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Doctor Thorne
投诉 阅读记录

第10章

Beatricedidnotquiteseeitall;butshesawenoughofittoknowthatMarywastobepitied;so,insteadofscoldingherfriendforbeingcross,shethrewherarmsroundherandkissedheraffectionately。

Butthedoctorallthistimesufferedmuchmorethanhisniecedid。Hecouldnotcomplainoutloudly;hecouldnotaverthathispetlambhadbeenilltreated;hecouldnotevenhavethepleasureofopenlyquarrellingwithLadyArabella;butnotthelessdidhefeelittobemostcruelthatMaryshouldhavetolivebeforetheworldasanoutcast,becauseithadpleasedFrankGreshamtofallinlovewithher。

ButhisbitternesswasnotchieflyagainstFrank。ThatFrankhadbeenveryfoolishhecouldnotbutacknowledge;butitwasakindoffollyforwhichthedoctorwasabletofindexcuse。ForLadyArabella"scoldproprietyhecouldfindnoexcuse。

Withthesquirehehadspokennowordonthesubjectuptothisperiodofwhichwearenowwriting。WithherladyshiphehadneverspokenonitsincethatdaywhenshehadtoldhimthatMarywastocomenomoretoGreshamsbury。HenevernowdinedorspenthiseveningsatGreshamsbury,andseldomwastobeseenatthehouse,exceptwhencalledinprofessionally。Thesquire,indeed,hefrequentlymet;butheeitherdidsointhevillage,oroutonhorseback,orathisownhouse。

WhenthedoctorfirstheardthatSirRogerhadlosthisseat,andhadreturnedtoBoxallHill,heresolvedtogooverandseehim。Butthevisitwaspostponedfromdaytoday,asvisitsarepostponedwhichmaybemadeanyday,andhedidnotinfactgotillsummonedtheresomewhatperemptorily。AmessagewasbroughttohimoneeveningtosaythatSirRogerhadbeenstruckbyparalysis,andthatnotamomentwastobelost。

"Italwayshappensatnight,"saidMary,whohadmoresympathyforthelivingunclewhomshedidknow,thanfortheotherdyingunclewhomshedidnotknow。

"Whatmatters?——there——justgivememyscarf。InallprobabilityImaynotbehometo-night——perhapsnottilllateto-morrow。Godblessyou,Mary!"andawaythedoctorwentonhiscoldbleakridetoBoxallHill。

"Whoistobehisheir?"Asthedoctorrodealong,hecouldnotquiteridhismindofthequestion。Thepoormannowabouttodiehadwealthenoughtomakemanyheirs。Whatifhisheartshouldhavesoftenedtowardshissister"schild!WhatifMaryshouldbefoundtobepossessedofsuchwealththattheGreshamsshouldbeagainbehappytowelcomeheratGreshamsbury!

Thedoctorwasnotaloverofmoney——andhedidhisbesttogetridofsuchperniciousthoughts。Buthislongings,perhaps,werenotsomuchthatMaryshouldberich,asthatsheshouldhavethepowerofheapingcoalsoffireupontheheadsofthosepeoplewhohadsoinjuredher。

CHAPTERXXIV

LOUISSCATCHERD

WhenDrThornereachedBoxallHillhefoundMrRerechildfromBarchestertherebeforehim。PoorLadyScatcherd,whenherhusbandwasstrickenbythefit,hardlyknewinherdismaywhatadequatestepstotake。Shehad,asamatterofcourse,sentforDrThorne;butshehadthoughtitsograveaperilthatthemedicalskillofnoonemancouldsuffice。Itwas,sheknew,quiteoutofthequestionforhertoinvoketheaidofDrFillgrave,whomnoearthlypersuasioncouldhavebroughttoBoxallHill;andasMrRerechildwassupposedintheBarchesterworldtobesecond——thoughatalonginterval——tothatgreatman,shehadappliedforhisassistance。

NowMrRerechildwasafollowerandhumblefriendofDrFillgrave;andwaswonttoregardanythingthatcamefromtheBarchesterdoctorassureaslightfromthelampofAesculapius。HecouldnotthereforebeotherthananenemyofDrThorne。Buthewasaprudent,discreetman,withalongfamily,aversetoprofessionalhostilities,asknowingthathecouldmakemorebymedicalfriendsthanmedicalfoes,andnotatallinclinedtotakeupanyman"scudgeltohisowndetriment。Hehad,ofcourse,heardofthatdreadfulaffrontwhichhadbeenputuponhisfriend,ashadallthe"medicalworld"——andallthemedicalworldatleastofBarsetshire;andhehadoftenexpressedsympathywithDrFillgraveandhisabhorrenceofDrThorne"santi-professionalpractices。ButnowthathefoundhimselfabouttobebroughtincontactwithDrThorne,hereflectedthattheGalenofGreshamsburywasatanyrateequalinreputationtohimofBarchester;thattheonewasprobablyontherise,whereastheotherwasalreadyconsideredbysomeasratherantiquated;andhethereforewiselyresolvedthatthepresentwouldbeanexcellentopportunityforhimtomakeafriendofDrThorne。

PoorLadyScatcherdhadaninklingthatDrFillgraveandMrRerechildwereaccustomedtorowinthesameboat,andshewasnotaltogetherfreefromfearthattheremightbeanoutbreak。ShethereforetookanopportunitybeforeDrThorne"sarrivaltodeprecateanywrathfultendency。

"Oh,LadyScatcherd!IhavethegreatestrespectforDrThorne,"saidhe;"thegreatestpossiblerespect;amostskilfulpractitioner——somethingbrusque,certainly,andperhapsalittleobstinate。Butwhatthen?wehaveallourfaults,LadyScatcherd。"

"Oh——yes;weallhave,MrRerechild;that"sacertain。"

"There"smyfriendFillgrave——LadyScatcherd。Hecannotbearanythingofthatsort。NowIthinkhe"swrong;andsoItellhim。"MrRerechildwasinerrorhere;forhehadneveryetventuredtotellDrFillgravethathewaswronginanything。"Wemustbearandforbear,youknow。DrThorneisanexcellentman——inhiswayveryexcellent,LadyScatcherd。"

ThislittleconversationtookplaceafterMrRerechild"sfirstvisittohispatient:whatstepswereimmediatelytakenforthereliefofthesuffererweneednotdescribe。Theyweredoubtlesswellintended,andwere,perhaps,aswelladaptedtostaveoffthecomingevildayasanythatDrFillgrave,oreventhegreatSirOmicronPiemighthaveused。

AndthenDrThornearrived。

"Oh,doctor!doctor!"exclaimedLadyScatcherd,almosthangingroundhisneckinthehall。"Whatarewetodo?Whatarewetodo?He"sverybad。"

"Hashespoken?"

"No;nothinglikeaword:hehasmadeoneortwomutteredsounds;but,poorsoul,youcouldmakenothingofit——oh,doctor!doctor!hehasneverbeenlikethisbefore。

ItwaseasytoseewhereLadyScatcherdplacedanysuchfaithasshemightstillhaveinthehealingart。"MrRerechildishereandhasseenhim,"shecontinued。"Ithoughtitbesttosendfortwo,forfearofaccidents。Hehasdonesomething——Idon"tknowwhat。But,doctor,dotellthetruthnow;Ilooktoyoutotellmethetruth。"

DrThornewentupandsawhispatient;andhadheliterallycompliedwithLadyScatcherd"srequest,hemighthavetoldheratoncethattherewasnohope。As,however,hehadnotthehearttodothis,hemystifiedthecaseasdoctorssowellknowhowtodo,andtoldherthat"therewascausetofear,greatcauseforfear;hewassorrytosay,verygreatcauseformuchfear。"

DrThornepromisedtostaythenightthere,and,ifpossible,thefollowingnightalso;andthenLadyScatcherdbecametroubledinhermindastowhatsheshoulddowithMrRerechild。Healsodeclared,withmuchmedicalhumanity,that,lettheinconveniencebewhatitmight,hetoowouldstaythenight。"Theloss,"hesaid,"ofsuchamanasSirRogerScatcherdwasofsuchparamountimportanceastomakeothermatterstrivial。HewouldcertainlynotallowthewholeweighttofallontheshouldersofhisfriendDrThorne:healsowouldstayatanyratethatnightbythesickman"sbedside。Bythefollowingmorningsomechangemightbeexcpected。"

"Isay,DrThorne,"saidherladyship,callingthedoctorintothehousekeeping-room,inwhichsheandHannahspentanytimethattheywerenotrequiredupstairs;"justcomein,doctor:youwouldn"ttellhimwedon"twanthimnomore,couldyou?"

"Tellwhom?"saidthedoctor。

"Why——MrRerechild:mightn"thegoaway,doyouthink?"

DrThorneexplainedthatMrRerechildmightgoawayifhepleased;butthatitwouldbynomeansbeproperforonedoctortotellanothertoleavethehouse。AndsoMrRerechildwasallowedtosharethegloriesofthenight。

Inthemeantimethepatientremainedspeechless;butitsoonbecameevidentthatNaturewasusingallhereffortstomakeonefinalrally。

Fromtimetotimehemoanedandmutteredasthoughhewasconscious,anditseemedasthoughhestrovetospeak。Hegraduallybecameawake,atanyratetosuffering,andDrThornebegantothinkthatthelastscenewouldbepostponedforyetawhilelonger。

"Wonderfulconstitution——eh,DrThorne?wonderful!"saidMrRerechild。

"Yes;hehasbeenastrongman。"

"Strongasahorse,DrThorne。Lord,whatthatmanwouldhavebeenifhehadgivenhimselfachance!Youknowhisconstitutionofcourse。"

"Yes;prettywell。I"veattendedhimformanyyears。"

"Alwaysdrinking,Isuppose;alwaysatit——eh?"

"Hehasnotbeenatemperateman,certainly。"

"Thebrain,yousee,cleangone——andnotaparticleofcoatinglefttothestomach;andyetwhatastrugglehemakes——aninterestingcase,isn"tit?"

"It"sverysadtoseesuchanintellectsodestroyed。"

"Verysad,verysadindeed。HowFillgravewouldhavelikedtohaveseenthiscase。Heisaverycleverman,isFillgrave——inhisway,youknow。"

"I"msureheis,"saidDrThorne。

"Notthathe"dmakeanythingofacaselikethisnow——he"snot,youknow,quite——quite——perhapsnotquiteuptothenewtimeofday,onemightsayso。"

"Hehashadaveryextensiveprovincialpractice,"saidDrThorne。

"Oh,very——very;andmadeatidylotofmoneytoo,hasFillgrave。He"sworthsixthousandpounds,Isuppose;nowthat"sagooddealofmoneytoputbyinalittletownlikeBarchester。"

"Yes,indeed。"

"WhatIsaytoFillgraveis——keepyoureyesopen;oneshouldneverbetoooldtolearn——there"salwayssomethingnewworthpickingup。Butno——hewon"tbelievethat。Hecan"tbelievethatanynewideascanbeworthanything。Youknowamanmustgotothewallinthatway——eh,doctor?"

Andthenagaintheywerecalledtotheirpatient。"He"sdoingfinely,finely,"saidMrRerechildtoLadyScatcherd。"There"sfairgroundtohopehe"llrally;fairground,istherenot,doctor?"

"Yes;he"llrally;buthowlongthatmaylast,thatwecanhardlysay。"

"Oh,no,certainlynot,certainlynot——thatisnotwithanycertainty;

butstillhe"sdoingfinely,LadyScatcherd,consideringeverything。"

"Howlongwillyougivehim,doctor?"saidMrRerechildtohisnewfriend,whentheywereagainalone。"Tendays?Idaresaytendays,orfromthattoafortnight。"

"Perhapsso,"saidthedoctor。"Ishouldnotliketosayexactlytoaday。"

"No,certainlynot。Wecannotsayexactlytoaday;butIsaytendays;asforanythinglikearecovery,thatyouknow——"

"Isoutofthequestion,"saidDrThorne,gravely。

"Quiteso;quiteso;coatingofthestomachcleangone,youknow;braindestroyed:didyouobservetheperiporollida?Ineversawthemsoswelledbefore:nowwhentheperiporollidaareswollenlikethat——"

"Yes,verymuch;it"salwaysthecasewhenparalysishasbeenbroughtaboutbyintemperance。"

"Always,always;Ihaveremarkedthatalways;theperiporollidainsuchcasesarealwaysextended;mostinterestingcase,isn"tit?IdowishFillgravecouldhaveseenit。But,IbelieveyouandDrFillgravedon"tquite——eh?"

"No,notquite,"saidDrThorne;who,ashethoughtofhislastinterviewwithDrFillgrave,andofthatgentleman"sexceedingangerashestoodinthehallbelow,couldnotkeephimselffromsmiling,sadastheoccasionwas。

NothingwouldinducedLadyScatcherdtogotobed;butthetwodoctorsagreedtoliedown,eachinaroomononesideofthepatient。Howwasitpossiblethatanythingbutgoodshouldcometohim,beingsoguarded?"He"sgoingonfinely,LadyScatcherd,quitefinely,"werethelastwordsMrRerechildsaidashelefttheroom。

AndthenDrThorne,takingLadyScatcherd"shandandleadingheroutintoanotherchamber,toldherthetruth。

"LadyScatcherd,"saidhe,inhistenderestvoice——andhisvoicecouldbeverytenderwhenoccasionrequiredit——"LadyScatcherd,donothope;

youmustnothope;itwouldbecrueltobidyoutodoso。"

"Oh,doctor!oh,doctor!"

"Mydearfriend,thereisnohope。"

"Oh,DrThorne!"saidthewife,lookingwildlyupintohercompanion"sface,thoughshehardlyyetrealizedthemeaningofwhathesaid,althoughhersenseswerehalfstunnedbytheblow。

"DearLadyScatcherd,isitnotbetterthatIshouldtellyouthetruth?"

"Oh,Isupposeso;ohyes,ohyes;ahme!ahme!ahme!"Andthenshebeganrockingherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherchair,withherapronuptohereyes。

"LooktoHim,LadyScatcherd,whoonlycanmakesuchgriefendurable。"

"Yes,yes,yes;Isupposeso。Ahme!ahme!But,DrThorne,theremustbesomechance——isn"tthereanychance?Thatmansayshe"sgoingonsowell。"

"Ifearthereisnochance——asfarasmyknowledgegoesthereisnochance。"

"Thenwhydoesthatchatteringmagpietellsuchliestoawoman?Ahme!ahme!oh,doctor!doctor!whatshallIdo?whatshallIdo?"andpoorLadyScatcherd,fairlyovercomebyhersorrow,burstoutcryinglikeagreatschool-girl。

Andyetwhathadherhusbanddoneforherthatsheshouldthusweepforhim?Wouldnotherlifebemuchmoreblessedwhenthiscauseofallhertroublesshouldberemovedfromher?Wouldshenotthenbeafreewomaninsteadofaslave?Mightshenotthenexpecttobegintotastethecomfortsoflife?Whathadthatharshtyrantofhersdonethatwasgoodorserviceableforher?Whyshouldshethusweepforhiminparoxysmsoftruestgrief?

Wehearagooddealofjollywidows;andtheslanderousrailleryoftheworldtellmuchofconjugaldisturbancesasacureforwhichwomenwilllookforwardtoastateofwidowhoodwithnotunwillingeyes。Therailleryoftheworldisveryslanderous。Inourdailyjestsweattributetoeachothervicesofwhichneitherwe,norourneighbours,norourfriends,norevenourenemiesareeverguilty。ItisourfavouriteparlancetotalkofthefamilytroublesofMrsGreenonourright,andtotellnowMrsYoungonourleftisstronglysuspectedofhavingraisedherhandtoherlordandmaster。Whatrighthavewetomakethesecharges?Whathaveweseeninourownpersonalwalksthroughlifetomakeusbelievethatwomenaredevils?TheremaypossiblyhavebeenXantippehereandthere,butImogenesaretobefoundineverybush。LadyScatcherd,inspiteofthelifeshehadled,wasoneofthem。

"YoushouldsendamessageuptoLondonforLouis,"saidthedoctor。

"Wedidthat,doctor;wedidthatto-day——wesentupatelegraph。Ohme!ohme!poorboy,whatwillhedo?Ishallneverknowwhattodowithhim,never!never!"Andwithsuchsorrowfulwailingsshesatrockingherselfthroughthelongnight,everynowandthencomfortingherselfbytheperformanceofsomemenialserviceinthesickman"sroom。

SirRogerpassedthenightmuchashehadpassedtheday,exceptthatheappearedgraduallytobegrowingnearertoastateofconsciousness。OnthefollowingmorningtheysucceededatlastinmakingMrRerechildunderstandthattheywerenotdesirousofkeepinghimlongerfromhisBarchesterpractice;andatabouttwelveo"clockDrThornealsowent,promisingthathewouldreturnintheevening,andagainpassthenightatBoxallHill。

InthecourseoftheafternoonSirRogeroncemoreawoketohissenses,andwhenhedidsohissonwasstandingathisbedside。LouisPhilippeScatcherd——orasitmaybemoreconvenienttocallhim,Louis——wasayoungmanjustoftheageofFrankGresham。Buttherecouldhardlybetwoyouthsmoredifferentintheirappearance。Louis,thoughhisfatherandmotherwerebothrobustpersons,wasshortandslight,andnowofasicklyframe。Frankwasapictureofhealthandstrength;

but,thoughmanlyindisposition,wasbynomeansprecociouseitherinappearanceormanners。LouisScatcherdlookedasthoughhewasfouryearstheother"ssenior。HehadbeensenttoEtonwhenhewasfifteen,hisfatherbeingundertheimpressionthatthiswasthemostreadyandbest-recognizedmethodofmakinghimagentleman。Herehedidnotaltogetherfailasregardedthecovetedobjectofhisbecomingthecompanionofgentlemen。Hehadmorepocket-moneythananyotherladintheschool,andwaspossessedofacertaineffronterywhichcarriedhimaheadamongboysofhisownage。Hegained,therefore,adegreeofeclat,evenamongthosewhoknew,andveryfrequentlysaidtoeachother,thatyoungScatcherdwasnotfittobetheircompanionexceptonsuchopenoccasionsasthoseofcricket-matchesandboat-

races。Boys,inthisrespect,areatleastasexclusiveasmen,andunderstandaswellthedifferencebetweenaninnerandoutercircle。

ScatcherdhadmanycompanionsatschoolwhoweregladenoughtogouptoMaidenheadwithhimhisboat;buttherewasnotoneamongthemwhowouldhavetalkedtohimofhissister。

SirRogerwasvastlyproudofhisson"ssuccess,anddidhisbesttostimulateitbylavishexpenditureattheChristopher,wheneverhecouldmanagetorundowntoEton。Butthispractice,thoughsufficientlyunexceptionabletotheboys,wasnotheldinequaldelightbythemasters。Totellthetruth,neitherSirRogernorhissonwerefavouriteswiththesesterncustodians。Atlastitwasfeltnecessarytogetridofthemboth;andLouiswasnotlongingivingthemanopportunity,bygettingtipsytwiceinoneweek。Onthesecondoccasionhewassentaway,andheandSirRoger,thoughlongtalkedof,wereseennomoreatEton。

ButtheuniversitieswerestillopentoLouisPhilippe,andbeforehewaseighteenhewasenteredasagentleman-commoneratTrinity。Ashewas,moreover,theeldestsonofabaronet,andhadalmostunlimitedcommandofmoney,herealsohewasenabledforawhiletoshine。

Toshine!butveryfitfully;andonemaysayalmostwithaghastlyglare。Theveryladswhohadeatenhisfather"sdinnersatEton,andsharedhisfour-oaratEton,knewmuchbetterthantoassociatewithhimatCambridgenowthattheyhadputonthetogavirilis。Theywerestillasproneasevertofun,frolic,anddevilry——perhapsmoresothanever,seeingthatmorewasintheirpower;buttheyacquiredanideathatitbehovedthemtobesomewhatcircumspectastothemenwithwhomtheirprankswereperpetrated。So,inthosedays,LouisScatcherdwascoldlylookedonbyhiswhilomEtonfriends。

ButyoungScatcherddidnotfailtofindcompanionsatCambridgealso。

Therearefewplacesindeedinwhicharichmancannotbuycompanionship。Butthesetwithwhomhelived,weretheworstoftheplace。Theywerefast,slangmen,whowerefastandslang,andnothingelse——menwhoimitatedgroomsinmorethantheirdress,andwholookedonthecustomaryheroesofrace-coursesasthehighestlordsoftheascendantuponearth。AmongthoseatcollegeyoungScatcherddidshineaslongassuchlustrewaspermittedhim。Here,indeed,hisfather,whohadstrivenonlytoencouragehimatEton,didstrivesomewhattocontrolhim。Butthatwasnotnoweasy。Ifhelimitedhisson"sallowance,heonlydrovehimtodohisdebaucheryoncredit。Therewereplentytolendmoneytothesonofagreatmillionaire;andso,aftereighteenmonths"trialofauniversityeducation,SirRogerhadnoalternativebuttowithdrawhissonfromhisalmamater。

Whatwashetodowithhim?Unluckilyitwasconsideredquiteunnecessarytotakeanystepstowardsenablinghimtoearnhisbread。

Nownothingonearthcanbemoredifficultthanbringingupwellayoungmanwhohasnottoearnhisownbread,andwhohasnorecognizedstationamongothermensimilarlycircumstanced。Juveniledukes,andsproutingearls,findtheirdutiesandtheirplacesaseasilyasembryoclergymenandsuckingbarristers。Provisionismadefortheirpeculiarpositions:and,thoughtheymaypossiblygoastray,theyhaveafairchancegiventothemofrunningwithintheposts。ThesamemaybesaidofsuchyouthsasFrankGresham。Thereareenoughoftheminthecommunitytohavemadeitnecessarythattheirwell-beingshouldbeamatterofcareandforethought。ButtherearebutfewmenturnedoutintheworldinthepositionofLouisScatcherd;and,ofthosefew,butveryfewentertherealbattleoflifeundergoodauspices。

PoorSirRogerthoughhehadhardlytimewithallhismultitudinousrailwaystolookintothisthoroughly,hadaglimmeringofit。Whenhesawhisson"spaleface,andpaidhiswinebills,andheardofhisdoingsinhorse-flesh,hedidknowthatthingswerenotgoingwell;hedidunderstandthattheheirtoabaronetcyandafortuneofsometenthousandayearmightbedoingbetter。Butwhatwashetodo?hecouldnotwatchoverhisboyhimself;sohetookatutorforhimandsenthimabroad。

LouisandthetutorgotasfarasBerlin,withwhatmutualsatisfactiontoeachotherneednotbespeciallydescribed。ButfromBerlinSirRogerreceivedaletterinwhichthetutordeclinedtogoanyfurtherinthetaskwhichhehadundertaken。Hefoundthathehadnoinfluenceoverhispupil,andhecouldnotreconcileittohisconsciencetobethespectatorofsuchalifeasthatwhichMrScatcherdled。HehadnopowerininducingMrScatcherdtoleaveBerlin;buthewouldremaintherehimselftillheshouldhearfromSirRoger。SoSirRogerhadtoleavethehugeGovernmentworkswhichhewasthenerectingonthesoutherncoast,andhurryofftoBerlintoseewhatcouldbedonewithyoungHopeful。

TheyoungHopefulwasbynomeansafool;andinsomematterswasmorethanamatchforhisfather。SirRoger,inhisanger,threatenedtocasthimoffwithoutashilling。Louis,withmixedpenitenceandeffrontery,remindedhimthathecouldnotchangethedescentofthetitle;promisedamendment;declaredthathehaddoneonlyasdootheryoungmenoffortune;andhintedthatthetutorwasastrait-lacedass。ThefatherandthesonreturnedtogethertoBoxallHill,andthreemonthsafterwardsMrScatcherdsetupforhimselfinLondon。

Andnowhislife,ifnotmorevirtuous,wasmorecraftythanithadbeen。Hehadnotutortowatchhisdoingsandcomplainofthem,andhehadsufficientsensetokeephimselffromabsolutepecuniaryruin。Helived,itistrue,wheresharpersandblacklegshadtoooftenopportunitiesofpluckinghim;but,youngashewas,hehadbeensufficientlylongabouttheworldtotakecarehewasnotopenlyrobbed;andashewasnotopenlyrobbed,hisfather,inacertainsense,wasproudofhim。

Tidings,however,came——cameatleastinthoselastdays——whichcutSirRogertothequick;tidingsofviceinthesonwhichthefathercouldnotbutattributetohisownexample。Twicehismotherwascalleduptothesick-bedofheronlychild,whilehelayravinginthathorridmadnessbywhichtheoutragedmindavengesitselfonthebody!Twicehewasfoundragingindeliriumtremens,andtwicethefatherwastoldthatacontinuanceofsuchlifemustendinearlydeath。

ItmayeasilybeconceivedthatSirRogerwasnotahappyman。Lyingtherewiththatbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,reflectinginhismomentsofrestthatthatsonofhishadhisbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,hecouldhardlyhavebeenhappy。Buthewasnotamantosaymuchabouthismisery。Thoughhecouldrestrainneitherhimselfnorhisheir,hecouldendureinsilence;andinsilencehedidendure,till,openinghiseyestotheconsciousnessofdeath,heatlastspokeafewwordstotheonlyfriendheknew。

LouisScatcherdwasnotafool,norwashenaturally,perhaps,ofadepraveddisposition;buthehadtoreapthefruitsoftheworsteducationwhichEnglandwasabletogivehim。Thereweremomentsinhislifewhenhefeltthatabetter,ahigher,nay,amuchhappiercareerwasopentohimthanthatwhichhehadpreparedhimselftolead。Nowandthen,hewouldreflectwhatmoneyandrankmighthavedoneforhim;hewouldlookwithwishfuleyestotheprouddoingsofothersofhisage;woulddreamofquietjoys,ofasweetwife,ahousetowhichmightbeaskedfriendswhowereneitherjockeysnordrunkards;

hewoulddreamofsuchthingsinhisshortintervalsofconstrainedsobriety;butthedreamwouldonlyservetomakehimmoody。

Thiswasthebestsideofhischaracter;theworst,probably,wasthatwhichwasbroughtintoplaybythefactthathewasnotafool。Hewouldhaveabetterchanceofredemptioninthisworld——perhapsalsoinanother——hadhebeenafool。Asitwas,hewasnofool:hewasnottobedone,nothe;heknew,noonebetter,thevalueofashilling;heknew,also,howtokeephisshillings,andhowtospendthem。Heconsortedmuchwithblacklegsandsuch-likebecauseblacklegsweretohistaste。Butheboasteddaily,nay,hourlytohimself,andfrequentlytothosearoundhim,thattheleecheswhowerestuckroundhimcoulddrawbutlittlebloodfromhim。Hecouldspendhismoneyfreely;buthewouldsospenditthathehimselfmightreapthegratificationoftheexpenditure。Hewasacute,crafty,knowing,anduptoeverydamnabledodgepractisedbymenoftheclasswithwhomhelived。Atone-and-twentyhewasthatmostodiousofallodiouscharacters-aclose-fistedreprobate。

Hewasasmallman,notill-madebyNature,butreducedtounnaturaltenuitybydissipation-acorporealattributeofwhichhewasapttoboast,asitenabledhim,ashesaid,toputhimselfupat7st7lbwithoutany"d——nonsenseofnoteatinganddrinking"。Thepower,however,wasoneofwhichhedidnotoftenavailhimself,ashisnerveswereseldominafitstateforriding。Hishairwasdarkred,andheworeredmoustaches,andagreatdealofredbeardbeneathhischin,cutinamannertomakehimlooklikeanAmerican。HisvoicealsohadaYankeetwang,beingacrossbetweenthatofanAmericantraderandanEnglishgroom;andhiseyeswerekeenandfixed,andcoldandknowing。

SuchwasthesonwhomSirRogersawstandingathisbedsidewhenfirstheawoketohisconsciousness。ItmustnotbesupposedthatSirRogerlookedathimwithoureyes。Tohimhewasanonlychild,theheirofhiswealth,thefuturebearerofhistitle;themostheart-stirringremembrancerofthosedays,whenhehadbeensomuchapoorer,andsomuchahappierman。Letthatboybebadorgood,hewasallSirRogerhad;andthefatherwasstillabletohope,whenothersthoughtthatallgroundforhopewasgone。

Themotheralsolovedhersonwithamother"snaturallove;butLouishadeverbeenashamedofhismother,andhad,asfaraspossible,estrangedhimselffromher。Herheart,perhaps,fixeditselfalmostwithalmostawarmerloveonFrankGresham,herfoster-son。Frankshesawbutseldom,butwhenshedidseehimheneverrefusedherembrace。

Therewas,too,ajoyous,geniallustreaboutFrank"sfacewhichalwaysendearedhimtowomen,andmadehisformernurseregardhimasthepetcreationoftheage。Thoughshebutseldominterferedwithanymonetaryarrangementofherhusband"s,yetonceortwiceshehadventuredtohintthatalegacylefttotheyoungsquirewouldmakeherahappywoman。SirRoger,however,ontheseoccasionshadnotappearedverydesirousofmakinghiswifehappy。

"Ah,Louis!isthatyou?"ejaculatedSirRoger,intoneshardlymorethanhalf-formed:afterwardsinadayortwothatis,hefullyrecoveredhisvoice;butjustthenhecouldhardlyopenhisjaws,andspokealmostthroughhisteeth。Hemanaged,however,toputouthishandandlayitonthecounterpane,sothathissoncouldtakeit。

"Why,that"swell,governor,"saidtheson;"you"llbeasrightasatrivetinadayortwo——eh,governor?"

The"governor"smiledwithaghastlysmile。Healreadyprettywellknewthathewouldneveragainbe"right"ashissoncalledit,onthatsideofthegrave。Itdidnot,moreover,suithimtosaymuchjustatthatmoment,sohecontentedhimselfwithholdinghisson"shand。Helaystillinthispositionforamoment,andthen,turningroundpainfullyonhisside,endeavouredtoputhishandtotheplacewherehisdireenemyusuallywasconcealed。SirRoger,however,wastooweaknowtobehisownmaster;hewasatlength,thoughtoolate,acaptiveinthehandsofnursesanddoctors,andthebottlehadnowbeenremoved。

ThenLadyScatcherdcamein,andseeingthatherhusbandwasnotlongerunconscious,shecouldnotbutbelievethatDrThornehadbeenwrong;

shecouldnotbutthinkthattheremustbesomegroundforhope。Shethrewherselfonherkneesatthebedsideburstingintotearsasshedidso,andtakingSirRoger"shandinhersandcovereditwithkisses。

"Bother!"saidSirRoger。

Shedidnot,however,longoccupyherselfwiththeindulgenceofherfeelings;butgoingspeedilytowork,producedsuchsustenanceasthedoctorshadorderedtobegivenwhenthepatientmightawake。A

breakfast-cupwasbroughttohim,andafewdropswereputintohismouth;buthesoonmadeitmanifestthathewouldtakenothingmoreofadescriptionsoperfectlyinnocent。

"Adropofbrandy——justalittledrop,"saidhe,half-ordering,half-entreating。

"Ah,Roger,"saidLadyScatcherd。

"Justalittledrop,Louis,"saidthesickman,appealingtohisson。

"Alittlewillbegoodforhim;bringthebottle,mother,"saidtheson。

Aftersomealtercationthebrandybottlewasbrought,andLouis,withwhatathoughtaverysparinghand,proceededtopourabouthalfawine——glassintothecup。Ashedidso,SirRoger,weakashewas,contrivedtoshakehisson"sarm,soasgreatlytoincreasethedose。

"Ha!ha!ha!"laughedthesickman,andthengreedilyswallowedthedose。

CHAPTERXXV

SIRROGERDIES

ThatnightthedoctorstayedatBoxallHill,andthenextnight;sothatitbecameacustomarythingforhimtosleepthereduringthelatterpartofSirRoger"sillness。HereturnedhometoGreshamsbury;

forhehadhispatientsthere,towhomhewasasnecessaryastoSirRoger,theforemostofwhomwasLadyArabella。Hehad,therefore,noslightworkonhishands,seeingthathisnightswerebynomeanswhollydevotedtorest。

MrRerechildhadnotbeenmuchwrongastotheremainingspaceoflifewhichhehadallottedtothedyingman。OnceortwiceDrThornehadthoughtthatthegreatoriginalstrengthofhispatientwouldhaveenabledhimtofightagainstdeathforasomewhatlongerperiod;butSirRogerwouldgivehimselfnochance。Wheneverhewasstrongenoughtohaveawillofhisown,heinsistedonhavinghisverymedicinemixedwithbrandy;andinthehoursofthedoctor"sabsence,hewastoooftensuccessfulinhisattempts。

"Itdoesnotmuchmatter,"DrThornehadsaidtoLadyScatcherd。"Dowhatyoucantokeepdownthequantity,butdonotirritatehimbyrefusingtoobey。Itdoesnotmuchsignifynow。"SoLadyScatcherdstilladministeredthealcohol,andhefromdaytodayinventedlittleschemesforincreasingtheamount,overwhichhechuckledwithghastlylaughter。

TwoorthreetimesthesedaysSirRogeressayedtospeakseriouslytohisson;butLouisalwaysfrustratedhim。Heeithergotoutoftheroomonsomeexcuse,ormadehismotherinterfereonthescorethatsomuchtalkingwouldbebadforhisfather。Healreadyknewwithtolerableaccuracywhatwasthepurportofhisfather"swill,andbynomeansapprovedofit;butashecouldnotnowhopetoinducehisfathertoalteritsoastomakeitmorefavourabletohimself,heconceivedthatnoconversationonmattersofbusinesscouldbeofusetohim。

"Louis,"saidSirRoger,oneafternoontohisson;"Louis,IhavenotdonebyyouasIoughttohavedone——Iknowthatnow。"

"Nonsense,governor;nevermindaboutitnow;IshalldowellenoughI

daresay。Besides,itisn"ttoolate;youcanmakeittwenty-threeyearsinsteadoftwenty-five。"

"Idonotmeanastomoney,Louis。Therearethingsbesidesmoneywhichafatheroughttolookto。"

"Now,father,don"tfretyourself——I"mallright;youmaybesureofthat。"

"Louis,it"sthataccursedbrandy——it"sthatthatI"mafraidof:youseemehere,myboy,I"mlyingherenow。"

"Don"tyoubeannoyingyourself,governor;I"mallright——quiteright;

andasforyou,why,you"llbeupandaboutyourselfinanothermonthorso。"

"Ishallneverbeoffthisbed,myboy,tillI"mcarriedintomycoffin,onthosechairsthere。ButI"mnotthinkingofmyself,Louis,butyou;thinkwhatyoumayhavebeforeyouifyoucan"tavoidthataccursedbottle。"

"I"mallright,governor;rightasatrivet。It"sverylittleItake,exceptatanoddtimeortwo。"

"Oh,Louis!Louis!"

"Come,father,cheerup;thissortofthingisn"tthethingforyouatall。Iwonderwheremotheris:sheoughttobeherewiththebroth;

justletmego,andI"llseeforher。"

Thefatherunderstooditall。Hesawthatitwasnowmuchbeyondhisfadedpowerstotouchtheheartorconscienceofsuchayouthashissonhadbecome。Whatnowcouldhedoforhisboyexceptdie?Whatelse,whatotherbenefit,didhissonrequireofhimbuttodie;todiesothathismeansofdissipationmightbeunbounded?Heletgotheunresistinghandwhichheheld,and,astheyoungmancreptoutoftheroom,heturnedhisfacetothewall。Heturnedhisfacetothewall,andheldbittercommunewithhisownheart。Towhathadhebroughthimself?Towhathadhebroughthisson?Oh,howhappywouldithavebeenforhimcouldhehaveremainedallhisdaysaworkingstone-masoninBarchester!Howhappycouldhehavediedassuch,yearsago!Suchtearsasthosewhichwetthepillowarethebitterestwhichhumaneyescanshed。

Butwhiletheyweredropping,thememoirofhislifewasinquickcourseofpreparation。Itwas,indeed,nearlycompleted,withconsiderabledetail。Hehadlingeredonfourdayslongerthanmighthavebeenexpected,andtheauthorhadthushadmorethanusualtimeforthework。Inthesedaysamanisnobodyunlesshisbiographyiskeptsofarpostedupthatitmaybereadyforthenationalbreakfast-tableonthemorningafterhisdemise。Whenitchancesthatthedeadheroisonewhoistakeninhisprimeoflife,ofwhosedeparturefromamongusthemostfar-seeing,biographicalscribecanhavenopropheticinkling,thismustbedifficult。Ofgreatmen,fullofyears,whoareripeofthesickle,whointhecourseofNaturemustsoonfall,itisofcoursecomparativelyeasyforanactivecompilertohavehiscompletememoirreadyinhisdesk。Butinorderthattheideaofomnipresentandomniscientinformationmaybekeptup,theyoungmustbechronicledasquicklyastheold。Insomecasesthistaskmust,onewouldsay,bedifficult。Neverthelessitisdone。

ThememoirofSirRogerScatcherdwasprogressingfavourably。Inthisitwastoldhowfortunatehadbeenhislife;now,inhiscase,industryandgeniuscombinedhadtriumphedoverthedifficultieswhichhumblebirthanddeficienteducationhadthrowninhisway;howhehadmadeanameamongEngland"sgreatmen;howtheQueenhaddelightedtohonourhim,andnobleshadbeenproudtohavehimasaguestattheirmansions。Thenfollowedalistofallthegreatworkswhichhehadachieved,oftherailroads,canals,docks,harbours,jails,andhospitalswhichhehadconstructed。Hisnamewasheldupasanexampletothelabouringclassesofhiscountrymen,andhewaspointedatasonewhohadlivedanddiedhappy——everhappy,saidthebiographer,becauseeverindustrious。Andsoagreatmoralquestionwasinculcated。AshortparagraphwasdevotedtohisappearanceinParliament;andunfortunateMrRomerwasagainheldupfordisgrace,forthethirtiethtime,ashavingbeenthemeansofdeprivingourlegislativecouncilsofthegreatassistanceofSirRoger"sexperience。

"SirRoger,"saidthebiographerinhisconcludingpassage,"waspossessedofanironframe;butevenironwillyieldtotherepeatedblowsofthehammer。Inthelatteryearsofhislifehewasknowntoovertaskhimself;andatlengththebodygaveway,thoughthemindremainedfirmtothelast。Thesubjectofthismemoirwasonlyfifty-ninewhenhewastakenfromus。"

AndthusSirRoger"slifewaswritten,whilethetearswereyetfallingonhispillowatBoxallHill。Itwasapitythataproof-sheetcouldnothavebeensenttohim。Nomanwasvainerofhisreputation,anditwouldhavegreatlygratifiedhimtoknowthatposteritywasabouttospeakofhiminsuchterms——tospeakofhimwithavoicethatwouldbeaudiblefortwenty-fourhours。

SirRogermadenofurtherattempttogivecounseltohisson。Itwastooevidentlyuseless。Theolddyinglionfeltthatthelion"spowerhadalreadypassedfromhim,andthathewashelplessinthehandsoftheyoungcubwhowassosoontoinheritthewealthoftheforest。ButDrThornewasmorekindtohim。Hehadsomethingyettosayastohisworldlyhopesandworldlycares;andhisoldfrienddidnotturnadeafeartohim。

ItwasduringthenightthatSirRogerwasmostanxioustotalk,andmostcapableoftalking。Hewouldliethroughthedayinastatehalf-comatose;buttowardseveningwouldrousehimself,andbymidnighthewouldbefulloffitfulenergy。Onenight,ashelaywakefulandfullofthought,hethuspouredforthhiswholehearttoDrThorne。

"Thorne,"saidhe,"Itoldyouaboutmywill,youknow。"

"Yes,"saidtheother;"andIhaveblamedmyselfgreatlythatIhavenotagainurgedyoutoalterit。Yourillnesscametoosuddenly,Scatcherd;andthenIwasaversetospeakofit。"

"WhyshouldIalterit?Itisagoodwill;asgoodasIcanmake。NotbutthatIhavealtereditsinceIspoketoyou。Ididitthatdayafteryouleftme。"

"HaveyoudefinitelynamedyourheirindefaultofLouis?"

"No——thatis——yes——Ihaddonethatbefore;IhavesaidMary"seldestchild:Ihavenotalteredthat。"

"But,Scatcherd,youmustalterit。"

"Must!wellthen,Iwon"t;butI"lltellyouwhatIhavedone。Ihaveaddedapostscript——acodiciltheycallit——sayingthatyou,andyouonly,knowwhoishereldestchild。WinterbonesandJackMartinhavewitnessedthat。"

DrThornewasgoingtoexplainhowveryinjudicioussuchanarrangementappearedtobe;butSirRogerwouldnotlistentohim。Itwasnotaboutthatthathewishedtospeaktohim。Tohimitwasamatterofbutminorinterestwhomightinherithismoneyifhissonshoulddieearly;hiscarewassolelyforhisson"swelfare。Attwenty-fivetheheirmightmakehisownwill——mightbequeathallthiswealthaccordingtohisownfancy。SirRogerwouldnotbringhimselftobelievethathissoncouldfollowhimtothegraveinsoshortatime。

"Nevermindthat,doctor,now;butaboutLouis;youwillbehisguardian,youknow。"

"Nothisguardian。Heismorethanofage。"

"Ah!butdoctor,youwillbehisguardian。Thepropertywillnotbehistillhebetwenty-five。Youwillnotdeserthim?"

"Iwillnotdeserthim;butIdoubtwhetherIcandomuchforhim——whatcanIdo,Scatcherd?"

"Usethepowerthatastrongmanhasoveraweakone。Usethepowerthatmywillwillgiveyou。Doforhimasyouwouldforasonofyourownifyousawhimgoinginbadcourses。Doasafriendshoulddoforafriendthatisdeadandgone。Iwoulddosoforyou,doctor,ifourplaceswerechanged。"

"WhatcanIdo,thatIwilldo,"saidThorne,solemnly,takingashespokethecontractor"sowninhisownwithatightgrasp。

"Iknowyouwill;Iknowyouwill。Oh!doctor,mayyouneverfeelasIdonow!Mayyouonyourdeath-bedhavenodreadasIhave,astothefateofthoseyouwillleavebehindyou!"

DoctorThornefeltthathecouldnotsaymuchinanswertothis。ThefuturefateofLouisScatcherdwas,hecouldnotbutowntohimself,greatlytobedreaded。Whatgood,whathappiness,couldbepresagedforsuchaoneashewas?Whatcomfortcouldheoffertothefather?

Andthenhewascalledontocompare,asitwere,theprospectsofthisunfortunatewiththoseofhisowndarling;tocontrastallthatwasmurky,foul,anddisheartening,withallthatwasperfect——fortohimshewasallbutperfect;tolikenLouisScatcherdtotheangelwhobrightenedhisownhearthstone。Howcouldheanswertosuchanappeal?

Hesaidnothing;butmerelytightenedhisgraspoftheother"shand,tosignifythathewoulddo,asbesthecould,allthatwasaskedofhim。

SirRogerlookedupsadlyintothedoctor"sface,asthoughexpectingsomewordofconsolation。Therewasnocomfort,noconsolation。

"Forthreeorfouryears,hemustgreatlydependonyou,"continuedSirRoger。

"IwilldowhatIcan,"saidthedoctor。"WhatIcandoIwilldo。Butheisnotachild,Scatcherd:athisagehemuststandorfallmainlybyhisownconduct。Thebestthingforhimwillbetomarry。"

"Exactly;that"sjustit,Thorne:Iwascomingtothat。Ifhewouldmarry,Ithinkhewoulddowellyet,forallthathascomeandgone。Ifhemarried,ofcourseyouwouldlethimhavethecommandofhisownincome。"

"Iwillbegovernedentirelybyyourwishes:underanycircumstanceshisincomewill,asIunderstand,bequitesufficientforhim,marriedorsingle。"

"Ah!——but,Thorne,Ishouldliketothinkheshouldshinewiththebestofthem。ForwhatIhavemadethemoneyforifnotforthat?Nowifhemarries——decently,thatis——somewomanyouknowthatcanassisthimintheworld,lethimhavewhathewants。ItisnottosavethemoneythatIhaveputitintoyourhands。"

"No,Scatcherd;nottosavethemoney,buttosavehim。Ithinkthatwhileyouareyetwithhimyoushouldadvisehimtomarry。"

"HedoesnotcareastrawforwhatIadvise,notonestraw。Whyshouldhe?HowcanItellhimtobesoberwhenIhavebeenabeastallmylife?HowcanIadvisehim?That"swhereitis!Itisthatthatnowkillsme。Advise!Why,whenIspeaktohimhetreatsmelikeachild。"

"Hefearsthatyouaretooweak,youknow:hethinksthatyoushouldnotbeallowedtotalk。"

"Nonsense!heknowsbetter;youknowbetter。Tooweak!whatsignifies?WouldInotgiveallthatIhaveofstrengthatoneblowifIcouldopenhiseyestoseeasIseebutforoneminute?"Andthesickmanraisedhimselfinhisbedasthoughhewereactuallygoingtoexpendallthatremainedtohimofvigourintheenergyofthemoment。

"Gently,Scatcherd;gently。Hewilllistentoyouyet;butdonotbesounruly。"

"Thorne,youseethatbottlethere?Givemehalfaglassofbrandy。"

Thedoctorturnedroundinhischair;buthehesitatedindoingashewasdesired。

"DoasIaskyou,doctor。Itcandonoharmnow;youknowthatwellenough。Whytorturemenow?"

"No,Iwillnottortureyou;butyouwillhavewaterwithit?"

"Water!No;thebrandybyitself。ItellyouIcannotspeakwithoutit。What"stheuseofcantingnow?Youknowitcanmakenodifference。"

SirRogerwasright。Itcouldmakenodifference;andDrThornegavehimthehalfglassofbrandy。

"Ah,well;you"veastingyhand,doctor;confoundedstingy。Youdon"tmeasureyourmedicinesoutinsuchlightdoses。"

"Youwillbewantingmorebeforemorning,youknow。"

"Beforemorning!indeedIshall;apintortwobeforethat。Irememberthetime,doctor,whenIhavedrunktomyowncheekabovetwoquartsbetweendinnerandbreakfast!aye,andworkedalldayafterit!"

"Youhavebeenawonderfulman,Scatcherd,verywonderful。"

"Aye,wonderful!well,nevermind。It"sovernow。ButwhatwasI

saying?——aboutLouis,doctor;you"llnotdeserthim?"

"Certainlynot。"

"He"snotstrong;Iknowthat。Howshouldhebestrong,livingashehasdone?NotthatitseemedtohurtmewhenIwashisage。"

"Youhadtheadvantageofhardwork。"

"That"sit。SometimesIwishthatLouishadnotashillingintheworld;thathehadtotrudgeaboutwithanapronroundhiswaistasI

did。Butit"stoolatenowtothinkofthat。Ifhewouldmarry,doctor。"

DrThorneagainexpressedanopinionthatnostepwouldbesolikelytoreformthehabitsoftheyoungheirasmarriage;andrepeatedhisadvicetothefathertoimplorehissontotakeawife。

"I"lltellyouwhat,Thorne,"saidhe。Andthen,afterapause,hewenton。"Ihavenothalftoldyouasyetwhatisonmymind;andI"mnearlyafraidtotellit;though,indeed,Idon"tknowwhatIshouldbe。"

"Ineverknewyouafraidofanythingyet,"saidthedoctor,smilinggently。

"Well,then,I"llnotendbyturningcoward。Now,doctor,tellthetruthtome;whatdoyouexpectmetodoforthatgirlofyoursthatweweretalkingof——Mary"schild?"

Therewasapauseforamoment,forThornewasslowtoanswerhim。

"Youwouldnotletmeseeher,youknow,thoughsheismynieceastrulyasyours。"

"Nothing,"atlastsaidthedoctor,slowly。"Iexpectnothing。Iwouldnotletyouseeher,andtherefore,Iexpectnothing。"

"ShewillhaveitallifpoorLouisshoulddie,"saidSirRoger。

"Ifyouintenditsoyoushouldputhernameintothewill,"saidtheother。"NotthatIaskyouorwishyoutodoso。Mary,thankGod,candowithoutwealth。"

"Thorne,ononeconditionIwillputhernameintoit。Iwillalteritononecondition。Letthetwocousinsbemanandwife——letLouismarrypoorMary"schild。"

Thepropositionforamomenttookawaythedoctor"sbreath,andhewasunabletoanswer。NotforallthewealthofIndiawouldhehavegivenuphislambtothatyoungwolf,eventhoughhehadhadthepowertodoso。Butthatlamb——lambthoughshewas——had,ashewellknew,awillofherownonsuchamatter。Whatalliancecouldbemoreimpossible,thoughthetohimself,thanonebetweenMaryThorneandLouisScatcherd?

"Iwillalteritallifyouwillgivemeyourhanduponitthatyouwilldoyourbesttobringaboutthismarriage。Everythingshallbehisonthedayhemarriesher;andshouldhedieunmarried,itshallallthenbehersbyname。Saytheword,Thorne,andsheshallcomehereatonce。Ishallyethavetimetoseeher。"

ButDrThornedidnotsaytheword;justatthemomenthesaidnothing,butheslowlyshookhishead。

"Whynot,Thorne?"

"Myfriend,itisimpossible。"

"Whyimpossible?"

"Herhandisnotminetodisposeof,norisherheart。"

"Thenlethercomeoverherself。"

"What!Scatcherd,thatthesonmightmakelovetoherwhilethefatherissodangerouslyill!Bidhercometolookforarichhusband!Thatwouldnotbeseemly,wouldit?"

"No;notforthat:lethercomemerelythatImayseeher;thatwemayallknowher。Iwillleavethemattertheninyourhandsifyouwillpromisemetodoyourbest。"

"But,myfriend,inthismatterIcannotdomybest。Icandonothing。And,indeed,Imaysayatonce,thatitisaltogetheroutofthequestion。Iknow——"

"Whatdoyouknow?"saidthebaronet,turningonhimalmostangrily。

"Whatcanyouknowtomakeyousaythatitisimpossible?Issheapearlofsuchpricethatamanmaynotwinher?"

"Sheisapearlofgreatprice。"

"Believeme,doctor,moneygoesfarinwinningsuchpearls。"

"Perhapsso;Iknowlittleaboutit。ButthisIdoknow,thatmoneywillnotwinher。Letustalkofsomethingelse;believeme,itisuselessforustothinkofthis。"

"Yes;ifyousetyourfaceagainstitobstinately。YoumustthinkverypoorlyofLouisifyousupposethatnogirlcanfancyhim。"

"Ihavenotsaidso,Scatcherd。"

"Tohavethespendingoftenthousandayear,andbeabaronet"slady!

Why,doctor,whatisityouexpectforthisgirl?"

"Notmuch,indeed;notmuch。Aquietheartandaquiethome;notmuchmore。"

"Thorne,ifyouwillberuledbymeinthis,sheshallbethemosttoppingwomaninthiscounty。"

"Myfriend,myfriend,whythusgrieveme?Whyshouldyouthusharassyourself?Itellyouitisimpossible。Theyhaveneverseeneachother;theyhavenothing,andcanhavenothingincommon;theirtastes,andwishes,andpursuitsaredifferent。Besides,Scatcherd,marriagesneveranswerthataresomade;believeme,itisimpossible。"

Thecontractorthrewhimselfbackonhisbed,andlayforsometenminutesperfectlyquiet;somuchsothatthedoctorbegantothinkthathewassleeping。Sothinking,andweariedbythewatching,DrThornewasbeginningtocreepquietlyfromtheroom,whenhiscompanionagainrousedhimself,almostwithvehemence。

"Youwon"tdothisthingforme,then?"saidhe。

"Doit!Itisnotforyouormetodosuchthingsasthat。Suchthingsmustbelefttothoseconcernedthemselves。"

"Youwillnotevenhelpme?"

"Notinthisthing,SirRoger。"

"Thenby——,sheshallnotunderanycircumstanceseverhaveashillingofmine。Givemesomeofthatstuffthere,"andheagainpointedtothebrandybottlewhichstoodeverwithinhissight。"

Thedoctorpouredoutandhandedtohimanothersmallmodicumofspirit。

"Nonsense,man;filltheglass。I"llstandnononsensenow。I"llbemasterofmyownhousetothelast。Giveithere,Itellyou。Tenthousanddevilsaretearingmewithin。You——youcouldhavecomfortedme;butyouwouldnot。FilltheglassItellyou。"

"IshouldbekillingyouwereItodoit。"

"Killingme!killingme!youarealwaystalkingofkillingme。DoyousupposethatIamafraidtodie?DonotIknowhowsoonitiscoming?Givemethebrandy,Isay,orIwillbeoutacrosstheroomtofetchit。"

"No,Scatcherd。Icannotgiveittoyou;notwhileIamhere。Doyourememberhowyouwereengagedthismorning?"——hehadthatmorningtakenthesacramentfromtheparishclergyman——"youwouldnotwishtomakemeguiltyofmurder,wouldyou?"

"Nonsense!Youaretalkingnonsense;habitissecondnature。ItellyouIshallsinkwithoutit。Why,youknow,Ialwaysgetitdirectlyyourbackitturned。Come,Iwillnotbebulliedinmyownhouse;givemethatbottle,Isay!"——andSirRogeressayed,vainlyenough,toraisehimselffromthebed。

"Stop,Scatcherd;Iwillgiveittoyou——Iwillhelpyou。Itmaybethathabitissecondnature。"SirRogerinhisdeterminedenergyhadswallowed,withoutthinkingofit,thesmallquantitywhichthedoctorhadbeforepouredoutforhim,andstillheldtheemptyglasswithinhishand。Thisthedoctornowtookandfillednearlytothebrim。

"Come,Thorne,abumper;abumperforthisonce。“Whateverthedrink,itabumpermustbe。“Youstingyfellow!Iwouldnottreatyouso。

Well——well。"

"It"saboutasfullasyoucanholdit,Scatcherd。"

"Tryme;tryme!myhandisarock;atleastatholdingliquor。"Andthenhedrainedthecontentsoftheglass,whichwereinsufficientquantitytohavetakenawaythebreathofanyordinaryman。

"Ah,I"mbetternow。But,Thorne,Idoloveafullglass,ha!ha!ha!"

Therewassomethingfrightful,almostsickening,inthepeculiarhoarsegutturaltoneofhisvoice。Thesoundscamefromhimasthoughsteepedinbrandy,andtold,alltooplainly,thehavocwhichthealcoholhadmade。Therewasafiretooabouthiseyeswhichcontrastedwithhissunkencheeks:hishangingjaw,unshornbeard,andhaggardfacewereterribletolookat。Hishandsandarmswerehotandclammy,butsothinandwasted!Ofhislowerlimbsthelostusehadnotreturnedtohim,sothatinallhiseffortsatvehemencehewascontrolledbyhisownwantofvitality。Whenhesupportedhimself,half-sittingagainstthepillows,hewasinacontinualtremor;andyet,asheboasted,hecouldstilllifthisglasssteadilytohismouth。Suchnowwastheheroofwhomthatreadycompilerofmemoirshadjustfinishedhiscorrectandsuccinctaccount。

Afterhehadhadhisbrandy,hesatglaringawhileatvacancy,asthoughhewasdeadtoallaroundhim,andwasthinking——thinking——thinkingofthingsintheinfinitedistanceofthepast。

"ShallIgonow,"saidthedoctor,"andsendLadyScatcherdtoyou?"

"Waitawhile,doctor;justoneminutelonger。SoyouwilldonothingforLouis,then?"

"IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcando。"

"Ah,yes!everythingbuttheonethingthatwillsavehim。Well,I

willnotaskyouagain。Butremember,Thorne,Ishallaltermywillto-morrow。"

"Doso,byallmeans;youmaywellalteritforthebetter。IfImayadviseyou,youwillhavedownyourownbusinessattorneyfromLondon。

Ifyouwillletmesendhewillbeherebeforeto-morrownight。"

"Thankyoufornothing,Thorne:Icanmanagethatmattermyself。Nowleaveme;butremember,youhaveruinedthatgirl"sfortune。"

Thedoctordidleavehim,andwentnotaltogetherhappytohisroom。Hecouldnotbutconfesstohimselfthathehad,despitehimselfasitwere,fedhimselfwithhopethatMary"sfuturemightbemademoresecure,aye,andbrightertoo,bysomesmallunheededfractionbrokenofffromthehugemassofheruncle"swealth。Suchhope,ifithadamountedtohope,wasnowallgone。Butthiswasnotall,norwasthistheworstofit。ThathehaddonerightinutterlyrepudiatingallideaofamarriagebetweenMaryandhercousin——ofthathewascertainenough;thatnoearthlyconsiderationwouldhaveinducedMarytoplighthertrothtosuchaman——that,withhim,wasascertainasdoom。Buthowfarhadhedonerightinkeepingherfromthesightofheruncle?

Howcouldhejustifyittohimselfifhehadthusrobbedherofherinheritance,seeingthathehaddonesofromaselfishfearlestshe,whowasnowallhisown,shouldbeknowntotheworldasbelongingtoothersratherthantohim?Hehadtakenuponhimonherbehalftorejectwealthasvalueless;andyethehadnosoonerdonesothanhebegantoconsumehishourswithreflectinghowgreattoherwouldbethevalueofwealth。Andthus,whenSirRogertoldhim,ashelefttheroom,thathehadruinedMary"sfortune,hewashardlyabletobearthetauntwithequanimity。

Onthenextmorning,afterpayinghisprofessionalvisittohispatient,andsatisfyinghimselfthattheendwasnowdrawingnearwithstepsterriblyquickened,hewentdowntoGreshamsbury。

"Howlongisthistolast,uncle?"saidhisniece,withsadvoice,asheagainpreparedtoreturntoBoxallHill。

"Notlong,Mary;donotbegrudgehimafewmorehoursoflife。"

"No,Idonot,uncle。Iwillsaynothingmoreaboutit。Ishissonwithhim?"Andthen,perverselyenough,shepersistedinaskingnumerousquestionsaboutLouisScatcherd。

"Ishelikelytomarry,uncle?"

"Ihopeso,mydear。"

"Willhebesoveryrich?"

"Yes;ultimatelyhewillbeveryrich。"

"Hewillbeabaronet,willhenot?"

"Yes,mydear。"

"Whatishelike,uncle?"

"Like——Ineverknowwhatayoungmanislike。Heislikeamanwithredhair。"

"Uncle,youaretheworsthandindescribingIeverknew。IfI"dseenhimforfiveminutes,I"dbeboundtomakeaportraitofhim;andyou,ifyouweredescribingadog,you"donlysaywhatcolourhishairwas。"

"Well,he"salittleman。"

"Exactly,justasIshouldsaythatMrsUmblebyhadared-hairedlittledog。IwishIhadknowntheseScatcherds,uncle。Idoadmirepeoplethatcanpushthemselvesintheworld。IwishIhadknownSirRoger。"

"Youwillneverknowhim,Mary。"

"Isupposenot。Iamsosorryforhim。IsLadyScatcherdnice?"

"Sheisanexcellentwoman。"

"IhopeImayknowhersomeday。Youaresomuchtherenow,uncle;I

wonderwhetheryouevermentionmetothem。Ifyoudo,tellherfrommehowmuchIgrieveforher。"

Thatsamenight,DrThorneagainfoundhimselfalonewithSirRoger。

Thesickmanwasmuchmoretranquil,andapparentlymoreateasethanhehadbeenontheprecedingnight。Hesaidnothingabouthiswill,andnotawordaboutMaryThorne;butthedoctorknewthatWinterbonesandanotary"sclerkfromBarchesterhadbeeninthebedroomagreatpartoftheday;and,asheknewalsothatthegreatmanofbusinesswasaccustomedtodohismostimportantworkbythehandsofsuchtoolsasthese,hedidnotdoubtbutthatthewillhadbeenalteredandremodelled。Indeed,hethoughtitmorethanprobable,thatwhenitwasopeneditwouldbefoundtobewhollydifferentinitsprovisionsfromthatwhichSirRogerhadalreadydescribed。

"Louisiscleverenough,"hesaid,"sharpenough,Imean。Hewon"tsquandertheproperty。"

"Hehasgoodnaturalabilities,"saidthedoctor。

"Excellent,excellent,"saidthefather。"Hemaydowell,verywell,ifhecanonlybekeptfromthis;"andSirRogerhelduptheemptywine-glasswhichstoodbyhisbedside。"Whatalifehemayhavebeforehim!——andtothrowitawayforthis!"andashespokehetooktheglassandtosseditacrosstheroom。"Oh,doctor!wouldthatitwerealltobeginagain!"

"Weallwishthat,Idaresay,Scatcherd。"

"No,youdon"twishit。Youain"tworthashilling,andyetyouregretnothing。Iamworthhalfamillioninonewayoranother,andIregreteverything-everything——everything!"

"Youshouldnotthinkthatway,Scatcherd;youneednotthinkso。

YesterdayyoutoldMrClarkethatyouwerecomfortableinyourmind。"

MrClarkewastheclergymanwhohadvisitedhim。

"OfcourseIdid。WhatelsecouldIsaywhenheaskedme?Itwouldn"thavebeenciviltohavetoldhimthathistimeandwordswereallthrownaway。But,Thorne,believeme,whenaman"sheartissad——sad——sadtothecore,afewwordsfromaparsonatthelastmomentwillnevermakeitright。"

"MayHehavemercyonyou,myfriend!——ifyouwillthinkofHim,andlooktoHim,Hewillhavemercyonyou。"

"Well——Iwilltry,doctor;butwouldthatitwerealltodoagain。

You"llseetotheoldwomanformysake,won"tyou?"

"What,LadyScatcherd?"

"LadyDevil!Ifanythingangersmenowitisthat“ladyship“——hertobemylady!Why,whenIcameoutofjailthattime,thepoorcreaturehadhardlyashoetoherfoot。Butitwasn"therfault,Thorne;itwasnoneofherdoing。Sheneveraskedforsuchnonsense。"

"Shehasbeenanexcellentwife,Scatcherd;andwhatismore,sheisanexcellentwoman。Sheis,andeverwillbe,oneofmydearestfriends。"

"Thank"ee,doctor,thank"ee。Yes;shehasbeenagoodwife——betterforapoormanthanarichone;butthen,thatwaswhatshewasbornto。

Youwon"tletherbeknockedaboutbythem,willyou,Thorne?"

DrThorneagainassuredhim,thataslongashelivedLadyScatcherdshouldneverwantonetruefriend;inmakingthispromise,however,hemanagedtodropallallusiontotheobnoxioustitle。

"You"llbewithhimasmuchaspossible,won"tyou?"againaskedthebaronet,afterlyingquitesilentforaquarterofanhour。

"Withwhom?"saidthedoctor,whowasthenallbutasleep。

"Withmypoorboy,Louis。"

"Ifhewillletme,Iwill,"saidthedoctor。

"And,doctor,whenyouseeaglassathismouth,dashitdown;thrustitdown,thoughyouthrustouttheteethwithit。Whenyouseethat,Thorne,tellhimofhisfather——tellhimwhathisfathermighthavebeenbutforthat;tellhimhowhisfatherdiedlikeabeast,becausehecouldnotkeephimselffromdrink。"

These,reader,werethelastwordsspokenbySirRogerScatcherd。Asheutteredthemheroseupinbedwiththesamevehemencewhichhehadshownontheformerevening。Butintheveryactofdoingsohewasagainstruckbyparalysis,andbeforenineonthefollowingmorningallwasover。

"Oh,myman——myown,ownman!"exclaimedthewidow,rememberingintheparoxysmofhergriefnothingbutthelovesoftheirearlydays;"thebest,thebrightest,thecleverestofthemall!"

SomeweeksafterthisSirRogerwasburied,withmuchpompandceremony,withintheprecinctsofBarchesterCathedral;andamonumentwasputuptohimsoonafter,inwhichhewasportrayed,assmoothingablockofgranitewithamalletandchisel;whilehiseagleeye,disdainingsuchhumblework,wasfixeduponsomeintricatemathematicalinstrumentabovehim。CouldSirRogerhaveseenithimself,hewouldprobablyhavedeclared,thatnoworkmanwaseverworthhissaltwholookedonewaywhileherowedanother。

Immediatelyafterthefuneralthewillwasopened,andDrThornediscoveredthattheclausesofitwereexactlyidenticalwiththosehisfriendhaddescribedtohimsomemonthsback。Nothinghadbeenaltered;norhadthedocumentbeenunfoldedsincethatstrangecodicilhadbeenadded,inwhichitwasdeclaredthatDrThorneknew——andonlyDrThorne——whowastheeldestchildofthetestator"sonlysister。Atthesametime,however,ajointexecutorwithDrThornehadbeennamed——oneMrStock,amanofrailwayfame——andDrThornehimselfwasmadealegateetothehumbleextentofathousandpounds。AlifeincomeofathousandpoundsayearwaslefttoLadyScatcherd。

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