第5章
Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。
"Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe"s。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I
wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。"Shespokegirlishly。
Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman"sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。
"Itdoesn"tmatter。I"llcomeagain。"
"Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。"
"Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。"
"That"sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn"tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。"
"Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。"
"Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。"
Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea"smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。
MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。
Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。
"Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!"saidCytherea。"Aren"tyouafraid?"
"AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm"sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。"
Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。
"IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,"remarkedAdelaide。"Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody"ssocietybutmyown。"
"Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。"
Cythereacalledthefriend"she"byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman"s"friend"isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe"suntiltheyprovethemselveshe"s。
MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。
"Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,"shecontinued。
"“Humorousreproof:“that"snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?"wasthegrooveofCytherea"sthoughtattheremark。"Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,"saidthatinnocentyounglady。
"No,"saidMissHinton,withacandidair。""TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。"Shelookedoutofthewindow。
Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea"smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。
"Iimaginehe"salover,"shesaid。
MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。
Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。
"Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!"saidCythereaaccusingly。
Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。"Well,yes,Iam,"shesaid。
Theword"engaged"hadnosoonerpassedCytherea"slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea"smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward"swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus!
"Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?"sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。
"Notverysoon——still,soon。"
"Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?"saidCytherea。
"Two。"
Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。"Youwon"ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?"shesaid,witheagermystery。
"Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?"
"No。"
Nothingprovedyet。
"What"shisname?"saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。
"Whatdoyouthink?"saidMissHinton。
"George?"saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。
"No,"saidAdelaide。"Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;"
andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。
"Thereheis,"MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。
"Areyouveryfondofhim?"continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。
"Yes,ofcourseIam,"hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho"livedinAbraham"sbosomalltheyear,"andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。"He"smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather"sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。"
"Why?"
"O,it"sonlyinfun。He"sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。"
Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,"Howdoyouknowthat?"
Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。
"Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen"sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon"tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He"sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I"llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——"
Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。
"SheDIDN"T!anditWASN"Tshallowness!"Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。""Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!"Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。
"Doyouknowher——orhim?"saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。
Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。
Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。
"Yes,Iknowher,"shesaid。
"Well,"saidMissHinton,"Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——"
"O,nevermind,"Cythereareturned;"itdoesn"tmatter,MissHinton。
IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes——
Imustgo。"
MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。
Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove"snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。
3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。
ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple-
harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。
TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。
Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended——
representingthethreemencalledtranters(irregularcarriers),standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair"s-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。
Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen"sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。
EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。
Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased——
"Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。"
Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。
TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。
"Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?"saidtheclerk。
"Justaglimpseofhim;but"twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe"snothereforlong。"
"Whymidthatbe?"
"He"llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。"
"Shed"payenwell,"saidagrinder;"andmoney"smoney。"
"Ah——"tis:verymuchso,"theclerkreplied。
"Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,"saidSpringrove,"butshe"llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere"sanendo"t……Yes,sheisaone,"continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。
"Sheis,"saidGad,restingtoo(itiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster"sinitiativetorest)andreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。
"True:aoneisshe,"theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。
"Shehassuchatemper,"saidthefarmer,"andissowilfultoo。
Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I"dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi"her。"
""Tisatempershehev,"tis,"theclerkreplied,"thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn"tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。"
Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。
Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,"There"ssome"atbetween"em:markmywords,naibours——
there"ssome"atbetween"em。"
"D"yemeanit?"
"Id"knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn"the?"
""Adid,truly,"saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。
"Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,"saidtheclerkagain。
""Adid。"
"Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。"
Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。
"Well,"saidtheclerk,"youdon"tcallherthekindo"womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo"God?
Why,asaruleshe"sasrightasIbemyself。"
Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。
"Yes,asrightintheserviceo"GodasIbemyself,"repeatedtheclerk。"ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when"twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。
HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“
saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi"tha"mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she"dneverha"noticedye。She"sinlovewi"theman,that"swhatsheis。"
"Thenshe"sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,"saidMr。
Springrove。"Why,she"soldenoughtobehismother。"
"Therow"llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you"llsee。Shewon"truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。"
"ClerkCrickett,Id"fancyyoud"knoweverythingabouteverybody,"
saidGad。
"Wellso"s,"saidtheclerkmodestly。"Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。"
"AndId"knowwherefrom。"
"Ah。"
"Thatwifeo"thine。She"sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。"
"Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe"vehad——Godblessher!"
"Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,"saidMr。Springrove。
"Well,"thasbeenapowero"marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi"“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi"“Amazement,“
astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove?
"Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here"saglasso"rum,forIshan"tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“
Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。
Springrove,yougavemeaglasso"rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here"stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I
said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI
thoughtI"dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn"tgivemeadropo"thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman"spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,"twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere"sshemouldereninhergrave。"
"Iusedtothink"twasyourwife"sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid"emdieoffso,"saidGad。
"Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so"twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate"snothenbesideawoman"sschemen!"
"Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto""emupabovethere,"saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。
"Hullo!Here"stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,"saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。"She"scomenuphere,asIbealive!"
ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。
"Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,"
saidtheclerk。"Sheenencurls,andplentyo"em。"
"Ifthere"sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,"tisbeingproudofherhair,"saidMr。Springrove。
"Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo"thewhole。I
warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha"n"tasticko"furnituretocallherown。"
"Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,"
saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。
"O,"repliedtheservantoftheChurch;"I"venothentosayagainstit——Ono:
"“Thechimney-sweeper"sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe"sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“"
Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers"eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove"s,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。
Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。
"Iknowyourerrand,missie,"hesaid,"andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I"llstepindoors。"
"IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,"saidCytherea。
"Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn"tmind,we"llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?"
"Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。"
"Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,"
continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。"Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep"emtilltheregularsturnin。"Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。
"I"mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,"hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。"Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo-
day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter:
“London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn"t。Itthrewmeoutabit。"
"Ofcourse,"saidCytherea。
"He"sgotaplace"ab"lieve?"saidtheclerk,drawingnear。
"No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn"tmanagetogetit。Idon"tknowtherightso"thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn"thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。"
Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。
"Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko"en,"rejoinedClerkCrickett。
"Oneo"thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo"forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,"saidagrinder。
"Well,he"sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。"
"SowouldmyTedha"been,forthemattero"that,"thefarmersaid。
"That"strue:"awould,sir。"
"Isaid,I"llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。"
"Ay,thatyouwouldso,"saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。
"Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle;
andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。"
"When"stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?"
"Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan"tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。"
Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。
"Nowthen,missie,ifyou"llcomeindoors,please。"
GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。
"Icouldtellbythetongueo"herthatshedidn"ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,"hesaidinanundertone。
"Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,"sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。
Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。
"Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,"thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。
"O,Mr。Springrove,"saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself;
"IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。"
Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。
"Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that"smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that"sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。"
Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。
"Yes,"hecontinued,"sometimesIcan"thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe"llbebetterwhenhe"smarriedtoAdelaide。"
Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。
"Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,"shesaidtremulously。
"Heusedto——hedoesn"tshowitsomuchnow;butthat"sbecausehe"solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She"salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。"
"How,sir?"
"O,she"smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe"dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe"dstartwi"frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“"
Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously——
""TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan"thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe"llnevergeton——thathe"lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo"perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere"snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan"tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we"llhopeforthebest。"
Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,"Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?"
"No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,"shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。
4。FIVETOSIXP。M。
Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit"sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。
Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。
Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。
Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。
ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。
Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。"Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,"shethought,"andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。"
Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant——
"Areyouafraid?"
She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。"Idon"tthinkI
am,"shestammered。
Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。
"Ofthethunder,Imean,"hesaid;"notofmyself。"
Shemustturntohimnow。"Ithinkitisgoingtorain,"sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。
Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,"ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?"
"Yes,Iam,"
"MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。"
"No。"Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,"IamMissAldclyffe"scompanion。Idon"tmindtheloneliness。"
"O,MissAldclyffe"scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI"llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。"
"MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。"
"Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI
haven"tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I"llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。"
Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。"Thisisit,"hesaidpleasantly。
Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。
"Ithinkafterall,"hecontinued,"thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。"
Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。
"Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。
Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。"
Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。
Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。
Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。
Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。
Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。
Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。
Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。
"Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,"hesaid。"Stepinsidethedoor。"
Cythereahesitated。
"Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,"headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。"YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin——
boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?"
"Ihaveneverbeenin。"
"Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。"
"Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。"
"Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。
Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。"
"Anorgan?"
"Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?"
"Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。"
"Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。
Apianoisn"tmuchasaninstrument。"
"Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。"
"Thatisn"taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。"
"No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion"ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。"
NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。
"Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,"hesaid。"Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。"
Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward"sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。
"Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?"saidCythereauneasily。
"Oyes。Whynotnow?"hesaid。"Youcan"tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon"tmindsittingonthisbox。
ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。"
Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。
Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。
"Whatasplendidflash!"hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。
"IwishI——thelightningwasn"tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?"shesaidtimidly。
"Itcan"tlastmuchlonger,"hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。"Butthisisnothing,"hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。"Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don"tmindit;
nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。"
Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。
Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。"There,"hesaid,turningtoher,"that"sthewaytolookatlightning。"
"O,itmighthaveblindedyou!"sheexclaimed。
"Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn"thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?"
"No,thankyou——Idon"twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。"Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。
"Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?"shesaid,whenhenextpaused。
"H"m——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,"saidhelightly。"Don"tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?"
"Yes,sometimes,perhaps。"
"Whenyouarefulloftrouble。"
"Yes。"
"Well,whyshouldn"tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?"
"Areyoutroubled?"
"Iamtroubled。"Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。
Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。
Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。
Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。
Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman"sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies——
"Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?"
"Verymuchindeed,"shesaid。
"Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。"
"Thankyoumuch。"
"IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?"
"O,notforme。Don"tbringit,"shesaidhastily。"Ishouldn"tlikeyouto。"
"Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI
shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。"
HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。
"Verywell,"shesaid,togetridofthelook。
Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。
Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor-
house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。
"Allowmetocomewithyou,"hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。"MayIcome?"herepeated。
"No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,"shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood-
evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。
"O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?"wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。
5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。
Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward"simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston"sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。
OncomingintoMissAldclyffe"spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea"sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。
"Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?"saidthelady,withassumedseverity。
"Yes,Iwas。"
"IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。"
"Ididn"tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。"
"Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?"
"ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。"
"Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——"sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said——
"DidhesayanythingaboutME?"
"Nothing,"saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,"exceptthatI
wastogiveyouthesubscription。"
"Youarequitesure?"
"Quite。"
"Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?"
"Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,"
"Troubled!"
Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。
WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。
Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。"Inever,nevercanforgetit!"shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。
Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman"sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。
Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:——
"KNAPWATERHOUSE
September20th。
"IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno"clockbythewaterfallasI
promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。
"C。GRAYE。"
Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。
IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS
1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER
TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea"shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。
Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。
Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。
Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm"precipitanceofsoul,"asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。
Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward"simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:——
"Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。"
ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。Newwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinct(thoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe"sears)totheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。