V。
FivehoursafterthedespatchofthattelegramCaptainDeStancywasrattlingalongthecoastrailwayoftheRivierafromGenoatoNice。HewasreturningtoEnglandbywayofMarseilles;butbeforeturningnorthwardshehadengagedtoperformonMissPower"saccountapeculiarandsomewhatdisagreeableduty。ThiswastoplaceinSomerset"shandsahundredandtwenty-fivenapoleonswhichhadbeendemandedfromherbyamessageinSomerset"sname。Themoneywasinhispocket——allingold,inacanvasbag,tiedupbyPaula"sownhands,whichhehadobservedtotrembleasshetiedit。
Asheleanedinthecornerofthecarriagehewasthinkingovertheeventsofthemorningwhichhadculminatedinthatliberalresponse。Atteno"clock,beforehehadgoneoutfromthehotelwherehehadtakenuphisquarters,whichwasnotthesameastheonepatronizedbyPaulaandherfriends,hehadbeensummonedtoherpresenceinamannersounexpectedastoimplythatsomethingseriouswasinquestion。Onenteringherroomhehadbeenstruckbytheabsenceofthatsaucyindependenceusuallyapparentinherbearingtowardshim,notwithstandingthepersistencywithwhichhehadhoverednearherforthepreviousmonth,andgradually,bythepositionofhissister,andthefavourofPaula"suncleininterceptingoneofSomerset"slettersandseveralofhistelegrams,establishedhimselfasanintimatememberofthetravellingparty。Hisentry,however,thistimeasalways,hadhadtheeffectofatonic,anditwasquitewithhercustomaryself-
possessionthatshehadtoldhimoftheobjectofhermessage。
"YouthinkofreturningtoNicethisafternoon?"sheinquired。
DeStancyinformedherthatsuchwashisintention,andaskedifhecoulddoanythingforherthere。
Then,heremembered,shehadhesitated。"Ihavereceivedatelegram,"shesaidatlength;andsosheallowedtoescapeherbitbybittheinformationthatherarchitect,whosenamesheseemedreluctanttoutter,hadtravelledfromEnglandtoNicethatweek,partlytoconsulther,partlyforaholidaytrip;thathehadgoneontoMonteCarlo,hadtherelosthismoneyandgotintodifficulties,andhadappealedtohertohelphimoutofthembytheimmediateadvanceofsomereadycash。Itwasasadcase,anunexpectedcase,shemurmured,withhereyesfixedonthewindow。Indeedshecouldnotcomprehendit。
ToDeStancythereappearednothingsoveryextraordinaryinSomerset"sapparentfiasco,exceptinsofarasthatheshouldhaveappliedtoPaulaforrelieffromhisdistressesinsteadofelsewhere。Itwasaself-humiliationwhichaloverwouldhaveavoidedatallcosts,hethought。YetafteramomentaryreflectiononhistheoryofSomerset"scharacter,itseemedsufficientlynaturalthatheshouldleanpersistentlyonPaula,ifonlywithaviewofkeepinghimselflinkedtohermemory,withoutthinkingtooprofoundlyofhisowndignity。
ThattheesteeminwhichshehadheldSomersetuptothathoursufferedatremendousblowbyhisapparentscrapewasclearlyvisibleinher,reticentasshewas;andDeStancy,whilepityingSomerset,thankedhiminhismindforhavinggratuitouslygivenarivalanadvantagewhichthatrival"sattentionshadneverbeenabletogainofthemselves。
Afteralittlefurtherconversationshehadsaid:"Sinceyouaretobemymessenger,ImusttellyouthatIhavedecidedtosendthehundredpoundsaskedfor,andyouwillpleasetodeliverthemintonohandsbuthisown。"Acuriouslittleblushcreptoverhersoberedface——perhapsitwasablushofshameattheconductoftheyoungmaninwhomshehadoflatebeensuspiciouslyinterested——assheadded,"HewillbeonthePont-Neufatfourthisafternoonandagainateleventomorrow。
Canyoumeethimthere?"
"Certainly,"DeStancyreplied。
Shethenaskedhim,ratheranxiously,howhecouldaccountforMr。Somersetknowingthathe,CaptainDeStancy,wasabouttoreturntoNice?
DeStancyinformedherthatheleftwordatthehotelofhisintentiontoreturn,whichwasquitetrue;moreover,theredidnotlurkinhismindatthemomentofspeakingthefaintestsuspicionthatSomersethadseenDare。
Shethentiedthebagandhandedittohim,leavinghimwithasereneandimpenetrablebearing,whichhehopedforhisownsakemeantanacquiredindifferencetoSomersetandhisfortunes。Hersendingthearchitectasumofmoneywhichshecouldeasilysparemightbesetdowntonaturalgenerositytowardsamanwithwhomshewasartisticallyco-operatingfortheimprovementofherhome。
Shecamebacktohimagainforamoment。"Couldyoupossiblygettherebeforefourthisafternoon?"sheasked,andheinformedherthathecouldjustdosobyleavingalmostatonce,whichhewasverywillingtodo,thoughbysoforestallinghistimehewouldlosetheprojectedmorningwithherandtherestatthePalazzoDoria。
"ImaytellyouthatIshallnotgotothePalazzoDoriaeither,ifitisanyconsolationtoyoutoknowit,"washerreply。"Ishallsitindoorsandthinkofyouonyourjourney。"
Theansweradmittedoftwotranslations,andconjecturesthereonfilledthegallantsoldier"smindduringthegreaterpartofthejourney。HearrivedatthehoteltheyhadallstayedatinsuccessionaboutsixhoursafterSomersethadleftitforalittleexcursiontoSanRemoanditsneighbourhood,asameansofpassingafewdaystillPaulashouldwriteagaintoinquirewhyhehadnotcomeon。DeStancysawnooneheknew,andinobediencetoPaula"scommandshepromptlysetoffonfootforthePont-Neuf。
Thoughopposedtothearchitectasalover,DeStancyfeltforhimasapoordevilinneedofmoney,havinghadexperiencesofthatsorthimself,andhewasreallyanxiousthattheneedfulsupplyentrustedtohimshouldreachSomerset"shands。
Hewasonthebridgefiveminutesbeforethehour,andwhentheclockstruckahandwaslaidonhisshoulder:turninghebeheldDare。
Knowingthattheyouthwasloiteringsomewherealongthecoast,fortheyhadfrequentlymettogetheronDeStancy"spreviousvisit,thelattermerelysaid,"Don"tbothermeforthepresent,Willy,Ihaveanengagement。Youcanseemeatthehotelthisevening。"
"WhenyouhavegivenmethehundredpoundsIwillflylikearocket,captain,"saidtheyounggentleman。"Ikeeptheappointmentinsteadoftheotherman。"
DeStancylookedhardathim。"How——doyouknowaboutthis?"
heaskedbreathlessly。
"Ihaveseenhim。"
DeStancytooktheyoungmanbythetwoshouldersandgazedintohiseyes。Thescrutinyseemednotaltogethertoremovethesuspicionwhichhadsuddenlystartedupinhismind。"Mysoul,"hesaid,droppinghisarms,"canthisbetrue?"
"What?"
"Youknow。"
Dareshruggedhisshoulders;"Areyougoingtohandoverthemoneyorno?"hesaid。
"Iamgoingtomakeinquiries,"saidDeStancy,walkingawaywithavehementtread。
"Captain,youarewithoutnaturalaffection,"saidDare,walkingbyhisside,inatonewhichshowedhisfearthathehadover-estimatedthatemotion。"SeewhatIhavedoneforyou。YouhavebeenmyconstantcareandanxietyforIcan"ttellhowlong。IhavestayedawakeatnightthinkinghowI
mightbestgiveyouagoodstartintheworldbyarrangingthisjudiciousmarriage,whenyouhavebeensleepingassoundasatopwithnocaresuponyourmindatall,andnowIhavegotintoascrape——asthemostthoughtfulofusmaysometimes——
yougotomakeinquiries。"
"Ihavepromisedtheladytowhomthismoneybelongs——whosegenerosityhasbeenshamefullyabusedinsomeway——thatIwilldeliveritintonohandsbutthoseofoneman,andhehasnotyetappeared。Ithereforegotofindhim。"
DarelaidhishanduponDeStancy"sarm。"Captain,wearebothwarm,andpunctiliousonpointsofhonour;thiswillcometoasplitbetweenusifwedon"tmind。So,nottobringmatterstoacrisis,lendmetenpoundsheretoenablemetogethome,andI"lldisappear。"
Inastateborderingondistraction,eagertogettheyoungmanoutofhissightbeforeworserevelationsshouldriseupbetweenthem,DeStancywithoutpausinginhiswalkgavehimthesumdemanded。Hesoonreachedthepost-office,whereheinquiredifaMr。Somersethadleftanydirectionsforforwardingletters。
ItwasjustwhatSomersethaddone。DeStancywastoldthatMr。SomersethadcommandedthatanylettersshouldbesentontohimattheHotelVictoria,SanRemo。
ItwasnowevidentthattheschemeofgettingmoneyfromPaulawaseitherofDare"sinvention,orthatSomerset,ashamedofhisfirstimpulse,hadabandoneditasspeedilyasithadbeenformed。DeStancyturnedandwentout。Dare,inkeepingwithhispromise,hadvanished。CaptainDeStancyresolvedtodonothinginthecasetillfurthereventsshouldenlightenhim,beyondsendingalinetoMissPowertoinformherthatSomersethadnotappeared,andthathethereforeretainedthemoneyforfurtherinstructions。
BOOKTHEFIFTH。DESTANCYANDPAULA。
I。
MissPowerwasrecliningonaredvelvetcouchinthebedroomofanold-fashionedredhotelatStrassburg,andherfriendMissDeStancywassittingbyawindowofthesameapartment。
Theywerebothratherweariedbyalongjourneyofthepreviousday。ThehoteloverlookedthelargeopenKleberPlatz,erectinthemidstofwhichthebronzestatueofGeneralKleberreceivedtheraysofawarmsunthatwaspowerlesstobrightenhim。Thewholesquare,withitspeopleandvehiclesgoingtoandfroasiftheyhadplentyoftime,wasvisibletoCharlotteinherchair;butPaulafromherhorizontalpositioncouldseenothingbelowthelevelofthemanydormeredhouse-topsontheoppositesideofthePlatz。
Afterwatchingthisupperstoreyofthecityforsometimeinsilence,sheaskedCharlottetohandherabinocularlyingonthetable,throughwhichinstrumentshequietlyregardedthedistantroofs。
"Whatstrangeandphilosophicalcreaturesstorksare,"shesaid。"Theygiveataciturn,ghostlycharactertothewholetown。"
ThebirdswerecrossingandrecrossingthefieldoftheglassintheirflighthitherandthitherbetweentheStrassburgchimneys,theirsadgreyformssharplyoutlinedagainstthesky,andtheirskinnylegsshowingbeneathlikethelimbsofdeadmartyrsinCrivelli"semaciatedimaginings。Theindifferenceofthesebirdstoallthatwasgoingonbeneaththemimpressedher:toharmonizewiththeirsolemnandsilentmovementsthehousesbeneathshouldhavebeendeserted,andgrassgrowinginthestreets。
BehindthelongroofsthusvisibletoPaulaoverthewindow-
sill,withtheirtiersofdormer-windows,rosethecathedralspireinairyopenwork,formingthehighestobjectinthescene;itsuggestedsomethingwhichforalongtimesheappearedunwillingtoutter;butnaturalinstincthaditsway。
"Aplacelikethis,"shesaid,"wherehecanstudyGothicarchitecture,would,Ishouldhavethought,beaspotmorecongenialtohimthanMonaco。"
ThepersonreferredtowasthemisrepresentedSomerset,whomthetwohadbeengingerlydiscussingfromtimetotime,allowinganycasualsubject,suchasthatofthestorks,tointerruptthepersonaloneateverytwoorthreesentences。
"Itwouldbemorelikehimtobehere,"repliedMissDeStancy,trustinghertonguewithonlythebarestgeneralitiesonthismatter。
Somersetwasagaindismissedforthestorktopic,butPaulacouldnotlethimalone;andshepresentlyresumed,asifanirresistiblefascinationcompelledwhatjudgmenthadforbidden:"Thestrongest-mindedpersonsaresometimescaughtunawaresatthatplace,iftheyoncethinktheywillretrievetheirfirstlosses;andIamnotawarethatheisparticularlystrong-minded。"
ForamomentCharlottelookedatherwithamixedexpression,inwhichtherewasdeprecationthatawomanwithanyfeelingshouldcriticizeSomersetsofrigidly,andreliefthatitwasPaulawhodidso。For,notwithstandingherassumptionthatSomersetcouldneverbeanythingmoretoherthanhewasalready,Charlotte"sheartwouldoccasionallystepdownandtroubleherviewssoexpressed。
WhetherlookingthroughaglassatdistantobjectsenabledPaulatobottleupheraffectionfortheabsentone,orwhetherherfriendCharlottehadsolittlepersonalityinPaula"sregardthatshecouldcommunewithheraswithalayfigure,itwascertainthatsheevincedremarkableeaseinspeakingofSomerset,resumingherwordsabouthiminthetoneofonetowhomhewasatmostanordinaryprofessionaladviser。"Itwouldbeveryawkwardfortheworksatthecastleifhehasgotintoascrape。Isupposethebuilderswerewellpostedwithinstructionsbeforeheleft:butheoughtcertainlytoreturnsoon。WhydidheleaveEnglandatalljustnow?"
"Perhapsitwastoseeyou。"
"Heshouldhavewaited;itwouldnothavebeensodreadfullylongtoMayorJune。Charlotte,howcanamanwhodoessuchahare-brainedthingasthisbedeemedtrustworthyinanimportantworklikethatofrebuildingStancyCastle?"
Therewassuchstressintheinquirythat,whateverfactitiousnesshadgonebefore,CharlotteperceivedPaulatobeatlastspeakinghermind;anditseemedasifSomersetmusthaveconsiderablylostgroundinheropinion,orshewouldnothavecriticizedhimthus。
"Mybrotherwilltellusfullparticularswhenhecomes:
perhapsitisnotatallaswesuppose,"saidCharlotte。ShestrainedhereyesacrossthePlatzandadded,"Heoughttohavebeenherebeforethistime。"
Whiletheywaitedandtalked,Paulastillobservingthestorks,thehotelomnibuscameroundthecornerfromthestation。"Ibelievehehasarrived,"resumedMissDeStancy;
"Iseesomethingthatlookslikehisportmanteauonthetopoftheomnibus……Yes;itishisbaggage。I"llrundowntohim。"
DeStancyhadobtainedsixweeks"additionalleaveonaccountofhishealth,whichhadsomewhatsufferedinIndia。ThefirstusehemadeofhisextratimewasinhasteningbacktomeetthetravellingladieshereatStrassburg。Mr。PowerandMrs。Goodmanwerealsoatthehotel,andwhenCharlottegotdownstairs,theformerwaswelcomingDeStancyatthedoor。
PaulahadnotseenhimsincehesetoutfromGenoaforNice,commissionedbyhertodeliverthehundredpoundstoSomerset。
Hisnote,statingthathehadfailedtomeetSomerset,containednodetails,andsheguessedthathewouldsoonappearbeforehernowtoansweranyquestionaboutthatpeculiarerrand。
Heranticipationswerejustifiedbytheevent;shehadnosoonergoneintothenextsitting-roomthanCharlotteDeStancyappearedandaskedifherbrothermightcomeup。TheclosestobserverwouldhavebeenindoubtwhetherPaula"sreadyreplyintheaffirmativewaspromptedbypersonalconsiderationforDeStancy,orbyahopetohearmoreofhismissiontoNice。Assoonasshehadwelcomedhimsherevertedatoncetothesubject。
"Yes,asItoldyou,hewasnotattheplaceofmeeting,"DeStancyreplied。Andtakingfromhispocketthebagofreadymoneyheplaceditintactuponthetable。
DeStancydidthiswithahandthatshooksomewhatmorethanalongrailwayjourneywasadequatetoaccountfor;andintruthitwasthevisionofDare"spositionwhichagitatedtheunhappycaptain:forhadthatyoungman,asDeStancyfeared,beentamperingwithSomerset"sname,hisfatenowtrembledinthebalance;Paulawouldunquestionablyandnaturallyinvoketheaidofthelawagainsthimifshediscoveredsuchanimposition。
"Wereyoupunctualtothetimementioned?"sheaskedcuriously。
DeStancyrepliedintheaffirmative。
"Didyouwaitlong?"shecontinued。
"Notverylong,"heanswered,hisinstincttoscreenthepossiblyguiltyoneconfininghimtoguardedstatements,whilestilladheringtotheliteraltruth。
"Whywasthat?"
"Somebodycameandtoldmethathewouldnotappear。"
"Who?"
"Ayoungmanwhohasbeenactingashisclerk。HisnameisDare。HeinformedmethatMr。Somersetcouldnotkeeptheappointment。"
"Why?"
"HehadgoneontoSanRemo。"
"HashebeentravellingwithMr。Somerset?"
"Hehadbeenwithhim。Theyknoweachotherverywell。ButasyoucommissionedmetodeliverthemoneyintonohandsbutMr。Somerset"s,Iadheredstrictlytoyourinstructions。"
"Butperhapsmyinstructionswerenotwise。Shoulditinyouropinionhavebeensentbythisyoungman?Washecommissionedtoaskyouforit?"
DeStancymurmuredthatDarewasnotcommissionedtoaskforit;thatuponthewholehedeemedherinstructionswise;andwasstillofopinionthatthebestthinghadbeendone。
AlthoughDeStancywasdistractedbetweenhisdesiretopreserveDarefromtheconsequencesoffolly,andagentlemanlywishtokeepasclosetothetruthaswascompatiblewiththatcondition,hisanswershadnotappearedtoPaulatobeparticularlyevasive,theconjuncturebeingoneinwhichahandsomeheiress"sshrewdnesswaspronetooverleapitselfbysettingdownembarrassmentonthepartofthemanshequestionedtoamerelover"sdifficultyinsteeringbetweenhonourandrivalry。
Sheputbutoneotherquestion。"Diditappearasifhe,Mr。
Somerset,aftertelegraphing,had——had——regretteddoingso,andevadedtheresultbynotkeepingtheappointment?"
"That"sjusthowitappears。"Thewords,whichsavedDarefromignominy,costDeStancyagooddeal。HewassorryforSomerset,sorryforhimself,andverysorryforPaula。ButDarewastoDeStancywhatSomersetcouldneverbe:and"forhiskinthatisnearuntohimshallamanbedefiled。"
AfterthatinterviewCharlottesawwithwarringimpulsesthatSomersetslowlydiminishedinPaula"sestimate;slowlyasthemoonwanes,butascertainly。Charlotte"sownlovewasofaclinging,uncriticalsort,andthoughtheshadowyintelligenceofSomerset"sdoingsweigheddownhersoulwithregret,itseemedtomakenottheleastdifferenceinheraffectionforhim。
Intheafternoonthewholeparty,includingDeStancy,droveaboutthestreets。HeretheylookedatthehouseinwhichGoethehadlived,andafterwardsenteredthecathedral。
Observinginthesouthtranseptacrowdofpeoplewaitingpatiently,theywereremindedthattheyunwittinglystoodinthepresenceofthepopularclock-workofSchwilgue。
Mr。PowerandMrs。Goodmandecidedthattheywouldwaitwiththerestoftheidlersandseethepuppetsperformatthestriking。Charlottealsowaitedwiththem;butasitwantedeightminutestothehour,andasPaulahadseentheshowbefore,shemovedonintothenave。
PresentlyshefoundthatDeStancyhadfollowed。Hedidnotcomeclosetillshe,seeinghimstandsilent,said,"Ifitwerenotforthiscathedral,Ishouldnotlikethecityatall;andIhaveevenseencathedralsIlikebetter。LuckilywearegoingontoBadento-morrow。"
"Yourunclehasjusttoldme。Hehasaskedmetokeepyoucompany。"
"Areyouintendingto?"saidPaula,probingthebase-mouldingofapierwithherparasol。
"Ihavenothingbettertodo,norindeedhalfsogood,"saidDeStancy。"Iamabroadformyhealth,youknow,andwhat"sliketheRhineanditsneighbourhoodinearlysummer,beforethecrowdcomes?Itisdelightfultowanderaboutthere,oranywhere,likeachild,influencedbynofixedmotivemorethanthatofkeepingnearsomefriend,orfriends,includingtheonewemostadmireintheworld。"
"Thatsoundsperilouslylikelove-making。"
""Tisloveindeed。"
"Well,loveisnaturaltomen,Isuppose,"rejoinedtheyounglady。"Butyoumustlovewithinbounds;oryouwillbeenervated,andceasetobeusefulasaheavyarmoftheservice。"
"MydearMissPower,yourdidacticandrespectableruleswon"tdoforme。Ifyouexpectstrawstostopcurrents,youaresadlymistaken!Butno——letmattersbe:Iamahappycontentedmortalatpresent,saywhatyouwill……Youdon"taskwhy?Perhapsyouknow。ItisbecauseallIcareforintheworldisnearme,andthatIshallneverbemorethanahundredyardsfromheraslongasthepresentarrangementcontinues。"
"Weareinacathedral,remember,CaptainDeStancy,andshouldnotkeepupasecularconversation。"
"IfIhadneversaidworseinacathedralthanwhatIhavesaidhere,Ishouldbecontenttomeetmyeternaljudgewithoutabsolution。YouruncleaskedmethismorninghowI
likedyou。"
"Well,therewasnoharminthat。"
"HowIlikeyou!Harm,no;butyoushouldhaveseenhowsillyIlooked。Fancytheinadequacyoftheexpressionwhenmywholesenseisabsorbedbyyou。"
"Menallowthemselvestobemaderidiculousbytheirownfeelingsinaninconceivableway。"
"True,Iamafool;butforgiveme,"herejoined,observinghergaze,whichwanderedcriticallyfromrooftoclerestory,andthentothepillars,withoutoncelightingonhim。"Don"tmindsayingYes——Youlookatthisthingandthatthing,butyouneverlookatme,thoughIstandhereandseenothingbutyou。"
"There,theclockisstriking——andthecockcrows。Pleasegoacrosstothetranseptandtellthemtocomeoutthisway。"
DeStancywent。Whenhehadgoneafewstepsheturnedhishead。Shehadatlastceasedtostudythearchitecture,andwaslookingathim。Perhapshiswordshadstruckher,foritseemedatthatmomentasifhereadinherbrighteyesagenuineinterestinhimandhisfortunes。
II。
NextdaytheywentontoBaden。DeStancywasbeginningtocultivatethepassionofloveevenmoreasanescapefromthegloomyrelationsofhislifethanasmatrimonialstrategy。
Paula"sjuxtapositionhadtheattributeofmakinghimforgeteverythinginhisownhistory。Shewasamagicalterative;
andthemostfoolishboyishshapeintowhichhecouldthrowhisfeelingsforherwasinthisrespecttobeaimedatastheactofhighestwisdom。
Hesupplementedthenaturalwarmthoffeelingthatshehadwroughtinhimbyeveryartificialmeansinhispower,tomakethedistractionthemorecomplete。Hehadnotknownanythinglikethisself-obscurationforadozenyears,andwhenheconjecturedthatshemightreallylearntolovehimhefeltexaltedinhisowneyesandpurifiedfromthedrossofhisformerlife。SuchuneasinessofconscienceasarosewhenhesuddenlyrememberedDare,andthepossibilitythatSomersetwasgettingoustedunfairly,haditsweightindepressinghim;
buthewasinclinedtoaccepthisfortunewithoutmuchquestion。
ThejourneytoBaden,thoughshort,wasnotwithoutincidentsonwhichhecouldworkoutthiscurioushobbyofcultivatingtosuperlativepoweranalreadypositivepassion。Handingherinandoutofthecarriage,accidentallygettingbrushedbyherclothes,ofallsuchasthishemadeavailablefuel。
Paula,thoughshemighthaveguessedthegeneralnatureofwhatwasgoingon,seemedunconsciousoftherefinementshewastryingtothrowintoit,andsometimes,wheninsteppingintoorfromarailwaycarriagesheunavoidablyputherhanduponhisarm,theobviousinsignificancesheattachedtotheactionstruckhimwithmisgiving。
OneofthefirstthingstheydidatBadenwastostrollintotheTrink-halle,wherePaulasippedthewater。Shewasabouttoputdowntheglass,whenDeStancyquicklytookitfromherhandsasthoughtomakeuseofithimself。
"O,ifthatiswhatyoumean,"shesaidmischievously,"youshouldhavenoticedtheexactspot。Itwasthere。"Sheputherfingeronaparticularportionofitsedge。
"Yououghtnottoactlikethat,unlessyoumeansomething,MissPower,"herepliedgravely。
"Tellmemoreplainly。"
"Imean,youshouldnotdothingswhichexciteinmethehopethatyoucaresomethingforme,unlessyoureallydo。"
"Iputmyfingerontheedgeandsaiditwasthere。"
"Meaning,"Itwastheremylipstouched;letyoursdothesame。""
"ThelatterpartIwhollydeny,"sheanswered,withdisregard,afterwhichshewentaway,andkeptbetweenCharlotteandherauntfortherestoftheafternoon。
SincethereceiptofthetelegramPaulahadbeenfrequentlysilent;shefrequentlystayedinalone,andsometimesshebecamequitegloomy——analtogetherunprecedentedphaseforher。ThiswasthecaseonthemorningaftertheincidentintheTrink-halle。Nottointrudeonher,Charlottewalkedaboutthelandingsofthesunnywhitehotelinwhichtheyhadtakenuptheirquarters,wentdownintothecourt,andpettedthetortoisesthatwerecreepingaboutthereamongtheflowersandplants;tillatlast,ongoingtoherfriend,shecaughtherreadingsomeoldlettersofSomerset"s。
Paulamadenosecretofthem,andMissDeStancycouldseethatmorethanhalfwerewrittenonbluepaper,withdiagramsamidthewriting:theywere,infact,simplythosesheetsofhisletterswhichrelatedtotherebuilding。Nevertheless,CharlottefanciedshehadcaughtPaulainasentimentalmood;
anddoubtlesscouldSomersethavewalkedinatthismomentinsteadofCharlotteitmighthavefaredwellwithhim,soinsidiouslydotendermemoriesreassertthemselvesinthefaceofoutwardmishaps。
TheytookadrivedowntheLichtenthalroadandthenintotheforest,DeStancyandAbnerPowerridingonhorsebackalongside。Thesunstreamedyellowbehindtheirbacksastheywoundupthelonginclines,lightingtheredtrunks,andeventheblue-blackfoliageitself。Thesummerhadalreadymadeimpressionuponthatmassofuniformcolourbytippingeverytwigwithatinysproutofvirescentyellow;whiletheminutesoundswhichissuedfromtheforestrevealedthattheapparentlystillplacewasbecomingaperfectreservoirofinsectlife。
AbnerPowerwasquitesentimentalthatday。"Insuchplacesasthese,"hesaid,asherodealongsideMrs。Goodman,"nature"spowersinthemultiplicationofonetypestrikemeasmuchasthegrandeurofthemass。"
Mrs。Goodmanagreedwithhim,andPaulasaid,"Thefoliageformstheroofofaninterminablegreencrypt,thepillarsbeingthetrunks,andthevaulttheinterlacingboughs。"
"Itisafineplaceinathunderstorm,"saidDeStancy。"Iamnotanenthusiast,buttoseethelightningspringhitherandthither,likelazy-tongs,bristling,andstriking,andvanishing,isratherimpressive。"
"Itmustbeindeed,"saidPaula。
"Andinthewinterwindsthesepinessighliketenthousandspiritsintrouble。"
"Indeedtheymust,"saidPaula。
"AtthesametimeIknowalittlefir-plantationaboutamilesquarenotfarfromMarkton,"saidDeStancy,"whichispreciselylikethisinminiature,——stems,colours,slopes,winds,andall。Ifweweretogothereanytimewithahighlymagnifyingpairofspectaclesitwouldlookasfineasthis——
andsaveadealoftravelling。"
"Iknowtheplace,andIagreewithyou,"saidPaula。
"Youagreewithmeonallsubjectsbutone,"hepresentlyobserved,inavoicenotintendedtoreachtheothers。
Paulalookedathim,butwassilent。
Onwardandupwardtheywent,thesamepatternandcolouroftreerepeatingthemselvesendlessly,tillinacoupleofhourstheyreachedthecastlehillwhichwastobetheendoftheirjourney,andbeheldstretchedbeneaththemthevalleyoftheMurg。Theyalightedandenteredthefortress。
"Whatdidyoumeanbythatlookofkindnessyoubestoweduponmejustnow,whenIsaidyouagreedwithmeonallsubjectsbutone?"askedDeStancyhalfhumorously,asheheldopenalittledoorforher,theothershavinggoneahead。
"Imeant,Isuppose,thatIwasmuchobligedtoyoufornotrequiringagreementonthatonesubject,"shesaid,passingon。
"Notmorethanthat?"saidDeStancy,ashefollowedher。
"ButwheneverIinvoluntarilyexpresstowardsyousentimentsthattherecanbenomistaking,youseemtrulycompassionate。"
"IfIseemso,Ifeelso。"
"Ifyoumeannomorethanmerecompassion,Iwishyouwouldshownothingatall,foryourmistakenkindnessisonlypreparingmoremiseryformethanIshouldhaveifletalonetosufferwithoutmercy。"
"Iimploreyoutobequiet,CaptainDeStancy!Leaveme,andlookoutofthewindowattheviewhere,oratthepictures,oratthearmour,orwhateveritiswearecometosee。"
"Verywell。Butpraydon"textractamusementfrommyharmlessremarks。SuchastheyareImeanthem。"
Shestoppedhimbychangingthesubject,fortheyhadenteredanoctagonalchamberonthefirstfloor,presumablyfullofpicturesandcuriosities;buttheshutterswereclosed,andonlystraybeamsoflightgleamedintosuggestwhatwasthere。
"Can"tsomebodyopenthewindows?"saidPaula。
"Theattendantisabouttodoit,"saidheruncle;andashespoketheshutterstotheeastwereflungback,andoneoftheloveliestviewsintheforestdiscloseditselfoutside。
Someofthemsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Theriverlayalongthebottomofthevalley,irradiatedwithasilvershine。Littleraftsofpinewoodfloatedonitssurfaceliketinysplinters,themenwhosteeredthemnotappearinglargerthanants。
Paulastoodonthebalcony,lookingforafewminutesuponthesight,andthencameintotheshadowyroom,whereDeStancyhadremained。Whiletherestwerestilloutsidesheresumed:
"YoumustnotsupposethatIshrinkfromthesubjectyousopersistentlybringbeforeme。Irespectdeepaffection——youknowIdo;butformetosaythatIhaveanysuchforyou,oftheparticularsortyouonlywillbesatisfiedwith,wouldbeabsurd。Idon"tfeelit,andthereforetherecanbenothingbetweenus。Onewouldthinkitwouldbebettertofeelkindlytowardsyouthantofeelnothingatall。ButifyouobjecttothatI"lltrytofeelnothing。"
"Idon"treallyobjecttoyoursympathy,"saidDeStancy,ratherstruckbyherseriousness。"Butitisverysaddeningtothinkyoucanfeelnothingmore。"
"Itmustbeso,sinceICANfeelnomore,"shedecisivelyreplied,adding,asshestoppedherseriousness:"Youmustprayforstrengthtogetoverit。"
"OnethingIshallneverprayfor;toseeyougiveyourselftoanotherman。ButIsupposeIshallwitnessthatsomeday。"
"Youmay,"shegravelyreturned。
"Youhavenodoubtchosenhimalready,"criedthecaptainbitterly。
"No,CaptainDeStancy,"shesaidshortly,afaintinvoluntaryblushcomingintoherfaceassheguessedhisallusion。
This,andafewglancesroundatthepicturesandcuriosities,completedtheirsurveyofthecastle。DeStancyknewbetterthantotroubleherfurtherthatdaywithspecialremarks。
DuringthereturnjourneyherodeaheadwithMr。Powerandshesawnomoreofhim。
Shewouldhavebeenastonishedhadsheheardtheconversationofthetwogentlemenastheywoundgentlydownwardsthroughthetrees。
"AsfarasIamconcerned,"CaptainDeStancy"scompanionwassaying,"nothingwouldgivememoreunfeigneddelightthanthatyoushouldpersevereandwinher。ButyoumustunderstandthatIhavenoauthorityoverher——nothingmorethanthenaturalinfluencethatarisesfrommybeingherfather"sbrother。"
"Andforexercisingthatmuch,whateveritmaybe,inmyfavourIthankyouheartily,"saidDeStancy。"ButIamcomingtotheconclusionthatitisuselesstopressherfurther。Sheisright!Iamnotthemanforher。Iamtooold,andtoopoor;andImustputupaswellasIcanwithherloss——drownherimageinoldFalerniantillIembarkinCharon"sboatforgood!——Really,ifIhadtheindustryIcouldwritesomegoodHoratianversesonmyinauspicioussituation!……Ah,well;——inthiswayIaffectlevityovermytroubles;
butinplaintruthmylifewillnotbethebrightestwithouther。"
"Don"tbedown-hearted!youaretoo——toogentlemanly,DeStancy,inthismatter——youaretoosoonputoff——youshouldhaveatouchofthecanvasseraboutyouinapproachingher;
andnotstickatthings。YouhavemyheartyinvitationtotravelwithusallthewaytillwecrosstoEngland,andtherewillbeheapsofopportunitiesaswewanderon。I"llkeepaslowpacetogiveyoutime。"
"Youareverygood,myfriend!Well,Iwilltryagain。Iamfullofdoubtandindecision,mind,butatpresentIfeelthatIwilltryagain。Thereis,Isuppose,aslightpossibilityofsomethingorotherturningupinmyfavour,ifitistruethattheunexpectedalwayshappens——forIforeseenochancewhatever……Whichwaydowegowhenweleavehereto-
morrow?"
"ToCarlsruhe,shesays,iftherestofushavenoobjection。"
"Carlsruhe,then,letitbe,withallmyheart;oranywhere。"