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A Woman-Hater
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第8章

"Well,"saidVizard,"youmustadmititishardheshouldlosehisownmoney。AndyetIownIammostanxioustogethimawayfromthisplace。

Indeed,Ihaveaproject;Iwanthimtorusticateafewmonthsatourplace,whileIsetmylawyertolookintohisaffairsandseeifhisestatecannotbecleared。I"llbeboundthefarmsareunderlet。WhatdoestheAdmirableCrichtonknowaboutsuchtrifles?"

FannylookedatZoe,whosecolorwasrisinghighatallthis。"Well!"

saidshe,"whenyougentlemenfallinlove_witheachother,_youcertainlyarefaithfulcreatures。"

"Becausewecancountonfidelityinreturn,"saidVizard。Hethoughtalittle,andsaid,"Well,astotheotherthing——youleaveittome。Letusunderstandoneanother。Nothingwesawatthegambling-tableistobementionedbyus。"

"No。"

"CrichtonistobetakentoEnglandforhisgood。"

"Yes。"

"AndIamtobegratefultoyouforyourco-operationinthis。"

"Youcan,ifyoulike。"

"Andyouwillsecureanagreeablecompanionfortherestofthetour,eh?——mydiplomaticcousinandmysilentsister。"

"Yes;butitistoobadofyoutoseethroughapoorgirl,andherlittlegame,likethat。Iownheisacharmingcompanion。"

Fanny"scunningeyestwinkled,andZoeblushedcrimsontoseehernoblebrothermanipulatedbythisartfulminxandthenflatteredforhisperspicacity。

Fromthatmomentarevulsiontookplaceinhermind,andpridefoughtfuriouslywithlove——foratime。

ThiswassoonmadeapparenttoFannyDover。Whentheyretired,Zoelookedverygloomy;soFannyasked,rathersharply,"Well,whatisthematternow?Didn"tIdoitcleverly?"

"Yes,yes,toocleverly。Oh,Fanny,Ibegintorevoltagainstmyself。"

"Thisisnice!"saidFanny。"Goon,dear。ItisjustwhatIoughttohaveexpected。Youwerethere。Youhadonlytointerfere。Youdidn"t。Andnowyouarediscontented。"

"Notwithyou。Spareme。Youarenottoblame,andIamveryunhappy。I

amlosingmyself-respect。Oh,ifthisgoeson,Ishallhatehim!"

"Yes,dear——forfiveminutes,andthenlovehimdouble。Come,don"tdeceiveyourself,anddon"ttormentyourself。Allyourtrouble,weshallleaveitbehindusto-morrow,andeveryhourwilltakeusfurtherfromit。"

Withthispracticalviewofmatters,shekissedZoeandhurriedtobed。

ButZoescarcelyclosedhereyesallnight。

Severnedidnotreachthehoteltillpasteleveno"clock,andwentstraighttohisownroom。

CHAPTERX。

ASHMEADaccompaniedMademoiselleKloskingtoherapartment。Itwaslighted,andtheclothlaidforsupperunderthechandelier,asnow-whiteHamburgdamask。Ashmeadtookthewinningsoutofhispocket,andproudlypiledthegoldandcrumplednotesinoneprodigiousmassuponthelinen,thatshonelikesatin,andmadethegoldlookdoublyinviting。Thenhedrewbackandgloatedonit。TheKlosking,too,stoodandeyedthepileofwealthwithamazementandacertainreverence。"Letmecountit,"saidAshmead。Hedidso,anditcametofourthousandninehundredandeighty-onepounds,Englishmoney。"Andtothink,"saidhe,"ifyouhadtakenmyadviceyouwouldnothaveapennyofthis!"

"I"lltakeyouradvicenow,"saidshe。"Iwillnevergambleagain。"

"Well,takemyadvice,andlockuptheswagbeforeacreatureseesit。

Homburgisfullofthieves。"

Shecomplied,andtookawaythemoneyinanapkin。

Ashmeadcalledafterhertoknowmightheordersupper。

"Ifyouwillbesokind。"

Ashmeadrejoicedatthisunguardedpermission,andorderedasupperthatmadeKarlstare。

TheKloskingreturnedinabouthalfanhour,cladinacrisp_peignoir。_

Ashmeadconfrontedher。"Ihaveorderedabottleofchampagne,"saidhe。

Heranswersurprisedhim。"Youhavedonewell。Wemustnowbegintoprovethetruthoftheoldproverb,"Cequivientdelaflutes"envaautambour。""

AtsupperMr。Ashmeadwasthechiefdrinker,and,byanaturalconsequence,thechiefspeaker:heheldoutbrilliantprospects;hefavoredtheKloskingwithadiscourseonadvertising。Notalentavailedwithoutit;largeposters,pictures,window-cards,etc。;butashertalentwassuperlative,hemustnowendeavortokeepupwithitbyinventioninhisline——thepuffcircumstantial,thepuffpoetic,thepuffanecdotal,thepuffcontroversial,alltendingtoblowthefameoftheKloskingineveryeye,andringitineveryear。"Youtakemyadvice,"

saidhe,"anddevotethismoney,everypennyofit,toPublicity。Don"tyoutouchasingleshinerforanythingthatdoesnotreturnahundredpercent。Publicitydoes,whenthearticleisprime。"

"Youforget,"saidshe,"thismoneydoesnotallbelongtome。Anothercanclaimhalf;thegentlemanwithwhomweareinpartnership。"

Ashmeadlookedliterallyblue。"Nonsense!"saidhe,roughly。"Hecanonlyclaimhisfiftypounds。"

"Nay,myfriend。Itooktwoequalsums:onewashis,onemine。"

"Thathasnothingtodowithit。Hetoldmetobetforhim。Ididn"t;andIshalltakehimbackhisfiftypoundsandsayso。Iknowwheretofindhim。"

"Where?"

"Thatismybusiness。Don"tyougomadnow,andbreakmyheart。"

"Well,myfriend,wewilltalkofittomorrowmorning。Itcertainlyisnotveryclear;andperhaps,afterIhaveprayedandslept,Imayseemoreplainlywhatisright。"

Ashmeadobservedshewaspale,andaskedher,withconcern,ifshewasill。

"No,notill,"saidshe,"butwornout。Myfriend,Iknewnotatthetimehowgreatwasmyexcitement;butnowIamconsciousthatthisafternoonI

havelivedaweek。Myverykneesgivewayunderme。"

Uponthisadmission,Ashmeadhurriedhertobed。

Shesleptsoundlyforsomehours;but,havingonceawakened,shefellintoahalf-sleeplessstate,andwasfullofdreamsandfancies。Thesepreyedonherso,thatsheroseanddispatchedaservanttoAshmead,withalineinpencilbegginghimtotakeanearlybreakfastwithher,atnineo"clock。

Assoonaseverhecameshebeganuponthetopicoflastnight。Shehadthoughtitover,andsaid,frankly,shewasnotwithouthopesthegentleman,ifhewasreallyagentleman,mightbecontentedwithsomethinglessthanhalf。Butshereallydidnotseehowshecouldrefusehimsomeshareofherwinnings,shouldhedemandit。"Thinkofit,"saidshe。"Thepoormanloses——fourhundredpounds,Ithinkyousaid。Thenhesays,"Betyouforme,"andgoesaway,trustingtoyourhonor。Hisluckchangesinmyhands。Ishetoloseallwhenheloses,andwinnothingwhenhewins,merelybecauseIamsofortunateastowinmuch?However,weshallhearwhat_he_says。Yougavehimyouraddress。"

"IsaidIwasat"TheGoldenStar,""growledAshmead,inatonethatplainlyshowedhewasvexedwithhimselfforbeingsocommunicative。

"Thenhewillpayusavisitassoonashehears:soIneedgivemyselfnofurthertrouble。"

"Whyshouldyou?Waittillhecomes,"saidcraftyAshmead。

InaKloskingcolored。Shefeltherfriendwastemptingher,andfeltshewasnotquitebeyondthepoweroftemptation。

"Whatwashelike?"saidshe,toturntheconversation。

"ThehandsomestyoungfellowIeversaw。"

"Young,ofcourse?"

"Yes,quiteaboy。Atleast,helookedaboy。Tobesure,histalkwasnotlikeaboy"s;veryprecocious,Ishouldsay。"

"Whatapity,tobegingamblingsoyoung!"

"Oh,heisallright。Ifheloseseveryfarthingofhisown,hewillmarrymoney。Anywomanwouldhavehim。Youneversawsuchacurleddarling。"

"Darkorfair?"

"Fair。Pink-and-white,likeagirl;ahandlikealady。"

"Indeed。Fineeyes?"

"Splendid!"

"Whatcolor?"

"Idon"tknow。Lordblessyou,amandoesnotexamineanotherman"seyes,likeyouladies。However,nowIthinkofit,therewasonecuriousthingIshouldknowhimbyanywhere。"

"Andwhatwasthat?"

"Well,yousee,hishairwasbrown;butjustabovetheforeheadhehadgotonelockthatwaslikeyourown——golditself。"

Whilehesaidthis,theKlosking"sfaceunderwentthemostrapidandstrikingchanges,andatlastshesatlookingathimwildly。

Itwassometimebeforehenoticedher,andthenhewasquitealarmedatherstrangeexpression。"Whatisthematter?"saidhe。"Areyouill?"

"No,no,no。Onlyalittle——astonished。Suchathingasthatisveryrare。"

"Thatitis。Ineversawacasebefore。"

"Notone,inallyourlife?"askedshe,eagerly。

"Well,no;notthatIremember。"

"Excusemeaminute,"saidInaKlosking,andwenthurriedlyfromtheroom。

Ashmeadthoughthermannerverystrange,butconcludedshewasalittleunhingedbyyesterday"sexcitement。Moreover,therefacedhimanomeletofenormoussize,andsavory。Hethoughtthisworthytodivideaman"sattentionevenwiththegreatcreature"stantrums。Hedevotedhimselftoit,anditoccupiedhimsoagreeablythathedidnotobservetheconductofMademoiselleKloskingonherreturn。Sheplacedthreephotographssoftlyonthetable,notveryfarfromhim,andthenresumedherseat;

buthereyeneverlefthim:andshegavemonosyllabicandalmostimpatientrepliestoeverythinghemumbledwithhismouthfullofomelet。

Whenhehaddonehisomelet,henoticedthephotographs。Theywereallcolored。Hetookoneup。Itwasanelderlywoman,sweet,venerable,andfair-haired。HelookedatIna,andatthephotograph,andsaid,"Thisisyourmother。"

"Itis。"

"Itisangelic——asmightbeexpected。"

Hetookupanother。

"Thisisyourbrother,Isuppose。Stop。Haloo!——whatisthis?Aremyeyesmakingafoolofme?"

Heheldoutthephotographatarm"slength,andstaredfromittoher。

"Why,madam,"saidhe,inanawestruckvoice,"thisisthegentleman——theplayer——I"dsweartohim。"

Inastartedfromherseatwhilehespoke。"Ah!"shecried,"Ithoughtso——myEdward!"andsatdown,tremblingviolently。

Ashmeadrantoher,andsprinkledwaterinherface,forsheseemedreadytofaint:butshemurmured,"No,no!"andsoonthecolorrushedintoherface,andsheclaspedherhandstogether,andcried,"Ihavefoundhim!"

andsoonthestormofvaryingemotionsendedintearsthatgaveherrelief。

Itwasalongtimebeforeshespoke;butwhenshedid,herspiritandhernaturalstrengthofcharactertooktheupperhand。

"Whereishe?"saidshe,firmly。

"Hetoldmehewasatthe"Russie。""

"Wewillgothereatonce。Whenisthenexttrain?"

Ashmeadlookedathiswatch。"Intenminutes。Wecanhardlydoit。"

"Yes,wecan。Orderacarriagethisinstant。Iwillbereadyinoneminute。"

Theycaughtthetrain,andstarted。

Astheyglidedalong,Ashmeadbeggedhernottoacttoohurriedly,andexposeherselftoinsult。

"Whowilldareinsultme?"

"Nobody,Ihope。Still,Icannotbearyoutogointoastrangehotelhuntingthisman。Itismonstrous;butIamafraidyouwillnotbewelcome。Somethinghasjustoccurredtome;thereasonheranoffsosuddenlywas,hesawyoucoming。Therewasamirroropposite。Ah,weneednothavefearedhewouldcomebackforhiswinnings。Idiot——villain!"

"Youstabmetotheheart,"saidIna。"Heranawayatsightofme?Ah,Jesu,pityme!WhathaveIdonetohim?"

HonestAshmeadhadmuchadonottoblubberatthispatientcryofanguish,thoughthewomanherselfshednotearjustthen。Buthisjudgmentwasundimmedbypassion,andhegaveherthebenefit。"Takemyadvice,"saidhe,"andworkitthisway。ComeinaclosecarriagetothesidestreetthatisnearesttheRussie。I"llgointothehotelandaskforhimbyhisname——whatishisname?"

"Mr。EdwardSeverne。"

"AndsaythatIwasafraidtostakehismoney,butafriendofmine,thatisaboldplayer,undertookit,andhadagreatrunofluck。"Thereismoneyowingyou,"saysI,"andmyfriendhasbroughtit。"Thenheissuretocome。Youwillhaveyourveildown,I"llopenthecarriage-door,andtellhimtojumpin,and,whenyouhavegothimyoumustmakehimhearreason。I"llgiveyouagoodchance——I"llshutthecarriage-door。"

Inasmiledathisingenuity——herfirstsmilethatday。"Youareindeedafriend,"saidshe。"Hefearsreproaches,but,whenhefindsheiswelcome,hewillstaywithme;andheshallhavemoneytoplaywith,andamusehimselfhowhelikes。Ikepttootightareinonhim,poorfellow!

Mygoodmothertaughtmeprudence。"

"Yes,but,"saidAshmead,"youmustpromisemeonething:nottolethimknowhowmuchmoneyyouhavewon,andnottogo,likeagoose,andgivehimalotatonce。Itneverpaystopartwithpowerinthiswickedworld。

Yougivehimtwentypoundsadaytoplaywithwheneverheiscleanedout。

Thenthemoneywilllastyourtime,andhewillneverleaveyou。"

"Oh,howcold-heartedandwiseyouare!"saidshe。"Butsuchahumiliatingpositionfor_him!"_

"Don"tyoubesilly。Youwon"tkeephimanyotherway。"

"IwillbeaswiseasIcan,"sighedIna。"Ihavehadabitterlesson。

Onlybringhimtome,andthen,whoknows?Iamachange:mylovemayrevivehis,andnoneofthesepitiableprecautionsmaybeneeded。Theywouldlowerusboth。"

Ashmeadgroanedaloud。"Isee,"saidhe。"He"llsooncleanyouout。Ah,well!hecan"trobyouofyourvoice,andhecan"trobyouofyourAshmead。"

TheysoonreachedFrankfort。Ashmeadputherintoacarriageasagreed,andwenttotheRussie。

Inasat,withherveildown,inthecarriage,andwaitedAshmead"sreturnwithSeverne。Hewasalongtimecoming。Shebegantodoubt,andthentofear,andwonderwhyhewassolong。

Atlasthecameinsight。

Hewasalone。

Ashedrewnearershesawhisfacewasthoroughlydowncast。

"Mydearfriend,"hefaltered,"youareoutofluckto-day。"

"Hewillnotcomewithyou?"

"Oh,hewouldcomefastenough,ifhewasthere;butheisgone。"

"Gone!ToHomburg?"

"No。Unfortunately,heisgonetoEngland。Wentoff,bythefasttrain,anhourago。"

Inafellbackinsilence,justasifshehadbeenstruckintheface。

"HeistravelingwithanEnglishfamily,andtheyhavegonestraighthome。Herearetheirnames。Ilookedinthevisitors"book,andtalkedtotheservant,andall。Mr。Vizard,MissVizard——"

"Vizard?"

"Yes——MissMaitland,MissDover。See,Iwrotethemalldown。"

"Oh,Iamunfortunate!WhywasIeverborn?"

"Don"tsaythat,don"tsaythat。Itisannoying:butweshallbeabletotracehimnow;and,besides,Iseeotherwaysofgettingholdofhim。"

Inabrokeinuponhistalk。"Takemetothenearestchurch,"shecried。

"Man"swordsarevain。Ah,Jesu,letmecrytothee!"

Hetookhertothenearestchurch。Shewentin,andprayedforfulltwohours。Shecameout,paleandlistless,andAshmeadgotherhomehowhecould。Herverybodyseemedallcrushedandlimp。Ashmeadlefther,sadathearthimself。

SolongasshewasinsightAshmeadcouldthinkonlyofhermisery:butthemomentshewasoutofsight,herememberedthetheater。ShewasannouncedforRosinathatverynight。Hesawtroubleofallsortsbeforehim。Herantothetheater,ingreatalarm,andtoldthemanagershehadbeentakenveryill。Hemustchangethebill。

"Impossible!"wasthereply。"Ifshecan"tsing,Iclose。"

Ashmeadwentbackto"TheStar。"

Inawasinherbedroom。

Hesentinaline,"Canyousingtonight?Ifnothesayshemustclose。"

Thereplycamebackinratheratremblinghand。"Isuffertoomuchbyfalsehoodtobreakfaithmyself。Ishallpraytillnight:andthenI

shallsing。IfIdieonthestage,allthebetterforme。"

Wasnotthisagreatsoul?

CHAPTERXI。

THATsamemorningourEnglishpartysnatchedahastybreakfastintravelingattire。Severnewasnotthere;butsentwordtoVizardheshouldbethereintime。

Thisfilledthecup。Zoe"swoundedpridehadbeenrisinghigherandhigherallthenight,andshecamedownratherpale,frombrokenrest,andsternlyresolved。ShehadafewseriouswordswithFanny,andsketchedheroutalittlemapofconduct,whichshowedthatshehadthoughtthematterwellover。

Butherplanbidfairtobederanged:Severnewasnotatthestation:

thencameachange。Zoewasrestless,andcastanxiousglances。

Butatthesecondbellhedartedintothecarriage,asifhehadjustdispatchedsomewonderfulbusinesstogetthereintime。Whilethetrainwasstarting,hebusiedhimselfinarranginghisthings;but,oncestarted,heputonhissunnylookandpreparedtobe,asusual,thelifeandsouloftheparty。

But,foronce,hemetafrost。Zoewaswrappedinimpenetrable_hauteur,_

andFannyinpoliteindifference。Neverwaslossoffavormoreablymarkedwithouttheleastill-breeding,andnogoodhandlegiventoseekanexplanation。

Nodoubtastraightforwardman,withjusticeonhisside,wouldhaveaskedthemplumplywhetherhehadbeensounfortunateastooffend,andhow;andthiswaswhatZoesecretlywished,howevershemightseemtorepelit。ButSevernewastoocraftyforthat。Hehadlearnedtheartofwaiting。

Afterafeweffortsatconversationandsmoothrebuffs,heputonasurprised,mortified,andsorrowfulair,andawaitedtheattack,whichhefeltwouldcomesoonorlate。

Thisskillfulinertiabaffledthefair,inaman;inawoman,theymighthaveexpectedit;and,afterafewhours,Zoe"spatiencebegantowearout。

Thetrainstoppedfortwentyminutes,and,evenwhiletheyweresnatchingalittlerefreshment,thedarklocksandtheblondecameveryclosetogether;andZoe,exasperatedbyherownwoundedprideandthesullentorporofherlover,gaveFannyfreshinstructions,whichnobodywasbetterqualifiedtocarryoutthanthatyounglady,asnobodywasbetterabletobafflefemalestrategythanthegentleman。

Thistime,however,theladieshadcertainadvantages,tobalancehissubtletyandhishabitofstatinganything,trueorfalse,thatsuitedhisimmediatepurpose。

Theyopenedverycat-like。Fannyaffectedtobeoutgrowingherill-humor,andvolunteeredacivilwordortwotoSeverne。ThereuponZoeturnedsharplyawayfromFanny,asifshedisapprovedherconduct,andtookabook。Thiswasprettysly,anddone,Isuppose,toremoveallideaofconcertbetweenthefairassailants;whereasitwasasecretsignalfortheconcerttocomeintooperation,itbeingFanny"sparttoplayuponSeverne,andZoe"stowatch,fromhercorner,everylineamentofhisfaceunderfire。

"By-the-way,Mr。Severne,"saidFanny,aproposofachurchonahilltheywereadmiring,"didyougetyourwinnings?"

"Mywinnings!Youaresarcastical。"

"AmI?ReallyIdidnotintendtobe。"

"No,no;forgiveme;butthatdidseemalittlecruel。MissDover,Iwasaheavyloser。"

"Notwhilewewerethere。Theladyandgentlemanwhoplayedwithyourmoneywon,oh,suchadeal!"

"Thedeviltheydid!"

"Yes。Didyounotstaybehind,lastnight,togetit?WeneversawyouattheRussie。"

"Iwasveryill。"

"Bleedingatthenose?"

"No。Thatalwaysrelievesmewhenitcomes。Iamsubjecttofaintingfits:onceIlayinsensiblesolongtheyweregoingtoburyme。Now,dopraytellmewhatmakesyoufancyanybodywonalotwithmymoney。"

"Well,Iwill。Youknowyouleftfiftypoundsforafriendtobetwith。"

Severnestared;butwastooeagerforinformationtoquestionherhowsheknewthis。"Yes,Idid,"saidhe。

"Andyoureallydon"tknowwhatfollowed?"

"Goodheavens!howcanI?"

"Well,then,asyouranout——tofaint,MademoiselleKloskingcamein,justasshedidattheopera,youknow,thetimebefore,whenyouranout——tobleed。Sheslippedintoyourchair,theverymomentyouleftit;

andyourfriendwiththeflamingneck-tietoldheryouhadsethimtobetwithyourmoney。By-the-by,Mr。Severne,howonearthdoyouandMademoiselleKlosking,whohavebothsomuchtasteindress,cometohaveamutualfriend,vulgarityinperson,withavelveteencoatandanimpossibleneck-tie?"

"Whatareyoutalkingabout,MissDover?IdojustknowMademoiselleKlosking;ImetherinsocietyinVienna,twoyearsago:butthatcadI

commissionedtobetformeIneversawbeforeinmylife。Youarekeepingmeontenter-hooks。Mymoney——mymoney——mymoney!Ifyouhaveaheartinyourbosom,tellmewhatbecameofmymoney。"

Hewasviolent,forthefirsttimesincetheyhadknownhim,andhiseyesflashedfire。

"Well,"saidFanny,beginningtobepuzzledandratherfrightened,"thisman,whoyou_say_wasanewacquaintance——"

"WhomI_say?_DoyoumeantotellmeIamaliar?"Hefumbledeagerlyinhisbreast-pocket,andproducedacard。"There,"saidhe,"thisisthecardhegaveme,"Mr。JosephAshmead。"Now,maythistraindashoverthenextviaduct,andtakeyouandMissVizardtoheaven,andmetohell,ifIeversawMr。JosephAshmead"sfacebefore。THEMONEY!——THEMONEY!"

Heutteredthisfuriously,and,itisacuriousfact;butZoeturnedred,andFannypale。ItwasreallyinquiteacowedvoiceMissDoverwentontosay,"La!don"tflyoutlikethat。Well,then,themanrefusedtobetwithyourmoney;sothenMademoiselleKloskingsaidshewould;andsheplayed——oh,howshedidplay!Shedoubled,anddoubled,anddoubled,hundredsuponhundreds。Shemadeamountainofgoldandapyramidofbank-notes;andsheneverstoppedtillshebrokethebank——there!"

"Withmymoney?"gaspedSeverne。

"Yes;withyourmoney。Yourfriendwiththeloudtiepocketedit;Ibegyourpardon,notyourfriend——onlyhers。Harringtonsaysheisher_cherami。"_

"Themoneyismine!"heshrieked。"Idon"tcarewhoplayedwithit,itismine。AndthefellowhadtheimpudencetosendmebackmyfiftypoundstotheRussie。"

"What!yougavehimyouraddress?"thiswithaninvoluntaryglanceofsurpriseatZoe。

"Ofcourse。DoyouthinkIleaveamanfiftypoundstoplaywith,anddon"tgivehimmyaddress?Hehaswonthousandswithmymoney,andsentmebackmyfifty,forablind,thethief!"

"Well,reallyitistoobad,"saidFanny。"But,there——I"mafraidyoumustmakethebestofit。Ofcourse,theirsendingbackyourfiftypoundsshowstheymeantokeeptheirwinnings。"

"Youtalklikeawoman,"saidhe;then,grindinghisteeth,andstretchingoutalongmusculararm,hesaid,"I"lltaketheblackguardbythethroatandtearitoutofhim,thoughItearhislifeoutalongwithit。"

AllthistimeZoehadbeenlookingathimwithconcern,andevenwithadmiration。Heseemedmorebeautifulthanever,toher,undertheinfluenceofpassion,andmoreofaman。

"Mr。Severne,"saidshe,"becalm。Fannyhasmisledyou,withoutintendingit。Shedidnothearallthatpassedbetweenthosetwo;Idid。

Thevelveteenandneck-tiemanrefusedtobetwithyourmoney。ItwasMademoiselleKloskingwhobet,andwithherownmoney。Shetooktwenty-fivepoundsofherown,andtwenty-fivepoundsofyours,andwontwoorthreehundredinafewmoments。Surely,asagentleman,youcannotaskaladytodomorethanrepayyouyourtwenty-fivepounds。"

SevernewasalittlecowedbyZoe"sinterference。Hestoodhisground;

butsullenly,insteadofviolently。

"MissVizard,ifIwereweakenoughtotrustaladywithmymoneyatagamblingtable,Ishouldexpectfoulplay;forIneverknewaladyyetwhowouldnotcheat_atcards,_ifshecould。Itrustedmymoneytoatradesmantobetwith。Ifhetakesafemalepartner,thatisnobusinessofmine;heisresponsibleallthesame,andI"llhavemymoney。"

Hejumpedupattheword,andlookedoutatthewindow;heevenfumbledwiththedoor,andtriedtoopenit。

"Youhadbetterjumpout,"saidFanny。

"Andthentheywouldkeepmymoneyforgood。No;"saidhe,"I"llwaitfortheneareststation。"Hesunkbackintohisseat,lookingunutterablethings。

Fannylookedratherruefulatfirst;thenshesaid,spitefully,"Youmustbeverysureofyourinfluencewithyouroldsweetheart。Youforgetshehasgotanothernow——atradesman,too。Hewillsticktothemoney,andmakehersticktoit。Theirsendingthefiftypoundsshowsthat。"

Zoe"seyeswereonhimwithmicroscopicpower,and,withallhisself-command,shesawhimwinceandchangecolor,andgiveothersignsthatthisshafthadtoldinmanyways。

Heshuthiscountenancethenextmoment;butithadopened,andZoewasonfirewithjealousyandsuspicion。

FluctuatingFannyregrettedtheturnthingshadtaken。Shedidnotwanttoloseapleasantmalecompanion,andshefeltsureZoewouldbeunhappy,andcrosstoher,ifhewent。"Surely,Mr。Severne,"shesaid,"youwillnotdesertusandgobackforsosmallachance。Why,weareahundredandfiftymilesfromHomburg,andallthenearertodearoldEngland。There,there——wemustbekindertoyou,andmakeyouforgetthismisfortune。"

Thusspokethetrimmer。Thereplytookherbysurprise。

"AndwhosefaultisitthatIamobligedtogetoutahundredandfiftymilesfromHomburg?Youknewallthis。Youcouldhavegotmeadelayofafewhourstogoandgetmydue。YouknowIamapoorman。Withallyourcleverness,youdon"tknowwhatmademepoor,oryouwouldfeelsomeremorse,perhaps;butyouknowIampoorwhenmostIcouldwishIwererich。Youhaveheardthatoldwomanthereflingmypovertyinmyteeth;

yetyoucouldkeepthisfromme——justtoassistacheatandplayuponthefeelingsofafriend。Now,whatgoodhasthatdoneyou,toinflictmiseryonmeinsport,onamanwhonevergaveyouamoment"spainifhecouldhelpit?"

Fannylookedruefullythiswayandthat,herfacebegantowork,andshelaiddownherarms,ifaladycanbesaidtodothatwholaysdownastrongweaponandtakesupastronger;inotherwords,sheburstoutcrying,andsaidnomore。Yousee,shewaspoorherself。

Severnetooknonoticeofher;hewasaccustomedtomakewomencry。Hethrusthisheadoutofthewindowinhopesofseeingastationnear,andhiswholebeingwasrestlessasifhewouldliketojumpout。

Whilehewasinthisconditionofmindandbody,thehandhehadoncekissedsotenderly,andshockedMissMaitland,passedanenvelopeoverhisshoulder,withtwolineswrittenonitinpencil:

"IfyouGOBACKTOHOMBURG,obligeMEBYREMAININGthere。"

Thisdemandsanexplanation;butitshallbebrief。

Fanny"sshrewdhint,thatthemoneycouldonlybeobtainedfromMdlle。

Klosking,hadpiercedZoethroughandthrough。Hermindgraspedallthathadhappened,allthatimpended,and,wiselydecliningtotryandaccountfor,orreconcile,allthejarringdetails,shesettled,withawoman"sbroadinstinct,that,somehoworother,hisgoingbacktoHomburgmeantgoingbacktoMademoiselleKlosking。Whetherthatladywouldbuyhimornot,shedidnotknow。Butgoingbacktohermeantgoingajourneytoseearival,withconsequencesillimitable。

Shehadcourage;shehadpride;shehadjealousy。Sheresolvedtoloseherlover,orhavehimalltoherself。Sharehimshewouldnot,norevenendurethetortureofthedoubt。

Shetookanenvelopeoutofhersatchel,andwiththepencilattachedtoherchatelainewrotethefatalwords,"IfyougobacktoHomburg,obligemebyremainingthere。"

Atthismomentshewasnotgoadedbypiqueoranypettyfeeling。Indeed,hisreproachtoFannyhadtouchedheralittle,anditwaswiththetearinhereyeshecametotheresolution,andhandedhimthatline,whichtoldhimsheknewhervalue,and,costwhatitmight,wouldpartwithanymanforeverratherthansharehimwiththeKloskingoranyotherwoman。

Severnetooktheline,eyedit,realizedit,fellbackfromthewindow,anddroppedintohisseat。ThisgaveZoeaconsolingsenseofpower。Shehadseenherloverragingandrestless,andwantingtojumpout,yetnowbeheldhimliterallyfelledwithawordfromherhand。

Heleanedhisheadinhishandinasortofbroken-down,collapsed,doggedwaythatmovedherpity,thoughhardlyherrespect。

By-and-byitstruckherasaverygravethingthathedidnotreplybyword,norevenbylook。Hecoulddecidewithaglance,andwhydidhehesitate?WashereallybalancingheragainstMademoiselleKloskingweightedwithashareofhiswinnings?

Thisdoubtwaswormwoodtoherprideandself-respect;buthiscrushedattitudeallayedinsomedegreethemereirritationhisdoubtcaused。

Theminutespassedandthemiles:stillthatbrokenfiguresatbeforeher,withhisfacehiddenbyhiswhitehand。

Zoe"scouragebegantofalter。Misgivingsseizedher。Shehadmadethatamatteroflovewhich,afterall,toaman,mightbeamerematterofbusiness。Hewaspoor,too,andshehadthrustherjealousybetweenhimandmoney。Hemighthavehispridetoo,andrebelagainstheraffront。

Asforhisthoughts,underthatcrushedexterior,whichheputonforablind,theyweresodeliberateandcalculatingthatIshallnotmixthemonthispagewiththatpureandgenerouscreature"s。Anothertimewilldotorevealhissordidarithmetic。AsforZoe,shesettleddownintowishing,withallherheart,shehadnotsubmittedherloversoimperiouslytoatest,theseverityofwhichshenowsawshehadunderrated。

Presentlythespeedofthetrainbegantoslacken——alltoosoon。Shenowdreadedtolearnherfate。Wasshe,orwasshenot,worthafewthousandpoundsreadymoney?

Asignal-postwaspast,provingthattheywereabouttoenterastation。

Yetanother。Nowthewheelswerehardlyturning。Nowtheplatformwasvisible。Yethenevermovedhiswhite,delicate,womanishfingersfromhisforehead,butremainedstillabsorbed,andlookedundecided。

Atlastthemotionentirelyceased。Then,assheturnedherheadtoglean,ifpossible,thenameoftheplace,hestoleafurtiveglanceather。Shewaspallid,agitated。Heresolveduponhiscourse。

Assoonasthetrainstopped,heopenedthedoorandjumpedout,withoutawordtoZoe,orevenalook。

Zoeturnedpaleasdeath。"Ihavelosthim,"saidshe。

"No,no,"criedFanny。"See,hehasnottakenhiscaneandumbrella。"

_"They_willnotkeephimfromflyingtohismoneyandher,"moanedZoe。

"Didyounotsee?Heneveroncelookedatme。Hecouldnot。Iamsickatheart。"

ThissetFannyfluttering。"There,letmeouttospeaktohim。"

"Sitquiet,"saidZoe,sternly。

"No;no。Ifyoulovehim——"

"Idolovehim——passionately。And_therefore_I"lldieratherthansharehimwithanyone。"

"Butitisdreadfultobefixedhere,andnotallowedtomovehandorfoot。"

"Itisthelotofwomen。Letmefeelthehandofafriend,thatisall;

forIamsickatheart。"

Fannygaveherherhand,andallthesympathyhershallownaturehadtobestow。

Zoesatmotionless,grippingherfriend"shandalmostconvulsively,astatueoffemalefortitude。

Thissuspensecouldnotlastlong。Theofficialsorderedthetravelerstothecarriages;doorswereopenedandslammed;theenginegaveasnort,andonlyatthatmomentdidMr。EdwardSevernetearthedooropenandboltintothecarriage。

Oh,itwaspitiable,butlovely,toseethebloodrushintoZoe"sface,andthefireintohereye,andthesweetmouthexpandinasmileofjoyandtriumph!

Shesatamoment,almostparalyzedwithpleasure,andthencasthereyesdown,lesttheirfireshouldproclaimherfeelingstooplainly。

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