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A Laodicean
投诉 阅读记录

第15章

"Youwantittothrowitaway。Idon"tapproveofit;socomewithme。"

"But,"saidDare,"Iarrivedherewithahundrednapoleonsandmore,expresslytoworkoutmytheoryofchancesandrecurrences,whichissound;Ihavestudiedithundredsoftimesbythehelpofthis。"Hepartiallydrewfromhispocketthelittlevolumethatwehavebeforeseeninhishands。"IfIonlypersevereinmysystem,thecertaintythatImustwinisalmostmathematical。Ihavestakedandlosttwohundredandthirty-threetimes。Allowingoutofthatonechanceineverythirty-six,whichistheaverageofzerobeingmarked,andtwohundredandfourtimesforthebackersoftheothernumbers,Ihavethemathematicalexpectationofsixtimesatleast,whichwouldnearlyrecoupme。AndshallI,then,sacrificethatvastfoundationofwastechancesthatIhavelaiddown,andpaidfor,merelyforwantofalittlereadymoney?"

"Youmightpersevereforatwelvemonth,andstillnotgetthebetterofyourreverses。Timetellsinfavourofthebank。

Justimagineforthesakeofargumentthatallthepeoplewhohaveeverplacedastakeuponacertainnumbertobeonepersonplayingcontinuously。Hasthatimaginarypersonwon?

Theexistenceofthebankisasufficientanswer。"

"Butaparticularplayerhastheoptionofleavingoffatanypointfavourabletohimself,whichthebankhasnot;andthere"smyopportunity。"

"Whichfromyourmoodyouwillbesurenottotakeadvantageof。"

"Ishallgoonplaying,"saidDaredoggedly。

"Notwithmymoney。"

"Verywell;wewon"tpartasenemies,"repliedDare,withtheflawlesspolitenessofamanwhosespeechhasnolongeranykinshipwithhisfeelings。"Shallweshareabottleofwine?

Youwillnot?Well,Ihopeyourluckwithyourladywillbemoremagnificentthanminehasbeenhere;but——mindCaptainDeStancy!he"safearfulwildfowlforyou。"

"He"saharmlessinoffensivesoldier,asfarasIknow。Ifheisnot——lethimbewhathemayforme。"

"Anddohisworsttocutyouout,Isuppose?"

"Ay——ifyouwill。"Somerset,muchagainsthisjudgment,wasbeingstimulatedbythesepricksintowordsofirritation。

"CaptainDeStancymight,Ithink,bebetteremployedthanindanglingattheheelsofaladywhocanwelldispensewithhiscompany。Andyoumightbebetteremployedthaninwastingyourwageshere。"

"Wages——afitwordformymoney。MayIaskyouatwhatstageintheappearanceofamanwhosewayofexistenceisunknown,hismoneyceasestobecalledwagesandbeginstobecalledmeans?"

Somersetturnedandlefthimwithoutreplying,Darefollowinghisrecedingfigurewithalookofriperesentment,notlesslikelytoventitselfinmischieffromthewantofmoralballastinhimwhoemittedit。Hethenfixedanettledandunsatisfiedgazeuponthegaming-rooms,andinanotherminuteortwolefttheCasinoalso。

DareandSomersetmetnomorethatday。ThelatterreturnedtoNicebytheeveningtrainandwentstraighttothehotel。

Henowthankedhisfortunethathehadnotprecipitatelygivenuphisroomthere,foratelegramfromPaulaawaitedhim。Hishandalmosttrembledasheopenedit,toreadthefollowingfewshortwords,datedfromtheGrandHotel,Genoa:——

"Letterreceived。Amgladtohearofyourjourney。WearenotreturningtoNice,butstayhereaweek。Idirectthisataventure。"

Thistantalizingmessage——thefirstbreakingofherrecentsilence——wassaucy,almostcruel,initsdryfrigidity。ItledhimtogiveuphisideaoffollowingatoncetoGenoa。

Thatwaswhatsheobviouslyexpectedhimtodo,anditwaspossiblethathisnon-arrivalmightdrawaletterormessagefromherofasweetercompositionthanthis。Thatwouldatleastbetheeffectofhistardinessifshecaredintheleastforhim;ifshedidnothecouldbeartheworst。Theargumentwasgoodenoughasfarasitwent,but,likemanymore,failedfromthenarrownessofitspremises,thecontingentinterventionofDarebeingentirelyundreamtof。Itwasaltogetherafatalmiscalculation,whichcosthimdear。

Passingbythetelegraph-officeintheRuePont-NeufatanearlyhourthenextmorninghesawDarecomingoutfromthedoor。ItwasSomerset"smomentaryimpulsetothankDarefortheinformationgivenastoPaula"swhereabouts,informationwhichhadnowprovedtrue。ButDaredidnotseemtoappreciatehisfriendliness,andafterafewwordsofstudiedcivilitytheyoungmanmovedon。

Andwellhemight。Fiveminutesbeforethattimehehadthrownopenagulfoftreacherybetweenhimselfandthearchitectwhichnothinginlifecouldeverclose。Beforeleavingthetelegraph-officeDarehaddespatchedthefollowingmessagetoPauladirect,asaset-offagainstwhathecalledSomerset"singratitudeforvaluableinformation,thoughitwasreallythefruitofmanypassions,motives,anddesires:——

"G。Somerset,Nice,toMissPower,GrandHotel,Genoa。

"HavelostallatMonteCarlo。HavelearntthatCaptainD。S。

returnshereto-morrow。Pleasesendmeonehundredpoundsbyhim,andsavemefromdisgrace。Willawaithimateleveno"clockandfour,onthePont-Neuf。"

V。

FivehoursafterthedespatchofthattelegramCaptainDeStancywasrattlingalongthecoastrailwayoftheRivierafromGenoatoNice。HewasreturningtoEnglandbywayofMarseilles;butbeforeturningnorthwardshehadengagedtoperformonMissPower"saccountapeculiarandsomewhatdisagreeableduty。ThiswastoplaceinSomerset"shandsahundredandtwenty-fivenapoleonswhichhadbeendemandedfromherbyamessageinSomerset"sname。Themoneywasinhispocket——allingold,inacanvasbag,tiedupbyPaula"sownhands,whichhehadobservedtotrembleasshetiedit。

Asheleanedinthecornerofthecarriagehewasthinkingovertheeventsofthemorningwhichhadculminatedinthatliberalresponse。Atteno"clock,beforehehadgoneoutfromthehotelwherehehadtakenuphisquarters,whichwasnotthesameastheonepatronizedbyPaulaandherfriends,hehadbeensummonedtoherpresenceinamannersounexpectedastoimplythatsomethingseriouswasinquestion。Onenteringherroomhehadbeenstruckbytheabsenceofthatsaucyindependenceusuallyapparentinherbearingtowardshim,notwithstandingthepersistencywithwhichhehadhoverednearherforthepreviousmonth,andgradually,bythepositionofhissister,andthefavourofPaula"suncleininterceptingoneofSomerset"slettersandseveralofhistelegrams,establishedhimselfasanintimatememberofthetravellingparty。Hisentry,however,thistimeasalways,hadhadtheeffectofatonic,anditwasquitewithhercustomaryself-

possessionthatshehadtoldhimoftheobjectofhermessage。

"YouthinkofreturningtoNicethisafternoon?"sheinquired。

DeStancyinformedherthatsuchwashisintention,andaskedifhecoulddoanythingforherthere。

Then,heremembered,shehadhesitated。"Ihavereceivedatelegram,"shesaidatlength;andsosheallowedtoescapeherbitbybittheinformationthatherarchitect,whosenamesheseemedreluctanttoutter,hadtravelledfromEnglandtoNicethatweek,partlytoconsulther,partlyforaholidaytrip;thathehadgoneontoMonteCarlo,hadtherelosthismoneyandgotintodifficulties,andhadappealedtohertohelphimoutofthembytheimmediateadvanceofsomereadycash。Itwasasadcase,anunexpectedcase,shemurmured,withhereyesfixedonthewindow。Indeedshecouldnotcomprehendit。

ToDeStancythereappearednothingsoveryextraordinaryinSomerset"sapparentfiasco,exceptinsofarasthatheshouldhaveappliedtoPaulaforrelieffromhisdistressesinsteadofelsewhere。Itwasaself-humiliationwhichaloverwouldhaveavoidedatallcosts,hethought。YetafteramomentaryreflectiononhistheoryofSomerset"scharacter,itseemedsufficientlynaturalthatheshouldleanpersistentlyonPaula,ifonlywithaviewofkeepinghimselflinkedtohermemory,withoutthinkingtooprofoundlyofhisowndignity。

ThattheesteeminwhichshehadheldSomersetuptothathoursufferedatremendousblowbyhisapparentscrapewasclearlyvisibleinher,reticentasshewas;andDeStancy,whilepityingSomerset,thankedhiminhismindforhavinggratuitouslygivenarivalanadvantagewhichthatrival"sattentionshadneverbeenabletogainofthemselves。

Afteralittlefurtherconversationshehadsaid:"Sinceyouaretobemymessenger,ImusttellyouthatIhavedecidedtosendthehundredpoundsaskedfor,andyouwillpleasetodeliverthemintonohandsbuthisown。"Acuriouslittleblushcreptoverhersoberedface——perhapsitwasablushofshameattheconductoftheyoungmaninwhomshehadoflatebeensuspiciouslyinterested——assheadded,"HewillbeonthePont-Neufatfourthisafternoonandagainateleventomorrow。

Canyoumeethimthere?"

"Certainly,"DeStancyreplied。

Shethenaskedhim,ratheranxiously,howhecouldaccountforMr。Somersetknowingthathe,CaptainDeStancy,wasabouttoreturntoNice?

DeStancyinformedherthatheleftwordatthehotelofhisintentiontoreturn,whichwasquitetrue;moreover,theredidnotlurkinhismindatthemomentofspeakingthefaintestsuspicionthatSomersethadseenDare。

Shethentiedthebagandhandedittohim,leavinghimwithasereneandimpenetrablebearing,whichhehopedforhisownsakemeantanacquiredindifferencetoSomersetandhisfortunes。Hersendingthearchitectasumofmoneywhichshecouldeasilysparemightbesetdowntonaturalgenerositytowardsamanwithwhomshewasartisticallyco-operatingfortheimprovementofherhome。

Shecamebacktohimagainforamoment。"Couldyoupossiblygettherebeforefourthisafternoon?"sheasked,andheinformedherthathecouldjustdosobyleavingalmostatonce,whichhewasverywillingtodo,thoughbysoforestallinghistimehewouldlosetheprojectedmorningwithherandtherestatthePalazzoDoria。

"ImaytellyouthatIshallnotgotothePalazzoDoriaeither,ifitisanyconsolationtoyoutoknowit,"washerreply。"Ishallsitindoorsandthinkofyouonyourjourney。"

Theansweradmittedoftwotranslations,andconjecturesthereonfilledthegallantsoldier"smindduringthegreaterpartofthejourney。HearrivedatthehoteltheyhadallstayedatinsuccessionaboutsixhoursafterSomersethadleftitforalittleexcursiontoSanRemoanditsneighbourhood,asameansofpassingafewdaystillPaulashouldwriteagaintoinquirewhyhehadnotcomeon。DeStancysawnooneheknew,andinobediencetoPaula"scommandshepromptlysetoffonfootforthePont-Neuf。

Thoughopposedtothearchitectasalover,DeStancyfeltforhimasapoordevilinneedofmoney,havinghadexperiencesofthatsorthimself,andhewasreallyanxiousthattheneedfulsupplyentrustedtohimshouldreachSomerset"shands。

Hewasonthebridgefiveminutesbeforethehour,andwhentheclockstruckahandwaslaidonhisshoulder:turninghebeheldDare。

Knowingthattheyouthwasloiteringsomewherealongthecoast,fortheyhadfrequentlymettogetheronDeStancy"spreviousvisit,thelattermerelysaid,"Don"tbothermeforthepresent,Willy,Ihaveanengagement。Youcanseemeatthehotelthisevening。"

"WhenyouhavegivenmethehundredpoundsIwillflylikearocket,captain,"saidtheyounggentleman。"Ikeeptheappointmentinsteadoftheotherman。"

DeStancylookedhardathim。"How——doyouknowaboutthis?"

heaskedbreathlessly。

"Ihaveseenhim。"

DeStancytooktheyoungmanbythetwoshouldersandgazedintohiseyes。Thescrutinyseemednotaltogethertoremovethesuspicionwhichhadsuddenlystartedupinhismind。"Mysoul,"hesaid,droppinghisarms,"canthisbetrue?"

"What?"

"Youknow。"

Dareshruggedhisshoulders;"Areyougoingtohandoverthemoneyorno?"hesaid。

"Iamgoingtomakeinquiries,"saidDeStancy,walkingawaywithavehementtread。

"Captain,youarewithoutnaturalaffection,"saidDare,walkingbyhisside,inatonewhichshowedhisfearthathehadover-estimatedthatemotion。"SeewhatIhavedoneforyou。YouhavebeenmyconstantcareandanxietyforIcan"ttellhowlong。IhavestayedawakeatnightthinkinghowI

mightbestgiveyouagoodstartintheworldbyarrangingthisjudiciousmarriage,whenyouhavebeensleepingassoundasatopwithnocaresuponyourmindatall,andnowIhavegotintoascrape——asthemostthoughtfulofusmaysometimes——

yougotomakeinquiries。"

"Ihavepromisedtheladytowhomthismoneybelongs——whosegenerosityhasbeenshamefullyabusedinsomeway——thatIwilldeliveritintonohandsbutthoseofoneman,andhehasnotyetappeared。Ithereforegotofindhim。"

DarelaidhishanduponDeStancy"sarm。"Captain,wearebothwarm,andpunctiliousonpointsofhonour;thiswillcometoasplitbetweenusifwedon"tmind。So,nottobringmatterstoacrisis,lendmetenpoundsheretoenablemetogethome,andI"lldisappear。"

Inastateborderingondistraction,eagertogettheyoungmanoutofhissightbeforeworserevelationsshouldriseupbetweenthem,DeStancywithoutpausinginhiswalkgavehimthesumdemanded。Hesoonreachedthepost-office,whereheinquiredifaMr。Somersethadleftanydirectionsforforwardingletters。

ItwasjustwhatSomersethaddone。DeStancywastoldthatMr。SomersethadcommandedthatanylettersshouldbesentontohimattheHotelVictoria,SanRemo。

ItwasnowevidentthattheschemeofgettingmoneyfromPaulawaseitherofDare"sinvention,orthatSomerset,ashamedofhisfirstimpulse,hadabandoneditasspeedilyasithadbeenformed。DeStancyturnedandwentout。Dare,inkeepingwithhispromise,hadvanished。CaptainDeStancyresolvedtodonothinginthecasetillfurthereventsshouldenlightenhim,beyondsendingalinetoMissPowertoinformherthatSomersethadnotappeared,andthathethereforeretainedthemoneyforfurtherinstructions。

BOOKTHEFIFTH。DESTANCYANDPAULA。

I。

MissPowerwasrecliningonaredvelvetcouchinthebedroomofanold-fashionedredhotelatStrassburg,andherfriendMissDeStancywassittingbyawindowofthesameapartment。

Theywerebothratherweariedbyalongjourneyofthepreviousday。ThehoteloverlookedthelargeopenKleberPlatz,erectinthemidstofwhichthebronzestatueofGeneralKleberreceivedtheraysofawarmsunthatwaspowerlesstobrightenhim。Thewholesquare,withitspeopleandvehiclesgoingtoandfroasiftheyhadplentyoftime,wasvisibletoCharlotteinherchair;butPaulafromherhorizontalpositioncouldseenothingbelowthelevelofthemanydormeredhouse-topsontheoppositesideofthePlatz。

Afterwatchingthisupperstoreyofthecityforsometimeinsilence,sheaskedCharlottetohandherabinocularlyingonthetable,throughwhichinstrumentshequietlyregardedthedistantroofs。

"Whatstrangeandphilosophicalcreaturesstorksare,"shesaid。"Theygiveataciturn,ghostlycharactertothewholetown。"

ThebirdswerecrossingandrecrossingthefieldoftheglassintheirflighthitherandthitherbetweentheStrassburgchimneys,theirsadgreyformssharplyoutlinedagainstthesky,andtheirskinnylegsshowingbeneathlikethelimbsofdeadmartyrsinCrivelli"semaciatedimaginings。Theindifferenceofthesebirdstoallthatwasgoingonbeneaththemimpressedher:toharmonizewiththeirsolemnandsilentmovementsthehousesbeneathshouldhavebeendeserted,andgrassgrowinginthestreets。

BehindthelongroofsthusvisibletoPaulaoverthewindow-

sill,withtheirtiersofdormer-windows,rosethecathedralspireinairyopenwork,formingthehighestobjectinthescene;itsuggestedsomethingwhichforalongtimesheappearedunwillingtoutter;butnaturalinstincthaditsway。

"Aplacelikethis,"shesaid,"wherehecanstudyGothicarchitecture,would,Ishouldhavethought,beaspotmorecongenialtohimthanMonaco。"

ThepersonreferredtowasthemisrepresentedSomerset,whomthetwohadbeengingerlydiscussingfromtimetotime,allowinganycasualsubject,suchasthatofthestorks,tointerruptthepersonaloneateverytwoorthreesentences。

"Itwouldbemorelikehimtobehere,"repliedMissDeStancy,trustinghertonguewithonlythebarestgeneralitiesonthismatter。

Somersetwasagaindismissedforthestorktopic,butPaulacouldnotlethimalone;andshepresentlyresumed,asifanirresistiblefascinationcompelledwhatjudgmenthadforbidden:"Thestrongest-mindedpersonsaresometimescaughtunawaresatthatplace,iftheyoncethinktheywillretrievetheirfirstlosses;andIamnotawarethatheisparticularlystrong-minded。"

ForamomentCharlottelookedatherwithamixedexpression,inwhichtherewasdeprecationthatawomanwithanyfeelingshouldcriticizeSomersetsofrigidly,andreliefthatitwasPaulawhodidso。For,notwithstandingherassumptionthatSomersetcouldneverbeanythingmoretoherthanhewasalready,Charlotte"sheartwouldoccasionallystepdownandtroubleherviewssoexpressed。

WhetherlookingthroughaglassatdistantobjectsenabledPaulatobottleupheraffectionfortheabsentone,orwhetherherfriendCharlottehadsolittlepersonalityinPaula"sregardthatshecouldcommunewithheraswithalayfigure,itwascertainthatsheevincedremarkableeaseinspeakingofSomerset,resumingherwordsabouthiminthetoneofonetowhomhewasatmostanordinaryprofessionaladviser。"Itwouldbeveryawkwardfortheworksatthecastleifhehasgotintoascrape。Isupposethebuilderswerewellpostedwithinstructionsbeforeheleft:butheoughtcertainlytoreturnsoon。WhydidheleaveEnglandatalljustnow?"

"Perhapsitwastoseeyou。"

"Heshouldhavewaited;itwouldnothavebeensodreadfullylongtoMayorJune。Charlotte,howcanamanwhodoessuchahare-brainedthingasthisbedeemedtrustworthyinanimportantworklikethatofrebuildingStancyCastle?"

Therewassuchstressintheinquirythat,whateverfactitiousnesshadgonebefore,CharlotteperceivedPaulatobeatlastspeakinghermind;anditseemedasifSomersetmusthaveconsiderablylostgroundinheropinion,orshewouldnothavecriticizedhimthus。

"Mybrotherwilltellusfullparticularswhenhecomes:

perhapsitisnotatallaswesuppose,"saidCharlotte。ShestrainedhereyesacrossthePlatzandadded,"Heoughttohavebeenherebeforethistime。"

Whiletheywaitedandtalked,Paulastillobservingthestorks,thehotelomnibuscameroundthecornerfromthestation。"Ibelievehehasarrived,"resumedMissDeStancy;

"Iseesomethingthatlookslikehisportmanteauonthetopoftheomnibus……Yes;itishisbaggage。I"llrundowntohim。"

DeStancyhadobtainedsixweeks"additionalleaveonaccountofhishealth,whichhadsomewhatsufferedinIndia。ThefirstusehemadeofhisextratimewasinhasteningbacktomeetthetravellingladieshereatStrassburg。Mr。PowerandMrs。Goodmanwerealsoatthehotel,andwhenCharlottegotdownstairs,theformerwaswelcomingDeStancyatthedoor。

PaulahadnotseenhimsincehesetoutfromGenoaforNice,commissionedbyhertodeliverthehundredpoundstoSomerset。

Hisnote,statingthathehadfailedtomeetSomerset,containednodetails,andsheguessedthathewouldsoonappearbeforehernowtoansweranyquestionaboutthatpeculiarerrand。

Heranticipationswerejustifiedbytheevent;shehadnosoonergoneintothenextsitting-roomthanCharlotteDeStancyappearedandaskedifherbrothermightcomeup。TheclosestobserverwouldhavebeenindoubtwhetherPaula"sreadyreplyintheaffirmativewaspromptedbypersonalconsiderationforDeStancy,orbyahopetohearmoreofhismissiontoNice。Assoonasshehadwelcomedhimsherevertedatoncetothesubject。

"Yes,asItoldyou,hewasnotattheplaceofmeeting,"DeStancyreplied。Andtakingfromhispocketthebagofreadymoneyheplaceditintactuponthetable。

DeStancydidthiswithahandthatshooksomewhatmorethanalongrailwayjourneywasadequatetoaccountfor;andintruthitwasthevisionofDare"spositionwhichagitatedtheunhappycaptain:forhadthatyoungman,asDeStancyfeared,beentamperingwithSomerset"sname,hisfatenowtrembledinthebalance;Paulawouldunquestionablyandnaturallyinvoketheaidofthelawagainsthimifshediscoveredsuchanimposition。

"Wereyoupunctualtothetimementioned?"sheaskedcuriously。

DeStancyrepliedintheaffirmative。

"Didyouwaitlong?"shecontinued。

"Notverylong,"heanswered,hisinstincttoscreenthepossiblyguiltyoneconfininghimtoguardedstatements,whilestilladheringtotheliteraltruth。

"Whywasthat?"

"Somebodycameandtoldmethathewouldnotappear。"

"Who?"

"Ayoungmanwhohasbeenactingashisclerk。HisnameisDare。HeinformedmethatMr。Somersetcouldnotkeeptheappointment。"

"Why?"

"HehadgoneontoSanRemo。"

"HashebeentravellingwithMr。Somerset?"

"Hehadbeenwithhim。Theyknoweachotherverywell。ButasyoucommissionedmetodeliverthemoneyintonohandsbutMr。Somerset"s,Iadheredstrictlytoyourinstructions。"

"Butperhapsmyinstructionswerenotwise。Shoulditinyouropinionhavebeensentbythisyoungman?Washecommissionedtoaskyouforit?"

DeStancymurmuredthatDarewasnotcommissionedtoaskforit;thatuponthewholehedeemedherinstructionswise;andwasstillofopinionthatthebestthinghadbeendone。

AlthoughDeStancywasdistractedbetweenhisdesiretopreserveDarefromtheconsequencesoffolly,andagentlemanlywishtokeepasclosetothetruthaswascompatiblewiththatcondition,hisanswershadnotappearedtoPaulatobeparticularlyevasive,theconjuncturebeingoneinwhichahandsomeheiress"sshrewdnesswaspronetooverleapitselfbysettingdownembarrassmentonthepartofthemanshequestionedtoamerelover"sdifficultyinsteeringbetweenhonourandrivalry。

Sheputbutoneotherquestion。"Diditappearasifhe,Mr。

Somerset,aftertelegraphing,had——had——regretteddoingso,andevadedtheresultbynotkeepingtheappointment?"

"That"sjusthowitappears。"Thewords,whichsavedDarefromignominy,costDeStancyagooddeal。HewassorryforSomerset,sorryforhimself,andverysorryforPaula。ButDarewastoDeStancywhatSomersetcouldneverbe:and"forhiskinthatisnearuntohimshallamanbedefiled。"

AfterthatinterviewCharlottesawwithwarringimpulsesthatSomersetslowlydiminishedinPaula"sestimate;slowlyasthemoonwanes,butascertainly。Charlotte"sownlovewasofaclinging,uncriticalsort,andthoughtheshadowyintelligenceofSomerset"sdoingsweigheddownhersoulwithregret,itseemedtomakenottheleastdifferenceinheraffectionforhim。

Intheafternoonthewholeparty,includingDeStancy,droveaboutthestreets。HeretheylookedatthehouseinwhichGoethehadlived,andafterwardsenteredthecathedral。

Observinginthesouthtranseptacrowdofpeoplewaitingpatiently,theywereremindedthattheyunwittinglystoodinthepresenceofthepopularclock-workofSchwilgue。

Mr。PowerandMrs。Goodmandecidedthattheywouldwaitwiththerestoftheidlersandseethepuppetsperformatthestriking。Charlottealsowaitedwiththem;butasitwantedeightminutestothehour,andasPaulahadseentheshowbefore,shemovedonintothenave。

PresentlyshefoundthatDeStancyhadfollowed。Hedidnotcomeclosetillshe,seeinghimstandsilent,said,"Ifitwerenotforthiscathedral,Ishouldnotlikethecityatall;andIhaveevenseencathedralsIlikebetter。LuckilywearegoingontoBadento-morrow。"

"Yourunclehasjusttoldme。Hehasaskedmetokeepyoucompany。"

"Areyouintendingto?"saidPaula,probingthebase-mouldingofapierwithherparasol。

"Ihavenothingbettertodo,norindeedhalfsogood,"saidDeStancy。"Iamabroadformyhealth,youknow,andwhat"sliketheRhineanditsneighbourhoodinearlysummer,beforethecrowdcomes?Itisdelightfultowanderaboutthere,oranywhere,likeachild,influencedbynofixedmotivemorethanthatofkeepingnearsomefriend,orfriends,includingtheonewemostadmireintheworld。"

"Thatsoundsperilouslylikelove-making。"

""Tisloveindeed。"

"Well,loveisnaturaltomen,Isuppose,"rejoinedtheyounglady。"Butyoumustlovewithinbounds;oryouwillbeenervated,andceasetobeusefulasaheavyarmoftheservice。"

"MydearMissPower,yourdidacticandrespectableruleswon"tdoforme。Ifyouexpectstrawstostopcurrents,youaresadlymistaken!Butno——letmattersbe:Iamahappycontentedmortalatpresent,saywhatyouwill……Youdon"taskwhy?Perhapsyouknow。ItisbecauseallIcareforintheworldisnearme,andthatIshallneverbemorethanahundredyardsfromheraslongasthepresentarrangementcontinues。"

"Weareinacathedral,remember,CaptainDeStancy,andshouldnotkeepupasecularconversation。"

"IfIhadneversaidworseinacathedralthanwhatIhavesaidhere,Ishouldbecontenttomeetmyeternaljudgewithoutabsolution。YouruncleaskedmethismorninghowI

likedyou。"

"Well,therewasnoharminthat。"

"HowIlikeyou!Harm,no;butyoushouldhaveseenhowsillyIlooked。Fancytheinadequacyoftheexpressionwhenmywholesenseisabsorbedbyyou。"

"Menallowthemselvestobemaderidiculousbytheirownfeelingsinaninconceivableway。"

"True,Iamafool;butforgiveme,"herejoined,observinghergaze,whichwanderedcriticallyfromrooftoclerestory,andthentothepillars,withoutoncelightingonhim。"Don"tmindsayingYes——Youlookatthisthingandthatthing,butyouneverlookatme,thoughIstandhereandseenothingbutyou。"

"There,theclockisstriking——andthecockcrows。Pleasegoacrosstothetranseptandtellthemtocomeoutthisway。"

DeStancywent。Whenhehadgoneafewstepsheturnedhishead。Shehadatlastceasedtostudythearchitecture,andwaslookingathim。Perhapshiswordshadstruckher,foritseemedatthatmomentasifhereadinherbrighteyesagenuineinterestinhimandhisfortunes。

II。

NextdaytheywentontoBaden。DeStancywasbeginningtocultivatethepassionofloveevenmoreasanescapefromthegloomyrelationsofhislifethanasmatrimonialstrategy。

Paula"sjuxtapositionhadtheattributeofmakinghimforgeteverythinginhisownhistory。Shewasamagicalterative;

andthemostfoolishboyishshapeintowhichhecouldthrowhisfeelingsforherwasinthisrespecttobeaimedatastheactofhighestwisdom。

Hesupplementedthenaturalwarmthoffeelingthatshehadwroughtinhimbyeveryartificialmeansinhispower,tomakethedistractionthemorecomplete。Hehadnotknownanythinglikethisself-obscurationforadozenyears,andwhenheconjecturedthatshemightreallylearntolovehimhefeltexaltedinhisowneyesandpurifiedfromthedrossofhisformerlife。SuchuneasinessofconscienceasarosewhenhesuddenlyrememberedDare,andthepossibilitythatSomersetwasgettingoustedunfairly,haditsweightindepressinghim;

buthewasinclinedtoaccepthisfortunewithoutmuchquestion。

ThejourneytoBaden,thoughshort,wasnotwithoutincidentsonwhichhecouldworkoutthiscurioushobbyofcultivatingtosuperlativepoweranalreadypositivepassion。Handingherinandoutofthecarriage,accidentallygettingbrushedbyherclothes,ofallsuchasthishemadeavailablefuel。

Paula,thoughshemighthaveguessedthegeneralnatureofwhatwasgoingon,seemedunconsciousoftherefinementshewastryingtothrowintoit,andsometimes,wheninsteppingintoorfromarailwaycarriagesheunavoidablyputherhanduponhisarm,theobviousinsignificancesheattachedtotheactionstruckhimwithmisgiving。

OneofthefirstthingstheydidatBadenwastostrollintotheTrink-halle,wherePaulasippedthewater。Shewasabouttoputdowntheglass,whenDeStancyquicklytookitfromherhandsasthoughtomakeuseofithimself。

"O,ifthatiswhatyoumean,"shesaidmischievously,"youshouldhavenoticedtheexactspot。Itwasthere。"Sheputherfingeronaparticularportionofitsedge。

"Yououghtnottoactlikethat,unlessyoumeansomething,MissPower,"herepliedgravely。

"Tellmemoreplainly。"

"Imean,youshouldnotdothingswhichexciteinmethehopethatyoucaresomethingforme,unlessyoureallydo。"

"Iputmyfingerontheedgeandsaiditwasthere。"

"Meaning,"Itwastheremylipstouched;letyoursdothesame。""

"ThelatterpartIwhollydeny,"sheanswered,withdisregard,afterwhichshewentaway,andkeptbetweenCharlotteandherauntfortherestoftheafternoon。

SincethereceiptofthetelegramPaulahadbeenfrequentlysilent;shefrequentlystayedinalone,andsometimesshebecamequitegloomy——analtogetherunprecedentedphaseforher。ThiswasthecaseonthemorningaftertheincidentintheTrink-halle。Nottointrudeonher,Charlottewalkedaboutthelandingsofthesunnywhitehotelinwhichtheyhadtakenuptheirquarters,wentdownintothecourt,andpettedthetortoisesthatwerecreepingaboutthereamongtheflowersandplants;tillatlast,ongoingtoherfriend,shecaughtherreadingsomeoldlettersofSomerset"s。

Paulamadenosecretofthem,andMissDeStancycouldseethatmorethanhalfwerewrittenonbluepaper,withdiagramsamidthewriting:theywere,infact,simplythosesheetsofhisletterswhichrelatedtotherebuilding。Nevertheless,CharlottefanciedshehadcaughtPaulainasentimentalmood;

anddoubtlesscouldSomersethavewalkedinatthismomentinsteadofCharlotteitmighthavefaredwellwithhim,soinsidiouslydotendermemoriesreassertthemselvesinthefaceofoutwardmishaps。

TheytookadrivedowntheLichtenthalroadandthenintotheforest,DeStancyandAbnerPowerridingonhorsebackalongside。Thesunstreamedyellowbehindtheirbacksastheywoundupthelonginclines,lightingtheredtrunks,andeventheblue-blackfoliageitself。Thesummerhadalreadymadeimpressionuponthatmassofuniformcolourbytippingeverytwigwithatinysproutofvirescentyellow;whiletheminutesoundswhichissuedfromtheforestrevealedthattheapparentlystillplacewasbecomingaperfectreservoirofinsectlife。

AbnerPowerwasquitesentimentalthatday。"Insuchplacesasthese,"hesaid,asherodealongsideMrs。Goodman,"nature"spowersinthemultiplicationofonetypestrikemeasmuchasthegrandeurofthemass。"

Mrs。Goodmanagreedwithhim,andPaulasaid,"Thefoliageformstheroofofaninterminablegreencrypt,thepillarsbeingthetrunks,andthevaulttheinterlacingboughs。"

"Itisafineplaceinathunderstorm,"saidDeStancy。"Iamnotanenthusiast,buttoseethelightningspringhitherandthither,likelazy-tongs,bristling,andstriking,andvanishing,isratherimpressive。"

"Itmustbeindeed,"saidPaula。

"Andinthewinterwindsthesepinessighliketenthousandspiritsintrouble。"

"Indeedtheymust,"saidPaula。

"AtthesametimeIknowalittlefir-plantationaboutamilesquarenotfarfromMarkton,"saidDeStancy,"whichispreciselylikethisinminiature,——stems,colours,slopes,winds,andall。Ifweweretogothereanytimewithahighlymagnifyingpairofspectaclesitwouldlookasfineasthis——

andsaveadealoftravelling。"

"Iknowtheplace,andIagreewithyou,"saidPaula。

"Youagreewithmeonallsubjectsbutone,"hepresentlyobserved,inavoicenotintendedtoreachtheothers。

Paulalookedathim,butwassilent。

Onwardandupwardtheywent,thesamepatternandcolouroftreerepeatingthemselvesendlessly,tillinacoupleofhourstheyreachedthecastlehillwhichwastobetheendoftheirjourney,andbeheldstretchedbeneaththemthevalleyoftheMurg。Theyalightedandenteredthefortress。

"Whatdidyoumeanbythatlookofkindnessyoubestoweduponmejustnow,whenIsaidyouagreedwithmeonallsubjectsbutone?"askedDeStancyhalfhumorously,asheheldopenalittledoorforher,theothershavinggoneahead。

"Imeant,Isuppose,thatIwasmuchobligedtoyoufornotrequiringagreementonthatonesubject,"shesaid,passingon。

"Notmorethanthat?"saidDeStancy,ashefollowedher。

"ButwheneverIinvoluntarilyexpresstowardsyousentimentsthattherecanbenomistaking,youseemtrulycompassionate。"

"IfIseemso,Ifeelso。"

"Ifyoumeannomorethanmerecompassion,Iwishyouwouldshownothingatall,foryourmistakenkindnessisonlypreparingmoremiseryformethanIshouldhaveifletalonetosufferwithoutmercy。"

"Iimploreyoutobequiet,CaptainDeStancy!Leaveme,andlookoutofthewindowattheviewhere,oratthepictures,oratthearmour,orwhateveritiswearecometosee。"

"Verywell。Butpraydon"textractamusementfrommyharmlessremarks。SuchastheyareImeanthem。"

Shestoppedhimbychangingthesubject,fortheyhadenteredanoctagonalchamberonthefirstfloor,presumablyfullofpicturesandcuriosities;buttheshutterswereclosed,andonlystraybeamsoflightgleamedintosuggestwhatwasthere。

"Can"tsomebodyopenthewindows?"saidPaula。

"Theattendantisabouttodoit,"saidheruncle;andashespoketheshutterstotheeastwereflungback,andoneoftheloveliestviewsintheforestdiscloseditselfoutside。

Someofthemsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Theriverlayalongthebottomofthevalley,irradiatedwithasilvershine。Littleraftsofpinewoodfloatedonitssurfaceliketinysplinters,themenwhosteeredthemnotappearinglargerthanants。

Paulastoodonthebalcony,lookingforafewminutesuponthesight,andthencameintotheshadowyroom,whereDeStancyhadremained。Whiletherestwerestilloutsidesheresumed:

"YoumustnotsupposethatIshrinkfromthesubjectyousopersistentlybringbeforeme。Irespectdeepaffection——youknowIdo;butformetosaythatIhaveanysuchforyou,oftheparticularsortyouonlywillbesatisfiedwith,wouldbeabsurd。Idon"tfeelit,andthereforetherecanbenothingbetweenus。Onewouldthinkitwouldbebettertofeelkindlytowardsyouthantofeelnothingatall。ButifyouobjecttothatI"lltrytofeelnothing。"

"Idon"treallyobjecttoyoursympathy,"saidDeStancy,ratherstruckbyherseriousness。"Butitisverysaddeningtothinkyoucanfeelnothingmore。"

"Itmustbeso,sinceICANfeelnomore,"shedecisivelyreplied,adding,asshestoppedherseriousness:"Youmustprayforstrengthtogetoverit。"

"OnethingIshallneverprayfor;toseeyougiveyourselftoanotherman。ButIsupposeIshallwitnessthatsomeday。"

"Youmay,"shegravelyreturned。

"Youhavenodoubtchosenhimalready,"criedthecaptainbitterly。

"No,CaptainDeStancy,"shesaidshortly,afaintinvoluntaryblushcomingintoherfaceassheguessedhisallusion。

This,andafewglancesroundatthepicturesandcuriosities,completedtheirsurveyofthecastle。DeStancyknewbetterthantotroubleherfurtherthatdaywithspecialremarks。

DuringthereturnjourneyherodeaheadwithMr。Powerandshesawnomoreofhim。

Shewouldhavebeenastonishedhadsheheardtheconversationofthetwogentlemenastheywoundgentlydownwardsthroughthetrees。

"AsfarasIamconcerned,"CaptainDeStancy"scompanionwassaying,"nothingwouldgivememoreunfeigneddelightthanthatyoushouldpersevereandwinher。ButyoumustunderstandthatIhavenoauthorityoverher——nothingmorethanthenaturalinfluencethatarisesfrommybeingherfather"sbrother。"

"Andforexercisingthatmuch,whateveritmaybe,inmyfavourIthankyouheartily,"saidDeStancy。"ButIamcomingtotheconclusionthatitisuselesstopressherfurther。Sheisright!Iamnotthemanforher。Iamtooold,andtoopoor;andImustputupaswellasIcanwithherloss——drownherimageinoldFalerniantillIembarkinCharon"sboatforgood!——Really,ifIhadtheindustryIcouldwritesomegoodHoratianversesonmyinauspicioussituation!……Ah,well;——inthiswayIaffectlevityovermytroubles;

butinplaintruthmylifewillnotbethebrightestwithouther。"

"Don"tbedown-hearted!youaretoo——toogentlemanly,DeStancy,inthismatter——youaretoosoonputoff——youshouldhaveatouchofthecanvasseraboutyouinapproachingher;

andnotstickatthings。YouhavemyheartyinvitationtotravelwithusallthewaytillwecrosstoEngland,andtherewillbeheapsofopportunitiesaswewanderon。I"llkeepaslowpacetogiveyoutime。"

"Youareverygood,myfriend!Well,Iwilltryagain。Iamfullofdoubtandindecision,mind,butatpresentIfeelthatIwilltryagain。Thereis,Isuppose,aslightpossibilityofsomethingorotherturningupinmyfavour,ifitistruethattheunexpectedalwayshappens——forIforeseenochancewhatever……Whichwaydowegowhenweleavehereto-

morrow?"

"ToCarlsruhe,shesays,iftherestofushavenoobjection。"

"Carlsruhe,then,letitbe,withallmyheart;oranywhere。"

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