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Sister Carrie
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第3章

ChapterVII

THELUREOFTHEMATERIAL——BEAUTYSPEAKSFORITSELF

Thetruemeaningofmoneyyetremainstobepopularlyexplained,andcomprehended。Wheneachindividualrealisesforhimselfthat,thisthingprimarilystandsforandshouldonlybeacceptedasa,moraldue——thatitshouldbepaidoutashonestlystoredenergy,andnotasausurpedprivilege——manyofoursocial,religious,andpoliticaltroubleswillhavepermanentlypassed。Asfor,Carrie,herunderstandingofthemoralsignificanceofmoneywas,thepopularunderstanding,nothingmore。Theolddefinition:

“Money:somethingeverybodyelsehasandImustget,“wouldhave,expressedherunderstandingofitthoroughly。Someofitshenow,heldinherhand——twosoft,greenten-dollarbills——andshefelt,thatshewasimmenselybetteroffforthehavingofthem。Itwas,somethingthatwaspowerinitself。Oneofherorderofmind,wouldhavebeencontenttobecastawayuponadesertislandwith,abundleofmoney,andonlythelongstrainofstarvationwould,havetaughtherthatinsomecasesitcouldhavenovalue。Even,thenshewouldhavehadnoconceptionoftherelativevalueof,thething;heronethoughtwould,undoubtedly,haveconcernedthe,pityofhavingsomuchpowerandtheinabilitytouseit。

ThepoorgirlthrilledasshewalkedawayfromDrouet。Shefelt,ashamedinpartbecauseshehadbeenweakenoughtotakeit,but,herneedwassodire,shewasstillglad。Nowshewouldhavea,nicenewjacket!,Nowshewouldbuyanicepairofprettybutton,shoes。Shewouldgetstockings,too,andaskirt,and,and——

untilalready,asinthematterofherprospectivesalary,she,hadgotbeyond,inherdesires,twicethepurchasingpowerofher,bills。

SheconceivedatrueestimateofDrouet。Toher,andindeedto,alltheworld,hewasanice,good-heartedman。Therewas,nothingevilinthefellow。Hegaveherthemoneyoutofagood,heart——outofarealisationofherwant。Hewouldnothavegiven,thesameamounttoapooryoungman,butwemustnotforgetthat,apooryoungmancouldnot,inthenatureofthings,have,appealedtohimlikeapooryounggirl。Femininityaffectedhis,feelings。Hewasthecreatureofaninborndesire。Yetno,beggarcouldhavecaughthiseyeandsaid,“MyGod,mister,I’m,starving,“buthewouldgladlyhavehandedoutwhatwas,consideredtheproperportiontogivebeggarsandthoughtnomore,aboutit。Therewouldhavebeennospeculation,no,philosophising。Hehadnomentalprocessinhimworthythe,dignityofeitherofthoseterms。Inhisgoodclothesandfine,health,hewasamerry,unthinkingmothofthelamp。Deprivedof,hisposition,andstruckbyafewoftheinvolvedandbaffling,forceswhichsometimesplayuponman,hewouldhavebeenas,helplessasCarrie——ashelpless,asnon-understanding,as,pitiable,ifyouwill,asshe。

Now,inregardtohispursuitofwomen,hemeantthemnoharm,becausehedidnotconceiveoftherelationwhichhehopedto,holdwiththemasbeingharmful。Helovedtomakeadvancesto,women,tohavethemsuccumbtohischarms,notbecausehewasa,cold-blooded,dark,schemingvillain,butbecausehisinborn,desireurgedhimtothatasachiefdelight。Hewasvain,hewas,boastful,hewasasdeludedbyfineclothesasanysilly-headed,girl。Atrulydeep-dyedvillaincouldhavehornswaggledhimas,readilyashecouldhaveflatteredaprettyshop-girl。Hisfine,successasasalesmanlayinhisgenialityandthethoroughly,reputablestandingofhishouse。Hebobbedaboutamongmen,a,veritablebundleofenthusiasm——nopowerworthythenameof,intellect,nothoughtsworthytheadjectivenoble,nofeelings,longcontinuedinonestrain。AMadameSapphowouldhavecalled,himapig;aShakespearewouldhavesaid“mymerrychild“;old,drinkingCaryoethoughthimaclever,successfulbusinessman。In,short,hewasasgoodashisintellectconceived。

Thebestproofthattherewassomethingopenandcommendable,aboutthemanwasthefactthatCarrietookthemoney。Nodeep,sinistersoulwithulteriormotivescouldhavegivenherfifteen,centsundertheguiseoffriendship。Theunintellectualarenot,sohelpless。Naturehastaughtthebeastsofthefieldtofly,whensomeunheraldeddangerthreatens。Shehasputintothe,small,unwiseheadofthechipmunktheuntutoredfearofpoisons。

“HekeepethHiscreatureswhole,“wasnotwrittenofbeasts,alone。Carriewasunwise,and,therefore,likethesheepinits,unwisdom,stronginfeeling。Theinstinctofself-protection,stronginallsuchnatures,wasrousedbutfeebly,ifatall,by,theoverturesofDrouet。

WhenCarriehadgone,hefelicitatedhimselfuponhergood,opinion。ByGeorge,itwasashameyounggirlshadtobeknocked,aroundlikethat。Coldweathercomingonandnoclothes。Tough。

HewouldgoaroundtoFitzgeraldandMoy’sandgetacigar。It,madehimfeellightoffootashethoughtabouther。

Carriereachedhomeinhighgoodspirits,whichshecould,scarcelyconceal。Thepossessionofthemoneyinvolvedanumber,ofpointswhichperplexedherseriously。Howshouldshebuyany,clotheswhenMinnieknewthatshehadnomoney?,Shehadno,soonerenteredtheflatthanthispointwassettledforher。It,couldnotbedone。Shecouldthinkofnowayofexplaining。

“Howdidyoucomeout?”askedMinnie,referringtotheday。

Carriehadnoneofthesmalldeceptionwhichcouldfeelonething,andsaysomethingdirectlyopposed。Shewouldprevaricate,but,itwouldbeinthelineofherfeelingsatleast。Soinsteadof,complainingwhenshefeltsogood,shesaid:

“Ihavethepromiseofsomething。”

“Where?”

“AttheBostonStore。”

“Isitsurepromised?”questionedMinnie。

“Well,I’mtofindoutto-morrow,“returnedCarriedislikingto,drawoutalieanylongerthanwasnecessary。

MinniefelttheatmosphereofgoodfeelingwhichCarriebrought,withher。ShefeltnowwasthetimetoexpresstoCarriethe,stateofHanson’sfeelingaboutherentireChicagoventure。

“Ifyoushouldn’tgetit——“shepaused,troubledforaneasyway。

“IfIdon’tgetsomethingprettysoon,IthinkI’llgohome。”

Minniesawherchance。

“Sventhinksitmightbebestforthewinter,anyhow。”

ThesituationflashedonCarrieatonce。Theywereunwillingto,keepheranylonger,outofwork。ShedidnotblameMinnie,she,didnotblameHansonverymuch。Now,asshesattheredigesting,theremark,shewasgladshehadDrouet’smoney。

“Yes,“shesaidafterafewmoments,“Ithoughtofdoingthat。”

Shedidnotexplainthatthethought,however,hadarousedall,theantagonismofhernature。ColumbiaCity,whatwastherefor,her?,Sheknewitsdull,littleroundbyheart。Herewasthe,great,mysteriouscitywhichwasstillamagnetforher。What,shehadseenonlysuggesteditspossibilities。Nowtoturnback,onitandlivethelittleoldlifeoutthere——shealmost,exclaimedagainstthethought。

Shehadreachedhomeearlyandwentinthefrontroomtothink。

Whatcouldshedo?,Shecouldnotbuynewshoesandwearthem,here。Shewouldneedtosavepartofthetwentytopayherfare,home。ShedidnotwanttoborrowofMinnieforthat。Andyet,howcouldsheexplainwheresheevengotthatmoney?,Ifshe,couldonlygetenoughtoletherouteasy。

Shewentoverthetangleagainandagain。Here,inthemorning,Drouetwouldexpecttoseeherinanewjacket,andthatcouldn’t,be。TheHansonsexpectedhertogohome,andshewantedtoget,away,andyetshedidnotwanttogohome。Inthelightofthe,waytheywouldlookonhergettingmoneywithoutwork,thetaking,ofitnowseemeddreadful。Shebegantobeashamed。Thewhole,situationdepressedher。Itwasallsoclearwhenshewaswith,Drouet。Nowitwasallsotangled,sohopeless——muchworsethan,itwasbefore,becauseshehadthesemblanceofaidinherhand,whichshecouldnotuse。

HerspiritssanksothatatsupperMinniefeltthatshemusthave,hadanotherhardday。Carriefinallydecidedthatshewouldgive,themoneyback。Itwaswrongtotakeit。Shewouldgodownin,themorningandhuntforwork。AtnoonshewouldmeetDrouetas,agreedandtellhim。Atthisdecisionherheartsank,untilshe,wastheoldCarrieofdistress。

Curiously,shecouldnotholdthemoneyinherhandwithout,feelingsomerelief。Evenafterallherdepressingconclusions,shecouldsweepawayallthoughtaboutthematterandthenthe,twentydollarsseemedawonderfulanddelightfulthing。Ah,money,money,money!,Whatathingitwastohave。Howplentyof,itwouldclearawayallthesetroubles。

Inthemorningshegotupandstartedoutalittleearly。Her,decisiontohuntforworkwasmoderatelystrong,butthemoneyin,herpocket,afterallhertroublingoverit,madethework,questiontheleastshadelessterrible。Shewalkedintothe,wholesaledistrict,butasthethoughtofapplyingcamewitheach,passingconcern,herheartshrank。Whatacowardshewas,she,thoughttoherself。Yetshehadappliedsooften。Itwouldbe,thesameoldstory。Shewalkedonandon,andfinallydidgo,intooneplace,withtheoldresult。Shecameoutfeelingthat,luckwasagainsther。Itwasnouse。

Withoutmuchthinking,shereachedDearbornStreet。Herewasthe,greatFairstorewithitsmultitudeofdeliverywagonsaboutits,longwindowdisplay,itscrowdofshoppers。Itreadilychanged,herthoughts,shewhowassowearyofthem。Itwasherethatshe,hadintendedtocomeandgethernewthings。Nowforrelieffrom,distress;shethoughtshewouldgoinandsee。Shewouldlookat,thejackets。

Thereisnothinginthisworldmoredelightfulthanthatmiddle,stateinwhichwementallybalanceattimes,possessedofthe,means,luredbydesire,andyetdeterredbyconscienceorwantof,decision。WhenCarriebeganwanderingaroundthestoreamidthe,finedisplaysshewasinthismood。Heroriginalexperiencein,thissameplacehadgivenherahighopinionofitsmerits。Now,shepausedateachindividualbitoffinery,wherebeforeshehad,hurriedon。Herwoman’sheartwaswarmwithdesireforthem。

Howwouldshelookinthis,howcharmingthatwouldmakeher!

Shecameuponthecorsetcounterandpausedinrichreverieas,shenotedthedaintyconcoctionsofcolourandlacethere,displayed。Ifshewouldonlymakeuphermind,shecouldhave,oneofthosenow。Shelingeredinthejewelrydepartment。She,sawtheearrings,thebracelets,thepins,thechains。What,wouldshenothavegivenifshecouldhavehadthemall!,She,wouldlookfinetoo,ifonlyshehadsomeofthesethings。

Thejacketswerethegreatestattraction。Whensheenteredthe,store,shealreadyhadherheartfixeduponthepeculiarlittle,tanjacketwithlargemother-of-pearlbuttonswhichwasallthe,ragethatfall。Stillshedelightedtoconvinceherselfthat,therewasnothingshewouldlikebetter。Shewentaboutamong,theglasscasesandrackswherethesethingsweredisplayed,and,satisfiedherselfthattheoneshethoughtofwastheproperone。

Allthetimeshewaveredinmind,nowpersuadingherselfthatshe,couldbuyitrightawayifshechose,nowrecallingtoherself,theactualcondition。Atlastthenoonhourwasdangerously,near,andshehaddonenothing。Shemustgonowandreturnthe,money。

Drouetwasonthecornerwhenshecameup。

“Hello,“hesaid,“whereisthejacketand“——lookingdown——“the,shoes?”

Carriehadthoughttoleaduptoherdecisioninsomeintelligent,way,butthissweptthewholefore-schemedsituationbythe,board。

“Icametotellyouthat——thatIcan’ttakethemoney。”

“Oh,that’sit,isit?”hereturned。”Well,youcomeonwithme。

Let’sgooverheretoPartridge’s。”

Carriewalkedwithhim。Behold,thewholefabricofdoubtand,impossibilityhadslippedfromhermind。Shecouldnotgetat,thepointsthatweresoserious,thethingsshewasgoingtomake,plaintohim。

“Haveyouhadlunchyet?,Ofcourseyouhaven’t。Let’sgoin,here,“andDrouetturnedintooneoftheverynicelyfurnished,restaurantsoffStateStreet,inMonroe。

“Imustn’ttakethemoney,“saidCarrie,aftertheyweresettled,inacoseycorner,andDrouethadorderedthelunch。”Ican’t,wearthosethingsoutthere。They——theywouldn’tknowwhereIgot,them。”

“Whatdoyouwanttodo,“hesmiled,“gowithoutthem?”

“IthinkI’llgohome,“shesaid,wearily。

“Oh,come,“hesaid,“you’vebeenthinkingitovertoolong。

I’lltellyouwhatyoudo。Yousayyoucan’twearthemout,there。Whydon’tyourentafurnishedroomandleavethemin,thatforaweek?”

Carrieshookherhead。Likeallwomen,shewastheretoobject,andbeconvinced。Itwasforhimtobrushthedoubtsawayand,clearthepathifhecould。

“Whyareyougoinghome?”heasked。

“Oh,Ican’tgetanythinghere。”

Theywon’tkeepyou?”heremarked,intuitively。

“Theycan’t,“saidCarrie。

“I’lltellyouwhatyoudo,“hesaid。”Youcomewithme。I’ll,takecareofyou。”

Carrieheardthispassively。Thepeculiarstatewhichshewasin,madeitsoundlikethewelcomebreathofanopendoor。Drouet,seemedofherownspiritandpleasing。Hewasclean,handsome,well-dressed,andsympathetic。Hisvoicewasthevoiceofa,friend。

“WhatcanyoudobackatColumbiaCity?”hewenton,rousingby,thewordsinCarrie’smindapictureofthedullworldshehad,left。”Thereisn’tanythingdownthere。Chicago’stheplace。

Youcangetaniceroomhereandsomeclothes,andthenyoucan,dosomething。”

Carrielookedoutthroughthewindowintothebusystreet。There,itwas,theadmirable,greatcity,sofinewhenyouarenotpoor。

Anelegantcoach,withaprancingpairofbays,passedby,carryinginitsupholstereddepthsayounglady。

“Whatwillyouhaveifyougoback?”askedDrouet。Therewasno,subtleundercurrenttothequestion。Heimaginedthatshewould,havenothingatallofthethingshethoughtworthwhile。

Carriesatstill,lookingout。Shewaswonderingwhatshecould,do。Theywouldbeexpectinghertogohomethisweek。

Drouetturnedtothesubjectoftheclothesshewasgoingtobuy。

“Whynotgetyourselfanicelittlejacket?,You’vegottohave,it。I’llloanyouthemoney。Youneedn’tworryabouttakingit。

Youcangetyourselfaniceroombyyourself。Iwon’thurtyou。”

Carriesawthedrift,butcouldnotexpressherthoughts。She,feltmorethaneverthehelplessnessofhercase。

“IfIcouldonlygetsomethingtodo,“shesaid。

“Maybeyoucan,“wentonDrouet,“ifyoustayhere。Youcan’tif,yougoaway。Theywon’tletyoustayoutthere。Now,whynot,letmegetyouaniceroom?,Iwon’tbotheryou——youneedn’tbe,afraid。Then,whenyougetfixedup,maybeyoucouldget,something。”

Helookedatherprettyfaceanditvivifiedhismental,resources。Shewasasweetlittlemortaltohim——therewasno,doubtofthat。Sheseemedtohavesomepowerbackofher,actions。Shewasnotlikethecommonrunofstore-girls。She,wasn’tsilly。

Inreality,Carriehadmoreimaginationthanhe——moretaste。It,wasafinermentalstraininherthatmadepossibleher,depressionandloneliness。Herpoorclotheswereneat,andshe,heldherheadunconsciouslyinadaintyway。

“DoyouthinkIcouldgetsomething?”sheasked。

“Sure,“hesaid,reachingoverandfillinghercupwithtea。

“I’llhelpyou。”

Shelookedathim,andhelaughedreassuringly。

“NowI’lltellyouwhatwe’lldo。We’llgooverhereto,Partridge’sandyoupickoutwhatyouwant。Thenwe’lllook,aroundforaroomforyou。Youcanleavethethingsthere。Then,we’llgototheshowto-night。”

Carrieshookherhead。

“Well,youcangoouttotheflatthen,that’sallright。You,don’tneedtostayintheroom。Justtakeitandleaveyour,thingsthere。”

Shehungindoubtaboutthisuntilthedinnerwasover。

“Let’sgooverandlookatthejackets,“hesaid。

Togethertheywent。Inthestoretheyfoundthatshineand,rustleofnewthingswhichimmediatelylaidholdofCarrie’s,heart。UndertheinfluenceofagooddinnerandDrouet’s,radiatingpresence,theschemeproposedseemedfeasible。She,lookedaboutandpickedajacketliketheonewhichshehad,admiredatTheFair。Whenshegotitinherhanditseemedso,muchnicer。Thesaleswomanhelpedheronwithit,and,by,accident,itfittedperfectly。Drouet’sfacelightenedashesaw,theimprovement。Shelookedquitesmart。

“That’sthething,“hesaid。

Carrieturnedbeforetheglass。Shecouldnothelpfeeling,pleasedasshelookedatherself。Awarmglowcreptintoher,cheeks。

“That’sthething,“saidDrouet。”Nowpayforit。”

“It’sninedollars,“saidCarrie。

“That’sallright——takeit,“saidDrouet。

Shereachedinherpurseandtookoutoneofthebills。Thewoman,askedifshewouldwearthecoatandwentoff。Inafewminutes,shewasbackandthepurchasewasclosed。

FromPartridge’stheywenttoashoestore,whereCarriewas,fittedforshoes。Drouetstoodby,andwhenhesawhownicethey,looked,said,“Wearthem。”Carrieshookherhead,however。She,wasthinkingofreturningtotheflat。Heboughtherapursefor,onething,andapairofglovesforanother,andletherbuythe,stockings。

“To-morrow,“hesaid,“youcomedownhereandbuyyourselfa,skirt。”

InallofCarrie’sactionstherewasatouchofmisgiving。The,deepershesankintotheentanglement,themoresheimaginedthat,thethinghunguponthefewremainingthingsshehadnotdone。

Sinceshehadnotdonethese,therewasawayout。

DrouetknewaplaceinWabashAvenuewheretherewererooms。He,showedCarrietheoutsideofthese,andsaid:“Now,you’remy,sister。”Hecarriedthearrangementoffwithaneasyhandwhenit,cametotheselection,lookingaround,criticising,opining。

“Hertrunkwillbehereinadayorso,“heobservedtothe,landlady,whowasverypleased。

Whentheywerealone,Drouetdidnotchangeintheleast。He,talkedinthesamegeneralwayasiftheywereoutinthestreet。

Carrieleftherthings。

“Now,“saidDrouet,“whydon’tyoumoveto-night?”

“Oh,Ican’t,“saidCarrie。

“Whynot?”

“Idon’twanttoleavethemso。”

Hetookthatupastheywalkedalongtheavenue。Itwasawarm,afternoon。Thesunhadcomeoutandthewindhaddieddown。As,hetalkedwithCarrie,hesecuredanaccuratedetailofthe,atmosphereoftheflat。

“Comeoutofit,“hesaid,“theywon’tcare。I’llhelpyouget,along。”

Shelisteneduntilhermisgivingsvanished。Hewouldshowher,aboutalittleandthenhelphergetsomething。Hereally,imaginedthathewould。Hewouldbeoutontheroadandshe,couldbeworking。

“Now,I’lltellyouwhatyoudo,“hesaid,“yougooutthereand,getwhateveryouwantandcomeaway。”

Shethoughtalongtimeaboutthis。Finallysheagreed。He,wouldcomeoutasfarasPeoriaStreetandwaitforher。Shewas,tomeethimathalf-pasteight。Athalf-pastfiveshereached,home,andatsixherdeterminationwashardened。

“Soyoudidn’tgetit?”saidMinnie,referringtoCarrie’sstory,oftheBostonStore。

Carrielookedatheroutofthecornerofhereye。“No,“she,answered。

“Idon’tthinkyou’dbettertryanymorethisfall,“saidMinnie。

Carriesaidnothing。

WhenHansoncamehomeheworethesameinscrutabledemeanour。He,washedinsilenceandwentofftoreadhispaper。Atdinner,Carriefeltalittlenervous。Thestrainofherownplanswere,considerable,andthefeelingthatshewasnotwelcomeherewas,strong。

“Didn’tfindanything,eh?”saidHanson。

“No。”

Heturnedtohiseatingagain,thethoughtthatitwasaburden,tohaveherheredwellinginhismind。Shewouldhavetogo,home,thatwasall。Onceshewasaway,therewouldbenomore,comingbackinthespring。

Carriewasafraidofwhatshewasgoingtodo,butshewas,relievedtoknowthatthisconditionwasending。Theywouldnot,care。Hansonparticularlywouldbegladwhenshewent。Hewould,notcarewhatbecameofher。

Afterdinnershewentintothebathroom,wheretheycouldnot,disturbher,andwrotealittlenote。

“Good-bye,Minnie,“itread。”I’mnotgoinghome。I’mgoingto,stayinChicagoalittlewhileandlookforwork。Don’tworry。

I’llbeallright。”

InthefrontroomHansonwasreadinghispaper。Asusual,she,helpedMinnieclearawaythedishesandstraightenup。Thenshe,said:

“IguessI’llstanddownatthedooralittlewhile。”Shecould,scarcelypreventhervoicefromtrembling。

MinnierememberedHanson’sremonstrance。

“Svendoesn’tthinkitlooksgoodtostanddownthere,“shesaid。

“Doesn’the?”saidCarrie。”Iwon’tdoitanymoreafterthis。”

Sheputonherhatandfidgetedaroundthetableinthelittle,bedroom,wonderingwheretoslipthenote。Finallysheputit,underMinnie’shair-brush。

Whenshehadclosedthehall-door,shepausedamomentand,wonderedwhattheywouldthink。Somethoughtofthequeernessof,herdeedaffectedher。Shewentslowlydownthestairs。She,lookedbackupthelightedstep,andthenaffectedtostrollup,thestreet。Whenshereachedthecornershequickenedherpace。

Asshewashurryingaway,Hansoncamebacktohiswife。

“IsCarriedownatthedooragain?”heasked。

“Yes,“saidMinnie;“shesaidshewasn’tgoingtodoitany,more。”

Hewentovertothebabywhereitwasplayingonthefloorand,begantopokehisfingeratit。

Drouetwasonthecornerwaiting,ingoodspirits。

“Hello,Carrie,“hesaid,asasprightlyfigureofagirldrew,nearhim。”Gotheresafe,didyou?,Well,we’lltakeacar。”

ChapterVIII

INTIMATIONSBYWINTER——ANAMBASSADORSUMMONED

Amongtheforceswhichsweepandplaythroughouttheuniverse,untutoredmanisbutawispinthewind。Ourcivilisationis,stillinamiddlestage,scarcelybeast,inthatitisnolonger,whollyguidedbyinstinct;scarcelyhuman,inthatitisnotyet,whollyguidedbyreason。Onthetigernoresponsibilityrests。

Weseehimalignedbynaturewiththeforcesoflife——heisborn,intotheirkeepingandwithoutthoughtheisprotected。Wesee,manfarremovedfromthelairsofthejungles,hisinnate,instinctsdulledbytoonearanapproachtofree-will,hisfree-

willnotsufficientlydevelopedtoreplacehisinstinctsand,affordhimperfectguidance。

Heisbecomingtoowisetohearkenalwaystoinstinctsand,desires;heisstilltooweaktoalwaysprevailagainstthem。As,abeast,theforcesoflifealignedhimwiththem;asaman,he,hasnotyetwhollylearnedtoalignhimselfwiththeforces。In,thisintermediatestagehewavers——neitherdrawninharmonywith,naturebyhisinstinctsnoryetwiselyputtinghimselfinto,harmonybyhisownfree-will。Heisevenasawispinthewind,movedbyeverybreathofpassion,actingnowbyhiswillandnow,byhisinstincts,erringwithone,onlytoretrievebytheother,fallingbyone,onlytorisebytheother——acreatureof,incalculablevariability。Wehavetheconsolationofknowing,thatevolutioniseverinaction,thattheidealisalightthat,cannotfail。Hewillnotforeverbalancethusbetweengoodand,evil。Whenthisjangleoffree-willinstinctshallhavebeen,adjusted,whenperfectunderstandinghasgiventheformerthe,powertoreplacethelatterentirely,manwillnolongervary。

Theneedleofunderstandingwillyetpointsteadfastand,unwaveringtothedistinctpoleoftruth。

InCarrie——asinhowmanyofourworldlingsdotheynot?——

instinctandreason,desireandunderstanding,wereatwarfor,themastery。Shefollowedwhitherhercravingled。Shewasas,yetmoredrawnthanshedrew。

WhenMinniefoundthenotenextmorning,afteranightofmingled,wonderandanxiety,whichwasnotexactlytouchedbyyearning,sorrow,orlove,sheexclaimed:“Well,whatdoyouthinkof,that?”

“What?”saidHanson。

“SisterCarriehasgonetolivesomewhereelse。”

Hansonjumpedoutofbedwithmoreceleritythanheusually,displayedandlookedatthenote。Theonlyindicationofhis,thoughtscameintheformofalittleclickingsoundmadebyhis,tongue;thesoundsomepeoplemakewhentheywishtourgeona,horse。

“Wheredoyousupposeshe’sgoneto?”saidMinnie,thoroughly,aroused。

“Idon’tknow,“atouchofcynicismlightinghiseye。“Nowshe,hasgoneanddoneit。”

Minniemovedherheadinapuzzledway。

“Oh,oh,“shesaid,“shedoesn’tknowwhatshehasdone。”

“Well,“saidHanson,afterawhile,stickinghishandsoutbefore,him,“whatcanyoudo?”

Minnie’swomanlynaturewashigherthanthis。Shefiguredthe,possibilitiesinsuchcases。

“Oh,“shesaidatlast,“poorSisterCarrie!”

Atthetimeofthisparticularconversation,whichoccurredat5

A。M。thatlittlesoldieroffortunewassleepingarather,troubledsleepinhernewroom,alone。

Carrie’snewstatewasremarkableinthatshesawpossibilities,init。Shewasnosensualist,longingtodrowsesleepilyinthe,lapofluxury。Sheturnedabout,troubledbyherdaring,gladof,herrelease,wonderingwhethershewouldgetsomethingtodo,wonderingwhatDrouetwoulddo。Thatworthyhadhisfuturefixed,forhimbeyondaperadventure。Hecouldnothelpwhathewas,goingtodo。Hecouldnotseeclearlyenoughtowishtodo,differently。Hewasdrawnbyhisinnatedesiretoacttheold,pursuingpart。HewouldneedtodelighthimselfwithCarrieas,surelyashewouldneedtoeathisheavybreakfast。Hemight,suffertheleastrudimentarytwingeofconscienceinwhateverhe,did,andinjustsofarhewasevilandsinning。Butwhatever,twingesofconsciencehemighthavewouldberudimentary,youmay,besure。

ThenextdayhecalleduponCarrie,andshesawhiminher,chamber。Hewasthesamejolly,enliveningsoul。

“Aw,“hesaid,“whatareyoulookingsoblueabout?Comeonout,tobreakfast。Youwanttogetyourotherclothesto-day。”

Carrielookedathimwiththehueofshiftingthoughtinher,largeeyes。

“IwishIcouldgetsomethingtodo,“shesaid。

“You’llgetthatallright,“saidDrouet。”What’stheuse,worryingrightnow?,Getyourselffixedup。Seethecity。I

won’thurtyou。”

“Iknowyouwon’t,“sheremarked,halftruthfully。

“Gotonthenewshoes,haven’tyou?,Stick’emout。George,they,lookfine。Putonyourjacket。”

Carrieobeyed。

“Say,thatfitslikeaT,don’tit?”heremarked,feelingtheset,ofitatthewaistandeyeingitfromafewpaceswithreal,pleasure。”Whatyouneednowisanewskirt。Let’sgoto,breakfast。”

Carrieputonherhat。

“Wherearethegloves?”heinquired。

“Here,“shesaid,takingthemoutofthebureaudrawer。

“Now,comeon,“hesaid。

Thusthefirsthourofmisgivingwassweptaway。

Itwentthiswayoneveryoccasion。Drouetdidnotleaveher,muchalone。Shehadtimeforsomelonewanderings,butmostlyhe,filledherhourswithsight-seeing。AtCarson,Pirie’shebought,heraniceskirtandshirtwaist。Withhismoneyshepurchased,thelittlenecessariesoftoilet,untilatlastshelookedquite,anothermaiden。Themirrorconvincedherofafewthingswhich,shehadlongbelieved。Shewaspretty,yes,indeed!,Hownice,herhatset,andweren’thereyespretty。Shecaughtherlittle,redlipwithherteethandfeltherfirstthrillofpower。

Drouetwassogood。

Theywenttosee“TheMikado“oneevening,anoperawhichwas,hilariouslypopularatthattime。Beforegoing,theymadeoff,fortheWindsordining-room,whichwasinDearbornStreet,a,considerabledistancefromCarrie’sroom。Itwasblowingup,cold,andoutofherwindowCarriecouldseethewesternsky,stillpinkwiththefadinglight,butsteelyblueatthetop,whereitmetthedarkness。Along,thincloudofpinkhungin,midair,shapedlikesomeislandinafar-offsea。Somehowthe,swayingofsomedeadbranchesoftreesacrossthewaybrought,backthepicturewithwhichshewasfamiliarwhenshelookedfrom,theirfrontwindowinDecemberdaysathome。

Shepausedandwrungherlittlehands。

“What’sthematter?”saidDrouet。

“Oh,Idon’tknow,“shesaid,herliptrembling。

Hesensedsomething,andslippedhisarmoverhershoulder,pattingherarm。

“Comeon,“hesaidgently,“you’reallright。”

Sheturnedtosliponherjacket。

“Betterwearthatboaaboutyourthroattonight。”

TheywalkednorthonWabashtoAdamsStreetandthenwest。The,lightsinthestoreswerealreadyshiningoutingushesofgolden,hue。Thearclightsweresputteringoverhead,andhighupwere,thelightedwindowsofthetallofficebuildings。Thechillwind,whippedinandoutingustybreaths。Homewardbound,thesix,o’clockthrongbumpedandjostled。Lightovercoatswereturnedup,abouttheears,hatswerepulleddown。Littleshop-girlswent,flutteringbyinpairsandfours,chattering,laughing。Itwasa,spectacleofwarm-bloodedhumanity。

SuddenlyapairofeyesmetCarrie’sinrecognition。Theywere,lookingoutfromagroupofpoorlydressedgirls。Theirclothes,werefadedandloose-hanging,theirjacketsold,theirgeneral,make-upshabby。

Carrierecognisedtheglanceandthegirl。Shewasoneofthose,whoworkedatthemachinesintheshoefactory。Thelatter,looked,notquitesure,andthenturnedherheadandlooked。

Carriefeltasifsomegreattidehadrolledbetweenthem。The,olddressandtheoldmachinecameback。Sheactuallystarted。

Drouetdidn’tnoticeuntilCarriebumpedintoapedestrian。

“Youmustbethinking,“hesaid。

Theydinedandwenttothetheatre。Thatspectaclepleased,Carrieimmensely。Thecolourandgraceofitcaughthereye。

Shehadvainimaginingsaboutplaceandpower,aboutfar-off,landsandmagnificentpeople。Whenitwasover,theclatterof,coachesandthethrongoffineladiesmadeherstare。

“Waitaminute,“saidDrouet,holdingherbackintheshowyfoyer,whereladiesandgentlemenweremovinginasocialcrush,skirts,rustling,lace-coveredheadsnodding,whiteteethshowingthrough,partedlips。“Let’ssee。”

“Sixty-seven,“thecoach-callerwassaying,hisvoiceliftedina,sortofeuphoniouscry。”Sixty-seven。”

“Isn’titfine?”saidCarrie。

“Great,“saidDrouet。Hewasasmuchaffectedbythisshowof,fineryandgayetyasshe。Hepressedherarmwarmly。Onceshe,lookedup,hereventeethglisteningthroughhersmilinglips,hereyesalight。Astheyweremovingouthewhispereddownto,her,“Youlooklovely!”Theywererightwherethecoach-caller,wasswingingopenacoach-doorandusheringintwoladies。

“Yousticktomeandwe’llhaveacoach,“laughedDrouet。

Carriescarcelyheard,herheadwassofulloftheswirloflife。

Theystoppedinatarestaurantforalittleafter-theatrelunch。

JustashadeofathoughtofthehourenteredCarrie’shead,but,therewasnohouseholdlawtogovernhernow。Ifanyhabitsever,hadtimetofixuponher,theywouldhaveoperatedhere。Habits,arepeculiarthings。Theywilldrivethereallynon-religious,mindoutofbedtosayprayersthatareonlyacustomandnota,devotion。Thevictimofhabit,whenhehasneglectedthething,whichitwashiscustomtodo,feelsalittlescratchinginthe,brain,alittleirritatingsomethingwhichcomesofbeingoutof,therut,andimaginesittobetheprickofconscience,the,still,smallvoicethatisurginghimevertorighteousness。If,thedigressionisunusualenough,thedragofhabitwillbeheavy,enoughtocausetheunreasoningvictimtoreturnandperformthe,perfunctorything。”Now,blessme,“sayssuchamind,“Ihave,donemyduty,“when,asamatteroffact,ithasmerelydoneits,old,unbreakabletrickonceagain。

Carriehadnoexcellenthomeprinciplesfixeduponher。Ifshe,had,shewouldhavebeenmoreconsciouslydistressed。Nowthe,lunchwentoffwithconsiderablewarmth。Undertheinfluenceof,thevariedoccurrences,thefine,invisiblepassionwhichwas,emanatingfromDrouet,thefood,thestillunusualluxury,she,relaxedandheardwithopenears。Shewasagainthevictimof,thecity’shypnoticinfluence。

“Well,“saidDrouetatlast,“wehadbetterbegoing。”

Theyhadbeendawdlingoverthedishes,andtheireyeshad,frequentlymet。Carriecouldnothelpbutfeelthevibrationof,forcewhichfollowed,which,indeed,washisgaze。Hehadaway,oftouchingherhandinexplanation,asiftoimpressafactupon,her。Hetoucheditnowashespokeofgoing。

Theyaroseandwentoutintothestreet。Thedowntownsection,wasnowbare,saveforafewwhistlingstrollers,afewowlcars,afewopenresortswhosewindowswerestillbright。OutWabash,Avenuetheystrolled,Drouetstillpouringforthhisvolumeof,smallinformation。HehadCarrie’sarminhis,andheldit,closelyasheexplained。Onceinawhile,aftersomewitticism,hewouldlookdown,andhiseyeswouldmeethers。Atlastthey,cametothesteps,andCarriestooduponthefirstone,herhead,nowcomingevenwithhisown。Hetookherhandandheldit,genially。Helookedsteadilyatherassheglancedabout,warmly,musing。

Ataboutthathour,Minniewassoundlysleeping,afteralong,eveningoftroubledthought。Shehadherelbowinanawkward,positionunderherside。Themusclessoheldirritatedafew,nerves,andnowavaguescenefloatedinonthedrowsymind。She,fanciedsheandCarrieweresomewherebesideanoldcoal-mine。

Shecouldseethetallrunwayandtheheapofearthandcoalcast,out。Therewasadeeppit,intowhichtheywerelooking;they,couldseethecuriouswetstonesfardownwherethewall,disappearedinvagueshadows。Anoldbasket,usedfor,descending,washangingthere,fastenedbyawornrope。

“Let’sgetin,“saidCarrie。

“Oh,no,“saidMinnie。

“Yes,comeon,“saidCarrie。

Shebegantopullthebasketover,andnow,inspiteofall,protest,shehadswungoverandwasgoingdown。

“Carrie,“shecalled,“Carrie,comeback“;butCarriewasfar,downnowandtheshadowhadswallowedhercompletely。

Shemovedherarm。

Nowthemysticscenerymergedqueerlyandtheplacewasbywaters,shehadneverseen。Theywereuponsomeboardorgroundor,somethingthatreachedfarout,andattheendofthiswas,Carrie。Theylookedabout,andnowthethingwassinking,and,Minnieheardthelowsipoftheencroachingwater。

“Comeon,Carrie,“shecalled,butCarriewasreachingfarther,out。Sheseemedtorecede,andnowitwasdifficulttocallto,her。

“Carrie,“shecalled,“Carrie,“butherownvoicesoundedfar,away,andthestrangewaterswereblurringeverything。Shecame,awaysufferingasthoughshehadlostsomething。Shewasmore,inexpressiblysadthanshehadeverbeeninlife。

Itwasthiswaythroughmanyshiftsofthetiredbrain,those,curiousphantomsofthespiritslippingin,blurringstrange,scenes,onewiththeother。Thelastonemadehercryout,for,Carriewasslippingawaysomewhereoverarock,andherfingers,hadletlooseandshehadseenherfalling。

“Minnie!,What’sthematter?,Here,wakeup,“saidHanson,disturbed,andshakingherbytheshoulder。

“Wha——what’sthematter?”saidMinnie,drowsily。

“Wakeup,“hesaid,“andturnover。You’retalkinginyour,sleep。”

AweekorsolaterDrouetstrolledintoFitzgeraldandMoy’s,spruceindressandmanner。

“Hello,Charley,“saidHurstwood,lookingoutfromhisoffice,door。

Drouetstrolledoverandlookedinuponthemanagerathisdesk。

“Whendoyougooutontheroadagain?”heinquired。

“Prettysoon,“saidDrouet。

“Haven’tseenmuchofyouthistrip,“saidHurstwood。

“Well,I’vebeenbusy,“saidDrouet。

Theytalkedsomefewminutesongeneraltopics。

“Say,“saidDrouet,asifstruckbyasuddenidea,“Iwantyouto,comeoutsomeevening。”

“Outwhere?”inquiredHurstwood。

“Outtomyhouse,ofcourse,“saidDrouet,smiling。

Hurstwoodlookedupquizzically,theleastsuggestionofasmile,hoveringabouthislips。HestudiedthefaceofDrouetinhis,wiseway,andthenwiththedemeanourofagentleman,said:

“Certainly;gladto。”

“We’llhaveanicegameofeuchre。”

“MayIbringanicelittlebottleofSec?”askedHurstwood。

“Certainly,“saidDrouet。”I’llintroduceyou。”

ChapterIX

CONVENTION’SOWNTINDER-BOX——THEEYETHATISGREEN

Hurstwood’sresidenceontheNorthSide,nearLincolnPark,wasa,brickbuildingofaverypopulartypethen,athree-storyaffair,withthefirstfloorsunkaverylittlebelowthelevelofthe,street。Ithadalargebaywindowbulgingoutfromthesecond,floor,andwasgracedinfrontbyasmallgrassyplot,twenty-

fivefeetwideandtenfeetdeep。Therewasalsoasmallrear,yard,walledinbythefencesoftheneighboursandholdinga,stablewherehekepthishorseandtrap。

Thetenroomsofthehousewereoccupiedbyhimself,hiswife,Julia,andhissonanddaughter,George,Jr。andJessica。There,werebesidestheseamaid-servant,representedfromtimetotime,bygirlsofvariousextraction,forMrs。Hurstwoodwasnotalways,easytoplease。

“George,IletMarygoyesterday,“wasnotanunfrequent,salutationatthedinnertable。

“Allright,“washisonlyreply。Hehadlongsinceweariedof,discussingtherancoroussubject。

Alovelyhomeatmosphereisoneoftheflowersoftheworld,than,whichthereisnothingmoretender,nothingmoredelicate,nothingmorecalculatedtomakestrongandjustthenatures,cradledandnourishedwithinit。Thosewhohaveneverexperienced,suchabeneficentinfluencewillnotunderstandwhereforethe,tearspringsglisteningtotheeyelidsatsomestrangebreathin,lovelymusic。Themysticchordswhichbindandthrilltheheart,ofthenation,theywillneverknow。

Hurstwood’sresidencecouldscarcelybesaidtobeinfusedwith,thishomespirit。Itlackedthattolerationandregardwithout,whichthehomeisnothing。Therewasfinefurniture,arrangedas,soothinglyastheartisticperceptionoftheoccupantswarranted。

Thereweresoftrugs,rich,upholsteredchairsanddivans,a,grandpiano,amarblecarvingofsomeunknownVenusbysome,unknownartist,andanumberofsmallbronzesgatheredfrom,heavenknowswhere,butgenerallysoldbythelargefurniture,housesalongwitheverythingelsewhichgoestomakethe,“perfectlyappointedhouse。”

Inthedining-roomstoodasideboardladenwithglistening,decantersandotherutilitiesandornamentsinglass,the,arrangementofwhichcouldnotbequestioned。Herewassomething,Hurstwoodknewabout。Hehadstudiedthesubjectforyearsinhis,business。HetooknolittlesatisfactionintellingeachMary,shortlyaftershearrived,somethingofwhattheartofthething,required。Hewasnotgarrulousbyanymeans。Onthecontrary,therewasafinereserveinhismannertowardtheentiredomestic,economyofhislifewhichwasallthatiscomprehendedbythe,popularterm,gentlemanly。Hewouldnotargue,hewouldnottalk,freely。Inhismannerwassomethingofthedogmatist。Whathe,couldnotcorrect,hewouldignore。Therewasatendencyinhim,towalkawayfromtheimpossiblething。

Therewasatimewhenhehadbeenconsiderablyenamouredofhis,Jessica,especiallywhenhewasyoungerandmoreconfinedinhis,success。Now,however,inherseventeenthyear,Jessicahad,developedacertainamountofreserveandindependencewhichwas,notinvitingtotherichestformofparentaldevotion。Shewasin,thehighschool,andhadnotionsoflifewhichweredecidedly,thoseofapatrician。Shelikedniceclothesandurgedforthem,constantly。Thoughtsofloveandelegantindividual,establishmentswererunninginherhead。Shemetgirlsatthe,highschoolwhoseparentsweretrulyrichandwhosefathershad,standinglocallyaspartnersorownersofsolidbusinesses。

Thesegirlsgavethemselvestheairsbefittingthethriving,domesticestablishmentsfromwhencetheyissued。Theywerethe,onlyonesoftheschoolaboutwhomJessicaconcernedherself。

YoungHurstwood,Jr。wasinhistwentiethyear,andwasalready,connectedinapromisingcapacitywithalargerealestatefirm。

Hecontributednothingforthedomesticexpensesofthefamily,butwasthoughttobesavinghismoneytoinvestinrealestate。

Hehadsomeability,considerablevanity,andaloveofpleasure,thathadnot,asyet,infringeduponhisduties,whateverthey,were。Hecameinandwentout,pursuinghisownplansand,fancies,addressingafewwordstohismotheroccasionally,relatingsomelittleincidenttohisfather,butforthemost,partconfininghimselftothosegeneralitieswithwhichmost,conversationconcernsitself。Hewasnotlayingbarehisdesires,foranyonetosee。Hedidnotfindanyoneinthehousewho,particularlycaredtosee。

Mrs。Hurstwoodwasthetypeofwomanwhohaseverendeavouredto,shineandhasbeenmoreorlesschagrinedattheevidencesof,superiorcapabilityinthisdirectionelsewhere。Herknowledge,oflifeextendedtothatlittleconventionalroundofsocietyof,whichshewasnot——butlongedtobe——amember。Shewasnot,withoutrealisationalreadythatthisthingwasimpossible,so,farasshewasconcerned。Forherdaughter,shehopedbetter,things。ThroughJessicashemightrisealittle。Through,George,Jr。’s,possiblesuccessshemightdrawtoherselfthe,privilegeofpointingproudly。EvenHurstwoodwasdoingwell,enough,andshewasanxiousthathissmallrealestateadventures,shouldprosper。Hispropertyholdings,asyet,wererather,small,buthisincomewaspleasingandhispositionwith,FitzgeraldandMoywasfixed。Boththosegentlemenwereon,pleasantandratherinformaltermswithhim。

Theatmospherewhichsuchpersonalitieswouldcreatemustbe,apparenttoall。Itworkedoutinathousandlittle,conversations,allofwhichwereofthesamecalibre。

“I’mgoinguptoFoxLaketo-morrow,“announcedGeorge,Jr。at,thedinnertableoneFridayevening。

“What’sgoingonupthere?”queriedMrs。Hurstwood。

“EddieFahrway’sgotanewsteamlaunch,andhewantsmetocome,upandseehowitworks。”

“Howmuchdiditcosthim?”askedhismother。

“Oh,overtwothousanddollars。Hesaysit’sadandy。”

“OldFahrwaymustbemakingmoney,“putinHurstwood。

“Heis,Iguess。JacktoldmetheywereshippingVegacurato,Australianow——saidtheysentawholeboxtoCapeTownlast,week。”

“Justthinkofthat!”saidMrs。Hurstwood,“andonlyfouryears,agotheyhadthatbasementinMadisonStreet。”

“Jacktoldmetheyweregoingtoputupasix-storybuildingnext,springinRobeyStreet。”

“Justthinkofthat!”saidJessica。

OnthisparticularoccasionHurstwoodwishedtoleaveearly。

“IguessI’llbegoingdowntown,“heremarked,rising。

“ArewegoingtoMcVicker’sMonday?”questionedMrs。Hurstwood,withoutrising。

“Yes,“hesaidindifferently。

Theywentondining,whilehewentupstairsforhishatandcoat。

Presentlythedoorclicked。

“Iguesspapa’sgone,“saidJessica。

Thelatter’sschoolnewswasofaparticularstripe。

“They’regoingtogiveaperformanceintheLyceum,upstairs,“

shereportedoneday,“andI’mgoingtobeinit。”

“Areyou?”saidhermother。

“Yes,andI’llhavetohaveanewdress。Someofthenicest,girlsintheschoolaregoingtobeinit。MissPalmerisgoing,totakethepartofPortia。”

“Isshe?”saidMrs。Hurstwood。

“They’vegotthatMarthaGriswoldinitagain。Shethinksshe,canact。”

“Herfamilydoesn’tamounttoanything,doesit?”saidMrs。

Hurstwoodsympathetically。”Theyhaven’tanything,havethey?”

“No,“returnedJessica,“they’repooraschurchmice。”

Shedistinguishedverycarefullybetweentheyoungboysofthe,school,manyofwhomwereattractedbyherbeauty。

“Whatdoyouthink?”sheremarkedtohermotheroneevening;

“thatHerbertCranetriedtomakefriendswithme。”

“Whoishe,mydear?”inquiredMrs。Hurstwood。

“Oh,noone,“saidJessica,pursingherprettylips。“He’sjusta,studentthere。Hehasn’tanything。”

TheotherhalfofthispicturecamewhenyoungBlyford,sonof,Blyford,thesoapmanufacturer,walkedhomewithher。Mrs。

Hurstwoodwasonthethirdfloor,sittinginarocking-chair,reading,andhappenedtolookoutatthetime。

“Whowasthatwithyou,Jessica?”sheinquired,asJessicacame,upstairs。

“It’sMr。Blyford,mamma,“shereplied。

“Isit?”saidMrs。Hurstwood。

“Yes,andhewantsmetostrolloverintotheparkwithhim,“

explainedJessica,alittleflushedwithrunningupthestairs。

“Allright,mydear,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。”Don’tbegonelong。”

Asthetwowentdownthestreet,sheglancedinterestedlyoutof,thewindow。Itwasamostsatisfactoryspectacleindeed,most,satisfactory。

InthisatmosphereHurstwoodhadmovedforanumberofyears,not,thinkingdeeplyconcerningit。Hiswasnottheorderofnature,totroubleforsomethingbetter,unlessthebetterwas,immediatelyandsharplycontrasted。Asitwas,hereceivedand,gave,irritatedsometimesbythelittledisplaysofselfish,indifference,pleasedattimesbysomeshowoffinerywhich,supposedlymadefordignityandsocialdistinction。Thelifeof,theresortwhichhemanagedwashislife。Therehespentmostof,histime。Whenhewenthomeeveningsthehouselookednice。

Withrareexceptionsthemealswereacceptable,beingthekind,thatanordinaryservantcanarrange。Inpart,hewasinterested,inthetalkofhissonanddaughter,whoalwayslookedwell。The,vanityofMrs。Hurstwoodcausedhertokeepherpersonrather,showilyarrayed,buttoHurstwoodthiswasmuchbetterthan,plainness。Therewasnolovelostbetweenthem。Therewasno,greatfeelingofdissatisfaction。Heropiniononanysubjectwas,notstartling。Theydidnottalkenoughtogethertocometothe,argumentofanyonepoint。Intheacceptedandpopularphrase,shehadherideasandhehadhis。Onceinawhilehewouldmeet,awomanwhoseyouth,sprightliness,andhumourwouldmakehis,wifeseemratherdeficientbycontrast,butthetemporary,dissatisfactionwhichsuchanencountermightarousewouldbe,counterbalancedbyhissocialpositionandacertainmatterof,policy。Hecouldnotcomplicatehishomelife,becauseitmight,affecthisrelationswithhisemployers。Theywantedno,scandals。Aman,toholdhisposition,musthaveadignified,manner,acleanrecord,arespectablehomeanchorage。Therefore,hewascircumspectinallhedid,andwheneverheappearedinthe,publicwaysintheafternoon,oronSunday,itwaswithhiswife,andsometimeshischildren。Hewouldvisitthelocalresorts,or,thosenearbyinWisconsin,andspendafewstiff,polisheddays,strollingaboutconventionalplacesdoingconventionalthings。

Heknewtheneedofit。

Whensomeoneofthemanymiddle-classindividualswhomheknew,whohadmoney,wouldgetintotrouble,hewouldshakehishead。

Itdidn’tdototalkaboutthosethings。Ifitcameupfor,discussionamongsuchfriendsaswithhimpassedforclose,he,woulddeprecatethefollyofthething。”Itwasallrighttodo,it——allmendothosethings——butwhywasn’thecareful?,Aman,can’tbetoocareful。”,Helostsympathyforthemanthatmadea,mistakeandwasfoundout。

Onthisaccounthestilldevotedsometimetoshowinghiswife,about——timewhichwouldhavebeenwearisomeindeedifithadnot,beenforthepeoplehewouldmeetandthelittleenjoymentswhich,didnotdependuponherpresenceorabsence。Hewatchedherwith,considerablecuriosityattimes,forshewasstillattractivein,awayandmenlookedather。Shewasaffable,vain,subjectto,flattery,andthiscombination,heknewquitewell,mightproduce,atragedyinawomanofherhomeposition。Owingtohisorderof,mind,hisconfidenceinthesexwasnotgreat。Hiswifenever,possessedthevirtueswhichwouldwintheconfidenceand,admirationofamanofhisnature。Aslongasshelovedhim,vigorouslyhecouldseehowconfidencecouldbe,butwhenthat,wasnolongerthebindingchain——well,somethingmighthappen。

Duringthelastyearortwotheexpensesofthefamilyseemeda,largething。Jessicawantedfineclothes,andMrs。Hurstwood,nottobeoutshonebyherdaughter,alsofrequentlyenlivenedher,apparel。Hurstwoodhadsaidnothinginthepast,butonedayhe,murmured。

“Jessicamusthaveanewdressthismonth,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,onemorning。

Hurstwoodwasarrayinghimselfinoneofhisperfectionvests,beforetheglassatthetime。

“Ithoughtshejustboughtone,“hesaid。

“Thatwasjustsomethingforeveningwear,“returnedhiswife,complacently。

“Itseemstome,“returnedHurstwood,“thatshe’sspendingagood,dealfordressesoflate。”

“Well,she’sgoingoutmore,“concludedhiswife,butthetoneof,hisvoiceimpressedherascontainingsomethingshehadnotheard,therebefore。

Hewasnotamanwhotraveledmuch,butwhenhedid,hehadbeen,accustomedtotakeheralong。Ononeoccasionrecentlyalocal,aldermanicjunkethadbeenarrangedtovisitPhiladelphia——a,junketthatwastolasttendays。Hurstwoodhadbeeninvited。

“Nobodyknowsusdownthere,“saidone,agentlemanwhoseface,wasaslightimprovementovergrossignoranceandsensuality。He,alwaysworeasilkhatofmostimposingproportions。”Wecan,haveagoodtime。”Hislefteyemovedwithjustthesemblanceof,awink。“Youwanttocomealong,George。”

ThenextdayHurstwoodannouncedhisintentiontohiswife。

“I’mgoingaway,Julia,“hesaid,“forafewdays。”

“Where?”sheasked,lookingup。

“ToPhiladelphia,onbusiness。”

Shelookedathimconsciously,expectingsomethingelse。

“I’llhavetoleaveyoubehindthistime。”

“Allright,“shereplied,buthecouldseethatshewasthinking,thatitwasacuriousthing。Beforehewentsheaskedhimafew,morequestions,andthatirritatedhim。Hebegantofeelthat,shewasadisagreeableattachment。

Onthistripheenjoyedhimselfthoroughly,andwhenitwasover,hewassorrytogetback。Hewasnotwillinglyaprevaricator,andhatedthoroughlytomakeexplanationsconcerningit。The,wholeincidentwasglossedoverwithgeneralremarks,butMrs。

Hurstwoodgavethesubjectconsiderablethought。Shedroveout,more,dressedbetter,andattendedtheatresfreelytomakeupfor,it。

Suchanatmospherecouldhardlycomeunderthecategoryofhome,life。Itranalongbyforceofhabit,byforceofconventional,opinion。Withthelapseoftimeitmustnecessarilybecomedryer,anddryer——musteventuallybetinder,easilylightedand,destroyed。

ChapterX

THECOUNSELOFWINTER——FORTUNE’SAMBASSADORCALLS

Inthelightoftheworld’sattitudetowardwomanandherduties,thenatureofCarrie’smentalstatedeservesconsideration。

Actionssuchashersaremeasuredbyanarbitraryscale。Society,possessesaconventionalstandardwherebyitjudgesallthings。

Allmenshouldbegood,allwomenvirtuous。Wherefore,villain,hastthoufailed?

ForalltheliberalanalysisofSpencerandourmodern,naturalisticphilosophers,wehavebutaninfantileperceptionof,morals。Thereismoreinthesubjectthanmereconformitytoa,lawofevolution。Itisyetdeeperthanconformitytothingsof,earthalone。Itismoreinvolvedthanwe,asyet,perceive。

Answer,first,whytheheartthrills;explainwhereforesome,plaintivenotegoeswanderingabouttheworld,undying;make,cleartherose’ssubtlealchemyevolvingitsruddylampinlight,andrain。Intheessenceofthesefactsliethefirstprinciples,ofmorals。

“Oh,“thoughtDrouet,“howdeliciousismyconquest。”

“Ah,“thoughtCarrie,withmournfulmisgivings,“whatisitI

havelost?”

Beforethisworld-oldpropositionwestand,serious,interested,confused;endeavouringtoevolvethetruetheoryofmorals——the,trueanswertowhatisright。

Intheviewofacertainstratumofsociety,Carriewas,comfortablyestablished——intheeyesofthestarveling,beatenby,everywindandgustysheetofrain,shewassafeinahalcyon,harbour。Drouethadtakenthreerooms,furnished,inOgden,Place,facingUnionPark,ontheWestSide。Thatwasalittle,green-carpetedbreathingspot,thanwhich,to-day,thereis,nothingmorebeautifulinChicago。Itaffordedavistapleasant,tocontemplate。Thebestroomlookedoutuponthelawnofthe,park,nowsearandbrown,wherealittlelakelaysheltered。

Overthebarelimbsofthetrees,whichnowswayedinthewintry,wind,rosethesteepleoftheUnionParkCongregationalChurch,andfaroffthetowersofseveralothers。

Theroomswerecomfortablyenoughfurnished。Therewasagood,Brusselscarpetonthefloor,richindullredandlemonshades,andrepresentinglargejardinieresfilledwithgorgeous,impossibleflowers。Therewasalargepier-glassmirrorbetween,thetwowindows。Alarge,soft,green,plush-coveredcouch,occupiedonecorner,andseveralrocking-chairsweresetabout。

Somepictures,severalrugs,afewsmallpiecesofbric-a-brac,andthetaleofcontentsistold。

Inthebedroom,offthefrontroom,wasCarrie’strunk,boughtby,Drouet,andinthewardrobebuiltintothewallquiteanarrayof,clothing——morethanshehadeverpossessedbefore,andofvery,becomingdesigns。Therewasathirdroomforpossibleuseasa,kitchen,whereDrouethadCarrieestablishalittleportablegas,stoveforthepreparationofsmalllunches,oysters,Welsh,rarebits,andthelike,ofwhichhewasexceedinglyfond;and,lastly,abath。Thewholeplacewascosey,inthatitwas,lightedbygasandheatedbyfurnaceregisters,possessingalsoa,smallgrate,setwithanasbestosback,amethodofcheerful,warmingwhichwasthenfirstcomingintouse。Byherindustry,andnaturalloveoforder,whichnowdeveloped,theplace,maintainedanairpleasingintheextreme。

Here,then,wasCarrie,establishedinapleasantfashion,free,ofcertaindifficultieswhichmostominouslyconfrontedher,ladenwithmanynewoneswhichwereofamentalorder,and,altogethersoturnedaboutinallofherearthlyrelationships,thatshemightwellhavebeenanewanddifferentindividual。

ShelookedintoherglassandsawaprettierCarriethanshehad,seenbefore;shelookedintohermind,amirrorpreparedofher,ownandtheworld’sopinions,andsawaworse。Betweenthesetwo,imagesshewavered,hesitatingwhichtobelieve。

“My,butyou’realittlebeauty,“Drouetwaswonttoexclaimto,her。

Shewouldlookathimwithlarge,pleasedeyes。

“Youknowit,don’tyou?”hewouldcontinue。

“Oh,Idon’tknow,“shewouldreply,feelingdelightinthefact,thatoneshouldthinkso,hesitatingtobelieve,thoughshe,reallydid,thatshewasvainenoughtothinksomuchofherself。

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