第10章
"Forason,yes;butmylordisnotmyson。Itwashewhocastmeawayfromhim。Itwashewhobrokeourhappinessdown,andhebidsmetorepairit。Itwashewhoshowedhimselftomeatlast,ashewas,notasIhadthoughthim。Itishewhocomesbeforemychildrenstupidandsenselesswithwine——wholeavesourcompanyforthatoffrequentersoftavernsandbagnios——whogoesfromhishometotheCityyonderandhisfriendsthere,andwhenheistiredofthemreturnshither,andexpectsthatIshallkneelandwelcomehim。AndhesendsYOUashischamberlain!Whataproudembassy!
Monsieur,Imakeyoumycomplimentofthenewplace。"
"Itwouldbeaproudembassy,andahappyembassytoo,couldI
bringyouandmylordtogether,"Esmondreplied。
"Ipresumeyouhavefulfilledyourmissionnow,sir。"Twasaprettyoneforyoutoundertake。Idon"tknowwhether"tisyourCambridgephilosophy,ortime,thathasalteredyourwaysofthinking,"LadyCastlewoodcontinued,stillinasarcastictone。
"Perhapsyoutoohavelearnedtolovedrink,andtohiccupoveryourwineorpunch;——whichisyourworship"sfavoriteliquor?
Perhapsyoutooputupatthe"Rose"onyourwaytoLondon,andhaveyouracquaintancesinCoventGarden。Myservicestoyou,sir,toprincipalandambassador,tomasterand——andlackey。"
"Greatheavens!madam,"criedHarry。"WhathaveIdonethatthus,forasecondtime,youinsultme?DoyouwishmetoblushforwhatIusedtobeproudof,thatIlivedonyourbounty?Nexttodoingyouaservice(whichmylifewouldpayfor),youknowthattoreceiveonefromyouismyhighestpleasure。WhatwronghaveI
doneyouthatyoushouldwoundmeso,cruelwoman?"
"Whatwrong?"shesaid,lookingatEsmondwithwildeyes。"Well,none——nonethatyouknowof,Harry,orcouldhelp。Whydidyoubringbackthesmall—pox,"sheadded,afterapause,"fromCastlewoodvillage?Youcouldnothelpit,couldyou?Whichofusknowswhitherfateleadsus?Butwewereallhappy,Henry,tillthen。"AndHarrywentawayfromthiscolloquy,thinkingstillthattheestrangementbetweenhispatronandhisbelovedmistresswasremediable,andthateachhadatheartastrongattachmenttotheother。
TheintimacybetweentheLordsMohunandCastlewoodappearedtoincreaseaslongastheformerremainedinthecountry;andmyLordofCastlewoodespeciallyseemednevertobehappyoutofhisnewcomrade"ssight。Theysportedtogether,theydrank,theyplayedbowlsandtennis:myLordCastlewoodwouldgoforthreedaystoSark,andbringbackmyLordMohuntoCastlewood——whereindeedhislordshipmadehimselfverywelcometoallpersons,havingajokeoranewgameatrompsforthechildren,allthetalkofthetownformylord,andmusicandgallantryandplentyofthebeaulangageformylady,andforHarryEsmond,whowasnevertiredofhearinghisstoriesofhiscampaignsandhislifeatVienna,Venice,Paris,andthefamouscitiesofEuropewhichhehadvisitedbothinpeaceandwar。Andhesangatmylady"sharpsichord,andplayedcardsorbackgammon,orhisnewgameofbilliardswithmylord(ofwhomheinvariablygotthebetter)alwayshavingaconsummategood—humor,andbearinghimselfwithacertainmanlygrace,thatmightexhibitsomewhatofthecampandAlsatiaperhaps,butthathaditscharm,andstampedhimagentleman:andhismannertoLadyCastlewoodwassodevotedandrespectful,thatshesoonrecoveredfromthefirstfeelingsofdislikewhichshehadconceivedagainsthim——nay,beforelong,begantobeinterestedinhisspiritualwelfare,andhopefulofhisconversion,lendinghimbooksofpiety,whichhepromiseddutifullytostudy。Withhermylordtalkedofreform,ofsettlingintoquietlife,quittingthecourtandtown,andbuyingsomelandintheneighborhood——thoughitmustbeownedthat,whenthetwolordsweretogetherovertheirBurgundyafterdinner,theirtalkwasverydifferent,andtherewasverylittlequestionofconversiononmyLordMohun"spart。Whentheygottotheirsecondbottle,HarryEsmondusedcommonlytoleavethesetwonobletopers,who,thoughtheytalkedfreelyenough,heavenknows,inhispresence(GoodLord,whatasetofstories,ofAlsatiaandSpringGarden,ofthetavernsandgaming—houses,oftheladiesofthecourt,andmesdamesofthetheatres,hecanrecalloutoftheirgodlyconversation!)——although,Isay,theytalkedbeforeEsmondfreely,yettheyseemedpleasedwhenhewentaway,andthentheyhadanotherbottle,andthentheyfelltocards,andthenmyLordMohuncametoherladyship"sdrawing—room;leavinghisbooncompaniontosleepoffhiswine。
"Twasapointofhonorwiththefinegentlemenofthosedaystoloseorwinmagnificentlyattheirhorse—matches,orgamesofcardsanddice——andyoucouldnevertell,fromthedemeanorofthesetwolordsafterwards,whichhadbeensuccessfulandwhichtheloserattheirgames。Andwhenmyladyhintedtomylordthatheplayedmorethansheliked,hedismissedherwitha"pish,"andsworethatnothingwasmoreequalthanplaybetwixtgentlemen,iftheydidbutkeepituplongenough。Andthesekeptituplongenough,youmaybesure。Amanoffashionofthattimeoftenpassedaquarterofhisdayatcards,andanotherquarteratdrink:Ihaveknownmanyaprettyfellow,whowasawittoo,readyofrepartee,andpossessedofathousandgraces,whowouldbepuzzledifhehadtowritemorethanhisname。
Thereisscarceanythoughtfulmanorwoman,Isuppose,butcanlookbackuponhiscourseofpastlife,andremembersomepoint,triflingasitmayhaveseemedatthetimeofoccurrence,whichhasneverthelessturnedandalteredhiswholecareer。"Tiswithalmostallofus,asinM。Massillon"smagnificentimageregardingKingWilliam,agraindesablethatpervertsorperhapsoverthrowsus;
andsoitwasbutalightwordflungintheair,amerefreakofperversechild"stemper,thatbroughtdownawholeheapofcrushingwoesuponthatfamilywhereofHarryEsmondformedapart。
CominghometohisdearCastlewoodinthethirdyearofhisacademicalcourse,(whereinhehadnowobtainedsomedistinction,hisLatinPoemonthedeathoftheDukeofGloucester,PrincessAnneofDenmark"sson,havinggainedhimamedal,andintroducedhimtothesocietyoftheUniversitywits,)EsmondfoundhislittlefriendandpupilBeatrixgrowntobetallerthanhermother,aslimandlovelyyounggirl,withcheeksmantlingwithhealthandroses:
witheyeslikestarsshiningoutofazure,withwavingbronzehairclusteredaboutthefairestyoungforeheadeverseen:andamienandshapehaughtyandbeautiful,suchasthatofthefamousantiquestatueofthehuntressDiana——atonetimehaughty,rapid,imperious,witheyesandarrowsthatdartandkill。Harrywatchedandwonderedatthisyoungcreature,andlikenedherinhismindtoArtemiswiththeringingbowandshaftsflashingdeathuponthechildrenofNiobe;atanothertimeshewascoyandmeltingasLunashiningtenderlyuponEndymion。Thisfaircreature,thislustrousPhoebe,wasonlyyoungasyet,norhadnearlyreachedherfullsplendor:butcrescentandbrilliant,ouryounggentlemanoftheUniversity,hisheadfullofpoeticalfancies,hisheartperhapsthrobbingwithdesiresundefined,admiredthisrisingyoungdivinity;andgazedather(thoughonlyasatsome"brightparticularstar,"farabovehisearth)withendlessdelightandwonder。Shehadbeenacoquettefromtheearliesttimesalmost,tryingherfreaksandjealousies,herwaywardfrolicsandwinningcaresses,uponallthatcamewithinherreach;shesetherwomenquarrellinginthenursery,andpractisedhereyesonthegroomassherodebehindhimonthepillion。
Shewasthedarlingandtormentoffatherandmother。Sheintriguedwitheachsecretly;andbestowedherfondnessandwithdrewit,pliedthemwithtears,smiles,kisses,cajolements;——
whenthemotherwasangry,ashappenedoften,flewtothefather,andshelteringbehindhim,pursuedhervictim;whenbothweredispleased,transferredhercaressestothedomestics,orwatcheduntilshecouldwinbackherparents"goodgraces,eitherbysurprisingthemintolaughterandgood—humor,orappeasingthembysubmissionandartfulhumility。Shewassaevolaetanegotio,likethatficklegoddessHoracedescribes,andofwhose"maliciousjoy"
agreatpoetofourownhaswrittensonobly——who,famousandheroicashewas,wasnotstrongenoughtoresistthetortureofwomen。
Itwasbutthreeyearsbeforethatthechild,thenbuttenyearsold,hadnearlymanagedtomakeaquarrelbetweenHarryEsmondandhiscomrade,good—natured,phlegmaticThomasTusher,whoneverofhisownseekingquarrelledwithanybody:byquotingtothelattersomesillyjokewhichHarryhadmaderegardinghim——(itwasthemerestidlestjest,thoughitneardrovetwooldfriendstoblows,andIthinksuchabattlewouldhavepleasedher)——andfromthatdayTomkeptatadistancefromher;andsherespectedhim,andcoaxedhimsedulouslywhenevertheymet。ButHarrywasmuchmoreeasilyappeased,becausehewasfonderofthechild:andwhenshemademischief,usedcuttingspeeches,orcausedherfriendspain,sheexcusedherselfforherfault,notbyadmittinganddeploringit,butbypleadingnotguilty,andassertinginnocencesoconstantly,andwithsuchseemingartlessness,thatitwasimpossibletoquestionherplea。Inherchildhood,theywerebutmischiefsthenwhichshedid;butherpowerbecamemorefatalasshegrewolder——asakittenfirstplayswithaball,andthenpouncesonabirdandkillsit。"TisnottobeimaginedthatHarryEsmondhadallthisexperienceatthisearlystageofhislife,whereofheisnowwritingthehistory——manythingsherenotedwerebutknowntohiminlaterdays。AlmosteverythingBeatrixdidorundidseemedgood,oratleastpardonable,tohimthen,andyearsafterwards。
Ithappened,then,thatHarryEsmondcamehometoCastlewoodforhislastvacation,withgoodhopesofafellowshipathiscollege,andacontentedresolvetoadvancehisfortunethatway。"Twasinthefirstyearofthepresentcentury,Mr。Esmond(asfarasheknewtheperiodofhisbirth)beingthentwenty—twoyearsold。Hefoundhisquondampupilshotupintothisbeautyofwhichwehavespoken,andpromisingyetmore:herbrother,mylord"sson,ahandsomehigh—spiritedbravelad,generousandfrank,andkindtoeverybody,saveperhapshissister,withwhomFrankwasatwar(andnotfromhisbutherfault)——adoringhismother,whosejoyhewas:
andtakinghersideintheunhappymatrimonialdifferenceswhichwerenowpermanent,whileofcourseMistressBeatrixrangedwithherfather。Whenheadsoffamiliesfallout,itmustnaturallybethattheirdependantsweartheoneortheotherparty"scolor;andevenintheparliamentsintheservants"hallorthestables,Harry,whohadanearlyobservantturn,couldseewhichweremylord"sadherentsandwhichmylady"s,andconjectureprettyshrewdlyhowtheirunluckyquarrelwasdebated。Ourlackeyssitinjudgmentonus。Mylord"sintriguesmaybeeversostealthilyconducted,buthisvaletknowsthem;andmylady"swomancarrieshermistress"sprivatehistorytotheservants"scandalmarket,andexchangesitagainstthesecretsofotherabigails。
CHAPTERXIII。
MYLORDLEAVESUSANDHISEVILBEHINDHIM。
MyLordMohun(ofwhoseexploitsandfamesomeofthegentlemenoftheUniversityhadbroughtdownbutuglyreports)wasoncemoreaguestatCastlewood,andseeminglymoreintimatelyalliedwithmylordeventhanbefore。OnceinthespringthosetwonoblemenhadriddentoCambridgefromNewmarket,whithertheyhadgoneforthehorse—racing,andhadhonoredHarryEsmondwithavisitathisrooms;afterwhichDoctorMontague,themasteroftheCollege,whohadtreatedHarrysomewhathaughtily,seeinghisfamiliaritywiththesegreatfolks,andthatmyLordCastlewoodlaughedandwalkedwithhishandonHarry"sshoulder,relentedtoMr。Esmond,andcondescendedtobeveryciviltohim;andsomedaysafterhisarrival,Harry,laughing,toldthisstorytoLadyEsmond,remarkinghowstrangeitwasthatmenfamousforlearningandrenownedoverEurope,should,nevertheless,sobowdowntoatitle,andcringetoanoblemaneversopoor。AtthisMistressBeatrixflungupherhead,andsaiditbecamethoseofloworigintorespecttheirbetters;thattheparsonsmadethemselvesagreatdealtooproud,shethought;andthatshelikedthewayatLadySark"sbest,wherethechaplain,thoughhelovedpudding,asallparsonsdo,alwayswentawaybeforethecustard。
"AndwhenIamaparson,"saysMr。Esmond,"willyougivemenocustard,Beatrix?"
"You——youaredifferent,"Beatrixanswered。"Youareofourblood。"
"Myfatherwasaparson,asyoucallhim,"saidmylady。
"ButmineisapeerofIreland,"saysMistressBeatrix,tossingherhead。"Letpeopleknowtheirplaces。IsupposeyouwillhavemegodownonmykneesandaskablessingofMr。ThomasTusher,thathasjustbeenmadeacurateandwhosemotherwasawaiting—maid。"
Andshetossedoutoftheroom,beinginoneofherflightyhumorsthen。
Whenshewasgone,myladylookedsosadandgrave,thatHarryaskedthecauseofherdisquietude。ShesaiditwasnotmerelywhathesaidofNewmarket,butwhatshehadremarked,withgreatanxietyandterror,thatmylord,eversincehisacquaintancewiththeLordMohunespecially,hadrecurredtohisfondnessforplay,whichhehadrenouncedsincehismarriage。
"Butmenpromisemorethantheyareabletoperforminmarriage,"
saidmylady,withasigh。"Ifearhehaslostlargesums;andourproperty,alwayssmall,isdwindlingawayunderthisrecklessdissipation。IheardofhiminLondonwithverywildcompany。
Sincehisreturn,lettersandlawyersareconstantlycomingandgoing:heseemstometohaveaconstantanxiety,thoughhehidesitunderboisterousnessandlaughter。Ilookedthrough——throughthedoorlastnight,and——andbefore,"saidmylady,"andsawthematcardsaftermidnight;noestatewillbearthatextravagance,muchlessours,whichwillbesodiminishedthatmysonwillhavenothingatall,andmypoorBeatrixnoportion!"
"IwishIcouldhelpyou,madam,"saidHarryEsmond,sighing,andwishingthatunavailingly,andforthethousandthtimeinhislife。
"Whocan?OnlyGod,"saidLadyEsmond——"onlyGod,inwhosehandsweare。"Andsoitis,andforhisruleoverhisfamily,andforhisconducttowifeandchildren——subjectsoverwhomhispowerismonarchical——anyonewhowatchestheworldmustthinkwithtremblingsometimesoftheaccountwhichmanyamanwillhavetorender。Forinoursocietythere"snolawtocontroltheKingoftheFireside。Heismasterofproperty,happiness——lifealmost。
Heisfreetopunish,tomakehappyorunhappy——toruinortotorture。Hemaykillawifegradually,andbenomorequestionedthantheGrandseigniorwhodrownsaslaveatmidnight。Hemaymakeslavesandhypocritesofhischildren;orfriendsandfreemen;
ordrivethemintorevoltandenmityagainstthenaturallawoflove。Ihaveheardpoliticiansandcoffee—housewiseacrestalkingoverthenewspaper,andrailingatthetyrannyoftheFrenchKing,andtheEmperor,andwonderedhowthese(whoaremonarchs,too,intheirway)governtheirowndominionsathome,whereeachmanrulesabsolute。WhentheannalsofeachlittlereignareshowntotheSupremeMaster,underwhomweholdsovereignty,historieswillbelaidbareofhouseholdtyrantsascruelasAmurath,andassavageasNero,andasrecklessanddissoluteasCharles。
IfHarryEsmond"spatronerred,"twasinthelatterway,fromadispositionratherself—indulgentthancruel;andhemighthavebeenbroughtbacktomuchbetterfeelings,hadtimebeengiventohimtobringhisrepentancetoalastingreform。
AsmylordandhisfriendLordMohunweresuchclosecompanions,MistressBeatrixchosetobejealousofthelatter;andthetwogentlemenoftenentertainedeachotherbylaughing,intheirrudeboisterousway,atthechild"sfreaksofangerandshowofdislike。
"Whenthouartoldenough,thoushaltmarryLordMohun,"Beatrix"sfatherwouldsay:onwhichthegirlwouldpoutandsay,"IwouldrathermarryTomTusher。"AndbecausetheLordMohunalwaysshowedanextremegallantrytomyLadyCastlewood,whomheprofessedtoadmiredevotedly,oneday,inanswertothisoldjokeofherfather"s,Beatrixsaid,"Ithinkmylordwouldrathermarrymammathanmarryme;andiswaitingtillyoudietoaskher。"
Thewordsweresaidlightlyandpertlybythegirlonenightbeforesupper,asthefamilypartywereassemblednearthegreatfire。
Thetwolords,whowereatcards,bothgaveastart;myladyturnedasredasscarlet,andbadeMistressBeatrixgotoherownchamber;
whereuponthegirl,puttingon,asherwontwas,themostinnocentair,said,"IamsureImeantnowrong;IamsuremammatalksagreatdealmoretoHarryEsmondthanshedoestopapa——andshecriedwhenHarrywentaway,andsheneverdoeswhenpapagoesaway!
andlastnightshetalkedtoLordMohunforeversolong,andsentusoutoftheroom,andcriedwhenwecameback,and——"
"D——n!"criedoutmyLordCastlewood,outofallpatience。"Gooutoftheroom,youlittleviper!"andhestartedupandflungdownhiscards。
"AskLordMohunwhatIsaidtohim,Francis,"herladyshipsaid,risingupwithascaredface,butyetwithagreatandtouchingdignityandcandorinherlookandvoice。"Comeawaywithme,Beatrix。"Beatrixsprunguptoo;shewasintearsnow。
"Dearestmamma,whathaveIdone?"sheasked。"SureImeantnoharm。"Andsheclungtohermother,andthepairwentoutsobbingtogether。
"Iwilltellyouwhatyourwifesaidtome,Frank,"myLordMohuncried。"ParsonHarrymayhearit;and,asIhopeforheaven,everywordIsayistrue。Lastnight,withtearsinhereyes,yourwifeimploredmetoplaynomorewithyouatdiceoratcards,andyouknowbestwhetherwhatsheaskedwasnotforyourgood。"
"Ofcourse,itwas,Mohun,"saysmylordinadryhardvoice。"Ofcourseyouareamodelofaman:andtheworldknowswhatasaintyouare。"
MyLordMohunwasseparatedfromhiswife,andhadhadmanyaffairsofhonor:ofwhichwomenasusualhadbeenthecause。
"Iamnosaint,thoughyourwifeis——andIcananswerformyactionsasotherpeoplemustfortheirwords,"saidmyLordMohun。
"ByG——,mylord,youshall,"criedtheother,startingup。
"Wehaveanotherlittleaccounttosettlefirst,mylord,"saysLordMohun。WhereuponHarryEsmond,filledwithalarmfortheconsequencestowhichthisdisastrousdisputemightlead,brokeoutintothemostvehementexpostulationswithhispatronandhisadversary。"Graciousheavens!"hesaid,"mylord,areyougoingtodrawasworduponyourfriendinyourownhouse?Canyoudoubtthehonorofaladywhoisaspureasheaven,andwoulddieathousandtimesratherthandoyouawrong?Aretheidlewordsofajealouschildtosetfriendsatvariance?Hasnotmymistress,asmuchasshedareddo,besoughtyourlordship,asthetruthmustbetold,tobreakyourintimacywithmyLordMohun;andtogiveupthehabitwhichmaybringruinonyourfamily?ButformyLordMohun"sillness,hadhenotleftyou?"
""Faith,Frank,amanwithagoutytoecan"trunafterothermen"swives,"brokeoutmyLordMohun,whoindeedwasinthatway,andwithalaughandalookathisswathedlimbsofrankandcomical,thattheotherdashinghisfistacrosshisforeheadwascaughtbythatinfectiousgood—humor,andsaidwithhisoath,"————it,Harry,Ibelievethee,"andsothisquarrelwasover,andthetwogentlemen,atswordsdrawnbutjustnow,droppedtheirpoints,andshookhands。
Beatipacifici。"Go,bringmyladyback,"saidHarry"spatron。
Esmondwentawayonlytoogladtobethebearerofsuchgoodnews。
Hefoundheratthedoor;shehadbeenlisteningthere,butwentbackashecame。Shetookbothhishands,hersweremarblecold。
Sheseemedasifshewouldfallonhisshoulder。"Thankyou,andGodblessyou,mydearbrotherHarry,"shesaid。Shekissedhishand,Esmondfelthertearsuponit:andleadingherintotheroom,anduptomylord,theLordCastlewood,withanoutbreakoffeelingandaffectionsuchashehadnotexhibitedformanyalongday,tookhiswifetohisheart,andbentoverandkissedherandaskedherpardon。
""Tistimeformetogotoroost。Iwillhavemygruela—bed,"
saidmyLordMohun:andlimpedoffcomicallyonHarryEsmond"sarm。
"ByGeorge,thatwomanisapearl!"hesaid;"and"tisonlyapigthatwouldn"tvalueher。Haveyouseenthevulgartraipsingorange—girlwhomEsmond"——buthereMr。Esmondinterruptedhim,saying,thatthesewerenotaffairsforhimtoknow。
Mylord"sgentlemancameintowaituponhismaster,whowasnosoonerinhisnightcapanddressing—gownthanhehadanothervisitorwhomhishostinsistedonsendingtohim:andthiswasnootherthantheLadyCastlewoodherselfwiththetoastandgruel,whichherhusbandbadehermakeandcarrywithherownhandsintoherguest。
LordCastlewoodstoodlookingafterhiswifeasshewentonthiserrand,andashelooked,HarryEsmondcouldnotbutgazeonhim,andremarkedinhispatron"sfaceanexpressionoflove,andgrief,andcare,whichverymuchmovedandtouchedtheyoungman。LordCastlewood"shandsfelldownathissides,andhisheadonhisbreast,andpresentlyhesaid,——
"YouheardwhatMohunsaid,parson?"
"Thatmyladywasasaint?"
"Thattherearetwoaccountstosettle。Ihavebeengoingwrongthesefiveyears,HarryEsmond。Eversinceyoubroughtthatdamnedsmall—poxintothehouse,therehasbeenafatepursuingme,andI
hadbesthavediedofit,andnotrunawayfromitlikeacoward。
IleftBeatrixwithherrelations,andwenttoLondon;andIfellamongthieves,Harry,andIgotbacktoconfoundedcardsanddice,whichIhadn"ttouchedsincemymarriage——no,notsinceIwasintheDuke"sGuard,withthosewildMohocks。AndIhavebeenplayingworseandworse,andgoingdeeperanddeeperintoit;andIoweMohuntwothousandpoundsnow;andwhenit"spaidIamlittlebetterthanabeggar。Idon"tliketolookmyboyintheface;hehatesme,Iknowhedoes。AndIhavespentBeaty"slittleportion:
andtheLordknowswhatwillcomeifIlive;thebestthingIcandoistodie,andreleasewhatportionoftheestateisredeemablefortheboy。"
MohunwasasmuchmasteratCastlewoodastheowneroftheHallitself;andhisequipagesfilledthestables,where,indeed,therewasroomandplentyformanymorehorsesthanHarryEsmond"simpoverishedpatroncouldaffordtokeep。Hehadarrivedonhorsebackwithhispeople;butwhenhisgoutbrokeoutmyLordMohunsenttoLondonforalightchaisehehad,drawnbyapairofsmallhorses,andrunningasswift,whereverroadsweregood,asaLaplander"ssledge。Whenthiscarriagecame,hislordshipwaseagertodrivetheLadyCastlewoodabroadinit,anddidsomanytimes,andatarapidpace,greatlytohiscompanion"senjoyment,wholovedtheswiftmotionandthehealthybreezesoverthedownswhichlieharduponCastlewood,andstretchthencetowardsthesea。
Asthisamusementwasverypleasanttoher,andherlord,farfromshowinganymistrustofherintimacywithLordMohun,encouragedhertobehiscompanion——asifwillingbyhispresentextremeconfidencetomakeupforanypastmistrustwhichhisjealousyhadshown——theLadyCastlewoodenjoyedherselffreelyinthisharmlessdiversion,which,itmustbeowned,herguestwasveryeagertogiveher;anditseemedthatshegrewthemorefreewithLordMohun,andpleasedwithhiscompany,becauseofsomesacrificewhichhisgallantrywaspleasedtomakeinherfavor。
Seeingthetwogentlemenconstantlyatcardsstillofevenings,HarryEsmondonedaydeploredtohismistressthatthisfatalinfatuationofherlordshouldcontinue;andnowtheyseemedreconciledtogether,beggedhisladytohinttoherhusbandthatheshouldplaynomore。
ButLadyCastlewood,smilingarchlyandgayly,saidshewouldspeaktohimpresently,andthat,forafewnightsmoreatleast,hemightbelettohavehisamusement。
"Indeed,madam,"saidHarry,"youknownotwhatitcostsyou;and"tiseasyforanyobserverwhoknowsthegame,toseethatLordMohunisbyfarthestrongerofthetwo。"
"Iknowheis,"saysmylady,stillwithexceedinggood—humor;"heisnotonlythebestplayer,butthekindestplayerintheworld。"
"Madam,madam!"Esmondcried,transportedandprovoked。"Debtsofhonormustbepaidsometimeorother;andmymasterwillberuinedifhegoeson。"
"Harry,shallItellyouasecret?"myladyreplied,withkindnessandpleasurestillinhereyes。"Franciswillnotberuinedifhegoeson;hewillberescuedifhegoeson。IrepentofhavingspokenandthoughtunkindlyoftheLordMohunwhenhewashereinthepastyear。Heisfullofmuchkindnessandgood;and"tismybeliefthatweshallbringhimtobetterthings。Ihavelenthim"Tillotson"andyourfavorite"BishopTaylor,"andheismuchtouched,hesays;andasaproofofhisrepentance——(andhereinliesmysecret)——whatdoyouthinkheisdoingwithFrancis?HeislettingpoorFrankwinhismoneybackagain。Hehathwonalreadyatthelastfournights;andmyLordMohunsaysthathewillnotbethemeansofinjuringpoorFrankandmydearchildren。"
"AndinGod"sname,whatdoyoureturnhimforthesacrifice?"
askedEsmond,aghast;whoknewenoughofmen,andofthisoneinparticular,tobeawarethatsuchafinishedrakegavenothingfornothing。"How,inheaven"sname,areyoutopayhim?"
"Payhim!Withamother"sblessingandawife"sprayers!"criesmylady,claspingherhandstogether。HarryEsmonddidnotknowwhethertolaugh,tobeangry,ortolovehisdearmistressmorethaneverfortheobstinateinnocencywithwhichshechosetoregardtheconductofamanoftheworld,whosedesignsheknewbetterhowtointerpret。Hetoldthelady,guardedly,butsoastomakehismeaningquitecleartoher,whatheknewinrespectoftheformerlifeandconductofthisnobleman;ofotherwomenagainstwhomhehadplotted,andwhomhehadovercome;oftheconversationwhichhe,Harryhimself,hadhadwithLordMohun,whereinthelordmadeaboastofhislibertinism,andfrequentlyavowedthatheheldallwomentobefairgame(ashislordshipstyledthisprettysport),andthattheywereall,withoutexception,tobewon。AndthereturnHarryhadforhisentreatiesandremonstranceswasafitofangeronLadyCastlewood"spart,whowouldnotlistentohisaccusations;shesaidandretortedthathehimselfmustbeverywickedandpervertedtosupposeevildesignswhereshewassurenoneweremeant。"Andthisisthegoodmeddlersgetofinterfering,"Harrythoughttohimselfwithmuchbitterness;andhisperplexityandannoyancewereonlythegreater,becausehecouldnotspeaktomyLordCastlewoodhimselfuponasubjectofthisnature,orventuretoadviseorwarnhimregardingamattersoverysacredashisownhonor,ofwhichmylordwasnaturallythebestguardian。
ButthoughLadyCastlewoodwouldlistentonoadvicefromheryoungdependant,andappearedindignantlytorefuseitwhenoffered,Harryhadthesatisfactiontofindthatsheadoptedthecounselwhichsheprofessedtoreject;forthenextdayshepleadedaheadache,whenmyLordMohunwouldhavehadherdriveout,andthenextdaytheheadachecontinued;andnextday,inalaughinggayway,sheproposedthatthechildrenshouldtakeherplaceinhislordship"scar,fortheywouldbecharmedwitharideofallthings;andshemustnothaveallthepleasureforherself。Mylordgavethemadrivewithaverygoodgrace,though,Idaresay,withrageanddisappointmentinwardly——notthathisheartwasveryseriouslyengagedinhisdesignsuponthissimplelady:butthelifeofsuchmenisoftenoneofintrigue,andtheycannomoregothroughthedaywithoutawomantopursue,thanafox—hunterwithouthissportafterbreakfast。
Underanaffectedcarelessnessofdemeanor,andthoughtherewasnooutwarddemonstrationofdoubtuponhispatron"spartsincethequarrelbetweenthetwolords,HarryyetsawthatLordCastlewoodwaswatchinghisguestverynarrowly;andcaughtsightofdistrustandsmotheredrage(asHarrythought)whichforebodednogood。OnthepointofhonorEsmondknewhowtouchyhispatronwas;andwatchedhimalmostasaphysicianwatchesapatient,anditseemedtohimthatthisonewasslowtotakethedisease,thoughhecouldnotthrowoffthepoisonwhenonceithadmingledwithhisblood。
WereadinShakspeare(whomthewriterforhispartconsiderstobefarbeyondMr。Congreve,Mr。Dryden,oranyofthewitsofthepresentperiod,)thatwhenjealousyisoncedeclared,norpoppy,normandragora,norallthedrowsysyrupsoftheEast,willeversootheitormedicineitaway。
Infine,thesymptomsseemedtobesoalarmingtothisyoungphysician(who,indeed,youngashewas,hadfeltthekindpulsesofallthosedearkinsmen),thatHarrythoughtitwouldbehisdutytowarnmyLordMohun,andlethimknowthathisdesignsweresuspectedandwatched。Sooneday,wheninratherapettishhumorhislordshiphadsenttoLadyCastlewood,whohadpromisedtodrivewithhim,andnowrefusedtocome,Harrysaid——"Mylord,ifyouwillkindlygivemeaplacebyyoursideIwillthankyou;Ihavemuchtosaytoyou,andwouldliketospeaktoyoualone。"
"Youhonormebygivingmeyourconfidence,Mr。HenryEsmond,"saystheother,withaverygrandbow。Mylordwasalwaysafinegentleman,andyoungashewastherewasthatinEsmond"smannerwhichshowedthathewasagentlemantoo,andthatnonemighttakealibertywithhim——sothepairwentout,andmountedthelittlecarriage,whichwasinwaitingfortheminthecourt,withitstwolittlecream—coloredHanoverianhorsescoveredwithsplendidfurnitureandchampingatthebit。
"Mylord,"saysHarryEsmond,aftertheyweregotintothecountry,andpointingtomyLordMohun"sfoot,whichwasswathedinflannel,andputupratherostentatiouslyonacushion——"mylord,IstudiedmedicineatCambridge。"
"Indeed,ParsonHarry,"sayshe;"andareyougoingtotakeoutadiploma:andcureyourfellow—studentsofthe——"
"Ofthegout,"saysHarry,interruptinghim,andlookinghimhardintheface;"Iknowagooddealaboutthegout。"
"Ihopeyoumayneverhaveit。"Tisaninfernaldisease,"saysmylord,"anditstwingesarediabolical。Ah!"andhemadeadreadfulwryface,asifhejustfeltatwinge。
"Yourlordshipwouldbemuchbetterifyoutookoffallthatflannel——itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,"Harrycontinued,lookinghismanfullintheface。
"Oh!itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,doesit?"saystheother,withaninnocentair。
"Ifyoutookoffthatflannel,andflungthatabsurdslipperaway,andworeaboot,"continuesHarry。
"Yourecommendmeboots,Mr。Esmond?"asksmylord。
"Yes,bootsandspurs。Isawyourlordshipthreedaysagorundownthegalleryfastenough,"Harrygoeson。"Iamsurethattakinggruelatnightisnotsopleasantasclarettoyourlordship;andbesidesitkeepsyourlordship"sheadcoolforplay,whilstmypatron"sishotandflusteredwithdrink。"
""Sdeath,sir,youdarenotsaythatIdon"tplayfair?"criesmylord,whippinghishorses,whichwentawayatagallop。
"Youarecoolwhenmylordisdrunk,"Harrycontinued;"yourlordshipgetsthebetterofmypatron。IhavewatchedyouasI
lookedupfrommybooks。"
"YouyoungArgus!"saysLordMohun,wholikedHarryEsmond——andforwhosecompanyandwit,andacertaindaringmanner,Harryhadagreatlikingtoo——"YouyoungArgus!youmaylookwithallyourhundredeyesandseeweplayfair。I"veplayedawayanestateofanight,andI"veplayedmyshirtoffmyback;andI"veplayedawaymyperiwigandgonehomeinanightcap。ButnomancansayIevertookanadvantageofhimbeyondtheadvantageofthegame。I
playedadice—coggingscoundrelinAlsatiaforhisearsandwon"em,andhaveoneof"eminmylodginginBowStreetinabottleofspirits。HarryMohunwillplayanymanforanything——alwayswould。"