第13章
Itwasthesethoughtsregardingtheliving,farmorethananygreatpoignancyofgriefrespectingthedead,whichaffectedHarryEsmondwhilstinprisonafterhistrial:butitmaybeimaginedthathecouldtakenocomradeofmisfortuneintotheconfidenceofhisfeelings,andtheythoughtitwasremorseandsorrowforhispatron"slosswhichaffectedtheyoungman,inerrorofwhichopinionhechosetoleavethem。Asacompanionhewassomoodyandsilentthatthetwoofficers,hisfellow—sufferers,lefthimtohimselfmostly,likedlittleverylikelywhattheyknewofhim,consoledthemselveswithdice,cards,andthebottle,andwhiledawaytheirowncaptivityintheirownway。ItseemedtoEsmondasifhelivedyearsinthatprison:andwaschangedandagedwhenhecameoutofit。Atcertainperiodsoflifeweliveyearsofemotioninafewweeks——andlookbackonthosetimes,asongreatgapsbetweentheoldlifeandthenew。Youdonotknowhowmuchyousufferinthosecriticalmaladiesoftheheart,untilthediseaseisoverandyoulookbackonitafterwards。Duringthetime,thesufferingisatleastsufferable。Thedaypassesinmoreorlessofpain,andthenightwearsawaysomehow。"Tisonlyinafterdaysthatweseewhatthedangerhasbeen——asamanouta—
huntingorridingforhislifelooksataleap,andwondershowheshouldhavesurvivedthetakingofit。Odarkmonthsofgriefandrage!ofwrongandcruelendurance!Heisoldnowwhorecallsyou。
Longagohehasforgivenandblestthesofthandthatwoundedhim:
butthemarkisthere,andthewoundiscicatrizedonly——notime,tears,caresses,orrepentance,canobliteratethescar。Weareindociletoputupwithgrief,however。Reficimusratesquassas:
wetempttheoceanagainandagain,andtryuponnewventures。
Esmondthoughtofhisearlytimeasanovitiate,andofthispasttrialasaninitiationbeforeenteringintolife——asouryoungIndiansundergotorturessilentlybeforetheypasstotherankofwarriorsinthetribe。
Theofficers,meanwhile,whowerenotletintothesecretofthegriefwhichwasgnawingatthesideoftheirsilentyoungfriend,andbeingaccustomedtosuchtransactions,inwhichonecomradeoranotherwasdailypayingtheforfeitofthesword,didnot,ofcourse,bemoanthemselvesveryinconsolablyaboutthefateoftheirlatecompanioninarms。Thisonetoldstoriesofformeradventuresoflove,orwar,orpleasure,inwhichpoorFrankEsmondhadbeenengaged;t"otherrecollectedhowaconstablehadbeenbilked,oratavern—bullybeaten:whilstmylord"spoorwidowwassittingathistombworshippinghimasanactualsaintandspotlesshero——sothevisitorssaidwhohadnewsofLadyCastlewood;andWestburyandMacartneyhadprettynearlyhadallthetowntocomeandseethem。
Theduel,itsfataltermination,thetrialofthetwopeersandthethreecommonersconcerned,hadcausedthegreatestexcitementinthetown。TheprintsandNewsLetterswerefullofthem。ThethreegentlemeninNewgatewerealmostasmuchcrowdedasthebishopsintheTower,orahighwaymanbeforeexecution。WewereallowedtoliveintheGovernor"shouse,ashathbeensaid,bothbeforetrialandaftercondemnation,waitingtheKing"spleasure;
norwastherealcauseofthefatalquarrelknown,socloselyhadmylordandthetwootherpersonswhoknewitkeptthesecret,buteveryoneimaginedthattheoriginofthemeetingwasagamblingdispute。Exceptfreshair,theprisonershad,uponpayment,mostthingstheycoulddesire。Interestwasmadethattheyshouldnotmixwiththevulgarconvicts,whoseribaldchorusesandloudlaughterandcursescouldbeheardfromtheirownpartoftheprison,wheretheyandthemiserabledebtorswereconfinedpell—
mell。
CHAPTERII。
ICOMETOTHEENDOFMYCAPTIVITY,BUTNOTOFMYTROUBLE。
AmongthecompanywhichcametovisitthetwoofficerswasanoldacquaintanceofHarryEsmond;thatgentlemanoftheGuards,namely,whohadbeensokindtoHarrywhenCaptainWestbury"stroophadbeenquarteredatCastlewoodmorethansevenyearsbefore。DicktheScholarwasnolongerDicktheTroopernow,butCaptainSteeleofLucas"sFusiliers,andsecretarytomyLordCutts,thatfamousofficerofKingWilliam"s,thebravestandmostbelovedmanoftheEnglisharmy。Thetwojollyprisonershadbeendrinkingwithapartyoffriends(forourcellarandthatofthekeepersofNewgate,too,weresuppliedwithendlesshampersofBurgundyandChampagnethatthefriendsoftheColonelssentin);andHarry,havingnowishfortheirdrinkortheirconversation,beingtoofeebleinhealthfortheoneandtoosadinspiritsfortheother,wassittingapartinhislittleroom,readingsuchbooksashehad,oneevening,whenhonestColonelWestbury,flushedwithliquor,andalwaysgood—humoredinandoutofhiscups,camelaughingintoHarry"sclosetandsaid,"Ho,youngKilljoy!here"safriendcometoseethee;he"llpraywiththee,orhe"lldrinkwiththee;orhe"lldrinkandprayturnabout。Dick,myChristianhero,here"sthelittlescholarofCastlewood。"
DickcameupandkissedEsmondonbothcheeks,impartingastrongperfumeofburntsackalongwithhiscaresstotheyoungman。
"What!isthisthelittlemanthatusedtotalkLatinandfetchourbowls?Howtallthouartgrown!IprotestIshouldhaveknowntheeanywhere。Andsoyouhaveturnedruffianandfighter;andwantedtomeasureswordswithMohun,didyou?IprotestthatMohunsaidattheGuarddinneryesterday,wheretherewasaprettycompanyofus,thattheyoungfellowwantedtofighthim,andwasthebettermanofthetwo。"
"Iwishwecouldhavetriedandprovedit,Mr。Steele,"saysEsmond,thinkingofhisdeadbenefactor,andhiseyesfillingwithtears。
Withtheexceptionofthatonecruelletterwhichhehadfromhismistress,Mr。Esmondheardnothingfromher,andsheseemeddeterminedtoexecuteherresolveofpartingfromhimanddisowninghim。Buthehadnewsofher,suchasitwas,whichMr。SteeleassiduouslybroughthimfromthePrince"sandPrincess"sCourt,whereourhonestCaptainhadbeenadvancedtothepostofgentlemanwaiter。Whenoffdutythere,CaptainDickoftencametoconsolehisfriendsincaptivity;agoodnatureandafriendlydispositiontowardsallwhowereinill—fortunenodoubtpromptinghimtomakehisvisits,andgood—fellowshipandgoodwinetoprolongthem。
"Faith,"saysWestbury,"thelittlescholarwasthefirsttobeginthequarrel——Imindmeofitnow——atLockit"s。IalwayshatedthatfellowMohun。Whatwastherealcause,ofthequarrelbetwixthimandpoorFrank?Iwouldwager"twasawoman。"
""Twasaquarrelaboutplay——onmyword,aboutplay,"Harrysaid。
"MypoorlordlostgreatsumstohisguestatCastlewood。Angrywordspassedbetweenthem;and,thoughLordCastlewoodwasthekindestandmostpliablesoulalive,hisspiritwasveryhigh;andhencethatmeetingwhichhasbroughtusallhere,"saysMr。Esmond,resolvednevertoacknowledgethattherehadeverbeenanyothercausebutcardsfortheduel。
"Idonotliketousebadwordsofanobleman,"saysWestbury;"butifmyLordMohunwereacommoner,Iwouldsay,"twasapityhewasnothanged。Hewasfamiliarwithdiceandwomenatatimeotherboysareatschoolbeingbirched;hewasaswickedastheoldestrake,yearserehehaddonegrowing;andhandledaswordandafoil,andabloodyone,too,beforeheeverusedarazor。HeheldpoorWillMountfordintalkthatnight,whenbloodyDickHillranhimthrough。Hewillcometoabadend,willthatyounglord;andnoendisbadenoughforhim,"sayshonestMr。Westbury:whoseprophecywasfulfilledtwelveyearsafter,uponthatfataldaywhenMohunfell,draggingdownoneofthebravestandgreatestgentlemeninEnglandinhisfall。
FromMr。Steele,then,whobroughtthepublicrumor,aswellashisownprivateintelligence,Esmondlearnedthemovementsofhisunfortunatemistress。Steele"sheartwasofveryinflammablecomposition;andthegentlemanusherspokeintermsofboundlessadmirationbothofthewidow(thatmostbeautifulwoman,ashesaid)andofherdaughter,who,intheCaptain"seyes,wasastillgreaterparagon。Ifthepalewidow,whomCaptainRichard,inhispoeticrapturecomparedtoaNiobeintears——toaSigismunda——toaweepingBelvidera,wasanobjectthemostlovelyandpatheticwhichhiseyeshadeverbeheld,orforwhichhishearthadmelted,evenherripenedperfectionsandbeautywereasnothingcomparedtothepromiseofthatextremelovelinesswhichthegoodCaptainsawinherdaughter。Itwasmatrepulcrafiliapulcrior。SteelecomposedsonnetswhilsthewasondutyinhisPrince"sante—chamber,tothematernalandfilialcharms。HewouldspeakforhoursaboutthemtoHarryEsmond;and,indeed,hecouldhavechosenfewsubjectsmorelikelytointeresttheunhappyyoungman,whoseheartwasnowasalwaysdevotedtotheseladies;andwhowasthankfultoallwholovedthem,orpraisedthem,orwishedthemwell。
Notthathisfidelitywasrecompensedbyanyansweringkindness,orshowofrelentingeven,onthepartofamistressobduratenowaftertenyearsofloveandbenefactions。Thepooryoungmangettingnoanswer,saveTusher"s,tothatletterwhichhehadwritten,andbeingtooproudtowritemore,openedapartofhishearttoSteele,thanwhomnoman,whenunhappy,couldfindakinderhearer,ormorefriendlyemissary;described(inwordswhichwerenodoubtpathetic,fortheycameimopectore,andcausedhonestDicktoweepplentifully)hisyouth,hisconstancy,hisfonddevotiontothathouseholdwhichhadrearedhim;hisaffection,howearned,andhowtenderlyrequiteduntilbutyesterday,and(asfarashemight)thecircumstancesandcausesforwhichthatsadquarrelhadmadeofEsmondaprisonerundersentence,awidowandorphansofthosewhominlifehehelddearest。Intermsthatmightwellmoveaharder—heartedmanthanyoungEsmond"sconfidant——for,indeed,thespeaker"sownheartwashalfbrokeasheutteredthem——
hedescribedapartofwhathadtakenplaceinthatonlysadinterviewwhichhismistresshadgrantedhim;howshehadlefthimwithangerandalmostimprecation,whosewordsandthoughtsuntilthenhadbeenonlyblessingandkindness;howshehadaccusedhimoftheguiltofthatblood,inexchangeforwhichhewouldcheerfullyhavesacrificedhisown(indeed,inthistheLordMohun,theLordWarwick,andallthegentlemenengaged,aswellasthecommonrumoroutofdoors——Steeletoldhim——boreoutthelucklessyoungman);andwithallhisheart,andtears,hebesoughtMr。
Steeletoinformhismistressofherkinsman"sunhappiness,andtodeprecatethatcruelangersheshowedhim。Halffranticwithgriefattheinjusticedonehim,andcontrastingitwithathousandsoftrecollectionsofloveandconfidencegoneby,thatmadehispresentmiseryinexpressiblymorebitter,thepoorwretchpassedmanyalonelydayandwakefulnightinakindofpowerlessdespairandrageagainsthisiniquitousfortune。Itwasthesoftesthandthatstruckhim,thegentlestandmostcompassionatenaturethatpersecutedhim。"Iwouldaslief,"hesaid,"havepleadedguiltytothemurder,andhavesufferedforitlikeanyotherfelon,ashavetoendurethetorturetowhichmymistresssubjectsme。"
AlthoughtherecitalofEsmond"sstory,andhispassionateappealsandremonstrances,drewsomanytearsfromDickwhoheardthem,theyhadnoeffectuponthepersonwhomtheyweredesignedtomove。
Esmond"sambassadorcamebackfromthemissionwithwhichthepooryounggentlemanhadchargedhim,withasadblankfaceandashakeofthehead,whichtoldthattherewasnohopefortheprisoner;
andscarceawretchedculpritinthatprisonofNewgateorderedforexecution,andtremblingforareprieve,feltmorecastdownthanMr。Esmond,innocentandcondemned。
Ashadbeenarrangedbetweentheprisonerandhiscounselintheirconsultations,Mr。Steelehadgonetothedowager"shouseinChelsey,whereithasbeensaidthewidowandherorphanswere,hadseenmyLadyViscountess,andpleadedthecauseofherunfortunatekinsman。"AndIthinkIspokewell,mypoorboy,"saysMr。Steele;
"forwhowouldnotspeakwellinsuchacause,andbeforesobeautifulajudge?IdidnotseethelovelyBeatrix(sureherfamousnamesakeofFlorencewasneverhalfsobeautiful),onlytheyoungViscountwasintheroomwiththeLordChurchill,myLordofMarlborough"seldestson。Buttheseyounggentlemenwentofftothegarden;Icouldseethemfromthewindowtiltingateachotherwithpolesinamimictournament(grieftouchestheyoungbutlightly,andIrememberthatIbeatadrumatthecoffinofmyownfather)。MyLadyViscountesslookedoutatthetwoboysattheirgameandsaid——"Yousee,sir,childrenaretaughttouseweaponsofdeathastoys,andtomakeasportofmurder;"andasshespokeshelookedsolovely,andstoodthereinherselfsosadandbeautiful,aninstanceofthatdoctrinewhereofIamahumblepreacher,thathadInotdedicatedmylittlevolumeofthe"ChristianHero"——(I
perceive,Harry,thouhastnotcuttheleavesofit。Thesermonisgood,believeme,thoughthepreacher"slifemaynotanswerit)——I
say,hadn"tIdedicatedthevolumetoLordCutts,Iwouldhaveaskedpermissiontoplaceherladyship"snameonthefirstpage。I
thinkIneversawsuchabeautifulvioletasthatofhereyes,Harry。Hercomplexionisofthepinkoftheblush—rose,shehathanexquisiteturnedwristanddimpledhand,andImakenodoubt——"
"Didyoucometotellmeaboutthedimplesonmylady"shand?"
brokeoutMr。Esmond,sadly。
"Alovelycreatureinafflictionseemsalwaysdoublybeautifultome,"saysthepoorCaptain,whoindeedwasbuttooofteninastatetoseedouble,andsocheckedheresumedtheinterruptedthreadofhisstory。"AsIspokemybusiness,"Mr。Steelesaid,"andnarratedtoyourmistresswhatalltheworldknows,andtheothersidehathbeeneagertoacknowledge——thatyouhadtriedtoputyourselfbetweenthetwolords,andtotakeyourpatron"squarrelonyourownpoint;Irecountedthegeneralpraisesofyourgallantry,besidesmyLordMohun"sparticulartestimonytoit;I
thoughtthewidowlistenedwithsomeinterest,andhereyes——Ihaveneverseensuchaviolet,Harry——lookedupatmineonceortwice。
ButafterIhadspokenonthisthemeforawhileshesuddenlybrokeawaywithacryofgrief。"IwouldtoGod,sir,"shesaid,"Ihadneverheardthatwordgallantrywhichyouuse,orknownthemeaningofit。Mylordmighthavebeenherebutforthat;myhomemightbehappy;mypoorboyhaveafather。Itwaswhatyougentlemencallgallantrycameintomyhome,anddrovemyhusbandontothecruelswordthatkilledhim。YoushouldnotspeakthewordtoaChristianwoman,sir,apoorwidowedmotheroforphans,whosehomewashappyuntiltheworldcameintoit——thewickedgodlessworld,thattakesthebloodoftheinnocent,andletstheguiltygofree。"
"Astheafflictedladyspokeinthisstrain,sir,"Mr。Steelecontinued,"itseemedasifindignationmovedher,evenmorethangrief。"Compensation!"shewentonpassionately,hercheeksandeyeskindling;"whatcompensationdoesyourworldgivethewidowforherhusband,andthechildrenforthemurdereroftheirfather?
Thewretchwhodidthedeedhasnotevenapunishment。Conscience!
whatconsciencehashe,whocanenterthehouseofafriend,whisperfalsehoodandinsulttoawomanthatneverharmedhim,andstabthekindheartthattrustedhim?MyLord——myLordWretch"s,myLordVillain"s,myLordMurderer"speersmeettotryhim,andtheydismisshimwithawordortwoofreproofandsendhimintotheworldagain,topursuewomenwithlustandfalsehood,andtomurderunsuspectinggueststhatharborhim。Thatday,myLord——myLordMurderer——(Iwillnevernamehim)——wasletloose,awomanwasexecutedatTyburnforstealinginashop。Butamanmayrobanotherofhislife,oraladyofherhonor,andshallpaynopenalty!Itakemychild,runtothethrone,andonmykneesaskforjustice,andtheKingrefusesme。TheKing!heisnokingofmine——henevershallbe。He,too,robbedthethronefromthekinghisfather——thetrueking——andhehasgoneunpunished,asthegreatdo。"
"Ithenthoughttospeakforyou,"Mr。Steelecontinued,"andI
interposedbysaying,"Therewasone,madam,who,atleast,wouldhaveputhisownbreastbetweenyourhusband"sandmyLordMohun"ssword。Yourpooryoungkinsman,HarryEsmond,hathtoldmethathetriedtodrawthequarrelonhimself。"
""AreyoucomefromHIM?"askedthelady(soMr。Steelewenton)
risingupwithagreatseverityandstateliness。"IthoughtyouhadcomefromthePrincess。IsawMr。Esmondinhisprison,andbadehimfarewell。Hebroughtmiseryintomyhouse。Henevershouldhaveenteredit。"
""Madam,madam,heisnottoblame,"Iinterposed,"continuedMr。
Steele。
""DoIblamehimtoyou,sir?"askedthewidow。"If"tishewhosentyou,saythatIhavetakencounsel,where"——shespokewithaverypallidcheeknow,andabreakinhervoice——"whereallwhoaskmayhaveit;——andthatitbidsmetopartfromhim,andtoseehimnomore。Wemetintheprisonforthelasttime——atleastforyearstocome。Itmaybe,inyearshence,when——whenourkneesandourtearsandourcontritionhavechangedoursinfulhearts,sir,andwroughtourpardon,wemaymeetagain——butnotnow。Afterwhathaspassed,Icouldnotbeartoseehim。Iwishhimwell,sir;butIwishhimfarewell,too;andifhehasthat——thatregardtowardsuswhichhespeaksof,Ibeseechhimtoproveitbyobeyingmeinthis。"
""Ishallbreaktheyoungman"sheart,madam,bythishardsentence,""Mr。Steelesaid。
"Theladyshookherhead,"continuedmykindscholar。""Theheartsofyoungmen,Mr。Steele,arenotsomade,"shesaid。"Mr。Esmondwillfindother——otherfriends。Themistressofthishousehasrelentedverymuchtowardsthelatelord"sson,"sheadded,withablush,"andhaspromisedme,thatis,haspromisedthatshewillcareforhisfortune。WhilstIliveinit,afterthehorridhorriddeedwhichhaspassed,Castlewoodmustneverbeahometohim——
never。NorwouldIhavehimwritetome——except——no——Iwouldhavehimneverwritetome,norseehimmore。Givehim,ifyouwill,myparting——Hush!notawordofthisbeforemydaughter。"
"HerethefairBeatrixenteredfromtheriver,withhercheeksflushingwithhealth,andlookingonlythemorelovelyandfreshforthemourninghabilimentswhichshewore。AndmyLadyViscountesssaid——
""Beatrix,thisisMr。Steele,gentleman—ushertothePrince"sHighness。Whendoesyournewcomedyappear,Mr。Steele?"Ihopethouwiltbeoutofprisonforthefirstnight,Harry。"
ThesentimentalCaptainconcludedhissadtale,saying,"Faith,thebeautyofFiliapulcriordrovepulcrammatremoutofmyhead;andyetasIcamedowntheriver,andthoughtaboutthepair,thepalliddignityandexquisitegraceofthematronhadtheuppermost,andIthoughtherevenmorenoblethanthevirgin!"
ThepartyofprisonerslivedverywellinNewgate,andwithcomfortsverydifferenttothosewhichwereawardedtothepoorwretchesthere(hisinsensibilitytotheirmisery,theirgayetystillmorefrightful,theircursesandblasphemy,hathstruckwithakindofshamesince——asprovinghowselfish,duringhisimprisonment,hisownparticulargriefwas,andhowentirelythethoughtsofitabsorbedhim):ifthethreegentlemenlivedwellunderthecareoftheWardenofNewgate,itwasbecausetheypaidwell:andindeedthecostatthedearestordinaryorthegrandesttaverninLondoncouldnothavefurnishedalongerreckoning,thanourhostofthe"HandcuffInn"——asColonelWestburycalledit。OurroomswerethethreeinthegateoverNewgate——onthesecondstorylookingupNewgateStreettowardsCheapsideandPaul"sChurch。Andwehadleavetowalkontheroof,andcouldseethenceSmithfieldandtheBluecoatBoys"School,Gardens,andtheChartreux,where,asHarryEsmondremembered,DicktheScholar,andhisfriendTomTusher,hadhadtheirschooling。
Harrycouldneverhavepaidhisshareofthatprodigiousheavyreckoningwhichmylandlordbroughttohisguestsonceaweek:forbehadbutthreepiecesinhispocketsthatfatalnightbeforetheduel,whenthegentlemenwereatcards,andofferedtoplayfive。
ButwhilsthewasyetillattheGatehouse,afterLadyCastlewoodhadvisitedhimthere,andbeforehistrial,therecameoneinanorange—tawnycoatandbluelace,theliverywhichtheEsmondsalwayswore,andbroughtasealedpacketforMr。Esmond,whichcontainedtwentyguineas,andanotesayingthatacounselhadbeenappointedforhim,andthatmoremoneywouldbeforthcomingwheneverheneededit。
"Twasaqueerletterfromthescholarasshewas,orasshecalledherself:theDowagerViscountessCastlewood,writteninthestrangebarbarousFrenchwhichsheandmanyotherfineladiesofthattime——
witnessherGraceofPortsmouth——employed。Indeed,spellingwasnotanarticleofgeneralcommodityintheworldthen,andmyLordMarlborough"sletterscanshowthathe,forone,hadbutalittleshareofthispartofgrammar:——
"MONGCOUSSIN,"myLadyViscountessDowagerwrote,"jescayquevousvousetesbravementbatewetgrievementblessay——ducostedefeuM。leVicomte。M。leComptedeVariqueneseplaytquaparlaydevous:M。deMoonaucy。Ildiquevousavayvoulewvousbastreavecqueluy——quevousestesplusfortqueluyfurl"ayscrimme——
quil"yasurtoutcertaineBottequevousscavayquiln"ajammaysceupariay:etquec"eneutetefaydeluysivouseluyvousvousfussiaybattewsansamb。AincycepauvVicompteestmort。Mortetpontayt——Moncoussin,moncoussin!jaydanslataystequevousn"estesquungpetyMonst——angcyquelesEsmondsongtousjourseste。
Laveuveestchaymoy。J"ayrecuillycet"pauvefamme。Elleestfurieusecontvous,allanstouslesjourschercherleyRoy(d"icy)
demandantagrancrirevanchepoursonMary。Elleneveuxvoyrenientendeparlaydevous:pourtantellenefayqu"enparlaymilfoyparjour。Quandvousserayhorprisonvenaymevoyre。J"auraysoingdevous。SicettepetitePrudeveutsedefairedesongpetyMonste(Helasjecraingquilnesoytrotar!)jem"onchargeray。
J"ayencorquelquinterayetquelquesescusdecostay。
"LaVeuveseraccommodeavecMiladiMarlboroquiesttoutpuicanteavecquelaReineAnne。Cetdamsenteraysentpourlapetiteprude;
quipourctantaunfidumesmeasgequevoussavay。
"Ensortantdeprisongvenezicy。Jenepuyvousrecevoirchaymoyacausedesmechansetesdumonde,maypredumoyvousaurezlogement。
"ISABELLEVICOMTESSED"ESMOND"
MarchionessofEsmondthisladysometimescalledherself,invirtueofthatpatentwhichhadbeengivenbythelateKingJamestoHarryEsmond"sfather;andinthisstateshehadhertraincarriedbyaknight"swife,acupandcoverofassaytodrinkfrom,andfringedcloth。
HewhowasofthesameageaslittleFrancis,whomweshallhenceforthcallViscountCastlewoodhere,wasH。R。H。thePrinceofWales,borninthesameyearandmonthwithFrank,andjustproclaimedatSaintGermains,KingofGreatBritain,France,andIreland。
CHAPTERIII。
ITAKETHEQUEEN"SPAYINQUIN"SREGIMENT。
Thefellowintheorange—tawnyliverywithbluelaceandfacingswasinwaitingwhenEsmondcameoutofprison,and,takingtheyounggentleman"sslenderbaggage,ledthewayoutofthatodiousNewgate,andbyFleetConduit,downtotheThames,whereapairofoarswascalled,andtheywentuptherivertoChelsey。Esmondthoughtthesunhadnevershonesobright;northeairfeltsofreshandexhilarating。TempleGarden,astheyrowedby,lookedlikethegardenofEdentohim,andtheaspectofthequays,wharves,andbuildingsbytheriver,SomersetHouse,andWestminster(wherethesplendidnewbridgewasjustbeginning),Lambethtowerandpalace,andthatbusyshiningsceneoftheThamesswarmingwithboatsandbarges,filledhisheartwithpleasureandcheerfulness——aswellsuchabeautifulscenemighttoonewhohadbeenaprisonersolong,andwithsomanydarkthoughtsdeepeningthegloomofhiscaptivity。TheyrowedupatlengthtotheprettyvillageofChelsey,wherethenobilityhavemanyhandsomecountry—
houses;andsocametomyLadyViscountess"shouse,acheerfulnewhouseintherowfacingtheriver,withahandsomegardenbehindit,andapleasantlook—outbothtowardsSurreyandKensington,wherestandsthenobleancientpalaceoftheLordWarwick,Harry"sreconciledadversary。
Hereinherladyship"ssaloon,theyoungmansawagainsomeofthosepictureswhichhadbeenatCastlewood,andwhichshehadremovedthenceonthedeathofherlord,Harry"sfather。
Specially,andintheplaceofhonor,wasSirPeterLely"spictureofthehonorableMistressIsabellaEsmondasDiana,inyellowsatin,withabowinherhandandacrescentinherforehead;anddogsfriskingabouther。"TwaspaintedaboutthetimewhenroyalEndymionsweresaidtofindfavorwiththisvirginhuntress;and,asgoddesseshaveyouthperpetual,thisonebelievedtothedayofherdeaththatshenevergrewolder:andalwayspersistedinsupposingthepicturewasstilllikeher。
Afterhehadbeenshowntoherroombythegroomofthechamber,whofilledmanyofficesbesidesinherladyship"smodesthousehold,andafteraproperinterval,hiselderlygoddessDianavouchsafedtoappeartotheyoungman。AblackamoorinaTurkishhabit,withredbootsandasilvercollar,onwhichtheViscountess"sarmswereengraven,precededherandborehercushion;thencamehergentlewoman;alittlepackofspanielsbarkingandfriskingaboutprecededtheausterehuntress——then,behold,theViscountessherself"droppingodors。"Esmondrecollectedfromhischildhoodthatricharomaofmuskwhichhismother—in—law(forshemaybecalledso)exhaled。Astheskygrowsredderandreddertowardssunset,so,inthedeclineofheryears,thecheeksofmyLadyDowagerblushedmoredeeply。Herfacewasilluminatedwithvermilion,whichappearedthebrighterfromthewhitepaintemployedtosetitoff。SheworetheringletswhichhadbeeninfashioninKingCharles"stime;whereastheladiesofKingWilliam"shadhead—dresseslikethetowersofCybele。Hereyesgleamedoutfromthemidstofthisqueerstructureofpaint,dyes,andpomatums。SuchwasmyLadyViscountess,Mr。Esmond"sfather"swidow。
Hemadehersuchaprofoundbowasherdignityandrelationshipmerited,andadvancedwiththegreatestgravity,andoncemorekissedthathand,uponthetremblingknucklesofwhichglitteredascoreofrings——rememberingoldtimeswhenthattremblinghandmadehimtremble。"Marchioness,"sayshe,bowing,andononeknee,"isitonlythehandImayhavethehonorofsaluting?"For,accompanyingthatinwardlaughter,whichthesightofsuchanastonishingoldfiguremightwellproduceintheyoungman,therewasgoodwilltoo,andthekindnessofconsanguinity。Shehadbeenhisfather"swife,andwashisgrandfather"sdaughter。Shehadsufferedhiminolddays,andwaskindtohimnowafterherfashion。Andnowthatbar—sinisterwasremovedfromEsmond"sthought,andthatsecretopprobriumnolongercastuponhismind,hewaspleasedtofeelfamilytiesandownthem——perhapssecretlyvainofthesacrificehehadmade,andtothinkthathe,Esmond,wasreallythechiefofhishouse,andonlypreventedbyhisownmagnanimityfromadvancinghisclaim。
Atleast,eversincehehadlearnedthatsecretfromhispoorpatrononhisdyingbed,actuallyashewasstandingbesideit,hehadfeltanindependencywhichhehadneverknownbefore,andwhichsincedidnotdeserthim。SohecalledhisoldauntMarchioness,butwithanairasifhewastheMarquisofEsmondwhosoaddressedher。
Didshereadintheyounggentleman"seyes,whichhadnownofearofhersortheirsuperannuatedauthority,thathekneworsuspectedthetruthabouthisbirth?Shegaveastartofsurpriseathisalteredmanner:indeed,itwasquiteadifferentbearingtothatoftheCambridgestudentwhohadpaidheravisittwoyearssince,andwhomshehaddismissedwithfivepiecessentbythegroomofthechamber。Sheeyedhim,thentrembledalittlemorethanwasherwont,perhaps,andsaid,"Welcome,cousin,"inafrightenedvoice。
Hisresolution,ashasbeensaidbefore,hadbeenquitedifferent,namely,sotobearhimselfthroughlifeasifthesecretofhisbirthwasnotknowntohim;buthesuddenlyandrightlydeterminedonadifferentcourse。Heaskedthatherladyship"sattendantsshouldbedismissed,andwhentheywereprivate——"Welcome,nephew,atleast,madam,itshouldbe,"hesaid。"Agreatwronghasbeendonetomeandtoyou,andtomypoormother,whoisnomore。"
"IdeclarebeforeheaventhatIwasguiltlessofit,"shecriedout,givinguphercauseatonce。"Itwasyourwickedfatherwho——"
"Whobroughtthisdishonoronourfamily,"saysMr。Esmond。"I
knowitfullwell。Iwanttodisturbnoone。Thosewhoareinpresentpossessionhavebeenmydearestbenefactors,andarequiteinnocentofintentionalwrongtome。Thelatelord,mydearpatron,knewnotthetruthuntilafewmonthsbeforehisdeath,whenFatherHoltbroughtthenewstohim。"
"Thewretch!hehaditinconfession!hehaditinconfession!"
criedouttheDowagerLady。
"Notso。Helearneditelsewhereaswellasinconfession,"Mr。
Esmondanswered。"Myfather,whenwoundedattheBoyne,toldthetruthtoaFrenchpriest,whowasinhidingafterthebattle,aswellastothepriestthere,atwhosehousehedied。ThisgentlemandidnotthinkfittodivulgethestorytillhemetwithMr。HoltatSaintOmer"s。Andthelatterkeptitbackforhisownpurpose,anduntilhehadlearnedwhethermymotherwasaliveorno。Sheisdeadyearssince,mypoorpatrontoldmewithhisdyingbreath,andIdoubthimnot。IdonotknowevenwhetherIcouldproveamarriage。IwouldnotifIcould。Idonotcaretobringshameonourname,orgriefuponthosewhomIlove,howeverhardlytheymayuseme。Myfather"sson,madam,won"taggravatethewrongmyfatherdidyou。Continuetobehiswidow,andgivemeyourkindness。"TisallIaskfromyou;andIshallneverspeakofthismatteragain。"
"Maisvousetesunnoblejeunehomme!"breaksoutmylady,speaking,asusualwithherwhenshewasagitated,intheFrenchlanguage。
"Noblesseoblige,"saysMr。Esmond,makingheralowbow。"Therearethosealivetowhom,inreturnfortheirlovetome,IoftenfondlysaidIwouldgivemylifeaway。ShallIbetheirenemynow,andquarrelaboutatitle?Whatmatterswhohasit?"Tiswiththefamilystill。"