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David Elginbrod
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第15章

CHAPTERXVI。

FOREBODINGS。

Faust。Ifheavenwasmadeforman,"twasmadeforme。

GoodAngel。Faustus,repent;yetheavenwillpitythee。

BadAngel。Thouartaspirit,Godcannotpitythee。

Faust。BeIadevil,yetGodmaypityme。

BadAngel。Toolate。

GoodAngel。NevertoolateifFaustuswillrepent。

BadAngel。Ifthourepent,devilswillteartheeinpieces。

OldMan。Iseeanangelhovero"erthyhead,Andwithavialfullofpreciousgrace,Offerstopourthesameintothysoul。

MARLOWE——DoctorFaustus。

Mr。Appleditchhadhadsomebusiness-misfortunes,notofaheavynature,butsufficienttocastagloomoverthehouseinDervishTown,andespeciallyoverthefaceofhisspouse,whohadsetherheartonanewcarpetforherdrawing-room,andfearedsheoughtnottoprocureitnow。Itiswonderfulhowconscientioussomepeoplearetowardstheirbalanceatthebanker"s。Howthedrawing-room,however,couldcometowantanewcarpetissomethingmysterious,exceptthereisapeculiarpowerofdecayinherentinthingsdeprivedofuse。Theseinfluencesoperating,however,shebegantothinkthatthetwoscionsofgrocerywerenotdrawingnineshillings"worthaweekofthesapofdivinity。ThisshehintedtoMr。Appleditch。ItwasresolvedtogiveHughwarning。

Asitwouldinvolvesomeawkwardnesstostatereasons,Mrs。

Appleditchresolvedtoquarrelwithhim,astheeasiestwayofprefacinghisdischarge。Itwasthewayshetookwithhermaids-of-all-work;foritwasgrandinitself,andalwaysleftherwithacomfortablefeelingofinjureddignity。

Asapreliminarycourse,shebegantotreathimwithstilllesspolitenessthanbefore。Hughwassocarelessofherbehaviour,thatthismadenoimpressionuponhim。Buthecametounderstanditallafterwards,fromputtingtogethertheremarksofthechildren,andthepartialcommunicationsofMr。AppleditchtoMissTalbot,whichthatgoodladyinnocentlyimpartedtoherlodger。

Atlength,oneday,shecameintotheroomwhereHughwasmorebusyinteachingthanhispupilswereinlearning,andseatedherselfbythefiretowatchforanopportunity。Thiswassoonfound。Fortheboys,renderedstillmoreinattentivebythepresenceoftheirmother,couldnotbeinducedtofixtheleastthoughtuponthematterinhand;sothatHughwascompelledtogooverthesamethingagainandagain,withoutsuccess。Atlasthesaid:

“Iamafraid,Mrs。Appleditch,Imustaskyoutointerfere,forI

cannotgetanyattentionfromtheboysto-day。“

“Andhowcoulditbeotherwise,Mr。Sutherland,whenyoukeepwearingthemoutwithgoingoverandoverthesamething,tilltheyaresickofit?Whydon"tyougoon?”

“HowcanIgoonwhentheyhavenotlearnedthethingtheyareat?

Thatwouldbetobuildthechimneysbeforethewalls。“

“Itisveryeasytobewitty,sir;butIbegyouwillbehavemorerespectfullytomeinthepresenceofmychildren,innocentlambs!”

Lookingroundatthemoment,Hughcaughtinhisfacewhattheelderlambhadintendedforhisback,agrimacehideousenoughtohaveprocuredhiminstantpromotioninthekingdomofapes。Themothersawittoo,andadded:

“Youseeyoucannotmakethemrespectyou。Really,Mr。Sutherland!”

Hughwasabouttoreply,totheeffectthatitwasuseless,insuchcircumstances,toattemptteachingthematall,someutteranceofwhichsortwaswatchedforastheoccasionforhisinstantdismission;butatthatverymomentacarriageandpairpulledsharplyupatthedoor,withmorethantheusualamountofquadrupedation,andmotherandsonsdartedsimultaneouslytothewindow。

“My!”criedJohnnie,“whatarumgo!Isn"tthatajollycarriage,Peetie?”

“Papa"sboughtacarriage!”shoutedPeetie。

“Bequiet,children,“saidtheirmother,asshesawafootmangetdownandapproachthedoor。

“Lookatthatbuffer,“saidJohnnie。“Docomeandseethisgrandfootman,Mr。Sutherland。He"ssuchagentleman!”

Aboxontheearfromhismothersilencedhim。Theservantenteringwithsomeperturbationamomentafter,addressedhermistress,forshedarednotaddressanyoneelsewhileshewasintheroom:

“Please"m,thecarriageisastin"afterMr。Sutherland。“

“Mr。Sutherland?”

“Yes"m。“

TheladyturnedtoMr。Sutherland,who,althoughsurprisedaswell,wasnotinclinedtoshowhissurprisetoMrs。Appleditch。

“Ididnotknowyouhadcarriage-friends,Mr。Sutherland,“saidshe,withatossofherhead。

“NeitherdidI,“answeredHugh。“ButIwillgoandseewhoitis。“

Whenhereachedthestreet,hefoundHarryonthepavement,whohavinggotoutofthecarriage,andnothavingbeenaskedintothehouse,wasunabletostandstillforimpatience。Assoonashesawhistutor,heboundedtohim,andthrewhisarmsroundhisneck,standingastheywereintheopenstreet。Tearsofdelightfilledhiseyes。

“Come,come,come,“saidHarry;“weallwantyou。“

“Whowantsme?”

“Mrs。EltonandEuphraandme。Come,getin。“

“AndhepulledHughtowardsthecarriage。

“Icannotgowithyounow。Ihavepupilshere。“

Harry"sfacefell。

“Whenwillyoucome?”

“Inhalf-an-hour。“

“Hurrah!Ishallbebackexactlyinhalf-an-hourthen。Dobeready,please,Mr。Sutherland。“

“Iwill。“

Harryjumpedintothecarriage,tellingthecoachmantodrivewherehepleased,andbebackatthesameplaceinhalf-an-hour。Hughreturnedintothehouse。

Asmaybesupposed,Margaretwasthemeansofthishappymeeting。

AlthoughshesawplainlyenoughthatEuphrawouldliketoseeHugh,shedidnotforsometimemakeuphermindtosendforhim。Thecircumstanceswhichmadeherresolvetodosowerethese。

ForsomedaysEuphraseemedtobegraduallyregainingherhealthandcomposureofmind。Oneevening,afteralongertalkthanusual,Margarethadleftherinbed,andhadgonetoherownroom。Shewasjustpreparingtogetintobedherself,whenaknockatherdoorstartledher,andgoingtoit,shesawEuphrastandingthere,paleasdeath,withnothingonbuthernightgown,notwithstandingthebittercoldofanearlyandseverefrost。Shethoughtatfirstshemustbewalkinginhersleep,butthescaredintelligenceofheropeneyes,soonsatisfiedherthatitwasnotso。

“Whatisthematter,dearMissCameron?”shesaid,ascalmlyasshecould。

“Heiscoming。Hewantsme。Ifhecallsme,Imustgo。“

“No,youshallnotgo,“rejoinedMargaret,firmly。

“Imust,Imust,“answeredEuphra,wringingherhands。

“Docomein,“saidMargaret,“youmustnotstandthereinthecold。“

“Letmegetintoyourbed。“

“Betterletmegowithyoutoyours。Thatwillbemorecomfortableforyou。“

“Oh!yes;pleasedo。“

MargaretthrewashawlroundEuphra,andwentbackwithhertoherroom。

“Hewantsme。Hewantsme。Hewillcallmesoon,“saidEuphra,inanagonisedwhisper,assoonasthedoorwasshut。“WhatshallI

do!”

“Cometobedfirst,andwewilltalkaboutitthere。“

Assoonastheywereinbed,MargaretputherarmroundEuphra,whowastremblingwithcoldandfear,andsaid:

“Hasthismananyrighttocallyou?”

“No,no,“answeredEuphra,vehemently。

“Thendon"tgo。“

“ButIamafraidofhim。“

“DefyhiminGod"sname。“

“Butbesidesthefear,thereissomethingthatIcan"tdescribe,thatalwayskeepstellingme——no,nottellingme,pushingme——no,drawingme,asifIcouldnotrestamomenttillIgo。Icannotdescribeit。Ihatetogo,andyetIfeelthatifIwerecoldinmygrave,Imustriseandgoifhecalledme。IwishIcouldtellyouwhatitislike。ItisasifsomedemonwereshakingmysoultillI

yieldedandwent。Oh!don"tdespiseme。Ican"thelpit。“

“Mydarling,Idon"t,Ican"tdespiseyou。Youshallnotgotohim。“

“ButImust,“answeredshe,withadespairingfaintnessmoreconvincingthananyvehemence;andthenbegantoweepwithaslow,hopelessweeping,liketherainofaNovembereve。

Margaretgotoutofbed。Euphrathoughtshewasoffended。Startingup,sheclaspedherhands,andsaid:

“OhMargaret!Iwon"tcry。Don"tleaveme。Don"tleaveme。“

Sheentreatedlikeachiddenchild。

“No,no,Ididn"tmeantoleaveyouforamoment。Liedownagain,dear,andcryasmuchasyoulike。IamgoingtoreadalittlebitoutoftheNewTestamenttoyou。“

“IamafraidIcan"tlistentoit。“

“Nevermind。Don"ttry。Iwanttoreadit。“

MargaretgotaNewTestament,andreadpartofthatchapterofSt。

John"sGospelwhichspeaksabouthumanlabourandthebreadoflife。

Shestoppedatthesewords:

“ForIcamedownfromheaven,nottodomineownwill,butthewillofhimthatsentme。“

Euphra"stearshadceased。ThesoundofMargaret"svoice,which,ifitlostinsweetnessbybecomingmoreScotchwhenshereadtheGospel,yetgainedtherebyinpathos,andthepoweroftheblessedwordsthemselves,hadsoothedthetroubledspiritalittle,andshelayquiet。

“Thecountisnotagoodman,MissCameron?”

“Youknowheisnot,Margaret。Heistheworstmanalive。“

“ThenitcannotbeGod"swillthatyoushouldgotohim。“

“ButonedoesmanythingsthatarenotGod"swill。“

“ButitisGod"swillthatyoushouldnotgotohim。“

Euphralaysilentforafewmoments。Suddenlysheexclaimed:

“ThenImustnotgotohim,“——gotoutofbed,threwherselfonherkneesbythebedside,andholdingupherclaspedhands,said,inlowtonesthatsoundedasifforcedfromherbyagony:

“Iwon"t!Iwon"t!OGod,Iwillnot。Helpme,helpme!”

Margaretkneltbesideher,andputherarmroundher。Euphraspokenomore,butremainedkneeling,withherextendedarmsandclaspedhandslyingonthebed,andherheadlaidbetweenthem。AtlengthMargaretgrewalarmed,andlookedather。Butshefoundthatshewasinasweetsleep。Shegentlydisengagedherself,andcoveringherupsoftandwarm,lefthertosleepoutherGod-sentsleepundisturbed,whileshesatbeside,andwatchedforherwaking。

Shesleptthusforanhour。Thenliftingherhead,andseeingMargaret,sherosequietly,asiffromherprayers,andsaidwithasmile:

“Margaret,IwasdreamingthatIhadamother。“

“Soyouhave,somewhere。“

“Yes,soIhave,somewhere,“sherepeated,andcreptintobedlikeachild,laydown,andwasasleepagaininamoment。

Margaretwatchedherforanotherhour,andthenseeingnosignsofrestlessness,butthatonthecontraryhersleepwasprofound,laydownbesideher,andsoonsharedinthatreposewhichtowearywomenandmenisGod"sbestgift。

Sheroseatherusualhourthenextday,andwasdressedbeforeEuphraawoke。ItwasacoldgreyDecembermorning,withthehoar-frostlyingthickontheroofsofthehouses。EuphraopenedhereyeswhileMargaretwasbusylightingthefire。Seeingthatshewasthere,sheclosedthemagain,andfelloncemorefastasleep。

Beforeshewokeagain,Margarethadsometeareadyforher;aftertakingwhich,shefeltabletogetup。SheroselookingmorebrightandhopefulthanMargarethadseenherbefore。

ButMargaret,whowatchedherintentlythroughtheday,sawachangecomeoverhercheer。Herfacegrewpaleandtroubled。Nowandthenhereyeswerefixedonvacancy;andagainshewouldlookatMargaretwithawoebegoneexpressionofcountenance;butpresently,asifrecollectingherself,wouldsmileandlookcheerfulforamoment。

Margaretsawthattheconflictwascomingon,ifnotalreadybegun——thatatleastitsshadowwasuponher;andthinkingthatifshecouldhaveatalkwithHughaboutwhathehadbeendoing,itwouldcomfortheralittle,anddivertherthoughtsfromherself,evenifnofartherormorepleasantlythantothecount,sheletHarryknowHugh"saddress,asgiveninthelettertoherfather。

Shewascertainthat,ifHarrysucceededinfindinghim,nothingmorewasnecessarytoinsurehisbeingbroughttoMrs。Elton"s。Aswehaveseen,HarryhadtracedhimtoBuccleuchTerrace。

Hughre-enteredthehouseinthesamemindinwhichhehadgoneout;

namely,thatafterMrs。Appleditch"sbehaviourtohimbeforehispupils,hecouldnotremaintheirtutoranylonger,howevergreathisneedmightbeofthepittancehereceivedforhisservices。

ButalthoughMrs。Appleditch"sfirstfeelinghadbeenjealousyofHugh"sacquaintancewith“carriage-people,“thetoadyismwhichissoessentialanelementofsuchjealousy,hadbythistimerevived;andwhenHughwasproceedingtofinishthelessonhehadbegun,intendingittobehislast,shesaid:

“Whydidn"tyouaskyourfriendintothedrawing-room,Mr。

Sutherland?”

“Goodgracious!Thedrawing-room!”thoughtHugh——butanswered:“Hewillfetchmewhenthelessonisover。“

“Iamsure,sir,anyfriendsofyoursthatliketocalluponyouhere,willbeverywelcome。Itwillbemoreagreeabletoyoutoreceivethemhere,ofcourse;foryouraccommodationatpoorMissTalbot"sishardlysuitableforsuchvisitors。“

“Iamsorrytosay,however,“answeredHugh,“thatafterthewayyouhavespokentometo-day,inthepresenceofmypupils,Icannotcontinuemyrelationtothemanylonger。“

“Ho!ho!”resnortedthelady,indignationandscornminglingwithmortification;“ourgrandvisitorshavesetourbacksup。Verywell,Mr。Sutherland,youwillobligemebyleavingthehouseatonce。Don"ttroubleyourself,pray,tofinishthelesson。Iwillpayyouforitallthesame。Anythingtogetridofamanwhoinsultsmebeforetheveryfacesofmyinnocentlambs!Andpleasetoremember,“sheadded,asshepulledoutherpurse,whileHughwascollectingsomebookshehadlenttheboys,“thatwhenyouwerestarving,myhusbandandItookyouinandgaveyouemploymentoutofcharity——purecharity,Mr。Sutherland。Hereisyourmoney。“

“Goodmorning,Mrs。Appleditch,“saidHugh;andwalkedoutwithhisbooksunderhisarm,leavingherwiththemoneyinherhand。

Hehadtoknockhisfeetonthepavementinfrontofthehouse,tokeepthemfromfreezing,forhalf-an-hour,beforethecarriagearrivedtotakehimaway。Assoonasitcameup,hejumpedintoit,andwascarriedoffintriumphbyHarry。

Mrs。Eltonreceivedhimkindly。Euphraheldoutherhandwithaslightblush,andthequietfamiliarityofanoldfriend。Hughcouldalmosthavefalleninlovewithheragain,fromcompassionforherpale,wornface,andsubduedexpression。

Mrs。Eltonwentoutinthecarriagealmostdirectly,andEuphrabeggedHarrytoleavethemalone,asshehadsomethingtotalktoMr。Sutherlandabout。

“HaveyoufoundanytraceofCountHalkar,Hugh?”shesaid,themomenttheywerebythemselves。

“IamverysorrytosayIhavenot。Ihavedonemybest。“

“Iamquitesureofthat——Ijustwantedtotellyou,that,fromcertainindicationswhichnoonecouldunderstandsowellasmyself,Ithinkyouwillhavemorechanceoffindinghimnow。“

“Iamdelightedtohearit,“respondedHugh。“IfIonlyhadhim!”

Euphrasighed,paused,andthensaid:

“ButIamnotsureofit。IthinkheisinLondon;buthemaybeinBohemia,foranythingIknow。Ishall,however,inallprobability,knowmoreabouthimwithinafewdays。“

HughresolvedtogoatoncetoFalconer,andcommunicatetohimwhatEuphrahadtoldhim。Buthesaidnothingtoherastothemeansbywhichhehadtriedtodiscoverthecount;foralthoughhefeltsurethathehaddonerightintellingFalconerallaboutit,hewasafraidlestEuphra,notknowingwhatsortofamanhewas,mightnotlikeit。Euphra,onherpart,didnotmentionMargaret"sname;forshehadbeggedhernottodoso。

“Youwilltellmewhenyouknowyourself?”

“Perhaps——Iwill,ifIcan。Idowishyoucouldgetthering。I

haveapainfulfeelingthatitgiveshimpoweroverme。“

“Thatcanonlybeanervousfancy,surely,“Hughventuredtosay。

“Perhapsitis。Idon"tknow。But,still,withoutthat,thereareplentyofreasonsforwishingtorecoverit。Hewillputittoabaduse,ifhecan。Butforyoursake,especially,Iwishwecouldgetit。“

“Thankyou。Youwerealwayskind。“

“No,“shereplied,withoutliftinghereyes;“Ibroughtitalluponyou。“

“Butyoucouldnothelpit。“

“Notatthemoment。Butallthatledtoitwasmyfault。“

Shepaused;thensuddenlyresumed:

“Iwillconfess——Doyouknowwhatgaverisetothereportsofthehousebeinghaunted?”

“No。“

“Itwasmewanderingaboutitatnight,lookingforthatveryring,togivetothecount。Itwasshameful。ButIdid。Thosereportspreventedmefrombeingfoundout。ButIhopenotmanyghostsaresomiserableasIwas——YouremembermyspeakingtoyouofMr。

Arnold"sjewels?”

“Yes,perfectly。“

“Iwantedtofindout,throughyou,wheretheringwas。ButIhadnointentionofinvolvingyou。“

“Iamsureyouhadnot。“

“Don"tbetoosureofanythingaboutme。Idon"tknowwhatImighthavebeenledtodo。ButIamverysorry。Doforgiveme。“

“IcannotallowthatIhaveanythingtoforgive。Buttellme,Euphra,wereyouthecreature,inwhitethatIsawintheGhost"sWalkonenight?Idon"tmeanthelasttime。“

“Verylikely,“sheanswered,bendingherheadyetlower,withasigh。

“Thenwhowasthecreatureinblackthatmetyou?Andwhatbecameofyouthen?”

“Didyouseeher?”rejoinedEuphra,turningpalerstill。“Ifaintedatsightofher。Itookherforthenunthathangsinthathorridroom。“

“SodidI,“saidHugh。“Butyoucouldnothavelainlong;forIwentuptothespotwhereyouvanished,andfoundnothing。“

“IsupposeIgotintotheshrubberybeforeIfell。Orthecountdraggedmein——Butwasthatreallyaghost?Ifeelnowasifitwasagoodmessenger,whetherghostornot,cometowarnme,ifI

hadhadthecouragetolisten。IwishIhadtakenthewarning。“

Theytalkedabouttheseandotherthings,tillMrs。Elton,whohadmadeHughpromisetostaytolunch,returned。Whentheywereseatedattable,thekind-heartedwomansaid:

“Now,Mr。Sutherland,whenwillyoubeginagainwithHarry?”

“Idonotquiteunderstandyou,“answeredHugh。

“Ofcourseyouwillcomeandgivehimlessons,poorboy。Hewillbebroken-heartedifyoudon"t。“

“IwishIcould。ButIcannot——atleastyet;forIknowhisfatherwasdissatisfiedwithme。ThatwasoneofthereasonsthatmadehimsendHarrytoLondon。“

Harrylookedwretchedlydisappointed,butsaidnothing。

“Ineverheardhimsayanythingofthesort。“

“Iamsureofit,though。Iamverysorryhehasmistakenme;buthewillknowmebettersomeday。“

“Iwilltakealltheresponsibility,“persistedMrs。Elton。

“Butunfortunatelytheresponsibilitystickstoofastforyoutotakeit。IcannotgetridofmyshareifIwould。“

“Youaretooparticular。IamsureMr。Arnoldnevercouldhavemeantthat。Thisismyhousetoo。“

“ButHarryishisboy。Ifyouwillletmecomeandseehimsometimes,Ishallbeverythankful,though。Imaybeusefultohimwithoutgivinghimlessons。“

“Thankyou,“saidHarrywithdelight。

“Well,well!IsupposeyouaresomuchinrequestinLondonthatyouwon"tmisshimforapupil。“

“Onthecontrary,Ihavenotasingleengagement。Ifyoucouldfindmeone,Ishouldbeexceedinglyobligedtoyou。“

“Dear!dear!dear!”saidMrs。Elton。“ThenyoushallhaveHarry。“

“Oh!yes;pleasetakeme,“saidHarry,beseechingly。

“No,Icannot。Imustnot。“

Mrs。Eltonrangthebell。

“James,tellthecoachmanIwantthecarriageinanhour。“

Mrs。Eltonwasassubmissivetohercoachmanasladieswhohavecarriagesgenerallyare,andwouldnothavedreamedoforderingthehorsesoutsosoonagainforherself;butsheforgoteverythingelsewhenafriendwasinneedofhelp,andbecameperfectlypachydermatoustotheoffendedlooksorindignanthintsofthatimportantfunctionary。

WithinafewminutesafterHughtookhisleave,Mrs。Eltonwasonherwaytorepeatavisitshehadalreadypaidthesamemorning,andtomakeseveralothercalls,withtheexpressobjectoffindingpupilsforHugh。Butinthisshewasnotsosuccessfulasshehadexpected。Infact,noonewhomshecouldthinkof,wantedsuchservicesatpresent。Shereturnedhomequitedown-hearted,andallbutconvincedthatnothingcouldbedonebeforetheapproachoftheLondonseason。

CHAPTERXVII。

STRIFE。

They"llturnmeinyourarms,Janet,Anadderandasnake;

Buthaudmefast,letmenotpass,Ginyewouldbemymaik。

They"llturnmeinyourarms,Janet,Anadderandanaske;

They"llturnmeinyourarms,Janet,Abalethatburnsfast。

They"llshapemeinyourarms,Janet,Adove,butandaswan;

Andlast,they"llshapemeinyourarmsAmother-nakedman:

Castyourgreenmantleoverme——

AndsaeshallIbewan。

ScotchBallad:Tamlane。

AssoonasHughhadleftthehouse,MargarethastenedtoEuphra。

Shefoundherinherownroom,alittlemorecheerful,butstillstrangelydepressed。Thisappearanceincreasedtowardstheevening,tillherlooksbecamequitehaggard,revealinganinwardconflictofgrowingagony。Margaretremainedwithher。

Justbeforedinner,theupstairsbell,whosesummonsMargaretwasaccustomedtoobey,rang,andshewentdown。Mrs。Eltondetainedherforafewminutes。Themomentshewasatliberty,sheflewtoEuphra"sroombythebackstaircase。But,assheascended,shewashorrifiedtomeetEuphra,inacloakandthickveil,creepingdownthestairslikeathief。Withoutsayingaword,thestronggirlliftedherinherarmsasifshehadbeenachild,andcarriedherbacktoherroom。Euphraneitherstrugglednorspoke。Margaretlaidheronhercouch,andsatdownbesideher。Shelaywithoutmoving,and,althoughwideawake,gavenoothersignofexistencethananoccasionallowmoan,thatseemedtocomefromaheartpressedalmosttodeath。

Havinglainthusforanhour,shebrokethesilence。

“Margaret,doyoudespisemedreadfully?”

“No,notintheleast。“

“YetyoufoundmegoingtodowhatIknewwaswrong。“

“YouhadnotmadeyourselfstrongbythinkingaboutthewillofGod。

Hadyou,dear?”

“No。Iwilltellyouhowitwas。Ihadbeentormentedwiththeinclinationtogotohim,andhadbeenresistingittillIwaswornout,andcouldhardlybearitmore。Suddenlyallgrewcalmwithinme,andIseemedtohateCountHalkarnolonger。Ithoughtwithmyselfhoweasyitwouldbetoputastoptothisdreadfultorment,justbyyieldingtoit——onlythisonce。IthoughtIshouldthenbestrongertoresistthenexttime;forthiswaswearingmeoutso,thatImustyieldthenexttime,ifIpersistednow。Butwhatseemedtojustifyme,wasthethoughtthatsoIshouldfindoutwherehewas,andbeabletotellHugh;andthenhewouldgettheringforme,and,perhapsthatwoulddeliverme。Butitwasverywrongofme。IforgotallaboutthewillofGod。Iwillnotgoagain,Margaret。DoyouthinkImaytryagaintofighthim?”

“Thatisjustwhatyoumustdo。AllthatGodrequiresofyouis,totryagain。God"schildmustbefree。Dotry,dearMissCameron。“

“IthinkIcould,ifyouwouldcallmeEuphra。Youaresostrong,andpure,andgood,Margaret!IwishIhadneverhadanythoughtsbutsuchasyouhave,youbeautifulcreature!Oh,howgladIamthatyoufoundme!Dowatchmealways。“

“IwillcallyouEuphra。Iwillbeyoursister-servant——anythingyoulike,ifyouwillonlytryagain。“

“Thankyou,withallmytroubledheart,dearMargaret。Iwillindeedtryagain。“

Shesprangfromthecouchinasuddenagony,andgraspingMargaretbythearm,lookedatherwithsuchaterror-strickenface,thatshebegantofearshewaslosingherreason。

“Margaret,“shesaid,asifwiththevoiceasofonejustraisedfromthedead,speakingwithallthecharneldampsinherthroat,“coulditbethatIaminlovewithhimstill?”

Margaretshuddered,butdidnotloseherself-possession。

“No,no,Euphra,darling。Youwerehauntedwithhim,andsotiredthatyouwerenotabletohatehimanylonger。Thenyoubegantogivewaytohim。Thatwasall。Therewasnoloveinthat。“

Euphra"sgrasprelaxed。

“Doyouthinkso?”

“Yes。“

Apausefollowed。

“DoyouthinkGodcarestohavemedohiswill?Isitanythingtohim?”

“Iamsureofit。Whydidhemakeyouelse?Butitisnotforthesakeofbeingobeyedthathecaresforit,butforthesakeofservingyouandmakingyoublessedwithhisblessedness。Hedoesnotthinkabouthimself,butaboutyou。“

“Oh,dear!oh,dear!Imustnotgo。“

“Letmereadtoyouagain,Eupra。“

“Yes,pleasedo,Margaret。“

ShereadthefortiethchapterofIsaiah,oneofherfather"sfavouritechapters,whereallthestrengthandknowledgeofGodareurgedtoaheight,thattheymayfallinoverwhelmingprofusionuponthewantsandfearsandunbeliefofhischildren。Howshouldhethatcalleththestarsbytheirnamesforgethispeople?

Whilesheread,thecloudmeltedawayfromEuphra"sface;asweetsleepfollowed;andtheparoxysmwasoverforthetime。

WasEuphrainsane?andwerethesethefirstaccessesofdailyfitsofmadness,whichhadbeengrowingandapproachingforwhocouldtellhowlong?

Evenifsheweremad,orgoingmad,wasnotthistherightwaytotreather?IwonderhowoftenthespiritualcureoffaithintheSonofMan,theGreatHealer,hasbeentriedonthosepossessedwithourmoderndemons。Isitprovedthatinsanityhasitsorigininthephysicaldisorderwhich,itisnowsaid,canbeshowntoaccompanyitinvariably?Letitbeso:ityetappearstomethatifthephysicianwould,liketheSonofManhimself,descendasitwereintothedisorganizedworldinwhichtheconsciousnessofhispatientexists,andreceivingasfactallthatherevealstohimofitscondition——forfactitis,ofaveryrealsort——introduce,byallthemeansthatsympathycansuggest,theonecentralcureforevil,spiritualandmaterial,namely,thetruthoftheSonofMan,thevisionoftheperfectfriendandhelper,withtherevelationofthepromisedlibertyofobedience——ifhedidthis,itseemstomethatcuresmightstillbewroughtasmarvellousasthoseoftheancienttime。

Itseemstome,too,thatthatcanbebutanimperfectreligion,asitwouldbeapoorsalvation,fromwhichonecornerofdarknessmayhideus;fromwhoseblessedhealthandfreedomadisorderedbrainmaysnatchus;makingushopelessoutcasts,tillfirstthephysician,thestudentofphysicallaws,shallinterfereandrestoreustoasoundmind,orthegreatGod"s-angelDeathcrumblethesoul-oppressingbrain,withitsthousandphantomsofpainandfearandhorror,intoafilmofdustinthehollowofthedesertedskull。

HughrepairedimmediatelytoFalconer"schambers,wherehewasmorelikelytofindhimduringthedaythanintheevening。Hewasathome。HetoldhimofhisinterviewwithEuphra,andherfeelingthatthecountwasnotfaroff。

“Doyouthinktherecanbeanythinginit?”askedhe,whenhehadfinishedhisrelation。

“Ithinkverylikely,“answeredhisfriend。“Iwillbemoreontheoutlookthanever。Itmay,afterall,bethroughtheladyherselfthatweshallfindthevillain。Ifsheweretofallintooneofhertrances,now,Ithinkitalmostcertainshewouldgotohim。Sheoughttobecarefullywatchedandfollowed,ifthatshouldtakeplace。Letmeknowallthatyoulearnabouther。Goandseeheragainto-morrow,thatwemaybekeptinformedofherexperiences,sofarasshethinkspropertotellthem。“

“Iwill,“saidHugh,andtookhisleave。

ButMargaret,whoknewEuphra"scondition,bothspiritualandphysical,betterthananyother,hadfardifferentobjectsforher,throughmeansoftheunholyattractionwhichthecountexercisedoverher,thanthediscoveryofthestolenring。Shewasdeterminedthatneithersleepingnorwakingshouldshefollowhiscall,ordancetohispiping。Sheshouldresisttothelast,inthenameofGod,andsoredeemherlostwillfromthepowerofthisdevil,towhomshehadfoolishlysoldit。

Thenextday,thestruggleevidentlycontinued;andithadsuchaneffectonEuphra,thatMargaretcouldnothelpfeelingveryanxiousabouttheresultasregardedherhealth,evenifsheshouldbevictoriousinthecontest。ButnotforonemomentdidMargaretquail;forshefeltconvinced,comeofitwhatmight,thattheonlyhopeforEuphralayinresistance。Death,tohermind,wassimplynothinginthebalancewithslaveryofsuchasort。

Once——butevidentlyinafitofabsence——Euphrarose,wenttothedoor,andopenedit。Butsheinstantlydashedittoagain,andwalkingslowlyback,resumedherseatonthecouch。Margaretcametoherfromtheothersideofthebed,whereshehadbeenworkingbythewindow,forthelastquarterofanhour,forthesakeofthewaninglight。

“Whatisit,dear?”shesaid。

“Oh,Margaret!areyouthere?Ididnotknowyouwereintheroom。

IfoundmyselfatthedoorbeforeIknewwhatIwasdoing。“

“Butyoucamebackofyourselfthistime。“

“YesIdid。ButIstillfeelinclinedtogo。“

“Thereisnosininthat,solongasyoudonotencouragethefeeling,oryieldtoit。“

“Ihateit。“

“Youwillsoonbefreefromit。Keeponcourageously,dearsister。

Youwillbeinlibertyandjoysoon。“

“Godgrantit。“

“Hewill,Euphra。Iamsurehewill。“

“Iamsureyouknow,oryouwouldnotsayit。“

Aknockcametothestreetdoor。Euphrastarted,andsatintheattitudeofafearfullistener。Amessagewaspresentlybroughther,thatMr。Sutherlandwasinthedrawing-room,andwishedtoseeher。

Euphraroseimmediately,andwenttohim。Margaret,whodidnotquitefeelthatshecouldbetrustedyet,removedtoaroombehindthedrawing-room,whenceshecouldseeEuphraifshepassedtogodownstairs。

HughaskedherifshecouldtellhimanythingmoreaboutCountHalkar。

“Only,“sheanswered,“thatIamstillsurerofhisbeingnearme。“

“Howdoyouknowit?”

“Ineednotmindtellingyou,forIhavetoldyoubeforethathehasakindofsupernaturalpoweroverme。Iknowitbyhisdrawingmetowardshim。ItistrueImightfeelitjustthesamewhetherhewasinAmericaorinLondon;butIdonotthinkhewouldcaretodoit,ifheweresofaroff。Iknowhimwellenoughtoknowthathewouldnotwishformeexceptforsomeimmediateadvantagetohimself。“

“Butwhatistheuseofhisdoingso,whenyoudon"tknowwhereheistobefound。“

“Ishouldgostraighttohim,withoutknowingwhereIwasgoing。“

Hughroseinhaste。

“Putonyourbonnetandcloak,andcomewithme。Iwilltakecareofyou。Leadmetohim,andtheringshallsoonbeinyourhandsagain。“

Euphrahesitated,halfrose,butsatdownimmediately。

“No,no!Notforworlds,“shesaid。“Donottemptme。Imustnot——Idarenot——Iwillnotgo。“

“ButIshallbewithyou。Iwilltakecareofyou。Don"tyouthinkIamable,Euphra?”

“Oh,yes!quiteable。ButImustnotgoanywhereatthatman"sbidding。“

“Butitwon"tbeathisbidding:itwillbeatmine。“

“Ah!thataltersthecaserather,doesitnot?IwonderwhatMargaretwouldsay。“

“Margaret!WhatMargaret?”saidHugh。

“Oh!mynewmaid,“answeredEuphra,recollectingherself。

“Notbeingwellatpresent,sheismynurse。“

“Weshalltakeacabassoonaswegettothecorner。“

“Idon"tthinkthecountwouldbeabletoguidethehorse,“saidEuphra,withasmile。“Imustwalk。ButIshouldliketogo。I

will。Itwouldbesuchavictorytocatchhiminhisowntoils。“

Sheroseandranupstairs。Inafewminutesshecamedownagain,cloakedandveiled。ButMargaretmetherasshedescended,andleadingherintothebackdrawing-room,said:

“Areyougoing,Euphra?”

“Yes;butIamgoingwithMr。Sutherland,“answeredEuphra,inadefensivetone。“Itistopleasehim,andnottoobeythecount。“

“AreyousureitisalltopleaseMr。Sutherland?Ifitwere,I

don"tthinkyouwouldbeabletoguidehimright。Isitnottogetridofyoursufferingbyyieldingtotemptation,Euphra?Atallevents,ifyougo,evenshouldMr。Sutherlandbesuccessfulwithhim,youwillneverfeelthatyouhaveovercomehim,orhe,thathehaslostyou。Hewillstillholdyoufast。Don"tgo。Iamsureyouaredeceivingyourself。“

Euphrastoodforamomentandpoutedlikeanaughtychild。ThensuddenlythrowingherarmsaboutMargaret"sneck,shekissedher,andsaid:

“Iwon"tgo,Margaret。Here,takemythingsupstairsforme。“

Shethrewoffherbonnetandcloak,andrejoinedHughinthedrawing-room。

“Ican"tgo,“shesaid。“Imustnotgo。Ishouldbeyieldingtohim,anditwouldmakeaslaveofmeallmylife。“

“Itisouronlychanceforthering,“saidHugh。

AgainEuphrahesitatedandwavered;butagainsheconquered。

“Icannothelpit,“shesaid。“Iwouldrathernothavetheringthango——ifyouwillforgiveme。“

“Oh,Euphra!”repliedHugh。“Youknowitisnotformyself。“

“Idoknowit。Youwon"tmindthenifIdon"tgo?”

“Certainlynot,ifyouhavemadeupyourmind。Youmusthaveagoodreasonforit。“

“IndeedIhave。“Andevenalreadyshefeltthatresistancebroughtitsownreward。

Hughwentalmostimmediately,inordertomakehisreporttoFalconer,withwhomhehadanappointmentforthepurpose。

“Sheisquiteright,“saidFalconer。“Idonotthink,intherelationinwhichshestandstohim,thatshecouldsafelydootherwise。Butitseemstomeverylikelythatthiswillturnoutwellforourplans,too。Letherpersist,andinallprobabilityhewillnotonlyhavetoresignherperforce,butwillsofarmakehimselfsubjecttoherinturn,astoseekherwhowillnotgotohim。Hewillpulluponhisownropetillheisdrawntothespotwherehehasfixedit。Whatremainsforyouandmetodo,istokeepaclosewatchonthehouseandneighbourhood。Mostlikelyweshallfindthevillainbeforelong。“

“Doyoureallythinkso?”

“Thewholeaffairismysterious,andhastodowithlawswithwhichwearemostimperfectlyacquainted;butthisseemstomeapresumptionworthactingupon。Istherenooneinthehouseonwhomyoucoulddependforassistance——forinformation,atleast?”

“Yes。ThereisthesameoldservantthatMrs。EltonhadwithheratArnstead。Heisasteadyoldfellow,andhasbeenveryfriendlywithme。“

“Well,whatIwouldadviseis,thatyoushouldfindyourselfquartersasnearthespotaspossible;and,besideskeepingasmuchofapersonalguarduponthehouseasyoucan,engagetheservantyoumentiontoletyouknow,themomentthecountmakeshisappearance。Itwillprobablybetowardsnightwhenhecalls,forsuchamanmayhavereasonsaswellasinstinctstomakehimlovethedarknessratherthanthelight。Youhadbettergoatonce;andwhenyouhavefoundaplace,leaveorsendtheaddressheretome,andtowardsnight-fallIwilljoinyou。Butwemayhavetowatchforseveraldays。Wemustnotbetoosanguine。“

Almostwithoutaword,HughwenttodoasFalconersaid。Theonlyplacehecouldfindsuitable,wasapublic-houseatthecornerofabackstreet,wherethemen-servantsoftheneighbourhoodusedtoresort。Hesucceededinsecuringaprivateroominit,foraweek,andimmediatelysentFalconerwordofhislocality。HethencalledasecondtimeatMrs。Elton"s,andaskedtoseethebutler。Whenhecame:

“Irwan,“saidhe,“hasHerrvonFunkelsteincalledhereto-day?”

“No,sir,hehasnot。“

“Youwouldknowhim,wouldyounot?”

“Yes,sir;perfectly。“

“Well,ifheshouldcallto-night,orto-morrow,oranytimewithinthenextfewdays,letmeknowthemomentheisinthehouse。YouwillfindmeattheGoldenStaff,roundthecorner。ItisoftheutmostimportancethatIshouldseehimatonce。Butdonotlethimknowthatanyonewantstoseehim。Youshallnotrepenthelpingmeinthisaffair。IknowIcantrustyou。“

Hughhadfixedhimwithhiseyes,beforehebegantoexplainhiswishes。Hehadfoundoutthatthiswasthebestwayofsecuringattentionfrominferiornatures,andthatitwasespeciallynecessarywithLondonservants;fortheirsuperciliousnessiscowedbyit,andthesuperiorwillbroughttobearupontheirs。Itistheonlywayamanwithoutacarriagehastocommandattentionfromsuch。Irwanwasnotoneofthissort。Hewasacountryservant,foronedifference。ButHughmadehisaddressasimpressiveaspossible。

“Iwillwithpleasure,sir,“answeredIrwan,andHughfelttolerablysureofhim。

Falconercame。Theyorderedsomesupper,andsattilleleveno"clock。Therebeingthennochanceofasummons,theywentouttogether。Passingthehouse,theysawlightinoneupperwindowonly。Thatlightwouldburnthereallnight,foritwasinEuphra"sroom。Theywenton,HughaccompanyingFalconerinoneofhismidnightwalksthroughLondon,ashehaddonerepeatedlybefore。

>FromsuchcompanionshipandthescenestowhichFalconerintroducedhim,hehadgatheredthisfruit,thathebegantobelieveinGodforthesakeofthewretchedmenandwomenhesawintheworld。Atfirstitwashisownpainatthesightofsuchmiserythatdrovehim,forconsolation,tohopeinGod;so,atfirst,itwasforhisownsake。Butashesawmoreofthem,andgrewtolovethemmore,hefeltthattheonlyhopeforthemlayintheloveofGod;andhehopedinGodforthem。HesawtoothataGodnotbothhumanlyandabsolutelydivine,aGodlessthanthatGodshadowedforthintheRedeemerofmen,wouldnotdo。ButthinkingaboutGodthus,andhopinginhimforhisbrothersandsisters,hebegantoloveGod。

Then,lastofall,thathemightseeinhimonetowhomhecouldabandoneverything,thathemightseehimperfectandallinallandashemustbe——forthesakeofGodhimself,hebelievedinhimastheSaviourofthesehissinfulandsufferingkin。

Asearlyaswasatallexcusable,thefollowingmorning,hecalledonEuphra。Thebutlersaidthatshehadnotcomedownyet,buthewouldsenduphisname。AmessagewasbroughtbackthatMissCameronwassorrynottoseehim,butshehadhadabadnight,andwasquiteunabletogetup。Irwanrepliedtohisinquiry,thatthecounthadnotcalled。HughwithdrewtotheGoldenStaff。

Abadnightithadbeenindeed。AsEuphrasleptwellthefirstpartofit,andhadnoattacksuchasshehadhaduponboththeprecedingnights,Margarethadhopedtheworstwasover。Stillshelaidherselfonlywithinthethresholdofsleepreadytowakeattheleastmotion。

InthemiddleofthenightshefeltEuphramove。Shelaystilltoseewhatshewoulddo。Euphraslippedoutofbed,andpartlydressedherself;thenwenttoherwardrobe,andputonacloakwithalargehood,whichshedrewoverherhead。Margaretlaywithadreadfulachingatherheart。Euphrawenttowardsthedoor。

Margaretcalledher,butshemadenoanswer。Margaretflewtothedoor,andreacheditbeforeher。Then,toherintensedelight,shesawthatEuphra"seyeswereclosed。Justasshelaidherhandonthedoor,Margarettookhergentlyinherarms。

“Letmego,letmego!”Euphraalmostscreamed。Thensuddenlyopeninghereyes,shestaredatMargaretinabewilderedfashion,likeonewakingfromthedead。

“Euphra!dearEuphra!”saidMargaret。

“Oh,Margaret!isitreallyyou?”exclaimedEuphra,flingingherarmsabouther。“Oh,Iamglad。Ah!youseewhatImusthavebeenabout。IsupposeIknewwhenIwasdoingit,butIdon"tknownow。

Ihaveforgottenallaboutit。Ohdear!ohdear!Ithoughtitwouldcometothis。“

“Cometobed,dear。Youcouldn"thelpit。Itwasnotyourself。

Thereisnotmorethanhalfofyouawake,whenyouwalkinyoursleep。“

Theywenttobed。EuphracreptclosetoMargaret,andcriedherselfasleepagain。Thenextdayshehadabadhead-ache。Thiswithheralwaysfollowedsomnambulation。Shedidnotgetupallthatday。

WhenHughcalledagainintheevening,heheardshewasbetter,butstillinbed。

FalconerjoinedHughattheGoldenStaff,atnight;buttheyhadnobettersuccessthanbefore。Falconerwentoutalone,forHughwantedtokeephimselffresh。Thoughverystrong,hewasyoungerandlesshardenedthanFalconer,whocouldstandanincredibleamountoflabourandlackofsleep。Hughwouldhavegivenwayunderthehalf。

CHAPTERXVIII。

VICTORY

Omyadmiredmistress,quenchnotoutTheholyfireswithinyou,thoughtemptationsShowerdownuponyou:claspthinearmouron;

Fightwell,andthoushaltsee,afterthesewars,Thyheadwearsunbeams,andthyfeettouchstars。

MASSINGER——TheVirginMartyr。

ButHughcouldsleepnomorethanifhehadbeenoutwithFalconer。

Hewasasrestlessasawildbeastinacage。Somethingwouldnotlethimbeatpeace。Soherose,dressed,andwentout。Assoonasheturnedthecorner,hecouldseeMrs。Elton"shouse。Itwasvisiblebothbyintermittentmoonlightabove,andbyflickeringgaslightbelow,forthewindblewratherstrong。Therewassnowintheair,heknew。Thelighttheyhadobservedlastnight,wasburningnow。Amomentservedtomaketheseobservations;andthenHugh"seyeswerearrestedbythesightofsomethingelse——amanwalkingupanddownthepavementinfrontofMrs。Elton"shouse。Heinstantlysteppedintotheshadowofaporchtowatchhim。Thefiguremightbethecount"s;itmightnot;hecouldnotbesure。

Everynowandthenthemanlookeduptothewindows。Atlengthhestoppedrightunderthelightedone,andlookedup。Hughwasonthepointofglidingout,thathemightgetasnearhimaspossiblebeforerushingonhim,when,atthemoment,tohisgreatmortification,apolicemanemergedfromsomemysteriouscorner,andthefigureinstantlyvanishedinanother。Hughdidnotpursuehim;

becauseitwouldbetosetallonasinglechance,andthatapoorone;forifthecount,shoulditbehe,succeededinescaping,hewouldnotreturntoaspotwhichheknewtobewatched。Hugh,therefore,withdrewoncemoreunderaporch,andwaited。But,whatevermightbethecause,themanmadehisappearancenomore。

Hughcontrivedtokeepwatchfortwohours,inspiteofsuspiciouspolicemen。Hesleptlateintothefollowingmorning。

CallingatMrs。Elton"s,helearnedthatthecounthadnotbeenthere;thatMissCameronhadbeenveryillallnight;butthatshewasratherbettersincethemorning。

Thatnight,asthepreceding,Margarethadawakedsuddenly。Euphrawasnotinthebedbesideher。Shestartedupinanagonyofterror;butitwassoonallayed,thoughnotremoved。ShesawEuphraonherkneesatthefootofthebed,anold-fashionedfour-postone。

Shehadherarmstwinedroundoneofthebed-posts,andherheadthrownback,asifsomeonewerepullingherbackwardsbyherhair,whichfelloverhernight-dresstothefloorinthick,blackmasses。

Hereyeswereclosed;herfacewasdeath-like,almostlivid;andthecolddewsoftorturewererollingdownfrombrowtochin。Herlipsweremovingconvulsively,withnowandthentheappearanceofanattemptatarticulation,asiftheyweresetinmotionbyanagonyofinwardprayer。Margaret,unabletomove,watchedherwithanxioussympathyandfearfulexpectation。Howlongthislastedshecouldnottell,butitseemedalongtime。AtlengthMargaretrose,andlongingtohavesomeshareinthestruggle,howeversmall,wentsoftly,andstoodbehindher,shadowingherfromafeeblerayofmoonlightwhich,throughawind-rentcloud,hadstolenintotheroom,andlayuponherupturnedface。Theresheliftedupherheartinprayer。InamomentafterthetensionofEuphra"scountenancerelaxedalittle;composureslowlyfollowed;herheadgraduallyrose,sothatMargaretcouldseeherfacenolonger;then,asgradually,droopedforward。Nextherarmsuntwinedthemselvesfromthebed-post,andherhandsclaspedthemselvestogether。Shelookedlikeoneprayingintheintensesilenceofabsorbingdevotion。

Margaretstoodstillasastatue。

InspeakingaboutitafterwardstoHugh,Margarettoldhimthatshedistinctlyrememberedhearing,whileshestood,themeasuredstepsofapolicemanpassthehouseonthepavementbelow。

InafewminutesEuphrabowedherheadyetlower,andthenrosetoherfeet。SheturnedroundtowardsMargaret,asifsheknewshewasthere。ToMargaret"sastonishment,hereyeswerewideopen。Shesmiledamostchild-like,peaceful,happysmile,andsaid:

“Itisover,Margaret,alloveratlast。Thankyou,withmywholeheart。Godhashelpedme。“

Atthatmoment,themoonshoneoutfull,andherfaceappearedinitslightlikethefaceofanangel。Margaretlookedonherwithawe。Fear,distress,anddoubthadvanished,andshewasalreadybeautifulliketheblessed。Margaretgotahandkerchief,andwipedthecolddampsfromherface。Thenshehelpedherintobed,whereshefellasleepalmostinstantly,andsleptlikeachild。Nowandthenshemoaned;butwhenMargaretlookedather,shesawthesmilestilluponhercountenance。

Shewokeweakandworn,buthappy。

“Ishallnottroubleyouto-day,Margaret,dear,“saidshe。“Ishallnotgetupyet,butyouwillnotneedtowatchme。Agreatchangehaspasseduponme。Iamfree。Ihaveovercomehim。Hemaydoashepleasesnow。Idonotcare。Idefyhim。Igotuplastnightinmysleep,butIrememberallaboutit;and,althoughIwasasleep,andfeltpowerlesslikeacorpse,Iresistedhim,evenwhenI

thoughthewasdraggingmeawaybybodilyforce。AndIresistedhim,tillheleftmealone。ThankGod!”

Ithadbeenaterriblestruggle,butshehadovercome。Norwasthisall:shewouldnomoreleadtwolives,thewakingandthesleeping。

Herwakingwillandconsciencehadassertedthemselvesinhersleepingacts;andthememoryofthesomnambulistlivedstillinthewakingwoman。Hencehertwoliveswereblendedintoonelife;andshewasnomoretwo,butone。Thisindicatedamightygrowthofindividualbeing。

“Iwokewithoutterror,“shewentontosay。“Ialwaysusedtowakefromsuchasleepinanagonyofunknownfear。IdonotthinkI

shalleverwalkinmysleepagain。“

Isnotsalvationtheunitingofallournatureintooneharmoniouswhole——Godfirstinus,ourselveslast,andallindueorderbetween?SomethingverymuchanalogoustothechangeinEuphratakesplaceinamanwhenhefirstlearnsthathisbeliefsmustbecomeacts;thathisreligiouslifeandhishumanlifeareone;

thathemustdothethingthatheadmires。TheIdealistheonlyabsoluteReal;anditmustbecometheRealintheindividuallifeaswell,howeverimpossibletheymaycountitwhonevertryit,orwhodonottrustinGodtoeffectit,whentheyfindthemselvesbaffledintheattempt。

Intheafternoon,Euphrafellasleep,andwhenshewoke,seemedbetter。ShesaidtoMargaret:

“Canitbethatitwasalladream,Margaret?Imeanmyassociationwiththatdreadfulman。Ifeelasifitwereonlysomehorriddream,andthatIcouldneverhavehadanythingtodowithhim。I

mayhavebeenoutofmymind,youknow,andhavetoldyouthingswhichIbelievedfirmlyenoughthen,butwhichneverreallytookplace。Itcouldnothavebeenme,Margaret,couldit?”

“Notyourreal,true,bestself,dear。“

“Ihavebeenadreadfulcreature,Margaret。ButIfeelthatallthathasmeltedawayfromme,andgonebehindthesunset,whichwillforeverstand,inallitsgloryandloveliness,betweenmeandit,animpassablerampartofdefence。“

Herwordssoundedstrangeandexcited,buthereyeandherpulsewerecalm。

“Howcouldheeverhavehadthathatefulpoweroverme?”

“Don"tthinkanymoreabouthim,dear,butenjoytherestGodhasgivenyou。“

“Iwill,Iwill。“

Atthatmoment,amaidcametothedoor,withFunkelstein"scardforMissCameron。

“Verywell,“saidMargaret;“askhimtowait。IwilltellMissCameron。Shemaywishtosendhimamessage。Youmaygo。“

ShetoldEuphrathatthecountwasinthehouse。Euphrashowednosurprise,nofear,noannoyance。

“Willyouseehimforme,Margaret,ifyoudon"tmind;andtellhimfromme,thatIdefyhim;thatIdonothatehim,onlybecauseI

despiseandforgethim;thatIchallengehimtodohisworst。“

Shehadforgottenallaboutthering。ButMargarethadnot。

“Iwill,“saidshe,andlefttheroom。

Onherwaydown,shewentintothedrawing-room,andrangthebell。

“SendMr。Irwantomehere,please。ItisforMissCameron。“

Themanwent,butpresentlyreturned,sayingthatthebutlerhadjuststeppedout。

“Verywell。Youwilldojustaswell。Whenthegentlemanleaveswhoiscallingnow,youmustfollowhim。Takeacab,ifnecessary,andfollowhimeverywhere,tillyoufindwherehestopsforthenight。Watchtheplace,andsendmewordwhereyouare。Butdon"tlethimknow。Putonplainclothes,please,asfastasyoucan。“

“Yes,Miss,directly。“

TheservantsallcalledMargaret,Miss。

Shelingeredyetalittle,togivethemantime。Shewasnotatallsatisfiedwithherplan,butshecouldthinkofnothingbetter。

Happily,itwasnotnecessary。IrwanhadrunasfastashisoldlegswouldcarryhimtotheGoldenStaff。Hughreceivedthenewswithdelight。Hisheartseemedtoleapintohisthroat,andhefeltjustashedid,when,deer-stalkingforthefirsttime,hetriedtotakeaimatagreatredstag。

“Ishallwaitforhimoutsidethedoor。Wemusthavenonoiseinthehouse。Heisathief,orworse,Irwan。“

“Goodgracious!Andthere"stheplatealllaidoutfordinneronthesideboard!”exclaimedIrwan,andhurriedofffasterthanhehadcome。

ButHughwasstandingatthedoorlongbeforeIrwangotuptoit。

HadMargaretknownwhowaswatchingoutside,itwouldhavebeenawonderfulrelieftoher。

Sheenteredthedining-room,wherethecountstoodimpatient。Headvancedquickly,actingonhisexpectationofEuphra,butseeinghismistake,stopped,andbowedpolitely。MargarettoldhimthatMissCameronwasill,andgavehimhermessage,wordforword。Thecountturnedpalewithmortificationandrage。Hebithislip,madenoreply,andwalkedoutintothehall,whereIrwanstoodwiththehandleofthedoorinhishand,impatienttoopenit。Nosoonerwasheoutofthehouse,thanHughspranguponhim;butthecount,whohadbeenperfectlyuponhisguard,eludedhim,anddartedoffdownthestreet。Hughpursuedatfullspeed,mortifiedathisescape。

Hehadnofearatfirstofovertakinghim,forhehadfoundfewmenhisequalsinspeedandendurance;buthesoonsaw,tohisdismay,thatthecountwasincreasingthedistancebetweenthem,andfearedthat,byasuddenturnintosomelabyrinth,hemightescapehimaltogether。TheypassedtheGoldenStaffatfullspeed,andatthenextcornerHughdiscoveredwhatgavethecounttheadvantage:itwashisagilityandrecklessnessinturningcorners。But,likethesorcerer"simpunity,theyfailedhimatlast;for,atthenextturn,heranfulluponFalconer,whostaggeredback,whilethecountreeledandfell。Hughwasuponhiminamoment。“Help!”roaredthecount,foralastchancefromthesympathiesofagatheringcrowd。

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