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第7章

"Disposeofmeasthouwilt!"

Zanonistoodinsilenceforsomemoments:hesawthestrugglewhichthegirlthoughtsheconcealedsowell;hemadeaninvoluntarymovementtowardsher,andpressedherhandtohislips;itwasthefirsttimehehadeverdepartedevensofarfromacertainausteritywhichperhapsmadeherfearhimandherownthoughtstheless。

"Viola,"saidhe,andhisvoicetrembled,"thedangerthatIcanavertnomore,ifthoulingerstillinNaples,comeshourlynearandneartothee!Onthethirddayfromthisthyfatemustbedecided。Iacceptthypromise。Beforethelasthourofthatday,comewhatmay,Ishallseetheeagain,HERE,atthineownhouse。Tillthen,farewell!"

CHAPTER3。IV。

Betweentwoworldslifehoverslikeastar"Twixtnightandmorn。

Byron。

WhenGlyndonleftViola,asrecordedintheconcludingchapteroftheseconddivisionofthiswork,hewasabsorbedagaininthosemysticaldesiresandconjectureswhichthehauntingrecollectionofZanonialwaysservedtocreate。Andashewanderedthroughthestreets,hewasscarcelyconsciousofhisownmovementstill,inthemechanismofcustom,hefoundhimselfinthemidstofoneofthenoblecollectionsofpictureswhichformtheboastofthoseItaliancitieswhosegloryisinthepast。Thitherhehadbeenwont,almostdaily,torepair,forthegallerycontainedsomeofthefinestspecimensofamasterespeciallytheobjectofhisenthusiasmandstudy。There,beforetheworksofSalvator,hehadoftenpausedindeepandearnestreverence。Thestrikingcharacteristicofthatartististhe"VigourofWill;"voidoftheelevatedideaofabstractbeauty,whichfurnishesamodelandarchetypetothegeniusofmoreillustriousorder,thesingularenergyofthemanhewsoutoftherockadignityofhisown。Hisimageshavethemajesty,notofthegod,butthesavage;utterlyfree,likethesublimerschools,fromthecommon-placeofimitation,——apart,withthem,fromtheconventionallittlenessoftheReal,——hegraspstheimagination,andcompelsittofollowhim,nottotheheaven,butthroughallthatismostwildandfantasticuponearth;asorcery,notofthestarrymagian,butofthegloomywizard,——amanofromancewhoseheartbeatstrongly,gripingartwithahandofiron,andforcingittoidealisethescenesofhisactuallife。Beforethispowerfulwill,GlyndondrewbackmoreawedandadmiringthanbeforethecalmerbeautywhichrosefromthesoulofRaphael,likeVenusfromthedeep。

Andnow,asawakingfromhisreverie,hestoodoppositetothatwildandmagnificentgloomofNaturewhichfrownedonhimfromthecanvas,theveryleavesonthosegnome-like,distortedtreesseemedtorustlesibyllinesecretsinhisear。ThoseruggedandsombreApennines,thecataractthatdashedbetween,suited,morethantheactualsceneswouldhavedone,themoodandtemperofhismind。Thestern,uncouthformsatrestonthecragsbelow,anddwarfedbythegiantsizeoftheMatterthatreignedaroundthem,impressedhimwiththemightofNatureandthelittlenessofMan。Asingeniusofthemorespiritualcast,thelivingman,andthesoulthatlivesinhim,arestudiouslymadetheprominentimage;andthemereaccessoriesofscenekeptdown,andcastback,asiftoshowthattheexilefromparadiseisyetthemonarchoftheoutwardworld,——so,inthelandscapesofSalvator,thetree,themountain,thewaterfall,becometheprincipal,andmanhimselfdwindlestotheaccessory。TheMatterseemstoreignsupreme,anditstruelordtocreepbeneathitsstupendousshadow。Inertmattergivinginteresttotheimmortalman,nottheimmortalmantotheinertmatter。Aterriblephilosophyinart!

Whilesomethingofthesethoughtspassedthroughthemindofthepainter,hefelthisarmtouched,andsawNicotbyhisside。

"Agreatmaster,"saidNicot,"butIdonotlovetheschool。"

"Idonotlove,butIamawedbyit。Welovethebeautifulandserene,butwehaveafeelingasdeepaslovefortheterribleanddark。"

"True,"saidNicot,thoughtfully。"Andyetthatfeelingisonlyasuperstition。Thenursery,withitstalesofghostsandgoblins,isthecradleofmanyofourimpressionsintheworld。

Butartshouldnotseektopandertoourignorance;artshouldrepresentonlytruths。IconfessthatRaphaelpleasesmeless,becauseIhavenosympathywithhissubjects。Hissaintsandvirginsaretomeonlymenandwomen。"

"Andfromwhatsourceshouldpainting,then,takeitsthemes?"

"Fromhistory,withoutdoubt,"returnedNicot,pragmatically,——

"thosegreatRomanactionswhichinspiremenwithsentimentsoflibertyandvalour,withthevirtuesofarepublic。IwishthecartoonsofRaphaelhadillustratedthestoryoftheHoratii;butitremainsforFranceandherRepublictogivetoposteritythenewandthetrueschool,whichcouldneverhaveariseninacountryofpriestcraftanddelusion。"

"AndthesaintsandvirginsofRaphaelaretoyouonlymenandwomen?"repeatedGlyndon,goingbacktoNicot"scandidconfessioninamaze,andscarcelyhearingthedeductionstheFrenchmandrewfromhisproposition。

"Assuredly。Ha,ha!"andNicotlaughedhideously,"doyouaskmetobelieveinthecalendar,orwhat?"

"Buttheideal?"

"Theideal!"interruptedNicot。"Stuff!TheItaliancritics,andyourEnglishReynolds,haveturnedyourhead。Theyaresofondoftheir"gustogrande,"andtheir"idealbeautythatspeakstothesoul!"——soul!——ISthereasoul?Iunderstandamanwhenhetalksofcomposingforarefinedtaste,——foraneducatedandintelligentreason;forasensethatcomprehendstruths。Butasforthesoul,——bah!——wearebutmodificationsofmatter,andpaintingismodificationofmatteralso。"

GlyndonturnedhiseyesfromthepicturebeforehimtoNicot,andfromNicottothepicture。Thedogmatistgaveavoicetothethoughtswhichthesightofthepicturehadawakened。Heshookhisheadwithoutreply。

"Tellme,"saidNicot,abruptly,"thatimposter,——Zanoni!——oh!I

havenowlearnedhisnameandquackeries,forsooth,——whatdidhesaytotheeofme?"

"Ofthee?Nothing;buttowarnmeagainstthydoctrines。"

"Aha!wasthatall?"saidNicot。"Heisanotableinventor,andsince,whenwemetlast,Iunmaskedhisdelusions,Ithoughthemightretaliatebysometaleofslander。"

"Unmaskedhisdelusions!——how?"

"Adullandlongstory:hewishedtoteachanolddotingfriendofminehissecretsofprolongedlifeandphilosophicalalchemy。

Iadvisetheetorenouncesodiscreditableanacquaintance。"

WiththatNicotnoddedsignificantly,and,notwishingtobefurtherquestioned,wenthisway。

Glyndon"smindatthatmomenthadescapedtohisart,andthecommentsandpresenceofNicothadbeennowelcomeinterruption。

HeturnedfromthelandscapeofSalvator,andhiseyefallingonaNativitybyCoreggio,thecontrastbetweenthetworanksofgeniusstruckhimasadiscovery。Thatexquisiterepose,thatperfectsenseofbeauty,thatstrengthwithouteffort,thatbreathingmoralofhighart,whichspeakstothemindthroughtheeye,andraisesthethoughts,bytheaidoftendernessandlove,totheregionsofaweandwonder,——ay!THATwasthetrueschool。

Hequittedthegallerywithreluctantstepsandinspiredideas;

hesoughthisownhome。Here,pleasednottofindthesoberMervale,heleanedhisfaceonhishands,andendeavouredtorecallthewordsofZanoniintheirlastmeeting。Yes,hefeltNicot"stalkevenonartwascrime;itdebasedtheimaginationitselftomechanism。Couldhe,whosawnothinginthesoulbutacombinationofmatter,prateofschoolsthatshouldexcelaRaphael?Yes,artwasmagic;andasheownedthetruthoftheaphorism,hecouldcomprehendthatinmagictheremaybereligion,forreligionisanessentialtoart。Hisoldambition,freeingitselffromthefrigidprudencewithwhichMervalesoughttodesecrateallimageslesssubstantialthanthegoldencalfoftheworld,revived,andstirred,andkindled。Thesubtledetectionofwhatheconceivedtobeanerrorintheschoolhehadhithertoadopted,mademoremanifesttohimbythegrinningcommentaryofNicot,seemedtoopentohimanewworldofinvention。Heseizedthehappymoment,——heplacedbeforehimthecoloursandthecanvas。Lostinhisconceptionsofafreshideal,hismindwasliftedaloftintotheairyrealmsofbeauty;

darkthoughts,unhalloweddesires,vanished。Zanoniwasright:

thematerialworldshrunkfromhisgaze;heviewedNatureasfromamountain-topafar;andasthewavesofhisunquietheartbecamecalmandstill,againtheangeleyesofViolabeamedonthemasaholystar。

Lockinghimselfinhischamber,herefusedeventhevisitsofMervale。Intoxicatedwiththepureairofhisfreshexistence,heremainedforthreedays,andalmostnights,absorbedinhisemployment;butonthefourthmorningcamethatreactiontowhichalllabourisexposed。Hewokelistlessandfatigued;andashecasthiseyesonthecanvas,thegloryseemedtohavegonefromit。Humiliatingrecollectionsofthegreatmastersheaspiredtorivalforcedthemselvesuponhim;defectsbeforeunseenmagnifiedthemselvestodeformitiesinhislanguidanddiscontentedeyes。

Hetouchedandretouched,buthishandfailedhim;hethrewdownhisinstrumentsindespair;heopenedhiscasement:thedaywithoutwasbrightandlovely;thestreetwascrowdedwiththatlifewhichiseversojoyousandaffluentintheanimatedpopulationofNaples。Hesawthelover,ashepassed,conversingwithhismistressbythosemutegestureswhichhavesurvivedallchangesoflanguages,thesamenowaswhentheEtruscanpaintedyonvasesintheMuseoBorbonico。Lightfromwithoutbeckonedhisyouthtoitsmirthanditspleasures;andthedullwallswithin,latelylargeenoughtocompriseheavenandearth,seemednowcabinedandconfinedasafelon"sprison。HewelcomedthestepofMervaleathisthreshold,andunbarredthedoor。

"Andisthatallyouhavedone?"saidMervale,glancingdisdainfullyatthecanvas。"IsitforthisthatyouhaveshutyourselfoutfromthesunnydaysandmoonlitnightsofNaples?"

"Whilethefitwasonme,Ibaskedinabrightersun,andimbibedthevoluptuousluxuryofasoftermoon。"

"Youownthatthefitisover。Well,thatissomesignofreturningsense。Afterall,itisbettertodaubcanvasforthreedaysthanmakeafoolofyourselfforlife。Thislittlesiren?"

"Bedumb!Ihatetohearyounameher。"

MervaledrewhischairnearertoGlyndon"s,thrusthishandsdeepinhisbreeches-pockets,stretchedhislegs,andwasabouttobeginaseriousstrainofexpostulation,whenaknockwasheardatthedoor,andNicot,withoutwaitingforleave,obtrudedhisuglyhead。

"Good-day,moncherconfrere。Iwishedtospeaktoyou。Hein!

youhavebeenatwork,Isee。Thisiswell,——verywell!Aboldoutline,——greatfreedominthatrighthand。But,hold!isthecompositiongood?Youhavenotgotthegreatpyramidalform。

Don"tyouthink,too,thatyouhavelosttheadvantageofcontrastinthisfigure;sincetherightlegisputforward,surelytherightarmshouldbeputback?Peste!butthatlittlefingerisveryfine!"

MervaledetestedNicot。Forallspeculators,Utopians,alterersoftheworld,andwanderersfromthehighroad,wereequallyhatefultohim;buthecouldhavehuggedtheFrenchmanatthatmoment。HesawinGlyndon"sexpressivecountenanceallthewearinessanddisgustheendured。Aftersowrappedastudy,tobepratedtoaboutpyramidalformsandrightarmsandrightlegs,theaccidenceoftheart,thewholeconceptiontobeoverlooked,andthecriticismtoendinapprovalofthelittlefinger!

"Oh,"saidGlyndon,peevishly,throwingtheclothoverhisdesign,"enoughofmypoorperformance。Whatisityouhavetosaytome?"

"Inthefirstplace,"saidNicot,huddlinghimselftogetheruponastool,——"inthefirstplace,thisSignorZanoni,——thissecondCagliostro,——whodisputesmydoctrines!(nodoubtaspyofthemanCapet)Iamnotvindictive;asHelvetiussays,"ourerrorsarisefromourpassions。"Ikeepmineinorder;butitisvirtuoustohateinthecauseofmankind;IwouldIhadthedenouncingandthejudgingofSignorZanoniatParis。"AndNicot"ssmalleyesshotfire,andhegnashedhisteeth。

"Haveyouanynewcausetohatehim?"

"Yes,"saidNicot,fiercely。"Yes,IhearheiscourtingthegirlImeantomarry。"

"You!Whomdoyouspeakof?"

"ThecelebratedPisani!Sheisdivinelyhandsome。Shewouldmakemyfortuneinarepublic。Andarepublicweshallhavebeforetheyearisout。"

Mervalerubbedhishands,andchuckled。Glyndoncolouredwithrageandshame。

"DoyouknowtheSignoraPisani?Haveyoueverspokentoher?"

"Notyet。ButwhenImakeupmymindtoanything,itissoondone。IamabouttoreturntoParis。Theywritemewordthatahandsomewifeadvancesthecareerofapatriot。Theageofprejudiceisover。Thesublimervirtuesbegintobeunderstood。

IshalltakebackthehandsomestwifeinEurope。"

"Bequiet!Whatareyouabout?"saidMervale,seizingGlyndonashesawhimadvancetowardstheFrenchman,hiseyessparkling,andhishandsclenched。

"Sir!"saidGlyndon,betweenhisteeth,"youknownotofwhomyouthusspeak。DoyouaffecttosupposethatViolaPisaniwouldacceptYOU?"

"Notifshecouldgetabetteroffer,"saidMervale,lookinguptotheceiling。

"Abetteroffer?Youdon"tunderstandme,"saidNicot。"I,JeanNicot,proposetomarrythegirl;marryher!Othersmaymakehermoreliberaloffers,butnoone,Iapprehend,wouldmakeonesohonourable。Ialonehavepityonherfriendlesssituation。

Besides,accordingtothedawningstateofthings,onewillalways,inFrance,beabletogetridofawifewheneveronewishes。Weshallhavenewlawsofdivorce。DoyouimaginethatanItaliangirl——andinnocountryintheworldaremaidens,itseems,morechaste(thoughwivesmayconsolethemselveswithvirtuesmorephilosophical)——wouldrefusethehandofanartistforthesettlementsofaprince?No;IthinkbetterofthePisanithanyoudo。Ishallhastentointroducemyselftoher。"

"Iwishyouallsuccess,MonsieurNicot,"saidMervale,rising,andshakinghimheartilybythehand。

Glyndoncastatthembothadisdainfulglance。

"Perhaps,MonsieurNicot,"saidhe,atlength,constraininghislipsintoabittersmile,——"perhapsyoumayhaverivals。"

"Somuchthebetter,"repliedMonsieurNicot,carelessly,kickinghisheelstogether,andappearingabsorbedinadmirationatthesizeofhislargefeet。

"ImyselfadmireViolaPisani。"

"Everypaintermust!"

"Imayofferhermarriageaswellasyourself。"

"Thatwouldbefollyinyou,thoughwisdominme。Youwouldnotknowhowtodrawprofitfromthespeculation!Cherconfrere,youhaveprejudices。"

"Youdonotdaretosayyouwouldmakeprofitfromyourownwife?"

"ThevirtuousCatolenthiswifetoafriend。Ilovevirtue,andIcannotdobetterthanimitateCato。Buttobeserious,——Idonotfearyouasarival。Youaregood-looking,andIamugly。

Butyouareirresolute,andIdecisive。Whileyouareutteringfinephrases,Ishallsay,simply,"Ihaveabonetat。Willyoumarryme?"Sodoyourworst,cherconfrere。Aurevoir,behindthescenes!"

Sosaying,Nicotrose,stretchedhislongarmsandshortlegs,yawnedtillheshowedallhisraggedteethfromeartoear,presseddownhiscaponhisshaggyheadwithanairofdefiance,andcastingoverhisleftshoulderaglanceoftriumphandmaliceattheindignantGlyndon,saunteredoutoftheroom。

Mervaleburstintoaviolentfitoflaughter。"SeehowyourViolaisestimatedbyyourfriend。Afinevictory,tocarryherofffromtheugliestdogbetweenLaplandandtheCalmucks。"

Glyndonwasyettooindignanttoanswer,whenanewvisitorarrived。ItwasZanonihimself。Mervale,onwhomtheappearanceandaspectofthispersonageimposedakindofreluctantdeference,whichhewasunwillingtoacknowledge,andstillmoretobetray,noddedtoGlyndon,andsaying,simply,"MorewhenI

seeyouagain,"leftthepainterandhisunexpectedvisitor。

"Isee,"saidZanoni,liftingtheclothfromthecanvas,"thatyouhavenotslightedtheadviceIgaveyou。Courage,youngartist;thisisanescapefromtheschools:thisisfulloftheboldself-confidenceofrealgenius。YouhadnoNicot——noMervale——atyourelbowwhenthisimageoftruebeautywasconceived!"

Charmedbacktohisartbythisunlooked-forpraise,Glyndonrepliedmodestly,"Ithoughtwellofmydesigntillthismorning;

andthenIwasdisenchantedofmyhappypersuasion。"

"Say,rather,that,unaccustomedtocontinuouslabour,youwerefatiguedwithyouremployment。"

"Thatistrue。ShallIconfessit?Ibegantomisstheworldwithout。Itseemedtomeasif,whileIlavishedmyheartandmyyouthuponvisionsofbeauty,Iwaslosingthebeautifulrealitiesofactuallife。AndIenviedthemerryfisherman,singingashepassedbelowmycasement,andtheloverconversingwithhismistress。"

"And,"saidZanoni,withanencouragingsmile,"doyoublameyourselfforthenaturalandnecessaryreturntoearth,inwhicheventhemosthabitualvisitoroftheHeavensofInventionseekshisrelaxationandrepose?Man"sgeniusisabirdthatcannotbealwaysonthewing;whenthecravingfortheactualworldisfelt,itisahungerthatmustbeappeased。Theywhocommandbesttheideal,enjoyevermostthereal。Seethetrueartist,whenabroadinmen"sthoroughfares,everobservant,everdivingintotheheart,everalivetotheleastastothegreatestofthecomplicatedtruthsofexistence;descendingtowhatpedantswouldcallthetrivialandthefrivolous。Fromeverymeshinthesocialweb,hecandisentangleagrace。Andforhimeachairygossamerfloatsinthegoldofthesunlight。Knowyounotthataroundtheanimalculethatsportsinthewaterthereshinesahalo,asaroundthestar(Themonasmica,foundinthepurestpools,isencompassedwithahalo。Andthisisfrequentamongstmanyotherspeciesofanimalcule。)thatrevolvesinbrightpastimethroughthespace?Trueartfindsbeautyeverywhere。Inthestreet,inthemarket-place,inthehovel,itgathersfoodforthehiveofitsthoughts。Inthemireofpolitics,DanteandMiltonselectedpearlsforthewreathofsong。

"WhoevertoldyouthatRaphaeldidnotenjoythelifewithout,carryingeverywherewithhimtheoneinwardideaofbeautywhichattractedandimbeddedinitsownambereverystrawthatthefeetofthedullmantrampledintomud?Assomelordoftheforestwandersabroadforitsprey,andscentsandfollowsitoverplainandhill,throughbrakeandjungle,but,seizingitatlast,bearsthequarrytoitsunwitnessedcave,——soGeniussearchesthroughwoodandwaste,untiringlyandeagerly,everysenseawake,everynervestrainedtospeedandstrength,forthescatteredandflyingimagesofmatter,thatitseizesatlastwithitsmightytalons,andbearsawaywithitintosolitudesnofootstepcaninvade。Go,seektheworldwithout;itisforarttheinexhaustiblepasture-groundandharvesttotheworldwithin!"

"Youcomfortme,"saidGlyndon,brightening。"Ihadimaginedmywearinessaproofofmydeficiency!ButnotnowwouldIspeaktoyouoftheselabours。Pardonme,ifIpassfromthetoiltothereward。Youhaveuttereddimpropheciesofmyfuture,ifIwedonewho,inthejudgmentofthesoberworld,wouldonlydarkenitsprospectsandobstructitsambition。Doyouspeakfromthewisdomwhichisexperience,orthatwhichaspirestoprediction?"

"Aretheynotallied?Isitnothebestaccustomedtocalculationwhocansolveataglanceanynewprobleminthearithmeticofchances?"

"Youevademyquestion。"

"No;butIwilladaptmyanswerthebettertoyourcomprehension,foritisuponthisverypointthatIhavesoughtyou。Listentome!"Zanonifixedhiseyesearnestlyonhislistener,andcontinued:"Fortheaccomplishmentofwhateverisgreatandlofty,theclearperceptionoftruthsisthefirstrequisite,——

truthsadaptedtotheobjectdesired。Thewarriorthusreducesthechancesofbattletocombinationsalmostofmathematics。Hecanpredictaresult,ifhecanbutdependuponthematerialsheisforcedtoemploy。Atsuchalosshecancrossthatbridge;insuchatimehecanreducethatfort。Stillmoreaccurately,forhedependslessonmaterialcausesthanideasathiscommand,canthecommanderofthepurerscienceordivinerart,ifheonceperceivethetruthsthatareinhimandaround,foretellwhathecanachieve,andinwhatheiscondemnedtofail。Butthisperceptionoftruthsisdisturbedbymanycauses,——vanity,passion,fear,indolenceinhimself,ignoranceofthefittingmeanswithouttoaccomplishwhathedesigns。Hemaymiscalculatehisownforces;hemayhavenochartofthecountryhewouldinvade。Itisonlyinapeculiarstateofthemindthatitiscapableofperceivingtruth;andthatstateisprofoundserenity。

Yourmindisfeveredbyadesirefortruth:youwouldcompelittoyourembraces;youwouldaskmetoimparttoyou,withoutordealorpreparation,thegrandestsecretsthatexistinNature。

Buttruthcannomorebeseenbythemindunpreparedforit,thanthesuncandawnuponthemidstofnight。Suchamindreceivestruthonlytopolluteit:tousethesimileofonewhohaswanderedneartothesecretofthesublimeGoetia(orthemagicthatlieswithinNature,aselectricitywithinthecloud),"Hewhopourswaterintothemuddywell,doesbutdisturbthemud。""

("Iamb。deVit。Pythag。")

"Whatdoyoutendto?"

"This:thatyouhavefacultiesthatmayattaintosurpassingpower,thatmayrankyouamongthoseenchanterswho,greaterthanthemagian,leavebehindthemanenduringinfluence,worshippedwhereverbeautyiscomprehended,whereverthesoulissensibleofahigherworldthanthatinwhichmatterstrugglesforcrudeandincompleteexistence。

"Buttomakeavailablethosefaculties,needIbeaprophettotellyouthatyoumustlearntoconcentreupongreatobjectsallyourdesires?Theheartmustrest,thatthemindmaybeactive。

Atpresentyouwanderfromaimtoaim。Astheballasttotheship,sotothespiritarefaithandlove。Withyourwholeheart,affections,humanity,centredinoneobject,yourmindandaspirationswillbecomeequallysteadfastandinearnest。Violaisachildasyet;youdonotperceivethehighnaturethetrialsoflifewilldevelop。Pardonme,ifIsaythathersoul,purerandloftierthanyourown,willbearitupward,asasecrethymncarriesaloftthespiritsoftheworld。Yournaturewantstheharmony,themusicwhich,asthePythagoreanswiselytaught,atonceelevatesandsoothes。Iofferyouthatmusicinherlove。"

"ButamIsurethatshedoesloveme?"

"Artist,no;shelovesyounotatpresent;heraffectionsarefullofanother。ButifIcouldtransfertoyou,astheloadstonetransfersitsattractiontothemagnet,thelovethatshehasnowforme,——ifIcouldcausehertoseeinyoutheidealofherdreams——"

"Issuchagiftinthepowerofman?"

"Iofferittoyou,ifyourlovebelawful,ifyourfaithinvirtueandyourselfbedeepandloyal;ifnot,thinkyouthatI

woulddisenchantherwithtruthtomakeheradoreafalsehood?"

"Butif,"persistedGlyndon,——"ifshebeallthatyoutellme,andifsheloveyou,howcanyourobyourselfofsopricelessatreasure?"

"Oh,shallowandmeanheartofman!"exclaimedZanoni,withunaccustomedpassionandvehemence,"dostthouconceivesolittleofloveasnottoknowthatitsacrificesall——loveitself——forthehappinessofthethingitloves?Hearme!"AndZanoni"sfacegrewpale。"Hearme!Ipressthisuponyou,becauseIloveher,andbecauseIfearthatwithmeherfatewillbelessfairthanwithyourself。Why,——asknot,forIwillnottellyou。

Enough!Timepressesnowforyouranswer;itcannotlongbedelayed。Beforethenightofthethirddayfromthis,allchoicewillbeforbidyou!"

"But,"saidGlyndon,stilldoubtingandsuspicious,——"butwhythishaste?"

"Man,youarenotworthyofherwhenyouaskme。AllIcantellyouhere,youshouldhaveknownyourself。Thisravisher,thismanofwill,thissonoftheoldVisconti,unlikeyou,——

steadfast,resolute,earnesteveninhiscrimes,——neverrelinquishesanobject。Butonepassioncontrolshislust,——itishisavarice。ThedayafterhisattemptonViola,hisuncle,theCardinal——,fromwhomhehaslargeexpectationsoflandandgold,sentforhim,andforbadehim,onpainofforfeitingallthepossessionswhichhisschemesalreadyhadparcelledout,topursuewithdishonourabledesignsonewhomtheCardinalhadheededandlovedfromchildhood。Thisisthecauseofhispresentpausefromhispursuit。Whilewespeak,thecauseexpires。Beforethehandoftheclockreachesthehourofnoon,theCardinal——willbenomore。Atthisverymomentthyfriend,JeanNicot,iswiththePrincedi。"

"He!wherefore?"

"ToaskwhatdowershallgowithViolaPisani,themorningthatsheleavesthepalaceoftheprince。"

"Andhowdoyouknowallthis?"

"Fool!Itelltheeagain,becausealoverisawatcherbynightandday;becauseloveneversleepswhendangermenacesthebelovedone!"

"AndyouitwasthatinformedtheCardinal——?"

"Yes;andwhathasbeenmytaskmightaseasilyhavebeenthine。

Speak,——thineanswer!"

"Youshallhaveitonthethirddayfromthis。"

"Beitso。Putoff,poorwaverer,thyhappinesstothelasthour。Onthethirddayfromthis,Iwillasktheethyresolve。"

"Andwhereshallwemeet?"

"Beforemidnight,whereyoumayleastexpectme。Youcannotshunme,thoughyoumayseektodoso!"

"Stayonemoment!Youcondemnmeasdoubtful,irresolute,suspicious。HaveInocause?CanIyieldwithoutastruggletothestrangefascinationyouexertuponmymind?Whatinterestcanyouhaveinme,astranger,thatyoushouldthusdictatetomethegravestactioninthelifeofman?Doyousupposethatanyoneinhissenseswouldnotpause,anddeliberate,andaskhimself,"Whyshouldthisstrangercarethusforme?""

"Andyet,"saidZanoni,"ifItoldtheethatIcouldinitiatetheeintothesecretsofthatmagicwhichthephilosophyofthewholeexistingworldtreatsasachimera,orimposture;ifI

promisedtoshowtheehowtocommandthebeingsofairandocean,howtoaccumulatewealthmoreeasilythanachildcangatherpebblesontheshore,toplaceinthyhandstheessenceoftheherbswhichprolonglifefromagetoage,themysteryofthatattractionbywhichtoawealldangeranddisarmallviolenceandsubduemanastheserpentcharmsthebird,——ifItoldtheethatalltheseitwasminetopossessandtocommunicate,thouwouldstlistentomethen,andobeymewithoutadoubt!"

"Itistrue;andIcanaccountforthisonlybytheimperfectassociationsofmychildhood,——bytraditionsinourhouseof——"

"Yourforefather,who,intherevivalofscience,soughtthesecretsofApolloniusandParacelsus。"

"What!"saidGlyndon,amazed,"areyousowellacquaintedwiththeannalsofanobscurelineage?"

"Tothemanwhoaspirestoknow,nomanwhohasbeenthemeaneststudentofknowledgeshouldbeunknown。YouaskmewhyIhaveshownthisinterestinyourfate?ThereisonereasonwhichI

havenotyettoldyou。Thereisafraternityastowhoselawsandwhosemysteriesthemostinquisitiveschoolmenareinthedark。Bythoselawsallarepledgedtowarn,toaid,andtoguideeventheremotestdescendantsofmenwhohavetoiled,thoughvainly,likeyourancestor,inthemysteriesoftheOrder。

Weareboundtoadvisethemtotheirwelfare;nay,more,——iftheycommandustoit,wemustacceptthemasourpupils。Iamasurvivorofthatmostancientandimmemorialunion。Thisitwasthatboundmetotheeatthefirst;this,perhaps,attractedthyselfunconsciously,SonofourBrotherhood,tome。"

"Ifthisbeso,Icommandthee,inthenameofthelawsthouobeyest,toreceivemeasthypupil!"

"Whatdoyouask?"saidZanoni,passionately。"Learn,first,theconditions。Noneophytemusthave,athisinitiation,oneaffectionordesirethatchainshimtotheworld。Hemustbepurefromtheloveofwoman,freefromavariceandambition,freefromthedreamsevenofart,orthehopeofearthlyfame。Thefirstsacrificethoumustmakeis——Violaherself。Andforwhat?

Foranordealthatthemostdaringcourageonlycanencounter,themostetherealnaturesalonesurvive!Thouartunfitforthesciencethathasmademeandotherswhatweareorhavebeen;forthywholenatureisonefear!"

"Fear!"criedGlyndon,colouringwithresentment,andrisingtothefullheightofhisstature。

"Fear!andtheworstfear,——fearoftheworld"sopinion;fearoftheNicotsandtheMervales;fearofthineownimpulseswhenmostgenerous;fearofthineownpowerswhenthygeniusismostbold;

fearthatvirtueisnoteternal;fearthatGoddoesnotliveinheaventokeepwatchonearth;fear,thefearoflittlemen;andthatfearisneverknowntothegreat。"

WiththesewordsZanoniabruptlylefttheartist,humbled,bewildered,andnotconvinced。Heremainedalonewithhisthoughtstillhewasarousedbythestrikingoftheclock;hethensuddenlyrememberedZanoni"spredictionoftheCardinal"sdeath;and,seizedwithanintensedesiretolearnitstruth,hehurriedintothestreets,——hegainedtheCardinal"spalace。FiveminutesbeforenoonhisEminencehadexpired,afteranillnessoflessthananhour。Zanoni"svisithadoccupiedmoretimethantheillnessoftheCardinal。Awedandperplexed,heturnedfromthepalace,andashewalkedthroughtheChiaja,hesawJeanNicotemergefromtheportalsofthePrincedi。

CHAPTER3。V。

TwolovesIhaveofcomfortanddespair,Whichliketwospiritsdosuggestmestill。

Shakespeare。

VenerableBrotherhood,sosacredandsolittleknown,fromwhosesecretandpreciousarchivesthematerialsforthishistoryhavebeendrawn;yewhohaveretained,fromcenturytocentury,allthattimehassparedoftheaugustandvenerablescience,——thankstoyou,ifnow,forthefirsttime,somerecordofthethoughtsandactionsofnofalseandself-styledluminaryofyourOrderbegiven,howeverimperfectly,totheworld。Manyhavecalledthemselvesofyourband;manyspuriouspretendershavebeenso-calledbythelearnedignorancewhichstill,baffledandperplexed,isdriventoconfessthatitknowsnothingofyourorigin,yourceremoniesordoctrines,norevenifyoustillhavelocalhabitationontheearth。ThankstoyouifI,theonlyoneofmycountry,inthisage,admitted,withaprofanefootstep,intoyourmysteriousAcademe(ThereaderwillhavethegoodnesstorememberthatthisissaidbytheauthoroftheoriginalMS。,notbytheeditor。),havebeenbyyouempoweredandinstructedtoadapttothecomprehensionoftheuninitiated,somefewofthestarrytruthswhichshoneonthegreatShemaiaoftheChaldeanLore,andgleameddimlythroughthedarkenedknowledgeoflatterdisciples,labouring,likePsellusandIamblichus,torevivetheembersofthefirewhichburnedintheHamarinoftheEast。

ThoughnottousofanagedandhoaryworldisvouchsafedtheNAMEwhich,sosaytheearliestoraclesoftheearth,"rushesintotheinfiniteworlds,"yetisitourstotracetherevivingtruths,througheachnewdiscoveryofthephilosopherandchemist。Thelawsofattraction,ofelectricity,andoftheyetmoremysteriousagencyofthatgreatprincipaloflife,which,ifdrawnfromtheuniverse,wouldleavetheuniverseagrave,werebutthecodeinwhichtheTheurgyofoldsoughttheguidesthatledittoalegislationandscienceofitsown。Torebuildonwordsthefragmentsofthishistory,itseemstomeasif,inasolemntrance,Iwasledthroughtheruinsofacitywhoseonlyremainsweretombs。FromthesarcophagusandtheurnIawakethegenius(TheGreekGeniusofDeath。)oftheextinguishedTorch,andsocloselydoesitsshaperesembleEros,thatatmomentsI

scarcelyknowwhichofyedictatestome,——OLove!ODeath!

Anditstirredinthevirgin"sheart,——thisnew,unfathomable,anddivineemotion!Wasitonlytheordinaryaffectionofthepulseandthefancy,oftheeyetotheBeautiful,oftheeartotheEloquent,ordiditnotjustifythenotionsheherselfconceivedofit,——thatitwasbornnotofthesenses,thatitwaslessofearthlyandhumanlovethantheeffectofsomewondrousbutnotunholycharm?Isaidthat,fromthatdayinwhich,nolongerwithaweandtrembling,shesurrenderedherselftotheinfluenceofZanoni,shehadsoughttoputherthoughtsintowords。Letthethoughtsattesttheirownnature。

THESELFCONFESSIONAL。

"Isitthedaylightthatshinesonme,orthememoryofthypresence?WhereverIlook,theworldseemsfullofthee;ineveryraythattremblesonthewater,thatsmilesupontheleaves,Ibeholdbutalikenesstothineeyes。Whatisthischange,thataltersnotonlymyself,butthefaceofthewholeuniverse?……

Howinstantaneouslyleapedintolifethepowerwithwhichthouswayestmyheartinitsebbandflow。Thousandswerearoundme,andIsawbutthee。ThatwasthenightinwhichIfirstenteredupontheworldwhichcrowdslifeintoadrama,andhasnolanguagebutmusic。Howstrangelyandhowsuddenlywiththeebecamethatworldevermoreconnected!Whatthedelusionofthestagewastoothers,thypresencewastome。Mylife,too,seemedtocentreintothoseshorthours,andfromthylipsI

heardamusic,mutetoallearsbutmine。Isitintheroomwheremyfatherdwelt。Here,onthathappynight,forgettingwhyTHEYweresohappy,Ishrunkintotheshadow,andsoughttoguesswhatthouwerttome;andmymother"slowvoicewokeme,andI

crepttomyfather"sside,close——close,fromfearofmyownthoughts。

"Ah!sweetandsadwasthemorrowtothatnight,whenthylipswarnedmeofthefuture。Anorphannow,——whatistherethatlivesformetothinkof,todreamupon,torevere,butthou!

"Howtenderlythouhastrebukedmeforthegrievouswrongthatmythoughtsdidthee!WhyshouldIhaveshudderedtofeeltheeglancinguponmythoughtslikethebeamonthesolitarytree,towhichthoudidstoncelikenmesowell?Itwas——itwas,that,likethetree,Istruggledforthelight,andthelightcame。

Theytellmeoflove,andmyverylifeofthestagebreathesthelanguageofloveintomylips。No;againandagain,IknowTHAT

isnotthelovethatIfeelforthee!——itisnotapassion,itisathought!Iasknottobelovedagain。Imurmurnotthatthywordsaresternandthylooksarecold。IasknotifIhaverivals;Isighnottobefairinthineeyes。ItismySPIRIT

thatwouldblenditselfwiththine。Iwouldgiveworlds,thoughwewereapart,thoughoceansrolledbetweenus,toknowthehourinwhichthygazewasliftedtothestars,——inwhichthyheartpoureditselfinprayer。Theytellmethouartmorebeautifulthanthemarbleimagesthatarefairerthanallhumanforms;butIhaveneverdaredtogazesteadfastlyonthyface,thatmemorymightcomparetheewiththerest。Onlythineeyesandthysoft,calmsmilehauntme;aswhenIlookuponthemoon,allthatpassesintomyheartishersilentlight……

"Often,whentheairiscalm,IhavethoughtthatIhearthestrainsofmyfather"smusic;often,thoughlongstilledinthegrave,havetheywakedmefromthedreamsofthesolemnnight。

Methinks,erethoucomesttomethatIhearthemheraldthyapproach。MethinksIhearthemwailandmoan,whenIsinkbackintomyselfonseeingtheedepart。ThouartOFthatmusic,——itsspirit,itsgenius。Myfathermusthaveguessedattheeandthynativeregions,whenthewindshushedtolistentohistones,andtheworlddeemedhimmad!IhearwhereIsit,thefarmurmurofthesea。Murmuron,yeblessedwaters!Thewavesarethepulsesoftheshore。Theybeatwiththegladnessofthemorningwind,——

sobeatsmyheartinthefreshnessandlightthatmakeupthethoughtsofthee!……

"OfteninmychildhoodIhavemusedandaskedforwhatIwasborn;andmysoulansweredmyheartandsaid,"THOUWERTBORNTO

WORSHIP!"Yes;Iknowwhytherealworldhaseverseemedtomesofalseandcold。Iknowwhytheworldofthestagecharmedanddazzledme。Iknowwhyitwassosweettositapartandgazemywholebeingintothedistantheavens。Mynatureisnotformedforthislife,happythoughthatlifeseemtoothers。Itisitsverywanttohaveeverbeforeitsomeimageloftierthanitself!

Stranger,inwhatrealmabove,whenthegraveispast,shallmysoul,hourafterhour,worshipatthesamesourceasthine?……

"Inthegardensofmyneighbourthereisasmallfountain。I

stoodbyitthismorningaftersunrise。Howitsprungup,withitseagerspray,tothesunbeams!AndthenIthoughtthatI

shouldseetheeagainthisday,andsosprungmyhearttothenewmorningwhichthoubringestmefromtheskies……

"IHAVEseen,IhaveLISTENEDtotheeagain。HowboldIhavebecome!Iranonwithmychildlikethoughtsandstories,myrecollectionsofthepast,asifIhadknowntheefromaninfant。

Suddenlytheideaofmypresumptionstruckme。Istopped,andtimidlysoughtthineeyes。

""Well,andwhenyoufoundthatthenightingalerefusedtosing?"——

""Ah!"Isaid,"whattotheethishistoryoftheheartofachild?"

""Viola,"didstthouanswer,withthatvoice,soinexpressiblycalmandearnest!——"Viola,thedarknessofachild"sheartisoftenbuttheshadowofastar。Speakon!Andthynightingale,whentheycaughtandcagedit,refusedtosing?"

""AndIplacedthecageyonder,amidstthevine-leaves,andtookupmylute,andspoketoitonthestrings;forIthoughtthatallmusicwasitsnativelanguage,anditwouldunderstandthatI

soughttocomfortit。"

""Yes,"saidstthou。"Andatlastitansweredthee,butnotwithsong,——inasharp,briefcry;somournful,thatthyhandsletfallthelute,andthetearsgushedfromthineeyes。Sosoftlydidstthouunbarthecage,andthenightingaleflewintoyonderthicket;andthouheardstthefoliagerustle,and,lookingthroughthemoonlight,thineeyessawthatithadfounditsmate。

Itsangtotheethenfromtheboughsalong,loud,joyousjubilee。Andmusing,thoudidstfeelthatitwasnotthevine-

leavesorthemoonlightthatmadethebirdgivemelodytonight,andthatthesecretofitsmusicwasthepresenceofathingbeloved。"

"HowdidstthouknowmythoughtsinthatchildliketimebetterthanIknewmyself!Howisthehumblelifeofmypastyears,withitsmeanevents,somysteriouslyfamiliartothee,brightstranger!Iwonder,——butIdonotagaindaretofearthee!……

"Oncethethoughtofhimoppressedandweighedmedown。Asaninfantthatlongsforthemoon,mybeingwasonevaguedesireforsomethingnevertobeattained。NowIfeelratherasiftothinkoftheesufficedtoremoveeveryfetterfrommyspirit。Ifloatinthestillseasoflight,andnothingseemstoohighformywings,toogloriousformyeyes。Itwasmineignorancethatmademefearthee。Aknowledgethatisnotinbooksseemstobreathearoundtheeasanatmosphere。HowlittlehaveIread!——howlittlehaveIlearned!Yetwhenthouartbymyside,itseemsasiftheveilwereliftedfromallwisdomandallNature。I

startlewhenIlookevenatthewordsIhavewritten;theyseemnottocomefrommyself,butarethesignsofanotherlanguagewhichthouhasttaughtmyheart,andwhichmyhandtracesrapidly,asatthydictation。Sometimes,whileIwriteormuse,IcouldfancythatIheardlightwingshoveringaroundme,andsawdimshapesofbeautyfloatinground,andvanishingastheysmileduponme。Nounquietandfearfuldreamevercomestomenowinsleep,yetsleepandwakingarealikebutasonedream。

InsleepIwanderwiththee,notthroughthepathsofearth,butthroughimpalpableair——anairwhichseemsamusic——upwardandupward,asthesoulmountsonthetonesofalyre!TillIknewthee,Iwasasaslavetotheearth。Thouhastgiventomethelibertyoftheuniverse!Before,itwaslife;itseemstomenowasifIhadcommencedeternity!

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