第12章
2。EIGHTO"CLOCKA。M。
Seatedinhisprivateofficehewettedtheflapofthestolenletter,andwaitedpatientlytilltheadhesivegumcouldbeloosened。HetookoutEdward"snote,theaccounts,therosebud,andthephotographs,regardingthemwiththekeenestinterestandanxiety。
Thenote,theaccounts,therosebud,andhisownphotograph,herestoredtotheirplacesagain。Theotherphotographhetookbetweenhisfingerandthumb,andheldittowardsthebarsofthegrate。Therehehelditforhalf-a-minuteormore,meditating。
"Itisagreatrisktorun,evenforsuchanend,"hemuttered。
Suddenly,impregnatedwithabrightidea,hejumpedupandlefttheofficeforthefrontparlour。Takingupanalbumofportraits,whichlayonthetable,hesearchedforthreeorfourlikenessesoftheladywhohadsolatelydisplacedCytherea,whichwereinterspersedamongtherestofthecollection,andcarefullyregardedthem。Theyweretakenindifferentattitudesandstyles,andhecomparedeachsinglywiththatheheldinhishand。Oneofthem,theonemostresemblingthatabstractedfromtheletteringeneraltone,size,andattitude,heselectedfromtherest,andreturnedwithittohisoffice。
Pouringsomewaterintoaplate,hesetthetwoportraitsafloatuponit,andsittingdowntriedtoread。
Attheendofaquarterofanhour,afterseveralineffectualattempts,hefoundthateachphotographwouldpeelfromthecardonwhichitwasmounted。Thisdone,hethrewintothefiretheoriginallikenessandtherecentcard,stuckupontheoriginalcardtherecentlikenessfromthealbum,drieditbeforethefire,andplaceditintheenvelopewiththeotherscraps。
Theresulthehadobtained,then,wasthis:intheenvelopewerenowtwophotographs,bothhavingthesamephotographer"snameonthebackandconsecutivenumbersattached。Atthebottomoftheonewhichshowedhisownlikeness,hisownnamewaswrittendown;ontheotherhiswife"snamewaswritten;whilstthecentralfeature,andwholemattertowhichthislattercardandwritingreferred,thelikenessofaladymounteduponit,hadbeenchanged。
Mrs。Manstonenteredtheroom,andbeggedhimtocometobreakfast。
Hefollowedherandtheysatdown。Duringthemealhetoldherwhathehaddone,withscrupulousregardtoeverydetail,andshowedhertheresult。
"Itisindeedagreatrisktorun,"shesaid,sippinghertea。
"Butitwouldbeagreaternottodoit。"
"Yes。"
Theenvelopewasagainfastenedupasbefore,andManstonputitinhispocketandwentout。Shortlyafterwardshewasseen,onhorseback,ridinginadirectiontowardsTolchurch。Keepingtothefields,aswellashecould,forthegreaterpartoftheway,hedroppedintotheroadbythevicarageletter-box,andlookingcarefullyabout,toascertainthatnopersonwasnear,herestoredthelettertoitsnook,placedthekeyinitshiding-place,ashehadpromisedthepostman,andagainrodehomewardsbyaroundaboutway,3。AFTERNOON
TheletterwasbroughttoOwenGraye,thesameafternoon,byoneofthevicar"sservantswhohadbeentotheboxwithaduplicatekey,asusual,toleavelettersfortheeveningpost。Themanfoundthattheindexhadtoldfalselythatmorningforthefirsttimewithinhisrecollection;butnoparticularattentionwaspaidtothemistake,asitwasconsidered。ThecontentsoftheenvelopewerescrutinizedbyOwenandflungasideasuseless。
ThenextmorningbroughtSpringrove"ssecondletter,theexistenceofwhichwasunknowntoManston。ThesightofEdward"shandwritingagainraisedtheexpectationsofbrotherandsister,tillOwenhadopenedtheenvelopeandpulledoutthetwigandverse。
"Nothingthat"softheslightestuse,afterall,"hesaidtoher;
"weareasfaraseverfromthemerestshadowoflegalproofthatwouldconvicthimofwhatIammorallycertainhedid,marryyou,suspecting,ifnotknowing,hertobealiveallthetime。"
"WhathasEdwardsent?"saidCytherea。
"AnoldamatoryverseinManston"swriting。Fancy,"hesaidbitterly,"thisisthestrainheaddressedherinwhentheywerecourting——ashedidyou,Isuppose。"
Hehandedhertheverseandsheread——
"EUNICE。
"WhosoforhoursorlengthydaysShallcatchheraspect"schangefulrays,Thenturnaway,cannonerecallBeyondagalaxyofallInhazyportraiture;
LitbythelightofazureeyesLikesummerdaysbysummerskies:
HersweettransitionsseemtobeAkindofpicturedmelody,Andnotasetcontour。
"AE。M。"
AstrangeexpressionhadoverspreadCytherea"scountenance。Itrapidlyincreasedtothemostdeath-likeanguish。Sheflungdownthepaper,seizedOwen"shandtremblingly,andcoveredherface。
"Cytherea!Whatisit,forHeaven"ssake?"
"Owen——suppose——O,youdon"tknowwhatIthink。"
"What?"
"“THELIGHTOFAZUREEYES,“"sherepeatedwithashylips。
"Well,“thelightofazureeyes“?"hesaid,astoundedathermanner。
"Mrs。MorrissaidinherlettertomethathereyesareBLACK!"
"H"m。Mrs。Morrismusthavemadeamistake——nothinglikelier。"
"Shedidn"t。"
"Theymightbeeitherinthisphotograph,"saidOwen,lookingatthecardbearingMrs。Manston"sname。
"Blueeyeswouldscarcelyphotographsodeepintoneasthat,"saidCytherea。"No,theyseemblackhere,certainly。"
"Well,then,Manstonmusthaveblunderedinwritinghisverses。"
"Butcouldhe?Sayamaninlovemayforgethisownname,butnotthatheforgetsthecolourofhismistress"seyes。Besidesshewouldhaveseenthemistakewhenshereadthem,andhavehaditcorrected。"
"That"strue,shewould,"musedOwen。"Then,Cytherea,itcomestothis——youmusthavebeenmisinformedbyMrs。Morris,sincethereisnootheralternative。"
"IsupposeImust。"
Herlooksbeliedherwords。
"Whatmakesyousostrange——ill?"saidOwenagain。
"Ican"tbelieveMrs。Morriswrong。"
"Butlookatthis,Cytherea。Ifitiscleartousthatthewomanhadblueeyestwoyearsago,sheMUSThaveblueeyesnow,whateverMrs。Morrisoranybodyelsemayfancy。AnyonewouldthinkthatManstoncouldchangethecolourofawoman"seyestohearyou。"
"Yes,"shesaid,andpaused。
"Yousayyes,asifhecould,"saidOwenimpatiently。
"Bychangingthewomanherself,"sheexclaimed。"Owen,don"tyouseethehorrid——whatIdread?——thatthewomanheliveswithisnotMrs。Manston——thatshewasburntafterall——andthatIamHISWIFE!"
Shetriedtosupportastoicismundertheweightofthisnewtrouble,butno!Theunexpectedrevulsionofideaswassooverwhelmingthatshecrepttohimandleantagainsthisbreast。
BeforereflectinganyfurtheruponthesubjectGrayeledherupstairsandgothertoliedown。Thenhewenttothewindowandstaredoutofitupthelane,vainlyendeavouringtocometosomeconclusionuponthefantasticenigmathatconfrontedhim。
Cytherea"snewviewseemedincredible,yetithadsuchaholduponherthatitwouldbenecessarytoclearitawaybypositiveproofbeforecontemplationofherfearshouldhavepreyedtoodeeplyuponher。
"Cytherea,"hesaid,"thiswillnotdo。YoumuststayherealonealltheafternoonwhilstIgotoCarriford。IshallknowallwhenI
return。"
"No,no,don"tgo!"sheimplored。
"Soon,then,notdirectly。"Hesawhersubtlereasoning——thatitwasfollytobewise。
Reflectionstillconvincedhimthatgoodwouldcomeofperseveringinhisintentionanddispellinghissister"sidlefears。Anythingwasbetterthanthisabsurddoubtinhermind。ButheresolvedtowaittillSunday,thefirstdayonwhichhemightreckonuponseeingMrs。Manstonwithoutsuspicion。InthemeantimehewrotetoEdwardSpringrove,requestinghimtogoagaintoMrs。Manston"sformerlodgings。
XVIII。THEEVENTSOFTHREEDAYS
1。MARCHTHEEIGHTEENTH
Sundaymorninghadcome,andOwenwastrudgingoverthesixmilesofhillanddalethatlaybetweenTolchurchandCarriford。
EdwardSpringrove"sanswertothelastletter,afterexpressinghisamazementatthestrangecontradictionbetweentheversesandMrs。
Morris"sletter,hadbeentotheeffectthathehadagainvisitedtheneighbourofthedeadMr。Brown,andhadreceivedasnearadescriptionofMrs。Manstonasitwaspossibletogetatsecond-
hand,andbyhearsay。Shewasatallwoman,wideattheshoulders,andfull-chested,andshehadastraightandratherlargenose。Thecolourofhereyestheinformantdidnotknow,forshehadonlyseentheladyinthestreetasshewentinorout。Thisconfusingremarkwasadded。ThewomanhadalmostrecognizedMrs。Manstonwhenshehadcalledwithherhusbandlately,butshehadkeptherveildown。
Herresidence,beforeshecametoHoxton,wasquiteunknowntothisnext-doorneighbour,andEdwardcouldgetnomannerofcluetoitfromanyothersource。
Owenreachedthechurch-doorafewminutesbeforethebellsbeganchiming。Nobodywasyetinthechurch,andhewalkedroundtheaisles。FromCytherea"sfrequentdescriptionofhowandwhereherselfandothersusedtosit,heknewwheretolookforManston"sseat;andaftertwoorthreeerrorsofexaminationhetookupaprayer-bookinwhichwaswritten"EuniceManston。"Thebookwasnearlynew,andthedateofthewritingaboutamonthearlier。Onepointwasatanyrateestablished:thatthewomanlivingwithManstonwaspresentedtotheworldasnootherthanhislawfulwife。
ThequietvillagersofCarrifordrequirednopew-openerintheirplaceofworship:nativesandin-dwellershadtheirownseats,andstrangerssatwheretheycould。Grayetookaseatinthenave,onthenorthside,closebehindapillardividingitfromthenorthaisle,whichwascompletelyallottedtoMissAldclyffe,herfarmers,andherretainers,Manston"spewbeinginthemidstofthem。Owen"spositionontheothersideofthepassagewasalittleinadvanceofManston"sseat,andsosituatedthatbyleaningforwardhecouldlookdirectlyintothefaceofanypersonsittingthere,though,ifhesatupright,hewaswhollyhiddenfromsuchaonebytheinterveningpillar。
AimingtokeephispresenceunknowntoManstonifpossible,Owensat,withoutonceturninghishead,duringtheentranceofthecongregation。ArustlingofsilkroundbythenorthpassageandintoManston"sseat,toldhimthatsomewomanhadenteredthere,andasitseemedfromtheaccompanimentofheavierfootsteps,Manstonwaswithher。
Immediatelyuponrisingup,helookedintentlyinthatdirection,andsawaladystandingattheendoftheseatnearesthimself。
PortionsofManston"sfigureappearedontheothersideofher。IntwoglancesGrayereadthusmanyofhercharacteristics,andinthefollowingorder:——
Shewasatallwoman。
Shewasbroadattheshoulders。
Shewasfull-bosomed。
Shewaseasilyrecognizablefromthephotographbutnothingcouldbediscernedofthecolourofhereyes。
Withapreoccupiedmindhewithdrewintohisnook,andheardtheservicecontinued——onlyconsciousofthefactthatinoppositiontothesuspicionwhichoneoddcircumstancehadbredinhissisterconcerningthiswoman,allostensibleandordinaryproofsandprobabilitiestendedtotheoppositeconclusion。Theresatthegenuineoriginaloftheportrait——couldhewishformore?Cythereawishedformore。EuniceManston"seyeswereblue,anditwasnecessarythatthiswoman"seyesshouldbebluealso。
Unskilledlabourwastesinbeatingagainstthebarstentimestheenergyexertedbythepractisedhandintheeffectivedirection。
OwenfeltthistobethecaseinhisownandEdward"sattemptstofollowuptheclueaffordedthem。Thinkashemight,hecouldnotthinkofacrucialtestinthematterabsorbinghim,whichshouldpossesstheindispensableattribute——acapabilityofbeingappliedprivately;thatintheeventofitsprovingtheladytobetherightfulownerofthenamesheused,hemightrecedewithoutobloquyfromanuntenableposition。
ButtoseeMrs。Manston"seyesfromwherehesatwasimpossible,andhecoulddonothingintheshapeofadirectexaminationatpresent。
MissAldclyffehadpossiblyrecognizedhim,butManstonhadnot,andfeelingthatitwasindispensabletokeepthepurportofhisvisitasecretfromthesteward,hethoughtitwouldbeaswell,too,tokeephispresenceinthevillageasecretfromhim;atanyrate,tillthedaywasover。
Atthefirstopeningofthedoors,Grayeleftthechurchandwanderedawayintothefieldstoponderonanotherscheme。HecouldnotcallonFarmerSpringrove,ashehadintended,untilthismatterwassetatrest。Twohoursintervenedbetweenthemorningandafternoonservices。
ThistimehadnearlyexpiredbeforeOwenhadstruckoutanymethodofproceeding,orcoulddecidetoruntheriskofcallingattheOldHouseandaskingtoseeMrs。Manstonpoint-blank。Buthehaddrawnneartheplace,andwasstandingstillinthepublicpath,fromwhichapartialviewofthefrontofthebuildingcouldbeobtained,whenthebellsbeganchimingforafternoonservice。WhilstGrayepaused,twopersonscamefromthefrontdoorofthehalf-hiddendwellingwhomhepresentlysawtobeManstonandhiswife。Manstonwaswearinghisoldgarden-hat,andcarriedoneofthemonthlymagazinesunderhisarm。Immediatelytheyhadpassedthegatewayhebranchedoffandwentoverthehillinadirectionawayfromthechurch,evidentlyintendingtoramblealong,andreadasthehumourmovedhim。Theladymeanwhileturnedintheotherdirection,andwentintothechurchpath。
Owenresolvedtomakesomethingofthisopportunity。Hehurriedalongtowardsthechurch,doubledroundasharpangle,andcamebackupontheotherpath,bywhichMrs。Manstonmustarrive。
Inaboutthreeminutessheappearedinsightwithoutaveil。Hediscovered,asshedrewnearer,adifficultywhichhadnotstruckhimatfirst——thatitisnotaneasymattertoparticularizethecolourofastranger"seyesinamerelycasualencounteronapathoutofdoors。ThatMrs。Manstonmustbebroughtclosetohim,andnotonlyso,buttolookcloselyathim,ifhispurposeweretobeaccomplished。
Heshapedaplan。Itmightbychancebeeffectual;ifotherwise,itwouldnotrevealhisintentiontoher。WhenMrs。Manstonwaswithinspeakingdistance,hewentuptoherandsaid——
"WillyoukindlytellmewhichturningwilltakemetoCasterbridge?"
"Thesecondontheright,"saidMrs。Manston。
Owenputonablanklook:heheldhishandtohisear——conveyingtotheladytheideathathewasdeaf。
Shecamecloserandsaidmoredistinctly——
"Thesecondturningontheright。"
Owenflushedalittle。Hefanciedhehadbeheldtherevelationhewasinsearchof。Buthadhiseyesdeceivedhim?
Oncemoreheusedtheruse,stilldrawingnearerandintimatingbyaglancethatthetroublehegaveherwasverydistressingtohim。
"Howverydeaf!"shemurmured。Sheexclaimedloudly——
"THESECONDTURNINGTOTHERIGHT。"
Shehadadvancedherfacetowithinafootofhisown,andinspeakingmouthedveryemphatically,fixinghereyesintentlyuponhis。Andnowhisfirstsuspicionwasindubitablyconfirmed。Hereyeswereasblackasmidnight。
AllthisfeigningwasmostdistastefultoGraye。Theriddlehavingbeensolved,heunconsciouslyassumedhisnaturallookbeforeshehadwithdrawnherface。Shefoundhimtobepeeringatherasifhewouldreadherverysoul——expressingwithhiseyesthenotificationofwhich,apartfromemotion,theeyesaremorecapablethananyother——inquiry。
Herfacechangeditsexpression——thenitscolour。Thenaturaltintofthelighterportionssanktoanashygray;thepinkofhercheeksgrewpurpler。Itwasthepreciseresultwhichwouldremainafterbloodhadleftthefaceofonewhoseskinwasdark,andartificiallycoatedwithpearl-powderandcarmine。
Sheturnedherheadandmovedaway,murmuringahastyreplytoOwen"sfarewellremarkof"Good-day,"andwithakindofnervoustwitchliftingherhandandsmoothingherhair,whichwasofalight-browncolour。
"Shewearsfalsehair,"hethought,"orhaschangeditscolourartificially。Hertruehairmatchedhereyes。"
Andnow,inspiteofwhatMr。Brown"sneighbourshadsaidaboutnearlyrecognizingMrs。Manstononherrecentvisit——whichmighthavemeantanythingornothing;inspiteofthephotograph,andinspiteofhispreviousincredulity;inconsequenceoftheverse,ofhersilenceandbackwardnessatthevisittoHoxtonwithManston,andofherappearanceanddistressatthepresentmoment,Grayehadaconvictionthatthewomanwasanimpostor。
WhatcouldbeManston"sreasonforsuchanastoundingtrickhecouldbynostretchofimaginationdivine。
Hechangedhisdirectionassoonasthewomanwasoutofsight,andploddedalongthelaneshomewardtoTolchurch。
OnenewideawassuggestedtohimbyhisdesiretoallayCytherea"sdreadofbeingclaimed,andbythedifficultyofbelievingthatthefirstMrs。Manstonlostherlifeassupposed,notwithstandingtheinquestandverdict。WasitpossiblethattherealMrs。Manston,whowasknowntobeaPhiladelphianbybirth,hadreturnedbythetraintoLondon,astheporterhadsaid,andthenleftthecountryunderanassumedname,toescapethatworstkindofwidowhood——themiseryofbeingweddedtoafickle,faithless,andtruanthusband?
Inhercomplicateddistressatthenewsbroughtbyherbrother,Cytherea"sthoughtsatlengthrevertedtoherfriend,theRectorofCarriford。ShetoldOwenofMr。Raunham"swarm-heartedbehaviourtowardsherself,andofhisstronglyexpressedwishtoaidher。
"Heisnotonlyagood,butasensibleman。Weseemtowantanoldheadonourside。"
"Andheisamagistrate,"saidOweninatoneofconcurrence。Hethought,too,thatnoharmcouldcomeofconfidingintherector,buttherewasadifficultyinbringingabouttheconfidence。HewishedthathissisterandhimselfmightbothbepresentataninterviewwithMr。Raunham,yetitwouldbeunwiseforthemtocallonhimtogether,inthesightofalltheservantsandparishofCarriford。
Therecouldbenoobjectiontotheirwritinghimaletter。
Nosoonerwasthethoughtbornthanitwascarriedout。Theywrotetohimatonce,askinghimtohavethegoodnesstogivethemsomeadvicetheysadlyneeded,andbeggingthathewouldaccepttheirassurancethattherewasarealjustificationfortheadditionalrequesttheymade——thatinsteadoftheircallinguponhim,hewouldanyeveningoftheweekcometotheircottageatTolchurch。
2。MARCHTHETWENTIETH。SIXTONINEO"CLOCKP。M。
Twoeveningslater,tothetotaldisarrangementofhisdinner-hour,Mr。RaunhamappearedatOwen"sdoor。Hisarrivalwashailedwithgenuinegratitude。Thehorsewastiedtothepalings,andtherectorusheredindoorsandputintotheeasy-chair。
ThenGrayetoldhimthewholestory,remindinghimthattheirfirstsuspicionshadbeenofatotallydifferentnature,andthatinendeavouringtoobtainproofoftheirtruththeyhadstumbleduponmarkswhichhadsurprisedthemintothesenewuncertainties,thriceasmarvellousasthefirst,yetmoreprominent。
Cytherea"sheartwassofullofanxietythatitsuperinducedamannerofconfidencewhichwasadeath-blowtoallformality。Mr。
Raunhamtookherhandpityingly。
"Itisaseriouscharge,"hesaid,asasortoforiginaltwigonwhichhisthoughtsmightprecipitatethemselves。
"Assumingforamomentthatsuchasubstitutionwasrenderedaneasymatterbyfortuitousevents,"hecontinued,"thereisthisconsiderationtobeplacedbesideit——whatearthlymotivecanMr。
Manstonhavehadwhichwouldbesufficientlypowerfultoleadhimtorunsuchaverygreatrisk?Themostabandonedrouecouldnot,atthatparticularcrisis,havetakensucharecklessstepforthemerepleasureofanewcompanion。"
Owenhadseenthatdifficultyaboutthemotive;Cythereahadnot。
"Unfortunatelyforus,"therectorresumed,"nomoreevidenceistobeobtainedfromtheporter,Chinney。Isupposeyouknowwhatbecameofhim?HegottoLiverpoolandembarked,intendingtoworkhiswaytoAmerica,butonthepassagehefelloverboardandwasdrowned。Butthereisnodoubtofthetruthofhisconfession——infact,hisconducttendstoproveittrue——andnomoraldoubtofthefactthattherealMrs。Manstonleftheretogobackbythatmorning"strain。Thisbeingthecase,then,why,ifthiswomanisnotshe,didshetakenonoticeoftheadvertisement——Imeannotnecessarilyafriendlynotice,butfromtheinformationitaffordedherhaverendereditimpossiblethatsheshouldbepersonifiedwithoutherownconnivance?"
"Ithinkthatargumentisoverthrown,"Grayesaid,"bymyearliestassumptionofherhatredofhim,wearinessofthechainwhichboundhertohim,andaresolvetobegintheworldanew。Let"ssupposeshehasmarriedanotherman——somewhereabroad,say;shewouldbesilentforherownsake。"
"You"vehittheonlygenuinepossibility,"saidMr。Raunham,tappinghisfingeruponhisknee。"Thatwoulddecidedlydisposeoftheseconddifficulty。Buthismotivewouldbeasmysteriousasever。"
Cytherea"spictureddreadswouldnotallowhermindtofollowtheirconversation。"She"sburnt,"shesaid。"Oyes;Ifear——Ifearsheis!"
"Idon"tthinkwecanseriouslybelievethatnow,afterwhathashappened,"saidtherector。
Stillstrainingherthoughttowardstheworst,"Then,perhaps,thefirstMrs。Manstonwasnothiswife,"shereturned;"andthenI
shouldbehiswifejustthesame,shouldn"tI?"
"Theyweremarriedsafelyenough,"saidOwen。"Thereisabundanceofcircumstantialevidencetoprovethat。"
"Uponthewhole,"saidMr。Raunham,"Ishouldadviseyouraskinginastraightforwardwayforlegalprooffromthestewardthatthepresentwomanisreallyhisoriginalwife——athingwhich,tomymind,youshouldhavedoneattheoutset。"HeturnedtoCythereakindly,andaskedherwhatmadehergiveupherhusbandsounceremoniously。
ShecouldnottelltherectorofheraversiontoManston,andofherunquenchedloveforEdward。
"Yourterrifiedstatenodoubt,"hesaid,answeringforher,inthemannerofthoseaccustomedtothepulpit。"Butintosuchasolemncompactasmarriage,all-importantconsiderations,bothlegallyandmorally,enter;itwasyourdutytohaveseeneverythingclearlyproved。DoubtlessMr。Manstonispreparedwithproofs,butasitconcernsnobodybutyourselfthatheridentityshouldbepubliclyestablished(andbyyourabsenteeismyouactasifyouweresatisfied)hehasnottroubledtoexhibitthem。Nobodyelsehastakenthetroubletoprovewhatdoesnotaffectthemintheleast——
that"sthewayoftheworldalways。You,whoshouldhaverequiredallthingstobemadeclear,ranaway。"
"Thatwaspartlymydoing,"saidOwen。
Thesameexplanation——herwantofloveforManston——appliedheretoo,butsheshunnedtherevelation。
"Butnevermind,"addedtherector,"itwasallthegreatercredittoyourwomanhood,perhaps。Isay,then,getyourbrothertowritealinetoMr。Manston,sayingyouwishtobesatisfiedthatallislegallyclear(incaseyoushouldwanttomarryagain,forinstance),andIhavenodoubtthatyouwillbe。Or,ifyouwouldrather,I"llwritemyself?"
"Ono,sir,no,"pleadedCytherea,beginningtoblanch,andbreathingquickly。"Pleasedon"tsayanything。LetmeliveherewithOwen。IamsoafraiditwillturnoutthatIshallhavetogotoKnapwaterandbehiswife,andIdon"twanttogo。Doconcealwhatwehavetoldyou。Lethimcontinuehisdeception——itismuchthebestforme。"
Mr。RaunhamatlengthdivinedthatherloveforManston,ifithadeverexisted,hadtransmuteditselfintoaverydifferentfeelingnow。
"Atanyrate,"hesaid,ashetookhisleaveandmountedhismare,"Iwillseeaboutit。Restcontent,MissGraye,anddependuponitthatIwillnotleadyouintodifficulty。"
"Concealit,"shestillpleaded。
"We"llsee——butofcourseImustdomyduty。"
"No——don"tdoyourduty!"Shelookedupathimthroughthegloom,illuminatingherownfaceandeyeswiththecandlesheheld。
"Iwillconsider,then,"saidMr。Raunham,sensiblymoved。Heturnedhishorse"shead,badethemawarmadieu,andleftthedoor。
TherectorofCarrifordtrottedhomewardsunderthecoldandclearMarchsky,itscountlessstarsflutteringlikebrightbirds。Hewasunconsciousofthescene。RecoveringfromtheeffectofCytherea"svoiceandglanceofentreaty,helaidthesubjectoftheinterviewclearlybeforehimself。
ThesuspicionsofCythereaandOwenwerehonest,andhadfoundation——
thathemustown。Washe——aclergyman,magistrate,andconscientiousman——justifiedinyieldingtoCytherea"simportunitiestokeepsilence,becauseshedreadedthepossibilityofareturntoManston?Wasshewiseinherrequest?Holdingherpresentbelief,andwithnodefiniteevidenceeitherway,shecould,foronething,neverconscientiouslymarryanyoneelse。SupposethatCythereawereManston"swife——i。e。,thatthefirstwifewasreallyburnt?
TheadulteryofManstonwouldbeproved,and,Mr。Raunhamthought,crueltysufficienttobringthecasewithinthemeaningofthestatute。Supposethenewwomanwas,asstated,Mr。Manston"srestoredwife?Cythereawasperfectlysafeasasinglewomanwhosemarriagehadbeenvoid。Andifitturnedoutthat,thoughthiswomanwasnotManston"swife,hiswifewasstillliving,asOwenhadsuggested,inAmericaorelsewhere,Cythereawassafe。
Thefirstsuppositionopeneduptheworstcontingency。WasshereallysafeasManston"swife?Doubtful。But,howeverthatmightbe,thegentle,defencelessgirl,whomitseemednobody"sbusinesstohelpordefend,shouldbeputinatracktoproceedagainstthisman。Shehadbutonelife,andthesuperciliousnesswithwhichalltheworldnowregardedhershouldbecompensatedinsomemeasurebythemanwhosecarelessness——tosethiminthebestlight——hadcausedit。
Mr。Raunhamfeltmoreandmorepositivelythathisdutymustbedone。Aninquirymustbemadeintothematter。Immediatelyonreachinghome,hesatdownandwroteaplainandfriendlylettertoMr。Manston,anddespatcheditatoncetohimbyhand。Thenheflunghimselfbackinhischair,andwentonwithhismeditation。
Wasthereanythinginthesuspicion?Therecouldbenothing,surely。Nothingisdonebyaclevermanwithoutamotive,andwhatconceivablemotivecouldManstonhaveforsuchabnormalconduct?
Corinthianthathemightbe,whohadpreyedonvirginitylikeSt。
George"sdragon,hewouldneverhavebeenabsurdenoughtoventureonsuchacourseforthepossessionaloneofthewoman——therewasnoreasonforit——shewasinferiortoCythereaineveryrespect,physicalandmental。
Ontheotherhand,itseemedratherodd,whenheanalyzedtheaction,thatawomanwhodeliberatelyhidherselffromherhusbandformorethanatwelvemonthshouldbebroughtbackbyamereadvertisement。Infact,thewholebusinesshadworkedalmosttoosmoothlyandeffectuallyforunpremeditatedsequence。Itwastoomuchliketheindiscriminaterightingofeverythingattheendofanoldplay。Andtherewasthatcuriousbusinessofthekeysandwatch。Herwayofaccountingfortheirbeingleftbehindbyforgetfulnesshadalwaysseemedtohimratherforced。Theonlyunforcedexplanationwasthatsuggestedbythenewspaperwriters——
thatsheleftthembehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape,amotivewhichwouldhaveclashedwiththepossibilityofherbeingfishedbackbyanadvertisement,asthepresentwomanhadbeen。Again,therewerethetwocharredbones。Heshuffledthebooksandpapersinhisstudy,andwalkedabouttheroom,restlesslymusingonthesamesubject。Theparlour-maidentered。
"CanyoungMr。SpringrovefromLondonseeyouto-night,sir?"
"YoungMr。Springrove?"saidtherector,surprised。
"Yes,sir。"
"Yes,ofcoursehecanseeme。Tellhimtocomein。"
Edwardcamesoimpatientlyintotheroom,astoshowthatthefewshortmomentshisannouncementhadoccupiedhadbeenirksometohim。
Hestoodinthedoorwaywiththesameblackbaginhishand,andthesameoldgraycloakonhisshoulders,thathehadwornfifteenmonthsearlierwhenreturningonthenightofthefire。Thisappearanceofhisconveyedatrueimpression;hehadbecomeastagnantman。Buthewasexcitednow。
"IhavethismomentcomefromLondon,"hesaid,asthedoorwasclosedbehindhim。
Thepropheticinsight,whichsostrangelyaccompaniescriticalexperiences,promptedMr。Raunham"sreply。
"AbouttheGrayesandManston?"
"Yes。ThatwomanisnotMrs。Manston。"
"Proveit。"
"Icanprovethatsheissomebodyelse——thathernameisAnneSeaway。"
"Andaretheirsuspicionstrueindeed!"
"AndIcandowhat"smoretothepurposeatpresent。"
"SuggestManston"smotive?"
"Onlysuggestit,remember。Butmyassumptionfitssoperfectlywiththefactsthathavebeensecretlyunearthedandconveyedtome,thatIcanhardlyconceiveofanother。"
TherewasinEdward"sbearingthatentireunconsciousnessofhimselfwhich,naturaltowildanimals,onlyprevailsinasensitivemanatmomentsofextremeintentness。Therectorsawthathehadnotrivialstorytocommunicate,whateverthestorywas。
"Sitdown,"saidMr。Raunham。"Mymindhasbeenonthestretchalltheeveningtoformtheslightestguessatsuchanobject,andalltonopurpose——entirelytonopurpose。HaveyousaidanythingtoOwenGraye?"
"Nothing——nortoanybody。Icouldnottrusttotheeffectalettermighthaveuponyourself,either;theintricacyofthecasebringsmetothisinterview。"
WhilstSpringrovehadbeenspeakingthetwohadsatdowntogether。
Theconversation,hithertodistincttoeverycorneroftheroom,wascarriedonnowintonessolowastobescarcelyaudibletotheinterlocutors,andinphraseswhichhesitatedtocompletethemselves。Three-quartersofanhourpassed。ThenEdwardarose,cameoutoftherector"sstudyandagainflunghiscloakaroundhim。
Insteadofgoingthencehomeward,hewentfirsttotheCarrifordRoadStationwithatelegram,havingdespatchedwhichheproceededtohisfather"shouseforthefirsttimesincehisarrivalinthevillage。
3。FROMNINETOTENO"CLOCKP。M。
ThenextpresentationistheinterioroftheOldHouseontheeveningoftheprecedingsection。Thestewardwassittingbyhisparlourfire,andhadbeenreadingtheletterarrivedfromtherectory。OppositetohimsatthewomanknowntothevillageandneighbourhoodasMrs。Manston。
"Thingsarelookingdesperatewithus,"hesaidgloomily。Hisgloomwasnotthatofthehypochondriac,butthelegitimategloomwhichhasitsorigininasyllogism。Asheutteredthewordshehandedthelettertoher。
"Ialmostexpectedsomesuchnewsasthis,"shereplied,inatoneofmuchgreaterindifference。"Iknewsuspicionlurkedintheeyesofthatyoungmanwhostaredatmesointhechurchpath:Icouldhaveswornit。"
Manstondidnotanswerforsometime。Hisfacewaswornandhaggard;latterlyhisheadhadnotbeencarriedsouprightlyasofold。"Iftheyproveyoutobe——whoyouare……Yes,iftheydo,"hemurmured。
"Theymustnotfindthatout,"shesaid,inapositivevoice,andlookingathim。"Butsupposingtheydo,thetrickdoesnotseemtometobesoseriousastojustifythatwretched,miserable,horriblelookofyours。Itmakesmyfleshcreep;itisperfectlydeathlike。"
Hedidnotreply,andshecontinued,"IftheysayandprovethatEuniceisindeedliving——anddear,youknowsheis——sheissuretocomeback。"
Thisremarkseemedtoawakenandirritatehimtospeech。Again,ashehaddoneahundredtimesduringtheirresidencetogether,hecategorizedtheeventsconnectedwiththefireattheThreeTranters。Hedweltoneveryincidentofthatnight"shistory,andendeavoured,withananxietywhichwasextraordinaryintheapparentcircumstances,toprovethathiswifemust,bytheverynatureofthings,haveperishedintheflames。Shearosefromherseat,crossedthehearthrug,andsetherselftosoothehim;thenshewhisperedthatshewasstillasunbelievingasever。"Come,supposingsheescaped——justsupposingsheescaped——whereisshe?"
coaxedthelady。
"Whyareyousocuriouscontinually?"saidManston。
"BecauseIamawomanandwanttoknow。Nowwhereisshe?"
"IntheFlyingIsleofSanBorandan。"
"Wittycrueltyisthecruellestofany。Ah,well——ifsheisinEngland,shewillcomeback。"
"SheisnotinEngland。"
"Butshewillcomeback?"
"No,shewon"t……Come,madam,"hesaid,arousinghimself,"I
shallnotansweranymorequestions。"
"Ah——ah——ah——sheisnotdead,"thewomanmurmuredagainpoutingly。
"Sheis,Itellyou。"
"Idon"tthinkso,love。"
"Shewasburnt,Itellyou!"heexclaimed。
"Nowtopleaseme,admitthebarepossibilityofherbeingalive——
justthepossibility。"
"Oyes——topleaseyouIwilladmitthat,"hesaidquickly。"Yes,I
admitthepossibilityofherbeingalive,topleaseyou。"
Shelookedathiminutterperplexity。Thewordscouldonlyhavebeensaidinjest,andyettheyseemedtosavourofatonethefurthestremovefromjesting。Therewashisfaceplaintohereyes,butnoinformationofanykindwastobereadthere。
"ItisonlynaturalthatIshouldbecurious,"shemurmuredpettishly,"ifIresembleherasmuchasyousayIdo。"
"Youarehandsomer,"hesaid,"thoughyouareaboutherownheightandsize。Butdon"tworryyourself。Youmustknowthatyouarebodyandsoulunitedwithme,thoughyouarebutmyhousekeeper。"
Shebridledalittleattheremark。"Wife,"shesaid,"mostcertainlywife,sinceyoucannotdismissmewithoutlosingyourcharacterandposition,andincurringheavypenalties。"
"Iownit——itwaswellsaid,thoughmistakenly——verymistakenly。"
"Don"triddletomeaboutmistakenlyandsuchdarkthings。Nowwhatwasyourmotive,dearest,inrunningtheriskofhavingmehere?"
"Yourbeauty,"hesaid。
"Shethanksyoumuchforthecompliment,butwillnottakeit。
Come,whatwasyourmotive?"
"Yourwit。"
"No,no;notmywit。WitwouldhavemadeawifeofmebythistimeinsteadofwhatIam。"
"Yourvirtue。"
"Orvirtueeither。"
"Itellyouitwasyourbeauty——really。"
"ButIcannothelpseeingandhearing,andifwhatpeoplesayistrue,Iamnotnearlysogood-lookingasCytherea,andseveralyearsolder。"
TheaspectofManston"sfaceatthesewordsfromherwassoconfirmatoryofherhint,thathisforcedreplyof"Ono,"tendedtodevelopherchagrin。
"Merelikingorloveforme,"sheresumed,"wouldnothavesprungupallofasudden,asyourpretendedpassiondid。YouhadbeentoLondonseveraltimesbetweenthetimeofthefireandyourmarriagewithCytherea——youhadnevervisitedmeorthoughtofmyexistenceorcaredthatIwasoutofasituationandpoor。Buttheweekafteryoumarriedherandwereseparatedfromher,offyourushtomakelovetome——notfirsttomeeither,foryouwenttoseveralplaces——
"
"No,notseveralplaces。"
"Yes,youtoldmesoyourself——thatyouwentfirsttotheonlylodginginwhichyourwifehadbeenknownasMrs。Manston,andwhenyoufoundthatthelodging-house-keeperhadgoneawayanddied,andthatnobodyelseinthestreethadanydefiniteideasastoyourwife"spersonalappearance,andcameandproposedthearrangementwecarriedout——thatIshouldpersonateher。Yourtakingallthistroubleshowsthatsomethingmoreseriousthanlovehadtodowiththematter。"
"Humbug——whattroubleafteralldidItake?WhenIfoundCythereawouldnotstaywithmeaftertheweddingIwasmuchputoutatbeingleftaloneagain。Wasthatunnatural?"
"No。"
"Andthosefavouringaccidentsyoumention——thatnobodyknewmyfirstwife——seemedanarrangementofProvidenceforourmutualbenefit,andmerelyperfectedahalf-formedimpulse——thatIshouldcallyoumyfirstwifetoescapethescandalthatwouldhavearisenifyouhadcomehereasanythingelse。"
"Mylove,thatstorywon"tdo。IfMrs。Manstonwasburnt,Cytherea,whomyoulovebetterthanme,couldhavebeencompelledtolivewithyouasyourlawfulwife。Ifshewasnotburnt,whyshouldyouruntheriskofherturningupagainatanymomentandexposingyoursubstitutionofme,andruiningyournameandprospects?"
"Why——becauseImighthavelovedyouwellenoughtoruntherisk(assuminghernottobeburnt,whichIdeny)。"
"No——youwouldhaveruntherisktheotherway。YouwouldratherhaveriskedherfindingyouwithCythereaasasecondwife,thanwithmeasapersonatorofherself——thefirstone。"
"Youcameeasiesttohand——rememberthat。"
"Notsoveryeasyeither,consideringthelabouryoutooktoteachmeyourfirstwife"shistory。AllabouthowshewasanativeofPhiladelphia。Thenmakingmereaduptheguide-booktoPhiladelphia,anddetailsofAmericanlifeandmanners,incasethebirthplaceandhistoryofyourwife,Eunice,shouldeverbecomeknowninthisneighbourhood——unlikelyasitwas。Ah!andthenaboutthehandwritingofhersthatIhadtoimitate,andthedyingmyhair,androuging,tomakethetransformationcomplete?YoumeantosaythatthatwastakinglesstroublethantherewouldhavebeeninarrangingeventstomakeCythereabelieveherselfyourwife,andlivewithyou?"
"Youwereaneedyadventuress,whowoulddareanythingforanewpleasureandaneasylife——andIwasfoolenoughtogiveintoyou——
"
"Goodheavensabove!——didIaskyoutoinsertthoseadvertisementsforyouroldwife,andtomakemeansweritasifIwasshe?DidI
askyoutosendmetheletterformetocopyandsendbacktoyouwhenthethirdadvertisementappeared——purportingtocomefromthelong-lostwife,andgivingadetailedhistoryofherescapeandsubsequentlife——allwhichyouhadinventedyourself?Youdeludedmeintolovingyou,andthenenticedmehere!Ah,andthisisanotherthing。Howdidyouknowtherealwifewouldn"tanswerit,andupsetallyourplans?"
"BecauseIknewshewasburnt。"
"Whydidn"tyouforceCythereatocomeback,then?Now,mylove,I
havecaughtyou,andyoumayjustaswelltellfirstaslast,WHAT
WASYOURMOTIVEINHAVINGMEHEREASYOURFIRSTWIFE?"
"Silence!"heexclaimed。
Shewassilentforthespaceoftwominutes,andthenpersistedingoingontomutter,"AndwhywasitthatMissAldclyffeallowedherfavouriteyounglady,Cythie,tobeoverthrownandsupplantedwithoutanexpostulationoranyshowofsympathy?DoyouknowI
oftenthinkyouexerciseasecretpoweroverMissAldclyffe。AndshealwaysshunsmeasifIsharedthepower。Apoor,ill-usedcreaturelikemesharingpower,indeed!"
"ShethinksyouareMrs。Manston。"
"Thatwouldn"tmakeheravoidme。"
"Yesitwould,"heexclaimedimpatiently。"IwishIwasdead——
dead!"Hehadjumpedupfromhisseatinutteringthewords,andnowwalkedwearilytotheendoftheroom。Comingbackmoredecisively,helookedinherface。
"WemustleavethisplaceifRaunhamsuspectswhatIthinkhedoes,"
hesaid。"TherequestofCythereaandherbrothermaysimplybeforasatisfactoryproof,tomakeherfeellegallyfree——butitmaymeanmore。"
"Whatmayitmean?"
"HowshouldIknow?"
"Well,well,nevermind,oldboy,"shesaid,approachinghimtomakeupthequarrel。"Don"tbesoalarmed——anybodywouldthinkthatyouwerethewomanandItheman。SupposetheydofindoutwhatIam——
wecangoawayfromhereandkeephouseasusual。Peoplewillsayofyou,“Hisfirstwifewasburnttodeath“(or“ranawaytotheColonies,“asthecasemaybe);“Hemarriedasecond,anddesertedherforAnneSeaway。“Averyeverydaycase——nothingsohorrible,afterall。"
Hemadeanimpatientmovement。"Whicheverwaywedoit,NOBODYMUST
KNOWTHATYOUARENOTMYWIFEEUNICE。AndnowImustthinkaboutarrangingmatters。"
Manstonthenretiredtohisoffice,andshuthimselfupfortheremainderoftheevening。
XIX。THEEVENTSOFADAYANDNIGHT
1。MARCHTHETWENTY-FIRST。MORNING
Nextmorningthestewardwentoutasusual。Heshortlytoldhiscompanion,Anne,thathehadalmostmaturedtheirscheme,andthattheywouldenteruponthedetailsofitwhenhecamehomeatnight。
Thefortunatefactthattherector"sletterdidnotrequireanimmediateanswerwouldgivehimtimetoconsider。
AnneSeawaythenbeganherdutiesinthehouse。Besidesdailysuperintendingthecookandhousemaidoneofthesedutieswas,atrareintervals,todustManston"sofficewithherownhands,aservantbeingsupposedtodisturbthebooksandpapersunnecessarily。Shesoftlywanderedfromtabletoshelfwiththedusterinherhand,afterwardsstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,andglancingaroundtodiscoverifanynoteworthycollectionofdusthadstillescapedher。
Hereyefelluponafaintlayerwhichrestedupontheledgeofanold-fashionedchestnutcabinetofFrenchRenaissanceworkmanship,placedinarecessbythefireplace。Ataheightofaboutfourfeetfromthefloortheupperportionofthefrontreceded,formingtheledgealludedto,onwhichopenedateachendtwosmalldoors,thecentrespacebetweenthembeingfilledoutbyapanelofsimilarsize,makingthethirdofthreesquares。Thedustontheledgewasnearlyonalevelwiththewoman"seye,and,thoughinsignificantinquantity,showeditselfdistinctlyonaccountofthisobliquityofvision。Nowoppositethecentralpanel,concentricquarter-circlesweretracedinthedepositedfilm,expressingtoherthatthispanel,too,wasadoorliketheothers;thatithadlatelybeenopened,andhadskimmedthedustwithitsloweredge。
Atlast,then,hercuriositywasslightlyrewarded。FortherightofthematterwasthatAnnehadbeenincitedtothisexplorationofManston"sofficeratherbyawishtoknowthereasonofhislongseclusionhere,afterthearrivaloftherector"sletter,andtheirsubsequentdiscourse,thanbyanyimmediatedesireforcleanliness。
Still,therewouldhavebeennothingremarkabletoAnneinthissightbutforonerecollection。Manstonhadoncecasuallytoldherthateachofthetwoside-lockersincludedhalfthemiddlespace,thepanelofwhichdidnotopen,andwasonlyputinforsymmetry。
Itwaspossiblethathehadopenedthiscompartmentbycandlelighttheprecedingnight,orhewouldhaveseenthemarksinthedust,andeffacedthem,thathemightnotbeprovedguiltyoftellingheranuntruth。Shebalancedherselfononefootandstoodpondering。
Sheconsideredthatitwasveryvexingandunfairinhimtorefuseherallknowledgeofhisremainingsecrets,underthepeculiarcircumstancesofherconnectionwithhim。Shewentclosetothecabinet。Astherewasnokeyhole,thedoormustbecapableofbeingopenedbytheunassistedhand。Thecirclesinthedusttoldheratwhichedgetoapplyherforce。Hereshepulledwiththetipsofherfingers,butthepanelwouldnotcomeforward。Shefetchedachairandlookedoverthetopofthecabinet,butnobolt,knob,orspringwastobeseen。
"O,nevermind,"shesaid,withindifference;"I"llaskhimaboutit,andhewilltellme。"Downshecameandturnedaway。Thenlookingbackagainshethoughtitwasabsurdsuchatrifleshouldpuzzleher。Sheretracedhersteps,andopenedadrawerbeneaththeledgeofthecabinet,pushinginherhandandfeelingaboutontheundersideoftheboard。
Hereshefoundasmallroundsinking,andpressedherfingerintoit。Nothingcameofthepressure。Shewithdrewherhandandlookedatthetipofherfinger:itwasmarkedwiththeimpressofthecircle,and,inaddition,alineranacrossitdiametrically。
"Howstupidofme;itistheheadofascrew。"Whatevermysteriouscontrivancehadoriginallyexistedforopeningthepunycupboardofthecabinet,ithadatsometimebeenbroken,andthisroughsubstituteprovided。Stimulatedcuriositywouldnotallowhertorecedenow。Shefetchedascrewdriver,withdrewthescrew,pulledthedooropenwithapenknife,andfoundinsideacavityaboutteninchessquare。Thecavitycontained——
Lettersfromdifferentwomen,withunknownsignatures,Christiannamesonly(surnamesbeingdespisedinPaphos)。LettersfromhiswifeEunice。LettersfromAnneherself,includingthatshewroteinanswertohisadvertisement。Asmallpocket-book。Sundryscrapsofpaper。
Thelettersfromthestrangewomenwithpetnamessheglancedcarelesslythrough,andthenputthemaside。Theyweretoosimilartoherownregretteddelusion,andcuriosityrequirescontrasttoexciteit。
Thelettersfromhiswifewerenextexamined。TheyweredatedbackasfarasEunice"sfirstmeetingwithManston,andtheearlyonesbeforetheirmarriagecontainedtheusualprettyeffusionsofwomenatsuchaperiodoftheirexistence。Somelittletimeafterhehadmadeherhiswife,andwhenhehadcometoKnapwater,theseriesbeganagain,andnowtheircontentsarrestedherattentionmoreforcibly。Sheclosedthecabinet,carriedthelettersintotheparlour,reclinedherselfonthesofa,andcarefullyperusedthemintheorderoftheirdates。
"JOHNSTREET,October17,1864。
"MYDEARESTHUSBAND,——Ireceivedyourhurriedlineofyesterday,andwasofcoursecontentwithit。Butwhydon"tyoutellmeyourexactaddressinsteadofthat“Post-Office,Budmouth?”Thismatterisallamysterytome,andIoughttobetoldeverydetail。Icannotfancyitisthesamekindofoccupationyouhavebeenusedtohitherto。YourcommandthatIamtostayhereawhileuntilyoucan“seehowthingslook“andcanarrangetosendforme,Imustnecessarilyabideby。Butif,asyousay,amarriedmanwouldhavebeenrejectedbythepersonwhoengagedyou,andthathencemyexistencemustbekeptasecretuntilyouhavesecuredyourposition,whydidyouthinkofgoingatall?
"Thetruthis,thiskeepingourmarriageasecretistroublesome,vexing,andwearisometome。Iseethepoorestwomaninthestreetbearingherhusband"snameopenly——livingwithhiminthemostmatter-of-factease,andwhyshouldn"tI?IwishIwasbackagaininLiverpool。
"To-dayIboughtagreywaterproofcloak。Ithinkitisalittletoolongforme,butitwascheapforoneofsuchaquality。Theweatherisgustyanddreary,andtillthismorningIhadhardlysetfootoutsidethedoorsinceyouleft。PleasedotellmewhenIamtocome——Veryaffectionatelyyours,EUNICE。"
"JOHNSTREET,October25,1864。
"MYDEARHUSBAND,——Whydon"tyouwrite?Doyouhateme?Ihavenothadthehearttodoanythingthislastweek。ThatI,yourwife,shouldbeinthisstrait,andmyhusbandwelltodo!Ihavebeenobligedtoleavemyfirstlodgingfordebt——amongotherthings,theychargedmeforalotofbrandywhichIamquitesureIdidnottaste。ThenIwenttoCamberwellandwasfoundoutbythem。Iwentawayprivatelyfromthence,andchangedmynamethesecondtime。I
amnowMrs。Rondley。ButthenewlodgingwasthewretchedestanddearestIeversetfootin,andIleftitafterbeingthereonlyaday。IamnowatNo。2Ointhesamestreetthatyouleftmeinoriginally。AlllastnightthesashofmywindowrattledsodreadfullythatIcouldnotsleep,butIhadnotenergyenoughtogetoutofbedtostopit。ThismorningIhavebeenwalking——I
don"tknowhowfar——butfarenoughtomakemyfeetache。Ihavebeenlookingattheoutsideoftwoorthreeofthetheatres,buttheyseemforbiddingifIregardthemwiththeeyeofanactressinsearchofanengagement。ThoughyousaidIwastothinknomoreofthestage,Ibelieveyouwouldnotcareifyoufoundmethere。ButIamnotanactressbynature,andartwillnevermakemeone。Iamtootimidandretiring;Iwasintendedforacottager"swife。I
certainlyshallnottrytogoontheboardsagainwhilstIaminthisstrangeplace。TheideaofbeingbroughtonasfarasLondonandthenleftherealone!Whydidn"tyouleavemeinLiverpool?
PerhapsyouthoughtImighthavetoldsomebodythatmyrealnamewasMrs。Manston。AsifIhadalivingfriendtowhomIcouldimpartit——nosuchgoodfortune!Infact,mynearestfriendisnonearerthanwhatmostpeoplewouldcallastranger。ButperhapsIoughttotellyouthataweekbeforeIwrotemylastlettertoyou,afterwishingthatmyuncleandauntinPhiladelphia(theonlynearrelativesIhad)werestillalive,IsuddenlyresolvedtosendalinetomycousinJames,who,Ibelieve,isstilllivinginthatneighbourhood。Hehasneverseenmesincewewerebabiestogether。
Ididnottellhimofmymarriage,becauseIthoughtyoumightnotlikeit,andIgavemyrealmaidenname,andanaddressatthepost-
officehere。ButGodknowsiftheletterwilleverreachhim。
"Dowritemeananswer,andsendsomething——Youraffectionatewife,EUNICE。"
"FRIDAY,October28。
"MYDEARHUSBAND,——Theorderfortenpoundshasjustcome,andIamtrulygladtogetit。Butwhywillyouwritesobitterly?Ah——
well,ifIhadonlyhadthemoneyIshouldhavebeenonmywaytoAmericabythistime,sodon"tthinkIwanttoboreyouofmyownfree-will。Whocanyouhavemetwithatthatnewplace?RememberI
saythisinnomalignanttone,butcertainlythefactsgotoprovethatyouhavedesertedme!Youareinconstant——Iknowit。O,whyareyouso?NowIhavelostyou,Iloveyouinspiteofyourneglect。Iamweaklyfond——that"smynature。Ifearthatuponthewholemylifehasbeenwasted。Iknowthereisanotherwomansupplantingmeinyourheart——yes,Iknowit。Cometome——docome。
EUNICE。"
"41CHARLESSQUARE,HOXTON,November19。
"DEARAENEAS,——HereIambackagainaftermyvisit。Whyshouldyouhavebeensoenragedatmyfindingyourexactaddress?Anywomanwouldhavetriedtodoit——youknowshewouldhave。AndnowomanwouldhavelivedunderassumednamessolongasIdid。IrepeatthatIdidnotcallmyselfMrs。ManstonuntilIcametothislodgingatthebeginningofthismonth——whatcouldyouexpect?
"AhelplesscreatureI,hadnotfortunefavouredmeunexpectedly。
BanishedasIwasfromyourhouseatdawn,Ididnotsupposetheindignitywasabouttoleadtoimportantresults。ButincrossingtheparkIoverheardtheconversationofayoungmanandwomanwhohadalsorisenearly。Ibelievehertobethegirlwhohaswonyouawayfromme。Well,theirconversationconcernedyouandMissAldclyffe,VERYPECULIARLY。Theremarkablethingisthatyouyourself,withoutknowingit,toldmeofwhat,addedtotheirconversation,completelyrevealsasecrettomethatneitherofyouunderstand。Twonegativesnevermadesuchatellingpositivebefore。Onecluemore,andyouwouldseeit。Asingleconsiderationpreventsmyrevealingit——justonedoubtastowhetheryourignorancewasreal,andwasnotfeignedtodeceiveme。
Civilitynow,please。
EUNICE。"
"41CHARLESSQUARE,Tuesday,November22。
"MYDARLINGHUSBAND,——Mondaywillsuitmeexcellentlyforcoming。I
haveactedexactlyuptoyourinstructions,andhavesoldmyrubbishatthebroker"sinthenextstreet。AllthismovementandbustleisdelightfultomeaftertheweeksofmonotonyIhaveendured。Itisarelieftowishtheplacegood-bye——LondonalwayshasseemedsomuchmoreforeigntomethanLiverpoolThemid-daytrainonMondaywilldonicelyforme。IshallbeanxiouslylookingoutforyouonSundaynight。
"IhopesomuchthatyouarenotangrywithmeforwritingtoMissAldclyffe。Youarenot,dear,areyou?Forgiveme——Yourlovingwife,EUNICE。"
Thiswasthelastofthelettersfromthewifetothehusband。Oneother,inMrs。Manston"shandwriting,andinthesamepacket,wasdifferentlyaddressed。
"THREETRANTERSINN,CARRIFORD,November28,1864。
"DEARCOUSINJAMES,——Thankyouindeedforansweringmylettersopromptly。WhenIcalledatthepost-officeyesterdayIdidnotintheleastthinktherewouldbeone。ButImustleavethissubject。
Iwriteagainatonceunderthestrangestandsaddestconditionsitispossibletoconceive。
"IdidnottellyouinmylastthatIwasamarriedwoman。Don"tblameme——itwasmyhusband"sinfluence。Ihardlyknowwheretobeginmystory。Ihadbeenlivingapartfromhimforatime——thenhesentforme(thiswaslastweek)andIwasgladtogotohim。
Thenthisiswhathedid。Hepromisedtofetchme,anddidnot——
leavingmetodothejourneyalone。Hepromisedtomeetmeatthestationhere——hedidnot。Iwentonthroughthedarknesstohishouse,andfoundhisdoorlockedandhimselfawayfromhome。Ihavebeenobligedtocomehere,andIwritetoyouinastrangeroominastrangevillageinn!Ichoosethepresentmomenttowritetodriveawaymymisery。Sorrowseemsasortofpleasurewhenyoudetailitonpaper——poorpleasurethough。
"ButthisiswhatIwanttoknow——andIamashamedtotellit。I
wouldgladlydoasyousay,andcometoyouasahousekeeper,butI
havenotthemoneyevenforasteeragepassage。James,doyouwantmebadlyenough——doyoupitymeenoughtosendit?IcouldmanagetosubsistinLondonupontheproceedsofmysaleforanothermonthorsixweeks。Willyousendittothesameaddressatthepost-
office?ButhowdoIknowthatyou……"
Thustheletterended。Fromcreasesinthepaperitwasplainthatthewriter,havinggotsofar,hadbecomedissatisfiedwithherproduction,andhadcrumpleditinherhand。Wasittowriteanother,ornottowriteatall?
ThenextthingAnneSeawayperceivedwasthatthefragmentarystoryshehadcoaxedoutofManston,totheeffectthathiswifehadleftEnglandforAmerica,mightbetruthful,accordingtotwooftheseletters,corroboratedbytheevidenceoftherailway-porter。Andyet,atfirst,hehadsworninapassionthathiswifewasmostcertainlyconsumedinthefire。
Ifshehadbeenburnt,thisletter,writteninherbedroom,andprobablythrustintoherpocketwhensherelinquishedit,wouldhavebeenburntwithher。Nothingwassurerthanthat。Why,then,didhesayshewasburnt,andnevershowAnneherselfthisletter?
Thequestionsuddenlyraisedanewandmuchstrangerone——kindlingaburstofamazementinher。HowdidManstonbecomepossessedofthisletter?
Thatfactofpossessionwascertainlythemostremarkablerevelationofallinconnectionwiththisepistle,andperhapshadsomethingtodowithhisreasonfornevershowingittoher。
Sheknewbyseveralproofs,thatbeforehismarriagewithCytherea,anduptothetimeoftheporter"sconfession,Manstonbelieved——
honestlybelieved——thatCythereawouldbehislawfulwife,andhence,ofcourse,thathiswifeEunicewasdead。Sothatnocommunicationcouldpossiblyhavepassedbetweenhiswifeandhimselffromthefirstmomentthathebelievedherdeadonthenightofthefire,tothedayofhiswedding。Andyethehadthatletter。
Howsoonafterwardscouldtheyhavecommunicatedwitheachother?
Theexistenceoftheletter——asmuchas,ormorethanitscontents——
implyingthatMrsManstonwasnotburnt,hisbeliefinthatcalamitymusthaveterminatedatthemomentheobtainedpossessionoftheletter,ifnoearlier。Was,then,theonlysolutiontotheriddlethatAnnecoulddiscern,thetrueone?——thathehadcommunicatedwithhiswifesomewhereaboutthecommencementofAnne"sresidencewithhim,oratanytimesince?