第3章
CHAPTERXII。
CHARITY。
Knowledgeblowethup,butcharitybuildethup。
LORDBACON"Srenderingof1Cor。viii。I。
Thingswentonasusualforafewdays,whenHughbegantoencounterasourceofsufferingofaverymaterialandunromantickind,butwhich,nevertheless,hadbeenablebeforenow,namely,atthecommencementofhistutorship,tocausehimaverysufficientdegreeofdistress。Itwasthis;thathehadnoroominwhichhecouldpursuehisstudiesinprivate,withouthavingtoendureamostundesirabledegreeofcold。Insummerthiswasamatteroflittlemoment,fortheuniversemightthenbehissecretchamber;butinaScotchspringorautumn,nottosaywinter,abedroomwithoutafire-place,which,strangetosay,wastheconditionofhis,wasnotastudyinwhichthoughtcouldoperatetomuchsatisfactoryresult。
Indeed,painisafarlesshurtfulenemytothinkingthancold。
Andtohavetofightsuchsufferinganditsbenumbinginfluences,aswellastofollowoutatrainofreasoning,difficultatanytime,andrequiringcloseattention——istoomuchforanymachinewhosethinkingwheelsaredrivenbynervousgear。Sometimes——forhemustmaketheattempt——hecamedowntohismealsquitebluewithcold,ashispupilsremarkedtotheirmother;buttheirobservationneverseemedtosuggesttohermindthenecessityofmakingsomebetterprovisionforthepoortutor。AndHugh,afterthewayinwhichshehadbehavedtohim,wasfartooproudtoaskherafavour,evenifhehadhadhopesofreceivinghisrequest。Heknew,too,that,inthehouse,thelaird,tointerfereinthesmallestdegree,mustimperilfarmorethanhedared。Theprospect,therefore,ofthecomingwinter,inacountrywheretherewasscarcelyanyafternoon,andwherethesnowmightliefeetdeepforweeks,wasnotatallagreeable。Hehad,asIhavesaid,beguntosufferalready,forthemorningsandeveningswerecoldenoughnow,althoughitwasabright,dryOctober。OneeveningJanetremarkedthathehadcaughtcold,forhewas"hostin"sair;"andthisledHughtostatethediscomforthewascondemnedtoexperienceupattheha"house。
“Weel,“saidDavid,aftersomesilentdeliberation,“thatsattles"t;
wemaunsetabootitimmedantly。“
OfcourseHughwasquiteatalosstounderstandwhathemeant,andbeggedhimtoexplain。
“Yesee,“repliedDavid,“wehaeverralittlehoose-roomi"thisbitcot;for,excepthiskitchen,wehaebutthebenwhaurJanetandmesleeps;andsaelastyearIspak"tothelairdtolatmehaemuckletimmerasIwadneedtobigakin"o"alean-totothehouseahin",so"atwemichthaeakin"o"abitparlourlike,orratheraroomie"atonyo"usmichtretiretillforabit,ginwewantedtobeoorlanes。Hehadnaeobjections,honestman。ButsomehoooritherI
neversathan"till"t;butnoothewa"smaunbeupaforethewatweathersetsin。SaeI"sebeatitthemorn,an"maybeye"lllen"
meahan",Mr。Sutherlan",andtak"ootyerwagesinhouse-rooman"
firin"efterit"sdune。“
“Thankyouheartily!”saidHugh;thatwouldbedelightful。Itseemstoogoodtobepossible。ButwillnotwoodenwallsberatherapoorprotectionagainstsuchwintersasIsupposeyouhaveintheseparts?”
“Hootoot,Mr。Sutherlan",yemichtgiemecreditforraithermairrumgumptionnorthatcomestill。TimmerwastheonlythingInot(needed)tospierfor;thelaveliestoonybody"shan"——afewcart-fu"so"sodsfraethehillahintthehoose,an"ahan"fu"ortwao"stanesforthechimlaooto"thequarry——there"seneuchthereforoorturnohnblastitmair;an"we"llsawthewoodoorsels;an"
ginwehadancethewa"sup,wecancarryontheinsideatoorleisur"。That"stheway"attheMakerdoeswi"oorsels;hegie"susthewa"san"thematerial,an"awholelifetime,maybemair,tofurnishthehouse。“
“Capital!”exclaimedHugh。“I"llworklikeahorse,andwe"llbeatitthemorn。“
“I"sebeatitaforedaylicht,an"aneortwao"thelads"lllen"meahan"efterwark-hours;andthere"syersel",Mr。Sutherlan",worthanean"ahalfo"ordinaryworkers;an"we"llhaetruffaneuchforthewa"sinajiffey。I"llmarkafeowsaplin"si"thewudhereatdenner-time,an"we"llhaethemforbauks,an"couples,an"things;
an"there"splentydryeneuchforbeurdsi"theshed,an"bein"butalean-to,there"llbebuthalfwark,yeken。“
Theywentoutdirectly,inthemoonlight,tochoosethespot;andsooncametotheresolutiontobuilditso,thatacertainbackdoor,whichaddedmoretothecoldinwinterthantotheconvenienceinsummer,shouldbetheentrancetothenewchamber。Thechimneywasthechiefdifficulty;butallthematerialsbeingintheimmediateneighbourhood,andDavidcapableofturninghishandstoanything,noobstructionwasfeared。Indeed,hesetaboutthatpartfirst,aswasnecessary;andhadsoonbuiltasmallchimney,chieflyofstonesandlime;while,underhisdirections,thewallsweremakingprogressatthesametime,bythelabourofHughandtwoorthreeoftheyoungmenfromthefarm,whoweremostreadytoobligeDavidwiththeirhelp,althoughtheywerestillratherunfriendlytothecolliginer,astheycalledhim。ButHugh"sfranknesssoonwonthemover,andtheyallformedwithinadayortwoaverycomfortablepartyoflabourers。Theyworkedveryhard;foriftherainshouldsetinbeforetheroofwason,theirlabourwouldbealmostlostfromthesoakingofthewalls。Theybuiltthemofturf,verythick,withaslightslopeontheoutsidetowardstheroof;
beforecommencingwhich,theypartiallycutthewindowsoutofthewalls,puttingwoodacrosstosupportthetop。Ishouldhaveexplainedthattheturfusedinbuildingwastheupperandcoarserpartofthepeat,whichwasplentifulintheneighbourhood。Thethatch-eavesofthecottageitselfprojectedoverthejoiningofthenewroof,soastoprotectitfromthedrip;andDavidsoonputathickthatchofnewstrawuponthelittlebuilding。Second-handwindowswereprocuredatthevillage,andtheholesinthewallscuttotheirsize。Theynextproceededtothesaw-pitontheestate——foralmosteverythingnecessaryforkeepinguptheofficeswasdoneonthefarmitself——wheretheysawedthinplanksofdeal,tofloorandlinetheroom,andmakeitmorecosie。TheseDavidplanedupononeside;andwhentheywerenailedagainstslightpostsallroundthewalls,andthejointsfilledinwithputty,theroombegantolookmostenticinglyhabitable。Theroofhadnotbeenthatchedtwodaysbeforetherainsetin;butnowtheycouldworkquitecomfortablyinside;andasthespacewassmall,andtheforenightswerelong,theyhaditquitefinishedbeforetheendofNovember。Davidboughtanoldtableinthevillage,andoneortwochairs;mendedthemup;madeakindofrusticsofaorsettle;putafewbookshelvesagainstthewall;hadapeatfirelightedontheheartheveryday;andatlength,oneSaturdayevening,theyhadsupperintheroom,andtheplacewasconsecratedhenceforthtofriendshipandlearning。Fromthistime,everyevening,assoonaslessons,andthemealwhichimmediatelyfollowedthem,wereover,Hughbetookhimselftothecottage,ontheshelvesofwhichallhisbooksbydegreescollectedthemselves;andtherespentthewholelongevening,generallytillteno"clock;thefirstpartalonereadingorwriting;thelastincompanywithhispupils,who,diligentasever,nowofcoursemademorerapidprogressthanbefore,inasmuchasthelessonswerebothlongerandmorefrequent。
Theonlydrawbacktotheircomfortwas,thattheyseemedtohaveshutJanetout;butshesoonremediedthis,bycontrivingtogetthroughwithherhouseworkearlierthanshehadeverdonebefore;
and,takingherplaceonthesettlebehindthem,knittedawaydiligentlyatherstocking,which,toinexperiencedeyes,seemedalwaysthesame,andalwaysinthesamestateofprogress,notwithstandingthatsheprovidedthehoseofthewholefamily,blueandgrey,ribbedandplain。Heroccasionalwithdrawings,toobservetheprogressofthesupper,wereonlyacheerfulbreakinthecontinuityoflabour。Littlewouldthepasser-byimaginethatbeneaththatroof,whichseemedworthyonlyofthenameofashed,theresat,inasnuglittlehomelyroom,suchayouthasHugh,suchagirlasMargaret,suchagrandpeasantkingasDavid,andsuchatrue-heartedmothertothemallasJanet。Therewerenopicturesandnomusic;forMargaretkepthersongsforsolitaryplaces;butthesoundofversewasoftenthelivingwindwhichseta-wavingthetopsofthetreesofknowledge,fastgrowinginthesunlightofTruth。Thethatchofthatshed-roofwaslikethegrizzledhairofDavid,beneathwhichlaythetemplenotonlyofholybutofwiseandpoeticthought。Itwaslikethesylvanabodeofthegods,wherethearchitectureandmusicarealloftheirownmaking,intheirkindthemorebeautiful,themoresimpleandrude;andifmoredoubtfulintheirintent,andlesspreciseintheirfinish,yetthereinthefulleroflifeanditsgrace,andthemoresuggestiveofdeeperharmonies。
CHAPTERXIII。
HERALDRY。
Andlikehisfatheroffaceandofstature,Andfalseoflove——itcamehimofnature;
AsdoththefoxRenard,thefox"sson;
Ofkinde,hecoudhisoldfather"swone,Withoutlore,ascanadrakeswim,Whenitiscaught,andcarriedtothebrim。
CHAUCER——LegendofPhillis。
Ofcourse,theyetmorelengthenedabsencesofHughfromthehouseweresubjectsofremarkasatthefirst;butHughhadmadeuphismindnottotroublehimselftheleastaboutthat。ForsometimeMrs。Glasfordtooknonoticeofthemtohimself;butoneevening,justasteawasfinished,andHughwasrisingtogo,herrestraintgaveway,andsheutteredonespitefulspeech,thinkingit,nodoubt,sowittythatitoughttoseethelight。
“Ye"readay-laboureritseems,Mr。Sutherlan",andganghameatnight。“
“Exactlyso,madam,“rejoinedHugh。“Thereisnootherrelationbetweenyouandme,thanthatofworkandwages。Youhavedoneyourbesttoconvincemeofthat,bymakingitimpossibleformetofeelthatthishouseisinanysensemyhome。“
Withthisgrandspeechhelefttheroom,andfromthattimetillthedayofhisfinaldeparturefromTurriepuffit,therewasnotasingleallusionmadetothesubject。
Hesoonreachedthecottage。Whenheenteredthenewroom,whichwasalwayscalledMr。Sutherland"sstudy,themutewelcomeaffordedhimbythesignsofexpectation,intheglowofthewaitingfire,andtheoutspreadarmsoftheelbow-chair,whichwasnowcalledhis,aswellastheroom,madeampleamendstohimfortheunfriendlinessofMrs。Glasford。Goingtotheshelvestofindthebookshewanted,hesawthattheyhadbeencarefullyarrangedononeshelf,andthattheotherswereoccupiedwithbooksbelongingtothehouse。Helookedatafewofthem。Theywerealmostalloldbooks,andsuchasmaybefoundinmanyScotchcottages;forinstance,Boston"sFourfoldState,inwhichthewaysofGodandmanmaybeseenthroughafourfoldfog;Erskine"sDivineSonnets,whichwillrepaythereaderinlaughterforthepainitcostshisreverence,producingmuchthesameeffectthataGothiccathedralmight,reproducedbythepencilandfromtheremembranceofaChineseartist,whohadseenitonce;DrelincourtonDeath,withthefamousghost-hoaxofDeFoe,tohelpthebooksellertothesaleoftheunsaleable;theScotsWorthies,openingofitselfatthememoirofMr。AlexanderPeden;
thePilgrim"sProgress,thatwonderfulinspiration,failingneversavewhenthetheologianwouldsometimessnatchthepenfromthehandofthepoet;TheronandAspasio;VillageDialogues;andothersofalikeclass。TothesemustbeaddedarareeditionofBlindHarry。ItwascleartoHugh,unableashewasfullytoappreciatethewisdomofDavid,thatitwasnotfromsuchbooksasthesethathehadgatheredit;yetsuchbooksastheseformedallhisstore。
Heturnedfromthem,foundhisown,andsatdowntoread。ByandbyDavidcamein。
“I"mowersune,Idoubt,Mr。Sutherlan"。I"mdisturbin"ye。“
“Notatall,“answeredHugh。“Besides,Iamnotmuchinareadingmoodthisevening:Mrs。Glasfordhasbeenannoyingmeagain。“
“Poorbody!What"sshebeensayin"noo?”
ThinkingtoamuseDavid,Hughrecountedtheshortpassagebetweenthemrecordedabove。David,however,listenedwithaverydifferentexpressionofcountenancefromwhatHughhadanticipated;and,whenhehadfinished,tookuptheconversationinakindofapologetictone。
“Weel,butyesee,“saidhe,foldinghispalmstogether,“shehasna"
jisthada"thegitherfairplay。Shedoesnacomeo"aguidbreed。
Man,it"safinethingtocomeo"aguidbreed。Theyhaeahantletoanswerfor"atcomeo"decentforbears。“
“Ithoughtshebroughtthelairdagoodproperty,“saidHugh,notquiteunderstandingDavid。
“Ow,ay,shebrochthimgowpenfu"so"siller;buthoowas"tgotten?
An"yekenit"snoriches"at"illmak"aguidbreed——"cep"itbeo"maggots。Therichercheesethemairmaggots,yeken。Yemaunnaspeyko"this;butthemistress"sfatherwasweelkenttohaemadehissillerbyfardinsandbawbees,increepin",craftyways。Hewasabitmerchan"inAberdeen,an"ayekeepithisthoomweelahintthepeinto"theellwan",sae"athemadeaninchortwaupo"ilkayardhesauld。Saehetookfraehissoul,andpatintillhissiller-bag,an"hadlittletogiehisdochterbutaguidtocher。Mr。
Sutherlan",it"safinethingtocomeo"dacentfowk。Noo,toluikatyersel":Ikennaethingabootyerfamily;butyeseemateesichttocomeo"aguidbreedforthebodilyparto"ye。That"sasma"
matter;butfraewhatIha"eseen——an"ItrustinGodI"mno"
mista"en——yecomeo"therichtbreedforthemin"asweel。I"mnoflatterin"ye,Mr。Sutherlan";butjistlayin"itupo"ye,"atginyehadanhonestfatherandgran"father,an"especiallyaguidmither,yehaeaheaptoanswerfor;an"yeoughtnevertobehardupo"them"at"ssma"creepin"creatures,fortheycannahelpitsaeweelasthelikeo"youandmecan。“
Davidwasnotgiventoboasting。Hughhadneverheardanythingsuggestingitfromhislipsbefore。Heturnedfullroundandlookedathim。Onhisfacelayasolemnquiet,eitherfromafeelingofhisownresponsibility,orasenseoftheexcusethatmustbemadeforothers。WhathehadsaidaboutthesignsofbreedinHugh"sexterior,certainlyappliedtohimselfaswell。Hiscarriagewasfullofdignity,andacertainrusticrefinement;hisvoicewaswonderfullygentle,butdeep;andslowestwhenmostimpassioned。Heseemedtohavecomeofsomegiganticantediluvianbreed:therewassomethingoftheTitanslumberingabouthim。Hewouldhavebeenasternman,butforanunusualamountofreverencethatseemedtooverfloodthesternness,andchangeitintostronglove。Noonehadeverseenhimthoroughlyangry;hissimpledispleasurewithanyofthelabourers,thequalityofwhoseworkwasdeficient,wouldgofurtherthanthelaird"soaths。
HughsatlookingatDavid,whosupportedthelookwiththatperfectcalmnessthatcomesofunconscioussimplicity。AtlengthHugh"seyesankbeforeDavid"s,ashesaid:
“IwishIhadknownyourfather,then,David。“
“MyfatherwassicaaneasItauldyetheitherday,Mr。
Sutherlan"。I"ma"richtthere。Apuir,semple,God-fearin"
shepherd,"atnevergaehisdoganill-deservedword,nortooktheskino"onypuirlammie,wha"swoo"hewasclippin",atweentheshears。Hewasweelworthyo"thegrave"athewantillatlast。
An"mymitherwasjistsiclike,wi"aiblinsraithermairheidnormyfather。They"reherbeuksmaistlyupo"theskelfthereabuneyerain,Mr。Sutherlan"。Ihonourthemforhersake,thoughIseldomtroublethemmysel"。Shegaemeakin"o"ascunneratthem,honestwoman,wi"garrin"mereadatthemo"Sundays,tilltheynearscomfishta"theguid"atwasinmebynater。There"sdoctrineforye,Mr。Sutherlan"!”addedDavid,withaqueerlaugh。
“Ithoughttheycouldhardlybeyourbooks,“saidHugh。
“ButIhaeaeoddbeuk,an"thatbringsmeupo"mypedigree,Mr。
Sutherlan";forthepuirestmanhasaslangapedigreeasthegreatest,onlyhekenslessabootit,that"sa"。An"Iwat,foryerlordsandladies,it"snoa"totheircredit"at"stauldo"theirhither-come;an"that"sa"againstthebreed,yeken。Awilfu"sininthefathermaybeasinfu"weaknessi"theson;an"that"swhatI
ca"nofairplay。“
Sosaying,Davidwenttohisbedroom,whencehereturnedwithaveryold-lookingbook,whichhelaidonthetablebeforeHugh。Heopenedit,andsawthatitwasavolumeofJacobB渉men,intheoriginallanguage。Hefoundoutafterwards,uponfurtherinquiry,thatitwasinfactacopyofthefirsteditionofhisfirstwork,TheAurora,printedin1612。Onthetitle-pagewaswrittenaname,eitherinGermanoroldEnglishcharacter,hewasnotsurewhich;
buthewasabletoreadit——MartinElginbrodde。David,havinggivenhimtimetoseeallthis,wenton:
“ThatbuikhasbeeninoorfamilyfarlangernorIken。IneednasayIcannareadawordo"t,norIneverheardo"ane"atcould。
ButIcannahelptellin"yeacuriousthing,Mr。Sutherlan",inconnexionwi"thenameonthatbuik:there"sagravestane,averraauldane——hooauldIcannaweelmak"out,thoughIgaedends-errandtoAberdeentosee"t——an"thenameupo"thatgravestaneisMartinElginbrod,butmadementiono"inastrangefashion;an"I"mnosurea"thegitheraboothooye"lltak"it,foritsoun"sratherfearsomeatfirsthearin"o"t。Butye"sehae"tasIreadit:
“"HerelieI,MartinElginbrodde:
Haemercyo"mysoul,LordGod;
AsIwaddo,wereILordGod,AndyewereMartinElginbrodde。"“
CertainlyHughcouldnothelpaslightshudderatwhatseemedtohimtheirreverenceoftheepitaph,ifindeeditwasnotdeservingofaworseepithet。Buthemadenoremark;and,afteramoment"spause,Davidresumed:
“Iwasuncoill-pleasedwi"tatthefirst,asyemaysuppose,Mr。
Sutherlan";but,afterawhile,Ibegude(began)an"gaedthroughtwaorthreebitso"reasonin"sabootit,inthisway:Bythenatur"
o"t,thismaunbetheman"sainmakin",thisepitaph;fornoitherbodycudha"dune"t;andhehadleftitin"swilltobepittenupo"
thedeid-stane,naedoot:I"thecontemplationo"deith,amanwadnobelik"lytodesiretheperpetuationo"ablasphemyupo"atableo"stone,tostan"againsthimforcenturiesi"thefaceo"Godan"
man:thereforeitcudnaha"bornetheluiktohimo"thepresumptuouswordo"aproudmanevenin"himsel"wi"theAlmichty。
Saewhatwas"t,then,"atmadehimmak"it?Itseemstome——thoughIconfess,Mr。Sutherlan",Imaybeledastraybythenateraldesire"atamanhastothinkweelo"hisainforbears——for"athewasaforbearo"myain,Icannaweeldoot,thenamebein"bynomeansacommonane,inScotlandonyway——I"msayin",itseemstome,thatit"sjistadarin"way,maybeachildlikeway,o"judgin",asJobmichtha"dune,"theLordbyhimsel";"an"sayin","atginhe,MartinElginbrod,wadhaemercy,surelytheLordwasnotlessmercifu"thanhewas。Theoffspringo"theMostHighwas,asitwere,awareo"thesamespiriti"thefathero"him,asmuvedinhimsel"。Hefelt"atthemercyinhimsel"wasaneo"thebestthings;an"hecudnathink"attherewadbelesso"ti"thefathero"lichts,fraewhomcomethilkaguidan"perfeckgift。An"maybeheremembered"attheSaviourhimsel"said:"BeyeperfectasyourfatherinHeavenisperfect;"andthattheperfectiono"God,asHehadjistpintedootafore,consistedincausin"hisbonnysuntoshineontheevilan"thegood,an"hiscallerraintofa"upo"thejustan"theunjust。“
ItmaywellbedoubtedwhetherDavid"sinterpretationoftheepitaphwasthecorrectone。Itwillappeartomostofmyreaderstobreatheratherofdoubtlightedupbyhope,thanofthatstrongfaithwhichDavidreadinit。Butwhetherfromfamilypartiality,andconsequentunwillingnesstobelievethathisancestorhadbeenamanwho,havingledawild,erring,andevillife,turnedatlasttowardsthemercyofGodashisonlyhope,whichthewordsmightimply;orsimplythathesawthismeaningtobethebest;thiswastheinterpretationwhichDavidhadadopted。
“But,“interposedHugh,“supposinghethoughtallthat,whyshouldhethereforehaveitcarvedonhistombstone?”
“Ihaethochtabootthattoo,“answeredDavid。“Foraething,abodyhasbutfeowwayso"sayin"hissaytohisbrithermen。RobbieBurnscuddo"tinsangeftersang;butmaybethisepitaphwasa"thatauldMartinwasabletomak"。Hemichtnahaehadthegifto"utterance。
Buttheremaybemairin"tnorthat。Gintheclergyo"thaetimeswarnaageyhantlemairenlichtenednorafowtho"theclergyhereabouts,hewadhaeheardaheapabootthegloryo"God,asthething"atGodhimsel"wasmaistanxiousabootuphaudin",jistlikeaproodcreatero"aking;an"thathewadmak"men,an"feedthem,an"cleedthem,an"giethembrawwivesan"toddlin"bairnies,an"
synedamnthem,a"for"sainglory。Maybeyewadnagetmonyo"them"atwadspeyksaefair-ootnoo-a-days,fortheygangwi"thetidejistlikethelave;buti"myauldminny"sbuiks,Ihaereadjiltasmuckleasthat,an"waurtoo。Monyane"atspaklikethat,hadnaedootaguidmeanin"in"t;but,hechman!it"sanawesomedeevilichwayo"sayin"aholything。Noo,whatbettercouldpuirauldMartindo,seein"hehadnoaewordtosayi"thekirka"hislifelang,norjistsayhisaeword,aspithilyasmightbe,i"thekirkyard,efterhewasdeid;an"oweran"oweragain,wi"atongueo"stane,letthemtak"itorlatitalane"atlikit?That"sa"mydefenceo"myauldluckie-daddy——Heavenresthisbraveauldsoul!”
“Butarewenotindanger,“saidHugh,“ofthinkingtoolightlyandfamiliarlyoftheMaker,whenweproceedtojudgehimsobyourselves?”
“Mr。Sutherlan",“repliedDavid,verysolemnly,“IdinnathenkIcanbeinmuckledangero"lichtlyin"him,whanIkeninmyainsel",asweelasshe"atwashealedo"herplague,"atIwadbeahorsei"
thatpleuch,orapiginthatstye,notmerelyifitwashiswill——forwhacanstan"againstthat——butifitwasforhisglory;
ay,an"comfortmysel",a"thetimethechangewaspassin"upo"me,wi"thethochtthat,efteran"a",hisblessedhan"smadethepigstoo。“
“But,amomentago,David,youseemedtometobemakingratherlittleofhisglory。“
“O"hisglory,astheyconsiderglory——ay;efterawarldlyfashionthat"snobetternorpride,an"inhimwouldonlybeagreaterpride。Buthisglory!consistin"inhistrowthan"
lovin"kindness——(man!that"sabonnyword)——an"grandself-forgettin"devotiontohiscreaters——lord!man,it"sunspeakable。Icarelittleforhisgloryeither,ginbythatyemeanthepraiseo"men。Aheapo"theanxietyforthespreado"hisglory,seemstometobebutadesireforthesempathyo"itherfowk。There"snofearbutmen"llpraisehim,a"inguidtime——thatis,whantheycan。But,Mr。Sutherlan",forthegloryo"God,raitherthan,ifitwerepossible,onejotoronetittleshouldfailofhisentireperfectionofholybeauty,IcallGodtowitness,I
wouldgladlygotohellitsel";fornoevilworththefullnamecanbefalltheearthoronycreaterin"t,aslongasGodiswhatheis。
Forthegloryo"God,Mr。Sutherlan",Iwaddiethedeith。Forthewillo"God,I"mreadyforonythinghelikes。Icannasurelybeinmuckledangero"lichtlyin"him。IgloryinmyGod。“
ThealmostpassionateearnestnesswithwhichDavidspoke,wouldalonehavemadeitimpossibleforHughtoreplyatonce。Afterafewmoments,however,heventuredtoaskthequestion:
“WouldyoudonothingthatotherpeopleshouldknowGod,then,David?”
“Onything"athelikes。ButIwouldtak"tento"interferin"。He"satithimsel"fraemornin"tonicht,fraeyear"sen"toyear"sen"。“
“ButyouseemtometomakeoutthatGodisnothingbutlove!”
“Ay,naethingbutlove。Whatforno?”
“Becausewearetoldheisjust。“
“Wouldhebelangjustifhedidnalo"eus?”
“Butdoeshenotpunishsin?”
“Woulditbeonykin"nessnotopunishsin?Notousa"meanstopitawa"theaeillthingfraeus?Whatevermaybemeantbytheplaceo"meesery,depen"upo"t,Mr。Sutherlan",it"sonlyanitherformo"love,loveshinin"throughthefogso"ill,an"saegartleuksomethingverradifferentthereby。Man,raithernorseemyMaggy——an"ye"llnodoot"atIlo"eher——raithernorseemyMaggydoanillthing,I"dseeherlyin"deidatmyfeet。Butsupposin"theillthingancedune,it"snoatmyfeetIwadlayher,butupo"myheart,wi"myauldarmsaboother,tohandthefurtherillaffo"
her。An"shallmortalmanbemorejustthanGod?ShallamanbemorepurethanhisMaker?OmyGod!myGod!”
TheentranceofMargaretwouldhavepreventedtheprosecutionofthisconversation,evenifithadnotalreadydrawntoanaturalclose。NotthatDavidwouldnothavetalkedthusbeforehisdaughter,butsimplythatminds,likeinstruments,needtobebroughtuptothesamepitch,beforetheycan“atonetogether,“andthatonefeelsthisinstinctivelyontheentranceofanotherwhohasnotgonethroughthesameimmediateprocessofgradualelevationoftone。
Theirbooksandslatesweregotout,andtheysatdowntotheirwork;butHughcouldnothelpobservingthatDavid,inthemidstofhislinesandanglesandalgebraiccomputations,would,everynowandthen,glanceupatMargaret,withalookoftendernessinhisfaceyetdeeperandmoredelicateinitsexpressionthanordinary。
Margaretwas,however,quiteunconsciousofit,pursuingherworkwithherordinaryevendiligence。ButJanetobservedit。
“Whatailsthebairn,Dawvid,"atyeleukatherthatget?saidshe。
“Naethingailsher,woman。Doyeneverleukatabodybutwhensomethingailsthem?”
“Ow,ay——butnothatget。“
“Weel,maybeIwasthinkin"hooIwadleukatherginonythingdidailher。“
“Hoot!hoot!dinnafurthertheillhitherbymakin"abiendoonsittin"an"abedfor"t。“
AllDavid"sanswertothiswasoneofhisownsmiles。
Atsupper,forithappenedtobeSaturday,Hughsaid:
“I"vebeenbusy,betweenwhiles,inventing,orperhapsdiscovering,anetymologicalpedigreeforyou,David!”
“Weel,lat"shear"t,“saidDavid。
“First——doyouknowthatthatvolumewithyourancestor"snameonit,waswrittenbyanoldGermanshoemaker,perhapsonlyacobbler,foranythingIknow?”
“Iknownothingabootit,moreorless,“answeredDavid。
“Hewasawonderfulman。Somepeoplethinkhewasalmostinspired。“
“Maybe,maybe,“wasallDavid"sdoubtfulresponse。
“Atallevents,thoughIknownothingaboutitmyself,hemusthavewrittenwonderfullyforacobbler。“
“Formypairt,“repliedDavid,“ifIseenowonderintheman,Icanseebutlittleinthecobbler。Whatforshouldnaacobblerwritewonnerfully,asweelasanither?It"satrade"atfurthersmeditation。Mygrandfatherwasacobbler,asyeca"t;an"theysayhewasnofuleinhisainwayeither。“
“Thenitdoesgointhefamily!”criedHugh,triumphantly。
“Iwasindoubtatfirstwhetheryournamereferredtothebreadthofyourshoulders,David,astransmittedfromsomeancientsire,whosebackwasanEllwand-broad;forthegmightcomefromaworv,foranythingIknowtothecontrary。Butitwouldhavebeenbraidinthatcase。And,now,IamquiteconvincedthatthatMartinorhisfatherwasaGerman,afriendofoldJacobB渉men,whogavehimthebookhimself,andwasbesidesofthesamecraft;andhecomingtothiscountrywithanamehardtobepronounced,theyfoundaresemblanceinthesoundofittohisoccupation;andsograduallycorruptedhisname,tothemuncouth,intoElsynbrod,Elshinbrod,thenceElginbrod,withasoftg,andlastlyElginbrod,asyoupronounceitnow,withahardg。Thisname,turnedfromScotchintoEnglish,wouldthenbesimplyMartinAwlbore。Thecobblerisinthefamily,David,descendedfromJacobB渉menhimself,bythemother"sside。“
Thisheraldicblazonamusedthemallverymuch,andDavidexpressedhisentireconcurrencewithit,declaringittobeincontrovertible。
Margaretlaughedheartily。
Besidesitsownbeauty,twothingsmadeMargaret"slaughofsomeconsequence;onewas,thatitwasveryrare;andtheother,thatitrevealedhertworegularrowsofdaintywhiteteeth,suitingwelltothewholebuildofthemaiden。Shewasgracefulandrathertall,withaheadwhich,butforitssmallness,mighthaveseemedtooheavyfortheneckthatsupportedit,soreadyitalwayswastodrooplikeasnowdrop。TheonlypartsaboutherwhichHughdisliked,wereherhandsandfeet。Theformercertainlyhadbeenreddenedandroughenedbyhouseholdwork:buttheywerewellformednotwithstanding。Thelatterhehadneverseen,notwithstandingthebare-foothabitsofScotchmaidens;forhesawMargaretrarelyexceptintheevenings,andthenshewasdressedtoreceivehim。
Certainly,however,theywereveryfarfromfollowingtheshapeoftheclumsycountryshoes,bywhichhemisjudgedtheirproportions。
Hadheseenthem,ashemighthaveseenthemsomepartofanydayduringthesummer,theirformatleastwouldhavesatisfiedhim。
CHAPTERXIV。
WINTER。
Outofwhosewombcametheice?andthehoaryfrostofheaven,whohathgenderedit?Thewatersarehidaswithastone,andthefaceofthedeepisfrozen。
Hegivethsnowlikewool;hescattereththehoarfrostlikeashes。
JOBxxxviii。29,30;PSALMcxlvii。16。
Winterwasfairlycomeatlast。Ablackfrosthadboundtheearthformanydays;andatlengthapeculiarsensation,almostasmellofsnowintheair,indicatedanapproachingstorm。Thesnowfellatfirstinafewlargeunwillingflakes,thatflutteredslowlyandheavilytotheearth,wheretheylaylikethefoundationofthesuperstructurethatwasabouttofollow。Fasterandfastertheyfell——wonderfulmultitudesofdelicatecrystals,adheringinshapesofbeautywhichoutviedallthatjewellercouldinventorexecuteofethereal,starryforms,structuresofevanescentyetprodigalloveliness——tillthewholeairwasobscuredbythem,andnightcameon,hastenedbyanhour,fromthegatheringoftheirwhitedarkness。
Inthemorning,allthelandscapewastransfigured。Thesnowhadceasedtofall;butthewholeearth,houses,fields,andfences,pondsandstreams,werechangedtowhiteness。Butmostwonderfullookedthetrees——everyboughandeverytwigthickened,andbentearthwardwithitsownindividualloadofthefairyghost-birds。
Eachretainedthesemblanceofitsownform,wonderfully,magicallyalteredbyitsthickgarmentofradiantwhiteness,shininggloriouslyinthesunlight。Itwastheshroudofdeadnature;butashroudthatseemedtoprefigurealovelyresurrection;fortheverydeath-robewasunspeakably,witchinglybeautiful。Againatnightthesnowfell;andagainandagain,withinterveningdaysofbrightsunshine。Everymorning,thefirstfreshfootprintswereanewwondertothelivingcreatures,theyoung-heartedamongstthematleast,wholivedandmovedinthisdeath-world,thissepulchralplanet,buriedintheshiningairbeforetheeyesofitssister-starsintheblue,deathlessheavens。Pathshadtobeclearedineverydirectiontowardstheout-houses,andagainclearedeverymorning;tillatlastthewallsofsolidrainstoodhigherthantheheadoflittleJohnnie,ashewasstillcalled,thoughhewastwelveyearsold。Itwasagreatdelighttohimtowanderthroughthesnow-avenuesineverydirection;andgreatfunitwas,bothtohimandhisbrother,whentheyweretiredofsnowballingeachotherandeverylivingthingabouttheplaceexcepttheirparentsandtutor,tohollowoutmysteriouscavesandvaultedpassages。Sometimestheywouldcarrythesepassagesonfromonepathtowithinaninchortwoofanother,andtherelieinwaittillsomepasser-by,unweetingofharm,wasjustoppositetheirlurkingcave;whentheywoulddashthroughthesolidwallofsnowwithahideousyell,almostendangeringthewitsofthemaids,andcausingarecoilandstartledejaculationevenofthestrongmanonwhomtheychancedtotrytheirpowersofalarm。Hughhimselfwasoncegladtocovertheconfusionofhisownfrightwiththeheartyfitoflaughterintowhichtheperturbationoftheboys,upondiscoveringwhomtheyhadstartled,threwhim。Itwasrarefuntothem;butnottothewomenaboutthehouse,whomovedfromplacetoplaceinastateofchronicalarm,scaredbythefearofbeingscared;tilloneofthemgoingintohysterics,realorpretended,itwasfoundnecessarytoputastoptothepractice;not,however,beforeMargarethadhadhershareofthejest。Hughhappenedtobelookingoutofhiswindowatthemoment——watchingher,indeed,asshepassedtowardsthekitchenwithsomemessagefromhermother;whenanindescribablemonster,achaoticmassoflegsandsnow,burst,asifoutoftheearth,uponher。Sheturnedpaleasthesnowaroundher(andHughhadneverobservedbeforehowdarkhereyeswere),asshesprangbackwiththegraceofastartleddeer。Sheutterednocry,however,perceivinginamomentwhoitwas,gaveatroubledlittlesmile,andpassedonherwayasifnothinghadhappened。Hughwasnotsorrywhenmaternalorderswereissuedagainstthepracticaljoke。Theboysdidnotrespecttheirmotherverymuch,buttheydarednotdisobeyher,whenshespokeinacertaintone。
TherewasnopathwaycuttoDavid"scottage;andnotracktrodden,exceptwhatDavid,comingtothehousesometimes,andHughgoingeveryafternoontothecottage,madebetweenthem。Hughoftenwenttothekneesinsnow,butwaswelldriedandwarmedbyJanet"scarewhenhearrived。Shehadalwaysapairofstockingsandslippersreadyforhimatthefire,tobeputonthemomentofhisarrival;
andexchangedagainforhisown,dryandwarm,beforehefootedoncemoretheghostlywaste。Whenneithermoonwasupnorstarswereout,therewasastrangeeerieglimmerfromthesnowthatlightedthewayhome;andhethoughttheremustbemorelightfromitthancouldbeaccountedformerelybythereflectionofeveryparticleoflightthatmightfalluponitfromothersources。
Margaretwasnotkepttothehousebythesnow,evenwhenitwasfalling。Shewentoutasusual——notofcoursewanderingfar,forwalkingwasdifficultnow。Butshewasinlittledangeroflosingherway,forsheknewthecountryaswellasanyone;andalthoughitsfacewasgreatlyalteredbythefillingupofitsfeatures,andtheuniformityofthecolour,yetthosefeatureswerediscernibletoherexperiencedeyethroughthesheetthatcoveredthem。Itwasonlynecessarytowalkonthetopsofdykes,andotherelevatedridges,tokeepclearofthedeepsnow。
Thereweremanypathsbetweenthecottagesandthefarmsintheneighbourhood,inwhichshecouldwalkwithcomparativeeaseandcomfort。Butshepreferredwanderingawaythroughthefieldsandtowardthehills。Sometimesshewouldcomehomelikeacreatureofthesnow,bornofit,andlivinginit;socoveredwasshefromheadtofootwithitsflakes。Davidusedtosmileatherwithpeculiarcomplacencyonsuchoccasions。ItwasevidentthatitpleasedhimsheshouldbetheplaymateofNature。Janetwasnotaltogetherindulgenttothesefreaks,assheconsideredthem,ofMarget——shehadquitegivenupcallingherMeg,“sin"shetooktothebeuksoeident。“Butwhateverhermothermightthinkofit,Margaretwasinthiswaylayingupastorenotonlyofbodilyandmentalhealth,butofresourcesforthoughtandfeeling,ofsecretunderstandingsandcommunionswithNature,andeverythingsimple,andstrong,andpurethroughNature,thanwhichshecouldhaveaccumulatednothingmoreprecious。
Thiskindofweathercontinuedforsometime,tillthepeopledeclaredtheyhadneverknownastormlastsolong“ohneverdevallt,“thatis,withoutintermission。Butthefrostgrewharder;
andthenthesnow,insteadoffallinginlargeadhesiveflakes,fellinsmalldryflakes,ofwhichtheboyscouldmakenosnaw-ba"s。Allthetime,however,therewasnowind;andthisnotbeingasheepcountry,therewaslittleuneasinessorsufferingoccasionedbytheseverityoftheweather,beyondwhatmustbefallthepoorerclassesineverynortherncountryduringthewinter。
Oneday,Davidheardthatapooroldmanofhisacquaintancewasdying,andimmediatelysetouttovisithim,atadistanceoftwoorthreemiles。Hereturnedintheevening,onlyintimeforhisstudies;fortherewasofcourselittleornothingtobedoneatpresentinthewayoflabour。Ashesatdowntothetable,hesaid:
“Ihaeseenawonnerfu"sichtsin"Isawyou,Mr。Sutherlan"。I
gaedtoseeanauldChristian,whasebodyan"brainarenighwornoot。Hewasneveronythingremarkableforintellec,andjisttookwhattheministertellthimfortrue,an"keepittheguido"t;forhishertwasayericht,an"hisfaithahantlestrongerthanmaybeithadonyrichttobe,accordin"tohisainopingans;but,hech!
there"ssomethingfarbetternorhisopingansi"theherto"ilkaGod-fearin"body。WhanIgaedbuttthehoose,hewassittin"in"sauldarm-chairbythesideo"thefire,an"hisfaceluikitdazedlike。Therewasnolichtin"tbutwhatcam"nooan"thanfraealowi"thefire。Thesnawwasdriftin"aweeabootthebitwinnock,an"
hisauldeenwasfixedupo"t;an"a""athesaid,takin"nonoticeo"me,wasjist,"Thebirdiesisflutterin";thebirdiesisflutterin"。"Ispak"tillhim,an"triedtoroosehim,wi"aethingafteranither,bitImichtasweelhaespokentothedoor-cheek,fora"thenoticethathetook。Neverawordhespak",butaye"Thebirdiesisflutterin"。"Atlast,itcam"tomymin""atthebodywasayefu"o"aneo"thepsalmsinparticler;an"saeIjistsaidtillhimatlast:"John,haeyeforgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm?"
"Forgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm!"quo"he;an"hisfacelightedupinamomentfraetheinside:"TheLord"smyshepherd,——an"IhaefollowedHimthrougha"thesmorin"drifto"thewarl",an"he"llbringmetothegreenpasturesan"thestillwaterso"Hissummer-kingdomatthelanglast。Ishallnotwant。An"Ihaewantedfornaething,naething。"Hehadbeenashepherdhimsel"in"syoungdays。Andsoonhegaed,wi"akin"o"apersonalcommentaryonthehaillpsalmfraebeginnin"toen",andsynehejistfellbackintotheauldcroonin"sang,"Thebirdiesisflutterin";thebirdiesisflutterin"。"Thelichtdeedooto"hisface,an"a"thatIcouldsaycouldna"bringbackthelichttohisface,northesensetohistongue。He"llsunebeinabetterwarl"。SaeIwasjistforcedtoleavehim。ButIpromisedhisdochter,puirbody,thatIwouldca"
againan"seehimthemorn"safternoon。It"suncodowiewarkforher;fortheyhaescarceaneeborwithinreacho"them,incaseo"achange;an"therehadhardlybeenacreatur"insideo"theirdoorforaweek。“
Thefollowingafternoon,Davidsetoutaccordingtohispromise。
Beforehisreturn,thewind,whichhadbeenthreateningtowakeallday,hadrisenrapidly,andnowblewasnowstormofitsown。WhenHughopenedthedoortotakehisusualwalktothecottage,justasdarknesswasbeginningtofall,thesighthesawmadehisyoungstrongheartdancewithdelight。Thesnowthatfellmadebutasmallpartofthewild,confusedturmoilanduproaroftheten-foldstorm。Forthewind,ravingoverthesurfaceofthesnow,which,asIhavealreadyexplained,laynearlyaslooseasdrysand,sweptitinthickfiercecloudsalongwithit,tearingitupandcastingitdownagainnoonecouldtellwhere——forthewholeairwasfilledwithdrift,astheycallthesnowwhenthusdriven。Afewhoursofthiswouldalterthefaceofthewholecountry,leavingsomepartsbare,andothersburiedbeneathheapsonheapsofsnow,calledheresnaw-wreaths。Forthewordsnow-wreathsdoesnotmeanthelovelygarlandshunguponeverytreeandbushinitsfeatheryfall;butawfulmoundsofdriftedsnow,thatmaybethesmooth,soft,whitesepulchresofdeadmen,smotheredinthelappingfoldsofthealmostsolidwind。Pathorwaywasnonebeforehim。Hecouldseenothingbutthesurfaceofaseaoffrothandfoam,asitappearedtohim,withthespraytornfromit,whirledinallshapesandcontortions,anddrivenineverydirection;butchiefly,inthemaindirectionofthewind,inlongslopingspiresofmistywhiteness,swiftasarrows,andaskeenuponthefaceofhimwhodaredtoopposethem。
Hughplungedintoitwithawildsenseoflifeandjoy。Inthecourseofhisshortwalk,however,ifwalkitcouldbecalled,whichwasonechainofplungingsandemergings,struggleswiththesnow,andwrestleswiththewind,hefeltthatitneedednotastoutheartonly,butsoundlungsandstronglimbsaswell,tobattlewiththestorm,evenforsuchadistance。Whenhereachedthecottage,hefoundJanetinconsiderableanxiety,notonlyaboutDavid,whohadnotyetreturned,butaboutMargaretaswell,whomshehadnotseenforsometime,andwhomustbeoutsomewhereinthestorm——“thewullhizzie。“Hughsuggestedthatshemighthavegonetomeetherfather。
“TheLordforbid!”ejaculatedJanet。“Theroadliesowerthetapo"
theHalshach,aseerieandbareaplaceaseverwashill-moss,wi"
neverascougorbieldin"t,fraethetaesidetothetither。Thewin"therejistgangscleanwuda"thegither。An"there"smonyawell-eeforbye,thatginyefellintill"t,yewudnevercomeattheboddomo"t。TheLordpreserve"s!Iwis"Dawvidwashame。“
“Howcouldyoulethimgo,Janet?”
“Lathimgang,laddie!It"sastrangtow"atwadhaudorbin"
Dawvid,whanheconsidershebudtogang,an""twereintilladeil"sbyke。ButI"mnothatfearedaboothim。Imaistbelievehe"sunderspecialprotection,ifevermanwasorouchttobe;an"he"snomorefearedatthestorm,norginthesnawwasangels"feathersflauchterin"ooto"theirwingsa"aboothim。ButI"mnoeasyi"mymin"abootMaggy——thewullhizzie!Ginshebemeetin"herfather,an"chancetomisshim,theLordkenswhatmaycomeo"her。“
Hughtriedtocomforther,butallthatcouldbedonewastowaitDavid"sreturn。Thestormseemedtoincreaseratherthanabateitsforce。ThefootprintsHughhadmade,hadallbutvanishedalreadyattheverydoorofthehouse,whichstoodquiteintheshelterofthefir-wood。Astheylookedout,adarkfigureappearedwithinayardortwoofthehouse。
“TheLordgrantitbemybairn!”prayedpoorJanet。ButitwasDavid,andalone。Janetgaveashriek。
“Dawvid,whaur"sMaggie?”
“Ihaenaseenthebairn,“repliedDavid,inrepressedperturbation。
“She"snotheroot,isshe,thenicht?”
“She"snoathame,Dawvid,that"sa""atIken。“
“Whaurgaedshe?”
“TheLordkens。She"ssmooredi"thesnawbythistime。“
“She"si"theLord"shan"s,Janet,besheaneathasnaw-vraith。
Dinnaforgetthat,wuman。Hoolangis"tsin"yemissedher?”
“Anhouran"mair——Idinnakenhoolang。I"mcleandoititwi"
dreid。“
“I"llawa"an"leukforher。JusthaudthehertinhertillIcomeback,Mr。Sutherlan"。“
“Iwon"tbeleftbehind,David。I"mgoingwithyou。“
“Yedinnakenwhatye"resayin",Mr。Sutherlan"。Iwadsunehaetwao"yetoseekinplaceo"ane。“
“Neverheedme;I"mgoingonmyownaccount,comewhatmay。“
“Weel,weel;Idownabidetodiffer。I"mgaeinuptheburn-side;
baudyeowertothefarm,andspierginonybody"sseenher;an"thelads"llbeouttoleukforherinajiffey。Mypuirlassie!”
Thesighthatmusthaveaccompaniedthelastwords,waslostinthewind,astheyvanishedinthedarkness。Janetfellonherkneesinthekitchen,withthedoorwideopen,andthewinddriftinginthepowderysnow,andscatteringitwiththeashesfromthehearthoverthefloor。Apictureofmorethoroughdesolationcanhardlybeimagined。Shesooncametoherself,however;andreflectingthat,ifthelostchildwasfound,theremustbeawarmbedtoreceiveher,elseshemightbeasecondtimelost,sheroseandshutthedoor,andmendedthefire。Itwasasifthedumbattitudeofherprayerwasanswered;forthoughshehadneverspokenoreventhoughtaword,strengthwasrestoredtoherdistractedbrain。Whenshehadmadeeverypreparationshecouldthinkof,shewenttothedooragain,openedit,andlookedout。Itwasaregionofhowlingdarkness,tossedaboutbypalesnow-drifts;outofwhichitseemedscarcemorehopefulthatwelcomefaceswouldemerge,thanthattheyshouldreturntooureyesfromthevastunknowninwhichtheyvanishatlast。Sheclosedthedooroncemore,andknowingnothingelsetobedone,satdownonachair,withherhandsonherknees,andhereyesfixedonthedoor。Theclockwentonwithitsslowswing,tic——tac,tic——tac,anutterlyinhumantime-measurer;butsheheardthesoundofeverysecond,throughthemidstoftheuproarinthefir-trees,whichbenttheirtallheadshissingtotheblast,andswingingaboutintheagonyoftheirstrife。Theminuteswentby,tillanhourwasgone,andtherewasneithersoundnorhearing,butofthestormandtheclock。Stillshesatandstared,hereyesfixedonthedoor-latch。Suddenly,withoutwarningitwaslifted,andthedooropened。Herheartboundedandflutteredlikeastartledbird;butalas!thefirstwordssheheardwere:“Isshenocomeyet?”Itwasherhusband,followedbyseveralofthefarmservants。Hehadmadeacircuittothefarm,andfindingthatHughhadneverbeenthere,hoped,thoughwithtrembling,thatMargarethadalreadyreturnedhome。ThequestionfelluponJanet"sheartlikethesoundoftheearthonthecoffin-lid,andhersilentstarewastheonlyanswerDavidreceived。
Butatthatverymoment,likeadeadmanburstfromthetomb,enteredfrombehindthepartyattheopendoor,silentandwhite,withrigidfeaturesandfixedeyes,Hugh。Hestumbledin,leaningforwardwithlongstrides,anddraggingsomethingbehindhim。Hepushedandstaggeredthroughthemasifhesawnothingbeforehim;
andastheypartedhorror-stricken,theysawthatitwasMargaret,orherdeadbody,thathedraggedafterhim。Hedroppedherathermother"sfeet,andfellhimselfonthefloor,beforetheywereabletogivehimanysupport。David,whowasquitecalm,gotthewhiskybottleout,andtriedtoadministersometoMargaretfirst;butherteethwerefirmlyset,andtoallappearanceshewasdead。OneoftheyoungmensucceededbetterwithHugh,whomatDavid"sdirectiontheytookintothestudy;whileheandJanetgotMargaretundressedandputtobed,withhotbottlesallabouther;forinwarmthlaytheonlyhopeofrestoringher。Aftershehadlainthusforawhile,shegaveasigh;andwhentheyhadsucceededingettinghertoswallowsomewarmmilk,shebegantobreathe,andsoonseemedtobeonlyfastasleep。Afterhalfanhour"srestandwarming,Hughwasabletomoveandspeak。Davidwouldnotallowhimtosaymuch,however,butgothimtobed,sendingwordtothehousethathecouldnotgohomethatnight。HeandJanetsatbythefiresideallnight,listeningtothestormthatstillravedwithout,andthankingGodforbothofthelives。Everyfewminutesatip-toeexcursionwasmadetothebedside,andnowandthentotheotherroom。Boththepatientssleptquietly。TowardsmorningMargaretopenedhereyes,andfaintlycalledhermother;butsoonfellasleeponcemore,anddidnotawakeagaintillnearlynoon。Whensufficientlyrestoredtobeabletospeak,theaccountshegavewas,thatshehadsetouttomeetherfather;butthestormincreasing,shehadthoughtitmoreprudenttoturn。Itgrewinviolence,however,sorapidly,andbeatsodirectlyinherface,thatshewassoonexhaustedwithstruggling,andbenumbedwiththecold。Thelastthingsherememberedwas,dropping,asshethought,intoahole,andfeelingasifsheweregoingtosleepinbed,yetknowingitwasdeath;andthinkinghowmuchsweeteritwasthansleep。Hugh"saccountwasverystrangeanddefective,buthewasneverabletoaddanythingtoit。Hesaidthat,whenherushedoutintothedark,thestormseizedhimlikeafury,beatinghimabouttheheadandfacewithicywings,tillhewasalmoststunned。Hetooktheroadtothefarm,whichlaythroughthefir-wood;buthesoonbecameawarethathehadlosthiswayandmighttrampaboutinthefir-woodtilldaylight,ifhelivedaslong。Then,thinkingofMargaret,helosthispresenceofmind,andrushedwildlyalong。Hethoughthemusthaveknockedhisheadagainstthetrunkofatree,buthecouldnottell;forherememberednothingmorebutthathefoundhimselfdraggingMargaret,withhisarmsroundher,throughthesnow,andnearingthelightinthecottage-window。Whereorhowhehadfoundher,orwhatthelightwasthathewasapproaching,hehadnottheleastidea。HehadonlyavaguenotionthathewasrescuingMargaretfromsomethingdreadful。Margaret,forherpart,hadnorecollectionofreachingthefir-wood,andas,longbeforemorning,alltraceswereobliterated,thefactsremainedamystery。JanetthoughtthatDavidhadsomewonderfulpersuasionaboutit;buthewasneverheardeventospeculateonthesubject。Certainitwas,thatHughhadsavedMargaret"slife。Heseemedquitewellnextday,forhewasofaverypowerfulandenduringframeforhisyears。Sherecoveredmoreslowly,andperhapsneveraltogetherovercametheeffectsofDeath"sembracethatnight。FromthemomentwhenMargaretwasbroughthome,thestormgraduallydiedaway,andbythemorningallwasstill;butmanystarryandmoonlitnightsglimmeredandpassed,beforethatsnowwasmeltedawayfromtheearth;andmanyanightJanetawokefromhersleepwithacry,thinkingsheheardherdaughtermoaning,deepinthesmoothoceanofsnow,andcouldnotfindwhereshelay。
TheoccurrencesofthisdreadfulnightcouldnotlessentheinteresthiscottagefriendsfeltinHugh;andalongwinterpassedwithdailyandlengtheningcommunionbothinstudyandingeneralconversation。Ifearsomeofmyyoungerreaderswillthinkmystoryslow;andsay:“What!aretheynotgoingtofallinlovewitheachotheryet?Wehavebeenexpectingiteversolong。“Ihavetwoanswerstomaketothis。Thefirstis:“Idonotpretendtoknowsomuchaboutloveasyou——excuseme——thinkyoudo;andmustconfess,I
donotknowwhethertheywereinlovewitheachotherornot。“Thesecondis:“ThatIdarenotpretendtounderstandthoroughlysuchasacredmysteryastheheartofMargaret;andIshouldfeelitratherworsethanpresumptuoustotalkasifIdid。EvenHugh"sisknowntomeonlybygleamsoflightthrown,nowandthen,andhereandthere,uponit。“Perhapsthetwoanswersareonlythesameanswerindifferentshapes。
Mrs。Glasford,however,wouldeasilyanswerthequestion,ifananswerisallthatiswanted;forshe,notwithstandingthefactsofthestory,whichshecouldnotfailtohaveheardcorrectlyfromthebestauthority,andnotwithstandingthenatureofthenight,whichmighthaveseemedsufficienttooverthrowherconclusions,uniformlyremarked,asoftenastheirescapewasalludedtoinherhearing,“Latthemtak"itTheyhadnobusinesstobeootabootthegither。“
CHAPTERXV。
TRANSITION。
Tellme,brightboy,tellme,mygoldenlad,Whitherawaysofrolic?Whysoglad?
Whatallthywealthincouncil?allthystate?
Arehuskssodear?troth,"tisamightyrate。
RICHARDCRASHAW。
ThelongScotchwinterpassedbywithoutanyinterruptiontothegrowingfriendship。Butthespringbroughtachange;andHughwasseparatedfromhisfriendssoonerthanhehadanticipated,bymorethansixmonths。Forhismotherwrotetohimingreatdistress,inconsequenceofaclaimmadeuponherforsomedebtwhichhisfatherhadcontracted,veryprobablyforHugh"sownsake。Hughcouldnotbearthatanysuchshouldremainundischarged,orthathisfather"snameshouldnotrestinpeaceaswellashisbodyandsoul。Herequested,therefore,fromthelaird,theamountduetohim,anddespatchedalmostthewholeofitfortheliquidationofthisdebt,sothathewasnowasunprovidedasbeforefortheexpensesofthecomingwinteratAberdeen。But,aboutthesametime,afellow-studentwrotetohimwithnewsofasituationforthesummer,worththreetimesasmuchashispresentone,andtobeprocuredthroughhisfriend"sinterest。Hughhavingengagedhimselftothelairdonlyforthewinter,althoughhehadintendedtostaytillthecommencementofthefollowingsession,feltthat,althoughhewouldmuchratherremainwherehewas,hemustnothesitateamomenttoaccepthisfriend"soffer;andthereforewroteatonce。
Iwillnotattempttodescribetheparting。Itwasveryquiet,butverysolemnandsad。JanetshowedfarmoredistressthanMargaret,forsheweptoutright。ThetearsstoodinDavid"seyes,ashegraspedtheyouth"shandinsilence。Margaretwasverypale;thatwasall。AssoonasHughdisappearedwithherfather,whowasgoingtowalkwithhimtothevillagethroughwhichthecoachpassed,shehurriedaway,andwenttothefir-woodforcomfort。
HughfoundhisnewsituationinPerthshireverydifferentfromthelast。Theheadsofthefamilybeingthemselvesaladyandagentleman,hefoundhimselfagentlemantoo。Hehadmoretodo,buthisworklefthimplentyofleisurenotwithstanding。Agoodportionofhissparetimehedevotedtoverse-making,towhichhefeltagrowingimpulse;andwhatevermayhavebeenthemeritofhiscompositions,theydidhimintellectualgoodatleast,ifitwereonlythroughtheprocessoftheirconstruction。HewrotetoDavidafterhisarrival,tellinghimallabouthisnewsituation;andreceivedinreturnaletterfromMargaret,writtenatherfather"sdictation。Themechanicalpartofletter-writingwasratherlaborioustoDavid;butMargaretwrotewell,inconsequenceofthenumberofpapers,ofonesortandanother,whichshehadwrittenforHugh。Threeorfourlettersmorepassedbetweenthematlengtheningintervals。Thentheyceased——onHugh"ssidefirst;until,whenonthepointofleavingforAberdeen,feelingsomewhatconscience-strickenatnothavingwrittenforsolong,hescribbledanotetoinformthemofhisapproachingdeparture,promisingtoletthemknowhisaddressassoonashefoundhimselfsettled。Willitbebelievedthatthesessionwentbywithouttheredemptionofthispledge?Surelyhecouldnothavefelt,toanyapproximatedegree,theamountofobligationhewasundertohishumblefriends。
Perhaps,indeed,hemayhavethoughtthattheobligationwasprincipallyontheirside;asitwouldhavebeen,ifintellectualassistancecouldoutweighheart-kindness,andspiritualimpulseandenlightenment;for,unconsciouslyinagreatmeasuretohimself,hehadlearnedfromDavidtoregardinanewandmorerealaspect,manyofthosetruthswhichhehadhithertoreceivedastrue,andwhichyethadtillthenproducedinhimnootherthanafeelingofthecommon-placeanduninterestingatthebest。
Besidesthis,andmanycognateadvantages,athousandseedsoftruthmusthavesurelyremainedinhismind,droppedtherefromthesametongueofwisdom,andonlywaitingthefriendlyaidofahardwinter,breakingupthecold,selfishclodsofclay,toshareinthelovelinessofanewspring,andbeperfectedinthebeautyofanewsummer。
Howeverthismayhavebeen,itiscertainthatheforgothisoldfriendsfarmorethanhehimselfcouldhavethoughtitpossibleheshould;for,tomakethebestofit,youthiseasilyattractedandfilledwiththepresentshow,andeasilyforgetsthatwhich,fromdistanceintimeorspace,hasnoshowtoshow。Spendinghiseveningsinthemidstofmerryfaces,andreadytonguesfluentwiththetonesofjollity,ifnotalwaysofwit,whichglidedsometimesintonotooearnestdiscussionofthedifficultsubjectsoccupyingtheirstudenthours;surroundedbythevapoursofwhisky-toddy,andthesmokeofcuttypipes,tillfarintotheshorthours;thenhurryinghome,andlapsingintounrefreshingslumbersoverintendedstudy;orsittingupallnighttopreparethetaskswhichhadbeenneglectedforaballoraneveningwithWilson,thegreatinterpreterofScottishsong——itishardlytobewonderedatthatheshouldlosethefinerconsciousnessofhigherpowersanddeeperfeelings,notfromanybehaviourinitselfwrong,butfromthehurry,noise,andtumultinthestreetsoflife,that,penetratingtoodeepintothehouseoflife,dazedandstupefiedthesilentandlonelywatcherinthechamberofconscience,farapart。Hehadnotimetothinkorfeel。
Thesessiondrewtoaclose。Heeschewedallidleness;shuthimselfup,afterclasshours,withhisbooks;atelittle,studiedhard,sleptirregularly,workingalwaysbestbetweenmidnightandtwointhemorning;carriedthefirsthonoursinmostofhisclasses;andatlengthbreathedfreely,butwithadizzybrain,andafacethatrevealed,inpalecheeks,andred,wearyeyes,theresultsofanexcessofmentallabour——anexcesswhichisasinjuriousasanyotherkindofintemperance,themoraldegradationalonekeptoutofview。Proudofhissuccess,hesatdownandwroteashortnote,withasimplestatementofit,toDavid;hoping,inhissecretmind,thathewouldattributehisprevioussilencetoanabsorptioninstudywhichhadnotexistedbeforetheendofthesessionwasquiteathand。Nowthathehadmoretimeforreflection,hecouldnotbeartheideathatthatnoblerusticfaceshouldlookdisapprovinglyor,stillworse,coldlyuponhim;andhecouldnothelpfeelingasiftheoldploughmanhadtakentheplaceofhisfather,astheonlymanofwhomhemuststandinawe,andwhohadarighttoreprovehim。Hedidreprovehimnow,thoughunintentionally。ForDavidwasdelightedathavingsuchgoodnewsfromhim;andtheuneasinesswhichhehadfelt,butneverquiteexpressed,wasalmostsweptawayintheconclusion,thatitwasunreasonabletoexpecttheyoungmantogivehistimetothembothabsentandpresent,especiallywhenhehadbeenoccupiedtosuchgoodpurposeasthislettersignified。Sohewasnearlyatpeaceabouthim——thoughnotquite。Hughreceivedfromhimthefollowingletterinreplytohis;dictated,asusual,tohissecretary,Margaret:——
“MYDEARSIR,“Ye"llbeagreatmansomeday,ginyehaudatit。Butthingsmaunnabegottenattheoutlayo"mairthanthey"reworth。Ye"llkenwhatImean。An"there"sbetterthingsnorbein"agreatman,eftera"。ForgiethelibertyItak"inremin"in"yeo"siclike。
I"monlyremin"in"yeo"whatyekenweelaneuch。Butye"reabravelad,an"yehaebeenanuncofrien"tomean"mine;an"IpraytheLordtothankyeforme,foryehaedunemuckleguidtohisbairns——meanin"mean"mine。It"sverrakin"o"yetovritetill"sintheverramomento"victory;butweelyekentthatamida"yerfrien"s——an"yecannafailtohaemonyaane,wi"aheadan"afacelikeyours——therewasnaane——na,noane,thatwadrejoicemairoweryoursuccessthanJanet,ormydoo,Maggie,oryerainauldobleegedfrien"an"servant,“DAVIDELGINBROD。
“P。S——We"rea"weel,an"uncoblytheatyourletter。
Maggy——
“P。S。2——DearMr。Sutherland,——Iwrotealltheaboveatmyfather"sdictation,andjustashesaidit,forIthoughtyouwouldlikehisScotchbetterthanmyEnglish。MymotherandImyselfarerejoicedatthegoodnews。Mymotherfairlygratoutright。IgaedouttothetreewhereImetyoufirst。IwondersairsometimesifyouwastheangelIwastomeetinthefir-wood。Iam,“Yourobedientservant,“MARGARETELGINBROD。“
ThislettercertainlytouchedHugh。ButhecouldnothelpfeelingratheroffendedthatDavidshouldwritetohiminsuchawarningtone。Hehadneveraddressedhiminthisfashionwhenhesawhimeveryday。Indeed,Davidcouldnotveryeasilyhavespokentohimthus。Butwritingisadifferentthing;andmenwhoarenotmuchaccustomedtouseapen,oftenassumeamoresolemntoneindoingso,asifitwereaceremonythatrequiredstate。AsforDavid,havingbeenalittleuneasyaboutHugh,andnotmuchafraidofoffendinghim——forhedidnotknowhisweaknessesverythoroughly,anddidnottakeintoaccounttheeffectoftheveryfallingawaywhichhedreaded,inincreasinginhimpride,andthatimpatienceofthegentlestreproofnaturaltoeveryman——hefeltconsiderablyrelievedafterhehaddischargedhisdutyinthismementovivere。
Butoneoftheresults,andaveryunexpectedone,was,thatayetlongerperiodelapsedbeforeHughwroteagaintoDavid。Hemeanttodoso,andmeanttodoso;but,asoftenasthethoughtoccurredtohim,wascheckedbothbyconsciousnessandbypride。Somuchcontributes,nottheevilalonethatisinus,butthegoodalsosometimes,toholdusbackfromdoingthethingweoughttodo。
ItnowremainedforHughtolookaboutforsomeoccupation。Thestateofhisfundsrenderedimmediateemploymentabsolutelynecessary;andastherewasonlyonewayinwhichhecouldearnmoneywithoutyetfurtherpreparation,hemustbetakehimselftothatway,ashehaddonebefore,inthehopethatitwouldleadtosomethingbetter。Atallevents,itwouldgivehimtimetolookabouthim,andmakeuphismindforthefuture。Manyaone,towhomtheoccupationofatutorisfarmoreirksomethanitwastoHugh,iscompelledtoturnhisacquirementstothisimmediateaccount;
and,oncegoinginthisgroove,cannevergetoutofitagain。ButHughwashopefulenoughtothink,thathisreputationattheuniversitywouldstandhiminsomestead;and,howevermuchhewouldhavedislikedthethoughtofbeingatutorallhisdays,occupyingakindofneutralterritorybetweenthepositionofagentlemanandthatofamenial,hehadenoughofstrongSaxongoodsensetopreventhim,despitehisHighlandpride,fromseeinganygreathardshipinlabouringstillforalittlewhile,ashehadlabouredhitherto。Buthehopedtofindasituationmoredesirablethaneitherofthosehehadoccupiedbefore;and,withthisexpectation,lookedtowardstheSouth,asmostScotchmendo,indulgingthenationalimpulsetospoiltheEgyptians。Nordidhelooklong,sendinghistentaclesafloatineverydirection,beforeheheard,throughmeansofacollegefriend,ofjustsuchasituationashewanted,inthefamilyofagentlemanoffortuneinthecountyofSurrey,notmuchmorethantwentymilesfromLondon。Thishewasfortunateenoughtoobtainwithoutdifficulty。
Margaretwaslikewiseontheeveofachange。Shestoodlikeayoungfledgedbirdontheedgeofthenest,readytotakeitsfirstlongflight。Itwasnecessarythatsheshoulddosomethingforherself,notsomuchfromthecompulsionofimmediatecircumstances,asinprospectofthefuture。Herfatherwasnotanoldman,butatbesthecouldleaveonlyatrifleathisdeath;andifJanetoutlivedhim,shewouldprobablyrequireallthat,andwhatlabourshewouldthenbecapableofaswell,tosupportherself。Margaretwasanxious,too,thoughnottobeindependent,yet,nottobeburdensome。BothDavidandJanetsawthat,byherpeculiartastesandhabits,shehadseparatedherselfsofarfromthecirclearoundher,thatshecouldneverhopetobequitecomfortableinthatneighbourhood。Itwasnotthatbyanymeansshedespisedorrefusedthelabourscommontotheyoungwomenofthecountry;but,allthingsconsidered,theythoughtthatsomethingmoresuitableforhermightbeprocured。
Thelaird"sladycontinuedtobehavetoherinthemostsuperciliousfashion。TheverydayofHugh"sdeparture,shehadchancedtomeetMargaretwalkingalonewithabook,thistimeunopened,inherhand。
Mrs。Glasfordstopped。Margaretstoppedtoo,expectingtobeaddressed。Theladylookedather,allover,fromheadtofoot,asifcriticallyexaminingtheappearanceofananimalshethoughtofpurchasing;then,withoutaword,butwithacontemptuoustossofthehead,passedon,leavingpoorMargaretbothangryandashamed。
ButDavidwasmuchrespectedbythegentryoftheneighbourhood,withwhomhisposition,asthelaird"ssteward,broughthimnotunfrequentlyintocontact;andtoseveralofthemhementionedhisdesireoffindingsomesituationforMargaret。Janetcouldnotbeartheideaofherlady-bairnleavingthem,toencountertheworldalone;butDavid,thoughhecouldnothelpsometimesfeelingasimilarpang,wasabletotaketohimselfheartycomfortfromthethought,thatiftherewasanysafetyforherinherfather"shouse,therecouldnotbelessinherheavenlyFather"s,inanynookofwhichshewasasfullinHiseye,andasnearHisheart,asintheirowncottage。Hefeltthatanxietyinthiscase,asineveryother,wouldjustbealackofconfidenceinGod,tosupposewhichjustifiablewouldbeequivalenttosayingthatHehadnotfixedthefoundationsoftheearththatitshouldnotbemoved;thatHewasnottheLordofLife,northeFatherofHischildren;inshort,thatasparrowcouldfalltothegroundwithoutHim,andthatthehairsofourheadarenotnumbered。Janetadmittedallthis,butsighednevertheless。SodidDavidtoo,attimes;forheknewthatthesparrowmustfall;thatmanyadivinetruthishardtolearn,all-blessedasitiswhenlearned;andthatsorrowandsufferingmustcometoMargaret,ereshecouldbefashionedintotheperfectionofachildofthekingdom。Still,shewasassafeabroadasathome。
Anelderlyladyoffortunewasonavisittooneofthefamiliesintheneighbourhood。Shewasinwantofalady"s-maid,anditoccurredtothehousekeeperthatMargaretmightsuither。Thiswasnotquitewhatherparentswouldhavechosen,buttheyallowedhertogoandseethelady。Margaretwasdelightedwiththebenevolent-lookinggentlewoman;andshe,onherpart,wasquitecharmedwithMargaret。Itwastruesheknewnothingofthedutiesoftheoffice;butthepresentmaid,whowasleavingonthebestofterms,wouldsooninitiateherintoitsmysteries。AndDavidandJanetweresomuchpleasedwithMargaret"saccountoftheinterview,thatDavidhimselfwenttoseethelady。ThesightofhimonlyincreasedherdesiretohaveMargaret,whomshesaidshewouldtreatlikeadaughter,ifonlyshewerehalfasgoodasshelooked。
BeforeDavidlefther,thematterwasarranged;andwithinamonth,Margaretwasborneinhermistress"scarriage,awayfromfatherandmotherandcottage-home。
ENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK。