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The History of Henry Esmond, Esq。
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第5章

AndanotherletterwasfromColonelEsmondtohiskinsman,tosaythatoneCaptainHoltonhadbeenwithhimofferinghimlargebribestojoin,YOUKNOWWHO,andsayingthattheheadofthehouseofCastlewoodwasdeeplyengagedinthatquarter。ButforhisparthehadbrokehisswordwhentheK。leftthecountry,andwouldneveragainfightinthatquarrel。TheP。ofO。wasaman,atleast,ofanoblecourage,andhisduty,and,ashethought,everyEnglishman"s,wastokeepthecountryquiet,andtheFrenchoutofit:and,infine,thathewouldhavenothingtodowiththescheme。

Oftheexistenceofthesetwolettersandthecontentsofthepillow,ColonelFrankEsmond,whobecameViscountCastlewood,toldHenryEsmondafterwards,whentheletterswereshowntohislordship,whocongratulatedhimself,ashehadgoodreason,thathehadnotjoinedintheschemewhichprovedsofataltomanyconcernedinit。But,naturally,theladknewlittleaboutthesecircumstanceswhentheyhappenedunderhiseyes:onlybeingawarethathispatronandhismistresswereinsometrouble,whichhadcausedtheflightoftheoneandtheapprehensionoftheotherbytheofficersofKingWilliam。

Theseizureofthepaperseffected,thegentlemendidnotpursuetheirfurthersearchthroughCastlewoodHouseveryrigorously。

TheyexaminedMr。Holt"sroom,beingledthitherbyhispupil,whoshowed,astheFatherhadbiddenhim,theplacewherethekeyofhischamberlay,openedthedoorforthegentlemen,andconductedthemintotheroom。

Whenthegentlemencametothehalf—burnedpapersinthebrazier,theyexaminedthemeagerlyenough,andtheiryoungguidewasalittleamusedattheirperplexity。

"Whatarethese?"saysone。

"They"rewritteninaforeignlanguage,"saysthelawyer。"Whatareyoulaughingat,littlewhelp?"addshe,turningroundashesawtheboysmile。

"Mr。Holtsaidtheyweresermons,"Harrysaid,"andbademetoburnthem;"whichindeedwastrueofthosepapers。

"Sermonsindeed——it"streason,Iwouldlayawager,"criesthelawyer。

"Egad!it"sGreektome,"saysCaptainWestbury。"Canyoureadit,littleboy?"

"Yes,sir,alittle,"Harrysaid。

"Thenread,andreadinEnglish,sir,onyourperil,"saidthelawyer。AndHarrybegantotranslate:——

"Hathnotoneofyourownwriterssaid,"ThechildrenofAdamarenowlaboringasmuchashehimselfeverdid,aboutthetreeoftheknowledgeofgoodandevil,shakingtheboughsthereof,andseekingthefruit,beingforthemostpartunmindfulofthetreeoflife。"

Ohblindgeneration!"tisthistreeofknowledgetowhichtheserpenthasledyou"——andheretheboywasobligedtostop,therestofthepagebeingcharredbythefire:andaskedofthelawyer——"ShallIgoon,sir?"

Thelawyersaid——"Thisboyisdeeperthanheseems:whoknowsthatheisnotlaughingatus?"

"Let"shaveinDicktheScholar,"criedCaptainWestbury,laughing:

andhecalledtoatrooperoutofthewindow——"Ho,Dick,comeinhereandconstrue。"

Athick—setsoldier,withasquaregood—humoredface,cameinatthesummons,salutinghisofficer。

"Telluswhatisthis,Dick,"saysthelawyer。

"MynameisSteele,sir,"saysthesoldier。"ImaybeDickformyfriends,butIdon"tnamegentlemenofyourclothamongstthem。"

"Wellthen,Steele。"

"Mr。Steele,sir,ifyouplease。WhenyouaddressagentlemanofhisMajesty"sHorseGuards,bepleasednottobesofamiliar。"

"Ididn"tknow,sir,"saidthelawyer。

"Howshouldyou?Itakeityouarenotaccustomedtomeetwithgentlemen,"saysthetrooper。

"Holdthyprate,andreadthatbitofpaper,"saysWestbury。

""TisLatin,"saysDick,glancingatit,andagainsalutinghisofficer,"andfromasermonofMr。Cudworth"s,"andhetranslatedthewordsprettymuchasHenryEsmondhadrenderedthem。

"Whatayoungscholaryouare,"saystheCaptaintotheboy。

"Dependon"t,heknowsmorethanhetells,"saysthelawyer。"I

thinkwewillpackhimoffinthecoachwitholdJezebel。"

"ForconstruingabitofLatin?"saidtheCaptain,verygood—

naturedly。

"Iwouldasliefgothereasanywhere,"HarryEsmondsaid,simply,"forthereisnobodytocareforme。"

Theremusthavebeensomethingtouchinginthechild"svoice,orinthisdescriptionofhissolitude——fortheCaptainlookedathimverygood—naturedly,andthetrooper,calledSteele,puthishandkindlyonthelad"shead,andsaidsomewordsintheLatintongue。

"Whatdoeshesay?"saysthelawyer。

"Faith,askDickhimself,"criedCaptainWestbury。

"IsaidIwasnotignorantofmisfortunemyself,andhadlearnedtosuccorthemiserable,andthat"snotYOURtrade,Mr。Sheepskin,"

saidthetrooper。

"YouhadbetterleaveDicktheScholaralone,Mr。Corbet,"theCaptainsaid。AndHarryEsmond,alwaystouchedbyakindfaceandkindword,feltverygratefultothisgood—naturedchampion。

Thehorseswerebythistimeharnessedtothecoach;andtheCountessandVictoirecamedownandwereputintothevehicle。

Thiswoman,whoquarrelledwithHarryEsmondallday,wasmeltedatpartingwithhim,andcalledhim"dearangel,"and"poorinfant,"

andahundredothernames。

TheViscountess,givinghimherleanhandtokiss,badehimalwaysbefaithfultothehouseofEsmond。"Ifevilshouldhappentomylord,"saysshe,"hisSUCCESSOR,Itrust,willbefound,andgiveyouprotection。SituatedasIam,theywillnotdarewreaktheirvengeanceonmeNOW。"Andshekissedamedalsheworewithgreatfervor,andHenryEsmondknewnotintheleastwhathermeaningwas;buthathsincelearnedthat,oldasshewas,shewasforeverexpecting,bythegoodofficesofsaintsandrelics,tohaveanheirtothetitleofEsmond。

HarryEsmondwastooyoungtohavebeenintroducedintothesecretsofpoliticsinwhichhispatronswereimplicated;fortheyputbutfewquestionstotheboy(whowaslittleofstature,andlookedmuchyoungerthanhisage),andsuchquestionsastheyputheansweredcautiouslyenough,andprofessingevenmoreignorancethanhehad,forwhichhisexaminerswillinglyenoughgavehimcredit。

Hedidnotsayawordaboutthewindoworthecupboardoverthefireplace;andthesesecretsquiteescapedtheeyesofthesearchers。

Sothenmyladywasconsignedtohercoach,andsentofftoHexton,withherwomanandthemanoflawtobearhercompany,acoupleoftroopersridingoneithersideofthecoach。AndHarrywasleftbehindattheHall,belongingasitweretonobody,andquitealoneintheworld。Thecaptainandaguardofmenremainedinpossessionthere;andthesoldiers,whowereverygood—naturedandkind,atemylord"smuttonanddrankhiswine,andmadethemselvescomfortable,astheywellmightdoinsuchpleasantquarters。

Thecaptainshadtheirdinnerservedinmylord"stapestryparlor,andpoorlittleHarrythoughthisdutywastowaituponCaptainWestbury"schair,ashiscustomhadbeentoservehislordwhenhesatthere。

AfterthedepartureoftheCountess,DicktheScholartookHarryEsmondunderhisspecialprotection,andwouldexaminehiminhishumanitiesandtalktohimbothofFrenchandLatin,inwhichtonguestheladfound,andhisnewfriendwaswillingenoughtoacknowledge,thathewasevenmoreproficientthanScholarDick。

HearingthathehadlearnedthemfromaJesuit,inthepraiseofwhomandwhosegoodnessHarrywasnevertiredofspeaking,Dick,rathertotheboy"ssurprise,whobegantohaveanearlyshrewdness,likemanychildrenbredupalone,showedagreatdealoftheologicalscience,andknowledgeofthepointsatissuebetweenthetwochurches;sothatheandHarrywouldhavehoursofcontroversytogether,inwhichtheboywascertainlyworstedbytheargumentsofthissingulartrooper。"Iamnocommonsoldier,"Dickwouldsay,andindeeditwaseasytoseebyhislearning,breeding,andmanyaccomplishments,thathewasnot。Iamofoneofthemostancientfamiliesintheempire;Ihavehadmyeducationatafamousschool,andafamousuniversity;IlearnedmyfirstrudimentsofLatinneartoSmithfield,inLondon,wherethemartyrswereroasted。"

"Youhangedasmanyofours,"interposedHarry;"and,forthematterofpersecution,FatherHolttoldmethatayounggentlemanofEdinburgh,eighteenyearsofage,studentatthecollegethere,washangedforheresyonlylastyear,thoughherecanted,andsolemnlyaskedpardonforhiserrors。"

"Faith!therehasbeentoomuchpersecutiononbothsides:but"twasyoutaughtus。"

"Nay,"twasthePagansbeganit,"criedthelad,andbegantoinstanceanumberofsaintsoftheChurch,fromtheproto—martyrdownwards——"thisone"sfirewentoutunderhim:thatone"soilcooledinthecaldron:atathirdholyheadtheexecutionerchoppedthreetimesanditwouldnotcomeoff。ShowusmartyrsinYOUR

churchforwhomsuchmiracleshavebeendone。"

"Nay,"saysthetroopergravely,"themiraclesofthefirstthreecenturiesbelongtomyChurchaswellasyours,MasterPapist,"andthenadded,withsomethingofasmileuponhiscountenance,andaqueerlookatHarry——"Andyet,mylittlecatechiser,Ihavesometimesthoughtaboutthosemiracles,thattherewasnotmuchgoodinthem,sincethevictim"sheadalwaysfinishedbycomingoffatthethirdorfourthchop,andthecaldron,ifitdidnotboiloneday,boiledthenext。Howbeit,inourtimes,theChurchhaslostthatquestionableadvantageofrespites。ThereneverwasashowertoputoutRidley"sfire,noranangeltoturntheedgeofCampion"saxe。TheracktorethelimbsofSouthwelltheJesuitandSympsontheProtestantalike。Forfaith,everywheremultitudesdiewillinglyenough。IhavereadinMonsieurRycaut"s"HistoryoftheTurks,"ofthousandsofMahomet"sfollowersrushingupondeathinbattleasuponcertainParadise;andinthegreatMogul"sdominionspeopleflingthemselvesbyhundredsunderthecarsoftheidolsannually,andthewidowsburnthemselvesontheirhusbands"bodies,as"tiswellknown。"Tisnotthedyingforafaiththat"ssohard,MasterHarry——everymanofeverynationhasdonethat——"tisthelivinguptoitthatisdifficult,asIknowtomycost,"headdedwithasigh。"Andah!"headded,"mypoorlad,Iamnotstrongenoughtoconvincetheebymylife——thoughtodieformyreligionwouldgivemethegreatestofjoys——butIhadadearfriendinMagdalenCollegeinOxford;IwishJoeAddisonwereheretoconvincethee,ashequicklycould——forIthinkhe"samatchforthewholeCollegeofJesuits;andwhat"smore,inhislifetoo。InthatverysermonofDr。Cudworth"swhichyourpriestwasquotingfrom,andwhichsufferedmartydominthebrazier,"——Dickaddedwithasmile,"Ihadathoughtofwearingtheblackcoat(butwasashamedofmylife,yousee,andtooktothissorryredone);I

haveoftenthoughtofJoeAddison——Dr。Cudworthsays,"Agoodconscienceisthebestlooking—glassofheaven"——andthere"sserenityinmyfriend"sfacewhichalwaysreflectsit——Iwishyoucouldseehim,Harry。"

"Didhedoyouagreatdealofgood?"askedthelad,simply。

"Hemighthavedone,"saidtheother——"atleasthetaughtmetoseeandapprovebetterthings。"Tismyownfault,deteriorasequi。"

"Youseemverygood,"theboysaid。

"I"mnotwhatIseem,alas!"answeredthetrooper——andindeed,asitturnedout,poorDicktoldthetruth——forthatverynight,atsupperinthehall,wherethegentlemenofthetrooptooktheirrepasts,andpassedmostpartoftheirdaysdicingandsmokingoftobacco,andsingingandcursing,overtheCastlewoodale——HarryEsmondfoundDicktheScholarinawofulstateofdrunkenness。Hehiccuppedoutasermonandhislaughingcompanionsbadehimsingahymn,onwhichDick,swearinghewouldrunthescoundrelthroughthebodywhoinsultedhisreligion,madeforhissword,whichwashangingonthewall,andfelldownflatonthefloorunderit,sayingtoHarry,whoranforwardtohelphim,"Ah,littlePapist,I

wishJosephAddisonwashere!"

ThoughthetroopersoftheKing"sLife—Guardswereallgentlemen,yettherestofthegentlemenseemedignorantandvulgarboorstoHarryEsmond,withtheexceptionofthisgood—naturedCorporalSteeletheScholar,andCaptainWestburyandLieutenantTrant,whowerealwayskindtothelad。TheyremainedforsomeweeksormonthsencampedinCastlewood,andHarrylearnedfromthem,fromtimetotime,howtheladyatHextonCastlewastreated,andtheparticularsofherconfinementthere。"TisknownthatKingWilliamwasdisposedtodealverylenientlywiththegentrywhoremainedfaithfultotheoldKing"scause;andnoprinceusurpingacrown,ashisenemiessaidhedid,(righteouslytakingit,asIthinknow,)evercausedlessbloodtobeshed。Asforwomen—conspirators,hekeptspiesontheleastdangerous,andlockeduptheothers。

LadyCastlewoodhadthebestroomsinHextonCastle,andthegaoler"sgardentowalkin;andthoughsherepeatedlydesiredtobeledouttoexecution,likeMaryQueenofScots,thereneverwasanythoughtoftakingherpaintedoldheadoff,oranydesiretodoaughtbutkeepherpersoninsecurity。

Anditappearedshefoundthatsomewerefriendsinhermisfortune,whomshehad,inherprosperity,consideredasherworstenemies。

ColonelFrancisEsmond,mylord"scousinandherladyship"s,whohadmarriedtheDeanofWinchester"sdaughter,and,sinceKingJames"sdepartureoutofEngland,hadlivednotveryfarawayfromHextontown,hearingofhiskinswoman"sstrait,andbeingfriendswithColonelBrice,commandingforKingWilliaminHexton,andwiththeChurchdignitariesthere,cametovisitherladyshipinprison,offeringtohisuncle"sdaughteranyfriendlyserviceswhichlayinhispower。Andhebroughthisladyandlittledaughtertoseetheprisoner,tothelatterofwhom,achildofgreatbeautyandmanywinningways,theoldViscountesstooknotalittleliking,althoughbetweenherladyshipandthechild"smothertherewaslittlemorelovethanformerly。Therearesomeinjurieswhichwomenneverforgiveoneanother;andMadamFrancisEsmond,inmarryinghercousin,haddoneoneofthoseirretrievablewrongstoLadyCastlewood。Butasshewasnowhumiliated,andinmisfortune,MadamFranciscouldallowatrucetoherenmity,andcouldbekindforawhile,atleast,toherhusband"sdiscardedmistress。SothelittleBeatrix,herdaughter,waspermittedoftentogoandvisittheimprisonedViscountess,who,insofarasthechildanditsfatherwereconcerned,gottoabateinherangertowardsthatbranchoftheCastlewoodfamily。AndthelettersofColonelEsmondcomingtolight,ashasbeensaid,andhisconductbeingknowntotheKing"scouncil,theColonelwasputinabetterpositionwiththeexistinggovernmentthanhehadeverbeforebeen;anysuspicionsregardinghisloyaltywereentirelydoneaway;andsohewasenabledtobeofmoreservicetohiskinswomanthanhecouldotherwisehavebeen。

Andnowtherebefellaneventbywhichthisladyrecoveredherliberty,andthehouseofCastlewoodgotanewowner,andfatherlesslittleHarryEsmondanewandmostkindprotectorandfriend。WhateverthatsecretwaswhichHarrywastohearfrommylord,theboyneverheardit;forthatnightwhenFatherHoltarrived,andcarriedmylordawaywithhim,wasthelastonwhichHarryeversawhispatron。Whathappenedtomylordmaybebrieflytoldhere。Havingfoundthehorsesattheplacewheretheywerelying,mylordandFatherHoltrodetogethertoChatteris,wheretheyhadtemporaryrefugewithoneoftheFather"spenitentsinthatcity;butthepursuitbeinghotforthem,andtherewardfortheapprehensionofoneortheotherconsiderable,itwasdeemedadvisablethattheyshouldseparate;andthepriestbetookhimselftootherplacesofretreatknowntohim,whilstmylordpassedoverfromBristolintoIreland,inwhichkingdomKingJameshadacourtandanarmy。Mylordwasbutasmalladditiontothis;bringing,indeed,onlyhisswordandthefewpiecesinhispocket;buttheKingreceivedhimwithsomekindnessanddistinctioninspiteofhispoorplight,confirmedhiminhisnewtitleofMarquis,gavehimaregiment,andpromisedhimfurtherpromotion。Buttitlesorpromotionwerenottobenefithimnow。MylordwaswoundedatthefatalbattleoftheBoyne,flyingfromwhichfield(longafterhismasterhadsethimanexample)helayforawhileconcealedinthemarshycountryneartothetownofTrim,andmorefromcatarrhandfevercaughtinthebogsthanfromthesteeloftheenemyinthebattle,sankanddied。MaytheearthlielightuponThomasofCastlewood!Hewhowritesthismustspeakincharity,thoughthislorddidhimandhistwogrievouswrongs:foroneofthesehewouldhavemadeamends,perhaps,hadlifebeensparedhim;buttheotherlaybeyondhispowertorepair,though"tistobehopedthatagreaterPowerthanapriesthasabsolvedhimofit。Hegotthecomfortofthisabsolution,too,suchasitwas:apriestofTrimwritingalettertomyladytoinformherofthiscalamity。

Butinthosedaysletterswereslowoftravelling,andourpriest"stooktwomonthsormoreonitsjourneyfromIrelandtoEngland:

where,whenitdidarrive,itdidnotfindmyladyatherownhouse;shewasattheKing"shouseofHextonCastlewhenthelettercametoCastlewood,butitwasopenedforallthatbytheofficerincommandthere。

HarryEsmondwellrememberedthereceiptofthisletter,whichLockwoodbroughtinasCaptainWestburyandLieutenantTrantwereonthegreenplayingatbowls,youngEsmondlookingonatthesport,orreadinghisbookinthearbor。

"Here"snewsforFrankEsmond,"saysCaptainWestbury;"Harry,didyoueverseeColonelEsmond?"AndCaptainWestburylookedveryhardattheboyashespoke。

HarrysaidhehadseenhimbutoncewhenhewasatHexton,attheballthere。

"Anddidhesayanything?"

"HesaidwhatIdon"tcaretorepeat,"Harryanswered。Forhewasnowtwelveyearsofage:heknewwhathisbirthwas,andthedisgraceofit;andhefeltnolovetowardsthemanwhohadmostlikelystainedhismother"shonorandhisown。

"DidyoulovemyLordCastlewood?"

"IwaituntilIknowmymother,sir,tosay,"theboyanswered,hiseyesfillingwithtears。

"SomethinghashappenedtoLordCastlewood,"CaptainWestburysaidinaverygravetone——"somethingwhichmusthappentousall。HeisdeadofawoundreceivedattheBoyne,fightingforKingJames。"

"Iamgladmylordfoughtfortherightcause,"theboysaid。

"Itwasbettertomeetdeathonthefieldlikeaman,thanfaceitonTower—hill,assomeofthemmay,"continuedMr。Westbury。"I

hopehehasmadesometestament,orprovidedfortheesomehow。

Thislettersaysherecommendsunicumfiliumsuumdilectissimumtohislady。Ihopehehasleftyoumorethanthat。"

Harrydidnotknow,hesaid。HewasinthehandsofHeavenandFate;butmorelonelynow,asitseemedtohim,thanhehadbeenalltherestofhislife;andthatnight,ashelayinhislittleroomwhichhestilloccupied,theboythoughtwithmanyapangofshameandgriefofhisstrangeandsolitarycondition:howhehadafatherandnofather;anamelessmotherthathadbeenbroughttoruin,perhaps,bythatveryfatherwhomHarrycouldonlyacknowledgeinsecretandwithablush,andwhomhecouldneitherlovenorrevere。AndhesickenedtothinkhowFatherHolt,astranger,andtwoorthreesoldiers,hisacquaintancesofthelastsixweeks,weretheonlyfriendshehadinthegreatwideworld,wherehewasnowquitealone。Thesouloftheboywasfulloflove,andhelongedashelayinthedarknessthereforsomeoneuponwhomhecouldbestowit。Heremembers,andmusttohisdyingday,thethoughtsandtearsofthatlongnight,thehourstollingthroughit。Whowashe,andwhat?Whyhereratherthanelsewhere?

Ihaveamind,hethought,togotothatpriestatTrim,andfindoutwhatmyfathersaidtohimonhisdeath—bedconfession。IsthereanychildinthewholeworldsounprotectedasIam?ShallI

getupandquitthisplace,andruntoIreland?Withthesethoughtsandtearstheladpassedthatnightawayuntilhewepthimselftosleep。

Thenextday,thegentlemenoftheguard,whohadheardwhathadbefallenhim,weremorethanusuallykindtothechild,especiallyhisfriendScholarDick,whotoldhimabouthisownfather"sdeath,whichhadhappenedwhenDickwasachildatDublin,notquitefiveyearsofage。"Thatwasthefirstsensationofgrief,"Dicksaid,"Ieverknew。IrememberIwentintotheroomwherehisbodylay,andmymothersatweepingbesideit。Ihadmybattledoreinmyhand,andfella—beatingthecoffin,andcallingPapa;onwhichmymothercaughtmeinherarms,andtoldmeinafloodoftearsPapacouldnothearme,andwouldplaywithmenomore,fortheyweregoingtoputhimunderground,whencehecouldnevercometousagain。Andthis,"saidDickkindly,"hasmademepityallchildreneversince;andcausedmetolovethee,mypoorfatherless,motherlesslad。And,ifeverthouwantestafriend,thoushalthaveoneinRichardSteele。"

HarryEsmondthankedhim,andwasgrateful。ButwhatcouldCorporalSteeledoforhim?takehimtorideasparehorse,andbeservanttothetroop?ThoughtheremightbeabarinHarryEsmond"sshield,itwasanobleone。Thecounselofthetwofriendswas,thatlittleHarryshouldstaywherehewas,andabidehisfortune:soEsmondstayedonatCastlewood,awaitingwithnosmallanxietythefate,whateveritwas,whichwasoverhim。

CHAPTERVII。

IAMLEFTATCASTLEWOODANORPHAN,ANDFINDMOSTKINDPROTECTORS

THERE。

DuringthestayofthesoldiersinCastlewood,honestDicktheScholarwastheconstantcompanionofthelonelylittleorphanladHarryEsmond:andtheyreadtogether,andtheyplayedbowlstogether,andwhentheothertroopersortheirofficers,whowerefree—spokenovertheircups,(aswasthewayofthatday,whenneithermennorwomenwereover—nice,)talkedunbecominglyoftheiramoursandgallantriesbeforethechild,Dick,whoverylikelywassettingthewholecompanylaughing,wouldstoptheirjokeswithamaximadebeturpuerisreverentia,andonceofferedtolugoutagainstanothertroopercalledHulkingTom,whowantedtoaskHarryEsmondaribaldquestion。

Also,Dickseeingthatthechildhad,ashesaid,asensibilityabovehisyears,andagreatandpraiseworthydiscretion,confidedtoHarryhisloveforavintner"sdaughter,neartotheTollyard,Westminster,whomDickaddressedasSaccharissainmanyversesofhiscomposition,andwithoutwhomhesaiditwouldbeimpossiblethathecouldcontinuetolive。Hevowedthisathousandtimesinaday,thoughHarrysmiledtoseethelove—lornswainhadhishealthandappetiteaswellasthemostheart—wholetrooperintheregiment:andhesworeHarrytosecrecytoo,whichvowtheladreligiouslykept,untilhefoundthatofficersandprivateswerealltakenintoDick"sconfidence,andhadthebenefitofhisverses。Anditmustbeownedlikewisethat,whileDickwassighingafterSaccharissainLondon,hehadconsolationsinthecountry;

fortherecameawenchoutofCastlewoodvillagewhohadwashedhislinen,andwhocriedsadlywhensheheardhewasgone:andwithoutpayingherbilltoo,whichHarryEsmondtookuponhimselftodischargebygivingthegirlasilverpocket—piece,whichScholarDickhadpresentedtohim,when,withmanyembracesandprayersforhisprosperity,Dickpartedfromhim,thegarrisonofCastlewoodbeingorderedaway。DicktheScholarsaidhewouldneverforgethisyoungfriend,norindeeddidhe:andHarrywassorrywhenthekindsoldiersvacatedCastlewood,lookingforwardwithnosmallanxiety(forcareandsolitudehadmadehimthoughtfulbeyondhisyears)tohisfatewhenthenewlordandladyofthehousecametolivethere。Hehadlivedtobepasttwelveyearsoldnow;andhadneverhadafriend,savethiswildtrooper,perhaps,andFatherHolt;andhadafondandaffectionateheart,tendertoweakness,thatwouldfainattachitselftosomebody,anddidnotseematrestuntilithadfoundafriendwhowouldtakechargeofit。

TheinstinctwhichledHenryEsmondtoadmireandlovethegraciousperson,thefairapparitionofwhosebeautyandkindnesshadsomovedhimwhenhefirstbeheldher,becamesoonadevotedaffectionandpassionofgratitude,whichentirelyfilledhisyoungheart,thatasyet,exceptinthecaseofdearFatherHolt,hadhadverylittlekindnessforwhichtobethankful。ODeacerte,thoughthe,rememberingthelinesoutoftheAEneaswhichMr。Holthadtaughthim。Thereseemed,astheboythought,ineverylookorgestureofthisfaircreature,anangelicalsoftnessandbrightpity——inmotionorreposesheseemedgraciousalike;thetoneofhervoice,thoughsheutteredwordseversotrivial,gavehimapleasurethatamountedalmosttoanguish。Itcannotbecalledlove,thataladoftwelveyearsofage,littlemorethanamenial,feltforanexaltedlady,hismistress:butitwasworship。Tocatchherglance,todivinehererrandandrunonitbeforeshehadspokenit;towatch,follow,adoreher;becamethebusinessofhislife。

Meanwhile,asisthewayoften,hisidolhadidolsofherown,andneverthoughtoforsuspectedtheadmirationofherlittlepigmyadorer。

Myladyhadonhersideherthreeidols:firstandforemost,Joveandsupremeruler,washerlord,Harry"spatron,thegoodViscountofCastlewood。Allwishesofhiswerelawswithher。Ifhehadaheadache,shewasill。Ifhefrowned,shetrembled。Ifhejoked,shesmiledandwascharmed。Ifhewenta—hunting,shewasalwaysatthewindowtoseehimrideaway,herlittlesoncrowingonherarm,oronthewatchtillhisreturn。Shemadedishesforhisdinner:spicedwineforhim:madethetoastforhistankardatbreakfast:hushedthehousewhenhesleptinhischair,andwatchedforalookwhenhewoke。Ifmylordwasnotalittleproudofhisbeauty,myladyadoredit。Sheclungtohisarmashepacedtheterrace,hertwofairlittlehandsclaspedroundhisgreatone;hereyeswerenevertiredoflookinginhisfaceandwonderingatitsperfection。Herlittlesonwashisson,andhadhisfather"slookandcurlybrownhair。HerdaughterBeatrixwashisdaughter,andhadhiseyes——werethereeversuchbeautifuleyesintheworld?

Allthehousewasarrangedsoastobringhimeaseandgivehimpleasure。Shelikedthesmallgentryroundabouttocomeandpayhimcourt,nevercaringforadmirationforherself;thosewhowantedtobewellwiththeladymustadmirehim。Notregardingherdress,shewouldwearagowntorags,becausehehadoncelikedit:

and,ifhebroughtherabroochoraribbon,wouldpreferittoallthemostcostlyarticlesofherwardrobe。

MylordwenttoLondoneveryyearforsixweeks,andthefamilybeingtoopoortoappearatCourtwithanyfigure,hewentalone。

Itwasnotuntilhewasoutofsightthatherfaceshowedanysorrow:andwhatajoywhenhecameback!Whatpreparationbeforehisreturn!Thefondcreaturehadhisarm—chairatthechimney—

side——delightingtoputthechildreninit,andlookatthemthere。

Nobodytookhisplaceatthetable;buthissilvertankardstoodthereaswhenmylordwaspresent。

Aprettysightitwastosee,duringmylord"sabsence,oronthosemanymorningswhensleeporheadachekepthima—bed,thisfairyoungladyofCastlewood,herlittledaughteratherknee,andherdomesticsgatheredroundher,readingtheMorningPrayeroftheEnglishChurch。Esmondlongrememberedhowshelookedandspoke,kneelingreverentlybeforethesacredbook,thesunshininguponhergoldenhairuntilitmadeahaloroundabouther。Adozenoftheservantsofthehousekneeledinalineoppositetheirmistress;forawhileHarryEsmondkeptapartfromthesemysteries,butDoctorTushershowinghimthattheprayersreadwerethoseoftheChurchofallages,andtheboy"sowninclinationpromptinghimtobealwaysasnearashemighttohismistress,andtothinkallthingsshedidright,fromlisteningtotheprayersintheante—

chamber,hecamepresentlytokneeldownwiththerestofthehouseholdintheparlor;andbeforeacoupleofyearsmyladyhadmadeathoroughconvert。Indeed,theboylovedhiscatechisersomuchthathewouldhavesubscribedtoanythingshebadehim,andwasnevertiredoflisteningtoherfonddiscourseandsimplecommentsuponthebook,whichshereadtohiminavoiceofwhichitwasdifficulttoresistthesweetpersuasionandtenderappealingkindness。Thisfriendlycontroversy,andtheintimacywhichitoccasioned,boundtheladmorefondlythanevertohismistress。Thehappiestperiodofallhislifewasthis;andtheyoungmother,withherdaughterandson,andtheorphanladwhomsheprotected,readandworkedandplayed,andwerechildrentogether。Iftheladylookedforward——aswhatfondwomandoesnot?——towardsthefuture,shehadnoplansfromwhichHarryEsmondwasleftout;andathousandandathousandtimes,inhispassionateandimpetuousway,hevowedthatnopowershouldseparatehimfromhismistress;andonlyaskedforsomechancetohappenbywhichhemightshowhisfidelitytoher。Now,atthecloseofhislife,ashesitsandrecallsintranquillitythehappyandbusyscenesofit,hecanthink,notungratefully,thathehasbeenfaithfultothatearlyvow。Suchalifeissosimplethatyearsmaybechronicledinafewlines。Butfewmen"slife—voyagesaredestinedtobeallprosperous;andthiscalmofwhichwearespeakingwassoontocometoanend。

AsEsmondgrew,andobservedforhimself,hefoundofnecessitymuchtoreadandthinkofoutsidethatfondcircleofkinsfolkwhohadadmittedhimtojoinhandwiththem。Hereadmorebooksthantheycaredtostudywithhim;wasaloneinthemidstofthemmanyatime,andpassednightsoverlabors,futileperhaps,butinwhichtheycouldnotjoinhim。Hisdearmistressdivinedhisthoughtswithherusualjealouswatchfulnessofaffection:begantoforebodeatimewhenhewouldescapefromhishome—nest;and,athiseagerprotestationstothecontrary,wouldonlysighandshakeherhead。

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