第5章
"Ohno;andIhavenotfoundit。"
"Nevermind。ThoughIammuchvexed;theyaremyprettiest。But,Stephen,whateverhaveyoubeendoing——wherehaveyoubeen?I
havebeensouneasy。Ifearedforyou,knowingnotaninchofthecountry。Ithought,supposehehasfallenoverthecliff!ButnowIaminclinedtoscoldyouforfrighteningmeso。"
"Imustspeaktoyourfathernow,"hesaidratherabruptly;"I
havesomuchtosaytohim——andtoyou,Elfride。"
"Willwhatyouhavetosayendangerthisnicetimeofours,andisitthatsameshadowysecretyoualludetosofrequently,andwillitmakemeunhappy?"
"Possibly。"
Shebreathedheavily,andlookedaroundasifforaprompter。
"Putitofftillto-morrow,"shesaid。
Heinvoluntarilysighedtoo。
"No;itmustcometo-night。Whereisyourfather,Elfride?"
"Somewhereinthekitchengarden,Ithink,"shereplied。"Thatishisfavouriteeveningretreat。Iwillleaveyounow。Sayallthat"stobesaid——doallthereistobedone。Thinkofmewaitinganxiouslyfortheend。"Andshere-enteredthehouse。
Shewaitedinthedrawing-room,watchingthelightssinktoshadows,theshadowssinktodarkness,untilherimpatiencetoknowwhathadoccurredinthegardencouldnolongerbecontrolled。Shepassedroundtheshrubbery,unlatchedthegardendoor,andskimmedwithherkeeneyesthewholetwilightedspacethatthefourwallsenclosedandsheltered:theywerenotthere。
Shemountedalittleladder,whichhadbeenusedforgatheringfruit,andlookedoverthewallintothefield。Thisfieldextendedtothelimitsoftheglebe,whichwasenclosedonthatsidebyaprivet-hedge。UnderthehedgewasMr。Swancourt,walkingupanddown,andtalkingaloud——tohimself,asitsoundedatfirst。No:anothervoiceshoutedoccasionalreplies;andthisinterlocutorseemedtobeontheothersideofthehedge。Thevoice,thoughsoftinquality,wasnotStephen"s。
Thesecondspeakermusthavebeeninthelong-neglectedgardenofanoldmanor-househardby,which,togetherwithasmallestateattached,hadlatelybeenpurchasedbyapersonnamedTroyton,whomElfridehadneverseen。Herfathermighthavestruckupanacquaintanceshipwithsomememberofthatfamilythroughtheprivet-hedge,orastrangertotheneighbourhoodmighthavewanderedthither。
Well,therewasnonecessityfordisturbinghim。
Anditseemedthat,afterall,Stephenhadnotyetmadehisdesiredcommunicationtoherfather。Againshewentindoors,wonderingwhereStephencouldbe。Forwantofsomethingbettertodo,shewentupstairstoherownlittleroom。Hereshesatdownattheopenwindow,and,leaningwithherelbowonthetableandhercheekuponherhand,shefellintomeditation。
ItwasahotandstillAugustnight。Everydisturbanceofthesilencewhichrosetothedignityofanoisecouldbeheardformiles,andthemerestsoundforalongdistance。Sosheremained,thinkingofStephen,andwishinghehadnotdeprivedherofhiscompanytonopurpose,asitappeared。Howdelicateandsensitivehewas,shereflected;andyethewasmanenoughtohaveaprivatemystery,whichconsiderablyelevatedhiminhereyes。Thus,lookingatthingswithaninwardvision,shelostconsciousnessoftheflightoftime。
Strangeconjunctionsofcircumstances,particularlythoseofatrivialeverydaykind,aresofrequentinanordinarylife,thatwegrowusedtotheirunaccountableness,andforgetthequestionwhethertheverylongoddsagainstsuchjuxtapositionisnotalmostadisproofofitbeingamatterofchanceatall。WhatoccurredtoElfrideatthismomentwasacaseinpoint。Shewasvividlyimagining,forthetwentiethtime,thekissofthemorning,andputtingherlipstogetherinthepositionanothersuchaonewoulddemand,whensheheardtheidenticaloperationperformedonthelawn,immediatelybeneathherwindow。
Akiss——notofthequietandstealthykind,butdecisive,loud,andsmart。
Herfaceflushedandshelookedout,buttonopurpose。Thedarkrimoftheuplanddrewakeensadlineagainstthepaleglowofthesky,unbrokenexceptwhereayoungcedaronthelawn,thathadoutgrownitsfellowtrees,shotitspointedheadacrossthehorizon,piercingthefirmamentallustrelikeasting。
Itwasjustpossiblethat,hadanypersonsbeenstandingonthegrassyportionsofthelawn,Elfridemighthaveseentheirduskyforms。Buttheshrubs,whichoncehadmerelydottedtheglade,hadnowgrownbushyandlarge,tilltheyhidatleasthalftheenclosurecontainingthem。Thekissingpairmighthavebeenbehindsomeofthese;atanyrate,nobodywasinsight。
Hadnoenigmaeverbeenconnectedwithherloverbyhishintsandabsences,Elfridewouldneverhavethoughtofadmittingintohermindasuspicionthathemightbeconcernedintheforegoingenactment。Butthereservationsheatpresentinsistedon,whiletheyaddedtothemysterywithoutwhichperhapsshewouldneverhaveseriouslylovedhimatall,werecalculatedtonourishdoubtsofallkinds,andwithaslowflushofjealousysheaskedherself,mighthenotbetheculprit?
Elfrideglideddownstairsontiptoe,andouttotheprecisespotonwhichshehadpartedfromStephentoenablehimtospeakprivatelytoherfather。Thenceshewanderedintoallthenooksaroundtheplacefromwhichthesoundseemedtoproceed——amongthehugelaurestines,aboutthetuftsofpampasgrasses,amidthevariegatedhollies,undertheweepingwych-elm——nobodywasthere。
Returningindoorsshecalled"Unity!"
"Sheisgonetoheraunt"s,tospendtheevening,"saidMr。
Swancourt,thrustinghisheadoutofhisstudydoor,andlettingthelightofhiscandlesstreamuponElfride"sface——lessrevealingthan,asitseemedtoherself,creatingtheblushofuneasyperplexitythatwasburninguponhercheek。
"Ididn"tknowyouwereindoors,papa,"shesaidwithsurprise。
"SurelynolightwasshiningfromthewindowwhenIwasonthelawn?"andshelookedandsawthattheshutterswerestillopen。
"Ohyes,Iamin,"hesaidindifferently。"WhatdidyouwantUnityfor?Ithinkshelaidsupperbeforeshewentout。"
"Didshe?——Ihavenotbeentosee——Ididn"twantherforthat。"
Elfridescarcelyknew,nowthatadefinitereasonwasrequired,whatthatreasonwas。Hermindforamomentstrayedtoanothersubject,unimportantasitseemed。Theredemberofamatchwaslyinginsidethefender,whichexplainedthatwhyshehadseennoraysfromthewindowwasbecausethecandleshadonlyjustbeenlighted。
"I"llcomedirectly,"saidthevicar。"IthoughtyouwereoutsomewherewithMr。Smith。"
EventheinexperiencedElfridecouldnothelpthinkingthatherfathermustbewonderfullyblindifhefailedtoperceivewhatwasthenascentconsequenceofherselfandStephenbeingsounceremoniouslylefttogether;wonderfullycareless,ifhesawitanddidnotthinkaboutit;wonderfullygood,if,asseemedtoherbyfarthemostprobablesupposition,hesawitandthoughtaboutitandapprovedofit。ThesereflectionswerecutshortbytheappearanceofStephenjustoutsidetheporch,silveredabouttheheadandshoulderswithtouchesofmoonlight,thathadbeguntocreepthroughthetrees。
"Hasyourtroubleanythingtodowithakissonthelawn?"sheaskedabruptly,almostpassionately。
"Kissonthelawn?"
"Yes!"shesaid,imperiouslynow。
"Ididn"tcomprehendyourmeaning,nordoInowexactly。I
certainlyhavekissednobodyonthelawn,ifthatisreallywhatyouwanttoknow,Elfride。"
"Youknownothingaboutsuchaperformance?"
"Nothingwhatever。Whatmakesyouask?"
"Don"tpressmetotell;itisnothingofimportance。And,Stephen,youhavenotyetspokentopapaaboutourengagement?"
"No,"hesaidregretfully,"Icouldnotfindhimdirectly;andthenIwentonthinkingsomuchofwhatyousaidaboutobjections,refusals——bitterwordspossibly——endingourhappiness,thatI
resolvedtoputitofftillto-morrow;thatgivesusonemoredayofdelight——delightofatremulouskind。"
"Yes;butitwouldbeimpropertobesilenttoolong,Ithink,"
shesaidinadelicatevoice,whichimpliedthatherfacehadgrownwarm。"Iwanthimtoknowwelove,Stephen。Whydidyouadoptasyourownmythoughtofdelay?"
"Iwillexplain;butIwanttotellyouofmysecretfirst——totellyounow。Itistwoorthreehoursyettobedtime。Letuswalkupthehilltothechurch。"
Elfridepassivelyassented,andtheywentfromthelawnbyasidewicket,andascendedintotheopenexpanseofmoonlightwhichstreamedaroundthelonelyedificeonthesummitofthehill。
Thedoorwaslocked。Theyturnedfromtheporch,andwalkedhandinhandtofindaresting-placeinthechurchyard。Stephenchoseaflattomb,showingitselftobenewerandwhiterthanthosearoundit,andsittingdownhimself,gentlydrewherhandtowardshim。
"No,notthere,"shesaid。
"Whynothere?"
"Amerefancy;butnevermind。"Andshesatdown。
"Elfie,willyouloveme,inspiteofeverythingthatmaybesaidagainstme?"
"OStephen,whatmakesyourepeatthatsocontinuallyandsosadly?YouknowIwill。Yes,indeed,"shesaid,drawingcloser,"whatevermaybesaidofyou——andnothingbadcanbe——Iwillclingtoyoujustthesame。YourwaysshallbemywaysuntilIdie。"
"Didyoueverthinkwhatmyparentsmightbe,orwhatsocietyI
originallymovedin?"
"No,notparticularly。Ihaveobservedoneortwolittlepointsinyourmannerswhichareratherquaint——nomore。Isupposeyouhavemovedintheordinarysocietyofprofessionalpeople。"
"SupposingIhavenot——thatnoneofmyfamilyhaveaprofessionexceptme?"
"Idon"tmind。Whatyouareonlyconcernsme。"
"WheredoyouthinkIwenttoschool——Imean,towhatkindofschool?"
"Dr。Somebody"sacademy,"shesaidsimply。
"No。Toadameschooloriginally,thentoanationalschool。"
"Onlytothose!Well,Iloveyoujustasmuch,Stephen,dearStephen,"shemurmuredtenderly,"Idoindeed。Andwhyshouldyoutellmethesethingssoimpressively?Whatdotheymattertome?"
Heheldhercloserandproceeded:
"Whatdoyouthinkmyfatheris——doesforhisliving,thatistosay?"
"Hepractisessomeprofessionorcalling,Isuppose。"
"No;heisamason。"
"AFreemason?"
"No;acottagerandjourneymanmason。"
Elfridesaidnothingatfirst。Afterawhileshewhispered:
"Thatisastrangeideatome。Butnevermind;whatdoesitmatter?"
"Butaren"tyouangrywithmefornottellingyoubefore?"
"No,notatall。Isyourmotheralive?"
"Yes。"
"Issheanicelady?"
"Very——thebestmotherintheworld。Herpeoplehadbeenwell-to-
doyeomenforcenturies,butshewasonlyadairymaid。"
"OStephen!"camefromherinwhisperedexclamation。
"Shecontinuedtoattendtoadairylongaftermyfathermarriedher,"pursuedStephen,withoutfurtherhesitation。"AndI
rememberverywellhow,whenIwasveryyoung,Iusedtogotothemilking,lookonattheskimming,sleepthroughthechurning,andmakebelieveIhelpedher。Ah,thatwasahappytimeenough!"
"No,never——nothappy。"
"Yes,itwas。"
"Idon"tseehowhappinesscouldbewherethedrudgeryofdairy-
workhadtobedoneforaliving——thehandsredandchapped,andtheshoesclogged……Stephen,Idoownthatitseemsoddtoregardyouinthelightof——of——havingbeensoroughinyouryouth,anddonemenialthingsofthatkind。"(Stephenwithdrewaninchortwofromherside。)"ButIDOLOVEYOUjustthesame,"shecontinued,gettingcloserunderhisshoulderagain,"andIdon"tcareanythingaboutthepast;andIseethatyouarealltheworthierforhavingpushedonintheworldinsuchaway。"
"Itisnotmyworthiness;itisKnight"s,whopushedme。"
"Ah,alwayshe——alwayshe!"
"Yes,andproperlyso。Now,Elfride,youseethereasonofhisteachingmebyletter。IknewhimyearsbeforehewenttoOxford,butIhadnotgotfarenoughinmyreadingforhimtoentertaintheideaofhelpingmeinclassicstillhelefthome。ThenIwassentawayfromthevillage,andweveryseldommet;buthekeptupthissystemoftuitionbycorrespondencewiththegreatestregularity。Iwilltellyouallthestory,butnotnow。Thereisnothingmoretosaynow,beyondgivingplaces,persons,anddates。"Hisvoicebecametimidlyslowatthispoint。
"No;don"ttaketroubletosaymore。Youareadearhonestfellowtosaysomuchasyouhave;anditisnotsodreadfuleither。IthasbecomeanormalthingthatmillionairescommencebygoinguptoLondonwiththeirtoolsattheirback,andhalf-a-crownintheirpockets。Thatsortoforiginisgettingsorespected,"shecontinuedcheerfully,"thatitisacquiringsomeoftheodourofNormanancestry。"
"Ah,ifIhadMADEmyfortune,Ishouldn"tmind。ButIamonlyapossiblemakerofitasyet。"
"Itisquiteenough。AndsoTHISiswhatyourtroublewas?"
"IthoughtIwasdoingwronginlettingyoulovemewithouttellingyoumystory;andyetIfearedtodoso,Elfie。Idreadedtoloseyou,andIwascowardlyonthataccount。"
"Howplaineverythingaboutyouseemsafterthisexplanation!Yourpeculiaritiesinchess-playing,thepronunciationpapanoticedinyourLatin,youroddmixtureofbook-knowledgewithignoranceofordinarysocialaccomplishments,areaccountedforinamoment。
AndhasthisanythingtodowithwhatIsawatLordLuxellian"s?"
"Whatdidyousee?"
"Isawtheshadowofyourselfputtingacloakroundalady。Iwasatthesidedoor;youtwowereinaroomwiththewindowtowardsme。Youcametomeamomentlater。"
"Shewasmymother。"
"YourmotherTHERE!"Shewithdrewherselftolookathimsilentlyinherinterest。
"Elfride,"saidStephen,"Iwasgoingtotellyoutheremainderto-morrow——Ihavebeenkeepingitback——Imusttellitnow,afterall。Theremainderofmyrevelationreferstowheremyparentsare。Wheredoyouthinktheylive?Youknowthem——bysightatanyrate。"
"Iknowthem!"shesaidinsuspendedamazement。
"Yes。MyfatherisJohnSmith,LordLuxellian"smaster-mason,wholivesundertheparkwallbytheriver。"
"OStephen!canitbe?"
"Hebuilt——orassistedatthebuildingofthehouseyoulivein,yearsago。HeputupthosestonegatepiersatthelodgeentrancetoLordLuxellian"spark。Mygrandfatherplantedthetreesthatbeltinyourlawn;mygrandmother——whoworkedinthefieldswithhim——heldeachtreeuprightwhilsthefilledintheearth:theytoldmesowhenIwasachild。Hewasthesexton,too,anddugmanyofthegravesaroundus。"
"Andwasyourunaccountablevanishingonthefirstmorningofyourarrival,andagainthisafternoon,aruntoseeyourfatherandmother?……Iunderstandnow;nowonderyouseemedtoknowyourwayaboutthevillage!"
"Nowonder。Butremember,IhavenotlivedheresinceIwasnineyearsold。Ithenwenttolivewithmyuncle,ablacksmith,nearExonbury,inordertobeabletoattendanationalschoolasadayscholar;therewasnoneonthisremotecoastthen。ItwasthereI
metwithmyfriendKnight。AndwhenIwasfifteenandhadbeenfairlyeducatedbytheschool-master——andmoreparticularlybyKnight——Iwasputasapupilinanarchitect"sofficeinthattown,becauseIwasskilfulintheuseofthepencil。Afullpremiumwaspaidbytheeffortsofmymotherandfather,ratheragainstthewishesofLordLuxellian,wholikesmyfather,however,andthinksagreatdealofhim。ThereIstayedtillsixmonthsago,whenIobtainedasituationasimprover,asitiscalled,inaLondonoffice。That"sallofme。"
"TothinkYOU,theLondonvisitor,thetownman,shouldhavebeenbornhere,andhaveknownthisvillagesomanyyearsbeforeIdid。
Howstrange——howverystrangeitseemstome!"shemurmured。
"MymothercurtseyedtoyouandyourfatherlastSunday,"saidStephen,withapainedsmileatthethoughtoftheincongruity。
"Andyourpapasaidtoher,"Iamgladtoseeyousoregularatchurch,JANE。”"
"Irememberit,butIhaveneverspokentoher。Wehaveonlybeenhereeighteenmonths,andtheparishissolarge。"
"Contrastwiththis,"saidStephen,withamiserablelaugh,"yourfather"sbeliefinmy"blueblood,"whichisstillprevalentinhismind。ThefirstnightIcame,heinsisteduponprovingmydescentfromoneofthemostancientwest-countyfamilies,onaccountofmysecondChristianname;whenthetruthis,itwasgivenmebecausemygrandfatherwasassistantgardenerintheFitzmaurice-Smithfamilyforthirtyyears。Havingseenyourface,mydarling,Ihadnothearttocontradicthim,andtellhimwhatwouldhavecutmeofffromafriendlyknowledgeofyou。"
Shesigheddeeply。"Yes,Iseenowhowthisinequalitymaybemadetotroubleus,"shemurmured,andcontinuedinalow,sadwhisper,"Iwouldn"thavemindediftheyhadlivedfaraway。Papamighthaveconsentedtoanengagementbetweenusifyourconnectionhadbeenwithvillagersahundredmilesoff;remotenesssoftensfamilycontrasts。Buthewillnotlike——OStephen,Stephen!whatcanIdo?"
"Do?"hesaidtentatively,yetwithheaviness。"Givemeup;letmegobacktoLondon,andthinknomoreofme。"
"No,no;Icannotgiveyouup!Thishopelessnessinouraffairsmakesmecaremoreforyou……Iseewhatdidnotstrikemeatfirst。Stephen,whydowetrouble?Whyshouldpapaobject?AnarchitectinLondonisanarchitectinLondon。Whoinquiresthere?Nobody。Weshalllivethere,shallwenot?Whyneedwebesoalarmed?"
"AndElfie,"saidStephen,hishopeskindlingwithhers,"Knightthinksnothingofmybeingonlyacottager"sson;hesaysIamasworthyofhisfriendshipasifIwerealord"s;andifIamworthyofhisfriendship,Iamworthyofyou,amInot,Elfride?"
"Inotonlyhaveneverlovedanybodybutyou,"shesaid,insteadofgivingananswer,"butIhavenotevenformedastrongfriendship,suchasyouhaveforKnight。Iwishyouhadn"t。Itdiminishesme。"
"Now,Elfride,youknowbetter,"hesaidwooingly。"Andhadyoureallyneveranysweetheartatall?"
"Nonethatwaseverrecognizedbymeassuch。"
"Butdidnobodyeverloveyou?"
"Yes——amandidonce;verymuch,hesaid。"
"Howlongago?"
"Oh,alongtime。"
"Howlong,dearest?
"Atwelvemonth。"
"That"snotVERYlong"(ratherdisappointedly)。
"Isaidlong,notverylong。"
"Anddidhewanttomarryyou?"
"Ibelievehedid。ButIdidn"tseeanythinginhim。Hewasnotgoodenough,evenifIhadlovedhim。"
"MayIaskwhathewas?"
"Afarmer。"
"Afarmernotgoodenough——howmuchbetterthanmyfamily!"
Stephenmurmured。
"Whereishenow?"hecontinuedtoElfride。
"HERE。"
"Here!whatdoyoumeanbythat?"
"Imeanthatheishere。"
"Wherehere?"
"Underus。Heisunderthistomb。Heisdead,andwearesittingonhisgrave。"
"Elfie,"saidtheyoungman,standingupandlookingatthetomb,"howoddandsadthatrevelationseems!Itquitedepressesmeforthemoment。"
"Stephen!Ididn"twishtosithere;butyouwoulddoso。"
"Youneverencouragedhim?"
"Neverbylook,word,orsign,"shesaidsolemnly。"Hediedofconsumption,andwasburiedthedayyoufirstcame。"
"Letusgoaway。Idon"tlikestandingbyHIM,evenifyouneverlovedhim。HewasBEFOREme。"
"Worriesmakeyouunreasonable,"shehalfpouted,followingStephenatthedistanceofafewsteps。"PerhapsIoughttohavetoldyoubeforewesatdown。Yes;letusgo。"
ChapterIX
"Herfatherdidfume"
Oppressed,inspiteofthemselves,byaforesightofimpendingcomplications,ElfrideandStephenreturneddownthehillhandinhand。Atthedoortheypausedwistfully,likechildrenlateatschool。
Womenaccepttheirdestinymorereadilythanmen。Elfridehadnowresignedherselftotheoverwhelmingideaofherlover"ssorryantecedents;StephenhadnotforgottenthetriflinggrievancethatElfridehadknownearlieradmirationthanhisown。
"Whatwasthatyoungman"sname?"heinquired。
"FelixJethway;awidow"sonlyson。"
"Irememberthefamily。"
"Shehatesmenow。ShesaysIkilledhim。"
Stephenmused,andtheyenteredtheporch。
"Stephen,Iloveonlyyou,"shetremulouslywhispered。Hepressedherfingers,andthetriflingshadowpassedaway,toadmitagainthemutualandmoretangibletrouble。
Thestudyappearedtobetheonlyroomlightedup。Theyentered,eachwithademeanourintendedtoconcealtheinconcealablefactthatreciprocallovewastheirdominantchord。Elfrideperceivedaman,sittingwithhisbacktowardsherself,talkingtoherfather。Shewouldhaveretired,butMr。Swancourthadseenher。
"Comein,"hesaid;"itisonlyMartinCannister,comeforacopyoftheregisterforpoorMrs。Jethway。"
MartinCannister,thesexton,wasratherafavouritewithElfride。
Heusedtoabsorbherattentionbytellingherofhisstrangeexperiencesindiggingupafterlongyearsthebodiesofpersonshehadknown,andrecognizingthembysomelittlesign(thoughinrealityhehadneverrecognizedany)。Hehadshrewdsmalleyesandagreatwealthofdoublechin,whichcompensatedinsomemeasureforconsiderablepovertyofnose。
TheappearanceofaslipofpaperinCannister"shand,andafewshillingslyingonthetableinfrontofhim,denotedthatthebusinesshadbeentransacted,andthetenoroftheirconversationwenttoshowthatasummaryofvillagenewswasnowengagingtheattentionofparishionerandparson。
Mr。Cannisterstoodupandtouchedhisforeheadoverhiseyewithhisfinger,inrespectfulsalutationofElfride,gavehalfasmuchsalutetoStephen(whomhe,incommonwithothervillagers,hadneverforamomentrecognized),thensatdownagainandresumedhisdiscourse。
"WherehadIgotonto,sir?"
"Todrivingthepile,"saidMr。Swancourt。
"Thepile"twas。So,asIwassaying,Natwasdrivingthepileinthismanner,asImightsay。"HereMr。Cannisterheldhiswalking-
stickscrupulouslyverticalwithhislefthand,andstruckablowwithgreatforceontheknobofthestickwithhisright。"Johnwassteadyingthepileso,asImightsay。"Herehegavethestickaslightshake,andlookedfirmlyinthevariouseyesaroundtoseethatbeforeproceedingfurtherhislistenerswellgraspedthesubjectatthatstage。"Well,whenNathadstrucksomehalf-dozenblowsmoreuponthepile,"astoppedforasecondortwo。John,thinkinghehaddonestriking,puthishanduponthetopo"thepiletogieenapull,andseeif"awerefirmintheground。"Mr。
Cannisterspreadhishandoverthetopofthestick,completelycoveringitwithhispalm。"Well,sotospeak,Nathadn"tmanedtostopstriking,andwhenJohnhadputhishanduponthepile,thebeetle——"
"Ohdreadful!"saidElfride。
"Thebeetlewasalreadycomingdown,yousee,sir。Natjustcaughtsightofhishand,butcouldn"tstoptheblowintime。
DowncamethebeetleuponpoorJohnSmith"shand,andsquashedentoapummy。"
"Dearme,dearme!poorfellow!"saidthevicar,withanintonationlikethegroansofthewoundedinapianoforteperformanceofthe"BattleofPrague。"
"JohnSmith,themaster-mason?"criedStephenhurriedly。
"Ay,noother;andabetter-heartedmanGodA"mightynevermade。"
"Ishesomuchhurt?"
"Ihaveheard,"saidMr。Swancourt,notnoticingStephen,"thathehasasoninLondon,averypromisingyoungfellow。"
"Oh,howhemustbehurt!"repeatedStephen。
"Abeetlecouldn"thurtverylittle。Well,sir,good-nightt"ye;
andye,sir;andyou,miss,I"msure。"
Mr。Cannisterhadbeenmakingunnoticeablemotionsofwithdrawal,andbythetimethisfarewellremarkcamefromhislipshewasjustoutsidethedooroftheroom。Hetrampedalongthehall,stayedmorethanaminuteendeavouringtoclosethedoorproperly,andthenwaslosttotheirhearing。
Stephenhadmeanwhileturnedandsaidtothevicar:
"Pleaseexcusemethisevening!Imustleave。JohnSmithismyfather。"
Thevicardidnotcomprehendatfirst。
"Whatdidyousay?"heinquired。
"JohnSmithismyfather,"saidStephendeliberately。
AsurplustingeofrednessrosefromMr。Swancourt"sneck,andcameroundoverhisface,thelinesofhisfeaturesbecamemorefirmlydefined,andhislipsseemedtogetthinner。Itwasevidentthataseriesoflittlecircumstances,hithertounheeded,werenowfittingthemselvestogether,andformingalucidpictureinMr。Swancourt"smindinsuchamannerastorenderuselessfurtherexplanationonStephen"spart。
"Indeed,"thevicarsaid,inavoicedryandwithoutinflection。
Thisbeingawordwhichdependsentirelyuponitstoneforitsmeaning,Mr。Swancourt"senunciationwasequivalenttonoexpressionatall。
"Ihavetogonow,"saidStephen,withanagitatedbearing,andamovementasifhescarcelyknewwhetherheoughttorunofforstaylonger。"Onmyreturn,sir,willyoukindlygrantmeafewminutes"privateconversation?"
"Certainly。Thoughantecedentlyitdoesnotseempossiblethattherecanbeanythingofthenatureofprivatebusinessbetweenus。"
Mr。Swancourtputonhisstrawhat,crossedthedrawing-room,intowhichthemoonlightwasshining,andsteppedoutoftheFrenchwindowintotheverandah。Itrequirednofurtherefforttoperceivewhat,indeed,reasoningmighthaveforetoldasthenaturalcolourofamindwhosepleasuresweretakenamidgenealogies,gooddinners,andpatricianreminiscences,thatMr。
Swancourt"sprejudicesweretoostrongforhisgenerosity,andthatStephen"smomentsashisfriendandequalwerenumbered,orhadevennowceased。
Stephenmovedforwardasifhewouldfollowthevicar,thenasifhewouldnot,andinabsoluteperplexitywhithertoturnhimself,wentawkwardlytothedoor。Elfridefollowedlingeringlybehindhim。Beforehehadrecededtwoyardsfromthedoorstep,UnityandAnnthehousemaidcamehomefromtheirvisittothevillage。
"HaveyouheardanythingaboutJohnSmith?Theaccidentisnotsobadaswasreported,isit?"saidElfrideintuitively。
"Ohno;thedoctorsaysitisonlyabadbruise。"
"Ithoughtso!"criedElfridegladly。
"Hesaysthat,althoughNatbelieveshedidnotcheckthebeetleasitcamedown,hemusthavedonesowithoutknowingit——checkeditveryconsiderablytoo;forthefullblowwouldhaveknockedhishandabroad,andinrealityitisonlymadeblack-and-bluelike。"
"HowthankfulIam!"saidStephen。
TheperplexedUnitylookedathimwithhermouthratherthanwithhereyes。
"Thatwilldo,Unity,"saidElfridemagisterially;andthetwomaidspassedon。
"Elfride,doyouforgiveme?"saidStephenwithafaintsmile。
"Nomanisfairinlove;"andhetookherfingerslightlyinhisown。
WithherheadthrownsidewaysintheGreuzeattitude,shelookedatenderreproachathisdoubtandpressedhishand。Stephenreturnedthepressurethreefold,thenhastilywentofftohisfather"scottagebythewallofEndelstowPark。
"Elfride,whathaveyoutosaytothis?"inquiredherfather,comingupimmediatelyStephenhadretired。
Withfemininequicknessshegraspedatanystrawthatwouldenablehertopleadhiscause。"Hehadtoldmeofit,"shefaltered;"sothatitisnotadiscoveryinspiteofhim。Hewasjustcomingintotellyou。"
"COMINGtotell!Whyhadn"thealreadytold?Iobjectasmuch,ifnotmore,tohisunderhandconcealmentofthis,thanIdotothefactitself。Itlooksverymuchlikehismakingafoolofme,andofyoutoo。Youandhehavebeenabouttogether,andcorrespondingtogether,inawayIdon"tatallapproveof——inamostunseemlyway。Youshouldhaveknownhowimpropersuchconductis。Awomancan"tbetoocarefulnottobeseenalonewithI-don"t-know-whom。"
"Yousawus,papa,andhaveneversaidaword。"
"Myfault,ofcourse;myfault。WhatthedeucecouldIbethinkingof!He,avillager"sson;andwe,Swancourts,connectionsoftheLuxellians。Wehavebeencomingtonothingforcenturies,andnowIbelievewehavegotthere。WhatshallInextinvitehere,Iwonder!"
Elfridebegantocryatthisveryunpropitiousaspectofaffairs。
"Opapa,papa,forgivemeandhim!Wecaresomuchforoneanother,papa——O,somuch!Andwhathewasgoingtoaskyouis,ifyouwillallowofanengagementbetweenustillheisagentlemanasgoodasyou。Wearenotinahurry,dearpapa;wedon"twantintheleasttomarrynow;notuntilheisricher。Onlywillyouletusbeengaged,becauseIlovehimso,andhelovesme?"
Mr。Swancourt"sfeelingswerealittletouchedbythisappeal,andhewasannoyedthatsuchshouldbethecase。"Certainlynot!"hereplied。Hepronouncedtheinhibitionlengthilyandsonorously,sothatthe"not"soundedlike"n-o-o-o-t!"
"No,no,no;don"tsayit!"
"Foh!Afinestory。ItisnotenoughthatIhavebeendeludedanddisgracedbyhavinghimhere,——thesonofoneofmyvillagepeasants,——butnowIamtomakehimmyson-in-law!Heavensaboveus,areyoumad,Elfride?"