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Desperate Remedies
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第10章

7。AQUARTER-PASTEIGHTO"CLOCKP。M。

Thereisanattitude——approximativelycalledpensive——inwhichthesoulofahumanbeing,andespeciallyofawoman,dominatesoutwardlyandexpressesitspresencesostrongly,thattheintangibleessenceseemsmoreapparentthanthebodyitself。ThiswasCytherea"sexpressionnow。WhatolddaysandsunnyevesatBudmouthBaywasshepicturing?Herreveriehadcausedhernottonoticehisknock。

"Cytherea!"hesaidsoftly。

Sheletdropherhand,andturnedherhead,evidentlythinkingthathervisitorcouldbenootherthanManston,yetpuzzledatthevoice。

TherewasnoprefaceonSpringrove"stongue;heforgothisposition——

hers——thathehadcometoaskquietlyifManstonhadotherproofsofbeingawidower——everything——andjumpedtoaconclusion。

"Youarenothiswife,Cytherea——comeaway,hehasawifeliving!"

hecriedinanagitatedwhisper。"Owenwillbeheredirectly。"

Shestartedup,recognizedthetidingsfirst,thebearerofthemafterwards。"Nothiswife?O,whatisit——what——whoisliving?"

Sheawokebydegrees。"WhatmustIdo?Edward,itisyou!Whydidyoucome?WhereisOwen?"

"WhathasManstonshownyouinproofofthedeathofhisotherwife?

Tellmequick。"

"Nothing——wehaveneverspokenofthesubject。WhereismybrotherOwen?Iwanthim,Iwanthim!"

"Heiscomingby-and-by。Cometothestationtomeethim——do,"

imploredSpringrove。"IfMr。Manstoncomes,hewillkeepyoufromme:Iamnobody,"headdedbitterly,feelingthereproachherwordshadfaintlyshadowedforth。

"Mr。Manstonisonlygoneouttopostaletterhehasjustwritten,"

shesaid,andwithoutbeingdistinctlycognizantoftheaction,shewildlylookedforherbonnetandcloak,andbeganputtingthemon,butintheactoffasteningthemutteredaspasmodiccry。

"No,I"llnotgooutwithyou,"shesaid,flingingthearticlesdownagain。Runningtothedoorsheflittedalongthepassage,anddownstairs。

"Givemeaprivateroom——quiteprivate,"shesaidbreathlesslytosomeonebelow。

"Numbertwelveisasingleroom,madam,andunoccupied,"saidsometongueinastonishment。

Withoutwaitingforanypersontoshowherintoit,Cythereahurriedupstairsagain,brushedthroughthecorridor,enteredtheroomspecified,andclosedthedoor。Edwardheardhersobout——

"NobodybutOwenshallspeaktome——nobody!"

"Hewillbeheredirectly,"saidSpringrove,closeagainstthepanel,andthenwenttowardsthestairs。Hehadseenher;itwasenough。

Hedescended,steppedintothestreet,andhastenedtomeetOwenattherailway-station。

Asforthepoormaidenwhohadreceivedthenews,sheknewnotwhattothink。ShelistenedtilltheechoofEdward"sfootstepshaddiedaway,thenbowedherfaceuponthebed。Hersuddenimpulsehadbeentoescapefromsight。Herwearinessaftertheunwontedstrain,mentalandbodily,whichhadbeenputuponherbythescenesshehadpassedthroughduringthelongday,renderedhermuchmoretimidandshakenbyherpositionthanshewouldnaturallyhavebeen。Shethoughtandthoughtofthatsinglefactwhichhadbeentoldher——

thatthefirstMrs。Manstonwasstillliving——tillherbrainseemedreadytoburstitsconfinementwithexcessofthrobbing。Itwasonlynaturalthatsheshould,bydegrees,beunabletoseparatethediscovery,whichwasmatteroffact,fromthesuspicionoftreacheryonherhusband"spart,whichwasonlymatterofinference。Andthustherearoseinherapersonalfearofhim。

"Supposeheshouldcomeinnowandseizeme!"Thisatfirstmerefrenziedsuppositiongrewbydegreestoadefinitehorrorofhispresence,andespeciallyofhisintensegaze。Thussheraisedherselftoaheatofexcitement,whichwasnonethelessrealforbeingventedinnocryofanykind。No;shecouldnotmeetManston"seyealone,shewouldonlyseehiminherbrother"scompany。

Almostdeliriouswiththisidea,sheranandlockedthedoortopreventallpossibilityofherintentionsbeingnullified,oralookorwordbeingflungatherbyanybodywhilstsheknewnotwhatshewas。

8。HALF-PASTEIGHTO"CLOCKP。M。

ThenCythereafeltherwayamidthedarknessoftheroomtillshecametotheheadofthebed,whereshesearchedforthebell-ropeandgaveitapull。Hersummonswasspeedilyansweredbythelandladyherself,whosecuriositytoknowthemeaningofthesestrangeproceedingsknewnobounds。Thelandladyattemptedtoturnthehandleofthedoor。Cythereakeptthedoorlocked。"PleasetellMr。ManstonwhenhecomesthatIamill,"shesaidfromtheinside,"andthatIcannotseehim。"

"CertainlyIwill,madam,"saidthelandlady。"Won"tyouhaveafire?"

"No,thankyou。"

"Noralight?"

"Idon"twantone,thankyou。"

"Noranything?"

"Nothing。"

Thelandladywithdrew,thinkinghervisitorhalfinsane。

Manstoncameinaboutfiveminuteslater,andwentatonceuptothesitting-room,fullyexpectingtofindhiswifethere。Helookedround,rang,andwastoldthewordsCythereahadsaid,thatshewastooilltobeseen。

"Sheisinnumbertwelveroom,"addedthemaid。

Manstonwasalarmed,andknockedatthedoor。"Cytherea!"

"Iamunwell,Icannotseeyou,"shesaid。

"Areyouseriouslyill,dearest?Surelynot。"

"No,notseriously。"

"Letmecomein;Iwillgetadoctor。"

"No,hecan"tseemeeither。"

"Shewon"topenthedoor,sir,nottonobodyatall!"saidthechambermaid,withwonder-waitingeyes。

"Holdyourtongue,andbeoff!"saidManstonwithasnap。

Themaidvanished。

"Come,Cytherea,thisisfoolish——indeeditis——notopeningthedoor……Icannotcomprehendwhatcanbethematterwithyou。

Norcanadoctoreither,unlessheseesyou。"

Hervoicehadtrembledmoreandmoreateachanswershegave,butnothingcouldinducehertocomeoutandconfronthim。Hatingscenes,Manstonwentbacktothesitting-room,greatlyirritatedandperplexed。

AndthereCythereafromtheadjoiningroomcouldhearhimpacingupanddown。Shethought,"Supposeheinsistsuponseeingme——heprobablymay——andwillburstopenthedoor!"Thisnotionincreased,andshesankintoacornerinahalf-somnolentstate,butwithearsalivetotheslightestsound。ReasoncouldnotoverthrowthedeliriousfancythatoutsideherdoorstoodManstonandallthepeopleinthehotel,waitingtolaughhertoscorn。

9。HALF-PASTEIGHTTOELEVENP。M。

Inthemeantime,Springrovewaspacingupanddownthearrivalplatformoftherailway-station。Half-pasteighto"clock——thetimeatwhichOwen"strainwasdue——hadcome,andpassed,butnotrainappeared。

"Whenwilltheeight-thirtytrainbein?"heaskedofamanwhowassweepingthemudfromthesteps。

"Sheisnotexpectedyetthishour。"

"Howisthat?"

"Christmas-time,yousee,"tisalwaysso。Peoplearerunningabouttoseetheirfriends。ThetrainshavebeenlikeiteversinceChristmasEve,andwillbeforanotherweekyet。"

Edwardagainwentonwalkingandwaitingunderthedraughtyroof。

Hefounditutterlyimpossibletoleavethespot。HismindwassointentupontheimportanceofmeetingwithOwen,andinforminghimofCytherea"swhereabouts,thathecouldnotbutfancyOwenmightleavethestationunobservedifheturnedhisback,andbecomelosttohiminthestreetsofthetown。

Thehourexpired。Teno"clockstruck。"Whenwillthetrainbein?"

saidEdwardtothetelegraphclerk。

"Infive-and-thirtyminutes。She"snowatL。Theyhaveextrapassengers,andtherailsarebadto-day。"

Atlast,ataquartertoeleven,thetraincamein。

ThefirsttoalightfromitwasOwen,lookingpaleandcold。Hecasuallyglancedrounduponthenearlydesertedplatform,andwashurryingtotheoutlet,whenhiseyesfelluponEdward。Atsightofhisfriendhewasquitebewildered,andcouldnotspeak。

"HereIam,Mr。Graye,"saidEdwardcheerfully。"IhaveseenCytherea,andshehasbeenwaitingforyouthesetwoorthreehours。"

OwentookEdward"shand,pressedit,andlookedathiminsilence。

Suchwastheconcentrationofhismind,thatnottillmanyminutesafterdidhethinkofinquiringhowSpringrovehadcontrivedtobetherebeforehim。

10。ELEVENO"CLOCKP。M。

Ontheirarrivalatthedoorofthehotel,itwasarrangedbetweenSpringroveandGrayethatthelatteronlyshouldenter,Edwardwaitingoutside。Owenhadrememberedcontinuallywhathisfriendhadfrequentlyoverlooked,thattherewasyetapossibilityofhissisterbeingManston"swife,andtherecollectiontaughthimtoavoidanyrashnessinhisproceedingswhichmightleadtobitternesshereafter。

Enteringtheroom,hefoundManstonsittinginthechairwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyCythereaonEdward"svisit,threehoursearlier。

BeforeOwenhadspoken,Manstonarose,andsteppingpasthimclosedthedoor。Hisfaceappearedharassed——muchmoretroubledthantheslightcircumstancewhichhadasyetcometohisknowledgeseemedtoaccountfor。

ManstoncouldformnoreasonforOwen"spresence,butintuitivelylinkeditwithCytherea"sseclusion。"Altogetherthisismostunseemly,"hesaid,"whateveritmaymean。"

"Don"tthinkthereismeantanythingunfriendlybymycominghere,"

saidOwenearnestly;"butlistentothis,andthinkifIcoulddootherwisethancome。"

HetookfromhispockettheconfessionofChinneytheporter,ashastilywrittenoutbythevicar,andreaditaloud。TheaspectsofManston"sfacewhilsthelistenedtotheopeningwordswerestrange,dark,andmysteriousenoughtohavejustifiedsuspicionsthatnodeceitcouldbetoocomplicatedforthepossessorofsuchimpulses,hadtherenotoverriddenthemall,asthereadingwenton,anewandirrepressibleexpression——oneunmistakablyhonest。Itwasthatofunqualifiedamazementinthesteward"smindatthenewsheheard。

Owenlookedupandsawit。Thesightonlyconfirmedhiminthebeliefhehadheldthroughout,inantagonismtoEdward"ssuspicions。

TherecouldnolongerbeashadowofdoubtthatifthefirstMrs。

Manstonlived,herhusbandwasignorantofthefact。Whathecouldhavefearedbyhisghastlylookatfirst,andnowhaveceasedtofear,itwasquitefutiletoconjecture。

"NowIdonotforamomentdoubtyourcompleteignoranceofthewholematter;youcannotsupposeforaninstantthatIdo,"saidOwenwhenhehadfinishedreading。"ButisitnotbestforboththatCythereashouldcomebackwithmetillthematterisclearedup?Infact,underthecircumstances,noothercourseisleftopentomethantorequestit。"

WhateverManston"soriginalfeelingshadbeen,allinhimnowgavewaytoirritation,andirritationtorage。Hepacedupanddowntheroomtillhehadmasteredit;thensaidinordinarytones——

"Certainly,Iknownomorethanyouandothersknow——itwasagratuitousunpleasantnessinyoutosayyoudidnotdoubtme。Whyshouldyou,oranybody,havedoubtedme?"

"Well,whereismysister?"saidOwen。

"Lockedinthenextroom。"

HisownanswerremindedManstonthatCythereamust,bysomeinscrutablemeans,havehadaninklingoftheevent。

OwenhadgonetothedoorofCytherea"sroom。

"Cytherea,darling——"tisOwen,"hesaid,outsidethedoor。A

rustlingofclothes,softfootsteps,andavoicesayingfromtheinside,"Isitreallyyou,Owen,——isitreally?"

"Itis。"

"O,willyoutakecareofme?"

"Always。"

Sheunlockedthedoor,andretreatedagain。Manstoncameforwardfromtheotherroomwithacandleinhishand,asOwenpushedopenthedoor。

Herfrightenedeyeswereunnaturallylarge,andshonelikestarsinthedarknessofthebackground,asthelightfelluponthem。SheleaptuptoOweninonebound,hersmalltaperfingersextendedliketheleavesofalupine。Thensheclaspedhercoldandtremblinghandsroundhisneckandshivered。

ThesightofheragainkindledallManston"spassionsintoactivity。

"Sheshallnotgowithyou,"hesaidfirmly,andsteppingapaceortwocloser,"unlessyouprovethatsheisnotmywife;andyoucan"tdoit!"

"Thisisproof,"saidOwen,holdingupthepaper。

"Noproofatall,"saidManstonhotly。""Tisnotadeath-bedconfession,andthosearetheonlythingsofthekindheldasgoodevidence。"

"Sendforalawyer,"Owenreturned,"andlethimtellusthepropercoursetoadopt。"

"Nevermindthelaw——letmegowithOwen!"criedCytherea,stillholdingontohim。"Youwillletmegowithhim,won"tyou,sir?"

shesaid,turningappealinglytoManston。

"We"llhaveitallrightandsquare,"saidManston,withmorequietness。"Ihavenoobjectiontoyourbrothersendingforalawyer,ifhewantsto。"

Itwasgettingonfortwelveo"clock,buttheproprietorofthehotelhadnotyetgonetobedonaccountofthemysteryonthefirstfloor,whichwasanoccurrenceunusualinthequietfamilylodging。

Owenlookedoverthebanisters,andsawhimstandinginthehall。

ItstruckGrayethatthewisestcoursewouldbetotakethelandlordtoacertainextentintotheirconfidence,appealtohishonourasagentleman,andsoon,inordertoacquiretheinformationhewanted,andalsotopreventtheepisodeoftheeveningfrombecomingapublicpieceofnews。Hecalledthelandlorduptowheretheystood,andtoldhimthemainfactsofthestory。

Thelandlordwasfortunatelyaquiet,prejudicedman,andameditativesmoker。

"Iknowtheverymanyouwanttosee——theveryman,"hesaid,lookingatthegeneralfeaturesofthecandle-flame。"Sharpasaneedle,andnotover-rich。Timmswillputyouallstraightinnotime——trustTimmsforthat。"

"He"sinbedbythistimeforcertain,"saidOwen。

"Nevermindthat——Timmsknowsme,Iknowhim。He"llobligemeasapersonalfavour。Waithereabit。Perhaps,too,he"supatsomepartyoranother——he"sanice,jovialfellow,sharpasaneedle,too;mindyou,sharpasaneedle,too。"

Hewentdownstairs,putonhisovercoat,andleftthehouse,thethreepersonsmostconcernedenteringtheroom,andstandingmotionless,awkward,andsilentinthemidstofit。Cythereapicturedtoherselfthelongwearyminutesshewouldhavetostandthere,whilstasleepymancouldbepreparedforconsultation,tilltheconstraintbetweenthemseemedunendurabletoher——shecouldneverlastoutthetime。OwenwasannoyedthatManstonhadnotquietlyarrangedwithhimatonce;ManstonatOwen"shomelinessofideainproposingtosendforanattorney,asifhewouldbeatouchstoneofinfallibleproof。

Reflectionwascutshortbytheapproachoffootsteps,andinafewmomentstheproprietorofthehotelentered,introducinghisfriend。

"Mr。Timmshasnotbeeninbed,"hesaid;"hehadjustreturnedfromdiningwithafewfriends,sothere"snotroublegiven。TosavetimeIexplainedthematteraswecamealong。"

ItoccurredtoOwenandManstonboththattheymightgetamistyexpositionofthelawfromMr。Timmsatthatmomentofconcludingdinnerwithafewfriends。

"AsfarasIcansee,"saidthelawyer,yawning,andturninghisvisioninwardbymainforce,"itisquiteamatterforprivatearrangementbetweentheparties,whoeverthepartiesare——atleastatpresent。Ispeakmoreasafatherthanasalawyer,itistrue,but,lettheyoungladystaywithherfather,orguardian,safeoutofshame"sway,untilthemysteryissifted,whateverthemysteryis。Shouldtheevidenceprovetobefalse,ortrumpedupbyanybodytogetherawayfromyou,herhusband,youmaysuethemforthedamagesaccruingfromthedelay。"

"Yes,yes,"saidManston,whohadcompletelyrecoveredhisself-

possessionandcommon-sense;"letitallbesettledbyherself。"

TurningtoCythereahewhisperedsosoftlythatOwendidnothearthewords——

"Doyouwishtogobackwithyourbrother,dearest,andleavemeheremiserable,andlonely,orwillyoustaywithme,yourownhusband。"

"I"llgobackwithOwen。"

"Verywell。"Herelinquishedhiscoaxingtone,andwentonsternly:

"Andrememberthis,Cytherea,Iamasinnocentofdeceptioninthisthingasyouareyourself。Doyoubelieveme?"

"Ido,"shesaid。

"Ihadnoshadowofsuspicionthatmyfirstwifelived。Idon"tthinkshedoesevennow。Doyoubelieveme?"

"Ibelieveyou,"shesaid。

"Andnow,good-evening,"hecontinued,openingthedoorandpolitelyintimatingtothethreemenstandingbythattherewasnofurthernecessityfortheirremaininginhisroom。"InthreedaysIshallclaimher。"

Thelawyerandthehotel-keeperretiredfirst。Owen,gatheringupasmuchofhissister"sclothingaslayabouttheroom,tookheruponhisarm,andfollowedthem。Edward,towhomsheowedeverything,whohadbeenleftstandinginthestreetlikeadogwithoutahome,wasutterlyforgotten。Owenpaidthelandlordandthelawyerforthetroublehehadoccasionedthem,lookedtothepacking,andwenttothedoor。

Afly,whichsomewhatunaccountablywasseenlingeringinfrontofthehouse,wascalledup,andCytherea"sluggageputuponit。

"Doyouknowofanyhotelnearthestationthatisopenfornightarrivals?"Oweninquiredofthedriver。

"Aplacehasbeenbespokeforyou,sir,attheWhiteUnicorn——andthegentlemanwishedmetogiveyouthis。"

"BespokenbySpringrove,whoorderedthefly,ofcourse,"saidOwentohimself。Bythelightofthestreet-lamphereadtheselines,hurriedlytracedinpencil:——

"Ihavegonehomebythemail-train。ItisbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldbeoutoftheway。TellCythereathatIapologizeforhavingcausedhersuchunnecessarypain,asitseemsIdid——butitcannotbehelpednow。E。S。"

Owenhandedhissisterintothevehicle,andtoldtheflymantodriveon。

"PoorSpringrove——Ithinkwehaveservedhimratherbadly,"hesaidtoCytherea,repeatingthewordsofthenotetoher。

Athrillofpleasurepassedthroughherbosomasshelistenedtothem。Theywerethegenuinereproachofalovertohismistress;

thetriflingcoldnessofheranswertohimwouldhavebeennoticedbynomanwhowasonlyafriend。But,inentertainingthatsweetthought,shehadforgottenherself,andherpositionfortheinstant。

WasshestillManston"swife——thatwastheterriblesupposition,andherfutureseemedstillapossiblemiserytoher。For,onaccountofthelatejarringaccident,alifewithManstonwhichwouldotherwisehavebeenonlyasadness,mustbecomeaburdenofunutterablesorrow。

Thenshethoughtofthemisrepresentationandscandalthatwouldensueifshewerenowife。Onecauseforthankfulnessaccompaniedthereflection;Edwardknewthetruth。

Theysoonreachedthequietoldinn,whichhadbeenselectedforthembytheforethoughtofthemanwholovedherwell。Heretheyinstalledthemselvesforthenight,arrangingtogotoBudmouthbythefirsttrainthenextday。

AtthishourEdwardSpringrovewasfastapproachinghisnativecountyonthewheelsofthenight-mail。

XIV。THEEVENTSOFFIVEWEEKS

1。FROMTHESIXTHTOTHETHIRTEENTHOFJANUARY

Manstonhadevidentlyresolvedtodonothinginahurry。

Thismuchwasplain,thathisearnestdesireandintentionwastoraiseinCytherea"sbosomnofeelingsofpermanentaversiontohim。

TheinstantafterthefirstburstofdisappointmenthadescapedhiminthehotelatSouthampton,hehadseenhowfarbetteritwouldbetoloseherpresenceforaweekthanherrespectforever。

"Sheshallbemine;Iwillclaimtheyoungthingyet,"heinsisted。

Andthenheseemedtoreasonovermethodsforcompassingthatobject,which,toallthosewhowereinanydegreeacquaintedwiththerecentevent,appearedtheleastlikelyofpossiblecontingencies。

HereturnedtoKnapwaterlatethenextday,andwaspreparingtocallonMissAldclyffe,whentheconclusionforceditselfuponhimthatnothingwouldbegainedbysuchastep。No;everyactionofhisshouldbedoneopenly——evenreligiously。Atleast,hecalledontherector,andstatedthistobehisresolve。

"Certainly,"saidMr。Raunham,"itisbesttoproceedcandidlyandfairly,orunduesuspicionmayfallonyou。Youshould,inmyopinion,takeactivestepsatonce。"

"Iwilldotheutmostthatliesinmypowertoclearupthemystery,andsilencethehubbubofgossipthathasbeensetgoingaboutme。

ButwhatcanIdo?Theysaythatthemanwhocomesfirstinthechainofinquiryisnottobefound——Imeantheporter。"

"Iamsorrytosaythatheisnot。WhenIreturnedfromthestationlastnight,afterseeingOwenGrayeoff,Iwentagaintothecottagewherehehasbeenlodging,togetmoreintelligence,asIthought。

Hewasnotthere。Hehadgoneoutatdusk,sayinghewouldbebacksoon。Buthehasnotcomebackyet。"

"Iratherdoubtifweshallseehimagain。"

"HadIknownofthis,IwouldhavedonewhatinmyflurryIdidnotthinkofdoing——setawatchuponhim。Butwhynotadvertiseforyourmissingwifeasapreliminary,consultingyoursolicitorinthemeantime?"

"Advertise。I"llthinkaboutit,"saidManston,lingeringonthewordashepronouncedit。"Yes,thatseemsarightthing——quitearightthing。"

Hewenthomeandremainedmoodilyindoorsallthenextdayandthenext——fornearlyaweek,inshort。Then,oneeveningatdusk,hewentoutwithanuncertainairastothedirectionofhiswalk,whichresulted,however,inleadinghimagaintotherectory。

HesawMr。Raunham。"Haveyoudoneanythingyet?"therectorinquired。

"No——Ihavenot,"saidManstonabsently。"ButIamgoingtosetaboutit。"Hehesitated,asifashamedofsomeweaknesshewasabouttobetray。"MyobjectincallingwastoaskifyouhadheardanytidingsfromBudmouthofmy——Cytherea。Youusedtospeakofherasoneyouwereinterestedin。"

Therewas,atanyrate,realsadnessinManston"stonenow,andtherectorpausedtoweighhiswordserehereplied。

"Ihavenothearddirectlyfromher,"hesaidgently。"Butherbrotherhascommunicatedwithsomepeopleintheparish——"

"TheSpringroves,Isuppose,"saidManstongloomily。

"Yes;andtheytellmethatsheisveryill,andIamsorrytosay,likelytobeforsomedays。"

"Surely,surely,Imustgoandseeher!"Manstoncried。

"Iwouldadviseyounottogo,"saidRaunham。"Butdothisinstead——

beasquickasyoucaninmakingamovementtowardsascertainingthetruthasregardstheexistenceofyourwife。Yousee,Mr。

Manston,anout-stepplacelikethisisnotlikeacity,andthereisnobodytobusyhimselfforthegoodofthecommunity;whilstpoorCythereaandherbrotheraresociallytoodependenttobeabletomakemuchstirinthematter,whichisagreaterreasonstillwhyyoushouldbedisinterestedlyprompt。"

Thestewardmurmuredanassent。Stilltherewasthesameindecision!——nottheindecisionofweakness——theindecisionofconsciousperplexity。

OnManston"sreturnfromthisinterviewattherectory,hepassedthedooroftheRisingSunInn。Findinghehadnolightforhiscigar,anditbeingthree-quartersofamiletohisresidenceinthepark,heenteredthetaverntogetone。NobodywasintheouterportionofthefrontroomwhereManstonstood,butaspaceroundthefirewasscreenedofffromtheremainder,andinsidethehighoaksettle,formingapartofthescreen,heheardvoicesconversing。

Thespeakershadnotnoticedhisfootsteps,andcontinuedtheirdiscourse。

Oneofthetwoherecognizedasawell-knownnight-poacher,themanwhohadmethimwithtidingsofhiswife"sdeathontheeveningoftheconflagration。Theotherseemedtobeastrangerfollowingthesamemodeoflife。Theconversationwascarriedonintheemphaticandconfidentialtoneofmenwhoareslightlyintoxicated,itssubjectbeinganunaccountableexperiencethatoneofthemhadhadonthenightofthefire。

Whatthestewardheardwasenough,andmorethanenough,toleadhimtoforgetortorenouncehismotiveinentering。Theeffectuponhimwasstrangeandstrong。Hisfirstobjectseemedtobetoescapefromthehouseagainwithoutbeingseenorheard。

Havingaccomplishedthis,hewentinattheparkgate,andstrodeoffunderthetreestotheOldHouse。Theresittingdownbythefire,andburyinghimselfinreflection,heallowedtheminutestopassbyunheeded。Firstthecandleburntdowninitssocketandstunk:hedidnotnoticeit。Thenthefirewentout:hedidnotseeit。Hisfeetgrewcold;stillhethoughton。

Itmayberemarkedthatalady,ayearandaquarterbeforethistime,had,underthesameconditions——anunrestrictedmentalabsorption——shownnearlythesamepeculiaritiesasthismanevincednow。TheladywasMissAldclyffe。

Itwashalf-pasttwelvewhenManstonmoved,asifhehadcometoadetermination。

ThefirstthinghedidthenextmorningwastocallatKnapwaterHouse;wherehefoundthatMissAldclyffewasnotwellenoughtoseehim。ShehadbeenailingfromslightinternalhaemorrhageeversincetheconfessionoftheporterChinney。Apparentlynotmuchaggrievedatthedenial,heshortlyafterwardswenttotherailway-

stationandtookhisdepartureforLondon,leavingaletterforMissAldclyffe,statingthereasonofhisjourneythither——torecovertracesofhismissingwife。

Duringtheremainderoftheweekparagraphsappearedinthelocalandothernewspapers,drawingattentiontothefactsofthissingularcase。Thewriters,withscarcelyanexception,dweltforciblyuponafeaturewhichhadatfirstescapedtheobservationofthevillagers,includingMr。Raunham——thatiftheannouncementofthemanChinneyweretrue,itseemedextremelyprobablethatMrs。

Manstonleftherwatchandkeysbehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape;andthatthereforeshewouldnotnowletherselfbediscovered,unlessastrongpressurewereputuponher。Thewritersaddedthatthepolicewereonthetrackoftheporter,whoverypossiblyhadabscondedinthefearthathisreticencewascriminal,andthatMr。Manston,thehusband,was,withpraiseworthyenergy,makingeveryefforttoclearthewholematterup。

2。FROMTHEEIGHTEENTHTOTHEENDOFJANUARY

Fivedaysfromthetimeofhisdeparture,ManstonreturnedfromLondonandLiverpool,lookingveryfatiguedandthoughtful。Heexplainedtotherectorandotherofhisacquaintancethatalltheinquirieshehadmadeathiswife"soldlodgingsandhisownhadbeentotallybarrenofresults。

Butheseemedinclinedtopushtheaffairtoaclearconclusionnowthathehadcommenced。Afterthelapseofanotherdayortwoheproceededtofulfilhispromisetotherector,andadvertisedforthemissingwomaninthreeoftheLondonpapers。Theadvertisementwasacarefullyconsideredandevenattractiveeffusion,calculatedtowintheheart,oratleasttheunderstanding,ofanywomanwhohadasparkofherownnatureleftinher。

Therewasnoanswer。

Threedayslaterherepeatedtheexperiment;withthesameresultasbefore。

"Icannottryanyfurther,"saidManstonspeciouslytotherector,hissoleauditorthroughouttheproceedings。"Mr。Raunham,I"lltellyouthetruthplainly:Idon"tloveher;IdoloveCytherea,andthewholeofthisbusinessofsearchingfortheotherwomangoesaltogetheragainstme。IhopetoGodIshallneverseeheragain。"

"Butyouwilldoyourdutyatleast?"saidMr。Raunham。

"Ihavedoneit,"saidManston。"Ifeveramanonthefaceofthisearthhasdonehisdutytowardsanabsentwife,Ihavetowardsher——

livingordead——atleast,"headded,correctinghimself,"sinceI

havelivedatKnapwater。Ineglectedherbeforethattime——Iownthat,asIhaveowneditbefore。"

"Ishould,ifIwereyou,adoptothermeanstogettidingsofherifadvertisingfails,inspiteofmyfeelings,"saidtherectoremphatically。"Butatanyrate,tryadvertisingoncemore。There"sasatisfactioninhavingmadeanyattemptthreeseveraltimes。"

WhenManstonhadleftthestudy,therectorstoodlookingatthefireforaconsiderablelengthoftime,lostinprofoundreflection。

Hewenttohisprivatediary,andaftermanypauses,whichhevariedonlybydippinghispen,lettingitdry,wipingitonhissleeve,andthendippingitagain,hetookthefollowingnoteofevents:——

"January25——Mr。Manstonhasjustseenmeforthethirdtimeonthesubjectofhislostwife。Therehavebeenthesepeculiaritiesattendingthethreeinterviews:——

"Thefirst。Myvisitor,whilstexpressingbywordshisgreatanxietytodoeverythingforherrecovery,showedplainlybyhisbearingthathewasconvincedheshouldneverseeheragain。

"Thesecond。Hehadleftofffeigninganxietytodorightlybyhisfirstwife,andhonestlyaskedafterCytherea"swelfare。

"Thethird(andmostremarkable)。Heseemedtohavelostallconsistency。WhilstexpressinghisloveforCytherea(whichcertainlyisstrong)andevincingtheusualindifferencetothefirstMrs。Manston"sfate,hewasunabletoconcealtheintensityofhiseagernessformetoadvisehimtoADVERTISEAGAINforher。"

Aweekafterthesecond,thethirdadvertisementwasinserted。A

paragraphwasattached,whichstatedthatthiswouldbethelasttimetheannouncementwouldappear。

3。THEFIRSTOFFEBRUARY

Atthis,theeleventhhour,thepostmanbroughtaletterforManston,directedinawoman"shand。

Abachelorfriendofthesteward"s,Mr。Dicksonbyname,whowassomewhatofachatterer——plenusrimarum——andwhoboastedofanendlessstringofacquaintances,hadcomeoverfromCasterbridgetheprecedingdaybyinvitation——aninvitationwhichhadbeenapleasantsurprisetoDicksonhimself,insomuchthatManston,asarule,votedhimaborealmosttohisface。Hehadstayedoverthenight,andwassittingatbreakfastwithhishostwhentheimportantmissivearrived。

Manstondidnotattempttoconcealthesubjectoftheletter,orthenameofthewriter。Firstglancingthepagesthrough,hereadaloudasfollows:——

"“MYHUSBAND,——Iimploreyourforgiveness。

"“DuringthelastthirteenmonthsIhaverepeatedtomyselfahundredtimesthatyoushouldneverdiscoverwhatIvoluntarilytellyounow,namely,thatIamaliveandinperfecthealth。

"“Ihaveseenallyouradvertisements。Nothingbutyourpersistencehaswonmeround。Surely,Ithought,heMUSTlovemestill。Whyelseshouldhetrytowinbackawomanwho,faithfuluntodeathasshewillbe,can,inasocialsense,aidhimtowardsacquiringnothing?——ratherthereverse,indeed。

"“Youyourselfstatemyownmind——thattheonlygroundsuponwhichwecanmeetandlivetogether,withareasonablehopeofhappiness,mustbeamutualconsenttoburyinoblivionallpastdifferences。

Iheartilyandwillinglyforgeteverything——andforgiveeverything。

Youwilldothesame,asyouractionsshow。

"“Therewillbeplentyofopportunityformetoexplainthefewfactsrelatingtomyescapeonthenightofthefire。Iwillonlygivetheheadsinthishurriednote。Iwasgrievedatyournotcomingtofetchme,moregrievedatyourabsencefromthestation,mostofallbyyourabsencefromhome。OnmyjourneytotheinnI

writhedunderapassionatesenseofwrongdoneme。WhenIhadbeenshowntomyroomIwaitedandhopedforyoutillthelandlordhadgoneupstairstobed。Istillfoundthatyoudidnotcome,andthenIfinallymadeupmymindtoleave。Ihadhalfundressed,butIputonmythingsagain,forgettingmywatch(andIsupposedroppingmykeys,thoughIamnotsurewhere)inmyhurry,andslippedoutofthehouse。The——“"

"Well,that"sarumstory,"saidMr。Dickson,interrupting。

"What"sarumstory?"saidManstonhastily,andflushingintheface。

"Forgettingherwatchanddroppingherkeysinherhurry。"

"Idon"tseeanythingparticularlywonderfulinit。Anywomanmightdosuchathing。"

"Anywomanmightifescapingfromfireorshipwreck,oranysuchimmediatedanger。Butitseemsincomprehensibletomethatanywomaninhersenses,whoquietlydecidestoleaveahouse,shouldbesoforgetful。"

"Allthatisrequiredtoreconcileyourseemingwithherfactsistoassumethatshewasnotinhersenses,forthat"swhatshedidplainly,orhowcouldthethingshavebeenfoundthere?Besides,she"struthfulenough。"Hespokeeagerlyandperemptorily。

"Yes,yes,Iknowthat。Imerelymeantthatitseemedratherodd。"

"Oyes。"Manstonreadon:——

"“——andslippedoutofthehouse。Therubbish-heapwasburningupbrightly,butthethoughtthatthehousewasindangerdidnotstrikeme;Ididnotconsiderthatitmightbethatched。

"“Iidledinthelanebehindthewoodtillthelastdown-trainhadcomein,notbeinginamoodtofacestrangers。WhilstIwastherethefirebrokeout,andthisperplexedmestillmore。However,I

wasstilldeterminednottostayintheplace。Iwenttotherailway-station,whichwasnowquiet,andinquiredofthesolitarymanondutythereconcerningthetrains。ItwasnottillIhadleftthemanthatIsawtheeffectthefiremighthaveonmyhistory。I

consideredalso,thoughnotinanydetailedmanner,thattheevent,byattractingtheattentionofthevillagetomyformerabode,mightsetpeopleonmytrackshouldtheydoubtmydeath,andasuddendreadofhavingtogobackagaintoKnapwater——aplacewhichhadseemedinimicaltomefromfirsttolast——promptedmetorunbackandbribetheportertosecrecy。IthenwalkedontoAnglebury,lingeringabouttheoutskirtsofthetowntillthemorningtraincamein,whenIproceededbyittoLondon,andthentooktheselodgings,whereIhavebeensupportingmyselfeversincebyneedlework,endeavouringtosaveenoughmoneytopaymypassagehometoAmerica,butmakingmelancholyprogressinmyattempt。However,allthatischanged——canIbeotherwisethanhappyatit?Ofcoursenot。Iamhappy。TellmewhatIamtodo,andbelievemestilltobeyourfaithfulwife,EUNICE。

"“Mynamehereis(asbefore)

"“MRS。RONDLEY,andmyaddress,79ADDINGTONSTREET,LAMBETH。"“

Thenameandaddresswerewrittenonaseparateslipofpaper。

"Soit"stobeallrightatlastthen,"saidManston"sfriend。"Butafterallthere"sanotherwomaninthecase。Youdon"tseemverysorryforthelittlethingwhoisputtosuchdistressbythisturnofaffairs?Iwonderyoucanlethergosocoolly。"Thespeakerwaslookingoutbetweenthemullionsofthewindow——noticingthatsomeofthelightswereglazedinlozenges,someinsquares——ashesaidthewords,otherwisehewouldhaveseenthepassionateexpressionofagonizedhopelessnessthatflittedacrossthesteward"scountenancewhentheremarkwasmade。Hedidnotseeit,andManstonansweredafterashortinterval。Thewayinwhichhespokeoftheyounggirlwhohadbelievedherselfhiswife,whom,afewshortdaysago,hehadopenlyidolized,andwhom,inhissecretheart,heidolizedstill,asfarassuchaformoflovewascompatiblewithhisnature,showedthatfrompolicyorotherwise,hemeanttoactuptotherequirementsofthepositionintowhichfateappeareddeterminedtodrivehim。

"That"sneitherherenorthere,"hesaid;"itisapointofhonourtodoasIamdoing,andthere"sanendofit。"

"Yes。OnlyIthoughtyouusednottocareovermuchaboutyourfirstbargain。"

"Icertainlydidnotatonetime。Oneisapttofeelratherwearyofwiveswhentheyaresodevilishcivilunderallaspects,assheusedtobe。Butanythingforachange——Abigailislost,butMichalisrecovered。Youwouldhardlybelieveit,butsheseemsinfancytobequiteanotherbride——infact,almostasifshehadreallyrisenfromthedead,insteadofhavingonlydonesovirtually。"

"Youlettheyoungpinkoneknowthattheotherhascomeoriscoming?"

"Cuibono?"Thestewardmeditatedcritically,showingaportionofhisintenselywideandregularteethwithintherubylips。

"Icannotsayanythingtoherthatwilldoanygood,"heresumed。

"Itwouldbeawkward——eitherseeingorcommunicatingwithheragain。

Thebestplantoadoptwillbetoletmatterstaketheircourse——

she"llfinditalloutsoonenough。"

Manstonfoundhimselfaloneafewminuteslater。Heburiedhisfaceinhishands,andmurmured,"Omylostone!OmyCytherea!Thatitshouldcometothisishardforme!"Tisnowalldarkness——“alandofdarknessasdarknessitself;andoftheshadowofdeathwithoutanyorder,andwherethelightisasdarkness。“"

Yes,theartificialbearingwhichthisextraordinarymanhadadoptedbeforestrangerseversincehehadoverheardtheconversationattheinn,lefthimnow,andhemournedforCythereaaloud。

4。THETWELFTHOFFEBRUARY

KnapwaterParkisthepicture——ateleveno"clockonamuddy,quiet,hazy,butbrightmorning——amorningwithoutanybluesky,andwithoutanyshadows,theearthbeingenlivenedandlitupratherbythespiritofaninvisiblesunthanbyitsbodilypresence。

ThelocalHunthadmetfortheday"ssportontheopenspaceofgroundimmediatelyinfrontofthesteward"sresidence——calledinthelistofappointments,"OldHouse,Knapwater"——themeetbeinghereonceeveryseason,forthepleasureofMissAldclyffeandherfriends。

Leaningoutfromoneofthefirst-floorwindows,andsurveyingwiththekeenestinterestthelivelypictureofpinkandblackcoats,rich-colouredhorses,andsparklingbitsandspurs,wasthereturnedandlong-lostwoman,Mrs。Manston。

Theeyesofthoseformingthebrilliantgroupwereoccasionallyturnedtowardsher,showingplainlythatheradventureswerethesubjectofconversationequallywithormorethanthechancesofthecomingday。Shedidnotflushbeneaththeirscrutiny;onthecontrary,sheseemedrathertoenjoyit,hereyesbeingkindledwithalightofcontentedexultation,subduedtosquarewiththecircumstancesofhermatronlyposition。

Shewas,atthedistancefromwhichtheysurveyedher,anattractivewoman——comelyasthetentsofKedar。ButtoacloseobserveritwaspalpableenoughthatGoddidnotdoallthepicture。AppearingatleastsevenyearsolderthanCytherea,shewasprobablyherseniorbydoublethenumber,theartificialmeansemployedtoheightenthenaturalgoodappearanceofherfacebeingverycleverlyapplied。

Herformwasfullandround,itsvoluptuousmaturitystandingoutinstrongcontrasttothememoryofCytherea"slissomgirlishness。

Itseemstobeanalmostuniversalrulethatawomanwhooncehascourted,orwhoeventuallywillcourt,thesocietyofmenontermsdangeroustoherhonourcannotrefrainfromflingingthemeaningglancewheneverthemomentarrivesinwhichtheglanceisstronglyaskedfor,evenifherlifeandwholefuturedependeduponthatmoment"sabstinence。

Hadacautious,uxorioushusbandseeninhiswife"scountenancewhatmightnowhavebeenseeninthisdark-eyedwoman"sasshecaughtastrayglanceofflirtationfromoneorotherofthered-coatedgallantsoutside,hewouldhavepassedmanydaysinanagonyofrestlessjealousyanddoubt。ButManstonwasnotsuchahusband,andhewas,moreover,calmlyattendingtohisbusinessattheotherendofthemanor。

Thestewardhadfetchedhomehiswifeinthemostmatter-of-factwayafewdaysearlier,walkingroundthevillagewithhertheverynextmorning——atonceputtinganend,bythissimplesolution,toalltheriddlinginquiriesandsurmisesthatwererankinthevillageanditsneighbourhood。SomemensaidthatthiswomanwasasfarinferiortoCythereaasearthtoheaven;others,olderandsager,thoughtManstonbetteroffwithsuchawifethanhewouldhavebeenwithoneofCytherea"syouthfulimpulses,andinexperienceinhouseholdmanagement。Allfelttheircuriositydyingoutofthem。

ItwasthesameinCarrifordasinotherpartsoftheworld——

immediatelycircumstantialevidencebecameexchangedfordirect,theloungersincourtyawned,gaveafinalsurvey,andturnedawaytoasubjectwhichwouldaffordmorescopeforspeculation。

XV。THEEVENTSOFTHREEWEEKS

1。FROMTHETWELFTHOFFEBRUARYTOTHESECONDOFMARCH

OwenGraye"srecoveryfromtheillnessthathadincapacitatedhimforsolongatimewas,professionally,thedawnofabrighterprospectforhimineverydirection,thoughthechangewasatfirstverygradual,andhismovementsandeffortswerelittlemorethanmechanical。Withthelengtheningofthedays,andtherevivalofbuildingoperationsfortheforthcomingseason,hesawhimself,forthefirsttime,onaroadwhich,pursuedwithcare,wouldprobablyleadtoacomfortableincomeatsomefutureday。Buthewasstillverylowdownthehillasyet。

ThefirstundertakingentrustedtohiminthenewyearbeganaboutamonthafterhisreturnfromSouthampton。Mr。Gradfieldhadcomebacktohiminthewakeofhisrestoredhealth,andofferedhimthesuperintendence,asclerkofworks,ofachurchwhichwastobenearlyrebuiltatthevillageofTolchurch,fifteenorsixteenmilesfromBudmouth,andabouthalfthatdistancefromCarriford。

"Iamnowbeingpaidattherateofahundredandfiftypoundsayear,"hesaidtohissisterinaburstofthankfulness,"andyoushallnever,Cytherea,beatanytyrannouslady"sbeckandcallagainaslongasIlive。Neverpineorthinkaboutwhathashappened,dear;it"snodisgracetoyou。Cheerup;you"llbesomebody"shappywifeyet。"

HedidnotsayEdwardSpringrove"s,for,greatlytohisdisappointment,areporthadreachedhisearsthatthefriendtowhomCythereaowedsomuchhadbeenabouttopackuphisthingsandsailforAustralia。However,thiswasbeforetheuncertaintyconcerningMrs。Manston"sexistencehadbeendispersedbyherreturn,aphenomenonthatalteredthecloudyrelationshipinwhichCythereahadlatelybeenstandingtowardsheroldlover,tooneofdistinctness;whichresultwouldhavebeendelightfulbutforcircumstancesabouttobementioned。

Cythereawasstillpalefromherrecentillness,andstillgreatlydejected。UntilthenewsofMrs。Manston"sreturnhadreachedthem,shehadkeptherselfcloselyshutupduringtheday-time,neverventuringforthexceptatnight。Sleepingandwakingshehadbeeninperpetualdreadlestsheshouldstillbeclaimedbyamanwhom,onlyafewweeksearlier,shehadregardedinthelightofafuturehusbandwithquietassent,notunmixedwithcheerfulness。

Buttheremovaloftheuneasinessinthisdirection——byMrs。

Manston"sarrival,andherownconsequentfreedom——hadbeentheimpositionofpaininanother。UtterlyfictitiousdetailsofthefindingofCythereaandManstonhadbeeninventedandcirculated,unavoidablyreachingherearsinthecourseoftime。Thusthefreedombroughtnohappiness,anditseemedwell-nighimpossiblethatshecouldeveragainshowherselfthesparklingcreaturesheoncehadbeen——

"Apttoenticeadeity。"

Onthisaccount,andforthefirsttimeinhislife,Owenmadeapointofconcealingfromhertherealstateofhisfeelingswithregardtotheunhappytransaction。Hewrithedinsecretunderthehumiliationtowhichtheyhadbeensubjected,tilltheresentmentitgaveriseto,andforwhichtherewasnovent,wassometimesbeyondendurance;itinducedamoodthatdidseriousdamagetothematerialandploddingperseverancenecessaryifhewouldsecurepermanentlythecomfortsofahomeforthem。

TheygaveuptheirlodgingsatBudmouth,andwenttoTolchurchassoonastheworkcommenced。

Heretheyweredomiciledinonehalfofanoldfarmhouse,standingnotfarfromtheivy-coveredchurchtower(whichwasallthatwastoremainoftheoriginalstructure)。Thelongsteeproofofthispicturesquedwellingslopednearlydowntotheground,theoldtilesthatcovereditbeingovergrownwithricholive-huedmoss。Newredtilesintwosandthreeshadbeenusedforpatchingtheholeswroughtbydecay,lightingupthewholeharmonioussurfacewithdotsofbrilliantscarlet。

Thechiefinternalfeaturesofthissnugabodewereawidefireplace,enormouscupboards,abrownsettle,andseveralsketchesonthewoodmantel,doneinoutlinewiththepointofahotpoker——

thesubjectsmainlyconsistingofoldmenwalkingpainfullyerect,withacurly-taileddogbehind。

AfteraweekortwoofresidenceinTolchurch,andramblesamidthequaintscenerycircumscribingit,atranquillitybegantospreaditselfthroughthemindofthemaiden,whichGrayehopedwouldbeaprefacetohercompleterestoration。Shefeltreadyandwillingtolivethewholeremainderofherdaysintheretirementoftheirpresentquarters:shebegantosingaboutthehouseinlowtremuloussnatches——

"“——Isaid,ifthere"speacetobefoundintheworld,Aheartthatishumblemayhopeforithere。“"

2。THETHIRDOFMARCH

Herconvalescencehadarrivedatthispointonacertaineveningtowardstheendofthewinter,whenOwenhadcomeinfromthebuildinghardby,andwaschanginghismuddybootsforslippers,previouslytosittingdowntotoastandtea。

Aprolongedthoughquietknockingcametothedoor。

Theonlypersonwhoeverknockedattheirdoorinthatwaywasthenewvicar,theprimemoverinthechurch-building。ButhewasthateveningdiningwiththeSquire。

Cythereawasuneasyatthesound——shedidnotknowwhy,unlessitwasbecausehernerveswereweakenedbythesicknessshehadundergone。Insteadofopeningthedoorsheranoutoftheroom,andupstairs。

"Whatnonsense,Cytherea!"saidherbrother,goingtothedoor。

EdwardSpringrovestoodinthegreylightoutside。

"Capital——notgonetoAustralia,andnotgoing,ofcourse!"criedOwen。"What"stheuseofgoingtosuchaplaceasthat?——Ineverbelievedthatyouwould。"

"IamgoingbacktoLondonagainto-morrow,"saidSpringrove,"andI

calledtosayawordbeforegoing。Whereis……?"

"Shehasjustrunupstairs。Comein——nevermindscrapingyourshoes——weareregularcottagersnow;stonefloor,yawningchimney-

corner,andall,yousee。"

"Mrs。Manstoncame,"saidEdwardawkwardly,whenhehadsatdowninthechimney-cornerbypreference。

"Yes。"AtmentionofoneofhisskeletonsOwenlosthisblithenessatonce,andfellintoareverie。

"Thehistoryofherescapeisverysimple。"

"Very。"

"YouknowIalwayshadwondered,whenmyfatherwastellinganyofthecircumstancesofthefiretome,howitcouldbethatawomancouldsleepsosoundlyastobeunawareofherhorridpositiontillitwastoolateeventogiveshoutorsoundofanykind。"

"Well,Ithinkthatwouldhavebeenpossible,consideringherlongwearisomejourney。Peoplehaveoftenbeensuffocatedintheirbedsbeforetheyawoke。Butitwashardlylikelyabodywouldbecompletelyburnttoashesasthiswasassumedtobe,thoughnobodyseemedtoseeitatthetime。Andhowpositivethesurgeonwastoo,aboutthosebitsofbone!Whyheshouldhavebeenso,nobodycantell。Icannothelpsayingthatifithaseverbeenpossibletofindpurestupidityincarnate,itwasinthatjuryofCarriford。

Thereexistedinthemassthestupidityoftwelveandnotthepenetrationofone。"

"Isshequitewell?"saidSpringrove。

"Who?——O,mysister,Cytherea。Thankyou,nearlywell,now。I"llcallher。"

"Waitoneminute。Ihaveawordtosaytoyou。"

Owensatdownagain。

"Youknow,withoutmysayingit,thatIloveCythereaasdearlyasever……Ithinkshelovesmetoo,——doesshereally?"

TherewasinOwenenoughofthatworldlypolicyonthesubjectofmatchmakingwhichnaturallyresidesinthebreastsofparentsandguardians,togivehimacertaincautioninreplying,and,youngerashewasbyfiveyearsthanEdward,ithadanoddeffect。

"Well,shemaypossiblyloveyoustill,"hesaid,asifratherindoubtastothetruthofhiswords。

Springrove"scountenanceinstantlysaddened;hehadexpectedasimple"Yes,"attheveryleast。Hecontinuedinatoneofgreaterdepression——

"Supposingshedoesloveme,woulditbefairtoyouandtoherifI

madeheranofferofmarriage,withthesedrearyconditionsattached——thatwelivedforafewyearsonthenarrowestsystem,tillagreatdebt,whichallhonouranddutyrequiremetopayoff,shallbepaid?Myfather,byreasonofthemisfortunethatbefellhim,isunderagreatobligationtoMissAldclyffe。Heisgettingold,andlosinghisenergies。Iamattemptingtoworkfreeoftheburden。Thismakesmyprospectsgloomyenoughatpresent。

"Butconsideragain,"hewenton。"Cythereahasbeenleftinanamelessandunsatisfactory,thoughinnocentstate,bythisunfortunate,andnowvoid,marriagewithManston。Amarriagewithme,thoughunderthe——materially——untowardconditionsIhavementioned,wouldmakeushappy;itwouldgiveheralocusstandi。

IfshewishedtobeoutofthesoundofhermisfortuneswewouldgotoanotherpartofEngland——emigrate——doanything。"

"I"llcallCytherea,"saidOwen。"Itisamatterwhichshealonecansettle。"Hedidnotspeakwarmly。HispridecouldnotendurethepitywhichEdward"svisitanderrandtacitlyimplied。Yet,intheotheraffair,hisheartwentwithEdward;hewasonthesamebeatforpayingoffolddebtshimself。

"Cythie,Mr。Springroveishere,"hesaid,atthefootofthestaircase。

Hissisterdescendedthecreakingoldstepswithafalteringtread,andstoodinthefirelightfromthehearth。SheextendedherhandtoSpringrove,welcominghimbyameremotionofthelip,hereyesaverted——ahabitwhichhadengendereditselfinhersincethebeginningofherillnessanddefamation。Owenopenedthedoorandwentout——leavingtheloversalone。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethememorablenightatSouthampton。

"Iwillgetalight,"shesaid,withalittleembarrassment。

"No——don"t,please,Cytherea,"saidEdwardsoftly,"Comeandsitdownwithme。"

"Oyes。IoughttohaveaskedYOUto,"shereturnedtimidly。

"Everybodysitsinthechimney-cornerinthisparish。Yousitonthatside。I"llsithere。"

Tworecesses——oneontheright,oneonthelefthand——werecutintheinsideofthefireplace,andheretheysatdownfacingeachother,onbenchesfittedtotherecesses,thefireglowingonthehearthbetweentheirfeet。Itsruddylightshoneontheunderslopesoftheirfaces,andspreadoutovertheflooroftheroomwiththelowhorizontalityofthesettingsun,givingtoeverygrainofsandandtumourinthepavingalongshadowtowardsthedoor。

Edwardlookedathispalelovethroughthethinazuretwinesofsmokethatwentuplikeringletsbetweenthem,andinvestedher,asseenthroughitsmedium,withtheshadowyappearanceofaphantom。

Nothingissopotentforcoaxingbackthelosteyesofawomanasadiscreetsilenceinthemanwhohassolostthem——andthusthepatientEdwardcoaxedhers。Afterlingeringonthehearthforhalfaminute,waitinginvainforanotherwordfromhim,theywereliftedintohisface。

Hewasreadyprimedtoreceivethem。"Cytherea,willyoumarryme?"

hesaid。

Hecouldnotwaitinhisoriginalpositiontilltheanswercame。

Steppingacrossthefrontofthefiretoherownsideofthechimneycorner,hereclinedatherfeet,andsearchedforherhand。Shecontinuedinsilenceawhile。

"Edward,Icanneverbeanybody"swife,"shethensaidsadly,andwithfirmness。

"Thinkofitineverylight,"hepleaded;"thelightoflove,first。

Then,whenyouhavedonethat,seehowwiseastepitwouldbe。I

canonlyofferyoupovertyasyet,butIwant——Idosolongtosecureyoufromtheintrusionofthatunpleasantpast,whichwilloftenandalwaysbethrustbeforeyouaslongasyoulivetheshrinkingsolitarylifeyoudonow——alifewhichpuritychooses,itmaybe;buttotheoutsideworlditappearsliketheenforcedlonelinessofneglectandscorn——andtonguesarebusyinventingareasonforitwhichdoesnotexist。"

"Iknowallaboutit,"shesaidhastily;"andthosearethegroundsofmyrefusal。YouandOwenknowthewholetruth——thetwoIlovebestonearth——andIamcontent。Butthescandalwillbecontinuallyrepeated,andIcannevergiveanyonetheopportunityofsayingtoyou——that——yourwife……"Sheutterlybrokedownandwept。

"Don"t,myowndarling!"heentreated。"Don"t,Cytherea!"

"Pleasetoleaveme——wewillbefriends,Edward——butdon"tpressme——

mymindismadeup——Icannot——Iwillnotmarryyouoranymanunderthepresentambiguouscircumstances——neverwillI——Ihavesaidit:

never!"

Theywerebothsilent。Helistlesslyregardedtheilluminatedblacknessoverhead,wherelongflakesofsootfloatedfromthesidesandbarsofthechimney-throatliketatteredbannersinancientaisles;whilstthroughthesquareopeninginthemidstoneortwobrightstarslookeddownuponthemfromthegreyMarchsky。Thesightseemedtocheerhim。

"Atanyrateyouwillloveme?"hemurmuredtoher。

"Yes——always——foreverandforever!"

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