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第4章

Agreatfireroared。Therewasascentofcookedpastry。Hewasdue,atseveno’clock,buthewouldbelate。Thethreechildrenhadgone,tomeethim。Shewasalone。ButataquartertosevenMorelcame,inagain。Neitherwifenorhusbandspoke。Hesatinhisarmchair,quiteawkwardwithexcitement,andshequietlywentonwithherbaking。

Onlybythecarefulwayinwhichshedidthingscoulditbetold,howmuchmovedshewas。Theclocktickedon。

“Whattimedostsayhe’scoming?”Morelaskedforthefifthtime。

“Thetraingetsinathalf-pastsix,“sherepliedemphatically。

“Thenhe’llbehereattenpastseven。”

“Eh,blessyou,it’llbehourslateontheMidland,“

shesaidindifferently。Butshehoped,byexpectinghimlate,tobringhimearly。Morelwentdowntheentrytolookforhim。

Thenhecameback。

“Goodness,man!”shesaid。”You’relikeanill-sittinghen。”

“Hadnayoubetterbegettin’himsummatt’eatready?”

askedthefather。

“There’splentyoftime,“sheanswered。

“There’snotsomuchasIcanseeon,“heanswered,turningcrosslyinhischair。Shebegantoclearhertable。

Thekettlewassinging。Theywaitedandwaited。

MeantimethethreechildrenwereontheplatformatSethleyBridge,ontheMidlandmainline,twomilesfromhome。Theywaitedonehour。

Atraincame——hewasnotthere。Downthelinetheredandgreen,lightsshone。Itwasverydarkandverycold。

“AskhimiftheLondontrain’scome,“saidPaultoAnnie,whentheysawamaninatipcap。

“I’mnot,“saidAnnie。”Youbequiet——hemightsendusoff。”

ButPaulwasdyingforthemantoknowtheywereexpecting,someonebytheLondontrain:,itsoundedsogrand。Yethewasmuch,toomuchscaredofbroachinganyman,letaloneoneinapeakedcap,todaretoask。Thethreechildrencouldscarcelygointothe,waiting-roomforfearofbeingsentaway,andforfear,somethingshouldhappenwhilsttheywereofftheplatform。

Stilltheywaitedinthedarkandcold。

“It’sanhouran’ahalflate,“saidArthurpathetically。

“Well,“saidAnnie,“it’sChristmasEve。”

Theyallgrewsilent。Hewasn’tcoming。Theylooked,downthedarknessoftherailway。TherewasLondon!,Itseemed,theutter-mostofdistance。Theythoughtanythingmighthappen,ifonecamefromLondon。Theywerealltootroubledtotalk。

Cold,andunhappy,andsilent,theyhuddledtogetherontheplatform。

Atlast,aftermorethantwohours,theysawthelightsofan,enginepeeringround,awaydownthedarkness。Aporterranout。

Thechildrendrewbackwithbeatinghearts。Agreattrain,boundforManchester,drewup。Twodoorsopened,andfromone,ofthem,William。Theyflewtohim。Hehandedparcelstothem,cheerily,andimmediatelybegantoexplainthatthisgreattrainhad,stoppedforHISsakeatsuchasmallstationasSethleyBridge:

itwasnotbookedtostop。

Meanwhiletheparentsweregettinganxious。Thetablewasset,thechopwascooked,everythingwasready。Mrs。Morelputon,herblackapron。Shewaswearingherbestdress。Thenshesat,pretendingtoread。Theminuteswereatorturetoher。

“H’m!”saidMorel。”It’sanhouran’aha’ef。”

“Andthosechildrenwaiting!”shesaid。

“Th’traincannaha’comeinyet,“hesaid。

“Itellyou,onChristmasEvethey’reHOURSwrong。”

Theywerebothabitcrosswitheachother,sognawed,withanxiety。Theashtreemoanedoutsideinacold,rawwind。

AndallthatspaceofnightfromLondonhome!,Mrs。Morelsuffered。

Theslightclickoftheworksinsidetheclockirritatedher。

Itwasgettingsolate;itwasgettingunbearable。

Atlasttherewasasoundofvoices,andafootstepintheentry。

“Ha’shere!”criedMorel,jumpingup。

Thenhestoodback。Themotherranafewstepstowards,thedoorandwaited。Therewasarushandapatteroffeet,thedoorburstopen。Williamwasthere。HedroppedhisGladstone,bagandtookhismotherinhisarms。

“Mater!”hesaid。

“Myboy!”shecried。

Andfortwoseconds,nolonger,sheclaspedhimandkissedhim。

Thenshewithdrewandsaid,tryingtobequitenormal:

“Buthowlateyouare!”

“Aren’tI!”hecried,turningtohisfather。”Well,dad!”

Thetwomenshookhands。

“Well,mylad!”

Morel’seyeswerewet。

“Wethoughttha’dniverbecommin’,“hesaid。

“Oh,I’dcome!”exclaimedWilliam。

Thenthesonturnedroundtohismother。

“Butyoulookwell,“shesaidproudly,laughing。

“Well!”heexclaimed。”Ishouldthinkso——cominghome!”

Hewasafinefellow,big,straight,andfearless-looking。He,lookedroundattheevergreensandthekissingbunch,andthelittle,tartsthatlayintheirtinsonthehearth。

“Byjove!mother,it’snotdifferent!”hesaid,asifinrelief。

Everybodywasstillforasecond。Thenhesuddenlysprangforward,pickedatartfromthehearth,andpusheditwholeintohismouth。

“Well,didiveryouseesuchaparishoven!”thefatherexclaimed。

Hehadbroughtthemendlesspresents。Everypennyhehadhehad,spentonthem。Therewasasenseofluxuryoverflowinginthehouse。

Forhismothertherewasanumbrellawithgoldonthepalehandle。

Shekeptittoherdyingday,andwouldhavelostanythingrather,thanthat。Everybodyhadsomethinggorgeous,andbesides,therewere,poundsofunknownsweets:,Turkishdelight,crystallisedpineapple,andsuch-likethingswhich,thechildrenthought,onlythesplendour,ofLondoncouldprovide。AndPaulboastedofthesesweetsamong,hisfriends。

“Realpineapple,cutoffinslices,andthenturnedinto,crystal——fairgrand!”

Everybodywasmadwithhappinessinthefamily。Homewashome,andtheyloveditwithapassionoflove,whateverthesuffering,hadbeen。Therewereparties,therewererejoicings。Peoplecame,intoseeWilliam,toseewhatdifferenceLondonhadmadetohim。

Andtheyallfoundhim“suchagentleman,andSUCHafinefellow,myword“!

Whenhewentawayagainthechildrenretiredtovariousplaces,toweepalone。Morelwenttobedinmisery,andMrs。Morelfeltas,ifshewerenumbedbysomedrug,asifherfeelingswereparalysed。

Shelovedhimpassionately。

Hewasintheofficeofalawyerconnectedwithalarge,shippingfirm,andatthemidsummerhischiefofferedhimatrip,intheMediterraneanononeoftheboats,forquiteasmallcost。

Mrs。Morelwrote:,“Go,go,myboy。Youmayneverhaveachanceagain,andIshouldlovetothinkofyoucruisingthereintheMediterranean,almostbetterthantohaveyouathome。”,ButWilliamcamehomefor,hisfortnight’sholiday。NoteventheMediterranean,whichpulled,atallhisyoungman’sdesiretotravel,andathispoorman’swonder,attheglamoroussouth,couldtakehimawaywhenhemightcomehome。

Thatcompensatedhismotherformuch。

CHAPTERV

PAULLAUNCHESINTOLIFE

MORELwasratheraheedlessman,carelessofdanger。Sohehad,endlessaccidents。Now,whenMrs。Morelheardtherattleofanempty,coal-cartceaseatherentry-end,sheranintotheparlourtolook,expectingalmosttoseeherhusbandseatedinthewaggon,hisface,greyunderhisdirt,hisbodylimpandsickwithsomehurtorother。

Ifitwerehe,shewouldrunouttohelp。

AboutayearafterWilliamwenttoLondon,andjustafterPaul,hadleftschool,beforehegotwork,Mrs。Morelwasupstairsandher,sonwaspaintinginthekitchen——hewasverycleverwithhisbrush——when,therecameaknockatthedoor。Crosslyheputdownhisbrushtogo。

Atthesamemomenthismotheropenedawindowupstairsandlookeddown。

Apit-ladinhisdirtstoodonthethreshold。

“IsthisWalterMorel’s?”heasked。

“Yes,“saidMrs。Morel。”Whatisit?”

Butshehadguessedalready。

“Yourmester’sgothurt,“hesaid。

“Eh,dearme!”sheexclaimed。”It’sawonderifhehadn’t,lad。

Andwhat’shedonethistime?”

“Idon’tknowforsure,butit’s’islegsomewhere。Theyta’ein’

’imterth’’ospital。”

“Goodgraciousme!”sheexclaimed。”Eh,dear,whataoneheis!

There’snotfiveminutesofpeace,I’llbehangedifthereis!

Histhumb’snearlybetter,andnow——Didyouseehim?”

“Iseedhimatth’bottom。An’Iseed’embring’imupin,atub,an’’eworinadeadfaint。Butheshoutedlikeanythink,whenDoctorFraserexaminedhimi’th’lampcabin——an’cossedan’

swore,an’saidas’eworgoin’tobeta’enwhoam——’eworn’tgoin’

terth’’ospital。”

Theboyfalteredtoanend。

“HeWOULDwanttocomehome,sothatIcanhaveallthebother。

Thankyou,mylad。Eh,dear,ifI’mnotsick——sickandsurfeited,Iam!”

Shecamedownstairs。Paulhadmechanicallyresumedhispainting。

“Anditmustbeprettybadifthey’vetakenhimtothehospital,“

shewenton。”ButwhataCARELESScreatureheis!,OTHERmendon’t,havealltheseaccidents。Yes,heWOULDwanttoputalltheburden,onme。Eh,dear,justasweWEREgettingeasyabitatlast。

Putthosethingsaway,there’snotimetobepaintingnow。Whattime,isthereatrain?,IknowIs’llhavetogotrailingtoKeston。

Is’llhavetoleavethatbedroom。”

“Icanfinishit,“saidPaul。

“Youneedn’t。Ishallcatchtheseveno’clockback,Ishouldthink。Oh,myblessedheart,thefussandcommotion,he’llmake!,AndthosegranitesettsatTinderHill——hemight,wellcallthemkidneypebbles——they’lljolthimalmosttobits。

Iwonderwhytheycan’tmendthem,thestatethey’rein,an’

allthemenasgoacrossinthatambulance。You’dthinkthey’d,haveahospitalhere。Themenboughttheground,and,mysirs,there’dbeaccidentsenoughtokeepitgoing。Butno,theymust,trailthemtenmilesinaslowambulancetoNottingham。It’sa,cryingshame!,Oh,andthefusshe’llmake!,Iknowhewill!

Iwonderwho’swithhim。Barker,Is’dthink。Poorbeggar,he’llwishhimselfanywhererather。Buthe’lllookafterhim,Iknow。

Nowthere’snotellinghowlonghe’llbestuckinthathospital——and,WON’Thehateit!,Butifit’sonlyhislegit’snotsobad。”

Allthetimeshewasgettingready。Hurriedlytakingoffher,bodice,shecrouchedattheboiler,whilethewaterranslowlyintoherlading-can。

“Iwishthisboilerwasatthebottomofthesea!”sheexclaimed,wrigglingthehandleimpatiently。Shehadveryhandsome,strongarms,rathersurprisingonasmallishwoman。

Paulclearedaway,putonthekettle,andsetthetable。

“Thereisn’tatraintillfour-twenty,“hesaid。

“You’vetimeenough。”

“Ohno,Ihaven’t!”shecried,blinkingathimoverthetowel,asshewipedherface。

“Yes,youhave。Youmustdrinkacupofteaatanyrate。

ShouldIcomewithyoutoKeston?”

“Comewithme?,Whatfor,Ishouldliketoknow?,Now,whathave,Itotakehim?,Eh,dear!,Hiscleanshirt——andit’sablessingit,ISclean。Butithadbetterbeaired。Andstockings——hewon’twant,them——andatowel,Isuppose;andhandkerchiefs。Nowwhatelse?”

“Acomb,aknifeandforkandspoon,“saidPaul。Hisfather,hadbeeninthehospitalbefore。

“Goodnessknowswhatsortofstatehisfeetwerein,“

continuedMrs。Morel,asshecombedherlongbrownhair,thatwas,fineassilk,andwastouchednowwithgrey。”He’sveryparticular,towashhimselftothewaist,butbelowhethinksdoesn’tmatter。

Butthere,Isupposetheyseeplentylikeit。”

Paulhadlaidthetable。Hecuthismotheroneortwopieces,ofverythinbreadandbutter。

“Hereyouare,“hesaid,puttinghercupofteainherplace。

“Ican’tbebothered!”sheexclaimedcrossly。

“Well,you’vegotto,sothere,nowit’sputoutready,“

heinsisted。

Soshesatdownandsippedhertea,andatealittle,insilence。

Shewasthinking。

Inafewminutesshewasgone,towalkthetwoandahalfmiles,toKestonStation。Allthethingsshewastakinghimshehadinher,bulgingstringbag。Paulwatchedhergouptheroadbetweenthe,hedges——alittle,quick-steppingfigure,andhisheartachedforher,thatshewasthrustforwardagainintopainandtrouble。Andshe,trippingsoquicklyinheranxiety,feltatthebackofherher,son’sheartwaitingonher,felthimbearingwhatpartoftheburden,hecould,evensupportingher。Andwhenshewasatthehospital,shethought:,“ItWILLupsetthatladwhenItellhimhowbaditis。

I’dbetterbecareful。”,Andwhenshewastrudginghomeagain,shefelthewascomingtoshareherburden。

“Isitbad?”askedPaul,assoonassheenteredthehouse。

“It’sbadenough,“shereplied。

“What?”

Shesighedandsatdown,undoingherbonnet-strings。Herson,watchedherfaceasitwaslifted,andhersmall,work-hardenedhands,fingeringatthebowunderherchin。

“Well,“sheanswered,“it’snotreallydangerous,butthenurse,saysit’sadreadfulsmash。Yousee,agreatpieceofrockfell,onhisleg——here——andit’sacompoundfracture。Therearepieces,ofbonestickingthrough——“

“Ugh——howhorrid!”exclaimedthechildren。

“And,“shecontinued,“ofcoursehesayshe’sgoingtodie——it,wouldn’tbehimifhedidn’t。’I’mdonefor,mylass!’hesaid,lookingatme。’Don’tbesosilly,’Isaidtohim。’You’renotgoing,todieofabrokenleg,howeverbadlyit’ssmashed。’,’Is’llniver,comeoutof’erebutinawoodenbox,’hegroaned。’Well,’Isaid,’ifyouwantthemtocarryyouintothegardeninawoodenbox,whenyou’rebetter,I’venodoubttheywill。’,’Ifwethinkit’s,goodforhim,’saidtheSister。She’sanawfullyniceSister,butratherstrict。”

Mrs。Moreltookoffherbonnet。Thechildrenwaitedinsilence。

“Ofcourse,heISbad,“shecontinued,“andhewillbe。

It’sagreatshock,andhe’slostalotofblood;and,ofcourse,itISaverydangeroussmash。It’snotatallsurethatitwillmend,soeasily。Andthenthere’sthefeverandthemortification——ifittook,badwayshe’dquicklybegone。Butthere,he’saclean-bloodedman,withwonderfulhealingflesh,andsoIseenoreasonwhyitSHOULD

takebadways。Ofcoursethere’sawound——“

Shewaspalenowwithemotionandanxiety。Thethreechildren,realisedthatitwasverybadfortheirfather,andthehouse,wassilent,anxious。

“Buthealwaysgetsbetter,“saidPaulafterawhile。

“That’swhatItellhim,“saidthemother。

Everybodymovedaboutinsilence。

“Andhereallylookednearlydonefor,“shesaid。”Butthe,Sistersaysthatisthepain。”

Annietookawayhermother’scoatandbonnet。

“AndhelookedatmewhenIcameaway!,Isaid:,’Is’ll,havetogonow,Walter,becauseofthetrain——andthechildren。’

Andhelookedatme。Itseemshard。”

Paultookuphisbrushagainandwentonpainting。Arthurwent,outsideforsomecoal。Anniesatlookingdismal。AndMrs。Morel,inherlittlerocking-chairthatherhusbandhadmadeforher,whenthefirstbabywascoming,remainedmotionless,brooding。

Shewasgrieved,andbitterlysorryforthemanwhowashurtsomuch。

Butstill,inherheartofhearts,wheretheloveshouldhaveburned,therewasablank。Now,whenallherwoman’spitywasrousedtoits,fullextent,whenshewouldhaveslavedherselftodeathtonurse,himandtosavehim,whenshewouldhavetakenthepainherself,ifshecould,somewherefarawayinsideher,shefeltindifferent,tohimandtohissuffering。Ithurthermostofall,thisfailure,tolovehim,evenwhenherousedherstrongemotions。Shebrooded,awhile。

“Andthere,“shesaidsuddenly,“whenI’dgothalfwaytoKeston,IfoundI’dcomeoutinmyworkingboots——andLOOKatthem。”

TheywereanoldpairofPaul’s,brownandrubbedthroughat,thetoes。”Ididn’tknowwhattodowithmyself,forshame,“

sheadded。

Inthemorning,whenAnnieandArthurwereatschool,Mrs。Morel,talkedagaintoherson,whowashelpingherwithherhousework。

“IfoundBarkeratthehospital。Hedidlookbad,poorlittlefellow!,’Well,’Isaidtohim,’whatsortofa,journeydidyouhavewithhim?’,’Dunnaaxme,missis!’hesaid。

’Ay,’Isaid,’Iknowwhathe’dbe。’,’ButitWORbadforhim,Mrs。Morel,itWORthat!’hesaid。’Iknow,’Isaid。’Ativryjolt,Ithoughtmy’eartwouldha’flowncleanouto’mymouth,’hesaid。

’An’thescream’egivessometimes!,Missis,notforafortunewould,Igothroughwi’itagain。’,’Icanquiteunderstandit,’Isaid。

’It’sanastyjob,though,’hesaid,’an’oneas’llbealong,whileaforeit’srightagain。’,’I’mafraiditwill,’Isaid。

IlikeMr。Barker——IDOlikehim。There’ssomethingsomanly,abouthim。”

Paulresumedhistasksilently。

“Andofcourse,“Mrs。Morelcontinued,“foramanlikeyourfather,thehospitalIShard。HeCAN’Tunderstandrulesandregulations。

Andhewon’tletanybodyelsetouchhim,notifhecanhelpit。

Whenhesmashedthemusclesofhisthigh,andithadtobedressed,fourtimesaday,WOULDheletanybodybutmeorhismotherdoit?

Hewouldn’t。So,ofcourse,he’llsufferintherewiththenurses。

AndIdidn’tlikeleavinghim。I’msure,whenIkissedhiman’cameaway,itseemedashame。”

Soshetalkedtoherson,almostasifshewerethinking,aloudtohim,andhetookitinasbesthecould,bysharingher,troubletolightenit。Andintheendshesharedalmosteverything,withhimwithoutknowing。

Morelhadaverybadtime。Foraweekhewasina,criticalcondition。Thenhebegantomend。Andthen,knowinghe,wasgoingtogetbetter,thewholefamilysighedwithrelief,andproceededtolivehappily。

TheywerenotbadlyoffwhilstMorelwasinthehospital。

Therewerefourteenshillingsaweekfromthepit,tenshillings,fromthesickclub,andfiveshillingsfromtheDisabilityFund;

andtheneveryweekthebuttieshadsomethingforMrs。Morel——five,orsevenshillings——sothatshewasquitewelltodo。Andwhilst,Morelwasprogressingfavourablyinthehospital,thefamilywas,extraordinarilyhappyandpeaceful。OnSaturdaysandWednesdays,Mrs。MorelwenttoNottinghamtoseeherhusband。Thenshealways,broughtbacksomelittlething:,asmalltubeofpaintsforPaul,orsomethickpaper;acoupleofpostcardsforAnnie,thatthewhole,familyrejoicedoverfordaysbeforethegirlwasallowedtosend,themaway;orafret-sawforArthur,orabitofprettywood。

Shedescribedheradventuresintothebigshopswithjoy。

Soonthefolkinthepicture-shopknewher,andknewaboutPaul。

Thegirlinthebook-shoptookakeeninterestinher。Mrs。Morel,wasfullofinformationwhenshegothomefromNottingham。Thethree,satroundtillbed-time,listening,puttingin,arguing。ThenPaul,oftenrakedthefire。

“I’mthemaninthehousenow,“heusedtosaytohismother,withjoy。Theylearnedhowperfectlypeacefulthehomecouldbe。

Andtheyalmostregretted——thoughnoneofthemwouldhaveownedto,suchcallousness——thattheirfatherwassooncomingback。

Paulwasnowfourteen,andwaslookingforwork。Hewasa,rathersmallandratherfinely-madeboy,withdarkbrownhairand,lightblueeyes。Hisfacehadalreadylostitsyouthfulchubbiness,andwasbecomingsomewhatlikeWilliam’s——rough-featured,almost,rugged——anditwasextraordinarilymobile。Usuallyhelooked,asifhesawthings,wasfulloflife,andwarm;thenhissmile,likehismother’s,camesuddenlyandwasverylovable;andthen,whentherewasanycloginhissoul’squickrunning,hisfacewent,stupidandugly。Hewasthesortofboythatbecomesaclown,andaloutassoonasheisnotunderstood,orfeelshimself,heldcheap;and,again,isadorableatthefirsttouchofwarmth。

Hesufferedverymuchfromthefirstcontactwithanything。

Whenhewasseven,thestartingschoolhadbeenanightmareanda,torturetohim。Butafterwardshelikedit。Andnowthathefelt,hehadtogooutintolife,hewentthroughagoniesofshrinking,self-consciousness。Hewasquiteacleverpainterforaboyofhisyears,andheknewsomeFrenchandGermanandmathematicsthatMr。Heaton,hadtaughthim。Butnothinghehadwasofanycommercialvalue。

Hewasnotstrongenoughforheavymanualwork,hismothersaid。

Hedidnotcareformakingthingswithhishands,preferredracingabout,ormakingexcursionsintothecountry,orreading,orpainting。

“Whatdoyouwanttobe?”hismotherasked。

“Anything。”

“Thatisnoanswer,“saidMrs。Morel。

Butitwasquitetruthfullytheonlyanswerhecouldgive。

Hisambition,asfarasthisworld’sgearwent,wasquietlytoearn,histhirtyorthirty-fiveshillingsaweeksomewherenearhome,andthen,whenhisfatherdied,haveacottagewithhismother,paintandgooutasheliked,andlivehappyeverafter。Thatwashis,programmeasfarasdoingthingswent。Buthewasproudwithinhimself,measuringpeopleagainsthimself,andplacingthem,inexorably。Andhe,thoughtthatPERHAPShemightalsomakeapainter,therealthing。

Butthatheleftalone。

“Then,“saidhismother,“youmustlookinthepaper,fortheadvertisements。”

Helookedather。Itseemedtohimabitterhumiliation,andananguishtogothrough。Buthesaidnothing。Whenhegotup,inthemorning,hiswholebeingwasknottedupoverthisonethought:

“I’vegottogoandlookforadvertisementsforajob。”

Itstoodinfrontofthemorning,thatthought,killingall,joyandevenlife,forhim。Hisheartfeltlikeatightknot。

Andthen,atteno’clock,hesetoff。Hewassupposedtobe,aqueer,quietchild。Goingupthesunnystreetofthelittletown,hefeltasifallthefolkhemetsaidtothemselves:,“He’sgoing,totheCo-op。reading-roomtolookinthepapersforaplace。

Hecan’tgetajob。Isupposehe’slivingonhismother。”,Thenhe,creptupthestonestairsbehindthedraperyshopattheCo-op。,andpeepedinthereading-room。Usuallyoneortwomenwerethere,eitherold,uselessfellows,orcolliers“ontheclub“。Soheentered,fullofshrinkingandsufferingwhentheylookedup,seatedhimselfat,thetable,andpretendedtoscanthenews。Heknewtheywouldthink:

“Whatdoesaladofthirteenwantinareading-roomwithanewspaper?”

andhesuffered。

Thenhelookedwistfullyoutofthewindow。Alreadyhewas,aprisonerofindustrialism。Largesunflowersstaredoverthe,oldredwallofthegardenopposite,lookingintheirjollyway,downonthewomenwhowerehurryingwithsomethingfordinner。

Thevalleywasfullofcorn,brighteninginthesun。Twocollieries,amongthefields,wavedtheirsmallwhiteplumesofsteam。Faroff,onthehillswerethewoodsofAnnesley,darkandfascinating。

Alreadyhisheartwentdown。Hewasbeingtakenintobondage。

Hisfreedominthebelovedhomevalleywasgoingnow。

Thebrewers’waggonscamerollingupfromKestonwithenormous,barrels,fouraside,likebeansinaburstbean-pod。Thewaggoner,thronedaloft,rollingmassivelyinhisseat,wasnotsomuch,belowPaul’seye。Theman’shair,onhissmall,bullethead,wasbleachedalmostwhitebythesun,andonhisthickredarms,rockingidlyonhissackapron,thewhitehairsglistened。

Hisredfaceshoneandwasalmostasleepwithsunshine。Thehorses,handsomeandbrown,wentonbythemselves,lookingbyfarthemasters,oftheshow。

Paulwishedhewerestupid。”Iwish,“hethoughttohimself,“Iwasfatlikehim,andlikeadoginthesun。IwishIwasapig,andabrewer’swaggoner。”

Then,theroombeingatlastempty,hewouldhastilycopy,anadvertisementonascrapofpaper,thenanother,andslip,outinimmenserelief。Hismotherwouldscanoverhiscopies。

“Yes,“shesaid,“youmaytry。”

Williamhadwrittenoutaletterofapplication,couchedin,admirablebusinesslanguage,whichPaulcopied,withvariations。

Theboy’shandwritingwasexecrable,sothatWilliam,whodidall,thingswell,gotintoafeverofimpatience。

Theelderbrotherwasbecomingquiteswanky。InLondonhefound,thathecouldassociatewithmenfarabovehisBestwoodfriends,instation。Someoftheclerksintheofficehadstudiedforthelaw,andweremoreorlessgoingthroughakindofapprenticeship。

Williamalwaysmadefriendsamongmenwhereverhewent,hewassojolly。

Thereforehewassoonvisitingandstayinginhousesofmenwho,inBestwood,wouldhavelookeddownontheunapproachablebankmanager,andwouldmerelyhavecalledindifferentlyontheRector。Sohebegan,tofancyhimselfasagreatgun。Hewas,indeed,rathersurprised,attheeasewithwhichhebecameagentleman。

Hismotherwasglad,heseemedsopleased。Andhislodging,inWalthamstowwassodreary。Butnowthereseemedtocomeakind,offeverintotheyoungman’sletters。Hewasunsettledbyall,thechange,hedidnotstandfirmonhisownfeet,butseemedtospin,rathergiddilyonthequickcurrentofthenewlife。Hismotherwas,anxiousforhim。Shecouldfeelhimlosinghimself。Hehaddanced,andgonetothetheatre,boatedontheriver,beenoutwithfriends;

andsheknewhesatupafterwardsinhiscoldbedroomgrindingaway,atLatin,becauseheintendedtogetoninhisoffice,andinthe,lawasmuchashecould。Heneversenthismotheranymoneynow。

Itwasalltaken,thelittlehehad,forhisownlife。Andshe,didnotwantany,exceptsometimes,whenshewasinatightcorner,andwhentenshillingswouldhavesavedhermuchworry。Shestill,dreamedofWilliam,andofwhathewoulddo,withherselfbehindhim。

Neverforaminutewouldsheadmittoherselfhowheavyandanxious,herheartwasbecauseofhim。

Alsohetalkedagooddealnowofagirlhehadmetatadance,ahandsomebrunette,quiteyoung,andalady,afterwhomthemen,wererunningthickandfast。

“Iwonderifyouwouldrun,myboy,“hismotherwrote,tohim,“unlessyousawalltheothermenchasinghertoo。

Youfeelsafeenoughandvainenoughinacrowd。Buttakecare,andseehowyoufeelwhenyoufindyourselfalone,andintriumph。”

Williamresentedthesethings,andcontinuedthechase。Hehad,takenthegirlontheriver。”Ifyousawher,mother,youwould,knowhowIfeel。Tallandelegant,withtheclearestofclear,transparentolivecomplexions,hairasblackasjet,andsuch,greyeyes——bright,mocking,likelightsonwateratnight。

Itisallverywelltobeabitsatiricaltillyouseeher。

AndshedressesaswellasanywomaninLondon。Itellyou,yoursondoesn’thalfputhisheadupwhenshegoeswalkingdown,Piccadillywithhim。”

Mrs。Morelwondered,inherheart,ifhersondidnotgo,walkingdownPiccadillywithanelegantfigureandfineclothes,ratherthanwithawomanwhowasneartohim。Butshecongratulated,himinherdoubtfulfashion。And,asshestoodoverthewashing-tub,themotherbroodedoverherson。Shesawhimsaddledwithan,elegantandexpensivewife,earninglittlemoney,draggingalong,andgettingdraggledinsomesmall,uglyhouseinasuburb。

“Butthere,“shetoldherself,“Iamverylikelyasilly——meeting,troublehalfway。”,Nevertheless,theloadofanxietyscarcelyever,leftherheart,lestWilliamshoulddothewrongthingbyhimself。

Presently,PaulwasbiddencalluponThomasJordan,ManufacturerofSurgicalAppliances,at21,SpanielRow,Nottingham。

Mrs。Morelwasalljoy。

“There,yousee!”shecried,hereyesshining。”You’veonly,writtenfourletters,andthethirdisanswered。You’relucky,myboy,asIalwayssaidyouwere。”

Paullookedatthepictureofawoodenleg,adornedwithelastic,stockingsandotherappliances,thatfiguredonMr。Jordan’snotepaper,andhefeltalarmed。Hehadnotknownthatelasticstockingsexisted。

Andheseemedtofeelthebusinessworld,withitsregulatedsystem,ofvalues,anditsimpersonality,andhedreadedit。Itseemed,monstrousalsothatabusinesscouldberunonwoodenlegs。

MotherandsonsetofftogetheroneTuesdaymorning。

ItwasAugustandblazinghot。Paulwalkedwithsomethingscrewedup,tightinsidehim。Hewouldhavesufferedmuchphysicalpainrather,thanthisunreasonablesufferingatbeingexposedtostrangers,tobeacceptedorrejected。Yethechatteredawaywithhismother。

Hewouldneverhaveconfessedtoherhowhesufferedoverthesethings,andsheonlypartlyguessed。Shewasgay,likeasweetheart。

Shestoodinfrontoftheticket-officeatBestwood,andPaulwatched,hertakefromherpursethemoneyforthetickets。

Ashesawherhandsintheiroldblackkidglovesgetting,thesilveroutofthewornpurse,hisheartcontractedwithpain,ofloveofher。

Shewasquiteexcited,andquitegay。Hesufferedbecauseshe,WOULDtalkaloudinpresenceoftheothertravellers。

“Nowlookatthatsillycow!”shesaid,“careeringround,asifitthoughtitwasacircus。”

“It’smostlikelyabottfly,“hesaidverylow。

“Awhat?”sheaskedbrightlyandunashamed。

Theythoughtawhile。Hewassensibleallthetimeofhaving,heroppositehim。Suddenlytheireyesmet,andshesmiledto,him——arare,intimatesmile,beautifulwithbrightnessandlove。

Theneachlookedoutofthewindow。

Thesixteenslowmilesofrailwayjourneypassed。Themother,andsonwalkeddownStationStreet,feelingtheexcitementoflovers,havinganadventuretogether。InCarringtonStreettheystopped,tohangovertheparapetandlookatthebargesonthecanalbelow。

“It’sjustlikeVenice,“hesaid,seeingthesunshine,onthewaterthatlaybetweenhighfactorywalls。

“Perhaps,“sheanswered,smiling。

Theyenjoyedtheshopsimmensely。

“Nowyouseethatblouse,“shewouldsay,“wouldn’tthatjust,suitourAnnie?,Andforone-and-eleven-three。Isn’tthatcheap?”

“Andmadeofneedleworkaswell,“hesaid。

“Yes。”

Theyhadplentyoftime,sotheydidnothurry。Thetown,wasstrangeanddelightfultothem。Buttheboywastiedupinside,inaknotofapprehension。HedreadedtheinterviewwithThomasJordan。

Itwasnearlyeleveno’clockbySt。Peter’sChurch。

TheyturnedupanarrowstreetthatledtotheCastle。Itwas,gloomyandold-fashioned,havinglowdarkshopsanddarkgreenhouse,doorswithbrassknockers,andyellow-ochreddoorstepsprojecting,ontothepavement;thenanotheroldshopwhosesmallwindowlooked,likeacunning,half-shuteye。Motherandsonwentcautiously,lookingeverywherefor“ThomasJordanandSon“。Itwaslikehunting,insomewildplace。Theywereontiptoeofexcitement。

Suddenlytheyspiedabig,darkarchway,inwhichwerenames,ofvariousfirms,ThomasJordanamongthem。

“Hereitis!”saidMrs。Morel。”ButnowWHEREisit?”

Theylookedround。Ononesidewasaqueer,dark,cardboardfactory,ontheotheraCommercialHotel。

“It’suptheentry,“saidPaul。

Andtheyventuredunderthearchway,asintothejaws,ofthedragon。Theyemergedintoawideyard,likeawell,withbuildingsallround。Itwaslitteredwithstrawandboxes,andcardboard。Thesunshineactuallycaughtonecratewhosestraw,wasstreamingontotheyardlikegold。Butelsewheretheplace,waslikeapit。Therewereseveraldoors,andtwoflightsofsteps。

Straightinfront,onadirtyglassdooratthetopofastaircase,loomedtheominouswords“ThomasJordanandSon——SurgicalAppliances。”

Mrs。Morelwentfirst,hersonfollowedher。CharlesImountedhis,scaffoldwithalighterheartthanhadPaulMorelashefollowedhis,motherupthedirtystepstothedirtydoor。

Shepushedopenthedoor,andstoodinpleasedsurprise。Infront,ofherwasabigwarehouse,withcreamypaperparcelseverywhere,andclerks,withtheirshirt-sleevesrolledback,weregoingabout,inanat-homesortofway。Thelightwassubdued,theglossycream,parcelsseemedluminous,thecounterswereofdarkbrownwood。

Allwasquietandveryhomely。Mrs。Moreltooktwostepsforward,thenwaited。Paulstoodbehindher。ShehadonherSunday,bonnetandablackveil;heworeaboy’sbroadwhitecollaranda,Norfolksuit。

Oneoftheclerkslookedup。Hewasthinandtall,witha,smallface。Hiswayoflookingwasalert。Thenheglancedround,totheotherendoftheroom,wherewasaglassoffice。Andthen,hecameforward。Hedidnotsayanything,butleanedinagentle,inquiringfashiontowardsMrs。Morel。

“CanIseeMr。Jordan?”sheasked。

“I’llfetchhim,“answeredtheyoungman。

Hewentdowntotheglassoffice。Ared-faced,white-whiskered,oldmanlookedup。HeremindedPaulofapomeraniandog。

Thenthesamelittlemancameuptheroom。Hehadshortlegs,wasratherstout,andworeanalpacajacket。So,withoneearup,asitwere,hecamestoutlyandinquiringlydowntheroom。

“Good-morning!”hesaid,hesitatingbeforeMrs。Morel,indoubtastowhethershewereacustomerornot。

“Good-morning。Icamewithmyson,PaulMorel。Youaskedhim,tocallthismorning。”

“Comethisway,“saidMr。Jordan,inarathersnappylittle,mannerintendedtobebusinesslike。

Theyfollowedthemanufacturerintoagrubbylittleroom,upholsteredinblackAmericanleather,glossywiththerubbingof,manycustomers。Onthetablewasapileoftrusses,yellowwash-leather,hoopstangledtogether。Theylookednewandliving。Paulsniffedthe,odourofnewwash-leather。Hewonderedwhatthethingswere。Bythis,timehewassomuchstunnedthatheonlynoticedtheoutsidethings。

“Sitdown!”saidMr。Jordan,irritablypointingMrs。Morel,toahorse-hairchair。Shesatontheedgeinanuncertainfashion。

Thenthelittleoldmanfidgetedandfoundapaper。

“Didyouwritethisletter?”hesnapped,thrustingwhatPaul,recognisedashisownnotepaperinfrontofhim。

“Yes,“heanswered。

Atthatmomenthewasoccupiedintwoways:,first,infeeling,guiltyfortellingalie,sinceWilliamhadcomposedtheletter;

second,inwonderingwhyhisletterseemedsostrangeanddifferent,inthefat,redhandoftheman,fromwhatithadbeenwhenitlay,onthekitchentable。Itwaslikepartofhimself,goneastray。

Heresentedthewaythemanheldit。

“Wheredidyoulearntowrite?”saidtheoldmancrossly。

Paulmerelylookedathimshamedly,anddidnotanswer。

“HeISabadwriter,“putinMrs。Morelapologetically。

Thenshepushedupherveil。Paulhatedherfornotbeingprouder,withthiscommonlittleman,andhelovedherfaceclearoftheveil。

“AndyousayyouknowFrench?”inquiredthelittleman,stillsharply。

“Yes,“saidPaul。

“Whatschooldidyougoto?”

“TheBoard-school。”

“Anddidyoulearnitthere?”

“No——I——“Theboywentcrimsonandgotnofarther。

“Hisgodfathergavehimlessons,“saidMrs。Morel,halfpleading,andratherdistant。

Mr。Jordanhesitated。Then,inhisirritablemanner——healways,seemedtokeephishandsreadyforaction——hepulledanothersheetof,paperfromhispocket,unfoldedit。Thepapermadeacracklingnoise。

HehandedittoPaul。

“Readthat,“hesaid。

ItwasanoteinFrench,inthin,flimsyforeignhandwriting,thattheboycouldnotdecipher。Hestaredblanklyatthepaper。

“’Monsieur,’“hebegan;thenhelookedingreatconfusion,atMr。Jordan。”It’sthe——it’sthe——“

Hewantedtosay“handwriting“buthiswitswouldnolongerwork,evensufficientlytosupplyhimwiththeword。Feelinganutterfool,andhatingMr。Jordan,heturneddesperatelytothepaperagain。

“’Sir,——Pleasesendme’——er——er——Ican’ttellthe——er——’two,pairs——grisfilbas——greythreadstockings’——er——er——’sans——without’——

er——Ican’ttellthewords——er——’doigts——fingers’——er——Ican’ttellthe——“

Hewantedtosay“handwriting“butthewordstillrefused,tocome。Seeinghimstuck,Mr。Jordansnatchedthepaperfromhim。

“’Pleasesendbyreturntwopairsgreythreadstockings,withoutTOES。’“

“Well,“flashedPaul,“’doigts’means’fingers’——aswell——as,arule——“

Thelittlemanlookedathim。Hedidnotknowwhether“doigts“

meant“fingers“;heknewthatforallHISpurposesitmeant“toes“。

“Fingerstostockings!”hesnapped。

“Well,itDOESmeanfingers,“theboypersisted。

Hehatedthelittleman,whomadesuchaclodofhim。

Mr。Jordanlookedatthepale,stupid,defiantboy,thenatthemother,whosatquietandwiththatpeculiarshut-offlookofthepoor,whohavetodependonthefavourofothers。

“Andwhencouldhecome?”heasked。

“Well,“saidMrs。Morel,“assoonasyouwish。Hehasfinished,schoolnow。”

“HewouldliveinBestwood?”

“Yes;buthecouldbein——atthestation——atquartertoeight。”

“H’m!”

ItendedbyPaul’sbeingengagedasjuniorspiralclerkateight,shillingsaweek。Theboydidnotopenhismouthtosayanother,word,afterhavinginsistedthat“doigts“meant“fingers“。He,followedhismotherdownthestairs。Shelookedathimwithher,brightblueeyesfullofloveandjoy。

“Ithinkyou’lllikeit,“shesaid。

“’Doigts’doesmean’fingers’,mother,anditwasthewriting。

Icouldn’treadthewriting。”

“Nevermind,myboy。I’msurehe’llbeallright,andyou,won’tseemuchofhim。Wasn’tthatfirstyoungfellownice?

I’msureyou’lllikethem。”

“Butwasn’tMr。Jordancommon,mother?,Doesheownitall?”

“Isupposehewasaworkmanwhohasgoton,“shesaid。

“Youmustn’tmindpeoplesomuch。They’renotbeingdisagreeable,toYOU——it’stheirway。Youalwaysthinkpeoplearemeaningthings,foryou。Buttheydon’t。”

Itwasverysunny。Overthebigdesolatespaceofthemarket-place,theblueskyshimmered,andthegranitecobblesofthepavingglistened。

ShopsdowntheLongRowweredeepinobscurity,andtheshadowwasfull,ofcolour。Justwherethehorsetramstrundledacrossthemarket,wasarowoffruitstalls,withfruitblazinginthesun——apples,andpilesofreddishoranges,smallgreen-gageplumsandbananas。

Therewasawarmscentoffruitasmotherandsonpassed。

Graduallyhisfeelingofignominyandofragesank。

“Whereshouldwegofordinner?”askedthemother。

Itwasfelttobearecklessextravagance。Paulhadonly,beeninaneating-houseonceortwiceinhislife,andthenonly,tohaveacupofteaandabun。MostofthepeopleofBestwood,consideredthatteaandbread-and-butter,andperhapspottedbeef,wasalltheycouldaffordtoeatinNottingham。Realcookeddinner,wasconsideredgreatextravagance。Paulfeltratherguilty。

Theyfoundaplacethatlookedquitecheap。ButwhenMrs。Morel,scannedthebilloffare,herheartwasheavy,thingsweresodear。

Sosheorderedkidney-piesandpotatoesasthecheapestavailabledish。

“Weoughtn’ttohavecomehere,mother,“saidPaul。

“Nevermind,“shesaid。”Wewon’tcomeagain。”

Sheinsistedonhishavingasmallcurranttart,becausehe,likedsweets。

“Idon’twantit,mother,“hepleaded。

“Yes,“sheinsisted;“you’llhaveit。”

Andshelookedroundforthewaitress。Butthewaitress,wasbusy,andMrs。Moreldidnotliketobotherherthen。

Sothemotherandsonwaitedforthegirl’spleasure,whilstshe,flirtedamongthemen。

“Brazenhussy!”saidMrs。MoreltoPaul。”Looknow,she’stakingthatmanHISpudding,andhecamelongafterus。”

“Itdoesn’tmatter,mother,“saidPaul。

Mrs。Morelwasangry。Butshewastoopoor,andherorders,weretoomeagre,sothatshehadnotthecouragetoinsistonher,rightsjustthen。Theywaitedandwaited。

“Shouldwego,mother?”hesaid。

ThenMrs。Morelstoodup。Thegirlwaspassingnear。

“Willyoubringonecurranttart?”saidMrs。Morelclearly。

Thegirllookedroundinsolently。

“Directly,“shesaid。

“Wehavewaitedquitelongenough,“saidMrs。Morel。

Inamomentthegirlcamebackwiththetart。Mrs。Morel,askedcoldlyforthebill。Paulwantedtosinkthroughthefloor。

Hemarvelledathismother’shardness。Heknewthatonlyyears,ofbattlinghadtaughthertoinsistevensolittleonherrights。

Sheshrankasmuchashe。

“It’sthelasttimeIgoTHEREforanything!”shedeclared,whentheywereoutsidetheplace,thankfultobeclear。

“We’llgo,“shesaid,“andlookatKeep’sandBoot’s,andone,ortwoplaces,shallwe?”

Theyhaddiscussionsoverthepictures,andMrs。Morel,wantedtobuyhimalittlesablebrushthatbehankeredafter。

Butthisindulgenceherefused。Hestoodinfrontofmilliners’

shopsanddrapers’shopsalmostbored,butcontentforherto,beinterested。Theywanderedon。

“Now,justlookatthoseblackgrapes!”shesaid。”Theymake,yourmouthwater。I’vewantedsomeofthoseforyears,butIs’ll,havetowaitabitbeforeIgetthem。”

Thensherejoicedintheflorists,standinginthedoorwaysniffing。

“Oh!oh!,Isn’titsimplylovely!”

Paulsaw,inthedarknessoftheshop,anelegantyounglady,inblackpeeringoverthecountercuriously。

“They’relookingatyou,“hesaid,tryingtodrawhismotheraway。

“Butwhatisit?”sheexclaimed,refusingtobemoved。

“Stocks!”heanswered,sniffinghastily。”Look,there’s,atubful。”

“Sothereis——redandwhite。Butreally,Ineverknew,stockstosmelllikeit!”And,tohisgreatrelief,shemoved,outofthedoorway,butonlytostandinfrontofthewindow。

“Paul!”shecriedtohim,whowastryingtogetoutof,sightoftheelegantyoungladyinblack——theshop-girl。“Paul!

Justlookhere!”

Hecamereluctantlyback。

“Now,justlookatthatfuchsia!”sheexclaimed,pointing。

“H’m!”Hemadeacurious,interestedsound。”You’dthink,everysecondastheflowerswasgoingtofalloff,theyhang,sobigan’heavy。”

“Andsuchanabundance!”shecried。

“Andthewaytheydropdownwardswiththeirthreadsandknots!”

“Yes!”sheexclaimed。”Lovely!”

“Iwonderwho’llbuyit!”hesaid。

“Iwonder!”sheanswered。”Notus。”

“Itwoulddieinourparlour。”

“Yes,beastlycold,sunlesshole;itkillseverybitofaplant,youputin,andthekitchenchokesthemtodeath。”

Theyboughtafewthings,andsetofftowardsthestation。

Lookingupthecanal,throughthedarkpassofthebuildings,theysawtheCastleonitsbluffofbrown,green-bushedrock,inapositivemiracleofdelicatesunshine。

“Won’titbeniceformetocomeoutatdinner-times?”saidPaul。

“Icangoallroundhereandseeeverything。Is’llloveit。”

“Youwill,“assentedhismother。

Hehadspentaperfectafternoonwithhismother。Theyarrived,homeinthemellowevening,happy,andglowing,andtired。

Inthemorninghefilledintheformforhisseason-ticket,andtookittothestation。Whenhegotback,hismotherwasjust,beginningtowashthefloor。Hesatcroucheduponthesofa。

“Hesaysit’llbehereonSaturday,“hesaid。

“Andhowmuchwillitbe?”

“Aboutonepoundeleven,“hesaid。

Shewentonwashingherfloorinsilence。

“Isitalot?”heasked。

“It’snomorethanIthought,“sheanswered。

“An’Is’llearneightshillingsaweek,“hesaid。

Shedidnotanswer,butwentonwithherwork。Atlastshesaid:

“ThatWilliampromisedme,whenhewenttoLondon,ashe’dgive,meapoundamonth。Hehasgivenmetenshillings——twice;andnowI

knowhehasn’tafarthingifIaskedhim。NotthatIwantit。

Onlyjustnowyou’dthinkhemightbeabletohelpwiththisticket,whichI’dneverexpected。”

“Heearnsalot,“saidPaul。

“Heearnsahundredandthirtypounds。Butthey’reallalike。

They’relargeinpromises,butit’spreciouslittlefulfilment,youget。”

“Hespendsoverfiftyshillingsaweekonhimself,“saidPaul。

“AndIkeepthishouseonlessthanthirty,“shereplied;

“andamsupposedtofindmoneyforextras。Buttheydon’tcare,abouthelpingyou,oncethey’vegone。He’dratherspenditon,thatdressed-upcreature。”

“Sheshouldhaveherownmoneyifshe’ssogrand,“saidPaul。

“Sheshould,butshehasn’t。Iaskedhim。AndIknowhe,doesn’tbuyheragoldbanglefornothing。Iwonderwhoeverbought,MEagoldbangle。”

Williamwassucceedingwithhis“Gipsy“ashecalledher。

Heaskedthegirl——hernamewasLouisaLilyDenysWestern——fora,photographtosendtohismother。Thephotocame——ahandsomebrunette,takeninprofile,smirkingslightly——and,itmightbe,quitenaked,foronthephotographnotascrapofclothingwastobeseen,onlyanakedbust。

“Yes,“wroteMrs。Moreltoherson,“thephotographof,Louieisverystriking,andIcanseeshemustbeattractive。

Butdoyouthink,myboy,itwasverygoodtasteofagirlto,giveheryoungmanthatphototosendtohismother——thefirst?

Certainlytheshouldersarebeautiful,asyousay。ButIhardly,expectedtoseesomuchofthematthefirstview。”

Morelfoundthephotographstandingonthechiffonierin,theparlour。Hecameoutwithitbetweenhisthickthumbandfinger。

“Whodostreckonthisis?”heaskedofhiswife。

“It’sthegirlourWilliamisgoingwith,“repliedMrs。Morel。

“H’m!’Er’sabrightspark,fromth’lookon’er,an’

oneaswunnadohimowermuchgoodneither。Whoisshe?”

“HernameisLouisaLilyDenysWestern。”

“An’comeagainto-morrer!”exclaimedtheminer。”An’is’er,anactress?”

“Sheisnot。She’ssupposedtobealady。”

“I’llbet!”heexclaimed,stillstaringatthephoto。”Alady,isshe?,An’howmuchdoesshereckonterkeepupthissorto’

gameon?”

“Onnothing。Sheliveswithanoldaunt,whomshehates,andtakeswhatbitofmoney’sgivenher。”

“H’m!”saidMorel,layingdownthephotograph。”Thenhe’s,afooltoha’ta’enupwi’suchaoneasthat。”

“DearMater,“Williamreplied。”I’msorryyoudidn’tlike,thephotograph。ItneveroccurredtomewhenIsentit,thatyou,mightn’tthinkitdecent。However,ItoldGypthatitdidn’tquite,suityourprimandpropernotions,soshe’sgoingtosendyouanother,thatIhopewillpleaseyoubetter。She’salwaysbeingphotographed;

infact,thephotographersaskheriftheymaytakeherfornothing。”

Presentlythenewphotographcame,withalittlesillynote,fromthegirl。Thistimetheyoungladywasseeninablacksatin,eveningbodice,cutsquare,withlittlepuffsleeves,andblack,lacehangingdownherbeautifularms。

“Iwonderifsheeverwearsanythingexcepteveningclothes,“

saidMrs。Morelsarcastically。”I’msureIoughttobeimpressed。”

“Youaredisagreeable,mother,“saidPaul。”Ithinkthefirst,onewithbareshouldersislovely。”

“Doyou?”answeredhismother。”Well,Idon’t。”

OntheMondaymorningtheboygotupatsixtostartwork。

Hehadtheseason-ticket,whichhadcostsuchbitterness,inhis,waistcoatpocket。Heloveditwithitsbarsofyellowacross。

Hismotherpackedhisdinnerinasmall,shut-upbasket,andheset,offataquartertoseventocatchthe7。15train。Mrs。Morelcame,totheentry-endtoseehimoff。

Itwasaperfectmorning。Fromtheashtreetheslender,greenfruitsthatthechildrencall“pigeons“weretwinklinggaily,downonalittlebreeze,intothefrontgardensofthehouses。

Thevalleywasfullofalustrousdarkhaze,throughwhichtheripe,cornshimmered,andinwhichthesteamfromMintonpitmeltedswiftly。

Puffsofwindcame。PaullookedoverthehighwoodsofAldersley,wherethecountrygleamed,andhomehadneverpulledathim,sopowerfully。

“Good-morning,mother,“hesaid,smiling,butfeelingveryunhappy。

“Good-morning,“sherepliedcheerfullyandtenderly。

Shestoodinherwhiteapronontheopenroad,watchinghim,ashecrossedthefield。Hehadasmall,compactbodythatlooked,fulloflife。Shefelt,asshesawhimtrudgingoverthefield,thatwherehedeterminedtogohewouldget。ShethoughtofWilliam。

Hewouldhaveleapedthefenceinsteadofgoingroundthestile。

HewasawayinLondon,doingwell。PaulwouldbeworkinginNottingham。

Nowshehadtwosonsintheworld。Shecouldthinkoftwoplaces,greatcentresofindustry,andfeelthatshehadputamanintoeach,ofthem,thatthesemenwouldworkoutwhatSHEwanted;theywere,derivedfromher,theywereofher,andtheirworksalsowouldbehers。

AllthemorninglongshethoughtofPaul。

Ateighto’clockheclimbedthedismalstairsofJordan’s,SurgicalApplianceFactory,andstoodhelplesslyagainstthefirst,greatparcel-rack,waitingforsomebodytopickhimup。Theplace,wasstillnotawake。Overthecountersweregreatdustsheets。

Twomenonlyhadarrived,andwereheardtalkinginacorner,astheytookofftheircoatsandrolleduptheirshirt-sleeves。It,wastenpasteight。Evidentlytherewasnorushofpunctuality。

Paullistenedtothevoicesofthetwoclerks。Thenheheard,someonecough,andsawintheofficeattheendoftheroomanold,decayingclerk,inaroundsmoking-capofblackvelvetembroidered,withredandgreen,openingletters。Hewaitedandwaited。

Oneofthejuniorclerkswenttotheoldman,greetedhim,cheerilyandloudly。Evidentlytheold“chief“wasdeaf。

Thentheyoungfellowcamestridingimportantlydowntohiscounter。

HespiedPaul。

“Hello!”hesaid。”Youthenewlad?”

“Yes,“saidPaul。

“H’m!What’syourname?”

“PaulMorel。”

“PaulMorel?,Allright,youcomeonroundhere。”

Paulfollowedhimroundtherectangleofcounters。Theroom,wassecondstorey。Ithadagreatholeinthemiddleofthefloor,fencedaswithawallofcounters,anddownthiswideshaft,theliftswent,andthelightforthebottomstorey。Alsothere,wasacorrespondingbig,oblongholeintheceiling,andone,couldseeabove,overthefenceofthetopfloor,somemachinery;

andrightawayoverheadwastheglassroof,andalllightforthe,threestoreyscamedownwards,gettingdimmer,sothatitwasalways,nightonthegroundfloorandrathergloomyonthesecondfloor。

Thefactorywasthetopfloor,thewarehousethesecond,thestorehouse,thegroundfloor。Itwasaninsanitary,ancientplace。

Paulwasledroundtoaverydarkcorner。

“Thisisthe’Spiral’corner,“saidtheclerk。”You’reSpiral,withPappleworth。He’syourboss,buthe’snotcomeyet。Hedoesn’t,getheretillhalf-pasteight。Soyoucanfetchtheletters,ifyoulike,fromMr。Mellingdownthere。”

Theyoungmanpointedtotheoldclerkintheoffice。

“Allright,“saidPaul。

“Here’sapegtohangyourcapon。Hereareyourentryledgers。

Mr。Pappleworthwon’tbelong。”

Andthethinyoungmanstalkedawaywithlong,busystrides,overthehollowwoodenfloor。

AfteraminuteortwoPaulwentdownandstoodinthedoor,oftheglassoffice。Theoldclerkinthesmoking-caplooked,downovertherimofhisspectacles。

“Good-morning,“hesaid,kindlyandimpressively。”Youwant,thelettersfortheSpiraldepartment,Thomas?”

Paulresentedbeingcalled“Thomas“。Buthetooktheletters,andreturnedtohisdarkplace,wherethecountermadeanangle,wherethegreatparcel-rackcametoanend,andwherethere,werethreedoorsinthecorner。Hesatonahighstoolandread,theletters——thosewhosehandwritingwasnottoodifficult。

Theyranasfollows:

“Willyoupleasesendmeatonceapairoflady’ssilkspiral,thigh-hose,withoutfeet,suchasIhadfromyoulastyear;

length,thightoknee,etc。”,Or,“MajorChamberlainwishes,torepeathispreviousorderforasilknon-elasticsuspensorybandage。”

Manyoftheseletters,someoftheminFrenchorNorwegian,wereagreatpuzzletotheboy。Hesatonhisstoolnervouslyawaiting,thearrivalofhis“boss“。Hesufferedtorturesofshynesswhen,athalf-pasteight,thefactorygirlsforupstairstroopedpasthim。

Mr。Papplewortharrived,chewingachlorodynegum,atabout,twentytonine,whenalltheothermenwereatwork。Hewasathin,sallowmanwitharednose,quick,staccato,andsmartlybut,stifflydressed。Hewasaboutthirty-sixyearsold。Therewas,somethingrather“doggy“rathersmart,rather’cuteandshrewd,andsomethingwarm,andsomethingslightlycontemptibleabouthim。

“Youmynewlad?”hesaid。

Paulstoodupandsaidhewas。

“Fetchedtheletters?”

Mr。Pappleworthgaveachewtohisgum。

“Yes。”

“Copied’em?”

“No。”

“Well,comeonthen,let’slookslippy。Changedyourcoat?”

“No。”

“Youwanttobringanoldcoatandleaveithere。”,Hepronounced,thelastwordswiththechlorodynegumbetweenhissideteeth。

Hevanishedintothedarknessbehindthegreatparcel-rack,reappearedcoatless,turningupasmartstripedshirt-cuffover,athinandhairyarm。Thenheslippedintohiscoat。Paulnoticed,howthinhewas,andthathistrouserswereinfoldsbehind。

Heseizedastool,draggeditbesidetheboy’s,andsatdown。

“Sitdown,“hesaid。

Paultookaseat。

Mr。Pappleworthwasveryclosetohim。Themanseized,theletters,snatchedalongentry-bookoutofarackinfront,ofhim,flungitopen,seizedapen,andsaid:

“Nowlookhere。Youwanttocopytheselettersinhere。”

Hesniffedtwice,gaveaquickchewathisgum,staredfixedlyat,aletter,thenwentverystillandabsorbed,andwrotetheentryrapidly,inabeautifulflourishinghand。HeglancedquicklyatPaul。

“Seethat?”

“Yes。”

“Thinkyoucandoitallright?”

“Yes。”

“Allrightthen,let’sseeyou。”

Hesprangoffhisstool。Paultookapen。Mr。Pappleworth,disappeared。Paulratherlikedcopyingtheletters,buthewroteslowly,laboriously,andexceedinglybadly。Hewasdoingthefourthletter,andfeelingquitebusyandhappy,whenMr。Pappleworthreappeared。

“Nowthen,how’r’yergettingon?,Done’em?”

Heleanedovertheboy’sshoulder,chewing,andsmelling,ofchlorodyne。

“Strikemybob,lad,butyou’reabeautifulwriter!”

heexclaimedsatirically。”Ne’ermind,howmanyh’yerdone?

Onlythree!,I’d’aeaten’em。Geton,mylad,an’putnumbers,on’em。Here,look!,Geton!”

Paulgroundawayattheletters,whilstMr。Pappleworthfussed,overvariousjobs。Suddenlytheboystartedasashrillwhistle,soundednearhisear。Mr。Pappleworthcame,tookaplugoutofapipe,andsaid,inanamazinglycrossandbossyvoice:

“Yes?”

Paulheardafaintvoice,likeawoman’s,outofthemouthof,thetube。Hegazedinwonder,neverhavingseenaspeaking-tubebefore。

“Well,“saidMr。Pappleworthdisagreeablyintothetube,“you’dbettergetsomeofyourbackworkdone,then。”

Againthewoman’stinyvoicewasheard,soundingprettyandcross。

“I’venottimetostandherewhileyoutalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,andhepushedtheplugintothetube。

“Come,mylad,“hesaidimploringlytoPaul,“there’sPolly,cryingoutforthemorders。Can’tyoubuckupabit?,Here,comeout!”

Hetookthebook,toPaul’simmensechagrin,andbegan,thecopyinghimself。Heworkedquicklyandwell。Thisdone,heseizedsomestripsoflongyellowpaper,aboutthreeincheswide,andmadeouttheday’sordersforthework-girls。

“You’dbetterwatchme,“hesaidtoPaul,workingallthe,whilerapidly。Paulwatchedtheweirdlittledrawingsoflegs,andthighs,andankles,withthestrokesacrossandthenumbers,andthefewbriefdirectionswhichhischiefmadeupontheyellowpaper。

ThenMr。Pappleworthfinishedandjumpedup。

“Comeonwithme,“hesaid,andtheyellowpapersflying,inhishands,hedashedthroughadooranddownsomestairs,intothebasementwherethegaswasburning。Theycrossedthecold,dampstoreroom,thenalong,drearyroomwithalongtableontrestles,intoasmaller,cosyapartment,notveryhigh,whichhadbeen,builtontothemainbuilding。Inthisroomasmallwomanwith,aredsergeblouse,andherblackhairdoneontopofherhead,waswaitinglikeaproudlittlebantam。

“Herey’are!”saidPappleworth。

“Ithinkitis’hereyouare’!”exclaimedPolly。”Thegirls,havebeenherenearlyhalfanhourwaiting。Justthinkofthe,timewasted!”

“YOUthinkofgettingyourworkdoneandnottalkingsomuch,“

saidMr。Pappleworth。”Youcouldha’beenfinishingoff。”

“YouknowquitewellwefinishedeverythingoffonSaturday!”

criedPony,flyingathim,herdarkeyesflashing。

“Tu-tu-tu-tu-terterter!”hemocked。”Here’syournewlad。

Don’truinhimasyoudidthelast。”

“Aswedidthelast!”repeatedPolly。”Yes,WEdoalot,ofruining,wedo。Myword,aladwouldTAKEsomeruiningafter,he’dbeenwithyou。”

“It’stimeforworknow,notfortalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,severelyandcoldly。

“Itwastimeforworksometimeback,“saidPolly,marchingaway,withherheadintheair。Shewasanerectlittlebodyofforty。

Inthatroomweretworoundspiralmachinesonthebenchunder,thewindow。Throughtheinnerdoorwaywasanotherlongerroom,withsixmoremachines。Alittlegroupofgirls,nicelydressed,inwhiteaprons,stoodtalkingtogether。

“Haveyounothingelsetodobuttalk?”saidMr。Pappleworth。

“Onlywaitforyou,“saidonehandsomegirl,laughing。

“Well,geton,geton,“hesaid。”Comeon,mylad。

You’llknowyourroaddownhereagain。”

AndPaulranupstairsafterhischief。Hewasgivensome,checkingandinvoicingtodo。Hestoodatthedesk,labouringinhis,execrablehandwriting。PresentlyMr。Jordancamestruttingdownfrom,theglassofficeandstoodbehindhim,totheboy’sgreatdiscomfort。

Suddenlyaredandfatfingerwasthrustontheformhewasfillingin。

“MR。J。A。Bates,Esquire!”exclaimedthecrossvoicejust,behindhisear。

Paullookedat“Mr。J。A。Bates,Esquire“inhisownvilewriting,andwonderedwhatwasthematternow。

“Didn’ttheyteachyouanybetterTHANthatwhiletheywereatit?

Ifyouput’Mr。’youdon’tputEsquire’-amancan’tbebothatonce。”

Theboyregrettedhistoo-muchgenerosityindisposing,ofhonours,hesitated,andwithtremblingfingers,scratchedout,the“Mr。”ThenallatonceMr。Jordansnatchedawaytheinvoice。

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