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The Idiot
投诉 阅读记录

第19章

"Quiteso——parties——youareveryright,"saidtheprince。"IwasreadingabookaboutNapoleonandtheWaterloocampaignonlytheotherday,byCharasse,inwhichtheauthordoesnotattempttoconcealhisjoyatNapoleon’sdiscomfitureateverypage。Wellnow,Idon’tlikethat;itsmellsof’party,’youknow。Youarequiteright。AndwereyoumuchoccupiedwithyourserviceunderNapoleon?"

Thegeneralwasinecstasies,fortheprince’sremarks,made,astheyevidentlywere,inallseriousnessandsimplicity,quitedissipatedthelastrelicsofhissuspicion。

"IknowCharasse’sbook!Oh!Iwassoangrywithhiswork!I

wrotetohimandsaid——Iforgetwhat,atthismoment。YouaskwhetherIwasverybusyundertheEmperor?Ohno!Iwascalled’page,’buthardlytookmydutyseriously。Besides,NapoleonverysoonlosthopeofconciliatingtheRussians,andhewouldhaveforgottenallaboutmehadhenotlovedme——forpersonalreasons——

Idon’tmindsayingsonow。Myheartwasgreatlydrawntohim,too。Mydutieswerelight。ImerelyhadtobeatthepalaceoccasionallytoescorttheEmperoroutriding,andthatwasaboutall。Irodeveryfairlywell。Heusedtohavearidebeforedinner,andhissuiteonthoseoccasionsweregenerallyDavoust,myself,andRoustan。"

"Constant?"saidtheprince,suddenly,andquiteinvoluntarily。

"No;Constantwasawaythen,takingalettertotheEmpressJosephine。Insteadofhimtherewerealwaysacoupleoforderlies——andthatwasall,excepting,ofcourse,thegeneralsandmarshalswhomNapoleonalwaystookwithhimfortheinspectionofvariouslocalities,andforthesakeofconsultationgenerally。Iremembertherewasone——Davoust——nearlyalwayswithhim——abigmanwithspectacles。Theyusedtoargueandquarrelsometimes。OncetheywereintheEmperor’sstudytogether——justthosetwoandmyself——Iwasunobserved——andtheyargued,andtheEmperorseemedtobeagreeingtosomethingunderprotest。Suddenlyhiseyefellonmeandanideaseemedtoflashacrosshim。

"’Child,’hesaid,abruptly。’IfIweretorecognizetheRussianorthodoxreligionandemancipatetheserfs,doyouthinkRussiawouldcomeovertome?’"

"’Never!’Icried,indignantly。"

"TheEmperorwasmuchstruck。"

"’IntheflashingeyesofthispatrioticchildIreadandacceptthefiatoftheRussianpeople。Enough,Davoust,itismerephantasyonourpart。Come,let’shearyourotherproject。’"

"’Yes,butthatwasagreatidea,"saidtheprince,clearlyinterested。"YouascribeittoDavoust,doyou?"

"Well,atallevents,theywereconsultingtogetheratthetime。

Ofcourseitwastheideaofaneagle,andmusthaveoriginatedwithNapoleon;buttheotherprojectwasgoodtoo——itwasthe’Conseildulion!’asNapoleoncalledit。ThisprojectconsistedinaproposaltooccupytheKremlinwiththewholearmy;toarmandfortifyitscientifically,tokillasmanyhorsesascouldbegot,andsalttheirflesh,andspendthewinterthere;andinspringtofighttheirwayout。Napoleonlikedtheidea——itattractedhim。WeroderoundtheKremlinwallseveryday,andNapoleonusedtogiveorderswheretheyweretobepatched,wherebuiltup,wherepulleddownandsoon。Allwasdecidedatlast。

Theywerealonetogether——thosetwoandmyself。

"Napoleonwaswalkingupanddownwithfoldedarms。Icouldnottakemyeyesoffhisface——myheartbeatloudlyandpainfully。

"’I’moff,’saidDavoust。’Whereto?’askedNapoleon。

"’Tosalthorse-flesh,’saidDavoust。Napoleonshuddered——hisfatewasbeingdecided。

"’Child,’headdressedmesuddenly,’whatdoyouthinkofourplan?’Ofcourseheonlyappliedtomeasasortoftoss-up,youknow。IturnedtoDavoustandaddressedmyreplytohim。Isaid,asthoughinspired:

"’Escape,general!Gohome!——’

"Theprojectwasabandoned;Davoustshruggedhisshouldersandwentout,whisperingtohimself——’Bah,ildevientsuperstitieux!’

Nextmorningtheordertoretreatwasgiven。"

"Allthisismostinteresting,"saidtheprince,verysoftly,"ifitreallywasso——thatis,Imean——"hehastenedtocorrecthimself。

"Oh,mydearprince,"criedthegeneral,whowasnowsointoxicatedwithhisownnarrativethatheprobablycouldnothavepulledupatthemostpatentindiscretion。

"Yousay,ifitreallywasso!’Therewasmore——muchmore,I

assureyou!Thesearemerelyafewlittlepoliticalacts。ItellyouIwastheeye-witnessofthenightlysorrowandgroaningsofthegreatman,andofthatnoonecanspeakbutmyself。Towardstheendheweptnomore,thoughhecontinuedtoemitanoccasionalgroan;buthisfacegrewmoreovercastdaybyday,asthoughEternitywerewrappingitsgloomymantleabouthim。

Occasionallywepassedwholehoursofsilencetogetheratnight,Roustansnoringinthenextroom——thatfellowsleptlikeapig。

’Buthe’sloyaltomeandmydynasty,’saidNapoleonofhim。

"Sometimesitwasverypainfultome,andoncehecaughtmewithtearsinmyeyes。Helookedatmekindly。’Youaresorryforme,’

hesaid,’you,mychild,andperhapsoneotherchild——myson,theKingofRome——maygrieveforme。Alltheresthateme;andmybrothersarethefirsttobetraymeinmisfortune。’Isobbedandthrewmyselfintohisarms。Hecouldnotresistme——heburstintotears,andourtearsmingledaswefoldedeachotherinacloseembrace。

"’Write,oh,writealettertotheEmpressJosephine!’Icried,sobbing。Napoleonstarted,reflected,andsaid,’Youremindmeofathirdheartwhichlovesme。Thankyou,myfriend;’andthenandtherehesatdownandwrotethatlettertoJosephine,withwhichConstantwassentoffnextday。"

"Youdidagoodaction,"saidtheprince,"forinthemidstofhisangryfeelingsyouinsinuatedakindthoughtintohisheart。"

"Justso,prince,justso。Howwellyoubringoutthatfact!

Becauseyourownheartisgood!"criedtheecstaticoldgentleman,and,strangelyenough,realtearsglistenedinhiseyes。"Yes,prince,itwasawonderfulspectacle。And,doyouknow,IallbutwentofftoParis,andshouldassuredlyhavesharedhissolitaryexilewithhim;but,alas,ourdestinieswereotherwiseordered!Weparted,hetohisisland,whereIamsurehethoughtoftheweepingchildwhohadembracedhimsoaffectionatelyatpartinginMoscow;andIwassentofftothecadetcorps,whereIfoundnothingbutroughnessandharshdiscipline。Alas,myhappydaysweredone!

"’Idonotwishtodepriveyourmotherofyou,and,therefore,I

willnotaskyoutogowithme,’hesaid,themorningofhisdeparture,’butIshouldliketodosomethingforyou。’Hewasmountinghishorseashespoke。’Writesomethinginmysister’salbumforme,’Isaidrathertimidly,forhewasinastateofgreatdejectionatthemoment。Heturned,calledforapen,tookthealbum。’Howoldisyoursister?’heasked,holdingthepeninhishand。’Threeyearsold,’Isaid。’Ah,petitefillealors!’

andhewroteinthealbum:

’Nementesjamais!

NAPOLEON(votreamisincere)。’

"Suchadvice,andatsuchamoment,youmustallow,prince,was——"

"Yes,quiteso;veryremarkable。"

"Thispageofthealbum,framedingold,hungonthewallofmysister’sdrawing-roomallherlife,inthemostconspicuousplace,tillthedayofherdeath;whereitisnow,Ireallydon’tknow。

Heavens!it’stwoo’clock!HOWIhavekeptyou,prince!Itisreallymostunpardonableofme。

Thegeneralrose。

"Oh,notintheleast,"saidtheprince。"Onthecontrary,I

havebeensomuchinterested,I’mreallyverymuchobligedtoyou。"

"Prince,",saidthegeneral,pressinghishand,andlookingathimwithflashingeyes,andanexpressionasthoughhewereundertheinfluenceofasuddenthoughtwhichhadcomeuponhimwithstunningforce。"Prince,youaresokind,sosimple-minded,thatsometimesIreallyfeelsorryforyou!Igazeatyouwithafeelingofrealaffection。Oh,Heavenblessyou!Mayyourlifeblossomandfructifyinlove。Mineisover。Forgiveme,forgiveme!"

Helefttheroomquickly,coveringhisfacewithhishands。

Theprincecouldnotdoubtthesincerityofhisagitation。Heunderstood,too,thattheoldmanhadlefttheroomintoxicatedwithhisownsuccess。Thegeneralbelongedtothatclassofliars,who,inspiteoftheirtransportsoflying,invariablysuspectthattheyarenotbelieved。Onthisoccasion,whenherecoveredfromhisexaltation,hewouldprobablysuspectMuishkinofpityinghim,andfeelinsulted。

"HaveIbeenactingrightlyinallowinghimtodevelopsuchvastresourcesofimagination?"theprinceaskedhimself。Buthisanswerwasafitofviolentlaughterwhichlastedtenwholeminutes。Hetriedtoreproachhimselfforthelaughingfit,buteventuallyconcludedthatheneedn’tdoso,sinceinspiteofithewastrulysorryfortheoldman。Thesameeveninghereceivedastrangeletter,shortbutdecided。Thegeneralinformedhimthattheymustpartforever;thathewasgrateful,butthatevenfromhimhecouldnotaccept"signsofsympathywhichwerehumiliatingtothedignityofamanalreadymiserableenough。"

WhentheprinceheardthattheoldmanhadgonetoNinaAlexandrovna,though,hefeltalmosteasyonhisaccount。

Wehaveseen,however,thatthegeneralpaidavisittoLizabethaProkofievnaandcausedtroublethere,thefinalupshotbeingthathefrightenedMrs。Epanchin,andangeredherbybitterhintsastohissonGania。

Hehadbeenturnedoutindisgrace,eventually,andthiswasthecauseofhisbadnightandquarrelsomeday,whichendedinhissuddendepartureintothestreetinaconditionapproachinginsanity,asrecordedbefore。

Coliadidnotunderstandtheposition。Hetriedseveritywithhisfather,astheystoodinthestreetafterthelatterhadcursedthehousehold,hopingtobringhimroundthatway。

"Well,wherearewetogotonow,father?"heasked。"Youdon’twanttogototheprince’s;youhavequarrelledwithLebedeff;

youhavenomoney;Ineverhaveany;andhereweareinthemiddleoftheroad,inanicesortofmess。"

"Bettertobeofamessthaninamess!Iremembermakingajokesomethinglikethatatthemessineighteenhundredandforty——

forty——Iforget。’Whereismyyouth,whereismygoldenyouth?’

Whowasitsaidthat,Colia?"

"ItwasGogol,inDeadSouls,father,"criedColia,glancingathiminsomealarm。

"’DeadSouls,’yes,ofcourse,dead。WhenIdie,Colia,youmustengraveonmytomb:

"’HereliesaDeadSoul,Shamepursuesme。’

"Whosaidthat,Colia?"

"Idon’tknow,father。"

"TherewasnoEropegoff?EroshkaEropegoff?"hecried,suddenly,stoppingintheroadinafrenzy。"NoEropegoff!Andmyownsontosayit!Eropegoffwasintheplaceofabrothertomeforelevenmonths。Ifoughtaduelforhim。Hewasmarriedafterwards,andthenkilledonthefieldofbattle。Thebulletstruckthecrossonmybreastandglancedoffstraightintohistemple。’I’llneverforgetyou,’hecried,andexpired。Iservedmycountrywellandhonestly,Colia,butshame,shamehaspursuedme!YouandNinawillcometomygrave,Colia;poorNina,I

alwaysusedtocallherNinaintheolddays,andhowsheloved……Nina,Nina,oh,Nina。WhathaveIeverdonetodeserveyourforgivenessandlong-suffering?Oh,Colia,yourmotherhasanangelicspirit,anangelicspirit,Colia!"

"Iknowthat,father。Lookhere,dearoldfather,comebackhome!

Let’sgobacktomother。Look,sheranafteruswhenwecameout。

Whathaveyoustoppedherfor,justasthoughyoudidn’ttakeinwhatIsaid?Whyareyoucrying,father?"

PoorColiacriedhimself,andkissedtheoldman’shands"Youkissmyhands,MINE?"

"Yes,yes,yours,yours!Whatistheretosurpriseanyoneinthat?

Come,come,youmustn’tgoonlikethis,cryinginthemiddleoftheroad;andyouageneraltoo,amilitaryman!Come,let’sgoback。"

"Godblessyou,dearboy,forbeingrespectfultoadisgracedman。Yes,toapoordisgracedoldfellow,yourfather。Youshallhavesuchasonyourself;leroideRome。Oh,cursesonthishouse!"

"Come,come,whatdoesallthismean?"criedColiabesidehimselfatlast。"Whatisit?Whathashappenedtoyou?Whydon’tyouwishtocomebackhome?Whyhaveyougoneoutofyourmind,likethis?"

"I’llexplainit,I’llexplainalltoyou。Don’tshout!Youshallhear。LeroideRome。Oh,Iamsad,Iammelancholy!

"’Nurse,whereisyourtomb?’"

"Whosaidthat,Colia?"

"Idon’tknow,Idon’tknowwhosaidit。Comehomeatonce;comeon!I’llpunchGania’sheadmyself,ifyoulike——onlycome。Oh,whereareyouofftoagain?"Thegeneralwasdragginghimawaytowardsthedoorahousenear。Hesatdownonthestep,stillholdingColiabythehand。

"Benddown——benddownyourear。I’lltellyouall——disgrace——benddown,I’lltellyouinyourear。"

"Whatareyoudreamingof?"saidpoor,frightenedColia,stoopingdowntowardstheoldman,allthesame。

"LeroideRome,"whisperedthegeneral,tremblingallover。

"What?WhatDOyoumean?WhatroideRome?"

"I-I,"thegeneralcontinuedtowhisper,clingingmoreandmoretightlytotheboy’sshoulder。"I——wish——totellyou——all——Maria——

MariaPetrovna——Su——Su——Su……"

Coliabrokeloose,seizedhisfatherbytheshoulders,andstaredintohiseyeswithfrenziedgaze。Theoldmanhadgrownlivid——

hislipswereshaking,convulsionswerepassingoverhisfeatures。SuddenlyheleantoverandbegantosinkslowlyintoColia’sarms。

"He’sgotastroke!"criedColia,loudly,realizingwhatwasthematteratlast。

V。

INpointoffact,Variahadratherexaggeratedthecertaintyofhernewsastotheprince’sbetrothaltoAglaya。Verylikely,withtheperspicacityofhersex,shegaveoutasanaccomplishedfactwhatshefeltwasprettysuretobecomeafactinafewdays。PerhapsshecouldnotresistthesatisfactionofpouringonelastdropofbitternessintoherbrotherGania’scup,inspiteofherloveforhim。Atallevents,shehadbeenunabletoobtainanydefinitenewsfromtheEpanchingirls——themostshecouldgetoutofthembeinghintsandsurmises,andsoon。

PerhapsAglaya’ssistershadmerelybeenpumpingVariafornewswhilepretendingtoimpartinformation;orperhaps,again,theyhadbeenunabletoresistthefemininegratificationofteasingafriend——for,afterallthistime,theycouldscarcelyhavehelpeddiviningtheaimofherfrequentvisits。

Ontheotherhand,theprince,althoughhehadtoldLebedeff,——asweknow,thatnothinghadhappened,andthathehadnothingtoimpart,——theprincemayhavebeeninerror。Somethingstrangeseemedtohavehappened,withoutanythingdefinitehavingactuallyhappened。Variahadguessedthatwithhertruefeminineinstinct。

HoworwhyitcameaboutthateveryoneattheEpanchins’becameimbuedwithoneconviction——thatsomethingveryimportanthadhappenedtoAglaya,andthatherfatewasinprocessofsettlement——itwouldbeverydifficulttoexplain。Butnosoonerhadthisideatakenroot,thanallatoncedeclaredthattheyhadseenandobserveditlongago;thattheyhadremarkeditatthetimeofthe"poorknight"joke,andevenbefore,thoughtheyhadbeenunwillingtobelieveinsuchnonsense。

Sosaidthesisters。Ofcourse,LizabethaProkofievnahadforeseenitlongbeforetherest;her"hearthadbeensore"foralongwhile,shedeclared,anditwasnowsosorethatsheappearedtobequiteoverwhelmed,andtheverythoughtoftheprincebecamedistastefultoher。

Therewasaquestiontobedecided——mostimportant,butmostdifficult;somuchso,thatMrs。Epanchindidnotevenseehowtoputitintowords。Wouldtheprincedoornot?Wasallthisgoodorbad?Ifgood(whichmightbethecase,ofcourse),WHYgood?

Ifbad(whichwashardlydoubtful),WHEREIN,especially,bad?

Eventhegeneral,thepaterfamilias,thoughastonishedatfirst,suddenlydeclaredthat,"uponhishonour,hereallybelievedhehadfanciedsomethingofthekind,afterall。Atfirst,itseemedanewidea,andthen,somehow,itlookedasfamiliaraspossible。"Hiswifefrownedhimdownthere。Thiswasinthemorning;butintheevening,alonewithhiswife,hehadgiventongueagain。

"Well,really,youknow"——(silence)——"ofcourse,youknowallthisisverystrange,iftrue,whichIcannotdeny;but"——

(silence)——"But,ontheotherhand,ifonelooksthingsintheface,youknow——uponmyhonour,theprinceisararegoodfellow——

and——and——and——well,hisname,youknow——yourfamilyname——allthislookswell,andperpetuatesthenameandtitleandallthat——

whichatthismomentisnotstandingsohighasitmight——fromonepointofview——don’tyouknow?Theworld,theworldistheworld,ofcourse——andpeoplewilltalk——and——and——theprincehasproperty,youknow——ifitisnotverylarge——andthenhe——he——"

(Continuedsilence,andcollapseofthegeneral。)

Hearingthesewordsfromherhusband,LizabethaProkofievnawasdrivenbesideherself。

Accordingtoheropinion,thewholethinghadbeenonehuge,fantastical,absurd,unpardonablemistake。"Firstofall,thisprinceisanidiot,and,secondly,heisafool——knowsnothingoftheworld,andhasnoplaceinit。Whomcanhebeshownto?Wherecanyoutakehimto?WhatwilloldBielokonskisay?WeneverthoughtofsuchahusbandasTHATforourAglaya!"

Ofcourse,thelastargumentwasthechiefone。Thematernalhearttrembledwithindignationtothinkofsuchanabsurdity,althoughinthatheartthereroseanothervoice,whichsaid:"AndWHYisnottheprincesuchahusbandasyouwouldhavedesiredforAglaya?"ItwasthisvoicewhichannoyedLizabethaProkofievnamorethananythingelse。

Forsomereasonorother,thesisterslikedtheideaoftheprince。Theydidnotevenconsideritverystrange;inaword,theymightbeexpectedatanymomenttorangethemselvesstronglyonhisside。Butbothofthemdecidedtosaynothingeitherway。

IthadalwaysbeennoticedinthefamilythatthestrongerMrs。

Epanchin’soppositionwastoanyproject,thenearershewas,inreality,togivingin。

Alexandra,however,founditdifficulttokeepabsolutesilenceonthesubject。Longsinceholding,asshedid,thepostof"confidentialadvisertomamma,"shewasnowperpetuallycalledincouncil,andaskedheropinion,andespeciallyherassistance,inordertorecollect"howonearthallthishappened?"Whydidnooneseeit?Whydidnoonesayanythingaboutit?Whatdidallthatwretched"poorknight"jokemean?Whywasshe,LizabethaProkofievna,driventothink,andforesee,andworryforeverybody,whiletheyallsuckedtheirthumbs,andcountedthecrowsinthegarden,anddidnothing?Atfirst,Alexandrahadbeenverycareful,andhadmerelyrepliedthatperhapsherfather’sremarkwasnotsofarout:that,intheeyesoftheworld,probablythechoiceoftheprinceasahusbandforoneoftheEpanchingirlswouldbeconsideredaverywiseone。Warmingup,however,sheaddedthattheprincewasbynomeansafool,andneverhadbeen;andthatasto"placeintheworld,"nooneknewwhatthepositionofarespectablepersoninRussiawouldimplyinafewyears——whetheritwoulddependonsuccessesinthegovernmentservice,ontheoldsystem,orwhat。

ToallthishermotherrepliedthatAlexandrawasafreethinker,andthatallthiswasduetothat"cursedwoman’srightsquestion。"

Halfanhourafterthisconversation,shewentofftotown,andthencetotheKammennyOstrof,["StoneIsland,"asuburbandparkofSt。Petersburg]toseePrincessBielokonski,whohadjustarrivedfromMoscowonashortvisit。TheprincesswasAglaya’sgodmother。

"OldBielokonski"listenedtoallthefeveredanddespairinglamentationsofLizabethaProkofievnawithouttheleastemotion;

thetearsofthissorrowfulmotherdidnotevokeansweringsighs——

infact,shelaughedather。Shewasadreadfulolddespot,thisprincess;shecouldnotallowequalityinanything,noteveninfriendshipoftheoldeststanding,andsheinsistedontreatingMrs。Epanchinasherprotegee,asshehadbeenthirty-fiveyearsago。ShecouldneverputupwiththeindependenceandenergyofLizabetha’scharacter。Sheobservedthat,asusual,thewholefamilyhadgonemuchtoofarahead,andhadconvertedaflyintoanelephant;that,sofarasshehadheardtheirstory,shewaspersuadedthatnothingofanyseriousnesshadoccurred;thatitwouldsurelybebettertowaituntilsomethingDIDhappen;thattheprince,inheropinion,wasaverydecentyoungfellow,thoughperhapsalittleeccentric,throughillness,andnotquiteasweightyintheworldasonecouldwish。Theworstfeaturewas,shesaid,NastasiaPhilipovna。

LizabethaProkofievnawellunderstoodthattheoldladywasangryatthefailureofEvgeniePavlovitch——herownrecommendation。ShereturnedhometoPavlofskinaworsehumourthanwhensheleft,andofcourseeverybodyinthehousesuffered。Shepitchedintoeveryone,because,shedeclared,theyhad’gonemad。’Whywerethingsalwaysmismanagedinherhouse?Whyhadeverybodybeeninsuchafrantichurryinthismatter?Sofarasshecouldsee,nothingwhateverhadhappened。Surelytheyhadbetterwaitandseewhatwastohappen,insteadofmakingmountainsoutofmolehills。

Andsotheconclusionofthematterwasthatitwouldbefarbettertotakeitquietly,andwaitcoollytoseewhatwouldturnup。But,alas!peacedidnotreignformorethantenminutes。ThefirstblowdealttoitspowerwasincertainnewscommunicatedtoLizabethaProkofievnaastoeventswhichbadhappenedduringhertriptoseetheprincess。(ThistriphadtakenplacethedayafterthatonwhichtheprincehadturnedupattheEpanchinsatnearlyoneo’clockatnight,thinkingitwasnine。)

Thesistersrepliedcandidlyandfullyenoughtotheirmother’simpatientquestionsonherreturn。Theysaid,inthefirstplace,thatnothingparticularhadhappenedsinceherdeparture;thattheprincehadbeen,andthatAglayahadkepthimwaitingalongwhilebeforesheappeared——halfanhour,atleast;thatshehadthencomein,andimmediatelyaskedtheprincetohaveagameofchess;thattheprincedidnotknowthegame,andAglayahadbeatenhimeasily;thatshehadbeeninawonderfullymerrymood,andhadlaughedattheprince,andchaffedhimsounmercifullythatonewasquitesorrytoseehiswretchedexpression。

Shehadthenaskedhimtoplaycards——thegamecalled"littlefools。"Atthisgamethetableswereturnedcompletely,fortheprincehadshownhimselfamasteratit。Aglayahadcheatedandchangedcards,andstolenothers,inthemostbare-facedway,but,inspiteofeverythingtheprincehadbeatenherhopelesslyfivetimesrunning,andshehadbeenleft"littlefool"eachtime。

Aglayathenlosthertemper,andbegantosaysuchawfulthingstotheprincethathelaughednomore,butgrewdreadfullypale,especiallywhenshesaidthatsheshouldnotremaininthehousewithhim,andthatheoughttobeashamedofcomingtotheirhouseatall,especiallyatnight,"AFTERALLTHATHADHAPPENED。"

Sosaying,shehadlefttheroom,bangingthedoorafterher,andtheprincewentoff,lookingasthoughhewereonhiswaytoafuneral,inspiteofalltheirattemptsatconsolation。

Suddenly,aquarterofanhouraftertheprince’sdeparture,Aglayahadrushedoutofherroominsuchahurrythatshehadnotevenwipedhereyes,whichwerefulloftears。ShecamebackbecauseColiahadbroughtahedgehog。Everybodycameintoseethehedgehog。InanswertotheirquestionsColiaexplainedthatthehedgehogwasnothis,andthathehadleftanotherboy,KostiaLebedeff,waitingforhimoutside。Kostiawastooshytocomein,becausehewascarryingahatchet;theyhadboughtthehedgehogandthehatchetfromapeasantwhomtheyhadmetontheroad。Hehadofferedtosellthemthehedgehog,andtheyhadpaidfiftycopecksforit;andthehatchethadsotakentheirfancythattheyhadmadeuptheirmindstobuyitoftheirownaccord。

Onhearingthis,AglayaurgedColiatosellherthehedgehog;sheevencalledhim"dearColia,"intryingtocoaxhim。Herefusedforalongtime,butatlasthecouldholdoutnomore,andwenttofetchKostiaLebedeff。Thelatterappeared,carryinghishatchet,andcoveredwithconfusion。Thenitcameoutthatthehedgehogwasnottheirs,butthepropertyofaschoolmate,onePetroff,whohadgiventhemsomemoneytobuySchlosser’sHistoryforhim,fromanotherschoolfellowwhoatthatmomentwasdriventoraisingmoneybythesaleofhisbooks。ColiaandKostiawereabouttomakethispurchasefortheirfriendwhenchancebroughtthehedgehogtotheirnotice,andtheyhadsuccumbedtothetemptationofbuyingit。TheywerenowtakingPetroffthehedgehogandhatchetwhichtheyhadboughtwithhismoney,insteadofSchiosser’sHistory。ButAglayasoentreatedthemthatatlasttheyconsentedtosellherthehedgehog。Assoonasshehadgotpossessionofit,sheputitinawickerbasketwithColia’shelp,andcovereditwithanapkin。ThenshesaidtoColia:"Goandtakethishedgehogtotheprincefromme,andaskhimtoacceptitasatokenofmyprofoundrespect。"Coliajoyfullypromisedtodotheerrand,buthedemandedexplanations。

"Whatdoesthehedgehogmean?Whatisthemeaningofsuchapresent?"Aglayarepliedthatitwasnoneofhisbusiness。"Iamsurethatthereissomeallegoryaboutit,"Coliapersisted。

Aglayagrewangry,andcalledhim"asillyboy。""IfIdidnotrespectallwomeninyourperson,"repliedColia,"andifmyownprincipleswouldpermitit,Iwouldsoonprovetoyou,thatI

knowhowtoanswersuchaninsult!"But,intheend,Coliawentoffwiththehedgehogingreatdelight,followedbyKostiaLebedeff。Aglaya’sannoyancewassoonover,andseeingthatColiawasswingingthehedgehog’sbasketviolentlytoandfro,shecalledouttohimfromtheverandah,asiftheyhadneverquarrelled:"Colia,dear,pleasetakecarenottodrophim!"

Coliaappearedtohavenogrudgeagainsther,either,forhestopped,andansweredmostcordially:"No,Iwillnotdrophim!

Don’tbeafraid,AglayaIvanovna!"Afterwhichhewentonhisway。Aglayaburstoutlaughingandranuptoherroom,highlydelighted。Hergoodspiritslastedthewholeday。

AllthisfilledpoorLizabetha’smindwithchaoticconfusion。

Whatonearthdiditallmean?Themostdisturbingfeaturewasthehedgehog。Whatwasthesymbolicsignificationofahedgehog?

Whatdidtheyunderstandbyit?Whatunderlayit?Wasitacrypticmessage?

PoorGeneralEpanchin"puthisfootinit"byansweringtheabovequestionsinhisownway。Hesaidtherewasnocrypticmessageatall。Asforthehedgehog,itwasjustahedgehog,whichmeantnothing——unless,indeed,itwasapledgeoffriendship,——thesignofforgettingofoffencesandsoon。Atallevents,itwasajoke,and,ofcourse,amostpardonableandinnocentone。

Wemayaswellremarkthatthegeneralhadguessedperfectlyaccurately。

Theprince,returninghomefromtheinterviewwithAglaya,hadsatgloomyanddepressedforhalfanhour。HewasalmostindespairwhenColiaarrivedwiththehedgehog。

Thentheskyclearedinamoment。Theprinceseemedtoarisefromthedead;heaskedColiaallaboutit,madehimrepeatthestoryoverandoveragain,andlaughedandshookhandswiththeboysinhisdelight。

ItseemedcleartotheprincethatAglayaforgavehim,andthathemightgothereagainthisveryevening;andinhiseyesthatwasnotonlythemainthing,buteverythingintheworld。

"Whatchildrenwearestill,Colia!"hecriedatlast,enthusiastically,——"andhowdelightfulitisthatwecanbechildrenstill!"

"Simply——mydearprince,——simplysheisinlovewithyou,——that’sthewholeofthesecret!"repliedColia,withauthority。

Theprinceblushed,butthistimehesaidnothing。Coliaburstoutlaughingandclappedhishands。Aminutelatertheprincelaughedtoo,andfromthismomentuntiltheeveninghelookedathiswatcheveryotherminutetoseehowmuchtimehehadtowaitbeforeeveningcame。

Butthesituationwasbecomingrapidlycritical。

Mrs。Epanchincouldbearhersuspensenolonger,andinspiteoftheoppositionofhusbandanddaughters,shesentforAglaya,determinedtogetastraightforwardansweroutofher,onceforall。

"Otherwise,"sheobservedhysterically,"Ishalldiebeforeevening。"

Itwasonlynowthateveryonerealizedtowhataridiculousdead-

lockthewholematterhadbeenbrought。Exceptingfeignedsurprise,indignation,laughter,andjeering——bothattheprinceandateveryonewhoaskedherquestions,——nothingcouldbegotoutofAglaya。

LizabethaProkofievnawenttobedandonlyroseagainintimefortea,whentheprincemightbeexpected。

Sheawaitedhimintremblingagitation;andwhenheatlastarrivedshenearlywentoffintohysterics。

Muishkinhimselfcameinverytimidly。Heseemedtofeelhisway,andlookedineachperson’seyesinaquestioningway,——forAglayawasabsent,whichfactalarmedhimatonce。

Thiseveningtherewerenostrangerspresent——noonebuttheimmediatemembersofthefamily。PrinceS。wasstillintown,occupiedwiththeaffairsofEvgeniePavlovitch’suncle。

"IwishatleastHEwouldcomeandsaysomething!"complainedpoorLizabethaProkofievna。

Thegeneralsatstillwithamostpreoccupiedair。Thesisterswerelookingveryseriousanddidnotspeakaword,andLizabethaProkofievnadidnotknowhowtocommencetheconversation。

Atlengthsheplungedintoanenergeticandhostilecriticismofrailways,andglaredattheprincedefiantly。

AlasAglayastilldidnotcome——andtheprincewasquitelost。Hehadthegreatestdifficultyinexpressinghisopinionthatrailwaysweremostusefulinstitutions,——andinthemiddleofhisspeechAdelaidalaughed,whichthrewhimintoastillworsestateofconfusion。

AtthismomentinmarchedAglaya,ascalmandcollectedascouldbe。Shegavetheprinceaceremoniousbowandsolemnlytookupaprominentpositionnearthebigroundtable。Shelookedattheprincequestioningly。

Allpresentrealizedthatthemomentforthesettlementofperplexitieshadarrived。

"Didyougetmyhedgehog?"sheinquired,firmlyandalmostangrily。

Yes,Igotit,"saidtheprince,blushing。

"Tellusnow,atonce,whatyoumadeofthepresent?Imusthaveyouanswerthisquestionformother’ssake;sheneedspacifying,andsodoalltherestofthefamily!"

"Lookhere,Aglaya——"beganthegeneral。

"This——thisisgoingbeyondalllimits!"saidLizabethaProkofievna,suddenlyalarmed。

"Itisnotintheleastbeyondalllimits,mamma!"saidherdaughter,firmly。"Isenttheprinceahedgehogthismorning,andIwishtohearhisopinionofit。Goon,prince。"

"What——whatsortofopinion,AglayaIvanovna?"

"Aboutthehedgehog。"

"Thatis——IsupposeyouwishtoknowhowIreceivedthehedgehog,AglayaIvanovna,——or,Ishouldsay,howIregardedyoursendinghimtome?Inthatcase,Imaytellyou——inaword——thatI——infact——"

Hepaused,breathless。

"Come——youhaven’ttoldusmuch!"saidAglaya,afterwaitingsomefiveseconds。"Verywell,Iamreadytodropthehedgehog,ifyoulike;butIamanxioustobeabletoclearupthisaccumulationofmisunderstandings。Allowmetoaskyou,prince,——Iwishtohearfromyou,personally——areyoumakingmeanoffer,ornot?"

"Graciousheavens!"exclaimedLizabethaProkofievna。Theprincestarted。Thegeneralstiffenedinhischair;thesistersfrowned。

"Don’tdeceivemenow,prince——tellthetruth。Allthesepeoplepersecutemewithastoundingquestions——aboutyou。Isthereanygroundforallthesequestions,ornot?Come!"

"Ihavenotaskedyoutomarrymeyet,AglayaIvanovna,"saidtheprince,becomingsuddenlyanimated;"butyouknowyourselfhowmuchIloveyouandtrustyou。"

"No——Iaskedyouthis——answerthis!Doyouintendtoaskformyband,ornot?"

"Yes——Idoaskforit!"saidtheprince,moredeadthanalivenow。

Therewasageneralstirintheroom。

"No——no——mydeargirl,"beganthegeneral。"Youcannotproceedlikethis,Aglaya,ifthat’showthematterstands。It’simpossible。Prince,forgiveit,mydearfellow,but——LizabethaProkofievna!"——heappealedtohisspouseforhelp——"youmustreally——"

"NotI——notI!Iretirefromallresponsibility,"saidLizabethaProkofievna,withawaveofthehand。

"Allowmetospeak,please,mamma,"saidAglaya。"IthinkIoughttohavesomethingtosayinthematter。Animportantmomentofmydestinyisabouttobedecided"——(thisishowAglayaexpressedherself)——"andIwishtofindouthowthematterstands,formyownsake,thoughIamgladyouareallhere。Allowmetoaskyou,prince,sinceyoucherishthoseintentions,howyouconsiderthatyouwillprovideformyhappiness?"

"I——Idon’tquiteknowhowtoansweryourquestion,AglayaIvanovna。Whatistheretosaytosuchaquestion?And——andmustIanswer?"

"Ithinkyouareratheroverwhelmedandoutofbreath。Havealittlerest,andtrytorecoveryourself。Takeaglassofwater,or——butthey’llgiveyousometeadirectly。"

"Iloveyou,AglayaIvanovna,——Iloveyouverymuch。Iloveonlyyou——and——pleasedon’tjestaboutit,forIdoloveyouverymuch。"

"Well,thismatterisimportant。Wearenotchildren——wemustlookintoitthoroughly。Nowthen,kindlytellme——whatdoesyourfortuneconsistof?"

"No——Aglaya——come,enoughofthis,youmustn’tbehavelikethis,"

saidherfather,indismay。

"It’sdisgraceful,"saidLizabethaProkofievnainaloudwhisper。

"She’smad——quite!"saidAlexandra。

"Fortune——money——doyoumean?"askedtheprinceinsomesurprise。

"Justso。"

"Ihavenow——let’ssee——Ihaveahundredandthirty-fivethousandroubles,"saidtheprince,blushingviolently。

"Isthatall,really?"saidAglaya,candidly,withouttheslightestshowofconfusion。"However,it’snotsobad,especiallyifmanagedwitheconomy。Doyouintendtoserve?"

"I——Iintendedtotryforacertificateasprivatetutor。"

"Verygood。Thatwouldincreaseourincomenicely。HaveyouanyintentionofbeingaKammer-junker?"

"AKammer-junker?Ihadnotthoughtofit,but——"

Butherethetwosisterscouldrestrainthemselvesnolonger,andbothofthemburstintoirrepressiblelaughter。

AdelaidahadlongsincedetectedinAglaya’sfeaturesthegatheringsignsofanapproachingstormoflaughter,whichsherestrainedwithamazingself-control。

Aglayalookedmenacinglyatherlaughingsisters,butcouldnotcontainherselfanylonger,andthenextminuteshetoohadburstintoanirrepressible,andalmosthysterical,fitofmirth。Atlengthshejumpedup,andranoutoftheroom。

"Iknewitwasallajoke!"criedAdelaida。"Ifeltiteversince——sincethehedgehog。"

"No,no!Icannotallowthis,——thisisalittletoomuch,"criedLizabethaProkofievna,explodingwithrage,andsherosefromherseatandfollowedAglayaoutoftheroomasquicklyasshecould。

Thetwosistershurriedlywentafterher。

Theprinceandthegeneralweretheonlytwopersonsleftintheroom。

"It’s——it’sreally——nowcouldyouhaveimaginedanythinglikeit,LefNicolaievitch?"criedthegeneral。Hewasevidentlysomuchagitatedthathehardlyknewwhathewishedtosay。"Seriouslynow,seriouslyImean——"

"IonlyseethatAglayaIvanovnaislaughingatme,"saidthepoorprince,sadly。

"Waitabit,myboy,I’lljustgo——youstayhere,youknow。Butdojustexplain,ifyoucan,LefNicolaievitch,howintheworldhasallthiscomeabout?Andwhatdoesitallmean?Youmustunderstand,mydearfellow;Iamafather,yousee,andIoughttobeallowedtounderstandthematter——doexplain,Ibegyou!"

"IloveAglayaIvanovna——sheknowsit,——andIthinkshemusthavelongknownit。"

Thegeneralshruggedhisshoulders。

"Strange——it’sstrange,"hesaid,"andyouloveherverymuch?"

"Yes,verymuch。"

"Well——it’sallmoststrangetome。Thatis——mydearfellow,itissuchasurprise——suchablow——that……Yousee,itisnotyourfinancialposition(thoughIshouldnotobjectifyouwereabitricher)——Iamthinkingofmydaughter’shappiness,ofcourse,andthethingis——areyouabletogiveherthehappinessshedeserves?Andthen——isallthisajokeonherpart,orissheinearnest?Idon’tmeanonyourside,butonhers。"

AtthismomentAlexandra’svoicewasheardoutsidethedoor,callingout"Papa!"

"Waitformehere,myboy——willyou?Justwaitandthinkitallover,andI’llcomebackdirectly,"hesaidhurriedly,andmadeoffwithwhatlookedliketherapidityofalarminresponsetoAlexandra’scall。

Hefoundthemotheranddaughterlockedinoneanother’sarms,minglingtheirtears。

Thesewerethetearsofjoyandpeaceandreconciliation。Aglayawaskissinghermother’slipsandcheeksandhands;theywerehuggingeachotherinthemostardentway。

"There,lookathernow——IvanFedorovitch!Heresheis——allofher!ThisisourREALAglayaatlast!"saidLizabethaProkofievna。

Aglayaraisedherhappy,tearfulfacefromhermother’sbreast,glancedatherfather,andburstoutlaughing。Shesprangathimandhuggedhimtoo,andkissedhimoverandoveragain。Shethenrushedbacktohermotherandhidherfaceinthematernalbosom,andthereindulgedinmoretears。Hermothercoveredherwithacornerofhershawl。

"Oh,youcruellittlegirl!Howwillyoutreatusallnext,I

wonder?"shesaid,butshespokewitharingofjoyinhervoice,andasthoughshebreathedatlastwithouttheoppressionwhichshehadfeltsolong。

"Cruel?"sobbedAglaya。"Yes,IAMcruel,andworthless,andspoiled——tellfatherso,——oh,hereheis——IforgotFather,listen!"Shelaughedthroughhertears。

"Mydarling,mylittleidol,"criedthegeneral,kissingandfondlingherhands(Aglayadidnotdrawthemaway);"soyoulovethisyoungman,doyou?"

"No,no,no,can’tBEARhim,Ican’tBEARyouryoungman!"criedAglaya,raisingherhead。"AndifyoudaresaythatONCEmore,papa——I’mserious,youknow,I’m,——doyouhearme——I’mserious!"

Shecertainlydidseemtobeseriousenough。Shehadflushedupalloverandhereyeswereblazing。

Thegeneralfelttroubledandremainedsilent,whileLizabethaProkofievnatelegraphedtohimfrombehindAglayatoasknoquestions。

"Ifthat’sthecase,darling——then,ofcourse,youshalldoexactlyasyoulike。Heiswaitingalonedownstairs。Hadn’tI

betterhinttohimgentlythathecango?"ThegeneraltelegraphedtoLizabethaProkofievnainhisturn。

"No,no,youneedn’tdoanythingofthesort;youmustn’thintgentlyatall。I’llgodownmyselfdirectly。Iwishtoapologizetothisyoungman,becauseIhurthisfeelings。"

"Yes,SERIOUSLY,"saidthegeneral,gravely。

"Well,you’dbetterstayhere,allofyou,foralittle,andI’llgodowntohimalonetobeginwith。I’lljustgoinandthenyoucanfollowmealmostatonce。That’sthebestway。"

Shehadalmostreachedthedoorwhensheturnedroundagain。

"Ishalllaugh——IknowIshall;Ishalldieoflaughing,"shesaid,lugubriously。

However,sheturnedandrandowntotheprinceasfastasherfeetcouldcarryher。

"Well,whatdoesitallmean?Whatdoyoumakeofit?"askedthegeneralofhisspouse,hurriedly。

"Ihardlydaresay,"saidLizabetha,ashurriedly,"butIthinkit’sasplainasanythingcanbe。"

"Ithinksotoo,asclearasday;sheloveshim。"

"Loveshim?Sheisheadoverearsinlove,that’swhatsheis,"

putinAlexandra。

"Well,Godblessher,Godblessher,ifsuchisherdestiny,"

saidLizabetha,crossingherselfdevoutly。

"H’mdestinyitis,"saidthegeneral,"andthere’snogettingoutofdestiny。"

Withthesewordstheyallmovedofftowardsthedrawing-room,whereanothersurpriseawaitedthem。Aglayahadnotonlynotlaughed,asshehadfeared,buthadgonetotheprincerathertimidly,andsaidtohim:

"Forgiveasilly,horrid,spoiltgirl"——(shetookhishandhere)——

"andbequiteassuredthatweallofusesteemyoubeyondallwords。AndifIdaredtoturnyourbeautiful,admirablesimplicitytoridicule,forgivemeasyouwouldalittlechilditsmischief。Forgivemeallmyabsurdityofjustnow,which,ofcourse,meantnothing,andcouldnothavetheslightestconsequence。"Shespokethesewordswithgreatemphasis。

Herfather,mother,andsisterscameintotheroomandweremuchstruckwiththelastwords,whichtheyjustcaughtastheyentered——"absurditywhichofcoursemeantnothing"——andstillmoresowiththeemphasiswithwhichAglayahadspoken。

Theyexchangedglancesquestioningly,buttheprincedidnotseemtohaveunderstoodthemeaningofAglaya’swords;hewasinthehighestheavenofdelight。

"Whydoyouspeakso?"hemurmured。"Whydoyouaskmyforgiveness?"

Hewishedtoaddthathewasunworthyofbeingaskedforforgivenessbyher,butpaused。PerhapshedidunderstandAglaya’ssentenceabout"absurditywhichmeantnothing,"andlikethestrangefellowthathewas,rejoicedinthewords。

UndoubtedlythefactthathemightnowcomeandseeAglayaasmuchashepleasedagainwasquiteenoughtomakehimperfectlyhappy;thathemightcomeandspeaktoher,andseeher,andsitbyher,andwalkwithher——whoknows,butthatallthiswasquiteenoughtosatisfyhimforthewholeofhislife,andthathewoulddesirenomoretotheendoftime?

(LizabethaProkofievnafeltthatthismightbethecase,andshedidn’tlikeit;thoughveryprobablyshecouldnothaveputtheideaintowords。)

Itwouldbedifficulttodescribetheanimationandhighspiritswhichdistinguishedtheprincefortherestoftheevening。

Hewassohappythat"itmadeonefeelhappytolookathim,"asAglaya’ssistersexpresseditafterwards。Hetalked,andtoldstoriesjustashehaddoneoncebefore,andneversince,namelyontheveryfirstmorningofhisacquaintancewiththeEpanchins,sixmonthsago。SincehisreturntoPetersburgfromMoscow,hehadbeenremarkablysilent,andhadtoldPrinceS。ononeoccasion,beforeeveryone,thathedidnotthinkhimselfjustifiedindegradinganythoughtbyhisunworthywords。

Butthiseveninghedidnearlyallthetalkinghimself,andtoldstoriesbythedozen,whileheansweredallquestionsputtohimclearly,gladly,andwithanyamountofdetail。

Therewasnothing,however,oflove-makinginhistalk。Hisideaswereallofthemostseriouskind;somewereevenmysticalandprofound。

Heairedhisownviewsonvariousmatters,someofhismostprivateopinionsandobservations,manyofwhichwouldhaveseemedratherfunny,sohishearersagreedafterwards,hadtheynotbeensowellexpressed。

Thegenerallikedserioussubjectsofconversation;butbothheandLizabethaProkofievnafeltthattheywerehavingalittletoomuchofagoodthingtonight,andastheeveningadvanced,theybothgrewmoreorlessmelancholy;buttowardsnight,theprincefelltotellingfunnystories,andwasalwaysthefirsttoburstoutlaughinghimself,whichheinvariablydidsojoyouslyandsimplythattherestlaughedjustasmuchathimasathisstories。

AsforAglaya,shehardlysaidawordalltheevening;butshelistenedwithallherearstoLefNicolaievitch’stalk,andscarcelytookhereyesoffhim。

"Shelookedathim,andstaredandstared,andhungoneverywordhesaid,"saidLizabethaafterwards,toherhusband,"andyet,tellherthatsheloveshim,andsheisfurious!"

"What’stobedone?It’sfate,"saidthegeneral,shrugginghisshoulders,and,foralongwhileafter,hecontinuedtorepeat:

"It’sfate,it’sfate!"

WemayaddthattoabusinessmanlikeGeneralEpanchinthepresentpositionofaffairswasmostunsatisfactory。Hehatedtheuncertaintyinwhichtheyhadbeen,perforce,left。However,hedecidedtosaynomoreaboutit,andmerelytolookon,andtakehistimeandtunefromLizabethaProkofievna。

Thehappystateinwhichthefamilyhadspenttheevening,asjustrecorded,wasnotofverylongduration。NextdayAglayaquarrelledwiththeprinceagain,andsoshecontinuedtobehaveforthenextfewdays。Forwholehoursatatimesheridiculedandchaffedthewretchedman,andmadehimalmostalaughing-

stock。

Itistruethattheyusedtositinthelittlesummer-housetogetherforanhourortwoatatime,veryoften,butitwasobservedthatontheseoccasionstheprincewouldreadthepaper,orsomebook,aloudtoAglaya。

"Doyouknow,"Aglayasaidtohimonce,interruptingthereading,"I’veremarkedthatyouaredreadfullybadlyeducated。Youneverknowanythingthoroughly,ifoneasksyou;neitheranyone’sname,nordates,norabouttreatiesandsoon。It’sagreatpity,youknow!"

"ItoldyouIhadnothadmuchofaneducation,"repliedtheprince。

"HowamItorespectyou,ifthat’sthecase?Readonnow。No——

don’t!Stopreading!"

Andoncemore,thatsameevening,Aglayamystifiedthemall。

PrinceS。hadreturned,andAglayawasparticularlyamiabletohim,andaskedagreatdealafterEvgeniePavlovitch。(Muishkinhadnotcomeinasyet。)

SuddenlyPrinceS。hintedsomethingabout"anewandapproachingchangeinthefamily。"HewasledtothisremarkbyacommunicationinadvertentlymadetohimbyLizabethaProkofievna,thatAdelaida’smarriagemustbepostponedalittlelonger,inorderthatthetwoweddingsmightcomeofftogether。

ItisimpossibletodescribeAglaya’sirritation。Sheflaredup,andsaidsomeindignantwordsabout"allthesesillyinsinuations。"Sheaddedthat"shehadnointentionsasyetofreplacinganybody’smistress。"

Thesewordspainfullyimpressedthewholeparty;butespeciallyherparents。LizabethaProkofievnasummonedasecretcounciloftwo,andinsisteduponthegeneral’sdemandingfromtheprinceafullexplanationofhisrelationswithNastasiaPhilipovna。ThegeneralarguedthatitwasonlyawhimofAglaya’s;andthat,hadnotPrinceS。unfortunatelymadethatremark,whichhadconfusedthechildandmadeherblush,sheneverwouldhavesaidwhatshedid;andthathewassureAglayaknewwellthatanythingshemighthaveheardoftheprinceandNastasiaPhilipovnawasmerelythefabricationofmalicioustongues,andthatthewomanwasgoingtomarryRogojin。HeinsistedthattheprincehadnothingwhatevertodowithNastasiaPhilipovna,sofarasanyliaisonwasconcerned;and,ifthetruthweretobetoldaboutit,headded,neverhadhad。

Meanwhilenothingputtheprinceout,andhecontinuedtobeintheseventhheavenofbliss。Ofcoursehecouldnotfailtoobservesomeimpatienceandill-temperinAglayanowandthen;

buthebelievedinsomethingelse,andnothingcouldnowshakehisconviction。Besides,Aglaya’sfrownsneverlastedlong;theydisappearedofthemselves。

Perhapshewastooeasyinhismind。SothoughtHippolyte,atallevents,whomethimintheparkoneday。

"Didn’tItellyouthetruthnow,whenIsaidyouwereinlove?"

hesaid,cominguptoMuishkinofhisownaccord,andstoppinghim。

Theprincegavehimhishandandcongratulatedhimupon"lookingsowell。"

Hippolytehimselfseemedtobehopefulabouthisstateofhealth,asisoftenthecasewithconsumptives。

Hehadapproachedtheprincewiththeintentionoftalkingsarcasticallyabouthishappyexpressionofface,butverysoonforgothisintentionandbegantotalkabouthimself。Hebegancomplainingabouteverything,disconnectedlyandendlessly,aswashiswont。

"Youwouldn’tbelieve,"heconcluded,"howirritatingtheyallarethere。Theyaresuchwretchedlysmall,vain,egotistical,COMMONPLACEpeople!Wouldyoubelieveit,theyinvitedmethereundertheexpressconditionthatIshoulddiequickly,andtheyareallaswildaspossiblewithmefornothavingdiedyet,andforbeing,onthecontrary,agooddealbetter!Isn’titacomedy?Idon’tmindbettingthatyoudon’tbelieveme!"

Theprincesaidnothing。

"Isometimesthinkofcomingovertoyouagain,"saidHippolyte,carelessly。"SoyouDON’Tthinkthemcapableofinvitingamanontheconditionthatheistolooksharpanddie?"

"Icertainlythoughttheyinvitedyouwithquiteotherviews。"

"Ho,ho!youarenotnearlysosimpleastheytrytomakeyouout!Thisisnotthetimeforit,orIwouldtellyouathingortwoaboutthatbeauty,Gania,andhishopes。Youarebeingundermined,pitilesslyundermined,and——anditisreallymelancholytoseeyousocalmaboutit。Butalas!it’syournature——youcan’thelpit!"

"Myword!whatathingtobemelancholyabout!Why,doyouthinkIshouldbeanyhappierifIweretofeeldisturbedabouttheexcavationsyoutellmeof?"

"Itisbettertobeunhappyandknowtheworst,thantobehappyinafool’sparadise!Isupposeyoudon’tbelievethatyouhavearivalinthatquarter?"

"Yourinsinuationsastorivalryarerathercynical,Hippolyte。

I’msorrytosayIhavenorighttoansweryou!AsforGania,I

putittoyou,CANanymanhaveahappymindafterpassingthroughwhathehashadtosuffer?Ithinkthatisthebestwaytolookatit。Hewillchangeyet,hehaslotsoftimebeforehim,andlifeisrich;besides——besides……"theprincehesitated。"Astobeingundermined,Idon’tknowwhatintheworldyouaredrivingat,Hippolyte。Ithinkwehadbetterdropthesubject!"

"Verywell,we’lldropitforawhile。Youcan’tlookatanythingbutinyourexalted,generousway。Youmustputoutyourfingerandtouchathingbeforeyou’llbelieveit,eh?Ha!ha!ha!I

supposeyoudespisemedreadfully,prince,eh?Whatdoyouthink?"

"Why?Becauseyouhavesufferedmorethanwehave?"

"No;becauseIamunworthyofmysufferings,ifyoulike!"

"WhoeverCANsufferisworthytosuffer,Ishouldthink。AglayaIvanovnawishedtoseeyou,aftershehadreadyourconfession,but——"

"Shepostponedthepleasure——Isee——Iquiteunderstand!"saidHippolyte,hurriedly,asthoughhewishedtobanishthesubject。

"Ihear——theytellme——thatyoureadherallthatnonsensealoud?

Stupid@boshitwas——writtenindelirium。AndIcan’tunderstandhowanyonecanbesoIwon’tsayCRUEL,becausethewordwouldbehumiliatingtomyself,butwe’llsaychildishlyvainandrevengeful,astoREPROACHmewiththisconfession,anduseitasaweaponagainstme。Don’tbeafraid,I’mnotreferringtoyourself。"

"Oh,butI’msorryyourepudiatetheconfession,Hippolyte——itissincere;and,doyouknow,eventheabsurdpartsofit——andthesearemany"(hereHippolytefrownedsavagely)"are,asitwere,redeemedbysuffering——foritmusthavecostyousomethingtoadmitwhatyoutheresay——greattorture,perhaps,forallIknow。

Yourmotivemusthavebeenaverynobleoneallthrough。Whatevermayhaveappearedtothecontrary,Igiveyoumyword,Iseethismoreplainlyeveryday。Idonotjudgeyou;Imerelysaythistohaveitoffmymind,andIamonlysorrythatIdidnotsayitallTHEN——"

Hippolyteflushedhotly。Hehadthoughtatfirstthattheprincewas"humbugging"him;butonlookingathisfacehesawthathewasabsolutelyserious,andhadnothoughtofanydeception。

Hippolytebeamedwithgratification。

"AndyetImustdie,"hesaid,andalmostadded:"amanlikeme@

"AndimaginehowthatGaniaannoysme!Hehasdevelopedtheidea——orpretendstobelieve——thatinallprobabilitythreeorfourotherswhoheardmyconfessionwilldiebeforeIdo。There’sanideaforyou——andallthisbywayofCONSOLINGme!Ha!ha!ha!Inthefirstplacetheyhaven’tdiedyet;andinthesecond,iftheyDIDdie——allofthem——whatwouldbethesatisfactiontomeinthat?Hejudgesmebyhimself。Buthegoesfurther,heactuallypitchesintomebecause,ashedeclares,’anydecentfellow’

woulddiequietly,andthat’allthis’ismereegotismonmypart。Hedoesn’tseewhatrefinementofegotismitisonhisownpart——andatthesametime,whatox-likecoarseness!HaveyoueverreadofthedeathofoneStepanGleboff,intheeighteenthcentury?Ireadofityesterdaybychance。"

"Whowashe?"

HewasimpaledonastakeinthetimeofPeter。"

"Iknow,Iknow!Helaytherefifteenhoursinthehardfrost,anddiedwiththemostextraordinaryfortitude——Iknow——whatofhim?"

"OnlythatGodgivesthatsortofdyingtosome,andnottoothers。Perhapsyouthink,though,thatIcouldnotdielikeGleboff?"

"Notatall!"saidtheprince,blushing。"Iwasonlygoingtosaythatyou——notthatyoucouldnotbelikeGleboff——butthatyouwouldhavebeenmorelike@

"Iguesswhatyoumean——IshouldbeanOsterman,notaGleboff——

eh?Isthatwhatyoumeant?"

"WhatOsterman?"askedtheprinceinsomesurprise。

"Why,Osterman——thediplomatist。Peter’sOsterman,"mutteredHippolyte,confused。Therewasamoment’spauseofmutualconfusion。

Oh,no,no!"saidtheprinceatlast,"thatwasnotwhatIwasgoingtosay——ohno!Idon’tthinkyouwouldeverhavebeenlikeOsterman。"

Hippolytefrownedgloomily。

"I’lltellyouwhyIdrawtheconclusion,"explainedtheprince,evidentlydesirousofclearingupthematteralittle。"Because,thoughIoftenthinkoverthemenofthosetimes,Icannotforthelifeofmeimaginethemtobelikeourselves。Itreallyappearstomethattheywereofanotherracealtogetherthanourselvesoftoday。Atthattimepeopleseemedtosticksotooneidea;now,theyaremorenervous,moresensitive,moreenlightened——peopleoftwoorthreeideasatonce——asitwere。

Themanoftodayisabroaderman,sotospeak——andIdeclareI

believethatiswhatpreventshimfrombeingsoself-containedandindependentabeingashisbrotherofthoseearlierdays。Ofcoursemyremarkwasonlymadeunderthisimpression,andnotintheleast@

"Iquiteunderstand。Youaretryingtocomfortmeforthenaivenesswithwhichyoudisagreedwithme——eh?Ha!ha!ha!Youarearegularchild,prince!However,Icannothelpseeingthatyoualwaystreatmelike——likeafragilechinacup。Nevermind,nevermind,I’mnotabitangry!Atalleventswehavehadaveryfunnytalk。Doyouknow,allthingsconsidered,IshouldliketobesomethingbetterthanOsterman!Iwouldn’ttakethetroubletorisefromthedeadtobeanOsterman。However,IseeImustmakearrangementstodiesoon,orImyself。Well——leavemenow!Aurevoir。Lookhere——beforeyougo,justgivemeyouropinion:howdoyouthinkIoughttodie,now?Imean——thebest,themostvirtuousway?Tellme!"

"Youshouldpassusbyandforgiveusourhappiness,"saidtheprinceinalowvoice。

"Ha!ha!ha!Ithoughtso。IthoughtIshouldhearsomethinglikethat。Well,youare——youreallyare——ohdearme!Eloquence,eloquence!Good-bye!"

VI。

AstotheeveningpartyattheEpanchins’atwhichPrincessBielokonskiwastobepresent,Variahadreportedwithaccuracy;

thoughshehadperhapsexpressedherselftoostrongly。

Thethingwasdecidedinahurryandwithacertainamountofquiteunnecessaryexcitement,doubtlessbecause"nothingcouldbedoneinthishouselikeanywhereelse。"

TheimpatienceofLizabethaProkofievna"togetthingssettled"

explainedagooddeal,aswellastheanxietyofbothparentsforthehappinessoftheirbeloveddaughter。Besides,PrincessBielokonskiwasgoingawaysoon,andtheyhopedthatshewouldtakeaninterestintheprince。Theywereanxiousthatheshouldentersocietyundertheauspicesofthislady,whosepatronagewasthebestofrecommendationsforanyyoungman。

Evenifthereseemssomethingstrangeaboutthematch,thegeneralandhiswifesaidtoeachother,the"world"willacceptAglaya’sfiancewithoutanyquestionifheisunderthepatronageoftheprincess。Inanycase,theprincewouldhavetobe"shown"

soonerorlater;thatis,introducedintosociety,ofwhichhehad,sofar,nottheleastidea。Moreover,itwasonlyaquestionofasmallgatheringofafewintimatefriends。BesidesPrincessBielokonski,onlyoneotherladywasexpected,thewifeofahighdignitary。EvgeniePavlovitch,whowastoescorttheprincess,wastheonlyyoungman。

Muishkinwastoldoftheprincess’svisitthreedaysbeforehand,butnothingwassaidtohimaboutthepartyuntilthenightbeforeitwastotakeplace。

Hecouldnothelpobservingtheexcitedandagitatedconditionofallmembersofthefamily,andfromcertainhintsdroppedinconversationhegatheredthattheywereallanxiousastotheimpressionheshouldmakeupontheprincess。ButtheEpanchins,oneandall,believedthatMuishkin,inhissimplicityofmind,wasquiteincapableofrealizingthattheycouldbefeelinganyanxietyonhisaccount,andforthisreasontheyalllookedathimwithdreadanduneasiness。

Inpointoffact,hedidattachmarvellouslylittleimportancetotheapproachingevent。Hewasoccupiedwithaltogetherdifferentthoughts。Aglayawasgrowinghourlymorecapriciousandgloomy,andthisdistressedhim。WhentheytoldhimthatEvgeniePavlovitchwasexpected,heevincedgreatdelight,andsaidthathehadlongwishedtoseehim——andsomehowthesewordsdidnotpleaseanyone。

Aglayalefttheroominafitofirritation,anditwasnotuntillateintheevening,pasteleven,whentheprincewastakinghisdeparture,thatshesaidawordortwotohim,privately,assheaccompaniedhimasfarasthefrontdoor。

"Ishouldlikeyou,"shesaid,"nottocomeheretomorrowuntilevening,whentheguestsareallassembled。Youknowtherearetobeguests,don’tyou?"

Shespokeimpatientlyandwithseverity;thiswasthefirstallusionshehadmadetothepartyoftomorrow。

Shehatedtheideaofit,everyonesawthat;andshewouldprobablyhavelikedtoquarrelaboutitwithherparents,butprideandmodestypreventedherfrombroachingthesubject。

TheprincejumpedtotheconclusionthatAglaya,too,wasnervousabouthim,andtheimpressionhewouldmake,andthatshedidnotliketoadmitheranxiety;andthisthoughtalarmedhim。

"Yes,Iaminvited,"hereplied。

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