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Desperate Remedies
投诉 阅读记录

第5章

Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。

"Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe"s。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I

wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。"Shespokegirlishly。

Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman"sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。

"Itdoesn"tmatter。I"llcomeagain。"

"Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。"

"Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。"

"That"sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn"tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。"

"Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。"

"Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。"

Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea"smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。

MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。

Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。

"Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!"saidCytherea。"Aren"tyouafraid?"

"AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm"sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。"

Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。

"IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,"remarkedAdelaide。"Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody"ssocietybutmyown。"

"Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。"

Cythereacalledthefriend"she"byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman"s"friend"isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe"suntiltheyprovethemselveshe"s。

MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。

"Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,"shecontinued。

"“Humorousreproof:“that"snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?"wasthegrooveofCytherea"sthoughtattheremark。"Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,"saidthatinnocentyounglady。

"No,"saidMissHinton,withacandidair。""TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。"Shelookedoutofthewindow。

Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea"smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。

"Iimaginehe"salover,"shesaid。

MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。

Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。

"Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!"saidCythereaaccusingly。

Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。"Well,yes,Iam,"shesaid。

Theword"engaged"hadnosoonerpassedCytherea"slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea"smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward"swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus!

"Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?"sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。

"Notverysoon——still,soon。"

"Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?"saidCytherea。

"Two。"

Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。"Youwon"ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?"shesaid,witheagermystery。

"Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?"

"No。"

Nothingprovedyet。

"What"shisname?"saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。

"Whatdoyouthink?"saidMissHinton。

"George?"saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。

"No,"saidAdelaide。"Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;"

andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。

"Thereheis,"MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。

"Areyouveryfondofhim?"continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。

"Yes,ofcourseIam,"hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho"livedinAbraham"sbosomalltheyear,"andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。"He"smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather"sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。"

"Why?"

"O,it"sonlyinfun。He"sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。"

Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,"Howdoyouknowthat?"

Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。

"Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen"sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon"tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He"sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I"llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——"

Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。

"SheDIDN"T!anditWASN"Tshallowness!"Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。""Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!"Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。

"Doyouknowher——orhim?"saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。

Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。

Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。

"Yes,Iknowher,"shesaid。

"Well,"saidMissHinton,"Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——"

"O,nevermind,"Cythereareturned;"itdoesn"tmatter,MissHinton。

IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes——

Imustgo。"

MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。

Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove"snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。

3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。

ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple-

harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。

TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。

Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended——

representingthethreemencalledtranters(irregularcarriers),standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair"s-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。

Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen"sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。

EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。

Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased——

"Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。"

Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。

TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。

"Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?"saidtheclerk。

"Justaglimpseofhim;but"twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe"snothereforlong。"

"Whymidthatbe?"

"He"llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。"

"Shed"payenwell,"saidagrinder;"andmoney"smoney。"

"Ah——"tis:verymuchso,"theclerkreplied。

"Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,"saidSpringrove,"butshe"llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere"sanendo"t……Yes,sheisaone,"continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。

"Sheis,"saidGad,restingtoo(itiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster"sinitiativetorest)andreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。

"True:aoneisshe,"theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。

"Shehassuchatemper,"saidthefarmer,"andissowilfultoo。

Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I"dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi"her。"

""Tisatempershehev,"tis,"theclerkreplied,"thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn"tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。"

Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。

Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,"There"ssome"atbetween"em:markmywords,naibours——

there"ssome"atbetween"em。"

"D"yemeanit?"

"Id"knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn"the?"

""Adid,truly,"saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。

"Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,"saidtheclerkagain。

""Adid。"

"Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。"

Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。

"Well,"saidtheclerk,"youdon"tcallherthekindo"womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo"God?

Why,asaruleshe"sasrightasIbemyself。"

Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。

"Yes,asrightintheserviceo"GodasIbemyself,"repeatedtheclerk。"ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when"twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。

HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“

saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi"tha"mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she"dneverha"noticedye。She"sinlovewi"theman,that"swhatsheis。"

"Thenshe"sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,"saidMr。

Springrove。"Why,she"soldenoughtobehismother。"

"Therow"llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you"llsee。Shewon"truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。"

"ClerkCrickett,Id"fancyyoud"knoweverythingabouteverybody,"

saidGad。

"Wellso"s,"saidtheclerkmodestly。"Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。"

"AndId"knowwherefrom。"

"Ah。"

"Thatwifeo"thine。She"sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。"

"Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe"vehad——Godblessher!"

"Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,"saidMr。Springrove。

"Well,"thasbeenapowero"marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi"“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi"“Amazement,“

astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove?

"Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here"saglasso"rum,forIshan"tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“

Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。

Springrove,yougavemeaglasso"rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here"stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I

said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI

thoughtI"dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn"tgivemeadropo"thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman"spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,"twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere"sshemouldereninhergrave。"

"Iusedtothink"twasyourwife"sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid"emdieoffso,"saidGad。

"Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so"twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate"snothenbesideawoman"sschemen!"

"Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto""emupabovethere,"saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。

"Hullo!Here"stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,"saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。"She"scomenuphere,asIbealive!"

ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。

"Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,"

saidtheclerk。"Sheenencurls,andplentyo"em。"

"Ifthere"sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,"tisbeingproudofherhair,"saidMr。Springrove。

"Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo"thewhole。I

warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha"n"tasticko"furnituretocallherown。"

"Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,"

saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。

"O,"repliedtheservantoftheChurch;"I"venothentosayagainstit——Ono:

"“Thechimney-sweeper"sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe"sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“"

Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers"eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove"s,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。

Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。

"Iknowyourerrand,missie,"hesaid,"andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I"llstepindoors。"

"IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,"saidCytherea。

"Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn"tmind,we"llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?"

"Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。"

"Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,"

continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。"Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep"emtilltheregularsturnin。"Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。

"I"mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,"hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。"Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo-

day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter:

“London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn"t。Itthrewmeoutabit。"

"Ofcourse,"saidCytherea。

"He"sgotaplace"ab"lieve?"saidtheclerk,drawingnear。

"No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn"tmanagetogetit。Idon"tknowtherightso"thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn"thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。"

Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。

"Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko"en,"rejoinedClerkCrickett。

"Oneo"thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo"forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,"saidagrinder。

"Well,he"sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。"

"SowouldmyTedha"been,forthemattero"that,"thefarmersaid。

"That"strue:"awould,sir。"

"Isaid,I"llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。"

"Ay,thatyouwouldso,"saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。

"Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle;

andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。"

"When"stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?"

"Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan"tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。"

Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。

"Nowthen,missie,ifyou"llcomeindoors,please。"

GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。

"Icouldtellbythetongueo"herthatshedidn"ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,"hesaidinanundertone。

"Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,"sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。

Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。

"Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,"thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。

"O,Mr。Springrove,"saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself;

"IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。"

Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。

"Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that"smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that"sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。"

Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。

"Yes,"hecontinued,"sometimesIcan"thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe"llbebetterwhenhe"smarriedtoAdelaide。"

Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。

"Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,"shesaidtremulously。

"Heusedto——hedoesn"tshowitsomuchnow;butthat"sbecausehe"solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She"salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。"

"How,sir?"

"O,she"smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe"dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe"dstartwi"frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“"

Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously——

""TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan"thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe"llnevergeton——thathe"lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo"perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere"snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan"tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we"llhopeforthebest。"

Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,"Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?"

"No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,"shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。

4。FIVETOSIXP。M。

Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit"sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。

Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。

Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。

Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。

ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。

Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。"Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,"shethought,"andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。"

Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant——

"Areyouafraid?"

She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。"Idon"tthinkI

am,"shestammered。

Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。

"Ofthethunder,Imean,"hesaid;"notofmyself。"

Shemustturntohimnow。"Ithinkitisgoingtorain,"sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。

Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,"ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?"

"Yes,Iam,"

"MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。"

"No。"Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,"IamMissAldclyffe"scompanion。Idon"tmindtheloneliness。"

"O,MissAldclyffe"scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI"llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。"

"MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。"

"Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI

haven"tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I"llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。"

Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。"Thisisit,"hesaidpleasantly。

Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。

"Ithinkafterall,"hecontinued,"thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。"

Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。

"Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。

Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。"

Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。

Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。

Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。

Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。

Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。

Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。

Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。

"Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,"hesaid。"Stepinsidethedoor。"

Cythereahesitated。

"Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,"headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。"YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin——

boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?"

"Ihaveneverbeenin。"

"Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。"

"Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。"

"Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。

Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。"

"Anorgan?"

"Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?"

"Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。"

"Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。

Apianoisn"tmuchasaninstrument。"

"Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。"

"Thatisn"taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。"

"No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion"ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。"

NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。

"Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,"hesaid。"Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。"

Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward"sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。

"Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?"saidCythereauneasily。

"Oyes。Whynotnow?"hesaid。"Youcan"tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon"tmindsittingonthisbox。

ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。"

Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。

Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。

"Whatasplendidflash!"hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。

"IwishI——thelightningwasn"tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?"shesaidtimidly。

"Itcan"tlastmuchlonger,"hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。"Butthisisnothing,"hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。"Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don"tmindit;

nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。"

Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。

Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。"There,"hesaid,turningtoher,"that"sthewaytolookatlightning。"

"O,itmighthaveblindedyou!"sheexclaimed。

"Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn"thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?"

"No,thankyou——Idon"twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。"Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。

"Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?"shesaid,whenhenextpaused。

"H"m——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,"saidhelightly。"Don"tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?"

"Yes,sometimes,perhaps。"

"Whenyouarefulloftrouble。"

"Yes。"

"Well,whyshouldn"tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?"

"Areyoutroubled?"

"Iamtroubled。"Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。

Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。

Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。

Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。

Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman"sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies——

"Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?"

"Verymuchindeed,"shesaid。

"Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。"

"Thankyoumuch。"

"IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?"

"O,notforme。Don"tbringit,"shesaidhastily。"Ishouldn"tlikeyouto。"

"Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI

shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。"

HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。

"Verywell,"shesaid,togetridofthelook。

Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。

Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor-

house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。

"Allowmetocomewithyou,"hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。"MayIcome?"herepeated。

"No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,"shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood-

evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。

"O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?"wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。

5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。

Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward"simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston"sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。

OncomingintoMissAldclyffe"spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea"sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。

"Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?"saidthelady,withassumedseverity。

"Yes,Iwas。"

"IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。"

"Ididn"tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。"

"Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?"

"ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。"

"Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——"sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said——

"DidhesayanythingaboutME?"

"Nothing,"saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,"exceptthatI

wastogiveyouthesubscription。"

"Youarequitesure?"

"Quite。"

"Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?"

"Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,"

"Troubled!"

Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。

WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。

Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。"Inever,nevercanforgetit!"shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。

Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman"sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。

Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:——

"KNAPWATERHOUSE

September20th。

"IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno"clockbythewaterfallasI

promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。

"C。GRAYE。"

Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。

IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS

1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER

TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea"shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。

Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。

Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。

Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm"precipitanceofsoul,"asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。

Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward"simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:——

"Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。"

ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。Newwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinct(thoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe"sears)totheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。

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