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第12章

SuchmadeasmallpartofthenumerousconversationsMejnourheldwithhispupil,——conversationsthat,whiletheyappearedtoaddressthemselvestothereason,inflamedyetmorethefancy。

ItwastheverydisclaimingofallpowerswhichNature,properlyinvestigated,didnotsufficetocreate,thatgaveanairofprobabilitytothosewhichMejnourassertedNaturemightbestow。

Thusdaysandweeksrolledon;andthemindofGlyndon,graduallyfittedtothissequesteredandmusinglife,forgotatlastthevanitiesandchimerasoftheworldwithout。

Oneeveninghehadlingeredaloneandlateupontheramparts,watchingthestarsas,onebyone,theybrokeuponthetwilight。

Neverhadhefeltsosensiblythemightypoweroftheheavensandtheearthuponman;howmuchthespringsofourintellectualbeingaremovedandacteduponbythesolemninfluencesofNature。Asapatientonwhom,slowlyandbydegrees,theagenciesofmesmerismarebroughttobear,heacknowledgedtohisheartthegrowingforceofthatvastanduniversalmagnetismwhichisthelifeofcreation,andbindstheatomtothewhole。

Astrangeandineffableconsciousnessofpower,oftheSOMETHING

GREATwithintheperishableclay,appealedtofeelingsatoncedimandglorious,——likethefaintrecognitionsofaholierandformerbeing。Animpulse,thathecouldnotresist,ledhimtoseekthemystic。Hewoulddemand,thathour,hisinitiationintotheworldsbeyondourworld,——hewaspreparedtobreatheadivinerair。Heenteredthecastle,andstrodetheshadowyandstarlitgallerywhichconductedtoMejnour"sapartment。

CHAPTER4。III。

Manistheeyeofthings——Euryph,"deVit。Hum。"……Thereis,therefore,acertainecstaticalortransportingpower,which,ifatanytimeitshallbeexcitedorstirredupbyanardentdesireandmoststrongimagination,isabletoconductthespiritofthemoreoutwardeventosomeabsentandfar-distantobject——VonHelmont。

TheroomsthatMejnouroccupiedconsistedoftwochamberscommunicatingwitheachother,andathirdinwhichheslept。

Alltheseroomswereplacedinthehugesquaretowerthatbeetledoverthedarkandbush-grownprecipice。ThefirstchamberwhichGlyndonenteredwasempty。Withanoiselessstephepassedon,andopenedthedoorthatadmittedintotheinnerone。Hedrewbackatthethreshold,overpoweredbyastrongfragrancewhichfilledthechamber:akindofmistthickenedtheairratherthanobscuredit,forthisvapourwasnotdark,butresembledasnow-

cloudmovingslowly,andinheavyundulations,waveuponwaveregularlyoverthespace。AmortalcoldstrucktotheEnglishman"sheart,andhisbloodfroze。Hestoodrootedtothespot;andashiseyesstrainedinvoluntarilythroughthevapour,hefancied(forhecouldnotbesurethatitwasnotthetrickofhisimagination)thathesawdim,spectre-like,butgiganticformsfloatingthroughthemist;orwasitnotratherthemistitselfthatformeditsvapoursfantasticallyintothosemoving,impalpable,andbodilessapparitions?Agreatpainterofantiquityissaid,inapictureofHades,tohaverepresentedthemonstersthatglidethroughtheghostlyRiveroftheDead,soartfully,thattheeyeperceivedatoncethattheriveritselfwasbutaspectre,andthebloodlessthingsthattenantedithadnolife,theirformsblendingwiththedeadwaterstill,astheeyecontinuedtogaze,itceasedtodiscernthemfromthepreternaturalelementtheyweresupposedtoinhabit。Suchwerethemovingoutlinesthatcoiledandfloatedthroughthemist;butbeforeGlyndonhadevendrawnbreathinthisatmosphere——forhislifeitselfseemedarrestedorchangedintoakindofhorridtrance——hefelthishandseized,andhewasledfromthatroomintotheouterone。Heheardthedoorclose,——hisbloodrushedagainthroughhisveins,andhesawMejnourbyhisside。Strongconvulsionsthensuddenlyseizedhiswholeframe,——hefelltothegroundinsensible。Whenherecovered,hefoundhimselfintheopenairinarudebalconyofstonethatjuttedfromthechamber,thestarsshiningserenelyoverthedarkabyssbelow,andrestingcalmlyuponthefaceofthemystic,whostoodbesidehimwithfoldedarms。

"Youngman,"saidMejnour,"judgebywhatyouhavejustfelt,howdangerousitistoseekknowledgeuntilpreparedtoreceiveit。

Anothermomentintheairofthatchamberandyouhadbeenacorpse。"

"Thenofwhatnaturewastheknowledgethatyou,oncemortallikemyself,couldsafelyhavesoughtinthaticyatmosphere,whichitwasdeathformetobreathe?Mejnour,"continuedGlyndon,andhiswilddesire,sharpenedbytheverydangerhehadpassed,oncemoreanimatedandnervedhim,"Iampreparedatleastforthefirststeps。IcometoyouasofoldthepupiltotheHierophant,anddemandtheinitiation。"

Mejnourpassedhishandovertheyoungman"sheart,——itbeatloud,regularly,andboldly。Helookedathimwithsomethingalmostlikeadmirationinhispassionlessandfrigidfeatures,andmuttered,halftohimself,"Surely,insomuchcouragethetruediscipleisfoundatlast。"Then,speakingaloud,headded,"Beitso;man"sfirstinitiationisinTRANCE。Indreamscommencesallhumanknowledge;indreamshoversovermeasurelessspacethefirstfaintbridgebetweenspiritandspirit,——thisworldandtheworldsbeyond!Looksteadfastlyonyonderstar!"

Glyndonobeyed,andMejnourretiredintothechamber,fromwhichtherethenslowlyemergedavapour,somewhatpalerandoffainterodourthanthatwhichhadnearlyproducedsofatalaneffectonhisframe。This,onthecontrary,asitcoiledaroundhim,andthenmeltedinthinspiresintotheair,breathedarefreshingandhealthfulfragrance。Hestillkepthiseyesonthestar,andthestarseemedgraduallytofixandcommandhisgaze。Asortoflanguornextseizedhisframe,butwithout,ashethought,communicatingitselftothemind;andasthiscreptoverhim,hefelthistemplessprinkledwithsomevolatileandfieryessence。

Atthesamemomentaslighttremorshookhislimbsandthrilledthroughhisveins。Thelanguorincreased,stillhekepthisgazeuponthestar,andnowitsluminouscircumferenceseemedtoexpandanddilate。Itbecamegraduallysofterandclearerinitslight;spreadingwiderandbroader,itdiffusedallspace,——allspaceseemedswallowedupinit。Andatlast,inthemidstofasilvershiningatmosphere,hefeltasifsomethingburstwithinhisbrain,——asifastrongchainwerebroken;andatthatmomentasenseofheavenlyliberty,ofunutterabledelight,offreedomfromthebody,ofbirdlikelightness,seemedtofloathimintothespaceitself。"Whom,nowuponearth,dostthouwishtosee?"

whisperedthevoiceofMejnour。"ViolaandZanoni!"answeredGlyndon,inhisheart;buthefeltthathislipsmovednot。

Suddenlyatthatthought,——throughthisspace,inwhichnothingsaveonemellowtranslucentlighthadbeendiscernible,——aswiftsuccessionofshadowylandscapesseemedtoroll:trees,mountains,cities,seas,glidedalonglikethechangesofaphantasmagoria;andatlast,settledandstationary,hesawacavebythegradualmargeofanoceanshore,——myrtlesandorange-treesclothingthegentlebanks。Onaheight,atadistance,gleamedthewhitebutshatteredrelicsofsomeruinedheathenedifice;andthemoon,incalmsplendour,shiningoverall,literallybathedwithitslighttwoformswithoutthecave,atwhosefeetthebluewaterscrept,andhethoughtthatheevenheardthemmurmur。Herecognisedboththefigures。Zanoniwasseatedonafragmentofstone;Viola,half-recliningbyhisside,waslookingintohisface,whichwasbentdowntoher,andinhercountenancewastheexpressionofthatperfecthappinesswhichbelongstoperfectlove。"Wouldstthouhearthemspeak?"

whisperedMejnour;andagain,withoutsound,Glyndoninlyanswered,"Yes!"Theirvoicesthencametohisear,butintonesthatseemedtohimstrange;sosubduedwerethey,andsounding,asitwere,sofaroff,thattheywereasvoicesheardinthevisionsofsomeholiermenfromadistantsphere。

"Andhowisit,"saidViola,"thatthoucanstfindpleasureinlisteningtotheignorant?"

"Becausetheheartisneverignorant;becausethemysteriesofthefeelingsareasfullofwonderasthoseoftheintellect。Ifattimesthoucanstnotcomprehendthelanguageofmythoughts,attimesalsoIhearsweetenigmasinthatofthyemotions。"

"Ah,saynotso!"saidViola,windingherarmtenderlyroundhisneck,andunderthatheavenlylightherfaceseemedlovelierforitsblushes。"Fortheenigmasarebutlove"scommonlanguage,andloveshouldsolvethem。TillIknewthee,——tillIlivedwiththee;tillIlearnedtowatchforthyfootstepwhenabsent:yeteveninabsencetoseetheeeverywhere!——Idreamednothowstrongandall-pervadingistheconnectionbetweennatureandthehumansoul!……

"Andyet,"shecontinued,"IamnowassuredofwhatIatfirstbelieved,——thatthefeelingswhichattractedmetowardstheeatfirstwerenotthoseoflove。IknowTHAT,bycomparingthepresentwiththepast,——itwasasentimentthenwhollyofthemindorthespirit!Icouldnotheartheenowsay,"Viola,behappywithanother!""

"AndIcouldnotnowtelltheeso!Ah,Viola,neverbewearyofassuringmethatthouarthappy!"

"Happywhilethouartso。Yetattimes,Zanoni,thouartsosad!"

"Becausehumanlifeissoshort;becausewemustpartatlast;

becauseyonmoonshinesonwhenthenightingalesingstoitnomore!Alittlewhile,andthineeyeswillgrowdim,andthybeautyhaggard,andtheselocksthatItoywithnowwillbegreyandloveless。"

"Andthou,cruelone!"saidViola,touchingly,"Ishallneverseethesignsofageinthee!Butshallwenotgrowoldtogether,andoureyesbeaccustomedtoachangewhichtheheartshallnotshare!"

Zanonisighed。Heturnedaway,andseemedtocommunewithhimself。

Glyndon"sattentiongrewyetmoreearnest。

"Butwereitso,"mutteredZanoni;andthenlookingsteadfastlyatViola,hesaid,withahalf-smile,"HastthounocuriositytolearnmoreoftheloverthouoncecouldstbelievetheagentoftheEvilOne?"

"None;allthatonewishestoknowofthebelovedone,Iknow——

THATTHOULOVESTME!"

"Ihavetoldtheethatmylifeisapartfromothers。Wouldstthounotseektoshareit?"

"Ishareitnow!"

"Butwereitpossibletobethusyoungandfairforever,tilltheworldblazesroundusasonefuneralpyre!"

"Weshallbeso,whenweleavetheworld!"

Zanoniwasmuteforsomemoments,andatlengthhesaid,——

"Canstthourecallthosebrilliantandaerialdreamswhichoncevisitedthee,whenthoudidstfancythatthouwertpreordainedtosomefatealoofandafarfromthecommonchildrenoftheearth?"

"Zanoni,thefateisfound。"

"Andhastthounoterrorofthefuture?"

"Thefuture!Iforgetit!Timepastandpresentandtocomereposesinthysmile。Ah,Zanoni,playnotwiththefoolishcredulitiesofmyyouth!Ihavebeenbetterandhumblersincethypresencehasdispelledthemistoftheair。Thefuture!——

well,whenIhavecausetodreadit,Iwilllookuptoheaven,andrememberwhoguidesourfate!"

Assheliftedhereyesabove,adarkcloudsweptsuddenlyoverthescene。Itwrappedtheorange-trees,theazureocean,thedensesands;butstillthelastimagesthatitveiledfromthecharmedeyesofGlyndonweretheformsofViolaandZanoni。Thefaceoftheonerapt,serene,andradiant;thefaceoftheother,dark,thoughtful,andlockedinmorethanitsusualrigidnessofmelancholybeautyandprofoundrepose。

"Rousethyself,"saidMejnour;"thyordealhascommenced!Therearepretenderstothesolemnsciencewhocouldhaveshowntheetheabsent,andpratedtothee,intheircharlatanicjargon,ofthesecretelectricitiesandthemagneticfluidofwhosetruepropertiestheyknowbutthegermsandelements。Iwilllendtheethebooksofthosegloriousdupes,andthouwiltfind,inthedarkages,howmanyerringstepshavestumbleduponthethresholdofthemightylearning,andfanciedtheyhadpiercedthetemple。HermesandAlbertandParacelsus,Iknewyeall;

but,nobleasyewere,yewerefatedtobedeceived。Yehadnotsoulsoffaith,anddaringfittedforthedestiniesatwhichyeaimed!YetParacelsus——modestParacelsus——hadanarrogancethatsoaredhigherthanallourknowledge。Ho,ho!——hethoughthecouldmakearaceofmenfromchemistry;hearrogatedtohimselftheDivinegift,——thebreathoflife。(Paracelsus,"DeNat。

Rer。,"lib。i。)

Hewouldhavemademen,and,afterall,confessedthattheycouldbebutpygmies!Myartistomakemenabovemankind。Butyouareimpatientofmydigressions。Forgiveme。Allthesemen(theyweregreatdreamers,asyoudesiretobe)wereintimatefriendsofmine。Buttheyaredeadandrotten。Theytalkedofspirits,——buttheydreadedtobeinothercompanythanthatofmen。LikeoratorswhomIhaveheard,whenIstoodbythePnyxofAthens,blazingwithwordslikecometsintheassembly,andextinguishingtheirardourlikeholidayrocketswhentheywereinthefield。Ho,ho!Demosthenes,myhero-coward,hownimblewerethyheelsatChaeronea!Andthouartimpatientstill!Boy,I

couldtelltheesuchtruthsofthepastaswouldmaketheetheluminaryofschools。Butthoulustestonlyfortheshadowsofthefuture。Thoushalthavethywish。Butthemindmustbefirstexercisedandtrained。Gotothyroom,andsleep;fastausterely,readnobooks;meditate,imagine,dream,bewilderthyselfifthouwilt。Thoughtshapesoutitsownchaosatlast。

Beforemidnight,seekmeagain!"

CHAPTER4。IV。

Itisfitthatwewhoendeavourtorisetoanelevationsosublime,shouldstudyfirsttoleavebehindcarnalaffections,thefrailtyofthesenses,thepassionsthatbelongtomatter;

secondly,tolearnbywhatmeanswemayascendtotheclimaxofpureintellect,unitedwiththepowersabove,withoutwhichnevercanwegaintheloreofsecretthings,northemagicthateffectstruewonders——Tritemius"OnSecretThingsandSecretSpirits。"

Itwantedstillmanyminutesofmidnight,andGlyndonwasoncemoreintheapartmentofthemystic。Hehadrigidlyobservedthefastordainedtohim;andintheraptandintensereveriesintowhichhisexcitedfancyhadplungedhim,hewasnotonlyinsensibletothewantsoftheflesh,——hefeltabovethem。

Mejnour,seatedbesidehisdisciple,thusaddressedhim:——

"Manisarrogantinproportiontohisignorance。Man"snaturaltendencyistoegotism。Man,inhisinfancyofknowledge,thinksthatallcreationwasformedforhim。Forseveralageshesawinthecountlessworldsthatsparklethroughspacelikethebubblesofashorelessoceanonlythepettycandles,thehouseholdtorches,thatProvidencehadbeenpleasedtolightfornootherpurposebuttomakethenightmoreagreeabletoman。Astronomyhascorrectedthisdelusionofhumanvanity;andmannowreluctantlyconfessesthatthestarsareworldslargerandmoregloriousthanhisown,——thattheearthonwhichhecrawlsisascarcevisiblespeckonthevastchartofcreation。Butinthesmallasinthevast,Godisequallyprofuseoflife。Thetravellerlooksuponthetree,andfanciesitsboughswereformedforhisshelterinthesummersun,orhisfuelinthewinterfrosts。ButineachleafoftheseboughstheCreatorhasmadeaworld;itswarmswithinnumerableraces。Eachdropofthewaterinyonmoatisanorbmorepopulousthanakingdomisofmen。

Everywhere,then,inthisimmensedesign,sciencebringsnewlifetolight。Lifeistheonepervadingprinciple,andeventhethingthatseemstodieandputrifybutengendersnewlife,andchangestofreshformsofmatter。Reasoning,then,byevidentanalogy:ifnotaleaf,ifnotadropofwater,butis,nolessthanyonderstar,ahabitableandbreathingworld,——nay,ifevenmanhimselfisaworldtootherlives,andmillionsandmyriadsdwellintheriversofhisblood,andinhabitman"sframeasmaninhabitsearth,commonsense(ifyourschoolmenhadit)wouldsufficetoteachthatthecircumfluentinfinitewhichyoucallspace——thecountlessImpalpablewhichdividesearthfromthemoonandstars——isfilledalsowithitscorrespondentandappropriatelife。Isitnotavisibleabsurditytosupposethatbeingiscrowdeduponeveryleaf,andyetabsentfromtheimmensitiesofspace?ThelawoftheGreatSystemforbidsthewasteevenofanatom;itknowsnospotwheresomethingoflifedoesnotbreathe。

Intheverycharnel-houseisthenurseryofproductionandanimation。Isthattrue?Well,then,canyouconceivethatspace,whichistheInfiniteitself,isaloneawaste,isalonelifeless,islessusefultotheonedesignofuniversalbeingthanthedeadcarcassofadog,thanthepeopledleaf,thantheswarmingglobule?Themicroscopeshowsyouthecreaturesontheleaf;nomechanicaltubeisyetinventedtodiscoverthenoblerandmoregiftedthingsthathoverintheillimitableair。Yetbetweentheselastandmanisamysteriousandterribleaffinity。

Andhence,bytalesandlegends,notwhollyfalsenorwhollytrue,havearisenfromtimetotime,beliefsinapparitionsandspectres。Ifmorecommontotheearlierandsimplertribesthantothemenofyourdullerage,itisbutthat,withthefirst,thesensesaremorekeenandquick。Andasthesavagecanseeorscentmilesawaythetracesofafoe,invisibletothegrosssenseofthecivilisedanimal,sothebarrieritselfbetweenhimandthecreaturesoftheairyworldislessthickenedandobscured。Doyoulisten?"

"Withmysoul!"

"Butfirst,topenetratethisbarrier,thesoulwithwhichyoulistenmustbesharpenedbyintenseenthusiasm,purifiedfromallearthlierdesires。Notwithoutreasonhavetheso-styledmagicians,inalllandsandtimes,insistedonchastityandabstemiousreverieasthecommunicantsofinspiration。Whenthusprepared,sciencecanbebroughttoaidit;thesightitselfmayberenderedmoresubtle,thenervesmoreacute,thespiritmorealiveandoutward,andtheelementitself——theair,thespace——

maybemade,bycertainsecretsofthehigherchemistry,morepalpableandclear。Andthis,too,isnotmagic,asthecredulouscallit;asIhavesooftensaidbefore,magic(orsciencethatviolatesNature)existsnot:itisbutthesciencebywhichNaturecanbecontrolled。Now,inspacetherearemillionsofbeingsnotliterallyspiritual,fortheyhaveall,liketheanimalculaeunseenbythenakedeye,certainformsofmatter,thoughmattersodelicate,air-drawn,andsubtle,thatitis,asitwere,butafilm,agossamerthatclothesthespirit。

HencetheRosicrucian"slovelyphantomsofsylphandgnome。Yet,intruth,theseracesandtribesdiffermorewidely,eachfromeach,thantheCalmucfromtheGreek,——differinattributesandpowers。Inthedropofwateryouseehowtheanimalculaevary,howvastandterriblearesomeofthosemonstermitesascomparedwithothers。Equallysowiththeinhabitantsoftheatmosphere:

someofsurpassingwisdom,someofhorriblemalignity;somehostileasfiendstomen,othersgentleasmessengersbetweenearthandheaven。

Hewhowouldestablishintercoursewiththesevaryingbeingsresemblesthetravellerwhowouldpenetrateintounknownlands。

Heisexposedtostrangedangersandunconjecturedterrors。THAT

INTERCOURSEONCEGAINED,ICANNOTSECURETHEEFROMTHECHANCESTO

WHICHTHYJOURNEYISEXPOSED。Icannotdirecttheetopathsfreefromthewanderingsofthedeadliestfoes。Thoumustalone,andofthyself,faceandhazardall。Butifthouartsoenamouredoflifeastocareonlytoliveon,nomatterforwhatends,recruitingthenervesandveinswiththealchemist"svivifyingelixir,whyseekthesedangersfromtheintermediatetribes?

Becausetheveryelixirthatpoursamoregloriouslifeintotheframe,sosharpensthesensesthatthoselarvaeoftheairbecometotheeaudibleandapparent;sothat,unlesstrainedbydegreestoendurethephantomsandsubduetheirmalice,alifethusgiftedwouldbethemostawfuldoommancouldbringuponhimself。

Henceitis,thatthoughtheelixirbecompoundedofthesimplestherbs,hisframeonlyispreparedtoreceiveitwhohasgonethroughthesubtlesttrials。Nay,some,scaredanddauntedintothemostintolerablehorrorbythesightsthatburstupontheireyesatthefirstdraft,havefoundthepotionlesspowerfultosavethantheagonyandtravailofNaturetodestroy。Totheunpreparedtheelixiristhusbutthedeadliestpoison。AmidstthedwellersofthethresholdisONE,too,surpassinginmalignityandhatredallhertribe,——onewhoseeyeshaveparalyzedthebravest,andwhosepowerincreasesoverthespiritpreciselyinproportiontoitsfear。Doesthycouragefalter?"

"Nay;thywordsbutkindleit。"

"Followme,then,andsubmittotheinitiatorylabours。"

Withthat,Mejnourledhimintotheinteriorchamber,andproceededtoexplaintohimcertainchemicaloperationswhich,thoughextremelysimpleinthemselves,Glyndonsoonperceivedwerecapableofveryextraordinaryresults。

"Intheremotertimes,"saidMejnour,smiling,"ourbrotherhoodwereoftencompelledtorecurtodelusionstoprotectrealities;

and,asdexterousmechaniciansorexpertchemists,theyobtainedthenameofsorcerers。ObservehoweasytoconstructistheSpectreLionthatattendedtherenownedLeonardodaVinci!"

AndGlyndonbeheldwithdelightedsurprisethesimplemeansbywhichthewildestcheatsoftheimaginationcanbeformed。ThemagicallandscapesinwhichBaptistaPortarejoiced;theapparentchangeoftheseasonswithwhichAlbertusMagnusstartledtheEarlofHolland;nay,eventhosemoredreaddelusionsoftheGhostandImagewithwhichthenecromancersofHeracleawoketheconscienceoftheconquerorofPlataea(Pausanias,——seePlutarch。),——allthese,astheshowmanenchantssometremblingchildrenonaChristmasEvewithhislanternandphantasmagoria,Mejnourexhibitedtohispupil……

"Andnowlaughforeveratmagic!whenthese,theverytricks,theverysportsandfrivolitiesofscience,weretheveryactswhichmenviewedwithabhorrence,andinquisitorsandkingsrewardedwiththerackandthestake。"

"Butthealchemist"stransmutationofmetals——"

"Natureherselfisalaboratoryinwhichmetals,andallelements,areforeveratchange。Easytomakegold,——easier,morecommodious,andcheaperstill,tomakethepearl,thediamond,andtheruby。Oh,yes;wisemenfoundsorceryinthistoo;buttheyfoundnosorceryinthediscoverythatbythesimplestcombinationofthingsofevery-dayusetheycouldraiseadevilthatwouldsweepawaythousandsoftheirkindbythebreathofconsumingfire。Discoverwhatwilldestroylife,andyouareagreatman!——whatwillprolongit,andyouareanimposter!Discoversomeinventioninmachinerythatwillmaketherichmorerichandthepoormorepoor,andtheywillbuildyouastatue!Discoversomemysteryinartthatwillequalisephysicaldisparities,andtheywillpulldowntheirownhousestostoneyou!Ha,ha,mypupil!suchistheworldZanonistillcaresfor!——youandIwillleavethisworldtoitself。Andnowthatyouhaveseensomefewoftheeffectsofscience,begintolearnitsgrammar。"

Mejnourthensetbeforehispupilcertaintasks,inwhichtherestofthenightworeitselfaway。

CHAPTER4。V。

GreattravellhaththegentleCalidoreAndtoyleendured……

Thereonaday,——

Hechaunsttospyasortofshepheardgroomes,Playingonpipesandcarolingapace……He,therebesydeSawafairedamzell。

Spenser,"FaerieQueene,"cant。ix。

ForaconsiderableperiodthepupilofMejnourwasnowabsorbedinlabourdependentonthemostvigilantattention,onthemostminuteandsubtlecalculation。Resultsastonishingandvariousrewardedhistoilsandstimulatedhisinterest。Norwerethesestudieslimitedtochemicaldiscovery,——inwhichitispermittedmetosaythatthegreatestmarvelsupontheorganisationofphysicallifeseemedwroughtbyexperimentsofthevivifyinginfluenceofheat。Mejnourprofessedtofindalinkbetweenallintellectualbeingsintheexistenceofacertainall-pervadingandinvisiblefluidresemblingelectricity,yetdistinctfromtheknownoperationsofthatmysteriousagency——afluidthatconnectedthoughttothoughtwiththerapidityandprecisionofthemoderntelegraph,andtheinfluenceofthisfluid,accordingtoMejnour,extendedtotheremotestpast,——thatistosay,wheneverandwheresoevermanhadthought。Thus,ifthedoctrineweretrue,allhumanknowledgebecameattainablethroughamediumestablishedbetweenthebrainoftheindividualinquirerandallthefarthestandobscurestregionsintheuniverseofideas。

GlyndonwassurprisedtofindMejnourattachedtotheabstrusemysterieswhichthePythagoreansascribedtotheoccultscienceofNUMBERS。Inthislast,newlightsglimmereddimlyonhiseyes;andhebegantoperceivethateventhepowertopredict,orrathertocalculate,results,mightby——(HerethereisanerasureintheMS。)……

Butheobservedthatthelastbriefprocessbywhich,ineachoftheseexperiments,thewonderwasachieved,Mejnourreservedforhimself,andrefusedtocommunicatethesecret。Theanswerheobtainedtohisremonstrancesonthisheadwasmoresternthansatisfactory:

"Dostthouthink,"saidMejnour,"thatIwouldgivetothemerepupil,whosequalitiesarenotyettried,powersthatmightchangethefaceofthesocialworld?ThelastsecretsareintrustedonlytohimofwhosevirtuetheMasterisconvinced。

Patience!Itislabouritselfthatisthegreatpurifierofthemind;andbydegreesthesecretswillgrowuponthyselfasthymindbecomesripertoreceivethem。"

AtlastMejnourprofessedhimselfsatisfiedwiththeprogressmadebyhispupil。"Thehournowarrives,"hesaid,"whenthoumaystpassthegreatbutairybarrier,——whenthoumaystgraduallyconfronttheterribleDwelleroftheThreshold。Continuethylabours——continuetosurpassthineimpatienceforresultsuntilthoucanstfathomthecauses。Ileavetheeforonemonth;ifattheendofthatperiod,whenIreturn,thetaskssettheearecompleted,andthymindpreparedbycontemplationandausterethoughtfortheordeal,Ipromisetheetheordealshallcommence。

OnecautionaloneIgivethee:regarditasaperemptorycommand,enternotthischamber!"(Theywerethenstandingintheroomwheretheirexperimentshadbeenchieflymade,andinwhichGlyndon,onthenighthehadsoughtthesolitudeofthemystic,hadnearlyfallenavictimtohisintrusion。)

"Enternotthischambertillmyreturn;or,aboveall,ifbyanysearchformaterialsnecessarytothytoilsthoushouldstventurehither,forbeartolightthenaphthainthosevessels,andtoopenthevasesonyondershelves。Ileavethekeyoftheroominthykeeping,inordertotrythyabstinenceandself-control。

Youngman,thisverytemptationisapartofthytrial。"

Withthat,Mejnourplacedthekeyinhishands;andatsunsetheleftthecastle。

ForseveraldaysGlyndoncontinuedimmersedinemploymentswhichstrainedtotheutmostallthefacultiesofhisintellect。Eventhemostpartialsuccessdependedsoentirelyontheabstractionofthemind,andtheminutenessofitscalculations,thattherewasscarcelyroomforanyotherthoughtthanthoseabsorbedintheoccupation。AnddoubtlessthisperpetualstrainofthefacultieswastheobjectofMejnourinworksthatdidnotseemexactlypertinenttothepurposesinview。Asthestudyoftheelementarymathematics,forexample,isnotsoprofitableinthesolvingofproblems,uselessinourafter-callings,asitisserviceableintrainingtheintellecttothecomprehensionandanalysisofgeneraltruths。

ButinlessthanhalfthetimewhichMejnourhadstatedforthedurationofhisabsence,allthatthemystichadappointedtohistoilswascompletedbythepupil;andthenhismind,thusrelievedfromthedrudgeryandmechanismofemployment,oncemoresoughtoccupationindimconjectureandrestlessfancies。HisinquisitiveandrashnaturegrewexcitedbytheprohibitionofMejnour,andhefoundhimselfgazingtoooften,withperturbedanddaringcuriosity,uponthekeyoftheforbiddenchamber。Hebegantofeelindignantatatrialofconstancywhichhedeemedfrivolousandpuerile。WhatnurserytalesofBluebeardandhisclosetwererevivedtodauntandterrifyhim!Howcouldthemerewallsofachamber,inwhichhehadsooftensecurelypursuedhislabours,startintolivingdanger?Ifhaunted,itcouldbebutbythosedelusionswhichMejnourhadtaughthimtodespise,——ashadowylion,——achemicalphantasm!Tush!helosthalfhisaweofMejnour,whenhethoughtthatbysuchtricksthesagecouldpractiseupontheveryintellecthehadawakenedandinstructed!

Stillheresistedtheimpulsesofhiscuriosityandhispride,and,toescapefromtheirdictation,hetooklongramblesonthehills,oramidstthevalleysthatsurroundedthecastle,——seekingbybodilyfatiguetosubduetheunreposingmind。Onedaysuddenlyemergingfromadarkravine,hecameupononeofthoseItalianscenesofruralfestivityandmirthinwhichtheclassicageappearstorevive。Itwasafestival,partlyagricultural,partlyreligious,heldyearlybythepeasantsofthatdistrict。

Assembledattheoutskirtsofavillage,animatedcrowds,justreturnedfromaprocessiontoaneighbouringchapel,werenowformingthemselvesintogroups:theoldtotastethevintage,theyoungtodance,——alltobegayandhappy。Thissuddenpictureofeasyjoyandcarelessignorance,contrastingsoforciblywiththeintensestudiesandthatparchingdesireforwisdomwhichhadsolongmadeuphisownlife,andburnedathisownheart,sensiblyaffectedGlyndon。Ashestoodaloofandgazingonthem,theyoungmanfeltoncemorethathewasyoung。

Thememoryofallhehadbeencontenttosacrificespoketohimlikethesharpvoiceofremorse。Theflittingformsofthewomenintheirpicturesqueattire,theirhappylaughterringingthroughthecool,stillairoftheautumnnoon,broughtbacktotheheart,orratherperhapstothesenses,theimagesofhispasttime,the"goldenshepherdhours,"whentolivewasbuttoenjoy。

Heapproachednearerandnearertothescene,andsuddenlyanoisygroupsweptroundhim;andMaestroPaolo,tappinghimfamiliarlyontheshoulder,exclaimedinaheartyvoice,"Welcome,Excellency!——wearerejoicedtoseeyouamongstus。"

Glyndonwasabouttoreplytothissalutation,whenhiseyesresteduponthefaceofayounggirlleaningonPaolo"sarm,ofabeautysoattractivethathiscolourroseandhisheartbeatasheencounteredhergaze。Hereyessparkledwitharoguishandpetulantmirth,herpartedlipsshowedteethlikepearls;asifimpatientatthepauseofhercompanionfromthereveloftherest,herlittlefootbeatthegroundtoameasurethatshehalf-hummed,half-chanted。Paololaughedashesawtheeffectthegirlhadproducedupontheyoungforeigner。

"Willyounotdance,Excellency?Come,layasideyourgreatness,andbemerry,likeuspoordevils。SeehowourprettyFillideislongingforapartner。Takecompassiononher。"

Fillidepoutedatthisspeech,and,disengagingherarmfromPaolo"s,turnedaway,butthrewoverhershoulderaglancehalfinviting,halfdefying。Glyndon,almostinvoluntarily,advancedtoher,andaddressedher。

Oh,yes;headdressesher!Shelooksdown,andsmiles。Paololeavesthemtothemselves,saunteringoffwithadevil-me-carishair。Fillidespeaksnow,andlooksupatthescholar"sfacewitharchinvitation。Heshakeshishead;Fillidelaughs,andherlaughissilvery。Shepointstoagaymountaineer,whoistrippinguptohermerrily。WhydoesGlyndonfeeljealous?Why,whenshespeaksagain,doesheshakehisheadnomore?Heoffershishand;Fillideblushes,andtakesitwithademurecoquetry。

What!isitso,indeed!Theywhirlintothenoisycircleoftherevellers。Ha!ha!isnotthisbetterthandistillingherbs,andbreakingthybrainsonPythagoreannumbers?HowlightlyFillideboundsalong!Howherlithesomewaistsupplesitselftothycirclingarm!Tara-ra-tara,ta-tara,rara-ra!Whatthedevilisinthemeasurethatitmakesthebloodcourselikequicksilverthroughtheveins?WasthereeverapairofeyeslikeFillide"s?

Nothingofthecoldstarsthere!Yethowtheytwinkleandlaughatthee!Andthatrosy,pursed-upmouththatwillanswersosparinglytothyflatteries,asifwordswereawasteoftime,andkissesweretheirproperlanguage。Oh,pupilofMejnour!

Oh,would-beRosicrucian,Platonist,Magian,Iknownotwhat!I

amashamedofthee!What,inthenamesofAverroesandBurriandAgrippaandHermeshavebecomeofthyausterecontemplations?

WasitforthisthoudidstresignViola?Idon"tthinkthouhastthesmallestrecollectionoftheelixirortheCabala。Takecare!Whatareyouabout,sir?Whydoyouclaspthatsmallhandlockedwithinyourown?Whydoyou——Tara-raratara-ratara-rara-

ra,rarara,ta-ra,a-ra!Keepyoureyesoffthoseslenderanklesandthatcrimsonbodice!Tara-rara-ra!Theretheygoagain!

Andnowtheyrestunderthebroadtrees。Therevelhaswhirledawayfromthem。Theyhear——ordotheynothear——thelaughteratthedistance?Theysee——oriftheyhavetheireyesaboutthem,theySHOULDsee——coupleaftercoupleglidingby,love-talkingandlove-looking。ButIwilllayawager,astheysitunderthattree,andtheroundsungoesdownbehindthemountains,thattheyseeorhearverylittleexceptthemselves。

"Hollo,SignorExcellency!andhowdoesyourpartnerpleaseyou?

Comeandjoinourfeast,loiterers;onedancesmoremerrilyafterwine。"

Downgoestheroundsun;upcomestheautumnmoon。Tara,tara,rarara,rarara,tarara-ra!Dancingagain;isitadance,orsomemovementgayer,noisier,wilderstill?Howtheyglanceandgleamthroughthenightshadows,thoseflittingforms!Whatconfusion!——whatorder!Ha,thatistheTarantuladance;MaestroPaolofootsitbravely!Diavolo,whatfury!theTarantulahasstungthemall。Danceordie;itisfury,——theCorybantes,theMaenads,the——Ho,ho!morewine!theSabbatoftheWitchesatBeneventoisajoketothis!Fromcloudtocloudwandersthemoon,——nowshining,nowlost。Dimnesswhilethemaidenblushes;

lightwhenthemaidensmiles。

"Fillide,thouartanenchantress!"

"Buonanotte,Excellency;youwillseemeagain!"

"Ah,youngman,"saidanold,decrepit,hollow-eyedoctogenarian,leaningonhisstaff,"makethebestofyouryouth。I,too,oncehadaFillide!Iwashandsomerthanyouthen!Alas!ifwecouldbealwaysyoung!"

"Alwaysyoung!"Glyndonstarted,asheturnedhisgazefromthefresh,fair,rosyfaceofthegirl,andsawtheeyesdroppingrheum,theyellowwrinkledskin,thetotteringframeoftheoldman。

"Ha,ha!"saidthedecrepitcreature,hobblingneartohim,andwithamaliciouslaugh。"YetI,too,wasyoungonce!Givemeabaiocchoforaglassofaquavitae!"

Tara,rara,ra-rara,tara,rara-ra!TheredancesYouth!Wrapthyragsroundthee,andtotteroff,OldAge!

CHAPTER4。VI。

WhilestCalidoredoesfollowthatfairemayd,UnmindfulofhisvowandhighbeheastWhichbytheFaerieQueenewasonhimlayd。

Spenser,"FaerieQueene,"cant。x。s。1。

Itwasthatgrey,indistinct,strugglingintervalbetweenthenightandthedawn,whenClarencestoodoncemoreinhischamber。

Theabstrusecalculationslyingonhistablecaughthiseye,andfilledhimwithasentimentofwearinessanddistaste。But——

"Alas,ifwecouldbealwaysyoung!Oh,thouhorridspectreoftheold,rheum-eyedman!Whatapparitioncanthemysticchambershadowforthmoreuglyandmorehatefulthanthou?Oh,yes,ifwecouldbealwaysyoung!Butnot[thinkstheneophytenow]——nottolabourforeveratthesecrabbedfiguresandthesecoldcompoundsofherbsanddrugs。No;buttoenjoy,tolove,torevel!Whatshouldbethecompanionofyouthbutpleasure?Andthegiftofeternalyouthmaybeminethisveryhour!WhatmeansthisprohibitionofMejnour"s?Isitnotofthesamecomplexionashisungenerousreserveevenintheminutestsecretsofchemistry,orthenumbersofhisCabala?——compellingmetoperformallthetoils,andyetwithholdingfrommetheknowledgeofthecrowningresult?Nodoubthewillstill,onhisreturn,showmethatthegreatmysteryCANbeattained;butwillstillforbidMEtoattainit。Isitnotasifhedesiredtokeepmyyouththeslavetohisage;tomakemedependentsolelyonhimself;tobindmetoajourneyman"sservicebyperpetualexcitementtocuriosity,andthesightofthefruitsheplacesbeyondmylips?"These,andmanyreflectionsstillmorerepining,disturbedandirritatedhim。Heatedwithwine——excitedbythewildrevelshehadleft——hewasunabletosleep。TheimageofthatrevoltingOldAgewhichTime,unlessdefeated,mustbringuponhimself,quickenedtheeagernessofhisdesireforthedazzlingandimperishableYouthheascribedtoZanoni。Theprohibitiononlyservedtocreateaspiritofdefiance。Therevivingday,laughingjocundlythroughhislattice,dispelledallthefearsandsuperstitionsthatbelongtonight。Themysticchamberpresentedtohisimaginationnothingtodifferfromanyotherapartmentinthecastle。Whatfoulormalignantapparitioncouldharmhiminthelightofthatblessedsun!Itwasthepeculiar,andonthewholemostunhappy,contradictioninGlyndon"snature,thatwhilehisreasoningsledhimtodoubt,——

anddoubtrenderedhiminMORALconductirresoluteandunsteady;

hewasPHYSICALLYbravetorashness。Noristhisuncommon:

scepticismandpresumptionareoftentwins。Whenamanofthischaracterdeterminesuponanyaction,personalfearneverdetershim;andforthemoralfear,anysophistrysufficestoself-will。

Almostwithoutanalysinghimselfthementalprocessbywhichhisnerveshardenedthemselvesandhislimbsmoved,hetraversedthecorridor,gainedMejnour"sapartment,andopenedtheforbiddendoor。Allwasashehadbeenaccustomedtoseeit,savethatonatableinthecentreoftheroomlayopenalargevolume。Heapproached,andgazedonthecharactersonthepage;theywereinacipher,thestudyofwhichhadmadeapartofhislabours。

Withbutslightdifficultyheimaginedthatheinterpretedthemeaningofthefirstsentences,andthattheyranthus:——

"Toquafftheinnerlife,istoseetheouterlife:toliveindefianceoftime,istoliveinthewhole。Hewhodiscoverstheelixirdiscoverswhatliesinspace;forthespiritthatvivifiestheframestrengthensthesenses。Thereisattractionintheelementaryprincipleoflight。InthelampsofRosicruciusthefireisthepureelementaryprinciple。Kindlethelampswhilethouopenstthevesselthatcontainstheelixir,andthelightattractstowardstheethosebeingswhoselifeisthatlight。

BewareofFear。FearisthedeadliestenemytoKnowledge。"Herethecipherschangedtheircharacter,andbecameincomprehensible。

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