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A Pair of Blue Eyes
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第9章

"WhatmustIsay,then?"

""LadiesandMEN"always。"

Atthismomentappearedinthestreamofvehiclesmovinginthecontrarydirectionachariotpresentinginitsgeneralsurfacetherichindigohueofamidnightsky,thewheelsandmarginsbeingpickedoutindelicatelinesofultramarine;theservants"

liveriesweredark-bluecoatsandsilverlace,andbreechesofneutralIndianred。Thewholeconcernformedanorganicwhole,andmovedalongbehindapairofdarkchestnutgeldings,whoadvancedinanindifferentlyzealoustrot,verydaintilyperformed,andoccasionallyshruggeddiverspointsoftheirveinysurfaceasiftheywereratherabovethebusiness。

Inthissatagentlemanwithnodecidedcharacteristicsmorethanthathesomewhatresembledagood-naturedcommercialtravellerofthesuperiorclass。Besidehimwasaladywithskim-milkyeyesandcomplexion,belongingtothe"interesting"classofwomen,wherethatclassmergesinthesickly,hergreatestpleasurebeingapparentlytoenjoynothing。Oppositethispairsattwolittlegirlsinwhitehatsandbluefeathers。

TheladysawElfride,smiledandbowed,andtouchedherhusband"selbow,whoturnedandreceivedElfride"smovementofrecognitionwithagallantelevationofhishat。ThenthetwochildrenhelduptheirarmstoElfride,andlaughedgleefully。

"Whoisthat?"

"Why,LordLuxellian,isn"tit?"saidMrs。Swancourt,whowiththevicarhadbeenseatedwithherbacktowardsthem。

"Yes,"repliedElfride。"HeistheonemanofthoseIhaveseenherewhomIconsiderhandsomerthanpapa。"

"Thankyou,dear,"saidMr。Swancourt。

"Yes;butyourfatherissomucholder。WhenLordLuxelliangetsalittlefurtheroninlife,hewon"tbehalfsogood-lookingasourman。"

"Thankyou,dear,likewise,"saidMr。Swancourt。

"See,"exclaimedElfride,stilllookingtowardsthem,"howthoselittledearswantme!Actuallyoneofthemiscryingformetocome。"

"Weweretalkingofbraceletsjustnow。LookatLadyLuxellian"s,"saidMrs。Swancourt,asthatbaronessliftedupherarmtosupportoneofthechildren。"Itisslippingupherarm——

toolargebyhalf。Ihatetoseedaylightbetweenabraceletandawrist;Iwonderwomenhaven"tbettertaste。"

"Itisnotonthataccount,indeed,"Elfrideexpostulated。"Itisthatherarmhasgotthin,poorthing。Youcannotthinkhowmuchshehasalteredinthislasttwelvemonth。"

Thecarriageswerenownearertogether,andtherewasanexchangeofmorefamiliargreetingsbetweenthetwofamilies。ThentheLuxellianscrossedoveranddrewupundertheplane-trees,justintherearoftheSwancourts。LordLuxellianalighted,andcameforwardwithamusicallaugh。

Itwashisattractionasaman。Peoplelikedhimforthosetones,andforgotthathehadnotalents。AcquaintancesrememberedMr。

Swancourtbyhismanner;theyrememberedStephenSmithbyhisface,LordLuxellianbyhislaugh。

Mr。Swancourtmadesomefriendlyremarks——amongothersthingsupontheheat。

"Yes,"saidLordLuxellian,"weweredrivingbyafurrier"swindowthisafternoon,andthesightfilledusallwithsuchasenseofsuffocationthatweweregladtogetaway。Ha-ha!"HeturnedtoElfride。"MissSwancourt,Ihavehardlyseenorspokentoyousinceyourliteraryfeatwasmadepublic。IhadnoideaachielwastakingnotesdownatquietEndelstow,orIshouldcertainlyhaveputmyselfandfriendsuponourbestbehaviour。Swancourt,whydidn"tyougivemeahint!"

Elfridefluttered,blushed,laughed,saiditwasnothingtospeakof,&c。&c。

"Well,IthinkyouwereratherunfairlytreatedbythePRESENT,I

certainlydo。WritingaheavyreviewlikethatuponaneleganttrifleliketheCOURTOFKELLYONCASTLEwasabsurd。"

"What?"saidElfride,openinghereyes。"WasIreviewedinthePRESENT?"

"Ohyes;didn"tyouseeit?Why,itwasfourorfivemonthsago!"

"No,Ineversawit。HowsorryIam!Whatashameofmypublishers!Theypromisedtosendmeeverynoticethatappeared。"

"Ah,then,IamalmostafraidIhavebeengivingyoudisagreeableinformation,intentionallywithheldoutofcourtesy。Dependuponittheythoughtnogoodwouldcomeofsendingit,andsowouldnotpainyouunnecessarily。"

"Ohno;Iamindeedgladyouhavetoldme,LordLuxellian。Itisquiteamistakenkindnessontheirpart。Isthereviewsomuchagainstme?"sheinquiredtremulously。

"No,no;notthatexactly——thoughIalmostforgetitsexactpurportnow。Itwasmerely——merelysharp,youknow——ungenerous,I

mightsay。Butreallymymemorydoesnotenablemetospeakdecidedly。"

"We"lldrivetothePRESENToffice,andgetonedirectly;shallwe,papa?"

"Ifyouaresoanxious,dear,wewill,orsend。Butto-morrowwilldo。"

"Anddoobligemeinalittlematternow,Elfride,"saidLordLuxellianwarmly,andlookingasifheweresorryhehadbroughtnewsthatdisturbedher。"IaminrealitysenthereasaspecialmessengerbymylittlePollyandKatietoaskyoutocomeintoourcarriagewiththemforashorttime。IamjustgoingtowalkacrossintoPiccadilly,andmywifeisleftalonewiththem。Iamafraidtheyareratherspoiltchildren;butIhavehalfpromisedthemyoushallcome。"

Thestepswereletdown,andElfridewastransferred——totheintensedelightofthelittlegirls,andtothemildinterestofloungerswithredskinsandlongnecks,whocursorilyeyedtheperformancewiththeirwalking-stickstotheirlips,occasionallylaughingfromfardowntheirthroatsandwiththeireyes,theirmouthsnotbeingconcernedintheoperationatall。LordLuxellianthentoldthecoachmantodriveon,liftedhishat,smiledasmilethatmisseditsmarkandalightedonatotalstranger,whobowedinbewilderment。LordLuxellianlookedlongatElfride。

Thelookwasamanly,open,andgenuinelookofadmiration;amomentarytributeofakindwhichanyhonestEnglishmanmighthavepaidtofairnesswithoutbeingashamedofthefeeling,orpermittingittoencroachintheslightestdegreeuponhisemotionalobligationsasahusbandandheadofafamily。ThenLordLuxellianturnedaway,andwalkedmusinglytotheupperendofthepromenade。

Mr。SwancourthadalightedatthesametimewithElfride,crossingovertotheRowforafewminutestospeaktoafriendherecognizedthere;andhiswifewasthusleftsoletenantofthecarriage。

Now,whilstthislittleacthadbeenincourseofperformance,therestoodamongthepromenadingspectatorsamanofsomewhatdifferentdescriptionfromtherest。Behindthegeneralthrong,intherearofthechairs,andleaningagainstthetrunkofatree,helookedatElfridewithquietandcriticalinterest。

ThreepointsaboutthisunobtrusivepersonshowedpromptlytotheexercisedeyethathewasnotaRowmanpursang。First,anirrepressiblewrinkleortwointhewaistofhisfrock-coat——

denotingthathehadnotdamnedhistailorsufficientlytodrivethattradesmanuptotheorthodoxhighpressureofcunningworkmanship。Second,aslightslovenlinessofumbrella,occasionedbyitsowner"shabitofrestingheavilyuponit,andusingitasaveritablewalking-stick,insteadoflettingitspointtouchthegroundinthemostcoquettishofkisses,asistheproperRowmannertodo。Third,andchiefreason,thattryhowyoumight,youcouldscarcelyhelpsupposing,onlookingathisface,thatyoureyeswerenotfarfromawell-finishedmind,insteadofthewell-finishedskinetpraetereanihil,whichisbyrightstheMarkoftheRow。

Theprobabilityisthat,hadnotMrs。Swancourtbeenleftaloneinhercarriageunderthetree,thismanwouldhaveremainedinhisunobservedseclusion。Butseeingherthus,hecameroundtothefront,stoopedundertherail,andstoodbesidethecarriage-door。

Mrs。Swancourtlookedreflectivelyathimforaquarterofaminute,thenheldoutherhandlaughingly:

"Why,HenryKnight——ofcourseitis!My——second——third——fourthcousin——whatshallIsay?Atanyrate,mykinsman。"

"Yes,oneofaremnantnotyetcutoff。Iscarcelywascertainofyou,either,fromwhereIwasstanding。"

"IhavenotseenyousinceyoufirstwenttoOxford;considerthenumberofyears!Youknow,Isuppose,ofmymarriage?"

Andtheresprangupadialogueconcerningfamilymattersofbirth,death,andmarriage,whichitisnotnecessarytodetail。Knightpresentlyinquired:

"Theyoungladywhochangedintotheothercarriageis,then,yourstepdaughter?"

"Yes,Elfride。Youmustknowher。"

"AndwhowastheladyinthecarriageElfrideentered;whohadanill-definedandwaterylook,asifshewereonlythereflectionofherselfinapool?"

"LadyLuxellian;veryweakly,Elfridesays。Myhusbandisremotelyconnectedwiththem;butthereisnotmuchintimacyonaccountof。However,Henry,you"llcomeandseeus,ofcourse。24ChevronSquare。Comethisweek。Weshallonlybeintownaweekortwolonger。"

"Letmesee。I"vegottorunuptoOxfordto-morrow,whereI

shallbeforseveraldays;sothatImust,Ifear,losethepleasureofseeingyouinLondonthisyear。"

"ThencometoEndelstow;whynotreturnwithus?"

"IamafraidifIweretocomebeforeAugustIshouldhavetoleaveagaininadayortwo。Ishouldbedelightedtobewithyouatthebeginningofthatmonth;andIcouldstayanicelongtime。

Ihavethoughtofgoingwestwardallthesummer。"

"Verywell。Nowrememberthat"sacompact。Andwon"tyouwaitnowandseeMr。Swancourt?Hewillnotbeawaytenminuteslonger。"

"No;I"llbegtobeexcused;forImustgettomychambersagainthiseveningbeforeIgohome;indeed,Ioughttohavebeentherenow——Ihavesuchapressofmatterstoattendtojustatpresent。

Youwillexplaintohim,please。Good-bye。"

"Andletusknowthedayofyourappearanceassoonasyoucan。"

"Iwill"

ChapterXV

"Awanderingvoice。"

Thoughsheerandintelligiblegriefsarenotcharmedawaybybeingconfidedtomereacquaintances,theprocessisapalliativetocertainill-humours。Amongthese,perplexedvexationisone——aspeciesoftroublewhich,likeastream,getsshallowerbythesimpleoperationofwideningitinanyquarter。

OntheeveningofthedaysucceedingthatofthemeetinginthePark,ElfrideandMrs。Swancourtwereengagedinconversationinthedressing-roomofthelatter。Suchatreatmentofsuchacasewasincourseofadoptionhere。

ElfridehadjustbeforereceivedanaffectionateletterfromStephenSmithinBombay,whichhadbeenforwardedtoherfromEndelstow。Butsincethisisnotthecasereferredto,itisnotworthwhiletopryfurtherintothecontentsoftheletterthantodiscoverthat,withrashthoughpardonableconfidenceincomingtimes,headdressedherinhighspiritsashisdarlingfuturewife。Probablytherecannotbeinstancedabrieferandsurerrule-

of-thumbtestofaman"stemperament——sanguineorcautious——thanthis:didheordoesheante-datethewordwifeincorrespondingwithasweet-hearthehonestlyloves?

Shehadtakenthisepistleintoherownroom,readalittleofit,thenSAVEDtherestforto-morrow,notwishingtobesoextravagantastoconsumethepleasureallatonce。Nevertheless,shecouldnotresistthewishtoenjoyyetalittlemore,sooutcametheletteragain,andinspiteofmisgivingsastoprodigalitythewholewasdevoured。Theletterwasfinallyreperusedandplacedinherpocket。

Whatwasthis?AlsoanewspaperforElfride,whichshehadoverlookedinherhurrytoopentheletter。ItwastheoldnumberofthePRESENT,containingthearticleuponherbook,forwardedashadbeenrequested。

Elfridehadhastilyreaditthrough,shrunkperceptiblysmaller,andhadthengonewiththepaperinherhandtoMrs。Swancourt"sdressing-room,tolightenoratleastmodifyhervexationbyadiscriminatingestimatefromherstepmother。

Shewasnowlookingdisconsolatelyoutofthewindow。

"Nevermind,mychild,"saidMrs。Swancourtafteracarefulperusalofthematterindicated。"Idon"tseethatthereviewissuchaterribleone,afterall。Besides,everybodyhasforgottenaboutitbythistime。I"msuretheopeningisgoodenoughforanybookeverwritten。Justlisten——itsoundsbetterreadaloudthanwhenyouporeoveritsilently:"THECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE。

AROMANCEOFTHEMIDDLEAGES。BYERNESTFIELD。Inthebeliefthatwewereforawhileescapingthemonotonousrepetitionofwearisomedetailsinmodernsocialscenery,analysesofuninterestingcharacter,ortheunnaturalunfoldingsofasensationplot,wetookthisvolumeintoourhandswithafeelingofpleasure。Weweredisposedtobeguileourselveswiththefancythatsomenewchangemightpossiblyberungupondonjonkeeps,chainandplatearmour,deeplyscarredcheeks,tendermaidensdisguisedaspages,towhichwehadnotlistenedlongago。”Now,that"saverygoodbeginning,inmyopinion,andonetobeproudofhavingbroughtoutofamanwhohasneverseenyou。"

"Ah,yes,"murmuredElfridewofully。"But,then,seefurtheron!"

"Wellthenextbitisratherunkind,Imustown,"saidMrs。

Swancourt,andreadon。""Insteadofthiswefoundourselvesinthehandsofsomeyounglady,hardlyarrivedatyearsofdiscretion,tojudgebythesillydeviceithasbeenthoughtworthwhiletoadoptonthetitle-page,withtheideaofdisguisinghersex。”"

"Iamnot"silly"!"saidElfrideindignantly。"Hemighthavecalledmeanythingbutthat。"

"Youarenot,indeed。Well:——"Handsofayounglady……whosechaptersaresimplydevotedtoimpossibletournaments,towers,andescapades,whichreadlikeflatcopiesoflikescenesinthestoriesofMr。G。P。R。James,andthemostunrealportionsofIVANHOE。Thebaitissopalpablyartificialthatthemostcredulousgudgeonturnsaway。”Now,mydear,Idon"tseeovermuchtocomplainofinthat。ItprovesthatyouwerecleverenoughtomakehimthinkofSirWalterScott,whichisagreatdeal。"

"Ohyes;thoughIcannotromancemyself,Iamabletoremindhimofthosewhocan!"Elfrideintendedtohurlthesewordssarcasticallyatherinvisibleenemy,butasshehadnomoresatiricalpowerthanawood-pigeon,theymerelyfellinaprettymurmurfromlipsshapedtoapout。

"Certainly:andthat"ssomething。Yourbookisgoodenoughtobebadinanordinaryliterarymanner,anddoesn"tstandbyitselfinamelancholypositionaltogetherworsethanassailable——"Thatinterestinanhistoricalromancemaynowadayshaveanychanceofbeingsustained,itisindispensablethatthereaderfindhimselfundertheguidanceofsomenearlyextinctspeciesoflegendary,who,inadditiontoanimpulsetowardsantiquarianresearchandanunweakenedfaithinthemediaevalhalo,shallpossessaninventivefacultyinwhichdelicacyofsentimentisfarovertoppedbyapowerofweldingtostirringincidentaspiritedvarietyoftheelementaryhumanpassions。”Well,thatlong-windedeffusiondoesn"trefertoyouatall,Elfride,merelysomethingputintofillup。Letmesee,whendoeshecometoyouagain;……nottilltheveryend,actually。Hereyouarefinallypolishedoff:

""Buttoreturntothelittleworkwehaveusedasthetextofthisarticle。Wearefarfromaltogetherdisparagingtheauthor"spowers。Shehasacertainversatilitythatenableshertousewitheffectastyleofnarrationpeculiartoherself,whichmaybecalledamurmuringofdelicateemotionaltrifles,theparticulargiftofthosetowhomthesocialsympathiesofapeacefultimeareasdailyfood。Hence,wheremattersofdomesticexperience,andthenaturaltoucheswhichmakepeoplereal,canbeintroducedwithoutanachronismstoostriking,sheisoccasionallyfelicitous;

anduponthewholewefeeljustifiedinsayingthatthebookwillbearlookingintoforthesakeofthoseportionswhichhavenothingwhatevertodowiththestory。”

"Well,Isupposeitisintendedforsatire;butdon"tthinkanythingmoreofitnow,mydear。Itisseveno"clock。"AndMrs。

Swancourtrangforhermaid。

Attackismorepiquantthanconcord。Stephen"sletterwasconcerningnothingbutonenesswithher:thereviewwastheveryreverse。Andastrangerwithneithernamenorshape,agenorappearance,butamightyvoice,isnaturallyratheraninterestingnoveltytoaladyhechoosestoaddress。WhenElfridefellasleepthatnightshewaslovingthewriteroftheletter,butthinkingofthewriterofthatarticle。

ChapterXVI

"Thenfancyshapes——asfancycan。"

Onadayaboutthreeweekslater,theSwancourttrioweresittingquietlyinthedrawing-roomofTheCrags,Mrs。Swancourt"shouseatEndelstow,chatting,andtakingeasefulsurveyoftheirpreviousmonthortwooftown——atangiblewearinesseventopeoplewhoseacquaintancestheremightbecountedonthefingers。

AmereseasoninLondonwithherpractisedstep-motherhadsoadvancedElfride"sperceptions,thathercourtshipbyStephenseemedemotionallymeagre,andtohavedriftedbackseveralyearsintoachildishpast。Inregardingourmentalexperiences,asinvisualobservation,ourownprogressreadslikeadwindlingofthatweprogressfrom。

Shewasseatedonalowchair,lookingoverherromancewithmelancholyinterestforthefirsttimesinceshehadbecomeacquaintedwiththeremarksofthePRESENTthereupon。

"Stillthinkingofthatreviewer,Elfie?"

"Notofhimpersonally;butIamthinkingofhisopinion。Really,onlookingintothevolumeafterthislongtimehaselapsed,heseemstohaveestimatedonepartofitfairlyenough。"

"No,no;Iwouldn"tshowthewhitefeathernow!Fancythatofallpeopleintheworldthewriterherselfshouldgoovertotheenemy。HowshallMonmouth"smenfightwhenMonmouthrunsaway?"

"Idon"tdothat。ButIthinkheisrightinsomeofhisarguments,thoughwronginothers。AndbecausehehassomeclaimtomyrespectIregretallthemorethatheshouldthinksomistakenlyofmymotivesinoneortwoinstances。Itismorevexingtobemisunderstoodthantobemisrepresented;andhemisunderstandsme。IcannotbeeasywhilstapersongoestorestnightafternightattributingtomeintentionsIneverhad。"

"Hedoesn"tknowyourname,oranythingaboutyou。Andhehasdoubtlessforgottenthereissuchabookinexistencebythistime。"

"Imyselfshouldcertainlylikehimtobeputrightupononeortwomatters,"saidthevicar,whohadhithertobeensilent。"Yousee,criticsgoonwriting,andarenevercorrectedorarguedwith,andthereforeareneverimproved。"

"Papa,"saidElfridebrightening,"writetohim!"

"Iwouldassoonwritetohimaslookathim,forthematterofthat,"saidMr。Swancourt。

"Do!Andsay,theyoungpersonwhowrotethebookdidnotadoptamasculinepseudonyminvanityorconceit,butbecauseshewasafraiditwouldbethoughtpresumptuoustopublishhername,andthatshedidnotmeanthestoryforsuchashe,butasasweetenerofhistoryforyoungpeople,whomighttherebyacquireatasteforwhatwentonintheirowncountryhundredsofyearsago,andbetemptedtodivedeeperintothesubject。Oh,thereissomuchtoexplain;IwishImightwritemyself!"

"Now,Elfie,I"lltellyouwhatwewilldo,"answeredMr。

Swancourt,tickledwithasortofbucolichumourattheideaofcriticizingthecritic。"Youshallwriteaclearaccountofwhatheiswrongin,andIwillcopyitandsenditasmine。"

"Yes,now,directly!"saidElfride,jumpingup。"Whenwillyousendit,papa?"

"Oh,inadayortwo,Isuppose,"hereturned。Thenthevicarpausedandslightlyyawned,andinthemannerofelderlypeoplebegantocoolfromhisardourfortheundertakingnowthatitcametothepoint。"But,really,itishardlyworthwhile,"hesaid。

"Opapa!"saidElfride,withmuchdisappointment。"Yousaidyouwould,andnowyouwon"t。Thatisnotfair!"

"Buthowcanwesenditifwedon"tknowwhomtosenditto?"

"Ifyoureallywanttosendsuchathingitcaneasilybedone,"

saidMrs。Swancourt,comingtoherstep-daughter"srescue。"Anenvelopeaddressed,"TotheCriticofTHECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE,careoftheEditorofthePRESENT,"wouldfindhim。"

"Yes,Isupposeitwould。"

"Whynotwriteyouransweryourself,Elfride?"Mrs。Swancourtinquired。

"Imight,"shesaidhesitatingly;"andsenditanonymously:thatwouldbetreatinghimashehastreatedme。"

"Nouseintheworld!"

"ButIdon"tliketolethimknowmyexactname。SupposeIputmyinitialsonly?Thelessyouareknownthemoreyouarethoughtof。"

"Yes;youmightdothat。"

Elfridesettoworkthereandthen。Heronedesireforthelastfortnightseemedlikelytoberealized。Ashappenswithsensitiveandsecludedminds,acontinualdwellinguponthesubjecthadmagnifiedtocolossalproportionsthespacesheassumedherselftooccupyortohaveoccupiedintheoccultcritic"smind。Atnoonandatnightshehadbeenpesteringherselfwithendeavourstoperceivemoredistinctlyhisconceptionofherasawomanapartfromanauthor:whetherhereallydespisedher;whetherhethoughtmoreorlessofherthanofordinaryyoungwomenwhoneverventuredintothefireofcriticismatall。Nowshewouldhavethesatisfactionoffeelingthatatanyrateheknewhertrueintentincrossinghispath,andannoyinghimsobyherperformance,andbetaughtperhapstodespiseitalittleless。

Fourdayslateranenvelope,directedtoMissSwancourtinastrangehand,madeitsappearancefromthepost-bag。

"0h,"saidElfride,herheartsinkingwithinher。"Canitbefromthatman——alectureforimpertinence?AndactuallyoneforMrs。

Swancourtinthesamehand-writing!"Shefearedtoopenhers。

"Yethowcanheknowmyname?No;itissomebodyelse。"

"Nonsense!"saidherfathergrimly。"Yousentyourinitials,andtheDirectorywasavailable。Thoughhewouldn"thavetakenthetroubletolookthereunlesshehadbeenthoroughlysavagewithyou。Ithoughtyouwrotewithrathermoreasperitythansimpleliterarydiscussionrequired。"Thistimelyclausewasintroducedtosavethecharacterofthevicar"sjudgmentunderanyissueofaffairs。

"Well,hereIgo,"saidElfride,desperatelytearingopentheseal。

"Tobesure,ofcourse,"exclaimedMrs。Swancourt;andlookingupfromherownletter。"Christopher,Iquiteforgottotellyou,whenImentionedthatIhadseenmydistantrelative,HarryKnight,thatIinvitedhimhereforwhateverlengthoftimehecouldspare。AndnowhesayshecancomeanydayinAugust。"

"Write,andsaythefirstofthemonth,"repliedtheindiscriminatevicar。

Shereadom"Goodnessme——andthatisn"tall。HeisactuallythereviewerofElfride"sbook。Howabsurd,tobesure!IhadnoideahereviewednovelsorhadanythingtodowiththePRESENT。Heisabarrister——andIthoughtheonlywroteintheQuarterlies。Why,Elfride,youhavebroughtaboutanoddentanglement!Whatdoeshesaytoyou?"

Elfridehadputdownherletterwithadissatisfiedflushonherface。"Idon"tknow。Theideaofhisknowingmynameandallaboutme!……Why,hesaysnothingparticular,onlythis——

""MYDEARMADAM,——ThoughIamsorrythatmyremarksshouldhaveseemedharshtoyou,itisapleasuretofindthattheyhavebeenthemeansofbringingforthsuchaningeniouslyarguedreply。

Unfortunately,itissolongsinceIwrotemyreview,thatmymemorydoesnotservemesufficientlytosayasinglewordinmydefence,evensupposingthereremainsonetobesaid,whichisdoubtful。You,willfindfromaletterIhavewrittentoMrs。

Swancourt,thatwearenotsuchstrangerstoeachotheraswehavebeenimagining。Possibly,Imayhavethepleasureofseeingyousoon,whenanyargumentyouchoosetoadvanceshallreceivealltheattentionitdeserves。”

"Thatisdimsarcasm——Iknowitis。"

"Ohno,Elfride。"

"Andthen,hisremarksdidn"tseemharsh——ImeanIdidnotsayso。"

"Hethinksyouareinafrightfultemper,"saidMr。Swancourt,chucklinginundertones。

"Andhewillcomeandseeme,andfindtheauthoressascontemptibleinspeechasshehasbeenimpertinentinmanner。I

doheartilywishIhadneverwrittenawordtohim!"

"Nevermind,"saidMrs。Swancourt,alsolaughinginlowquietjerks;"itwillmakethemeetingsuchacomicalaffair,andaffordsplendidby-playforyourfatherandmyself。TheideaofourrunningourheadsagainstHarryKnightallthetime!Icannotgetoverthat。"

ThevicarhadimmediatelyrememberedthenametobethatofStephenSmith"spreceptorandfriend;buthavingceasedtoconcernhimselfinthematterhemadenoremarktothateffect,consistentlyforbearingtoalludetoanythingwhichcouldrestorerecollectionofthe(tohim)disagreeablemistakewithregardtopoorStephen"slineageandposition。Elfridehadofcourseperceivedthesamething,whichaddedtothecomplicationofrelationshipameshthatherstepmotherknewnothingof。

TheidentificationscarcelyheightenedKnight"sattractionsnow,thoughatwelvemonthagoshewouldonlyhavecaredtoseehimfortheinteresthepossessedasStephen"sfriend。FortunatelyforKnight"sadvent,suchareasonforwelcomehadonlybeguntobeawkwardtoheratatimewhentheinteresthehadacquiredonhisownaccountmadeitnolongernecessary。

Thesecoincidences,incommonwithallrelatingtohim,tendedtokeepElfride"sminduponthestretchconcerningKnight。Aswashercustomwhenuponthehornsofadilemma,shewalkedoffbyherselfamongthelaurelbushes,andthere,standingstillandsplittingupaleafwithoutremovingitfromitsstalk,fetchedbackrecollectionsofStephen"sfrequentwordsinpraiseofhisfriend,andwishedshehadlistenedmoreattentively。Then,stillpullingtheleaf,shewouldblushatsomefanciedmortificationthatwouldaccruetoherfromhiswordswhentheymet,inconsequenceofherintrusiveness,asshenowconsideredit,inwritingtohim。

Thenextdevelopmentofhermeditationswasthesubjectofwhatthisman"spersonalappearancemightbe——washetallorshort,darkorfair,gayorgrim?ShewouldhaveaskedMrs。Swancourtbutfortheriskshemighttherebyincurofsometeasingremarkbeingreturned。UltimatelyElfridewouldsay,"Oh,whataplaguethatrevieweristome!"andturnherfacetowheresheimaginedIndialay,andmurmurtoherself,"Ah,mylittlehusband,whatareyoudoingnow?Letmesee,whereareyou——south,east,where?Behindthathill,eversofarbehind!"

ChapterXVII

"Herwelcome,spokeinfalteringphrase。"

"ThereisHenryKnight,Ideclare!"saidMrs。Swancourtoneday。

TheyweregazingfromthejuttingangleofawildenclosurenotfarfromTheCrags,whichalmostoverhungthevalleyalreadydescribedasleadingupfromtheseaandlittleportofCastleBoterel。Thestonyescarpmentuponwhichtheystoodhadthecontourofaman"sface,anditwascoveredwithfurzeaswithabeard。Peopleinthefieldabovewerepreservedfromanaccidentalrolldowntheseprominencesandhollowsbyahedgeontheverycrest,whichwasdoingthatkindlyserviceforElfrideandhermothernow。

Scramblinghigherintothehedgeandstretchingherneckfurtheroverthefurze,Elfridebeheldtheindividualsignified。Hewaswalkingleisurelyalongthelittlegreenpathatthebottom,besidethestream,asatchelslunguponhislefthip,astoutwalking-stickinhishand,andabrown-hollandsun-hatuponhishead。Thesatchelwaswornandold,andtheouterpolishedsurfaceoftheleatherwascrackedandpeelingoff。

KnighthavingarrivedoverthehillstoCastleBotereluponthetopofacrazyomnibus,preferredtowalktheremainingtwomilesupthevalley,leavinghisluggagetobebroughton。

Behindhimwandered,helter-skelter,aboyofwhomKnighthadbrieflyinquiredthewaytoEndelstow;andbythatnaturallawofphysicswhichcauseslesserbodiestogravitatetowardsthegreater,thisboyhadkeptneartoKnight,andtrottedlikealittledogcloseathisheels,whistlingashewent,withhiseyesfixeduponKnight"sbootsastheyroseandfell。

WhentheyhadreachedapointpreciselyoppositethatinwhichMrs。andMissSwancourtlayinambush,Knightstoppedandturnedround。

"Lookhere,myboy,"hesaid。

Theboypartedhislips,openedhiseyes,andanswerednothing。

"Here"ssixpenceforyou,onconditionthatyoudon"tagaincomewithintwentyyardsofmyheels,allthewayupthevalley。"

Theboy,whoapparentlyhadnotknownhehadbeenlookingatKnight"sheelsatall,tookthesixpencemechanically,andKnightwentonagain,wraptinmeditation。

"Anicevoice,"Elfridethought;"butwhatasingulartemper!"

"Nowwemustgetindoorsbeforeheascendstheslope,"saidMrs。

Swancourtsoftly。Andtheywentacrossbyashortcutoverastile,enteringthelawnbyasidedoor,andsoontothehouse。

Mr。Swancourthadgoneintothevillagewiththecurate,andElfridefelttoonervoustoawaittheirvisitor"sarrivalinthedrawing-roomwithMrs。Swancourt。Sothatwhentheelderladyentered,Elfridemadesomepretenceofperceivinganewvarietyofcrimsongeranium,andlingeredbehindamongtheflowerbeds。

Therewasnothinggainedbythis,afterall,shethought;andafewminutesafterboldlycameintothehousebytheglassside-

door。Shewalkedalongthecorridor,andenteredthedrawing-

room。Nobodywasthere。

Awindowattheangleoftheroomopeneddirectlyintoanoctagonalconservatory,enclosingthecornerofthebuilding。

Fromtheconservatorycamevoicesinconversation——Mrs。

Swancourt"sandthestranger"s。

Shehadexpectedhimtotalkbrilliantly。Tohersurprisehewasaskingquestionsinquitealearner"smanner,onsubjectsconnectedwiththeflowersandshrubsthatshehadknownforyears。Whenafterthelapseofafewminuteshespokeatsomelength,sheconsideredtherewasahardsquaredecisivenessintheshapeofhissentences,asif,unlikeherownandStephen"s,theywerenotthereandthennewlyconstructed,butweredrawnforthfromalargestoreready-made。Theywerenowapproachingthewindowtocomeinagain。

"Thatisaflesh-colouredvariety,"saidMrs。Swancourt。"Butoleanders,thoughtheyaresuchbulkyshrubs,aresoveryeasilywoundedastobeunprunable——giantswiththesensitivenessofyoungladies。Oh,hereisElfride!"

ElfridelookedasguiltyandcrestfallenasLadyTeazleatthedroppingofthescreen。Mrs。Swancourtpresentedhimhalfcomically,andKnightinaminuteortwoplacedhimselfbesidetheyounglady。

AcomplexityofinstinctscheckedElfride"sconventionalsmilesofcomplaisanceandhospitality;and,tomakeherstilllesscomfortable,Mrs。Swancourtimmediatelyafterwardsleftthemtogethertoseekherhusband。Mr。Knight,however,didnotseematallincommodedbyhisfeelings,andhesaidwithlighteasefulness:

"So,MissSwancourt,Ihavemetyouatlast。YouescapedmebyafewminutesonlywhenwewereinLondon。"

"Yes。IfoundthatyouhadseenMrs。Swancourt。"

"Andnowreviewerandreviewedarefacetoface,"headdedunconcernedly。

"Yes:thoughthefactofyourbeingarelationofMrs。Swancourt"stakesofftheedgeofit。Itwasstrangethatyoushouldbeoneofherfamilyallthetime。"Elfridebegantorecoverherselfnow,andtolookintoKnight"sface。"IwasmerelyanxioustoletyouknowmyREALmeaninginwritingthebook——extremelyanxious。"

"Icanquiteunderstandthewish;andIwasgratifiedthatmyremarksshouldhavereachedhome。Theyveryseldomdo,Iamafraid。"

Elfridedrewherselfin。Herehewas,stickingtohisopinionsasfirmlyasiffriendshipandpolitenessdidnotintheleastrequireanimmediaterenunciationofthem。

"Youmademeveryuneasyandsorrybywritingsuchthings!"shemurmured,suddenlydroppingthemerecacueterieofafashionablefirstintroduction,andspeakingwithsomeofthedudgeonofachildtowardsasevereschoolmaster。

"Thatisrathertheobjectofhonestcriticsinsuchacase。Nottocauseunnecessarysorrow,but:"Tomakeyousorryafterapropermanner,thatyemayreceivedamagebyusinnothing,"asapowerfulpenoncewrotetotheGentiles。Areyougoingtowriteanotherromance?"

"Writeanother?"shesaid。"Thatsomebodymaypenacondemnationand"nail"twi"Scripture"again,asyoudonow,Mr。Knight?"

"Youmaydobetternexttime,"hesaidplacidly:"Ithinkyouwill。ButIwouldadviseyoutoconfineyourselftodomesticscenes。"

"Thankyou。Butneveragain!"

"Well,youmayberight。Thatayoungwomanhastakentowritingisnotbyanymeansthebestthingtohearabouther。"

"Whatisthebest?"

"Iprefernottosay。"

"Doyouknow?Then,dotellme,please。"

"Well"——(Knightwasevidentlychanginghismeaning)——"Isupposetohearthatshehasmarried。"

Elfridehesitated。"Andwhatwhenshehasbeenmarried?"shesaidatlast,partlyinordertowithdrawherownpersonfromtheargument。

"Thentohearnomoreabouther。ItisasSmeatonsaidofhislighthouse:hergreatestrealpraise,whenthenoveltyofherinaugurationhaswornoff,isthatnothinghappenstokeepthetalkofheralive。"

"Yes,Isee,"saidElfridesoftlyandthoughtfully。"Butofcourseitisdifferentquitewithmen。Whydon"tyouwritenovels,Mr。Knight?"

"BecauseIcouldn"twriteonethatwouldinterestanybody。"

"Why?"

"Forseveralreasons。Itrequiresajudiciousomissionofyourrealthoughtstomakeanovelpopular,foronething。"

"Isthatreallynecessary?Well,Iamsureyoucouldlearntodothatwithpractice,"saidElfridewithanex-cathedraair,asbecameapersonwhospokefromexperienceintheart。"Youwouldmakeagreatnameforcertain,"shecontinued。

"Somanypeoplemakeanamenowadays,thatitismoredistinguishedtoremaininobscurity。"

"Tellmeseriously——apartfromthesubject——whydon"tyouwriteavolumeinsteadofloosearticles?"sheinsisted。

"Sinceyouarepleasedtomakemetalkofmyself,Iwilltellyouseriously,"saidKnight,notlessamusedatthiscatechismbyhisyoungfriendthanhewasinterestedinherappearance。"AsIhaveimplied,Ihavenotthewish。AndifIhadthewish,Icouldnotnowconcentratesufficiently。Weallhaveonlyouronecruseofenergygivenustomakethebestof。Andwherethatenergyhasbeenleakedawayweekbyweek,quarterbyquarter,asminehasforthelastnineortenyears,thereisnotenoughdammedbackbehindthemillatanygivenperiodtosupplytheforceacompletebookonanysubjectrequires。Thenthereistheself-confidenceandwaitingpower。Wherequickresultshavegrowncustomary,theyarefataltoalivelyfaithinthefuture。"

"Yes,Icomprehend;andsoyouchoosetowriteinfragments?"

"No,Idon"tchoosetodoitinthesenseyoumean;choosingfromawholeworldofprofessions,allpossible。Itwasbytheconstraintofaccidentmerely。NotthatIobjecttotheaccident。"

"Whydon"tyouobject——Imean,whydoyoufeelsoquietaboutthings?"Elfridewashalfafraidtoquestionhimso,butherintensecuriositytoseewhattheinsideofliteraryMr。Knightwaslike,kepthergoingon。

Knightcertainlydidnotmindbeingfrankwithher。Instancesofthistraitinmenwhoarenotwithoutfeeling,butarereticentfromhabit,mayberecalledbyallofus。Whentheyfindalistenerwhocanbynopossibilitymakeuseofthem,rivalthem,orcondemnthem,reservedandevensuspiciousmenoftheworldbecomefrank,keenlyenjoyingtheinnersideoftheirfrankness。

"WhyIdon"tmindtheaccidentalconstraint,"hereplied,"isbecause,inmakingbeginnings,achancelimitationofdirectionisoftenbetterthanabsolutefreedom。"

"Isee——thatis,IshouldifIquiteunderstoodwhatallthosegeneralitiesmean。"

"Why,this:Thatanarbitraryfoundationforone"swork,whichnolengthofthoughtcanalter,leavestheattentionfreetofixitselfontheworkitself,andmakethebestofit。"

"Lateralcompressionforcingaltitude,aswouldbesaidinthattongue,"shesaidmischievously。"AndIsupposewherenolimitexists,asinthecaseofarichmanwithawidetastewhowantstodosomething,itwillbebettertochoosealimitcapriciouslythantohavenone。"

"Yes,"hesaidmeditatively。"Icangoasfarasthat。"

"Well,"resumedElfride,"Ithinkitbetterforaman"snatureifhedoesnothinginparticular。"

"Thereissuchacaseasbeingobligedto。"

"Yes,yes;Iwasspeakingofwhenyouarenotobligedforanyotherreasonthandelightintheprospectoffame。Ihavethoughtmanytimeslatelythatathinwidespreadhappiness,commencingnow,andofapiecewiththedaysofyourlife,ispreferabletoananticipatedheapfarawayinthefuture,andnonenow。"

"Why,that"stheverythingIsaidjustnowasbeingtheprincipleofallephemeraldoerslikemyself。"

"Oh,Iamsorrytohaveparodiedyou,"shesaidwithsomeconfusion。"Yes,ofcourse。Thatiswhatyoumeantaboutnottryingtobefamous。"Andsheadded,withthequicknessofconvictioncharacteristicofhermind:"Thereismuchlittlenessintryingtobegreat。Amanmustthinkagooddealofhimself,andbeconceitedenoughtobelieveinhimself,beforehetriesatall。"

"Butitissoonenoughtosaythereisharminaman"sthinkingagooddealofhimselfwhenitisprovedhehasbeenthinkingwrong,andtoosoonthensometimes。Besides,weshouldnotconcludethatamanwhostrivesearnestlyforsuccessdoessowithastrongsenseofhisownmerit。Hemayseehowlittlesuccesshastodowithmerit,andhismotivemaybehisveryhumility。"

ThismanneroftreatingherratherprovokedElfride。Nosoonerdidsheagreewithhimthanheceasedtoseemtowishit,andtooktheotherside。"Ah,"shethoughtinwardly,"Ishallhavenothingtodowithamanofthiskind,thoughheisourvisitor。"

"Ithinkyouwillfind,"resumedKnight,pursuingtheconversationmoreforthesakeoffinishingoffhisthoughtsonthesubjectthanforengagingherattention,"thatinactuallifeitismerelyamatterofinstinctwithmen——thistryingtopushon。Theyawaketoarecognitionthattheyhave,withoutpremeditation,beguntotryalittle,andtheysaytothemselves,"SinceIhavetriedthusmuch,Iwilltryalittlemore。”Theygoonbecausetheyhavebegun。"

Elfride,inherturn,wasnotparticularlyattendingtohiswordsatthismoment。Shehad,unconsciouslytoherself,awayofseizinganypointintheremarksofaninterlocutorwhichinterestedher,anddwellinguponit,andthinkingthoughtsofherownthereupon,totallyobliviousofallthathemightsayincontinuation。Onsuchoccasionssheartlesslysurveyedthepersonspeaking;andthentherewasatimeforapainter。Hereyesseemedtolookatyou,andpastyou,asyouwerethen,intoyourfuture;andpastyourfutureintoyoureternity——notreadingit,butgazinginanunused,unconsciousway——hermindstillclingingtoitsoriginalthought。

ThisishowshewaslookingatKnight。

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