第9章
"WhatmustIsay,then?"
""LadiesandMEN"always。"
Atthismomentappearedinthestreamofvehiclesmovinginthecontrarydirectionachariotpresentinginitsgeneralsurfacetherichindigohueofamidnightsky,thewheelsandmarginsbeingpickedoutindelicatelinesofultramarine;theservants"
liveriesweredark-bluecoatsandsilverlace,andbreechesofneutralIndianred。Thewholeconcernformedanorganicwhole,andmovedalongbehindapairofdarkchestnutgeldings,whoadvancedinanindifferentlyzealoustrot,verydaintilyperformed,andoccasionallyshruggeddiverspointsoftheirveinysurfaceasiftheywereratherabovethebusiness。
Inthissatagentlemanwithnodecidedcharacteristicsmorethanthathesomewhatresembledagood-naturedcommercialtravellerofthesuperiorclass。Besidehimwasaladywithskim-milkyeyesandcomplexion,belongingtothe"interesting"classofwomen,wherethatclassmergesinthesickly,hergreatestpleasurebeingapparentlytoenjoynothing。Oppositethispairsattwolittlegirlsinwhitehatsandbluefeathers。
TheladysawElfride,smiledandbowed,andtouchedherhusband"selbow,whoturnedandreceivedElfride"smovementofrecognitionwithagallantelevationofhishat。ThenthetwochildrenhelduptheirarmstoElfride,andlaughedgleefully。
"Whoisthat?"
"Why,LordLuxellian,isn"tit?"saidMrs。Swancourt,whowiththevicarhadbeenseatedwithherbacktowardsthem。
"Yes,"repliedElfride。"HeistheonemanofthoseIhaveseenherewhomIconsiderhandsomerthanpapa。"
"Thankyou,dear,"saidMr。Swancourt。
"Yes;butyourfatherissomucholder。WhenLordLuxelliangetsalittlefurtheroninlife,hewon"tbehalfsogood-lookingasourman。"
"Thankyou,dear,likewise,"saidMr。Swancourt。
"See,"exclaimedElfride,stilllookingtowardsthem,"howthoselittledearswantme!Actuallyoneofthemiscryingformetocome。"
"Weweretalkingofbraceletsjustnow。LookatLadyLuxellian"s,"saidMrs。Swancourt,asthatbaronessliftedupherarmtosupportoneofthechildren。"Itisslippingupherarm——
toolargebyhalf。Ihatetoseedaylightbetweenabraceletandawrist;Iwonderwomenhaven"tbettertaste。"
"Itisnotonthataccount,indeed,"Elfrideexpostulated。"Itisthatherarmhasgotthin,poorthing。Youcannotthinkhowmuchshehasalteredinthislasttwelvemonth。"
Thecarriageswerenownearertogether,andtherewasanexchangeofmorefamiliargreetingsbetweenthetwofamilies。ThentheLuxellianscrossedoveranddrewupundertheplane-trees,justintherearoftheSwancourts。LordLuxellianalighted,andcameforwardwithamusicallaugh。
Itwashisattractionasaman。Peoplelikedhimforthosetones,andforgotthathehadnotalents。AcquaintancesrememberedMr。
Swancourtbyhismanner;theyrememberedStephenSmithbyhisface,LordLuxellianbyhislaugh。
Mr。Swancourtmadesomefriendlyremarks——amongothersthingsupontheheat。
"Yes,"saidLordLuxellian,"weweredrivingbyafurrier"swindowthisafternoon,andthesightfilledusallwithsuchasenseofsuffocationthatweweregladtogetaway。Ha-ha!"HeturnedtoElfride。"MissSwancourt,Ihavehardlyseenorspokentoyousinceyourliteraryfeatwasmadepublic。IhadnoideaachielwastakingnotesdownatquietEndelstow,orIshouldcertainlyhaveputmyselfandfriendsuponourbestbehaviour。Swancourt,whydidn"tyougivemeahint!"
Elfridefluttered,blushed,laughed,saiditwasnothingtospeakof,&c。&c。
"Well,IthinkyouwereratherunfairlytreatedbythePRESENT,I
certainlydo。WritingaheavyreviewlikethatuponaneleganttrifleliketheCOURTOFKELLYONCASTLEwasabsurd。"
"What?"saidElfride,openinghereyes。"WasIreviewedinthePRESENT?"
"Ohyes;didn"tyouseeit?Why,itwasfourorfivemonthsago!"
"No,Ineversawit。HowsorryIam!Whatashameofmypublishers!Theypromisedtosendmeeverynoticethatappeared。"
"Ah,then,IamalmostafraidIhavebeengivingyoudisagreeableinformation,intentionallywithheldoutofcourtesy。Dependuponittheythoughtnogoodwouldcomeofsendingit,andsowouldnotpainyouunnecessarily。"
"Ohno;Iamindeedgladyouhavetoldme,LordLuxellian。Itisquiteamistakenkindnessontheirpart。Isthereviewsomuchagainstme?"sheinquiredtremulously。
"No,no;notthatexactly——thoughIalmostforgetitsexactpurportnow。Itwasmerely——merelysharp,youknow——ungenerous,I
mightsay。Butreallymymemorydoesnotenablemetospeakdecidedly。"
"We"lldrivetothePRESENToffice,andgetonedirectly;shallwe,papa?"
"Ifyouaresoanxious,dear,wewill,orsend。Butto-morrowwilldo。"
"Anddoobligemeinalittlematternow,Elfride,"saidLordLuxellianwarmly,andlookingasifheweresorryhehadbroughtnewsthatdisturbedher。"IaminrealitysenthereasaspecialmessengerbymylittlePollyandKatietoaskyoutocomeintoourcarriagewiththemforashorttime。IamjustgoingtowalkacrossintoPiccadilly,andmywifeisleftalonewiththem。Iamafraidtheyareratherspoiltchildren;butIhavehalfpromisedthemyoushallcome。"
Thestepswereletdown,andElfridewastransferred——totheintensedelightofthelittlegirls,andtothemildinterestofloungerswithredskinsandlongnecks,whocursorilyeyedtheperformancewiththeirwalking-stickstotheirlips,occasionallylaughingfromfardowntheirthroatsandwiththeireyes,theirmouthsnotbeingconcernedintheoperationatall。LordLuxellianthentoldthecoachmantodriveon,liftedhishat,smiledasmilethatmisseditsmarkandalightedonatotalstranger,whobowedinbewilderment。LordLuxellianlookedlongatElfride。
Thelookwasamanly,open,andgenuinelookofadmiration;amomentarytributeofakindwhichanyhonestEnglishmanmighthavepaidtofairnesswithoutbeingashamedofthefeeling,orpermittingittoencroachintheslightestdegreeuponhisemotionalobligationsasahusbandandheadofafamily。ThenLordLuxellianturnedaway,andwalkedmusinglytotheupperendofthepromenade。
Mr。SwancourthadalightedatthesametimewithElfride,crossingovertotheRowforafewminutestospeaktoafriendherecognizedthere;andhiswifewasthusleftsoletenantofthecarriage。
Now,whilstthislittleacthadbeenincourseofperformance,therestoodamongthepromenadingspectatorsamanofsomewhatdifferentdescriptionfromtherest。Behindthegeneralthrong,intherearofthechairs,andleaningagainstthetrunkofatree,helookedatElfridewithquietandcriticalinterest。
ThreepointsaboutthisunobtrusivepersonshowedpromptlytotheexercisedeyethathewasnotaRowmanpursang。First,anirrepressiblewrinkleortwointhewaistofhisfrock-coat——
denotingthathehadnotdamnedhistailorsufficientlytodrivethattradesmanuptotheorthodoxhighpressureofcunningworkmanship。Second,aslightslovenlinessofumbrella,occasionedbyitsowner"shabitofrestingheavilyuponit,andusingitasaveritablewalking-stick,insteadoflettingitspointtouchthegroundinthemostcoquettishofkisses,asistheproperRowmannertodo。Third,andchiefreason,thattryhowyoumight,youcouldscarcelyhelpsupposing,onlookingathisface,thatyoureyeswerenotfarfromawell-finishedmind,insteadofthewell-finishedskinetpraetereanihil,whichisbyrightstheMarkoftheRow。
Theprobabilityisthat,hadnotMrs。Swancourtbeenleftaloneinhercarriageunderthetree,thismanwouldhaveremainedinhisunobservedseclusion。Butseeingherthus,hecameroundtothefront,stoopedundertherail,andstoodbesidethecarriage-door。
Mrs。Swancourtlookedreflectivelyathimforaquarterofaminute,thenheldoutherhandlaughingly:
"Why,HenryKnight——ofcourseitis!My——second——third——fourthcousin——whatshallIsay?Atanyrate,mykinsman。"
"Yes,oneofaremnantnotyetcutoff。Iscarcelywascertainofyou,either,fromwhereIwasstanding。"
"IhavenotseenyousinceyoufirstwenttoOxford;considerthenumberofyears!Youknow,Isuppose,ofmymarriage?"
Andtheresprangupadialogueconcerningfamilymattersofbirth,death,andmarriage,whichitisnotnecessarytodetail。Knightpresentlyinquired:
"Theyoungladywhochangedintotheothercarriageis,then,yourstepdaughter?"
"Yes,Elfride。Youmustknowher。"
"AndwhowastheladyinthecarriageElfrideentered;whohadanill-definedandwaterylook,asifshewereonlythereflectionofherselfinapool?"
"LadyLuxellian;veryweakly,Elfridesays。Myhusbandisremotelyconnectedwiththem;butthereisnotmuchintimacyonaccountof。However,Henry,you"llcomeandseeus,ofcourse。24ChevronSquare。Comethisweek。Weshallonlybeintownaweekortwolonger。"
"Letmesee。I"vegottorunuptoOxfordto-morrow,whereI
shallbeforseveraldays;sothatImust,Ifear,losethepleasureofseeingyouinLondonthisyear。"
"ThencometoEndelstow;whynotreturnwithus?"
"IamafraidifIweretocomebeforeAugustIshouldhavetoleaveagaininadayortwo。Ishouldbedelightedtobewithyouatthebeginningofthatmonth;andIcouldstayanicelongtime。
Ihavethoughtofgoingwestwardallthesummer。"
"Verywell。Nowrememberthat"sacompact。Andwon"tyouwaitnowandseeMr。Swancourt?Hewillnotbeawaytenminuteslonger。"
"No;I"llbegtobeexcused;forImustgettomychambersagainthiseveningbeforeIgohome;indeed,Ioughttohavebeentherenow——Ihavesuchapressofmatterstoattendtojustatpresent。
Youwillexplaintohim,please。Good-bye。"
"Andletusknowthedayofyourappearanceassoonasyoucan。"
"Iwill"
ChapterXV
"Awanderingvoice。"
Thoughsheerandintelligiblegriefsarenotcharmedawaybybeingconfidedtomereacquaintances,theprocessisapalliativetocertainill-humours。Amongthese,perplexedvexationisone——aspeciesoftroublewhich,likeastream,getsshallowerbythesimpleoperationofwideningitinanyquarter。
OntheeveningofthedaysucceedingthatofthemeetinginthePark,ElfrideandMrs。Swancourtwereengagedinconversationinthedressing-roomofthelatter。Suchatreatmentofsuchacasewasincourseofadoptionhere。
ElfridehadjustbeforereceivedanaffectionateletterfromStephenSmithinBombay,whichhadbeenforwardedtoherfromEndelstow。Butsincethisisnotthecasereferredto,itisnotworthwhiletopryfurtherintothecontentsoftheletterthantodiscoverthat,withrashthoughpardonableconfidenceincomingtimes,headdressedherinhighspiritsashisdarlingfuturewife。Probablytherecannotbeinstancedabrieferandsurerrule-
of-thumbtestofaman"stemperament——sanguineorcautious——thanthis:didheordoesheante-datethewordwifeincorrespondingwithasweet-hearthehonestlyloves?
Shehadtakenthisepistleintoherownroom,readalittleofit,thenSAVEDtherestforto-morrow,notwishingtobesoextravagantastoconsumethepleasureallatonce。Nevertheless,shecouldnotresistthewishtoenjoyyetalittlemore,sooutcametheletteragain,andinspiteofmisgivingsastoprodigalitythewholewasdevoured。Theletterwasfinallyreperusedandplacedinherpocket。
Whatwasthis?AlsoanewspaperforElfride,whichshehadoverlookedinherhurrytoopentheletter。ItwastheoldnumberofthePRESENT,containingthearticleuponherbook,forwardedashadbeenrequested。
Elfridehadhastilyreaditthrough,shrunkperceptiblysmaller,andhadthengonewiththepaperinherhandtoMrs。Swancourt"sdressing-room,tolightenoratleastmodifyhervexationbyadiscriminatingestimatefromherstepmother。
Shewasnowlookingdisconsolatelyoutofthewindow。
"Nevermind,mychild,"saidMrs。Swancourtafteracarefulperusalofthematterindicated。"Idon"tseethatthereviewissuchaterribleone,afterall。Besides,everybodyhasforgottenaboutitbythistime。I"msuretheopeningisgoodenoughforanybookeverwritten。Justlisten——itsoundsbetterreadaloudthanwhenyouporeoveritsilently:"THECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE。
AROMANCEOFTHEMIDDLEAGES。BYERNESTFIELD。Inthebeliefthatwewereforawhileescapingthemonotonousrepetitionofwearisomedetailsinmodernsocialscenery,analysesofuninterestingcharacter,ortheunnaturalunfoldingsofasensationplot,wetookthisvolumeintoourhandswithafeelingofpleasure。Weweredisposedtobeguileourselveswiththefancythatsomenewchangemightpossiblyberungupondonjonkeeps,chainandplatearmour,deeplyscarredcheeks,tendermaidensdisguisedaspages,towhichwehadnotlistenedlongago。”Now,that"saverygoodbeginning,inmyopinion,andonetobeproudofhavingbroughtoutofamanwhohasneverseenyou。"
"Ah,yes,"murmuredElfridewofully。"But,then,seefurtheron!"
"Wellthenextbitisratherunkind,Imustown,"saidMrs。
Swancourt,andreadon。""Insteadofthiswefoundourselvesinthehandsofsomeyounglady,hardlyarrivedatyearsofdiscretion,tojudgebythesillydeviceithasbeenthoughtworthwhiletoadoptonthetitle-page,withtheideaofdisguisinghersex。”"
"Iamnot"silly"!"saidElfrideindignantly。"Hemighthavecalledmeanythingbutthat。"
"Youarenot,indeed。Well:——"Handsofayounglady……whosechaptersaresimplydevotedtoimpossibletournaments,towers,andescapades,whichreadlikeflatcopiesoflikescenesinthestoriesofMr。G。P。R。James,andthemostunrealportionsofIVANHOE。Thebaitissopalpablyartificialthatthemostcredulousgudgeonturnsaway。”Now,mydear,Idon"tseeovermuchtocomplainofinthat。ItprovesthatyouwerecleverenoughtomakehimthinkofSirWalterScott,whichisagreatdeal。"
"Ohyes;thoughIcannotromancemyself,Iamabletoremindhimofthosewhocan!"Elfrideintendedtohurlthesewordssarcasticallyatherinvisibleenemy,butasshehadnomoresatiricalpowerthanawood-pigeon,theymerelyfellinaprettymurmurfromlipsshapedtoapout。
"Certainly:andthat"ssomething。Yourbookisgoodenoughtobebadinanordinaryliterarymanner,anddoesn"tstandbyitselfinamelancholypositionaltogetherworsethanassailable——"Thatinterestinanhistoricalromancemaynowadayshaveanychanceofbeingsustained,itisindispensablethatthereaderfindhimselfundertheguidanceofsomenearlyextinctspeciesoflegendary,who,inadditiontoanimpulsetowardsantiquarianresearchandanunweakenedfaithinthemediaevalhalo,shallpossessaninventivefacultyinwhichdelicacyofsentimentisfarovertoppedbyapowerofweldingtostirringincidentaspiritedvarietyoftheelementaryhumanpassions。”Well,thatlong-windedeffusiondoesn"trefertoyouatall,Elfride,merelysomethingputintofillup。Letmesee,whendoeshecometoyouagain;……nottilltheveryend,actually。Hereyouarefinallypolishedoff:
""Buttoreturntothelittleworkwehaveusedasthetextofthisarticle。Wearefarfromaltogetherdisparagingtheauthor"spowers。Shehasacertainversatilitythatenableshertousewitheffectastyleofnarrationpeculiartoherself,whichmaybecalledamurmuringofdelicateemotionaltrifles,theparticulargiftofthosetowhomthesocialsympathiesofapeacefultimeareasdailyfood。Hence,wheremattersofdomesticexperience,andthenaturaltoucheswhichmakepeoplereal,canbeintroducedwithoutanachronismstoostriking,sheisoccasionallyfelicitous;
anduponthewholewefeeljustifiedinsayingthatthebookwillbearlookingintoforthesakeofthoseportionswhichhavenothingwhatevertodowiththestory。”
"Well,Isupposeitisintendedforsatire;butdon"tthinkanythingmoreofitnow,mydear。Itisseveno"clock。"AndMrs。
Swancourtrangforhermaid。
Attackismorepiquantthanconcord。Stephen"sletterwasconcerningnothingbutonenesswithher:thereviewwastheveryreverse。Andastrangerwithneithernamenorshape,agenorappearance,butamightyvoice,isnaturallyratheraninterestingnoveltytoaladyhechoosestoaddress。WhenElfridefellasleepthatnightshewaslovingthewriteroftheletter,butthinkingofthewriterofthatarticle。
ChapterXVI
"Thenfancyshapes——asfancycan。"
Onadayaboutthreeweekslater,theSwancourttrioweresittingquietlyinthedrawing-roomofTheCrags,Mrs。Swancourt"shouseatEndelstow,chatting,andtakingeasefulsurveyoftheirpreviousmonthortwooftown——atangiblewearinesseventopeoplewhoseacquaintancestheremightbecountedonthefingers。
AmereseasoninLondonwithherpractisedstep-motherhadsoadvancedElfride"sperceptions,thathercourtshipbyStephenseemedemotionallymeagre,andtohavedriftedbackseveralyearsintoachildishpast。Inregardingourmentalexperiences,asinvisualobservation,ourownprogressreadslikeadwindlingofthatweprogressfrom。
Shewasseatedonalowchair,lookingoverherromancewithmelancholyinterestforthefirsttimesinceshehadbecomeacquaintedwiththeremarksofthePRESENTthereupon。
"Stillthinkingofthatreviewer,Elfie?"
"Notofhimpersonally;butIamthinkingofhisopinion。Really,onlookingintothevolumeafterthislongtimehaselapsed,heseemstohaveestimatedonepartofitfairlyenough。"
"No,no;Iwouldn"tshowthewhitefeathernow!Fancythatofallpeopleintheworldthewriterherselfshouldgoovertotheenemy。HowshallMonmouth"smenfightwhenMonmouthrunsaway?"
"Idon"tdothat。ButIthinkheisrightinsomeofhisarguments,thoughwronginothers。AndbecausehehassomeclaimtomyrespectIregretallthemorethatheshouldthinksomistakenlyofmymotivesinoneortwoinstances。Itismorevexingtobemisunderstoodthantobemisrepresented;andhemisunderstandsme。IcannotbeeasywhilstapersongoestorestnightafternightattributingtomeintentionsIneverhad。"
"Hedoesn"tknowyourname,oranythingaboutyou。Andhehasdoubtlessforgottenthereissuchabookinexistencebythistime。"
"Imyselfshouldcertainlylikehimtobeputrightupononeortwomatters,"saidthevicar,whohadhithertobeensilent。"Yousee,criticsgoonwriting,andarenevercorrectedorarguedwith,andthereforeareneverimproved。"
"Papa,"saidElfridebrightening,"writetohim!"
"Iwouldassoonwritetohimaslookathim,forthematterofthat,"saidMr。Swancourt。
"Do!Andsay,theyoungpersonwhowrotethebookdidnotadoptamasculinepseudonyminvanityorconceit,butbecauseshewasafraiditwouldbethoughtpresumptuoustopublishhername,andthatshedidnotmeanthestoryforsuchashe,butasasweetenerofhistoryforyoungpeople,whomighttherebyacquireatasteforwhatwentonintheirowncountryhundredsofyearsago,andbetemptedtodivedeeperintothesubject。Oh,thereissomuchtoexplain;IwishImightwritemyself!"
"Now,Elfie,I"lltellyouwhatwewilldo,"answeredMr。
Swancourt,tickledwithasortofbucolichumourattheideaofcriticizingthecritic。"Youshallwriteaclearaccountofwhatheiswrongin,andIwillcopyitandsenditasmine。"
"Yes,now,directly!"saidElfride,jumpingup。"Whenwillyousendit,papa?"
"Oh,inadayortwo,Isuppose,"hereturned。Thenthevicarpausedandslightlyyawned,andinthemannerofelderlypeoplebegantocoolfromhisardourfortheundertakingnowthatitcametothepoint。"But,really,itishardlyworthwhile,"hesaid。
"Opapa!"saidElfride,withmuchdisappointment。"Yousaidyouwould,andnowyouwon"t。Thatisnotfair!"
"Buthowcanwesenditifwedon"tknowwhomtosenditto?"
"Ifyoureallywanttosendsuchathingitcaneasilybedone,"
saidMrs。Swancourt,comingtoherstep-daughter"srescue。"Anenvelopeaddressed,"TotheCriticofTHECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE,careoftheEditorofthePRESENT,"wouldfindhim。"
"Yes,Isupposeitwould。"
"Whynotwriteyouransweryourself,Elfride?"Mrs。Swancourtinquired。
"Imight,"shesaidhesitatingly;"andsenditanonymously:thatwouldbetreatinghimashehastreatedme。"
"Nouseintheworld!"
"ButIdon"tliketolethimknowmyexactname。SupposeIputmyinitialsonly?Thelessyouareknownthemoreyouarethoughtof。"
"Yes;youmightdothat。"
Elfridesettoworkthereandthen。Heronedesireforthelastfortnightseemedlikelytoberealized。Ashappenswithsensitiveandsecludedminds,acontinualdwellinguponthesubjecthadmagnifiedtocolossalproportionsthespacesheassumedherselftooccupyortohaveoccupiedintheoccultcritic"smind。Atnoonandatnightshehadbeenpesteringherselfwithendeavourstoperceivemoredistinctlyhisconceptionofherasawomanapartfromanauthor:whetherhereallydespisedher;whetherhethoughtmoreorlessofherthanofordinaryyoungwomenwhoneverventuredintothefireofcriticismatall。Nowshewouldhavethesatisfactionoffeelingthatatanyrateheknewhertrueintentincrossinghispath,andannoyinghimsobyherperformance,andbetaughtperhapstodespiseitalittleless。
Fourdayslateranenvelope,directedtoMissSwancourtinastrangehand,madeitsappearancefromthepost-bag。
"0h,"saidElfride,herheartsinkingwithinher。"Canitbefromthatman——alectureforimpertinence?AndactuallyoneforMrs。
Swancourtinthesamehand-writing!"Shefearedtoopenhers。
"Yethowcanheknowmyname?No;itissomebodyelse。"
"Nonsense!"saidherfathergrimly。"Yousentyourinitials,andtheDirectorywasavailable。Thoughhewouldn"thavetakenthetroubletolookthereunlesshehadbeenthoroughlysavagewithyou。Ithoughtyouwrotewithrathermoreasperitythansimpleliterarydiscussionrequired。"Thistimelyclausewasintroducedtosavethecharacterofthevicar"sjudgmentunderanyissueofaffairs。
"Well,hereIgo,"saidElfride,desperatelytearingopentheseal。
"Tobesure,ofcourse,"exclaimedMrs。Swancourt;andlookingupfromherownletter。"Christopher,Iquiteforgottotellyou,whenImentionedthatIhadseenmydistantrelative,HarryKnight,thatIinvitedhimhereforwhateverlengthoftimehecouldspare。AndnowhesayshecancomeanydayinAugust。"
"Write,andsaythefirstofthemonth,"repliedtheindiscriminatevicar。
Shereadom"Goodnessme——andthatisn"tall。HeisactuallythereviewerofElfride"sbook。Howabsurd,tobesure!IhadnoideahereviewednovelsorhadanythingtodowiththePRESENT。Heisabarrister——andIthoughtheonlywroteintheQuarterlies。Why,Elfride,youhavebroughtaboutanoddentanglement!Whatdoeshesaytoyou?"
Elfridehadputdownherletterwithadissatisfiedflushonherface。"Idon"tknow。Theideaofhisknowingmynameandallaboutme!……Why,hesaysnothingparticular,onlythis——
""MYDEARMADAM,——ThoughIamsorrythatmyremarksshouldhaveseemedharshtoyou,itisapleasuretofindthattheyhavebeenthemeansofbringingforthsuchaningeniouslyarguedreply。
Unfortunately,itissolongsinceIwrotemyreview,thatmymemorydoesnotservemesufficientlytosayasinglewordinmydefence,evensupposingthereremainsonetobesaid,whichisdoubtful。You,willfindfromaletterIhavewrittentoMrs。
Swancourt,thatwearenotsuchstrangerstoeachotheraswehavebeenimagining。Possibly,Imayhavethepleasureofseeingyousoon,whenanyargumentyouchoosetoadvanceshallreceivealltheattentionitdeserves。”
"Thatisdimsarcasm——Iknowitis。"
"Ohno,Elfride。"
"Andthen,hisremarksdidn"tseemharsh——ImeanIdidnotsayso。"
"Hethinksyouareinafrightfultemper,"saidMr。Swancourt,chucklinginundertones。
"Andhewillcomeandseeme,andfindtheauthoressascontemptibleinspeechasshehasbeenimpertinentinmanner。I
doheartilywishIhadneverwrittenawordtohim!"
"Nevermind,"saidMrs。Swancourt,alsolaughinginlowquietjerks;"itwillmakethemeetingsuchacomicalaffair,andaffordsplendidby-playforyourfatherandmyself。TheideaofourrunningourheadsagainstHarryKnightallthetime!Icannotgetoverthat。"
ThevicarhadimmediatelyrememberedthenametobethatofStephenSmith"spreceptorandfriend;buthavingceasedtoconcernhimselfinthematterhemadenoremarktothateffect,consistentlyforbearingtoalludetoanythingwhichcouldrestorerecollectionofthe(tohim)disagreeablemistakewithregardtopoorStephen"slineageandposition。Elfridehadofcourseperceivedthesamething,whichaddedtothecomplicationofrelationshipameshthatherstepmotherknewnothingof。
TheidentificationscarcelyheightenedKnight"sattractionsnow,thoughatwelvemonthagoshewouldonlyhavecaredtoseehimfortheinteresthepossessedasStephen"sfriend。FortunatelyforKnight"sadvent,suchareasonforwelcomehadonlybeguntobeawkwardtoheratatimewhentheinteresthehadacquiredonhisownaccountmadeitnolongernecessary。
Thesecoincidences,incommonwithallrelatingtohim,tendedtokeepElfride"sminduponthestretchconcerningKnight。Aswashercustomwhenuponthehornsofadilemma,shewalkedoffbyherselfamongthelaurelbushes,andthere,standingstillandsplittingupaleafwithoutremovingitfromitsstalk,fetchedbackrecollectionsofStephen"sfrequentwordsinpraiseofhisfriend,andwishedshehadlistenedmoreattentively。Then,stillpullingtheleaf,shewouldblushatsomefanciedmortificationthatwouldaccruetoherfromhiswordswhentheymet,inconsequenceofherintrusiveness,asshenowconsideredit,inwritingtohim。
Thenextdevelopmentofhermeditationswasthesubjectofwhatthisman"spersonalappearancemightbe——washetallorshort,darkorfair,gayorgrim?ShewouldhaveaskedMrs。Swancourtbutfortheriskshemighttherebyincurofsometeasingremarkbeingreturned。UltimatelyElfridewouldsay,"Oh,whataplaguethatrevieweristome!"andturnherfacetowheresheimaginedIndialay,andmurmurtoherself,"Ah,mylittlehusband,whatareyoudoingnow?Letmesee,whereareyou——south,east,where?Behindthathill,eversofarbehind!"
ChapterXVII
"Herwelcome,spokeinfalteringphrase。"
"ThereisHenryKnight,Ideclare!"saidMrs。Swancourtoneday。
TheyweregazingfromthejuttingangleofawildenclosurenotfarfromTheCrags,whichalmostoverhungthevalleyalreadydescribedasleadingupfromtheseaandlittleportofCastleBoterel。Thestonyescarpmentuponwhichtheystoodhadthecontourofaman"sface,anditwascoveredwithfurzeaswithabeard。Peopleinthefieldabovewerepreservedfromanaccidentalrolldowntheseprominencesandhollowsbyahedgeontheverycrest,whichwasdoingthatkindlyserviceforElfrideandhermothernow。
Scramblinghigherintothehedgeandstretchingherneckfurtheroverthefurze,Elfridebeheldtheindividualsignified。Hewaswalkingleisurelyalongthelittlegreenpathatthebottom,besidethestream,asatchelslunguponhislefthip,astoutwalking-stickinhishand,andabrown-hollandsun-hatuponhishead。Thesatchelwaswornandold,andtheouterpolishedsurfaceoftheleatherwascrackedandpeelingoff。
KnighthavingarrivedoverthehillstoCastleBotereluponthetopofacrazyomnibus,preferredtowalktheremainingtwomilesupthevalley,leavinghisluggagetobebroughton。
Behindhimwandered,helter-skelter,aboyofwhomKnighthadbrieflyinquiredthewaytoEndelstow;andbythatnaturallawofphysicswhichcauseslesserbodiestogravitatetowardsthegreater,thisboyhadkeptneartoKnight,andtrottedlikealittledogcloseathisheels,whistlingashewent,withhiseyesfixeduponKnight"sbootsastheyroseandfell。
WhentheyhadreachedapointpreciselyoppositethatinwhichMrs。andMissSwancourtlayinambush,Knightstoppedandturnedround。
"Lookhere,myboy,"hesaid。
Theboypartedhislips,openedhiseyes,andanswerednothing。
"Here"ssixpenceforyou,onconditionthatyoudon"tagaincomewithintwentyyardsofmyheels,allthewayupthevalley。"
Theboy,whoapparentlyhadnotknownhehadbeenlookingatKnight"sheelsatall,tookthesixpencemechanically,andKnightwentonagain,wraptinmeditation。
"Anicevoice,"Elfridethought;"butwhatasingulartemper!"
"Nowwemustgetindoorsbeforeheascendstheslope,"saidMrs。
Swancourtsoftly。Andtheywentacrossbyashortcutoverastile,enteringthelawnbyasidedoor,andsoontothehouse。
Mr。Swancourthadgoneintothevillagewiththecurate,andElfridefelttoonervoustoawaittheirvisitor"sarrivalinthedrawing-roomwithMrs。Swancourt。Sothatwhentheelderladyentered,Elfridemadesomepretenceofperceivinganewvarietyofcrimsongeranium,andlingeredbehindamongtheflowerbeds。
Therewasnothinggainedbythis,afterall,shethought;andafewminutesafterboldlycameintothehousebytheglassside-
door。Shewalkedalongthecorridor,andenteredthedrawing-
room。Nobodywasthere。
Awindowattheangleoftheroomopeneddirectlyintoanoctagonalconservatory,enclosingthecornerofthebuilding。
Fromtheconservatorycamevoicesinconversation——Mrs。
Swancourt"sandthestranger"s。
Shehadexpectedhimtotalkbrilliantly。Tohersurprisehewasaskingquestionsinquitealearner"smanner,onsubjectsconnectedwiththeflowersandshrubsthatshehadknownforyears。Whenafterthelapseofafewminuteshespokeatsomelength,sheconsideredtherewasahardsquaredecisivenessintheshapeofhissentences,asif,unlikeherownandStephen"s,theywerenotthereandthennewlyconstructed,butweredrawnforthfromalargestoreready-made。Theywerenowapproachingthewindowtocomeinagain。
"Thatisaflesh-colouredvariety,"saidMrs。Swancourt。"Butoleanders,thoughtheyaresuchbulkyshrubs,aresoveryeasilywoundedastobeunprunable——giantswiththesensitivenessofyoungladies。Oh,hereisElfride!"
ElfridelookedasguiltyandcrestfallenasLadyTeazleatthedroppingofthescreen。Mrs。Swancourtpresentedhimhalfcomically,andKnightinaminuteortwoplacedhimselfbesidetheyounglady。
AcomplexityofinstinctscheckedElfride"sconventionalsmilesofcomplaisanceandhospitality;and,tomakeherstilllesscomfortable,Mrs。Swancourtimmediatelyafterwardsleftthemtogethertoseekherhusband。Mr。Knight,however,didnotseematallincommodedbyhisfeelings,andhesaidwithlighteasefulness:
"So,MissSwancourt,Ihavemetyouatlast。YouescapedmebyafewminutesonlywhenwewereinLondon。"
"Yes。IfoundthatyouhadseenMrs。Swancourt。"
"Andnowreviewerandreviewedarefacetoface,"headdedunconcernedly。
"Yes:thoughthefactofyourbeingarelationofMrs。Swancourt"stakesofftheedgeofit。Itwasstrangethatyoushouldbeoneofherfamilyallthetime。"Elfridebegantorecoverherselfnow,andtolookintoKnight"sface。"IwasmerelyanxioustoletyouknowmyREALmeaninginwritingthebook——extremelyanxious。"
"Icanquiteunderstandthewish;andIwasgratifiedthatmyremarksshouldhavereachedhome。Theyveryseldomdo,Iamafraid。"
Elfridedrewherselfin。Herehewas,stickingtohisopinionsasfirmlyasiffriendshipandpolitenessdidnotintheleastrequireanimmediaterenunciationofthem。
"Youmademeveryuneasyandsorrybywritingsuchthings!"shemurmured,suddenlydroppingthemerecacueterieofafashionablefirstintroduction,andspeakingwithsomeofthedudgeonofachildtowardsasevereschoolmaster。
"Thatisrathertheobjectofhonestcriticsinsuchacase。Nottocauseunnecessarysorrow,but:"Tomakeyousorryafterapropermanner,thatyemayreceivedamagebyusinnothing,"asapowerfulpenoncewrotetotheGentiles。Areyougoingtowriteanotherromance?"
"Writeanother?"shesaid。"Thatsomebodymaypenacondemnationand"nail"twi"Scripture"again,asyoudonow,Mr。Knight?"
"Youmaydobetternexttime,"hesaidplacidly:"Ithinkyouwill。ButIwouldadviseyoutoconfineyourselftodomesticscenes。"
"Thankyou。Butneveragain!"
"Well,youmayberight。Thatayoungwomanhastakentowritingisnotbyanymeansthebestthingtohearabouther。"
"Whatisthebest?"
"Iprefernottosay。"
"Doyouknow?Then,dotellme,please。"
"Well"——(Knightwasevidentlychanginghismeaning)——"Isupposetohearthatshehasmarried。"
Elfridehesitated。"Andwhatwhenshehasbeenmarried?"shesaidatlast,partlyinordertowithdrawherownpersonfromtheargument。
"Thentohearnomoreabouther。ItisasSmeatonsaidofhislighthouse:hergreatestrealpraise,whenthenoveltyofherinaugurationhaswornoff,isthatnothinghappenstokeepthetalkofheralive。"
"Yes,Isee,"saidElfridesoftlyandthoughtfully。"Butofcourseitisdifferentquitewithmen。Whydon"tyouwritenovels,Mr。Knight?"
"BecauseIcouldn"twriteonethatwouldinterestanybody。"
"Why?"
"Forseveralreasons。Itrequiresajudiciousomissionofyourrealthoughtstomakeanovelpopular,foronething。"
"Isthatreallynecessary?Well,Iamsureyoucouldlearntodothatwithpractice,"saidElfridewithanex-cathedraair,asbecameapersonwhospokefromexperienceintheart。"Youwouldmakeagreatnameforcertain,"shecontinued。
"Somanypeoplemakeanamenowadays,thatitismoredistinguishedtoremaininobscurity。"
"Tellmeseriously——apartfromthesubject——whydon"tyouwriteavolumeinsteadofloosearticles?"sheinsisted。
"Sinceyouarepleasedtomakemetalkofmyself,Iwilltellyouseriously,"saidKnight,notlessamusedatthiscatechismbyhisyoungfriendthanhewasinterestedinherappearance。"AsIhaveimplied,Ihavenotthewish。AndifIhadthewish,Icouldnotnowconcentratesufficiently。Weallhaveonlyouronecruseofenergygivenustomakethebestof。Andwherethatenergyhasbeenleakedawayweekbyweek,quarterbyquarter,asminehasforthelastnineortenyears,thereisnotenoughdammedbackbehindthemillatanygivenperiodtosupplytheforceacompletebookonanysubjectrequires。Thenthereistheself-confidenceandwaitingpower。Wherequickresultshavegrowncustomary,theyarefataltoalivelyfaithinthefuture。"
"Yes,Icomprehend;andsoyouchoosetowriteinfragments?"
"No,Idon"tchoosetodoitinthesenseyoumean;choosingfromawholeworldofprofessions,allpossible。Itwasbytheconstraintofaccidentmerely。NotthatIobjecttotheaccident。"
"Whydon"tyouobject——Imean,whydoyoufeelsoquietaboutthings?"Elfridewashalfafraidtoquestionhimso,butherintensecuriositytoseewhattheinsideofliteraryMr。Knightwaslike,kepthergoingon。
Knightcertainlydidnotmindbeingfrankwithher。Instancesofthistraitinmenwhoarenotwithoutfeeling,butarereticentfromhabit,mayberecalledbyallofus。Whentheyfindalistenerwhocanbynopossibilitymakeuseofthem,rivalthem,orcondemnthem,reservedandevensuspiciousmenoftheworldbecomefrank,keenlyenjoyingtheinnersideoftheirfrankness。
"WhyIdon"tmindtheaccidentalconstraint,"hereplied,"isbecause,inmakingbeginnings,achancelimitationofdirectionisoftenbetterthanabsolutefreedom。"
"Isee——thatis,IshouldifIquiteunderstoodwhatallthosegeneralitiesmean。"
"Why,this:Thatanarbitraryfoundationforone"swork,whichnolengthofthoughtcanalter,leavestheattentionfreetofixitselfontheworkitself,andmakethebestofit。"
"Lateralcompressionforcingaltitude,aswouldbesaidinthattongue,"shesaidmischievously。"AndIsupposewherenolimitexists,asinthecaseofarichmanwithawidetastewhowantstodosomething,itwillbebettertochoosealimitcapriciouslythantohavenone。"
"Yes,"hesaidmeditatively。"Icangoasfarasthat。"
"Well,"resumedElfride,"Ithinkitbetterforaman"snatureifhedoesnothinginparticular。"
"Thereissuchacaseasbeingobligedto。"
"Yes,yes;Iwasspeakingofwhenyouarenotobligedforanyotherreasonthandelightintheprospectoffame。Ihavethoughtmanytimeslatelythatathinwidespreadhappiness,commencingnow,andofapiecewiththedaysofyourlife,ispreferabletoananticipatedheapfarawayinthefuture,andnonenow。"
"Why,that"stheverythingIsaidjustnowasbeingtheprincipleofallephemeraldoerslikemyself。"
"Oh,Iamsorrytohaveparodiedyou,"shesaidwithsomeconfusion。"Yes,ofcourse。Thatiswhatyoumeantaboutnottryingtobefamous。"Andsheadded,withthequicknessofconvictioncharacteristicofhermind:"Thereismuchlittlenessintryingtobegreat。Amanmustthinkagooddealofhimself,andbeconceitedenoughtobelieveinhimself,beforehetriesatall。"
"Butitissoonenoughtosaythereisharminaman"sthinkingagooddealofhimselfwhenitisprovedhehasbeenthinkingwrong,andtoosoonthensometimes。Besides,weshouldnotconcludethatamanwhostrivesearnestlyforsuccessdoessowithastrongsenseofhisownmerit。Hemayseehowlittlesuccesshastodowithmerit,andhismotivemaybehisveryhumility。"
ThismanneroftreatingherratherprovokedElfride。Nosoonerdidsheagreewithhimthanheceasedtoseemtowishit,andtooktheotherside。"Ah,"shethoughtinwardly,"Ishallhavenothingtodowithamanofthiskind,thoughheisourvisitor。"
"Ithinkyouwillfind,"resumedKnight,pursuingtheconversationmoreforthesakeoffinishingoffhisthoughtsonthesubjectthanforengagingherattention,"thatinactuallifeitismerelyamatterofinstinctwithmen——thistryingtopushon。Theyawaketoarecognitionthattheyhave,withoutpremeditation,beguntotryalittle,andtheysaytothemselves,"SinceIhavetriedthusmuch,Iwilltryalittlemore。”Theygoonbecausetheyhavebegun。"
Elfride,inherturn,wasnotparticularlyattendingtohiswordsatthismoment。Shehad,unconsciouslytoherself,awayofseizinganypointintheremarksofaninterlocutorwhichinterestedher,anddwellinguponit,andthinkingthoughtsofherownthereupon,totallyobliviousofallthathemightsayincontinuation。Onsuchoccasionssheartlesslysurveyedthepersonspeaking;andthentherewasatimeforapainter。Hereyesseemedtolookatyou,andpastyou,asyouwerethen,intoyourfuture;andpastyourfutureintoyoureternity——notreadingit,butgazinginanunused,unconsciousway——hermindstillclingingtoitsoriginalthought。
ThisishowshewaslookingatKnight。