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A Woman-Hater
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第11章

Dr。RhodaGaleneverreflectedmuchinthestreets;theyweretoherafieldofminuteobservation;but,whenshegothomeshesatdownandthoughtoverwhatshehadbeensayinganddoing,andpuzzledoverthecharacterofthemanwhohadrelievedherhungerandelicitedherautobiography。Shepassedhiminreview;settledinhermindthathewasastrongcharacter;amanlyman,whodidnotwastewords;wonderedalittleatthewayhehadmadeherdowhateverhepleased;blushedalittleatthethoughtofhavingbeensocommunicative;yetadmiredthemanforhavingdrawnheroutso;andwonderedwhethersheshouldseehimagain。Shehopedsheshould。Butshedidnotfeelsure。

Shesathalfanhourthus——withonekneeraisedalittle,andherhandsinterlaced——byafire-placewithaburned-outcoalinit;andby-and-byshefelthungryagain。Butshehadnofood,andnomoney。

Shelookedhardatherring,andprofitedalittlebycontactwiththesturdygoodsenseofVizard。

Shesaidtoherself,"Menunderstandoneanother。Ibelievefatherwouldbeangrywithmefornot。"

Thenshelookedtenderlyandwistfullyatthering,andkissedit,andmurmured,"Notto-night。"Youseeshehopedshemighthavealetterinthemorning,andsorespiteherring。

Thenshemadelightofit,andsaidtoherself,"Nomatter;"quidort,dine。""

Butasitwasearlyforbed,andshecouldnotbelongidle,sippingnoknowledge,shetookupthelastgoodGermanworkthatshehadboughtwhenshehadmoney,andproceededtoread。Shehadnocandle,butshehadalucifer-matchortwo,andanoldnewspaper。Withthisshemadelongspills,andlightedone,andreadtwopagesbythatpapertorch,andlightedanotherbeforeitwasout,andthenanother,andsooninsuccession,fightingforknowledgeagainstpoverty,asshehadfoughtforitagainstperfidy。

Whileshewasthusabsorbed,acarriagedrewupatthedoor。Shetooknonoticeofthat;butpresentlytherewasarustlingofsilkonthestairs,andtwovoices,andthenatapatthedoor。"Comein,"saidshe;andZoeenteredjustasthelastspillburnedout。

RhodaGaleroseinadarkroom;butagas-lightoverthewayjustshowedherfigure。"MissGale?"saidZoe,timidly。

"IamMissGale,"saidRhoda,quietly,butfirmly。

"IamMissVizard——thegentleman"ssisterthatyoumetinLeicesterSquareto-day;"andshetookacautioussteptowardher。

Rhoda"scheeksburned。

"MissVizard,"shesaid,"excusemyreceivingyouso;butyoumayhaveheardIamverypoor。Mylastcandleisgone。Butperhapsthelandladywouldlendmeone。Idon"tknow。Sheisverydisobliging,andverycruel。"

"Thensheshallnothavethehonoroflendingyouacandle,"saidZoe,withoneofhergushes。"Now,totellthetruth,"saidshe,alteringtothecheerful,"I"mratherglad。Iwouldrathertalktoyouinthedarkforalittle,justatfirst。MayI?"BythistimeshehadgraduallycreptuptoRhoda。

"Iamafraidyou_must,"_saidRhoda。"ButatleastIcanofferyouaseat。"

Zoesatdown,andtherewasanawkwardsilence。

"Oh,dear,"saidZoe;"Idon"tknowhowtobegin。Iwishyouwouldgivemeyourhand,asIcan"tseeyourface。"

"Withallmyheart:there。"

(Almostinawhisper)"Hehastoldme。"

Rhodaputtheotherhandtoherface,thoughitwassodark。

"Oh,MissGale,how_could_you?Onlythink!Supposeyouhadkilledyourself,ormadeyourselfveryill。Yourmotherwouldhavecomedirectlyandfoundyouso;andonlythinkhowunhappyyouwouldhavemadeher。"

"CanIhaveforgottenmymother?"askedRhodaofherself,butaloud。

"Notwillfully,Iamsure。Butyouknowgeniusesarenotalwayswiseintheselittlethings。Theywantsomegoodhumdrumsoultoadvisetheminthecommonaffairsoflife。Thatwantissuppliedyounow;for_I_amhere——ha-ha!"

"YouarenomorecommonplacethanIam;muchlessnow,I"llbebound。"

"Wewillputthattothetest,"saidZoe,adroitlyenough。_"My_viewofallthisis——thathereisayoungladyinwantofmoney_foratime,_aseverybodyisnowandthen,andthatthesensiblecourseistoborrowsometillyourmothercomesoverwithherapronfulofdollars。Now,Ihavetwentypoundstolend,and,ifyouaresomightysensibleasyousay,youwon"trefusetoborrowit。"

"Oh,MissVizard,youareverygood;butIamafraidandashamedtoborrow。Ineverdidsuchathing。"

"Timeyoubegan,then。_I_have——often。Butitisnousearguing。You_must——_oryouwillgetpoormefinelyscolded。Perhapshewasonhisgoodbehaviorwithyou,beingastranger;butathometheyexpecttobeobeyed。Hewillbesuretosayitwasmystupidity,andthat_he_wouldhavemadeyoudirectly。"

"Dotell!"criedRhoda,surprisedintoanidiom;"asifI"dhavetakenmoneyfrom_him!"_

"Why,ofcoursenot;butbetween_us_itisnothingatall。There:"andsheputthemoneyintoRhoda"shand,andthenheldbothhandandmoneyrathertightlyimprisonedinherlargerpalm,andbegantochatter,soastoleavetheothernoopening。"Oh,blesseddarkness!howeasyitmakesthings!doesitnot?Iamgladtherewasnocandle;weshouldhavebeenfencingandblushingeversolong,andmadesuchafussaboutnothing——and——"

ThisprattlewasinterruptedbyRhodaGaleputtingherrightwristroundZoe"sneck,andlayingherforeheadonhershoulderwithalittlesob。Sothentheybothdistilledtheinevitabledew-drops。

ButasRhodawasnotmuchgiventhatway,shestartedup,andsaid,"Darkness?No;Imustseethefacethathascomeheretohelpme,andnothumiliateme。ThatisthefirstuseI"llmakeofthemoney。Iamafraidyouareratherplain,oryoucouldn"tbesogoodasallthis。"

"No,"saidZoe。"I"mnotreckonedplain;onlyasblackasacoal。"

"Allthemoretomytaste,"saidRhoda,andflewoutoftheroom,andnearlystumbledoverafigureseatedonastepofthestaircase。"Whoareyou?"saidshe,sharply。

"MynameisSeverne。"

"Andwhatareyoudoingthere?"

"WaitingforMissVizard。"

"Comein,then。"

"Shetoldmenot。"

"ThenItellyou_to。_Theidea!MissVizard!"

"Yes!"

"PleasehaveMr。Severnein。Hereheissitting——likeGrief——onthesteps。Iwillsoonbeback。"

Sheflewtothelandlady。"Mrs。Grip,Iwantacandle。"

"Well,theshopsareopen,"saidthewoman,rudely。

"Oh,Ihavenotime。Hereisasovereign。Pleasegivemetwocandlesdirectly,candlesticksandall。"

Thewoman"smannerchangeddirectly。

"Youshallhavethemthismoment,miss,andmyowncandlesticks,whichtheyareplated。"

Shebroughtthem,andadvisedheronlytolightone。"Theydon"tcarrywell,miss,"saidshe。"Theyarewax——orsummat。"

"Thentheyaresummat,"saidMissGale,afterasingleglanceattheircomposition。

"I"llmakeyouanicehotsupper,miss,inhalfanhour,"saidthewoman,maternally,asifsheweregoingto_give_ither。

"No,thankyou。Bringmeatwo-pennyloaf,andascuttleofcoals。"

"La,miss,nomorethanthat——outofasov"?"

"Yes——THECHANGE。"

HavingshownMrs。GripherfatherwasaYankee,shedartedupstairs,withhercandles。Zoecametomeether,andliterallydazzledher。

Rhodastaredatherwithamazementandgrowingrapture。"Oh,youbeauty!"

shecried,anddrankherinfromheadtofoot。

"Well,"saidshe,drawingalongbreath,"Nature,youhaveturnedouta_com-_pletearticlethistime,Ireckon。"Then,asSevernelaughedmerrilyatthis,sheturnedhercandleandhereyesfullonhimverybriskly。Shelookedathimforamoment,withagratifiedeyeathiscomeliness;thenshestarted。"Oh!"shecried。

Hereceivedtheinspectionmerrily,tillsheutteredthatejaculation,thenhestartedalittle,andstaredather。

"Wehavemetbefore,"saidshe,almosttenderly。

"Havewe?"saidhe,puttingonamystifiedair。

Shefixedhim,andlookedhimthroughandthrough。

"You——don"t——remember——me?"askedshe。Then,aftergivinghimplentyoftimetoanswer,"Well,then,Imustbemistaken;"andherwordsseemedtofreezethemselvesandherastheyfell。

Sheturnedherbackonhim,andsaidtoZoe,withagooddealofsweetnessandweight,"Ihavelivedtoseegoodnessandbeautyunited。I

willneverdespairofhumannature。"

ThiswastoopointblankforZoe;sheblushedcrimson,andsaidarchly,"I

thinkitistimeformetorun。Oh,butIforgot;hereismycard。Weareallatthathotel。IfIamsoveryattractive,youwillcomeandseeme——weleavetownverysoon——willyou?"

"Iwill,"saidRhoda。

"Andsinceyoutookmeforanoldacquaintance,Ihopeyouwilltreatmeasone,"saidSeverne,withconsummategraceandassurance。

"Iwill,_sir,"_saidshe,icily,andwithamarvelouscurlofthelipthatdidnotescapehim。

Shelightedthemdownthestairs,gazedafterZoe,andignoredSevernealtogether。

CHAPTERXV。

GOINGhomeinthecarriage,Zoewassilent,butSevernetalkednineteentothedozen。Hadhisobjectbeentohinderhiscompanion"smindfromdwellingtoolongononething,hecouldnothaverattledthediceofsmalltalkmoreindustriously。Hiswordswouldfillpages;histopicswere,thatMissGalewasanextraordinarywoman,buttoomasculineforhistaste,andhadmadeherowntroublessettingupdoctress,whenhertruelinewasgoverness——forboys。Hewasalsoglibandsatiricaluponthatfavoritebutt,afriend。

"Whobuta_soi-disant_woman-haterwouldpickupastrangeviragoandsendhissistertoherwithtwentypounds?I"lltellyouwhatitis,MissVizard——"

HereMissVizard,whohadsatdeadsilentunderaflowofwords,whichismerelyindicatedabove,laidherhandonhisarmtostopthefluxforamoment,andsaid,quietly,_"Do_youknowher?tellme。"

"Knowher!HowshouldI?"

"Ithoughtyoumighthavemether——abroad。"

"Well,itispossible,ofcourse,butveryunlikely。IfIdid,Ineverspoketoher,orIshouldhaverememberedher。_Don"tyouthinkso?"_

"Sheseemedverypositive;andIthinksheisanaccurateperson。Sheseemedquitesurprisedandmortifiedwhenyousaid"No。""

"Well,youknow,ofcourseitisamortifyingthingwhenaladyclaimsagentleman"sacquaintance,andthegentlemandoesn"tadmitit。ButwhatcouldIdo?Icouldn"ttellalieaboutit——couldI?"

"Ofcoursenot。"

"Iwasoffmyguard,andrudish;butyouwerenot。Whattact!whatdelicacy!whathighbreedingandangelicbenevolence!Andsoclever,too!"

"Oh,fie!youlistened!"

"Youleftthedoorajar,andIcouldnotbeartoloseawordthatdroppedfromthoselipssonearme。Yes,Ilistened,andgotsuchalessonasonlyanoble,gentleladycouldgive。Ishallneverforgetyourwomanlyart,andthewayyoucontrivedtomakethebenefactionsoundnothing。"Weareallofusatlowwaterinturns,andforatime,especiallyme,ZoeVizard;sohere"satriflingloan。"Aloan!you"llneverseeashillingofitagain!Nomatter。Whatdoangelswantofmoney?"

"Oh,pray,"saidZoe,"youmakemeblush!"

"ThenIwishtherewasmorelighttoseeit——yes,anangel。DoyouthinkIcan"tseeyouhavedoneallthisforaladyyoudonotreallyapprove?

Fancy——ashedoctor!"

"Mydearfriend,"saidZoe,withalittlejuvenilepomposity,"oneoughtnottojudgeone"sintellectualsuperiorshastily,andthisladyisours"——then,glidingbacktoherself,"anditismynaturetoapprovewhatthoseIloveapprove——whenitisnotdownrightwrong,youknow。"

"Oh,ofcourseitisnotwrong;butisitwise?"

Zoedidnotanswer:thequestionpuzzledher。

"Come,"saidhe,"I"llbefrank,andspeakoutintime。Idon"tthinkyouknowyourbrotherHarrington。Heisveryinflammable。"

"Inflammable!What!Harrington?Well,yes;forI"veseensmokeissuefromhismouth——ha!ha!"

"Ha!ha!I"llpassthatoffformine,somedaywhenyouarenotby。But,seriously,yourbrotheristheverymantomakeafoolofhimselfwithacertainkindofwoman。Hedespisesthewholesex——intheory,andheisveryharduponordinarywomen,anddoesnotappreciatetheirgoodqualities。But,whenhemeetsaremarkablewoman,hecatchesfireliketow。HefellinlovewithMademoiselleKlosking。"

"Oh,notinlove!"

"Ibegyourpardon。Now,thisisbetweenyouandme——hewasinlovewithher,madlyinlove。Hewasonlysavedbyourcomingaway。Ifthosetwohadmetandmadeacquaintance,hewouldhavebeenathermercy。Idon"tsayanyharmwouldhavecomeofit;butIdosaythatwouldhavedependedonthewoman,andnotontheman。"

Zoelookedveryserious,andsaidnothing。Butherlongsilenceshowedhimhiswordshadtold。

"Andnow,"saidhe,afterajudiciouspause,"hereisanotherremarkablewoman;thelastintheworldIshouldfancy,orVizardeither,perhaps,ifhemetherinsociety。Butthewholethingoccursinthewaytocatchhim。Hefindsaladyfaintingwithhunger;hefeedsher;andthatsoftenshishearttoher。Thenshetellshimtheoldstory——victimoftheworld"sinjustice——andheisdeeplyinterestedinher。Shecanseethat;sheisaskeenasarazor。Ifthosetwomeetafewmoretimes,hewillbeathermercy;andthenwon"tshethrowphysictothedogs,andjumpatahusbandsixfeethigh,andtwelvethousandacres!Idon"tstudywomenwithamicroscope,asourwoman-haterdoes,butInoticeafewthingsaboutthem;andoneis,thattheireccentricitiesallgivewayatthefirstofferofmarriage。Ibelievetheyareonlyadoptedindesperation,togetmarried。Whatbeautifulwomanisevereccentric?catchher!shecangetahusbandwithout。ThatdoctresswillprescribeHarringtonawedding-ring;

and,ifheswallowsit,itwillbeherlastprescription。Shewillsendoutforthefamilydoctorafterthat,likeotherwives。"

"Youalarmme,"saidZoe。"Praydonotmakemeunjust。Thisisaladywithafinemind,and,notadesigningwoman。"

"Oh,Idon"tsayshehaslaidanyplans;butthesethingsarealwaysextemporizedthemomentthechancecomes。Youcancountbeforehandontheinstinctofeverywomanwhoiscleverandneedy,andonVizard"speculiarweaknessforwomenoutofthecommon。Heisharduponthewholesex;butheisnomatchforindividuals。Heownedasmuchhimselftomeoneday。

Youarenotangrywithme!"

"No,no。Angrywith_you?"_

"ItisyouIthinkofinallthis。Heisafinefellow,andyouareproudofhim。Iwouldn"thavehimmarrytomortifyyou。Formyself,whilethesisterhonorsmewithherregard,Ireallydon"tmuchcarewhohasthebrotherandtheacres。Ihavethebestofthebargain。"

Zoedisputedthis——inordertomakehimsayitseveraltimes。

Hedid,andproveditintermsthatmadehercheeksredwithmodestyandgratifiedpride;andbythetimetheyhadgothome,hehadflatteredeverythingbutpride,love,andhappinessoutofherheart,poorgirl。

TheworldisliketheLaw,fullofimpliedcontracts:wegiveandtake,withoutopenlyagreeingto。SubtleSevernecountedonthis,andwasnotdisappointed。Zoerewardedhimforhispraises,andherhappiness,byfallingintohisviewsaboutRhodaGale。Onlyshediditinherownlady-likeway,andnotplump。

ShecameuptoHarringtonandkissedhim,andsaid,"Thankyou,dear,forsendingmeonagooderrand。Ifoundherinaverymeanapartment,withoutfireorcandle。"

"Ithoughtasmuch,"saidVizard。

"Didshetakethemoney?"

"Yes——asaloan。"

"Makeanydifficulties?"

"Alittle,dear。"

Severneputinhisword。"Now,ifyouwanttoknowallthetactanddelicacywithwhichitwasdone,youmustcometome;forMissVizardisnotgoingtogiveyouanyideaofit。"

"Bequiet,sir,orIshallbeveryangry。Ilentherthemoney,dear,andhertroublesareatanend;forhermotherwillcertainlyjoinherbeforeshehasspentyourtwentypounds。Oh!andshehadnotpartedwithherring;thatisacomfort,isitnot?"

"Youareagood-heartedgirl,Zoe,"saidVizard,approvingly;then,recoveringhimself,"Butdon"tyoubeblindedbysentiment。Shedeservesagoodhidingfornotpartingwithherring。Whereisthesenseofstarving,withthirtypoundsonyourfinger?"

Zoesmiled,andsaidhiswordswereharderthanhisdeeds。

"Becausehedoesn"tmeanawordhesays,"putinFannyDover,uneasyatthelongcessationofhertongue,forallconversationwithDonCigarhadprovedimpracticable。

"Areyoutherestill,myLadyDisdain?"saidVizard。"Ithoughtyouweregonetobed。"

"Youmightwellthinkthat。Ihadnothingtokeepmeup。"

SaidZoe,rathersmartly,"Oh,yes,youhad——Curiosity;"then,turningtoherbrother,"Inshort,youmakeyourmindquiteeasy。Youhavelentyourmoney,orgivenit,toaworthyperson,butalittlewrong-headed。

However"——withatelegraphicglanceatSeverne——"sheisveryaccomplished;alinguist:sheneedneverbeinwant;andshewillsoonhavehermothertohelpherandadviseher。PerhapsMrs。Galehasanincome;ifnot,MissGale,withherabilities,willeasilyfindaplaceinsomehouseofbusiness,orelsetaketoteaching。IfIwasthem,I

wouldsetupaschool。"

Unanimityisrareinthisworld;butZoe"sgoodsensecarriedeveryvote。

Herprompter,Severne,noddedapproval。Fannysaid,"Why,ofcourse;"andVizard,whoitwasfearedmightproverefractory,assentedevenmorewarmlythantheothers。"Yes,"saidhe,"thatwillbetheendofit。Yourelievemeofaweight。Really,whenshetoldmethatfableoflearningmaltreated,honorableambitionpunished,justicebaffledbytrickery,andvirtuevilified,anddidnotcryliketherestofyou,exceptatherfatherdyinginNewYorkthedayshewonherdiplomaatMontpelier,I

forgavethepoorgirlherpetticoats;indeed,Ilostsightofthem。Sheseemedtomeaverybravelittlefellow,damnablyillused,andIsaid,"Thisisnottobeborne。Hereisafight,andjusticedownunderdirtyfeet。"What,ho!"(roaringatthetopofhisvoice)。

_ZoeandFanny_(screaming,andpinchingNedSevernerightandleft)。

"Ah!ah!"

"Vizardtotherescue!"

"But,withtheevening,coolreflectioncame。Asister,youthful,butsuddenlysagacious(withagleamofsuspicion),verysuddenlyhasstilledthewavesofromance,andthelipsofbeautyhaveutteredcommonsense。

Shalltheyutteritinvain?Never!Itmaybeyearsbeforetheydoitagain。Wemustnotslightrarephenomena。Zoe_locutaest——_Eccentricitymustbesuppressed。Doctresses,warnedbyalittlestarvation,musttaketheworldasitis,andteachlittlegirlsandboyslanguages,andphysicthemwitharithmeticandtheglobes:thesebedrugsthatdonotkill;

theyonlymakelifeaburden。Idon"tthinkwehavelaidoutourtwentypoundsbadly,Zoe,andthereisanendofit。Theincidentisemptied,astheFrenchsay,and(lightingbed-candles)theladiesretirewiththehonorsofwar。Zoehasutteredgoodsense,andMissDoverhasdonethenextbestthing;shehassaidverylittle——"

MissDovershotincontemptuously,"Ihadnocompanion——"——

"Forwantofafooltospeakhermindto。"

CHAPTERXVI。

INGENIOUSMr。SevernehavingdonehisbesttodetachthepoordoctressfromVizardandhisfamily,inwhichthereaderprobablydiscernshistruemotive,nowbenthismindonslippingbacktoHomburgandlookingafterhismoney。Notthathelikedthejob。Togetholdofit,heknewhemustcondenserascality;hemustplaythepenitent,thelover,andthescoundreloveragain,allinthreedays。

Now,thoughhisegotismwasbrutal,hewashumaninthis,thathehadplentyofgoodnatureskin-deep,andsuperficialsensibilities,whichmadehimshrinkalittlefromthishot-pressedrascalityandbarbarity。

Ontheotherhand,hewasurgedbypoverty,and,laughableasitmayappear,byjealousy。Hehadobservedthatthebestofwomen,iftheyarenotonlyabandonedbyhimtheylove,butalsoflatteredandadoredbyscores,willsometimesyieldtothejointattacksofdesolation,pique,vanity,etc。

Inthisstateoffluctuationhemadeuphismindsofarasthis:hewouldmanagesoastobeabletogo。

Eventhisdemandedcaution。Sohebeganbythrowingout,inaseemingcarelessway,thatheoughttogodownintoHuntingdonshire。

"Ofcourseyouought,"saidVizard。

Noobjectionwastaken,andtheyratherthoughthewouldgonextday。Butthatwasnothisgame。ItwouldneverdotogowhiletheywereinLondon。

Sohekeptpostponing,andsayinghewouldnottearhimselfaway;andatlast,thedaybeforetheyweretogodowntoBarfordshire,heaffectedtoyieldtoaremonstranceofVizard,andsaidhewouldseethemoff,andthenrundowntoHuntingdonshire,lookintohisaffairs,andcrossthecountrytoBarfordshire。

"YoumighttakeHomburgontheway,"saidFanny,outoffun——_her_

fun——notreallymeaningit。

SevernecastapiteouslookatZoe。"Forshame,Fanny!"saidshe。"AndwhyputHomburgintohishead?"

"WhenIhadforgottentherewassuchaplace,"saidMr。Severne,takinghiscuedexterouslyfromZoe,andfeigninginnocentamazement。Zoecoloredwithpleasure。Thiswasatbreakfast。Atafternoonteasomethinghappened。Theladieswereupstairspacking,anoperationonwhichtheycanbestowasmanyhoursasthethingneedsminutes。Oneservantbroughtinthetea;anothercameinsoonafterwithacard,andsaiditwasforMissVizard;buthebroughtittoHarrington。Hereadit:

"MISSRHODAGALE,M。D。"

"SendituptoMissVizard,"saidhe。Themanwasgoingout:hestoppedhim,andsaid,"Youcanshowtheladyinhere,allthesame。"

RhodaGalewasusheredin。Shehadanewgownandbonnet,notshowy,butverynice。Shecoloredfaintlyatsightofthetwogentlemen;butVizardsoonputheratherease。Heshookhandswithher,andsaid,"Sitdown,MissGale;mysisterwillsoonbehere。Ihavesentyourcarduptoher。"

"ShallItellher?"saidSeverne,withthemannerofoneeagertobeagreeabletothevisitor。

"Ifyouplease,sir,"saidMissGale。

Severnewentoutzealously,darteduptoZoe"sroom,knocked,andsaid,"Praycomedown:hereisthatdoctress。"

Meantime,JackwasgivingGillthecard,andGillwasgivingitMarytogivetothelady。ItgottoZoe"sroominaquarterofanhour。

"Anynewsfrommamma?"askedVizard,inhisbluntway。

"Yes,sir。"

"Goodnews?"

"No。MymotherwritesmethatImustnotexpecther。Shehastofightwithadishonestexecutor。Oh,money,money!"

AtthatmomentZoeenteredtheroom,butSevernepacedthelanding。HedidnotcaretofaceMissGale;andeveninthatshortintervaloftimehehadpersuadedZoetoprotectherbrotheragainstthisformidableyounglady,andshortentheinterviewifshecould。

SoZoeenteredtheroombristlingwithdefenseofherbrother。Atsightofher,MissGalerose,andherfeaturesliterallyshonewithpleasure。

ThiswasratherdisarmingtoonesoamiableasZoe,andshewassurprisedintosmilingsweetlyinreturn;butstillherquick,defensiveeyedrankMissGaleonthespot,andsaw,withalarm,theimprovementinherappearance。Shewasveryhealthy,asindeedshedeservedtobe;forshewassingularlytemperate,dranknothingbutwaterandweakteawithoutsugar,andnevereatnordrankexceptathonestmeals。Heryouthandpureconstitutionhadshakenoffallthatpallor,andthepleasureofseeingZoelentheralovelycolor。Zoemicroscopedherinonemoment:notonebeautifulfeatureinherwholeface;eyesfullofintellect,butnotintheleastlove-darting;nose,anaquilinesteadilyreversed;mouth,vastlyexpressive,butlarge;teeth,evenandwhite,butivory,notpearl;chin,ordinary;headsymmetrical,andsetonwithgrace。Imayadd,tocompletethepicture,thatshehadawayofturningthishead,clean,swift,andbirdlike,withoutturningherbody。Thatfamiliaractionofherswasfine——sofulloffireandintelligence。

Zoesettledinonemomentthatshewasdownrightplain,butmightprobablybethatmysteriousandincomprehensibleanddangerouscreature,"agentleman"sbeauty,"which,towomen,meansnobeautyatall,butawitch-likecreature,thatgoesandhitsfoul,andeclipsesrealbeauty——dolls,towit——bysomemysteriousmagic。

"Praysitdown,"saidZoe,formally。Rhodasatdown,andhesitatedamoment。Shefeltafrost。

Vizardhelpedher,"MissGalehasheardfromhermother。"

"Yes,MissVizard,"saidRhoda,timidly;"andverybadnews。Shecannotcomeatpresent;andIamsodistressedatwhatIhavedoneinborrowingthatmoneyofyou;andsee,Ihavespentnearlythreepoundsofitindress;butIhavebroughttherestback。"

Zoelookedatherbrother,perplexed。

"Stuffandnonsense!"saidVizard。"Youwillnottakeit,Zoe。"

"Oh,yes;ifyouplease,do,"saidRhodastilltoZoe。"WhenIborrowedit,IfeltsureIcouldrepayit;butitisnotsonow。Mymothersaysitmaybemonthsbeforeshecancome,andsheforbidsmepositivelytogotoher。Oh!butforthat,I"dputonboy"sclothes,andgoasacommonsailortogettoher。"

Vizardfidgetedonhischair。

"IsupposeImustn"tgoinapassion,"saidhe,dryly。

"Whocares?"saidMissGale,turningherheadsharplyonhiminthewayI

havetriedtodescribe。

"Icare,"saidVizard。"Ifindwrathinterferewithmydigestion。Pleasegoon,andtelluswhatyourmothersays。ShehasmorecommonsensethansomebodyelseIwon"tname——politenessforbids。"

"Well,whodoubtsthat?"saidthelady,withfrankgoodhumor。"Ofcourseshehasmoresensethananyofus。Well,mymothersays——oh,MissVizard!"

"No,shedoesn"tnow。SheneverheardthenameofVizard。"

MissGalewasinnohumorforfeeblejokes。SheturnedhalfangrilyawayfromhimtoZoe。"ShesaysIhavebeenwelleducated,andknowlanguages;

andwearebothunderacloud,andIhadbettergiveupallthoughtofmedicine,andtaketoteaching。"

"Well,MissGale,"saidZoe,"ifyouask_me,_ImustsayIthinkitisgoodadvice。Withallyourgifts,howcanyoufighttheworld?Weareallinterestedinyouhere;anditisacuriousthing,butdoyouknowweagreedtheotherdayyouwouldhavetogiveupmedicine,andfallintosomeoccupationinwhichtherearemanyladiesalreadytokeepyouincountenance。Teachingwasmentioned,Ithink;wasitnot,Harrington?"

RhodaGalesigheddeeply。

"Iamnotsurprised,"saidshe。"Mostwomenoftheworldthinkwithyou。

Butoh,MissVizard,pleasetakeintoaccountallthatIhavedoneandsufferedformedicine!Isallthattogofor_nothing?_Thinkwhatabitterthingitmustbetodo,andthentoundo;tolaborandstudy,andthenknockitalldown——tocutasliceoutofone"slife,outoftheveryheartofit——andthrowitcleanaway。Iknowitishardforyoutoenterintothefeelingsofanyonewholovesscience,andistoldtodesertit。

Butsupposeyouhadloveda_man_youwereproudof——lovedhimforfiveyears——andthentheycametoyouandsaid,"Therearedifficultiesintheway;heisasworthyasever,andhewillneverdesert_you;_butyoumustgive_him_up,andtryandgetatasteforhumanrubbish:itwillonlybefiveyearsofwastedlife,wastedyouth,wastedseed-time,wastedaffection,andthenalongvegetablelifeofunavailingregrets。"Ilovescienceasotherwomenlovemen。IfIamtogiveupscience,whynotdie?

ThenIshallnotfeelmyloss;andIknowhowtodiewithoutpain。Oh,theworldiscruel!Ah!Iamtoounfortunate!Everybodyelseisrewardedforpatience,prudence,temperance,industry,andalifewithhighandalmostholyaims;butIampunished,afflicted,crushedundertheinjusticeoftheday。Donotmakemeanurse-maid。I_won"t_beagoverness;andImustnotdie,becausethatwouldgrievemymother。Havepityonme!havepity!"

Shetrembledallover,andstretchedoutherhandstoZoewithtrulytouchingsupplication。

Zoeforgotherpart,orlostthepowertoplayitwell。Sheturnedherheadawayandwouldnotassent;buttwolargetearsrolledoutofherbeautifuleyes。MissGale,whohadrisenintheardorofherappeal,sawthat,anditsetheroff。Sheleanedherbrowagainstthemantel-piece,notlikeawoman,butabraveboy,thatdoesnotwanttobeseencrying,andshefalteredout,"InFranceIamalearnedphysician;andheretobeahouse-maid!ForIwon"tliveonborrowedmoney。Iamveryunfortunate。"

Severne,whohadlostpatience,cameswiftlyin,andfoundtheminthisposition,andVizardwalkingimpatientlyabouttheroominastateofemotionwhichhewaspleasedtocallanger。

Zoe,inatearfulvoice,said,"Iamunabletoadviseyou。Itisveryhardthatanyonesodeservingshouldbedegraded。"

Vizardburstout,"Itishardertheworldshouldbesofullofconventionalsneaks;andthatIwasnearmakingoneofthem。Thelastthingweeverthinkof,inthispaltryworld,isjustice,anditoughttobethefirst。Well,foronceI"vegotthepowertobejust,andjustI"llbe,byGod!Come,leaveoffsniveling,youtwo,andtakealessoninjustice——fromabeginner:convertsarealwaysthehottest,youknow。MissGale,youshallnotbedrivenoutofscience,andyourlifeandlaborwasted。YoushalldoctorBarfordshire,andteachitEnglish,too,ifanywomancan。Thisistheprogramme。Ifarmtwohundredacres——_vicariously,_ofcourse。NobodyinEnglandhasbrainstodoanything_himself。_Thatweaknessisconfinedtoyourlatefather"scountry,andtheysufferforitbyoutfighting,outlying,outmaneuvering,outbullying,andoutwittinguswheneverweencounterthem。Well,thefarmhouseislarge。Thebailiffhasnochildren。Thereisawingfurnished,andnotoccupied。Youshalllivethere,withtherightofcuttingvegetables,roastingchickens,suckingeggs,andridingacoupleofhorsesofftheirlegs。"

"ButwhatamItodoforallthat?"

"Oh,onlytheworkoftwomen。Youmustkeepmyhouseinperfecthealth。

Theservantshaveatrickofeatingtilltheyburst。Youwillhavetosewthemupagain。Thereareonlysevenhundredpeopleinthevillage。Youmustcurethemall;and,ifyoudo,Ipromiseyoutheirlastingingratitude。Outsidethevillage,youmustmakethempay——_ifyoucan。_

Wewillfindyoupatientsofeverydegree。Butwhetheryouwillevergetanyfeesoutofthem,thisdeponentsayethnot。However,Icananswerforthe_ladies_ofourcounty,thattheywillallcheatyou——iftheycan。"

MissGale"scolorcameandwent,andhereyessparkled。"Oh,howgoodyouare!Isthereahospital?"

"Countyhospital,andinfirmary,withinthreemiles。Finecountryfordisease。Intoxicationprevalent,leadingtoabountifulreturnofaccidents。Ipromiseyouwounds,bruises,andputrefyingsores,andeverythingtomakeyoucomfortable。"

"Oh,don"tlaughatme。IamsoafraidIshall——no,IhopeIshallnotdisgraceyou。And,then,itisagainstthelaw;butIdon"tmindthat。"

"Ofcoursenot。Whatisthelawtoladieswithelevatedviews?By-the-by,whatisthepenalty——sixmonths?"

"Oh,no。Twentypounds。Oh,dear!anothertwentypounds!"

"Makeyourmindeasy。Unjustlawsareadeadletteronasoilsoprimitiveasours。IshalltalktoUxmoorandafewmore,andnomagistratewilleversummonsyou,norjuryconvictyou,inBarfordshire。

YouwillbeassafethereasinUpperCanada。Nowthen——attend。WeleaveforBarfordshireto-morrow。Youwillgodownonthefirstofnextmonth。

Bythattimeallwillbeready:startforTaddington,eleveno"clock。YouwillbemetattheTaddingtonStation,andtakentoyourfarmhouse。Youwillfindafiretendaysold,and,foronceinyourlife,younglady,youwillfindanairedbed;becausemymanHarriswillbehouse-maid,andnotletoneofyourhomicidalsexsetfootinthecrib。"

MissGalelookedfromVizardtohissister,likeapersoninadream。Shewasglowingwithhappiness;butitdidnotspoilher。Shesaid,humblyandtimidly,"IhopeImayproveworthy。"

"Thatis_your_business,"saidVizard,withsupremeindifference;"mineistobejust。Haveacupoftea?"

"Oh,no,thankyou;anditwillbeapartofmydutytoobjecttoafternoontea。ButIamafraidnoneofyouwillmindme。"

Afterafewmorewords,inwhichSeverne,seeingVizardwasinoneofhisironmoods,andimmovableashimofRhodes,affectednowtobeapartisanofthenewarrangement,MissGalerosetoretire。Severneranbeforehertothedoor,andopenedit,astoaqueen。Shebowedformallytohimasshewentout。Whenshewasontheothersidethedoor,sheturnedherheadinhersharp,fieryway,andpointedwithherfingertotheemeraldringonhislittlefinger,averyfineone。"Changedhands,"saidshe:

"itwasonthethirdfingerofyourlefthandwhenwemetlast;"andshepasseddownthestairswithafacehalfturnedtohim,andacruelsmile。

Severnestoodfixed,lookingafterher;coldcreptamonghisbones:hewasrousedbyavoiceabovehimsaying,veryinquisitively,"Whatdoesshesay?"Helookedup,anditwasFannyDoverleaningoverthebalustersofthenextlanding。Shehadevidentlyseenall,andheardsome。Severnehadnomeansofknowinghowmuch。Hisheartbeatrapidly。Yethetoldher,boldly,thatthedoctresshadadmiredhisemeraldring:asiftogivegreaterforcetothisexplanation,hetookitoff,andshowedither,veryamicably。Hecalculatedthatshecouldhardly,atthatdistance,haveheardeverysyllable,and,atthesametime,hewassureshehadseenMissGalepointatthering。

"Hum!"saidFanny;andthatwasallshesaid。

Severnewenttohisownroomtothink。Hewasalmostdizzy。HedreadedthisRhodaGale。Shewasincomprehensible,andheldaswordoverhishead。Tonguesgofastinthecountry。AttheideaofthiskeengirlandZoeVizardsittingunderatreefortwohours,withnothingtodobuttalk,hisbloodrancold。SurelyMissGalemusthatehim。Shewouldnotalwayssparehim。Foroncehecouldnotseehiswayclear。Shouldhetellherhalfthetruth,andthrowhimselfonhermercy?Shouldhemakelovetoher?Orwhatshouldhedo?Onethinghesawclearenough:hemustnotquitthefield。Soonerorlater,allwoulddependonhispresence,histact,andhisreadywit。

Hefeltlikeamanwhocouldnotswim,andwadesindeepeningwater。HemustsendsomebodytoHomburg,orabandonallthoughtofhismoney。Whyabandonit?WhynotreturntoInaKlosking?Hisjudgment,alarmedattheaccumulatingdifficulties,begantointrudeitsvoice。Whatwasheturninghisbackon?Awoman,lovely,loving,andcelebrated,whowasverylikelypiningforhim,andwouldshare,notonlyherwinningsatplaywithhim,butthelargeincomeshewouldmakebyhertalent。Whatwashefollowing?Awomandivinelylovelyandgood,butwhomhecouldnotpossess,or,ifhedid,couldnotholdherlong,andwhoselovemustendinhorror。

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