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Sister Carrie
投诉 阅读记录

第6章

“Tosaveme,Cad,Ican’t,“heanswered。”Ioughtto,too;I’ve,seentheplayenough。There’sagirlinitthatwasstolenwhen,shewasaninfant——waspickedoffthestreetorsomething——and,she’stheonethat’shoundedbythetwooldcriminalsIwas,tellingyouabout。”Hestoppedwithamouthfulofpiepoisedona,forkbeforehisface。”Shecomesveryneargettingdrowned——no,that’snotit。I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“heconcluded,hopelessly,“I’llgetyouthebook。Ican’tremembernowforthe,lifeofme。”

“Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,whenhehadconcluded,her,interestanddesiretoshinedramaticallystrugglingwithher,timidityforthemastery。”ImightgoifyouthoughtI’ddoall,right。”

“Ofcourse,you’lldo,“saidDrouet,who,inhiseffortsto,enthuseCarrie,hadinterestedhimself。”DoyouthinkI’dcome,homehereandurgeyoutodosomethingthatIdidn’tthinkyou,wouldmakeasuccessof?Youcanactallright。It’llbegood,foryou。”

“WhenmustIgo?”saidCarrie,reflectively。

“ThefirstrehearsalisFridaynight。I’llgetthepartforyou,to-night。”

“Allright,“saidCarrieresignedly,“I’lldoit,butifImakea,failurenowit’syourfault。”

“Youwon’tfail,“assuredDrouet。”Justactasyoudoaround,here。Benatural。You’reallright。I’veoftenthoughtyou’d,makeacorkinggoodactress。”

“Didyoureally?”askedCarrie。

“That’sright,“saidthedrummer。

Helittleknewashewentoutofthedoorthatnightwhata,secretflamehehadkindledinthebosomofthegirlheleft,behind。Carriewaspossessedofthatsympathetic,impressionable,naturewhich,everinthemostdevelopedform,hasbeentheglory,ofthedrama。Shewascreatedwiththatpassivityofsoulwhich,isalwaysthemirroroftheactiveworld。Shepossessedan,innatetasteforimitationandnosmallability。Evenwithout,practice,shecouldsometimesrestoredramaticsituationsshehad,witnessedbyre-creating,beforehermirror,theexpressionsof,thevariousfacestakingpartinthescene。Shelovedto,modulatehervoiceaftertheconventionalmannerofthe,distressedheroine,andrepeatsuchpatheticfragmentsas,appealedmosttohersympathies。Oflate,seeingtheairygrace,oftheingenueinseveralwell-constructedplays,shehadbeen,movedtosecretlyimitateit,andmanywerethelittlemovements,andexpressionsofthebodyinwhichsheindulgedfromtimeto,timeintheprivacyofherchamber。Onseveraloccasions,when,Drouethadcaughtheradmiringherself,asheimagined,inthe,mirror,shewasdoingnothingmorethanrecallingsomelittle,graceofthemouthortheeyeswhichshehadwitnessedin,another。Underhisairyaccusationshemistookthisforvanity,andacceptedtheblamewithafaintsenseoferror,though,asa,matteroffact,itwasnothingmorethanthefirstsubtle,outcroppingsofanartisticnature,endeavouringtore-createthe,perfectlikenessofsomephaseofbeautywhichappealedtoher。

Insuchfeebletendencies,beitknown,suchoutworkingofdesire,toreproducelife,liesthebasisofalldramaticart。

Now,whenCarrieheardDrouet’slaudatoryopinionofherdramatic,ability,herbodytingledwithsatisfaction。Liketheflame,whichweldstheloosenedparticlesintoasolidmass,hiswords,unitedthosefloatingwispsoffeelingwhichshehadfelt,but,neverbelieved,concerningherpossibleability,andmadethem,intoagaudyshredofhope。Likeallhumanbeings,shehada,touchofvanity。Shefeltthatshecoulddothingsifsheonly,hadachance。Howoftenhadshelookedatthewell-dressed,actressesonthestageandwonderedhowshewouldlook,how,delightfulshewouldfeelifonlyshewereintheirplace。The,glamour,thetensesituation,thefineclothes,theapplause,thesehadluredheruntilshefeltthatshe,too,couldact——that,she,too,couldcompelacknowledgmentofpower。Nowshewastold,thatshereallycould——thatlittlethingsshehaddoneaboutthe,househadmadeevenhimfeelherpower。Itwasadelightful,sensationwhileitlasted。

WhenDrouetwasgone,shesatdowninherrocking-chairbythe,windowtothinkaboutit。Asusual,imaginationexaggeratedthe,possibilitiesforher。Itwasasifhehadputfiftycentsin,herhandandshehadexercisedthethoughtsofathousand,dollars。Shesawherselfinascoreofpatheticsituationsin,whichsheassumedatremulousvoiceandsufferingmanner。Her,minddelighteditselfwithscenesofluxuryandrefinement,situationsinwhichshewasthecynosureofalleyes,thearbiter,ofallfates。Assherockedtoandfroshefeltthetensityof,woeinabandonment,themagnificenceofwrathafterdeception,thelanguourofsorrowafterdefeat。Thoughtsofallthe,charmingwomenshehadseeninplays——everyfancy,everyillusion,whichshehadconcerningthestage——nowcamebackasareturning,tideaftertheebb。Shebuiltupfeelingsandadetermination,whichtheoccasiondidnotwarrant。

Drouetdroppedinatthelodgewhenhewentdowntown,and,swashedaroundwithagreatAIR,asQuincelmethim。

“Whereisthatyoungladyyouweregoingtogetforus?”asked,thelatter。

“I’vegother,“saidDrouet。

“Haveyou?”saidQuincel,rathersurprisedbyhispromptness;

“that’sgood。What’sheraddress?”andhepulledouthis,notebookinordertobeabletosendherparttoher。

“Youwanttosendherherpart?”askedthedrummer。

“Yes。”

“Well,I’lltakeit。I’mgoingrightbyherhouseinthe,morning。

“Whatdidyousayheraddresswas?Weonlywantitincasewe,haveanyinformationtosendher。”

“Twenty-nineOgdenPlace。”

“Andhername?”

“CarrieMadenda,“saidthedrummer,firingatrandom。Thelodge,membersknewhimtobesingle。

“Thatsoundslikesomebodythatcanact,doesn’tit?”said,Quincel。

“Yes,itdoes。”

HetooktheparthometoCarrieandhandedittoherwiththe,mannerofonewhodoesafavour。

“Hesaysthat’sthebestpart。Doyouthinkyoucandoit?”

“Idon’tknowuntilIlookitover。YouknowI’mafraid,now,thatI’vesaidIwould。”

“Oh,goon。Whathaveyougottobeafraidof?It’sacheap,company。Therestofthemaren’tasgoodasyouare。”

“Well,I’llsee,“saidCarrie,pleasedtohavethepart,forall,hermisgivings。

Hesidledaround,dressingandfidgetingbeforehearrangedto,makehisnextremark。

“Theyweregettingreadytoprinttheprogrammes,“hesaid,“and,IgavethemthenameofCarrieMadenda。Wasthatallright?”

“Yes,Iguessso,“saidhiscompanion,lookingupathim。She,wasthinkingitwasslightlystrange。

“Ifyoudidn’tmakeahit,youknow,“hewenton。

“Oh,yes,“sheanswered,ratherpleasednowwithhiscaution。It,wascleverforDrouet。

“Ididn’twanttointroduceyouasmywife,becauseyou’dfeel,worsethenifyoudidn’tGO。Theyallknowmesowell。But,you’llGOallright。Anyhow,you’llprobablynevermeetanyof,themagain。”

“Oh,Idon’tcare,“saidCarriedesperately。Shewasdetermined,nowtohaveatryatthefascinatinggame。

Drouetbreathedasighofrelief。Hehadbeenafraidthathewas,abouttoprecipitateanotherconversationuponthemarriage,question。

ThepartofLaura,asCarriefoundoutwhenshebegantoexamine,it,wasoneofsufferingandtears。AsdelineatedbyMr。Daly,itwastruetothemostsacredtraditionsofmelodramaashe,founditwhenhebeganhiscareer。Thesorrowfuldemeanour,the,tremolomusic,thelong,explanatory,cumulativeaddresses,all,werethere。

“Poorfellow,“readCarrie,consultingthetextanddrawingher,voiceoutpathetically。”Martin,besureandgivehimaglassof,winebeforehegoes。”

Shewassurprisedatthebriefnessoftheentirepart,not,knowingthatshemustbeonthestagewhileothersweretalking,andnotonlybethere,butalsokeepherselfinharmonywiththe,dramaticmovementofthescenes。

“IthinkIcandothat,though,“sheconcluded。

WhenDrouetcamethenextnight,shewasverymuchsatisfiedwith,herday’sstudy。

“Well,howgoesit,Caddie?”hesaid。

“Allright,“shelaughed。”IthinkIhaveitmemorisednearly。”

“That’sgood,“hesaid。”Let’shearsomeofit。”

“Oh,Idon’tknowwhetherIcangetupandsayitoffhere,“she,saidbashfully。

“Well,Idon’tknowwhyyoushouldn’t。It’llbeeasierherethan,itwillthere。”

“Idon’tknowaboutthat,“sheanswered。

Eventuallyshetookofftheballroomepisodewithconsiderable,feeling,forgetting,asshegotdeeperinthescene,allabout,Drouet,andlettingherselfrisetoafinestateoffeeling。

“Good,“saidDrouet;“fine,outo’sight!You’reallright,Caddie,Itellyou。”

Hewasreallymovedbyherexcellentrepresentationandthe,generalappearanceofthepatheticlittlefigureasitswayedand,finallyfaintedtothefloor。Hehadboundeduptocatchher,andnowheldherlaughinginhisarms。

“Ain’tyouafraidyou’llhurtyourself?”heasked。

“Notabit。”

“Well,you’reawonder。Say,Ineverknewyoucoulddoanything,likethat。”

“Ineverdid,either,“saidCarriemerrily,herfaceflushedwith,delight。

“Well,youcanbetthatyou’reallright,“saidDrouet。”Youcan,takemywordforthat。Youwon’tfail。”

ChapterXVII

AGLIMPSETHROUGHTHEGATEWAY——HOPELIGHTENSTHEEYE

The,toCarrie,veryimportanttheatricalperformancewastotake,placeattheAveryonconditionswhichweretomakeitmore,noteworthythanwasatfirstanticipated。Thelittledramatic,studenthadwrittentoHurstwoodtheverymorningherpartwas,broughtherthatshewasgoingtotakepartinaplay。

“Ireallyam,“shewrote,feelingthathemighttakeitasa,jest;“Ihavemypartnow,honest,truly。”

Hurstwoodsmiledinanindulgentwayashereadthis。

“Iwonderwhatitisgoingtobe?Imustseethat。”

Heansweredatonce,makingapleasantreferencetoherability。

“Ihaven’ttheslightestdoubtyouwillmakeasuccess。Youmust,cometotheparkto-morrowmorningandtellmeallaboutit。”

Carriegladlycomplied,andrevealedallthedetailsofthe,undertakingassheunderstoodit。

“Well,“hesaid,“that’sfine。I’mgladtohearit。Ofcourse,youwilldowell,you’resoclever。”

Hehadtrulyneverseensomuchspiritinthegirlbefore。Her,tendencytodiscoveratouchofsadnesshadforthenonce,disappeared。Asshespokehereyeswerebright,hercheeksred。

Sheradiatedmuchofthepleasurewhichherundertakingsgave,her。Forallhermisgivings——andtheywereasplentifulasthe,momentsoftheday——shewasstillhappy。Shecouldnotrepress,herdelightindoingthislittlethingwhich,toanordinary,observer,hadnoimportanceatall。

Hurstwoodwascharmedbythedevelopmentofthefactthatthe,girlhadcapabilities。Thereisnothingsoinspiringinlifeas,thesightofalegitimateambition,nomatterhowincipient。It,givescolour,force,andbeautytothepossessor。

Carriewasnowlightenedbyatouchofthisdivineafflatus。She,drewtoherselfcommendationfromhertwoadmirerswhichshehad,notearned。Theiraffectionforhernaturallyheightenedtheir,perceptionofwhatshewastryingtodoandtheirapprovalof,whatshedid。Herinexperienceconservedherownexuberant,fancy,whichranriotwitheverystrawofopportunity,makingof,itagoldendiviningrodwherebythetreasureoflifewastobe,discovered。

“Let’ssee,“saidHurstwood,“Ioughttoknowsomeoftheboysin,thelodge。I’manElkmyself。”

“Oh,youmustn’tlethimknowItoldyou。”

“That’sso,“saidthemanager。

“I’dlikeforyoutobethere,ifyouwanttocome,butIdon’t,seehowyoucanunlessheasksyou。”

“I’llbethere,“saidHurstwoodaffectionately。”Icanfixitso,hewon’tknowyoutoldme。Youleaveittome。”

Thisinterestofthemanagerwasalargethinginitselfforthe,performance,forhisstandingamongtheElkswassomethingworth,talkingabout。Alreadyhewasthinkingofaboxwithsome,friends,andflowersforCarrie。Hewouldmakeitadress-suit,affairandgivethelittlegirlachance。

Withinadayortwo,DrouetdroppedintotheAdamsStreetresort,andhewasatoncespiedbyHurstwood。Itwasatfiveinthe,afternoonandtheplacewascrowdedwithmerchants,actors,managers,politicians,agoodlycompanyofrotund,rosyfigures,silk-hatted,starchy-bosomed,beringedandbescarfpinnedtothe,queen’staste。JohnL。Sullivan,thepugilist,wasatoneendof,theglitteringbar,surroundedbyacompanyofloudlydressed,sports,whowereholdingamostanimatedconversation。Drouet,cameacrossthefloorwithafestivestride,anewpairoftan,shoessqueakingaudiblyathisprogress。

“Well,sir,“saidHurstwood,“Iwaswonderingwhathadbecomeof,you。Ithoughtyouhadgoneoutoftownagain。”

Drouetlaughed。

“Ifyoudon’treportmoreregularlywe’llhavetocutyouoffthe,list。”

“Couldn’thelpit,“saidthedrummer,“I’vebeenbusy。”

Theystrolledovertowardthebaramidthenoisy,shifting,companyofnotables。Thedressymanagerwasshakenbythehand,threetimesinasmanyminutes。

“Ihearyourlodgeisgoingtogiveaperformance,“observed,Hurstwood,inthemostoffhandmanner。

“Yes,whotoldyou?”

“Noone,“saidHurstwood。”Theyjustsentmeacoupleof,tickets,whichIcanhavefortwodollars。Isitgoingtobeany,good?”

“Idon’tknow,“repliedthedrummer。”They’vebeentryingtoget,metogetsomewomantotakeapart。”

“Iwasn’tintendingtogo,“saidthemanagereasily。”I’ll,subscribe,ofcourse。Howarethingsoverthere?”

“Allright。They’regoingtofitthingsupoutoftheproceeds。”

“Well,“saidthemanager,“Ihopetheymakeasuccessofit。

Haveanother?”

Hedidnotintendtosayanymore。Now,ifheshouldappearon,thescenewithafewfriends,hecouldsaythathehadbeenurged,tocomealong。Drouethadadesiretowipeoutthepossibility,ofconfusion。

“Ithinkthegirlisgoingtotakeapartinit,“hesaid,abruptly,afterthinkingitover。

“Youdon’tsayso!Howdidthathappen?”

“Well,theywereshortandwantedmetofindthemsomeone。I

toldCarrie,andsheseemstowanttotry。”

“Goodforher,“saidthemanager。”It’llbearealniceaffair。

Dohergood,too。Hassheeverhadanyexperience?”

“Notabit。”

“Oh,well,itisn’tanythingveryserious。”

“She’sclever,though,“saidDrouet,castingoffanyimputation,againstCarrie’sability。”Shepicksupherpartquickenough。”

“Youdon’tsayso!”saidthemanager。

“Yes,sir;shesurprisedmetheothernight。ByGeorge,ifshe,didn’t。”

“Wemustgiveheranicelittlesend-off,“saidthemanager。

“I’lllookaftertheflowers。”

Drouetsmiledathisgood-nature。

“Aftertheshowyoumustcomewithmeandwe’llhavealittle,supper。”

“Ithinkshe’lldoallright,“saidDrouet。

“Iwanttoseeher。She’sgottodoallright。We’llmakeher,“

andthemanagergaveoneofhisquick,steelyhalf-smiles,which,wasacompoundofgood-natureandshrewdness。

Carrie,meanwhile,attendedthefirstrehearsal。Atthis,performanceMr。Quincelpresided,aidedbyMr。Millice,ayoung,manwhohadsomequalificationsofpastexperience,whichwere,notexactlyunderstoodbyanyone。Hewassoexperiencedandso,business-like,however,thathecameverynearbeingrude——

failingtoremember,ashedid,thattheindividualshewas,tryingtoinstructwerevolunteerplayersandnotsalaried,underlings。

“Now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,addressingCarrie,whostoodinone,partuncertainastowhatmovetomake,“youdon’twanttostand,likethat。Putexpressioninyourface。Remember,youare,troubledovertheintrusionofthestranger。Walkso,“andhe,struckoutacrosstheAverystageinalmostdroopingmanner。

Carriedidnotexactlyfancythesuggestion,butthenoveltyof,thesituation,thepresenceofstrangers,allmoreorless,nervous,andthedesiretodoanythingratherthanmakea,failure,madehertimid。Shewalkedinimitationofhermentor,asrequested,inwardlyfeelingthattherewassomethingstrangely,lacking。

“Now,Mrs。Morgan,“saidthedirectortooneyoungmarriedwoman,whowastotakethepartofPearl,“yousithere。Now,Mr。

Bamberger,youstandhere,so。Now,whatisityousay?”

“Explain,“saidMr。Bambergerfeebly。HehadthepartofRay,Laura’slover,thesocietyindividualwhowastowaverinhis,thoughtsofmarryingher,uponfindingthatshewasawaifanda,nobodybybirth。

“Howisthat——whatdoesyourtextsay?”

“Explain,“repeatedMr。Bamberger,lookingintentlyathispart。

“Yes,butitalsosays,“thedirectorremarked,“thatyouareto,lookshocked。Now,sayitagain,andseeifyoucan’tlook,shocked。”

“Explain!”demandedMr。Bambergervigorously。

“No,no,thatwon’tdo!Sayitthisway——EXPLAIN。”

“Explain,“saidMr。Bamberger,givingamodifiedimitation。

“That’sbetter。Nowgoon。”

“Onenight,“resumedMrs。Morgan,whoselinescamenext,“father,andmotherweregoingtotheopera。Whentheywerecrossing,Broadway,theusualcrowdofchildrenaccostedthemforalms——“

“Holdon,“saidthedirector,rushingforward,hisarmextended。

“Putmorefeelingintowhatyouaresaying。”

Mrs。Morganlookedathimasifshefearedapersonalassault。

Hereyelightenedwithresentment。

“Remember,Mrs。Morgan,“headded,ignoringthegleam,but,modifyinghismanner,“thatyou’redetailingapatheticstory。

Youarenowsupposedtobetellingsomethingthatisagriefto,you。Itrequiresfeeling,repression,thus:’Theusualcrowdof,childrenaccostedthemforalms。’“

“Allright,“saidMrs。Morgan。

“Now,goon。”

“Asmotherfeltinherpocketforsomechange,herfingers,touchedacoldandtremblinghandwhichhadclutchedherpurse。”

“Verygood,“interruptedthedirector,noddinghishead,significantly。

“Apickpocket!Well!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger,speakingthelines,thatherefelltohim。

“No,no,Mr。Bamberger,“saidthedirector,approaching,“not,thatway。’Apickpocket——well?’so。That’stheidea。”

“Don’tyouthink,“saidCarrieweakly,noticingthatithadnot,beenprovedyetwhetherthemembersofthecompanyknewtheir,lines,letalonethedetailsofexpression,“thatitwouldbe,betterifwejustwentthroughourlinesoncetoseeifweknow,them?Wemightpickupsomepoints。”

“Averygoodidea,MissMadenda,“saidMr。Quincel,whosatat,thesideofthestage,lookingserenelyonandvolunteering,opinionswhichthedirectordidnotheed。

“Allright,“saidthelatter,somewhatabashed,“itmightbewell,todoit。”Thenbrightening,withashowofauthority,“Suppose,werunrightthrough,puttinginasmuchexpressionaswecan。”

“Good,“saidMr。Quincel。

“Thishand,“resumedMrs。Morgan,glancingupatMr。Bamberger,anddownatherbook,asthelinesproceeded,“mymothergrasped,inherown,andsotightthatasmall,feeblevoiceutteredan,exclamationofpain。Motherlookeddown,andtherebesideher,wasalittleraggedgirl。”

“Verygood,“observedthedirector,nowhopelesslyidle。

“Thethief!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger。

“Louder,“putinthedirector,findingitalmostimpossibleto,keephishandsoff。

“Thethief!”roaredpoorBamberger。

“Yes,butathiefhardlysixyearsold,withafacelikean,angel’s。’Stop,’saidmymother。’Whatareyoudoing?’

“’Tryingtosteal,’saidthechild。

“’Don’tyouknowthatitiswickedtodoso?’askedmyfather。

“’No,’saidthegirl,’butitisdreadfultobehungry。’

“’Whotoldyoutosteal?’askedmymother。

“’She——there,’saidthechild,pointingtoasqualidwomanina,doorwayopposite,whofledsuddenlydownthestreet。’Thatis,oldJudas,’saidthegirl。”

Mrs。Morganreadthisratherflatly,andthedirectorwasin,despair。Hefidgetedaround,andthenwentovertoMr。Quincel。

“Whatdoyouthinkofthem?”heasked。

“Oh,Iguesswe’llbeabletowhipthemintoshape,“saidthe,latter,withanairofstrengthunderdifficulties。

“Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”ThatfellowBamberger,strikesmeasbeingaprettypoorshiftforalover。”

“He’sallwe’vegot,“saidQuincel,rollinguphiseyes。

“Harrisonwentbackonmeatthelastminute。Whoelsecanwe,get?”

“Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”I’mafraidhe’llneverpick,up。”

AtthismomentBambergerwasexclaiming,“Pearl,youarejoking,withme。”

“Lookatthatnow,“saidthedirector,whisperingbehindhis,hand。”MyLord!whatcanyoudowithamanwhodrawlsouta,sentencelikethat?”

“Dothebestyoucan,“saidQuincelconsolingly。

TherenditionranoninthiswiseuntilitcametowhereCarrie,asLaura,comesintotheroomtoexplaintoRay,who,after,hearingPearl’sstatementaboutherbirth,hadwrittentheletter,repudiatingher,which,however,hedidnotdeliver。Bamberger,wasjustconcludingthewordsofRay,“Imustgobeforeshe,returns。Herstep!Toolate,“andwascrammingtheletterinhis,pocket,whenshebegansweetlywith:

“Ray!”

“Miss——MissCourtland,“Bambergerfalteredweakly。

Carrielookedathimamomentandforgotallaboutthecompany,present。Shebegantofeelthepart,andsummonedanindifferent,smiletoherlips,turningasthelinesdirectedandgoingtoa,window,asifhewerenotpresent。Shediditwithagracewhich,wasfascinatingtolookupon。

“Whoisthatwoman?”askedthedirector,watchingCarrieinher,littlescenewithBamberger。

“MissMadenda,“saidQuincel。

“Iknowhername,“saidthedirector,“butwhatdoesshedo?”

“Idon’tknow,“saidQuincel。”She’safriendofoneofour,members。”

“Well,she’sgotmoregumptionthananyoneI’veseenhereso,far——seemstotakeaninterestinwhatshe’sdoing。”

“Pretty,too,isn’tshe?”saidQuincel。

Thedirectorstrolledawaywithoutanswering。

Inthesecondscene,whereshewassupposedtofacethecompany,intheball-room,shedidevenbetter,winningthesmileofthe,director,whovolunteered,becauseofherfascinationforhim,to,comeoverandspeakwithher。

“Wereyoueveronthestage?”heaskedinsinuatingly。

“No,“saidCarrie。

“Youdosowell,Ithoughtyoumighthavehadsomeexperience。”

Carrieonlysmiledconsciously。

HewalkedawaytolistentoBamberger,whowasfeeblyspouting,someardentline。

Mrs。MorgansawthedriftofthingsandgleamedatCarriewith,enviousandsnappingblackeyes。

“She’ssomecheapprofessional,“shegaveherselfthe,satisfactionofthinking,andscornedandhatedheraccordingly。

Therehearsalendedforoneday,andCarriewenthomefeeling,thatshehadacquittedherselfsatisfactorily。Thewordsofthe,directorwereringinginherears,andshelongedforan,opportunitytotellHurstwood。Shewantedhimtoknowjusthow,wellshewasdoing。Drouet,too,wasanobjectforher,confidences。Shecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldaskher,and,yetshedidnothavethevanitytobringitup。Thedrummer,however,hadanotherlineofthoughtto-night,andherlittle,experiencedidnotappealtohimasimportant。Heletthe,conversationdrop,saveforwhatshechosetorecitewithout,solicitation,andCarriewasnotgoodatthat。Hetookitfor,grantedthatshewasdoingverywellandhewasrelievedof,furtherworry。ConsequentlyhethrewCarrieintorepression,whichwasirritating。Shefelthisindifferencekeenlyand,longedtoseeHurstwood。Itwasasifhewerenowtheonly,friendshehadonearth。ThenextmorningDrouetwasinterested,again,butthedamagehadbeendone。

Shegotaprettyletterfromthemanager,sayingthatbythetime,shegotithewouldbewaitingforherinthepark。Whenshe,came,heshoneuponherasthemorningsun。

“Well,mydear,“heasked,“howdidyoucomeout?”

“Wellenough,“shesaid,stillsomewhatreducedafterDrouet。

“Now,tellmejustwhatyoudid。Wasitpleasant?”

Carrierelatedtheincidentsoftherehearsal,warmingupasshe,proceeded。

“Well,that’sdelightful,“saidHurstwood。”I’msoglad。Imust,getovertheretoseeyou。Whenisthenextrehearsal?”

“Tuesday,“saidCarrie,“buttheydon’tallowvisitors。”

“IimagineIcouldgetin,“saidHurstwoodsignificantly。

Shewascompletelyrestoredanddelightedbyhisconsideration,butshemadehimpromisenottocomearound。

“Now,youmustdoyourbesttopleaseme,“hesaidencouragingly。

“JustrememberthatIwantyoutosucceed。Wewillmakethe,performanceworthwhile。Youdothatnow。”

“I’lltry,“saidCarrie,brimmingwithaffectionandenthusiasm。

“That’sthegirl,“saidHurstwoodfondly。”Now,remember,“

shakinganaffectionatefingerather,“yourbest。”

“Iwill,“sheanswered,lookingback。

Thewholeearthwasbrimmingsunshinethatmorning。Shetripped,along,theclearskypouringliquidblueintohersoul。Oh,blessedarethechildrenofendeavourinthis,thattheytryand,arehopeful。Andblessedalsoaretheywho,knowing,smileand,approve。

ChapterXVIII

JUSTOVERTHEBORDER——AHAILANDFAREWELL

Bytheeveningofthe16ththesubtlehandofHurstwoodhadmade,itselfapparent。Hehadgiventhewordamonghisfriends——and,theyweremanyandinfluential——thatherewassomethingwhich,theyoughttoattend,and,asaconsequence,thesaleoftickets,byMr。Quincel,actingforthelodge,hadbeenlarge。Small,four-linenoteshadappearedinallofthedailynewspapers。

Thesehehadarrangedforbytheaidofoneofhisnewspaper,friendsonthe“Times,“Mr。HarryMcGarren,themanagingeditor。

“Say,Harry,“Hurstwoodsaidtohimoneevening,asthelatter,stoodatthebardrinkingbeforewendinghisbelatedway,homeward,“youcanhelptheboysout,Iguess。”

“Whatisit?”saidMcGarren,pleasedtobeconsultedbythe,opulentmanager。

“TheCusterLodgeisgettingupalittleentertainmentfortheir,owngood,andthey’dlikealittlenewspapernotice。Youknow,whatImean——asquibortwosayingthatit’sgoingtotake,place。”

“Certainly,“saidMcGarren,“Icanfixthatforyou,George。”

AtthesametimeHurstwoodkepthimselfwhollyinthebackground。

ThemembersofCusterLodgecouldscarcelyunderstandwhytheir,littleaffairwastakingsowell。Mr。HarryQuincelwaslooked,uponasquiteastarforthissortofwork。

Bythetimethe16thhadarrivedHurstwood’sfriendshadrallied,likeRomanstoasenator’scall。Awell-dressed,good-natured,flatteringly-inclinedaudiencewasassuredfromthemomenthe,thoughtofassistingCarrie。

Thatlittlestudenthadmasteredherparttoherown,satisfaction,muchasshetrembledforherfatewhensheshould,oncefacethegatheredthrong,behindtheglareofthe,footlights。Shetriedtoconsoleherselfwiththethoughtthata,scoreofotherpersons,menandwomen,wereequallytremulous,concerningtheoutcomeoftheirefforts,butshecouldnot,disassociatethegeneraldangerfromherownindividual,liability。Shefearedthatshewouldforgetherlines,thatshe,mightbeunabletomasterthefeelingwhichshenowfelt,concerningherownmovementsintheplay。Attimesshewished,thatshehadnevergoneintotheaffair;atothers,shetrembled,lestsheshouldbeparalysedwithfearandstandwhiteand,gasping,notknowingwhattosayandspoilingtheentire,performance。

Inthematterofthecompany,Mr。Bambergerhaddisappeared。

Thathopelessexamplehadfallenunderthelanceofthe,director’scriticism。Mrs。Morganwasstillpresent,butenvious,anddetermined,iffornothingmorethanspite,todoaswellas,Carrieatleast。Aloafingprofessionalhadbeencalledinto,assumetheroleofRay,and,whilehewasapoorstickofhis,kind,hewasnottroubledbyanyofthosequalmswhichattackthe,spiritofthosewhohaveneverfacedanaudience。Heswashed,about(cautionedthoughhewastomaintainsilenceconcerninghis,pasttheatricalrelationships)insuchaself-confidentmanner,thathewasliketoconvinceeveryoneofhisidentitybymere,matterofcircumstantialevidence。

“Itissoeasy,“hesaidtoMrs。Morgan,intheusualaffected,stagevoice。”Anaudiencewouldbethelastthingtotroubleme。

It’sthespiritofthepart,youknow,thatisdifficult。”

Carriedislikedhisappearance,butshewastoomuchtheactress,nottoswallowhisqualitieswithcomplaisance,seeingthatshe,mustsufferhisfictitiouslovefortheevening。

Atsixshewasreadytogo。Theatricalparaphernaliahadbeen,providedoverandabovehercare。Shehadpractisedhermake-up,inthemorning,hadrehearsedandarrangedhermaterialforthe,eveningbyoneo’clock,andhadgonehometohaveafinallookat,herpart,waitingfortheeveningtocome。

Onthisoccasionthelodgesentacarriage。Drouetrodewithher,asfarasthedoor,andthenwentabouttheneighbouringstores,lookingforsomegoodcigars。Thelittleactressmarched,nervouslyintoherdressing-roomandbeganthatpainfully,anticipatedmatterofmake-upwhichwastotransformher,a,simplemaiden,toLaura,TheBelleofSociety。

Theflareofthegas-jets,theopentrunks,suggestiveoftravel,anddisplay,thescatteredcontentsofthemake-upbox——rouge,pearlpowder,whiting,burntcork,Indiaink,pencilsforthe,eye-lids,wigs,scissors,looking-glasses,drapery——inshort,all,thenamelessparaphernaliaofdisguise,havearemarkable,atmosphereoftheirown。Sinceherarrivalinthecitymany,thingshadinfluencedher,butalwaysinafar-removedmanner。

Thisnewatmospherewasmorefriendly。Itwaswhollyunlikethe,greatbrilliantmansionswhichwavedhercoldlyaway,permitting,heronlyaweanddistantwonder。Thistookherbythehand,kindly,asonewhosays,“Mydear,comein。”Itopenedforheras,ifforitsown。Shehadwonderedatthegreatnessofthenames,uponthebill-boards,themarvelofthelongnoticesinthe,papers,thebeautyofthedressesuponthestage,theatmosphere,ofcarriages,flowers,refinement。Herewasnoillusion。Here,wasanopendoortoseeallofthat。Shehadcomeuponitasone,whostumblesuponasecretpassageand,behold,shewasinthe,chamberofdiamondsanddelight!

Asshedressedwithaflutter,inherlittlestageroom,hearing,thevoicesoutside,seeingMr。Quincelhurryinghereandthere,notingMrs。MorganandMrs。Hoaglandattheirnervousworkof,preparation,seeingallthetwentymembersofthecastmoving,aboutandworryingoverwhattheresultwouldbe,shecouldnot,helpthinkingwhatadelightthiswouldbeifitwouldendure;

howperfectastate,ifshecouldonlydowellnow,andthensome,timegetaplaceasarealactress。Thethoughthadtakena,mightyholduponher。Ithummedinherearsasthemelodyofan,oldsong。

Outsideinthelittlelobbyanotherscenewasbeginenacted。

WithouttheinterestofHurstwood,thelittlehallwouldprobably,havebeencomfortablyfilled,forthemembersofthelodgewere,moderatelyinterestedinitswelfare。Hurstwood’sword,however,hadgonetherounds。Itwastobeafull-dressaffair。Thefour,boxeshadbeentaken。Dr。NormanMcNeillHaleandhiswifewere,tooccupyone。Thiswasquiteacard。C。R。Walker,dry-goods,merchantandpossessorofatleasttwohundredthousanddollars,hadtakenanother;awell-knowncoalmerchanthadbeeninducedto,takethethird,andHurstwoodandhisfriendsthefourth。Among,thelatterwasDrouet。Thepeoplewhowerenowpouringherewere,notcelebrities,norevenlocalnotabilities,inageneralsense。

Theywerethelightsofacertaincircle——thecircleofsmall,fortunesandsecretorderdistinctions。ThesegentlemenElks,knewthestandingofoneanother。Theyhadregardforthe,abilitywhichcouldamassasmallfortune,ownanicehome,keep,abaroucheorcarriage,perhaps,wearfineclothes,andmaintain,agoodmercantileposition。Naturally,Hurstwood,whowasa,littleabovetheorderofmindwhichacceptedthisstandardas,perfect,whohadshrewdnessandmuchassumptionofdignity,who,heldanimposingandauthoritativeposition,andcommanded,friendshipbyintuitivetactinhandlingpeople,wasquitea,figure。Hewasmoregenerallyknownthanmostothersinthesame,circle,andwaslookeduponassomeonewhosereservecovereda,mineofinfluenceandsolidfinancialprosperity。

To-nighthewasinhiselement。Hecamewithseveralfriends,directlyfromRector’sinacarriage。Inthelobbyhemet,Drouet,whowasjustreturningfromatripformorecigars。All,fivenowjoinedinananimatedconversationconcerningthe,companypresentandthegeneraldriftoflodgeaffairs。

“Who’shere?”saidHurstwood,passingintothetheatreproper,wherethelightswereturnedupandacompanyofgentlemenwere,laughingandtalkingintheopenspacebackoftheseats。

“Why,howdoyoudo,Mr。Hurstwood?”camefromthefirst,individualrecognised。

“Gladtoseeyou,“saidthelatter,graspinghishandlightly。

“Looksquiteanaffair,doesn’tit?”

“Yes,indeed,“saidthemanager。

“Custerseemstohavethebackingofitsmembers,“observedthe,friend。

“Soitshould,“saidtheknowingmanager。”I’mgladtoseeit。”

“Well,George,“saidanotherrotundcitizen,whoseavoirdupois,madenecessaryanalmostalarmingdisplayofstarchedshirt,bosom,“howgoesitwithyou?”

“Excellent,“saidthemanager。

“Whatbringsyouoverhere?You’renotamemberofCuster。”

“Good-nature,“returnedthemanager。”Liketoseetheboys,you,know。”

“Wifehere?”

“Shecouldn’tcometo-night。She’snotwell。”

“Sorrytohearit——nothingserious,Ihope。”

“No,justfeelingalittleill。”

“IrememberMrs。Hurstwoodwhenshewastravellingoncewithyou,overtoSt。Joe——“andherethenewcomerlaunchedoffina,trivialrecollection,whichwasterminatedbythearrivalofmore,friends。

“Why,George,howareyou?”saidanothergenialWestSide,politicianandlodgemember。”My,butI’mgladtoseeyouagain;

howarethings,anyhow?”

“Verywell;Iseeyougotthatnominationforalderman。”

“Yes,wewhippedthemoutovertherewithoutmuchtrouble。”

“WhatdoyousupposeHennessywilldonow?”

“Oh,he’llgobacktohisbrickbusiness。Hehasabrick-yard,youknow。”

“Ididn’tknowthat,“saidthemanager。”Feltprettysore,I

suppose,overhisdefeat。”

“Perhaps,“saidtheother,winkingshrewdly。

Someofthemorefavouredofhisfriendswhomhehadinvited,begantorollupincarriagesnow。Theycameshufflinginwitha,greatshowoffineryandmuchevidentfeelingofcontentand,importance。

“Hereweare,“saidHurstwood,turningtoonefromagroupwith,whomhewastalking。

“That’sright,“returnedthenewcomer,agentlemanofabout,forty-five。

“Andsay,“hewhispered,jovially,pullingHurstwoodoverbythe,shouldersothathemightwhisperinhisear,“ifthisisn’ta,goodshow,I’llpunchyourhead。”

“Yououghttopayforseeingyouroldfriends。Bothertheshow!”

Toanotherwhoinquired,“Isitsomethingreallygood?”the,managerreplied:

“Idon’tknow。Idon’tsupposeso。”Then,liftinghishand,graciously,“Forthelodge。”

“Lotsofboysout,eh?”

“Yes,lookupShanahan。Hewasjustaskingforyouamoment,ago。”

Itwasthusthatthelittletheatreresoundedtoababbleof,successfulvoices,thecreakoffineclothes,thecommonplaceof,good-nature,andalllargelybecauseofthisman’sbidding。Look,athimanytimewithinthehalfhourbeforethecurtainwasup,hewasamemberofaneminentgroup——aroundedcompanyoffiveor,morewhosestoutfigures,largewhitebosoms,andshiningpins,bespokethecharacteroftheirsuccess。Thegentlemenwho,broughttheirwivescalledhimouttoshakehands。Seats,clicked,ushersbowedwhilehelookedblandlyon。Hewas,evidentlyalightamongthem,reflectinginhispersonalitythe,ambitionsofthosewhogreetedhim。Hewasacknowledged,fawned,upon,inawaylionised。Throughitallonecouldseethe,standingoftheman。Itwasgreatnessinaway,smallasitwas。

ChapterXIX

ANHOURINELFLAND——ACLAMOURHALFHEARD

Atlastthecurtainwasreadytogoup。Allthedetailsofthe,make-uphadbeencompleted,andthecompanysettleddownasthe,leaderofthesmall,hiredorchestratappedsignificantlyupon,hismusicrackwithhisbatonandbeganthesoftcurtain-raising,strain。Hurstwoodceasedtalking,andwentwithDrouetandhis,friendSagarMorrisonaroundtothebox。

“Now,we’llseehowthelittlegirldoes,“hesaidtoDrouet,in,atonewhichnooneelsecouldhear。

Onthestage,sixofthecharactershadalreadyappearedinthe,openingparlourscene。DrouetandHurstwoodsawataglancethat,Carriewasnotamongthem,andwentontalkinginawhisper。

Mrs。Morgan,Mrs。Hoagland,andtheactorwhohadtaken,Bamberger’spartwererepresentingtheprincipalrolesinthis,scene。Theprofessional,whosenamewasPatton,hadlittleto,recommendhimoutsideofhisassurance,butthisatthepresent,momentwasmostpalpablyneeded。Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,was,stiffwithfright。Mrs。Hoaglandwashuskyinthethroat。The,wholecompanywassoweak-kneedthatthelinesweremerely,spoken,andnothingmore。Ittookallthehopeanduncritical,good-natureoftheaudiencetokeepfrommanifestingpitybythat,unrestwhichistheagonyoffailure。

Hurstwoodwasperfectlyindifferent。Hetookitforgrantedthat,itwouldbeworthless。Allhecaredforwastohaveitendurable,enoughtoallowforpretensionandcongratulationafterward。

Afterthefirstrushoffright,however,theplayersgotoverthe,dangerofcollapse。Theyrambledweaklyforward,losingnearly,alltheexpressionwhichwasintended,andmakingthethingdull,intheextreme,whenCarriecamein。

Oneglanceather,andbothHurstwoodandDrouetsawplainlythat,shealsowasweak-kneed。Shecamefaintlyacrossthestage,saying:

“Andyou,sir;wehavebeenlookingforyousinceeighto’clock,“

butwithsolittlecolourandinsuchafeeblevoicethatitwas,positivelypainful。

“She’sfrightened,“whisperedDrouettoHurstwood。

Themanagermadenoanswer。

Shehadalinepresentlywhichwassupposedtobefunny。

“Well,that’sasmuchastosaythatI’masortoflifepill。”

Itcameoutsoflat,however,thatitwasadeathlything。

Drouetfidgeted。Hurstwoodmovedhistoetheleastbit。

TherewasanotherplaceinwhichLaurawastoriseand,witha,senseofimpendingdisaster,say,sadly:

“Iwishyouhadn’tsaidthat,Pearl。Youknowtheoldproverb,’Callamaidbyamarriedname。’“

Thelackoffeelinginthethingwasridiculous。Carriedidnot,getitatall。Sheseemedtobetalkinginhersleep。Itlooked,asifshewerecertaintobeawretchedfailure。Shewasmore,hopelessthanMrs。Morgan,whohadrecoveredsomewhat,andwas,nowsayingherlinesclearlyatleast。Drouetlookedawayfrom,thestageattheaudience。Thelatterheldoutsilently,hoping,forageneralchange,ofcourse。Hurstwoodfixedhiseyeon,Carrie,asiftohypnotiseherintodoingbetter。Hewaspouring,determinationofhisowninherdirection。Hefeltsorryfor,her。

Inafewmoreminutesitfelltohertoreadthelettersentin,bythestrangevillain。Theaudiencehadbeenslightlydiverted,byaconversationbetweentheprofessionalactorandacharacter,calledSnorky,impersonatedbyashortlittleAmerican,who,reallydevelopedsomehumourasahalf-crazed,one-armedsoldier,turnedmessengerforaliving。Hebawledhislinesoutwithsuch,defiancethat,whiletheyreallydidnotpartakeofthehumour,intended,theywerefunny。Nowhewasoff,however,anditwas,backtopathos,withCarrieasthechieffigure。Shedidnot,recover。Shewanderedthroughthewholescenebetweenherself,andtheintrudingvillain,strainingthepatienceofthe,audience,andfinallyexiting,muchtotheirrelief。

“She’stoonervous,“saidDrouet,feelinginthemildnessofthe,remarkthathewaslyingforonce。

“Bettergobackandsayawordtoher。”

Drouetwasgladtodoanythingforrelief。Hefairlyhustled,aroundtothesideentrance,andwasletinbythefriendlydoor-

keeper。Carriewasstandinginthewings,weaklywaitingher,nextcue,allthesnapandnervegoneoutofher。

“Say,Cad,“hesaid,lookingather,“youmustn’tbenervous。

Wakeup。Thoseguysouttheredon’tamounttoanything。What,areyouafraidof?”

“Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。”Ijustdon’tseemtobeabletodo,it。”

Shewasgratefulforthedrummer’spresence,though。Shehad,foundthecompanysonervousthatherownstrengthhadgone。

“Comeon,“saidDrouet。”Braceup。Whatareyouafraidof?Go,onouttherenow,anddothetrick。Whatdoyoucare?”

Carrierevivedalittleunderthedrummer’selectrical,nervous,condition。

“DidIdosoverybad?”

“Notabit。Allyouneedisalittlemoreginger。Doitasyou,showedme。Getthattossofyourheadyouhadtheothernight。”

Carrierememberedhertriumphintheroom。Shetriedtothink,shecouldtoit。

’What’snext?”hesaid,lookingatherpart,whichshehadbeen,studying。

“Why,thescenebetweenRayandmewhenIrefusehim。”

“Well,nowyoudothatlively,“saidthedrummer。”Putinsnap,that’sthething。Actasifyoudidn’tcare。”

“Yourturnnext,MissMadenda,“saidtheprompter。

“Oh,dear,“saidCarrie。

“Well,you’reachumpforbeingafraid,“saidDrouet。”Comeon,now,braceup。I’llwatchyoufromrighthere。”

“Willyou?”saidCarrie。

“Yes,nowgoon。Don’tbeafraid。”

Thepromptersignalledher。

Shestartedout,weakasever,butsuddenlyhernervepartially,returned。ShethoughtofDrouetlooking。

“Ray,“shesaid,gently,usingatoneofvoicemuchmorecalm,thanwhenshehadlastappeared。Itwasthescenewhichhad,pleasedthedirectorattherehearsal。

“She’seasier,“thoughtHurstwoodtohimself。

Shedidnotdothepartasshehadatrehearsal,butshewas,better。Theaudiencewasatleastnotirritated。The,improvementoftheworkoftheentirecompanytookawaydirect,observationfromher。Theyweremakingveryfairprogress,and,nowitlookedasiftheplaywouldbepassable,intheless,tryingpartsatleast。

Carriecameoffwarmandnervous。

“Well,“shesaid,lookingathim,“wasitanybetter?”

“Well,Ishouldsayso。That’stheway。Putlifeintoit。You,didthataboutathousandpercent。betterthanyoudidthe,otherscene。Nowgoonandfireup。Youcandoit。Knock’em。”

“Wasitreallybetter?”

“Better,Ishouldsayso。Whatcomesnext?”

“Thatballroomscene。”

“Well,youcandothatallright,“hesaid。

“Idon’tknow,“answeredCarrie。

“Why,woman,“heexclaimed,“youdiditforme!Nowyougoout,thereanddoit。It’llbefunforyou。Justdoasyoudidin,theroom。Ifyou’llreelitoffthatway,I’llbetyoumakea,hit。Now,what’llyoubet?Youdoit。”

Thedrummerusuallyallowedhisardentgood-naturetogetthe,betterofhisspeech。HereallydidthinkthatCarriehadacted,thisparticularsceneverywell,andhewantedhertorepeatit,inpublic。Hisenthusiasmwasduetothemerespiritofthe,occasion。

Whenthetimecame,hebuoyedCarrieupmosteffectually。He,begantomakeherfeelasifshehaddoneverywell。Theold,melancholyofdesirebegantocomebackashetalkedather,and,bythetimethesituationrolledaroundshewasrunninghighin,feeling。

“IthinkIcandothis。”

“Sureyoucan。Nowyougoaheadandsee。”

Onthestage,Mrs。VanDamwasmakinghercruelinsinuation,againstLaura。

Carrielistened,andcaughttheinfectionofsomething——shedid,notknowwhat。Hernostrilssniffedthinly。

“Itmeans,“theprofessionalactorbegan,speakingasRay,“that,societyisaterribleavengerofinsult。Haveyoueverheardof,theSiberianwolves?Whenoneofthepackfallsthroughweakness,theothersdevourhim。Itisnotanelegantcomparison,but,thereissomethingwolfishinsociety。Laurahasmockeditwith,apretence,andsociety,whichismadeupofpretence,will,bitterlyresentthemockery。”

AtthesoundofherstagenameCarriestarted。Shebegantofeel,thebitternessofthesituation。Thefeelingsoftheoutcast,descendeduponher。Shehungatthewing’sedge,wraptinher,ownmountingthoughts。Shehardlyheardanythingmore,saveher,ownrumblingblood。

“Come,girls,“saidMrs。VanDam,solemnly,“letuslookafter,ourthings。Theyarenolongersafewhensuchanaccomplished,thiefenters。”

“Cue,“saidtheprompter,closetoherside,butshedidnot,hear。Alreadyshewasmovingforwardwithasteadygrace,born,ofinspiration。Shedawnedupontheaudience,handsomeand,proud,shifting,withthenecessityofthesituation,toacold,white,helplessobject,asthesocialpackmovedawayfromher,scornfully。

Hurstwoodblinkedhiseyesandcaughttheinfection。The,radiatingwavesoffeelingandsinceritywerealreadybreaking,againstthefarthestwallsofthechamber。Themagicofpassion,whichwillyetdissolvetheworld,washereatwork。

Therewasadrawing,too,ofattention,arivetingoffeeling,heretoforewandering。

“Ray!Ray!Whydoyounotcomebacktoher?”wasthecryof,Pearl。

EveryeyewasfixedonCarrie,stillproudandscornful。They,movedasshemoved。Theireyeswerewithhereyes。

Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,approachedher。

“Letusgohome,“shesaid。

“No,“answeredCarrie,hervoiceassumingforthefirsttimea,penetratingqualitywhichithadneverknown。”Staywithhim!”

Shepointedanalmostaccusinghandtowardherlover。Then,with,apathoswhichstruckhomebecauseofitsuttersimplicity,“He,shallnotsufferlong。”

Hurstwoodrealisedthathewasseeingsomethingextraordinarily,good。Itwasheightenedforhimbytheapplauseoftheaudience,asthecurtaindescendedandthefactthatitwasCarrie。He,thoughtnowthatshewasbeautiful。Shehaddonesomethingwhich,wasabovehissphere。Hefeltakeendelightinrealisingthat,shewashis。

“Fine,“hesaid,andthen,seizedbyasuddenimpulse,aroseand,wentabouttothestagedoor。

WhenhecameinuponCarrieshewasstillwithDrouet。His,feelingsforherweremostexuberant。Hewasalmostsweptaway,bythestrengthandfeelingsheexhibited。Hisdesirewasto,pourforthhispraisewiththeunboundedfeelingsofalover,but,herewasDrouet,whoseaffectionwasalsorapidlyreviving。The,latterwasmorefascinated,ifanything,thanHurstwood。At,least,inthenatureofthings,ittookamoreruddyform。

“Well,well,“saidDrouet,“youdidoutofsight。Thatwas,simplygreat。Iknewyoucoulddoit。Oh,butyou’realittle,daisy!”

Carrie’seyesflamedwiththelightofachievement。

“DidIdoallright?”

“Didyou?Well,Iguess。Didn’tyouheartheapplause?”

Therewassomefaintsoundofclappingyet。

“IthoughtIgotitsomethinglike——Ifeltit。”

JustthenHurstwoodcamein。Instinctivelyhefeltthechangein,Drouet。HesawthatthedrummerwasneartoCarrie,andjealousy,leapedalightinhisbosom。Inaflashofthought,hereproached,himselfforhavingsenthimback。Also,hehatedhimasan,intruder。Hecouldscarcelypullhimselfdowntothelevelwhere,hewouldhavetocongratulateCarrieasafriend。Nevertheless,themanmasteredhimself,anditwasatriumph。Healmostjerked,theoldsubtlelighttohiseyes。

“Ithought,“hesaid,lookingatCarrie,“Iwouldcomearoundand,tellyouhowwellyoudid,Mrs。Drouet。Itwasdelightful。”

Carrietookthecue,andreplied:

“Oh,thankyou。”

“Iwasjusttellingher,“putinDrouet,nowdelightedwithhis,possession,“thatIthoughtshedidfine。”

“Indeedyoudid,“saidHurstwood,turninguponCarrieeyesin,whichshereadmorethanthewords。

Carrielaughedluxuriantly。

“Ifyoudoaswellintherestoftheplay,youwillmakeusall,thinkyouareabornactress。”

Carriesmiledagain。ShefelttheacutenessofHurstwood’s,position,andwisheddeeplythatshecouldbealonewithhim,but,shedidnotunderstandthechangeinDrouet。Hurstwoodfound,thathecouldnottalk,repressedashewas,andgrudgingDrouet,everymomentofhispresence,hebowedhimselfoutwiththe,eleganceofaFaust。Outsidehesethisteethwithenvy。

“Damnit!”hesaid,“ishealwaysgoingtobeintheway?”Hewas,moodywhenhegotbacktothebox,andcouldnottalkfor,thinkingofhiswretchedsituation。

Asthecurtainforthenextactarose,Drouetcameback。Hewas,verymuchenlivenedintemperandinclinedtowhisper,but,Hurstwoodpretendedinterest。Hefixedhiseyesonthestage,althoughCarriewasnotthere,ashortbitofmelodramaticcomedy,precedingherentrance。Hedidnotseewhatwasgoingon,however。Hewasthinkinghisownthoughts,andtheywere,wretched。

Theprogressoftheplaydidnotimprovemattersforhim。

Carrie,fromnowon,waseasilythecentreofinterest。The,audience,whichhadbeeninclinedtofeelthatnothingcouldbe,goodafterthefirstgloomyimpression,nowwenttotheother,extremeandsawpowerwhereitwasnot。Thegeneralfeeling,reactedonCarrie。Shepresentedherpartwithsomefelicity,thoughnothingliketheintensitywhichhadarousedthefeeling,attheendofthelongfirstact。

BothHurstwoodandDrouetviewedherprettyfigurewithrising,feelings。Thefactthatsuchabilityshouldrevealitselfin,her,thattheyshouldseeitsetforthundersucheffective,circumstances,framedalmostinmassygoldandshoneuponbythe,appropriatelightsofsentimentandpersonality,heightenedher,charmforthem。ShewasmorethantheoldCarrietoDrouet。He,longedtobeathomewithheruntilhecouldtellher。He,awaitedimpatientlytheend,whentheyshouldgohomealone。

Hurstwood,onthecontrary,sawinthestrengthofhernew,attractivenesshismiserablepredicament。Hecouldhavecursed,themanbesidehim。BytheLord,hecouldnotevenapplaud,feelinglyashewould。Foroncehemustsimulatewhenitlefta,tasteinhismouth。

ItwasinthelastactthatCarrie’sfascinationforherlovers,assumeditsmosteffectivecharacter。

Hurstwoodlistenedtoitsprogress,wonderingwhenCarriewould,comeon。Hehadnotlongtowait。Theauthorhadusedthe,artificeofsendingallthemerrycompanyforadrive,andnow,Carriecameinalone。ItwasthefirsttimethatHurstwoodhad,hadachancetoseeherfacingtheaudiencequitealone,for,nowhereelsehadshebeenwithoutafoilofsomesort。He,suddenlyfelt,assheentered,thatheroldstrength——thepower,thathadgraspedhimattheendofthefirstact——hadcomeback。

Sheseemedtobegainingfeeling,nowthattheplaywasdrawing,toacloseandtheopportunityforgreatactionwaspassing。

“PoorPearl,“shesaid,speakingwithnaturalpathos。”Itisa,sadthingtowantforhappiness,butitisaterriblethingto,seeanothergropingaboutblindlyforit,whenitisalmost,withinthegrasp。”

Shewasgazingnowsadlyoutupontheopensea,herarmresting,listlesslyuponthepolisheddoor-post。

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