第12章
CHAPTERII。
LETTERSFORTHEPOST。
Nothingbutdroughtanddearth,butbushandbrake,Whichwaysoe"erIlook,Isee。
Somemaydreammerrily,butwhentheywake,Theydressthemselves,andcometothee。
GEORGEHERBERT——Home。
Hegothiswritingmaterials,andwrotetotheeffect,thatagraduateofaScotchuniversitywaspreparedtogiveprivatelessonsintheclassicsandmathematics,oreveninanyoftheinferiorbranchesofeducation,&c。,&c。ThishewouldtaketotheTimesnextday。
Assoonashehaddonethis,Dutyliftedupherhead,andcalledhim。Heobeyed,andwrotetohismother。Dutycalledagain;andhewrote,thoughwithmuchtrepidationandhumiliation,toDavidElginbrod。
Itwasagoodbeginning。HehadcommencedhisLondonlifeindoingwhatheknewheoughttodo。HistrepidationinwritingtoDavid,aroseinpart,itmustbeconfessed,fromthestrangeresultofoneoftheexperimentsatArnstead。
Thiswashisletter。Buthesatandmeditatedalongtimebeforehebeganit。
“MYDEARFRIEND,——IfIdidnotthinkyouwouldforgiveme,Ishouldfeel,nowthatIhaveonceallowedmymindtorestuponmyconducttoyou,asifIcouldneverholdupmyheadagain。Aftermuchoccupationofthoughtandfeelingwithotherthings,aseasonofsilencehascome,andmysinslookmeintheface。Firstofthemallismyneglectofyou,towhomIowemorethantoanymanelse,except,perhaps,myfather。Forgiveme,forforgiveness"sake。Youknowittakesalongtimeforachildtoknowitsmother。Ittakeseverythingasamatterofcourse,tillsuddenlyonedayitliftsupitseyes,andknowsthatafaceislookingatit。Ihavebeenlikethechildtowardsyou;butIambeginningtofeelwhatyouhavebeentome。Iwanttobegood。IamverylonelynowingreatnoisyLondon。Writetome,ifyouplease,andcomfortme。IwishIwereasgoodasyou。Theneverythingwouldgorightwithme。DonotsupposethatIamingreattroubleofanykind。AsyetIamverycomfortable,asfarasexternalcircumstancesgo。ButIhaveakindofachinginsideme。Somethingisnotright,andIwantyourhelp。
YouwillknowwhatImean。WhatamItodo?Pleasetoremembermeinthekindest,mostgratefulmannertoMrs。ElginbrodandMargaret。
ItismorethanIdeserve,butIhopetheyhavenotforgottenmeasIhaveseemedtoforgetthem。
“Iam,mydearMr。Elginbrod,“Youroldfriend,“HUGHSUTHERLAND。“
Imayaswellinserthereanotherletter,whicharrivedatTurriepuffit,likewiseaddressedtoDavid,somesixweeksaftertheforegoing。TheywerebothtakentoJanet,ofcourse:
“SIR,——Ihaveheardfromonewhoknowsyou,thatyoubelieve——reallybelieveinGod。ThatiswhyIwritetoyou。Itmayseemverystrangeinmetodoso,buthowcanIhelpit?Iamaveryunhappywoman,forIaminthepowerofabadman。Icannotexplainitalltoyou,andIwillnotattemptit;forsometimesIalmostthinkIamoutofmymind,andthatitisalladelusion。But,alas!delusionornot,itisadreadfulrealitytomeinallitsconsequences。Itisofsuchanaturethatnoonecanhelpme——butGod,iftherebeaGod;andifyoucanmakemebelievethatthereisaGod,Ishallnotneedtobepersuadedthathewillhelpme;forIwillbesiegehimwithprayersnightanddaytosetmefree。AndevenifIamoutofmymind,whocanhelpmebuthim?Ah!isitnotwhenwearedriventodespair,whenthereisnomorehelpanywhere,thatwelookaroundforsomepowerofgoodthatcanputrightallthatiswrong?Tellme,dearsir,whattodo。TellmethattherecertainlyisaGod;
elseIshalldieraving。Hesaidyouknewabouthimbetterthananybodyelse。
“Iam,honouredSir,“Yourobedientservant,“EUPHRASIACAMERON。
“Arnstead,Surrey,&c。,&c。“
David"sanswertothisletter,wouldhavebeensomethingworthhaving。ButIthinkitwouldhavebeenallsummedupinoneword:
Tryandsee:callandlisten。
ButwhatcouldJanetdowithsuchletters?Shedidtheonlythingshecould:shesentthemtoMargaret。
Hughfounditnogreathardshiptogotobedinthesameroominwhichhesat。Thebedlookedpeculiarlyinviting;for,strangetotell,itwasactuallyhungwiththesamepatternofold-fashionedchintz,asthebedwhichhadbeenhisfromhisearliestrecollection,tillhelefthisfather"shouse。Howcouldhemistakethetrees,growingwithtuftstotheground,orthegreatbirdswhichheusedtothinkwerecrows,notwithstandingtheirredandyellowplumage?Itwasalloverred,brown,andyellow。Hecouldremember,andreconstructtheveryfaces,distortedandawful,which,inthedeliriumofchildishsicknesses,heusedtodiscoverinthefoliageandstemsofthetrees。Itmadethewholeplaceseemtohimhomelyandkind。Whenhegottired,hekneltbyhisbedside,whichhehadnotdoneforalongtime,andthenwenttobed。
Hardship!No。Itwasverypleasanttoseethedyingfire,andhisbooksaboutandhispapers;andtodream,half-asleepandhalf-awake,thatthehouse-fairieswerestealingouttogambolforalittleinthefire-lightedsilenceoftheroomasheslept,andtovanishastheembersturnedblack。Hehadnotbeensohappyforalongtimeasnow。Thewritingofthatletterhadremovedaloadfromhisheart。True,wecanneverbeatpeacetillwehaveperformedthehighestdutyofall——tillwehavearisen,andgonetoourFather;buttheperformanceofsmallerduties,yes,evenofthesmallest,willdomoretogiveustemporaryrepose,willactmoreashealthfulanodynes,thanthegreatestjoysthatcancometousfromanyotherquarter。Hesoonfellasleep,anddreamedthathewasalittlechildlostinasnow-storm;andthatjustasthesnowhadreachedabovehishead,andhewasbeginningtobesmothered,agreathandcaughtholdofhimbythearmandliftedhimout;and,lo!thestormhadceased,andthestarsweresparklingoverheadlikediamondsthathadbeendrinkingthelightofthesunallday;andhesawthatitwasDavid,asstrongasever,whohadrescuedhim,thelittlechild,andwasleadinghimhometoJanet。Buthegotsleepyandfaintupontheway,whichwaslongandcold;andthenDavidliftedhimupandcarriedhiminhisbosom,andhefellasleep。
Whenhewoke,and,openinghiseyes,lookeduptohimwhoborehim,itwasDavidnolonger。Thefacewasthatwhichwasmarredmorethananyman"s,becausethesoulwithinhadlovedmore;itwasthefaceoftheSonofMan,andhewascarryinghimlikealambinhisbosom。Hegazedmoreandmoreastheytravelledthroughthecoldnight;andthejoyoflyingintheembraceofthatman,grewandgrew,tillitbecametoostrongforthebondsofsleep;andheawokeinthefogofaLondonmorning。
CHAPTERIII。
ENDEAVOURS。
And,evenshouldmisfortunescome,——I,herewhasit,haemetwi"some,An"sthankfu"forthemyet。
Theygiethewitofagetoyouth;
Theyletuskenoursel";
Theymak"usseethenakedtruth,Therealguidandill。
Tho"losses,andcrosses,Belessonsrightsevere,There"switthere,ye"llgetthere,Ye"llfindnaeotherwhere。
BURNS。
HughtookhisadvertisementtotheTimesoffice,andpaidwhatseemedtohimanawfulamountforitsinsertion。ThenhewanderedaboutLondontillthemiddleoftheday,whenhewentintoabaker"sshop,andboughttwopennyloaves,whichheputinhispocket。
HavingfoundhiswaytotheBritishMuseum,hedevouredthemathisleisureashewalkedthroughtheGrecianandRomansaloons。“Whatistheuseofgoodhealth,“hesaidtohimself,“ifamancannotliveuponbread?”Porridgeandoatmealcakeswouldhavepleasedhimaswell;butthatfoodforhorsesisnotsoeasilyprocuredinLondon,andcostsmorethantheother。AcousinofhishadlivedinEdinburghforsixmonthsuponeighteen-penceaweekinthatway,andhadsleptthegreaterpartofthetimeuponthefloor,traininghimselfforthehardshipsofasoldier"slife。Andhecouldnotforgetthecollegeyouthwhomhiscomradeshadconsideredmean,tilltheylearnedthat,outofhispoorbursaryoffourteenpoundsasession,andwhathecouldmakebesidesbyprivateteachingattheratepreviouslymentionedorevenless,hehelpedhisparentstoeducateayoungerbrother;and,inordertodoso,livedhimselfuponoatmealandpotatoes。Buttheydidnotfindthisouttillafterhewasdead,poorfellow!Hecouldnotstandit。
Ioughtatthesametimetomention,thatHughrarelymadeuseofacrossingonamuddyday,withoutfindingahalf-pennysomewhereabouthimforthesweeper。Hewouldratherwalkthroughoceansofmud,thancrossatthenaturalplacewhenhehadnocoppers——especiallyifhehadpatentleatherbootson。
Afterhehadeatenhisbread,hewenthometogetsomewater。Then,ashehadnothingelsetodo,hesatdowninhisroom,andbegantomanufactureastory,thinkingitjustpossibleitmightbeacceptedbyoneorotherofthepseudo-literarypublicationswithwhichLondonisinundatedinhebdomadalfloods。Hefoundspinningalmostaseasyasifhehadbeenaspider,forhehadareadyinvention,andanaturalgiftofspeech;sothat,inafewdays,hehadfinishedastory,quiteasgoodasmostofthosethatappearinthebettersortofweeklypublications。This,inhismodesty,hesenttooneoftheinferiorsort,andheardnothingmoreofitthanifhehadflungitintothesea。Possiblyheflewtoolow。Hetriedagain,butwithnobettersuccess。Hisambitiongrewwithhisdisappointments,orperhapsratherwiththeexerciseofhisfaculties。Beforemanydayshadpassedhemadeuphismindtotryanovel。Forthreemonthsheworkedatthissixhoursadayregularly。Whenmaterialfailedhim,fromtheexhaustionconsequentuponuninterruptedproduction,hewouldrecreatehimselfbylyingfallowforanhourortwo,orwalkingoutinamoodformerelypassiveobservation。Butthisanticipates。
Hisadvertisementdidnotproduceasingleinquiry,andheshrunkfromspendingmoremoneyinsuchanapparentlyunprofitableappliance。Dayafterdaywentby,andnovoicereachedhimfromtheunknownworldoflabour。Hewentatlasttoseveralstationers"
shopsintheneighbourhood,boughtsomenecessaryarticles,andtooktheseopportunitiesofaskingiftheyknewofanyoneinwantofsuchassistanceashecouldgive。Butunpleasantashefeltittomakesuchinquiries,hesoonfoundthattomostpeopleitwasequallyunpleasanttoreplytothem。Thereseemedtobesomethingdisreputableinhavingtoanswersuchquestions,tojudgefromtheconstrained,indifferent,andsometimes,thoughnotoften,surlyanswerswhichhereceived。“Canitbe,“thoughtHugh,“asdisgracefultoaskforworkastoaskforbread?”Ifhehadhadathousandayear,andhadwantedasituationofanotherthousand,itwouldhavebeenquitecommendable;buttotrytoeludecoldandhungerbyinquiringafterpaltryshillings"worthsofhardlabour,wasdespicable。
Soheplacedthemorehopeuponhisnovel,andworkedatthatdiligently。Buthedidnotfinditquitesoeasyashehadatfirstexpected。Noonefindsanythingeithersoeasyorsodifficultas,inoppositemoods,hehadexpectedtofindit。Everythingispossible;butwithoutlabourandfailurenothingisachievable。Thelabour,however,comesnaturally,andexperiencegrowswithoutagonizingtransitions;whilethefailuregenerallypoints,initsdetectedcause,tothewayoffuturesuccess。Heworkedon。
Hedidnot,however,forgetthering。Frequentwerehismeditations,inthepausesofhisstory,andwhenwalkinginthestreets,astothebestmeansofrecoveringit。Ishouldrathersayanymeansthanbest;foritwasnotyetaquestionofchoiceanddegrees。Thecountcouldnotbuthaveknownthattheringwasofnomoneyvalue;thereforeitwasnotlikelythathehadstolenitinordertopartwithitagain。Consequentlyitwouldbeofnousetoadvertiseit,ortosearchforitinthepawnbrokers"orsecond-handjewellers"shops。Tofindthecrystal,itwasclearasitselfthathemustfirstfindthecount。
Buthow?——Hecouldthinkofnoplan。Anyalarmwouldplacethecountonthedefensive,andthejewelatoncebeyondreach。
Besides,hewishedtokeepthewholematterquiet,andgainhisobjectwithouthisoranyothernamecomingbeforethepublic。
Thereforehewouldnotventuretoapplytothepolice,thoughdoubtlesstheywouldbeabletodiscovertheman,ifhewereanywhereinLondon。Hesurmisedthatinallprobabilitytheyknewhimalready。Buthecouldnotcometoanyconclusionastotheobjecthemusthavehadinviewinsecuringsuchatrifle。
Hughhadallbutforgottenthecount"schequeforahundredguineas;
for,inthefirstplace,hehadneverintendedpresentingit——therepugnancewhichsomemindsfeeltousingmoneywhichtheyhaveneitherreceivedbygiftnoracquiredbyhonestearning,beingatleastequaltothepleasureothermindsfeelingainingitwithouttheexpenseofeitherlabourorobligation;andinthesecondplace,sinceheknewmoreaboutthedrawer,hehadfeltsurethatitwouldbeofnousetopresentit。Tomakethislatterconvictionacertainty,hedidpresentit,andfoundthattherewerenoeffects。
CHAPTERIV。
ALETTERFROMTHEPOST。
Hipolito。Isyourwifethendeparted?
Orlando。She"sanolddwellerinthosehighcountries,yetnotfromme:here,she"shere;agoodcoupleareseldomparted——DEKKER。
Whatwonderfulthingslettersare!Intremblingandhopethefingersunclasp,andthefoldedsheetdropsinto——no,notthepost-officeletter-box——butintospace。
Ihavereadastorysomewhereofapoorchildthatdroppedaletterintothepost-office,addressedtoJesusChristinHeaven。Anditreachedhim,andthechildhadheranswer。ForwasitnotChristpresentinthegoodmanorwoman——Iforgettheparticularsofthestory——whosentthechildthehelpsheneeded?Therewasnonecessityforhimtoanswerinperson,asinthecaseofAbgarus,kingofEdessa。
Outofspacefromsomewherecomestheanswer。Suchlettersasthosegiveninapreviouschapter,areeachaspirit-crysentout,likeaNoah"sdove,intotheabyss;andthespiritturnsitsear,whereitsmouthhadbeenturnedbefore,andleanslisteningforthespirit-echo——theechowithasoulinit——theansweringvoicewhichoutoftheabysswillenterbythegatenowturnedtoreceiveit。
Whosewillbethevoice?Whatwillbethesense?Whatchordsontheharpoflifehavebeenstruckafaroffbythearrow-wordsoftheletter?Whattoneswilltheysendbacktothelonging,hungeringear?Themouthhathspoken,thatthefaintingearmaybefilledbythereturnofitswordsthroughthealembicofanothersoul。
OnecauseofgreatuneasinesstoHughwas,that,forsometimeafterareplymighthavebeenexpected,hereceivednoanswerfromDavidElginbrod。Atlength,however,aletterarrived,uponthehand-writingofwhichhespeculatedinvain,perplexedwitharesemblanceinittosomewritingthatheknew;andwhenheopenedit,hefoundthefollowinganswertohisown:
“DEARMR。SUTHERLAND,——Yourlettertomyfatherhasbeensenttomebymymother,forwhatyouwillfeeltobethesadreason,thatheisnomoreinthisworld。ButIcannotsayitissoverysadtometothinkthatheisgonehome,wheremymotherandIwillsoonjoinhim。Truelovecanwaitwell。Norindeed,dearMr。Sutherland,mustyoubetoomuchtroubledthatyourletterneverreachedhim。
MyfatherwaslikeGodinthis,thathealwaysforgaveanythingthemomenttherewasanythingtoforgive;forwhenelsecouldtherebesuchagoodtime?——although,ofcourse,thepersonforgivencouldnotknowittillheaskedforforgiveness。But,dearMr。
Sutherland,ifyoucouldseemesmilingasIwrite,andcouldyetseehowearnestmyheartisinwritingit,Iwouldventuretosaythat,invirtueofmyknowingmyfatherasIdo——forIamsureI
knowhisverysoul,asnearashumanlovecouldknowit——Iforgiveyou,inhisname,foranythingandeverythingwithwhichyoureproachyourselfinregardtohim。Ah!howmuchIoweyou!Andhowmuchheusedtosayheowedyou!Weshallthankyouoneday,whenweallmeet。
“Iam,dearMr。Sutherland,“Yourgratefulscholar,“MARGARETELGINBROD。“
Hughburstintotearsonreadingthisletter,——withnooverpoweringsenseofhisownsin,forhefeltthathewasforgiven;butwithasuddeninsightintothebeautyandgrandeurofthemanwhomhehadneglected,andthewondrouslovelinesswhichhehadtransmittedfromthefemininepartofhisnaturetothewhollyfeminineandthereforedelicatelypowerfulnatureofMargaret。ThevisionhehadbeheldinthelibraryatArnstead,aboutwhich,aswellasaboutmanyotherthingsthathadhappenedtohimthere,hecouldformnotheorycapableofembracingallthefacts——thisvisionreturnedtohismind"seye,andhefeltthattheglorifiedfacehehadbeheldmustsurelyhavebeenMargaret"s,whetherhehadseenitinthebodyoroutofthebody:suchafacealoneseemedtohimworthyofthewriterofthisletter。Purposelyornot,therewasnoaddressgiveninit;andtohissurprise,whenheexaminedtheenvelopewiththeutmostcare,hecoulddiscovernopostmarkbuttheLondonone。Thedate-stamplikewiseshowedthatitmusthavebeenpostedinLondon。
“So,“saidhetohimself,“inmyquestofadevil,Imaycrossthetrackofanangel,whoknows?Buthowcanshebehere?”
Tothisofcoursehehadnoanswerathand。
CHAPTERV。
BEGINNINGS。
Sinceamanisboundnofarthertohimselfthantodowisely,chanceisonlytotroublethemthatstanduponchance——SIRPHILIP
SIDNEY——TheArcadia。
Meantimeafeeblestar,butsparklingsomeraysofcomfort,begantoshineuponHugh"swintryprospects。Thestararoseinagrocer"sshop。Foronedayhislandlady,whosegrimattentionshadbeenincreasingratherthandiminishing,addressedhimsuddenlyasshewasremovinghisbreakfastapparatus。Thiswasaveryextraordinaryevent,forsheseldomaddressedhimitall;andreplied,whenheaddressedher,onlyinthebriefestmannerpossible。
“Haveyougotanypupilsyet,Mr。Sutherland?”
“No——Iamsorrytosay。ButhowdidyoucometoknowIwantedany,MissTalbot?”
“Youshouldn"thavesecretsathome,Mr。Sutherland。Iliketoknowwhatconcernsmyownfamily,andIgenerallyfindout。“
“Yousawmyadvertisement,perhaps?”
TothissuggestionMissTalbotmadenootheranswerthantheusualcompressionofherlips。
“Youwouldn"tbeaboveteachingatradesman"ssontobeginwith?”
“Certainlynot。Ishouldbeveryhappy。Doyouknowofsuchapupil?”
“Well,Ican"texactlysayIdoknoworIdon"tknow;butIhappenedtomentiontomygrocerroundthecornerthatyouwantedpupils。
Don"tsuppose,Mr。Sutherland,thatI"minthewayoftalkingaboutanyyoungmenofmine;butit——“
“Notforamoment,“interruptedHugh;andMissTalbotresumed,evidentlygratified。
“Well,ifyouwouldn"tmindsteppingroundthecorner,Ishouldn"twonderifyoumightmakeanarrangementwithMr。Appleditch。Hesaidyoumightcalluponhimifyouliked。“
Hughjumpedup,andgothishatatonce;receivedthefewnecessarydirectionsfromMissTalbot,andsoonfoundtheshop。Therewereagoodmanypoorpeopleinit,buyingsugar,andsoap,&c。;andoneladyapparentlygivingalargeorder。AyoungmancametoHugh,andbentoverthecounterinarecipientposition,likealivepointofinterrogation。Hughanswered——
“Mr。Appleditch。“
“Mr。Appleditchwillbedisengagedinafewminutes。Willyoutakeaseat?”
Thegrocerwasoccupiedwiththeladyandherorder;butassoonasshedeparted,heapproachedHughbehindtherampart,andstoodtowardshimintheusualretailattitude。
“MynameisSutherland。“
“Sutherland?”saidMr。Appleditch;“IthinkI"ve"eardthenamesomewheres,butIdon"tknowtheface。“
“MissTalbotmentionedmetoyou,Iunderstand,Mr。Appleditch。“
“Oh!ah!Iremember。Ibegyourpardon。Willyoustepthisway,Mr。Sutherland?”
Hughfollowedhimthroughasortofdraw-bridgewhichheliftedinthecounter,intoalittleappendixatthebackoftheshop。Mr。
Appleditchwasameek-lookingman,withlargeeyes,plumppastycheeks,andathinlittleperson。
“"Owdedo,Mr。Sutherland?”saidhe,holdingouthishand,assoonastheyhadreachedthisretreat。
“Thankyou——quitewell;“answeredSutherland,shakinghandswithhimaswellashecould,thecontactnotbeingaltogetherpleasant。
“Soyouwantpupils,doyou,sir?”
“Yes。“
“Ah!wellyousee,sir,pupilsisscarceatthisseason。Theyain"ttobeboughtineveryshop——ha!ha!”(Thelaughwasverymild。)“ButIthinkMrs。Appleditchcouldfindyouone,ifyoucouldagreewithheraboutthecharge,youknow,andallthat。“
“Howoldishe?Aboy,Isuppose?”
“Well,you"reright,sir。Itisaboy。Notveryold,though。MySamuelisjustten,butawonderfulforwardboyforhisyears——blesshim!”
“Andwhatwouldyouwishhimtolearn?”
“Oh!LatinandGreek,andallthat。Weintendbringinghimupfortheministry——Ihopeyouropinionsaredecided,sir?”
“Onsomepoints,theyare。ButIdonotknowtowhatyourefer,exactly。“
“Imeantheologicalopinions,sir。“
“ButIshallnothavetoteachyourlittleboytheology。“
“Certainlynot,sir。ThatdepartmentbelongstohismotherandI。
Unworthyvessels,sir;mereearthenvessels;butfilledwiththegraceofGod,Ihope,sir。“
Thegrocerpartedhishands,whichhehadbeenrubbingtogetherduringthisconversation,andliftedthemupwardsfromthewrists,likethefinsofaseal;then,droppingthem,felltorubbingthemagain。
“Ihopeso。Well——youknowthebestwaywillbeforme——notknowingyouropinions——toavoideverythingofareligiouskind。“
“Ah!butitshouldbelineuponline,youknow;herealittle,andtherealittle,sir。Asthebowisbent,youknow——the——hoopismade,youknow,sir。“
HereMr。Appleditchsteppedtothedoorsuddenly,andpeepedout,asifhefearedhewaswanted;butpresentlyreturning,hecontinued:
“Buttime"sapreciousgift,sir,andwemustnotwasteit。So,ifyou"lldousthehonour,sir,todinewithusnextLord"sday——wemaycallitaworkofnecessity,youknow——youwillseethelittleSamuel,and——and——Mrs。Appleditch。“
“Ishallbeveryhappy。Whatisyouraddress,Mr。Appleditch?”
“YouhadbettercometoSalemChapel,Dervishtown,andwecangohometogether。Servicecommencesateleven。Mrs。Appleditchwillbegladtoseeyou。AskforMr。Appleditch"spew。Goo-oodmorning,sir。“
Hughtookhisleave,halfinclinedtosendanexcusebeforethedayarrived,anddeclinetheconnection。Buthisprinciplewas,totakewhateveroffered,andthusmakewayforthenextthing。Besides,hethusavoidedtheresponsibilityofchoice,fromwhichhealwaysshrunk。
Hereturnedtohisnovel;but,alas!theinventivefacultypoint-blankrefusedtoworkundertheweightofsuchaSundayinprospect。Hewanderedout,quitedispirited;but,beforelong,totakehisrevengeuponcircumstances,resolvedatleasttohaveadinneroutofthem。Sohewenttoachophouse,hadachopandaglassofale,andwasastonishedtofindhowmuchheenjoyedthem。
Infact,abstinencegavehisveryplaindinnermorethanallthecharmsofafeast——afactofwhichHughhasnotbeentheonlydiscoverer。HestudiedPunchallthetimeheate,androsewithhisspiritsperfectlyrestored。
“NowIaminforit,“saidhe,“Iwillbeextravagantforonce。“Sohewentandboughtacigar,whichhespunoutintothreemilesofsmoke,ashewanderedthroughShoreditch,andHoundsditch,andPetticoat-lane,gazingatthefacesofhisbrothersandsisters;
whichfaceshavingbeensomanyyearswraptinafogbothmoralandphysical,nowlookedoutofitasiftheywereonlythecondensednucleiofthesamefogandfilth。
AshewasreturningthroughWhitechapel,hepassedamanonthepavement,whoseappearancewassoremarkablethathecouldnothelplookingbackafterhim。Whenhereflectedaboutit,hethoughtthatitmusthavebeenacertainindescribableresemblancetoDavidElginbrodthathadsoattractedhim。Themanwasverytall。
Six-foot。Hughfeltdwarfedbesidehim;forhehadtolookrightup,ashepassed,toseehisface。Hewasdressedinloose,shabbyblack。Hehadhighandotherwiseverymarkedfeatures,andadarkcomplexion。Ageneralcarelessnessofdemeanourwasstrangelycombinedwithanexpressionofreposefulstrengthandquietconcentrationofwill。AthowmuchofthisconclusionHugharrivedafterknowingmoreofhim,Icannottell;butsuchwasthedescriptionhegaveofhimashesawhimfirst:anditwasthoroughlycorrect。Hiscountenancealwaysseemedtome(forIknewhimwell)torepresentanatureeverbentinonedirection,butneverinhaste,becauseneverindoubt。
Tocarryhisextravaganceanddissipationstillfurther,HughnowbetookhimselftothepitoftheOlympicTheatre;andnoonecouldhavelaughedmoreheartily,orcriedmorehelplessly,thatnight,thanhe;forhegavehimselfwhollyuptotheinfluencesoftherulerofthehour,theadmirableRobson。Butwhatwashissurprisewhen,standingupatthecloseofthefirstact,andlookingaroundandabovehim,hesaw,unmistakeably,thesameremarkablecountenancelookingdownuponhimfromthefrontrowofthegallery。
Hecontinuedhiscircuitofobservation,tryingtodiscoverthefaceofFunkelsteinintheboxesorcircles;butinvoluntarilyheturnedhisgazebacktothestrangecountenance,whichstillseemedbenttowardshis。Thecurtainrose,andduringthesecondactheforgotallabouteverythingelse。Atitscloseheglanceduptothegalleryagain,andtherewasthefacestill,andstilllookingathim。Atthecloseofthethirdactithadvanished,andhesawnothingmoreofitthatevening。Whentheafter-piecewasover,forhesatitout,hewalkedquietlyhome,muchrefreshed。Hehadneededsomerelaxation,aftermanydaysofcloseandcontinuouslabour。
ButawfullysolemnwasthefaceofgoodMissTalbot,assheopenedthedoorforhimatmidnight。Hughtookespecialpainswithhisbootsandthedoor-mat,butitwasofnouse:theausterityofhercountenancewouldnotrelaxintheleast。Sohetookhiscandleandwalkedup-stairstohisroom,sayingonlyashewent——beingunabletothinkofanythingelse:
“Goodnight,MissTalbot。“
Butnoresponseproceededfromtheoffendeddivinityoftheplace。
Hewenttobed,somewhatdistressedatthebehaviourofMissTalbot,forhehadaweaknessforbeingongoodtermswitheverybody。Butheresolvedtohaveitoutwithhernextmorning;andsofellasleepanddreamedofthestrangemanwhohadwatchedhimatthetheatre。
Herosenextmorningattheusualtime。Buthisbreakfastwasdelayedhalfanhour;andwhenitcame,themaidwaiteduponhim,andnothermistress,asusual。Whenhehadfinished,andshereturnedtotakeawaytheruins,heaskedhertosaytohermistressthathewantedtospeaktoher。Shebroughtbackamessage,whichshedeliveredwithsomedifficulty,andevidentlyundercompulsion——thatifMr。Sutherlandwantedtospeaktoher,hewouldfindherinthebackparlour。Hughwentdowninstantly,andfoundMissTalbotinadoublyfrozencondition,herfaceabsolutelybluewithphysicalandmentalcoldcombined。Shewaitedforhimtospeak。Hughbegan:
“MissTalbot,itseemssomethingiswrongbetweenyouandme。“
“Yes,Mr。Sutherland。“
“IsitbecauseIwasratherlatelastnight。“
“Ratherlate,Mr。Sutherland?”
MissTalbotshowednoexcitement。Withher,thethermometer,inplaceofrisingundertheinfluenceofirritation,steadilysank。
“Icannotmakemyselfaprisoneronparole,youknow,MissTalbot。
Youmustleavememyliberty。“
“Oh,yes,Mr。Sutherland。Takeyourliberty。You"llgothewayofalltherest。It"snousetryingtosaveanyofyou。“
“ButI"mnotawarethatIaminanyparticularwantofsaving,MissTalbot。“
“Thereitis!——Well,tillasinneriscalledandawakened,ofcourseit"snouse。SoI"lljustdothebestIcanforyou。WhocantellwhentheSpiritmaybepouredfromonhigh?Butit"sverysadtome,Mr。Sutherland,toseeanamiableyoungmanlikeyougoingthewayoftransgressors,whichishard。Iamsorryforyou,Mr。
Sutherland。“
Thoughtheicewasnotgoneyet,ithadbeguntomeltundertheinfluencesofHugh"sgood-temper,andMissTalbot"ssympathywithhisthreateningfate。Conscience,too,hadsomethingtodowiththechange;for,muchasoneofhertemperamentmusthavedislikedmakingsuchaconfession,sheendedbyadding,afterapause:
“Andverysorry,Mr。Sutherland,thatIshowedyouanybadtemperlastnight。“
PoorMissTalbot!Hughsawthatshewasgenuinelytroubledabouthim,andresolvedtooffendbutseldom,whilehewasunderherroof。
“Perhaps,whenyouknowmelonger,youwillfindIamsteadierthanyouthink。“
“Well,itmaybe。Butsteadinesswon"tmakeaChristianofyou。“
“Itmaymakeatolerablelodgerofme,though,“answeredHugh;“andyouwouldn"tturnmeintothestreetbecauseIamsteadyandnothingmore,wouldyou?”
“IsaidIwassorry,Mr。Sutherland。Doyouwishmetosaymore?”
“Blessyourkindheart!”saidHugh。“Iwasonlyjoking。“
HeheldouthishandtoMissTalbot,andhereyesglistenedasshetookit。Shepresseditkindly,andabandoneditinstantly。
Soallwasrightbetweenthemoncemore。
“Whoknows,“murmuredMissTalbot,“buttheLordmaysavehim?He"ssurelynotfarfromthekingdomofheaven。I"lldoallIcantomakehimcomfortable。“
CHAPTERVI。
ASUNDAY"SDINNER。
Somebooksareliesfraeendtoend,Andsomegreatlieswereneverpenned:
Evenministers,theyhaebeenkenned,Inholyrapture,Greatliesandnonsensebaithtovend,Andnail"twi"Scripture。
BURNS。
TothegreatdiscomposureofHugh,Sundaywasinevitable,andhehadtosetoutforSalemChapel。HefounditaneatlittleNoah"sArkofaplace,builtintheshapeofacathedral,andconsequentlysharinginthegeneraldisadvantagestowhichdwarfsofallkindsaresubjected,absurdityincluded。HewasshowntoMr。Appleditch"spew。Thatworthymanreceivedhiminsleekblackclothes,withwhiteneck-cloth,andSundayfacecomposedofanabsurdmixtureofstupidityandsanctity。Hestoodup,andMrs。Appleditchstoodup,andMasterAppleditchstoodup,andHughsawthattheceremonyoftheplacerequiredthatheshouldforcehiswaybetweenthefrontofthepewandthepersonofeachofthehumanbeingsoccupyingit,tillhereachedthetop,wheretherewasroomforhimtositdown。
Nootherrecognitionwastakentillafterservice。
Meantimetheministerascendedthepulpitstair,withallthesolemnityofoneoftheself-elect,andapriestbesides。Hewasjustoldenoughfortheintermittentattacksofself-importancetowhichallyouthisexposed,tohaveinhiscasebecomechronic。Hestoodupandworshippedhiscreatoraloud,afteramannerwhichseemedtosayineverytone:“BeholdIamhethatworshippethThee!
HowmightyartThou!”ThenhereadtheBibleinaquarrelsomesortofway,asifhewereabantam,andeveryversewereacrowofdefiancetothesinner。ThentheysangahymninafashionwhichbroughtdearoldScotlandtoHugh"smind,whichhasthesweetestsongsinitscottages,andtheworstsinginginitschurches,ofanycountryintheworld。Butitwasalmostequalledhere;thechiefcauseofitsbadnessbeingtheabsenceofamodestself-restraint,andconsequenttemperingofthetones,onthepartofthesingers;
sothattheresultwaswhatHughcoulddescribeonlyasscraichin。1
Iwasoncepresentattheworshipofsomebeingwhoissupposedbynegroestolovedrumsandcymbals,andallclangorousnoises。Theresemblance,accordingtoHugh"sdescription,couldnothavebeenaverydistantone。AndyetIdoubtnotthatsomethoughtsofworshippinglovemingledwiththenoise;andperhapstheharmonyofthesewiththesphericmelodies,soundedthesweetertotheangels,fromtheearthlydiscordinwhichtheywerelapped。
Thencamethesermon。ThetextwasthestoryofthegoodSamaritan。
Someidea,ifnotofthesermon,yetofthevalueofit,maybeformedfromthefact,thatthefirstthingtobeconsidered,or,inotherwords,thefirstheadwas,“TheculpableimprudenceofthemaningoingfromJerusalemtoJerichowithoutanescort。“
Itwasintruthastrange,grotesque,andsomewhatawfulmedley——notunlikeadanceofdeath,inwhichthepainterhasgivenherealovelyface,andthereabeautifularmoranexquisitefoot,tothewild-prancingandexultantskeletons。Butthepartsofthesermoncorrespondingtothebeautifulfaceorarmorfoot,werebutthefragmentsofScripture,shininglikegoldamidsttheworthlessoreoftheman"sownproduction——worthless,saveasgravelorchafforhuskshaveworth,inaworldwheredilution,andnotalwaysconcentration,isnecessaryforhealthfulness。
ButthereareIndianswhoeatclay,andthriveonitmoreorless,I
suppose。Thepowerofassimilationwhichagrowingnaturemustpossessisastonishing。Itwillfinditsfood,itsrealSundaydinner,inthemidstofawholecartloadofrefuse;anditwilldothewholeweek"sworkonit。OnnoothersuppositionwoulditbepossibletoaccountfortheearnestfaceofMissTalbot,whichHughespiedturneduptothepreacher,asifhisfaceweretheverystarintheeast,shiningtoguidethechosenkings。ItwaswellforHugh"spowerofendurance,thathehadheardmuchthesamethinginScotland,andthesamethingbetterdressed,andlessgrotesque,butmorelifeless,andatheartasill-mannered,inthechurchofArnstead。
Justbeforeconcludingtheservice,thepastormadeanannouncementinthefollowingterms:“Afterthecloseofthepresentservice,I
shallbefoundintheadjoiningvestrybyallpersonsdesirousofcommunicatingwithmeonthestateoftheirsouls,orofbeingadmittedtotheprivilegesofchurch-fellowship。Brethren,wehavethistreasureinearthenvessels,andsolongasthisvessellasts“——herehestruckhischestsothatitresounded——“itshallbefaithfullyandliberallydispensed。Letuspray。“
Aftertheprayer,hespreadabroadhisarmsandhandsasifhewouldclasptheworldinhisembrace,andpronouncedthebenedictioninastyleofarrogancethatthepopehimselfwouldhavebeenashamedof。
Theservicebeingthusconcluded,theorganabsolutelyblastedthecongregationoutofthechapel,sodiditstormandravewithafervouranythingbutdivine。
MyreadersmustnotsupposethatIgivethischapelasthetypeoforthodoxdissentingchapels。Igiveitonlyasanapproximatespecimenofalargeclassofthem。Thereligiouslifewhichthesecommunitiesoncepossessed,stilllingersinthoseofmanycountrydistrictsandsmalltowns,butis,Ifear,allbutgonefromthoseofthecitiesandlargertowns。Whatofitremainsinthese,hasitschiefmanifestationinthefungousgrowthofsuchchapelsastheoneIhavedescribed,thecongregationsthemselvestakingthisforasureindicationoftheprosperityofthebody。Howmuchevenofthekindofprosperitywhichtheyoughttoindicate,isinrealityatthefoundationoftheseappearances,Iwouldrecommendthosetojudgewhoareversedinthemysteriesofchapel-buildingsocieties。
AstoHugh,whetheritwasthatthewholewassuggestiveofEgyptianbondage,orthathisownmoodwas,atthetime,oftheleastcomfortablesort,Iwillnotpretendtodetermine;butheassuredmethathefeltallthetime,asif,insteadofbeinginachapelbuiltofbricksharmoniouslyarranged,asbythelyreofAmphion,hewerewanderinginthewaste,wretchedfieldwhencethesebrickshadbeendug,ofallplacesontheearth"ssurfacethemostmiserable,assailedbythenauseousodours,whichhavenotcharacterenoughtobedescribed,andonlyremindoneofthecoloursonasnake"sback。
Whentheyreachedtheopenair,Mr。AppleditchintroducedHughtoMrs。Appleditch,onthestepsinfrontofthechapel。
“ThisisMr。Sutherland,Mrs。Appleditch。“
Hughliftedhishat,andMrs。Appleditchmadeacourtesy。Shewasaverytallwoman——aheadbeyondherhusband,extremelythin,withsharpnose,hollowcheeks,andgoodeyes。Infact,shewaspartlypretty,andmighthavebeenpleasant-looking,butforalarge,thin-lipped,vampire-likemouth,andageneralexpressionofgreedandcontempt。Shewasmeantforalady,andhadmadeherselfamoney-maggot。Shewasrichlyandplainlydressed;anduntilshebegantobeatherease,mighthavepassedforanunpleasantlady。
MasterAppleditch,thefuturepastor,wasafatboy,dressedlikeadwarf,inafrockcoatandman"shat,withafaceinwhichthemeannessandkeennessstroveformastery,andbetweenthemkeptdowntheappearanceofstupidityconsequentonfatness。Theywalkedhomeinsilence,Mr。andMrs。Appleditchapparentlyponderingeitheruponthespiritualfoodtheyhadjustreceived,orthecorporealfoodforwhichtheywereabouttobethankful。
Theirhousewasoneofmanyinacrescent。Notcontentwithhissignintown,thegrocerhadalargebrassplateonhisdoor,withAppleditchengraveduponitincapitals:itsavedthemalwayslookingatthenumbers。Theboyranonbefore,andassailedthisdoorwithasuccessionofexplosiveknocks。
Assoonasitwasopened,inherushed,bawling:
“Peter,Peter,here"sthenewapprentice!Papa"sbroughthimhometodinner,becausehewasatchapelthismorning。“Theninalowertone——“Imeantohavearideonhisbackthisafternoon。“
Thefatherandmotherlaughed。Asolemnpriggishlittlevoiceanswered:
“Oh,no,Johnny。Don"tyouknowwhatdaythisis?ThisistheSabbath-day。“
“Thedearboy!”sighedhismother。
“Thatboyistoogoodtolive,“respondedthefather。
Hughwasshownintothedining-room,wherethetablewasalreadylaidfordinner。ItwasevidentthattheAppleditcheswerewell-to-dopeople。Theroomwasfullofwhatiscalledhandsomefurniture,inahighstateofpolish。Overthechimney-piecehungtheportraitofapreacheringownandbands,themostprominentofwhosefeatureswerehischeeks。
Inafewminutesthehostandhostessentered,followedbyapale-facedlittleboy,theownerofthevoiceofreproof。
“Comehere,Peetie,“saidhismother,“andtellMr。Sutherlandwhatyouhavegot。“Shereferredtosometoy——no,nottoy,foritwastheSabbath——tosomebook,probably。
Peetieansweredinasolemnvoice,mouthingeveryvowel:
“I"vegotfivebagsofgoldintheBankofEngland。“
“Poorchild!”saidhismother,withascornfulgiggle。“Youwouldn"thavemuchtoreckonon,ifthatwereall。“
Twoorthreegailydressedriflemenpassedthewindow。Thepoorfellows,unabletobearthelookoftheirSundayclothes,iftheyhadany,afterbeingusedtotheiruniform,hadcomeoutinallitsmagnificence。
“Ah!”saidMr。Appleditch,“that"sallverywellinastateofnature;butwhenamanisoncebornintoastateofgrace,Mr。
Sutherland——ah!”
“Really,“respondedMrs。Appleditch,“theworldlinessofthelowerclassesisquiteawful。Buttheyaresparedforadayofwrath,poorthings!IamsurethataccidentontherailwaylastSabbath,mighthavebeenawarningtothemall。Afterthattheycan"tsaythereisnotaGodthatrulethintheearth,andtakethvengeanceforhisbrokenSabbaths。“
“Mr。Idon"tknowyourname,“saidPeter,whoseageHughhadjustbeentryinginvaintoconjecture。
“Mr。Sutherland,“saidthemother。
“Mr。Slubberman,areyouaconvertedcharacter?”resumedPeter。
“Whydoyouaskmethat,MasterPeter?”saidHugh,tryingtosmile。
“Ithinkyoulookgood,butmammasaysshedon"tthinkyouare,becauseyousaySundayinsteadofSabbath,andshealwaysfindspeoplewhodoareworldly。“
Mrs。Appleditchturnedred——notblushed,andsaid,quickly:
“Petershouldn"trepeateverythinghehears。“
“NomoreIdo,ma。Ihaven"ttoldwhatyousaidabout——“Herehismothercaughthimup,andcarriedhimoutoftheroom,saying:
“Younaughtyboy!Youshallgotobed。“
“Oh,no,Ishan"t!”
“Yes,youshall。Here,Jane,takethisnaughtyboytobed。“
“I"llscream。“
“Willyou?”
“Yes,Iwill!”
AndsuchayellwasthereOfsuddenandportentousbirth,Asif……
tencatswerebeingcookedalive。
“Well!well!well!myPeetie!Heshan"tgotobed,ifhe"llbeagoodboy。Willhebegood?”
“MayIstayuptosupper,then?MayI?”
“Yes,yes;anythingtostopsuchdreadfulscreaming。Youareverynaughty——verynaughtyindeed。“
“No。I"mnotnaughty。I"llscreamagain。“
“No,no。Goandgetyourpinaforeon,andcomedowntodinner。
Anythingratherthanascream。“
Iamsickofallthis,anddoubtifitisworthprinting;butitamusedmeverymuchonenightasHughrelateditoverabottleofChablisandapipe。
HecertainlydidnotrepresentMrs。Appleditchinaveryfavourablelightonthewhole;buthetookcaretosaythattherewasacertainliberalityaboutthetable,andakindofheartinessinherwayofpressinghimtohavemorethanhecouldpossiblyeat,whichcontrastedstrangelywithherbehaviourafterwardsinmoneymatters。
Therearemanypeoplewhocanbeliberalinalmostanythingbutmoney。Theyseemtosay,“Takeanythingbutmypurse。“MissTalbottoldhimafterwards,thatthissameladywasquiteactiveamongstthepoorofherdistrict。Shemadeitarulenevertogivemoney,oratleastnevermorethansixpence;butsheturnedscrapsofvictualsandcast-offclothestothebestaccount;and,ifshedidnotmakefriendswiththemammonofunrighteousness,sheyetkeptaneyeontheeternalhabitationsinthedistributionofthecrumbsthatfellfromhertable。PoorMr。Appleditch,ontheotherhand,oftenembezzledashillingorahalf-crownfromthetill,fortheuseofapoormemberofthesamechurch——meaningbychurch,theindividualcommunitytowhichhebelonged;butofthis,Mrs。
Appleditchwascarefullykeptignorant。
Afterdinnerwasover,andthechildrenhadbeensentaway,whichwaseffectedwithoutagreateramountofdifficultythan,fromtheanticipativeprecautionsadopted,appearedtobelawfulandordinary,Mr。Appleditchproceededtobusiness。
“Now,Mr。Sutherland,whatdoyouthinkofJohnnie,sir?”
“Itisimpossibleformetosayyet;butIamquitewillingtoteachhimifyoulike。“
“He"saforwardboy,“saidhismother。
“Notadoubtofit,“respondedHugh;forherememberedtheboyaskinghim,acrossthetable:“Isn"tourMr。Lixom“——(thepastor)——“aoner?”
“Andveryeagerandretentive,“saidhisfather。
Hughhadseenthelittlegluttonpaintbothcheekstotheeyeswithdamsontart,andrendermorethanaquantityproportionatetothecolouring,invisible。
“Yes,heiseager,andretentive,too,Idaresay,“hesaid;“butmuchwilldependonwhetherhehasaturnforstudy。“
“Well,youwillfindthatoutto-morrow。Ithinkyouwillbesurprised,sir。“
“Atwhathourwouldyoulikemetocome?”
“Stop,Mr。Appleditch,“interposedhiswife。“Youhavesaidnothingyetaboutterms;andthatisofsomeimportance,consideringtherentandtaxeswepay。“
“Well,mylove,whatdoyoufeelinclinedtogive?”
“Howmuchdoyouchargealesson,Mr。Sutherland?Onlyletmeremindyou,sir,thatheisaverylittleboy,althoughstout,andthatyoucannotexpecttoputmuchGreekandLatinintohimforsometimeyet。Besides,wewantyoutocomeeveryday,whichoughttobeconsideredintherateofcharge。“
“Ofcourseitought,“saidHugh。
“Howmuchdoyousay,then,sir?”
“Ishouldbecontentwithhalf-a-crownalesson。“
“Idaresayyouwould!”repliedthelady,withindignation。
“Half-a-crown!That"s——sixhalf-crownsis——fifteenshillings。
Fifteenshillingsaweekforthatmiteofaboy!Mr。Sutherland,yououghttobeashamedofyourself,sir。“
“Youforget,Mrs。Appleditch,thatitisasmuchtroubletometoteachonelittleboy——yes,agreatdealmorethantoteachtwentygrownmen。“
“Yououghttobeashamedofyourself,sir。YouaChristianman,andtalkoftroubleinteachingsuchalittlecherubasthat?”
“ButdoprayrememberthedistanceIhavetocome,andthatitwilltakenearlyfourhoursofmytimeeveryday。“
“Thenyoucangetlodgingsnearer。“
“ButIcouldnotgetanysocheap。“
“Thenyoucanthebetteraffordtodoit。“
Andshethrewherselfbackinherchair,asifshehadstruckthedecisiveblow。Mr。Appleditchremarked,gently:
“Itisgoodforyourhealthtowalkthedistance,sir。“
Mrs。Appleditchresumed:
“Iwon"tgiveafarthingmorethanoneshillingalesson。There,now!”
“Verywell,“saidHugh,rising;“thenImustwishyougoodday。Weneednotwastemoretimeintalkingaboutit。“
“SurelyyouarenotgoingtomakeanyuseofyourtimeonaSunday?”
saidthegrocer,mildly。“Don"tbeinahurry,Mr。Sutherland。Wetradespeopleliketomakethebestbargainwecan。“
“Mr。Appleditch,Iamashamedofyou。Youalwayswillbevulgar。
Youalwayssmelloftheshop。“
“Well,mydear,howcanIhelpit?Thesugarandsoft-soapwillsmell,youknow。“
“Mr。Appleditch,youdisgustme!”
“Dear!dear!Iamsorryforthat——SupposewesaytoMr。
Sutherland——“
“Now,youleavethattome。I"lltellyouwhat,Mr。
Sutherland——I"llgiveyoueighteenpencealesson,andyourdinnerontheSabbath;thatis,ifyousitunderMr。Lixominourpew,andwalkhomewithus。“
“ThatImustdecline“saidHugh。“ImusthavemySundaysformyself。“
Mrs。Appleditchwasdisappointed。Shehadcovetedtheadditionalimportancewhichthevisiblepossessionofalivetutorwouldsecureherat“Salem。“
“Ah!Mr。Sutherland,“shesaid。“AndImusttrustmychild,withanimmortalsoulinhisinside,toonewhowantstheLord"sonlydayforhimself!——forhimself,Mr。Sutherland!”
Hughmadenoanswer,becausehehadnonetomake。AgainMrs。
Appleditchresumed:
“Shallitbeabargain,Mr。Sutherland?Eighteen-pencealesson——that"snineshillingsaweek——andbegintomorrow?”
Hugh"sheartsunkwithinhim,notsomuchwithdisappointmentaswithdisgust。
Buttoamanwhoismakingnothing,theprospectofearningeversolittle,isirresistiblyattractive。Evenonashillingaday,hecouldkeephungeratarm"slength。Andabeginningishalfthebattle。Heresolved。
“Letitbeabargain,then,Mrs。Appleditch。“
Theladyimmediatelybrightenedup,andatonceputonhercompany-mannersagain,behavingtohimwithgreatpoliteness,andasneerthatwouldnotbehidawayunderit。FromthisHughsuspectedthatshehadmadeabetterbargainthanshehadhoped;butthediscoverywasnowtoolate,evenifhecouldhavebroughthimselftotakeadvantageofit。Hehatedbargain-makingasheartilyasthegrocer"swifelovedit。
Heverysoonrosetotakehisleave。
“Oh!”saidMrs。Appleditchtoherhusband,“butMr。Sutherlandhasnotseenthedrawing-room!”
Hughwonderedwhattherecouldberemarkableaboutthedrawing-room;
buthesoonfoundthatitwastheprideofMrs。Appleditch"sheart。
Sheabstainedfromalluseofitexceptupongreatoccasions——whenpartiesofherfriendscametodrinkteawithher。Shemadeapoint,however,ofshowingittoeverybodywhoenteredthehouseforthefirsttime。SoHughwasledup-stairs,toundergotheoperationofbeingshownthedrawing-room,andbeingexpectedtobeastonishedatit。
Iaskedhimwhatitwaslike。Heanswered:“Itwasjustwhatitoughttobe——richandugly。Mr。Appleditch,inhisdeacon"suniform,hungoverthefire,andMrs。Appleditch,inherwedding-dress,overthepiano;fortherewasapiano,andshecouldplaypsalm-tunesonitwithonefinger。Theroundtableinthemiddleoftheroomhadbooksingildedredandbluecoverssymmetricallyarrangedallroundit。ThisisallIcanrecollect。“
Havingfeastedhiseyesonthemagnificencethusdiscoveredtohim,hewalkedhome,moredepressedattheprospectofhisnewemploymentthanhecouldhavebelievedpossible。
OnhiswayheturnedasideintotheRegent"sPark,wherethesightofthepeopleenjoyingthemselves——foritwasafinedayfortheseason——partiallydispelledthesenseoflivingcorruptionandprematureburialwhichhehadexperiencedalldaylong。Hekeptasfarofffromtherankofopen-airpreachersaspossible,andreallywasabletothankGodthatalltheworlddidnotkeepScotchSabbath——adayneitherMosaic,norJewish,norChristian:notMosaic,inasmuchasitkillstheveryessenceofthefourthcommandment,whichisRest,transmutingitintowhatthechemistswouldcallamechanicalmixtureofserviceandinertia;notJewish,inasmuchasitistentimesmoresevere,andformal,andfullofnegations,thanthatoftheSabbatarianJewsreprovedbytheSaviourfortheiridolatryoftheday;andunchristian,inasmuchasitinsists,beyondappeal,ontheobservanceoftimesandseasons,abolished,asfaraslawisconcerned,bythewordofthechiefoftheapostles;andelevatesintoanespecialtestofpietyacustomnotevenmentionedbythefoundersofchristianityatall——that,namely,ofaccountingthisdaymoreholythanalltherest。
Theselastarebutoutsidereasonsforcallingitunchristian。
Therearefardeeperandmoreimportantones,whichcannotwellbeproducedhere。
ItisnotHugh,however,whoistobeconsideredaccountableforallthis,butthehistorianofhisfortunes,betweenwhomandthevisionofaLord"sDayindeed,therearisestoooftenthenightmare-memoryofaScotchSaabbath——betweenwhichanditscousin,theEnglishSunday,thereistoomuchofafamilylikeness。ThegrandmenandwomenwhomIhaveknowninScotland,seemtome,asIlookback,tomoveaboutinthemistsofaScotchSabbath,likeacompanyofway-wornangelsintheLimboofVanity,inwhichthereisnoairwhereupontosmitetheirsoundingwings,thattheymayriseintothesunlightofGod"spresence。
CHAPTERVII。
SUNDAYEVENING。
Nowrestethinmymemorybutthispoint,whichindeedisthechieftoyouofallothers;whichisthechoiceofwhatmenyouaretodirectyourselfto;foritiscertainnovesselcanleaveaworsetasteintheliquoritcontains,thanawrongteacherinfectsanunskilfulhearerwiththatwhichhardlywilleverout……Butyoumaysay,“HowshallIgetexcellentmentotakepainstospeakwithme?”
Truly,infewwords,eitherbymuchexpenseormuchhumbleness。
LetterofSirPhilipSidneytohisbrotherRobert。
Howmanythingswhich,atthefirstmoment,strikeusascuriouscoincidences,afterwardsbecomesooperativeonourlives,andsointerwovenwiththewholeweboftheirhistories,thatinsteadofappearinganymoreasstrangeaccidents,theyassumetheshapeofunavoidablenecessities,ofhomely,ordinary,lawfuloccurrences,asmuchintheirownplaceasanyshaftorpinionofagreatmachine!
ItwasduskbeforeHughturnedhisstepshomeward。Hewanderedalong,thinkingofEuphraandtheCountandthestolenrings。HegreatlydesiredtoclearhimselftoMr。Arnold。HesawthatthenatureoftheringtendedtojustifyMr。Arnold"ssuspicions;foramanwhowouldnotstealformoney"sworth,mightyetstealforvalueofanothersort,addressingitselftosomepeculiarweakness;andMr。Arnoldmighthavemetwithinstancesofthisnatureinhispositionasmagistrate。Hegreatlydesired,likewise,forEuphra"ssake,tohaveFunkelsteininhispower。Hisownringwasbeyondrecovery;butif,byitsmeans,hecouldholdsuchalashoverhimaswouldterrifyhimfromagainexercisinghisvillanousinfluencesonher,hewouldhesatisfied。
Whileplungedinthiscontemplation,hecameupontwopolicementalkingtogether。HerecognizedoneofthemasaScotchman,fromhisspeech。Itoccurredtohimatoncetoaskhisadvice,inamodifiedmanner;andamoment"sreflectionconvincedhimthatitwouldatleastdonoharm。Hewoulddoit。Itwasoneofthoseresolutionsatwhichonearrivesbyanarrowflightoftheintellect。
“Youareacountrymanofmine,Ithink,“saidhe,assoonasthetwohadparted。
“Ifye"reaScotchman,sir——maybeay,maybeno。“
“Whaurcomeyefrae,man?”
“Ou,Aberdeen-awa。“
“It"smineaincalf-country。An"whatdotheyca"ye?”
“Theyca"meJohnMacPherson。“
“Myname"sSutherland。“
“Eh,man!It"smyainmither"sname。Gie"sagrupo"yerhan",MaisterSutherlan"——Eh,man!”herepeated,shakingHugh"shandwithvehemence。
“Ihavenodoubt,“saidHugh,relapsingintoEnglish,“thatwearesomecousinsorother。It"sveryluckyformetofindarelative,forIwantedsome——advice。“
Hetookcaretosayadvice,whichaScotchmanisgenerallypreparedtobestowofhisbest。Haditbeensixpence,thecousinshipwouldhaverequiredelaborateproof,beforethetreatycouldhavemadefurtherprogress。
“I"mfullyatyourservice,sir。“
“Whenwillyoubeoffduty?”
“Atnineo"clockpreceesely。“
“CometoNo。13,——Square,andaskforme。It"snotfar。“
“Wi"pleesir,sir,"gin"twartwiseasfar。“
HughwouldnothaveventuredtoaskhimtohishouseonSundaynight,whennorefreshmentscouldbeprocured,hadhenotrememberedasmallpig(Anglic?stonebottle)ofrealmountaindew,whichhehadcarriedwithhimwhenhewenttoArnstead,andwhichhadlainunopenedinoneofhisboxes。
MissTalbotreceivedherlodgerwithmoreshowofpleasurethanusual,forhecamelappedintheodourofthedeacon"ssanctity。
Butshewasconsiderablyalarmedandbeyondmeasureshockedwhenthepolicemancalledandrequestedtoseehim。Sallyhadrushedintohermistressindismay。
“Please"m,there"sapleacemanwantsMr。Sutherland。Oh!lor"m!”
“Well,goandletMr。Sutherlandknow,youstupidgirl,“answeredhermistress,trembling。
“Oh!lor"m!”wasallSally"sreply,asshevanishedtobeartheawfultidingstoHugh。
“Hecan"thavebeenhousebreakingalready,“saidMissTalbottoherself,assheconfessedafterwards。“Butitmaybeforgeryorembezzlement。Itoldthepoordeludedyoungmanthatthewayoftransgressorswashard。“
“Please,sir,you"rewanted,sir,“saidSally,outofbreath,andpaleasherSundayapron。
“Whowantsme?”askedHugh。
“Please,sir,thepleaceman,sir,“answeredSally,andburstintotears。
Hughwasperfectlybewilderedbythegirl"sbehaviour,andsaidinatoneofsurprise:
“Well,showhimup,then。“
“Ooh!sir,“saidSally,withaPlutonicsigh,andbegantoundothehooksofherdress;“ifyouwouldn"tmind,sir,justputonmyfrockandapron,andtakeajuginyourhand,an"thepleaceman"llneverlookatyou。I"lltakecareofeverythingtillyoucomeback,sir。“
Andagainsheburstintotears。
SallywasagreatreaderoftheFamilyHerald,andknewthatthiswasanorthodoxplanofrescuingaprisoner。ThekindnessofheranxietymoderatedtheexpressionofHugh"samusement;andhavingconvincedherthathewasinnodanger,heeasilyprevaileduponhertobringthepolicemanupstairs。
Overatumbleroftoddy,theweakeringredientsofwhichwereprocuredbySally"sgladconnivance,withalingeringideaofpropitiation,andagentlehintthatMissusmustn"tknow——thetwoScotchmen,seatedatoppositecornersofthefire,hadalongchat。
Theybeganabouttheoldcountry,andtheplacesandpeopletheybothknew,andbothdidn"tknow。IftheyhadmetontheshoresofthecentrallakeofAfrica,theycouldscarcelyhavebeenmorecouthytogether。AtlengthHughreferredtotheobjectofhisapplicationtoMacPherson。
“Whatplanwouldyouhavemepursue,John,togetholdofamaninLondon?”
“Icouldmanagethatforye,sir。Ikenmaistthehaillmengieo"
thedetaictives。“
“Butyousee,unfortunately,Idon"twish,forparticularreasons,thatthepoliceshouldhaveanythingtodowithit。“
“Ay!ay!Hm!Hm!Iseebrawly。Ye"llbeefterastraysheep,naedoot?”
Hughdidnotreply;soleavinghimtoformanyconclusionhepleased。
“Yesee,“MacPhersoncontinued,“it"snothateasytoabodythat"snouptothetrade。Haeyeonycluelike,tosetyespierin"upo"?”
“Nottheleast。“
Themanponderedawhile。
“Ihae"t,“heexclaimedatlast。“WhatafuleIwasnotothinko"
thatafore!Gin"tbeapuirbityow-lammielike,"atye"reefter,I"lltellyewhat:there"saeman,acountrymano"ourain,an"agentlemanforbye,that"lldomairforyeinthatway,nora"thedetaictivesthegither;an"that"sRobertFalconer,Esquire——Ikenhimweel。“
“ButIdon"t,“saidHugh。
“ButI"llintroduceyetill"im。Hebidescloseathan"here;roun"
twacornersjist。An"I"mthinkin"he"llbeathamethenoo;forI
sawhimgaeinthatget,aforeyecam"uptome。An"thesunerwegang,thebetter;forhe"snoayetobegottenhando"。Fegs!hemaybeinShoreditchorthis。“
“Butwillhenotconsideritanintrusion?”
“Na,na;there"snofearo"that。He"sonyman"san"ilkawoman"sfreen——sobehecandothemaguidturn;buthe"snofordrinkin"
anddaffin"an"that。Comeawa",MaisterSutherlan",he"syerverraman。“
Thusurged,Hughroseandaccompaniedthepoliceman。Hetookhimroundrathermorethantwocorners;butwithinfiveminutestheystoodatMr。Falconer"sdoor。Johnrang。Thedooropenedwithoutvisibleservice,andtheyascendedtothefirstfloor,whichwasenclosedsomethingaftertheScotchfashion。Herearespectablelookingwomanawaitedtheirascent。
“IsMr。Falconerathom",mem?”saidHugh"sguide。
“Heis;butIthinkhe"sjustgoingoutagain。“
“Willyetellhim,mem,"athooJohnMacPherson,thepoliceman,wouldlikesairtoseehim?”
“Iwill,“sheanswered;andwentin,leavingthematthedoor。
Shereturnedinamoment,and,invitingthemtoenter,usheredthemintoalargebareroom,inwhichtherewasjustlightenoughforHughtorecognize,tohisastonishment,theunmistakeablefigureofthemanwhomhehadmetinWhitechapel,andwhomhehadafterwardsseenapparentlywatchinghimfromthegalleryoftheOlympicTheatre。
“Howareyou,MacPherson?”saidadeeppowerfulvoice,outofthegloom。
“Verraweel,Ithankye,Mr。Falconer。Hooareyeyersel",sir?”
“Verywelltoo,thankyou。Whoiswithyou?”
“It"sagentleman,sir,bythenameo"Mr。Sutherlan",whawantsyourhelp,sir,abootsomebodyorither"athe"senteresstitin,wha"sdisappeared。“
Falconeradvanced,and,bowingtoHughsaid,verygraciously:
“IshallbemosthappytoserveMr。Sutherland,ifinmypower。OurfriendMacPhersonhasrathertooexaltedanideaofmycapabilities,however。“
“Weel,MaisterFalconer,Ionlyjistspieratyersel",whetherornoyewaseverdungwi"onythingyetookinhan"。“
Falconermadenoreplytothis。Therewasthestoryofawholelifeinhissilence——pastandtocome。
Hemerelysaid:
“Youcanleavethegentlemanwithme,then,John。I"lltakecareofhim。“
“Nofearo"that,sir。Deilabit!thougha"thepolicemeni"
Lonnonwarefter"im。“
“I"mmuchobligedtoyouforbringinghim。“
“Theobligation"sminesir——an"thegentleman"s。Goodnicht,sir。
Goodnicht,Mr。Sutherlan"。Ye"llkenwhaurtofin"meginyewantme。Yon"smybeatforanitherfortnicht。“
“Andyouknowmyquarters,“saidHugh,shakinghimbythehand。“I
amgreatlyobligedtoyou。“
“Notabit,sir。Orginyewar,yesudbehertilywelcome。“
“Bringcandles,Mrs。Ashton,“Falconercalledfromthedoor。Then,turningtoHugh,“Sitdown,Mr。Sutherland,“hesaid,“ifyoucanfindachairthatisnotillegallyoccupiedalready。Perhapswehadbetterwaitforthecandles。Whatapleasantdaywehavehad!”
“ThenyouhavebeenmorepleasantlyoccupiedthanIhave,“thoughtHugh,towhosemindreturnedtheimagesoftheAppleditchfamilyanditsdrawing-room,followedbytheanticipationofthedistastefuldutiesofthemorrow。Butheonlysaid:
“Ithasbeenamostpleasantday。“
“Ispentitstrangely,“saidFalconer。