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Beatricedidnotquiteseeitall;butshesawenoughofittoknowthatMarywastobepitied;so,insteadofscoldingherfriendforbeingcross,shethrewherarmsroundherandkissedheraffectionately。
Butthedoctorallthistimesufferedmuchmorethanhisniecedid。Hecouldnotcomplainoutloudly;hecouldnotaverthathispetlambhadbeenilltreated;hecouldnotevenhavethepleasureofopenlyquarrellingwithLadyArabella;butnotthelessdidhefeelittobemostcruelthatMaryshouldhavetolivebeforetheworldasanoutcast,becauseithadpleasedFrankGreshamtofallinlovewithher。
ButhisbitternesswasnotchieflyagainstFrank。ThatFrankhadbeenveryfoolishhecouldnotbutacknowledge;butitwasakindoffollyforwhichthedoctorwasabletofindexcuse。ForLadyArabella"scoldproprietyhecouldfindnoexcuse。
Withthesquirehehadspokennowordonthesubjectuptothisperiodofwhichwearenowwriting。WithherladyshiphehadneverspokenonitsincethatdaywhenshehadtoldhimthatMarywastocomenomoretoGreshamsbury。HenevernowdinedorspenthiseveningsatGreshamsbury,andseldomwastobeseenatthehouse,exceptwhencalledinprofessionally。Thesquire,indeed,hefrequentlymet;butheeitherdidsointhevillage,oroutonhorseback,orathisownhouse。
WhenthedoctorfirstheardthatSirRogerhadlosthisseat,andhadreturnedtoBoxallHill,heresolvedtogooverandseehim。Butthevisitwaspostponedfromdaytoday,asvisitsarepostponedwhichmaybemadeanyday,andhedidnotinfactgotillsummonedtheresomewhatperemptorily。AmessagewasbroughttohimoneeveningtosaythatSirRogerhadbeenstruckbyparalysis,andthatnotamomentwastobelost。
"Italwayshappensatnight,"saidMary,whohadmoresympathyforthelivingunclewhomshedidknow,thanfortheotherdyingunclewhomshedidnotknow。
"Whatmatters?——there——justgivememyscarf。InallprobabilityImaynotbehometo-night——perhapsnottilllateto-morrow。Godblessyou,Mary!"andawaythedoctorwentonhiscoldbleakridetoBoxallHill。
"Whoistobehisheir?"Asthedoctorrodealong,hecouldnotquiteridhismindofthequestion。Thepoormannowabouttodiehadwealthenoughtomakemanyheirs。Whatifhisheartshouldhavesoftenedtowardshissister"schild!WhatifMaryshouldbefoundtobepossessedofsuchwealththattheGreshamsshouldbeagainbehappytowelcomeheratGreshamsbury!
Thedoctorwasnotaloverofmoney——andhedidhisbesttogetridofsuchperniciousthoughts。Buthislongings,perhaps,werenotsomuchthatMaryshouldberich,asthatsheshouldhavethepowerofheapingcoalsoffireupontheheadsofthosepeoplewhohadsoinjuredher。
CHAPTERXXIV
LOUISSCATCHERD
WhenDrThornereachedBoxallHillhefoundMrRerechildfromBarchestertherebeforehim。PoorLadyScatcherd,whenherhusbandwasstrickenbythefit,hardlyknewinherdismaywhatadequatestepstotake。Shehad,asamatterofcourse,sentforDrThorne;butshehadthoughtitsograveaperilthatthemedicalskillofnoonemancouldsuffice。Itwas,sheknew,quiteoutofthequestionforhertoinvoketheaidofDrFillgrave,whomnoearthlypersuasioncouldhavebroughttoBoxallHill;andasMrRerechildwassupposedintheBarchesterworldtobesecond——thoughatalonginterval——tothatgreatman,shehadappliedforhisassistance。
NowMrRerechildwasafollowerandhumblefriendofDrFillgrave;andwaswonttoregardanythingthatcamefromtheBarchesterdoctorassureaslightfromthelampofAesculapius。HecouldnotthereforebeotherthananenemyofDrThorne。Buthewasaprudent,discreetman,withalongfamily,aversetoprofessionalhostilities,asknowingthathecouldmakemorebymedicalfriendsthanmedicalfoes,andnotatallinclinedtotakeupanyman"scudgeltohisowndetriment。Hehad,ofcourse,heardofthatdreadfulaffrontwhichhadbeenputuponhisfriend,ashadallthe"medicalworld"——andallthemedicalworldatleastofBarsetshire;andhehadoftenexpressedsympathywithDrFillgraveandhisabhorrenceofDrThorne"santi-professionalpractices。ButnowthathefoundhimselfabouttobebroughtincontactwithDrThorne,hereflectedthattheGalenofGreshamsburywasatanyrateequalinreputationtohimofBarchester;thattheonewasprobablyontherise,whereastheotherwasalreadyconsideredbysomeasratherantiquated;andhethereforewiselyresolvedthatthepresentwouldbeanexcellentopportunityforhimtomakeafriendofDrThorne。
PoorLadyScatcherdhadaninklingthatDrFillgraveandMrRerechildwereaccustomedtorowinthesameboat,andshewasnotaltogetherfreefromfearthattheremightbeanoutbreak。ShethereforetookanopportunitybeforeDrThorne"sarrivaltodeprecateanywrathfultendency。
"Oh,LadyScatcherd!IhavethegreatestrespectforDrThorne,"saidhe;"thegreatestpossiblerespect;amostskilfulpractitioner——somethingbrusque,certainly,andperhapsalittleobstinate。Butwhatthen?wehaveallourfaults,LadyScatcherd。"
"Oh——yes;weallhave,MrRerechild;that"sacertain。"
"There"smyfriendFillgrave——LadyScatcherd。Hecannotbearanythingofthatsort。NowIthinkhe"swrong;andsoItellhim。"MrRerechildwasinerrorhere;forhehadneveryetventuredtotellDrFillgravethathewaswronginanything。"Wemustbearandforbear,youknow。DrThorneisanexcellentman——inhiswayveryexcellent,LadyScatcherd。"
ThislittleconversationtookplaceafterMrRerechild"sfirstvisittohispatient:whatstepswereimmediatelytakenforthereliefofthesuffererweneednotdescribe。Theyweredoubtlesswellintended,andwere,perhaps,aswelladaptedtostaveoffthecomingevildayasanythatDrFillgrave,oreventhegreatSirOmicronPiemighthaveused。
AndthenDrThornearrived。
"Oh,doctor!doctor!"exclaimedLadyScatcherd,almosthangingroundhisneckinthehall。"Whatarewetodo?Whatarewetodo?He"sverybad。"
"Hashespoken?"
"No;nothinglikeaword:hehasmadeoneortwomutteredsounds;but,poorsoul,youcouldmakenothingofit——oh,doctor!doctor!hehasneverbeenlikethisbefore。
ItwaseasytoseewhereLadyScatcherdplacedanysuchfaithasshemightstillhaveinthehealingart。"MrRerechildishereandhasseenhim,"shecontinued。"Ithoughtitbesttosendfortwo,forfearofaccidents。Hehasdonesomething——Idon"tknowwhat。But,doctor,dotellthetruthnow;Ilooktoyoutotellmethetruth。"
DrThornewentupandsawhispatient;andhadheliterallycompliedwithLadyScatcherd"srequest,hemighthavetoldheratoncethattherewasnohope。As,however,hehadnotthehearttodothis,hemystifiedthecaseasdoctorssowellknowhowtodo,andtoldherthat"therewascausetofear,greatcauseforfear;hewassorrytosay,verygreatcauseformuchfear。"
DrThornepromisedtostaythenightthere,and,ifpossible,thefollowingnightalso;andthenLadyScatcherdbecametroubledinhermindastowhatsheshoulddowithMrRerechild。Healsodeclared,withmuchmedicalhumanity,that,lettheinconveniencebewhatitmight,hetoowouldstaythenight。"Theloss,"hesaid,"ofsuchamanasSirRogerScatcherdwasofsuchparamountimportanceastomakeothermatterstrivial。HewouldcertainlynotallowthewholeweighttofallontheshouldersofhisfriendDrThorne:healsowouldstayatanyratethatnightbythesickman"sbedside。Bythefollowingmorningsomechangemightbeexcpected。"
"Isay,DrThorne,"saidherladyship,callingthedoctorintothehousekeeping-room,inwhichsheandHannahspentanytimethattheywerenotrequiredupstairs;"justcomein,doctor:youwouldn"ttellhimwedon"twanthimnomore,couldyou?"
"Tellwhom?"saidthedoctor。
"Why——MrRerechild:mightn"thegoaway,doyouthink?"
DrThorneexplainedthatMrRerechildmightgoawayifhepleased;butthatitwouldbynomeansbeproperforonedoctortotellanothertoleavethehouse。AndsoMrRerechildwasallowedtosharethegloriesofthenight。
Inthemeantimethepatientremainedspeechless;butitsoonbecameevidentthatNaturewasusingallhereffortstomakeonefinalrally。
Fromtimetotimehemoanedandmutteredasthoughhewasconscious,anditseemedasthoughhestrovetospeak。Hegraduallybecameawake,atanyratetosuffering,andDrThornebegantothinkthatthelastscenewouldbepostponedforyetawhilelonger。
"Wonderfulconstitution——eh,DrThorne?wonderful!"saidMrRerechild。
"Yes;hehasbeenastrongman。"
"Strongasahorse,DrThorne。Lord,whatthatmanwouldhavebeenifhehadgivenhimselfachance!Youknowhisconstitutionofcourse。"
"Yes;prettywell。I"veattendedhimformanyyears。"
"Alwaysdrinking,Isuppose;alwaysatit——eh?"
"Hehasnotbeenatemperateman,certainly。"
"Thebrain,yousee,cleangone——andnotaparticleofcoatinglefttothestomach;andyetwhatastrugglehemakes——aninterestingcase,isn"tit?"
"It"sverysadtoseesuchanintellectsodestroyed。"
"Verysad,verysadindeed。HowFillgravewouldhavelikedtohaveseenthiscase。Heisaverycleverman,isFillgrave——inhisway,youknow。"
"I"msureheis,"saidDrThorne。
"Notthathe"dmakeanythingofacaselikethisnow——he"snot,youknow,quite——quite——perhapsnotquiteuptothenewtimeofday,onemightsayso。"
"Hehashadaveryextensiveprovincialpractice,"saidDrThorne。
"Oh,very——very;andmadeatidylotofmoneytoo,hasFillgrave。He"sworthsixthousandpounds,Isuppose;nowthat"sagooddealofmoneytoputbyinalittletownlikeBarchester。"
"Yes,indeed。"
"WhatIsaytoFillgraveis——keepyoureyesopen;oneshouldneverbetoooldtolearn——there"salwayssomethingnewworthpickingup。Butno——hewon"tbelievethat。Hecan"tbelievethatanynewideascanbeworthanything。Youknowamanmustgotothewallinthatway——eh,doctor?"
Andthenagaintheywerecalledtotheirpatient。"He"sdoingfinely,finely,"saidMrRerechildtoLadyScatcherd。"There"sfairgroundtohopehe"llrally;fairground,istherenot,doctor?"
"Yes;he"llrally;buthowlongthatmaylast,thatwecanhardlysay。"
"Oh,no,certainlynot,certainlynot——thatisnotwithanycertainty;
butstillhe"sdoingfinely,LadyScatcherd,consideringeverything。"
"Howlongwillyougivehim,doctor?"saidMrRerechildtohisnewfriend,whentheywereagainalone。"Tendays?Idaresaytendays,orfromthattoafortnight。"
"Perhapsso,"saidthedoctor。"Ishouldnotliketosayexactlytoaday。"
"No,certainlynot。Wecannotsayexactlytoaday;butIsaytendays;asforanythinglikearecovery,thatyouknow——"
"Isoutofthequestion,"saidDrThorne,gravely。
"Quiteso;quiteso;coatingofthestomachcleangone,youknow;braindestroyed:didyouobservetheperiporollida?Ineversawthemsoswelledbefore:nowwhentheperiporollidaareswollenlikethat——"
"Yes,verymuch;it"salwaysthecasewhenparalysishasbeenbroughtaboutbyintemperance。"
"Always,always;Ihaveremarkedthatalways;theperiporollidainsuchcasesarealwaysextended;mostinterestingcase,isn"tit?IdowishFillgravecouldhaveseenit。But,IbelieveyouandDrFillgravedon"tquite——eh?"
"No,notquite,"saidDrThorne;who,ashethoughtofhislastinterviewwithDrFillgrave,andofthatgentleman"sexceedingangerashestoodinthehallbelow,couldnotkeephimselffromsmiling,sadastheoccasionwas。
NothingwouldinducedLadyScatcherdtogotobed;butthetwodoctorsagreedtoliedown,eachinaroomononesideofthepatient。Howwasitpossiblethatanythingbutgoodshouldcometohim,beingsoguarded?"He"sgoingonfinely,LadyScatcherd,quitefinely,"werethelastwordsMrRerechildsaidashelefttheroom。
AndthenDrThorne,takingLadyScatcherd"shandandleadingheroutintoanotherchamber,toldherthetruth。
"LadyScatcherd,"saidhe,inhistenderestvoice——andhisvoicecouldbeverytenderwhenoccasionrequiredit——"LadyScatcherd,donothope;
youmustnothope;itwouldbecrueltobidyoutodoso。"
"Oh,doctor!oh,doctor!"
"Mydearfriend,thereisnohope。"
"Oh,DrThorne!"saidthewife,lookingwildlyupintohercompanion"sface,thoughshehardlyyetrealizedthemeaningofwhathesaid,althoughhersenseswerehalfstunnedbytheblow。
"DearLadyScatcherd,isitnotbetterthatIshouldtellyouthetruth?"
"Oh,Isupposeso;ohyes,ohyes;ahme!ahme!ahme!"Andthenshebeganrockingherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherchair,withherapronuptohereyes。
"LooktoHim,LadyScatcherd,whoonlycanmakesuchgriefendurable。"
"Yes,yes,yes;Isupposeso。Ahme!ahme!But,DrThorne,theremustbesomechance——isn"tthereanychance?Thatmansayshe"sgoingonsowell。"
"Ifearthereisnochance——asfarasmyknowledgegoesthereisnochance。"
"Thenwhydoesthatchatteringmagpietellsuchliestoawoman?Ahme!ahme!oh,doctor!doctor!whatshallIdo?whatshallIdo?"andpoorLadyScatcherd,fairlyovercomebyhersorrow,burstoutcryinglikeagreatschool-girl。
Andyetwhathadherhusbanddoneforherthatsheshouldthusweepforhim?Wouldnotherlifebemuchmoreblessedwhenthiscauseofallhertroublesshouldberemovedfromher?Wouldshenotthenbeafreewomaninsteadofaslave?Mightshenotthenexpecttobegintotastethecomfortsoflife?Whathadthatharshtyrantofhersdonethatwasgoodorserviceableforher?Whyshouldshethusweepforhiminparoxysmsoftruestgrief?
Wehearagooddealofjollywidows;andtheslanderousrailleryoftheworldtellmuchofconjugaldisturbancesasacureforwhichwomenwilllookforwardtoastateofwidowhoodwithnotunwillingeyes。Therailleryoftheworldisveryslanderous。Inourdailyjestsweattributetoeachothervicesofwhichneitherwe,norourneighbours,norourfriends,norevenourenemiesareeverguilty。ItisourfavouriteparlancetotalkofthefamilytroublesofMrsGreenonourright,andtotellnowMrsYoungonourleftisstronglysuspectedofhavingraisedherhandtoherlordandmaster。Whatrighthavewetomakethesecharges?Whathaveweseeninourownpersonalwalksthroughlifetomakeusbelievethatwomenaredevils?TheremaypossiblyhavebeenXantippehereandthere,butImogenesaretobefoundineverybush。LadyScatcherd,inspiteofthelifeshehadled,wasoneofthem。
"YoushouldsendamessageuptoLondonforLouis,"saidthedoctor。
"Wedidthat,doctor;wedidthatto-day——wesentupatelegraph。Ohme!ohme!poorboy,whatwillhedo?Ishallneverknowwhattodowithhim,never!never!"Andwithsuchsorrowfulwailingsshesatrockingherselfthroughthelongnight,everynowandthencomfortingherselfbytheperformanceofsomemenialserviceinthesickman"sroom。
SirRogerpassedthenightmuchashehadpassedtheday,exceptthatheappearedgraduallytobegrowingnearertoastateofconsciousness。OnthefollowingmorningtheysucceededatlastinmakingMrRerechildunderstandthattheywerenotdesirousofkeepinghimlongerfromhisBarchesterpractice;andatabouttwelveo"clockDrThornealsowent,promisingthathewouldreturnintheevening,andagainpassthenightatBoxallHill。
InthecourseoftheafternoonSirRogeroncemoreawoketohissenses,andwhenhedidsohissonwasstandingathisbedside。LouisPhilippeScatcherd——orasitmaybemoreconvenienttocallhim,Louis——wasayoungmanjustoftheageofFrankGresham。Buttherecouldhardlybetwoyouthsmoredifferentintheirappearance。Louis,thoughhisfatherandmotherwerebothrobustpersons,wasshortandslight,andnowofasicklyframe。Frankwasapictureofhealthandstrength;
but,thoughmanlyindisposition,wasbynomeansprecociouseitherinappearanceormanners。LouisScatcherdlookedasthoughhewasfouryearstheother"ssenior。HehadbeensenttoEtonwhenhewasfifteen,hisfatherbeingundertheimpressionthatthiswasthemostreadyandbest-recognizedmethodofmakinghimagentleman。Herehedidnotaltogetherfailasregardedthecovetedobjectofhisbecomingthecompanionofgentlemen。Hehadmorepocket-moneythananyotherladintheschool,andwaspossessedofacertaineffronterywhichcarriedhimaheadamongboysofhisownage。Hegained,therefore,adegreeofeclat,evenamongthosewhoknew,andveryfrequentlysaidtoeachother,thatyoungScatcherdwasnotfittobetheircompanionexceptonsuchopenoccasionsasthoseofcricket-matchesandboat-
races。Boys,inthisrespect,areatleastasexclusiveasmen,andunderstandaswellthedifferencebetweenaninnerandoutercircle。
ScatcherdhadmanycompanionsatschoolwhoweregladenoughtogouptoMaidenheadwithhimhisboat;buttherewasnotoneamongthemwhowouldhavetalkedtohimofhissister。
SirRogerwasvastlyproudofhisson"ssuccess,anddidhisbesttostimulateitbylavishexpenditureattheChristopher,wheneverhecouldmanagetorundowntoEton。Butthispractice,thoughsufficientlyunexceptionabletotheboys,wasnotheldinequaldelightbythemasters。Totellthetruth,neitherSirRogernorhissonwerefavouriteswiththesesterncustodians。Atlastitwasfeltnecessarytogetridofthemboth;andLouiswasnotlongingivingthemanopportunity,bygettingtipsytwiceinoneweek。Onthesecondoccasionhewassentaway,andheandSirRoger,thoughlongtalkedof,wereseennomoreatEton。
ButtheuniversitieswerestillopentoLouisPhilippe,andbeforehewaseighteenhewasenteredasagentleman-commoneratTrinity。Ashewas,moreover,theeldestsonofabaronet,andhadalmostunlimitedcommandofmoney,herealsohewasenabledforawhiletoshine。
Toshine!butveryfitfully;andonemaysayalmostwithaghastlyglare。Theveryladswhohadeatenhisfather"sdinnersatEton,andsharedhisfour-oaratEton,knewmuchbetterthantoassociatewithhimatCambridgenowthattheyhadputonthetogavirilis。Theywerestillasproneasevertofun,frolic,anddevilry——perhapsmoresothanever,seeingthatmorewasintheirpower;buttheyacquiredanideathatitbehovedthemtobesomewhatcircumspectastothemenwithwhomtheirprankswereperpetrated。So,inthosedays,LouisScatcherdwascoldlylookedonbyhiswhilomEtonfriends。
ButyoungScatcherddidnotfailtofindcompanionsatCambridgealso。
Therearefewplacesindeedinwhicharichmancannotbuycompanionship。Butthesetwithwhomhelived,weretheworstoftheplace。Theywerefast,slangmen,whowerefastandslang,andnothingelse——menwhoimitatedgroomsinmorethantheirdress,andwholookedonthecustomaryheroesofrace-coursesasthehighestlordsoftheascendantuponearth。AmongthoseatcollegeyoungScatcherddidshineaslongassuchlustrewaspermittedhim。Here,indeed,hisfather,whohadstrivenonlytoencouragehimatEton,didstrivesomewhattocontrolhim。Butthatwasnotnoweasy。Ifhelimitedhisson"sallowance,heonlydrovehimtodohisdebaucheryoncredit。Therewereplentytolendmoneytothesonofagreatmillionaire;andso,aftereighteenmonths"trialofauniversityeducation,SirRogerhadnoalternativebuttowithdrawhissonfromhisalmamater。
Whatwashetodowithhim?Unluckilyitwasconsideredquiteunnecessarytotakeanystepstowardsenablinghimtoearnhisbread。
Nownothingonearthcanbemoredifficultthanbringingupwellayoungmanwhohasnottoearnhisownbread,andwhohasnorecognizedstationamongothermensimilarlycircumstanced。Juveniledukes,andsproutingearls,findtheirdutiesandtheirplacesaseasilyasembryoclergymenandsuckingbarristers。Provisionismadefortheirpeculiarpositions:and,thoughtheymaypossiblygoastray,theyhaveafairchancegiventothemofrunningwithintheposts。ThesamemaybesaidofsuchyouthsasFrankGresham。Thereareenoughoftheminthecommunitytohavemadeitnecessarythattheirwell-beingshouldbeamatterofcareandforethought。ButtherearebutfewmenturnedoutintheworldinthepositionofLouisScatcherd;and,ofthosefew,butveryfewentertherealbattleoflifeundergoodauspices。
PoorSirRogerthoughhehadhardlytimewithallhismultitudinousrailwaystolookintothisthoroughly,hadaglimmeringofit。Whenhesawhisson"spaleface,andpaidhiswinebills,andheardofhisdoingsinhorse-flesh,hedidknowthatthingswerenotgoingwell;hedidunderstandthattheheirtoabaronetcyandafortuneofsometenthousandayearmightbedoingbetter。Butwhatwashetodo?hecouldnotwatchoverhisboyhimself;sohetookatutorforhimandsenthimabroad。
LouisandthetutorgotasfarasBerlin,withwhatmutualsatisfactiontoeachotherneednotbespeciallydescribed。ButfromBerlinSirRogerreceivedaletterinwhichthetutordeclinedtogoanyfurtherinthetaskwhichhehadundertaken。Hefoundthathehadnoinfluenceoverhispupil,andhecouldnotreconcileittohisconsciencetobethespectatorofsuchalifeasthatwhichMrScatcherdled。HehadnopowerininducingMrScatcherdtoleaveBerlin;buthewouldremaintherehimselftillheshouldhearfromSirRoger。SoSirRogerhadtoleavethehugeGovernmentworkswhichhewasthenerectingonthesoutherncoast,andhurryofftoBerlintoseewhatcouldbedonewithyoungHopeful。
TheyoungHopefulwasbynomeansafool;andinsomematterswasmorethanamatchforhisfather。SirRoger,inhisanger,threatenedtocasthimoffwithoutashilling。Louis,withmixedpenitenceandeffrontery,remindedhimthathecouldnotchangethedescentofthetitle;promisedamendment;declaredthathehaddoneonlyasdootheryoungmenoffortune;andhintedthatthetutorwasastrait-lacedass。ThefatherandthesonreturnedtogethertoBoxallHill,andthreemonthsafterwardsMrScatcherdsetupforhimselfinLondon。
Andnowhislife,ifnotmorevirtuous,wasmorecraftythanithadbeen。Hehadnotutortowatchhisdoingsandcomplainofthem,andhehadsufficientsensetokeephimselffromabsolutepecuniaryruin。Helived,itistrue,wheresharpersandblacklegshadtoooftenopportunitiesofpluckinghim;but,youngashewas,hehadbeensufficientlylongabouttheworldtotakecarehewasnotopenlyrobbed;andashewasnotopenlyrobbed,hisfather,inacertainsense,wasproudofhim。
Tidings,however,came——cameatleastinthoselastdays——whichcutSirRogertothequick;tidingsofviceinthesonwhichthefathercouldnotbutattributetohisownexample。Twicehismotherwascalleduptothesick-bedofheronlychild,whilehelayravinginthathorridmadnessbywhichtheoutragedmindavengesitselfonthebody!Twicehewasfoundragingindeliriumtremens,andtwicethefatherwastoldthatacontinuanceofsuchlifemustendinearlydeath。
ItmayeasilybeconceivedthatSirRogerwasnotahappyman。Lyingtherewiththatbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,reflectinginhismomentsofrestthatthatsonofhishadhisbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,hecouldhardlyhavebeenhappy。Buthewasnotamantosaymuchabouthismisery。Thoughhecouldrestrainneitherhimselfnorhisheir,hecouldendureinsilence;andinsilencehedidendure,till,openinghiseyestotheconsciousnessofdeath,heatlastspokeafewwordstotheonlyfriendheknew。
LouisScatcherdwasnotafool,norwashenaturally,perhaps,ofadepraveddisposition;buthehadtoreapthefruitsoftheworsteducationwhichEnglandwasabletogivehim。Thereweremomentsinhislifewhenhefeltthatabetter,ahigher,nay,amuchhappiercareerwasopentohimthanthatwhichhehadpreparedhimselftolead。Nowandthen,hewouldreflectwhatmoneyandrankmighthavedoneforhim;hewouldlookwithwishfuleyestotheprouddoingsofothersofhisage;woulddreamofquietjoys,ofasweetwife,ahousetowhichmightbeaskedfriendswhowereneitherjockeysnordrunkards;
hewoulddreamofsuchthingsinhisshortintervalsofconstrainedsobriety;butthedreamwouldonlyservetomakehimmoody。
Thiswasthebestsideofhischaracter;theworst,probably,wasthatwhichwasbroughtintoplaybythefactthathewasnotafool。Hewouldhaveabetterchanceofredemptioninthisworld——perhapsalsoinanother——hadhebeenafool。Asitwas,hewasnofool:hewasnottobedone,nothe;heknew,noonebetter,thevalueofashilling;heknew,also,howtokeephisshillings,andhowtospendthem。Heconsortedmuchwithblacklegsandsuch-likebecauseblacklegsweretohistaste。Butheboasteddaily,nay,hourlytohimself,andfrequentlytothosearoundhim,thattheleecheswhowerestuckroundhimcoulddrawbutlittlebloodfromhim。Hecouldspendhismoneyfreely;buthewouldsospenditthathehimselfmightreapthegratificationoftheexpenditure。Hewasacute,crafty,knowing,anduptoeverydamnabledodgepractisedbymenoftheclasswithwhomhelived。Atone-and-twentyhewasthatmostodiousofallodiouscharacters-aclose-fistedreprobate。
Hewasasmallman,notill-madebyNature,butreducedtounnaturaltenuitybydissipation-acorporealattributeofwhichhewasapttoboast,asitenabledhim,ashesaid,toputhimselfupat7st7lbwithoutany"d——nonsenseofnoteatinganddrinking"。Thepower,however,wasoneofwhichhedidnotoftenavailhimself,ashisnerveswereseldominafitstateforriding。Hishairwasdarkred,andheworeredmoustaches,andagreatdealofredbeardbeneathhischin,cutinamannertomakehimlooklikeanAmerican。HisvoicealsohadaYankeetwang,beingacrossbetweenthatofanAmericantraderandanEnglishgroom;andhiseyeswerekeenandfixed,andcoldandknowing。
SuchwasthesonwhomSirRogersawstandingathisbedsidewhenfirstheawoketohisconsciousness。ItmustnotbesupposedthatSirRogerlookedathimwithoureyes。Tohimhewasanonlychild,theheirofhiswealth,thefuturebearerofhistitle;themostheart-stirringremembrancerofthosedays,whenhehadbeensomuchapoorer,andsomuchahappierman。Letthatboybebadorgood,hewasallSirRogerhad;andthefatherwasstillabletohope,whenothersthoughtthatallgroundforhopewasgone。
Themotheralsolovedhersonwithamother"snaturallove;butLouishadeverbeenashamedofhismother,andhad,asfaraspossible,estrangedhimselffromher。Herheart,perhaps,fixeditselfalmostwithalmostawarmerloveonFrankGresham,herfoster-son。Frankshesawbutseldom,butwhenshedidseehimheneverrefusedherembrace。
Therewas,too,ajoyous,geniallustreaboutFrank"sfacewhichalwaysendearedhimtowomen,andmadehisformernurseregardhimasthepetcreationoftheage。Thoughshebutseldominterferedwithanymonetaryarrangementofherhusband"s,yetonceortwiceshehadventuredtohintthatalegacylefttotheyoungsquirewouldmakeherahappywoman。SirRoger,however,ontheseoccasionshadnotappearedverydesirousofmakinghiswifehappy。
"Ah,Louis!isthatyou?"ejaculatedSirRoger,intoneshardlymorethanhalf-formed:afterwardsinadayortwothatis,hefullyrecoveredhisvoice;butjustthenhecouldhardlyopenhisjaws,andspokealmostthroughhisteeth。Hemanaged,however,toputouthishandandlayitonthecounterpane,sothathissoncouldtakeit。
"Why,that"swell,governor,"saidtheson;"you"llbeasrightasatrivetinadayortwo——eh,governor?"
The"governor"smiledwithaghastlysmile。Healreadyprettywellknewthathewouldneveragainbe"right"ashissoncalledit,onthatsideofthegrave。Itdidnot,moreover,suithimtosaymuchjustatthatmoment,sohecontentedhimselfwithholdinghisson"shand。Helaystillinthispositionforamoment,andthen,turningroundpainfullyonhisside,endeavouredtoputhishandtotheplacewherehisdireenemyusuallywasconcealed。SirRoger,however,wastooweaknowtobehisownmaster;hewasatlength,thoughtoolate,acaptiveinthehandsofnursesanddoctors,andthebottlehadnowbeenremoved。
ThenLadyScatcherdcamein,andseeingthatherhusbandwasnotlongerunconscious,shecouldnotbutbelievethatDrThornehadbeenwrong;
shecouldnotbutthinkthattheremustbesomegroundforhope。Shethrewherselfonherkneesatthebedsideburstingintotearsasshedidso,andtakingSirRoger"shandinhersandcovereditwithkisses。
"Bother!"saidSirRoger。
Shedidnot,however,longoccupyherselfwiththeindulgenceofherfeelings;butgoingspeedilytowork,producedsuchsustenanceasthedoctorshadorderedtobegivenwhenthepatientmightawake。A
breakfast-cupwasbroughttohim,andafewdropswereputintohismouth;buthesoonmadeitmanifestthathewouldtakenothingmoreofadescriptionsoperfectlyinnocent。
"Adropofbrandy——justalittledrop,"saidhe,half-ordering,half-entreating。
"Ah,Roger,"saidLadyScatcherd。
"Justalittledrop,Louis,"saidthesickman,appealingtohisson。
"Alittlewillbegoodforhim;bringthebottle,mother,"saidtheson。
Aftersomealtercationthebrandybottlewasbrought,andLouis,withwhatathoughtaverysparinghand,proceededtopourabouthalfawine——glassintothecup。Ashedidso,SirRoger,weakashewas,contrivedtoshakehisson"sarm,soasgreatlytoincreasethedose。
"Ha!ha!ha!"laughedthesickman,andthengreedilyswallowedthedose。
CHAPTERXXV
SIRROGERDIES
ThatnightthedoctorstayedatBoxallHill,andthenextnight;sothatitbecameacustomarythingforhimtosleepthereduringthelatterpartofSirRoger"sillness。HereturnedhometoGreshamsbury;
forhehadhispatientsthere,towhomhewasasnecessaryastoSirRoger,theforemostofwhomwasLadyArabella。Hehad,therefore,noslightworkonhishands,seeingthathisnightswerebynomeanswhollydevotedtorest。
MrRerechildhadnotbeenmuchwrongastotheremainingspaceoflifewhichhehadallottedtothedyingman。OnceortwiceDrThornehadthoughtthatthegreatoriginalstrengthofhispatientwouldhaveenabledhimtofightagainstdeathforasomewhatlongerperiod;butSirRogerwouldgivehimselfnochance。Wheneverhewasstrongenoughtohaveawillofhisown,heinsistedonhavinghisverymedicinemixedwithbrandy;andinthehoursofthedoctor"sabsence,hewastoooftensuccessfulinhisattempts。
"Itdoesnotmuchmatter,"DrThornehadsaidtoLadyScatcherd。"Dowhatyoucantokeepdownthequantity,butdonotirritatehimbyrefusingtoobey。Itdoesnotmuchsignifynow。"SoLadyScatcherdstilladministeredthealcohol,andhefromdaytodayinventedlittleschemesforincreasingtheamount,overwhichhechuckledwithghastlylaughter。
TwoorthreetimesthesedaysSirRogeressayedtospeakseriouslytohisson;butLouisalwaysfrustratedhim。Heeithergotoutoftheroomonsomeexcuse,ormadehismotherinterfereonthescorethatsomuchtalkingwouldbebadforhisfather。Healreadyknewwithtolerableaccuracywhatwasthepurportofhisfather"swill,andbynomeansapprovedofit;butashecouldnotnowhopetoinducehisfathertoalteritsoastomakeitmorefavourabletohimself,heconceivedthatnoconversationonmattersofbusinesscouldbeofusetohim。
"Louis,"saidSirRoger,oneafternoontohisson;"Louis,IhavenotdonebyyouasIoughttohavedone——Iknowthatnow。"
"Nonsense,governor;nevermindaboutitnow;IshalldowellenoughI
daresay。Besides,itisn"ttoolate;youcanmakeittwenty-threeyearsinsteadoftwenty-five。"
"Idonotmeanastomoney,Louis。Therearethingsbesidesmoneywhichafatheroughttolookto。"
"Now,father,don"tfretyourself——I"mallright;youmaybesureofthat。"
"Louis,it"sthataccursedbrandy——it"sthatthatI"mafraidof:youseemehere,myboy,I"mlyingherenow。"
"Don"tyoubeannoyingyourself,governor;I"mallright——quiteright;
andasforyou,why,you"llbeupandaboutyourselfinanothermonthorso。"
"Ishallneverbeoffthisbed,myboy,tillI"mcarriedintomycoffin,onthosechairsthere。ButI"mnotthinkingofmyself,Louis,butyou;thinkwhatyoumayhavebeforeyouifyoucan"tavoidthataccursedbottle。"
"I"mallright,governor;rightasatrivet。It"sverylittleItake,exceptatanoddtimeortwo。"
"Oh,Louis!Louis!"
"Come,father,cheerup;thissortofthingisn"tthethingforyouatall。Iwonderwheremotheris:sheoughttobeherewiththebroth;
justletmego,andI"llseeforher。"
Thefatherunderstooditall。Hesawthatitwasnowmuchbeyondhisfadedpowerstotouchtheheartorconscienceofsuchayouthashissonhadbecome。Whatnowcouldhedoforhisboyexceptdie?Whatelse,whatotherbenefit,didhissonrequireofhimbuttodie;todiesothathismeansofdissipationmightbeunbounded?Heletgotheunresistinghandwhichheheld,and,astheyoungmancreptoutoftheroom,heturnedhisfacetothewall。Heturnedhisfacetothewall,andheldbittercommunewithhisownheart。Towhathadhebroughthimself?Towhathadhebroughthisson?Oh,howhappywouldithavebeenforhimcouldhehaveremainedallhisdaysaworkingstone-masoninBarchester!Howhappycouldhehavediedassuch,yearsago!Suchtearsasthosewhichwetthepillowarethebitterestwhichhumaneyescanshed。
Butwhiletheyweredropping,thememoirofhislifewasinquickcourseofpreparation。Itwas,indeed,nearlycompleted,withconsiderabledetail。Hehadlingeredonfourdayslongerthanmighthavebeenexpected,andtheauthorhadthushadmorethanusualtimeforthework。Inthesedaysamanisnobodyunlesshisbiographyiskeptsofarpostedupthatitmaybereadyforthenationalbreakfast-tableonthemorningafterhisdemise。Whenitchancesthatthedeadheroisonewhoistakeninhisprimeoflife,ofwhosedeparturefromamongusthemostfar-seeing,biographicalscribecanhavenopropheticinkling,thismustbedifficult。Ofgreatmen,fullofyears,whoareripeofthesickle,whointhecourseofNaturemustsoonfall,itisofcoursecomparativelyeasyforanactivecompilertohavehiscompletememoirreadyinhisdesk。Butinorderthattheideaofomnipresentandomniscientinformationmaybekeptup,theyoungmustbechronicledasquicklyastheold。Insomecasesthistaskmust,onewouldsay,bedifficult。Neverthelessitisdone。
ThememoirofSirRogerScatcherdwasprogressingfavourably。Inthisitwastoldhowfortunatehadbeenhislife;now,inhiscase,industryandgeniuscombinedhadtriumphedoverthedifficultieswhichhumblebirthanddeficienteducationhadthrowninhisway;howhehadmadeanameamongEngland"sgreatmen;howtheQueenhaddelightedtohonourhim,andnobleshadbeenproudtohavehimasaguestattheirmansions。Thenfollowedalistofallthegreatworkswhichhehadachieved,oftherailroads,canals,docks,harbours,jails,andhospitalswhichhehadconstructed。Hisnamewasheldupasanexampletothelabouringclassesofhiscountrymen,andhewaspointedatasonewhohadlivedanddiedhappy——everhappy,saidthebiographer,becauseeverindustrious。Andsoagreatmoralquestionwasinculcated。AshortparagraphwasdevotedtohisappearanceinParliament;andunfortunateMrRomerwasagainheldupfordisgrace,forthethirtiethtime,ashavingbeenthemeansofdeprivingourlegislativecouncilsofthegreatassistanceofSirRoger"sexperience。
"SirRoger,"saidthebiographerinhisconcludingpassage,"waspossessedofanironframe;butevenironwillyieldtotherepeatedblowsofthehammer。Inthelatteryearsofhislifehewasknowntoovertaskhimself;andatlengththebodygaveway,thoughthemindremainedfirmtothelast。Thesubjectofthismemoirwasonlyfifty-ninewhenhewastakenfromus。"
AndthusSirRoger"slifewaswritten,whilethetearswereyetfallingonhispillowatBoxallHill。Itwasapitythataproof-sheetcouldnothavebeensenttohim。Nomanwasvainerofhisreputation,anditwouldhavegreatlygratifiedhimtoknowthatposteritywasabouttospeakofhiminsuchterms——tospeakofhimwithavoicethatwouldbeaudiblefortwenty-fourhours。
SirRogermadenofurtherattempttogivecounseltohisson。Itwastooevidentlyuseless。Theolddyinglionfeltthatthelion"spowerhadalreadypassedfromhim,andthathewashelplessinthehandsoftheyoungcubwhowassosoontoinheritthewealthoftheforest。ButDrThornewasmorekindtohim。Hehadsomethingyettosayastohisworldlyhopesandworldlycares;andhisoldfrienddidnotturnadeafeartohim。
ItwasduringthenightthatSirRogerwasmostanxioustotalk,andmostcapableoftalking。Hewouldliethroughthedayinastatehalf-comatose;buttowardseveningwouldrousehimself,andbymidnighthewouldbefulloffitfulenergy。Onenight,ashelaywakefulandfullofthought,hethuspouredforthhiswholehearttoDrThorne。
"Thorne,"saidhe,"Itoldyouaboutmywill,youknow。"
"Yes,"saidtheother;"andIhaveblamedmyselfgreatlythatIhavenotagainurgedyoutoalterit。Yourillnesscametoosuddenly,Scatcherd;andthenIwasaversetospeakofit。"
"WhyshouldIalterit?Itisagoodwill;asgoodasIcanmake。NotbutthatIhavealtereditsinceIspoketoyou。Ididitthatdayafteryouleftme。"
"HaveyoudefinitelynamedyourheirindefaultofLouis?"
"No——thatis——yes——Ihaddonethatbefore;IhavesaidMary"seldestchild:Ihavenotalteredthat。"
"But,Scatcherd,youmustalterit。"
"Must!wellthen,Iwon"t;butI"lltellyouwhatIhavedone。Ihaveaddedapostscript——acodiciltheycallit——sayingthatyou,andyouonly,knowwhoishereldestchild。WinterbonesandJackMartinhavewitnessedthat。"
DrThornewasgoingtoexplainhowveryinjudicioussuchanarrangementappearedtobe;butSirRogerwouldnotlistentohim。Itwasnotaboutthatthathewishedtospeaktohim。Tohimitwasamatterofbutminorinterestwhomightinherithismoneyifhissonshoulddieearly;hiscarewassolelyforhisson"swelfare。Attwenty-fivetheheirmightmakehisownwill——mightbequeathallthiswealthaccordingtohisownfancy。SirRogerwouldnotbringhimselftobelievethathissoncouldfollowhimtothegraveinsoshortatime。
"Nevermindthat,doctor,now;butaboutLouis;youwillbehisguardian,youknow。"
"Nothisguardian。Heismorethanofage。"
"Ah!butdoctor,youwillbehisguardian。Thepropertywillnotbehistillhebetwenty-five。Youwillnotdeserthim?"
"Iwillnotdeserthim;butIdoubtwhetherIcandomuchforhim——whatcanIdo,Scatcherd?"
"Usethepowerthatastrongmanhasoveraweakone。Usethepowerthatmywillwillgiveyou。Doforhimasyouwouldforasonofyourownifyousawhimgoinginbadcourses。Doasafriendshoulddoforafriendthatisdeadandgone。Iwoulddosoforyou,doctor,ifourplaceswerechanged。"
"WhatcanIdo,thatIwilldo,"saidThorne,solemnly,takingashespokethecontractor"sowninhisownwithatightgrasp。
"Iknowyouwill;Iknowyouwill。Oh!doctor,mayyouneverfeelasIdonow!Mayyouonyourdeath-bedhavenodreadasIhave,astothefateofthoseyouwillleavebehindyou!"
DoctorThornefeltthathecouldnotsaymuchinanswertothis。ThefuturefateofLouisScatcherdwas,hecouldnotbutowntohimself,greatlytobedreaded。Whatgood,whathappiness,couldbepresagedforsuchaoneashewas?Whatcomfortcouldheoffertothefather?
Andthenhewascalledontocompare,asitwere,theprospectsofthisunfortunatewiththoseofhisowndarling;tocontrastallthatwasmurky,foul,anddisheartening,withallthatwasperfect——fortohimshewasallbutperfect;tolikenLouisScatcherdtotheangelwhobrightenedhisownhearthstone。Howcouldheanswertosuchanappeal?
Hesaidnothing;butmerelytightenedhisgraspoftheother"shand,tosignifythathewoulddo,asbesthecould,allthatwasaskedofhim。
SirRogerlookedupsadlyintothedoctor"sface,asthoughexpectingsomewordofconsolation。Therewasnocomfort,noconsolation。
"Forthreeorfouryears,hemustgreatlydependonyou,"continuedSirRoger。
"IwilldowhatIcan,"saidthedoctor。"WhatIcandoIwilldo。Butheisnotachild,Scatcherd:athisagehemuststandorfallmainlybyhisownconduct。Thebestthingforhimwillbetomarry。"
"Exactly;that"sjustit,Thorne:Iwascomingtothat。Ifhewouldmarry,Ithinkhewoulddowellyet,forallthathascomeandgone。Ifhemarried,ofcourseyouwouldlethimhavethecommandofhisownincome。"
"Iwillbegovernedentirelybyyourwishes:underanycircumstanceshisincomewill,asIunderstand,bequitesufficientforhim,marriedorsingle。"
"Ah!——but,Thorne,Ishouldliketothinkheshouldshinewiththebestofthem。ForwhatIhavemadethemoneyforifnotforthat?Nowifhemarries——decently,thatis——somewomanyouknowthatcanassisthimintheworld,lethimhavewhathewants。ItisnottosavethemoneythatIhaveputitintoyourhands。"
"No,Scatcherd;nottosavethemoney,buttosavehim。Ithinkthatwhileyouareyetwithhimyoushouldadvisehimtomarry。"
"HedoesnotcareastrawforwhatIadvise,notonestraw。Whyshouldhe?HowcanItellhimtobesoberwhenIhavebeenabeastallmylife?HowcanIadvisehim?That"swhereitis!Itisthatthatnowkillsme。Advise!Why,whenIspeaktohimhetreatsmelikeachild。"
"Hefearsthatyouaretooweak,youknow:hethinksthatyoushouldnotbeallowedtotalk。"
"Nonsense!heknowsbetter;youknowbetter。Tooweak!whatsignifies?WouldInotgiveallthatIhaveofstrengthatoneblowifIcouldopenhiseyestoseeasIseebutforoneminute?"Andthesickmanraisedhimselfinhisbedasthoughhewereactuallygoingtoexpendallthatremainedtohimofvigourintheenergyofthemoment。
"Gently,Scatcherd;gently。Hewilllistentoyouyet;butdonotbesounruly。"
"Thorne,youseethatbottlethere?Givemehalfaglassofbrandy。"
Thedoctorturnedroundinhischair;buthehesitatedindoingashewasdesired。
"DoasIaskyou,doctor。Itcandonoharmnow;youknowthatwellenough。Whytorturemenow?"
"No,Iwillnottortureyou;butyouwillhavewaterwithit?"
"Water!No;thebrandybyitself。ItellyouIcannotspeakwithoutit。What"stheuseofcantingnow?Youknowitcanmakenodifference。"
SirRogerwasright。Itcouldmakenodifference;andDrThornegavehimthehalfglassofbrandy。
"Ah,well;you"veastingyhand,doctor;confoundedstingy。Youdon"tmeasureyourmedicinesoutinsuchlightdoses。"
"Youwillbewantingmorebeforemorning,youknow。"
"Beforemorning!indeedIshall;apintortwobeforethat。Irememberthetime,doctor,whenIhavedrunktomyowncheekabovetwoquartsbetweendinnerandbreakfast!aye,andworkedalldayafterit!"
"Youhavebeenawonderfulman,Scatcherd,verywonderful。"
"Aye,wonderful!well,nevermind。It"sovernow。ButwhatwasI
saying?——aboutLouis,doctor;you"llnotdeserthim?"
"Certainlynot。"
"He"snotstrong;Iknowthat。Howshouldhebestrong,livingashehasdone?NotthatitseemedtohurtmewhenIwashisage。"
"Youhadtheadvantageofhardwork。"
"That"sit。SometimesIwishthatLouishadnotashillingintheworld;thathehadtotrudgeaboutwithanapronroundhiswaistasI
did。Butit"stoolatenowtothinkofthat。Ifhewouldmarry,doctor。"
DrThorneagainexpressedanopinionthatnostepwouldbesolikelytoreformthehabitsoftheyoungheirasmarriage;andrepeatedhisadvicetothefathertoimplorehissontotakeawife。
"I"lltellyouwhat,Thorne,"saidhe。Andthen,afterapause,hewenton。"Ihavenothalftoldyouasyetwhatisonmymind;andI"mnearlyafraidtotellit;though,indeed,Idon"tknowwhatIshouldbe。"
"Ineverknewyouafraidofanythingyet,"saidthedoctor,smilinggently。
"Well,then,I"llnotendbyturningcoward。Now,doctor,tellthetruthtome;whatdoyouexpectmetodoforthatgirlofyoursthatweweretalkingof——Mary"schild?"
Therewasapauseforamoment,forThornewasslowtoanswerhim。
"Youwouldnotletmeseeher,youknow,thoughsheismynieceastrulyasyours。"
"Nothing,"atlastsaidthedoctor,slowly。"Iexpectnothing。Iwouldnotletyouseeher,andtherefore,Iexpectnothing。"
"ShewillhaveitallifpoorLouisshoulddie,"saidSirRoger。
"Ifyouintenditsoyoushouldputhernameintothewill,"saidtheother。"NotthatIaskyouorwishyoutodoso。Mary,thankGod,candowithoutwealth。"
"Thorne,ononeconditionIwillputhernameintoit。Iwillalteritononecondition。Letthetwocousinsbemanandwife——letLouismarrypoorMary"schild。"
Thepropositionforamomenttookawaythedoctor"sbreath,andhewasunabletoanswer。NotforallthewealthofIndiawouldhehavegivenuphislambtothatyoungwolf,eventhoughhehadhadthepowertodoso。Butthatlamb——lambthoughshewas——had,ashewellknew,awillofherownonsuchamatter。Whatalliancecouldbemoreimpossible,thoughthetohimself,thanonebetweenMaryThorneandLouisScatcherd?
"Iwillalteritallifyouwillgivemeyourhanduponitthatyouwilldoyourbesttobringaboutthismarriage。Everythingshallbehisonthedayhemarriesher;andshouldhedieunmarried,itshallallthenbehersbyname。Saytheword,Thorne,andsheshallcomehereatonce。Ishallyethavetimetoseeher。"
ButDrThornedidnotsaytheword;justatthemomenthesaidnothing,butheslowlyshookhishead。
"Whynot,Thorne?"
"Myfriend,itisimpossible。"
"Whyimpossible?"
"Herhandisnotminetodisposeof,norisherheart。"
"Thenlethercomeoverherself。"
"What!Scatcherd,thatthesonmightmakelovetoherwhilethefatherissodangerouslyill!Bidhercometolookforarichhusband!Thatwouldnotbeseemly,wouldit?"
"No;notforthat:lethercomemerelythatImayseeher;thatwemayallknowher。Iwillleavethemattertheninyourhandsifyouwillpromisemetodoyourbest。"
"But,myfriend,inthismatterIcannotdomybest。Icandonothing。And,indeed,Imaysayatonce,thatitisaltogetheroutofthequestion。Iknow——"
"Whatdoyouknow?"saidthebaronet,turningonhimalmostangrily。
"Whatcanyouknowtomakeyousaythatitisimpossible?Issheapearlofsuchpricethatamanmaynotwinher?"
"Sheisapearlofgreatprice。"
"Believeme,doctor,moneygoesfarinwinningsuchpearls。"
"Perhapsso;Iknowlittleaboutit。ButthisIdoknow,thatmoneywillnotwinher。Letustalkofsomethingelse;believeme,itisuselessforustothinkofthis。"
"Yes;ifyousetyourfaceagainstitobstinately。YoumustthinkverypoorlyofLouisifyousupposethatnogirlcanfancyhim。"
"Ihavenotsaidso,Scatcherd。"
"Tohavethespendingoftenthousandayear,andbeabaronet"slady!
Why,doctor,whatisityouexpectforthisgirl?"
"Notmuch,indeed;notmuch。Aquietheartandaquiethome;notmuchmore。"
"Thorne,ifyouwillberuledbymeinthis,sheshallbethemosttoppingwomaninthiscounty。"
"Myfriend,myfriend,whythusgrieveme?Whyshouldyouthusharassyourself?Itellyouitisimpossible。Theyhaveneverseeneachother;theyhavenothing,andcanhavenothingincommon;theirtastes,andwishes,andpursuitsaredifferent。Besides,Scatcherd,marriagesneveranswerthataresomade;believeme,itisimpossible。"
Thecontractorthrewhimselfbackonhisbed,andlayforsometenminutesperfectlyquiet;somuchsothatthedoctorbegantothinkthathewassleeping。Sothinking,andweariedbythewatching,DrThornewasbeginningtocreepquietlyfromtheroom,whenhiscompanionagainrousedhimself,almostwithvehemence。
"Youwon"tdothisthingforme,then?"saidhe。
"Doit!Itisnotforyouormetodosuchthingsasthat。Suchthingsmustbelefttothoseconcernedthemselves。"
"Youwillnotevenhelpme?"
"Notinthisthing,SirRoger。"
"Thenby——,sheshallnotunderanycircumstanceseverhaveashillingofmine。Givemesomeofthatstuffthere,"andheagainpointedtothebrandybottlewhichstoodeverwithinhissight。"
Thedoctorpouredoutandhandedtohimanothersmallmodicumofspirit。
"Nonsense,man;filltheglass。I"llstandnononsensenow。I"llbemasterofmyownhousetothelast。Giveithere,Itellyou。Tenthousanddevilsaretearingmewithin。You——youcouldhavecomfortedme;butyouwouldnot。FilltheglassItellyou。"
"IshouldbekillingyouwereItodoit。"
"Killingme!killingme!youarealwaystalkingofkillingme。DoyousupposethatIamafraidtodie?DonotIknowhowsoonitiscoming?Givemethebrandy,Isay,orIwillbeoutacrosstheroomtofetchit。"
"No,Scatcherd。Icannotgiveittoyou;notwhileIamhere。Doyourememberhowyouwereengagedthismorning?"——hehadthatmorningtakenthesacramentfromtheparishclergyman——"youwouldnotwishtomakemeguiltyofmurder,wouldyou?"
"Nonsense!Youaretalkingnonsense;habitissecondnature。ItellyouIshallsinkwithoutit。Why,youknow,Ialwaysgetitdirectlyyourbackitturned。Come,Iwillnotbebulliedinmyownhouse;givemethatbottle,Isay!"——andSirRogeressayed,vainlyenough,toraisehimselffromthebed。
"Stop,Scatcherd;Iwillgiveittoyou——Iwillhelpyou。Itmaybethathabitissecondnature。"SirRogerinhisdeterminedenergyhadswallowed,withoutthinkingofit,thesmallquantitywhichthedoctorhadbeforepouredoutforhim,andstillheldtheemptyglasswithinhishand。Thisthedoctornowtookandfillednearlytothebrim。
"Come,Thorne,abumper;abumperforthisonce。“Whateverthedrink,itabumpermustbe。“Youstingyfellow!Iwouldnottreatyouso。
Well——well。"
"It"saboutasfullasyoucanholdit,Scatcherd。"
"Tryme;tryme!myhandisarock;atleastatholdingliquor。"Andthenhedrainedthecontentsoftheglass,whichwereinsufficientquantitytohavetakenawaythebreathofanyordinaryman。
"Ah,I"mbetternow。But,Thorne,Idoloveafullglass,ha!ha!ha!"
Therewassomethingfrightful,almostsickening,inthepeculiarhoarsegutturaltoneofhisvoice。Thesoundscamefromhimasthoughsteepedinbrandy,andtold,alltooplainly,thehavocwhichthealcoholhadmade。Therewasafiretooabouthiseyeswhichcontrastedwithhissunkencheeks:hishangingjaw,unshornbeard,andhaggardfacewereterribletolookat。Hishandsandarmswerehotandclammy,butsothinandwasted!Ofhislowerlimbsthelostusehadnotreturnedtohim,sothatinallhiseffortsatvehemencehewascontrolledbyhisownwantofvitality。Whenhesupportedhimself,half-sittingagainstthepillows,hewasinacontinualtremor;andyet,asheboasted,hecouldstilllifthisglasssteadilytohismouth。Suchnowwastheheroofwhomthatreadycompilerofmemoirshadjustfinishedhiscorrectandsuccinctaccount。
Afterhehadhadhisbrandy,hesatglaringawhileatvacancy,asthoughhewasdeadtoallaroundhim,andwasthinking——thinking——thinkingofthingsintheinfinitedistanceofthepast。
"ShallIgonow,"saidthedoctor,"andsendLadyScatcherdtoyou?"
"Waitawhile,doctor;justoneminutelonger。SoyouwilldonothingforLouis,then?"
"IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcando。"
"Ah,yes!everythingbuttheonethingthatwillsavehim。Well,I
willnotaskyouagain。Butremember,Thorne,Ishallaltermywillto-morrow。"
"Doso,byallmeans;youmaywellalteritforthebetter。IfImayadviseyou,youwillhavedownyourownbusinessattorneyfromLondon。
Ifyouwillletmesendhewillbeherebeforeto-morrownight。"
"Thankyoufornothing,Thorne:Icanmanagethatmattermyself。Nowleaveme;butremember,youhaveruinedthatgirl"sfortune。"
Thedoctordidleavehim,andwentnotaltogetherhappytohisroom。Hecouldnotbutconfesstohimselfthathehad,despitehimselfasitwere,fedhimselfwithhopethatMary"sfuturemightbemademoresecure,aye,andbrightertoo,bysomesmallunheededfractionbrokenofffromthehugemassofheruncle"swealth。Suchhope,ifithadamountedtohope,wasnowallgone。Butthiswasnotall,norwasthistheworstofit。ThathehaddonerightinutterlyrepudiatingallideaofamarriagebetweenMaryandhercousin——ofthathewascertainenough;thatnoearthlyconsiderationwouldhaveinducedMarytoplighthertrothtosuchaman——that,withhim,wasascertainasdoom。Buthowfarhadhedonerightinkeepingherfromthesightofheruncle?
Howcouldhejustifyittohimselfifhehadthusrobbedherofherinheritance,seeingthathehaddonesofromaselfishfearlestshe,whowasnowallhisown,shouldbeknowntotheworldasbelongingtoothersratherthantohim?Hehadtakenuponhimonherbehalftorejectwealthasvalueless;andyethehadnosoonerdonesothanhebegantoconsumehishourswithreflectinghowgreattoherwouldbethevalueofwealth。Andthus,whenSirRogertoldhim,ashelefttheroom,thathehadruinedMary"sfortune,hewashardlyabletobearthetauntwithequanimity。
Onthenextmorning,afterpayinghisprofessionalvisittohispatient,andsatisfyinghimselfthattheendwasnowdrawingnearwithstepsterriblyquickened,hewentdowntoGreshamsbury。
"Howlongisthistolast,uncle?"saidhisniece,withsadvoice,asheagainpreparedtoreturntoBoxallHill。
"Notlong,Mary;donotbegrudgehimafewmorehoursoflife。"
"No,Idonot,uncle。Iwillsaynothingmoreaboutit。Ishissonwithhim?"Andthen,perverselyenough,shepersistedinaskingnumerousquestionsaboutLouisScatcherd。
"Ishelikelytomarry,uncle?"
"Ihopeso,mydear。"
"Willhebesoveryrich?"
"Yes;ultimatelyhewillbeveryrich。"
"Hewillbeabaronet,willhenot?"
"Yes,mydear。"
"Whatishelike,uncle?"
"Like——Ineverknowwhatayoungmanislike。Heislikeamanwithredhair。"
"Uncle,youaretheworsthandindescribingIeverknew。IfI"dseenhimforfiveminutes,I"dbeboundtomakeaportraitofhim;andyou,ifyouweredescribingadog,you"donlysaywhatcolourhishairwas。"
"Well,he"salittleman。"
"Exactly,justasIshouldsaythatMrsUmblebyhadared-hairedlittledog。IwishIhadknowntheseScatcherds,uncle。Idoadmirepeoplethatcanpushthemselvesintheworld。IwishIhadknownSirRoger。"
"Youwillneverknowhim,Mary。"
"Isupposenot。Iamsosorryforhim。IsLadyScatcherdnice?"
"Sheisanexcellentwoman。"
"IhopeImayknowhersomeday。Youaresomuchtherenow,uncle;I
wonderwhetheryouevermentionmetothem。Ifyoudo,tellherfrommehowmuchIgrieveforher。"
Thatsamenight,DrThorneagainfoundhimselfalonewithSirRoger。
Thesickmanwasmuchmoretranquil,andapparentlymoreateasethanhehadbeenontheprecedingnight。Hesaidnothingabouthiswill,andnotawordaboutMaryThorne;butthedoctorknewthatWinterbonesandanotary"sclerkfromBarchesterhadbeeninthebedroomagreatpartoftheday;and,asheknewalsothatthegreatmanofbusinesswasaccustomedtodohismostimportantworkbythehandsofsuchtoolsasthese,hedidnotdoubtbutthatthewillhadbeenalteredandremodelled。Indeed,hethoughtitmorethanprobable,thatwhenitwasopeneditwouldbefoundtobewhollydifferentinitsprovisionsfromthatwhichSirRogerhadalreadydescribed。
"Louisiscleverenough,"hesaid,"sharpenough,Imean。Hewon"tsquandertheproperty。"
"Hehasgoodnaturalabilities,"saidthedoctor。
"Excellent,excellent,"saidthefather。"Hemaydowell,verywell,ifhecanonlybekeptfromthis;"andSirRogerhelduptheemptywine-glasswhichstoodbyhisbedside。"Whatalifehemayhavebeforehim!——andtothrowitawayforthis!"andashespokehetooktheglassandtosseditacrosstheroom。"Oh,doctor!wouldthatitwerealltobeginagain!"
"Weallwishthat,Idaresay,Scatcherd。"
"No,youdon"twishit。Youain"tworthashilling,andyetyouregretnothing。Iamworthhalfamillioninonewayoranother,andIregreteverything-everything——everything!"
"Youshouldnotthinkthatway,Scatcherd;youneednotthinkso。
YesterdayyoutoldMrClarkethatyouwerecomfortableinyourmind。"
MrClarkewastheclergymanwhohadvisitedhim。
"OfcourseIdid。WhatelsecouldIsaywhenheaskedme?Itwouldn"thavebeenciviltohavetoldhimthathistimeandwordswereallthrownaway。But,Thorne,believeme,whenaman"sheartissad——sad——sadtothecore,afewwordsfromaparsonatthelastmomentwillnevermakeitright。"
"MayHehavemercyonyou,myfriend!——ifyouwillthinkofHim,andlooktoHim,Hewillhavemercyonyou。"
"Well——Iwilltry,doctor;butwouldthatitwerealltodoagain。
You"llseetotheoldwomanformysake,won"tyou?"
"What,LadyScatcherd?"
"LadyDevil!Ifanythingangersmenowitisthat“ladyship“——hertobemylady!Why,whenIcameoutofjailthattime,thepoorcreaturehadhardlyashoetoherfoot。Butitwasn"therfault,Thorne;itwasnoneofherdoing。Sheneveraskedforsuchnonsense。"
"Shehasbeenanexcellentwife,Scatcherd;andwhatismore,sheisanexcellentwoman。Sheis,andeverwillbe,oneofmydearestfriends。"
"Thank"ee,doctor,thank"ee。Yes;shehasbeenagoodwife——betterforapoormanthanarichone;butthen,thatwaswhatshewasbornto。
Youwon"tletherbeknockedaboutbythem,willyou,Thorne?"
DrThorneagainassuredhim,thataslongashelivedLadyScatcherdshouldneverwantonetruefriend;inmakingthispromise,however,hemanagedtodropallallusiontotheobnoxioustitle。
"You"llbewithhimasmuchaspossible,won"tyou?"againaskedthebaronet,afterlyingquitesilentforaquarterofanhour。
"Withwhom?"saidthedoctor,whowasthenallbutasleep。
"Withmypoorboy,Louis。"
"Ifhewillletme,Iwill,"saidthedoctor。
"And,doctor,whenyouseeaglassathismouth,dashitdown;thrustitdown,thoughyouthrustouttheteethwithit。Whenyouseethat,Thorne,tellhimofhisfather——tellhimwhathisfathermighthavebeenbutforthat;tellhimhowhisfatherdiedlikeabeast,becausehecouldnotkeephimselffromdrink。"
These,reader,werethelastwordsspokenbySirRogerScatcherd。Asheutteredthemheroseupinbedwiththesamevehemencewhichhehadshownontheformerevening。Butintheveryactofdoingsohewasagainstruckbyparalysis,andbeforenineonthefollowingmorningallwasover。
"Oh,myman——myown,ownman!"exclaimedthewidow,rememberingintheparoxysmofhergriefnothingbutthelovesoftheirearlydays;"thebest,thebrightest,thecleverestofthemall!"
SomeweeksafterthisSirRogerwasburied,withmuchpompandceremony,withintheprecinctsofBarchesterCathedral;andamonumentwasputuptohimsoonafter,inwhichhewasportrayed,assmoothingablockofgranitewithamalletandchisel;whilehiseagleeye,disdainingsuchhumblework,wasfixeduponsomeintricatemathematicalinstrumentabovehim。CouldSirRogerhaveseenithimself,hewouldprobablyhavedeclared,thatnoworkmanwaseverworthhissaltwholookedonewaywhileherowedanother。
Immediatelyafterthefuneralthewillwasopened,andDrThornediscoveredthattheclausesofitwereexactlyidenticalwiththosehisfriendhaddescribedtohimsomemonthsback。Nothinghadbeenaltered;norhadthedocumentbeenunfoldedsincethatstrangecodicilhadbeenadded,inwhichitwasdeclaredthatDrThorneknew——andonlyDrThorne——whowastheeldestchildofthetestator"sonlysister。Atthesametime,however,ajointexecutorwithDrThornehadbeennamed——oneMrStock,amanofrailwayfame——andDrThornehimselfwasmadealegateetothehumbleextentofathousandpounds。AlifeincomeofathousandpoundsayearwaslefttoLadyScatcherd。