第10章
7。AQUARTER-PASTEIGHTO"CLOCKP。M。
Thereisanattitude——approximativelycalledpensive——inwhichthesoulofahumanbeing,andespeciallyofawoman,dominatesoutwardlyandexpressesitspresencesostrongly,thattheintangibleessenceseemsmoreapparentthanthebodyitself。ThiswasCytherea"sexpressionnow。WhatolddaysandsunnyevesatBudmouthBaywasshepicturing?Herreveriehadcausedhernottonoticehisknock。
"Cytherea!"hesaidsoftly。
Sheletdropherhand,andturnedherhead,evidentlythinkingthathervisitorcouldbenootherthanManston,yetpuzzledatthevoice。
TherewasnoprefaceonSpringrove"stongue;heforgothisposition——
hers——thathehadcometoaskquietlyifManstonhadotherproofsofbeingawidower——everything——andjumpedtoaconclusion。
"Youarenothiswife,Cytherea——comeaway,hehasawifeliving!"
hecriedinanagitatedwhisper。"Owenwillbeheredirectly。"
Shestartedup,recognizedthetidingsfirst,thebearerofthemafterwards。"Nothiswife?O,whatisit——what——whoisliving?"
Sheawokebydegrees。"WhatmustIdo?Edward,itisyou!Whydidyoucome?WhereisOwen?"
"WhathasManstonshownyouinproofofthedeathofhisotherwife?
Tellmequick。"
"Nothing——wehaveneverspokenofthesubject。WhereismybrotherOwen?Iwanthim,Iwanthim!"
"Heiscomingby-and-by。Cometothestationtomeethim——do,"
imploredSpringrove。"IfMr。Manstoncomes,hewillkeepyoufromme:Iamnobody,"headdedbitterly,feelingthereproachherwordshadfaintlyshadowedforth。
"Mr。Manstonisonlygoneouttopostaletterhehasjustwritten,"
shesaid,andwithoutbeingdistinctlycognizantoftheaction,shewildlylookedforherbonnetandcloak,andbeganputtingthemon,butintheactoffasteningthemutteredaspasmodiccry。
"No,I"llnotgooutwithyou,"shesaid,flingingthearticlesdownagain。Runningtothedoorsheflittedalongthepassage,anddownstairs。
"Givemeaprivateroom——quiteprivate,"shesaidbreathlesslytosomeonebelow。
"Numbertwelveisasingleroom,madam,andunoccupied,"saidsometongueinastonishment。
Withoutwaitingforanypersontoshowherintoit,Cythereahurriedupstairsagain,brushedthroughthecorridor,enteredtheroomspecified,andclosedthedoor。Edwardheardhersobout——
"NobodybutOwenshallspeaktome——nobody!"
"Hewillbeheredirectly,"saidSpringrove,closeagainstthepanel,andthenwenttowardsthestairs。Hehadseenher;itwasenough。
Hedescended,steppedintothestreet,andhastenedtomeetOwenattherailway-station。
Asforthepoormaidenwhohadreceivedthenews,sheknewnotwhattothink。ShelistenedtilltheechoofEdward"sfootstepshaddiedaway,thenbowedherfaceuponthebed。Hersuddenimpulsehadbeentoescapefromsight。Herwearinessaftertheunwontedstrain,mentalandbodily,whichhadbeenputuponherbythescenesshehadpassedthroughduringthelongday,renderedhermuchmoretimidandshakenbyherpositionthanshewouldnaturallyhavebeen。Shethoughtandthoughtofthatsinglefactwhichhadbeentoldher——
thatthefirstMrs。Manstonwasstillliving——tillherbrainseemedreadytoburstitsconfinementwithexcessofthrobbing。Itwasonlynaturalthatsheshould,bydegrees,beunabletoseparatethediscovery,whichwasmatteroffact,fromthesuspicionoftreacheryonherhusband"spart,whichwasonlymatterofinference。Andthustherearoseinherapersonalfearofhim。
"Supposeheshouldcomeinnowandseizeme!"Thisatfirstmerefrenziedsuppositiongrewbydegreestoadefinitehorrorofhispresence,andespeciallyofhisintensegaze。Thussheraisedherselftoaheatofexcitement,whichwasnonethelessrealforbeingventedinnocryofanykind。No;shecouldnotmeetManston"seyealone,shewouldonlyseehiminherbrother"scompany。
Almostdeliriouswiththisidea,sheranandlockedthedoortopreventallpossibilityofherintentionsbeingnullified,oralookorwordbeingflungatherbyanybodywhilstsheknewnotwhatshewas。
8。HALF-PASTEIGHTO"CLOCKP。M。
ThenCythereafeltherwayamidthedarknessoftheroomtillshecametotheheadofthebed,whereshesearchedforthebell-ropeandgaveitapull。Hersummonswasspeedilyansweredbythelandladyherself,whosecuriositytoknowthemeaningofthesestrangeproceedingsknewnobounds。Thelandladyattemptedtoturnthehandleofthedoor。Cythereakeptthedoorlocked。"PleasetellMr。ManstonwhenhecomesthatIamill,"shesaidfromtheinside,"andthatIcannotseehim。"
"CertainlyIwill,madam,"saidthelandlady。"Won"tyouhaveafire?"
"No,thankyou。"
"Noralight?"
"Idon"twantone,thankyou。"
"Noranything?"
"Nothing。"
Thelandladywithdrew,thinkinghervisitorhalfinsane。
Manstoncameinaboutfiveminuteslater,andwentatonceuptothesitting-room,fullyexpectingtofindhiswifethere。Helookedround,rang,andwastoldthewordsCythereahadsaid,thatshewastooilltobeseen。
"Sheisinnumbertwelveroom,"addedthemaid。
Manstonwasalarmed,andknockedatthedoor。"Cytherea!"
"Iamunwell,Icannotseeyou,"shesaid。
"Areyouseriouslyill,dearest?Surelynot。"
"No,notseriously。"
"Letmecomein;Iwillgetadoctor。"
"No,hecan"tseemeeither。"
"Shewon"topenthedoor,sir,nottonobodyatall!"saidthechambermaid,withwonder-waitingeyes。
"Holdyourtongue,andbeoff!"saidManstonwithasnap。
Themaidvanished。
"Come,Cytherea,thisisfoolish——indeeditis——notopeningthedoor……Icannotcomprehendwhatcanbethematterwithyou。
Norcanadoctoreither,unlessheseesyou。"
Hervoicehadtrembledmoreandmoreateachanswershegave,butnothingcouldinducehertocomeoutandconfronthim。Hatingscenes,Manstonwentbacktothesitting-room,greatlyirritatedandperplexed。
AndthereCythereafromtheadjoiningroomcouldhearhimpacingupanddown。Shethought,"Supposeheinsistsuponseeingme——heprobablymay——andwillburstopenthedoor!"Thisnotionincreased,andshesankintoacornerinahalf-somnolentstate,butwithearsalivetotheslightestsound。ReasoncouldnotoverthrowthedeliriousfancythatoutsideherdoorstoodManstonandallthepeopleinthehotel,waitingtolaughhertoscorn。
9。HALF-PASTEIGHTTOELEVENP。M。
Inthemeantime,Springrovewaspacingupanddownthearrivalplatformoftherailway-station。Half-pasteighto"clock——thetimeatwhichOwen"strainwasdue——hadcome,andpassed,butnotrainappeared。
"Whenwilltheeight-thirtytrainbein?"heaskedofamanwhowassweepingthemudfromthesteps。
"Sheisnotexpectedyetthishour。"
"Howisthat?"
"Christmas-time,yousee,"tisalwaysso。Peoplearerunningabouttoseetheirfriends。ThetrainshavebeenlikeiteversinceChristmasEve,andwillbeforanotherweekyet。"
Edwardagainwentonwalkingandwaitingunderthedraughtyroof。
Hefounditutterlyimpossibletoleavethespot。HismindwassointentupontheimportanceofmeetingwithOwen,andinforminghimofCytherea"swhereabouts,thathecouldnotbutfancyOwenmightleavethestationunobservedifheturnedhisback,andbecomelosttohiminthestreetsofthetown。
Thehourexpired。Teno"clockstruck。"Whenwillthetrainbein?"
saidEdwardtothetelegraphclerk。
"Infive-and-thirtyminutes。She"snowatL。Theyhaveextrapassengers,andtherailsarebadto-day。"
Atlast,ataquartertoeleven,thetraincamein。
ThefirsttoalightfromitwasOwen,lookingpaleandcold。Hecasuallyglancedrounduponthenearlydesertedplatform,andwashurryingtotheoutlet,whenhiseyesfelluponEdward。Atsightofhisfriendhewasquitebewildered,andcouldnotspeak。
"HereIam,Mr。Graye,"saidEdwardcheerfully。"IhaveseenCytherea,andshehasbeenwaitingforyouthesetwoorthreehours。"
OwentookEdward"shand,pressedit,andlookedathiminsilence。
Suchwastheconcentrationofhismind,thatnottillmanyminutesafterdidhethinkofinquiringhowSpringrovehadcontrivedtobetherebeforehim。
10。ELEVENO"CLOCKP。M。
Ontheirarrivalatthedoorofthehotel,itwasarrangedbetweenSpringroveandGrayethatthelatteronlyshouldenter,Edwardwaitingoutside。Owenhadrememberedcontinuallywhathisfriendhadfrequentlyoverlooked,thattherewasyetapossibilityofhissisterbeingManston"swife,andtherecollectiontaughthimtoavoidanyrashnessinhisproceedingswhichmightleadtobitternesshereafter。
Enteringtheroom,hefoundManstonsittinginthechairwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyCythereaonEdward"svisit,threehoursearlier。
BeforeOwenhadspoken,Manstonarose,andsteppingpasthimclosedthedoor。Hisfaceappearedharassed——muchmoretroubledthantheslightcircumstancewhichhadasyetcometohisknowledgeseemedtoaccountfor。
ManstoncouldformnoreasonforOwen"spresence,butintuitivelylinkeditwithCytherea"sseclusion。"Altogetherthisismostunseemly,"hesaid,"whateveritmaymean。"
"Don"tthinkthereismeantanythingunfriendlybymycominghere,"
saidOwenearnestly;"butlistentothis,andthinkifIcoulddootherwisethancome。"
HetookfromhispockettheconfessionofChinneytheporter,ashastilywrittenoutbythevicar,andreaditaloud。TheaspectsofManston"sfacewhilsthelistenedtotheopeningwordswerestrange,dark,andmysteriousenoughtohavejustifiedsuspicionsthatnodeceitcouldbetoocomplicatedforthepossessorofsuchimpulses,hadtherenotoverriddenthemall,asthereadingwenton,anewandirrepressibleexpression——oneunmistakablyhonest。Itwasthatofunqualifiedamazementinthesteward"smindatthenewsheheard。
Owenlookedupandsawit。Thesightonlyconfirmedhiminthebeliefhehadheldthroughout,inantagonismtoEdward"ssuspicions。
TherecouldnolongerbeashadowofdoubtthatifthefirstMrs。
Manstonlived,herhusbandwasignorantofthefact。Whathecouldhavefearedbyhisghastlylookatfirst,andnowhaveceasedtofear,itwasquitefutiletoconjecture。
"NowIdonotforamomentdoubtyourcompleteignoranceofthewholematter;youcannotsupposeforaninstantthatIdo,"saidOwenwhenhehadfinishedreading。"ButisitnotbestforboththatCythereashouldcomebackwithmetillthematterisclearedup?Infact,underthecircumstances,noothercourseisleftopentomethantorequestit。"
WhateverManston"soriginalfeelingshadbeen,allinhimnowgavewaytoirritation,andirritationtorage。Hepacedupanddowntheroomtillhehadmasteredit;thensaidinordinarytones——
"Certainly,Iknownomorethanyouandothersknow——itwasagratuitousunpleasantnessinyoutosayyoudidnotdoubtme。Whyshouldyou,oranybody,havedoubtedme?"
"Well,whereismysister?"saidOwen。
"Lockedinthenextroom。"
HisownanswerremindedManstonthatCythereamust,bysomeinscrutablemeans,havehadaninklingoftheevent。
OwenhadgonetothedoorofCytherea"sroom。
"Cytherea,darling——"tisOwen,"hesaid,outsidethedoor。A
rustlingofclothes,softfootsteps,andavoicesayingfromtheinside,"Isitreallyyou,Owen,——isitreally?"
"Itis。"
"O,willyoutakecareofme?"
"Always。"
Sheunlockedthedoor,andretreatedagain。Manstoncameforwardfromtheotherroomwithacandleinhishand,asOwenpushedopenthedoor。
Herfrightenedeyeswereunnaturallylarge,andshonelikestarsinthedarknessofthebackground,asthelightfelluponthem。SheleaptuptoOweninonebound,hersmalltaperfingersextendedliketheleavesofalupine。Thensheclaspedhercoldandtremblinghandsroundhisneckandshivered。
ThesightofheragainkindledallManston"spassionsintoactivity。
"Sheshallnotgowithyou,"hesaidfirmly,andsteppingapaceortwocloser,"unlessyouprovethatsheisnotmywife;andyoucan"tdoit!"
"Thisisproof,"saidOwen,holdingupthepaper。
"Noproofatall,"saidManstonhotly。""Tisnotadeath-bedconfession,andthosearetheonlythingsofthekindheldasgoodevidence。"
"Sendforalawyer,"Owenreturned,"andlethimtellusthepropercoursetoadopt。"
"Nevermindthelaw——letmegowithOwen!"criedCytherea,stillholdingontohim。"Youwillletmegowithhim,won"tyou,sir?"
shesaid,turningappealinglytoManston。
"We"llhaveitallrightandsquare,"saidManston,withmorequietness。"Ihavenoobjectiontoyourbrothersendingforalawyer,ifhewantsto。"
Itwasgettingonfortwelveo"clock,buttheproprietorofthehotelhadnotyetgonetobedonaccountofthemysteryonthefirstfloor,whichwasanoccurrenceunusualinthequietfamilylodging。
Owenlookedoverthebanisters,andsawhimstandinginthehall。
ItstruckGrayethatthewisestcoursewouldbetotakethelandlordtoacertainextentintotheirconfidence,appealtohishonourasagentleman,andsoon,inordertoacquiretheinformationhewanted,andalsotopreventtheepisodeoftheeveningfrombecomingapublicpieceofnews。Hecalledthelandlorduptowheretheystood,andtoldhimthemainfactsofthestory。
Thelandlordwasfortunatelyaquiet,prejudicedman,andameditativesmoker。
"Iknowtheverymanyouwanttosee——theveryman,"hesaid,lookingatthegeneralfeaturesofthecandle-flame。"Sharpasaneedle,andnotover-rich。Timmswillputyouallstraightinnotime——trustTimmsforthat。"
"He"sinbedbythistimeforcertain,"saidOwen。
"Nevermindthat——Timmsknowsme,Iknowhim。He"llobligemeasapersonalfavour。Waithereabit。Perhaps,too,he"supatsomepartyoranother——he"sanice,jovialfellow,sharpasaneedle,too;mindyou,sharpasaneedle,too。"
Hewentdownstairs,putonhisovercoat,andleftthehouse,thethreepersonsmostconcernedenteringtheroom,andstandingmotionless,awkward,andsilentinthemidstofit。Cythereapicturedtoherselfthelongwearyminutesshewouldhavetostandthere,whilstasleepymancouldbepreparedforconsultation,tilltheconstraintbetweenthemseemedunendurabletoher——shecouldneverlastoutthetime。OwenwasannoyedthatManstonhadnotquietlyarrangedwithhimatonce;ManstonatOwen"shomelinessofideainproposingtosendforanattorney,asifhewouldbeatouchstoneofinfallibleproof。
Reflectionwascutshortbytheapproachoffootsteps,andinafewmomentstheproprietorofthehotelentered,introducinghisfriend。
"Mr。Timmshasnotbeeninbed,"hesaid;"hehadjustreturnedfromdiningwithafewfriends,sothere"snotroublegiven。TosavetimeIexplainedthematteraswecamealong。"
ItoccurredtoOwenandManstonboththattheymightgetamistyexpositionofthelawfromMr。Timmsatthatmomentofconcludingdinnerwithafewfriends。
"AsfarasIcansee,"saidthelawyer,yawning,andturninghisvisioninwardbymainforce,"itisquiteamatterforprivatearrangementbetweentheparties,whoeverthepartiesare——atleastatpresent。Ispeakmoreasafatherthanasalawyer,itistrue,but,lettheyoungladystaywithherfather,orguardian,safeoutofshame"sway,untilthemysteryissifted,whateverthemysteryis。Shouldtheevidenceprovetobefalse,ortrumpedupbyanybodytogetherawayfromyou,herhusband,youmaysuethemforthedamagesaccruingfromthedelay。"
"Yes,yes,"saidManston,whohadcompletelyrecoveredhisself-
possessionandcommon-sense;"letitallbesettledbyherself。"
TurningtoCythereahewhisperedsosoftlythatOwendidnothearthewords——
"Doyouwishtogobackwithyourbrother,dearest,andleavemeheremiserable,andlonely,orwillyoustaywithme,yourownhusband。"
"I"llgobackwithOwen。"
"Verywell。"Herelinquishedhiscoaxingtone,andwentonsternly:
"Andrememberthis,Cytherea,Iamasinnocentofdeceptioninthisthingasyouareyourself。Doyoubelieveme?"
"Ido,"shesaid。
"Ihadnoshadowofsuspicionthatmyfirstwifelived。Idon"tthinkshedoesevennow。Doyoubelieveme?"
"Ibelieveyou,"shesaid。
"Andnow,good-evening,"hecontinued,openingthedoorandpolitelyintimatingtothethreemenstandingbythattherewasnofurthernecessityfortheirremaininginhisroom。"InthreedaysIshallclaimher。"
Thelawyerandthehotel-keeperretiredfirst。Owen,gatheringupasmuchofhissister"sclothingaslayabouttheroom,tookheruponhisarm,andfollowedthem。Edward,towhomsheowedeverything,whohadbeenleftstandinginthestreetlikeadogwithoutahome,wasutterlyforgotten。Owenpaidthelandlordandthelawyerforthetroublehehadoccasionedthem,lookedtothepacking,andwenttothedoor。
Afly,whichsomewhatunaccountablywasseenlingeringinfrontofthehouse,wascalledup,andCytherea"sluggageputuponit。
"Doyouknowofanyhotelnearthestationthatisopenfornightarrivals?"Oweninquiredofthedriver。
"Aplacehasbeenbespokeforyou,sir,attheWhiteUnicorn——andthegentlemanwishedmetogiveyouthis。"
"BespokenbySpringrove,whoorderedthefly,ofcourse,"saidOwentohimself。Bythelightofthestreet-lamphereadtheselines,hurriedlytracedinpencil:——
"Ihavegonehomebythemail-train。ItisbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldbeoutoftheway。TellCythereathatIapologizeforhavingcausedhersuchunnecessarypain,asitseemsIdid——butitcannotbehelpednow。E。S。"
Owenhandedhissisterintothevehicle,andtoldtheflymantodriveon。
"PoorSpringrove——Ithinkwehaveservedhimratherbadly,"hesaidtoCytherea,repeatingthewordsofthenotetoher。
Athrillofpleasurepassedthroughherbosomasshelistenedtothem。Theywerethegenuinereproachofalovertohismistress;
thetriflingcoldnessofheranswertohimwouldhavebeennoticedbynomanwhowasonlyafriend。But,inentertainingthatsweetthought,shehadforgottenherself,andherpositionfortheinstant。
WasshestillManston"swife——thatwastheterriblesupposition,andherfutureseemedstillapossiblemiserytoher。For,onaccountofthelatejarringaccident,alifewithManstonwhichwouldotherwisehavebeenonlyasadness,mustbecomeaburdenofunutterablesorrow。
Thenshethoughtofthemisrepresentationandscandalthatwouldensueifshewerenowife。Onecauseforthankfulnessaccompaniedthereflection;Edwardknewthetruth。
Theysoonreachedthequietoldinn,whichhadbeenselectedforthembytheforethoughtofthemanwholovedherwell。Heretheyinstalledthemselvesforthenight,arrangingtogotoBudmouthbythefirsttrainthenextday。
AtthishourEdwardSpringrovewasfastapproachinghisnativecountyonthewheelsofthenight-mail。
XIV。THEEVENTSOFFIVEWEEKS
1。FROMTHESIXTHTOTHETHIRTEENTHOFJANUARY
Manstonhadevidentlyresolvedtodonothinginahurry。
Thismuchwasplain,thathisearnestdesireandintentionwastoraiseinCytherea"sbosomnofeelingsofpermanentaversiontohim。
TheinstantafterthefirstburstofdisappointmenthadescapedhiminthehotelatSouthampton,hehadseenhowfarbetteritwouldbetoloseherpresenceforaweekthanherrespectforever。
"Sheshallbemine;Iwillclaimtheyoungthingyet,"heinsisted。
Andthenheseemedtoreasonovermethodsforcompassingthatobject,which,toallthosewhowereinanydegreeacquaintedwiththerecentevent,appearedtheleastlikelyofpossiblecontingencies。
HereturnedtoKnapwaterlatethenextday,andwaspreparingtocallonMissAldclyffe,whentheconclusionforceditselfuponhimthatnothingwouldbegainedbysuchastep。No;everyactionofhisshouldbedoneopenly——evenreligiously。Atleast,hecalledontherector,andstatedthistobehisresolve。
"Certainly,"saidMr。Raunham,"itisbesttoproceedcandidlyandfairly,orunduesuspicionmayfallonyou。Youshould,inmyopinion,takeactivestepsatonce。"
"Iwilldotheutmostthatliesinmypowertoclearupthemystery,andsilencethehubbubofgossipthathasbeensetgoingaboutme。
ButwhatcanIdo?Theysaythatthemanwhocomesfirstinthechainofinquiryisnottobefound——Imeantheporter。"
"Iamsorrytosaythatheisnot。WhenIreturnedfromthestationlastnight,afterseeingOwenGrayeoff,Iwentagaintothecottagewherehehasbeenlodging,togetmoreintelligence,asIthought。
Hewasnotthere。Hehadgoneoutatdusk,sayinghewouldbebacksoon。Buthehasnotcomebackyet。"
"Iratherdoubtifweshallseehimagain。"
"HadIknownofthis,IwouldhavedonewhatinmyflurryIdidnotthinkofdoing——setawatchuponhim。Butwhynotadvertiseforyourmissingwifeasapreliminary,consultingyoursolicitorinthemeantime?"
"Advertise。I"llthinkaboutit,"saidManston,lingeringonthewordashepronouncedit。"Yes,thatseemsarightthing——quitearightthing。"
Hewenthomeandremainedmoodilyindoorsallthenextdayandthenext——fornearlyaweek,inshort。Then,oneeveningatdusk,hewentoutwithanuncertainairastothedirectionofhiswalk,whichresulted,however,inleadinghimagaintotherectory。
HesawMr。Raunham。"Haveyoudoneanythingyet?"therectorinquired。
"No——Ihavenot,"saidManstonabsently。"ButIamgoingtosetaboutit。"Hehesitated,asifashamedofsomeweaknesshewasabouttobetray。"MyobjectincallingwastoaskifyouhadheardanytidingsfromBudmouthofmy——Cytherea。Youusedtospeakofherasoneyouwereinterestedin。"
Therewas,atanyrate,realsadnessinManston"stonenow,andtherectorpausedtoweighhiswordserehereplied。
"Ihavenothearddirectlyfromher,"hesaidgently。"Butherbrotherhascommunicatedwithsomepeopleintheparish——"
"TheSpringroves,Isuppose,"saidManstongloomily。
"Yes;andtheytellmethatsheisveryill,andIamsorrytosay,likelytobeforsomedays。"
"Surely,surely,Imustgoandseeher!"Manstoncried。
"Iwouldadviseyounottogo,"saidRaunham。"Butdothisinstead——
beasquickasyoucaninmakingamovementtowardsascertainingthetruthasregardstheexistenceofyourwife。Yousee,Mr。
Manston,anout-stepplacelikethisisnotlikeacity,andthereisnobodytobusyhimselfforthegoodofthecommunity;whilstpoorCythereaandherbrotheraresociallytoodependenttobeabletomakemuchstirinthematter,whichisagreaterreasonstillwhyyoushouldbedisinterestedlyprompt。"
Thestewardmurmuredanassent。Stilltherewasthesameindecision!——nottheindecisionofweakness——theindecisionofconsciousperplexity。
OnManston"sreturnfromthisinterviewattherectory,hepassedthedooroftheRisingSunInn。Findinghehadnolightforhiscigar,anditbeingthree-quartersofamiletohisresidenceinthepark,heenteredthetaverntogetone。NobodywasintheouterportionofthefrontroomwhereManstonstood,butaspaceroundthefirewasscreenedofffromtheremainder,andinsidethehighoaksettle,formingapartofthescreen,heheardvoicesconversing。
Thespeakershadnotnoticedhisfootsteps,andcontinuedtheirdiscourse。
Oneofthetwoherecognizedasawell-knownnight-poacher,themanwhohadmethimwithtidingsofhiswife"sdeathontheeveningoftheconflagration。Theotherseemedtobeastrangerfollowingthesamemodeoflife。Theconversationwascarriedonintheemphaticandconfidentialtoneofmenwhoareslightlyintoxicated,itssubjectbeinganunaccountableexperiencethatoneofthemhadhadonthenightofthefire。
Whatthestewardheardwasenough,andmorethanenough,toleadhimtoforgetortorenouncehismotiveinentering。Theeffectuponhimwasstrangeandstrong。Hisfirstobjectseemedtobetoescapefromthehouseagainwithoutbeingseenorheard。
Havingaccomplishedthis,hewentinattheparkgate,andstrodeoffunderthetreestotheOldHouse。Theresittingdownbythefire,andburyinghimselfinreflection,heallowedtheminutestopassbyunheeded。Firstthecandleburntdowninitssocketandstunk:hedidnotnoticeit。Thenthefirewentout:hedidnotseeit。Hisfeetgrewcold;stillhethoughton。
Itmayberemarkedthatalady,ayearandaquarterbeforethistime,had,underthesameconditions——anunrestrictedmentalabsorption——shownnearlythesamepeculiaritiesasthismanevincednow。TheladywasMissAldclyffe。
Itwashalf-pasttwelvewhenManstonmoved,asifhehadcometoadetermination。
ThefirstthinghedidthenextmorningwastocallatKnapwaterHouse;wherehefoundthatMissAldclyffewasnotwellenoughtoseehim。ShehadbeenailingfromslightinternalhaemorrhageeversincetheconfessionoftheporterChinney。Apparentlynotmuchaggrievedatthedenial,heshortlyafterwardswenttotherailway-
stationandtookhisdepartureforLondon,leavingaletterforMissAldclyffe,statingthereasonofhisjourneythither——torecovertracesofhismissingwife。
Duringtheremainderoftheweekparagraphsappearedinthelocalandothernewspapers,drawingattentiontothefactsofthissingularcase。Thewriters,withscarcelyanexception,dweltforciblyuponafeaturewhichhadatfirstescapedtheobservationofthevillagers,includingMr。Raunham——thatiftheannouncementofthemanChinneyweretrue,itseemedextremelyprobablethatMrs。
Manstonleftherwatchandkeysbehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape;andthatthereforeshewouldnotnowletherselfbediscovered,unlessastrongpressurewereputuponher。Thewritersaddedthatthepolicewereonthetrackoftheporter,whoverypossiblyhadabscondedinthefearthathisreticencewascriminal,andthatMr。Manston,thehusband,was,withpraiseworthyenergy,makingeveryefforttoclearthewholematterup。
2。FROMTHEEIGHTEENTHTOTHEENDOFJANUARY
Fivedaysfromthetimeofhisdeparture,ManstonreturnedfromLondonandLiverpool,lookingveryfatiguedandthoughtful。Heexplainedtotherectorandotherofhisacquaintancethatalltheinquirieshehadmadeathiswife"soldlodgingsandhisownhadbeentotallybarrenofresults。
Butheseemedinclinedtopushtheaffairtoaclearconclusionnowthathehadcommenced。Afterthelapseofanotherdayortwoheproceededtofulfilhispromisetotherector,andadvertisedforthemissingwomaninthreeoftheLondonpapers。Theadvertisementwasacarefullyconsideredandevenattractiveeffusion,calculatedtowintheheart,oratleasttheunderstanding,ofanywomanwhohadasparkofherownnatureleftinher。
Therewasnoanswer。
Threedayslaterherepeatedtheexperiment;withthesameresultasbefore。
"Icannottryanyfurther,"saidManstonspeciouslytotherector,hissoleauditorthroughouttheproceedings。"Mr。Raunham,I"lltellyouthetruthplainly:Idon"tloveher;IdoloveCytherea,andthewholeofthisbusinessofsearchingfortheotherwomangoesaltogetheragainstme。IhopetoGodIshallneverseeheragain。"
"Butyouwilldoyourdutyatleast?"saidMr。Raunham。
"Ihavedoneit,"saidManston。"Ifeveramanonthefaceofthisearthhasdonehisdutytowardsanabsentwife,Ihavetowardsher——
livingordead——atleast,"headded,correctinghimself,"sinceI
havelivedatKnapwater。Ineglectedherbeforethattime——Iownthat,asIhaveowneditbefore。"
"Ishould,ifIwereyou,adoptothermeanstogettidingsofherifadvertisingfails,inspiteofmyfeelings,"saidtherectoremphatically。"Butatanyrate,tryadvertisingoncemore。There"sasatisfactioninhavingmadeanyattemptthreeseveraltimes。"
WhenManstonhadleftthestudy,therectorstoodlookingatthefireforaconsiderablelengthoftime,lostinprofoundreflection。
Hewenttohisprivatediary,andaftermanypauses,whichhevariedonlybydippinghispen,lettingitdry,wipingitonhissleeve,andthendippingitagain,hetookthefollowingnoteofevents:——
"January25——Mr。Manstonhasjustseenmeforthethirdtimeonthesubjectofhislostwife。Therehavebeenthesepeculiaritiesattendingthethreeinterviews:——
"Thefirst。Myvisitor,whilstexpressingbywordshisgreatanxietytodoeverythingforherrecovery,showedplainlybyhisbearingthathewasconvincedheshouldneverseeheragain。
"Thesecond。Hehadleftofffeigninganxietytodorightlybyhisfirstwife,andhonestlyaskedafterCytherea"swelfare。
"Thethird(andmostremarkable)。Heseemedtohavelostallconsistency。WhilstexpressinghisloveforCytherea(whichcertainlyisstrong)andevincingtheusualindifferencetothefirstMrs。Manston"sfate,hewasunabletoconcealtheintensityofhiseagernessformetoadvisehimtoADVERTISEAGAINforher。"
Aweekafterthesecond,thethirdadvertisementwasinserted。A
paragraphwasattached,whichstatedthatthiswouldbethelasttimetheannouncementwouldappear。
3。THEFIRSTOFFEBRUARY
Atthis,theeleventhhour,thepostmanbroughtaletterforManston,directedinawoman"shand。
Abachelorfriendofthesteward"s,Mr。Dicksonbyname,whowassomewhatofachatterer——plenusrimarum——andwhoboastedofanendlessstringofacquaintances,hadcomeoverfromCasterbridgetheprecedingdaybyinvitation——aninvitationwhichhadbeenapleasantsurprisetoDicksonhimself,insomuchthatManston,asarule,votedhimaborealmosttohisface。Hehadstayedoverthenight,andwassittingatbreakfastwithhishostwhentheimportantmissivearrived。
Manstondidnotattempttoconcealthesubjectoftheletter,orthenameofthewriter。Firstglancingthepagesthrough,hereadaloudasfollows:——
"“MYHUSBAND,——Iimploreyourforgiveness。
"“DuringthelastthirteenmonthsIhaverepeatedtomyselfahundredtimesthatyoushouldneverdiscoverwhatIvoluntarilytellyounow,namely,thatIamaliveandinperfecthealth。
"“Ihaveseenallyouradvertisements。Nothingbutyourpersistencehaswonmeround。Surely,Ithought,heMUSTlovemestill。Whyelseshouldhetrytowinbackawomanwho,faithfuluntodeathasshewillbe,can,inasocialsense,aidhimtowardsacquiringnothing?——ratherthereverse,indeed。
"“Youyourselfstatemyownmind——thattheonlygroundsuponwhichwecanmeetandlivetogether,withareasonablehopeofhappiness,mustbeamutualconsenttoburyinoblivionallpastdifferences。
Iheartilyandwillinglyforgeteverything——andforgiveeverything。
Youwilldothesame,asyouractionsshow。
"“Therewillbeplentyofopportunityformetoexplainthefewfactsrelatingtomyescapeonthenightofthefire。Iwillonlygivetheheadsinthishurriednote。Iwasgrievedatyournotcomingtofetchme,moregrievedatyourabsencefromthestation,mostofallbyyourabsencefromhome。OnmyjourneytotheinnI
writhedunderapassionatesenseofwrongdoneme。WhenIhadbeenshowntomyroomIwaitedandhopedforyoutillthelandlordhadgoneupstairstobed。Istillfoundthatyoudidnotcome,andthenIfinallymadeupmymindtoleave。Ihadhalfundressed,butIputonmythingsagain,forgettingmywatch(andIsupposedroppingmykeys,thoughIamnotsurewhere)inmyhurry,andslippedoutofthehouse。The——“"
"Well,that"sarumstory,"saidMr。Dickson,interrupting。
"What"sarumstory?"saidManstonhastily,andflushingintheface。
"Forgettingherwatchanddroppingherkeysinherhurry。"
"Idon"tseeanythingparticularlywonderfulinit。Anywomanmightdosuchathing。"
"Anywomanmightifescapingfromfireorshipwreck,oranysuchimmediatedanger。Butitseemsincomprehensibletomethatanywomaninhersenses,whoquietlydecidestoleaveahouse,shouldbesoforgetful。"
"Allthatisrequiredtoreconcileyourseemingwithherfactsistoassumethatshewasnotinhersenses,forthat"swhatshedidplainly,orhowcouldthethingshavebeenfoundthere?Besides,she"struthfulenough。"Hespokeeagerlyandperemptorily。
"Yes,yes,Iknowthat。Imerelymeantthatitseemedratherodd。"
"Oyes。"Manstonreadon:——
"“——andslippedoutofthehouse。Therubbish-heapwasburningupbrightly,butthethoughtthatthehousewasindangerdidnotstrikeme;Ididnotconsiderthatitmightbethatched。
"“Iidledinthelanebehindthewoodtillthelastdown-trainhadcomein,notbeinginamoodtofacestrangers。WhilstIwastherethefirebrokeout,andthisperplexedmestillmore。However,I
wasstilldeterminednottostayintheplace。Iwenttotherailway-station,whichwasnowquiet,andinquiredofthesolitarymanondutythereconcerningthetrains。ItwasnottillIhadleftthemanthatIsawtheeffectthefiremighthaveonmyhistory。I
consideredalso,thoughnotinanydetailedmanner,thattheevent,byattractingtheattentionofthevillagetomyformerabode,mightsetpeopleonmytrackshouldtheydoubtmydeath,andasuddendreadofhavingtogobackagaintoKnapwater——aplacewhichhadseemedinimicaltomefromfirsttolast——promptedmetorunbackandbribetheportertosecrecy。IthenwalkedontoAnglebury,lingeringabouttheoutskirtsofthetowntillthemorningtraincamein,whenIproceededbyittoLondon,andthentooktheselodgings,whereIhavebeensupportingmyselfeversincebyneedlework,endeavouringtosaveenoughmoneytopaymypassagehometoAmerica,butmakingmelancholyprogressinmyattempt。However,allthatischanged——canIbeotherwisethanhappyatit?Ofcoursenot。Iamhappy。TellmewhatIamtodo,andbelievemestilltobeyourfaithfulwife,EUNICE。
"“Mynamehereis(asbefore)
"“MRS。RONDLEY,andmyaddress,79ADDINGTONSTREET,LAMBETH。"“
Thenameandaddresswerewrittenonaseparateslipofpaper。
"Soit"stobeallrightatlastthen,"saidManston"sfriend。"Butafterallthere"sanotherwomaninthecase。Youdon"tseemverysorryforthelittlethingwhoisputtosuchdistressbythisturnofaffairs?Iwonderyoucanlethergosocoolly。"Thespeakerwaslookingoutbetweenthemullionsofthewindow——noticingthatsomeofthelightswereglazedinlozenges,someinsquares——ashesaidthewords,otherwisehewouldhaveseenthepassionateexpressionofagonizedhopelessnessthatflittedacrossthesteward"scountenancewhentheremarkwasmade。Hedidnotseeit,andManstonansweredafterashortinterval。Thewayinwhichhespokeoftheyounggirlwhohadbelievedherselfhiswife,whom,afewshortdaysago,hehadopenlyidolized,andwhom,inhissecretheart,heidolizedstill,asfarassuchaformoflovewascompatiblewithhisnature,showedthatfrompolicyorotherwise,hemeanttoactuptotherequirementsofthepositionintowhichfateappeareddeterminedtodrivehim。
"That"sneitherherenorthere,"hesaid;"itisapointofhonourtodoasIamdoing,andthere"sanendofit。"
"Yes。OnlyIthoughtyouusednottocareovermuchaboutyourfirstbargain。"
"Icertainlydidnotatonetime。Oneisapttofeelratherwearyofwiveswhentheyaresodevilishcivilunderallaspects,assheusedtobe。Butanythingforachange——Abigailislost,butMichalisrecovered。Youwouldhardlybelieveit,butsheseemsinfancytobequiteanotherbride——infact,almostasifshehadreallyrisenfromthedead,insteadofhavingonlydonesovirtually。"
"Youlettheyoungpinkoneknowthattheotherhascomeoriscoming?"
"Cuibono?"Thestewardmeditatedcritically,showingaportionofhisintenselywideandregularteethwithintherubylips。
"Icannotsayanythingtoherthatwilldoanygood,"heresumed。
"Itwouldbeawkward——eitherseeingorcommunicatingwithheragain。
Thebestplantoadoptwillbetoletmatterstaketheircourse——
she"llfinditalloutsoonenough。"
Manstonfoundhimselfaloneafewminuteslater。Heburiedhisfaceinhishands,andmurmured,"Omylostone!OmyCytherea!Thatitshouldcometothisishardforme!"Tisnowalldarkness——“alandofdarknessasdarknessitself;andoftheshadowofdeathwithoutanyorder,andwherethelightisasdarkness。“"
Yes,theartificialbearingwhichthisextraordinarymanhadadoptedbeforestrangerseversincehehadoverheardtheconversationattheinn,lefthimnow,andhemournedforCythereaaloud。
4。THETWELFTHOFFEBRUARY
KnapwaterParkisthepicture——ateleveno"clockonamuddy,quiet,hazy,butbrightmorning——amorningwithoutanybluesky,andwithoutanyshadows,theearthbeingenlivenedandlitupratherbythespiritofaninvisiblesunthanbyitsbodilypresence。
ThelocalHunthadmetfortheday"ssportontheopenspaceofgroundimmediatelyinfrontofthesteward"sresidence——calledinthelistofappointments,"OldHouse,Knapwater"——themeetbeinghereonceeveryseason,forthepleasureofMissAldclyffeandherfriends。
Leaningoutfromoneofthefirst-floorwindows,andsurveyingwiththekeenestinterestthelivelypictureofpinkandblackcoats,rich-colouredhorses,andsparklingbitsandspurs,wasthereturnedandlong-lostwoman,Mrs。Manston。
Theeyesofthoseformingthebrilliantgroupwereoccasionallyturnedtowardsher,showingplainlythatheradventureswerethesubjectofconversationequallywithormorethanthechancesofthecomingday。Shedidnotflushbeneaththeirscrutiny;onthecontrary,sheseemedrathertoenjoyit,hereyesbeingkindledwithalightofcontentedexultation,subduedtosquarewiththecircumstancesofhermatronlyposition。
Shewas,atthedistancefromwhichtheysurveyedher,anattractivewoman——comelyasthetentsofKedar。ButtoacloseobserveritwaspalpableenoughthatGoddidnotdoallthepicture。AppearingatleastsevenyearsolderthanCytherea,shewasprobablyherseniorbydoublethenumber,theartificialmeansemployedtoheightenthenaturalgoodappearanceofherfacebeingverycleverlyapplied。
Herformwasfullandround,itsvoluptuousmaturitystandingoutinstrongcontrasttothememoryofCytherea"slissomgirlishness。
Itseemstobeanalmostuniversalrulethatawomanwhooncehascourted,orwhoeventuallywillcourt,thesocietyofmenontermsdangeroustoherhonourcannotrefrainfromflingingthemeaningglancewheneverthemomentarrivesinwhichtheglanceisstronglyaskedfor,evenifherlifeandwholefuturedependeduponthatmoment"sabstinence。
Hadacautious,uxorioushusbandseeninhiswife"scountenancewhatmightnowhavebeenseeninthisdark-eyedwoman"sasshecaughtastrayglanceofflirtationfromoneorotherofthered-coatedgallantsoutside,hewouldhavepassedmanydaysinanagonyofrestlessjealousyanddoubt。ButManstonwasnotsuchahusband,andhewas,moreover,calmlyattendingtohisbusinessattheotherendofthemanor。
Thestewardhadfetchedhomehiswifeinthemostmatter-of-factwayafewdaysearlier,walkingroundthevillagewithhertheverynextmorning——atonceputtinganend,bythissimplesolution,toalltheriddlinginquiriesandsurmisesthatwererankinthevillageanditsneighbourhood。SomemensaidthatthiswomanwasasfarinferiortoCythereaasearthtoheaven;others,olderandsager,thoughtManstonbetteroffwithsuchawifethanhewouldhavebeenwithoneofCytherea"syouthfulimpulses,andinexperienceinhouseholdmanagement。Allfelttheircuriositydyingoutofthem。
ItwasthesameinCarrifordasinotherpartsoftheworld——
immediatelycircumstantialevidencebecameexchangedfordirect,theloungersincourtyawned,gaveafinalsurvey,andturnedawaytoasubjectwhichwouldaffordmorescopeforspeculation。
XV。THEEVENTSOFTHREEWEEKS
1。FROMTHETWELFTHOFFEBRUARYTOTHESECONDOFMARCH
OwenGraye"srecoveryfromtheillnessthathadincapacitatedhimforsolongatimewas,professionally,thedawnofabrighterprospectforhimineverydirection,thoughthechangewasatfirstverygradual,andhismovementsandeffortswerelittlemorethanmechanical。Withthelengtheningofthedays,andtherevivalofbuildingoperationsfortheforthcomingseason,hesawhimself,forthefirsttime,onaroadwhich,pursuedwithcare,wouldprobablyleadtoacomfortableincomeatsomefutureday。Buthewasstillverylowdownthehillasyet。
ThefirstundertakingentrustedtohiminthenewyearbeganaboutamonthafterhisreturnfromSouthampton。Mr。Gradfieldhadcomebacktohiminthewakeofhisrestoredhealth,andofferedhimthesuperintendence,asclerkofworks,ofachurchwhichwastobenearlyrebuiltatthevillageofTolchurch,fifteenorsixteenmilesfromBudmouth,andabouthalfthatdistancefromCarriford。
"Iamnowbeingpaidattherateofahundredandfiftypoundsayear,"hesaidtohissisterinaburstofthankfulness,"andyoushallnever,Cytherea,beatanytyrannouslady"sbeckandcallagainaslongasIlive。Neverpineorthinkaboutwhathashappened,dear;it"snodisgracetoyou。Cheerup;you"llbesomebody"shappywifeyet。"
HedidnotsayEdwardSpringrove"s,for,greatlytohisdisappointment,areporthadreachedhisearsthatthefriendtowhomCythereaowedsomuchhadbeenabouttopackuphisthingsandsailforAustralia。However,thiswasbeforetheuncertaintyconcerningMrs。Manston"sexistencehadbeendispersedbyherreturn,aphenomenonthatalteredthecloudyrelationshipinwhichCythereahadlatelybeenstandingtowardsheroldlover,tooneofdistinctness;whichresultwouldhavebeendelightfulbutforcircumstancesabouttobementioned。
Cythereawasstillpalefromherrecentillness,andstillgreatlydejected。UntilthenewsofMrs。Manston"sreturnhadreachedthem,shehadkeptherselfcloselyshutupduringtheday-time,neverventuringforthexceptatnight。Sleepingandwakingshehadbeeninperpetualdreadlestsheshouldstillbeclaimedbyamanwhom,onlyafewweeksearlier,shehadregardedinthelightofafuturehusbandwithquietassent,notunmixedwithcheerfulness。
Buttheremovaloftheuneasinessinthisdirection——byMrs。
Manston"sarrival,andherownconsequentfreedom——hadbeentheimpositionofpaininanother。UtterlyfictitiousdetailsofthefindingofCythereaandManstonhadbeeninventedandcirculated,unavoidablyreachingherearsinthecourseoftime。Thusthefreedombroughtnohappiness,anditseemedwell-nighimpossiblethatshecouldeveragainshowherselfthesparklingcreaturesheoncehadbeen——
"Apttoenticeadeity。"
Onthisaccount,andforthefirsttimeinhislife,Owenmadeapointofconcealingfromhertherealstateofhisfeelingswithregardtotheunhappytransaction。Hewrithedinsecretunderthehumiliationtowhichtheyhadbeensubjected,tilltheresentmentitgaveriseto,andforwhichtherewasnovent,wassometimesbeyondendurance;itinducedamoodthatdidseriousdamagetothematerialandploddingperseverancenecessaryifhewouldsecurepermanentlythecomfortsofahomeforthem。
TheygaveuptheirlodgingsatBudmouth,andwenttoTolchurchassoonastheworkcommenced。
Heretheyweredomiciledinonehalfofanoldfarmhouse,standingnotfarfromtheivy-coveredchurchtower(whichwasallthatwastoremainoftheoriginalstructure)。Thelongsteeproofofthispicturesquedwellingslopednearlydowntotheground,theoldtilesthatcovereditbeingovergrownwithricholive-huedmoss。Newredtilesintwosandthreeshadbeenusedforpatchingtheholeswroughtbydecay,lightingupthewholeharmonioussurfacewithdotsofbrilliantscarlet。
Thechiefinternalfeaturesofthissnugabodewereawidefireplace,enormouscupboards,abrownsettle,andseveralsketchesonthewoodmantel,doneinoutlinewiththepointofahotpoker——
thesubjectsmainlyconsistingofoldmenwalkingpainfullyerect,withacurly-taileddogbehind。
AfteraweekortwoofresidenceinTolchurch,andramblesamidthequaintscenerycircumscribingit,atranquillitybegantospreaditselfthroughthemindofthemaiden,whichGrayehopedwouldbeaprefacetohercompleterestoration。Shefeltreadyandwillingtolivethewholeremainderofherdaysintheretirementoftheirpresentquarters:shebegantosingaboutthehouseinlowtremuloussnatches——
"“——Isaid,ifthere"speacetobefoundintheworld,Aheartthatishumblemayhopeforithere。“"
2。THETHIRDOFMARCH
Herconvalescencehadarrivedatthispointonacertaineveningtowardstheendofthewinter,whenOwenhadcomeinfromthebuildinghardby,andwaschanginghismuddybootsforslippers,previouslytosittingdowntotoastandtea。
Aprolongedthoughquietknockingcametothedoor。
Theonlypersonwhoeverknockedattheirdoorinthatwaywasthenewvicar,theprimemoverinthechurch-building。ButhewasthateveningdiningwiththeSquire。
Cythereawasuneasyatthesound——shedidnotknowwhy,unlessitwasbecausehernerveswereweakenedbythesicknessshehadundergone。Insteadofopeningthedoorsheranoutoftheroom,andupstairs。
"Whatnonsense,Cytherea!"saidherbrother,goingtothedoor。
EdwardSpringrovestoodinthegreylightoutside。
"Capital——notgonetoAustralia,andnotgoing,ofcourse!"criedOwen。"What"stheuseofgoingtosuchaplaceasthat?——Ineverbelievedthatyouwould。"
"IamgoingbacktoLondonagainto-morrow,"saidSpringrove,"andI
calledtosayawordbeforegoing。Whereis……?"
"Shehasjustrunupstairs。Comein——nevermindscrapingyourshoes——weareregularcottagersnow;stonefloor,yawningchimney-
corner,andall,yousee。"
"Mrs。Manstoncame,"saidEdwardawkwardly,whenhehadsatdowninthechimney-cornerbypreference。
"Yes。"AtmentionofoneofhisskeletonsOwenlosthisblithenessatonce,andfellintoareverie。
"Thehistoryofherescapeisverysimple。"
"Very。"
"YouknowIalwayshadwondered,whenmyfatherwastellinganyofthecircumstancesofthefiretome,howitcouldbethatawomancouldsleepsosoundlyastobeunawareofherhorridpositiontillitwastoolateeventogiveshoutorsoundofanykind。"
"Well,Ithinkthatwouldhavebeenpossible,consideringherlongwearisomejourney。Peoplehaveoftenbeensuffocatedintheirbedsbeforetheyawoke。Butitwashardlylikelyabodywouldbecompletelyburnttoashesasthiswasassumedtobe,thoughnobodyseemedtoseeitatthetime。Andhowpositivethesurgeonwastoo,aboutthosebitsofbone!Whyheshouldhavebeenso,nobodycantell。Icannothelpsayingthatifithaseverbeenpossibletofindpurestupidityincarnate,itwasinthatjuryofCarriford。
Thereexistedinthemassthestupidityoftwelveandnotthepenetrationofone。"
"Isshequitewell?"saidSpringrove。
"Who?——O,mysister,Cytherea。Thankyou,nearlywell,now。I"llcallher。"
"Waitoneminute。Ihaveawordtosaytoyou。"
Owensatdownagain。
"Youknow,withoutmysayingit,thatIloveCythereaasdearlyasever……Ithinkshelovesmetoo,——doesshereally?"
TherewasinOwenenoughofthatworldlypolicyonthesubjectofmatchmakingwhichnaturallyresidesinthebreastsofparentsandguardians,togivehimacertaincautioninreplying,and,youngerashewasbyfiveyearsthanEdward,ithadanoddeffect。
"Well,shemaypossiblyloveyoustill,"hesaid,asifratherindoubtastothetruthofhiswords。
Springrove"scountenanceinstantlysaddened;hehadexpectedasimple"Yes,"attheveryleast。Hecontinuedinatoneofgreaterdepression——
"Supposingshedoesloveme,woulditbefairtoyouandtoherifI
madeheranofferofmarriage,withthesedrearyconditionsattached——thatwelivedforafewyearsonthenarrowestsystem,tillagreatdebt,whichallhonouranddutyrequiremetopayoff,shallbepaid?Myfather,byreasonofthemisfortunethatbefellhim,isunderagreatobligationtoMissAldclyffe。Heisgettingold,andlosinghisenergies。Iamattemptingtoworkfreeoftheburden。Thismakesmyprospectsgloomyenoughatpresent。
"Butconsideragain,"hewenton。"Cythereahasbeenleftinanamelessandunsatisfactory,thoughinnocentstate,bythisunfortunate,andnowvoid,marriagewithManston。Amarriagewithme,thoughunderthe——materially——untowardconditionsIhavementioned,wouldmakeushappy;itwouldgiveheralocusstandi。
IfshewishedtobeoutofthesoundofhermisfortuneswewouldgotoanotherpartofEngland——emigrate——doanything。"
"I"llcallCytherea,"saidOwen。"Itisamatterwhichshealonecansettle。"Hedidnotspeakwarmly。HispridecouldnotendurethepitywhichEdward"svisitanderrandtacitlyimplied。Yet,intheotheraffair,hisheartwentwithEdward;hewasonthesamebeatforpayingoffolddebtshimself。
"Cythie,Mr。Springroveishere,"hesaid,atthefootofthestaircase。
Hissisterdescendedthecreakingoldstepswithafalteringtread,andstoodinthefirelightfromthehearth。SheextendedherhandtoSpringrove,welcominghimbyameremotionofthelip,hereyesaverted——ahabitwhichhadengendereditselfinhersincethebeginningofherillnessanddefamation。Owenopenedthedoorandwentout——leavingtheloversalone。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethememorablenightatSouthampton。
"Iwillgetalight,"shesaid,withalittleembarrassment。
"No——don"t,please,Cytherea,"saidEdwardsoftly,"Comeandsitdownwithme。"
"Oyes。IoughttohaveaskedYOUto,"shereturnedtimidly。
"Everybodysitsinthechimney-cornerinthisparish。Yousitonthatside。I"llsithere。"
Tworecesses——oneontheright,oneonthelefthand——werecutintheinsideofthefireplace,andheretheysatdownfacingeachother,onbenchesfittedtotherecesses,thefireglowingonthehearthbetweentheirfeet。Itsruddylightshoneontheunderslopesoftheirfaces,andspreadoutovertheflooroftheroomwiththelowhorizontalityofthesettingsun,givingtoeverygrainofsandandtumourinthepavingalongshadowtowardsthedoor。
Edwardlookedathispalelovethroughthethinazuretwinesofsmokethatwentuplikeringletsbetweenthem,andinvestedher,asseenthroughitsmedium,withtheshadowyappearanceofaphantom。
Nothingissopotentforcoaxingbackthelosteyesofawomanasadiscreetsilenceinthemanwhohassolostthem——andthusthepatientEdwardcoaxedhers。Afterlingeringonthehearthforhalfaminute,waitinginvainforanotherwordfromhim,theywereliftedintohisface。
Hewasreadyprimedtoreceivethem。"Cytherea,willyoumarryme?"
hesaid。
Hecouldnotwaitinhisoriginalpositiontilltheanswercame。
Steppingacrossthefrontofthefiretoherownsideofthechimneycorner,hereclinedatherfeet,andsearchedforherhand。Shecontinuedinsilenceawhile。
"Edward,Icanneverbeanybody"swife,"shethensaidsadly,andwithfirmness。
"Thinkofitineverylight,"hepleaded;"thelightoflove,first。
Then,whenyouhavedonethat,seehowwiseastepitwouldbe。I
canonlyofferyoupovertyasyet,butIwant——Idosolongtosecureyoufromtheintrusionofthatunpleasantpast,whichwilloftenandalwaysbethrustbeforeyouaslongasyoulivetheshrinkingsolitarylifeyoudonow——alifewhichpuritychooses,itmaybe;buttotheoutsideworlditappearsliketheenforcedlonelinessofneglectandscorn——andtonguesarebusyinventingareasonforitwhichdoesnotexist。"
"Iknowallaboutit,"shesaidhastily;"andthosearethegroundsofmyrefusal。YouandOwenknowthewholetruth——thetwoIlovebestonearth——andIamcontent。Butthescandalwillbecontinuallyrepeated,andIcannevergiveanyonetheopportunityofsayingtoyou——that——yourwife……"Sheutterlybrokedownandwept。
"Don"t,myowndarling!"heentreated。"Don"t,Cytherea!"
"Pleasetoleaveme——wewillbefriends,Edward——butdon"tpressme——
mymindismadeup——Icannot——Iwillnotmarryyouoranymanunderthepresentambiguouscircumstances——neverwillI——Ihavesaidit:
never!"
Theywerebothsilent。Helistlesslyregardedtheilluminatedblacknessoverhead,wherelongflakesofsootfloatedfromthesidesandbarsofthechimney-throatliketatteredbannersinancientaisles;whilstthroughthesquareopeninginthemidstoneortwobrightstarslookeddownuponthemfromthegreyMarchsky。Thesightseemedtocheerhim。
"Atanyrateyouwillloveme?"hemurmuredtoher。
"Yes——always——foreverandforever!"