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The Idiot
投诉 阅读记录

第7章

Rogojin,youarealittletoolate。Awaywithyourpaperparcel!

I’mgoingtomarrytheprince;I’mricherthanyouarenow。"

ButRogojinunderstoodhowthingsweretending,atlast。Aninexpressiblypainfulexpressioncameoverhisface。Hewrunghishands;agroanmadeitswayupfromthedepthsofhissoul。

"Surrenderher,forGod’ssake!"hesaidtotheprince。

Allaroundburstoutlaughing。

"What?SurrenderhertoYOU?"criedDariaAlexeyevna。"Toafellowwhocomesandbargainsforawifelikeamoujik!Theprincewishestomarryher,andyou——"

"SodoI,sodoI!Thismoment,ifIcould!I’dgiveeveryfarthingIhavetodoit。"

"Youdrunkenmoujik,"saidDariaAlexeyevna,oncemore。"Yououghttobekickedoutoftheplace。"

Thelaughterbecamelouderthanever。

"Doyouhear,prince?"saidNastasiaPhilipovna。"Doyouhearhowthismoujikofafellowgoesonbargainingforyourbride?"

"Heisdrunk,"saidtheprince,quietly,"andhelovesyouverymuch。"

"Won’tyoubeashamed,afterwards,toreflectthatyourwifeverynearlyranawaywithRogojin?"

"Oh,youwereraving,youwereinafever;youarestillhalfdelirious。"

"Andwon’tyoubeashamedwhentheytellyou,afterwards,thatyourwifelivedatTotski’sexpensesomanyyears?"

"No;Ishallnotbeashamedofthat。Youdidnotsolivebyyourownwill。"

"Andyou’llneverreproachmewithit?"

"Never。"

"Takecare,don’tcommityourselfforawholelifetime。"

"NastasiaPhilipovna。"saidtheprince,quietly,andwithdeepemotion,"IsaidbeforethatIshallesteemyourconsenttobemywifeasagreathonourtomyself,andshallconsiderthatitisyouwhowillhonourme,notIyou,byourmarriage。Youlaughedatthesewords,andothersarounduslaughedaswell;Iheardthem。VerylikelyIexpressedmyselffunnily,andImayhavelookedfunny,but,forallthat,IbelieveIunderstandwherehonourlies,andwhatIsaidwasbuttheliteraltruth。Youwereabouttoruinyourselfjustnow,irrevocably;youwouldneverhaveforgivenyourselfforsodoingafterwards;andyet,youareabsolutelyblameless。Itisimpossiblethatyourlifeshouldbealtogetherruinedatyourage。WhatmatterthatRogojincamebargaininghere,andthatGavrilaArdalionovitchwouldhavedeceivedyouifhecould?Whydoyoucontinuallyremindusofthesefacts?Iassureyouoncemorethatveryfewcouldfinditinthemtoactasyouhaveactedthisday。AsforyourwishtogowithRogojin,thatwassimplytheideaofadeliriousandsufferingbrain。Youarestillquitefeverish;yououghttobeinbed,nothere。YouknowquitewellthatifyouhadgonewithRogojin,youwouldhavebecomeawasher-womannextday,ratherthanstaywithhim。Youareproud,NastasiaPhilipovna,andperhapsyouhavereallysufferedsomuchthatyouimagineyourselftobeadesperatelyguiltywoman。Yourequireagreatdealofpettingandlookingafter,NastasiaPhilipovna,andI

willdothis。Isawyourportraitthismorning,anditseemedquiteafamiliarfacetome;itseemedtomethattheportrait-

facewascallingtomeforhelp。I-Ishallrespectyouallmylife,NastasiaPhilipovna,"concludedtheprince,asthoughsuddenlyrecollectinghimself,andblushingtothinkofthesortofcompanybeforewhomhehadsaidallthis。

Ptitsinbowedhisheadandlookedattheground,overcomebyamixtureoffeelings。Totskimutteredtohimself:"Hemaybeanidiot,butheknowsthatflatteryisthebestroadtosuccesshere。"

TheprinceobservedGania’seyesflashingathim,asthoughtheywouldgladlyannihilatehimthenandthere。

"That’sakind-heartedman,ifyoulike,"saidDariaAlexeyevna,whosewrathwasquicklyevaporating。

"Arefinedman,but——lost,"murmuredthegeneral。

Totskitookhishatandrosetogo。Heandthegeneralexchangedglances,makingaprivatearrangement,thereby,toleavethehousetogether。

"Thankyou,prince;noonehaseverspokentomelikethatbefore,"beganNastasiaPhilipovna。"Menhavealwaysbargainedforme,beforethis;andnotasinglerespectablemanhaseverproposedtomarryme。Doyouhear,AfanasyIvanovitch?WhatdoYOUthinkofwhattheprincehasjustbeensaying?Itwasalmostimmodest,wasn’tit?You,Rogojin,waitamoment,don’tgoyet!I

seeyoudon’tintendtomovehowever。PerhapsImaygowithyouyet。Wheredidyoumeantotakemeto?"

"ToEkaterinhof,"repliedLebedeff。Rogojinsimplystoodstaring,withtremblinglips,notdaringtobelievehisears。Hewasstunned,asthoughfromablowonthehead。

"Whatareyouthinkingof,mydearNastasia?"saidDariaAlexeyevnainalarm。"Whatareyousaying?""Youarenotgoingmad,areyou?"

NastasiaPhilipovnaburstoutlaughingandjumpedupfromthesofa。

"YouthoughtIshouldacceptthisgoodchild’sinvitationtoruinhim,didyou?"shecried。"That’sTotski’sway,notmine。He’sfondofchildren。Comealong,Rogojin,getyourmoneyready!Wewon’ttalkaboutmarryingjustatthismoment,butlet’sseethemoneyatallevents。Come!Imaynotmarryyou,either。Idon’tknow。Isupposeyouthoughtyou’dkeepthemoney,ifIdid!Ha,ha,ha!nonsense!Ihavenosenseofshameleft。ItellyouI

havebeenTotski’sconcubine。Prince,youmustmarryAglayaIvanovna,notNastasiaPhilipovna,orthisfellowFerdishenkowillalwaysbepointingthefingerofscornatyou。Youaren’tafraid,Iknow;butIshouldalwaysbeafraidthatIhadruinedyou,andthatyouwouldreproachmeforit。Asforwhatyousayaboutmydoingyouhonourbymarryingyou-well,Totskicantellyouallaboutthat。YouhadyoureyeonAglaya,Gania,youknowyouhad;andyoumighthavemarriedherifyouhadnotcomebargaining。Youarealllikethis。Youshouldchoose,onceforall,betweendisreputablewomen,andrespectableones,oryouaresuretogetmixed。Lookatthegeneral,howhe’sstaringatme!"

"Thisistoohorrible,"saidthegeneral,startingtohisfeet。

Allwerestandingupnow。Nastasiawasabsolutelybesideherself。

"Iamveryproud,inspiteofwhatIam,"shecontinued。"Youcalledme’perfection’justnow,prince。Anicesortofperfectiontothrowupaprinceandamillionandahalfofroublesinordertobeabletoboastofthefactafterwards!WhatsortofawifeshouldImakeforyou,afterallIhavesaid?

AfanasyIvanovitch,doyouobserveIhavereallyandtrulythrownawayamillionofroubles?AndyouthoughtthatIshouldconsideryourwretchedseventy-fivethousand,withGaniathrowninforahusband,aparadiseofbliss!Takeyourseventy-fivethousandback,sir;youdidnotreachthehundredthousand。Rogojincutabetterdashthanyoudid。I’llconsoleGaniamyself;Ihaveanideaaboutthat。ButnowImustbeoff!I’vebeeninprisonfortenyears。I’mfreeatlast!Well,Rogojin,whatareyouwaitingfor?Let’sgetreadyandgo。"

"Comealong!"shoutedRogojin,besidehimselfwithjoy。"Hey!allofyoufellows!Wine!Roundwithit!Filltheglasses!"

"Getaway!"heshoutedfrantically,observingthatDariaAlexeyevnawasapproachingtoprotestagainstNastasia’sconduct。

"Getaway,she’smine,everything’smine!She’saqueen,getaway!"

Hewaspantingwithecstasy。HewalkedroundandroundNastasiaPhilipovnaandtoldeverybodyto"keeptheirdistance。"

AlltheRogojincompanywerenowcollectedinthedrawing-room;

someweredrinking,somelaughedandtalked:allwereinthehighestandwildestspirits。Ferdishenkowasdoinghisbesttounitehimselftothem;thegeneralandTotskiagainmadeanattempttogo。Gania,toostoodhatinhandreadytogo;butseemedtobeunabletotearhiseyesawayfromthescenebeforehim"Getout,keepyourdistance!"shoutedRogojin。

"Whatareyoushoutingaboutthere!"criedNastasia"I’mnotyoursyet。ImaykickyououtforallyouknowIhaven’ttakenyourmoneyyet;thereitallisonthetableHere,givemeoverthatpacket!Isthereahundredthousandroublesinthatonepacket?Pfu!whatabominablestuffitlooks!Oh!nonsense,DariaAlexeyevna;yousurelydidnotexpectmetoruinHIM?"

(indicatingtheprince)。"Fancyhimnursingme!Why,heneedsanursehimself!Thegeneral,there,willbehisnursenow,you’llsee。Here,prince,lookhere!Yourbrideisacceptingmoney。Whatadisreputablewomanshemustbe!Andyouwishedtomarryher!

Whatareyoucryingabout?Isitabitterdose?Nevermind,youshalllaughyet。Trusttotime。"(InspiteofthesewordsthereweretwolargetearsrollingdownNastasia’sowncheeks。)"It’sfarbettertothinktwiceofitnowthanafterwards。Oh!youmustn’tcrylikethat!There’sKatiacrying,too。Whatisit,Katia,dear?IshallleaveyouandPashaalotofthings,I’velaidthemoutforyoualready;butgood-bye,now。Imadeanhonestgirllikeyouservealowwomanlikemyself。It’sbetterso,prince,itisindeed。You’dbegintodespisemeafterwards——

weshouldneverbehappy。Oh!youneedn’tswear,prince,Ishan’tbelieveyou,youknow。Howfoolishitwouldbe,too!No,no;we’dbettersaygood-byeandpartfriends。Iamabitofadreamermyself,andIusedtodreamofyouonce。VeryoftenduringthosefiveyearsdownathisestateIusedtodreamandthink,andI

alwaysimaginedjustsuchagood,honest,foolishfellowasyou,onewhoshouldcomeandsaytome:’Youareaninnocentwoman,NastasiaPhilipovna,andIadoreyou。’Idreamtofyouoften。I

usedtothinksomuchdowntherethatInearlywentmad;andthenthisfellowherewouldcomedown。Hewouldstayacoupleofmonthsoutofthetwelve,anddisgraceandinsultanddepraveme,andthengo;sothatIlongedtodrownmyselfinthepondathousandtimesover;butIdidnotdaredoit。Ihadn’ttheheart,andnow——well,areyouready,Rogojin?"

"Ready——keepyourdistance,allofyou!"

"We’reallready,"saidseveralofhisfriends。"Thetroikas[Sledgesdrawnbythreehorsesabreast。]areatthedoor,bellsandall。"

NastasiaPhilipovnaseizedthepacketofbank-notes。

"Gania,Ihaveanidea。Iwishtorecompenseyou——whyshouldyouloseall?Rogojin,wouldhecrawlforthreeroublesasfarastheVassiliostrof?

"Oh,wouldn’thejust!"

"Well,lookhere,Gania。Iwishtolookintoyourheartoncemore,forthelasttime。You’veworriedmeforthelastthreemonths——nowit’smyturn。Doyouseethispacket?Itcontainsahundredthousandroubles。Now,I’mgoingtothrowitintothefire,here——beforeallthesewitnesses。Assoonasthefirecatchesholdofit,youputyourhandsintothefireandpickitout——withoutgloves,youknow。Youmusthavebarehands,andyoumustturnyoursleevesup。Pullitout,Isay,andit’sallyours。Youmayburnyourfingersalittle,ofcourse;butthenit’sahundredthousandroubles,remember——itwon’ttakeyoulongtolayholdofitandsnatchitout。Ishallsomuchadmireyouifyouputyourhandsintothefireformymoney。Allherepresentmaybewitnessesthatthewholepacketofmoneyisyoursifyougetitout。Ifyoudon’tgetitout,itshallburn。Iwillletnooneelsecome;away——getaway,allofyou——it’smymoney!

Rogojinhasboughtmewithit。Isitmymoney,Rogojin?"

"Yes,myqueen;it’syourownmoney,myjoy。"

"Getawaythen,allofyou。IshalldoasIlikewithmyown——

don’tmeddle!Ferdishenko,makeupthefire,quick!"

"NastasiaPhilipovna,Ican’t;myhandswon’tobeyme,"saidFerdishenko,astoundedandhelplesswithbewilderment。

"Nonsense,"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,seizingthepokerandrakingacoupleoflogstogether。Nosoonerdidatongueofflameburstoutthanshethrewthepacketofnotesuponit。

Everyonegasped;someevencrossedthemselves。

"She’smad——she’smad!"wasthecry。

"Oughtn’t-oughtn’twetosecureher?"askedthegeneralofPtitsin,inawhisper;"orshallwesendfortheauthorities?

Why,she’smad,isn’tshe——isn’tshe,eh?"

"N-no,Ihardlythinksheisactuallymad,"whisperedPtitsin,whowasaswhiteashishandkerchief,andtremblinglikealeaf。

Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket。

"She’smadsurely,isn’tshe?"thegeneralappealedtoTotski。

"Itoldyoushewasn’tanordinarywoman,"repliedthelatter,whowasaspaleasanyone。

"Oh,but,positively,youknow——ahundredthousandroubles!"

"Goodnessgracious!goodheavens!"camefromallquartersoftheroom。

Allnowcrowdedroundthefireandthrongedtoseewhatwasgoingon;everyonelamentedandgaveventtoexclamationsofhorrorandwoe。Somejumpeduponchairsinordertogetabetterview。

DariaAlexeyevnaranintothenextroomandwhisperedexcitedlytoKatiaandPasha。ThebeautifulGermandisappearedaltogether。

"Mylady!mysovereign!"lamentedLebedeff,fallingonhiskneesbeforeNastasiaPhilipovna,andstretchingouthishandstowardsthefire;"it’sahundredthousandroubles,itisindeed,I

packeditupmyself,Isawthemoney!Myqueen,letmegetintothefireafterit——saytheword-I’llputmywholegreyheadintothefireforit!Ihaveapoorlamewifeandthirteenchildren。

Myfatherdiedofstarvationlastweek。NastasiaPhilipovna,NastasiaPhilipovna!"Thewretchedlittlemanwept,andgroaned,andcrawledtowardsthefire。

"Away,outoftheway!"criedNastasia。"Makeroom,allofyou!

Gania,whatareyoustandingtherefor?Don’tstandonceremony。

Putinyourhand!There’syourwholehappinesssmoulderingaway,look!Quick!"

ButGaniahadbornetoomuchthatday,andespeciallythisevening,andhewasnotpreparedforthislast,quiteunexpectedtrial。

ThecrowdpartedoneachsideofhimandhewasleftfacetofacewithNastasiaPhilipovna,threepacesfromher。Shestoodbythefireandwaited,withherintentgazefixeduponhim。

Ganiastoodbeforeher,inhiseveningclothes,holdinghiswhiteglovesandhatinhishand,speechlessandmotionless,witharmsfoldedandeyesfixedonthefire。

Asilly,meaninglesssmileplayedonhiswhite,death-likelips。

Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket;butitappearedthatsomethingnewhadcometobirthinhissoul——asthoughhewerevowingtohimselfthathewouldbearthistrial。

Hedidnotmovefromhisplace。Inafewsecondsitbecameevidenttoallthathedidnotintendtorescuethemoney。

"Hey!lookatit,it’llburninanotherminuteortwo!"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。"You’llhangyourselfafterwards,youknow,ifitdoes!I’mnotjoking。"

Thefire,chokedbetweenacoupleofsmoulderingpiecesofwood,haddieddownforthefirstfewmomentsafterthepacketwasthrownuponit。Butalittletongueoffirenowbegantolickthepaperfrombelow,andsoon,gatheringcourage,mountedthesidesoftheparcel,andcreptaroundit。Inanothermoment,thewholeofitburstintoflames,andtheexclamationsofwoeandhorrorwereredoubled。

"NastasiaPhilipovna!"lamentedLebedeffagain,strainingtowardsthefireplace;butRogojindraggedhimaway,andpushedhimtotherearoncemore。

ThewholeofRegojin’sbeingwasconcentratedinonerapturousgazeofecstasy。HecouldnottakehiseyesoffNastasia。Hestooddrinkingherin,asitwere。Hewasintheseventhheavenofdelight。

"Oh,whataqueensheis!"heejaculated,everyotherminute,throwingouttheremarkforanyonewholikedtocatchit。"That’sthesortofwomanforme!Whichofyouwouldthinkofdoingathinglikethat,youblackguards,eh?"heyelled。Hewashopelesslyandwildlybesidehimselfwithecstasy。

Theprincewatchedthewholescene,silentanddejected。

"I’llpullitoutwithmyteethforonethousand,"saidFerdishenko。

"SowouldI,"saidanother,frombehind,"withpleasure。Deviltakethething!"headded,inatempestofdespair,"itwillallbeburntupinaminute——It’sburning,it’sburning!"

"It’sburning,it’sburning!"criedall,throngingnearerandnearertothefireintheirexcitement。

"Gania,don’tbeafool!Itellyouforthelasttime。"

"Geton,quick!"shriekedFerdishenko,rushingwildlyuptoGania,andtryingtodraghimtothefirebythesleeveofhiscoat。"Getit,youdummy,it’sburningawayfast!Oh——DAMNthething!"

GaniahurledFerdishenkofromhim;thenheturnedsharproundandmadeforthedoor。Buthehadnotgoneacoupleofstepswhenhetotteredandfelltotheground。

"He’sfainted!"thecrywentround。

"Andthemoney’sburningstill,"Lebedefflamented。

"Burningfornothing,"shoutedothers。

"Katia-Pasha!Bringhimsomewater!"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。

Thenshetookthetongsandfishedoutthepacket。

Nearlythewholeoftheoutercoveringwasburnedaway,butitwassoonevidentthatthecontentswerehardlytouched。Thepackethadbeenwrappedinathreefoldcoveringofnewspaper,andthe,notesweresafe。Allbreathedmorefreely。

"Somedirtylittlethousandorsomaybetouched,"saidLebedeff,immenselyrelieved,"butthere’sverylittleharmdone,afterall。"

"It’sallhis——thewholepacketisforhim,doyouhear——allofyou?"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,placingthepacketbythesideofGania。"Herestrainedhimself,anddidn’tgoafterit;sohisself-respectisgreaterthanhisthirstformoney。Allright——

he’llcometodirectly——hemusthavethepacketorhe’llcuthisthroatafterwards。There!He’scomingtohimself。General,Totski,allofyou,didyouhearme?ThemoneyisallGania’s。I

giveittohim,fullyconsciousofmyaction,asrecompensefor——

well,foranythinghethinksbest。Tellhimso。Letitlieherebesidehim。Offwego,Rogojin!Goodbye,prince。Ihaveseenamanforthefirsttimeinmylife。Goodbye,AfanasyIvanovitch——

andthanks!"

TheRogojingangfollowedtheirleaderandNastasiaPhilipovnatotheentrance-hall,laughingandshoutingandwhistling。

Inthehalltheservantswerewaiting,andhandedherherfurcloak。Martha,thecook,raninfromthekitchen。Nastasiakissedthemallround。

"Areyoureallythrowingusallover,littlemother?Where,whereareyougoingto?Andonyourbirthday,too!"criedthefourgirls,cryingoverherandkissingherhands。

"Iamgoingoutintotheworld,Katia;perhapsIshallbealaundress。Idon’tknow。NomoreofAfanasyIvanovitch,anyhow。

Givehimmyrespects。Don’tthinkbadlyofme,girls。"

Theprincehurrieddowntothefrontgatewherethepartyweresettlingintothetroikas,allthebellstinklingamerryaccompanimentthewhile。Thegeneralcaughthimuponthestairs:

"Prince,prince!"hecried,seizingholdofhisarm,"recollectyourself!Dropher,prince!Youseewhatsortofawomansheis。

Iamspeakingtoyoulikeafather。"

Theprinceglancedathim,butsaidnothing。Heshookhimselffree,andrushedondownstairs。

Thegeneralwasjustintimetoseetheprincetakethefirstsledgehecouldget,and,givingtheordertoEkaterinhof,startoffinpursuitofthetroikas。Thenthegeneral’sfinegreyhorsedraggedthatworthyhome,withsomenewthoughts,andsomenewhopesandcalculationsdevelopinginhisbrain,andwiththepearlsinhispocket,forhehadnotforgottentobringthemalongwithhim,beingamanofbusiness。Amidhisnewthoughtsandideastherecame,onceortwice,theimageofNastasiaPhilipovna。Thegeneralsighed。

"I’msorry,reallysorry,"hemuttered。"She’saruinedwoman。

Mad!mad!However,theprinceisnotforNastasiaPhilipovnanow,——perhapsit’saswell。"

TwomoreofNastasia’sguests,whowalkedashortdistancetogether,indulgedinhighmoralsentimentsofasimilarnature。

"Doyouknow,Totski,thisisallverylikewhattheysaygoesonamongtheJapanese?"saidPtitsin。"Theoffendedpartythere,theysay,marchesofftohisinsulterandsaystohim,’Youinsultedme,soIhavecometoripmyselfopenbeforeyoureyes;’

andwiththesewordshedoesactuallyriphisstomachopenbeforehisenemy,andconsiders,doubtless,thatheishavingallpossibleandnecessarysatisfactionandrevenge。Therearestrangecharactersintheworld,sir!"

"H’m!andyouthinktherewassomethingofthissorthere,doyou?Dearme——averyremarkablecomparison,youknow!Butyoumusthaveobserved,mydearPtitsin,thatIdidallIpossiblycould。IcoulddonomorethanIdid。Andyoumustadmitthattherearesomerarequalitiesinthiswoman。IfeltIcouldnotspeakinthatBedlam,orIshouldhavebeentemptedtocryout,whenshereproachedme,thatsheherselfwasmybestjustification。Suchawomancouldmakeanyoneforgetallreason——

everything!Eventhatmoujik,Rogojin,yousaw,broughtherahundredthousandroubles!Ofcourse,allthathappenedtonightwasephemeral,fantastic,unseemly——yetitlackedneithercolournororiginality。MyGod!Whatmightnothavebeenmadeofsuchacharactercombinedwithsuchbeauty!Yetinspiteofallefforts——inspiteofalleducation,even——allthosegiftsarewasted!Sheisanuncutdiamond……Ihaveoftensaidso。"

AndAfanasyIvanovitchheavedadeepsigh。

PARTII

I。

TwodaysafterthestrangeconclusiontoNastasiaPhilipovna’sbirthdayparty,withtherecordofwhichweconcludedthefirstpartofthisstory,PrinceMuishkinhurriedlyleftSt。PetersburgforMoscow,inordertoseeaftersomebusinessconnectedwiththereceiptofhisunexpectedfortune。

Itwassaidthattherewereotherreasonsforhishurrieddeparture;butastothis,andastohismovementsinMoscow,andastohisprolongedabsencefromSt。Petersburg,weareabletogiveverylittleinformation。

Theprincewasawayforsixmonths,andeventhosewhoweremostinterestedinhisdestinywereabletopickupverylittlenewsabouthimallthatwhile。True,certainrumoursdidreachhisfriends,butthesewerebothstrangeandrare,andeachonecontradictedthelast。

OfcoursetheEpanchinfamilywasmuchinterestedinhismovements,thoughhehadnothadtimetobidthemfarewellbeforehisdeparture。Thegeneral,however,hadhadanopportunityofseeinghimonceortwicesincetheeventfulevening,andhadspokenveryseriouslywithhim;butthoughhehadseentheprince,asIsay,hetoldhisfamilynothingaboutthecircumstance。Infact,foramonthorsoafterhisdepartureitwasconsiderednotthethingtomentiontheprince’snameintheEpanchinhousehold。OnlyMrs。Epanchin,atthecommencementofthisperiod,hadannouncedthatshehadbeen"cruellymistakenintheprince!"andadayortwoafter,shehadadded,evidentlyalludingtohim,butnotmentioninghisname,thatitwasanunalterablecharacteristicofherstobemistakeninpeople。Thenoncemore,tendayslater,aftersomepassageofarmswithoneofherdaughters,shehadremarkedsententiously。"Wehavehadenoughofmistakes。Ishallbemorecarefulinfuture!"However,itwasimpossibletoavoidremarkingthattherewassomesenseofoppressioninthehousehold——somethingunspoken,butfelt;

somethingstrained。Allthemembersofthefamilyworefrowninglooks。Thegeneralwasunusuallybusy;hisfamilyhardlyeversawhim。

Astothegirls,nothingwassaidopenly,atallevents;andprobablyverylittleinprivate。Theywereprouddamsels,andwerenotalwaysperfectlyconfidentialevenamongthemselves。Buttheyunderstoodeachotherthoroughlyatthefirstwordonalloccasions;veryoftenatthefirstglance,sothattherewasnoneedofmuchtalkingasarule。

Onefact,atleast,wouldhavebeenperfectlyplaintoanoutsider,hadanysuchpersonbeenonthespot;andthatwas,thattheprincehadmadeaveryconsiderableimpressionuponthefamily,inspiteofthefactthathehadbutoncebeeninsidethehouse,andthenonlyforashorttime。Ofcourse,ifanalyzed,thisimpressionmighthaveprovedtobenothingmorethanafeelingofcuriosity;butbeitwhatitmight,thereitundoubtedlywas。

Littlebylittle,therumoursspreadabouttownbecamelostinamazeofuncertainty。Itwassaidthatsomefoolishyoungprince,nameunknown,hadsuddenlycomeintopossessionofagiganticfortune,andhadmarriedaFrenchballetdancer。Thiswascontradicted,andtherumourcirculatedthatitwasayoungmerchantwhohadcomeintotheenormousfortuneandmarriedthegreatballetdancer,andthatattheweddingthedrunkenyoungfoolhadburnedseventythousandroublesatacandleoutofpurebravado。

However,alltheserumourssoondieddown,towhichcircumstancecertainfactslargelycontributed。Forinstance,thewholeoftheRogojintroophaddeparted,withhimattheirhead,forMoscow。

ThiswasexactlyaweekafteradreadfulorgyattheEkaterinhofgardens,whereNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenpresent。ItbecameknownthatafterthisorgyNastasiaPhilipovnahadentirelydisappeared,andthatshehadsincebeentracedtoMoscow;sothattheexodusoftheRogojinbandwasfoundconsistentwiththisreport。

TherewererumourscurrentastoGania,too;butcircumstancessooncontradictedthese。Hehadfallenseriouslyill,andhisillnessprecludedhisappearanceinsociety,andevenatbusiness,foroveramonth。Assoonashehadrecovered,however,hethrewuphissituationinthepubliccompanyunderGeneralEpanchin’sdirection,forsomeunknownreason,andthepostwasgiventoanother。HeneverwentneartheEpanchins’houseatall,andwasexceedinglyirritableanddepressed。

VarvaraArdalionovnamarriedPtitsinthiswinter,anditwassaidthatthefactofGania’sretirementfrombusinesswastheultimatecauseofthemarriage,sinceGaniawasnownotonlyunabletosupporthisfamily,butevenrequiredhelphimself。

WemaymentionthatGaniawasnolongermentionedintheEpanchinhouseholdanymorethantheprincewas;butthatacertaincircumstanceinconnectionwiththefataleveningatNastasia’shousebecameknowntothegeneral,and,infact,toallthefamilytheverynextday。ThisfactwasthatGaniahadcomehomethatnight,buthadrefusedtogotobed。Hehadawaitedtheprince’sreturnfromEkaterinhofwithfeverishimpatience。

Onthelatter’sarrival,atsixinthemorning,Ganiahadgonetohiminhisroom,bringingwithhimthesingedpacketofmoney,whichhehadinsistedthattheprinceshouldreturntoNastasiaPhilipovnawithoutdelay。ItwassaidthatwhenGaniaenteredtheprince’sroom,hecamewithanythingbutfriendlyfeelings,andinaconditionofdespairandmisery;butthatafterashortconversation,hehadstayedonforacoupleofhourswithhim,sobbingcontinuouslyandbitterlythewholetime。Theyhadpartedupontermsofcordialfriendship。

TheEpanchinsheardaboutthis,aswellasabouttheepisodeatNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Itwasstrange,perhaps,thatthefactsshouldbecomesoquickly,andfairlyaccurately,known。AsfarasGaniawasconcerned,itmighthavebeensupposedthatthenewshadcomethroughVarvaraArdalionovna,whohadsuddenlybecomeafrequentvisitoroftheEpanchingirls,greatlytotheirmother’ssurprise。ButthoughVarvarahadseenfit,forsomereason,tomakefriendswiththem,itwasnotlikelythatshewouldhavetalkedtothemaboutherbrother。Shehadplentyofpride,inspiteofthefactthatinthusactingshewasseekingintimacywithpeoplewhohadpracticallyshownherbrotherthedoor。SheandtheEpanchingirlshadbeenacquaintedinchildhood,althoughoflatetheyhadmetbutrarely。EvennowVarvarahardlyeverappearedinthedrawing-room,butwouldslipinbyabackway。

LizabethaProkofievna,whodislikedVarvara,althoughshehadagreatrespectforhermother,wasmuchannoyedbythissuddenintimacy,andputitdowntothegeneral"contrariness"ofherdaughters,whowere"alwaysonthelookoutforsomenewwayofopposingher。"Nevertheless,Varvaracontinuedhervisits。

AmonthafterMuishkin’sdeparture,Mrs。EpanchinreceivedaletterfromheroldfriendPrincessBielokonski(whohadlatelyleftforMoscow),whichletterputherintothegreatestgoodhumour。Shedidnotdivulgeitscontentseithertoherdaughtersorthegeneral,butherconducttowardstheformerbecameaffectionateintheextreme。Sheevenmadesomesortofconfessiontothem,buttheywereunabletounderstandwhatitwasabout。Sheactuallyrelaxedtowardsthegeneralalittle——hehadbeenlongdisgraced——andthoughshemanagedtoquarrelwiththemallthenextday,yetshesooncameround,andfromhergeneralbehaviouritwastobeconcludedthatshehadbadgoodnewsofsomesort,whichshewouldlike,butcouldnotmakeuphermind,todisclose。

However,aweeklatershereceivedanotherletterfromthesamesource,andatlastresolvedtospeak。

ShesolemnlyannouncedthatshehadheardfromoldPrincessBielokonski,whohadgivenhermostcomfortingnewsabout"thatqueeryoungprince。"Herfriendhadhuntedhimup,andfoundthatallwasgoingwellwithhim。Hehadsincecalledinpersonuponher,makinganextremelyfavourableimpression,fortheprincesshadreceivedhimeachdaysince,andhadintroducedhimintoseveralgoodhouses。

Thegirlscouldseethattheirmotherconcealedagreatdealfromthem,andleftoutlargepiecesoftheletterinreadingittothem。

However,theicewasbroken,anditsuddenlybecamepossibletomentiontheprince’snameagain。Andagainitbecameevidenthowverystrongwastheimpressiontheyoungmanhadmadeinthehouseholdbyhisonevisitthere。Mrs。EpanchinwassurprisedattheeffectwhichthenewsfromMoscowhaduponthegirls,andtheywerenolesssurprisedthataftersolemnlyremarkingthathermoststrikingcharacteristicwas"beingmistakeninpeople"

sheshouldhavetroubledtoobtainfortheprincethefavourandprotectionofsopowerfulanoldladyasthePrincessBielokonski。Assoonastheicewasthusbroken,thegenerallostnotimeinshowingthathe,too,tookthegreatestinterestinthesubject。Headmittedthathewasinterested,butsaidthatitwasmerelyinthebusinesssideofthequestion。Itappearedthat,intheinterestsoftheprince,hehadmadearrangementsinMoscowforacarefulwatchtobekeptupontheprince’sbusinessaffairs,andespeciallyuponSalaskin。Allthathadbeensaidastotheprincebeinganundoubtedheirtoafortuneturnedouttobeperfectlytrue;butthefortuneprovedtobemuchsmallerthanwasatfirstreported。Theestatewasconsiderablyencumberedwithdebts;creditorsturneduponallsides,andtheprince,inspiteofalladviceandentreaty,insisteduponmanagingallmattersofclaimhimself——which,ofcourse,meantsatisfyingeverybodyallround,althoughhalftheclaimswereabsolutelyfraudulent。

Mrs。Epanchinconfirmedallthis。Shesaidtheprincesshadwrittentomuchthesameeffect,andaddedthattherewasnocuringafool。Butitwasplain,fromherexpressionofface,howstronglysheapprovedofthisparticularyoungfool’sdoings。Inconclusion,thegeneralobservedthathiswifetookasgreataninterestintheprinceasthoughhewereherownson;andthatshehadcommencedtobeespeciallyaffectionatetowardsAglayawasaself-evidentfact。

Allthiscausedthegeneraltolookgraveandimportant。But,alas!thisagreeablestateofaffairsverysoonchangedoncemore。

Acoupleofweekswentby,andsuddenlythegeneralandhiswifewereoncemoregloomyandsilent,andtheicewasasfirmasever。Thefactwas,thegeneral,whohadheardfirst,howNastasiaPhilipovnahadfledtoMoscowandhadbeendiscoveredtherebyRogojin;thatshehadthendisappearedoncemore,andbeenfoundagainbyRogojin,andhowafterthatshehadalmostpromisedtomarryhim,nowreceivednewsthatshehadoncemoredisappeared,almostontheverydayfixedforherwedding,flyingsomewhereintotheinteriorofRussiathistime,andthatPrinceMuishkinhadleftallhisaffairsinthehandsofSalaskinanddisappearedalso——butwhetherhewaswithNastasia,orhadonlysetoffinsearchofher,wasunknown。

LizabethaProkofievnareceivedconfirmatorynewsfromtheprincess——andalas,twomonthsaftertheprince’sfirstdeparturefromSt。Petersburg,darknessandmysteryoncemoreenvelopedhiswhereaboutsandactions,andintheEpanchinfamilytheiceofsilenceoncemoreformedoverthesubject。Varia,however,informedthegirlsofwhathadhappened,shehavingreceivedthenewsfromPtitsin,whogenerallyknewmorethanmostpeople。

Tomakeanend,wemaysaythatthereweremanychangesintheEpanchinhouseholdinthespring,sothatitwasnotdifficulttoforgettheprince,whosentnonewsofhimself。

TheEpanchinfamilyhadatlastmadeuptheirmindstospendthesummerabroad,allexceptthegeneral,whocouldnotwastetimein"travellingforenjoyment,"ofcourse。Thisarrangementwasbroughtaboutbythepersistenceofthegirls,whoinsistedthattheywereneverallowedtogoabroadbecausetheirparentsweretooanxioustomarrythemoff。Perhapstheirparentshadatlastcometotheconclusionthathusbandsmightbefoundabroad,andthatasummer’stravelmightbearfruit。ThemarriagebetweenAlexandraandTotskihadbeenbrokenoff。Sincetheprince’sdeparturefromSt。Petersburgnomorehadbeensaidaboutit;thesubjecthadbeendroppedwithoutceremony,muchtothejoyofMrs。General,who,announcedthatshewas"readytocrossherselfwithbothhands"ingratitudefortheescape。Thegeneral,however,regrettedTotskiforalongwhile。"Suchafortune!"hesighed,"andsuchagood,easy-goingfellow!"

AfteratimeitbecameknownthatTotskihadmarriedaFrenchmarquise,andwastobecarriedoffbyhertoParis,andthentoBrittany。

"Oh,well,"thoughtthegeneral,"he’slosttousforgood,now。"

SotheEpanchinspreparedtodepartforthesummer。

Butnowanothercircumstanceoccurred,whichchangedalltheplansoncemore,andagaintheintendedjourneywasputoff,muchtothedelightofthegeneralandhisspouse。

AcertainPrinceS——arrivedinSt。PetersburgfromMoscow,aneminentandhonourableyoungman。Hewasoneofthoseactivepersonswhoalwaysfindsomegoodworkwithwhichtoemploythemselves。Withoutforcinghimselfuponthepublicnotice,modestandunobtrusive,thisyoungprincewasconcernedwithmuchthathappenedintheworldingeneral。

Hehadserved,atfirst,inoneofthecivildepartments,hadthenattendedtomattersconnectedwiththelocalgovernmentofprovincialtowns,andhadoflatebeenacorrespondingmemberofseveralimportantscientificsocieties。Hewasamanofexcellentfamilyandsolidmeans,aboutthirty-fiveyearsofage。

PrinceS——madetheacquaintanceofthegeneral’sfamily,andAdelaida,thesecondgirl,madeagreatimpressionuponhim。

Towardsthespringheproposedtoher,andsheacceptedhim。Thegeneralandhiswifeweredelighted。Thejourneyabroadwasputoff,andtheweddingwasfixedforadaynotverydistant。

ThetripabroadmighthavebeenenjoyedlateronbyMrs。Epanchinandhertworemainingdaughters,butforanothercircumstance。

ItsohappenedthatPrinceS——introducedadistantrelationofhisownintotheEpanchinfamily——oneEvgeniePavlovitch,ayoungofficerofabouttwenty-eightyearsofage,whoseconquestsamongtheladiesinMoscowhadbeenproverbial。ThisyounggentlemannosoonerseteyesonAglayathanhebecameafrequentvisitoratthehouse。Hewaswitty,well-educated,andextremelywealthy,asthegeneralverysoondiscovered。Hispastreputationwastheonlythingagainsthim。

Nothingwassaid;therewerenotevenanyhintsdropped;butstill,itseemedbettertotheparentstosaynothingmoreaboutgoingabroadthisseason,atallevents。Aglayaherselfperhapswasofadifferentopinion。

Allthishappenedjustbeforethesecondappearanceofourherouponthescene。

Bythistime,tojudgefromappearances,poorPrinceMuishkinhadbeenquiteforgotteninSt。Petersburg。Ifhehadappearedsuddenlyamonghisacquaintances,hewouldhavebeenreceivedasonefromtheskies;butwemustjustglanceatonemorefactbeforeweconcludethispreface。

ColiaIvolgin,forsometimeaftertheprince’sdeparture,continuedhisoldlife。Thatis,hewenttoschool,lookedafterhisfather,helpedVariainthehouse,andranhererrands,andwentfrequentlytoseehisfriend,Hippolyte。

Thelodgershaddisappearedveryquickly——FerdishenkosoonaftertheeventsatNastasiaPhilipovna’s,whiletheprincewenttoMoscow,asweknow。GaniaandhismotherwenttolivewithVariaandPtitsinimmediatelyafterthelatter’swedding,whilethegeneralwashousedinadebtor’sprisonbyreasonofcertainIOU’sgiventothecaptain’swidowundertheimpressionthattheywouldneverbeformallyusedagainsthim。ThisunkindactionmuchsurprisedpoorArdalionAlexandrovitch,thevictim,ashecalledhimself,ofan"unboundedtrustinthenobilityofthehumanheart。"

Whenhesignedthosenotesofhand,heneverdreamtthattheywouldbeasourceoffuturetrouble。Theeventshowedthathewasmistaken。

"Trustinanyoneafterthis!Havetheleastconfidenceinmanorwoman!"

hecriedinbittertones,ashesatwithhisnewfriendsinprison,andrecountedtothemhisfavouritestoriesofthesiegeofKars,andtheresuscitatedsoldier。Onthewhole,heaccommodatedhimselfverywelltohisnewposition。PtitsinandVariadeclaredthathewasintherightplace,andGaniawasofthesameopinion。TheonlypersonwhodeploredhisfatewaspoorNinaAlexandrovna,whoweptbittertearsoverhim,tothegreatsurpriseofherhousehold,and,thoughalwaysinfeeblehealth,madeapointofgoingtoseehimasoftenaspossible。

Sincethegeneral’s"mishap,"asColiacalledit,andthemarriageofhissister,theboyhadquietlypossessedhimselfoffarmorefreedom。Hisrelationssawlittleofhim,forherarelysleptathome。Hemademanynewfriends;andwasmoreover,afrequentvisitoratthedebtor’sprison,towhichheinvariablyaccompaniedhismother。Varia,whousedtobealwayscorrectinghim,neverspoketohimnowonthesubjectofhisfrequentabsences,andthewholehouseholdwassurprisedtoseeGania,inspiteofhisdepression,onquitefriendlytermswithhisbrother。Thiswassomethingnew,forGaniahadbeenwonttolookuponColiaasakindoferrand-boy,treatinghimwithcontempt,threateningto"pullhisears,"andingeneraldrivinghimalmostwildwithirritation。ItseemednowthatGaniareallyneededhisbrother,andthelatter,forhispart,feltasifhecouldforgiveGaniamuchsincehehadreturnedthehundredthousandroublesofferedtohimbyNastasiaPhilipovna。Threemonthsafterthedepartureoftheprince,theIvolginfamilydiscoveredthatColiahadmadeacquaintancewiththeEpanchins,andwasonveryfriendlytermswiththedaughters。Variaheardofitfirst,thoughColiahadnotaskedhertointroducehim。Littlebylittlethefamilygrewquitefondofhim。MadameEpanchinatfirstlookedonhimwithdisdain,andreceivedhimcoldly,butinashorttimehegrewtopleaseher,because,asshesaid,he"wascandidandnoflatterer"——averytruedescription。Fromthefirstheputhimselfonanequalitywithhisnewfriends,andthoughhesometimesreadnewspapersandbookstothemistressofthehouse,itwassimplybecausehelikedtobeuseful。

Oneday,however,heandLizabethaProkofievnaquarrelledseriouslyaboutthe"womanquestion,"inthecourseofalivelydiscussiononthatburningsubject。Hetoldherthatshewasatyrant,andthathewouldneversetfootinherhouseagain。Itmayseemincredible,butadayortwoafter,MadameEpanchinsentaservantwithanotebegginghimtoreturn,andColia,withoutstandingonhisdignity,didsoatonce。

Aglayawastheonlyoneofthefamilywhosegoodgraceshecouldnotgain,andwhoalwaysspoketohimhaughtily,butitsohappenedthattheboyonedaysucceededingivingtheproudmaidenasurprise。

ItwasaboutEaster,when,takingadvantageofamomentarytete-

a-teteColiahandedAglayaaletter,remarkingthathe"hadorderstodeliverittoherprivately。"Shestaredathiminamazement,buthedidnotwaittohearwhatshehadtosay,andwentout。Aglayabroketheseal,andreadasfollows:

"Onceyoudidmethehonourofgivingmeyourconfidence。Perhapsyouhavequiteforgottenmenow!HowisitthatIamwritingtoyou?Idonotknow;butIamconsciousofanirresistibledesiretoremindyouofmyexistence,especiallyyou。HowmanytimesI

haveneededallthreeofyou;butonlyyouhavedweltalwaysinmymind’seye。Ineedyou——Ineedyouverymuch。Iwillnotwriteaboutmyself。Ihavenothingtotellyou。ButIlongforyoutobehappy。AREyouhappy?ThatisallIwishedtosaytoyou——Yourbrother,"PR。L。MUISHKIN。"

Onreadingthisshortanddisconnectednote,Aglayasuddenlyblushedallover,andbecameverythoughtful。

Itwouldbedifficulttodescribeherthoughtsatthatmoment。

Oneofthemwas,"ShallIshowittoanyone?"Butshewasashamedtoshowit。Sosheendedbyhidingitinhertabledrawer,withaverystrange,ironicalsmileuponherlips。

Nextday,shetookitout,andputitintoalargebook,assheusuallydidwithpaperswhichshewantedtobeabletofindeasily。Shelaughedwhen,aboutaweeklater,shehappenedtonoticethenameofthebook,andsawthatitwasDonQuixote,butitwouldbedifficulttosayexactlywhy。

Icannotsay,either,whethersheshowedthelettertohersisters。

Butwhenshehadreaditherselfoncemore,itsuddenlystruckherthatsurelythatconceitedboy,Colia,hadnotbeentheonechosencorrespondentoftheprinceallthiswhile。Shedeterminedtoaskhim,anddidsowithanexaggeratedshowofcarelessness。

Heinformedherhaughtilythatthoughhehadgiventheprincehispermanentaddresswhenthelatterlefttown,andhadofferedhisservices,theprincehadneverbeforegivenhimanycommissiontoperform,norhadhewrittenuntilthefollowinglinesarrived,withAglaya’sletter。Aglayatookthenote,andreadit。

"DEARCOLIA,——PleasebesokindastogivetheenclosedsealedlettertoAglayaIvanovna。Keepwell——Everyourloving,"PR。L。MUISHKIN。"

"Itseemsabsurdtotrustalittlepepper-boxlikeyou,"saidAglaya,asshereturnedthenote,andwalkedpastthe"pepper-

box"withanexpressionofgreatcontempt。

ThiswasmorethanColiacouldbear。HehadactuallyborrowedGania’snewgreentiefortheoccasion,withoutsayingwhyhewantedit,inordertoimpressher。Hewasverydeeplymortified。

ITwasthebeginningofJune,andforawholeweektheweatherinSt。Petersburghadbeenmagnificent。TheEpanchinshadaluxuriouscountry-houseatPavlofsk,[OneofthefashionablesummerresortsnearSt。Petersburg。]andtothisspotMrs。

Epanchindeterminedtoproceedwithoutfurtherdelay。Inacoupleofdaysallwasready,andthefamilyhadlefttown。AdayortwoafterthisremovaltoPavlofsk,PrinceMuishkinarrivedinSt。

PetersburgbythemorningtrainfromMoscow。Noonemethim;but,ashesteppedoutofthecarriage,hesuddenlybecameawareoftwostrangelyglowingeyesfixeduponhimfromamongthecrowdthatmetthetrain。Onendeavouringtore-discovertheeyes,andseetowhomtheybelonged,hecouldfindnothingtoguidehim。Itmusthavebeenahallucination。Butthedisagreeableimpressionremained,andwithoutthis,theprincewassadandthoughtfulalready,andseemedtobemuchpreoccupied。

HiscabtookhimtoasmallandbadhotelneartheLitaynaya。

Hereheengagedacoupleofrooms,darkandbadlyfurnished。Hewashedandchanged,andhurriedlyleftthehotelagain,asthoughanxioustowastenotime。AnyonewhonowsawhimforthefirsttimesinceheleftPetersburgwouldjudgethathehadimprovedvastlysofarashisexteriorwasconcerned。Hisclothescertainlywereverydifferent;theyweremorefashionable,perhapseventoomuchso,andanyoneinclinedtomockerymighthavefoundsomethingtosmileatinhisappearance。Butwhatistherethatpeoplewillnotsmileat?

TheprincetookacabanddrovetoastreetneartheNativity,wherehesoondiscoveredthehousehewasseeking。Itwasasmallwoodenvilla,andhewasstruckbyitsattractiveandcleanappearance;itstoodinapleasantlittlegarden,fullofflowers。Thewindowslookingonthestreetwereopen,andthesoundofavoice,readingaloudormakingaspeech,camethroughthem。Itroseattimestoashout,andwasinterruptedoccasionallybyburstsoflaughter。

PrinceMuishkinenteredthecourt-yard,andascendedthesteps。A

cookwithhersleevesturneduptotheelbowsopenedthedoor。

ThevisitoraskedifMr。Lebedeffwereathome。

"Heisinthere,"saidshe,pointingtothesalon。

Theroomhadabluewall-paper,andwaswell,almostpretentiously,furnished,withitsroundtable,itsdivan,anditsbronzeclockunderaglassshade。Therewasanarrowpier-

glassagainstthewall,andachandelieradornedwithlustreshungbyabronzechainfromtheceiling。

Whentheprinceentered,Lebedeffwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hisbacktothedoor。Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,onaccountoftheextremeheat,andheseemedtohavejustreachedtheperorationofhisspeech,andwasimpressivelybeatinghisbreast。

Hisaudienceconsistedofayouthofaboutfifteenyearsofagewithacleverface,whohadabookinhishand,thoughhewasnotreading;ayoungladyoftwenty,indeepmourning,stoodnearhimwithaninfantinherarms;anothergirlofthirteen,alsoinblack,waslaughingloudly,hermouthwideopen;andonthesofalayahandsomeyoungman,withblackhairandeyes,andasuspicionofbeardandwhiskers。Hefrequentlyinterruptedthespeakerandarguedwithhim,tothegreatdelightoftheothers。

"LukianTimofeyovitch!LukianTimofeyovitch!Here’ssomeonetoseeyou!Lookhere!……agentlemantospeaktoyou!……

Well,it’snotmyfault!"andthecookturnedandwentawayredwithanger。

Lebedeffstarted,andatsightoftheprincestoodlikeastatueforamoment。Thenhemoveduptohimwithaningratiatingsmile,butstoppedshortagain。

"Prince!ex-ex-excellency!"hestammered。Thensuddenlyherantowardsthegirlwiththeinfant,amovementsounexpectedbyherthatshestaggeredandfellback,butnextmomenthewasthreateningtheotherchild,whowasstanding,stilllaughing,inthedoorway。Shescreamed,andrantowardsthekitchen。Lebedeffstampedhisfootangrily;then,seeingtheprinceregardinghimwithamazement,hemurmuredapologetically——"Pardontoshowrespect!……he-he!"

"Youarequitewrong……"begantheprince。

"Atonce……atonce……inonemoment!"

Herushedlikeawhirlwindfromtheroom,andMuishkinlookedinquiringlyattheothers。

Theywerealllaughing,andtheguestjoinedinthechorus。

"Hehasgonetogethiscoat,"saidtheboy。

"Howannoying!"exclaimedtheprince。"Ithought……Tellme,ishe……"

"Youthinkheisdrunk?"criedtheyoungmanonthesofa。"Notintheleast。He’sonlyhadthreeorfoursmallglasses,perhapsfive;butwhatisthat?Theusualthing!"

Astheprinceopenedhismouthtoanswer,hewasinterruptedbythegirl,whosesweetfaceworeanexpressionofabsolutefrankness。

"Heneverdrinksmuchinthemorning;ifyouhavecometotalkbusinesswithhim,doitnow。Itisthebesttime。Hesometimescomesbackdrunkintheevening;butjustnowhepassesthegreaterpartoftheeveningintears,andreadspassagesofHolyScripturealoud,becauseourmotherdiedfiveweeksago。"

"Nodoubtheranoffbecausehedidnotknowwhattosaytoyou,"

saidtheyouthonthedivan。"Ibetheistryingtocheatyou,andisthinkinghowbesttodoit。"

JustthenLebedeffreturned,havingputonhiscoat。

"Fiveweeks!"saidhe,wipinghiseyes。"Onlyfiveweeks!Poororphans!"

"Butwhywearacoatinholes,"askedthegirl,"whenyournewoneishangingbehindthedoor?Didyounotseeit?"

"Holdyourtongue,dragon-fly!"hescolded。"Whataplagueyouare!"Hestampedhisfootirritably,butsheonlylaughed,andanswered:

"Areyoutryingtofrightenme?IamnotTania,youknow,andI

don’tintendtorunaway。Look,youarewakingLubotchka,andshewillhaveconvulsionsagain。Whydoyoushoutlikethat?"

"Well,well!Iwon’tagain,"saidthemasterofthehousehisanxietygettingthebetterofhistemper。Hewentuptohisdaughter,andlookedatthechildinherarms,anxiouslymakingthesignofthecrossoverherthreetimes。"Godblessher!Godblessher!"hecriedwithemotion。"ThislittlecreatureismydaughterLuboff,"addressingtheprince。"Mywife,Helena,died——

atherbirth;andthisismybigdaughterVera,inmourning,asyousee;andthis,this,oh,thispointingtotheyoungmanonthedivan……

"Well,goon!nevermindme!"mockedtheother。"Don’tbeafraid!"

"Excellency!HaveyoureadthataccountofthemurderoftheZemarinfamily,inthenewspaper?"criedLebedeff,allofasudden。

"Yes,"saidMuishkin,withsomesurprise。

"Well,thatisthemurderer!Itishe——infact——"

"Whatdoyoumean?"askedthevisitor。

"Iamspeakingallegorically,ofcourse;buthewillbethemurdererofaZemarinfamilyinthefuture。Heisgettingready……"

Theyalllaughed,andthethoughtcrossedtheprince’smindthatperhapsLebedeffwasreallytriflinginthiswaybecauseheforesawinconvenientquestions,andwantedtogaintime。

"Heisatraitor!aconspirator!"shoutedLebedeff,whoseemedtohavelostallcontroloverhimself。"Amonster!aslanderer!

OughtItotreathimasanephew,thesonofmysisterAnisia?"

"Oh!dobequiet!Youmustbedrunk!Hehastakenitintohisheadtoplaythelawyer,prince,andhepracticesspeechifying,andisalwaysrepeatinghiseloquentpleadingstohischildren。

Andwhodoyouthinkwashislastclient?Anoldwomanwhohadbeenrobbedoffivehundredroubles,herall,bysomerogueofausurer,besoughthimtotakeuphercase,insteadofwhichhedefendedtheusurerhimself,aJewnamedZeidler,becausethisJewpromisedtogivehimfiftyroubles……"

"ItwastobefiftyifIwonthecase,onlyfiveifIlost,"

interruptedLebedeff,speakinginalowtone,agreatcontrasttohisearliermanner。

"Well!naturallyhecametogrief:thelawisnotadministeredasitusedtobe,andheonlygotlaughedatforhispains。Buthewasmuchpleasedwithhimselfinspiteofthat。’Mostlearnedjudge!’saidhe,’picturethisunhappyman,crippledbyageandinfirmities,whogainshislivingbyhonourabletoil——picturehim,Irepeat,robbedofhisall,ofhislastmouthful;remember,I

entreatyou,thewordsofthatlearnedlegislator,"Letmercyandjusticealikerulethecourtsoflaw。"’Now,wouldyoubelieveit,excellency,everymorningherecitesthisspeechtousfrombeginningtoend,exactlyashespokeitbeforethemagistrate。

To-daywehavehearditforthefifthtime。Hewasjuststartingagainwhenyouarrived,somuchdoesheadmireit。Heisnowpreparingtoundertakeanothercase。Ithink,bytheway,thatyouarePrinceMuishkin?Coliatellsmeyouarethecleverestmanhehaseverknown……"

"Thecleverestintheworld,"interruptedhisunclehastily。

"Idonotpaymuchattentiontothatopinion,"continuedtheyoungmancalmly。"Coliaisveryfondofyou,buthe,"pointingtoLebedeff,"isflatteringyou。IcanassureyouIhavenointentionofflatteringyou,oranyoneelse,butatleastyouhavesomecommon-sense。Well,willyoujudgebetweenus?Shallweasktheprincetoactasarbitrator?"hewenton,addressinghisuncle。

"Iamsogladyouchancedtocomehere,prince。"

"Iagree,"saidLebedeff,firmly,lookingroundinvoluntarilyathisdaughter,whohadcomenearer,andwaslisteningattentivelytotheconversation。

"Whatisitallabout?"askedtheprince,frowning。Hisheadached,andhefeltsurethatLebedeffwastryingtocheathiminsomeway,andonlytalkingtoputofftheexplanationthathehadcomefor。

"Iwilltellyouallthestory。Iamhisnephew;hedidspeakthetruththere,althoughheisgenerallytellinglies。I

amattheUniversity,andhavenotyetfinishedmycourse。Imeantodoso,andIshall,forIhaveadeterminedcharacter。Imust,however,findsomethingtodoforthepresent,andthereforeI

havegotemploymentontherailwayattwenty-fourroublesamonth。Iadmitthatmyunclehashelpedmeonceortwicebefore。

Well,Ihadtwentyroublesinmypocket,andIgambledthemaway。

CanyoubelievethatIshouldbesolow,sobase,astolosemoneyinthatway?"

"Andthemanwhowonitisarogue,aroguewhomyououghtnottohavepaid!"criedLebedeff。

"Yes,heisarogue,butIwasobligedtopayhim,"saidtheyoungman。"Astohisbeingarogue,heisassuredlythat,andI

amnotsayingitbecausehebeatyou。Heisanex-lieutenant,prince,dismissedfromtheservice,ateacherofboxing,andoneofRogojin’sfollowers。TheyareallloungingaboutthepavementsnowthatRogojinhasturnedthemoff。Ofcourse,theworstofitisthat,knowinghewasarascal,andacard-sharper,Inonethelessplayedpalkiwithhim,andriskedmylastrouble。Totellthetruth,Ithoughttomyself,’IfIlose,Iwillgotomyuncle,andIamsurehewillnotrefusetohelpme。’Nowthatwasbase-cowardlyandbase!"

"Thatisso,"observedLebedeffquietly;"cowardlyandbase。"

"Well,waitabit,beforeyoubegintotriumph,"saidthenephewviciously;forthewordsseemedtoirritatehim。"Heisdelighted!Icametohimhereandtoldhimeverything:Iactedhonourably,forIdidnotexcusemyself。Ispokemostseverelyofmyconduct,aseveryoneherecanwitness。ButImustsmartenmyselfupbeforeItakeupmynewpost,forIamreallylikeatramp。Justlookatmyboots!Icannotpossiblyappearlikethis,andifIamnotatthebureauatthetimeappointed,thejobwillbegiventosomeoneelse;andIshallhavetotryforanother。

NowIonlybegforfifteenroubles,andIgivemywordthatI

willneveraskhimforanythingagain。Iamalsoreadytopromisetorepaymydebtinthreemonths’time,andIwillkeepmyword,evenifIhavetoliveonbreadandwater。Mysalarywillamounttoseventy-fiveroublesinthreemonths。ThesumInowask,addedtowhatIhaveborrowedalready,willmakeatotalofaboutthirty-fiveroubles,soyouseeIshallhaveenoughtopayhimandconfoundhim!ifhewantsinterest,heshallhavethat,too!

Haven’tIalwayspaidbackthemoneyhelentmebefore?Whyshouldhebesomeannow?Hegrudgesmyhavingpaidthatlieutenant;therecanbenootherreason!That’sthekindheis——

adoginthemanger!"

"Andhewon’tgoaway!"criedLebedeff。"Hehasinstalledhimselfhere,andhereheremains!"

"Ihavetoldyoualready,thatIwillnotgoawayuntilIhavegotwhatIask。Whyareyousmiling,prince?Youlookasifyoudisapprovedofme。"

"Iamnotsmiling,butIreallythinkyouareinthewrong,somewhat,"repliedMuishkin,reluctantly。

"Don’tshuffle!SayplainlythatyouthinkthatIamquitewrong,withoutany’somewhat’!Why’somewhat’?"

"Iwillsayyouarequitewrong,ifyouwish。"

"IfIwish!That’sgood,Imustsay!DoyouthinkIamdeceivedastotheflagrantimproprietyofmyconduct?Iamquiteawarethathismoneyishisown,andthatmyaction-Asmuchlikeanattemptatextortion。Butyou-youdon’tknowwhatlifeis!Ifpeopledon’tlearnbyexperience,theyneverunderstand。Theymustbetaught。Myintentionsareperfectlyhonest;onmyconsciencehewilllosenothing,andIwillpaybackthemoneywithinterest。Addedtowhichhehashadthemoralsatisfactionofseeingmedisgraced。Whatdoeshewantmore?andwhatishegoodforifheneverhelpsanyone?Lookwhathedoeshimself!

justaskhimabouthisdealingswithothers,howhedeceivespeople!Howdidhemanagetobuythishouse?Youmaycutoffmyheadifhehasnotletyouinforsomething-andifheisnottryingtocheatyouagain。Youaresmiling。Youdon’tbelieveme?"

"Itseemstomethatallthishasnothingtodowithyouraffairs,"remarkedtheprince。

"Ihavelainherenowforthreedays,"criedtheyoungmanwithoutnoticing,"andIhaveseenalot!Fancy!hesuspectshisdaughter,thatangel,thatorphan,mycousin——hesuspectsher,andeveryeveninghesearchesherroom,toseeifshehasaloverhiddeninit!Hecomesheretooontiptoe,creepingsoftly——oh,sosoftly——andlooksunderthesofa——mybed,youknow。Heismadwithsuspicion,andseesathiefineverycorner。Herunsaboutallnightlong;hewasupatleastseventimeslastnight,tosatisfyhimselfthatthewindowsanddoorswerebarred,andtopeepintotheoven。Thatmanwhoappearsincourtforscoundrels,rushesinhereinthenightandprays,lyingprostrate,banginghisheadonthegroundbythehalf-hour——andforwhomdoyouthinkheprays?Whoarethesinnersfiguringinhisdrunkenpetitions?IhaveheardhimwithmyownearsprayingforthereposeofthesouloftheCountessduBarry!Coliaheardittoo。

HeisasmadasaMarchhare!"

"Youhearhowheslandersme,prince,"saidLebedeff,almostbesidehimselfwithrage。"Imaybeadrunkard,anevil-doer,athief,butatleastIcansayonethingformyself。Hedoesnotknow——howshouldhe,mockerthatheis?——thatwhenhecameintotheworlditwasIwhowashedhim,anddressedhiminhisswathing-bands,formysisterAnisiahadlostherhusband,andwasingreatpoverty。Iwasverylittlebetteroffthanshe,butIsatupnightafternightwithher,andnursedbothmotherandchild;Iusedtogodownstairsandstealwoodforthemfromthehouse-porter。HowoftendidIsinghimtosleepwhenIwashalfdeadwithhunger!Inshort,Iwasmorethanafathertohim,andnow——nowhejeersatme!EvenifIdidcrossmyself,andprayforthereposeofthesouloftheComtesseduBarry,whatdoesitmatter?Threedaysago,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ireadherbiographyinanhistoricaldictionary。Doyouknowwhoshewas?

Youthere!"addressinghisnephew。"Speak!doyouknow?"

"Ofcoursenooneknowsanythingaboutherbutyou,"mutteredtheyoungmaninawould-bejeeringtone。

"ShewasaCountesswhorosefromshametoreignlikeaQueen。AnEmpresswrotetoher,withherownhand,as’Macherecousine。’

Atalever-du-roionemorning(doyouknowwhatalever-du-roiwas?)——aCardinal,aPapallegate,offeredtoputonherstockings;ahighandholypersonlikethatlookedonitasanhonour!Didyouknowthis?Iseebyyourexpressionthatyoudidnot!Well,howdidshedie?Answer!"

"Oh!dostop——youaretooabsurd!"

"Thisishowshedied。Afterallthishonourandglory,afterhavingbeenalmostaQueen,shewasguillotinedbythatbutcher,Samson。Shewasquiteinnocent,butithadtobedone,forthesatisfactionofthefishwivesofParis。Shewassoterrified,thatshedidnotunderstandwhatwashappening。ButwhenSamsonseizedherhead,andpushedherundertheknifewithhisfoot,shecriedout:’Waitamoment!waitamoment,monsieur!’Well,becauseofthatmomentofbittersuffering,perhapstheSaviourwillpardonherotherfaults,foronecannotimagineagreateragony。AsIreadthestorymyheartbledforher。Andwhatdoesitmattertoyou,littleworm,ifIimploredtheDivinemercyforher,greatsinnerasshewas,asIsaidmyeveningprayer?I

mighthavedoneitbecauseIdoubtedifanyonehadevercrossedhimselfforhersakebefore。Itmaybethatintheotherworldshewillrejoicetothinkthatasinnerlikeherselfhascriedtoheavenforthesalvationofhersoul。Whyareyoulaughing?Youbelievenothing,atheist!Andyourstorywasnotevencorrect!IfyouhadlistenedtowhatIwassaying,youwouldhaveheardthatIdidnotonlyprayfortheComtesseduBarry。Isaid,’OhLord!

giveresttothesoulofthatgreatsinner,theComtesseduBarry,andtoallunhappyoneslikeher。’Youseethatisquiteadifferentthing,forhowmanysinnersthereare,howmanywomen,whohavepassedthroughthetrialsofthislife,arenowsufferingandgroaninginpurgatory!Iprayedforyou,too,inspiteofyourinsolenceandimpudence,alsoforyourfellows,asitseemsthatyouclaimtoknowhowIpray……"

"Oh!that’senoughinallconscience!Prayforwhomyouchoose,andthedeviltakethemandyou!Wehaveascholarhere;youdidnotknowthat,prince?"hecontinued,withasneer。"Hereadsallsortsofbooksandmemoirsnow。"

"Atanyrate,yourunclehasakindheart,"remarkedtheprince,whoreallyhadtoforcehimselftospeaktothenephew,somuchdidhedislikehim。

"Oh,nowyouaregoingtopraisehim!Hewillbesetup!Heputshishandonhisheart,andheisdelighted!Ineversaidhewasamanwithoutheart,butheisarascal——that’sthepityofit。Andthen,heisaddictedtodrink,andhismindisunhinged,likethatofmostpeoplewhohavetakenmorethanisgoodforthemforyears。Heloveshischildren——oh,Iknowthatwellenough!Herespectedmyaunt,hislatewife……andheevenhasasortofaffectionforme。Hehasrememberedmeinhiswill。"

"Ishallleaveyounothing!"exclaimedhisuncleangrily。

"Listentome,Lebedeff,"saidtheprinceinadecidedvoice,turninghisbackontheyoungman。"Iknowbyexperiencethatwhenyouchoose,youcanbebusiness-like……I。Ihaveverylittletimetospare,andifyou……Bytheway——excuseme——whatisyourChristianname?Ihaveforgottenit。"

"Ti-Ti-Timofey。"

"And?"

"Lukianovitch。"

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