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Sir Gibbie
投诉 阅读记录

第11章

Howfriendlythewarmairfelt!howconsolingthecrimsonwallswiththesoftflickerofthegreatfireuponthem!howdelicioustheodourofthecockie-leekie!,Shecouldgiveupwhiskyagooddealmoreeasily,shethought,ifshehadthecomfortsofaministertofallbackupon!,Andthiswasthesameministerwhohadoncetoldherthathersoulwasasprecioustohimasthatofanyotherinhisparish——andthendrivenherfromrespectableJinkLanetothedisreputableDaurfoot!,Itallpassedthroughhermindinaflash,whileyetGibbiepulledandsheresisted。

“Gilbert,comehere,“calledMrs。Sclater。

Hewenttoherside,obedientandtrustingasachild。

“Really,Gilbert,youmustnot,“shesaid,ratherloudforawhisper。“Itwon’tdototurnthingsupsidedownthisway。Ifyouaretobeagentleman,andaninmateofmyhouse,youmustbehavelikeotherpeople。Icannothaveawomanlikethatsittingatmytable——Doyouknowwhatsortofapersonsheis?”

Gibbie’sfaceshoneup。Heraisedhishands。Hewasalreadyabletotalkalittle。

“Issheasinner?”heaskedonhisfingers。

Mrs。Sclaternodded。

Gibbiewheeledround,andsprangbacktothehall,whithertheministerhad,comingdownuponher,bowson,likeasea-shoulderingwhale,inamannerejectedMistressCroale,andwherehewasnowtalkingtoherwithanairofconfidentialcondescension,willingtowipeoutanyfeelingofinjuryshemightperhapsbeinclinedtocherishatnotbeingmademorewelcome:tohisconsternation,Gibbiethrewhisarmsroundherneck,andgaveheragreathug。

“SirGilbert!”heexclaimed,veryangry,andthemoreangrythatheknewhewasintheright,“leaveMistressCroalealone,andgobacktoyourdinnerimmediately——Jane,openthedoor。”

Janeopenedthedoor,Gibbielethergo,andMrs。Croalewent。Butonthethresholdsheturned。

“Weel,sir,“shesaid,withmoreseveritythanpique,andacertainsadinjurynotunmingledwithdignity,“yehaestappitowermydoor-sillmony’sthetime,an’thatwi’sairerwordsi’yermoo’norIevermintitatpeyin’yeback;an’Ineversaidtoyegang。Saefirstyeturntmeooto’myainhoose,an’nooyeturnmeooto’

yours;an’what’sleftyetoturnmeooto’butthehooseo’theLord?,An’,’deed,sir,yeneedneverwon’ergienthelikeso’medisnacareabootgangin’tohearapreachtgospel:wewadfainseeapracteesedane!,Gienyehadsaidtomenoothenicht,’Comeawa’

ben,MistressCroale,an’takapleto’cockie-leekiewi’’s;it’sacauldnicht;’it’smysel’wadhaebeensaeupliftitwi’yerkin’ness,’atIwadhaeganehamean’ta’en——Idinnaken——aiblinsareadatmyBible,an’beentobeseenatthekirkupo’SundayI

wad——o’thatyemaybesure;forit’saheapeasiertogangtothekirknortoreadthebuikyerlane,whauryecannahelpthinkin’

upo’whatitsaystoye。Butnoo,as’tis,I’mawa’hametothewhuskyboatle,an’thesino’’t,gientherebeonyinsicanichto’cauldan’fog,’illjistlieatyourdoor。”

“Youshallhaveaplateofsoup,andwelcome,MistressCroale!”saidtheminister,inaratherstageytoneofhospitality“——Jane,takeMistressCroaletothekitchenwithyou,and——“

“Thedeil’staili’yersoup!——’AtIsudsay’t!”criedMistressCroale,drawingherselfupsuddenly,withasnortofanger:“whanturntIbeggar?,Iwadfainbeinformt!,Was’tyersouporyergraceIsouchttill,sir?,TheLordbeatweenyouan’me!,There’sfirst’at’llbelast,an’last’at’llbefirst。Butthetane’snome,an’thetither’snoyou,sir。”

Withthatsheturnedandwalkeddownthesteps,holdingherheadhigh。

“Really,SirGilbert,“saidtheminister,goingbackintothedining-room——butnoGibbiewasthere!——nobodybuthiswife,sittinginsolitarydiscomposureattheheadofherdinner-table。Thesameinstant,heheardaclatteroffeetdownthesteps,andturnedquicklyintothehallagain,whereJanewasintheactofshuttingthedoor。

“SirGilbert’srunootefterthewuman,sir!”shesaid。

“Hoot!”gruntedtheminister,greatlydispleased,andwentbacktohiswife。

“TakeSirGilbert’splateaway,“saidMrs。Sclatertotheservant。

“That’shisNewTestamentagain!”shewenton,whenthegirlhadlefttheroom。

“Mydear!mydear!takecare,“saidherhusband。HehadnotmuchnotionofobediencetoGod,buthehadsomeideaofrespecttoreligion。HewasjustanidolaterofaChristianshade。

“Really,Mr。Sclater,“hiswifecontinued,“IhadnoideawhatIwasundertaking。Butyougavemenochoice。Thecreatureisincorrigible。Butofcoursehemustpreferthesocietyofwomenlikethat。Theyarethesorthewasaccustomedtowhenhereceivedhisfirstimpressions,andhowcoulditbeotherwise?,Youknewhowhehadbeenbroughtup,andwhatyouhadtoexpect!”

“Broughtup!”criedtheminister,andcausedhisspoonfulofcockie-leekietorushintohismouthwiththenoiseoftheGermanschl黵fen,thenburstintoaloudlaugh。“Youshouldhaveseenhimaboutthestreets!——withhistrowsers——“

“MisterSclater!,Thenyououghttohaveknownbetter!”saidhiswife,andlayingdownherspoon,satbackintotheembraceofherchair。

Butinrealityshewasnottheleastsorryhehadundertakenthecharge。Shecouldnothelplovingtheboy,andherwordsweremerelythefoamofvexation,mingledwithnotalittlejealousy,thathehadlefther,andhisnicehotdinner,togowiththewoman。

Hadshebeenafineladylikeherself,Idoubtifshewouldhavelikeditmuchbetter;butshespeciallyrecoiledfromcomingintorivalrywithoneinwhosehouseahorriblemurderhadbeencommitted,andwhohadbeenbeforethemagistratesinconsequence。

Nothingfurtherwassaiduntilthesecondcoursewasonthetable。

Thentheladyspokeagain:

“Youreallymust,Mr。Sclater,teachhimtheabsurdityofattemptingtofiteverypointofhisbehaviourto——to——wordswhichwereofcoursequitesuitabletothetimewhentheywerespoken,butwhichitisimpossibletotakeliterallynow-a-days——asimpossibleastogoaboutthestreetswithagreathornonyourheadandaveilhangingacrossit——Why!”——Hereshelaughed——alaughthelesslady-likethat,althoughitwasbothlowandmusical,itwasscornful,andalittleshakenbydoubt——“Yousawhimthrowhisarmsroundthehorridcreature’sneck!——Well,hehadjustaskedmeifshewasasinner。Imadenodoubtshewas。Offwiththewordgoesmygentlemantoembraceher!”

Heretheylaughedtogether。

Dinnerover,theywenttoamissionarymeeting,wheretheonestoodandmadeaspeechandtheothersatandlistened,whileGibbiewashavingteawithMistressCroale。

>FromthatdayGibbie’smindwasmuchexercisedastowhathecoulddoforMistressCroale,andnowfirsthebegantowishhehadhismoney。Asfastashelearnedthefinger-alphabethehadtaughtittoDonal,and,asalreadytheyhadagoodmanysymbolsinusebetweenthem,somanyindeedthatDonalwouldofteninsteadofspeakingmakeuseofsigns,theyhadnowthemeansofintercoursealmostasfreeasiftheyhadhadbetweenthemtwotonguesinsteadofone。ItwaseasythereforeforGibbietoimparttoDonalhisanxietyconcerningher,andhisstrongdesiretohelpher,anddoingso,helamentedinagentlewayhispresentinability。ThiscommunicationDonaljudgeditwisetoimpartinhisturntoMistressCroale。

“Yesee,mem,“hesaidinconclusion,“he’ssomew’yoranithergotten’tintil’sheid’atye’rejistawheenowerfreewi’theboatle。Ikenna。Ye’llbethebestjeedgeo’thatyersel’!”

MistressCroalewassilentforawholeminutebytheclock。FromthemomentwhenGibbieforsookhisdinnerandhisgrandnewfriendstogowithher,thewoman’shearthadbeguntogrowtotheboy,andheroldmemoriesfedthenewcropofaffection。

“Weel,“sherepliedatlength,withnolittlehonesty,“——Imaynabesaeill’shethinksme,forhehadayehispuirfatherafore’se’en;butthebairn’srichti’themain,an’wemaunluiktill’t,an’seewhatcanbedune;foreh!,Iwadbelaithtodisappintthebonnielaad!——MaisterGrant,gienevertherewisaChristi-ansowlupo’thefaceo’thiswickitwarl’,thatChristi-ansowl’sweeSirGibbie!——an’whacudhaethouchtit!,Butit’stheLord’sdoin’,an’

mervellousinooreyes!——Ow!yeneednaluiklikethat;IkenmyBiblenothatill!”sheadded,catchingaglimmerofsurpriseonDonal’scountenance。“ButforthatMaisterScletter——dod!,Iwadnabesairupon’im——butgienhebefittocawanailherean’anailthere,anfixaskletortwa,creepin’upo’theriggin’o’thekirk,I’mweelsurehe’snaewisemaister-builderfittolayonyfundation——Ay!,ItelltyeIkentmybeuknothatill!”sheaddedwithsometriumph;thenresumed:“WhatthewaurwadheorsheorSirGibbiehaebeenthoughtheyhedinveetitme,asIwasthere,tositmedoon,an’tak’apleto’theircockie-leekiewi’them?,Therewasane’atthouchtthem’atwasfarwaurnorme,guideneuchcompanyforhim;an’maybeImaysitdoonwi’himeftera’,wi’thehelpo’

mybonnieweeSirGibbie——Icannahelpca’in’himweeSirGibbie——a’thetoonca’d’imthat,thoughhaith!he’llbeabigmanorhebehaud。An’for’steetle,Iwasayeanetogiehonourwhaurhonourwasdue,an’neverance,weelasIkennedhim,didIca’hishonestfather,forgienevertherewasanhonestmanyonwashim!——neverdidIca’himonythingbutSirGeorge,naithermairnorless,an’thatthoughhevrouchtatthehardestatthecobblin’a’

theook,an’upo’Setterdayswaspleasedtohaeaguidwashi’myainbedroom,an’pitonacleansarko’mydeidman’s,risthissowl!——no’atI’mapapist,MaisterGrant,an’ayekentbetternorthinkitwasonyeeseprayin’forthem’at’sgane;forwhaistheretopeyonyheedtosichaithenishprayersasthatwadbe?,Na!wemaunprayforthelivin’’atitmaydeesomeguidtill,an’noforthem’atitsa’owerwi’——theLordhaemercyupo’them!”

Myreadersmaysuspect,oneforonereasonanotherforanother,thatshehadalready,beforeDonalcamethateveningbeenholdingcommunionwiththeidolinthethree-cornerdtempleofhercupboard;

andIconfessthatitwasso。Butitisequallytruethatbeforethenextyearwasgone,shewasashadebetter——andthatnotwithoutconsiderablestruggle,andmorefailuresthansuccesses。

Upononeoccasion——letthosewhoanalyzetheworkingsofthehumanmindastheywouldtheentrailsofaneight-dayclock,explainthephenomenonIamabouttorelate,ordeclinetobelieveit,astheychoose——shebecamesuddenlyawarethatshewasgettingperilouslynearthebrinkofactualdrunkenness。

“I’lltakbutthisaemou’fu’mair,“shesaidtoherself;“it’sbutamou’fu’,an’it’sthelasti’theboatle,an’itwadbeapeetynaebodytogettheguido’’t。”

Shepoureditout。Itwasnearlyhalfaglass。Shetookitinonelargemouthful。Butwhileshehelditinhermouthtomakethemostofit,evenwhileitwasbetweenherteeth,somethingsmoteherwiththesuddensensethatthisverymomentwasthecrisisofherfate,thatnowtheaxewaslaidtotherootofhertree。Shedroppedonherknees——nottopraylikepoorSirGeorge——buttospoutthemouthfulofwhiskyintothefire。Inroaringflameitrushedupthechimney。Shestartedback。

“Eh!”shecried;“guidGod!sicadeevil’sImaunbe,tocairrythelikeo’thati’myinside!——Lord!,I’maperfec’bykeo’deevils!

MynameitmaunbeLegion。Whatistobecomeo’mypuirsowl!”

Itwasaweekbeforeshedrankanotherdrop——andthenshetookherdevilswithcircumspection,andthefirmresolvetoletnomoreofthementerintoherthanshecouldmanagetokeepinorder。

Mr。andMrs。Sclatergotovertheirannoyanceaswellastheycould,andagreedthatinthiscasenonoticeshouldbetakenofGibbie’sconduct。

CHAPTERXLV。

SHOALSAHEAD。

IthadcometobethecustomthatGibbieshouldgotoDonaleveryFridayafternoonaboutfouro’clock,andremainwithhimtillthesametimeonSaturday,whichwasaholidaywithboth。OneFriday,justafterhewasgone,thetemptationseizedMrs。Sclatertofollowhim,and,payingtheladsanunexpectedvisit,seewhattheywereabout。

Itwasabrightcoldafternoon;andinfurtippetandmuff,amidstthesnowthatlayeverywhereonroofsandwindow-sillsandpavements,andthewindthatblewcoldasitblowsinfewplacesbesides,shelooked,withherbrightcolourandshiningeyes,likelifeitselflaughingatdeath。Butnotmanyofthoseshemetcarriedthelikevictoryintheircountenances,forthecoldwasbitter。AssheapproachedtheWiddiehill,shereflectedthatshehadfollowedGibbiesoquickly,andwalkedsofast,thattheboyscouldhardlyhavehadtimetosettletoanything,andresolvedthereforetomakealittleroundandspendafewmoreminutesupontheway。Butas,throughaneighbouringstreet,shewasagainapproachingtheWiddiehill,shecaughtsightofsomethingwhich,asshewaspassingacertainshop,thatofabakerknowntoherasoneofherhusband’sparishioners,madeherstopandlookinthroughtheglasswhichformedtheupperhalfofthedoor。ThereshesawGibbie,seatedonthecounter,danglinghislegs,eatingapennyloaf,andlookingascomfortableaspossible——“Sosoonafterluncheon,too!”saidMrs。Sclatertoherselfwithindignation,readingthroughthespectaclesofherangerareflectiononherhousekeeping。Butasecondlookrevealed,asshehaddreaded,farweightiercausefordispleasure:averyprettygirlstoodbehindthecounter,withwhosecompanyGibbiewasevidentlymuchpleased。Shewasfairofhue,witheyesofgrayandgreen,andredlipswhosesmileshowedteethwhiterthanthewhitestofflour。Atthemomentshewaslaughingmerrily,andtalkinggailytoGibbie。Clearlytheywereonthebestofterms,andtheboy’sbrightcountenance,laughter,andeagermotions,weremakingfullresponsetothegirl’swords。

Gibbiehadbeenintheshoptwoorthreetimesbefore,butthiswasthefirsttimehehadseenhisoldfriend,Mysie,oftheamethystear-ring。Andnowoneofthemhadremindedtheotherofthatepisodeinwhichtheirhistorieshadruntogether;fromthatMysiehadgoneontootherreminiscencesofherchildhoodinwhichweeGibbieboreapart,andhehad,aswellashecould,repliedwithothers,ofhis,inwhichshewasconcerned。Mysiewasasimple,well-behavedgirl,andtheentranceofneitherfathernormotherwouldhavemadetheleastdifferenceinherbehaviourtoSirGilbert,thoughdoubtlessshewasmorepleasedtohaveachatwithhimthanwithherfather’sapprentice,whocouldspeakindeed,butlookeddullasthedoughheworkedin,whereasGibbie,althoughdumb,wasradiant。Butthefacesofpeopletalkingoftenlookmoremeaningfultooneoutsidethetalk-circlethantheyreallyare,andMrs。Sclater,gazingthroughtheglass,found,sheimagined,largejustificationofdispleasure。Sheopenedthedoorsharply,andsteppedin。Gibbiejumpedfromhisseatonthecounter,and,withasmileofplayfulroguery,offeredittoher;avividblushoverspreadMysie’sfaircountenance。

“IthoughtyouhadgonetoseeDonal,“saidMrs。Sclater,inthetoneofonedeceived,andtooknonoticeofthegirl。

GibbiegavehertounderstandthatDonalwouldarrivepresently,andtheywerethengoingtothepointofthepier,thatDonalmightlearnwhattheseawaslikeinanor’-easter。

“Butwhydidyoumakeyourappointmenthere?”askedthelady。

“BecauseMysieandIareoldfriends,“answeredtheboyonhisfingers。

ThenfirstMrs。Sclaterturnedtothegirl:havinggotoverherfirstindignation,shespokegentlyandwithafranknessnaturaltoher。

“SirGilberttellsmeyouareoldfriends,“shesaid。

ThereuponMysietoldherthestoryoftheear-ring,whichhadintroducedtheirpresentconversation,andaddedseveralotherlittlerecollections,inoneofwhichshewasdrawnintoadescription,halfpathetic,halfhumorous,oftheforlornappearanceofweeGibbie,asheranaboutinhistruncatedtrousers。Mrs。

Slaterwasmoreannoyed,however,thaninterested,for,inviewoftheyoungbaronet’sfuture,shewouldhavehadallsuchthingsforgotten;butGibbiewasfullofdelightinthevividrecollectionsthusbroughthimofsomeofthelesspainfulportionsofhispast,andappreciatedeverygraphicwordthatfellfromthegirl’sprettylips。

Mrs。SclatertookgoodcarenottoleaveuntilDonalcame。Thentheboys,havingaskedherifshewouldnotgowiththem,whichinvitationshedeclinedwithsmilingthanks,tooktheirdepartureandwenttopaytheirvisittotheGermanOcean,leavingherwithMysie——whichtheycertainlywouldnothavedone,couldtheyhaveforeseenhowthewell-meaninglady——nine-tenthsofthemischiefsintheworldarewell-meant——wouldhurtthefeelingsofthegentle-conditionedgirl。Foralongtimeafter,asoftenasGibbieenteredtheshop,Mysieleftitandhermothercame——aresultaltogetherasMrs。Sclaterwouldhavehadit。ButhardlyanybodywaseverinlessdangeroffallinginlovethanGibbie;andthethingwouldnothavebeenworthrecording,butforthenewdirectionitcausedinMrs。Sclater’sthoughts:measures,shejudged,mustbetaken。

GladlyasshewouldhavecentredGibbie’sboyishaffectionsinherself,shewastooconscientiousandexperiencednottoregardthedangerofanyspecialeffortinthatdirection,andbeganthereforetocastaboutinhermindwhatcouldbedonetoprotecthimfromoneatleastofthenaturalconsequencesofhisearlyfamiliaritywiththingsunseemly——exposure,namely,totheriskofforminglowalliances——themoreimminentthatitwasmuchtoolatetoattemptanyrestrictionofhisliberty,soastokeephimfromroamingthecityathispleasure。RecallingwhatherhusbandhadtoldheroftheoddmeetingbetweentheboyandayoungladyatMissKimble’sschool——somerelation,shethoughthehadsaid——alsothedesiretoseeheragainwhichGibbie,onmorethanoneoccasion,hadshown,shethoughtwhethershecouldturntheacquaintancetoaccount。ShedidnotmuchlikeMissKimble,chieflybecauseofheraffectations——which,bytheway,werecaricaturesofherown;butsheknewherverywell,andtherewasnoreasonwhysheshouldnotaskhertocomeandspendtheevening,andbringtwoorthreeoftheeldergirlswithher:alittlefamiliaritywiththelooks,manners,anddressofrefinedgirlsofhisownage,wouldbethebestantidotetohistasteforlowsociety,fromthatofbakers’

daughtersdownwards。

ItwasMrs。Sclater’sowndoingthatGibbiehadnotagainspokentoGinevra。Nowiseabashedatthethoughtofthegrenadierorherarrayofdoves,hewouldhavegone,theverynextdayaftermeetingtheminthestreet,tocalluponher:itwassomegood,hethought,ofbeingarichinsteadofapoorboy,that,havinglosttherebythosewhomhelovedbest,hehadcomewherehecouldatleastseeMissGalbraith;butMrs。Sclaterhadpretendednottounderstandwherehewantedtogo,andusedotherartificesbesides——well-meant,ofcourse——tokeephimtoherselfuntilsheshouldbetterunderstandhim。AfterthathehadseenGinevramorethanonceatchurch,buthadhadnochanceofspeakingtoher。For,inthesuddendispersionofitsagglomerateparticles,aScotchcongregationis——orwasinGibbie’stime——verylikethewell-knownvitreousdropcalledaPrinceRupert’stear,inwhichthemutuallyrepellentparticlesareheldtogetherbyastronglycontractedhomogeneouslayer——toseparatewithexplosiontheinstantthetoughskinisbrokenandvibrationintroduced;andasMrs。Sclatergenerallysatinherdignitytothelast,andGibbiesatwithher,onlyoncewasheoutintimetocatchaglimpseoftheultimaterankoftheretreatinggirls。Hewasjuststartingtopursuethem,whenMrs。Sclater,perceivinghisintention,detainedhimbyrequestingthesupportofhisarm——awayshehad,pretendingtobeweary,ortohavegivenherankleatwist,whenshewantedtokeephimbyherside。AnothertimehehadfollowedthemcloseenoughtoseewhichturntheytookoutofDaur-street;butthatwasallhehadlearned,andwhentheseverityofthewinterarrived,andthesnowlaydeep,sometimesforweekstogether,thechancesofmeetingthemwerefew。Thefirsttimetheboyswentouttogether,thatwhentheyfailedtofindMistressCroale’sgarret,theymadeanexcursioninsearchofthegirls’school,buthadbeenequallyunsuccessfulinthat;andalthoughtheyneverafterwentforawalkwithoutcontrivingtopassthroughsomepartoftheregioninwhichtheythoughtitmustlie,theyhadneveryetevendiscoveredahouseuponwhichtheycouldagreeaspresentingprobabilities。

Mr。GalbraithdidnottakeMissKimbleintohisconfidencewithrespecttohisreasonsforsohurriedlyplacinghisdaughterunderhercare:hewasfartooreticent,tooproud,andtoomuchhurtforthat。Hence,whenMrs。Sclater’sinvitationarrived,theschoolmistresswasawareofnoreasonwhyMissGalbraithshouldnotbeoneofthegirlstogowithher,especiallyastherewashercousin,SirGilbert,whomsheherselfwouldliketomeetagain,inthehopeofremovingthebadimpressionwhich,inthedischargeofherduty,shefearedshemusthavemadeuponhim。

Oneday,then,atluncheon,Mrs。SclatertoldGibbiethatsomeladieswerecomingtotea,andtheyweregoingtohavesupperinsteadofdinner。Hemustputonhisbestclothes,shesaid。Hedidasshedesired,wasdulyinspected,approvedonthewhole,andfinishedoffbyafewdeftfingersathisnecktie,andagentlepushortwofromtheloveliestofhandsagainsthishair-thatch,andwasseatedinthedrawing-roomwithMrs。Sclaterwhentheladiesarrived。Ginevraandheshookhands,shewiththesweetestofrose-flushes,hewiththeradianceofdelightedsurprise。But,amomentafter,whenMrs。Sclaterandherguestshadseatedthemselves,Gibbie,theironlygentleman,forMr。Sclaterhadnotyetmadehisappearance,hadvanishedfromtheroom。Teawasnotbroughtuntilsometimeafter,whenMr。Sclatercamehome,andthenMrs。SclatersentJanetofindSirGilbert;butshereturnedtosayhewasnotinthehouse。Thelady’sheartsank,hercountenancefell,andallwasgloom:herprojecthadmiscarried!hewasgone!

whocouldtellwhither?——perhapstothebaker’sdaughter,ortothehorridwomanCroale!

Thecasewashoweververymuchotherwise。ThemomentGibbieendedhisgreetings,hehaddartedofftotellDonal:itwasnothiscustomtoenjoyaloneanythingsharable。

ThenewsthatGinevrawasatthatmomentseatedinMrs。Sclater’shouse,atthatmoment,ashiseagernesshadmisunderstoodGibbie’s,expectinghisarrival,raisedsuchacommotioninDonal’satmosphere,thatforatimeitwasbutahuddleofsmallwhirlwinds。

Hisheartwasbeatinglikethetrampleofatrottinghorse。HeneverthoughtofinquiringwhetherGibbiehadbeencommissionedbyMrs。Sclatertoinvitehim,orreflectedthathisstudieswerenothalfoverforthenight。Aninstantbeforethearrivaloftheblessedfact,hehadbeenabsorbedinaratherabstrusemetaphysico-mathematicalquestion;nownotthemetaphysicsoftheuniversewouldhaveappearedtohimworthamoment’smeditation。Hewentpacingupanddowntheroom,andseemedlosttoeverything。

Gibbieshookhimatlength,andtoldhim,bytwosigns,thathemustputonhisSundayclothes。Thenfirstshyness,liketheshroudofnorthernmyththatliesinwaitinaman’spath,leapedup,andwrappeditselfaroundhim。Itwasverywelltoreceiveladiesinameadow,quiteanotherthingtowalkintotheircompanyinagrandroom,suchas,beforeenteringMrs。Sclater’s,hehadneverbeheldeveninFairylandortheArabianNights。Heknewthewaysoftheone,andnotthewaysoftheother。Chairsornateweredoubtlesspoorthingstodaisiedbanks,yettheotherdayhehadhardlybroughthimselftositononeofMrs。Sclater’s!,Itwasamomentofawfulseeming。Butwhatwouldhenotfacetoseeoncemorethelovelylady-girl!,Hebethoughthimselfthathewasnolongeracowherdbutastudent,andthatsuchfeelingswereunworthyofonewhowouldwalklevelwithhisfellows。Herushedtothelaboursofhistoilette,performedsevereablutions,enduedhisbestshirt——coarse,butsweetfromthefreshbreezesofGlashgar,apairoftrousersofbuff-colouredfustianstampedoverwithablackpattern,anolive-greenwaistcoat,abluetailcoatwithlappetsbehind,andapairofwell-polishedshoes,thesolesofwhichinhonourofSundaywerestuddedwithsmallinsteadoflargeknobsofiron,setatallbeaverhat,whichnobrushingwouldmakesmooth,onthebackofhishead,stuffedasilkhankerchief,crimsonandyellow,inhispocket,anddeclaredhimselfready。

NowGibbie,althoughhewouldnothavelookedsowellinhiswoollycoatinMrs。Sclater’sdrawing-roomasontherocksofGlashgar,wouldhavelookedbetterinalmostanyotherthantheeveningdress,now,alas!nearlyEuropean。Mr。Sclater,ontheotherhand,wouldhavelookedworseinanyotherbecausebeinglesscommonplace,itwouldhavebeenlesslikehimself;andsolongasthecommonplaceconventionalsogreatlyoutnumberthesimplyindividual,itisperhapswellthepresentfashionshouldhold。ButDonalcouldhardlyhaveputonanyclothesthatwouldhavemadehimlookworse,eitherinrespectofhimselforofthesurroundingsofsociallife,thanthosehenowwore。Neitheroftheboys,however,hadbeguntothinkaboutdressinrelationeithertocustomortofitness,anditwaswithcompletesatisfactionthatGibbiecarriedoffDonaltopresenttotheguestofhisguardians。

Donal’spreparationshadtakenalongtime,andbeforetheyreachedthehouse,teawasoverandgone。Theyhadhadsomemusic;andMrs。

Sclaterwasnowtalkingkindlytotwooftheschool-girls,who,seatederectonthesofa,werelookinguponherelegancewithaweandenvy。Ginevra,waslookingatthepicturesofanannual。Mr。

SclaterwasmakingMissKimbleagreeabletoherself。Hehadacertaingiftoftalk——dependinginagreatmeasureontheassuranceofbeinglistenedto,anassurancewhichis,alas!nowisethelesshurtfultomanyaclergymanoutofthepulpit,thathemaybeequallyawarenooneheedshiminit。

CHAPTERXLVI。

THEGIRLS。

Thedoorwasopened。Donalspentfullyaminuterubbinghisshoesonthemat,asdiligentlyasifhehadjustcomeoutofthecattle-yard,andthenGibbieledhimintriumphupthestairtothedrawing-room。Donalenteredinthatloose-jointedwaywhichcomesofthebrainsbeingasyetallinthehead,andstood,resistingGibbie’spullonhisarm,hiskeenhazeleyeslookinggentlyrounduponthecompany,untilhecaughtsightofthefacehesought,when,withthestrideofasowerofcorn,hewalkedacrosstheroomtoGinevra。Mrs。Sclaterrose;Mr。Sclaterthrewhimselfbackandstared;thelatterastoundedatthepresumptionoftheyouths,theformeruneasyatthepossibleresultsoftheirignorance。Totheastonishmentofthecompany,Ginevrarose,respectandmodestyineveryfeature,astheyouth,clownishratherthanawkward,approachedher,andalmosttimidlyheldoutherhandtohim。Hetookitinhishornypalm,shookithitherandthithersideways,likealeafinadoubtfulair,thenhelditlikeapreciousthinghewasatonceafraidofcrushingbytootightagrasp,andofdroppingfromtoolooseahold,untilGinevratookchargeofitherselfagain。Gibbiedancedaboutbehindhim,allbutstandingononeleg,but,forMrs。Sclater’ssake,restraininghimself。Ginevrasatdown,andDonal,feelingverylargeandclumsy,andwantingto“benaughtawhile,“lookedabouthimforachair,andthenfirstespyingMrs。Sclater,wentuptoherwiththesamerolling,clampingstride,butwithoutembarrassment,andsaid,holdingouthishand,“Hooareyethenicht,mem?”IsawnayerbonniefacewhanIcamin。

Agran’hoose,likethiso’yours——an’I’msure,mem,itcudnabeowergran’tofityersel’,butit’sjistsomeperplexin’toplainfowklikeme,’at’sbeenusedtomairroom,an’lessintill’t。”

DonalwasthinkingofthemeadowontheLorriebank。

“Iwassureofit!”remarkedMrs。Sclatertoherself。“Oneofnature’sgentleman!,Hewouldsoonbetaught。”

Shewasright;buthewasmorethanagentleman,andcouldhavetaughtherwhatshecouldhavetaughtnobodyinturn。

“Youwillsoongetaccustomedtoourtownways,Mr。Grant。Butmanyofthethingswegatheraboutusarefarmoretroublethanuse,“shereplied,inhersweetesttones,andwithagentlepressureofthehand,whichwentalongwaytosethimathisease。“Iamgladtoseeyouhavefriendshere,“sheadded。

“Onlyane,mem。Gibbiean’me——“

“Excuseme,Mr。Grant,butwouldyouobligeme——ofcoursewithmeitisofnoconsequence,butjustforhabit’ssake,wouldyouobligemebycallingGilbertbyhisownname——SirGilbert,please。Iwishhimtogetusedtoit。”

“Yerwullbe’t,mem——Weel,asIwassayin’,SirGibbie——SirGilbert,thatis,mem——anmysel’,wehaekennedMissGalbraiththislangtime,bein’o’thelaird’sainfowk,asImaysay。”

“Willyoutakeaseatbesideher,then,“saidMrs。Sclater,andrising,herselfplacedachairforhimnearGinevra,wonderinghowanyScotchlaird,thefatherofsuchalittleladyasshe,couldhaveallowedhersuchanacquaintance。

Tomostofthecompanyhemusthavelookedveryqueer。Gibbie,indeed,wastheonlyonewhosawtherealDonal。MissKimbleandherpupilsstaredatthedistortedreflexionofhiminthespoon-bowloftheirownelongatednarrowness;Mrs。Sclatersawthepossiblegentlemanthroughtheloop-holeofacomplimenthehadpaidher;andMr。Sclaterbeheldonlytheminimumwhichthereversedtelescopeofhisownenlargedimportance,hehavinghimselfcomeofsufficientlyhumbleorigin,madeofhim;whileGinevralookeduptohimmoreasonewhomarvelledatthegrandlyunintelligible,thanonewhounderstoodtherelationsandproportionsofwhatshebeheld。

Norwasitpossibleshecouldhelpfeelingthathewasamoreharmoniousobjecttotheeyebothofbodyandmindwhendressedinhiscorduroysandbluebonnet,walkingthegreenfields,withcattleabouthim,hisclubunderhisarm,andabookinhishand。Soseen,hisnaturaldignitywasevident;nowhelookedundeniablyodd。A

poetneedsafinehouseratherthanafinedresstosethimoff,andMrs。Sclater’sdrawing-roomwasneitherlargenorbeautifulenoughtoframethisone,especiallywithhisSundayclothestogetthebetterof。Totheschoolladies,mistressandpupils,hewassimplyaclodhopper,andfromtheirreportbecameatreasureofpoverty-strickenamusementtotheschool。OftendidGinevra’scheekburnwithindignationatthesmallinsolencesofherfellow-pupils。

AtfirstsheattemptedtomakethemunderstandsomethingofwhatDonalreallywas,butfindingthemunworthyoftheconfidence,wasdriventobetakeherselftosuchasilenceasputastoptotheiroffensiveremarksinherpresence。

“Ithankye,mem,“saidDonal,ashetookthechair;“ye’reverracondescendin’。”,ThenturningtoGinevra,andtryingtocrossonekneeovertheother,butfailingfromthetightnessofcertaingarments,which,likeDavidwithSaul’snotsimilarlyfaultyarmour,hehadnothithertoproved,“Weel,mem,“hesaid,“yehaenaforgottenHornie,Ihoup。”

Theothergirlsmustbepardonedfortittering,offensiveasisthehabitsocommontotheirclass,fortheonlybeingtheyknewbythatnamewasonetowhomthemerestreferencesetspitandgalleryinaroar。MissKimblewasshocked——disgusssted,shesaidafterwards;

anduntilshelearnedthattheclownwasthereuninvited,cherishedagrudgeagainstMrs。Sclater。

Ginevrasmiledhimasatisfactorynegative。

“Ineverreadtheballantabootthewormlingeltroun’thetree,“

saidDonal,makingratheralonglinkinthechainofassociation,“ohnthouchtupo’thatday,mem,whanfirstyecamdoonthebraewi’

mysisterNicie,an’Icamowertheburntillye,an’yegarredmelauchabootweetin’o’myfeet!,Eh,mem!wi’youaforemethere,I

seetheblewliftagain,an’thegersejistlowin’(flaming)green,an’thenowtattheirbusiest,thewin’asleep,an’theburnsayin’,’Yeneednaneo’yespeyk:I’mhere,an’it’smybusiness。’,Eh,mem!whanIthinkupo’’ta’,itseemstome’atthehumanhertclosedi’themidso’sicacoffero’cunnin’workmanship,maunbeaterribleprecious-likething。”

Gibbie,behindDonal’schair,seemedpulsinglightateverypore,buttherestofthecompany,understandinghiswordsperfectly,yetnotcomprehendingasinglesentenceheuttered,begantowonderwhetherhewasoutofhismind,andwereperplexedtoseeGinevralisteningtohimwithsuchrespect。Theysawahumanoffencewheresheknewapoet。Awordisaword,butitsinterpretationsaremany,andtheunderstandingofaman’swordsdependsbothonwhattheheareris,andonwhatishisideaofthespeaker。Astothepureallthingsarepure,becauseonlypuritycanenter,sotothevulgarallthingsarevulgar,becauseonlythevulgarcanenter。

Whereinthenisthecommonplacemantobeblamed,forasheis,somusthethink?,Inthis,thatheconsentstobecommonplace,willingtoliveafterhisownideaofhimself,andnotafterGod’sideaofhim——therealidea,which,everynowandthenstirringinhim,makeshimuneasywithsilentrebuke。

Ginevrasaidlittleinreply。Shehadnotmuchtosay。Inherworldthestreamswerestill,notvocal。ButDonalmeanttoholdalittlecommunicationwithherwhichnoneofthem,exceptindeedGibbie——hedidnotmindGibbie——shouldunderstand。

“Ihedsicaqueerdreamtheithernicht,mem,“hesaid,“an’I’lljisttellye’t——IthouchtIwasdooninanawfu’kin’o’aweetbog,wi’drygraivelly-likehillsa’abootit,an’naethingupo’

thembutawheenshorthunger-likegerse。An’ooto’themidso’

thebogtheregrewjistaetree——asaugh,Ithinkitwas,butuncoauld——’maistpastkennin’wi’age;——an’roun’therouchgnerlettrunko’’twastwistitthreefauldso’theoogliest,ill-fauredestcraturo’aserpent’ateverwasseen。Itwasjistlaithlytoluikupo’。Icuddescribeittillye,mem,butitwadonlygaryerunkleyerbonnybroo,an’luikasIwadnahaeyeluik,mem,’causeyewadnaluikfreelysaebonnyasyedivnoowhanyeluikjistyersel’。

Butaequeerthingwas,’atatweenhitan’thetreeitgrippitabuik,an’Ikentitforthebuiko’ballants。An’Igaednearer,luikin’an’luikin’,an’somefrichtit。ButIwadnastan’forthat,forthatwadbetobecaitiffvile,an’notrueman:Igaedneareran’nearer,tillIhadgottenwithinayairdo’thetree,whana’atance,wi’aswingan’aswirl,Iwasthree-fauldabootthetree,an’

thelaithlywormwasmemesel’;an’Iwasthelaithlyworm。Theverrahertgaedfraemeforhoaribledreid,an’scunneratmysel’!

SaethereIwas!,ButIwasnalangtherei’mymeesery,aforeI

saw,ooto’myainserpente’en,maistblin’twi’greitin’,owerthetapo’thebraeaforeme,’atweenmean’thelift,asgienitreachtuptotheverrastars,foritwasnadaybutnichtbythistimeabootme,asweelitmichtbe,——Isawthebonnysichtcomeupo’aknichtinairmour,helmetan’shieldan’ironsheenan’a’;butsomehooI

kentbythegangan’thestan’an’theswayo’thebonnyboadyo’

theknicht,’atitwasnaeman,butawuman——Yesee,mem,sinIcamfraeDaurside,Ihaebeenabletogetagripo’buiks’atIcudnagetupthere;an’Ihedbeenreadin’Spenser’sFairyQueenthenichtafore,a’yonabootthelady’atpatontheairmouro’aman,an’

fouchtlikeaguidanefortherichtan’thetrowth——an’thathedputten’ti’myheidmaybe;onlywhanIsawher,Ikenther,an’hernamewasnaBritomart。Shehadatwistitbraincho’blewberriesabootherhelmet,an’theyca’dherJuniper:wasnathatqueer,noo?

An’shecamdoonthehillwi’bonnybigstrides,noowerbigforastatelywuman,buteh,saedifferentfraethenippertymincin’

stippety-stapo’theleddiesyeseeupo’thestreetshere!,An’saeshecamdoonthebrae。An’Isouchtsairtocryoot——firsto’a’totellhergienshedidnaluiktillherfeet,shewadhelairti’thebog,an’synetobego’herformercy’ssaketodrawherswoord,an’

cawtheooglyheidaffo’me,an’latmedee。NooImaunconfess’attheballanto’KempOwenwasrinnin’i’theworm-heido’me,an’

Icudnahelpthinkin’what,notwithstan’in’thecheengeo’han’si’

thestory,laystilltothepairto’theknicht;buthoowasonyman,notosayamereugsomeserpent,tomintatsicathingtillaleddy,whethershewasinsteelbeetsan’spursorinlangtrainan’

silverslippers?,An’haith!,Isunefan’’atIcudnahaespokentheword,gienIhaddauredeversaestoot。ForwhanIopenedmymoo’

tocrytillher,Icuddeenaethingbutshotootaforkittongue,an’crysss。Mem,itwasdreidfu’!,SaeIhadjisttotakinmytongueagain,an’saynaething,forfearo’fleggin’awa’mybonnyleddyi’thesteelclaes。An’shecaman’cam,doonan’doon,an’

ontothebog;an’fora’theweichto’herairmourshesanknaafitintill’t。An’shecam,an’shestude,an’sheluikitatme;an’I

hedseenherafore,an’kennedherweel。An’sheluikitatme,an’

ayeluikit;an’Iwinnasaywhatwasi’thepuirworm’shert。Butatthelastshegaeagretsich,an’asab,like,an’studejistasgienshewastryin’sair,butcouldnotmakupherbonnymin’toyon’atwasi’theballant。An’eh!hooIgrippitthebuikatweenmean’thetree——forthereitwas——a’asIsaw’tafore!,An’saeatlastshegaeakin’o’acry,an’turntan’gaedawa’,wi’herheidhingin’doon,an’herswoordtrailin’,an’neverturnttoluikahinther,butupthebrae,an’owerthetapo’thehill,an’doonan’

awa’;an’thebrainchwi’theblewberrieswasthelastIsawo’hergaein’doonlikethemeenahintthehill。An’jistwi’thefellgreitin’Icamtomysel’,an’myhertwasgaein’likeapump’atwadfainpitootafire——Noowasnathataqueer-likedream?——I’llnosay,mem,butIhaecurrietan’kaimbtitupawee,togar’ttellbetter。”

Ginevrahadfromthefirstbeenabsorbedinlistening,andherbrowneyesseemedtokeepgrowinglargerandlargerashewenton。Eventhegirlslistenedandweresilent,lookingasiftheysawapeacock’sfeatherinaturkey’stail。Whenheended,thetearsrushedfromGinevra’seyes——forbaresympathy——shehadnoperceptionofpersonalintentintheparable;itwaslongbeforeshesawintothenameofthelady-knight,forshehadneverbeentoldtheEnglishofGinevra;shewasthesimplest,sweetestofgirls,andtooyoungtosuspectanythingintheheartofaman。

“ODonal!”shesaid,“Iamverysorryforthepoorworm;butitwasnaughtyofyoutodreamsuchadream。”

“Hoo’sthat,mem?”returnedDonal,alittlefrightened。

“Itwasnotfairofyou,“shereplied,“todreamaknightofalady,andthendreamherdoingsuchanunknightlything。Iamsureifladieswentoutinthatway,theywoulddoquiteaswell,onthewhole,asgentlemen。”

“Imaknaedoobto’’t,mem:h’avenforbid!”criedDonal;“butyeseedreamsissicsenselessthings’attheywinnabehelpit;——an’

thatwashooIdreemtit。”

“Well,well,Donal!”brokeintheharshpompousvoiceofMr。

Sclater,who,unknowntothepoet,hadbeenstandingbehindhimalmostthewholetime,“youhavegiventheladiesquiteenoughofyourromancing。Thatsortofthing,youknow,myman,maydoverywellroundthefireinthefarmkitchen,butit’snotthesortofthingforadrawing-room。Besides,theladiesdon’tunderstandyourwordofmouth;theydon’tunderstandsuchbroadScotch——Comewithme,andI’llshowyousomethingyouwouldliketosee。”

HethoughtDonalwasboringhisguests,andatthesametimepreventingGibbiefromhavingthepleasureintheirsocietyforthesakeofwhichtheyhadbeeninvited。

Donalrose,replying,“Thinkyesae,sir?,IthouchtIwasinauldScotlan’still——hereasweel’supo’Glashgar。Butmaybemyjographybuik’ssomeauld-fashioned——Didnayeun’erstan’me,mem?”headded,turningtoGinevra。

“Everyword,Donal,“sheanswered。

Donalfollowedhishostcontented。

Gibbietookhisplace,andbegantoteachGinevrathefingeralphabet。TheothergirlsfoundhimfarmoreamusingthanDonal——firstofallbecausehecouldnotspeak,whichwasmuchlessobjectionablethanspeakinglikeDonal——andfunnytoo,thoughnotsofunnyasDonal’sclothes。Andthenhehadsucharomantichistory!

andwasabaronet!

InafewminutesGinevraknewtheletters,andpresentlysheandGibbiewerehavingalittlecontinuoustalktogether,athingtheyhadneverhadbefore。Itwassoslow,however,astoberathertiring。ItwasmainlyaboutDonal。ButMrs。Sclateropenedthepiano,andmadeadiversion。Sheplayedsomethingbrilliant,andthensanganItaliansonginstrillaceousstyle,revealingtoDonal’sclownishignoranceathoroughmasteryofcaterwauling。ThensheaskedMissKimbletoplaysomething,whodeclined,withoutmentioningthatshehadneithervoicenorearnorloveofmusic,butsaidMissGalbraithshouldsing——“foronceinaway,asatreat——ThatlittleScotchsongyousingnowandthen,mydear,“sheadded。

Ginevrarosetimidly,butwithouthesitation,andgoingtothepiano,sang,toasimpleoldScotchair,towhichtheyhadbeenwritten,thefollowingverses。Beforesheended,theminister,thelateherd-boy,andthedumbbaronetweregroupedcrescent-wisebehindthemusic-stool。

Idinnakenwhat’scomeowerme!

There’sahowwhaurancewasahert;(hollow)

Ineverluikootaforeme,An’acrywinnagarmestert;

There’snaethingnaemairtocomeowerme,Blawthewin’fraeonyairt。(quarter)

Fori’yonkirkyairdthere’sahillock,Ahertwhaurancewasahow;

An’o’joythere’snoleftamealock——(crumb)

Deidaisswhaurancewasalow;(ashes)(flame)

Fori’youkirkyaird,i’thehillock,Liesaseed’atwinnagrow。

It’smyhert’athaudsuptheweehillie——

That’shoothere’sahowi’mybreist;

It’sawa’doontherewi’myWillie,Gaedwi’himwhanhewasreleast;

It’sdooni’thegreen-grownhillie,ButIs’beefteritneist。

Comeawa’,nichtsandmornin’s,Comeooks,years,a’time’sclan;

Ye’rewalcomeayonta’scornin’:

Takmetillhimasfestasyecan。

Comeawa’,nichtsan’mornin’s,Yearewingso’amichtyspan!

ForIkenhe’sluikin’an’waitin’,Luikin’ayedoonasIclim’:

WadIhaehimseemesitgreitin’,I’steado’gaein’tohim?

I’llstepootlikeanesureo’ameetin’,I’lltraivelan’rintohim。

ThreeofthemknewthattheverseswereDonal’s。Ifthepoetwenthomefeelingmorelikeafellowinbluecoatandfustiantrowsers,orawingedgeniusofthetomb,Ileavemyreadertojudge。Anyhow,hefelthehadhadenoughforoneevening,andwasabletoencounterhisworkagain。Perhapsalso,whensupperwasannounced,hereflectedthathisreceptionhadhardlybeensuchastojustifyhiminpartakingoftheirfood,andthathismother’shospitalitytoMr。

Sclaterhadnotbeeninexpectationofreturn。Astheywentdownthestair,hecamelastandalone,behindthetwowhisperingschool-girls;andwhentheypassedonintothedining-room,hespiltoutofthehouse,andranhometothefurniture-shopandhisbooks。

Whentheladiestooktheirleave,Gibbiewalkedwiththem。AndnowatlasthelearnedwheretofindGinevra。

CHAPTERXLVII。

ALESSONOFWISDOM。

Inobediencetothesuggestionofhiswife,Mr。SclaterdidwhathecouldtoshowSirGilberthowmistakenhewasinimagininghecouldfithisactionstothewordsofourLord。Shockedasevenhewouldprobablyhavebeenatsuchacharacterizationofhisattempt,itamountedpracticallytothis:DonotwasteyourpowersintheendeavourtokeepthecommandmentsofourLord,foritcannotbedone,andheknewitcouldnotbedone,andnevermeantitshouldbedone。Hepointedouttohim,notaltogetherunfairly,thedifficulties,andthecausesofmistake,withregardtohiswords;

butsaidnothingtorevealthespiritandthelifeofthem。Showingmoreofthemtobefiguresthanatfirstappeared,hemadeoutthemeaningsofthemtobeless,notmorethanthefigures,hispicturestobegreaterthantheirsubjects,hisparableslargerandmorelovelythanthetruthstheyrepresented。Inthewholeofhislecture,throughwhichranfrombeginningtoendatoneofreproof,therewasnotoneflashofenthusiasmforourLord,notasignthat,tohisso-calledminister,hewasarefuge,oradelight——thathewhoisthejoyofhisFather’sheart,theessentialblissoftheuniverse,wasanythingtothesoulofhiscreature,whobesideshadtakenuponhimtopreachhisgoodnews,morethananametocallhimselfby——thatthestoryoftheSonofGodwastohimanythingbetterthanthesoapandwaterwherewithtoblowtheologicalbubbleswiththetobacco-pipeofhisspeculativeunderstanding。Thetendencyofitwassimplytothequellingofalltrueeffortaftertheknowingofhimthroughobedience,thequenchingofalldevotiontothecentralgood。DoubtlessGibbie,aswellasmanyawiserman,mightnowandthenmakeamistakeintheembodimentofhisobedience,butevenwheretheactionmissesthecommand,itmayyetbeobediencetohimwhogavethecommand,andbyobeyingonelearnshowtoobey。Ihardlyknow,however,whereGibbieblundered,exceptitwasinfailingtorecognizetheanimalsbeforewhomheoughtnottocasthispearls——intakingitforgrantedthat,becausehisguardianwasaminister,andhiswifeaminister’swife,theymustthereforebethedisciplesoftheJewishcarpenter,theeternalSonoftheFatherofusall。Hadhehadmoreofthewisdomoftheserpent,hewouldnothavecarriedthemtheNewTestamentasanendingofstrife,thewordsoftheLordasanenlighteninglaw;hewouldperhapshaveknownthattotrytoohardtomakepeoplegood,isonewaytomakethemworse;thattheonlywaytomakethemgoodistobegood——rememberingwellthebeamandthemote;thatthetimeforspeakingcomesrarely,thetimeforbeingneverdeparts。

ButintalkingthustoGibbie,theministerbutrippledtheair:

Gibbiewasallthetimeponderingwithhimselfwherehehadmetthesamekindofthing,thesamesortofpersonbefore。Nothinghesaidhadtheslightesteffectuponhim。Hewastoofamiliarwithtruthtotaketheyeastybungholeofaworkingbarrelforafountainofitswaters。TheunseenLordandhisreportedwordsweretoGibbierealities,comparedwithwhichtheveryvisibleMr。Sclaterandhisassuredutterancewereasthemerestseemingsofaphantommood。HehadneverresolvedtokeepthewordsoftheLord:hejustkeptthem;

butheknewamongsttheresttheLord’swordsaboutthekeepingofhiswords,andaboutbeingashamedofhimbeforemen,anditwaswithapitifulindignationheheardtheminister’swisdomdrivelpasthisears。Whathewouldhavesaid,andwithheldhimselffromsaying,hadhebeenabletospeak,Icannottell;Ionlyknowthatinsuchcircumstancesthelesssaidthebetter,forwhatcanbemoreunprofitablethanadiscussionwherebutoneofthedisputantsunderstandsthequestion,andtheotherhasalltheknowledge?,Itwouldhavebeentheeloquenceofthewiseandtheprudentagainsttheperfectedpraiseofthesuckling。

TheeffectofitalluponGibbiewastosendhimtohisroomtohisprayers,moreeagerthanevertokeepthecommandmentsofhimwhohadsaid,Ifyeloveme。Comfortedthenandstrengthened,hecamedowntogotoDonal——nottotellhim,fortononebutJanetcouldhehavemadesuchacommunication。ButinthemiddleofhisdescentherememberedsuddenlyofwhatandwhomMr。Sclaterhadallalongbeenremindinghim,andturnedasidetoMrs。SclatertoaskhertolendhimthePilgrim’sProgress。This,asamatteralmostofcourse,wasoneofthefewbooksinthecottageonGlashgar——abookbelovedofJanet’ssoul——andhehadreaditagainandagain。Mrs。Sclatertoldhimwhereinherroomtofindacopy,andpresentlyhehadsatisfiedhimselfthatitwasindeedMr。WorldlyWisemanwhomhisimaginationhad,incloudyfashion,beenplacingsidebysidewiththetalkingminister。

Findinghisreturndelayed,Mrs。Sclaterwentafterhim,fearinghemightbeindulginghiscuriosityamongstherpersonalpossessions。

Peepingin,shesawhimseatedonthefloorbesideherlittlebookcase,lostinreading:shestolebehind,andfoundthatwhatsoabsorbedhimwastheconversationbetweenChristianandWorldly——I

beghispardon,heisnothingwithouthisMr——betweenChristianandMr。WorldlyWiseman。

Intheevening,whenherhusbandwastellingherwhathehadsaidto“theyoungPharisee“inthemorning,thepictureofGibbieonthefloor,withthePilgrim’sProgressandMr。WorldlyWiseman,flashedbackonhermind,andshetoldhimthething。Itstunghim,notthatGibbieshouldperhapshavesoparalleledhim,butthathiswifeshouldsointerpretGibbie。Toher,however,hesaidnothing。Hadhebeenabetterman,hewouldhavebeenconvincedbythelesson;asitwas,hewasonlyconvicted,andinsteadofrepentingwasoffendedgrievously。Forseveraldayshekeptexpectingthereligiousgadflytocomebuzzingabouthimwithhissting,thatis,hisforefinger,stuckinthePilgrim’sProgress,andhadaswashingblowreadyforhim;butGibbiewasbeginningtolearnalessonortwo,andifhewasnotyetsowiseassomeserpents,hehadalwaysbeenmoreharmlessthansomedoves。

ThathehadgainednothingfortheworldwasprettyevidenttotheministerthefollowingSunday——fromtheloftywatchtowerofthepulpitwherehesatthroned,whilethefirstpsalmwasbeingsung。

Hisownpewwasnearoneofthesidedoors,andatthatdoorsomewhowerelatekeptcomingin。Amongstthemwereastrangerortwo,whowereatonceshowntoseats。Beforethepsalmended,anoldmancameinandstoodbythedoor——apoormaninmeangarments,withtheairofabeggarwhohadcontrivedtogivehimselfaSundaylook。

Perhapshehadcomehopingtofinditwarmerinchurchthanathome。Therehestood,motionlessastheleech-gatherer,leaningonhisstick,disregardedofmen——itmayhavebeenonlybyinnocentaccident,Idonotknow。Butjusteretheministermustriseforthefirstprayer,hesawGibbie,whohadheardafeeblecough,castaglanceround,riseasswiftlyasnoiselessly,openthedoorofthepew,getoutintothepassage,taketheoldmanbythehand,andleadhimtohisplacebesidethesatin-robedandsable-muffedministerialconsort。ObedienttoGibbie’swill,theoldmantooktheseat,withanairbothofhumilityandrespect,whilehappilyforMrs。Sclater’sremnantofruffledcomposure,therewasplentyofroominthepew,sothatshecouldmovehigherup。Theoldman,itistrue,followed,tomakeaplaceforGibbie,buttherewasstillanintervalbetweenthemsufficienttoaffordspacetothehopethatnoneoftheevilsshedreadedwouldfalluponhertodevourher。

Flushed,angry,uncomfortable,notwithstanding,herfaceglowedlikeabale-firetotheeyesofherhusband,and,Ifear,spoiledtheprayer——butthatdidnotmattermuch。

Whilethetwothusinvoluntarilysignalledeachother,theboywhohadbroughtdiscomposureintobothpulpitandpew,satpeacefulasasummermorning,withtheoldmanbesidehimquietinthereverenceofbeinghimselfrevered。Andtheminister,whilehepreachedfromthewords,Lethimthatthinkethhestandethtakeheedlesthefall,forthefirsttimeinhislifebegantofeeldoubtfulwhetherhemightnothimselfbeahumbug。Therewasnotmuchfearofhisfalling,however,forhehadnotyetstoodonhisfeet。

NotawordwassaidtoGibbieconcerningthelibertyhehadtaken:

theministerandhiswifewereintoomuchdread——notofSt。Jamesandthe“poormaninvileraiment,“fortheywereharmlessenoughinthemselves,butofGibbie’spointingfingertobackthem。Threedistinctprecautions,however,theytook;thepew-openeronthatsidewasspokento;Mrs。SclatermadeGibbiehenceforthgointothepewbeforeher;andsheremovedtheNewTestamentfromthedrawing-room。

CHAPTERXLVIII。

NEEDFULLODDSANDENDS。

ItwillbeplainfromwhatIhavetold,thatDonal’simaginationwasfullofGinevra,andhiswasnotaneconomywhoseimaginationcouldenjoyitselfwithoutcallingthehearttoshare。Atthesametime,hisbeinginlove,ifalreadyImayuseconcerninghimthatmostgeneralandmostindefiniteofphrases,sofarfromobstructinghisstudy,wasinrealityanaidtohisthinkingandaspurtoexcellence——notexcellenceoverothers,butoverhimself。Thereweremoments,doubtless,longmomentstoo,inwhichheforgotHomerandCiceroanddifferentialcalculusandchemistry,for“thebonnielady-lassie,“——thatwaswhathecalledhertohimself;butitwasonly,onemergingfromthereverie,toattackhisworkwithfreshvigour。Shewassoyoung,soplainlygirlish,thatasyettherewasnoroomfordreadorjealousy;thefeelinginhisheartwasakindofgentleangel-worship;andhewouldhaveturnedfromtheideaofmarryingher,ifindeedithadeverpresenteditself,asanirreverentthought,whichhedarednotforamomentbeguiltyofentertaining。Itwasbesides,anideatooabsurdtobeindulgedinbyonewho,inhiswildestimaginations,always,througheveryProteanembodiment,soughtandlovedandclungtothereal。Hischiefthoughtwassimplytofindfavourintheeyesofthegirl。

Hisideashoveredaboutherimage,butitwascontinuallytoburnthemselvesinincensetohersweetladyhood。Asoftenasasongcameflutteringitswingsathiscasement,thenextthoughtwasGinevra——andtherewouldbesomethingtogiveher!,Iwonderhowmanylovesofthepoetshavereceivedtheirofferingsincorrespondentfervour。IdoubtifGinevra,thoughshereadthemwithmarvel,wascapableofappreciatingtheworthofDonal’s。Shewashardlyyetwomanenoughtodothemjustice;fortheheartofagirl,initsverysweetnessandvagueness,isreadytoadmirealikethegoodandtheindifferent,iftheirouterqualitiesbesimilar。

Itwouldcauseacollapseinmanyaswellingofpoet’sheartif,whileheheardlovelylipscommendinghisverses,avoiceweretowhisperinhisearwhatcertainotherversestheladycommendedalso。

OnSaturdayevenings,afterGibbielefthim,Donalkepthisownprivateholiday,whichconsistedinmakingverses,orratherinsettinghimselfinthepositionfordoingso,whensometimesverseswouldbetheresult,sometimesnot。Whenthemoonwasshininginatthewindowsofthelargeroomadjoining,hewouldputouthislamp,openhisdoor,andlookfromthelittlechamber,glowingwithfire-light,intothestrange,eerie,silentwaste,crowdedwiththechaosofdis-createdhomes。Therescoresonscoresofthings,manyofthemunco,thatisuncouth,thefirstmeaningofwhichisunknown,tohiseyes,stoodhuddledtogetherinthedimlight。Thelightlookedwearyandfaint,asifwithhavingforceditswaythroughthedustofyearsonthewindows;andDonalfeltasifgazingfromaclearconsciouspresentoutintoafadeddream。

Sometimeshewouldleavehisnest,andwalkupanddownamongspider-leggedtables,tallcabinets,secret-lookingbureaus,workedchairs——yieldinghimselftohisfancies。Hewasonewhoneedednoopium,orsuch-likedemon-help,tosethimdreaming;hecoulddreamathiswill——onlyhisdreamswerebriefandofrapidchange——probablynotmoreso,aftertheclock,thanthoseotherartificialones,inwhich,tospeculateonthetestimony,thefeelingoftheirlengthappearstobeproducedbyaninfiniteandcontinuoussubdivisionofthesubjectivetime。Nowhewasaghostcomebacktoflit,hoveringandglidingaboutsadoldscenes,thathadgatheredanewandaworsesadnessfromthedryingupofthesorrowwhichwastheheartofthem——hisdoom,tolivethusoveragainthelifehehadmadesolittleofinthebody;hispunishment,tohaunttheworldandpaceitsstreets,unabletoinfluencebytheturnofahairthegoingsonofitslife,——sotolearnwhatauselessbeinghehadbeen,andrepentofhisself-embracedinsignificance。Nowhewasaprisoner,piningandlongingforlifeandairandhumancompanionship;thatwasthesunoutside,whoseraysshonethusfeeblyintohisdungeonbyrepeatedreflections。

Nowhewasaprinceindisguise,meditatinghowtoappearagainanddefeatthemachinationsofhisfoes,especiallyoftheenchanterwhomadehimseemtotheeyesofhissubjectsthatwhichhewasnot。

ButeverhisthoughtswouldturnagaintoGinevra,andeverthepoemshedevisedweredevisedasinherpresenceandforherhearing。Sometimesadreadwouldseizehim——asifthestrangethingswerealllookingathim,andsomethingwasabouttohappen;

thenhewouldstridehastilybacktohisownroom,closethedoorhurriedly,andsitdownbythefire。Onceortwicehewasstartledbythesoftentranceofhislandlady’sgrand-daughter,cometosearchforsomethinginoneofthecabinetstheyhadmadearepositoryforsmalloddsandendsofthings。OncehetoldGibbiethatsomethinghadlookedathim,buthecouldnottellwhatorwhenceorhow,andlaughedathimself,butpersistedinhisstatement。

HehadnotyetbeguntoreadhisNewTestamentinthewayGibbiedid,buthethoughtinthedirectionoflightandfreedom,andlookedtowardssomegoaldimlyseeninvaguegrandeurofbetterness。

Hisconditionwasratherthatofeyelesshungeraftergrowth,thanofanyconsciousaspirationtowardslessundefinedgood。Hehadalargeandincreasingdelightinallformsofthegenerous,andshrunkinstinctivelyfromthebase,buthadnotyetconcentratedhiseffortstowardsbecomingthatwhichheacknowledgedthebest,sothathewashardlyyetonthestraightpathtothegoalofsuchonenesswithgoodasaloneisaman’speace。ImentionthesethingsnotwiththeintentofheredevelopingthecharacterofDonal,butwiththedesirethatmyreadersshouldknowhimsuchashethenwas。

GibbieandheseldomtalkedaboutGinevra。Shewasgenerallyunderstoodbetweenthem——onlyreferredtouponneedfuloccasion:

theyhadnorighttotalkabouther,anymorethantointrudeonherpresenceunseasonably。

DonalwenttoMr。Sclater’schurchbecauseMr。Sclaterrequiredit,invirtueofthepositionheassumedashisbenefactor。Mr。SclaterinthepulpitwasatrialtoDonal,butitconsoledhimtobenearGibbie,alsothathehadfoundaseatintheoppositegallery,whencehecouldseeGinevrawhenherplacehappenedtobenotfarfromthedoorofoneoftheschool-pews。HedidnotgetmuchbenefitfromMr。Sclater’ssermons:Iconfesshedidnotattendverycloselytohispreaching——oftendirectedagainstdoctrinalerrorsofwhich,exceptfromhimself,notoneofhiscongregationhadeverheard,orwaslikelyevertohear。ButIcannotsayhewouldhavebeenbetteremployedinlistening,fortherewasgenerallysomethinggoingoninhismindthathadtogoon,andmakewayformore。I

havesaidgenerally,forImustexceptthetimeswhenhisthoughtsturneduponthepreacherhimself,andtookformssuchasthefollowing。ButitmightbealessontosomepreacherstoknowthatadecentladlikeDonalmaybemakingsomesuchversesaboutoneofthemwhileheispreaching。IhaveknownnotafewhumblemeninthepulpitofwhomratherthanwritesuchathingDonalwouldhavelostthewritinghand。

’Twasasairsairday’twasmyhaptillComeunderyersoon’,Mr。Sclater;

Butthingsmaunheputtenataptill,An’saemaunye,seenerorlater!

Fortohearyerowtin’an’scornin’,Isnotoharktotheriver;

An’tositheretillbraktrowth’smornin’,Wadbetobelostforever。

IconfessIhavetakenaliberty,andchangedonewordforanotherinthelastline。HedidnotshowtheseversestoGibbie;orindeedeverfindmuchfaultwiththepreacherinhishearing;forheknewthatwhilehewashimselfmoreopen-mindedtothenonsenseoftheprofessionalgentleman,Gibbiewasmoreopen-heartedtowardsthemeritsoftheman,withwhomhewasfartoocloselyassociatedonweek-daysnottofeelaffectionforhim;while,ontheotherhand,Gibbiemadeneitherheadnortailofhissermons,nothavingbeeninstructedinthetheologicalmessthatgoeswithsomanyforatheriacoftheveryessentialsofreligion;andtherefore,foranythingheknew,theymightbeverywiseandgood。AtfirsthetookrefugefromthesermoninhisNewTestament;butwhen,forthethirdtime,thebeautifulhandoftheministerialspouseappearedbetweenhimandthebook,andgentlywithdrewit,hesawthathisreadingwasanoffenceinhereyes,andcontentedhimselfthereafterwiththinking:listeningtotheabsolutelyunintelligiblehefoundimpossible。WhatadelightitwouldhavebeentotheboytohearChristpreachedsuchasheshowedhimself,suchasinnosmallmeasurehehadlearnedhim——insteadofsuchasMr。Sclatersawhimreflectedfromthetenthortwentiethdistortingmirror!,TheywhospeakagainsttheSonofManopposemeredistortionsandmistakesofhim,havingneverbeheld,neitherbeingnowcapableofbeholding,him;butthosewhohavetransmittedtothemthesefalseimpressions,those,namely,whopreachhimwithoutbeingthemselvesdevotedtohim,andthosewhopreachhimhavingderivedtheirnotionsofhimfromotherscourcesthanhimself,havetobeartheblamethattheyhavesuchexcusesfornotseekingtoknowhim。Hesubmitstobemis-preached,ashesubmittedtobeliedagainstwhilevisiblywalkingtheworld,buthistruthwillappearatlengthtoall:untilthenuntilheisknownasheis,oursalvationtarrieth。

Mrs。Sclatershowedherselfsincere,afterherkind,toDonalaswellastoGibbie。Shehadbynomeansceasedtogrow,andalreadywasslowlybetteringundertheinfluencesoftheNewTestamentinGibbie,notwithstandingshehadremovedtheletterofitfromherpublictable。ShetoldGibbiethathemusttalktoDonalabouthisdressandhisspeech。Thathewasaladofnocommongiftswasplain,shesaid,butwereheeverso“talented“hecoulddolittleintheworld,certainlywouldneverraisehimself,solongashedressedandspokeridiculously。Thewisestandbestofmenwouldbeutterlydisregarded,shesaid,ifhedidnotlookandspeaklikeotherpeople。Gibbiethoughtwithhimselfthiscouldhardlyhold,fortherewasJohntheBaptist;heansweredher,however,thatDonalcouldspeakverygoodEnglishifhechose,butthattheaffectedtoneandwould-be-finepronunciationofFergusDuffhadgivenhimthenotionthattospeakanythingbuthismother-tonguewouldbeunmanlyandfalse。Astohisdress,Donalwaspoor,Gibbiesaid,andcouldnotgiveupwearinganyclothessolongastherewasanywearinthem。“Ifyouhadseenmeonce!”headded,withamerrylaughtofinishforhisfingers。

Mrs。Sclaterspoketoherhusband,whosaidtoGibbiethat,ifhechosetoprovideDonalwithsuitablegarments,hewouldadvancehimthemoney:——thatwasthewayhetookcreditforeverylittlesumhehandedhisward,butinhisaccountswascorrecttoafarthing。

GibbiewouldthereuponhavedraggedDonalatoncetothetailor;butDonalwasobstinate。

“Na,na,“hesaid;“theclaesisguideneuchforhim’atweirsthem。

Yedeeeneuchforme,SirGilbert,a’ready;an’thoughIwadbeobleegedtoyouasIwadtomymitherhersel’,tocleedmegienI

warnadacent,Iwinnatakyoursillernornaebodyither’stogangfine。Na,na;I’llweirtheclaesoot,an’wes’deebetterwi’theneist。An’forthatbonniewuman,MistressScletter,yecantellher,’atbythetimeIhaeonythingtosaytothewarl’,itwinnabemyclaes’at’llhaudfowkohnhearkent;an’giensheconsidersthem’atIhaenoo,owersairadisgracetillhergran’rooms,shemaunjistnoinveetme,an’I’llnocome;forIcannapresentlyhelpthem。Buttheneistsession,whanIhaebetter,forI’msuretogetwarkeneuchinatween,I’llcomean’shawmysel’,an’syneshecandeeasshelikes。”

Thishightoneofliberty,sofreefromoffenceeithergivenortaken,wasthoroughlyappreciatedbybothMr。andMrs。Sclater,andtheydidnotceasetoinvitehim。Alittletalkwiththelattersoonconvincedhimthattherewasneitherassumptionnorlackofpatriotisminspeakingthelanguageofthepeopleamongwhomhefoundhimself;andashemadeherhismodelinthepursuitoftheaccomplishment,heverysoonspokeagooddealbetterEnglishthanMr。Sclater。ButwithGibbie,andevenwiththedaintyGinevra,hecouldnotyetbringhimselftotalkanythingbuthismother-tongue。

“Icannotmakmymoo’,“hewouldsay,“tospeykonythingbutthenat’raltongueo’poetrytillsicabonniecraturasMissGalbraith;

an’foryersel’,Gibbie——man!,Iwadbeillwillin’tobiggastanewa’atweenmean’thebonniedayswhanAngusMacPholpwasthedeilwedidfear,an’Horniethedeilwedidna——Losh,man!whatwadcomeo’megienIhedtosaymyprayersinEnglish!,Idoobtgien’twadcomeootprayin’ata’!”

IamwellawarethatmostScotchpeopleofthatdatetriedtosaytheirprayersinEnglish,butnotsoJanetorRobert,andnotsohadtheytaughttheirchildren。Ifancynotalittleunrealitywasthusintheircaseavoided。

“Whatwillyoudowhenyouareaminister?”askedGibbieonhisfingers。

“Meaminnister?”echoedDonal。“Meaminnister!”herepeated。

“Losh,man!gienIcansavemyainsowl,it’llbea’’atI’mfitfor,ohnlo’dentitwi’ahaillcongregationo’itherfowk’s。Na,na;gienIcanbeaschuilmaister,an’helpthebairniestobeguid,asmymithertauchtmysel’,an’haetimetoread,an’afeowshillin’stobuybuiksabootAigyptan’theHolyLan’,an’afullan’completeeditiono’Plato,an’aGreekLexicon——aguidane,an’

aJamieson’sDictionar’,haith,I’llbeahawpyman!,An’gienI

dinnaliketheschuilmaisterin’,Icanjisttaktothewarkagain,whilkIcudnadeesaeweelgienIhadtriedthepreachin’:fowkwadca’meastickitminister!,Ormaybethey’llgiemethesheeptoluikefterupo’Glashgar,whanthey’reowermuckleformyfather,an’thatwadweelcontentme。OnlyIwadhaetobiggabitmairtothehoosie,tohaudmybuiks:Imaunhaebuiks。Iwadgetthenewspaperswhiles,butnoaften,forthey’reasairlosso’precioustime。Yeseetheytellyethingsaforethey’resure,an’yehaetospen’yertimethedayreadin’whatye’llhaetospen’yertimethemornreadin’ootagain;an’yemayasweelbidetillthething’ssattledawee。Iwadjistlatthemfechtthingsoot’atthouchttheysawhootheyouchttogang;an’Iwadgiethemguidmuttontohaudthemuptotheirdrearywark,an’maybeasangynooan’than’atwadhelpthemtodrapita’thegither。”

“Butwouldn’tyouliketohaveawife,Donal,andchildren,likeyourfatherandmother?”speltGibbie。

“Na,na;naewifeforme,Gibbie!”answeredthephilosopher。“Whawadhaeaitherapureschuilmaisterorashepherd?——’cep’itwasmaybesomelasslikemysisterNicie,’atwadnakenEuclidfraeherhose,orBurnsfraeamill-dam,orconicsectionsfraetheholei’

thegreatpeeramid。”

“Idon’tliketohearyoutalklikethat,Donal,“saidGibbie。“Whatdoyousaytomother?”

“Themither’snotobesaidaboot,“answerdDonal。“She’sanebyhersel’,noanelikeitherfowk。Yewadnathinkwauro’theangelGabriel’athehednajistreadHomercleanthrou’,wadye?”

“IfIdid,“answeredGibbie,“hewouldonlytellmetherewastimeenoughforthat。”

WhentheymetonaFridayevening,anditwasfine,theywouldrovethestreets,GibbietakingDonaltotheplacesheknewsowellinhischildhood,andenjoyingitthemorethathecouldnowtellhimsomuchbetterwhatheremembered。TheonlyplacehedidnottakehimtowasJinkLane,withthehousethathadbeenMistressCroale’s。HedidtakehimtothecourtintheWiddiehill,andshowhimtheAuldHooseo’Galbraith,andtheplaceunderthestairwherehisfatherhadworked。Theshedwasnowgone;theneighbourshadbydegreescarrieditawayforfirewood。Thehousewasoccupiedstillasthenbyanumberofpoorpeople,andthedoorwasneverlocked,dayornight,anymorethanwhenGibbieusedtobringhisfatherhome。HetookDonaltothegarretwheretheyhadslept——onecouldhardlysaylived,andwherehisfatherdied。Thedoorstoodopen,andtheplacewasjustastheyhadleftit。Ayearortwoafter,Gibbielearnedhowitcametobethusuntenanted:itwassaidtobehaunted。EverySundaySirGeorgewasheardatwork,makingbootsforhisweeGibbiefrommorningtonight;afterwhich,whenitwasdark,camedreadfulsoundsofsupplication,asofasoulprayinginhell-fire。Forawhilethehousewasalmostdesertedinconsequence。

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