第3章
But,nowthatIremember,oneofyouhasalreadybeenthere,andcanshowtheway。Gentlemen,adieu!
Theypaidfortheirwine,andlefttheplace。TheeyesofMonsieurDefargewerestudyinghiswifeatherknittingwhentheelderlygentlemanadvancedfromhiscorner,andbeggedthefavourofaword。
`Willingly,sir,"saidMonsieurDefarge,andquietlysteppedwithhimtothedoor。
Theirconferencewasveryshort,butverydecided。Almostatthefirstword,MonsieurDefargestartedandbecamedeeplyattentive。Ithadnotlastedaminute,whenhenoddedandwentout。Thegentlemanthenbeckonedtotheyounglady,andthey,too,wentout。MadameDefargeknittedwithnimblefingersandsteadyeyebrows,andsawnothing。
Mr。JarvisLorryandMissManette,emergingfromthewine-shopthus,joinedMonsieurDefargeinthedoorwaytowhichhehaddirectedhisothercompanyjustbefore。Itopenedfromastinkinglittleblackcourt-yard,andwasthegeneralpublicentrancetoagreatpileofhouses,inhabitedbyagreatnumberofpeople。Inthegloomytile-pavedentrytothegloomytile-pavedstaircase,MonsieurDefargebentdownononekneetothechildofhisoldmaster,andputherhandtohislips。Itwasagentleaction,butnotatallgentlydone;averyremarkabletransformationhadcomeoverhiminafewseconds。Hehadnogood-humourinhisface,noranyopennessofaspectleft,buthadbecomeasecret,angry,dangerousman。
`Itisveryhigh;itisalittledifficult。Bettertobeginslowly。"
Thus,MonsieurDefarge,inasternvoice,toMr。Lorry,astheybeganascendingthestairs。
`Ishealone?"thelatterwhispered。
`Alone!Godhelphim,whoshouldbewithhim?"saidtheother,inthesamelowvoice。
`Ishe,alwaysalone,then?"
`Yes。
`Ofhisowndesire?"
`Ofhisownnecessity。Ashewas,whenIfirstsawhimaftertheyfoundmeanddemandedtoknowifIwouldtakehim,and,atmyperilbediscreet——hashewasthen,soheisnow。
`Heisgreatlychanged?"
`Changed!"
Thekeeperofthewine-shopstoppedtostrikethewallwithhishand,andmutteratremendouscurse。Nodirectanswercouldhavebeenhalfsoforcible。Mr。Lorry"sspiritsgrewheavierandheavier,asheandhistwocompanionsascendedhigherandhigher。
Suchastaircase,withitsaccessories,intheolderandmorecrowdedpartsofParis,wouldbebadenoughnow;but,atthattime,itwasvileindeedtounaccustomedandunhardenedsenses。Everylittlehabitationwithinthegreatfoulnestofonehighbuilding——thatistosay,theroomorroomswithineverydoorthatopenedonthegeneralstaircase——leftitsownheapofrefuseonitsownlanding,besidesRingingotherrefusefromitsownwindows。Theuncontrollableandhopelessmassofdecompositionsoengendered,wouldhavepollutedtheair,evenifpovertyanddeprivationhadnotloadeditwit!"theirintangibleimpurities;theMobadsourcescombinedmadeitalmostinsupportable。Throughsuchanatmosphere,byasteepdarkshaftofdirtandpoison,thewaylay。Yieldingtohisowndisturbanceofmind,andtohisyoungcompanion"sagitation,whichbecamegreatereveryinstant,Mr。JarvisLorrytwicestoppedtorest。Eachofthesestoppageswasmadeatadolefulgrating,bywhichanylanguishinggoodairsthatwereleftuncorruptedseemedtoescape,andallspoiltandsicklyvapoursseemedtocrawlin。Throughtherustedbars,tastes,ratherthanglimpses,werecaughtofthejumbledneighbourhood;andnothingwithinrange,nearerorlowerthanthesummitsofthetwo-greattowersofNotre-Dame,hadanypromiseonitofhealthylifeorwholesomeaspirations。
Atlast,thetopofthestaircasewasgained,andtheystoppedforthethirdtime。Therewasyetanupperstaircase,ofasteeperinclinationandofcontracteddimensions,tobeascended,beforethegarretstorywasreached。Thekeeperofthewine-shop,alwaysgoingalittleinadvance,andalwaysgoingonthesidewhichMr。Lorrytook,asthoughhedreadedtobeaskedanyquestionbytheyounglady,turnedhimselfabouthere,and,carefullyfeelinginthepocketsofthecoathecarriedoverhisshoulder,tookoutakey。
`Thedoorislockedthen,myfriend?"saidMr。Lorry",surprised。
`Ay。Yes,"wasthegrimreplyofMonsieurDefarge。
`Youthinkitnecessarytokeeptheunfortunategentlemansoretired?"
`Ithinkitnecessarytoturnthekey。"MonsieurDefargewhispereditcloserinhisear,andfrownedheavily。
`Why?"
`Why!Becausehehaslivedsolong,lockedup,thathewouldbefrightened——rave——tearhimselftopieces——die——cometoIknownotwhatharm-ifhisdoorwasleftopen。"
`Isitpossible?"exclaimedMr。Lorry。
`Isitpossible?"repeatedDefarge,bitterly。`Yes。Andabeautifulworldwelivein,whenitispossible,andwhenmanyothersuchthingsarepossible,andnotonlypossible,butdone——done,seeyou!——underthatskythere,everyday。LonglivetheDevil。Letusgoon。"
Thisdialoguehadbeenheldinsoverylowawhisper,thatnotawordofithadreachedtheyounglady"sears。But,bythistimeshetrembledundersuchstrongemotion,andherfaceexpressedsuchdeepanxiety,and,aboveall,suchdreadandterror,thatMr。Lorryfeltitincumbentonhimtospeakawordortwoofreassurance。
`Courage,dearmiss!Courage!Business!Theworstwillbeoverinamoment;itisbutpassingtheroom-door,andtheworstisover。Then,allthegoodyoubringtohim,alltherelief,allthehappinessyoubringtohim,begin。Letourgoodfriendhere,assistyouonthatside。That"swell,friendDefarge。Come,now。Business,business!"
Theywentupslowlyandsoftly。Thestaircasewasshort,andtheyweresoonatthetop。There,asithadanabruptturninit,theycameallatonceinsightofthreemen,whoseheadswerebentdownclosetogetheratthesideofadoor,andwhowereintentlylookingintotheroomtowhichthedoorbelonged,throughsomechinksorholesinthewall。Onhearingfootstepscloseathand,thesethreeturned,androse,andshowedthemselvestobethethreeofonenamewhohadbeendrinkinginthewine-shop。
`Iforgottheminthesurpriseofyourvisit,"explainedMonsieurDefarge。`Leaveus,goodboys;wehavebusiness"here。"
Thethreeglidedby,andwentsilentlydown。
Thereappearingtobenootherdooronthatfloor,andthekeeperofthewine-shopgoingstraighttothisonewhentheywereleftalone,Mr。Lorryaskedhiminawhisper,withlittleanger:
`DoyoumakeashowofMonsieurManette?"
`Ishowhim,inthewayyouhaveseen,toachosenfew。"
`Isthatwell?"
`Ithinkitiswell。"
`Whoarethefew?Howdoyouchoosethem?"
`Ichoosethemasrealmen,ofmyname——Jacquesismyname——towhomthesightislikelytodogood。EnoughyouareEnglish;thatisanotherthing。Staythere,ifyouplease,alittlemoment。"
Withanadmonitorygesturetokeepthemback,hestooped,andlookedinthroughthecreviceinthewall。Soonraisinghisheadagain,hestrucktwiceorthriceuponthedoor——evidentlywithnootherobjectthantomakeanoisethereWiththesameintention,hedrewthekeyacrossit,threeorfourtimes,beforeheputitclumsilyintothelock,andturneditasheavilyashecould。
Thedoorslowlyopenedinwardunderhishand,andhelookedintotheroomandsaidsomething。Afaintvoiceansweredsomething。Littlemorethanasinglesyllablecouldhavebeenspokenoneitherside。
Helookedbackoverhisshoulder,andbeckonedthemccenter。
Mr。Lorrygothisarmsecurelyroundthedaughterwaist,andheldher;
forhefeltthatshewassinking。
`A——a——a——business,business!"heurged,withamoisturethatwasnotofbusinessshiningonhischeek。`Comeincomein!"
`Iamafraidofit,"sheanswered,shuddering。
`Ofit?What?"
`Imeanofhim。Ofmyfather。"
Renderedinamannerdesperate,byherstateandbythebeckoningoftheirconductor,hedrewoverhisneckthearmthatshookuponhisshoulder,liftedheralittle,andhurriedherintotheroom。Hesetherdownjustwithinthedoorandheldher,clingingtohim。
Defargedrewoutthekey,closedthedoor,lockeditontheinside,tookoutthekeyagain,andhelditinhishand。Allthishedid,methodically,andwithasloudandharshanaccompanimentofnoiseashecouldmake。
Finally,hewalkedacrosstheroomwithameasuredtreadtowherethewindowwas。Hestoppedthere,andfacedround。
Thegarret,builttobeadepositoryforfirewoodandthelike,wasdimanddark:forthewindowofdormershape,wasintruthadoorintheroof,withalittlecraneoveritforthehoistingupofstoresfromthestreet:unglazed,analclosingupthemiddleintwopieces,likeanyotherdoorofFrenchconstruction。Toexcludethecold,onehalfofthindoorwasfastclosed,andtheotherwasopenedbutaverylittleway。Suchascantyportionoflightwasadmittedthroughthesemeans,thatitwasdifficult,onfirstcomingin,toseeanything;andlonghabitalonecouldhaveslowlyformedinanyone,theabilitytodoanyworkrequiringnicetyinsuchobscurity。Yet,workofthatkindwasbeingdoneinthegarret;
for,withhisbacktowardsthedoor,andhisfacetowardsthewindowwherethekeeperofthewine-shopstoodlookingathim,awhite-hairedmansatonalowbench,stoopingforwardandverybusy,makingshoes。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheFirst[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERVITheShoemaker`GOODDAY!"saidMonsieurDefarge,lookingdownathewhiteheadthatbentlowovertheshoemaking。
Itwasraisedforamoment,andaveryfaintvoicerespondedtothesalutation,asifitwereatadistance:
`Goodday!"
`Youarestillhardatwork,Isee?"
Afteralongsilence,theheadwasliftedforanothermoment,andthevoicereplied,`Yes——Iamworking。"Thistime,apairofhaggardeyeshadlookedatthequestioner,beforethefacehaddroppedagain。
Thefaintnessofthevoicewaspitiableanddreadful。Itwasnotthefaintnessofphysicalweakness,thoughconfinementandhardfarenodoubthadtheirpartinit。Itsdeplorablepeculiaritywas,thatitwasthefaintnessofsolitudeanddisuse。Itwaslikethelastfeebleechoofasoundmadelongandlongago。Soentirelyhaditlostthelifeandresonanceofthehumanvoice,thatitaffectedthesenseslikeaoncebeautifulcolourfadedawayintoapoorweakstain。Sosunkenandsuppresseditwas,thatitwaslikeavoiceunder-ground。Soexpressiveitwas,ofahopelessandlostcreature,thatafamishedtraveller,weariedOutbylonelywanderinginawilderness,wouldhaverememberedhomeandfriendsinsuchatonebeforelyingdowntodie。
Someminutesofsilentworkhadpassed:andthehaggardeyeshadlookedupagain:notwithanyinterestorcuriosity,butwithadullmechanicalperception,beforehand,thatthespotwheretheonlyvisitortheywereawareofhadstood,wasnotyetempty。
`Iwant,"saidDefarge,whohadnotremovedhisgazefromtheshoemaker,`toletinalittlemorelighthere。Youcanbearalittlemore?"
Theshoemakerstoppedhiswork;lookedwithavacantairoflistening,atthefloorononesideofhim;thensimilarly,atthefloorontheothersideofhim;then,upwardatthespeaker。
`Whatdidyousay?"
`Youcanbearalittlemorelight?"
`Imustbearit,ifyouletitin。"(Layingthepalestshadowofastressuponthesecondword。)
Theopenedhalf-doorwasopenedalittlefurther,andsecuredatthatangleforthetime。Abroadrayoflightfellintothegarret,andshowedtheworkmanwithanun-finishedshoeuponhislap,pausinginhislabour。Hisfewcommontoolsandvariousscrapsofleatherwereathisfeetandonhisbench。Hehadawhitebeard,raggedlycut,butnotverylong,ahollowface,andexceedinglybrighteyes。Thehollownessandthinnessofhisfacewouldhavecausedthemtolooklarge,underhisyetdarkeyebrowsandhisconfusedwhitehair,thoughtheyhadbeenreallyotherwise;but,theywerenaturallylarge,andlookedun-naturallyso。
Hisyellowragsofshirtlayopenatthethroat,andshowedhisbodytobewitheredandworn。He,andhisoldcanvasfrock,andhisloosestockings,andallhispoortattersofclothes,had,inalongseclusionfromdirectlightandair,fadeddowntosuchadulluniformityofparchment-yellow,thatitwouldhavebeenhardtosaywhichwaswhich。
Hehadputupahandbetweenhiseyesandthelight,andtheverybonesofitseemedtransparent。Sohesat,withasteadfastlyvacantgaze,pausinginhiswork。Heneverlookedatthefigurebeforehim,withoutfirstlookingdownonthissideofhimself,thenonthat,asifhehadlostthehabitofassociatingplacewithsound;heneverspoke,withoutfirstpanderinginthismanner,andforgettingtospeak。
`Areyougoingtofinishthatpairofshoesto-day?"askedDefarge,motioningtoMr。Lorrytocomeforward。
`Whatdidyousay?"
`Doyoumeantofinishthatpairofshoesto-day?"`Ican"tsaythatImeanto。Isupposeso。Idon"tknow。"
But,thequestionremindedhimofhiswork,andhebentoveritagain。
Mr。Lorrycamesilentlyforward,leavingthedaughterbythedoor。
Whenhehadstood,foraminuteortwo,bythesideofDefarge,theshoemakerlookedup。Heshowednosurpriseatseeinganotherfigure,buttheunsteadyfingersofoneofhishandsstrayedtohislipsashelookedatit(hislipsandhisnailswereofthesamepalelead-colour),andthenthehanddroppedtohiswork,andheoncemorebentovertheshoe。Thelookandtheactionhadoccupiedbutaninstant。
`Youhaveavisitor,yousee,"saidMonsieurDefarge。
`Whatdidyousay?"
`Hereisavisitor。"
Theshoemakerlookedupasbefore,butwithoutremovingahandfromhiswork。
`Come!"saidDefarge。`Hereismonsieur,whoknowsawell-madeshoewhenheseesone。Showhimthatshoeyouareworkingat。Takeit,monsieur。"
Mr。Lorrytookitinhishand。
`Tellmonsieurwhatkindofshoeitis,andthemaker"sname。"
Therewasalongerpausethanusual,beforetheshoe-makerreplied:
`Iforgetwhatitwasyouaskedme。Whatdidyousay?"
`Isaid,couldn"tyoudescribethekindofshoe,formonsieur"sinformation?"
`Itisalady"sshoe。Itisayounglady"swalking-shoe。Itisinthepresentmode。Ineversawthemode。Ihavehadapatterninmyhand。"
Heglancedattheshoewithsomelittlepassingtouchofpride。
`Andthemaker"sname?"saidDefarge。
Nowthathehadnoworktohold,helaidtheknucklesoftherighthandinthehollowoftheleft,andthentheknucklesofthelefthandinthehollowoftheright,andthenpassedahandacrosshisbeardedchin,andsooninregularchanges,withoutamoment"sintermission。Thetaskofrecallinghimfromthevacancyintowhichhealwayssankwhenhehadspoken,waslikerecallingsomeveryweakpersonfromaswoon,orendeavouring,inthehopeofsomedisclosure,tostaythespiritofafast-dyingman。
`Didyouaskmeformyname?"
`AssuredlyIdid。"
`OneHundredandFive,NorthTower。"
`Isthatall?"
`OneHundredandFive,NorthTower。"
Withawearysoundthatwasnotasigh,noragroan,hebenttoworkagain,untilthesilencewasagainbroken。
`Youarenotashoemakerbytrade?"saidMr。Lorry,lookingsteadfastlyathim。
HishaggardeyesturnedtoDefargeasifhewouldhavetransferredthequestiontohim:butasnohelpcamefromthatquarter,theyturnedbackonthequestionerwhentheyhadsoughttheground。
`Iamnotashoemakerbytrade?No,Iwasnotashoe-makerbytrade。I——Ilearn"tithere。Itaughtmyself。Iaskedleaveto——"
Helapsedaway,evenforminutes,ringingthosemeasuredchangesonhishandsthewholetime。Hiseyescameslowlyback,atlast,tothefacefromwhichtheyhadwandered;whentheyrestedonit,hestarted,andresumed,inthemannerofasleeperthatmomentawake,revertingtoasubjectoflastnight。
`Iaskedleavetoteachmyself,andIgotitwithmuchdifficultyafteralongwhile,andIhavemadeshoeseversince。"
Asheheldouthishandfortheshoethathadbeentakenfromhim,Mr。Lorrysaid,stilllookingsteadfastlyinhisface:
`MonsieurManette,doyouremembernothingofme?"
Theshoedroppedtotheground,andhesatlookingfixedlyatthequestioner。
`MonsieurManette;"Mr。LorrylaidhishanduponDefarge"sarm;
`doyouremembernothingofthisman?Lookathim。Lookatme。Istherenooldbanker,nooldbusiness,nooldservant,nooldtime,risinginyourmind,MonsieurManette?"
Asthecaptiveofmanyyearssatlookingfixedly,byturns,atMr。LorryandatDefarge,somelongobliteratedmarksofanactivelyintentintelligenceinthemiddleofthefore-head,graduallyforcedthemselvesthroughtheblackmistthathadfallenonhim。Theywereovercloudedagain,theywerefainter,theyweregone;buttheyhadbeenthere。Andsoexactlywastheexpressionrepeatedonthefairyoungfaceofherwhohadcreptalongthewalltoapointwhereshecouldseehim,andwhereshenowstoodlookingathim,withhandswhichatfirsthadbeenonlyraisedinfrightenedcompassion,ifnoteventokeephimoffandshutoutthesightofhim,butwhichwerenowextendingtowardshim,tremblingwitheagernesstolaythespectralfaceuponherwarmyoungbreast,andloveitbacktolifeandhope——soexactlywastheexpressionrepeated(thoughinstrongercharacters)
onherfairyoungface,thatitlookedasthoughithadpassedlikeamovinglight,fromhimtoher。
Darknesshadfallenonhiminitsplace。Helookedatthetwo,lessandlessattentively,andhiseyesingloomyabstractionsoughtthegroundandlookedabouthimintheoldway。Finally,withadeeplongsigh,hetooktheshoeup,andresumedhiswork。
`Haveyourecognisedhim,monsieur?"askedDefargeinawhisper。
`Yes;foramoment。AtfirstIthoughtitquitehope-less,butIhaveunquestionablyseen,forasinglemoment,thefacethatIonceknewsowell。Hush!Letusdrawfurtherback。Hush!"
Shehadmovedfromthewallofthegarret,veryneartothebenchonwhichhesat。Therewassomethingawfulinhisunconsciousnessofthefigurethatcouldhaveputoutitshandandtouchedhimasliestoopedoverhislabour。
Notawordwasspoken,notasoundwasmade。Shestood,likeaspirit,besidehim,andhebentoverhiswork。
Ithappened,atlength,thathehadoccasiontochangetheinstrumentinhishand,forhisshoemaker"sknife。Itlayonthatsideofhimwhichwasnotthesideonwhichshestood。Hehadtakenitup,andwasstoopingtoworkagain,whenhiseyescaughttheskirtofherdress。Heraisedthem,andsawherface。Thetwospectatorsstartedforward,hutshestayedthemwithamotionofherhand。Shehadnofearofhisstrikingatherwiththeknife,thoughtheyhad。
Hestaredatherwithafearfullook,andafterawhilehislipsbegantoformsomewords,thoughnosoundproceededfromthem。Bydegrees,inthepausesofhisquickandlabouredbreathing,hewasheardtosay:
`Whatisthis?"
Withthetearsstreamingdownherface,sheputhertwohandstoherlips,andkissedthemtohim;thenclaspedthemonherbreast,asifshelaidhisruinedheadthere。
`Youarenotthegaoler"sdaughter?"
Shesighed`No。"
`Whoareyou?"
Notyettrustingthetonesofhervoice,shesatdownonthebenchbesidehim。Herecoiled,butshelaidherhanduponhisarm。Astrangethrillstruckhimwhenshedidso,andvisiblypassedoverhisframe;helaidtheknifedownsoftly,ashesatstaringather。
Hergoldenhair,whichsheworeinlongcurls,hadbeenhurriedlypushedaside,andfelldownoverherneck。Advancinghishandbylittleandlittle,hetookitupandlookedatit。Inthemidstoftheactionhewentastray,and,withanotherdeepsigh,felltoworkathisshoemaking。
Butnotforlong。Releasinghisarm,shelaidherhanduponhisshoulder。Afterlookingdoubtfullyatit,twoorthreetimes,asiftobesurethatitwasreallythere,helaiddownhiswork,puthishandtohisneck,andtookoffablackenedstringwithascrapoffoldedragattachedtoit。Heopenedthis,carefully,onhisknee,anditcontainedaverylittlequantityofhair:notmorethanoneortwolonggoldenhairs,whichhehad,insomeoldday,woundonuponhisfinger。
Hetookherhairintohishandagain,andlookedcloselyatit。
`Itisthesame。Howcanitbe!Whenwasit!Howwasit!"
Astheconcentratingexpressionreturnedtohisforehead,heseemedtobecomeconsciousthatitwasinherstoo。Heturnedherfulltothelight,andlookedather。
`Shehadlaidherheaduponmyshoulder,thatnightwhenIwassummonedout——shehadafearofmygoing,thoughIhadnone——andwhenI
wasbroughttotheNorthTowertheyfoundtheseuponmysleeve。"Youwillleavemethem?Theycanneverhelpmetoescapeinthebody,thoughtheymayinthespirit。"ThosewerethewordsIsaid。Irememberthemverywell。"
Heformedthisspeechwithhislipsmanytimesbeforehecouldutterit。Butwhenhedidfindspokenwordsforit,theycametohimcoherently,thoughslowly。
`Howwasthis?——Wasityou?"
Oncemore,thetwospectatorsstarted,asheturneduponherwithafrightfulsuddenness。Butshesatperfectlystillinhisgrasp,andonlysaid,inalowvoice,`Ientreatyou,goodgentlemen,donotcomenearus,donotspeak,donotmove!"
`Hark!"heexclaimed。`Whosevoicewasthat?"
Hishandsreleasedherasheutteredthiscry,andwentuptohiswhitehair,whichtheytoreinafrenzy。Itdiedout,aseverythingbuthisshoemakingdiddieoutofhim,andherefoldedhislittlepacketandtriedtosecureitinhisbreast;buthestilllookedather,andgloomilyshookhishead。
`No,no,no;youaretooyoung,tooblooming。Itcan"tbe。Seewhattheprisoneris。Thesearenotthehandssheknew,thisisnotthefacesheknew,thisisnotavoicesheeverheard。No,no。Shewas——andHewas——beforetheslowyearsoftheNorthTower——agesago。Whatisyourname,mygentleangel?"
Hailinghissoftenedtoneandmanner,hisdaughterfelluponherkneesbeforehim,withherappealinghandsuponhisbreast。
`O,sir,atanothertimeyoushallknowmyname,andwhomymotherwas,andwhomyfather,andhowIneverknewtheirhard,hardhistory。
ButIcannottellyouatthistime,andIcannottellyouhere。AllthatImaytellyou,hereandnow,is,thatIpraytoyoutotouchmeandtoblessme。Kissme,kissme!Omydear,mydear!"
Hiscoldwhiteheadmingledwithherradianthair,whichwarmedandlighteditasthoughitwerethelightofFreedomshiningonhim。
`Ifyouhearinmyvoice——Idon"tknowthatitisso,butIhopeitis——ifyouhearinmyvoiceanyresemblancetoavoicethatoncewassweetmusicinyourears,weepforit,weepforit!Ifyoutouch,intouchingmyhair,anythingthatrecallsabelovedheadthatlayonyourbreastwhenyouwereyoungandfree,weepforit,weepforit!If,whenIhinttoyouofaHomethatisbeforeus,whereIwillbetruetoyouwithallmydutyandwithallmyfaithfulservice,IbringbacktheremembranceofaHomelongdesolate,whileyourpoorheartpinedaway,weepforit,weepforit!"
Sheheldhimcloserroundtheneck,androckedhimonherbreastlikeachild。
`If"whenItellyou,dearestdear,thatyouragonyisover,andthatIhavecomeheretotakeyoufromit,andthatwegotoEnglandtobeatpeaceandatrest,Icauseyoutothinkofyourusefullifelaidwaste,andofournativeFrancesowickedtoyou,weepforit,weepforit!Andif"whenIshalltellyouofmyname,andofmyfatherwhoisliving,andofmymotherwhoisdead,youlearnthatIhavetokneeltomyhonouredfather,andimplorehispardonforhavingneverforhissakestrivenalldayandlainawakeandweptallnight,becausetheloveofmypoormotherhidhistorturefromme,weepforit,weepforit!Weepforher,then,andforme!Goodgentlemen,thankGod!Ifeelhissacredtearsuponmyface,andhissobsstrikeagainstmyheart。O,seeThankGodforus,thankGod!"
Hehadsunkinherarms,andhisfacedroppedonherbreast:asightsotouching,yetsoterribleinthetremendouswrongandsufferingwhichhadgonebeforeit,thatthetwobeholderscoveredtheirfaces。
Whenthequietofthegarrethadbeenlongundisturbed,andhisheavingbreastandshakenformhadlongyieldedtothecalmthatmustfollowallstorms——emblemtohumanity,oftherestandsilenceintowhichthestormcalledLifemusthushatlast——theycameforwardtoraisethefatheranddaughterfromtheground。Hehadgraduallydroppedtothefloor,andlaythereinalethargy,wornout。Shehadnestleddownwithhim,thathisheadmightlieuponherarm;andherhairdroopingoverhimcurtainedhimfromthelight。
`If,withoutdisturbinghim,"shesaid,raisingherhandtoMr。
Lorryashestoopedoverthem,afterrepeatedblowingsofhisnose,`allcouldbearrangedforourleavingParisatonce,sothat,fromtheverydoor,hecouldbetakenaway——"
`But,consider。Ishefitforthejourney?"askedMr。Lorry。
`Morefitforthat,Ithink,thantoremaininthiscity,sodreadfultohim。"
`Itistrue,"saidDefarge,whowaskneelingtolookonandhear。
`Morethanthat;MonsieurManetteis,forallreasons,bestoutofFrance。
Say,shallIhireacarriageandpost-horses?"
`That"sbusiness,"saidMr。Lorry,resumingontheshortestnoticehismethodicalmanners;`andifbusinessistobedune,Ihadbetterdoit。"
`Thenbesokind,"urgedMissManette,`astoleaveushere。Youseehowcomposedhehasbecome,andyoucannotbeafraidtoleavehimwithmenow。Whyshouldyoube?Ifyouwilllockthedoortosecureusfrominterruption,Idonotdoubtthatyouwillfindhim,whenyoucomeback,asquietasyouleavehim。Inanycase,Iwilltakecareofhimuntilyoureturn,andthenwewillremovehimstraight。"
BothMr。LorryandDefargewereratherdisinclinedtothiscourse,andinfavourofoneofthemremaining。But,astherewerenotonlycarriageandhorsestobeseento,buttravellingpapers;andastimepressed,forthedaywasdrawingtoanend,itcameatlasttotheirhastilydividingthebusinessthatwasnecessarytobedone,andhurryingawaytodoit。
Then,asthedarknessclosedin,thedaughterlaidherheaddownonthehardgroundcloseatthefather"sside,andwatchedhim。Thedarknessdeepenedanddeepened,andtheybothlayquiet,untilalightgleamedthroughthechinksinthewall。
Mr。LorryandMonsieurDefargehadmadeallreadyforthejourney,andhadbroughtwiththem,besidestravellingcloaksandwrappers,breadandmeat,wine,andhotcoffee。MonsieurDefargeputthisprovender,andthelamphecarried,ontheshoemaker"sbench(therewasnothingelseinthegarretbutapalletbed),andheandMr。Lorryrousedthecaptive,andassistedhimtohisfeet。
Nohumanintelligencecouldhavereadthemysteriesofhismind,inthescaredblankwonderofhisface。Whetherheknewwhathadhappened,whetherherecollectedwhattheyhadsaidtohim,whetherheknewthathewasfree,werequestionswhichnosagacitycouldhavesolved。Theytriedspeakingtohim;but,hewassoconfused,andsoveryslowtoanswer,thattheytookfrightathisbewilderment,andagreedforthetimetotamperwithhimnomore。Hehadawild,lostmannerofoccasionallyclaspinghisheadinhishands,thathadnotbeenseeninhimbefore;yet,hehadsomepleasureinthemeresoundofhisdaughter"svoice,andinvariablyturnedtoitwhenshespoke。
Inthesubmissivewayofonelongaccustomedtoobeyundercoercion,heateanddrankwhattheygavehimtoeatanddrink,andputonthecloakandotherwrappings,thattheygavehimtowear。Hereadilyrespondedtohisdaughter"sdrawingherarmthroughhis,andtook——andkept——herhandinbothhisown。
Theybegantodescend;MonsieurDefargegoingfirstwiththelamp,Mr。Lorryclosingthelittleprocession。Theyhadnottraversedmanystepsofthelongmainstaircasewhenhestopped,andstaredattheroofandroundatthewalls。
`Youremembertheplace,myfather?Youremembercominguphere?
`Whatdidyousay?"
But,beforeshecouldrepeatthequestion,hemurmuredananswerasifshehadrepeatedit。
`Remember?No,Idon"tremember。Itwassoverylongago。"
Thathehadnorecollectionwhateverofhishavingbeenbroughtfromhisprisontothathouse,wasapparenttothem。Theyheardhimmutter,`OneHundredandFive,NorthTower;"andwhenhelookedabouthim,itevidentlywasforthestrongfortress-wallswhichhadlongencompassedhim。Ontheirreachingthecourtyardheinstinctivelyalteredhistread,asbeinginexpectationofadrawbridge;andwhentherewasnodrawbridge,andhesawthecarriagewaitingintheopenstreet,hedroppedhisdaughter"shandandclaspedhisheadagain。
Nocrowdwasaboutthedoor;nopeoplewerediscernibleatanyofthemanywindows;notevenachancepasser-bywasinthestreet。Anunnaturalsilenceanddesertionreignedthere。Onlyonesoulhastobeseen,andthatwasMadameDefarge——wholeanedagainstthedoor-post,knitting,andsawnothing。
Theprisonerhadgotintoacoach,andhisdaughterhadfollowedhim,whenMr。Lorry"sfeetwerearrestedonthestepbyhisasking,miserably,forhisshoemakingtoolsandtheunfinishedshoes。MadameDefargeimmediatelycalledtoherhusbandthatshewouldgetthem,andwent,knitting,outofthelamplight,throughthecourt-yard。Shequicklybroughtthemdownandhandedthemin;——andimmediatelyafterwardsleanedagainstthedoor-post,knitting,andsawnothing。
Defargegotuponthebox,andgavetheword`TotheBarrier!"
Thepostilioncrackedhiswhip,andtheyclatteredawayundertheFeebleoverswinginglamps。
Undertheover-swinginglamps——swingingeverbrighterinthebetterstreets,andeverdimmerintheworse——andbylightedshops,gaycrowds,illuminatedcoffee-houses,andtheatre-doors,tooneofthecitygates。
Soldierswithlanterns,attheguard-housethere。`Yourpapers,travellers!"
`Seeherethen,MonsieurtheOfficer,"saidDefarge,gettingdown,andtakinghimgravelyapart,`thesearethepapersofmonsieurinside,withthewhitehead。Theywereconsignedtome,withhim,atthe——"Hedroppedhisvoice,therewasaflutteramongthemilitarylanterns,andoneofthembeinghandedintothecoachbyanarminuniform,theeyesconnectedwiththearmlooked,notanevery-dayoranevery-nightlook,atmonsieurwiththewhitehead。`Itiswell。Forward!"fromtheuniform。`Adieu!"
fromDefarge。Andso,underashortgroveoffeeblerandfeebleroverswinginglamps,outunderthegreatgroveofstars。
Beneaththatarchofunmovedandeternallights;some,soremotefromthislittleearththatthelearnedtellusitisdoubtfulwhethertheirrayshaveevenyetdiscoveredit,asapointinspacewhereanythingissufferedordone:theshadowsofthenightwerebroadandblack。Allthroughthecoldandrestlessinterval,untildawn,theyoncemorewhisperedintheearsofMr。JarvisLorry——sittingoppositetheburiedmanwhohadbeendugout,andwonderingwhatsubtlepowerswereforeverlosttohim,andwhatwerecapableofrestoration——theoldinquiry:
`Ihopeyoucaretoberecalledtolife?"
Andtheoldanswer:
`Ican"tsay。"
THEENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]BOOKTHESECONDTHEGOLDENTHREADCHAPTERIFiveYearsLaterTELLSON"SBankbyTempleBarwasanold-fashionedplace,evenintheyearonethousandsevenhundredandeighty。Itwasverysmall,verydark,veryugly,veryincommodious。Itwasanold-fashionedplace,moreover,inthemoralattributethatthepartnersintheHousewereproudofitssmallness,proudofitsdarkness,proudofitsugliness,proudofitsincommodiousness。
Theywereevenboastfulofitseminenceinthoseparticulars,andwerefiredbyanempressconvictionthat,ifitwerelessobjectionable,itwouldbelessrespectable。Thiswasnopassivebelief,butanactiveweaponwhichtheyflashedatmoreconvenientplacesofbusiness。Tellson"s(theysaid)wantednoelbow-room,Tellson"swantednolight,Tellson"swantednoembellishment。NoakesandCo。"smight,orSnooksBrothers"might;butTellson"s,thankHeaven!——
AnyoneofthesepartnerswouldhavedisinheritedhissononthequestionofrebuildingTellson"s。InthisrespecttheHousewasmuchonaparwiththeCountry;whichdidveryoftendisinherititssonsforsuggestingimprovementsinlawsandcustomsthathadlongbeenhighlyobjectionable,butwereonlythemorerespectable。
Thusithadcometopass,thatTellson"swasthetriumphantperfectionofinconvenience。Afterburstingopenadoorofidioticobstinacywithaweakrattleinitsthroat,youfellintoTellson"sdowntwosteps,andcametoyoursensesinamiser-ablelittleshop,withtwolittlecounters,wheretheoldestofmenmadeyourchequeshakeasifthewindrustledit,whiletheyexaminedthesignaturebythedingiestofwindows,whichwerealwaysunderashower-bathofmudfromFleet-street,andwhichweremadethedingierbytheirownironbarsproper,andtheheavyshadowofTempleBar。Ifyourbusinessnecessitatedyourseeing`theHouse,"youwereputintoaspeciesofCondemnedHoldattheback,whereyoumeditatedonamisspentlife,untiltheHousecamewithitshandsinitspockets,andyoucouldhardlyblinkatitinthedismaltwilight。Yourmoneycameoutof"orwentinto,wormyoldwoodendrawers,particlesofwhichflewupyournoseanddownyourthroatwhentheywereopenedandshut。Yourbank-noteshadamustyodour,asiftheywerefastdecomposingintoragsagain。Yourplatewasstowedawayamongtheneighbouringcesspools,andevilcommunicationscorrupteditsgoodpolishinadayortwo。Yourdeedsgotintoextemporisedstrong-roomsmadeofkitchensandsculleries,andfrettedallthefatoutoftheirparchmentsintothebankinghouseair。Yourlighterboxesoffamilypaperswentup-stairsintoaBarmecideroom,thatalwayshadagreatdining-tableinitandneverhadadinner,andwhere,evenintheyearonethousandsevenhundredandeighty,thefirstletterswrittentoyoubyyouroldlove,orbyyourlittlechildren,werebutnewlyreleasedfromthehorrorofbeingogledthroughthewindows,bytheheadsexposedonTempleBarwithaninsensatebrutalityandferocityworthyofAbyssiniaorAshantee。
Butindeed,atthattime,puttingtodeathwasarecipemuchinvoguewithalltradesandprofessions,andnotleastofallwithTellson"s。
DeathisNature"sremedyforallthings,andwhynotLegislation"s?Accordingly,theforgerwasputtodeath;theuttererofabadnotewasputtoDeath;
theunlawfulopenerofaletterwasputtoDeath;thepurloineroffortyshillingsandsixpencewasputtoDeath;theholderofahorseatTellson"sdoor,whomadeoffwithit,wasputtoDeath;thecoinerofabadshillingwasputtoDeath;thesoundersofthree-fourthsofthenotesinthewholegamutofGrime,wereputtoDeath。Notthatitdidtheleastgoodinthewayofprevention——itmightalmosthavebeenworthremarkingthatthefactwasexactlythereverse——but,itclearedoff(astothisworld)thetroubleofeachparticularcase,andleftnothingelseconnectedwithittobelookedafter。Thus,Tellson"s,initsday,likegreaterplacesofbusiness,itscontemporaries,hadtakensomanylives,that,iftheheadslaidlowbeforeithadbeenrangedonTempleBarinsteadofbeingprivatelydisposedof"theywouldprobablyhaveexcludedwhatlittlelightthegroundfloorhad,inarathersignificantmanner。
CrampedinallkindsofdimcupboardsandhutchesatTellson"s,theoldestofmencarriedonthebusinessgravely。
WhentheytookayoungmanintoTellson"sLondonhouse,theyhidhimsomewheretillhewasold。Theykepthiminadarkplace,likeacheese,untilhehadthefullTellsonflavourandblue-moulduponhim。Thenonlywashepermittedtobeseen,spectacularlyporingoverlargebooks,andcastinghisbreechesandgaitersintothegeneralweightoftheestablishment。