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Women in Love
投诉 阅读记录

第13章

`No,really,it"simpossible!"Ursulawouldreplydistinctly。Andsothetwogirlstookitoutoftheiruniversalenemy。Buttheirfatherbecamemoreandmoreenraged。

Ursulawasallsnowywhite,savethatherhatwaspink,andentirelywithouttrimming,andhershoesweredarkred,andshecarriedanorange—colouredcoat。AndinthisguisetheywerewalkingallthewaytoShortlands,theirfatherandmothergoinginfront。

Theywerelaughingattheirmother,who,dressedinasummermaterialofblackandpurplestripes,andwearingahatofpurplestraw,wassettingforthwithmuchmoreoftheshynessandtrepidationofayounggirlthanherdaughterseverfelt,walkingdemurelybesideherhusband,who,asusual,lookedrathercrumpledinhisbestsuit,asifhewerethefatherofayoungfamilyandhadbeenholdingthebabywhilsthiswifegotdressed。

`Lookattheyoungcoupleinfront,"saidGudruncalmly。Ursulalookedathermotherandfather,andwassuddenlyseizedwithuncontrollablelaughter。

Thetwogirlsstoodintheroadandlaughedtillthetearsrandowntheirfaces,astheycaughtsightagainoftheshy,unworldlycoupleoftheirparentsgoingonahead。

`Weareroaringatyou,mother,"calledUrsula,helplesslyfollowingafterherparents。

MrsBrangwenturnedroundwithaslightlypuzzled,exasperatedlook。

`Ohindeed!"shesaid。`Whatistheresoveryfunnyaboutme,I

shouldliketoknow?"

Shecouldnotunderstandthattherecouldbeanythingamisswithherappearance。Shehadaperfectcalmsufficiency,aneasyindifferencetoanycriticismwhatsoever,asifshewerebeyondit。Herclotheswerealwaysratherodd,andasaruleslip—shod,yetsheworethemwithaperfecteaseandsatisfaction。Whatevershehadon,solongasshewasbarelytidy,shewasright,beyondremark;suchanaristocratshewasbyinstinct。

`Youlooksostately,likeacountryBaroness,"saidUrsula,laughingwithalittletendernessathermother"snaivepuzzledair。

`JustlikeacountryBaroness!"chimedinGudrun。Nowthemother"snaturalhauteurbecameself—conscious,andthegirlsshriekedagain。

`Gohome,youpairofidiots,greatgigglingidiots!"criedthefatherinflamedwithirritation。

`Mm—m—er!"booedUrsula,pullingafaceathiscrossness。

Theyellowlightsdancedinhiseyes,heleanedforwardinrealrage。

`Don"tbesosillyastotakeanynoticeofthegreatgabies,"saidMrsBrangwen,turningonherway。

`I"llseeifI"mgoingtobefollowedbyapairofgigglingyellingjackanapes——"hecriedvengefully。

Thegirlsstoodstill,laughinghelplesslyathisfury,uponthepathbesidethehedge。

`Whyyou"reassillyastheyare,totakeanynotice,"saidMrsBrangwenalsobecomingangrynowhewasreallyenraged。

`Therearesomepeoplecoming,father,"criedUrsula,withmockingwarning。

Heglancedroundquickly,andwentontojoinhiswife,walkingstiffwithrage。Andthegirlsfollowed,weakwithlaughter。

Whenthepeoplehadpassedby,Brangwencriedinaloud,stupidvoice:

`I"mgoingbackhomeifthere"sanymoreofthis。I"mdamnedifI"mgoingtobemadeafoolofinthisfashion,inthepublicroad。"

Hewasreallyoutoftemper。Atthesoundofhisblind,vindictivevoice,thelaughtersuddenlyleftthegirls,andtheirheartscontractedwithcontempt。Theyhatedhiswords`inthepublicroad。"Whatdidtheycareforthepublicroad?ButGudrunwasconciliatory。

`Butweweren"tlaughingtohurtyou,"shecried,withanuncouthgentlenesswhichmadeherparentsuncomfortable。`Wewerelaughingbecausewe"refondofyou。"

`We"llwalkoninfront,iftheyaresotouchy,"saidUrsula,angry。AndinthiswisetheyarrivedatWilleyWater。Thelakewasblueandfair,themeadowsslopeddowninsunshineononeside,thethickdarkwoodsdroppedsteeplyontheother。Thelittlepleasure—launchwasfussingoutfromtheshore,twangingitsmusic,crowdedwithpeople,flappingitspaddles。Neartheboat—housewasathrongofgaily—dressedpersons,smallinthedistance。Andonthehigh—road,someofthecommonpeoplewerestandingalongthehedge,lookingatthefestivitybeyond,enviously,likesoulsnotadmittedtoparadise。

`Myeye!"saidGudrun,sottovoce,lookingatthemotleyofguests,`there"saprettycrowdifyoulike!Imagineyourselfinthemidstofthat,mydear。"

Gudrun"sapprehensivehorrorofpeopleinthemassunnervedUrsula。

`Itlooksratherawful,"shesaidanxiously。

`Andimaginewhatthey"llbelike——imagine!"saidGudrun,stillinthatunnerving,subduedvoice。Yetsheadvanceddeterminedly。

`Isupposewecangetawayfromthem,"saidUrsulaanxiously。

`We"reinaprettyfixifwecan"t,"saidGudrun。HerextremeironicloathingandapprehensionwasverytryingtoUrsula。

`Weneedn"tstay,"shesaid。

`Icertainlyshan"tstayfiveminutesamongthatlittlelot,"saidGudrun。

Theyadvancednearer,tilltheysawpolicemenatthegates。

`Policementokeepyouin,too!"saidGudrun。`Myword,thisisabeautifulaffair。"

`We"dbetterlookafterfatherandmother,"saidUrsulaanxiously。

`Mother"sperfectlycapableofgettingthroughthislittlecelebration,"

saidGudrunwithsomecontempt。

ButUrsulaknewthatherfatherfeltuncouthandangryandunhappy,soshewasfarfromherease。Theywaitedoutsidethegatetilltheirparentscameup。Thetall,thinmaninhiscrumpledclotheswasunnervedandirritableasaboy,findinghimselfonthebrinkofthissocialfunction。Hedidnotfeelagentleman,hedidnotfeelanythingexceptpureexasperation。

Ursulatookherplaceathisside,theygavetheirticketstothepoliceman,andpassedinontothegrass,fourabreast;thetall,hot,ruddy—darkmanwithhisnarrowboyishbrowdrawnwithirritation,thefresh—faced,easywoman,perfectlycollectedthoughherhairwasslippingononeside,thenGudrun,hereyesroundanddarkandstaring,herfullsoftfaceimpassive,almostsulky,sothatsheseemedtobebackingawayinantagonismevenwhilstshewasadvancing;andthenUrsula,withtheodd,brilliant,dazzledlookonherface,thatalwayscamewhenshewasinsomefalsesituation。

Birkinwasthegoodangel。Hecamesmilingtothemwithhisaffectedsocialgrace,thatsomehowwasneverquiteright。Buthetookoffhishatandsmiledatthemwitharealsmileinhiseyes,sothatBrangwencriedoutheartilyinrelief:

`Howdoyoudo?You"rebetter,areyou?"

`Yes,I"mbetter。Howdoyoudo,MrsBrangwen?IknowGudrunandUrsulaverywell。"

Hiseyessmiledfullofnaturalwarmth。Hehadasoft,flatteringmannerwithwomen,particularlywithwomenwhowerenotyoung。

`Yes,"saidMrsBrangwen,coolbutyetgratified。`Ihaveheardthemspeakofyouoftenenough。"

Helaughed。Gudrunlookedaside,feelingshewasbeingbelittled。Peoplewerestandingaboutingroups,somewomenweresittingintheshadeofthewalnuttree,withcupsofteaintheirhands,awaiterineveningdresswashurryinground,somegirlsweresimperingwithparasols,someyoungmen,whohadjustcomeinfromrowing,weresittingcross—leggedonthegrass,coatless,theirshirt—sleevesrolledupinmanlyfashion,theirhandsrestingontheirwhiteflanneltrousers,theirgaudytiesfloatingabout,astheylaughedandtriedtobewittywiththeyoungdamsels。

`Why,"thoughtGudrunchurlishly,`don"ttheyhavethemannerstoputtheircoatson,andnottoassumesuchintimacyintheirappearance。"

Sheabhorredtheordinaryyoungman,withhishairplasteredback,andhiseasy—goingchumminess。

HermioneRoddicecameup,inahandsomegownofwhitelace,trailinganenormoussilkshawlblotchedwithgreatembroideredflowers,andbalancinganenormousplainhatonherhead。Shelookedstriking,astonishing,almostmacabre,sotall,withthefringeofhergreatcream—colouredvividly—blotchedshawltrailingonthegroundafterher,herthickhaircominglowoverhereyes,herfacestrangeandlongandpale,andtheblotchesofbrilliantcolourdrawnroundher。

`Doesn"tshelookweird!"Gudrunheardsomegirlstitterbehindher。Andshecouldhavekilledthem。

`Howdoyoudo!"sangHermione,comingupverykindly,andglancingslowlyoverGudrun"sfatherandmother。Itwasatryingmoment,exasperatingforGudrun。Hermionewasreallysostronglyentrenchedinherclasssuperiority,shecouldcomeupandknowpeopleoutofsimplecuriosity,asiftheywerecreaturesonexhibition。Gudrunwoulddothesameherself。Butsheresentedbeinginthepositionwhensomebodymightdoittoher。

Hermione,veryremarkable,anddistinguishingtheBrangwensverymuch,ledthemalongtowhereLauraCrichstoodreceivingtheguests。

`ThisisMrsBrangwen,"sangHermione,andLaura,whoworeastiffembroideredlinendress,shookhandsandsaidshewasgladtoseeher。ThenGeraldcameup,dressedinwhite,withablackandbrownblazer,andlookinghandsome。

HetoowasintroducedtotheBrangwenparents,andimmediatelyhespoketoMrsBrangwenasifshewerealady,andtoBrangwenasifhewerenotagentleman。Gerladwassoobviousinhisdemeanour。Hehadtoshakehandswithhislefthand,becausehehadhurthisright,andcarriedit,bandagedup,inthepocketofhisjacket。Gudrunwasverythankfulthatnoneofherpartyaskedhimwhatwasthematterwiththehand。

Thesteamlaunchwasfussingin,allitsmusicjingling,peoplecallingexcitedlyfromonboard。Geraldwenttoseetothedebarkation,BirkinwasgettingteaforMrsBrangwen,BrangwenhadjoinedaGrammar—Schoolgroup,Hermionewassittingdownbytheirmother,thegirlswenttothelanding—stagetowatchthelaunchcomein。

Shehootedandtootedgaily,thenherpaddlesweresilent,theropeswerethrownashore,shedriftedinwithalittlebump。Immediatelythepassengerscrowdedexcitedlytocomeashore。

`Waitaminute,waitaminute,"shoutedGeraldinsharpcommand。

Theymustwaittilltheboatwastightontheropes,tillthesmallgangwaywasputout。Thentheystreamedashore,clamouringasiftheyhadcomefromAmerica。

`Ohit"ssonice!"theyounggirlswerecrying。`It"squitelovely。"

Thewaitersfromonboardranouttotheboat—housewithbaskets,thecaptainloungedonthelittlebridge。Seeingallsafe,GeraldcametoGudrunandUrsula。

`Youwouldn"tcaretogoonboardforthenexttrip,andhaveteathere?"

heasked。

`Nothanks,"saidGudruncoldly。

`Youdon"tcareforthewater?"

`Forthewater?Yes,Ilikeitverymuch。"

Helookedather,hiseyessearching。

`Youdon"tcareforgoingonalaunch,then?"

Shewasslowinanswering,andthenshespokeslowly。

`No,"shesaid。`Ican"tsaythatIdo。"Hercolourwashigh,sheseemedangryaboutsomething。

`Unpeutropdemonde,"saidUrsula,explaining。

`Eh?Tropdemonde!"Helaughedshortly。`Yesthere"safairnumberof"em。"

Gudrunturnedonhimbrilliantly。

`HaveyoueverbeenfromWestminsterBridgetoRichmondononeoftheThamessteamers?"shecried。

`No,"hesaid,`Ican"tsayIhave。"

`Well,it"soneofthemostvileexperiencesI"veeverhad。"

Shespokerapidlyandexcitedly,thecolourhighinhercheeks。`Therewasabsolutelynowheretositdown,nowhere,amanjustabovesang"RockedintheCradleoftheDeep"thewholeway;hewasblindandhehadasmallorgan,oneofthoseportableorgans,andheexpectedmoney;soyoucanimaginewhatthatwaslike;therecameaconstantsmellofluncheonfrombelow,andpuffsofhotoilymachinery;thejourneytookhoursandhoursandhours;andformiles,literallyformiles,dreadfulboysranwithusontheshore,inthatawfulThamesmud,goinginuptothewaist——theyhadtheirtrousersturnedback,andtheywentuptotheirhipsinthatindescribableThamesmud,theirfacesalwaysturnedtous,andscreaming,exactlylikecarrioncreatures,screaming""Erey"aresir,"erey"aresir,"erey"aresir,"exactlylikesomefoulcarrionobjects,perfectlyobscene;andpaterfamiliasonboard,laughingwhentheboyswentrightdowninthatawfulmud,occasionallythrowingthemaha"penny。Andifyou"dseentheintentlookonthefacesoftheseboys,andthewaytheydartedinthefilthwhenacoinwasflung——really,novultureorjackalcoulddreamofapproachingthem,forfoulness。Ineverwouldgoonapleasureboatagain——never。"

Geraldwatchedherallthetimeshespoke,hiseyesglitteringwithfaintrousedness。Itwasnotsomuchwhatshesaid;itwassheherselfwhorousedhim,rousedhimwithasmall,vividpricking。

`Ofcourse,"hesaid,`everycivilisedbodyisboundtohaveitsvermin。"

`Why?"criedUrsula。`Idon"thavevermin。"

`Andit"snotthat——it"sthequalityofthewholething——

paterfamiliaslaughingandthinkingitsport,andthrowingtheha"pennies,andmaterfamiliasspreadingherfatlittlekneesandeating,continuallyeating——"repliedGudrun。

`Yes,"saidUrsula。`Itisn"ttheboyssomuchwhoarevermin;it"sthepeoplethemselves,thewholebodypolitic,asyoucallit。"

Geraldlaughed。

`Nevermind,"hesaid。`Youshan"tgoonthelaunch。"

Gudrunflushedquicklyathisrebuke。

Therewereafewmomentsofsilence。Gerald,likeasentinel,waswatchingthepeoplewhoweregoingontotheboat。Hewasverygood—lookingandself—contained,buthisairofsoldierlyalertnesswasratherirritating。

`Willyouhaveteaherethen,orgoacrosstothehouse,wherethere"satentonthelawn?"heasked。

`Can"twehavearowingboat,andgetout?"askedUrsula,whowasalwaysrushingintoofast。

`Togetout?"smiledGerald。

`Yousee,"criedGudrun,flushingatUrsula"soutspokenrudeness,`wedon"tknowthepeople,wearealmostcompletestrangershere。"

`Oh,Icansoonsetyouupwithafewacquaintances,"hesaideasily。

Gudrunlookedathim,toseeifitwereill—meant。Thenshesmiledathim。

`Ah,"shesaid,`youknowwhatwemean。Can"twegoupthere,andexplorethatcoast?"Shepointedtoagroveonthehillockofthemeadow—side,neartheshorehalfwaydownthelake。`Thatlooksperfectlylovely。Wemightevenbathe。Isn"titbeautifulinthislight。Really,it"slikeoneofthereachesoftheNile——asoneimaginestheNile。"

Geraldsmiledatherfactitiousenthusiasmforthedistantspot。

`You"resureit"sfarenoughoff?"heaskedironically,addingatonce:

`Yes,youmightgothere,ifwecouldgetaboat。Theyseemtobeallout。"

Helookedroundthelakeandcountedtherowingboatsonitssurface。

`Howlovelyitwouldbe!"criedUrsulawistfully。

`Anddon"tyouwanttea?"hesaid。

`Oh,"saidGudrun,`wecouldjustdrinkacup,andbeoff。"

Helookedfromonetotheother,smiling。Hewassomewhatoffended——

yetsporting。

`Canyoumanageaboatprettywell?"heasked。

`Yes,"repliedGudrun,coldly,`prettywell。"

`Ohyes,"criedUrsula。`Wecanbothofusrowlikewater—spiders。"

`Youcan?There"slightlittlecanoeofmine,thatIdidn"ttakeoutforfearsomebodyshoulddrownthemselves。Doyouthinkyou"dbesafeinthat?"

`Ohperfectly,"saidGudrun。

`Whatanangel!"criedUrsula。

`Don"t,formysake,haveanaccident——becauseI"mresponsibleforthewater。"

`Sure,"pledgedGudrun。

`Besides,wecanbothswimquitewell,"saidUrsula。

`Well——thenI"llgetthemtoputyouupatea—basket,andyoucanpicnicalltoyourselves,——that"stheidea,isn"tit?"

`Howfearfullygood!Howfrightfullyniceifyoucould!"criedGudrunwarmly,hercolourflushingupagain。Itmadethebloodstirinhisveins,thesubtlewaysheturnedtohimandinfusedhergratitudeintohisbody。

`Where"sBirkin?"hesaid,hiseyestwinkling。`Hemighthelpmetogetitdown。"

`Butwhataboutyourhand?Isn"tithurt?"askedGudrun,rathermuted,asifavoidingtheintimacy。Thiswasthefirsttimethehurthadbeenmentioned。Thecuriouswaysheskirtedroundthesubjectsentanew,subtlecaressthroughhisveins。Hetookhishandoutofhispocket。Itwasbandaged。

Helookedatit,thenputitinhispocketagain。Gudrunquiveredatthesightofthewrappeduppaw。

`OhIcanmanagewithonehand。Thecanoeisaslightasafeather,"

hesaid。`There"sRupert!——Rupert!"

Birkinturnedfromhissocialdutiesandcametowardsthem。

`Whathaveyoudonetoit?"askedUrsula,whohadbeenachingtoputthequestionforthelasthalfhour。

`Tomyhand?"saidGerald。`Itrappeditinsomemachinery。"

`Ugh!"saidUrsula。`Anddidithurtmuch?"

`Yes,"hesaid。`Itdidatthetime。It"sgettingbetternow。Itcrushedthefingers。"

`Oh,"criedUrsula,asifinpain,`Ihatepeoplewhohurtthemselves。

Icanfeelit。"Andsheshookherhand。

`Whatdoyouwant?"saidBirkin。

Thetwomencarrieddowntheslimbrownboat,andsetitonthewater。

`You"requitesureyou"llbesafeinit?"Geraldasked。

`Quitesure,"saidGudrun。`Iwouldn"tbesomeanastotakeit,iftherewastheslightestdoubt。ButI"vehadacanoeatArundel,andIassureyouI"mperfectlysafe。"

Sosaying,havinggivenherwordlikeaman,sheandUrsulaenteredthefrailcraft,andpushedgentlyoff。Thetwomenstoodwatchingthem。

Gudrunwaspaddling。Sheknewthemenwerewatchingher,anditmadeherslowandratherclumsy。Thecolourflewinherfacelikeaflag。

`Thanksawfully,"shecalledbacktohim,fromthewater,astheboatslidaway。`It"slovely——likesittinginaleaf。"

Helaughedatthefancy。Hervoicewasshrillandstrange,callingfromthedistance。Hewatchedherasshepaddledaway。Therewassomethingchildlikeabouther,trustfulanddeferential,likeachild。Hewatchedherallthewhile,assherowed。AndtoGudrunitwasarealdelight,inmake—belief,tobethechildlike,clingingwomantothemanwhostoodthereonthequay,sogood—lookingandefficientinhiswhiteclothes,andmoreoverthemostimportantmansheknewatthemoment。Shedidnottakeanynoticeofthewavering,indistinct,lambentBirkin,whostoodathisside。Onefigureatatimeoccupiedthefieldofherattention。

Theboatrustledlightlyalongthewater。Theypassedthebatherswhosestripedtentsstoodbetweenthewillowsofthemeadow"sedge,anddrewalongtheopenshore,pastthemeadowsthatslopedgoldeninthelightofthealreadylateafternoon。Otherboatswerestealingunderthewoodedshoreopposite,theycouldhearpeople"slaughterandvoices。ButGudrunrowedontowardstheclumpoftreesthatbalancedperfectinthedistance,inthegoldenlight。

Thesistersfoundalittleplacewhereatinystreamflowedintothelake,withreedsandflowerymarshofpinkwillowherb,andagravellybanktotheside。Heretheyrandelicatelyashore,withtheirfrailboat,thetwogirlstookofftheirshoesandstockingsandwentthroughthewater"sedgetothegrass。Thetinyripplesofthelakewerewarmandclear,theyliftedtheirboatontothebank,andlookedroundwithjoy。Theywerequitealoneinaforsakenlittlestream—mouth,andontheknolljustbehindwastheclumpoftrees。

`Wewillbathejustforamoment,"saidUrsula,`andthenwe"llhavetea。"

Theylookedround。Nobodycouldnoticethem,orcouldcomeupintimetoseethem。InlessthanaminuteUrsulahadthrownoffherclothesandhadslippednakedintothewater,andwasswimmingout。Quickly,Gudrunjoinedher。Theyswamsilentlyandblissfullyforafewminutes,circlingroundtheirlittlestream—mouth。Thentheyslippedashoreandranintothegroveagain,likenymphs。

`Howlovelyitistobefree,"saidUrsula,runningswiftlyhereandtherebetweenthetreetrunks,quitenaked,herhairblowingloose。Thegrovewasofbeech—trees,bigandsplendid,asteel—greyscaffoldingoftrunksandboughs,withlevelspraysofstronggreenhereandthere,whilstthroughthenorthernsidethedistanceglimmeredopenasthroughawindow。

Whentheyhadrunanddancedthemselvesdry,thegirlsquicklydressedandsatdowntothefragranttea。Theysatonthenorthernsideofthegrove,intheyellowsunshinefacingtheslopeofthegrassyhill,aloneinalittlewildworldoftheirown。Theteawashotandaromatic,thereweredeliciouslittlesandwichesofcucumberandofcaviare,andwinycakes。

`Areyouhappy,Prune?"criedUrsulaindelight,lookingathersister。

`Ursula,I"mperfectlyhappy,"repliedGudrungravely,lookingatthewesteringsun。

`SoamI。"

Whentheyweretogether,doingthethingstheyenjoyed,thetwosisterswerequitecompleteinaperfectworldoftheirown。Andthiswasoneoftheperfectmomentsoffreedomanddelight,suchaschildrenaloneknow,whenallseemsaperfectandblissfuladventure。

Whentheyhadfinishedtea,thetwogirlssaton,silentandserene。

ThenUrsula,whohadabeautifulstrongvoice,begantosingtoherself,softly:`AnnchenvonTharau。"Gudrunlistened,asshesatbeneaththetrees,andtheyearningcameintoherheart。Ursulaseemedsopeacefulandsufficientuntoherself,sittingthereunconsciouslycrooninghersong,strongandunquestionedatthecentreofherownuniverse。AndGudrunfeltherselfoutside。Alwaysthisdesolating,agonisedfeeling,thatshewasoutsideoflife,anonlooker,whilstUrsulawasapartaker,causedGudruntosufferfromasenseofherownnegation,andmadeher,thatshemustalwaysdemandtheothertobeawareofher,tobeinconnectionwithher。

`DoyoumindifIdoDalcrozetothattune,Hurtler?"sheaskedinacuriousmutedtone,scarcemovingherlips。

`Whatdidyousay?"askedUrsula,lookingupinpeacefulsurprise。

`WillyousingwhileIdoDalcroze?"saidGudrun,sufferingathavingtorepeatherself。

Ursulathoughtamoment,gatheringherstrayingwitstogether。

`Whileyoudo——?"sheaskedvaguely。

`Dalcrozemovements,"saidGudrun,sufferingtorturesofself—consciousness,evenbecauseofhersister。

`OhDalcroze!Icouldn"tcatchthename。Do——Ishouldlovetoseeyou,"criedUrsula,withchildishsurprisedbrightness。`WhatshallIsing?"

`Singanythingyoulike,andI"lltaketherhythmfromit。"

ButUrsulacouldnotforherlifethinkofanythingtosing。However,shesuddenlybegan,inalaughing,teasingvoice:

`Mylove——isahigh—bornlady——"

Gudrun,lookingasifsomeinvisiblechainweighedonherhandsandfeet,beganslowlytodanceintheeurythmicmanner,pulsingandflutteringrhythmicallywithherfeet,makingslower,regulargestureswithherhandsandarms,nowspreadingherarmswide,nowraisingthemaboveherhead,nowflingingthemsoftlyapart,andliftingherface,herfeetallthetimebeatingandrunningtothemeasureofthesong,asifitweresomestrangeincantation,herwhite,raptformdriftinghereandthereinastrangeimpulsiverhapsody,seemingtobeliftedonabreezeofincantation,shudderingwithstrangelittleruns。Ursulasatonthegrass,hermouthopeninhersinging,hereyeslaughingasifshethoughtitwasagreatjoke,butayellowlightflashingupinthem,asshecaughtsomeoftheunconsciousritualisticsuggestionofthecomplexshudderingandwavinganddriftingofhersister"swhiteform,thatwasclutchedinpure,mindless,tossingrhythm,andawillsetpowerfulinakindofhypnoticinfluence。

`Myloveisahigh—bornlady——Sheis—s—s——ratherdarkthanshady——"rangoutUrsula"slaughing,satiricsong,andquicker,fiercerwentGudruninthedance,stampingasifsheweretryingtothrowoffsomebond,flingingherhandssuddenlyandstampingagain,thenrushingwithfaceupliftedandthroatfullandbeautiful,andeyeshalfclosed,sightless。

Thesunwaslowandyellow,sinkingdown,andintheskyfloatedathin,ineffectualmoon。

Ursulawasquiteabsorbedinhersong,whensuddenlyGudrunstoppedandsaidmildly,ironically:

`Ursula!"

`Yes?"saidUrsula,openinghereyesoutofthetrance。

Gudrunwasstandingstillandpointing,amockingsmileonherface,towardstheside。

`Ugh!"criedUrsulainsuddenpanic,startingtoherfeet。

`They"requiteallright,"rangoutGudrun"ssardonicvoice。

OntheleftstoodalittleclusterofHighlandcattle,vividlycolouredandfleecyintheeveninglight,theirhornsbranchingintothesky,pushingforwardtheirmuzzlesinquisitively,toknowwhatitwasallabout。Theireyesglitteredthroughtheirtangleofhair,theirnakednostrilswerefullofshadow。

`Won"ttheydoanything?"criedUrsulainfear。

Gudrun,whowasusuallyfrightenedofcattle,nowshookherheadinaqueer,half—doubtful,half—sardonicmotion,afaintsmileroundhermouth。

`Don"ttheylookcharming,Ursula?"criedGudrun,inahigh,stridentvoice,somethinglikethescreamofaseagull。

`Charming,"criedUrsulaintrepidation。`Butwon"ttheydoanythingtous?"

AgainGudrunlookedbackathersisterwithanenigmaticsmile,andshookherhead。

`I"msuretheywon"t,"shesaid,asifshehadtoconvinceherselfalso,andyet,asifshewereconfidentofsomesecretpowerinherself,andhadtoputittothetest。`Sitdownandsingagain,"shecalledinherhigh,stridentvoice。

`I"mfrightened,"criedUrsula,inapatheticvoice,watchingthegroupofsturdyshortcattle,thatstoodwiththeirkneesplanted,andwatchedwiththeirdark,wickedeyes,throughthemattedfringeoftheirhair。

Nevertheless,shesankdownagain,inherformerposture。

`Theyarequitesafe,"cameGudrun"shighcall。`Singsomething,you"veonlytosingsomething。"

Itwasevidentshehadastrangepassiontodancebeforethesturdy,handsomecattle。

Ursulabegantosing,inafalsequaveringvoice:

`WaydowninTennessee——"

Shesoundedpurelyanxious。Nevertheless,Gudrun,withherarmsoutspreadandherfaceuplifted,wentinastrangepalpitatingdancetowardsthecattle,liftingherbodytowardsthemasifinaspell,herfeetpulsingasifinsomelittlefrenzyofunconscioussensation,herarms,herwrists,herhandsstretchingandheavingandfallingandreachingandreachingandfalling,herbreastsliftedandshakentowardsthecattle,herthroatexposedasinsomevoluptuousecstasytowardsthem,whilstshedriftedimperceptiblynearer,anuncannywhitefigure,towardsthem,carriedawayinitsownrapttrance,ebbinginstrangefluctuationsuponthecattle,thatwaited,andduckedtheirheadsalittleinsuddencontractionfromher,watchingallthetimeasifhypnotised,theirbarehornsbranchingintheclearlight,asthewhitefigureofthewomanebbeduponthem,intheslow,hypnotisingconvulsionofthedance。Shecouldfeelthemjustinfrontofher,itwasasifshehadtheelectricpulsefromtheirbreastsrunningintoherhands。Soonshewouldtouchthem,actuallytouchthem。

Aterribleshiveroffearandpleasurewentthroughher。Andallthewhile,Ursula,spell—bound,keptupherhigh—pitchedthin,irrelevantsong,whichpiercedthefadingeveninglikeanincantation。

Gudruncouldhearthecattlebreathingheavilywithhelplessfearandfascination。Oh,theywerebravelittlebeasts,thesewildScotchbullocks,wildandfleecy。Suddenlyoneofthemsnorted,duckeditshead,andbacked。

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