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Desperate Remedies
投诉 阅读记录

第1章

SEQUEL

PREFATORYNOTE

Thefollowingstory,thefirstpublishedbytheauthor,waswrittennineteenyearsago,atatimewhenhewasfeelinghiswaytoamethod。Theprinciplesobservedinitscompositionare,nodoubt,tooexclusivelythoseinwhichmystery,entanglement,surprise,andmoralobliquityaredependedonforexcitinginterest;butsomeofthescenes,andatleastoneofthecharacters,havebeendeemednotunworthyofalittlelongerpreservation;andastheycouldhardlybereproducedinafragmentaryformthenovelisreissuedcomplete——

themorereadilythatithasforsomeconsiderabletimebeenreprintedandwidelycirculatedinAmerica。

January1889。

TotheforegoingnoteIhaveonlytoaddthat,inthepresenteditionof"DesperateRemedies,"someWessextownsandotherplacesthatarecommontothescenesofseveralofthesestorieshavebeencalledforthefirsttimebythenamesunderwhichtheyappearelsewhere,forthesatisfactionofanyreaderwhomaycareforconsistencyinsuchmatters。

Thisistheonlymaterialchange;for,asithappenedthatcertaincharacteristicswhichprovokedmostdiscussioninmylateststorywerepresentinthismyfirst——publishedin1871,whentherewasnoFrenchnameforthemithasseemedbesttoletthemstandunaltered。

T。H。

February1896。

I。THEEVENTSOFTHIRTYYEARS

1。DECEMBERANDJANUARY,1835-36

InthelongandintricatelyinwroughtchainofcircumstancewhichrendersworthyofrecordsomeexperiencesofCythereaGraye,EdwardSpringrove,andothers,thefirsteventdirectlyinfluencingtheissuewasaChristmasvisit。

Intheabove-mentionedyear,1835,AmbroseGraye,ayoungarchitectwhohadjustbegunthepracticeofhisprofessioninthemidlandtownofHocbridge,tothenorthofChristminster,wenttoLondontospendtheChristmasholidayswithafriendwholivedinBloomsbury。

TheyhadgoneuptoCambridgeinthesameyear,and,aftergraduatingtogether,Huntway,thefriend,hadtakenorders。

Grayewashandsome,frank,andgentle。Hehadaqualityofthoughtwhich,exercisedonhomeliness,washumour;onnature,picturesqueness;onabstractions,poetry。Being,asarule,broadcast,itwasallthree。

Ofthewickednessoftheworldhewastooforgetful。Todiscoverevilinanewfriendistomostpeopleonlyanadditionalexperience:tohimitwaseverasurprise。

WhileinLondonhebecameacquaintedwitharetiredofficerintheNavynamedBradleigh,who,withhiswifeandtheirdaughter,livedinastreetnotfarfromRussellSquare。Thoughtheywereinnomorethancomfortablecircumstances,thecaptain"swifecameofanancientfamilywhosegenealogicaltreewasinterlacedwithsomeofthemostillustriousandwell-knowninthekingdom。

Theyounglady,theirdaughter,seemedtoGrayebyfarthemostbeautifulandqueenlybeinghehadeverbeheld。Shewasaboutnineteenortwenty,andhernamewasCytherea。Intruthshewasnotsoveryunlikecountrygirlsofthattypeofbeauty,exceptinonerespect。Shewasperfectinhermannerandbearing,andtheywerenot。Ameredistinguishingpeculiarity,bycatchingtheeye,isoftenreadasthepervadingcharacteristic,andsheappearedtohimnolessthanperfectionthroughout——transcendingherruralrivalsinverynature。Grayedidathingtheblissfulnessofwhichwasonlyeclipsedbyitshazardousness。Helovedheratfirstsight。

HisintroductionshadledhimintocontactwithCythereaandherparentstwoorthreetimesonthefirstweekofhisarrivalinLondon,andaccidentandalover"scontrivancebroughtthemtogetherasfrequentlytheweekfollowing。TheparentslikedyoungGraye,andhavingfewfriends(fortheirequalsinbloodweretheirsuperiorsinposition),hewasreceivedonverygenerousterms。HispassionforCythereagrewnotonlystrong,butineffablyexalted:

she,withoutpositivelyencouraginghim,tacitlyassentedtohisschemesforbeingnearher。Herfatherandmotherseemedtohavelostallconfidenceinnobilityofbirth,withoutmoneytogiveeffecttoitspresence,andlookeduponthebuddingconsequenceoftheyoungpeople"sreciprocalglanceswithplacidity,ifnotactualfavour。

Graye"swholeimpassioneddreamterminatedinasadandunaccountableepisode。Afterpassingthroughthreeweeksofsweetexperience,hehadarrivedatthelaststage——akindofmoralGaza——

beforeplungingintoanemotionaldesert。ThesecondweekinJanuaryhadcomeround,anditwasnecessaryfortheyoungarchitecttoleavetown。

Throughouthisacquaintanceshipwiththeladyofhishearttherehadbeenthismarkedpeculiarityinherlove:shehaddelightedinhispresenceasasweetheartshoulddo,yetfromfirsttolastshehadrepressedallrecognitionofthetruenatureofthethreadwhichdrewthemtogether,blindingherselftoitsmeaningandonlynaturaltendency,andappearingtodreadhisannouncementofthem。Thepresentseemedenoughforherwithoutcumulativehope:usually,evenifloveisinitselfanend,itmustberegardedasabeginningtobeenjoyed。

Inspiteofevasionsasanobstacle,andinconsequenceofthemasaspur,hewouldputthematteroffnolonger。Itwasevening。Hetookherintoalittleconservatoryonthelanding,andthereamongtheevergreens,bythelightofafewtinylamps,infinitelyenhancingthefreshnessandbeautyoftheleaves,hemadethedeclarationofaloveasfreshandbeautifulasthey。

"Mylove——mydarling,bemywife!"

Sheseemedlikeonejustawakened。"Ah——wemustpartnow!"shefaltered,inavoiceofanguish。"Iwillwritetoyou。"Sheloosenedherhandandrushedaway。

InawildfeverGrayewenthomeandwatchedforthenextmorning。

Whoshallexpresshismiseryandwonderwhenanotecontainingthesewordswasputintohishand?

"Good-bye;good-byeforever。Asrecognizedloverssomethingdividesuseternally。Forgiveme——Ishouldhavetoldyoubefore;

butyourlovewassweet!Nevermentionme。"

Thatveryday,andasitseemed,toputanendtoapainfulconditionofthings,daughterandparentsleftLondontopayoffapromisedvisittoarelativeinawesterncounty。Nomessageorletterofentreatycouldwringfromheranyexplanation。Shebeggedhimnottofollowher,andthemostbewilderingpointwasthatherfatherandmotherappeared,fromthetoneofaletterGrayereceivedfromthem,asvexedandsadasheatthissuddenrenunciation。Onethingwasplain:withoutadmittingherreasonasvalid,theyknewwhatthatreasonwas,anddidnotintendtorevealit。

AweekfromthatdayAmbroseGrayelefthisfriendHuntway"shouseandsawnomoreoftheLovehemourned。FromtimetotimehisfriendansweredanyinquiryGrayemadebyletterrespectingher。

Butverypoorfoodtoaloverisintelligenceofamistressfilteredthroughafriend。Huntwaycouldtellnothingdefinitely。HesaidhebelievedtherehadbeensomepriorflirtationbetweenCythereaandhercousin,anofficeroftheline,twoorthreeyearsbeforeGrayemether,whichhadsuddenlybeenterminatedbythecousin"sdepartureforIndia,andtheyounglady"stravellingontheContinentwithherparentsthewholeoftheensuingsummer,onaccountofdelicatehealth。EventuallyHuntwaysaidthatcircumstanceshadrenderedGraye"sattachmentmorehopelessstill。

Cytherea"smotherhadunexpectedlyinheritedalargefortuneandestatesinthewestofEnglandbytherapidfallofsomeinterveninglives。ThishadcausedtheirremovalfromthesmallhouseinBloomsbury,and,asitappeared,arenunciationoftheiroldfriendsinthatquarter。

YoungGrayeconcludedthathisCythereahadforgottenhimandhislove。Buthecouldnotforgether。

2。FROM1843TO1861

Eightyearslater,feelinglonelyanddepressed——amanwithoutrelatives,withmanyacquaintancesbutnofriends——AmbroseGrayemetayoungladyofadifferentkind,fairlyendowedwithmoneyandgoodgifts。AstocaringverydeeplyforanotherwomanafterthelossofCytherea,itwasanabsoluteimpossibilitywithhim。Withall,thebeautifulthingsoftheearthbecomemoredearastheyeludepursuit;butwithsomenaturesutterelusionistheonespecialeventwhichwillmakeapassinglovepermanentforever。

ThissecondyoungladyandGrayeweremarried。Thathedidnot,firstorlast,lovehiswifeasheshouldhavedone,wasknowntoall;butfewknewthathisunmanageableheartcouldneverbeweanedfromuselessrepiningatthelossofitsfirstidol。

Hischaractertosomeextentdeteriorated,asemotionalconstitutionswillunderthelongsenseofdisappointmentathavingmissedtheirimagineddestiny。Andthus,thoughnaturallyofagentleandpleasantdisposition,hegrewtobenotsotenderlyregardedbyhisacquaintancesasitisthelotofsomeofthosepersonstobe。Thewinningandsanguinereceptivityofhisearlylifedevelopedbydegreesamoodynervousness,andwhennotpicturingprospectsdrawnfrombaselesshopehewasthevictimofindescribabledepression。Thepracticalissueofsuchaconditionwasimprovidence,originallyalmostanunconsciousimprovidence,foreverydebtincurredhadbeenmentallypaidoffwithareligiousexactnessfromthetreasuresofexpectationbeforementioned。Butasyearsrevolved,thesamecoursewascontinuedfromthelackofspiritsufficientforshiftingoutofanoldgroovewhenithasbeenfoundtoleadtodisaster。

Intheyear1861hiswifedied,leavinghimawidowerwithtwochildren。Theelder,asonnamedOwen,nowjustturnedseventeen,wastakenfromschool,andinitiatedaspupiltotheprofessionofarchitectinhisfather"soffice。Theremainingchildwasadaughter,andOwen"sjuniorbyayear。

HerchristiannamewasCytherea,anditiseasytoguesswhy。

3。OCTOBERTHETWELFTH,1863

Wepassovertwoyearsinordertoreachthenextcardinaleventofthesepersons"lives。ThesceneisstilltheGrayes"nativetownofHocbridge,butasitappearedonaMondayafternooninthemonthofOctober。

Theweatherwassunnyanddry,buttheancientboroughwastobeseenwearingoneofitsleastattractiveaspects。Firstonaccountofthetime。Itwasthatstagnanthourofthetwenty-fourwhenthepracticalgarishnessofDay,havingescapedfromthefreshlongshadowsandenliveningnewnessofthemorning,hasnotyetmadeanyperceptibleadvancetowardsacquiringthosemellowandsoothingtoneswhichgraceitsdecline。Next,itwasthatstageintheprogressoftheweekwhenbusiness——which,carriedonunderthegablesofanoldcountryplace,isnotdevoidofaromanticsparkle——

waswell-nighextinguished。Lastly,thetownwasintentionallybentuponbeingattractivebyexhibitingtoaninfluxofvisitorsthelocaltalentfordramaticrecitation,andprovincialtownstryingtobelivelyarethedullestofdullthings。

Littletownsarelikelittlechildreninthisrespect,thattheyinterestmostwhentheyareenactingnativepeculiaritiesunconsciousofbeholders。Discoveringthemselvestobewatchedtheyattempttobeentertainingbyputtingonanantic,andproducedisagreeablecaricatureswhichspoilthem。

Theweather-stainedclock-faceinthelowchurchtowerstandingattheintersectionofthethreechiefstreetswasexpressinghalf-pasttwototheTownHallopposite,wherethemuchtalked-ofreadingfromShakespearewasabouttobegin。Thedoorswereopen,andthosepersonswhohadalreadyassembledwithinthebuildingwerenoticingtheentranceofthenew-comers——silentlycriticizingtheirdress——

questioningthegenuinenessoftheirteethandhair——estimatingtheirprivatemeans。

Amongtheselateronescameanexceptionalyoungmaidenwhoglowedamidthedulnesslikeasinglebright-redpoppyinafieldofbrownstubble。Sheworeanelegantdarkjacket,lavenderdress,hatwithgreystringsandtrimmings,andglovesofacolourtoharmonize。

Shelightlywalkedupthesidepassageoftheroom,castaslightglancearound,andenteredtheseatpointedouttoher。

TheyounggirlwasCythereaGraye;heragewasnowabouteighteen。

Duringherentry,andatvarioustimeswhilstsittinginherseatandlisteningtothereaderontheplatform,herpersonalappearanceformedaninterestingsubjectofstudyforseveralneighbouringeyes。

Herfacewasexceedinglyattractive,thoughartisticallylessperfectthanherfigure,whichapproachedunusuallyneartothestandardoffaultlessness。Buteventhisfeatureofhersyieldedthepalmtothegracefulnessofhermovement,whichwasfascinatinganddelightfultoanextremedegree。

Indeed,motionwasherspeciality,whethershownonitsmostextendedscaleofbodilyprogression,orminutely,asintheupliftingofhereyelids,thebendingofherfingers,thepoutingofherlip。Thecarriageofherhead——motionwithinmotion——aglideuponaglide——wasasdelicateasthatofamagneticneedle。Andthisflexibilityandelasticityhadneverbeentaughtherbyrule,norevenbeenacquiredbyobservation,but,nullocultu,hadnaturallydevelopeditselfwithheryears。Inchildhood,astoneorstalkintheway,whichhadbeentheinevitableoccasionofafalltoherplaymates,hadusuallylefthersafeanduprightonherfeetafterthenarrowestescapebyoscillationsandwhirlsforthepreservationofherbalance。AtmixedChristmasparties,whenshenumberedbuttwelveorthirteenyears,andwasheartilydespisedonthataccountbyladswhodeemedthemselvesmen,heraptlightnessinthedancecoveredthisincompletenessinherwomanhood,andcompelledtheself-sameyouthsinspiteofresolutionstoseizeuponherchildishfigureasapartnerwhomtheycouldnotaffordtocontemn。Andinlateryears,whentheinstinctsofhersexhadshownherthispointasthebestandrarestfeatureinherexternalself,shewasnotfoundwantinginattentiontothecultivationoffinishinitsdetails。

Herhairrestedgailyuponhershouldersincurlsandwasofashiningcornyellowinthehighlights,deepeningtoadefinitenut-

brownaseachcurlwoundroundintotheshade。Shehadeyesofasapphirehue,thoughratherdarkerthanthegemordinarilyappears;

theypossessedtheaffectionateandliquidsparkleofloyaltyandgoodfaithasdistinguishablefromthatharderbrightnesswhichseemstoexpressfaithfulnessonlytotheobjectconfrontingthem。

Buttoattempttogainaviewofher——orindeedofanyfascinatingwoman——fromameasuredcategory,isasdifficultastoappreciatetheeffectofalandscapebyexploringitatnightwithalantern——

orofafullchordofmusicbypipingthenotesinsuccession。

Neverthelessitmayreadilybebelievedfromthedescriptionhereventured,thatamongthemanywinningphasesofheraspect,thesewereparticularlystriking:——

Duringpleasantdoubt,whenhereyesbrightenedstealthilyandsmiled(aseyeswillsmile)asdistinctlyasherlips,andinthespaceofasingleinstantexpressedclearlythewholeroundofdegreesofexpectancywhichlieoverthewideexpansebetweenYeaandNay。

Duringthetellingofasecret,whichwasinvoluntarilyaccompaniedbyasuddenminutestart,andecstaticpressureofthelistener"sarm,side,orneck,asthepositionanddegreeofintimacydictated。

Whenanxiouslyregardingonewhopossessedheraffections。

Shesuddenlyassumedthelast-mentionedbearingintheprogressofthepresententertainment。Herglancewasdirectedoutofthewindow。

Whytheparticularsofayounglady"spresenceataverymediocreperformancewerepreventedfromdroppingintotheoblivionwhichtheirintrinsicinsignificancewouldnaturallyhaveinvolved——whytheywererememberedandindividualizedbyherselfandothersthroughafteryears——wassimplythatsheunknowinglystood,asitwere,upontheextremeposterioredgeofatractinherlife,inwhichtherealmeaningofTakingThoughthadneverbeenknown。Itwasthelasthourofexperiencesheeverenjoyedwithamindentirelyfreefromaknowledgeofthatlabyrinthintowhichshesteppedimmediatelyafterwards——tocontinueaperplexedcoursealongitsmazesforthegreaterportionoftwenty-ninesubsequentmonths。

TheTownHall,inwhichCythereasat,wasabuildingofbrownstone,andthroughoneofthewindowscouldbeseenfromtheinterioroftheroomthehousetopsandchimneysoftheadjacentstreet,andalsotheupperpartofaneighbouringchurchspire,nowincourseofcompletionunderthesuperintendenceofMissGraye"sfather,thearchitecttothework。

ThatthetopofthisspireshouldbevisiblefromherpositionintheroomwasafactwhichCytherea"sidlingeyeshaddiscoveredwithsomeinterest,andshewasnowengagedinwatchingthescenethatwasbeingenactedaboutitsairysummit。Roundtheconicalstoneworkroseacageofscaffoldingagainstthebluesky,anduponthisstoodfivemen——fourinclothesaswhiteasthenewerectionclosebeneaththeirhands,thefifthintheordinarydarksuitofagentleman。

Thefourworking-meninwhitewerethreemasonsandamason"slabourer。Thefifthmanwasthearchitect,Mr。Graye。Hehadbeengivingdirectionsasitseemed,andretiringasfarasthenarrowfootwayallowed,stoodperfectlystill。

ThepicturethuspresentedtoaspectatorintheTownHallwascuriousandstriking。Itwasanilluminatedminiature,framedinbythedarkmarginofthewindow,thekeen-edgedshadinessofwhichemphasizedbycontrastthesoftnessoftheobjectsenclosed。

Theheightofthespirewasaboutonehundredandtwentyfeet,andthefivemenengagedthereonseemedentirelyremovedfromthesphereandexperiencesofordinaryhumanbeings。Theyappearedlittlelargerthanpigeons,andmadetheirtinymovementswithasoft,spirit-likesilentness。Oneideaaboveallotherswasconveyedtothemindofapersononthegroundbytheiraspect,namely,concentrationofpurpose:thattheywereindifferentto——evenunconsciousof——thedistractedworldbeneaththem,andallthatmoveduponit。Theyneverlookedoffthescaffolding。

Thenoneofthemturned;itwasMr。Graye。Againhestoodmotionless,withattentiontotheoperationsoftheothers。Heappearedtobelostinreflection,andhaddirectedhisfacetowardsanewstonetheywerelifting。

"Whydoeshestandlikethat?"theyoungladythoughtatlength——uptothatmomentaslistlessandcarelessasoneoftheancientTarentines,who,onsuchanafternoonasthis,watchedfromtheTheatretheentryintotheirHarbourofapowerthatoverturnedtheState。

Shemovedherselfuneasily。"Iwishhewouldcomedown,"shewhispered,stillgazingattheskybackedpicture。"Itissodangeroustobeabsent-mindedupthere。"

Whenshehaddonemurmuringthewordsherfatherindecisivelylaidholdofoneofthescaffold-poles,asiftotestitsstrength,thenletitgoandsteppedback。Instepping,hisfootslipped。Aninstantofdoublingforwardandsideways,andhereeledoffintotheair,immediatelydisappearingdownwards。

Hisagonizeddaughterrosetoherfeetbyaconvulsivemovement。

Herlipsparted,andshegaspedforbreath。Shecouldutternosound。Onebyonethepeopleabouther,unconsciousofwhathadhappened,turnedtheirheads,andinquiryandalarmbecamevisibleupontheirfacesatthesightofthepoorchild。Amomentlonger,andshefelltothefloor,ThenextimpressionofwhichCythereahadanyconsciousnesswasofbeingcarriedfromastrangevehicleacrossthepavementtothestepsofherownhousebyherbrotherandanolderman。

Recollectionofwhathadpassedevolveditselfaninstantlater,andjustastheyenteredthedoor——throughwhichanotherandsadderburdenhadbeencarriedbutafewinstantsbefore——hereyescaughtsightofthesouth-westernsky,and,withoutheeding,sawwhitesunlightshininginshaft-likelinesfromariftinaslatycloud。

Emotionswillattachthemselvestoscenesthataresimultaneous——

howeverforeigninessencethesescenesmaybe——aschemicalwaterswillcrystallizeontwigsandwires。EvenafterthattimeanymentalagonybroughtlessvividlytoCytherea"smindthescenefromtheTownHallwindowsthansunlightstreaminginshaft-likelines。

4。OCTOBERTHENINETEENTH

Whendeathentersahouse,anelementofsadnessandanelementofhorroraccompanyit。Sadness,fromthedeathitself:horror,fromthecloudsofblacknesswedesignedlylabourtointroduce。

Thefuneralhadtakenplace。Depressed,yetresolvedinhisdemeanour,OwenGrayesatbeforehisfather"sprivateescritoire,engagedinturningoutandunfoldingaheterogeneouscollectionofpapers——forbiddingandinharmonioustotheeyeatalltimes——mostofalltooneundertheinfluenceofagreatgrief。Laminaeofwhitepapertiedwithtwinewereindiscriminatelyintermixedwithotherwhitepapersboundedbyblackedges——thesewithbluefoolscapwrappedroundwithcruderedtape。

Thebulkoftheseletters,bills,andotherdocumentsweresubmittedtoacarefulexamination,bywhichtheappendedparticularswereascertained:——

First,thattheirfather"sincomefromprofessionalsourceshadbeenverysmall,amountingtonotmorethanhalftheirexpenditure;

andthathisownandhiswife"sproperty,uponwhichhehadreliedforthebalance,hadbeensunkandlostinunwiseloanstounscrupulousmen,whohadtradedupontheirfather"stooopen-

heartedtrustfulness。

Second,thatfindinghismistake,hehadendeavouredtoregainhisstandingbytheillusorypathofspeculation。Themostnotableinstanceofthiswasthefollowing。Hehadbeeninduced,whenatPlymouthintheautumnofthepreviousyear,toventureallhissparecapitalonthebottomrysecurityofanItalianbrigwhichhadputintotheharbourindistress。Theprofitwastobeconsiderable,sowastherisk。Thereturnedouttobenosecuritywhatever。Thecircumstancesofthecasetendereditthemostunfortunatespeculationthatamanlikehimself——ignorantofallsuchmatters——couldpossiblyengagein。Thevesselwentdown,andallMr。Graye"smoneywithit。

Third,thatthesefailureshadlefthimburdenedwithdebtsheknewnothowtomeet;sothatatthetimeofhisdeatheventhefewpoundslyingtohisaccountatthebankwerehisonlyinname。

Fourth,thatthelossofhiswifetwoyearsearlierhadawakenedhimtoakeensenseofhisblindness,andofhisdutybyhischildren。Hehadthenresolvedtoreinstatebyunflaggingzealinthepursuitofhisprofession,andbynospeculation,atleastaportionofthelittlefortunehehadletgo。

Cythereawasfrequentlyatherbrother"selbowduringtheseexaminations。Sheoftenremarkedsadly——

"Poorpapafailedtofulfilhisgoodintentionforwantoftime,didn"the,Owen?Andtherewasanexcuseforhispast,thoughheneverwouldclaimit。Ineverforgetthatoriginaldishearteningblow,andhowthatfromitsprangalltheillsofhislife——

everythingconnectedwithhisgloom,andthelassitudeinbusinessweusedsooftentoseeabouthim。"

"Irememberwhathesaidonce,"returnedthebrother,"whenIsatuplatewithhim。Hesaid,“Owen,don"tlovetooblindly:blindlyyouwillloveifyouloveatall,butalittlecareisstillpossibletoawell-disciplinedheart。Maythatheartbeyoursasitwasnotmine,“fathersaid。“Cultivatetheartofrenunciation。“AndIamgoingto,Cytherea。"

"Andoncemammasaidthatanexcellentwomanwaspapa"sruin,becausehedidnotknowthewaytogiveherupwhenhehadlosther。

Iwonderwheresheisnow,Owen?Weweretoldnottotrytofindoutanythingabouther。Papanevertoldushername,didhe?"

"Thatwasbyherownrequest,Ibelieve。Butnevermindher;shewasnotourmother。"

TheloveaffairwhichhadbeenAmbroseGraye"sdishearteningblowwaspreciselyofthatnaturewhichladstakelittleaccountof,butgirlsponderintheirhearts。

5。FROMOCTOBERTHENINETEENTHTOJULYTHENINTH

ThusAmbroseGraye"sgoodintentionswithregardtothereintegrationofhispropertyhadscarcelytakentangibleformwhenhissuddendeathputthemforeveroutofhispower。

Heavybills,showingtheextentofhisobligations,tumbledinimmediatelyupontheheelsofthefuneralfromquarterspreviouslyunheardandunthoughtof。Thuspressed,abillwasfiledinChancerytohavetheassets,suchastheywere,administeredbytheCourt。

"Whatwillbecomeofusnow?"thoughtOwencontinually。

Thereisinusanunquenchableexpectation,whichatthegloomiesttimepersistsininferringthatbecauseweareOURSELVES,theremustbeaspecialfutureinstoreforus,thoughournatureandantecedentstotheremotestparticularhavebeencommontothousands。ThustoCythereaandOwenGrayethequestionhowtheirliveswouldendseemedthedeepestofpossibleenigmas。Tootherswhoknewtheirpositionequallywellwiththemselvesthequestionwastheeasiestthatcouldbeasked——"Likethoseofotherpeoplesimilarlycircumstanced。"

ThenOwenheldaconsultationwithhissistertocometosomedecisionontheirfuturecourse,andamonthwaspassedinwaitingforanswerstoletters,andintheexaminationofschemesmoreorlessfutile。Suddenhopesthatwererainbowstothesightprovedbutmiststothetouch。Inthemeantime,unpleasantremarks,disguisethemassomewell-meaningpeoplemight,werefloatingaroundthemeveryday。Theundoubtedtruth,thattheywerethechildrenofadreamerwholetslipawayeveryfarthingofhismoneyandranintodebtwithhisneighbours——thatthedaughterhadbeenbroughtuptonoprofession——thatthesonwhohad,hadmadenoprogressinit,andmightcometothedogs——couldnotfromthenatureofthingsbewrappedupinsilenceinorderthatitmightnothurttheirfeelings;andasamatteroffact,itgreetedtheirearsinsomeformorotherwherevertheywent。Theirfewacquaintancespassedthemhurriedly。Ancientpot-wallopers,andthrivingshopkeepers,intheirintervalsofleisure,stoodattheirshop-

doors——theirtoeshangingovertheedgeofthestep,andtheirobesewaistshangingovertheirtoes——andindiscourseswithfriendsonthepavement,formulatedthecourseoftheimprovident,andreducedthechildren"sprospectstoashadow-likeattenuation。Thesonsofthesemen(whoworebreastpinsofasarcastickind,andsmokedhumorouspipes)staredatCythereawithastareunmitigatedbyanyoftherespectthathadformerlysoftenedit。

Nowitisanoticeablefactthatwedonotmuchmindwhatmenthinkofus,orwhathumiliatingsecrettheydiscoverofourmeans,parentage,orobject,providedthateachthinksandactsthereuponinisolation。Itistheexchangeofideasaboutusthatwedreadmost;andthepossessionbyahundredacquaintances,severallyinsulated,oftheknowledgeofourskeleton-closet"swhereabouts,isnotsodistressingtothenervesasachatoveritbyapartyofhalf-a-dozen——exclusivedepositariesthoughthesemaybe。

Perhaps,thoughHocbridgewatchedandwhispered,itsanimuswouldhavebeenlittlemorethanatrifletopersonsinthrivingcircumstances。Butunfortunately,poverty,whilstitisnew,andbeforetheskinhashadtimetothicken,makespeoplesusceptibleinverselytotheiropportunitiesforshieldingthemselves。InOwenwasfound,inplaceofhisfather"simpressibility,alargershareofhisfather"spride,andasquarenessofideawhich,ifcoupledwithalittlemoreblindness,wouldhaveamountedtopositiveprejudice。Tohimhumanity,sofarashehadthoughtofitatall,wasratherdividedintodistinctclassesthanblendedfromextremetoextreme。Hencebyasequenceofideaswhichmightbetracedifitwereworthwhile,heeitherdetestedorrespectedopinion,andinstinctivelysoughttoescapeacoldshadethatmeresensitivenesswouldhaveendured。Hecouldhavesubmittedtoseparation,sickness,exile,drudgery,hungerandthirst,withstoicalindifference,butsuperciliousnesswastooincisive。

Afterlivingonforninemonthsinattemptstomakeanincomeashisfather"ssuccessorintheprofession——attemptswhichwereutterlyfruitlessbyreasonofhisinexperience——Grayecametoasimpleandsweepingresolution。TheywouldprivatelyleavethatpartofEngland,dropfromthesightofacquaintances,gossips,harshcritics,andbittercreditorsofwhosemisfortunehewasnotthecause,andescapethepositionwhichgalledhimbytheonlyroadtheirgreatpovertyleftopentothem——thatofhisobtainingsomeemploymentinadistantplacebyfollowinghisprofessionasahumbleunder-draughtsman。

Hethoughtoverhiscapabilitieswiththesensationsofasoldiergrindinghisswordattheopeningofacampaign。Whatwithlackofemployment,owingtothedecreaseofhislatefather"spractice,andtheabsenceofdirectanduncompromisingpressuretowardsmonetaryresultsfromapupil"slabour(whichseemstobealwaysthecasewhenaprofessionalman"spupilisalsohisson),Owen"sprogressintheartandscienceofarchitecturehadbeenveryinsignificantindeed。Thoughanythingbutanidleyoungman,hehadhardlyreachedtheageatwhichindustriousmenwholackanexternalwhiptosendthemonintheworld,areinducedbytheirowncommonsensetowhiponthemselves。Hencehisknowledgeofplans,elevations,sections,andspecifications,wasnotgreaterattheendoftwoyearsofprobationthanmighteasilyhavebeenacquiredinsixmonthsbyayouthofaverageability——himself,forinstance——amidabustlingLondonpractice。

Butatanyratehecouldmakehimselfhandytooneoftheprofession——somemaninaremotetown——andtherefulfilhisindentures。Atangibleinducementlayinthisdirectionofsurvey。

Hehadaslightconceptionofsuchaman——aMr。Gradfield——whowasinpracticeinBudmouthRegis,aseaporttownandwatering-placeinthesouthofEngland。

Aftersomedoubts,Grayeventuredtowritetothisgentleman,askingthenecessaryquestion,shortlyalludingtohisfather"sdeath,andstatingthathistermofapprenticeshiphadonlyhalfexpired。Hewouldbegladtocompletehisarticlesataverylowsalaryforthewholeremainingtwoyears,providedpaymentcouldbeginatonce。

TheanswerfromMr。GradfieldstatedthathewasnotinwantofapupilwhowouldservetheremainderofhistimeonthetermsMr。

Grayementioned。Buthewouldjustaddoneremark。Hechancedtobeinwantofsomeyoungmaninhisoffice——forashorttimeonly,probablyabouttwomonths——totracedrawings,andattendtoothersubsidiaryworkofthekind。IfMr。Grayedidnotobjecttooccupysuchaninferiorpositionasthesedutieswouldentail,andtoacceptweeklywageswhichtoonewithhisexpectationswouldbeconsideredmerelynominal,thepostwouldgivehimanopportunityforlearningafewmoredetailsoftheprofession。

"Itisabeginning,and,aboveall,anabiding-place,awayfromtheshadowofthecloudwhichhangsoverushere——Iwillgo,"saidOwen。

Cytherea"splanforherfuture,anintenselysimpleone,owingtotheevengreaternarrownessofherresources,wasalreadymarkedout。Oneadvantagehadaccruedtoherthroughhermother"spossessionofafairshareofpersonalproperty,andperhapsonlyone。Shehadbeencarefullyeducated。Uponthisconsiderationherplanwasbased。Shewastotakeupherabodeinherbrother"slodgingatBudmouth,whenshewouldimmediatelyadvertiseforasituationasgoverness,havingobtainedtheconsentofalawyeratAldbrickhamwhowaswindingupherfather"saffairs,andwhoknewthehistoryofherposition,toallowhimselftobereferredtointhematterofherpastlifeandrespectability。

Earlyonemorningtheydepartedfromtheirnativetown,leavingbehindthemscarcelyatraceoftheirfootsteps。

Thenthetownpitiedtheirwantofwisdomintakingsuchastep。

"Rashness;theywouldhavemadeabetterincomeinHocbridge,wheretheyareknown!Thereisnodoubtthattheywould。"

ButwhatisWisdomreally?Asteadyhandlingofanymeanstobringaboutanyendnecessarytohappiness。

Yetwhetherone"sendbetheusualend——awealthypositioninlife——

orno,thenameofwisdomisseldomappliedbuttothemeanstothatusualend。

II。THEEVENTSOFAFORTNIGHT

1。THENINTHOFJULY

Thedayoftheirdeparturewasoneofthemostglowingthattheclimaxofalongseriesofsummerheatscouldevolve。Thewideexpanseoflandscapequiveredupanddownliketheflameofataper,astheysteamedalongthroughthemidstofit。Placidflocksofsheeprecliningundertreesalittlewayoffappearedofapalebluecolour。Cloverfieldswerelividwiththebrightnessofthesunupontheirdeepredflowers。Allwaggonsandcartsweremovedtotheshadebytheircarefulowners,rain-waterbuttsfelltopieces;

well-bucketswereloweredinsidethecoversofthewell-hole,topreservethemfromthefateofthebutts,andgenerally,waterseemedscarcerinthecountrythanthebeerandciderofthepeasantrywhotoiledoridledthere。

Toseepersonslookingwithchildren"seyesatanyordinaryscenery,isaproofthattheypossessthecharmingfacultyofdrawingnewsensationsfromanoldexperience——ahealthysign,rareinthesefeverishdays——themarkofanimperishablebrightnessofnature。

Bothbrotherandsistercoulddothis;Cythereamorenoticeably。

Theywatchedtheundulatingcorn-lands,monotonoustoalltheircompanions;thestonyandclayeyprospectsucceedingthose,withitsangularandabrupthills。Boggymoorscamenext,nowwitheredanddry——thespotsuponwhichpoolsusuallyspreadtheirwatersshowingthemselvesascirclesofsmoothbaresoil,over-runbyanet-workofinnumerablelittlefissures。Thenaroseplantationsoffirs,abruptlyterminatingbesidemeadowscleanlymown,inwhichhigh-

hipped,rich-colouredcows,withbackshorizontalandstraightastheridgeofahouse,stoodmotionlessorlazilyfed。Glimpsesoftheseanowinterestedthem,whichbecamemoreandmorefrequenttillthetrainfinallydrewupbesidetheplatformatBudmouth。

"Thewholetownislookingoutforus,"hadbeenGraye"simpressionthroughouttheday。HecalleduponMr。Gradfield——theonlymanwhohadbeendirectlyinformedofhiscoming——andfoundthatMr。

Gradfieldhadforgottenit。

However,arrangementsweremadewiththisgentleman——astout,active,grey-beardedburgherofsixty——bywhichOwenwastocommenceworkinhisofficethefollowingweek。

ThesamedayCythereadrewupandsentofftheadvertisementappended:——

"AYOUNGLADYisdesirousofmeetingwithanENGAGEMENTasGOVERNESS

orCOMPANION。SheiscompetenttoteachEnglish,French,andMusic。

Satisfactoryreferences——Address,C。G。,Post-Office,Budmouth。"

Itseemedamorematerialexistencethanherownthatshesawthusdelineatedonthepaper。"Thatcan"tbemyself;howoddIlook!"

shesaid,andsmiled。

2。JULYTHEELEVENTH

OntheMondaysubsequenttotheirarrivalinBudmouth,OwenGrayeattendedatMr。Gradfield"sofficetoenteruponhisduties,andhissisterwasleftintheirlodgingsaloneforthefirsttime。

Despitethesadoccurrencesoftheprecedingautumn,anunwontedcheerfulnesspervadedherspiritthroughouttheday。Changeofscene——andthattountravelledeyes——conjoinedwiththesensationoffreedomfromsupervision,revivedthesparkleofawarmyoungnaturereadyenoughtotakeadvantageofanyadventitiousrestoratives。

Point-blankgrieftendsrathertosealuphappinessforatimethantoproducethatattritionwhichresultsfromgriefsofanticipationthatmoveonwardwiththedays:thesemaybesaidtofurrowawaythecapacityforpleasure。

Herexpectationsfromtheadvertisementbegantobeextravagant。A

thrivingfamily,whohadalwayssadlyneededher,wasalreadydefinitelypicturedinherfancy,which,initsexuberance,ledherontopicturingitsindividualmembers,theirpossiblepeculiarities,virtues,andvices,andobliteratedforatimetherecollectionthatshewouldbeseparatedfromherbrother。

Thusmusing,asshewaitedforhisreturnintheevening,hereyesfellonherlefthand。Thecontemplationofherownleftfourthfingerbysymbol-lovinggirlhoodofthisageis,itseems,veryfrequently,ifnotalways,followedbyapeculiartrainofromanticideas。Cytherea"sthoughts,stillplayingaboutherfuture,becamedirectedintothisromanticgroove。Sheleantbackinherchair,andtakingholdofthefourthfinger,whichhadattractedherattention,shelifteditwiththetipsoftheothers,andlookedatthesmoothandtaperingmemberforalongtime。

Shewhisperedidly,"Iwonderwhoandwhathewillbe?

"Ifhe"sagentlemanoffashion,hewilltakemyfingerso,justwiththetipsofhisown,andwithsomeflutteringoftheheart,andtheleasttremblingofhislip,sliptheringsolightlyonthatI

shallhardlyknowitisthere——lookingdelightfullyintomyeyesallthetime。

"Ifhe"sabold,dashingsoldier,Iexpecthewillproudlyturnround,taketheringasifitequalledherMajesty"scrowninvalue,anddesperatelysetitonmyfingerthus。Hewillfixhiseyesunflinchinglyuponwhatheisdoing——justasifhestoodinbattlebeforetheenemy(though,inreality,veryfondofme,ofcourse),andblushasmuchasIshall。

"Ifhe"sasailor,hewilltakemyfingerandtheringinthisway,anddeckitoutwithahousewifelytouchandatendernessofexpressionabouthismouth,assailorsdo:kissit,perhaps,withasimpleair,asifwewerechildrenplayinganidlegame,andnotattheveryheightofobservationandenvybyagreatcrowdsaying,“Ah!theyarehappynow!”

"Ifheshouldberatherapoorman——noble-mindedandaffectionate,butstillpoor——"

Owen"sfootstepsrapidlyascendingthestairs,interruptedthisfancy-freemeditation。Reproachingherself,evenangrywithherselfforallowinghermindtostrayuponsuchsubjectsinthefaceoftheirpresentdesperatecondition,sherosetomeethim,andmaketea。

Cytherea"sinteresttoknowhowherbrotherhadbeenreceivedatMr。

Gradfield"sbrokeforthintowordsatonce。Almostbeforetheyhadsatdowntotable,shebegancross-examininghimintheregularsisterlyway。

"Well,Owen,howhasitbeenwithyouto-day?Whatistheplacelike——doyouthinkyouwilllikeMrGradfield?"

"Oyes。Buthehasnotbeenthereto-day;Ihaveonlyhadtheheaddraughtsmanwithme。"

Youngwomenhaveahabit,notnoticeableinmen,ofputtingonatamoment"snoticethedramaofwhosoever"slifetheychoose。

Cytherea"sinterestwastransferredfromMr。Gradfieldtohisrepresentative。

"Whatsortofamanishe?"

"Heseemsaverynicefellowindeed;thoughofcourseIcanhardlytelltoacertaintyasyet。ButIthinkhe"saveryworthyfellow;

there"snononsenseinhim,andthoughheisnotapublicschoolmanhehasreadwidely,andhasasharpappreciationofwhat"sgoodinbooksandart。Infact,hisknowledgeisn"tnearlysoexclusiveasmostprofessionalmen"s。"

"That"sagreatdealtosayofanarchitect,forofallprofessionalmentheyare,asarule,themostprofessional。"

"Yes;perhapstheyare。Thismanisratherofamelancholyturnofmind,Ithink。"

"Hasthemanagingclerkanyfamily?"shemildlyasked,afterawhile,pouringoutsomemoretea。

"Family;no!"

"Well,dearOwen,howshouldIknow?"

"Why,ofcourseheisn"tmarried。Buttherehappenedtobeaconversationaboutwomengoingonintheoffice,andIheardhimsaywhatheshouldwishhiswifetobelike。"

"Whatwouldhewishhiswifetobelike?"shesaid,withgreatapparentlackofinterest。

"O,hesaysshemustbegirlishandartless:yethewouldbelothtodowithoutadashofwomanlysubtlety,"tissopiquant。Yes,hesaid,thatmustbeinher;shemusthavewomanlycleverness。“AndyetIshouldlikehertoblushifonlyacock-sparrowweretolookatherhard,“hesaid,“whichbringsmebacktothegirlagain:andsoIflitbackwardsandforwards。Imusthavewhatcomes,I

suppose,“hesaid,“andwhatevershemaybe,thankGodshe"snoworse。However,ifhemightgiveafinalhinttoProvidence,“hesaid,“achildamongpleasures,andawomanamongpainswastheroughoutlineofhisrequirement。“"

"Didhesaythat?Whatamusingcreaturehemustbe。"

"Hedid,indeed。"

3。FROMTHETWELFTHTOTHEFIFTEENTHOFJULY

Asiswellknown,ideasaresoelasticinahumanbrain,thattheyhavenoconstantmeasurewhichmaybecalledtheiractualbulk。Anyimportantideamaybecompressedtoamoleculebyanunwontedcrowdingofothers;andanysmallideawillexpandtowhateverlengthandbreadthofvacuumthemindmaybeabletomakeovertoit。Cytherea"sworldwastolerablyvacantatthistime,andtheyoungarchitecturaldesigner"simagebecameverypervasive。Thenexteveningthissubjectwasagainrenewed。

"HisnameisSpringrove,"saidOwen,inreplytoher。"Heisathoroughartist,butamanofratherhumbleorigin,itseems,whohasmadehimselfsofar。Ithinkheisthesonofafarmer,orsomethingofthekind。"

"Well,he"snonetheworseforthat,Isuppose。"

"Nonetheworse。Aswecomedownthehill,weshallbecontinuallymeetingpeoplegoingup。"ButOwenhadfeltthatSpringrovewasalittletheworsenevertheless。

"Ofcoursehe"sratheroldbythistime。"

"Ono。He"saboutsix-and-twenty——notmore。"

"Ah,Isee……Whatishelike,Owen?"

"Ican"texactlytellyouhisappearance:"tisalwayssuchadifficultthingtodo。"

"Amanyouwoulddescribeasshort?Mostmenarethoseweshoulddescribeasshort,Ifancy。"

"Ishouldcallhim,Ithink,ofthemiddleheight;butasIonlyseehimsittingintheoffice,ofcourseIamnotcertainabouthisformandfigure。"

"Iwishyouwere,then。"

"Perhapsyoudo。ButIamnot,yousee。"

"Ofcoursenot,youarealwayssoprovoking。Owen,Isawamaninthestreetto-daywhomIfanciedwashe——andyet,Idon"tseehowitcouldbe,either。Hehadlightbrownhair,asnubnose,veryroundface,andapeculiarhabitofreducinghiseyestostraightlineswhenhelookednarrowlyatanything。"

"Ono。Thatwasnothe,Cytherea。"

"Notabitlikehiminallprobability。"

"Notabit。Hehasdarkhair——almostaGreciannose,regularteeth,andanintellectualface,asnearlyasIcanrecalltomind。"

"Ah,therenow,Owen,youHAVEdescribedhim!ButIsupposehe"snotgenerallycalledpleasing,or——"

"Handsome?"

"Iscarcelymeantthat。Butsinceyouhavesaidit,ishehandsome?"

"Rather。"

"Histoutensembleisstriking?"

"Yes——Ono,no——Iforgot:itisnot。Heisratheruntidyinhiswaistcoat,andneck-ties,andhair。"

"Howvexing!……itmustbetohimself,poorthing。"

"He"sathoroughbookworm——despisesthepap-and-daisyschoolofverse——knowsShakespearetotheverydregsofthefoot-notes。

Indeed,he"sapoethimselfinasmallway。"

"Howdelicious!"shesaid。"Ihaveneverknownapoet。"

"Andyoudon"tknowhim,"saidOwendryly。

Shereddened。"OfcourseIdon"t。Iknowthat。"

"Haveyoureceivedanyanswertoyouradvertisement?"heinquired。

"Ah——no!"shesaid,andtheforgottendisappointmentwhichhadshoweditselfinherfaceatdifferenttimesduringtheday,becamevisibleagain。

Anotherdaypassedaway。OnThursday,withoutinquiry,shelearntmoreoftheheaddraughtsman。HeandGrayehadbecomeveryfriendly,andhehadbeentemptedtoshowherbrotheracopyofsomepoemsofhis——someseriousandsad——somehumorous——whichhadappearedinthepoets"cornerofamagazinefromtimetotime。OwenshowedthemnowtoCytherea,whoinstantlybegantoreadthemcarefullyandtothinkthemverybeautiful。

"Yes——Springrove"snofool,"saidOwensententiously。

"Nofool!——Ishouldthinkheisn"t,indeed,"saidCytherea,lookingupfromthepaperinquiteanexcitement:"towritesuchversesasthese!"

"Whatlogicareyouchopping,Cytherea?Well,Idon"tmeanonaccountoftheverses,becauseIhaven"treadthem;butforwhathesaidwhenthefellowsweretalkingaboutfallinginlove。"

"Whichyouwilltellme?"

"Hesaysthatyourtrueloverbreathlesslyfindshimselfengagedtoasweetheart,likeamanwhohascaughtsomethinginthedark。Hedoesn"tknowwhetheritisabatorabird,andtakesittothelightwhenheiscooltolearnwhatitis。Helookstoseeifsheistherightage,butrightageorwrongage,hemustconsiderheraprize。Sometimelaterheponderswhethersheistherightkindofprizeforhim。Rightkindorwrongkind——hehascalledherhis,andmustabidebyit。Afteratimeheaskshimself,“Hasshethetemper,hair,andeyesImeanttohave,andwasfirmlyresolvednottodowithout?”Hefindsitisallwrong,andthencomesthetussle——"

"Dotheymarryandlivehappily?"

"Who?O,thesupposedpair。Ithinkhesaid——well,Ireallyforgetwhathesaid。"

"ThatISstupidofyou!"saidtheyoungladywithdismay。

"Yes。"

"Buthe"sasatirist——Idon"tthinkIcareabouthimnow。"

"Thereyouarejustwrong。Heisnot。Heis,asIbelieve,animpulsivefellowwhohasbeenmadetopaythepenaltyofhisrashnessinsomeloveaffair。"

ThusendedthedialogueofThursday,butCythereareadtheversesagaininprivate。OnFridayherbrotherremarkedthatSpringrovehadinformedhimhewasgoingtoleaveMr。Gradfield"sinafortnighttopushhisfortunesinLondon。

AnindescribablefeelingofsadnessshotthroughCytherea"sheart。

Whyshouldshebesadatsuchanannouncementasthat,shethought,concerningamanshehadneverseen,whenherspiritswereelasticenoughtoreboundafterhardblowsfromdeepandrealtroublesasifshehadscarcelyknownthem?Thoughshecouldnotanswerthisquestion,sheknewonething,shewassaddenedbyOwen"snews。

4。JULYTHETWENTY-FIRST

AverypopularlocalexcursionbysteamboattoLulsteadCovewasannouncedthroughthestreetsofBudmouthoneThursdaymorningbytheweak-voicedtown-crier,tostartatsixo"clockthesameday。

Theweatherwaslovely,andtheopportunitybeingthefirstofthekindofferedtothem,OwenandCythereawentwiththerest。

TheyhadreachedtheCove,andhadwalkedlandwardfornearlyanhouroverthehillwhichrosebesidethestrand,whenGrayerecollectedthattwoorthreemilesyetfurtherinlandfromthisspotwasaninterestingmediaevalruin。Hewasalreadyfamiliarwithitscharacteristicsthroughthemediumofanarchaeologicalwork,andnowfindinghimselfsoclosetothereality,feltinclinedtoverifysometheoryhehadformedrespectingit。Concludingthattherewouldbejustsufficienttimeforhimtogothereandreturnbeforetheboathadlefttheshore,hepartedfromCythereaonthehill,struckdownwards,andthenupaheatheryvalley。

Sheremainedonthesummitwherehehadlefthertillthetimeofhisexpectedreturn,scanningthedetailsoftheprospectaround。

PlacidlyspreadoutbeforeheronthesouthwastheopenChannel,reflectingablueintenserbymanyshadesthanthatoftheskyoverhead,anddottedintheforegroundbyhalf-a-dozensmallcraftofcontrastingrig,theirsailsgraduatinginhuefromextremewhitenesstoreddishbrown,thevaryingactualcoloursvariedagaininadoubledegreebytheraysofthedecliningsun。

Presentlythedistantbellfromtheboatwasheard,warningthepassengerstoembark。Thiswasfollowedbyalivelyairfromtheharpsandviolinsonboard,theirtones,astheyarose,becomingintermingledwith,thoughnotmarredby,thebrushofthewaveswhentheircrestsrolledover——atthepointwherethecheckoftheshallowswasfirstfelt——andthenthinnedawayuptheslopeofpebblesandsand。

Sheturnedherfacelandwardandstrainedhereyestodiscern,ifpossible,somesignofOwen"sreturn。Nothingwasvisiblesavethestrikinglybrilliant,stilllandscape。Thewideconcavewhichlayatthebackofthehillinthisdirectionwasblazingwiththewesternlight,addinganorangetinttothevividpurpleoftheheather,nowattheveryclimaxofbloom,andfreefromtheslightesttouchoftheinvidiousbrownthatsosooncreepsintoitsshades。Thelightsointensifiedthecoloursthattheyseemedtostandabovethesurfaceoftheearthandfloatinmid-airlikeanexhalationofred。Intheminorvalleys,betweenthehillocksandridgeswhichdiversifiedthecontourofthebasin,butdidnotdisturbitsgeneralsweep,shemarkedbrakesoftall,heavy-stemmedferns,fiveorsixfeethigh,inabrilliantlight-greendress——abroadribandofthemwiththepathintheirmidstwindinglikeastreamalongthelittleravinethatreachedtothefootofthehill,anddeliveredupthepathtoitsgrassyarea。Amongthefernsgrewhollybushesdeeperintintthananyshadowaboutthem,whilstthewholesurfaceofthescenewasdimpledwithsmallconicalpits,andhereandtherewereroundponds,nowdry,andhalfovergrownwithrushes。

Thelastbellofthesteamerrang。Cythereahadforgottenherself,andwhatshewaslookingfor。InafeverofdistresslestOwenshouldbeleftbehind,shegatheredupinherhandthecornersofherhandkerchief,containingspecimensoftheshells,plants,andfossilswhichthelocalityproduced,startedofftothesands,andmingledwiththeknotsofvisitorstherecongregatedfromotherinterestingpointsaround;fromtheinn,thecottages,andhiredconveyancesthathadreturnedfromshortdrivesinland。Theyallwentaboardbytheprimitiveplanofanarrowplankontwowheels——

thewomenbeingassistedbyarope。Cytherealingeredtilltheverylast,reluctanttofollow,andlookingalternatelyattheboatandthevalleybehind。HerdelayprovokedaremarkfromCaptainJacobs,athicksetmanofhybridstains,resultingfromthemixedeffectsoffireandwater,peculiartosailorswhereenginesarethepropellingpower。

"Nowthen,missy,ifyouplease。Iamsorrytotell"eeourtime"sup。Whoareyoulookingfor,miss?"

"Mybrother——hehaswalkedashortdistanceinland;hemustbeheredirectly。Couldyouwaitforhim——justaminute?"

"Really,Iamafraidnot,m"m。"Cytherealookedatthestout,round-facedman,andatthevessel,withalightinhereyessoexpressiveofherownopinionbeingthesame,onreflection,ashis,andwithsuchresignation,too,that,fromaninstinctivefeelingofprideatbeingabletoprovehimselfmorehumanethanhewasthoughttobe——worksofsupererogationaretheonlysacrificesthatenticeinthisway——andthatataverysmallcost,hedelayedtheboattillsomeamongthepassengersbegantomurmur。

"There,nevermind,"saidCythereadecisively。"Goonwithoutme——I

shallwaitforhim。"

"Well,"tisaveryawkwardthingtoleaveyouhereallalone,"saidthecaptain。"Icertainlyadviseyounottowait。"

"He"sgoneacrosstotherailwaystation,forcertain,"saidanotherpassenger。

"No——hereheis!"Cythereasaid,regarding,asshespoke,thehalfhiddenfigureofamanwhowasseenadvancingataheadlongpacedowntheravinewhichlaybetweentheheathandtheshore。

"Hecan"tgethereinlessthanfiveminutes,"apassengersaid。

"Peopleshouldknowwhattheyareabout,andkeeptime。Really,if——

"

"Yousee,sir,"saidthecaptain,inanapologeticundertone,"since"tisherbrother,andshe"sallalone,"tisonlynatertowaitaminute,nowhe"sinsight。Suppose,now,youwereayoungwoman,asmightbe,andhadabrother,likethisone,andyoustoodofaneveninguponthisherewildlonelyshore,likeher,whyyou"dwantustowait,too,wouldn"tyou,sir?Ithinkyouwould。"

Thepersonsohastilyapproachinghadbeenlosttoviewduringthisremarkbyreasonofahollowintheground,andtheprojectingcliffimmediatelyathandcoveredthepathinitsrise。Hisfootstepswerenowheardstrikingsharplyupontheflintyroadatadistanceofabouttwentyorthirtyyards,butstillbehindtheescarpment。

Tosavetime,Cythereapreparedtoascendtheplank。

"Letmegiveyoumyhand,miss,"saidCaptainJacobs。

"No——pleasedon"ttouchme,"saidshe,ascendingcautiouslybyslidingonefootforwardtwoorthreeinches,bringinguptheotherbehindit,andsoonalternately——herlipscompressedbyconcentrationonthefeat,hereyesgluedtotheplank,herhandtotherope,andherimmediatethoughttothefactofthedistressingnarrownessofherfooting。Stepsnowshookthelowerendoftheboard,andinaninstantwereuptoherheelswithabound。

"O,Owen,Iamsogladyouarecome!"shesaidwithoutturning。

"Don"t,don"tshaketheplankortouchme,whateveryoudo……

There,Iamup。Wherehaveyoubeensolong?"shecontinued,inalowertone,turningroundtohimasshereachedthetop。

Raisinghereyesfromherfeet,which,standingonthefirmdeck,demandedherattentionnolonger,sheacquiredperceptionsofthenew-comerinthefollowingorder:unknowntrousers;unknownwaistcoat;unknownface。Themanwasnotherbrother,butatotalstranger。

Offwenttheplank;thepaddlesstarted,stopped,backed,patteredinconfusion,thenrevolveddecisively,andtheboatpassedoutintodeepwater。

Oneortwopersonshadsaid,"Howd"yedo,Mr。Springrove?"andlookedatCytherea,toseehowsheboreherdisappointment。Herearshadbutjustcaughtthenameoftheheaddraughtsman,whenshesawhimadvancingdirectlytoaddressher。

"MissGraye,Ibelieve?"hesaid,liftinghishat。

"Yes,"saidCytherea,colouring,andtryingnottolookguiltyofasurreptitiousknowledgeofhim。

"IamMr。Springrove。IpassedCorvsgateCastleaboutanhourago,andsoonafterwardsmetyourbrothergoingthatway。Hehadbeendeceivedinthedistance,andwasabouttoturnwithoutseeingtheruin,onaccountofalamenessthathadcomeoninhislegorfoot。

Iproposedthatheshouldgoon,sincehehadgotsonear;andafterwards,insteadofwalkingbacktotheboat,getacrosstoAngleburyStation——ashorterwalkforhim——wherehecouldcatchthelatetrain,andgodirectlyhome。Icouldletyouknowwhathehaddone,andallayanyuneasiness。"

"Isthelamenessserious,doyouknow?"

"Ono;simplyfromover-walkinghimself。Still,itwasjustaswelltoridehome。"

RelievedfromherapprehensionsonOwen"sscore,shewasableslightlytoexaminetheappearanceofherinformant——EdwardSpringrove——whonowremovedhishatforawhile,tocoolhimself。

Hewasratheraboveherbrother"sheight。Althoughtheupperpartofhisfaceandheadwashandsomelyformed,andboundedbylinesofsufficientlymasculineregularity,hisbrowsweresomewhattoosoftlyarched,andfinelypencilledforoneofhissex;withoutprejudice,however,tothebeliefwhichthesumtotalofhisfeaturesinspired——thatthoughtheydidnotprovethatthemanwhothoughtinsidethemwoulddomuchintheworld,menwhohaddonemostofallhadhadnobetterones。Acrosshisforehead,otherwiseperfectlysmooth,ranonethinline,thehealthyfreshnessofhisremainingfeaturesexpressingthatithadcomethereprematurely。

Thoughsomeyearsshortoftheageatwhichtheclearspiritbidsgood-byetothelastinfirmityofnoblemind,andtakestohouse-

huntingandinvestments,hehadreachedtheperiodinayoungman"slifewhenepisodicperiods,withahopefulbirthandadisappointingdeath,havebeguntoaccumulate,andtobearafruitofgeneralities;hisglancesometimesseemingtostate,"Ihavealreadythoughtouttheissueofsuchconditionsastheseweareexperiencing。"Atothertimesheworeanabstractedlook:"Iseemtohavelivedthroughthismomentbefore。"

Hewascarelesslydressedindarkgrey,wearingarolled-upblackkerchiefasaneck-cloth;theknotofwhichwasdisarranged,andstoodobliquely——adepositofwhitedusthavinglodgedinthecreases。

"Iamsorryforyourdisappointment,"hecontinued,glancingintoherface。Theireyeshavingmet,became,asitwere,mutuallylockedtogether,andthesingleinstantonlywhichgoodbreedingallowsasthelengthofsuchalook,becametrebled:aclearpenetratingrayofintelligencehadshotfromeachintoeach,givingbirthtooneofthoseunaccountablesensationswhichcarryhometotheheartbeforethehandhasbeentouchedorthemerestcomplimentpassed,bysomethingstrongerthanmathematicalproof,theconviction,"Atiehasbeguntouniteus。"

Bothfacesalsounconsciouslystatedthattheirownershadbeenmuchineachother"sthoughtsoflate。OwenhadtalkedtotheyoungarchitectofhissisterasfreelyastoCythereaoftheyoungarchitect。

Aconversationbegan,whichwasnonethelessinterestingtothepartiesengagedbecauseitconsistedonlyofthemosttrivialandcommonplaceremarks。Thenthebandofharpsandviolinsstruckupalivelymelody,andthedeckwasclearedfordancing;thesundippingbeneaththehorizonduringtheproceeding,andthemoonshowingherselfattheirstern。Theseawassocalm,thatthesofthissproducedbytheburstingoftheinnumerablebubblesoffoambehindthepaddlescouldbedistinctlyheard。Thepassengerswhodidnotdance,includingCythereaandSpringrove,lapsedintosilence,leaningagainstthepaddle-boxes,orstandingaloof——noticingthetremblingofthedecktothestepsofthedance——watchingthewavesfromthepaddlesastheyslidthinlyandeasilyundereachother"sedges。

NighthadquiteclosedinbythetimetheyreachedBudmouthharbour,sparklingwithitswhite,red,andgreenlightsinoppositiontotheshimmeringpathofthemoon"sreflectionontheotherside,whichreachedawaytothehorizontillthefleckedripplesreducedthemselvestosparklesasfineasgolddust。

"Iwillwalktothestationandfindouttheexacttimethetrainarrives,"saidSpringrove,rathereagerly,whentheyhadlanded。

Shethankedhimmuch。

"Perhapswemightwalktogether,"hesuggestedhesitatingly。Shelookedasifshedidnotquiteknow,andhesettledthequestionbyshowingtheway。

Theyfound,onarrivingthere,thatonthefirstdayofthatmonththeparticulartrainselectedforGraye"sreturnhadceasedtostopatAngleburystation。

"IamverysorryImisledhim,"saidSpringrove。

"O,Iamnotalarmedatall,"repliedCytherea。

"Well,it"ssuretobeallright——hewillsleepthere,andcomebythefirstinthemorning。Butwhatwillyoudo,alone?"

"Iamquiteeasyonthatpoint;thelandladyisveryfriendly。I

mustgoindoorsnow。Good-night,Mr。Springrove。"

"Letmegoroundtoyourdoorwithyou?"hepleaded。

"No,thankyou;welivecloseby。"

Helookedatherasawaiterlooksatthechangehebringsback。

Butshewasinexorable。

"Don"t——forgetme,"hemurmured。Shedidnotanswer。

"Letmeseeyousometimes,"hesaid。

"Perhapsyouneverwillagain——Iamgoingaway,"sherepliedinlingeringtones;andturningintoCrossStreet,ranindoorsandupstairs。

Thesuddenwithdrawalofwhatwassuperfluousatfirst,isoftenfeltasanessentialloss。Itwasfeltnowwithregardtothemaiden。More,too,afterameetingsopleasantandsoenkindling,shehadseemedtoimplythattheywouldnevercometogetheragain。

Theyoungmansoftlyfollowedher,stoodoppositethehouseandwatchedhercomeintotheupperroomwiththelight。Presentlyhisgazewascutshortbyherapproachingthewindowandpullingdowntheblind——EdwarddwellinguponhervanishingfigurewithahopelesssenseoflossakintothatwhichAdamissaidbylogicianstohavefeltwhenhefirstsawthesunset,andthought,inhisinexperience,thatitwouldreturnnomore。

Hewaitedtillhershadowhadtwicecrossedthewindow,when,findingthecharmingoutlinewasnottobeexpectedagain,heleftthestreet,crossedtheharbour-bridge,andenteredhisownsolitarychamberontheotherside,vaguelythinkingashewent(forundefinedreasons),"OnehopeistoolikedespairForprudencetosmother。"

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