第13章
`No,really,it"simpossible!"Ursulawouldreplydistinctly。Andsothetwogirlstookitoutoftheiruniversalenemy。Buttheirfatherbecamemoreandmoreenraged。
Ursulawasallsnowywhite,savethatherhatwaspink,andentirelywithouttrimming,andhershoesweredarkred,andshecarriedanorange—colouredcoat。AndinthisguisetheywerewalkingallthewaytoShortlands,theirfatherandmothergoinginfront。
Theywerelaughingattheirmother,who,dressedinasummermaterialofblackandpurplestripes,andwearingahatofpurplestraw,wassettingforthwithmuchmoreoftheshynessandtrepidationofayounggirlthanherdaughterseverfelt,walkingdemurelybesideherhusband,who,asusual,lookedrathercrumpledinhisbestsuit,asifhewerethefatherofayoungfamilyandhadbeenholdingthebabywhilsthiswifegotdressed。
`Lookattheyoungcoupleinfront,"saidGudruncalmly。Ursulalookedathermotherandfather,andwassuddenlyseizedwithuncontrollablelaughter。
Thetwogirlsstoodintheroadandlaughedtillthetearsrandowntheirfaces,astheycaughtsightagainoftheshy,unworldlycoupleoftheirparentsgoingonahead。
`Weareroaringatyou,mother,"calledUrsula,helplesslyfollowingafterherparents。
MrsBrangwenturnedroundwithaslightlypuzzled,exasperatedlook。
`Ohindeed!"shesaid。`Whatistheresoveryfunnyaboutme,I
shouldliketoknow?"
Shecouldnotunderstandthattherecouldbeanythingamisswithherappearance。Shehadaperfectcalmsufficiency,aneasyindifferencetoanycriticismwhatsoever,asifshewerebeyondit。Herclotheswerealwaysratherodd,andasaruleslip—shod,yetsheworethemwithaperfecteaseandsatisfaction。Whatevershehadon,solongasshewasbarelytidy,shewasright,beyondremark;suchanaristocratshewasbyinstinct。
`Youlooksostately,likeacountryBaroness,"saidUrsula,laughingwithalittletendernessathermother"snaivepuzzledair。
`JustlikeacountryBaroness!"chimedinGudrun。Nowthemother"snaturalhauteurbecameself—conscious,andthegirlsshriekedagain。
`Gohome,youpairofidiots,greatgigglingidiots!"criedthefatherinflamedwithirritation。
`Mm—m—er!"booedUrsula,pullingafaceathiscrossness。
Theyellowlightsdancedinhiseyes,heleanedforwardinrealrage。
`Don"tbesosillyastotakeanynoticeofthegreatgabies,"saidMrsBrangwen,turningonherway。
`I"llseeifI"mgoingtobefollowedbyapairofgigglingyellingjackanapes——"hecriedvengefully。
Thegirlsstoodstill,laughinghelplesslyathisfury,uponthepathbesidethehedge。
`Whyyou"reassillyastheyare,totakeanynotice,"saidMrsBrangwenalsobecomingangrynowhewasreallyenraged。
`Therearesomepeoplecoming,father,"criedUrsula,withmockingwarning。
Heglancedroundquickly,andwentontojoinhiswife,walkingstiffwithrage。Andthegirlsfollowed,weakwithlaughter。
Whenthepeoplehadpassedby,Brangwencriedinaloud,stupidvoice:
`I"mgoingbackhomeifthere"sanymoreofthis。I"mdamnedifI"mgoingtobemadeafoolofinthisfashion,inthepublicroad。"
Hewasreallyoutoftemper。Atthesoundofhisblind,vindictivevoice,thelaughtersuddenlyleftthegirls,andtheirheartscontractedwithcontempt。Theyhatedhiswords`inthepublicroad。"Whatdidtheycareforthepublicroad?ButGudrunwasconciliatory。
`Butweweren"tlaughingtohurtyou,"shecried,withanuncouthgentlenesswhichmadeherparentsuncomfortable。`Wewerelaughingbecausewe"refondofyou。"
`We"llwalkoninfront,iftheyaresotouchy,"saidUrsula,angry。AndinthiswisetheyarrivedatWilleyWater。Thelakewasblueandfair,themeadowsslopeddowninsunshineononeside,thethickdarkwoodsdroppedsteeplyontheother。Thelittlepleasure—launchwasfussingoutfromtheshore,twangingitsmusic,crowdedwithpeople,flappingitspaddles。Neartheboat—housewasathrongofgaily—dressedpersons,smallinthedistance。Andonthehigh—road,someofthecommonpeoplewerestandingalongthehedge,lookingatthefestivitybeyond,enviously,likesoulsnotadmittedtoparadise。
`Myeye!"saidGudrun,sottovoce,lookingatthemotleyofguests,`there"saprettycrowdifyoulike!Imagineyourselfinthemidstofthat,mydear。"
Gudrun"sapprehensivehorrorofpeopleinthemassunnervedUrsula。
`Itlooksratherawful,"shesaidanxiously。
`Andimaginewhatthey"llbelike——imagine!"saidGudrun,stillinthatunnerving,subduedvoice。Yetsheadvanceddeterminedly。
`Isupposewecangetawayfromthem,"saidUrsulaanxiously。
`We"reinaprettyfixifwecan"t,"saidGudrun。HerextremeironicloathingandapprehensionwasverytryingtoUrsula。
`Weneedn"tstay,"shesaid。
`Icertainlyshan"tstayfiveminutesamongthatlittlelot,"saidGudrun。
Theyadvancednearer,tilltheysawpolicemenatthegates。
`Policementokeepyouin,too!"saidGudrun。`Myword,thisisabeautifulaffair。"
`We"dbetterlookafterfatherandmother,"saidUrsulaanxiously。
`Mother"sperfectlycapableofgettingthroughthislittlecelebration,"
saidGudrunwithsomecontempt。
ButUrsulaknewthatherfatherfeltuncouthandangryandunhappy,soshewasfarfromherease。Theywaitedoutsidethegatetilltheirparentscameup。Thetall,thinmaninhiscrumpledclotheswasunnervedandirritableasaboy,findinghimselfonthebrinkofthissocialfunction。Hedidnotfeelagentleman,hedidnotfeelanythingexceptpureexasperation。
Ursulatookherplaceathisside,theygavetheirticketstothepoliceman,andpassedinontothegrass,fourabreast;thetall,hot,ruddy—darkmanwithhisnarrowboyishbrowdrawnwithirritation,thefresh—faced,easywoman,perfectlycollectedthoughherhairwasslippingononeside,thenGudrun,hereyesroundanddarkandstaring,herfullsoftfaceimpassive,almostsulky,sothatsheseemedtobebackingawayinantagonismevenwhilstshewasadvancing;andthenUrsula,withtheodd,brilliant,dazzledlookonherface,thatalwayscamewhenshewasinsomefalsesituation。
Birkinwasthegoodangel。Hecamesmilingtothemwithhisaffectedsocialgrace,thatsomehowwasneverquiteright。Buthetookoffhishatandsmiledatthemwitharealsmileinhiseyes,sothatBrangwencriedoutheartilyinrelief:
`Howdoyoudo?You"rebetter,areyou?"
`Yes,I"mbetter。Howdoyoudo,MrsBrangwen?IknowGudrunandUrsulaverywell。"
Hiseyessmiledfullofnaturalwarmth。Hehadasoft,flatteringmannerwithwomen,particularlywithwomenwhowerenotyoung。
`Yes,"saidMrsBrangwen,coolbutyetgratified。`Ihaveheardthemspeakofyouoftenenough。"
Helaughed。Gudrunlookedaside,feelingshewasbeingbelittled。Peoplewerestandingaboutingroups,somewomenweresittingintheshadeofthewalnuttree,withcupsofteaintheirhands,awaiterineveningdresswashurryinground,somegirlsweresimperingwithparasols,someyoungmen,whohadjustcomeinfromrowing,weresittingcross—leggedonthegrass,coatless,theirshirt—sleevesrolledupinmanlyfashion,theirhandsrestingontheirwhiteflanneltrousers,theirgaudytiesfloatingabout,astheylaughedandtriedtobewittywiththeyoungdamsels。
`Why,"thoughtGudrunchurlishly,`don"ttheyhavethemannerstoputtheircoatson,andnottoassumesuchintimacyintheirappearance。"
Sheabhorredtheordinaryyoungman,withhishairplasteredback,andhiseasy—goingchumminess。
HermioneRoddicecameup,inahandsomegownofwhitelace,trailinganenormoussilkshawlblotchedwithgreatembroideredflowers,andbalancinganenormousplainhatonherhead。Shelookedstriking,astonishing,almostmacabre,sotall,withthefringeofhergreatcream—colouredvividly—blotchedshawltrailingonthegroundafterher,herthickhaircominglowoverhereyes,herfacestrangeandlongandpale,andtheblotchesofbrilliantcolourdrawnroundher。
`Doesn"tshelookweird!"Gudrunheardsomegirlstitterbehindher。Andshecouldhavekilledthem。
`Howdoyoudo!"sangHermione,comingupverykindly,andglancingslowlyoverGudrun"sfatherandmother。Itwasatryingmoment,exasperatingforGudrun。Hermionewasreallysostronglyentrenchedinherclasssuperiority,shecouldcomeupandknowpeopleoutofsimplecuriosity,asiftheywerecreaturesonexhibition。Gudrunwoulddothesameherself。Butsheresentedbeinginthepositionwhensomebodymightdoittoher。
Hermione,veryremarkable,anddistinguishingtheBrangwensverymuch,ledthemalongtowhereLauraCrichstoodreceivingtheguests。
`ThisisMrsBrangwen,"sangHermione,andLaura,whoworeastiffembroideredlinendress,shookhandsandsaidshewasgladtoseeher。ThenGeraldcameup,dressedinwhite,withablackandbrownblazer,andlookinghandsome。
HetoowasintroducedtotheBrangwenparents,andimmediatelyhespoketoMrsBrangwenasifshewerealady,andtoBrangwenasifhewerenotagentleman。Gerladwassoobviousinhisdemeanour。Hehadtoshakehandswithhislefthand,becausehehadhurthisright,andcarriedit,bandagedup,inthepocketofhisjacket。Gudrunwasverythankfulthatnoneofherpartyaskedhimwhatwasthematterwiththehand。
Thesteamlaunchwasfussingin,allitsmusicjingling,peoplecallingexcitedlyfromonboard。Geraldwenttoseetothedebarkation,BirkinwasgettingteaforMrsBrangwen,BrangwenhadjoinedaGrammar—Schoolgroup,Hermionewassittingdownbytheirmother,thegirlswenttothelanding—stagetowatchthelaunchcomein。
Shehootedandtootedgaily,thenherpaddlesweresilent,theropeswerethrownashore,shedriftedinwithalittlebump。Immediatelythepassengerscrowdedexcitedlytocomeashore。
`Waitaminute,waitaminute,"shoutedGeraldinsharpcommand。
Theymustwaittilltheboatwastightontheropes,tillthesmallgangwaywasputout。Thentheystreamedashore,clamouringasiftheyhadcomefromAmerica。
`Ohit"ssonice!"theyounggirlswerecrying。`It"squitelovely。"
Thewaitersfromonboardranouttotheboat—housewithbaskets,thecaptainloungedonthelittlebridge。Seeingallsafe,GeraldcametoGudrunandUrsula。
`Youwouldn"tcaretogoonboardforthenexttrip,andhaveteathere?"
heasked。
`Nothanks,"saidGudruncoldly。
`Youdon"tcareforthewater?"
`Forthewater?Yes,Ilikeitverymuch。"
Helookedather,hiseyessearching。
`Youdon"tcareforgoingonalaunch,then?"
Shewasslowinanswering,andthenshespokeslowly。
`No,"shesaid。`Ican"tsaythatIdo。"Hercolourwashigh,sheseemedangryaboutsomething。
`Unpeutropdemonde,"saidUrsula,explaining。
`Eh?Tropdemonde!"Helaughedshortly。`Yesthere"safairnumberof"em。"
Gudrunturnedonhimbrilliantly。
`HaveyoueverbeenfromWestminsterBridgetoRichmondononeoftheThamessteamers?"shecried。
`No,"hesaid,`Ican"tsayIhave。"
`Well,it"soneofthemostvileexperiencesI"veeverhad。"
Shespokerapidlyandexcitedly,thecolourhighinhercheeks。`Therewasabsolutelynowheretositdown,nowhere,amanjustabovesang"RockedintheCradleoftheDeep"thewholeway;hewasblindandhehadasmallorgan,oneofthoseportableorgans,andheexpectedmoney;soyoucanimaginewhatthatwaslike;therecameaconstantsmellofluncheonfrombelow,andpuffsofhotoilymachinery;thejourneytookhoursandhoursandhours;andformiles,literallyformiles,dreadfulboysranwithusontheshore,inthatawfulThamesmud,goinginuptothewaist——theyhadtheirtrousersturnedback,andtheywentuptotheirhipsinthatindescribableThamesmud,theirfacesalwaysturnedtous,andscreaming,exactlylikecarrioncreatures,screaming""Erey"aresir,"erey"aresir,"erey"aresir,"exactlylikesomefoulcarrionobjects,perfectlyobscene;andpaterfamiliasonboard,laughingwhentheboyswentrightdowninthatawfulmud,occasionallythrowingthemaha"penny。Andifyou"dseentheintentlookonthefacesoftheseboys,andthewaytheydartedinthefilthwhenacoinwasflung——really,novultureorjackalcoulddreamofapproachingthem,forfoulness。Ineverwouldgoonapleasureboatagain——never。"
Geraldwatchedherallthetimeshespoke,hiseyesglitteringwithfaintrousedness。Itwasnotsomuchwhatshesaid;itwassheherselfwhorousedhim,rousedhimwithasmall,vividpricking。
`Ofcourse,"hesaid,`everycivilisedbodyisboundtohaveitsvermin。"
`Why?"criedUrsula。`Idon"thavevermin。"
`Andit"snotthat——it"sthequalityofthewholething——
paterfamiliaslaughingandthinkingitsport,andthrowingtheha"pennies,andmaterfamiliasspreadingherfatlittlekneesandeating,continuallyeating——"repliedGudrun。
`Yes,"saidUrsula。`Itisn"ttheboyssomuchwhoarevermin;it"sthepeoplethemselves,thewholebodypolitic,asyoucallit。"
Geraldlaughed。
`Nevermind,"hesaid。`Youshan"tgoonthelaunch。"
Gudrunflushedquicklyathisrebuke。
Therewereafewmomentsofsilence。Gerald,likeasentinel,waswatchingthepeoplewhoweregoingontotheboat。Hewasverygood—lookingandself—contained,buthisairofsoldierlyalertnesswasratherirritating。
`Willyouhaveteaherethen,orgoacrosstothehouse,wherethere"satentonthelawn?"heasked。
`Can"twehavearowingboat,andgetout?"askedUrsula,whowasalwaysrushingintoofast。
`Togetout?"smiledGerald。
`Yousee,"criedGudrun,flushingatUrsula"soutspokenrudeness,`wedon"tknowthepeople,wearealmostcompletestrangershere。"
`Oh,Icansoonsetyouupwithafewacquaintances,"hesaideasily。
Gudrunlookedathim,toseeifitwereill—meant。Thenshesmiledathim。
`Ah,"shesaid,`youknowwhatwemean。Can"twegoupthere,andexplorethatcoast?"Shepointedtoagroveonthehillockofthemeadow—side,neartheshorehalfwaydownthelake。`Thatlooksperfectlylovely。Wemightevenbathe。Isn"titbeautifulinthislight。Really,it"slikeoneofthereachesoftheNile——asoneimaginestheNile。"
Geraldsmiledatherfactitiousenthusiasmforthedistantspot。
`You"resureit"sfarenoughoff?"heaskedironically,addingatonce:
`Yes,youmightgothere,ifwecouldgetaboat。Theyseemtobeallout。"
Helookedroundthelakeandcountedtherowingboatsonitssurface。
`Howlovelyitwouldbe!"criedUrsulawistfully。
`Anddon"tyouwanttea?"hesaid。
`Oh,"saidGudrun,`wecouldjustdrinkacup,andbeoff。"
Helookedfromonetotheother,smiling。Hewassomewhatoffended——
yetsporting。
`Canyoumanageaboatprettywell?"heasked。
`Yes,"repliedGudrun,coldly,`prettywell。"
`Ohyes,"criedUrsula。`Wecanbothofusrowlikewater—spiders。"
`Youcan?There"slightlittlecanoeofmine,thatIdidn"ttakeoutforfearsomebodyshoulddrownthemselves。Doyouthinkyou"dbesafeinthat?"
`Ohperfectly,"saidGudrun。
`Whatanangel!"criedUrsula。
`Don"t,formysake,haveanaccident——becauseI"mresponsibleforthewater。"
`Sure,"pledgedGudrun。
`Besides,wecanbothswimquitewell,"saidUrsula。
`Well——thenI"llgetthemtoputyouupatea—basket,andyoucanpicnicalltoyourselves,——that"stheidea,isn"tit?"
`Howfearfullygood!Howfrightfullyniceifyoucould!"criedGudrunwarmly,hercolourflushingupagain。Itmadethebloodstirinhisveins,thesubtlewaysheturnedtohimandinfusedhergratitudeintohisbody。
`Where"sBirkin?"hesaid,hiseyestwinkling。`Hemighthelpmetogetitdown。"
`Butwhataboutyourhand?Isn"tithurt?"askedGudrun,rathermuted,asifavoidingtheintimacy。Thiswasthefirsttimethehurthadbeenmentioned。Thecuriouswaysheskirtedroundthesubjectsentanew,subtlecaressthroughhisveins。Hetookhishandoutofhispocket。Itwasbandaged。
Helookedatit,thenputitinhispocketagain。Gudrunquiveredatthesightofthewrappeduppaw。
`OhIcanmanagewithonehand。Thecanoeisaslightasafeather,"
hesaid。`There"sRupert!——Rupert!"
Birkinturnedfromhissocialdutiesandcametowardsthem。
`Whathaveyoudonetoit?"askedUrsula,whohadbeenachingtoputthequestionforthelasthalfhour。
`Tomyhand?"saidGerald。`Itrappeditinsomemachinery。"
`Ugh!"saidUrsula。`Anddidithurtmuch?"
`Yes,"hesaid。`Itdidatthetime。It"sgettingbetternow。Itcrushedthefingers。"
`Oh,"criedUrsula,asifinpain,`Ihatepeoplewhohurtthemselves。
Icanfeelit。"Andsheshookherhand。
`Whatdoyouwant?"saidBirkin。
Thetwomencarrieddowntheslimbrownboat,andsetitonthewater。
`You"requitesureyou"llbesafeinit?"Geraldasked。
`Quitesure,"saidGudrun。`Iwouldn"tbesomeanastotakeit,iftherewastheslightestdoubt。ButI"vehadacanoeatArundel,andIassureyouI"mperfectlysafe。"
Sosaying,havinggivenherwordlikeaman,sheandUrsulaenteredthefrailcraft,andpushedgentlyoff。Thetwomenstoodwatchingthem。
Gudrunwaspaddling。Sheknewthemenwerewatchingher,anditmadeherslowandratherclumsy。Thecolourflewinherfacelikeaflag。
`Thanksawfully,"shecalledbacktohim,fromthewater,astheboatslidaway。`It"slovely——likesittinginaleaf。"
Helaughedatthefancy。Hervoicewasshrillandstrange,callingfromthedistance。Hewatchedherasshepaddledaway。Therewassomethingchildlikeabouther,trustfulanddeferential,likeachild。Hewatchedherallthewhile,assherowed。AndtoGudrunitwasarealdelight,inmake—belief,tobethechildlike,clingingwomantothemanwhostoodthereonthequay,sogood—lookingandefficientinhiswhiteclothes,andmoreoverthemostimportantmansheknewatthemoment。Shedidnottakeanynoticeofthewavering,indistinct,lambentBirkin,whostoodathisside。Onefigureatatimeoccupiedthefieldofherattention。
Theboatrustledlightlyalongthewater。Theypassedthebatherswhosestripedtentsstoodbetweenthewillowsofthemeadow"sedge,anddrewalongtheopenshore,pastthemeadowsthatslopedgoldeninthelightofthealreadylateafternoon。Otherboatswerestealingunderthewoodedshoreopposite,theycouldhearpeople"slaughterandvoices。ButGudrunrowedontowardstheclumpoftreesthatbalancedperfectinthedistance,inthegoldenlight。
Thesistersfoundalittleplacewhereatinystreamflowedintothelake,withreedsandflowerymarshofpinkwillowherb,andagravellybanktotheside。Heretheyrandelicatelyashore,withtheirfrailboat,thetwogirlstookofftheirshoesandstockingsandwentthroughthewater"sedgetothegrass。Thetinyripplesofthelakewerewarmandclear,theyliftedtheirboatontothebank,andlookedroundwithjoy。Theywerequitealoneinaforsakenlittlestream—mouth,andontheknolljustbehindwastheclumpoftrees。
`Wewillbathejustforamoment,"saidUrsula,`andthenwe"llhavetea。"
Theylookedround。Nobodycouldnoticethem,orcouldcomeupintimetoseethem。InlessthanaminuteUrsulahadthrownoffherclothesandhadslippednakedintothewater,andwasswimmingout。Quickly,Gudrunjoinedher。Theyswamsilentlyandblissfullyforafewminutes,circlingroundtheirlittlestream—mouth。Thentheyslippedashoreandranintothegroveagain,likenymphs。
`Howlovelyitistobefree,"saidUrsula,runningswiftlyhereandtherebetweenthetreetrunks,quitenaked,herhairblowingloose。Thegrovewasofbeech—trees,bigandsplendid,asteel—greyscaffoldingoftrunksandboughs,withlevelspraysofstronggreenhereandthere,whilstthroughthenorthernsidethedistanceglimmeredopenasthroughawindow。
Whentheyhadrunanddancedthemselvesdry,thegirlsquicklydressedandsatdowntothefragranttea。Theysatonthenorthernsideofthegrove,intheyellowsunshinefacingtheslopeofthegrassyhill,aloneinalittlewildworldoftheirown。Theteawashotandaromatic,thereweredeliciouslittlesandwichesofcucumberandofcaviare,andwinycakes。
`Areyouhappy,Prune?"criedUrsulaindelight,lookingathersister。
`Ursula,I"mperfectlyhappy,"repliedGudrungravely,lookingatthewesteringsun。
`SoamI。"
Whentheyweretogether,doingthethingstheyenjoyed,thetwosisterswerequitecompleteinaperfectworldoftheirown。Andthiswasoneoftheperfectmomentsoffreedomanddelight,suchaschildrenaloneknow,whenallseemsaperfectandblissfuladventure。
Whentheyhadfinishedtea,thetwogirlssaton,silentandserene。
ThenUrsula,whohadabeautifulstrongvoice,begantosingtoherself,softly:`AnnchenvonTharau。"Gudrunlistened,asshesatbeneaththetrees,andtheyearningcameintoherheart。Ursulaseemedsopeacefulandsufficientuntoherself,sittingthereunconsciouslycrooninghersong,strongandunquestionedatthecentreofherownuniverse。AndGudrunfeltherselfoutside。Alwaysthisdesolating,agonisedfeeling,thatshewasoutsideoflife,anonlooker,whilstUrsulawasapartaker,causedGudruntosufferfromasenseofherownnegation,andmadeher,thatshemustalwaysdemandtheothertobeawareofher,tobeinconnectionwithher。
`DoyoumindifIdoDalcrozetothattune,Hurtler?"sheaskedinacuriousmutedtone,scarcemovingherlips。
`Whatdidyousay?"askedUrsula,lookingupinpeacefulsurprise。
`WillyousingwhileIdoDalcroze?"saidGudrun,sufferingathavingtorepeatherself。
Ursulathoughtamoment,gatheringherstrayingwitstogether。
`Whileyoudo——?"sheaskedvaguely。
`Dalcrozemovements,"saidGudrun,sufferingtorturesofself—consciousness,evenbecauseofhersister。
`OhDalcroze!Icouldn"tcatchthename。Do——Ishouldlovetoseeyou,"criedUrsula,withchildishsurprisedbrightness。`WhatshallIsing?"
`Singanythingyoulike,andI"lltaketherhythmfromit。"
ButUrsulacouldnotforherlifethinkofanythingtosing。However,shesuddenlybegan,inalaughing,teasingvoice:
`Mylove——isahigh—bornlady——"
Gudrun,lookingasifsomeinvisiblechainweighedonherhandsandfeet,beganslowlytodanceintheeurythmicmanner,pulsingandflutteringrhythmicallywithherfeet,makingslower,regulargestureswithherhandsandarms,nowspreadingherarmswide,nowraisingthemaboveherhead,nowflingingthemsoftlyapart,andliftingherface,herfeetallthetimebeatingandrunningtothemeasureofthesong,asifitweresomestrangeincantation,herwhite,raptformdriftinghereandthereinastrangeimpulsiverhapsody,seemingtobeliftedonabreezeofincantation,shudderingwithstrangelittleruns。Ursulasatonthegrass,hermouthopeninhersinging,hereyeslaughingasifshethoughtitwasagreatjoke,butayellowlightflashingupinthem,asshecaughtsomeoftheunconsciousritualisticsuggestionofthecomplexshudderingandwavinganddriftingofhersister"swhiteform,thatwasclutchedinpure,mindless,tossingrhythm,andawillsetpowerfulinakindofhypnoticinfluence。
`Myloveisahigh—bornlady——Sheis—s—s——ratherdarkthanshady——"rangoutUrsula"slaughing,satiricsong,andquicker,fiercerwentGudruninthedance,stampingasifsheweretryingtothrowoffsomebond,flingingherhandssuddenlyandstampingagain,thenrushingwithfaceupliftedandthroatfullandbeautiful,andeyeshalfclosed,sightless。
Thesunwaslowandyellow,sinkingdown,andintheskyfloatedathin,ineffectualmoon。
Ursulawasquiteabsorbedinhersong,whensuddenlyGudrunstoppedandsaidmildly,ironically:
`Ursula!"
`Yes?"saidUrsula,openinghereyesoutofthetrance。
Gudrunwasstandingstillandpointing,amockingsmileonherface,towardstheside。
`Ugh!"criedUrsulainsuddenpanic,startingtoherfeet。
`They"requiteallright,"rangoutGudrun"ssardonicvoice。
OntheleftstoodalittleclusterofHighlandcattle,vividlycolouredandfleecyintheeveninglight,theirhornsbranchingintothesky,pushingforwardtheirmuzzlesinquisitively,toknowwhatitwasallabout。Theireyesglitteredthroughtheirtangleofhair,theirnakednostrilswerefullofshadow。
`Won"ttheydoanything?"criedUrsulainfear。
Gudrun,whowasusuallyfrightenedofcattle,nowshookherheadinaqueer,half—doubtful,half—sardonicmotion,afaintsmileroundhermouth。
`Don"ttheylookcharming,Ursula?"criedGudrun,inahigh,stridentvoice,somethinglikethescreamofaseagull。
`Charming,"criedUrsulaintrepidation。`Butwon"ttheydoanythingtous?"
AgainGudrunlookedbackathersisterwithanenigmaticsmile,andshookherhead。
`I"msuretheywon"t,"shesaid,asifshehadtoconvinceherselfalso,andyet,asifshewereconfidentofsomesecretpowerinherself,andhadtoputittothetest。`Sitdownandsingagain,"shecalledinherhigh,stridentvoice。
`I"mfrightened,"criedUrsula,inapatheticvoice,watchingthegroupofsturdyshortcattle,thatstoodwiththeirkneesplanted,andwatchedwiththeirdark,wickedeyes,throughthemattedfringeoftheirhair。
Nevertheless,shesankdownagain,inherformerposture。
`Theyarequitesafe,"cameGudrun"shighcall。`Singsomething,you"veonlytosingsomething。"
Itwasevidentshehadastrangepassiontodancebeforethesturdy,handsomecattle。
Ursulabegantosing,inafalsequaveringvoice:
`WaydowninTennessee——"
Shesoundedpurelyanxious。Nevertheless,Gudrun,withherarmsoutspreadandherfaceuplifted,wentinastrangepalpitatingdancetowardsthecattle,liftingherbodytowardsthemasifinaspell,herfeetpulsingasifinsomelittlefrenzyofunconscioussensation,herarms,herwrists,herhandsstretchingandheavingandfallingandreachingandreachingandfalling,herbreastsliftedandshakentowardsthecattle,herthroatexposedasinsomevoluptuousecstasytowardsthem,whilstshedriftedimperceptiblynearer,anuncannywhitefigure,towardsthem,carriedawayinitsownrapttrance,ebbinginstrangefluctuationsuponthecattle,thatwaited,andduckedtheirheadsalittleinsuddencontractionfromher,watchingallthetimeasifhypnotised,theirbarehornsbranchingintheclearlight,asthewhitefigureofthewomanebbeduponthem,intheslow,hypnotisingconvulsionofthedance。Shecouldfeelthemjustinfrontofher,itwasasifshehadtheelectricpulsefromtheirbreastsrunningintoherhands。Soonshewouldtouchthem,actuallytouchthem。
Aterribleshiveroffearandpleasurewentthroughher。Andallthewhile,Ursula,spell—bound,keptupherhigh—pitchedthin,irrelevantsong,whichpiercedthefadingeveninglikeanincantation。
Gudruncouldhearthecattlebreathingheavilywithhelplessfearandfascination。Oh,theywerebravelittlebeasts,thesewildScotchbullocks,wildandfleecy。Suddenlyoneofthemsnorted,duckeditshead,andbacked。