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David Elginbrod
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第7章

Themorningwasfaradvancedbeforehecouldgotobed。Whenthefirstlightoftheaurorabrokethesky,helookedoutagain;——andthefirstglimmeringsofthemorninginthewoodweremoredreadfulthanthedeepestdarknessofthepastnight。Possessedbyanewhorror,hethoughthowawfulitwouldbetoseeabelatedghost,hurryingawayinhelplesshaste。Thespectrewouldbeyetmoreterribleinthegreylightofthecomingday,andtheazurebreezesofthemorning,whichtoitwouldbelikeanewandmorefearfuldeath,thanamidstitsownhomelysepulchraldarkness;whilethesilenceallaround——silenceinlight——couldbefitonlythatdreadseasonoflonelinesswhenmenarelostinsleep,andghosts,iftheywalkatall,walkindismay。

Butatlengthfearyieldedtosleep,thoughstillhetroubledhershortreign。

Whenheawoke,hefounditsolate,thatitwasallhecoulddotogetdownintimeforbreakfast。Butsoanxiouswashenottobelaterthanusual,thathewasintheroombeforeMr。Arnoldmadehisappearance。Euphra,however,wastherebeforehim。Shegreetedhimintheusualway,quitecircumspectly。Butshelookedtroubled。

Herfacewasverypale,andhereyeswerered,asiffromsleeplessnessorweeping。Whenheruncleentered,sheaddressedhimwithmoregaietythanusual,andhedidnotperceivethatanythingwasamisswithher。Butthewholeofthatdayshewalkedasinareverie,avoidingHughtwoorthreetimesthattheychancedtomeetwithoutathirdpersonintheneighbourhood。Onceintheforenoon——whenshewasgenerallytobefoundinherroom——hecouldnotrefrainfromtryingtoseeher。Thechangeandthemysterywereinsupportabletohim。Butwhenhetappedatherdoor,noanswercame;andhewalkedbacktoHarry,feeling,asif,byanunknowndoorinhisownsoul,hehadbeenshutoutofthehalfofhisbeing。

Orrather——awallseemedtohavebeenbuiltrightbeforehiseyes,whichstillwastherewhereverhewent。

Astotheglidingphantomofthepreviousnight,thedaydenieditall,tellinghimitwasbutthecoinageofhisownover-wroughtbrain,weakenedbyprolongedtensionoftheintellect,andexcitedbythepresenceofEuphraatanhourclaimedbyphantomswhennotyieldedtosleep。Thiswastheeasiestandmostnaturalwayofdisposingofthedifficulty。ThecloudaroundEuphrahidtheghostinitsskirts。

Althoughfearinsomemeasurereturnedwiththereturningshadows,heyetresolvedtotrytogetEuphratomeethimagaininthelibrarythatnight。Butshenevergavehimachanceofevendroppingahinttothatpurpose。Shehadnotgoneoutwiththeminthemorning;andwhenhefollowedherintothedrawing-room,shewasalreadyatthepiano。Hethoughthemightconveyhiswishwithoutinterruptingthemusic;butasoftenasheapproachedher,shebroke,orratherglided,outintosong,asifshehadbeensinginginanundertoneallthewhile。Hecouldnothelpseeingshedidnotintendtolethimspeaktoher。But,allthetime,whatevershesangwassomethingsheknewheliked;andasoftenasshespoketohiminthehearingofheruncleorcousin,itwasinamannerpeculiarlygracefulandsimple。

Hecouldnotunderstandher;andwasmorebewitched,morefascinatedthanever,byseeingherthroughthefoldsoftheincomprehensible,inwhichelementshehadwrappedherselffromhisnearervision。

Shehadalwaysseemedabovehim——nowsheseemedmilesawayaswell;

aregionofParadise,intowhichhewasforbiddentoenter。

Everythingabouther,toherhandkerchiefandhergloves,washauntedbyavaguemysteryofworshipfulness,anddrewhimtowardsitwithwonderandtrembling。Whentheypartedforthenight,sheshookhandswithhimwithacoolfrankness,thatputhimnearlybesidehimselfwithdespair;andwhenhefoundhimselfinhisownroom,itwassometimebeforehecouldcollecthisthoughts。Havingsucceeded,however,heresolved,inspiteofgrowingfears,togotothelibrary,andseewhetheritwerenotpossibleshemightbethere。Hetookupacandle,andwentdownthebackstair。Butwhenheopenedthelibrarydoor,agustofwindblewhiscandleout;allwasdarknesswithin;asuddenhorrorseizedhim;and,afraidofyieldingtotheinclinationtoboundupthestair,lestheshouldgowildwiththeterrorofpursuit,hecreptslowlyback,feelinghiswaytohisownroomwithadetermineddeliberateness——Couldthelibrarywindowhavebeenleftopen?Elsewhencethegustofwind?

Nextday,andthenext,andthenext,hefarednobetter:herbehaviourcontinuedthesame;andsheallowedhimnoopportunityofrequestinganexplanation。

CHAPTERXII。

ASUNDAY。

Amanmaybeahereticinthetruth;andifhebelievethingsonlybecausehispastorsaysso,ortheassemblysodetermines,withoutknowingotherreason,thoughhisbeliefbetrue,yettheverytruthheholdsbecomeshisheresy——MILTON——Areopagitica。

Atlengththeexpectedvisitorsarrived。Hughsawnothingofthemtilltheyassembledfordinner。Mrs。Eltonwasabenevolentoldlady——notoldenoughtogiveintobeingold——rathertall,andratherstout,inrichwidow-costume,whosedepthhadbeenmoderatedbytime。Herkindlygreyeyeslookedoutfromacalmface,whichseemedtohavetakencomfortfromlovingeverybodyinamildandmoderatefashion。LadyEmilywasaslendergirl,rathershy,withfairhair,andapaleinnocentface。Sheworeavioletdress,whichputoutherblueeyes。SheshowedtonoadvantagebesidethesuppressedglowoflifewhichmadeEuphralooklikeatropicaltwilight——Iamawarethereisnosuchthing,butiftherewere,itwouldbejustlikeher。

Mrs。Eltonseemedtohaveconcentratedthemotherhoodofhernature,whichwashermostprominentcharacteristic,notwithstanding——orperhapsinvirtueof——herchildlessness,uponLadyEmily。ToherMrs。Eltonwassolicitouslyattentive;andshe,onherpart,receiveditallsweetlyandgratefully,takingnoumbrageatbeingtreatedasmoreofaninvalidthanshewas。

LadyEmilyatenothingbutchicken,andcustard-puddingorrice,allthetimeshewasatArnstead。

Thericherandmoreseasonedanydish,themoregratefulitwastoEuphra。

Mr。Arnoldwasasaddle-of-muttonman。

Hughpreferredroast-beef,butateanything。

“Whatsortofaclergymanhaveyounow,Mr。Arnold?”askedMrs。

Elton,atthedinner-table。

“Oh!averyrespectableyounggentleman,brothertoSirRichard,whohasthegift,youknow。Averymoderate,excellentclergymanhemakes,too!”

“All!butyouknow,LadyEmilyandI“——hereshelookedatLadyEmily,whosmiledandblushedfaintly,“areverydependentonourSundays,and“——

“Weallgotochurchregularly,Iassureyou,Mrs。Elton;andofcoursemycarriageshallbealwaysatyourdisposal。“

“Iwasinnodoubtabouteitherofthosethings,indeed,Mr。Arnold。

Butwhatsortofapreacherishe?”

“Ah,well!letmesee——WhatwasthesubjectofhissermonlastSunday,Euphra,mydear?”

“Thedevilandallhisangels,“answeredEuphra,withawickedflashinhereyes。

“Yes,yes;soitwas。Oh!Iassureyou,Mrs。Elton,heisquitearespectablepreacher,aswellasclergyman。Heisanhonourtothecloth。“

Hughcouldnothelpthinkingthatthetailorshouldhavehisdue,andthatMr。Arnoldgaveithim。

“HeisnoPuseyiteeither,“addedMr。Arnold,seeingbutnotunderstandingMrs。Elton"sbaffledexpression,“thoughhedoespreachonceamonthinhissurplice。“

“Iamafraidyouwillnotfindhimveryoriginal,though,“saidHugh,wishingtohelptheoldlady。

“Original!”interposedMr。Arnold。“Really,IamboundtosayI

don"tknowhowtheremarkapplies。Howisamantobeoriginalonasubjectthatisalllaiddowninplainprint——touseavulgarexpression——andhasbeencommenteduponforeighteenhundredyearsandmore?”

“Verytrue,Mr。Arnold,“respondedMrs。Elton。“Wedon"twantoriginality,dowe?Itisonlythegospelwewant。Doeshepreachthegospel?”

“Howcanhepreachanythingelse?HistextisalwaysoutofsomepartoftheBible。“

“IamgladtoseeyouholdbytheInspirationoftheScriptures,Mr。

Arnold,“saidMrs。Elton,chaoticallybewildered。

“Goodheavens!Madam,whatdoyoumean?Couldyouforamomentsupposemetobeanatheist?SurelyyouhavenotbecomeastudentofGermanNeology?”AndMr。Arnoldsmiledagrimsmile。

“NotI,indeed!”protestedpoorMrs。Elton,movinguneasilyinherseat;——“Iquiteagreewithyou,Mr。Arnold。“

“Thenyoumaytakemywordforit,thatyouwillhearnothingbutwhatishighlyorthodox,andperfectlyworthyofagentlemanandaclergyman,fromthepulpitofMr。Penfold。Hedinedwithusonlylastweek。“

Thislastassertionwasmadeinaninjuredtone,justsufficienttocurlthetailofthesentence。Afterwhich,whatwastobesaid?

Severalvainattemptsfollowed,beforeanewsubjectwasstarted,sufficientlyuninterestingtocause,neitherfromwarmthnorstupidity,anydangerofdissension,andquiteworthyofbeinghereomitted。

Dinnerover,andtheceremonyoftea——inLadyEmily"scase,milkandwater——havingbeenobserved,thevisitorswithdrew。

ThenextdaywasSunday。LadyEmilycamedownstairsinblack,whichsuitedherbetter。Shewasapretty,gentlecreature,interestingfromherillness,andgood,becausesheknewnoevil,exceptwhatsheheardoffromthepulpit。Theywalkedtochurch,whichwasatnogreatdistance,alongameadow-pathpavedwithflags,someofthemwornthroughbytheheavyshoesofcountrygenerations。Thechurchwasoneofthosewhichare,insomemeasure,typicaloftheChurchitself;foritwasveryold,andwouldhavebeenverybeautiful,haditnotbeenallplasteredover,andwhitenedtoasmoothuniformityofugliness——theattempthavingbeenmoresuccessfulinthecaseofthetype。TheopenroofhadhadaFrenchheavenaddedtoit——Imeanaceiling;andthepillars,which,eveniftheywerenotcarved——thoughitwasimpossibletocometoaconclusiononthatpoint——mustyethavebeenwornintothebeautyofage,hadbeenfilledup,andstainedwithyellowochre。

Eventheremnantsofstainedglassinsomeofthewindows,werehalfconcealedbymodernappliancesforthepartialexclusionofthelight。ThechurchhadfaredasChaucerinthehandsofDryden。Sohadthetruth,thatflickeredthroughthesermon,faredinthehandsoftheclergyman,orofthesermon-wrightwhosemanuscripthehadboughtforeighteenpence——Iamtoldthatsermonsaretobeprocuredatthatprice——onhislastvisittoLondon。Having,althoughaScotchman,hadanepiscopalianeducation,HughcouldnothelprejoicingthatnotmerelytheBible,buttheChurch-serviceaswell,hadbeenfixedbeyondthereachofsuchdegeneratinginfluencesasthosewhichhadoperatedonthemorematerialembodimentsofreligion;forotherwisesuchwouldcertainlyhavebeenthefirsttooperate,andwouldhavefoundthegreatestscopeinanyalteration。

Wemayhopethatnothingbutatruegrowthinsuchreligionasneedsandseeksnewexpressionfornewdepthandbreadthoffeeling,willeverbepermittedtolaythehandofchangeuponit——ahand,otherwise,ofdesecrationandruin。

ThesermonwaschieflyoccupiedwithprovingthatGodisnorespecterofpersons;amarkofindubitablecondescensionintheclergyman,therankinsocietywhichhecouldclaimforhimselfdulyconsidered。But,unfortunately,thechurchwassoconstructed,thatitsareacontainedthreeplatformsofposition,actuallyofdifferinglevel;theloftiest,inthechancel,ontherighthandofthepulpit,occupiedbythegentry;themiddle,oppositethepulpit,occupiedbythetulip-bedsoftheirservants;andthethird,ontheleftofthepulpit,occupiedbythecommonparishioners。

Unfortunately,too,bytheperpetuationofsomeoldcustom,whosesignificancewasnotwornout,allontheleftofthepulpitwereexpected,asoftenastheystooduptosing——whichwasthreetimes——toturntheirbackstothepulpit,andsofaceawayfromthechancelwherethegentrystood。Buttherewasnotmuchinconsistency,afterall;thesermonfoundingitsargumentchieflyontheantitheticalfacts,thatdeath,loweringtherichtothelevelofthepoor,wasadeadleveller;andthat,ontheotherhand,thelifetocomewouldraisethepoortotheleveloftherich。Itwasapitythattherewasnophraseinthelanguagetojustifyhimincarryingouttheantithesis,andsobalancinghissentencelikearope-walker,bysayingthatlifewasaliveleveller。Thesermonendedwithasolemnwarning:“Thosewhoneglectthegospel-scheme,andneverthinkofdeathandjudgment——betheyrichorpoor,betheywiseorignorant——whethertheydwellinthepalaceorthehut——shallbedamned。GlorybetotheFather,andtotheSon,andtotheHolyGhost,“&c。

LadyEmilywasforcedtoconfessthatshehadnotbeenmuchinterestedinthesermon。Mrs。Eltonthoughthespokeplainly,buttherewasnotmuchofthegospelinit。Mr。Arnoldopinedthatpeopleshouldnotgotochurchtohearsermons,buttomaketheresponses;whoeverreadprayers,itmadenodifference,fortheprayersweretheChurch"s,nottheparson"s;andforthesermon,aslongasitshowedtheuneducatedhowtobesaved,andtaughtthemtodotheirdutyinthestationoflifetowhichGodhadcalledthem,andsolongastheparsonpreachedneitherPuseyismnorRadicalism——(hefrownedsolemnlyanddisgustedlyasherepeatedtheword)——norRadicalism,itwasofcomparativelylittlemomentwhetherhewasamanofintellectornot,forhecouldnotgowrong。

Littlewassaidinreplytothis,exceptsomethingnotveryaudibleordefinite,byMrs。Elton,aboutthenecessityoffaith。Theconversation,whichtookplaceatluncheon,flagged,andthevisitorswithdrewtotheirrespectiverooms,tocomfortthemselveswiththeirDailyPortions。

Atdinner,Mr。Arnold,evidentlybelievinghehadmadeanimpressionbyhisharangueofthemorning,resumedthesubject。Hughwasalittlesurprisedtofindthathehad,evenofanegativesort,strongopinionsonthesubjectofreligion。

“Whatdoyouthink,then,Mrs。Elton,mydearmadam,thataclergymanoughttopreach?”

“Ithink,Mr。Arnold,thatheoughttopreachsalvationbyfaithinthemeritsoftheSaviour。“

“Oh!ofcourse,ofcourse。Weshallnotdifferaboutthat。

Everybodybelievesthat。“

“Idoubtitverymuch——Heought,inorderthatmenmaybelieve,toexplainthedivineplan,bywhichthedemandsofdivinejusticearesatisfied,andthepunishmentduetosinavertedfromtheguilty,andlaidupontheinnocent;that,bybearingoursins,hemightmakeatonementtothewrathofajustlyoffendedGod;andso——“

“Now,mydearmadam,permitmetoaskwhatrightwe,thesubjectsofaSupremeAuthority,havetoinquireintothereasonsofhisdoings?

Itseemstome——Ishouldbesorrytooffendanyone,butitseemstomequiteaspresumptuousasthepresentarroganceofthelowerclassesininterferingwithgovernment,anddemandingarighttogivetheiropinion,forsooth,astothelawsbywhichtheyshallbegoverned;asiftheywerecapableofunderstandingtheprinciplesbywhichkingsrule,andgovernorsdecreejustice——IbelieveIquoteScripture。“

“Arewe,then,toremaininutterignoranceofthedivinecharacter?”

“Whatbusinesshavewewiththedivinecharacter?Orhowcouldweunderstandit?Itseemstomewehaveenoughtodowithourown。

DoIinquireintothecharacterofmysovereign?Allwehavetodois,tolistentowhatwearetoldbythosewhoareeducatedforsuchstudies,whomtheChurchapproves,andwhoareappointedtotakecareofthesoulscommittedtotheircharge;toteachthemtorespecttheirsuperiors,andtoleadhonest,hard-workinglives。“

MuchmoreofthesamesortflowedfromtheoracularlipsofMr。

Arnold。Whenheceased,hefoundthattheconversationhadceasedalso。Assoonastheladieswithdrew,hesaid,withoutlookingatHugh,ashefilledhisglass:

“Mr。Sutherland,Ihatecant。“

Andsohecantedagainstit。

Butthenextday,andduringthewholeweek,heseemedtolayhimselfouttomakeamendsforthesharpnessofhisremarksontheSunday。Hewasafraidhehadmadehisguestsuncomfortable,andsosinnedagainsthisowncharacterasahost。Everythingthathecoulddevise,wasbroughttobearfortheirentertainment;dailyridesintheopencarriage,inwhichhealwaysaccompaniedthem,toshowhisestate,andtheimprovementshewasmakinguponit;visitssometimestothemoredeserving,ashecalledthem,ofthepooruponhisproperty——themoredeservingbeingthemostsubmissiveandobedienttothewishesoftheirlord;inspectionsoftheschools,&c。,&c。;inallofwhichmattershetookastupid,benevolentinterest。Forifpeoplewouldbecontenttooccupythecornerinwhichhechosetoplacethem,hewouldthrowthemmorselaftermorsel,aslongasevertheychosetopickitup。Butwoetothemiftheyleftthiscornerasinglepace!

Euphramadeoneofthepartyalways;anditwasdrearyindeedforHughtobeleftinthedesolatehousewithouther,thoughbutforafewhours。Andwhenshewasathome,sheneveryetpermittedhimtospeaktoheralone。

TheremighthavebeensomehopeforHarryinHugh"sseparationfromEuphra;buttheresultwas,that,althoughhespentschool-hoursmoreregularlywithhim,Hughwasyetmoredull,anduninterestedinthework,thanhehadbeenbefore。Insteadofcaringthathispupilshouldunderstandthisorthatparticular,hewouldbespeculatingonEuphra"sbehaviour,tryingtoaccountforthisorthatindividuallookortone,orseeking,perhaps,aspecialsymbolicmeaninginsomegeneralremarkthatshehadhappenedtoletfall。Meanwhile,poorHarrywouldbestupifyinghimselfwithworkwhichhecouldnotunderstandforlackofsomeexplanationorotherthatoughttohavebeengivenhimweeksago。Still,however,heclungtoHughwithafar-off,worshippinglove,neversuspectingthathecouldbetoblame,butthinkingatonetimethathemustbeill,atanotherthathehimselfwasreallytoostupid,andthathisbigbrothercouldnothelpgettingtiredofhim。WhenHughwouldbewanderingabouttheplace,seekingtocatchaglimpseoftheskirtofEuphra"sdress,asshewentaboutwithherguests,ordevisinghowhecouldprocureaninterviewwithheralone,Harrywouldbefollowinghimatadistance,likealittleterrierthathadlostitsmaster,anddidnotknowwhetherthismanwouldbefriendlyornot;neverspyingonhisactions,butmerelylongingtobenearhim——forhadnotHughsethimgoinginthewayoflife,evenifhehadnowlefthimtowalkinitalone?IfHughcouldhaveonceseenintothatwarm,true,pininglittleheart,hewouldnothaveneglecteditashedid。Hehadnoeyes,however,butforEuphra。

Still,itmaybethatevennowHarrywasabletogather,thoughwithtears,someadvantagefromHugh"sneglect。Heusedtowanderaboutalone;anditmaybethatthehintswhichhistutorhadalreadygivenhim,enabledhimnowtofindforhimselftheinterestbelongingtomanyobjectsneverbeforeremarked。Perhapsevennowhebegantotakeafewstepsalone;thewakingindependenceofwhichwasofmorevalueforthefuturegrowthofhisnature,thanathousandmilesaccomplishedbytheaidofthestrongarmofhistutor。Onecertainadvantagewas,thattheconstitutionaltroubleoftheboy"snaturehadnowassumedadefiniteform,bygatheringaroundadefiniteobject,andblendingitsownshadowybeingwiththesorrowheexperiencedfromthelossofhistutor"ssympathy。

Shouldthatsorroweverbeclearedaway,muchbesidesmightbeclearedawayalongwithit。

Meantime,naturefoundsomechannels,wornbyhisgrief,throughwhichhercomforts,that,likewaters,pressonallsides,andenterateverycrannyandfissureinthehouseoflife,mightgentlyflowintohimwiththeirsympatheticsoothing。OftenhewouldcreepawaytothenestwhichHughhadbuiltandthenforsaken;andseatedthereinthesolitudeofthewide-bourgeonedoak,hewouldsometimesfeelforamomentasifliftedupabovetheworldanditssorrows,tobevisitedbyanall-healingwindfromGod,thatcametohim,throughthewildernessofleavesaroundhim——gently,likeallpowerfulthings。

ButIamputtingtheboy"sfeelingsintoformsandwordsforhim。

Hehadnoneofeitherforthem。

CHAPTERXIII。

ASTORM。

Whenthemind"sfree,Thebody"sdelicate:thetempestinmymindDothfrommysensestakeallfeelingelseSavewhatbeatsthere。

KingLear。

WhileHarrytooktowanderingabroadintheafternoonsun,Hugh,onthecontrary,foundthebrightweathersodistastefultohim,thathegenerallytrifledawayhisafternoonswithsomeoldromanceinthedarklibrary,orlayonthecouchinhisstudy,listlessandsuffering。Hecouldneitherreadnorwrite。Whathefelthemustdohedid;butnothingmore。

Oneday,aboutnoon,theweatherbegantochange。Intheafternoonitgrewdark;andHugh,goingtothewindow,perceivedwithdelight——thefirsthehadexperiencedformanydays——thatagreatthunder-stormwasathand。Harrywasratherfrightened;butunderhisfear,thereevidentlylayadeepdelight。Thestormcamenearerandnearer;tillatlengthavividflashbrokefromthemassofdarknessoverthewoods,lastedforonebrilliantmoment,andvanished。Thethunderfollowed,likeapursuingwildbeast,closeonthetracesofthevanishinglight;asifthedarknesswerehuntingthelightfromtheearth,andbellowingwithragethatitcouldnotovertakeandannihilateit。Withouttheusualpreludeofafewgreatdrops,therainpouredatonce,incontinuousstreams,fromthedensecanopyoverhead;andinafewmomentsthereweresixinchesofwaterallroundthehouse,whichtheforceofthefallingstreamsmadetofoam,andfume,andflashlikeaseethingtorrent。

HarryhadcreptclosetoHugh,whostoodlookingoutofthewindow;

andasiftheconvulsionoftheelementshadbeguntoclearthespiritualandmoral,aswellasthephysicalatmosphere,Hughlookeddownontheboykindly,andputhisarmroundhisshoulders。Harrynestledcloser,andwisheditwouldthunderforever。Butlongingtohearhistutor"svoice,heventuredtospeak,lookinguptohisface:

“Euphrasaysitisonlyelectricity,Mr。Sutherland。Whatisthat?”

Acommontutorwouldhaveseizedtheopportunityofexplainingwhatheknewofthelawsandoperationsofelectricity。ButHughhadbeenlongenoughapupilofDavidtofeelthattotalkatsuchatimeofanythinginnaturebutGod,wouldbetodotheboyaseriouswrong。Onecapableofsodoingwould,inthepresenceoftheSaviourhimself,speculateonthenatureofhisownfaith;oruponthedeathofhischild,seizetheopportunityoflecturingonanatomy。ButbeforeHughcouldmakeanyreply,aflash,almostinvisiblefromexcessoflight,wasaccompaniedratherthanfollowedbyaroarthatmadethehouseshake;andinamomentmoretheroomwasfilledwiththeterrifiedhousehold,which,byanunreasoningimpulse,rushedtotheneighbourhoodofhimwhowasconsideredthestrongest——Mr。Arnoldwasnotathome。

“Comefromthewindowinstantly,Mr。Sutherland。Howcanyoubesoimprudent!”criedMrs。Elton,herusuallycalmvoiceelevatedincommand,buttremulouswithfear。

“Why,Mrs。Elton,“answeredHughonwhosetemper,aswellasconduct,recenteventshadhadtheiroperation,“doyouthinkthedevilmakesthethunder?”

LadyEmilygaveafaintshriek,whetheroutofreverenceforthedevil,orfearofGod,Ihesitatetodecide;andflittingoutoftheroom,divedintoherbed,anddrewtheclothesoverherhead——atleastsoshewasfoundatalaterperiodoftheday。EuphrawalkeduptothewindowbesideHugh,asiftoshowherapprovalofhisrudeness;andstoodlookingoutwitheyesthatfilledtheirownnightwithhome-bornflashes,thoughherlipwaspale,andquiveredalittle。Mrs。Elton,confoundedatHugh"sreply,andperhapsfearingthehousemightinconsequencesharethefateofSodom,notwithstandingthepresenceofagoodlyproportionoftherighteous,fled,accompaniedbythehousekeeper,tothewine-cellar。

Therestofthehouseholdcreptintocorners,exceptthecoachman,who,retaininghiscomposure,invirtueofagreaterdegreeofinsensibilityfromhisnearerapproximationtotheinanimatecreation,emptiedthejugofaleintendedforthedinnerofthecompany,andwentouttolookafterhishorses。

Buttherewasoneinthehousewho,leftalone,threwthewindowwideopen;and,withgentlyclaspedhandsandcalmcountenance,lookedupintotheheavens;andtheclearnessofwhoseeyeseemedthepropheticsymboloftheclearnessthatrosealluntroubledabovetheturmoiloftheearthlystorm。TrulyGodwasinthestorm;buttherewasmoreofGodintheclearheavenbeyond;andyetmoreofHimintheeyethatregardedthewholewithastilljoy,inwhichwasminglednodismay。

Euphra,Hugh,andHarrywerelefttogether,lookingoutuponthestorm。HughcouldnotspeakinHarry"spresence。Atlengththeboysatdowninadarkcorneronthefloor,concealedfromtheothersbyawindow-curtain。Hughthoughthehadlefttheroom。

“Euphra,“hebegan。

EuphralookedroundforHarry,andnotseeinghim,thoughtlikewisethathehadlefttheroom:sheglidedawaywithoutmakinganyanswertoHugh"sinvocation。

Hestoodforafewmomentsinmotionlessdespair;thenglancingroundtheroom,andtakinginallitsdesertedness,caughtuphishat,andrushedoutintothestorm。Itwasthebestreliefhisfeelingscouldhavehad;forthesullengloom,alternatedwithburstsofflame,invasionsofhorriduproar,andlongwailingblastsoftyrannouswind,gavehimhisownmoodtowalkin;methisspiritwithitsownelement;widened,asitwere,hismicrocosmtotheexpanseofthemacrocosmaroundhim。Allthewallsofseparationwerethrowndown,andhelived,notinhisownframe,butintheuniversalframeofnature。Theworldwasforthetime,totherealityofhisfeeling,whatSchleiermacher,inhisMonologen,describesitasbeingtoman,anextensionofthebodyinwhichhedwells。Hisspiritflashedinthelightning,ravedinthethunder,moanedinthewind,andweptintherain。

Butthiscouldnotlastlong,eitherwithoutorwithinhim。

Hecametohimselfinthewoods。Howfarhehadwandered,orwhereabouthewas,hedidnotknow。Thestormhaddiedaway,andallthatremainedwasthewindandtherain。Thetree-topsswayedwildlyintheirregularblasts,andshooknew,fitful,distracted,andmomentaryshowersuponhim。Itwasevening,butwhathouroftheeveninghecouldnottell。Hewaswettotheskin;butthattoayoungScotchmanisamatteroflittlemoment。

Althoughhehadnointentionofreturninghomeforsometime,andmeantespeciallytoavoidthedinner-table——for,inthemoodhewasin,itseemedmorethanhecouldendure——heyetfelttheweaknesstowhichwearesubjectasembodiedbeings,inacommonenoughform;

that,namely,ofthenecessityofknowingthepreciseportionofspacewhichatthemomentwefill;aconvictionofouridentitynotbeingsufficienttomakeuscomfortable,withoutaknowledgeofourlocality。So,lookingallabouthim,andfindingwherethewoodseemedthinnest,hewentinthatdirection;andsoon,byforcinghiswaythroughobstaclesofallsalvagekinds,foundhimselfinthehighroad,withinaquarterofamileofthecountrytownnexttoArnstead,removedfromitaboutthreemiles。Thislittletownheknewprettywell;and,beginningtofeelexhausted,resolvedtogotoaninnthere,dryhisclothes,andthenwalkbackinthemoonlight;forhefeltsurethestormwouldbequiteoverinanhourorso。Thefatiguehenowfeltwasproofenoughinitself,thattheinwardstormhad,forthetime,raveditselfoff;andnow——mustitbeconfessed?——hewishedverymuchforsomethingtoeatanddrink。

Hewassoonseatedbyablazingfire,withachopandajugofalebeforehim。

CHAPTERXIV。

ANEVENINGLECTURE。

TheNightmareShallcalltheewhenitwalks。

MIDDLETON——TheWitch。

TheinntowhichHughhadbetakenhimself,thoughnotthefirstinthetown,wasyetwhatiscalledarespectablehouse,andwaspossessedofaroomofconsiderablesize,inwhichthefarmersoftheneighbourhoodwereaccustomedtoholdtheirgatherings。Whileeatinghisdinner,Hughlearnedfromtheconversationaroundhim——forhesatinthekitchenforthesakeofthefire——thatthisroomwasbeinggotreadyforalectureonBilology,asthelandladycalledit。Billsinredandbluehadbeenpostedalloverthetown;

andbeforehehadfinishedhisdinner,theaudiencehadbeguntoarrive。Partlyfromcuriosityaboutasubjectofwhichheknewnothing,andpartlybecauseitstillrained,and,havinggotnearlydry,hedidnotcareaboutasecondwettingifhecouldhelpit,Hughresolvedtomakeoneofthem。Sohestoodbythefiretillhewasinformedthatthelecturerhadmadehisappearance,whenhewentup-stairs,paidhisshilling,andwasadmittedtooneofthefrontseats。Theroomwastolerablylightedwithgas;andaplatformhadbeenconstructedforthelecturerandhissubjects。Whentheplacewasabouthalf-filled,hecamefromanotherroomalone——alittle,thick-set,bull-neckedman,withvulgarfaceandrustyblackclothes;and,mountingtheplatform,commencedhislecture;iflectureitcouldbecalled,inwhichthereseemedtobenoorder,andscarcelyanysequence。Noattemptevenatatheory,showeditselfinthemassofwhathecalledfactsandscientifictruths;

andheperpeturatedthemostawfulblundersinhisEnglish。ItwillnotbedesiredthatIshouldgiveanyfurtheraccountofsuchalecture。Thelecturerhimselfseemedtodependchieflyforhissuccess,uponthemanifestationsofhisartwhichheproceededtobringforward。HecalledhisfamiliarbythenameofWilli-am,andastunted,pale-faced,dull-lookingyouthstartedupfromsomewhere,andscrambledupontheplatformbesidehismaster。Uponthistutoredslaveanumberofexperimentswasperformed。Hewasfirstcastintowhateverabnormalconditionisnecessaryfortheoperationsofbiology,andthencompelledtomakeafoolofhimselfbyexhibitingactionsthemostinconsistentwithhisrealcircumstancesandnecessities。But,awarethatallthiswasopentothemostpalpableobjectionofcollusion,theoperatornextinvitedanyofthecompanythatpleased,tosubmitthemselvestohisinfluences。Afterapauseofafewmoments,astoutcountryfellow,floridandhealthy,gotupandslouchedtotheplatform。Certainly,whatevermightbethenatureoftheinfluencethatwasbroughttobear,itsoperativepowercouldnot,withtheleastprobability,beattributedtoanover-activityofimaginationineitherofthesubjectssubmittedtoitsexercise。Inthelatter,aswellasintheformercase,theoperatorwaseminentlysuccessful;andtheclownreturnedtohisseat,lookingremarkablyfoolishandconsciousofdisgrace——asufficientvouchertomostpresent,thatinthiscaseatleasttherehadbeennocollusion。Severalothersvolunteeredtheirnegativeservices;butwithnooneofthemdidhesucceedsowell;andinonecasethefailurewasevident。Thelecturerpretendedtoaccountforthis,inmakingsomeconfusedandunintelligibleremarksaboutthestateoftheweather,thethunder-storm,electricity,&c。,ofwhichthingsheevidentlydidnotunderstandthebestknownlaws。

“Theblunderingidiot!”growled,closetoHugh"sear,avoicewithaforeignaccent。

Helookedroundsharply。

Atall,powerful,eminentlyhandsomeman,withafaceasforeignashistoneandaccent,satbesidehim。

“Ibegyourpardon,“hesaidtoHugh;“Ithoughtaloud。“

“Ishouldliketoknow,ifyouwouldn"tmindtellingme,whatyoudetectoftheblundererinhim。Iamquiteignorantofthesematters。“

“Ihavehadmanyopportunitiesofobservingthem;andIseeatoncethatthisman,thoughhehasthenaturalpower,isexcessivelyignorantofthewholesubject。“

ThiswasalltheanswerhevouchsafedtoHugh"smodestinquiry。

Hughhadnotyetlearnedthatonewillalwaysfarebetterbyconcealingthanbyacknowledgingignorance。Theman,whateverhiscapacity,whohonestlyconfessesevenapartialignorance,willinstantlybetreatedasmoreorlessincapable,bytheordinarymanwhohasalreadygainedapartialknowledge,oriscapableofassumingaknowledgewhichhedoesnotpossess。But,forGod"ssake!letthehonestandmodestmansticktohishonestyandmodesty,costwhattheymay。

Hughwassilent,andfixedhisattentiononcemoreonwhatwasgoingon。Butpresentlyhebecameawarethattheforeignerwasscrutinizinghimwiththeclosestattention。Heknewthis,somehow,withouthavinglookedround;andtheknowledgewasaccompaniedwithafeelingofdiscomfortthatcausedhimtomakearestlessmovementonhisseat。Presentlyhefeltthattheannoyancehadceased;butnotmanyminuteshadpassed,beforeitagaincommenced。Inordertorelievehimselffromafeelingwhichhecouldonlycomparetothatwhichmightbeproducedbythepresenceofthedead,heturnedtowardshisneighboursosuddenly,thatitseemedforamomenttoembarrasshim,hiseyesbeingcaughtintheveryactofdevouringthestolenindulgence。Butthestrangerrecoveredhimselfinstantlywiththequestion:

“Willyoupermitmetoaskofwhatcountryyouare?”

Hughthoughthemadetherequestonlyforthesakeofcoveringhisrudeness;andsomerelyanswered:

“Why,anEnglishman,ofcourse。“

“Ah!yes;itisnotnecessarytobetoldthat。Butitseemstome,fromyouraccent,thatyouareaScotchman。“

“SoIam。“

“AHighlander?”

“IwasbornintheHighlands。Butifyouareveryanxioustoknowmypedigree,IhavenoreasonforconcealingthefactthatIam,bybirth,halfaScotchmanandhalfaWelchman。“

Theforeignerrivetedhisgaze,thoughbutforthebriefestmomentsufficienttojustifyitsbeingcalledagaze,oncemoreuponHugh;

andthen,withaslightbow,asofacquiescence,turnedtowardsthelecturer。

Whenthelecturewasover,andHughwaswalkingawayinthemidstofthewithdrawingaudience,thestrangertouchedhimontheshoulder。

“Yousaidthatyouwouldliketoknowmoreofthisscience:willyoucometomylodging?”saidhe。

“Withpleasure,“Hughanswered;thoughthelookwithwhichheaccompaniedthewords,musthavebeenoneratherofsurprise。

“Youareastonishedthatastrangershouldinviteyouso。Ah!youEnglishalwaysdemandanintroduction。Thereismine。“

HehandedHughacard:HerrvonFunkelstein。Hughhappenedtobeprovidedwithoneinexchange。

Thetwowalkedoutoftheinn,alongtheoldHighStreet,fullofgablesandallthedelightfulirregularitiesofanoldcountry-town,tilltheycametoacourt,downwhichHerrvonFunkelsteinledtheway。

Helethimselfinwithapass-keyatalowdoor,andthenconductedHugh,byastairwhosenarrownesswasequalledbyitssteepness,toaroom,which,thoughnotmanyyardsabovethelevelofthecourt,wasyetnexttotheroofofthelowhouse。Hughcouldseenothingtillhisconductorlightedacandle。Thenhefoundhimselfinaratherlargeroomwithashakyfloorandalowroof。A

chintz-curtainedbedinonecornerhadtheskinofatigerthrownoverit;andatableinanotherhadapairoffoilslyinguponit。

TheGerman——forsuchheseemedtoHugh——offeredhimachairinthepolitestmanner;andHughsatdown。

“Iamonlyinlodgingshere,“saidthehost;“soyouwillforgivethepovertyofmyestablishment。“

“Thereisnooccasionforforgiveness,Iassureyou,“answeredHugh。

“Youwishedtoknowsomethingofthesubjectwithwhichthatlecturerwasbefoolinghimselfandtheaudienceatthesametime。“

“Ishallbegratefulforanyenlightenment。“

“Ah!itisasubjectforthestudyofabenevolentscholar,notforsuchaclownasthat。Hejumpsatnoconclusions;yethesharesthefateofonewhodoes:hefloundersinthemirebetween。Nomanwillmakeanythingofitwhohasnotthebenefitofthehumanraceatheart。Humanityistheonlysafeguideinmatterssuchasthese。

Thisisadangerousstudyindeedinunskilfulhands。“

HereafrightfulcaterwaulinginterruptedHerrvonFunkelstein。Theroomhadastorm-window,ofwhichthelatticestoodopen。Infrontofit,ontheroof,seenagainstawhitehouseopposite,stoodademonofacat,archedtohalfitslength,withatailexpandedtodoubleitsnaturalthickness。ItsantagonistwasinvisiblefromwhereHughsat。VonFunkelsteinstartedupwithoutmakingtheslightestnoise,trodassoftlyasacattothetable,tookuponeofthefoils,removedthebutton,and,creepingclosetothewindow,madeonerapidpassattheenemy,whichvanishedwithashriekofhatredandfear。Hethen,replacingthebutton,laidthefoildown,andresumedhisseatandhisdiscourse。This,afterdealingwithgeneralitiesandcommonplacesforsometime,gavenosignofcomingeithertoanendortothepoint。AllthetimehewaswatchingHugh——atleastsoHughthought——asifspeculatingonhimingeneral。

Thenappearingtohavecometosomeconclusion,hegavehismindmoretohistalk,andencouragedHughtospeakaswell。Theconversationlastedfornearlyhalfanhour。Atitsclose,Hughfeltthatthestrangerhadtoucheduponavarietyofinterestingsubjects,asonepossessedofaminuteknowledgeofthem。Buthedidnotfeelthathehadgainedanyinsightfromhisconversation。

Itseemedratherasifhehadbeengivinghimanumberofpsychological,social,literary,andscientificreceipts。Duringthecourseofthetalk,hiseyehadappearedtorestonHughbyakindofcompulsion;asifbyitsownwillitwouldhaveretiredfromthescrutiny,butthewillofitsownerwastoostrongforit。Inseemed,inrelationtohim,tobeonlyakindoftool,whichheusedforaparticularpurpose。

AtlengthFunkelsteinrose,and,marchingacrosstheroomtoacupboard,broughtoutabottleandglasses,saying,inthemostby-the-byeway,ashewent:

“Haveyouthesecond-sight,Mr。Sutherland?”

“Certainlynot,asfarasIamaware。“

“Ah!theWelchdohaveit,dotheynot?”

“Oh!yes,ofcourse,“answeredHughlaughing。“Ishouldliketoknow,though,“headded,“whethertheyinheritthegiftasCeltsorasmountaineers。“

“Willyoutakeaglassof——?”

“Ofnothing,thankyou,“answeredandinterruptedHugh。“Itistimeformetobegoing。Indeed,IfearIhavestayedtoolongalready。

Goodnight,HerrvonFunkelstein。“

“Youwillallowmethehonourofreturningyourvisit?”

Hughfelthecoulddonoless,althoughhehadnotthesmallestdesiretokeepuptheacquaintance。HewroteArnsteadonhiscard。

Asheleftthehouse,hestumbledoversomethinginthecourt。

Lookingdown,hesawitwasacat,apparentlydead。

“CanitbethecatHerrFunkelsteinmadethepassat?”thoughthe。

Butpresentlyheforgotallaboutit,inthevisionsofEuphrawhichfilledhismindduringhismoonlightwalkhome。Itjustoccurredtohim,however,beforethosevisionshadblottedeverythingelsefromhisview,thathehadlearnedsimplynothingwhateveraboutbiologyfromhislatehost。

Whenhereachedhome,hewasadmittedbythebutler,andretiredtobedatonce,wherehesleptsoundly,forthefirsttimeformanynights。

But,ashedrewnearhisownroom,hemighthaveseen,thoughhesawnot,alittlewhitefigureglidingawayinthefardistanceofthelongpassage。ItwasonlyHarry,whocouldnotliestillinhisbed,tillheknewthathisbigbrotherwassafeathome。

CHAPTERXV。

ANOTHEREVENINGLECTURE。

ThisEneasiscometoParadiseOutoftheswoloweofHell。

CHAUCER——LegendofDido。

Thenextday,HughwasdeterminedtofindormakeanopportunityofspeakingtoEuphra;andfortuneseemedtofavourhim——OrwasitEuphraherself,inoneorotherofherinexplicablemoods?Atallevents,shehadthatmorningallowedtheladiesandheruncletogowithouther;andHughmetherashewenttohisstudy。

“MayIspeaktoyouforonemoment?”saidhe,hurriedly,andwithtremblinglips。

Yes,certainly,“sherepliedwithasmile,andaglanceinhisfaceasofwonderastowhatcouldtroublehimsomuch。Thenturning,andleadingtheway,shesaid:

“Comeintomyroom。“

Hefollowedher。Sheturnedandshutthedoor,whichhehadleftopenbehindhim。Healmostknelttoher;butsomethingheldhimbackfromthat。

“Euphra,“hesaid,“whathaveIdonetooffendyou?”

“Offendme!Nothing。“——Thiswasutteredinaperfecttoneofsurprise。

“Howisitthatyouavoidmeasyoudo,andwillnotallowmeonemoment"sspeechwithyou?Youaredrivingmetodistraction。“

“Why,youfoolishman!”sheanswered,halfplayfully,pressingthepalmsofherlittlehandstogether,andlookingupinhisface,“howcanI?Don"tyouseehowthosetwodearoldladiesswallowmeupintheirfaddles?Oh,dear?Oh,dear!Iwishtheywouldgo。Thenitwouldbeallrightagain——wouldn"tit?”

ButHughwasnottobesoeasilysatisfied。

“Beforetheycame,eversincethatnight——“

“Hush-sh!”sheinterrupted,puttingherfingeronhislips,andlookinghurriedlyroundherwithanairoffright,ofwhichhecouldhardlyjudgewhetheritwasrealorassumed——“hush!”

Comfortedwondrouslybythehushingfinger,Hughwouldyetunderstandmore。

“Iamnobaby,dearEuphra,“hesaid,takingholdofthehandtowhichthefingerbelonged,andlayingitonhismouth;“donotmakeoneofme。Thereissomemysteryinallthis——atleastsomethingI

donotunderstand。“

“Iwilltellyouallaboutitoneday。But,seriously,youmustbecarefulhowyoubehavetome;forifmyuncleshould,butforonemoment,entertainasuspicion——good-byetoyou——perhapsgood-byetoArnstead。AllmyinfluencewithhimcomesfromhisthinkingthatI

likehimbetterthananybodyelse。Soyoumustnotmakethepooroldmanjealous。Bythebye,“shewenton——rapidly,asifshewouldturnthecurrentoftheconversationaside——“whatafavouriteyouhavegrownwithhim!Youshouldhaveheardhimtalkofyoutotheoldladies。Imightwellbejealousofyou。Thereneverwasatutorlikehis。“

Hugh"sheartsmotehimthatthepraiseofeventhiscommonman,proudofhisownvanity,shouldbeundeservedbyhim。Hewastroubled,too,attheflippancywithwhichEuphraspoke;yetnotthelessdidhefeelthathelovedherpassionately。

“Idaresay,“hereplied,“hepraisedmeashewouldanythingelsethathappenedtobehis。Isn"tthatoldbayhorseofhisthebesthackinthecounty?”

“Younaughtyman!Areyougoingtobesatirical?”

“Youclaimthatasyourprivilege,doyou?”

“Worseandworse!Iwillnottalktoyou。But,seriously,forI

mustgo——bringyourItalianto——to——“Shehesitated。

“Tothelibrary——whynot?”suggestedHugh。

“No-o,“sheanswered,shakingherhead,andlookingquitesolemn。

“Well,willyoucometomystudy?Willthatpleaseyoubetter?”

“Yes,Iwill,“sheanswered,withadefinitivetone。“Good-bye,now。“

Sheopenedthedoor,andhavinglookedouttoseethatnoonewaspassing,toldhimtogo。Ashewent,hefeltasiftheoakenfloorwereelasticbeneathhistread。

Itwassometimeafterthehouseholdhadretired,however,beforeEuphramadeherappearanceatthedoorofhisstudy。Sheseemedrathershyofentering,andhesitated,asifshefeltshewasdoingsomethingsheoughtnottodo。Butassoonasshehadentered,andthedoorwasshut,sheappearedtorecoverherselfquite;andtheysatdownatthetablewiththeirbooks。Theycouldnotgetonverywellwiththeirreading,however。Hughoftenforgotwhathewasabout,inlookingather;andsheseemednowiseinclinedtoaverthisgazes,orcheckthegrowthofhisadmiration。

Ratherabruptly,butapparentlystartingfromsomesuggestioninthebook,shesaidtohim:

“Bythebye,hasMr。Arnoldeversaidanythingtoyouaboutthefamilyjewels?”

“No,“saidHugh。“Aretheremany?”

“Yes,agreatmany。Mr。Arnoldisveryproudofthem,aswellasoftheportraits;sohetreatstheminthesameway——keepsthemlockedup。Indeedheseldomallowsthemtoseedaylight,exceptitbeasamarkofespecialfavourtosomeone。“

“Ishouldlikemuchtoseethem。Ihavealwaysbeencuriousaboutstones。Theyarewonderful,mysteriousthingstome。“

Euphragavehimaverypeculiar,searchingglance,ashespoke。

“ShallI,“hecontinued,“givehimahintthatIshouldliketoseethem?”

“Bynomeans,“answeredEuphra,emphatically,“exceptheshouldrefertothemhimself。Heisveryjealousofhispossessions——hisfamilypossessions,Imean。Pooroldman!hehasnotmuchelsetoplumehimselfupon;hashe?”

“Heiskindtoyou,Euphra。“

Shelookedathimasifshedidnotunderstandhim。

“Yes。Whatthen?”

“Yououghtnottobeunkindtohim。“

“Youoddcreature!Iamnotunkindtohim。Ilikehim。Butwearenotgettingonwithourreading。Whatcouldhaveledmetotalkaboutfamily-jewels?Oh!Isee。Whatastrangethingtheassociationofideasis!Thereisnotaveryobviousconnexionhere;isthere?”

“No。Onecannotaccountforsuchthings。Thelinksinthechainofideasaresometimesslenderenough。Yettheslenderestissufficienttoenabletheelectricflashofthoughttopassalongtheline。“

Sheseemedponderingforamoment。

“Thatstrikesmeasafinesimile,“shesaid。“Yououghttobeapoetyourself。“

Hughmadenoreply。

“Idaresayyouhavehundredsofpoemsinthatolddesk,now?”

“Ithinktheymightbecountedbytens。“

“Doletmeseethem。“

“Youwouldnotcareforthem。“

“Wouldn"tI,Hugh?”

“Iwill,ononecondition——twoconditions,Imean。“

“Whatarethey?”

“Oneis,thatyoushowmeyours。“

“Mine?”

“Yes。“

“WhotoldyouIwroteverses?Thatsillyboy?”

“No——IsawyourversesbeforeIsawyou。Youremember?”

“Itwasverydishonourableinyoutoreadthem。“

“Ionlysawtheywereverses。Ididnotreadaword。“

“Iforgiveyou,then。Youmustshowmeyoursfirst,tillIseewhetherIcouldventuretoletyouseemine。Ifyourswereverybadindeed,thenImightriskshowingmine。“

Andmuchmoreofthissort,withwhichIwillnotwearymyreaders。

ItendedinHugh"stakingfromtheoldescritoireabundleofpapers,andhandingthemtoEuphra。ButthereaderneednotfearthatIamgoingtoprintanyoftheseverses。Ihavemorerespectformyhonestprosepagethantobreakitupso。Indeed,thewholeofthisinterviewmighthavebeenomitted,butfortwocircumstances。Oneofthemwas,thatingettingthesepapers,Hughhadtoopenaconcealedportionoftheescritoire,whichhismathematicalknowledgehadenabledhimtodiscover。Ithadevidentlynotbeenopenedformanyyearsbeforehefoundit。Hehadmadeuseofittoholdtheonlytreasureshehad——poorenoughtreasures,certainly!Notalovingnote,notalockofhairevenhadhe——nothingbutthefewcobwebsspunfromhisownbrain。Itistrue,wearerichorpooraccordingtowhatweare,notwhatwehave。Butwhatamanhasproduced,isnotwhatheis。Hemayevenimpoverishhistrueselfbyproduction。

WhenEuphrasawhimopenthisplace,sheutteredasuppressedcryofastonishment。

“Ah!”saidHugh,“youdidnotknowofthishidie-hole,didyou?”

“Indeed,Ididnot。Ihadusedthedeskmyself,forthiswasafavouriteroomofminebeforeyoucame,butIneverfoundthat。

Dearme!Letmelook。“

Sheputherhandonhisshoulderandleanedoverhim,ashepointedoutthewayofopeningit。

“Didyoufindnothinginit?”shesaid,withaslighttremourinhervoice。

“Nothingwhatever。“

“Theremaybemoreplaces。“

“No。Ihaveaccountedforthewholebulk,Ibelieve。“

“Howstrange!”

“Butnowyoumustgivememyguerdon,“saidHughtimidly。

Thefactwas,thepooryouthhadbargained,inaplayfulmanner,andyetwithanearnest,covetousheart,forone,thefirstkiss,inreturnforthepoemsshebeggedtosee。

Sheturnedherfacetowardshim。

Thesecondcircumstancewhichmakestheinterviewworthrecordingis,that,atthismoment,threedistinctknockswereheardonthewindow。Theysprangasunder,andsaweachother"sfacepaleasdeath。InEuphra"s,theexpressionoffrightwasmingledwithoneofannoyance。Hugh,thoughhishearttrembledlikeabird,leapedtothewindow。Nothingwastobeseenbutthetreesthat“stretchedtheirdarkarms“withinafewfeetoftheoriel。TurningagaintowardsEuphra,hefound,tohismortification,thatshehadvanished——andhadleftthepacketofpoemsbehindher。

Hereplacedthemintheiroldquartersintheescritoire;andhisvaguedismayattheunaccountablenoises,wasdrownedinthebitterwatersofmiserablehumiliation。Hesleptatlast,fromtheexhaustionofdisappointment。

Whenheawoke,however,hetriedtopersuadehimselfthathehadmadefartoomuchofthetriflingcircumstanceofherleavingtheversesbehind。Forwasshenotterrified?——Why,then,didsheleavehimandgoalonetoherownroom?——Shemusthavefeltthatsheoughtnottobeinhis,atthathour,andthereforedarednotstay——Whydarednot?Didshethinkthehousewashauntedbyaghostofpropriety?Whatrationaltheorycouldheinventtoaccountforthestrangeandrepeatedsounds?——Hepuzzledhimselfoverittothevergeofabsoluteintellectualprostration。

Hewasgenerallythefirstinthebreakfast-room;thatis,afterEuphra,whowasalwaysthefirst。Shewentuptohimasheentered,andsaid,almostinawhisper:

“Haveyougotthepoemsforme?Quick!”

Hughhesitated。Shelookedathim。

“No,“hesaidatlast——“Youneverwantedthem。“

“Thatisveryunkind;whenyouknowIwasfrightenedoutofmywits。

Dogivemethem。“

“Theyarenotworthgivingyou。Besides,Ihavenotgotthem。I

don"tcarrytheminmypocket。Theyareintheescritoire。I

couldn"tleavethemlyingabout。Nevermindthem。“

“Ihavearighttothem,“shesaid,lookingupathimslylyandshyly。

“Well,Igaveyouthem,andyoudidnotthinkthemworthkeeping。I

keptmypartofthebargain。“

Shelookedannoyed。

“Nevermind,dearEuphra;youshallhavethem,oranythingelseI

have;——thebrainthatmadethem,ifyoulike。“

“Wasitonlythebrainthathadtodowiththemakingofthem?”

“Perhapsthehearttoo;butyouhavethatalready。“

Herfaceflushedlikeadamaskrose。

AtthatmomentMrs。Eltonentered,andlookedalittlesurprised。

Euphrainstantlysaid:

“Ithinkitisrathertoobadofyou,Mr。Sutherland,tokeepthepoorboysohardtohiswork,whenyouknowheisnotstrong。Mrs。

Elton,IhavebeenbeggingaholidayforpoorHarry,tolethimgowithustoWottonHouse;buthehassuchahardtask-master!Hewillnothearofit。“

Theflush,whichshecouldnotgetridofallatonce,wasthusmadetododutyasoneofdispleasure。Mrs。Eltonwasthoroughlydeceived,andunitedherentreatiestothoseofMissCameron。Hughwascompelledtojoininthedeception,andpretendtoyieldaslowconsent。ThusaholidaywasextemporisedforHarry,subjecttotheapprobationofhisfather。Thiswasreadilygranted;andMr。

Arnold,turningtoHugh,said:

“Youwillhavenothingtodo,Mr。Sutherland:hadyounotbetterjoinus?”

“Withpleasure,“repliedhe;“butthecarriagewillbefull。“

“Youcantakeyourhorse。“

“Thankyouverymuch。Iwill。“

Thedaywasdelightful;oneofthosegreysummer-days,thatarefarbetterforanexcursionthanbrightones。Inthebestofspirits,mountedonagoodhorse,ridingalongsideofthecarriageinwhichwastheladywhowasallwomankindtohim,andwho,withouttakingmuchnoticeofhim,yetcontrivedtothrowhimaglancenowandthen,Hughwouldhavebeenoverflowinglyhappy,butforanunquiet,distressedfeeling,whichallthetimemadehimawareofthepresenceofasickconsciencesomewherewithin。Mr。Arnoldwasexceedinglypleasant,forhewasmuchtakenwiththesweetnessandmodestyofLadyEmily,who,havingnostrongopinionsuponanything,receivedthoseofMr。Arnoldwithattentivesubmission。Hesaw,orfanciedhesawinher,agreatresemblancetohisdeceasedwife,towhomhehadbeenassincerelyattachedashisnaturewouldallow。

Infact,LadyEmilyadvancedsorapidlyinhisgoodgraces,thateitherEuphrawas,orthoughtfittoappear,ratherjealousofher。

Shepaidhereveryattention,however,andseemedtogratifyMr。

Arnoldbyhercareoftheinvalid。Sheevenjoinedintheentreatieswhich,ontheirwayhome,hemadewithevidentearnestness,foranextensionoftheirvisittoamonth。LadyEmilywasalreadysomuchbetterforthechange,thatMrs。Eltonmadenoobjectiontotheproposal。EuphragaveHughonelookofmisery,and,turningagain,insistedwithincreasedwarmthontheirimmediateconsent。Itwasgainedwithoutmuchdifficultybeforetheyreachedhome。

Harry,too,wascaptivatedbythegentlekindnessofLadyEmily,andhardlytookhiseyesoffheralltheway;while,ontheotherhand,hisdelicatelittleattentionshadalreadygainedtheheartofgoodMrs。Elton,whofromthefirsthadremarkedandpitiedthesadlooksoftheboy。

CHAPTERXVI。

ANEWVISITORANDANOLDACQUAINTANCE。

He"senoughTobringawomantoconfusion,Morethanawiserman,orafargreater。

MIDDLETON——TheWitch。

Whentheyreachedthelodge,LadyEmilyexpressedawishtowalkuptheavenuetothehouse。TothisMr。Arnoldgladlyconsented。Thecarriagewassentroundthebackway;andHugh,dismounting,gavehishorsetothefootmaninattendance。Astheydrewnearthehouse,therestofthepartyhavingstoppedtolookatanoldtreewhichwasafavouritewithitsowner,HughandHarryweresomeyardsinadvance;whentheformerspied,approachingthemfromthehouse,thedistinguishedfigureofHerrvonFunkelstein。Salutingastheymet,thevisitorinformedHughthathehadjustbeenleavinghiscardforhim,andwouldcallsomeothermorningsoon;for,ashewasrusticating,hehadlittletooccupyhim。Hughturnedwithhimtowardstherestoftheparty,whowerenowcloseathand;whenFunkelsteinexclaimed,inatoneofsurprise,“What!MissCameronhere!”andadvancedwithaprofoundobeisance,holdinghishatinhishand。

Hughthoughthesawherlookannoyed;butsheheldoutherhandtohim,and,inavoiceindicating——stillasitappearedtoHugh——somereluctance,introducedhimtoheruncle,withthewords:

“WemetatSirEdwardLaston"s,whenIwasvisitingMrs。Elkingham,twoyearsago,uncle。“

Mr。Arnoldliftedhishatandbowedpolitelytothestranger。HadEuphrainformedhimthat,althoughapersonofconsiderableinfluenceinSirEdward"shousehold,HerrvonFunkelsteinhadhisstandingthereonlyasSirEdward"sprivatesecretary,Mr。Arnold"saversiontoforeignersgenerallywouldnothavebeensoscrupulouslybanishedintothebackgroundofhisbehaviour。Ordinarycivilitiespassedbetweenthem,markedbyanairofflatteringdeferenceonFunkelstein"spart,whichmighthavebeendisagreeabletoamanlessuninterruptedlyconsciousofhisownimportancethanMr。Arnold;andthenewvisitorturnedoncemore,asifforgetfulofhispreviousdirection,andaccompaniedthemtowardsthehouse。Beforetheyreachedithehad,eveninthatshortspace,ingratiatedhimselfsofarwithMr。Arnold,thatheaskedhimtostayanddinewiththem——aninvitationwhichwasacceptedwithmanifestpleasure。

“Mr。Sutherland,“saidMr。Arnold,“willyoushowyourfriendanythingworthnoteabouttheplace?Hehaskindlyconsentedtodinewithus;andinthemeantimeIhavesomeletterstowrite。“

“Withpleasure,“answeredHugh。

Butallthistimehehadbeeninwardlycommentingontheappearanceofhisfriend,asMr。Arnoldcalledhim,withthejealousyofayouthinlove;forwasnotFunkelsteinanoldacquaintanceofMissCameron?Whatmightnothavepassedbetweentheminthatoldhiddentime?——forloveisjealousofthepastaswellasofthefuture。

Love,aswellasmetaphysics,hasalastingquarrelwithtimeandspace:thelowerlovefearsthem,whilethehigherdefiesthem——AndhecouldnothelpseeingthatFunkelsteinwasonetowinfavourinladies"eyes。VeryregularfeaturesandadarkcomplexionwerelightedupbyeyesasblackasEuphra"s,andcapableofawonderfulplayoflight;whilehisformwasremarkableforstrengthandsymmetry。Hughfeltthatinanycompanyhewouldattractimmediateattention。Hislongdarkbeard,ofwhichjustthecentrewasremovedtoexposeafinely-turnedchin,blewovereachshoulderasoftenastheymetthewindingoingroundthehouse。FromwhatI

haveheardofhimfromotherdeponentsbesidesHugh,Ishouldjudgethathedidwelltoconcealthelinesofhismouthinalongmoustache,whichflowedintohisbifurcatedbeard。Hehadjustenoughoftheforeigninhisdresstoaddtotheappearanceoffashionwhichitbore。

Astheywalked,Hughcouldnothelpobservinganoddpeculiarityinthecarriageofhiscompanion。Itwas,that,everyfewsteps,hegaveabackwardanddownwardglancetotheright,withasweepingbendofhisbody,asifheweretryingtogetaviewofthecalfofhisleg,orasifhefanciedhefeltsomethingtrailingathisfoot。

Soprobable,fromhismotion,didthelattersuppositionseem,thatHughchangedsidestosatisfyhimselfwhetherornottherewassomedraggingbriarorstrawannoyinghim;butnofollowerwastobediscovered。

“Youareahappyman,Mr。Sutherland,“saidtheguest,“toliveunderthesameroofwiththatbeautifulMissCameron。“

“AmI?”thoughtHugh;butheonlysaid,affectingsomesurprise:

“Doyouthinkhersobeautiful?”

Funkelstein"seyeswerefixeduponhim,asiftoseetheeffectofhisremark。Hughfeltthem,andcouldnotconformhisfacetotheindifferenceofhiswords。Buthiscompaniononlyansweredindifferently:

“Well,Ishouldsayso;butbeautyisnot,thatisnotbeautyforus。“

Whetherornottherewaspoisonintheforkofthisremark,Hughcouldonlyconjecture。Hemadenoreply。

Astheywalkedabouttheprecinctsofthehouse,FunkelsteinaskedmanyquestionsofHugh,whichhisentireignoranceofdomesticarchitecturemadeitimpossibleforhimtoanswer。Thisseemedonlytoexcitethequestioner"sdesireforinformationtoahigherpitch;

andasiftheverystonescouldreplytohisdemands,heexaminedthewholerangeofthevariousbuildingsconstitutingthehouseofArnstead“ashewoulddrawit。“

“Certainly,“saidhe,“thereisatleastvarietyenoughinthestyleofthismassofmaterial。Thereisenoughforonepyramid。“

“Thatwouldberatherattheexpenseofthevariety,woulditnot?”

saidHugh,inspitefulresponsetotheinconsequenceofthesecondmemberofFunkelstein"sremark。Butthelatterwasapparentlytoomuchabsorbedinhiscontinuedinspectionofthehouse,fromeveryattainablepointofnearview,toheedthecomment。

“ThistheycalltheGhost"sWalk,“saidHugh。

“Ah!abouttheseoldhousestherearealwayssuchtales。“

“Whatsortoftalesdoyoumean?”

“Imeanofparticularspotsandtheirghosts。Youmusthaveheardmanysuch?”

“No,notI。“

“IthinkGermanyismoreprolificofsuchstories。Icouldtellyouplenty。“

“Butyoudon"tmeanyoubelievesuchthings?”

“Tomeitisequal。Ilookatthementirelyasobjectsofart。“

“Thatisanewviewofaghosttome。Anobjectofart?Ishouldhavethoughtthemconsiderablymoresuitableobjectsprevioustotheirdisembodiment。“

“Ah!youdonotunderstand。Youcallartpainting,don"tyou——orsculptureatmost?Igiveupsculpturecertainly——andpaintingtoo。

Butdon"tyouthinkaghostaveryeffectiveobjectinliteraturenow?Confess:doyounotlikeaghost-storyverymuch?”

“Yes,ifitisaverygoodone。“

“Hamletnow?”

“Ah!wedon"tspeakofShakspere"splaysasstories。Hischaractersaresorealtous,that,inthinkingoftheirdevelopment,wegobackeventotheirfathersandmothers——andsometimesevenspeculateabouttheirfuture。“

“Youislandersarealwaysinearliestsomehow。SoareweGermans。

Weareallone。“

“Ihopeyoucanbeinearnestaboutdinner,then,forIhearthebell。“

“Wemustrenderourselvesinthedrawing-room,then?Yes。“

Whentheyenteredthedrawing-room,theyfoundMissCameronalone。

Funkelsteinadvanced,andaddressedafewwordstoherinGerman,whichHugh"slimitedacquaintancewiththelanguagepreventedhimfromcatching。Atthesamemoment,Mr。Arnoldentered,andFunkelstein,turningtohimimmediately,proceeded,asifbywayofapologyforspeakinginanunknowntongue,tointerpretforMr。

Arnold"sbenefit:

“IhavejustbeentellingMissCameroninthelanguageofmycountry,howmuchbettershelooksthanwhenIsawheratSirEdwardLastons。“

“IknowIwasquiteascare-crowthen,“saidEuphra,attemptingtolaugh。

“Andnowyouarequiteadecoy-duck,eh,Euphra?”saidMr。Arnold,laughinginrealityathisownjoke,whichputhimingreatgood-humourforthewholetimeofdinneranddessert。

“Thankyou,uncle,“saidEuphra,withaprettilypretendedaffectationofhumility。Thensheaddedgaily:

“WhendidyouriseonourSussexhorizon,HerrvonFunkelstein?”

“Oh!Ihavebeenintheneighbourhoodforafewdays;butIowemymeetingwithyoutooneofthosecoincidenceswhich,weretheynotsopleasant——tomeinthiscase,atleast——onewouldthinkcouldonlyresultfromtheblunderingofoldDameNatureoverherknitting。IfIhadnothadthegoodfortunetomeetMr。Sutherlandtheotherevening,Ishouldhaveremainedinutterignoranceofyourneighbourhoodandmyownfelicity,MissCameron。Indeed,Icallednowtoseehim,notyou。“

HughsawMr。Arnoldlookingratherdoubtfuloftheforeigner"sfinespeeches。

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