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A Woman-Hater
投诉 阅读记录

第16章

"Iamgoingmyrounds:youcancomewithme,ifIamsoattractive。"

Hesaidheshouldbeproud,andsheputonherhatinthirtyseconds。

Theywalkedtogetherinsilence。Hefeltasifhewerepromenadingatigercat,thatmightstopanymomenttofalluponhim。

Shewalkedhimintoacottage:therewasalittledeadwoodburningonthatportionofthebrickfloorcalledthehearth。Apaleoldmansatclosetothefire,inawoodenarmchair。Shefelthispulse,andwrotehimaprescription。

"ToMr。Vizard"shousekeeper,VizardCourt:

"Pleasegivethebearertwopoundsofgoodroastbeeformutton,notsalted,andonepintportwine,"RHODAGALE,M。D。"

"Here,Jenny,"shesaidtoasharplittlegirl,theman"sgrandniece,"takethisdowntoVizardCourt,andifthehousekeeperobjects,gotothefront-dooranddemandinmynametoseethesquireorMissVizard,andgive_them_thepaper。Don"tyougiveitupwithoutthemeat。Takethisbasketonyourarm。"

Thenshewalkedoutofthecottage,andSevernefollowedher:heventuredtosaythatwasanovelprescription。

Sheexplained。"Physiciansareobligedtosendtherichtothechemist,orelsethefoolswouldthinktheywereslighted。Butweneednotbesonicewiththepoor;wecanprescribetodothemgood。Whenyouinflictedyourcompanyonme,Iwassketchingoutatreatise,tobeentitled,"CureofDisordersbyEsculents。"Thatoldmanisnearlyexsanguis。Thereisnotadrugincreationthatcoulddohimanatomofgood。Nourishingfoodmay。Ifnot,why,heisbookedforthelongjourney。Well,hehashadhisinnings。Heisfourscore。Doyouthink_you_willeverseefourscore——youandyourvices?"

"Oh,no。ButIthink_you_will;andIhopeso;foryougoaboutdoinggood。"

"Andsomepeopleonecouldnamegoaboutdoingmischief?"

Severnemadenoreply。

Soonaftertheydiscoveredalittlegroup,principallywomenandchildren。Thesewereinspectingsomethingontheground,andchatteringexcitedly。Thewordsofdireimport,"Shehavepossessedhimwithadevil,"strucktheirear。ButsoontheycaughtsightofMissGale,andweredeadsilent。Shesaid,"Whatisthematter?Oh,Isee,thevermifugehasacted。"

Itwasso:aputty-facedboyhadbeenunabletoeathisbreakfast;hadsufferedmalaiseforhoursafterward,andatlasthadbeenseizedwithasortofdryretching,andhadrestoredtotheworldtheysoadornanumberofamphibia,whichnowwriggledinaheap,andnodoubtbitterlyregrettedtherecklessimpatiencewithwhichtheyhadfledfromanunpleasantmedicinetoacold-heartedworld。

"Well,goodpeople,"saidMissGale,whatareyoumakingafussabout?

Aretheybetterintheboyoroutofhim?"

Thewomencouldnotfindtheircandoratamoment"snotice,butoldGilesrepliedheartily,"Why,hout!betteranemptyhousethanabadtenant。"

"Thatistrue,"saidhalfadozenvoicesatonce。Theycouldresistcommonsenseinitsliquidform,butnotwhensolidifiedintoaproverb。

"Catchmetheboy,"saidMissGale,severely。

Habitualculpabilitydestroysself-confidence;sotheboysuspectedhimselfofcrime,andinstantlytooktoflight。Hiscompanionslovedhunting;sothreeswifterboysfollowedhimwithacheerfulyell,securedhim,andbroughthimupforsentence。

"Don"tbefrightened,Jacob,"saidthedoctress。"Ionlywanttoknowwhetheryoufeelbetterorworse。"

Hismotherputinherword:"Hewaseversobadallthemorning。"

"Holdyourjaw,"saidoldGiles,"andlettheboytellhisowntale。"

"Well,then,"saidJacob,"Iwasmortalbad,butnowdoIfeellikeafeather;wuston"tis,Ibesoblessedhungrynow。Dall"difIcouldn"teatthedevil——stuffedwiththunderandlightning。"

"I"llprescribeaccordingly,"saidMissGale,andwroteinpencilanorderonabeefsteakpietheyhadsentherfromtheCourt。

Theboy"scompanionsputtheirheadstogetheroverthisorder,andofferedtheirservicestoescorthim。

"No,thankyou,"saidthedoctress。"Hewillgoalone,youyoungmonkeys。

Yourturnwillcome。"

Thensheproceededonherrounds,withMr。Severneatherheels,untilitwaspastoneo"clock。

Thensheturnedroundandfacedhim。"Wewillparthere,"saidshe,"andIwillexplainmyconducttoyou,asyouseeminthedark。Ihavebeenco-operatingwithMissVizardallthistime。IreckonshesentyououtofthewaytogiveLordUxmoorhisopportunity,soIhavedetainedyou。

Whileyouhavebeenstudyingmedicine,hehasbeenpoppingthequestion,ofcourse。Good-by,Mr。Villain。"

Herwordswentthroughthemanlikecoldsteel。Itwasonewomanreadinganother。Heturnedverywhite,andputhishandtohisheart。Butherecoveredhimself,andsaid,"Ifsheprefersanothertome,Imustsubmit。Itisnotmyabsenceforafewhoursthatwillmakethedifference。YoucannotmakemeregretthehoursIhavepassedinyourcompany。Good-by,"andheseemedtoleaveherveryreluctantly。

"Oneword,"saidshe,softeningalittle。"I"mnotproofagainstyourcharm。UnlessIseeZoeVizardindanger,youhavenothingtofearfromme。ButIlove_her,_youunderstand。"

Hereturnedtoherdirectly,andsaid,inmostearnest,supplicatingtones,"Butwillyoueverforgiveme?"

"Iwilltry。"

Andsotheyparted。

Hewenthomeatagreatrate;forMissGale"sinsinuationshadraisedsomefearinhisbreast。

MeantimethisiswhathadreallypassedbetweenZoeandLordUxmoor。

Vizardwenttohisstudy,andFannyretiredatasignalfromZoe。Sherose,butdidnotgo;shewalkedslowlytowardthewindow;Uxmoorjoinedher:forhesawhewastohavehisanswerfromhermouth。

Herbosomheavedalittle,andhercheeksflushed。"LordUxmoor,"shesaid,"youhavedonemethegreatesthonoranymancanpayawoman,andfromyouitisindeedanhonor。IcouldnotwritesuchananswerasI

couldwish;and,besides,IwishtospareyouallthemortificationI

can。"

"Ah!"saidUxmoor,piteously。

"Youareworthyofanylady"slove;butIhaveonlymyesteemtogiveyou,andthatwasgivenlongago。"

Uxmoor,whohadbeengraduallyturningverywhite,faltered,"Ihadmyfears。Good-by。"

Shegavehimherhand。Heputitrespectfullytohislips:thenturnedandlefther,sickatheart,buttoobravetoletitbeseen。Hepreferredheresteemtoherpity。

Bythismeanshegotboth。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyeswithoutdisguise。Butheonlyturnedatthedoortosay,inaprettyfirmvoice,"Godblessyou!"

Inlessthananhourhedrovehisteamfromthedoor,sittingheartbrokenanddesolate,butfirmandunflinchingasarock。

Sothen,onhisreturnfromHillstoke,SevernefoundthemallatluncheonexceptUxmoor。HedetailedhisvisittoMissGale,and,whilehetalked,observed。Zoewasbeamingwithloveandkindness。Hefeltsureshehadnotdeceivedhim。Helearned,bymerelylistening,thatLordUxmoorwasgone,andheexultedinwardly。

Afterluncheon,Elysium。Hewalkedwiththetwogirls,andFannylaggedbehind;andZoeprovedherselfnocoquette。Acoquettewouldhavebeenalittlecrossandshownhimshehadmadeasacrifice。NotsoZoeVizard。

Shenevertoldhim,norevenFanny,shehadrefusedLordUxmoor。Sheesteemedthegreatsacrificeshehadmadeforhimasalittleone,andsolovedhimalittlemorethathehadcostheranearl"scoronetandalargefortune。

ThepartyresumedtheirhabitsthatUxmoorhadinterrupted,andnowarningvoicewasraised。

TheboringcommencedatHillstoke,andDoctressGalehoveredoverthework。Thevariousstrataandtheirfossildepositswereanendlessstudy,andkepthermicroscopeemployed。Withthis,andhertreatiseon"CurebyEsculents"shewassoemployedthatshedidnotvisittheCourtforsomedays:thencameaninvitationfromLordUxmoortostayaweekwithhim,andinspecthisvillage。Sheacceptedit,anddroveherselfinthebailiff"sgig,allalone。Shefoundherhostattendingtohisduties,butdejected;sothenshesuspected,andturnedtheconversationtoZoeVizard,andsoonsatisfiedherselfhehadnohopesinthatquarter。Yethespokeofherwithundisguisedandtenderadmiration。Thenshesaidtoherself,"Thisisaman,andheshallhaveher。"

ShesatdownandwrotealettertoVizard,tellinghimallsheknew,andwhatshethought,viz。,thatanotherwoman,andarespectableone,hadaclaimonMr。Severne,whichoughttobecloselyinquiredinto,and_thelady"sversionheard。_"Thinkofit,"saidshe。"Hedisownedthewomanwhohadsavedhislife,hewassoafraidIshouldtellMissVizardunderwhatcircumstancesIfirstsawhim。"

Shefoldedandaddressedtheletter。

Buthavingrelievedhermindinsomedegreebythis,sheaskedherselfwhetheritwouldnotbekindertoallpartiestotryandsaveZoewithoutanexposure。ProbablySevernebenefitedbyhisgraceandhisdisarmingqualities;forherultimateresolutionwastogivehimachance,offerhimanalternative:hemusteitherquietlyretire,orbeopenlyexposed。

Sothensheputtheletterinherdesk,madeouthervisit,ofwhichnofurtherparticularscanbegivenatpresent,returnedhome,andwalkeddowntotheCourtnextmorningtohaveitoutwithEdwardSeverne。

But,unfortunately,fromtheverydaysheofferedhimtermsupatHillstoke,thetidebegantoruninSeverne"sfavorwithgreatrapidity。

Alettercamefromthedetective。Severnereceiveditatbreakfast,andlaiditbeforeZoe,whichhadafavorableeffectonhermindtobegin。

Poikilusreportedthatthemoneywasingoodhands。Hehadseenthelady。

Shemadenosecretofthething——thesumwas4,900pounds,andshesaidhalfbelongedtoherandhalftoagentleman。Shedidnotknowhim,butheragent,Ashmead,did。Poikilusaddedthathehadaskedherwouldshehonorthatgentleman"sdraft?Shehadrepliedsheshouldbeafraidtodothat;butMr。Ashmeadshouldhandittohimondemand。Poikilussummedupthattheladywasevidentlyrespectable,andthewholethingsquare。

Severnepostedthislettertohiscousin,undercover,toshowhimhewasreallygoingtoclearhisestate,butbeggedhimtoreturnitimmediatelyandlendhim50pounds。Theaccommodatingcousinsenthim50pounds,toaidhiminwooinghisheiress。Heboughtherahoopring,apologizedforitssmallvalue,andexpressedhisregretthatallhecouldofferherwasonassmallascale,excepthislove。

Sheblushed,andsmiledonhim,likeheavenopening。"Smallandgreat,I

takethem,"saidshe;andherlovelyheadrestedonhisshoulder。

Theywereengaged。

Fromthathourhecouldcommanda_te"te-"a-te"te_withherwheneverhechose,andhisinfernalpassionbegantosuggestallmannerofwild,wickedandunreasonablehopes。

Meantimetherewasnostopping。HesoonfoundhemustspeakseriouslytoVizard。Hewentintohisstudyandbegantoopenthesubject。Vizardstoppedhim。"Fetchtheotherculprit,"saidhe;andwhenZoecame,blushing,hesaid,"NowIamgoingtomakeshorterworkofthisthanyouhavedone。Zoehastenthousandpounds。Whathaveyougot?"

"Onlyasmallestate,wortheightthousandpounds,thatIhopetoclearofallincumbrances,ifIcangetmymoney。"

"Fondofeachother?Well,don"tstrikemedeadwithyoureyes。Ihavewatchedyou,andIownaprettierpairofturtledovesIneversaw。Well,youhavegotloveandIhavegotmoney。I"lltakecareofyouboth。Butyoumustlivewithme。Ipromisenevertomarry。"

ThisbroughtZoeroundhisneck,withtearsandkissesofpureaffection。

Hereturnedthem,andpartedherhairpaternally。

"Thisisabeautifulworld,isn"tit?"saidhe,withmoretendernessthancynicismthistime。

"Ah,thatitis!"criedZoe,earnestly。"ButIcan"thaveyousayyouwillneverbeashappyasIam。Therearetrueheartsinthisheavenlyworld;forIhavefoundone。"

"Ihavenot,anddon"tmeantotryagain。Iamgoinginforthepaternalnow。Youtwoaremychildren。Ihaveatalismantokeepmefrommarrying。

I"llshowityou。"Hedrewaphotographfromhisdrawer,setroundwithgoldandpearls。Heshoweditthemsuddenly。Theybothstarted。AfinephotographofInaKlosking。Shewasdressedasplainlyasatthegambling-table,butwithoutabonnet,andonlyoneroseinherhair。Hernobleforeheadwasshown,andherface,amodelofintelligence,womanliness,andserenedignity。

Hegazedatit,andtheyathimandit。

Hekissedit。"HereismyFate,"saidhe。"Nowmarktheingenuityofaparent。IkeepoutofmyFate"sway。ButIusehertokeepoffanyotherlittleFatesthatmaybeabout。NootherhumbugcanevercatchmewhileI

havesuchanoblehumbugasthistocontemplate。Ah!andheresheisasSiebel。Whatagoddess!Justlookather。Adorable!There,thisshallstanduponmytable,andtheothershallbehunginmybedroom。Then,mydearZoe,youwillbesafefromastepmother。ForIamyourfathernow。

Pleaseunderstandthat。"

ThisbroughtpoorZoeroundhisneckagainwithsuchaneffusionthatatlasthehandedhertoSeverne,andheledherfromtheroom,quiteovercome,and,toavoidallconversationaboutwhathadjustpassed,gaveherovertoFanny,whileheretiredtocomposehimself。

Bydinner-timehewasashappyasaprinceagainandrelievedofallcompunction。

HeheardafterwardfromFannythatZoeandshehaddiscussedtheincidentandVizard"sinfatuation,FannybeingspeciallywrothatVizard"sabuseofpearls;butshetoldhimshehadadvisedZoenottomentionthatlady"sname,butletherdieout。

And,inpointoffact,Zoedidavoidthesubject。

Therecameaneventfulday。Vizardgotaletter,atbreakfast,fromhisbankers,thatmadehimstare,andthenknithisbrows。ItwasaboutEdwardSeverne"sacceptances。Hesaidnothing,butorderedhishorseandrodeintoTaddington。

Thedaywaskeenbutsunny,and,seeinghimafootsoearly,Zoesaidsheshouldlikeadrivebeforeluncheon。ShewouldshowSeverneandFannysomeruinsonPagnellHill。Theycouldleavethetrapatthevillageinnandwalkupthehill。Fannybeggedoff,andSevernewasveryglad。TheprospectofalongwalkupahillwithZoe,andthenadayspentinutterseclusionwithher,firedhisimaginationandmadehisheartbeat。Herewasoneoftheopportunitieshehadlongsighedforofmakingpassionatelovetoinnocenceandinexperience。

Zoeherselfwaseagerforthedrive,andcamedown,followedbyRosawithsomewraps,andwaitedinthemorning-roomforthedog-cart。Itwasbehindtimeforonce,becausethecarefulcoachmanhadinsistedontheaxlebeingoiled。Atlastthesoundofwheelswasheard。Acarriagedrewupatthedoor。

"TellMr。Severne,"saidZoe。"Heisinthedining-room,Ithink。"

Butitwasnotthedog-cart。

Avigilantfootmancamehastilyoutandopenedthehalldoor。Aladywasonthesteps,andspoketohim,but,inspeaking,shecaughtsightofZoeinthehall。Sheinstantlyslippedpassthemanandstoodwithinthegreatdoor。

"MissVizard?"saidshe。

Zoetookasteptowardherandsaid,withastonishment,"MademoiselleKlosking!"

Theladieslookedateachother,andZoesawsomethingstrangewascoming;fortheKloskingwasverypale,yetfirm,andfixedhereyesuponherasiftherewasnothingelseinsight。

"Youhaveavisitor——Mr。Severne?"

"Yes,"saidZoe,drawingup。

"CanIspeakwithhim?"

"Hewillanswerforhimself。EDWARD!"

AthercallSevernecameouthastilybehindInaKlosking。

Sheturned,andtheyfacedeachother。

"Ah!"shecried;andinspiteofall,therewasmoreofjoythananyotherpassionintheexclamation。

Notsohe。Heutteredascreamofdismay,andstaggered,whiteasaghost,butstillglaredatInaKlosking。

Zoe"svoicefellonhimlikeaclapofthunder:"What!——Edward!——Mr。

Severne!——Hasthisladystillanyright——"

"No,nonewhatever!"hecried;"itisallpastandgone。"

"Whatispast?"saidInaKlosking,grandly。"Areyououtofyoursenses?"

Thenshewasclosetohiminamoment,byonegrandmovement,andtookhimbybothlapelsofhiscoat,andheldhimfirmly。"Speakbeforethislady,"shecried。"Have——I——no——rights——overyou?"andhervoicewasmajestic,andherDanisheyesgleamedlightning。

Thewretch"skneesgavewayamomentandheshookinherhands。Then,suddenly,heturnedwild。"Fiend!youhaveruinedme!"heyelled;andthen,withhisnaturalstrength,whichwasgreat,andthesuperhumanpowerofmadexcitement,hewhirledherrightroundandflungherfromhim,anddashedoutofthedoor,utteringcriesofrageanddespair。

Theunfortunatelady,thustakenbysurprise,fellheavily,and,bycruelillluck,struckhertemple,infalling,againstthesharpcornerofamarbletable。Itgashedherforeheadfearfully,andshelaysenseless,withthebloodspurtinginjetsfromherwhitetemple。

Zoescreamedviolently,andthehallandthehallstaircaseseemedtofillbymagic。

Intheterrorandconfusion,HarringtonVizardstrodeintothehall,fromTaddington。"Whatisthematter?"hecried。"Awomankilled?"

Someonecriedoutshehadfallen。

"Water,fools——asponge——don"tstandgaping!"andheflunghimselfonhisknees,andraisedthewoman"sheadfromthefloor。Oneeagerlookintoherwhiteface——onewildcry——"GreatGod!itis——"Hehadrecognizedher。

CHAPTERXX。

ITwaspiteoustoseeandhear。Thebloodwouldnotstop;itspurtednolonger,butitflowedalarmingly。VizardsentHarrisoffinhisownflyforadoctor,tosavetime。Hecalledforice。Hecriedoutinagonytohisservants,"Cannoneofyouthinkofanything?There——thathat。Here,youwomen;tearmethenapoffwithyourfingers。MyGod!whatistobedone?She"llbleedtodeath!"Andheheldhertohisbreast,andalmostmoanedwithpityoverher,ashepressedthecoldspongetoherwound——invain;forstilltheredbloodwouldflow。

Wheelsgroundthegravel。Servantsflewtothedoor,crying,"Thedoctor!

thedoctor!"

Asifhecouldhavebeenfetchedinfiveminutesfromthreemilesoff。

Yetitwasadoctor。HarrishadmetMissGalewalkingquietlydownfromHillstoke。Hehadtoldherinafewhurriedwords,andbroughtherasfastasthehorsescouldgo。

Sheglidedinswiftly,keen,butself-possessed,andtookitallindirectly。

Vizardsawher,andcried,"Ah!Help!——sheisbleedingtodeath!"

"Sheshallnot,"saidRhoda。Thentoonefootman,"Bringafootstool,_you;"_toanother,_"You_bringmeacork;"toVizard,_"You_holdhertowardmeso。Nowspongethewound。"

Thisdone,shepinchedthelipsofthewoundtogetherwithherneat,strongfingers。"SeewhatIdo,"shesaidtoVizard。"Youwillhavetodoit,whileI——Ah,thestool!Nowlayherheadonthat;theotherside,man。Now,sir,compressthewoundasIdid,vigorously。Holdthecork,_you,_tillIwantit。"

Shetookoutofherpocketsomeadhesiveplaster,andflakesofsomestrongstyptic,andapieceofelastic。"Now,"saidshetoVizard,"givemealittleopeninginthemiddletoplasterthesestripsacrossthewound。"Hedidso。Theninamomentshepassedtheelasticunderthesufferer"shead,drewitoverwiththestypticbetweenherfingerandthumb,andcrack!thestypticwastightonthecompressedwound。Sheforcedinmorestyptic,increasingthepressure,thenshewhippedoutasortofsurgicalhousewife,andwithsomecuttinginstrumentreducedthecork,thencutitconvex,andfasteneditonthestypticbyanotherelastic。Therewasnoflutter,yetitwasalldoneinfiftyseconds。

"There,"saidshe,"shewillbleednomore,tospeakof。Nowseatherupright。Why!Ihaveseenherbefore。Thisis——sir,youcansendthemenaway。""

"Yes;and,Harris,packupMr。Severne"sthings,andbringthemdownherethismoment。"

Themaleservantsretired,thewomenheldaloof。FannyDovercameforward,paleandtrembling,andhelpedtoplaceInaKloskinginthehallporter"schair。Shewasinsensiblestill,butmoanedfaintly。

Hermoanswereechoed:alleyesturned。ItwasZoe,seatedapart,allbowedandbroken——ghastlypale,andglaringstraightbeforeher。

"Poorgirl!"saidVizard。"Weforgother。Itisherheartthatbleeds。

Whereisthescoundrel,thatImaykillhim?"andherushedoutatthedoortolookforhim。Theman"slifewouldnothavebeenworthmuchifSquireVizardcouldhavefoundhimthen。

Buthesooncamebacktohiswretchedhome,andeyedthedismalscene,andthehavoconemanhadmade——themarblefloorallstainedwithblood——InaKloskingsupportedinachair,white,andfaintlymoaning——Zoestillcrushedandglaringatvacancy,andFannysobbingroundherwithpityandterror;forsheknewtheremustbeworsetocomethanthiswildstupor。

"Takehertoherroom,Fannydear,"saidVizard,inahurried,falteringvoice,"anddon"tleaveher。Rosa,helpMissDover。Donotleaveheralone,nightnorday。"ThentoMissGale,"Shewilllive?Tellmeshewilllive。"

"Ihopeso,"saidRhodaGale。"Oh,theblowwillnotkillher,noryetthelossofblood。ButIfeartherewillbedistressofmindaddedtothebodilyshock。Andsuchanobleface!Myownheartbleedsforher。Oh,sir,donotsendherawaytostrangers!Letmetakeheruptothefarm。

Itisnursingshewillneed,andtact,whenshecomestoherself。"

"Sendhereawaytostrangers!"criedVizard。"Never!No。Noteventothefarm。Hereshereceivedherwound;hereallthatyouandIcandoshallbedonetosaveher。Ah,here"sHarris,withthevillain"sthings。Getthelady"sboxesout,andputMr。Severne"sintothefly。Givethemantwoguineas,andlethimleavethematthe"Swan,"inTaddington。"

Hethenbeckoneddownthewomen,andhadInaKloskingcarriedupstairstotheveryroomSevernehadoccupied。

Hethenconvenedtheservants,andplacedthemformallyunderMissGale"sorders,andonefemaleservanthavingmadearemark,heturnedheroutofthehouse,neckandcrop,directlywithhermonth"swages。Theothershadtohelpherpack,onlyhalfanhourbeingallowedforherexit。

Thehouseseemedallchanged。CouldthisbeVizardCourt?Deadgloom——hurriedwhispers——andeverybodywalkingsoftly,andscared——noneknowingwhatmightbethenextcalamity。

Vizardfeltsickatheartandhelpless。Hehaddoneallhecould,andwasreducedtothatconditionwomenbearfarbetterthanmen——hemustwait,andhope,andfear。Hewalkedupanddownthecarpetedlanding,rackedwithanxiety。

AtlasttherecameasinglescreamofagonyfromInaKlosking"sroom。

Itmadethestrongmanquake。

Hetappedsoftlyatthedoor。

Rhodaopenedit。

"Whatisit?"hefaltered。

Shereplied,gravely,"Onlywhatmustbe。Sheisbeginningtorealizewhathasbefallenher。Don"tcomehere。Youcandonogood。IwillrundowntoyouwheneverIdare。Givemeanursetohelp,thisfirstnight。"

Hewentdownandsentintothevillageforawomanwhoboreagreatnamefornursing。Thenhewanderedaboutdisconsolate。

Theleadenhourspassed。Hewenttodress,anddiscoveredInaKlosking"sblooduponhisclothes。Itshockedhimfirst,andthenitmeltedhim:hefeltaninexpressibletendernessatsightofit。Thebloodthathadflowedinherveinsseemedsacredtohim。Hefoldedthatsuit,andtieditupinasilkhandkerchief,andlockeditaway。

Induecoursehesatdowntodinner——weareallsuchcreaturesofhabit。

Therewaseverythingasusual,exceptthefamiliarfaces。Therewastheglitteringplateonthepolishedsideboard,thepyramidofflowerssurroundedwithfruits。Therewereevenchairsatthetable,fortheservantsdidnotknowhewastobequitealone。Buthewas。Onedelicatedishafteranotherwasbroughthim,andsentawayuntasted。SoonafterdinnerRhodaGalecamedownandtoldhimherpatientwasinaprecariouscondition,andshefearedfeveranddelirium。Shebeggedhimtosendoneservantuptothefarmforcertainmedicamentsshehadthere,andanothertothechemistatTaddington。Theseweredispatchedonswifthorses,andbothwerebackinhalfanhour。

By-and-byFannyDovercamedowntohim,withredeyes,andbroughthimZoe"slove。"But,"saidshe,"don"taskhertocomedown。Sheisashamedtolookanybodyintheface,poorgirl。"

"Why?whathas_she_done?"

"Oh,Harrington,shehasmadenosecretofheraffection;andnow,atsightofthatwoman,hehasabandonedher。"

"TellherIlovehermorethanIeverdid,andrespecthermore。Whereisherpride?"

"Pride!sheisfullofit;anditwillhelpher——by-and-by。Butshehasabittertimetogothroughfirst。Youdon"tknowhowsheloveshim。"

"What!lovehimstill,afterwhathehasdone?"

"Yes!Sheinterpretsitthiswayandthat。Shecannotbeartobelieveanotherwomanhasanyrealrighttoseparatethem。"

"Separatethem!Thescoundrelknocked_her_downforlovinghimstill,andfledfromthemboth。Waseverguiltmoreclear?Ifshedoubtsthatheisavillain,tellherfrommeheisaforger,andhasgivenmebillswithfalsenamesonthem。Thebankersgavemenoticeto-day,andIwascominghometoorderhimoutofthehousewhenthismiserablebusinesshappened。"

"Aforger!isitpossible?"saidFanny。"Butitisnousemytellingherthatsortofthing。Ifhehadcommittedmurder,andwastruetoher,shewouldclingtohim。Sheneverknewtillnowhowshelovedhim,norI

neither。SheputhiminCoventryfortellingalie;butshewasfarmoreunhappyallthetimethanhewas。Thereisnothingtodobuttobekindtoher,andletherhideherface。Don"thurryher。"

"NotI。Godhelpher!Ifshehasawish,itshallbegratified。Iampowerless。Sheisyoung。Surelytimewillcureherofavillain,nowheisdetected。"

Fannysaidshehopedso。

Thetruthis,ZoehadnotopenedherhearttoFanny。Sheclungtoher,andwrithedinherarms;butshespokelittle,andonebrokensentencecontradictedtheother。Butmentalagony,likebodily,findsitsvent,notinspeech,thebrain"sgreatinterpreter,butininarticulatecries,andmoans,andsighs,thatproveusanimalseveninthethroesofmind。

Zoewasinthatcruelstageofsuffering。

Sopassedthatmiserableday。

CHAPTERXXI。

INAKLOSKINGrecoveredhersensesthatevening,andaskedMissGalewhereshewas。MissGaletoldhershewasinthehouseofafriend。

"Whatfriend?"

"That,"saidMissGale,"Iwilltellyouby-and-by。Youareingoodhands,andIamyourphysician。"

"Ihaveheardyourvoicebefore,"saidIna,"butIknownotwhere;anditissodark!Whyisitsodark?"

"Becausetoomuchlightisnotgoodforyou。Youhavemetwithanaccident。"

"Whataccident,madam?"

"Youfellandhurtyourpoorforehead。See,Ihavebandagedit,andnowyoumustletmewetthebandage——tokeepyourbrowcool。"

"Thankyou,madam,"saidIna,inherownsweetbutqueenlyway。"Youareverygoodtome。IwishIcouldseeyourfacemoreclearly。Iknowyourvoice。"Then,afterasilence,duringwhichMissGaleeyedherwithanxiety,shesaid,likeonegropingherwaytothetruth,"I——fell——and——hurt——myforehead?——_Ah!"_

ThenitwassheutteredthecrythatmadeVizardquakeatthedoor,andshookforamomentevenRhoda"snerves,though,asarule,theywereironinasituationofthiskind。

IthadallcomebacktoInaKlosking。

Afterthatpiteouscrysheneversaidaword。Shedidnothingbutthink,andputherhandtoherhead。

Andsoonaftermidnightshebegantotalkincoherently。

Thephysiciancouldonlyproceedbyphysicalmeans。Sheattackedthecomingfeveratonce,withtheremediesoftheday,andalsowithaninfusionofmonk"s-hood。Thatpoison,promptlyadministered,didnotdeceiveher。Sheobtainedaslightperspiration,whichwassomuchgainedinthebattle。

Inthemorningshegotthepatientshiftedintoanotherbed,andshesleptalittleafterthat。Butsoonshewasawake,restless,andraving:

stillhercharacterpervadedherdelirium。Noviolence。Nothinganysoreinjuredwomanneedbeashamedtohavesaid:onlyitwasalldisconnected。

Onemomentshewasspeakingtotheleaderoftheorchestra,atanothertoMr。Ashmead,atanother,withdivinetenderness,toherstillfaithfulSeverne。Andthoughnothurried,asusualinthesecases,itwasalmostincessantandpitiabletohear,eachobservationwassowiseandgood;

yet,allbeingdisconnected,thehearercouldnotbutfeelthatanoblemindlaybeforehim,overthrownandbrokenintofragmentslikesomeAtticcolumn。

Inthemiddleofthisthehandlewassoftlyturned,andZoeVizardcamein,paleandsomber。

LongbeforethisshehadsaidtoFannyseveraltimes,"Ioughttogoandseeher;"andFannyhadsaid,"Ofcourseyouought。"

Sonowshecame。Shefoldedherarmsandstoodatthefootofthebed,andlookedatherunhappyrival,unhappyaspossibleherself。

Whatcontraryfeelingsfoughtinthatyoungbreast!Pityandhatred。Shemusthatetherivalwhohadcomebetweenherandhimsheloved;shemustpitythewomanwholaythere,pale,wounded,andlittlelikelytorecover。

And,withallthis,agreatdesiretoknowwhetherthissuffererhadanyrighttocomeandseizeEdwardSevernebythearm,andsodrawdowncalamityonboththewomenwholovedhim。

Shelookedandlistened,andRhodaGalethoughtitharduponherpatient。

Butitwasnotinhumannaturethegirlshoulddootherwise;soRhodasaidnothing。

WhatfellfromIna"slipswasnotofakindtomakeZoemoreherfriend。

Hermindseemednowlikeabirdtiedbyalongsilkenthread。Itmadelargeexcursions,butconstantlycamebacktoherlove。Sometimesthatlovewashappy,sometimesunhappy。Oftenshesaid"Edward!"intheexquisitetoneofalovingwoman;andwhenevershedid,Zoereceiveditwithasortofshiver,asifadagger,fineasaneedle,hadpassedthroughherwholebody。

Atlast,aftertellingsometenorthathehadsungFnaturalinsteadofF

sharp,andpraisedsomebody"srenderingofasongin"IlFlautoMagico,"

andtoldAshmeadtomakenomoreengagementsforheratpresent,forshewasgoingtoVizardCourt,thepoorsoulpausedaminute,andutteredadeepmoan。

_"Struckdownbytheveryhandthatwasvowedtoprotectme!"_saidshe。

Thenwassilentagain。Thenbegantocry,andsob,andwringherhands。

Zoeputherhandtoherheartandmovedfeeblytowardthedoor。However,shestoppedamomenttosay,"Iamnousehere。Youwouldsoonhavemeravinginthenextbed。IwillsendFanny。"Thenshedrewherselfup。

"MissGale,everybodyhereisatyourcommand。Praysparenothingyoucanthinkoftosave——_mybrother"sguest。"_

Therecameoutthebitterdrop。

Whenshehadsaidthat,shestalkedfromtheroomlikesomeredIndianbearingamortalarrowinhim,buttooproudtoshowit。

Butwhenshegottoherownroomsheflungherselfonhersofa,andwrithedandsobbedinagony。

FannyDovercameinandfoundherso,andflewtoher。

Butsheorderedheroutquitewildly。"No,no;goto_her,_likealltherest,andleavepoorZoeallalone。She_is_alone。"

ThenFannyclungtoher,andtriedhardtocomforther。

Thisyoungladynowbecameveryzealousandactive。Shedividedhertimebetweenthetwosufferers,andwasindefatigableintheirservice。WhenshewasnotsupportingZoe,shewasalwaysatMissGale"selbowofferingherservices。"Doletmehelpyou,"shesaid。"Doprayletmehelp。Wearepoorathome,andthereisnothingIcannotdo。I"mworthanythreeservants。"

Shealwayshelpedshiftthepatientintoafreshbed,andthatwasdoneveryoften。Shewouldruntothecookorthebutlerforanythingthatwaswantedinahurry。Sheflunggentilityandhumbugtothewinds。Thenshedressedintenminutes,andwentanddinedwithVizard,andmadeexcusesforZoe"sabsence,tokeepeverythingsmooth;andfinallysheinsistedonsittingupwithInaKloskingtillthreeinthemorning,andmadeMissGalegotobedintheroom。"Paidnurses!"saidshe;"theyarenouseexcepttosnoreanddrinkthepatient"swine。YouandIwillwatchhereverymomentofthenight;andifI"meveratalosswhattodo,Iwillcallyou。"

MissGalestaredatheronce,andthenacceptedthisnewphaseofhercharacter。

Thefeverwashotwhileitlasted;butitwassoencounteredwithtonics,andportwine,andstrongbeefsoup(notyourrubbishybeeftea),thatinforty-eighthoursitbegantoabate。InarecognizedRhodaGaleastheladywhohadsavedSeverne"slifeatMontpellier,andweptlongandsilentlyuponherneck。Induecourse,Zoe,hearingtherewasagreatchange,cameinagaintolookather。Shestoodandeyedher。SoonInaKloskingcaughtsightofher,andstaredather。

"Youhere!"saidshe。"Ah!youareMissVizard。Iaminyourhouse。I

willgetupandleaveit;"andshemadeafeebleattempttorise,butfellback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyesatherhelplessness。

Zoewasindignant,butforthemomentmoreshockedthananythingelse。

Shemovedawayalittle,anddidnotknowwhattosay。

"Letmelookatyou,"saidthepatient。"Ah!youarebeautiful。WhenI

sawyouatthetheater,youfascinatedme。Howmuchmoreaman?Iwillresistnomore。Youaretoobeautifultoberesisted。Takehim,andletmedie。"

"Idohernogood,"saidZoe,halfsullenly,halftrembling。

"Indeedyoudonot,"saidRhoda,bluntly,andalmostbitterly。Shewasallnurse。

"I"llcomeherenomore,"saidZoe,sadlybutsternly,andlefttheroom。

ThenInaturnedtoMissGaleandsaid,patiently,"IhopeIwasnotrudetothatlady——whohasbrokenmyheart。"

FannyandRhodatookeachahandandtoldhershecouldnotberudetoanybody。

"Myfriends,"saidIna,lookingpiteouslytoeachinturn,"itisherhouse,youknow,andsheisverygoodtomenow——afterbreakingmyheart。"

ThenFannyshowedadealoftact。_"Her_house!"saidshe。"Itisnomorehersthanmine。Why,thishousebelongstoagentleman,andheismadaftermusic。Heknowsyouverywell,thoughyoudon"tknowhim,andhethinksyouthefirstsingerinEurope。"

"Youflatterme,"saidIna,sadly。

"Well,hethinksso;andheisreckonedaverygoodjudge。Ah!nowI

thinkofit,Iwillshowyousomething,andthenyouwillbelieveme。"

Sheranofftothelibrary,snatchedupIna"spicturesetroundwithpearls,andcamepantinginwithit。"There,"saidshe;"nowyoulookatthat!"andsheputitbeforehereyes。"Now,whoisthat,ifyouplease?"

"Oh!ItisInaKloskingthatwas。Pleasebringmeaglass。"

Thetwoladieslookedateachother。MissGalemadeanegativesignal,andFannysaid,"By-and-by。Thiswilldoinstead,foritisaslikeastwopeas。Nowaskyourselfhowthiscomestobeinthehouse,andsetinpearls。Why,theyareworththreehundredpounds。Iassureyouthatthemasterofthishouseis_fanaticoperlamusica;_heardyousingSiebelatHomburg——ravedaboutyou——wantedtocallonyou。Wehadtodraghimawayfromtheplace;andhedeclaresyouarethefirstsingerintheworld;andyoucannotdoubthissincerity,for_herearethepearls。"_

InaKlosking"spalecheekcolored,andthensheopenedhertwoarmswide,andputthemroundFanny"sneckandkissedher:herinnocentvanitywasgratified,andhergraciousnaturesuggestedgratitudetoherwhohadbroughtherthecompliment,insteadoftheusualungratefulbumptiousnesspraiseelicitsfromvanity。

ThenMissGaleputinherword——"Whenyoumetwiththisunfortunateaccident,Iwasfortakingyouuptomyhouse。Itisthreemilesoff;buthewouldnothearofit。Hesaid,"No;hereshegotherwound,andhereshemustbecured。""

"So,"saidFanny,"praysetyourmindatease。MycousinHarringtonisaverygoodsoul,butratherarbitrary。Ifyouwanttoleavethisplace,youmustgetthoroughlywellandstrong,forhewillneverletyougotillyouare。"

Betweenthesetwoladies,cleverandcooperating,Inasmiled,andseemedrelieved;butshewastooweaktoconverseanymorejustthen。

SomehoursafterwardshebeckonedFannytoher,andsaid,"Themasterofthehouse——whatishisname?"

"HarringtonVizard。"

"What!——_her_father?"

"La,no;onlyherhalf-brother。"

"IfheissokindtomebecauseIsing,whycomeshenottoseeme?_She_

hascome。"

Fannysmiled。"ItisplainyouarenotanEnglishwoman,thoughyouspeakitsobeautifully。AnEnglishgentlemandoesnotintrudeintoalady"sroom。"

"Itishisroom。"

"Hewouldsaythat,whileyouoccupyit,itisyours,andnothis。"

"Heawaitsmyinvitation,then。"

"Idaresayhewouldcomeifyouweretoinvitehim,butcertainlynotwithout。"

"Iwishtoseehimwhohasbeensokindtome,andsolovesmusic;butnotto-day——Ifeelunable。"

Thenextdaysheaskedforaglass,andwasdistressedatherappearance。

Shebeggedforacap。

"Whatkindofacap?"askedFanny。

"Onelikethat,"saidshe,pointingtoaportraitonthewall。Itwasofaladyinaplainbrownsilkdressandalittlewhiteshawl,andaneatcapwithanarrowlaceborderallroundherface。

Thisparticularcapwasoutofdatefullsixtyyears;butthehousehadastoreroomofrelics,andFanny,withVizard"shelp,soonrummagedoutacapofthesort,withanarrowfrillallround。

Herhairwassmoothed,awhitesilkbandpassedoverthenowclosedwound,andthecapfittedonher。Shelookedpale,butangelic。

FannywentdowntoVizard,andinvitedhimtocomeandseeMademoiselleKlosking——byherdesire。"But,"sheadded,"MissGaleisveryanxiouslestyoushouldgettalkingofSeverne。Shesaysthefeverandlossofbloodhaveweakenedherterribly;andifwebringthefeveronagain,shecannotanswerforherlife。"

"Hasshespokenofhimtoyou?"

"Notonce。"

"Thenwhyshouldshetome?"

"Becauseyouareaman,andshemaythinktogetthe_truth_outofyou:

sheknows_we_shallonlysaywhatisforthebest。Sheisverydeep,andwedon"tknowhermindyet。"

Vizardsaidhewouldbeasguardedashecould;butiftheysawhimgoingwrong,theymustsendhimaway。

"Oh,MissGalewilldothat,youmaybesure,"saidFanny。

Thusprepared,VizardfollowedFannyupthestairstothesick-room。

Eitherthereissuchathingasloveatfirstsight,oritissomethingmorethanfirstsight,whenanobservantmangazesatawomanforanhourinablazeoflight,anddrinksinherlooks,herwalk,hervoice,andalltheoutwardsignsofabeautifulsoul;forthestoutcynic"sheartbeatatenteringthatroomasithadnotbeatforyears。Tobesure,hehadnotonlyseenheronthestageinallherglory,buthadheldher,paleandbleeding,tohismanlybreast,andhisheartwarmedtoherallthemore,and,indeed,fairlymeltedwithtenderness。

Fannywentinandannouncedhim。Hefollowedsoftly,andlookedather。

Wealthcanmakeevenasick-roompretty。TheKloskinglayonsnowypillowswhoseglossydamaskwasedgedwithlace;anduponherformwasaneider-downquiltcoveredwithviolet-coloredsatin,andherfacewassetinthatsweetcapwhichhidherwound,andmadehereloquentfacelessghastly。

Sheturnedtolookathim,andhegazedatherinawaythatspokevolumes。

"Aseat,"saidshe,softly。

Fannywasforputtingoneclosetoher。"No,"saidMissGale,"lowerdown;thensheneednottoturnherhead。"

Sohesatdownnearerherfeet。

"Mygoodhost,"saidshe,inhermellowvoice,thatretaineditsquality,butnotitspower,"Idesiretothankyouforyourgoodnesstoapoorsinger,struckdown——bythehandthatwasboundtoprotecther。"

Vizardfalteredoutthattherewasnothingtothankhimfor。Hewasproudtohaveherunderhisroof,thoughdeeplygrievedatthecause。

Shelookedathim,andhertwonurseslookedatherandateachother,asmuchastosay,"Sheisgoingupondangerousground。"

Theywereright。Butshehadnotthecourage,or,perhaps,asmostwomenarealittlecat-likeinthis,thattheygoawayonceortwicefromthesubjectnearesttheirheartbeforetheyturnandpounceonit,shemustspeakofotherthingsfirst。Saidshe,"ButifIwasunfortunateinthat,Iwasfortunateinthis,thatIfellintogoodhands。Theseladiesaresisterstome,"andshegaveMissGaleherhand,andkissedtheotherhandtoFanny,thoughshecouldscarcelyliftit;"andIhaveahostwholovesmusic,andoverratesmypoorability。"Then,afterapause,"Whathaveyouheardmesing?"

"Siebel。"

"OnlySiebel!why,thatisapoorlittlething。"

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