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THE HOUSE OF MIRTH
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第2章

ItcouldcertainlynotbethefaultofMrs。Bart,whowasspokenofbyherfriendsasa"wonderfulmanager。"Mrs。Bartwasfamousfortheunlimitedeffectsheproducedonlimitedmeans;andtotheladyandheracquaintancestherewassomethingheroicinlivingasthoughoneweremuchricherthanone’sbank-bookdenoted。

Lilywasnaturallyproudofhermother’saptitudeinthisline:

shehadbeenbroughtupinthefaiththat,whateveritcost,onemusthaveagoodcook,andbewhatMrs。Bartcalled"decentlydressed。"Mrs。Bart’sworstreproachtoherhusbandwastoaskhimifheexpectedherto"livelikeapig";andhisreplyinginthenegativewasalwaysregardedasajustificationforcablingtoParisforanextradressortwo,andtelephoningtothejewellerthathemight,afterall,sendhometheturquoisebraceletwhichMrs。Barthadlookedatthatmorning。

Lilyknewpeoplewho"livedlikepigs,"andtheirappearanceandsurroundingsjustifiedhermother’srepugnancetothatformofexistence。Theyweremostlycousins,whoinhabiteddingyhouseswithengravingsfromCole’sVoyageofLifeonthedrawing-roomwalls,andslatternlyparlour-maidswhosaid"I’llgoandsee"tovisitorscallingatanhourwhenallright-mindedpersonsareconventionallyifnotactuallyout。Thedisgustingpartofitwasthatmanyofthesecousinswererich,sothatLilyimbibedtheideathatifpeoplelivedlikepigsitwasfromchoice,andthroughthelackofanyproperstandardofconduct。

Thisgaveherasenseofreflectedsuperiority,andshedidnotneedMrs。Bart’scommentsonthefamilyfrumpsandmiserstofosterhernaturallylivelytasteforsplendour。

Lilywasnineteenwhencircumstancescausedhertoreviseherviewoftheuniverse。

Thepreviousyearshehadmadeadazzlingdebutfringedbyaheavythunder-cloudofbills。Thelightofthedebutstilllingeredonthehorizon,butthecloudhadthickened;andsuddenlyitbroke。Thesuddennessaddedtothehorror;andtherewerestilltimeswhenLilyrelivedwithpainfulvividnesseverydetailofthedayonwhichtheblowfell。Sheandhermotherhadbeenseatedattheluncheon-table,overtheCHAUFROIXandcoldsalmonofthepreviousnight’sdinner:itwasoneofMrs。Bart’sfeweconomiestoconsumeinprivatetheexpensiveremnantsofherhospitality。Lilywasfeelingthepleasantlanguorwhichisyouth’spenaltyfordancingtilldawn;buthermother,inspiteofafewlinesaboutthemouth,andundertheyellowwavesonhertemples,wasasalert,determinedandhighincolourasifshehadrisenfromanuntroubledsleep。

Inthecentreofthetable,betweenthemeltingMARRONSGLACES

andcandiedcherries,apyramidofAmericanBeautiesliftedtheirvigorousstems;theyheldtheirheadsashighasMrs。Bart,buttheirrose-colourhadturnedtoadissipatedpurple,andLily’ssenseoffitnesswasdisturbedbytheirreappearanceontheluncheon-table。

"Ireallythink,mother,"shesaidreproachfully,"wemightaffordafewfreshflowersforluncheon。Justsomejonquilsorlilies-of-the-valley——"

Mrs。Bartstared。Herownfastidiousnesshaditseyefixedontheworld,andshedidnotcarehowtheluncheon-tablelookedwhentherewasnoonepresentatitbutthefamily。Butshesmiledatherdaughter’sinnocence。

"Lilies-of-the-valley,"shesaidcalmly,"costtwodollarsadozenatthisseason。"

Lilywasnotimpressed。Sheknewverylittleofthevalueofmoney。

"Itwouldnottakemorethansixdozentofillthatbowl,"sheargued。

"Sixdozenwhat?"askedherfather’svoiceinthedoorway。

Thetwowomenlookedupinsurprise;thoughitwasaSaturday,thesightofMr。Bartatluncheonwasanunwontedone。Butneitherhiswifenorhisdaughterwassufficientlyinterestedtoaskanexplanation。

Mr。Bartdroppedintoachair,andsatgazingabsentlyatthefragmentofjelliedsalmonwhichthebutlerhadplacedbeforehim。

"Iwasonlysaying,"Lilybegan,"thatIhatetoseefadedflowersatluncheon;andmothersaysabunchoflilies-of-the-

valleywouldnotcostmorethantwelvedollars。Mayn’tItellthefloristtosendafeweveryday?"

Sheleanedconfidentlytowardherfather:heseldomrefusedheranything,andMrs。Barthadtaughthertopleadwithhimwhenherownentreatiesfailed。

Mr。Bartsatmotionless,hisgazestillfixedonthesalmon,andhislowerjawdropped;helookedevenpalerthanusual,andhisthinhairlayinuntidystreaksonhisforehead。Suddenlyhelookedathisdaughterandlaughed。ThelaughwassostrangethatLilycolouredunderit:shedislikedbeingridiculed,andherfatherseemedtoseesomethingridiculousintherequest。Perhapshethoughtitfoolishthatsheshouldtroublehimaboutsuchatrifle。

"Twelvedollars——twelvedollarsadayforflowers?Oh,certainly,mydear——givehimanorderfortwelvehundred。"Hecontinuedtolaugh。

Mrs。Bartgavehimaquickglance。

"Youneedn’twait,Poleworth——Iwillringforyou,"shesaidtothebutler。

Thebutlerwithdrewwithanairofsilentdisapproval,leavingtheremainsoftheCHAUFROIXonthesideboard。

"Whatisthematter,Hudson?Areyouill?"saidMrs。Bartseverely。

Shehadnotoleranceforsceneswhichwerenotofherownmaking,anditwasodioustoherthatherhusbandshouldmakeashowofhimselfbeforetheservants。

"Areyouill?"sherepeated。

"Ill?——No,I’mruined,"hesaid。

Lilymadeafrightenedsound,andMrs。Bartrosetoherfeet。

"Ruined——?"shecried;butcontrollingherselfinstantly,sheturnedacalmfacetoLily。

"Shutthepantrydoor,"shesaid。

Lilyobeyed,andwhensheturnedbackintotheroomherfatherwassittingwithbothelbowsonthetable,theplateofsalmonbetweenthem,andhisheadbowedonhishands。

Mrs。Bartstoodoverhimwithawhitefacewhichmadeherhairunnaturallyyellow。ShelookedatLilyasthelatterapproached:

herlookwasterrible,buthervoicewasmodulatedtoaghastlycheerfulness。

"Yourfatherisnotwell——hedoesn’tknowwhatheissaying。Itisnothing——butyouhadbettergoupstairs;anddon’ttalktotheservants,"sheadded。

Lilyobeyed;shealwaysobeyedwhenhermotherspokeinthatvoice。ShehadnotbeendeceivedbyMrs。Bart’swords:sheknewatoncethattheywereruined。Inthedarkhourswhichfollowed,thatawfulfactovershadowedevenherfather’sslowanddifficultdying。Tohiswifehenolongercounted:hehadbecomeextinctwhenheceasedtofulfilhispurpose,andshesatathissidewiththeprovisionalairofatravellerwhowaitsforabelatedtraintostart。Lily’sfeelingsweresofter:shepitiedhiminafrightenedineffectualway。Butthefactthathewasforthemostpartunconscious,andthathisattention,whenshestoleintotheroom,driftedawayfromherafteramoment,madehimevenmoreofastrangerthaninthenurserydayswhenhehadnevercomehometillafterdark。Sheseemedalwaystohaveseenhimthroughablur——firstofsleepiness,thenofdistanceandindifference——

andnowthefoghadthickenedtillhewasalmostindistinguishable。Ifshecouldhaveperformedanylittleservicesforhim,orhaveexchangedwithhimafewofthoseaffectingwordswhichanextensiveperusaloffictionhadledhertoconnectwithsuchoccasions,thefilialinstinctmighthavestirredinher;butherpity,findingnoactiveexpression,remainedinastateofspectatorship,overshadowedbyhermother’sgrimunflaggingresentment。EverylookandactofMrs。

Bart’sseemedtosay:"Youaresorryforhimnow——butyouwillfeeldifferentlywhenyouseewhathehasdonetous。"

ItwasarelieftoLilywhenherfatherdied。

Thenalongwintersetin。Therewasalittlemoneyleft,buttoMrs。Bartitseemedworsethannothing——themeremockeryofwhatshewasentitledto。Whatwastheuseoflivingifonehadtolivelikeapig?Shesankintoakindoffuriousapathy,astateofinertangeragainstfate。Herfacultyfor"managing"desertedher,orshenolongertooksufficientprideinittoexertit。Itwaswellenoughto"manage"whenbysodoingonecouldkeepone’sowncarriage;butwhenone’sbestcontrivancedidnotconcealthefactthatonehadtogoonfoot,theeffortwasnolongerworthmaking。

Lilyandhermotherwanderedfromplacetoplace,nowpayinglongvisitstorelationswhosehouse-keepingMrs。Bartcriticized,andwhodeploredthefactthatsheletLilybreakfastinbedwhenthegirlhadnoprospectsbeforeher,andnowvegetatingincheapcontinentalrefuges,whereMrs。Bartheldherselffiercelyalooffromthefrugaltea-tablesofhercompanionsinmisfortune。Shewasespeciallycarefultoavoidheroldfriendsandthescenesofherformersuccesses。Tobepoorseemedtohersuchaconfessionoffailurethatitamountedtodisgrace;andshedetectedanoteofcondescensioninthefriendliestadvances。

Onlyonethoughtconsoledher,andthatwasthecontemplationofLily’sbeauty。Shestudieditwithakindofpassion,asthoughitweresomeweaponshehadslowlyfashionedforhervengeance。

Itwasthelastassetintheirfortunes,thenucleusaroundwhichtheirlifewastoberebuilt。Shewatcheditjealously,asthoughitwereherownpropertyandLilyitsmerecustodian;andshetriedtoinstilintothelatterasenseoftheresponsibilitythatsuchachargeinvolved。Shefollowedinimaginationthecareerofotherbeauties,pointingouttoherdaughterwhatmightbeachievedthroughsuchagift,anddwellingontheawfulwarningofthosewho,inspiteofit,hadfailedtogetwhattheywanted:toMrs。Bart,onlystupiditycouldexplainthelamentabledenouementofsomeofherexamples。Shewasnotabovetheinconsistencyofchargingfate,ratherthanherself,withherownmisfortunes;butsheinveighedsoacrimoniouslyagainstlove-matchesthatLilywouldhavefanciedherownmarriagehadbeenofthatnature,hadnotMrs。Bartfrequentlyassuredherthatshehadbeen"talkedintoit"——bywhom,shenevermadeclear。

Lilywasdulyimpressedbythemagnitudeofheropportunities。

Thedinginessofherpresentlifethrewintoenchantingrelieftheexistencetowhichshefeltherselfentitled。ToalessilluminatedintelligenceMrs。Bart’scounselsmighthavebeendangerous;butLilyunderstoodthatbeautyisonlytherawmaterialofconquest,andthattoconvertitintosuccessotherartsarerequired。Sheknewthattobetrayanysenseofsuperioritywasasubtlerformofthestupidityhermotherdenounced,anditdidnottakeherlongtolearnthatabeautyneedsmoretactthanthepossessorofanaveragesetoffeatures。

HerambitionswerenotascrudeasMrs。Bart’s。Ithadbeenamongthatlady’sgrievancesthatherhusband——intheearlydays,beforehewastootired——hadwastedhiseveningsinwhatshevaguelydescribedas"readingpoetry";andamongtheeffectspackedofftoauctionafterhisdeathwereascoreortwoofdingyvolumeswhichhadstruggledforexistenceamongthebootsandmedicinebottlesofhisdressing-roomshelves。TherewasinLilyaveinofsentiment,perhapstransmittedfromthissource,whichgaveanidealizingtouchtohermostprosaicpurposes。Shelikedtothinkofherbeautyasapowerforgood,asgivinghertheopportunitytoattainapositionwheresheshouldmakeherinfluencefeltinthevaguediffusionofrefinementandgoodtaste。Shewasfondofpicturesandflowers,andofsentimentalfiction,andshecouldnothelpthinkingthatthepossessionofsuchtastesennobledherdesireforworldlyadvantages。Shewouldnotindeedhavecaredtomarryamanwhowasmerelyrich:shewassecretlyashamedofhermother’scrudepassionformoney。

Lily’spreferencewouldhavebeenforanEnglishnoblemanwithpoliticalambitionsandvastestates;or,forsecondchoice,anItalianprincewithacastleintheApenninesandanhereditaryofficeintheVatican。Lostcauseshadaromanticcharmforher,andshelikedtopictureherselfasstandingalooffromthevulgarpressoftheQuirinal,andsacrificingherpleasuretotheclaimsofanimmemorialtradition……

Howlongagoandhowfaroffitallseemed!ThoseambitionswerehardlymorefutileandchildishthantheearlieroneswhichhadcentredaboutthepossessionofaFrenchjointeddollwithrealhair。WasitonlytenyearssinceshehadwaveredinimaginationbetweentheEnglishearlandtheItalianprince?Relentlesslyhermindtravelledonoverthedrearyinterval……

AftertwoyearsofhungryroamingMrs。Barthaddied——diedofadeepdisgust。Shehadhateddinginess,anditwasherfatetobedingy。HervisionsofabrilliantmarriageforLilyhadfadedafterthefirstyear。

"Peoplecan’tmarryyouiftheydon’tseeyou——andhowcantheyseeyouintheseholeswherewe’restuck?"Thatwastheburdenofherlament;andherlastadjurationtoherdaughterwastoescapefromdinginessifshecould。

"Don’tletitcreepuponyouanddragyoudown。Fightyourwayoutofitsomehow——you’reyoungandcandoit,"sheinsisted。

ShehaddiedduringoneoftheirbriefvisitstoNewYork,andthereLilyatoncebecamethecentreofafamilycouncilcomposedofthewealthyrelativeswhomshehadbeentaughttodespiseforlivinglikepigs。Itmaybethattheyhadaninklingofthesentimentsinwhichshehadbeenbroughtup,fornoneofthemmanifestedaverylivelydesireforhercompany;indeed,thequestionthreatenedtoremainunsolvedtillMrs。Penistonwithasighannounced:"I’lltryherforayear。"

Everyonewassurprised,butoneandallconcealedtheirsurprise,lestMrs。Penistonshouldbealarmedbyitintoreconsideringherdecision。

Mrs。PenistonwasMr。Bart’swidowedsister,andifshewasbynomeanstherichestofthefamilygroup,itsothermembersneverthelessaboundedinreasonswhyshewasclearlydestinedbyProvidencetoassumethechargeofLily。Inthefirstplaceshewasalone,anditwouldbecharmingforhertohaveayoungcompanion。Thenshesometimestravelled,andLily’sfamiliaritywithforeigncustoms——deploredasamisfortunebyhermoreconservativerelatives——wouldatleastenablehertoactasakindofcourier。ButasamatteroffactMrs。Penistonhadnotbeenaffectedbytheseconsiderations。Shehadtakenthegirlsimplybecausenooneelsewouldhaveher,andbecauseshehadthekindofmoralMAUVAISEHONTEwhichmakesthepublicdisplayofselfishnessdifficult,thoughitdoesnotinterferewithitsprivateindulgence。ItwouldhavebeenimpossibleforMrs。

Penistontobeheroiconadesertisland,butwiththeeyesofherlittleworlduponhershetookacertainpleasureinheract。

Shereapedtherewardtowhichdisinterestednessisentitled,andfoundanagreeablecompanioninherniece。ShehadexpectedtofindLilyheadstrong,criticaland"foreign"——forevenMrs。

Peniston,thoughsheoccasionallywentabroad,hadthefamilydreadofforeignness——butthegirlshowedapliancy,which,toamorepenetratingmindthanheraunt’s,mighthavebeenlessreassuringthantheopenselfishnessofyouth。MisfortunehadmadeLilysuppleinsteadofhardeningher,andapliablesubstanceislesseasytobreakthanastiffone。

Mrs。Peniston,however,didnotsufferfromherniece’sadaptability。Lilyhadnointentionoftakingadvantageofheraunt’sgoodnature。Shewasintruthgratefulfortherefugeofferedher:Mrs。Peniston’sopulentinteriorwasatleastnotexternallydingy。Butdinginessisaqualitywhichassumesallmannerofdisguises;andLilysoonfoundthatitwasaslatentintheexpensiveroutineofheraunt’slifeasinthemakeshiftexistenceofacontinentalpension。

Mrs。Penistonwasoneoftheepisodicalpersonswhoformthepaddingoflife。Itwasimpossibletobelievethatshehadherselfeverbeenafocusofactivities。ThemostvividthingaboutherwasthefactthathergrandmotherhadbeenaVanAlstyne。Thisconnectionwiththewell-fedandindustriousstockofearlyNewYorkrevealeditselfintheglacialneatnessofMrs。

Peniston’sdrawing-roomandintheexcellenceofhercuisine。ShebelongedtotheclassofoldNewYorkerswhohavealwayslivedwell,dressedexpensively,anddonelittleelse;andtotheseinheritedobligationsMrs。Penistonfaitfullyconformed。

Shehadalwaysbeenalooker-onatlife,andhermindresembledoneofthoselittlemirrorswhichherDutchancestorswereaccustomedtoaffixtotheirupperwindows,sothatfromthedepthsofanimpenetrabledomesticitytheymightseewhatwashappeninginthestreet。

Mrs。Penistonwastheownerofacountry-placeinNewJersey,butshehadneverlivedtheresinceherhusband’sdeath——aremoteevent,whichappearedtodwellinhermemorychieflyasadividingpointinthepersonalreminiscencesthatformedthestapleofherconversation。Shewasawomanwhoremembereddateswithintensity,andcouldtellatamoment’snoticewhetherthedrawing-roomcurtainshadbeenrenewedbeforeorafterMr。

Peniston’slastillness。

Mrs。Penistonthoughtthecountrylonelyandtreesdamp,andcherishedavaguefearofmeetingabull。Toguardagainstsuchcontingenciesshefrequentedthemorepopulouswatering-places,wheresheinstalledherselfimpersonallyinahiredhouseandlookedonatlifethroughthemattingscreenofherverandah。Inthecareofsuchaguardian,itsoonbecamecleartoLilythatshewastoenjoyonlythematerialadvantagesofgoodfoodandexpensiveclothing;and,thoughfarfromunderratingthese,shewouldgladlyhaveexchangedthemforwhatMrs。Barthadtaughthertoregardasopportunities。Shesighedtothinkwhathermother’sfierceenergieswouldhaveaccomplished,hadtheybeencoupledwithMrs。Peniston’sresources。Lilyhadabundantenergyofherown,butitwasrestrictedbythenecessityofadaptingherselftoheraunt’shabits。ShesawthatatallcostsshemustkeepMrs。Peniston’sfavourtill,asMrs。Bartwouldhavephrasedit,shecouldstandonherownlegs。Lilyhadnomindforthevagabondlifeofthepoorrelation,andtoadaptherselftoMrs。

Penistonshehad,tosomedegree,toassumethatlady’spassiveattitude。Shehadfanciedatfirstthatitwouldbeeasytodrawherauntintothewhirlofherownactivities,buttherewasastaticforceinMrs。Penistonagainstwhichherniece’seffortsspentthemselvesinvain。Toattempttobringherintoactiverelationwithlifewasliketuggingatapieceoffurniturewhichhasbeenscrewedtothefloor。Shedidnot,indeed,expectLilytoremainequallyimmovable:shehadalltheAmericanguardian’sindulgenceforthevolatilityofyouth。

Shehadindulgencealsoforcertainotherhabitsofherniece’s。

ItseemedtohernaturalthatLilyshouldspendallhermoneyondress,andshesupplementedthegirl’sscantyincomebyoccasional"handsomepresents"meanttobeappliedtothesamepurpose。Lily,whowasintenselypractical,wouldhavepreferredafixedallowance;butMrs。Penistonlikedtheperiodicalrecurrenceofgratitudeevokedbyunexpectedcheques,andwasperhapsshrewdenoughtoperceivethatsuchamethodofgivingkeptaliveinhernieceasalutarysenseofdependence。

Beyondthis,Mrs。Penistonhadnotfeltcalledupontodoanythingforhercharge:shehadsimplystoodasideandlethertakethefield。Lilyhadtakenit,atfirstwiththeconfidenceofassuredpossessorship,thenwithgraduallynarrowingdemands,tillnowshefoundherselfactuallystrugglingforafootholdonthebroadspacewhichhadonceseemedherownfortheasking。Howithappenedshedidnotyetknow。SometimesshethoughtitwasbecauseMrs。Penistonhadbeentoopassive,andagainshefeareditwasbecausesheherselfhadnotbeenpassiveenough。Hadsheshownanundueeagernessforvictory?Hadshelackedpatience,pliancyanddissimulation?Whethershechargedherselfwiththesefaultsorabsolvedherselffromthem,madenodifferenceinthesum-totalofherfailure。Youngerandplainergirlshadbeenmarriedoffbydozens,andshewasnine-and-twenty,andstillMissBart。

Shewasbeginningtohavefitsofangryrebellionagainstfate,whenshelongedtodropoutoftheraceandmakeanindependentlifeforherself。Butwhatmanneroflifewoulditbe?Shehadbarelyenoughmoneytopayherdress-makers’billsandhergamblingdebts;andnoneofthedesultoryinterestswhichshedignifiedwiththenameoftasteswaspronouncedenoughtoenablehertolivecontentedlyinobscurity。Ah,no——shewastoointelligentnottobehonestwithherself。Sheknewthatshehateddinginessasmuchashermotherhadhatedit,andtoherlastbreathshemeanttofightagainstit,draggingherselfupagainandagainaboveitsfloodtillshegainedthebrightpinnaclesofsuccesswhichpresentedsuchaslipperysurfacetoherclutch。

Thenextmorning,onherbreakfasttray,MissBartfoundanotefromherhostess。

"DearestLily,"itran,"ifitisnottoomuchofaboretobedownbyten,willyoucometomysitting-roomtohelpmewithsometiresomethings?"

Lilytossedasidethenoteandsubsidedonherpillowswithasigh。ItWASaboretobedownbyten——anhourregardedatBellomontasvaguelysynchronouswithsunrise——andsheknewtoowellthenatureofthetiresomethingsinquestion。MissPragg,thesecretary,hadbeencalledaway,andtherewouldbenotesanddinner-cardstowrite,lostaddressestohuntup,andothersocialdrudgerytoperform。ItwasunderstoodthatMissBartshouldfillthegapinsuchemergencies,andsheusuallyrecognizedtheobligationwithoutamurmur。

Today,however,itrenewedthesenseofservitudewhichthepreviousnight’sreviewofhercheque-bookhadproduced。

Everythinginhersurroundingsministeredtofeelingsofeaseandamenity。ThewindowsstoodopentothesparklingfreshnessoftheSeptembermorning,andbetweentheyellowboughsshecaughtaperspectiveofhedgesandparterresleadingbydegreesoflesseningformalitytothefreeundulationsofthepark。Hermaidhadkindledalittlefireonthehearth,anditcontendedcheerfullywiththesunlightwhichslantedacrossthemoss-greencarpetandcaressedthecurvedsidesofanoldmarquetrydesk。

Nearthebedstoodatableholdingherbreakfasttray,withitsharmoniousporcelainandsilver,ahandfulofvioletsinaslenderglass,andthemorningpaperfoldedbeneathherletters。

TherewasnothingnewtoLilyinthesetokensofastudiedluxury;but,thoughtheyformedapartofheratmosphere,sheneverlosthersensitivenesstotheircharm。Meredisplayleftherwithasenseofsuperiordistinction;butshefeltanaffinitytoallthesubtlermanifestationsofwealth。

Mrs。Trenor’ssummons,however,suddenlyrecalledherstateofdependence,andsheroseanddressedinamoodofirritabilitythatshewasusuallytooprudenttoindulge。Sheknewthatsuchemotionsleavelinesonthefaceaswellasinthecharacter,andshehadmeanttotakewarningbythelittlecreaseswhichhermidnightsurveyhadrevealed。

Thematter-of-coursetoneofMrs。Trenor’sgreetingdeepenedherirritation。Ifonediddragone’sselfoutofbedatsuchanhour,andcomedownfreshandradianttothemonotonyofnote-writing,somespecialrecognitionofthesacrificeseemedfitting。ButMrs。Trenor’stoneshowednoconsciousnessofthefact。

"Oh,Lily,that’sniceofyou,"shemerelysighedacrossthechaosofletters,billsandotherdomesticdocumentswhichgaveanincongruouslycommercialtouchtotheslendereleganceofherwriting-table。

"Therearesuchlotsofhorrorsthismorning,"sheadded,clearingaspaceinthecentreoftheconfusionandrisingtoyieldherseattoMissBart。

Mrs。Trenorwasatallfairwoman,whoseheightjustsavedherfromredundancy。Herrosyblondnesshadsurvivedsomefortyyearsoffutileactivitywithoutshowingmuchtraceofill-usageexceptinadiminishedplayoffeature。Itwasdifficulttodefineherbeyondsayingthatsheseemedtoexistonlyasahostess,notsomuchfromanyexaggeratedinstinctofhospitalityasbecauseshecouldnotsustainlifeexceptinacrowd。Thecollectivenatureofherinterestsexemptedherfromtheordinaryrivalriesofhersex,andsheknewnomorepersonalemotionthanthatofhatredforthewomanwhopresumedtogivebiggerdinnersorhavemoreamusinghouse-partiesthanherself。Ashersocialtalents,backedbyMr。Trenor’sbank-account,almostalwaysassuredherultimatetriumphinsuchcompetitions,successhaddevelopedinheranunscrupulousgoodnaturetowardtherestofhersex,andinMissBart’sutilitarianclassificationofherfriends,Mrs。Trenorrankedasthewomanwhowasleastlikelyto"goback"onher。

"ItwassimplyinhumanofPraggtogooffnow,"Mrs。Trenordeclared,asherfriendseatedherselfatthedesk。"Shesayshersisterisgoingtohaveababy——asifthatwereanythingtohavingahouse-party!I’msureIshallgetmosthorriblymixedupandtherewillbesomeawfulrows。WhenIwasdownatTuxedoI

askedalotofpeoplefornextweek,andI’vemislaidthelistandcan’trememberwhoiscoming。Andthisweekisgoingtobeahorridfailuretoo——andGwenVanOsburghwillgobackandtellhermotherhowboredpeoplewere。IdidmeantoasktheWetheralls——thatwasablunderofGus’s。TheydisapproveofCarryFisher,youknow。AsifonecouldhelphavingCarryFisher!ItWASfoolishofhertogetthatseconddivorce——Carryalwaysoverdoesthings——butshesaidtheonlywaytogetapennyoutofFisherwastodivorcehimandmakehimpayalimony。AndpoorCarryhastoconsidereverydollar。It’sreallyabsurdofAliceWetheralltomakesuchafussaboutmeetingher,whenonethinksofwhatsocietyiscomingto。Someonesaidtheotherdaythattherewasadivorceandacaseofappendicitisineveryfamilyoneknows。Besides,CarryistheonlypersonwhocankeepGusinagoodhumourwhenwehaveboresinthehouse。HaveyounoticedthatALLthehusbandslikeher?All,Imean,exceptherown。It’srathercleverofhertohavemadeaspecialtyofdevotingherselftodullpeople——thefieldissuchalargeone,andshehasitpracticallytoherself。Shefindscompensations,nodoubt——IknowsheborrowsmoneyofGus——butthenI’dPAYhertokeephiminagoodhumour,soIcan’tcomplain,afterall。

"Mrs。TrenorpausedtoenjoythespectacleofMissBart’seffortstounravelhertangledcorrespondence。

"ButitisonlytheWetherallsandCarry,"sheresumed,withafreshnoteoflament。"Thetruthis,I’mawfullydisappointedinLadyCressidaRaith。"

"Disappointed?Hadyouknownherbefore?"

"Mercy,no——neversawhertillyesterday。LadySkiddawsentheroverwithletterstotheVanOsburghs,andIheardthatMariaVanOsburghwasaskingabigpartytomeetherthisweek,soI

thoughtitwouldbefuntogetheraway,andJackStepney,whoknewherinIndia,manageditforme。Mariawasfurious,andactuallyhadtheimpudencetomakeGweninviteherselfhere,sothattheyshouldn’tbeQUITEoutofit——ifI’dknownwhatLadyCressidawaslike,theycouldhavehadherandwelcome!ButI

thoughtanyfriendoftheSkiddaws’wassuretobeamusing。YourememberwhatfunLadySkiddawwas?ThereweretimeswhenI

simplyhadtosendthegirlsoutoftheroom。Besides,LadyCressidaistheDuchessofBeltshire’ssister,andInaturallysupposedshewasthesamesort;butyounevercantellinthoseEnglishfamilies。Theyaresobigthatthere’sroomforallkinds,anditturnsoutthatLadyCressidaisthemoralone——marriedaclergy-mananddoesmissionaryworkintheEastEnd。Thinkofmytakingsuchalotoftroubleaboutaclergyman’swife,whowearsIndianjewelryandbotanizes!ShemadeGustakeherallthroughtheglass-housesyesterday,andbotheredhimtodeathbyaskinghimthenamesoftheplants。FancytreatingGusasifhewerethegardener!

"Mrs。TrenorbroughtthisoutinaCRESCENDOofindignation。

"Oh,well,perhapsLadyCressidawillreconciletheWetherallstomeetingCarryFisher,"saidMissBartpacifically。

"I’msureIhopeso!Butsheisboringallthemenhorribly,andifshetakestodistributingtracts,asIhearshedoes,itwillbetoodepressing。Theworstofitisthatshewouldhavebeensousefulattherighttime。YouknowwehavetohavetheBishoponceayear,andshewouldhavegivenjusttherighttonetothings。IalwayshavehorridluckabouttheBishop’svisits,"

addedMrs。Trenor,whosepresentmiserywasbeingfedbyarapidlyrisingtideofreminiscence;"lastyear,whenhecame,Gusforgotallabouthisbeinghere,andbroughthometheNedWintonsandtheFarleys——fivedivorcesandsixsetsofchildrenbetweenthem!"

"WhenisLadyCressidagoing?"Lilyenquired。

Mrs。Trenorcastuphereyesindespair。"Mydear,ifoneonlyknew!IwasinsuchahurrytogetherawayfromMariathatI

actuallyforgottonameadate,andGussaysshetoldsomeoneshemeanttostophereallwinter。"

"Tostophere?Inthishouse?"

"Don’tbesilly——inAmerica。Butifnooneelseasksher——youknowtheyNEVERgotohotels。"

"PerhapsGusonlysaidittofrightenyou。"

"No——IheardhertellBerthaDorsetthatshehadsixmonthstoputinwhileherhusbandwastakingthecureintheEngadine。YoushouldhaveseenBerthalookvacant!Butit’snojoke,youknow——ifshestaysherealltheautumnshe’llspoileverything,andMariaVanOsburghwillsimplyexult。

"AtthisaffectingvisionMrs。Trenor’svoicetrembledwithself-pity。"Oh,Judy——asifanyonewereeverboredatBellomont!"

MissBarttactfullyprotested。"Youknowperfectlywellthat,ifMrs。VanOsburghweretogetalltherightpeopleandleaveyouwithallthewrongones,you’dmanagetomakethingsgooff,andshewouldn’t。"

SuchanassurancewouldusuallyhaverestoredMrs。Trenor’scomplacency;

butonthisoccasionitdidnotchasethecloudfromherbrow。

"Itisn’tonlyLadyCressida,"shelamented。"Everythinghasgonewrongthisweek。IcanseethatBerthaDorsetisfuriouswithme。"

"Furiouswithyou?Why?"

"BecauseItoldherthatLawrenceSeldenwascoming;buthewouldn’t,afterall,andshe’squiteunreasonableenoughtothinkit’smyfault。"

MissBartputdownherpenandsatabsentlygazingatthenoteshehadbegun。

"Ithoughtthatwasallover,"shesaid。

"Soitis,onhisside。AndofcourseBerthahasbeenidlesince。

ButIfancyshe’soutofajobjustatpresent——andsomeonegavemeahintthatIhadbetteraskLawrence。Well,IDIDaskhim——butIcouldn’tmakehimcome;andnowIsupposeshe’lltakeitoutofmebybeingperfectlynastytoeveryoneelse。"

"Oh,shemaytakeitoutofHIMbybeingperfectlycharming——tosomeoneelse。

"Mrs。Trenorshookherheaddolefully。"Sheknowshewouldn’tmind。Andwhoelseisthere?AliceWetherallwon’tletLuciusoutofhersight。NedSilvertoncan’ttakehiseyesoffCarryFisher——poorboy!GusisboredbyBertha,JackStepneyknowshertoowell——and——well,tobesure,there’sPercyGryce!"

Shesatupsmilingatthethought。

MissBart’scountenancedidnotreflectthesmile。

"Oh,sheandMr。Grycewouldnotbelikelytohititoff。"

"Youmeanthatshe’dshockhimandhe’dboreher?Well,that’snotsuchabadbeginning,youknow。ButIhopeshewon’ttakeitintoherheadtobenicetohim,forIaskedhimhereonpurposeforyou。"

Lilylaughed。"MERCIDUCOMPLIMENT!IshouldcertainlyhavenoshowagainstBertha。"

"DoyouthinkIamuncomplimentary?I’mnotreally,youknow。

Everyoneknowsyou’reathousandtimeshandsomerandclevererthanBertha;butthenyou’renotnasty。Andforalwaysgettingwhatshewantsinthelongrun,commendmetoanastywoman。"

MissBartstaredinaffectedreproval。"IthoughtyouweresofondofBertha。"

"Oh,Iam——it’smuchsafertobefondofdangerouspeople。ButsheISdangerous——andifIeversawheruptomischiefit’snow。

IcantellbypoorGeorge’smanner。Thatmanisaperfectbarometer——healwaysknowswhenBerthaisgoingto——"

"Tofall?"MissBartsuggested。

"Don’tbeshocking!Youknowhebelievesinherstill。AndofcourseIdon’tsaythere’sanyrealharminBertha。Onlyshedelightsinmakingpeoplemiserable,andespeciallypoorGeorge。"

"Well,heseemscutoutforthepart——Idon’twondershelikesmorecheerfulcompanionship。"

"Oh,Georgeisnotasdismalasyouthink。IfBerthadidworryhimhewouldbequitedifferent。Orifshe’dleavehimalone,andlethimarrangehislifeashepleases。Butshedoesn’tdareloseherholdofhimonaccountofthemoney,andsowhenHEisn’tjealousshepretendstobe。"

MissBartwentonwritinginsilence,andherhostesssatfollowinghertrainofthoughtwithfrowningintensity。

"Doyouknow,"sheexclaimedafteralongpause,"IbelieveI’llcallupLawrenceonthetelephoneandtellhimhesimplyMUST

come?"

"Oh,don’t,"saidLily,withaquicksuffusionofcolour。Theblushsurprisedheralmostasmuchasitdidherhostess,who,thoughnotcommonlyobservantoffacialchanges,satstaringatherwithpuzzledeyes。

"Goodgracious,Lily,howhandsomeyouare!Why?Doyoudislikehimsomuch?"

"Notatall;Ilikehim。ButifyouareactuatedbythebenevolentintentionofprotectingmefromBertha——Idon’tthinkIneedyourprotection。

"Mrs。Trenorsatupwithanexclamation。"Lily!——PERCY?Doyoumeantosayyou’veactuallydoneit?"

MissBartsmiled。"IonlymeantosaythatMr。GryceandIaregettingtobeverygoodfriends。"

"H’m——Isee。"Mrs。Trenorfixedarapteyeuponher。"Youknowtheysayhehaseighthundredthousandayear——andspendsnothing,exceptonsomerubbishyoldbooks。Andhismotherhasheart-diseaseandwillleavehimalotmore。OH,LILY,DOGO

SLOWLY,"herfriendadjuredher。

MissBartcontinuedtosmilewithoutannoyance。"Ishouldn’t,forinstance,"sheremarked,"beinanyhastetotellhimthathehadalotofrubbishyoldbooks。"

"No,ofcoursenot;Iknowyou’rewonderfulaboutgettinguppeople’ssubjects。Buthe’shorriblyshy,andeasilyshocked,and——and——"

"Whydon’tyousayit,Judy?Ihavethereputationofbeingonthehuntforarichhusband?"

"Oh,Idon’tmeanthat;hewouldn’tbelieveitofyou——atfirst,"

saidMrs。Trenor,withcandidshrewdness。"Butyouknowthingsareratherlivelyhereattimes——ImustgiveJackandGusahint——andifhethoughtyouwerewhathismotherwouldcallfast——oh,well,youknowwhatImean。Don’twearyourscarletCREPE-DE-CHINEfordinner,anddon’tsmokeifyoucanhelpit,Lilydear!"

Lilypushedasideherfinishedworkwithadrysmile。"You’reverykind,Judy:I’lllockupmycigarettesandwearthatlastyear’sdressyousentmethismorning。Andifyouarereallyinterestedinmycareer,perhapsyou’llbekindenoughnottoaskmetoplaybridgeagainthisevening。"

"Bridge?Doeshemindbridge,too?Oh,Lily,whatanawfullifeyou’lllead!ButofcourseIwon’t——whydidn’tyougivemeahintlastnight?There’snothingIwouldn’tdo,youpoorduck,toseeyouhappy!"

AndMrs。Trenor,glowingwithhersex’seagernesstosmooththecourseoftruelove,envelopedLilyinalongembrace。

"You’requitesure,"sheaddedsolicitously,asthelatterextricatedherself,"thatyouwouldn’tlikemetotelephoneforLawrenceSelden?"

"Quitesure,"saidLily。

ThenextthreedaysdemonstratedtoherowncompletesatifactionMissBart’sabilitytomanageheraffairswithoutextraneousaid。

Asshesat,ontheSaturdayafternoon,ontheterraceatBellomont,shesmiledatMrs。Trenor’sfearthatshemightgotoofast。Ifsuchawarninghadeverbeenneedful,theyearshadtaughtherasalutarylesson,andsheflatteredherselfthatshenowknewhowtoadaptherpacetotheobjectofpursuit。InthecaseofMr。Gryceshehadfounditwelltoflutterahead,losingherselfelusivelyandluringhimonfromdepthtodepthofunconsciousintimacy。Thesurroundingatmospherewaspropitioustothisschemeofcourtship。Mrs。Trenor,truetoherword,hadshownnosignsofexpectingLilyatthebridge-table,andhadevenhintedtotheothercard-playersthattheyweretobetraynosurpriseatherunwonteddefection。Inconsequenceofthishint,Lilyfoundherselfthecentreofthatfemininesolicitudewhichenvelopsayoungwomaninthematingseason。AsolitudewastacitlycreatedforherinthecrowdedexistenceofBellomont,andherfriendscouldnothaveshownagreaterreadinessforself-effacementhadherwooingbeenadornedwithalltheattributesofromance。InLily’ssetthisconductimpliedasympatheticcomprehensionofhermotives,andMr。Gryceroseinheresteemasshesawtheconsiderationheinspired。

TheterraceatBellomontonaSeptemberafternoonwasaspotpropitioustosentimentalmusings,andasMissBartstoodleaningagainstthebalustradeabovethesunkengarden,atalittledistancefromtheanimatedgroupaboutthetea-table,shemighthavebeenlostinthemazesofaninarticulatehappiness。Inreality,herthoughtswerefindingdefiniteutteranceinthetranquilrecapitulationoftheblessingsinstoreforher。FromwhereshestoodshecouldseethemembodiedintheformofMr。

Gryce,who,inalightovercoatandmuffler,satsomewhatnervouslyontheedgeofhischair,whileCarryFisher,withalltheenergyofeyeandgesturewithwhichnatureandarthadcombinedtoendowher,pressedonhimthedutyoftakingpartinthetaskofmunicipalreform。

Mrs。Fisher’slatesthobbywasmunicipalreform。Ithadbeenprecededbyanequalzealforsocialism,whichhadinturnreplacedanenergeticadvocacyofChristianScience。Mrs。Fisherwassmall,fieryanddramatic;andherhandsandeyeswereadmirableinstrumentsintheserviceofwhatevercauseshehappenedtoespouse。Shehad,however,thefaultcommontoenthusiastsofignoringanyslacknessofresponseonthepartofherhearers,andLilywasamusedbyherunconsciousnessoftheresistancedisplayedineveryangleofMr。Gryce’sattitude。Lilyherselfknewthathismindwasdividedbetweenthedreadofcatchingcoldifheremainedoutofdoorstoolongatthathour,andthefearthat,ifheretreatedtothehouse,Mrs。Fishermightfollowhimupwithapapertobesigned。Mr。Grycehadaconstitutionaldisliketowhathecalled"committinghimself,"

andtenderlyashecherishedhishealth,heevidentlyconcludedthatitwassafertostayoutofreachofpenandinktillchancereleasedhimfromMrs。Fisher’stoils。MeanwhilehecastagonizedglancesinthedirectionofMissBart,whoseonlyresponsewastosinkintoanattitudeofmoregracefulabstraction。Shehadlearnedthevalueofcontrastinthrowinghercharmsintorelief,andwasfullyawareoftheextenttowhichMrs。Fisher’svolubilitywasenhancingherownrepose。

ShewasrousedfromhermusingsbytheapproachofhercousinJackStepneywho,atGwenVanOsburgh’sside,wasreturningacrossthegardenfromthetenniscourt。

ThecoupleinquestionwereengagedinthesamekindofromanceinwhichLilyfigured,andthelatterfeltacertainannoyanceincontemplatingwhatseemedtoheracaricatureofherownsituation。MissVanOsburghwasalargegirlwithflatsurfacesandnohighlights:JackStepneyhadoncesaidofherthatshewasasreliableasroastmutton。Hisowntastewasinthelineoflesssolidandmorehighly-seasoneddiet;buthungermakesanyfarepalatable,andtherehadbeentimeswhenMr。Stepneyhadbeenreducedtoacrust。

Lilyconsideredwithinteresttheexpressionoftheirfaces:thegirl’sturnedtowardhercompanion’slikeanemptyplatehelduptobefilled,whilethemanloungingathersidealreadybetrayedtheencroachingboredomwhichwouldpresentlycrackthethinveneerofhissmile。

"Howimpatientmenare!"Lilyreflected。"AllJackhastodotogeteverythinghewantsistokeepquietandletthatgirlmarryhim;whereasIhavetocalculateandcontrive,andretreatandadvance,asifIweregoingthroughanintricatedance,whereonemisstepwouldthrowmehopelesslyoutoftime。"

AstheydrewnearershewaswhimsicallystruckbyakindoffamilylikenessbetweenMissVanOsburghandPercyGryce。Therewasnoresemblanceoffeature。Grycewashandsomeinadidacticway——helookedlikeacleverpupil’sdrawingfromaplaster-cast——whileGwen’scountenancehadnomoremodellingthanafacepaintedonatoyballoon。Butthedeeperaffinitywasunmistakable:thetwohadthesameprejudicesandideals,andthesamequalityofmakingotherstandardsnon-existentbyignoringthem。ThisattributewascommontomostofLily’sset:theyhadaforceofnegationwhicheliminatedeverythingbeyondtheirownrangeofperception。GryceandMissVanOsburghwere,inshort,madeforeachotherbyeverylawofmoralandphysicalcorrespondence——"Yettheywouldn’tlookateachother,"Lilymused,"theyneverdo。Eachofthemwantsacreatureofadifferentrace,ofJack’sraceandmine,withallsortsofintuitions,sensationsandperceptionsthattheydon’tevenguesstheexistenceof。Andtheyalwaysgetwhattheywant。"

ShestoodtalkingwithhercousinandMissVanOsburgh,tillaslightcloudonthelatter’sbrowadvisedherthatevencousinlyamenitiesweresubjecttosuspicion,andMissBart,mindfulofthenecessityofnotexcitingenmitiesatthiscrucialpointofhercareer,droppedasidewhilethehappycoupleproceededtowardthetea-table。

Seatingherselfontheupperstepoftheterrace,Lilyleanedherheadagainstthehoneysuckleswreathingthebalustrade。Thefragranceofthelateblossomsseemedanemanationofthetranquilscene,alandscapetutoredtothelastdegreeofruralelegance。Intheforegroundglowedthewarmtintsofthegardens。

Beyondthelawn,withitspyramidalpale-goldmaplesandvelvetyfirs,slopedpasturesdottedwithcattle;andthroughalonggladetheriverwidenedlikealakeunderthesilverlightofSeptember。Lilydidnotwanttojointhecircleaboutthetea-table。Theyrepresentedthefutureshehadchosen,andshewascontentwithit,butinnohastetoanticipateitsjoys。ThecertaintythatshecouldmarryPercyGrycewhenshepleasedhadliftedaheavyloadfromhermind,andhermoneytroublesweretoorecentfortheirremovalnottoleaveasenseofreliefwhichalessdiscerningintelligencemighthavetakenforhappiness。Hervulgarcareswereatanend。Shewouldbeabletoarrangeherlifeasshepleased,tosoarintothatempyreanofsecuritywherecreditorscannotpenetrate。ShewouldhavesmartergownsthanJudyTrenor,andfar,farmorejewelsthanBerthaDorset。Shewouldbefreeforeverfromtheshifts,theexpedients,thehumiliationsoftherelativelypoor。Insteadofhavingtoflatter,shewouldbeflattered;insteadofbeinggrateful,shewouldreceivethanks。Therewereoldscoresshecouldpayoffaswellasoldbenefitsshecouldreturn。Andshehadnodoubtsastotheextentofherpower。SheknewthatMr。

Grycewasofthesmallcharytypemostinaccessibletoimpulsesandemotions。Hehadthekindofcharacterinwhichprudenceisavice,andgoodadvicethemostdangerousnourishment。ButLilyhadknownthespeciesbefore:shewasawarethatsuchaguardednaturemustfindonehugeoutletofegoism,andshedeterminedtobetohimwhathisAmericanahadhithertobeen:theonepossessioninwhichhetooksufficientpridetospendmoneyonit。Sheknewthatthisgenerositytoselfisoneoftheformsofmeanness,andsheresolvedsotoidentifyherselfwithherhusband’svanitythattogratifyherwisheswouldbetohimthemostexquisiteformofself-indulgence。Thesystemmightatfirstnecessitatearesorttosomeoftheveryshiftsandexpedientsfromwhichsheintendeditshouldfreeher;butshefeltsurethatinashorttimeshewouldbeabletoplaythegameinherownway。Howshouldshehavedistrustedherpowers?Herbeautyitselfwasnotthemereephemeralpossessionitmighthavebeeninthehandsofinexperience:herskillinenhancingit,thecareshetookofit,theuseshemadeofit,seemedtogiveitakindofpermanence。Shefeltshecouldtrustittocarryherthroughtotheend。

Andtheend,onthewhole,wasworthwhile。Lifewasnotthemockeryshehadthoughtitthreedaysago。Therewasroomforher,afterall,inthiscrowdedselfishworldofpleasurewhence,soshortatimesince,herpovertyhadseemedtoexcludeher。

Thesepeoplewhomshehadridiculedandyetenviedweregladtomakeaplaceforherinthecharmedcircleaboutwhichallherdesiresrevolved。Theywerenotasbrutalandself-engrossedasshehadfancied——orrather,sinceitwouldnolongerbenecessarytoflatterandhumourthem,thatsideoftheirnaturebecamelessconspicuous。Societyisarevolvingbodywhichisapttobejudgedaccordingtoitsplaceineachman’sheaven;andatpresentitwasturningitsilluminatedfacetoLily。

Intherosyglowitdiffusedhercompanionsseemedfullofamiablequalities。Shelikedtheirelegance,theirlightness,theirlackofemphasis:eventheself-assurancewhichattimeswassolikeobtusenessnowseemedthenaturalsignofsocialascendency。Theywerelordsoftheonlyworldshecaredfor,andtheywerereadytoadmithertotheirranksandletherlorditwiththem。Alreadyshefeltwithinherastealingallegiancetotheirstandards,anacceptanceoftheirlimitations,adisbeliefinthethingstheydidnotbelievein,acontemptuouspityforthepeoplewhowerenotabletoliveastheylived。

Theearlysunsetwasslantingacrossthepark。Throughtheboughsofthelongavenuebeyondthegardensshecaughttheflashofwheels,anddivinedthatmorevisitorswereapproaching。Therewasamovementbehindher,ascatteringofstepsandvoices:itwasevidentthatthepartyaboutthetea-tablewasbreakingup。

Presentlysheheardatreadbehindherontheterrace。ShesupposedthatMr。Grycehadatlastfoundmeanstoescapefromhispredicament,andshesmiledatthesignificanceofhiscomingtojoinherinsteadofbeatinganinstantretreattothefire-side。

Sheturnedtogivehimthewelcomewhichsuchgallantrydeserved;

buthergreetingwaveredintoablushofwonder,forthemanwhohadapproachedherwasLawrenceSelden。

"YouseeIcameafterall,"hesaid;butbeforeshehadtimetoanswer,Mrs。Dorset,breakingawayfromalifelesscolloquywithherhost,hadsteppedbetweenthemwithalittlegestureofappropriation。

TheobservanceofSundayatBellomontwaschieflymarkedbythepunctualappearanceofthesmartomnibusdestinedtoconveythehouseholdtothelittlechurchatthegates。Whetheranyonegotintotheomnibusornotwasamatterofsecondaryimportance,sincebystandingthereitnotonlyborewitnesstotheorthodoxintentionsofthefamily,butmadeMrs。Trenorfeel,whenshefinallyhearditdriveaway,thatshehadsomehowvicariouslymadeuseofit。

ItwasMrs。Trenor’stheorythatherdaughtersactuallydidgotochurcheverySunday;buttheirFrenchgoverness’sconvictionscallinghertotherivalfane,andthefatiguesoftheweekkeepingtheirmotherinherroomtillluncheon,therewasseldomanyonepresenttoverifythefact。Nowandthen,inaspasmodicburstofvirtue——whenthehousehadbeentoouproariousovernight——GusTrenorforcedhisgenialbulkintoatightfrock-coatandroutedhisdaughtersfromtheirslumbers;buthabitually,asLilyexplainedtoMr。Gryce,thisparentaldutywasforgottentillthechurchbellswereringingacrossthepark,andtheomnibushaddrivenawayempty。

LilyhadhintedtoMr。Grycethatthisneglectofreligiousobservanceswasrepugnanttoherearlytraditions,andthatduringhervisitstoBellomontsheregularlyaccompaniedMurielandHildatochurch。Thistalliedwiththeassurance,alsoconfidentiallyimparted,that,neverhavingplayedbridgebefore,shehadbeen"draggedintoit"onthenightofherarrival,andhadlostanappallingamountofmoneyinconsequenceofherignoranceofthegameandoftherulesofbetting。Mr。GrycewasundoubtedlyenjoyingBellomont。Helikedtheeaseandglitterofthelife,andthelustreconferredonhimbybeingamemberofthisgroupofrichandconspicuouspeople。

Buthethoughtitaverymaterialisticsociety;thereweretimeswhenhewasfrightenedbythetalkofthemenandthelooksoftheladies,andhewasgladtofindthatMissBart,forallhereaseandself-possession,wasnotathomeinsoambiguousanatmosphere。Forthisreasonhehadbeenespeciallypleasedtolearnthatshewould,asusual,attendtheyoungTrenorstochurchonSundaymorning;andashepacedthegravelsweepbeforethedoor,hislightovercoatonhisarmandhisprayer-bookinonecarefully-glovedhand,hereflectedagreeablyonthestrengthofcharacterwhichkepthertruetoherearlytraininginsurroundingssosubversivetoreligiousprinciples。

ForalongtimeMr。Gryceandtheomnibushadthegravelsweeptothemselves;but,farfromregrettingthisdeplorableindifferenceonthepartoftheotherguests,hefoundhimselfnourishingthehopethatMissBartmightbeunaccompanied。Thepreciousminuteswereflying,however;thebigchestnutspawedthegroundandfleckedtheirimpatientsideswithfoam;thecoachmanseemedtobeslowlypetrifyingonthebox,andthegroomonthedoorstep;

andstilltheladydidnotcome。Suddenly,however,therewasasoundofvoicesandarustleofskirtsinthedoorway,andMr。

Gryce,restoringhiswatchtohispocket,turnedwithanervousstart;butitwasonlytofindhimselfhandingMrs。Wetherallintothecarriage。

TheWetherallsalwayswenttochurch。Theybelongedtothevastgroupofhumanautomatawhogothroughlifewithoutneglectingtoperformasingleoneofthegesturesexecutedbythesurroundingpuppets。ItistruethattheBellomontpuppetsdidnotgotochurch;butothersequallyimportantdid——andMr。andMrs。

Wetherall’scirclewassolargethatGodwasincludedintheirvisiting-list。Theyappeared,therefore,punctualandresigned,withtheairofpeopleboundforadull"AtHome,"andafterthemHildaandMurielstraggled,yawningandpinningeachother’sveilsandribbonsastheycame。TheyhadpromisedLilytogotochurchwithher,theydeclared,andLilywassuchadearoldduckthattheydidn’tminddoingittopleaseher,thoughtheycouldn’tfancywhathadputtheideainherhead,andthoughfortheirownparttheywouldmuchratherhaveplayedlawntenniswithJackandGwen,ifshehadn’ttoldthemshewascoming。TheMissesTrenorwerefollowedbyLadyCressidaRaith,aweather-beatenpersoninLibertysilkandethnologicaltrinkets,who,onseeingtheomnibus,expressedhersurprisethattheywerenottowalkacrossthepark;butatMrs。Wetherall’shorrifiedprotestthatthechurchwasamileaway,herladyship,afteraglanceattheheightoftheother’sheels,acquiescedinthenecessityofdriving,andpoorMr。Grycefoundhimselfrollingoffbetweenfourladiesforwhosespiritualwelfarehefeltnottheleastconcern。

ItmighthaveaffordedhimsomeconsolationcouldhehaveknownthatMissBarthadreallymeanttogotochurch。Shehadevenrisenearlierthanusualintheexecutionofherpurpose。Shehadanideathatthesightofherinagreygownofdevotionalcut,withherfamouslashesdroopedaboveaprayer-book,wouldputthefinishingtouchtoMr。Gryce’ssubjugation,andrenderinevitableacertainincidentwhichshehadresolvedshouldformapartofthewalktheyweretotaketogetherafterluncheon。Herintentionsinshorthadneverbeenmoredefinite;butpoorLily,forallthehardglazeofherexterior,wasinwardlyasmalleableaswax。Herfacultyforadaptingherself,forenteringintootherpeople’sfeelings,ifitservedhernowandtheninsmallcontingencies,hamperedherinthedecisivemomentsoflife。Shewaslikeawater-plantinthefluxofthetides,andtodaythewholecurrentofhermoodwascarryinghertowardLawrenceSelden。Whyhadhecome?WasittoseeherselforBerthaDorset?

Itwasthelastquestionwhich,atthatmoment,shouldhaveengagedher。Shemightbetterhavecontentedherselfwiththinkingthathehadsimplyrespondedtothedespairingsummonsofhishostess,anxioustointerposehimbetweenherselfandtheill-humourofMrs。Dorset。ButLilyhadnotrestedtillshelearnedfromMrs。TrenorthatSeldenhadcomeofhisownaccord。

"Hedidn’tevenwireme——hejusthappenedtofindthetrapatthestation。Perhapsit’snotoverwithBerthaafterall,"Mrs。

Trenormusinglyconcluded;andwentawaytoarrangeherdinner-cardsaccordingly。

Perhapsitwasnot,Lilyreflected;butitshouldbesoon,unlessshehadlosthercunning。IfSeldenhadcomeatMrs。Dorset’scall,itwasatherownthathewouldstay。Somuchthepreviouseveninghadtoldher。Mrs。Trenor,truetohersimpleprincipleofmakinghermarriedfriendshappy,hadplacedSeldenandMrs。

Dorsetnexttoeachotheratdinner;but,inobediencetothetime-honouredtraditionsofthematch-maker,shehadseparatedLilyandMr。Gryce,sendingintheformerwithGeorgeDorset,whileMr。GrycewascoupledwithGwenVanOsburgh。

GeorgeDorset’stalkdidnotinterferewiththerangeofhisneighbour’sthoughts。Hewasamournfuldyspeptic,intentonfindingoutthedeleteriousingredientsofeverydishanddivertedfromthiscareonlybythesoundofhiswife’svoice。Onthisoccasion,however,Mrs。Dorsettooknopartinthegeneralconversation。ShesattalkinginlowmurmurswithSelden,andturningacontemptuousanddenudedshouldertowardherhost,who,farfromresentinghisexclusion,plungedintotheexcessesoftheMENUwiththejoyousirresponsibilityofafreeman。ToMr。

Dorset,however,hiswife’sattitudewasasubjectofsuchevidentconcernthat,whenhewasnotscrapingthesaucefromhisfish,orscoopingthemoistbread-crumbsfromtheinteriorofhisroll,hesatstraininghisthinneckforaglimpseofherbetweenthelights。

Mrs。Trenor,asitchanced,hadplacedthehusbandandwifeonoppositesidesofthetable,andLilywasthereforeabletoobserveMrs。Dorsetalso,andbycarryingherglanceafewfeetfarther,tosetuparapidcomparisonbetweenLawrenceSeldenandMr。Gryce。Itwasthatcomparisonwhichwasherundoing。WhyelsehadshesuddenlygrowninterestedinSelden?Shehadknownhimforeightyearsormore:eversinceherreturntoAmericahehadformedapartofherbackground。Shehadalwaysbeengladtositnexttohimatdinner,hadfoundhimmoreagreeablethanmostmen,andhadvaguelywishedthathepossessedtheotherqualitiesneedfultofixherattention;buttillnowshehadbeentoobusywithherownaffairstoregardhimasmorethanoneofthepleasantaccessoriesoflife。MissBartwasakeenreaderofherownheart,andshesawthathersuddenpreoccupationwithSeldenwasduetothefactthathispresenceshedanewlightonhersurroundings。Notthathewasnotablybrilliantorexceptional;

inhisownprofessionhewassurpassedbymorethanonemanwhohadboredLilythroughmanyawearydinner。Itwasratherthathehadpreservedacertainsocialdetachment,ahappyairofviewingtheshowobjectively,ofhavingpointsofcontactoutsidethegreatgiltcageinwhichtheywereallhuddledforthemobtogapeat。HowalluringtheworldoutsidethecageappearedtoLily,asshehearditsdoorclangonher!Inreality,assheknew,thedoorneverclanged:itstoodalwaysopen;butmostofthecaptiveswerelikefliesinabottle,andhavingonceflownin,couldneverregaintheirfreedom。ItwasSelden’sdistinctionthathehadneverforgottenthewayout。

Thatwasthesecretofhiswayofreadjustinghervision。Lily,turninghereyesfromhim,foundherselfscanningherlittleworldthroughhisretina:itwasasthoughthepinklampshadbeenshutoffandthedustydaylightletin。Shelookeddownthelongtable,studyingitsoccupantsonebyone,fromGusTrenor,withhisheavycarnivorousheadsunkbetweenhisshoulders,ashepreyedonajelliedplover,tohiswife,attheoppositeendofthelongbankoforchids,suggestive,withherglaringgood-looks,ofajeweller’swindowlitbyelectricity。Andbetweenthetwo,whatalongstretchofvacuity!Howdrearyandtrivialthesepeoplewere!Lilyreviewedthemwithascornfulimpatience:CarryFisher,withhershoulders,hereyes,herdivorces,hergeneralairofembodyinga"spicyparagraph";youngSilverton,whohadmeanttoliveonproof-readingandwriteanepic,andwhonowlivedonhisfriendsandhadbecomecriticaloftruffles;AliceWetherall,ananimatedvisiting-list,whosemostfervidconvictionsturnedonthewordingofinvitationsandtheengravingofdinner-cards;Wetherall,withhisperpetualnervousnodofacquiescence,hisairofagreeingwithpeoplebeforeheknewwhattheyweresaying;JackStepney,withhisconfidentsmileandanxiouseyes,halfwaybetweenthesheriffandanheiress;GwenVanOsburgh,withalltheguilelessconfidenceofayounggirlwhohasalwaysbeentoldthatthereisnoonericherthanherfather。

Lilysmiledatherclassificationofherfriends。Howdifferenttheyhadseemedtoherafewhoursago!Thentheyhadsymbolizedwhatshewasgaining,nowtheystoodforwhatshewasgivingup。

Thatveryafternoontheyhadseemedfullofbrilliantqualities;

nowshesawthattheyweremerelydullinaloudway。Undertheglitteroftheiropportunitiesshesawthepovertyoftheirachievement。Itwasnotthatshewantedthemtobemoredisinterested;butshewouldhavelikedthemtobemorepicturesque。Andshehadashamedrecollectionofthewayinwhich,afewhourssince,shehadfeltthecentripetalforceoftheirstandards。Sheclosedhereyesaninstant,andthevacuousroutineofthelifeshehadchosenstretchedbeforeherlikealongwhiteroadwithoutdiporturning:itwastrueshewastorolloveritinacarriageinsteadoftrudgingitonfoot,butsometimesthepedestrianenjoysthediversionofashortcutwhichisdeniedtothoseonwheels。

ShewasrousedbyachucklewhichMr。Dorsetseemedtoejectfromthedepthsofhisleanthroat。

"Isay,dolookather,"heexclaimed,turningtoMissBartwithlugubriousmerriment——"Ibegyourpardon,butdojustlookatmywifemakingafoolofthatpoordeviloverthere!Onewouldreallysupposeshewasgoneonhim——andit’salltheotherwayround,Iassureyou。"

Thusadjured,LilyturnedhereyesonthespectaclewhichwasaffordingMr。Dorsetsuchlegitimatemirth。Itcertainlyappeared,ashesaid,thatMrs。Dorsetwasthemoreactiveparticipantinthescene:herneighbourseemedtoreceiveheradvanceswithatemperatezestwhichdidnotdistracthimfromhisdinner。ThesightrestoredLily’sgoodhumour,andknowingthepeculiardisguisewhichMr。Dorset’smaritalfearsassumed,sheaskedgaily:"Aren’tyouhorriblyjealousofher?"

Dorsetgreetedthesallywithdelight。"Oh,abominably——you’vejusthitit——keepsmeawakeatnight。Thedoctorstellmethat’swhathasknockedmydigestionout——beingsoinfernallyjealousofher——Ican’teatamouthfulofthisstuff,youknow,"headdedsuddenly,pushingbackhisplatewithacloudedcountenance;andLily,unfailinglyadaptable,accordedherradiantattentiontohisprolongeddenunciationofotherpeople’scooks,withasupplementarytiradeonthetoxicqualitiesofmeltedbutter。

Itwasnotoftenthathefoundsoreadyanear;and,beingamanaswellasadyspeptic,itmaybethatashepouredhisgrievancesintoithewasnotinsensibletoitsrosysymmetry。AtanyrateheengagedLilysolongthatthesweetswerebeinghandedwhenshecaughtaphraseonherotherside,whereMissCorby,thecomicwomanofthecompany,wasbanteringJackStepneyonhisapproachingengagement。MissCorby’srolewasjocularity:shealwaysenteredtheconversationwithahandspring。

"Andofcourseyou’llhaveSimRosedaleasbestman!"Lilyheardherflingoutastheclimaxofherprognostications;andStepneyresponded,asifstruck:"Jove,that’sanidea。WhatathumpingpresentI’dgetoutofhim!"

SIMROSEDALE!Thename,mademoreodiousbyitsdiminutive,obtrudeditselfonLily’sthoughtslikealeer。Itstoodforoneofthemanyhatedpossibilitieshoveringontheedgeoflife。IfshedidnotmarryPercyGryce,thedaymightcomewhenshewouldhavetobeciviltosuchmenasRosedale。IFSHEDIDNOTMARRY

HIM?Butshemeanttomarryhim——shewassureofhimandsureofherself。Shedrewbackwithashiverfromthepleasantpathsinwhichherthoughtshadbeenstraying,andsetherfeetoncemoreinthemiddleofthelongwhiteroad……Whenshewentupstairsthatnightshefoundthatthelateposthadbroughtherafreshbatchofbills。Mrs。Peniston,whowasaconscientiouswoman,hadforwardedthemalltoBellomont。

MissBart,accordingly,rosethenextmorningwiththemostearnestconvictionthatitwasherdutytogotochurch。Shetoreherselfbetimesfromthelingeringenjoymentofherbreakfast-tray,rangtohavehergreygownlaidout,anddespatchedhermaidtoborrowaprayer-bookfromMrs。Trenor。

Buthercoursewastoopurelyreasonablenottocontainthegermsofrebellion。Nosoonerwereherpreparationsmadethantheyrousedasmotheredsenseofresistance。AsmallsparkwasenoughtokindleLily’simagination,andthesightofthegreydressandtheborrowedprayer-bookflashedalonglightdowntheyears。ShewouldhavetogotochurchwithPercyGryceeverySunday。TheywouldhaveafrontpewinthemostexpensivechurchinNewYork,andhisnamewouldfigurehandsomelyinthelistofparishcharities。Inafewyears,whenhegrewstouter,hewouldbemadeawarden。Onceinthewintertherectorwouldcometodine,andherhusbandwouldbeghertogooverthelistandseethatnoDIVORCEESwereincluded,exceptthosewhohadshowedsignsofpenitencebybeingre-marriedtotheverywealthy。Therewasnothingespeciallyarduousinthisroundofrelgiousobligations;butitstoodforafractionofthatgreatbulkofboredomwhichloomedacrossherpath。Andwhocouldconsenttobeboredonsuchamorning?Lilyhadsleptwell,andherbathhadfilledherwithapleasantglow,whichwasbecominglyreflectedintheclearcurveofhercheek。Nolineswerevisiblethismorning,orelsetheglasswasatahappierangle。

Andthedaywastheaccompliceofhermood:itwasadayforimpulseandtruancy。Thelightairseemedfullofpowderedgold;

belowthedewybloomofthelawnsthewoodlandsblushedandsmouldered,andthehillsacrosstheriverswaminmoltenblue。

EverydropofbloodinLily’sveinsinvitedhertohappiness。

Thesoundofwheelsrousedherfromthesemusings,andleaningbehindhershuttersshesawtheomnibustakeupitsfreight。Shewastoolate,then——butthefactdidnotalarmher。AglimpseofMr。Gryce’screstfallenfaceevensuggestedthatshehaddonewiselyinabsentingherself,sincethedisappointmenthesocandidlybetrayedwouldsurelywhethisappetitefortheafternoonwalk。Thatwalkshedidnotmeantomiss;oneglanceatthebillsonherwriting-tablewasenoughtorecallitsnecessity。Butmeanwhileshehadthemorningtoherself,andcouldmusepleasantlyonthedisposalofitshours。ShewasfamiliarenoughwiththehabitsofBellomonttoknowthatshewaslikelytohaveafreefieldtillluncheon。ShehadseentheWetheralls,theTrenorgirlsandLadyCressidapackedsafelyintotheomnibus;JudyTrenorwassuretobehavingherhairshampooed;CarryFisherhaddoubtlesscarriedoffherhostforadrive;NedSilvertonwasprobablysmokingthecigaretteofyoungdespairinhisbedroom;andKateCorbywascertaintobeplayingtenniswithJackStepneyandMissVanOsburgh。Oftheladies,thisleftonlyMrs。Dorsetunaccountedfor,andMrs。Dorsetnevercamedowntillluncheon:herdoctors,sheaverred,hadforbiddenhertoexposeherselftothecrudeairofthemorning。

TotheremainingmembersofthepartyLilygavenospecialthought;wherevertheywere,theywerenotlikelytointerferewithherplans。These,forthemoment,tooktheshapeofassumingadresssomewhatmorerusticandsummerlikeinstylethanthegarmentshehadfirstselected,andrustlingdownstairs,sunshadeinhand,withthedisengagedairofaladyinquestofexercise。Thegreathallwasemptybutfortheknotofdogsbythefire,who,takinginataglancetheoutdooraspectofMissBart,wereuponheratoncewithlavishoffersofcompanionship。

Sheputasidetherammingpawswhichconveyedtheseoffers,andassuringthejoyousvolunteersthatshemightpresentlyhaveausefortheircompany,saunteredonthroughtheemptydrawing-roomtothelibraryattheendofthehouse。Thelibrarywasalmosttheonlysurvivingportionoftheoldmanor-houseofBellomont:alongspaciousroom,revealingthetraditionsofthemother-countryinitsclassically-caseddoors,theDutchtilesofthechimney,andtheelaboratehob-gratewithitsshiningbrassurns。Afewfamilyportraitsoflantern-jawedgentlemenintie-wigs,andladieswithlargehead-dressesandsmallbodies,hungbetweentheshelveslinedwithpleasantly-shabbybooks:

booksmostlycontemporaneouswiththeancestorsinquestion,andtowhichthesubsequentTrenorshadmadenoperceptibleadditions。ThelibraryatBellomontwasinfactneverusedforreading,thoughithadacertainpopularityasasmoking-roomoraquietretreatforflirtation。IthadoccurredtoLily,however,thatitmightonthisoccasionhavebeenresortedtobytheonlymemberofthepartyintheleastlikelytoputittoitsoriginaluse。Sheadvancednoiselesslyoverthedenseoldrugscatteredwitheasy-chairs,andbeforeshereachedthemiddleoftheroomshesawthatshehadnotbeenmistaken。LawrenceSeldenwasinfactseatedatitsfartherend;butthoughabooklayonhisknee,hisattentionwasnotengagedwithit,butdirectedtoaladywhoselace-dadfigure,assheleanedbackinanadjoiningchair,detacheditselfwithexaggeratedslimnessagainsttheduskyleatherupholstery。

Lilypausedasshecaughtsightofthegroup;foramomentsheseemedabouttowithdraw,butthinkingbetterofthis,sheannouncedherapproachbyaslightshakeofherskirtswhichmadethecoupleraisetheirheads,Mrs。Dorsetwithalookoffrankdispleasure,andSeldenwithhisusualquietsmile。ThesightofhiscomposurehadadisturbingeffectonLily;buttobedisturbedwasinhercasetomakeamorebrillianteffortatself-possession。

"Dearme,amIlate?"sheasked,puttingahandinhisasheadvancedtogreether。

"Lateforwhat?"enquiredMrs。Dorsettartly。"Notforluncheon,certainly——butperhapsyouhadanearlierengagement?"

"Yes,Ihad,"saidLilyconfidingly。

"Really?PerhapsIamintheway,then?ButMr。Seldenisentirelyatyourdisposal。"Mrs。Dorsetwaspalewithtemper,andherantagonistfeltacertainpleasureinprolongingherdistress。

"Oh,dear,no——dostay,"shesaidgood-humouredly。"Idon’tintheleastwanttodriveyouaway。"

"You’reawfullygood,dear,butIneverinterferewithMr。

Selden’sengagements。"

Theremarkwasutteredwithalittleairofproprietorshipnotlostonitsobject,whoconcealedafaintblushofannoyancebystoopingtopickupthebookhehaddroppedatLily’sapproach。

Thelatter’seyeswidenedcharminglyandshebrokeintoalightlaugh。

"ButIhavenoengagementwithMr。Selden!Myengagementwastogotochurch;andI’mafraidtheomnibushasstartedwithoutme。

HASitstarted,doyouknow?"

SheturnedtoSelden,whorepliedthathehadhearditdriveawaysometimesince。

"Ah,thenIshallhavetowalk;IpromisedHildaandMurieltogotochurchwiththem。It’stoolatetowalkthere,yousay?Well,Ishallhavethecreditoftrying,atanyrate——andtheadvantageofescapingpartoftheservice。I’mnotsosorryformyself,afterall!"

Andwithabrightnodtothecoupleonwhomshehadintruded,MissBartstrolledthroughtheglassdoorsandcarriedherrustlinggracedownthelongperspectiveofthegardenwalk。

Shewastakingherwaychurchward,butatnoveryquickpace;afactnotlostononeofherobservers,whostoodinthedoorwaylookingafterherwithanairofpuzzledamusement。Thetruthisthatshewasconsciousofasomewhatkeenshockofdisappointment。AllherplansforthedayhadbeenbuiltontheassumptionthatitwastoseeherthatSeldenhadcometoBellomont。Shehadexpected,whenshecamedownstairs,tofindhimonthewatchforher;andshehadfoundhim,instead,inasituationwhichmightwelldenotethathehadbeenonthewatchforanotherlady。Wasitpossible,afterall,thathehadcomeforBerthaDorset?Thelatterhadactedontheassumptiontotheextentofappearingatanhourwhenshenevershowedherselftoordinarymortals,andLily,forthemoment,sawnowayofputtingherinthewrong。ItdidnotoccurtoherthatSeldenmighthavebeenactuatedmerelybythedesiretospendaSundayoutoftown:

womenneverlearntodispensewiththesentimentalmotiveintheirjudgmentsofmen。ButLilywasnoteasilydisconcerted;

competitionputheronhermettle,andshereflectedthatSelden’scoming,ifitdidnotdeclarehimtobestillinMrs。

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