第15章
Hewouldnotexcuseher,orallowhertoescapefromsayingitinsomanywords;andwhenthewordsdidcomeatlast,theycamefreely。"Yes,Frank,Idoloveyou;ifthatwereallyouwouldhavenocauseforfear。"
"AndIwillhavenocauseforfear。"
"Ah;butyourfather,Frank,andmyuncle。Icanneverbringmyselftodoanythingthatshallbringeitherofthemtosorrow。"
Frank,ofcourse,ranthroughallhisarguments。Hewouldgointoaprofession,ortakeafarmandliveinit。Hewouldwait;thatis,forafewmonths。"Afewmonths,Frank!"saidMary。"Well,perhapssix。""Oh,Frank!"ButFrankwouldnotbestopped。Hewoulddoanythingthathisfathermightaskhim。Anythingbuttheonething。Hewouldnotgiveupthewifehehadchosen。Itwouldnotbereasonable,orproper,orrighteousthatheshouldbeaskedtodoso;andherehemountedasomewhathighhorse。
Maryhadnoargumentswhichshecouldbringfromherhearttoofferinoppositionofallthis。Shecouldonlyleaveherhandinhis,andfeelthatshewashappierthanshehadbeenatanytimesincethedayofthedonkey-rideatBoxallHill。
"But,Mary,"continuedhe,becomingverygraveandserious。"Wemustbetruetoeachother,andfirminthis。Nothingthatanyofthemcansayshalldrivemefrommypurpose;willyousayasmuch?"
Herhandwasstillinhis,andsoshestood,thinkingforamomentbeforesheansweredhim。Butshecouldnotdolessforhimthanhewaswillingtodoforher。"Yes,"saidshe——saidinaverylowvoice,andwithamannerperfectlyquiet——"Iwillbefirm。Nothingthattheycansayshallshakeme。But,Frank,itcannotbesoon。"
Nothingfurtheroccurredinthisinterviewwhichneedsrecording。FrankhadbeenthreetimestoldbyMarythathehadbettergobeforehedidgo;and,atlast,shewasobligedtotakethematterintoherownhands,andleadhimtothedoor。
"Youareinagreathurrytogetridofme,"saidhe。
"Youhavebeenheretwohours,andyoumustgonow;whatwilltheythink?"
"Whocareswhattheythink?Letthemthinkthetruth:that"safterayear"sabsence,Ihavemuchtosaytoyou。"However,atlast,hedidgo,andMarywasleftalone。
Frank,althoughhehadbeensoslowtomove,hadathousandotherthingstodo,andwentaboutthematonce。Hewasverymuchinlove,nodoubt;
butthatdidnotinterferewithhisinterestinotherpursuits。Inthefirstplace,hehadtoseeHarryBaker,andHarryBaker"sstud。HarryhadbeenspeciallychargedtolookaftertheblackhorseduringFrank"sabsence,andtheholidaydoingsofthatvaluableanimalhadtobeinquiredinto。Thenthekennelofthehoundshadtobevisited,and——asamatterofsecond-rateimportance——themaster。Thiscouldnotbedoneonthesameday;butaplanfordoingsomustbeconcoctedwithHarry——andthentherewerethetwoyoungpointerpups。
Frank,whenhelefthisbetrothed,wentaboutthesethingsquiteasvehementlyasthoughhewerenotinloveatall;quiteasvehementlyasthoughhehadsaidnothingastogoingintosomeprofessionwhichmustnecessarilyseparatehimfromhorsesanddogs。ButMarysatthereatherwindow,thinkingofherlove,andthinkingofnothingelse。Itwasallinalltohernow。Shehadpledgedherselfnottobeshakenfromhertrothbyanything,byanyperson;anditwouldbehovehertobetruetothispledge。Truetoit,thoughalltheGreshamsbutoneshouldopposeherwithalltheirpower;truetoit,eventhoughherownuncleshouldopposeher。
Andhowcouldshehavedoneanyotherthantopledgeherself,invokedtoitasshehadbeen?Howcouldshedolessforhimthanhewassoanxioustodoforher?Theywouldtalktoherofmaidendelicacy,andtellherthatshehadputastainonthatsnow-whitecoatofproof,inconfessingherloveforonewhosefriendswereunwillingtoreceiveher。Letthemsotalk。Honour,honesty,andtruth,out-spokentruth,self-denyingtruth,andfealtyfrommantoman,areworthmorethanmaidendelicacy;
more,atanyrate,thanthetalkofit。Itwasnotforherselfthatthispledgehadbeenmade。Sheknewherposition,andthedifficultiesofit;
sheknewalsothevalueofit。Hehadmuchtooffer,muchtogive;shehadnothingbutherself。Hehadname,andoldrepute,family,honour,andwhateventuallywouldatleastbewealthtoher。Shewasnameless,fameless,portionless。Hehadcometherewithallhisardour,withtheimpulseofhischaracter,andaskedherforherlove。Itwasalreadyhisown。Hehadthendemandedhertroth,andsheacknowledgedthathehadarighttodemandit。Shewouldbehisifeveritshouldbeinhispowertotakeher。
Butthereletthebargainend。Shewouldalwaysremember,thatthoughitwasinherpowertokeepherpledge,itmighttooprobablynotbeinhispowertokeephis。Thatdoctrine,laiddownsoimperativelybythegreatauthoritiesofGreshamsbury,thatedict,whichdemandedthatFrankshouldmarrymoney,hadcomehomealsotoherwithacertainforce。ItwouldbesadthatthefameofGreshamsburyshouldperish,andthatthegloryshoulddepartfromtheoldhouse。Itmightbe,thatFrankalsoshouldperceivethathemustmarrymoney。Itwouldbeapitythathehadnotseenitsooner;butshe,atanyrate,wouldnotcomplain。
Andsoshestood,leaningontheopenwindow,withherbookunnoticedlyingbesideher。Thesunhadbeeninthemid-skywhenFrankhadlefther,butitsrayswerebeginningtostreamintotheroomfromthewestbeforeshemovedfromherposition。Herfirstthoughtinthemorninghadbeenthis:Wouldhecometoseeher?Herlastnowwasmoresoothingtoher,lessfullofabsolutefear:Woulditberightthatheshouldcomeagain?
Thefirstsoundssheheardwerethefootstepsofheruncle,ashecameuptothedrawing-room,threestepsatatime。Hisstepwasalwaysheavy;butwhenhewasdisturbedinspirit,itwasslow;whenmerelyfatiguedinbodybyordinarywork,itwasquick。
"Whatabroilingday!"hesaid,andhethrewhimselfintoachair。"Formercy"ssake,givemesomethingtodrink。"Nowthedoctorwasagreatmanforsummer-drinks。Inhishouse,lemonade,currant-juice,orange-mixtures,andraspberry-vinegarwereusedbythequart。Hefrequentlydisapprovedofthesethingsforhispatients,asbeingapttodisarrangethedigestion;butheconsumedenoughhimselftothrowalargefamilyintosuchdifficulties。
"Ha-a!"heejaculatedafteradraught;"I"mbetternow。Well,what"sthenews?"
"You"vebeenout,uncle;yououghttohavethenews。How"sMrsGreen?"
"Reallyasbadasennuiandsolitudecanmakeher。"
"AndMrsOaklerath?"
"She"sgettingbetter,becauseshehastenchildrentolookafter,andtwinstosuckle。Whathashebeendoing?"AndthedoctorpointedtowardstheroomoccupiedbySirLouis。
Mary"sconsciencestruckherthatshehadnotevenasked。Shehadhardlyremembered,duringthewholeday,thatthebaronetwasinthehouse。"Idonotthinkhehasbeendoingmuch,"shesaid。"Janethasbeenwithhimallday。"
"Hashebeendrinking?"
"Uponmyword,Idon"tknow,uncle。Ithinknot,forJanethasbeenwithhim。But,uncle——"
"Well,dear——butjustgivemealittlemoreofthattipple。"
Marypreparedthetumbler,andasshehandedittohim,shesaid,"FrankGreshamhasbeenhereto-day。"
Thedoctorswallowedhisdraught,andputdowntheglassbeforehemadeanyreply,andeventhenhesaidbutlittle。
"Oh!FrankGresham。"
"Yes,uncle。"
"Youthoughthimlookingprettywell?"
"Yes,uncle;hewasverywell,Ibelieve。"
DrThornehadnothingmoretosay,sohegotupandwenttohispatientinthenextroom。
"Ifhedisapprovesofit,whydoeshenotsayso?"saidMarytoherself。
"Whydoeshenotadviseme?"
ButitwasnotsoeasytogiveadvicewhileSirLouisScatcherdwaslyingthereinthatstate。
CHAPTERXXXVII
SIRLOUISLEAVESGRESHAMSBURY
JanethadbeensedulousinherattentionstoSirLouis,andhadnottroubledhermistress;butshehadnothadaneasytimeofit。Herordershadbeen,thateithersheorThomasshouldremainintheroomthewholeday,andthoseordershadbeenobeyed。
Immediatelyafterbreakfast,thebaronethadinquiredafterhisownservant。"Hisconfoundednosemustberightbythistime,Isuppose?"
"Itwasverybad,SirLouis,"saidtheoldwoman,whoimaginedthatitmightbedifficulttoinduceJonahtocomeintothehouseagain。
"Amaninsuchaplaceashishasnobusinesstobelaidup,"saidhismaster,withawhine。"I"llseeandgetamanwhowon"tbreakhisnose。"
Thomaswassenttotheinnthreeorfourtimes,butinvain。Themanwassittingup,wellenough,inthetap-room;butthemiddleofhisfacewascoveredwithstreaksofplaster,andhecouldnotbringhimselftoexposehiswoundsbeforehisconqueror。
SirLouisbeganbyorderingthewomantobringhimchasse-cafe。Sheofferedhimcoffee,asmuchashewould;butnochasse。"Aglassofportwine,"shesaid,attwelveo"clock,andanotheratthreehadbeenorderedforhim。
"Idon"tcarea——fortheorders,"saidSirLouis;"sendmemyownman。"
Themanwasagainsentfor;butwouldnotcome。"There"sabottleofthatstuffthatItake,inthatportmanteau,intheleft-handcorner——justhandittome。"
ButJanetwasnottobedone。Shewouldgivehimnostuff,exceptwhatthedoctorhadordered,tillthedoctorcameback。Thedoctorwouldthen,nodoubt,givehimanythingthatwasproper。
SirLouissworeagooddeal,andstormedasmuchashecould。Hedrank,however,histwoglassesofwine,andhegotnomore。Onceortwiceheessayedtogetoutofbedanddress;but,ateveryeffort,hefoundthathecouldnotdoitwithoutJoe:andtherehewas,stillundertheclotheswhenthedoctorreturned。
"I"lltellyouwhatitis,"saidhe,assoonashisguardianenteredtheroom,"I"mnotgoingtobemadeaprisonerofhere。"
"Aprisoner!no,surelynot。"
"Itseemsverymuchlikeitatpresent。Yourservanthere——thatoldwoman——takesituponhertosayshe"lldonothingwithoutyourorders。"
"Well;she"srightthere。"
"Right!Idon"tknowwhatyoucallright;butIwon"tstandit。Youarenotgoingtomakeachildofme,DrThorne;soyouneednotthinkit。"
Andthentherewasalongquarrel,betweenthem,andbutanindifferentreconciliation。ThebaronetsaidthathewouldgotoBoxallHill,andwasvehementinhisintentiontodosobecausethedoctoropposedit。Hehadnot,however,asyetferretedoutthesquire,orgivenabitofhismindtoMrGazebee,anditbehovedhimtodothisbeforehetookhimselfofftohisowncountrymansion。Heended,therefore,bydecidingtogoonthenextdaybutone。
"Letitbeso,ifyouarewellenough,"saidthedoctor。
"Wellenough!"saidtheother,withasneer。"There"snothingtomakemeillthatIknowof。Itcertainlywon"tbedrinkingtoomuchhere。"
Onthenextday,SirLouiswasinadifferentmood,andinonemoredistressingforthedoctortobear。Hiscompelledabsencefromintemperatedrinkinghad,nodoubt,beengoodforhim;buthismindhadsomuchsunkunderthepainoftheprivation,thathisstatewaspiteoustobehold。Hehadcriedforhisservant,asachildcriesforitsnurse,tillatlastthedoctor,movedtopity,hadhimselfgoneoutandbroughtthemaninfromthepublic-house。Butwhenhedidcome,Joewasofbutlittleservicetohismaster,ashewasaltogetherpreventedfrombringinghimeitherwineorspirits;andwhenhesearchedfortheliqueur-case,hefoundthateventhathadbeencarriedaway。
"Ibelieveyouwantmetodie,"hesaid,asthedoctor,sittingbyhisbedside,wastyring,forthehundredthtime,tomakehimunderstandthathehadbutonechanceofliving。
Thedoctorwasnotintheleastirritated。Itwouldhavebeenaswisetobeirritatedbythewantofreasoninadog。
"IamdoingwhatIcantosaveyourlife,"hesaidcalmly;"butasyousaidjustnow,Ihavenopoweroveryou。Aslongasyouareabletomoveandremaininmyhouse,youcertainlyshallnothavethemeansofdestroyingyourself。Youwillbeverywisetostayhereforaweekortendays:aweekortendaysofhealthylivingmight,perhaps,bringyouround。"
SirLouisagaindeclaredthatthedoctorwishedhimtodie,andspokeofsendingforhisattorneyFinnie,tocometoGreshamsburytolookafterhim。
"Sendforhimifyouchoose,"saidthedoctor。"Hiscomingwillcostyouthreeorfourpounds,butcandonootherharm。"
ItwascertainlyharduponDrThornethatheshouldbeobligedtoentertainsuchaguestinthehouse;——toentertainhim,andfosterhim,andcareforhim,almostasthoughhewereason。Buthehadnoalternative;hehadacceptedthechargefromSirRoger,andhemustgothroughwithit。Hisconscience,moreover,allowedhimnorestinthematter:itharassedhimdayandnight,drivinghimonsometimestogreatwretchedness。Hecouldnotlovethisincubusthatwasonhisshoulders;
hecouldnotdootherthanbeveryfarfromlovinghim。Ofwhatuseorvaluewashetoanyone?Whatcouldtheworldmakeofhimthatwouldbegood,orheoftheworld?Wasnotanearlydeathhiscertainfate?Theearlieritmightbe,woulditnotbebetter?Werehetolingeronyetfortwoyearslonger——andsuchaspaceoflifewaspossibleforhim——howgreatwouldbethemischiefthathemightdo;nay,certainlywoulddo!
FarewellthentoallhopesforGreshamsbury,asfarasMarywasconcerned。Farewellthentothatdearschemewhichlaydeepinthedoctor"sheart,thathopethathemightinhisniece"sname,givebacktothesonthelostpropertyofhisfather。Andmightnotoneyear——sixmonthsbeasfatal。Frank,theyallsaid,mustmarrymoney;andevenhe——hethedoctorhimself,muchashedespisedtheideaformoney"ssake——evenhecouldnotbutconfessthatFrank,astheheirtoanold,butgrievouslyembarrassedproperty,hadnorighttomarry,athisearlyage,agirlwithoutashilling。Mary,hisniece,hisownchild,wouldprobablybetheheiressofthisimmensewealth;buthecouldnottellthistoFrank;no,nortoFrank"sfather,whileSirLouiswasyetalive。
What,ifbysodoingheshouldachievethismarriageforhisniece,andthatthenSirLouisshouldlivetodisposeofhisown?HowthenwouldhefacetheangerofLadyArabella?
"Iwillneverhankerafteradeadman"sshoes,neitherformyselfnorforanother,"hehadsaidtohimselfahundredtimes;andasoftendidheaccusehimselfofdoingso。Onepath,however,wasplainlyopenbeforehim。Hewouldkeephispeaceastothewill;andwouldusesucheffortsashemightuseforasonofhisownloinstopreservethelifethatwassovalueless。Hiswishes,hishopes,histhoughts,hecouldnotcontrol;buthisconductwasathisowndisposal。
"Isay,doctor,youdon"treallythinkthatI"mgoingtodie?"SirLouissaid,whenDrThorneagainvisitedhim。
"Idon"tthinkatall;Iamsureyouwillkillyourselfifyoucontinuetoliveasyouhavelatelydone。"
"ButsupposeIgoallrightforawhile,andlive——livejustasyoutellme,youknow?"
"AllofusareinGod"shands,SirLouis。Bysodoingyouwill,atanyrate,giveyourselfthebestchance。"
"Bestchance?Why,d——n,doctor!therearefellowshavedonetentimesworsethanI;andtheyarenotgoingtokick。Come,now,Iknowyouaretryingtofrightenme;ain"tyounow?"
"IamtryingtodothebestIcanforyou。"
"It"sveryhardonafellowlikeme;Ihavenobodytosayakindwordtome;no,notone。"AndSirLouis,inhiswretchedness,begantoweep。
"Come,doctor;ifyou"llputmeoncemoreonmylegs,I"llletyoudrawontheestateforfivehundredpounds;byG——,Iwill。"
Thedoctorwentawaytohisdinner,andthebaronetalsohadhisinbed。
Hecouldnoteatmuch,buthewasallowedtwoglassesofwine,andalsoalittlebrandyinhiscoffee。Thissomewhatinvigoratedhim,andwhenDrThorneagainwenttohim,intheevening,hedidnotfindhimsoutterlyprostratedinspirit。Hehad,indeed,madeuphismindtoagreatresolve;andthusunfoldedhisfinalschemeforhisownreformation:-
"Doctor,"hebeganagain,"Ibelieveyouareanhonestfellow;Idoindeed。"
DrThornecouldnotbutthankhimforhisgoodopinion。
"Youain"tannoyedatwhatIsaidthismorning,areyou?"
ThedoctorhadforgottentheparticularannoyancetowhichSirLouisalluded;andinformedhimthathismindmightbeatrestonanysuchmatter。
"Idobelieveyou"dbegladtoseemewell;wouldn"tyou,now?"
Thedoctorassuredhimthatsuchwasinverytruththecase。
"Well,now,I"lltellyouwhat:I"vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdealto-day;indeed,Ihave,andIwanttodowhatisright。Mightn"tIhavealittledropofthatstuff,justinacupofcoffee?"
Thedoctorpouredhimoutacupofcoffee,andputaboutateaspoonfulofbrandyinit。SirLouistookitwithadisconsolateface,nothavingbeenaccustomedtosuchmeasuresintheuseofhisfavouritebeverage。
"Idowishtodowhatisright——Ido,indeed;only,yousee,I"mlonely。
AstothosefellowsupinLondon,Idon"tthinkthatoneofthemcaresastrawaboutme。"
DrThornewasofthesamewayofthinking,andhesaidso。Hecouldnotbutfeelsomesympathywiththeunfortunatemanashethusspokeofhisownlot。Itwastruethathehadbeenthrownontheworldwithoutanyonetotakecareofhim。
"Mydearfriend,IwilldothebestIcanineveryway;Iwill,indeed。
Idobelievethatyourcompanionsintownhavebeentooreadytoleadyouastray。Dropthem,andyoumayyetdowell。"
"MayIthough,doctor?Well,Iwilldropthem。There"sJenkins;he"sthebestofthem;butevenheisalwayswantingtomakemoneyofme。NotbutwhatI"muptothebestoftheminthatway。"
"YouhadbetterleaveLondon,SirLouis,andchangeyourmodeoflife。
GotoBoxallHillforawhile;fortwoorthreedaysorso;livewithyourmotherthereandtaketofarming。"
"What!farming?"
"Yes;that"swhatallcountrygentlemendo:takethelandthereintoyourownhand,andoccupyyourminduponit。"
"Well,doctor,Iwill——upononecondition。"
DrThornesatstillandlistened。Hehadnoideawhattheconditionmightbe,buthewasnotpreparedtopromiseacquiescencetillheheardit。
"YouknowwhatItoldyouoncebefore,"saidthebaronet。
"Idon"trememberatthismoment。"
"Aboutmygettingmarried,youknow。"
Thedoctor"sbrowgrewblack,andpromisednohelptothepoorwretch。
Badineveryway,wretched,selfish,sensual,unfeeling,purse-proud,ignorantasSirLouisScatcherdwasstill,therewaslefttohimthepoweroffeelingsomethinglikesincerelove。ItmaybepresumedthathedidloveMaryThorne,andthathewasatthetimeearnestindeclaringthatifshecouldbegiventohim,hewouldendeavourtoliveaccordingtoheruncle"scounsel。Itwasonlyatrifleheasked;but,alas!thattriflecouldnotbevouchsafed。
"Ishouldmuchapproveofyourgettingmarried,butIdonotknowhowI
canhelpyou。"
"Ofcourse,ImeanMissMary:Idoloveher;Ireallydo,DrThorne。"
"Itisquiteimpossible,SirLouis;quite。Youdomyniecemuchhonour;
butIamabletoanswerforher,positively,thatsuchapropositionisquiteoutofthequestion。"
"Lookherenow,DrThorne;anythinginthewayofsettlements——"
"Iwillnothearawordonthesubject:youareverywelcometotheuseofmyhouseaslongasitmaysuityoutoremainhere;butImustinsistthatmynieceshallnotbetroubledonthismatter。"
"Doyoumeantosayshe"sinlovewiththatyoungGresham?"
Thiswastoomuchforthedoctor"spatience。"SirLouis,"saidhe,"I
canforgiveyoumuchforyourfather"ssake。Icanalsoforgivesomethingonthescoreofyourownill-health。Butyououghttoknow,yououghtbythistimetohavelearnt,thattherearesomethingswhichamancannotforgive。Iwillnottalktoyouaboutmyniece;andrememberthis,also,Iwillnothavehertroubledbyyou:"and,sosaying,thedoctorlefthim。
Onthenextdaythebaronetwassufficientlyrecoveredtobeabletoresumehisbraggadocioairs。HesworeatJanet;insistedonbeingservedbyhisownman;demandedinaloudvoice,butinvain,thathisliqueur-caseshouldberestoredtohim;anddesiredthatpost-horsesmightbereadyforhimonthemorrow。Onthatdayhegotupandatehisdinnerinhisbedroom。Onthenextmorninghecountermandedthehorses,informingthedoctorthathedidsobecausehehadlittlebitofbusinesstotransactwithSquireGreshambeforehelefttheplace!Withsomedifficulty,thedoctormadehimunderstandthatthesquirewouldnotseehimonbusiness;anditwasatlastdecided,thatMrGazebeeshouldbeinvitedtocallonhimatthedoctor"shouse;andthisMrGazebeeagreedtodo,inordertopreventtheannoyanceofhavingthebaronetupatGreshamsbury。
Onthisday,theeveningbeforeMrGazebee"svisit,SirLouiscondescendedtocomedowntodinner。Hedined,however,tete-a-tetewiththedoctor。Marywasnotthere,norwasanythingsaidastoherabsence。
SirLouisScatcherdneverseteyesuponheragain。
Heborehimselfarrogantlyonthatevening,havingresumedtheairsandwould-bedignitywhichhethoughtbelongedtohimasamanofrankandproperty。Inhisperiodsoflowspirits,hewasabjectandhumbleenough;abjectandfearfulofthelamentabledestinywhichatthesemomentshebelievedtobeinstoreforhim。Butitwasoneofthepeculiarsymptomsofhisstate,thatashepartiallyrecoveredhisbodilyhealth,thetoneofhismindrecovereditselfalso,andhisfearsforthetimewererelieved。
Therewasverylittlesaidbetweenhimandthedoctorthatevening。Thedoctorsat,guardingthewine,andthinkingwhenheshouldhavehishousetohimselfagain。SirLouissatmoody,everynowandthenutteringsomeimpertinenceastotheGreshamsandtheGreshamsburyproperty,and,atanearlyhour,allowedJoetoputhimtobed。
Thehorseswereorderedonthenextdayforthree,and,astwo,MrGazebeecametothehouse。Hehadneverbeentherebefore,norhadheevermetDrThorneexceptatthesquire"sdinner。Onthisoccasionheaskedonlyforthebaronet。
"Ah!ah!I"mgladyou"recome,MrGazebee;veryglad,"saidSirLouis;
actingthepartoftherich,greatmanwithallthepowerhehad。"I
wanttoaskyouafewquestionssoastomakeitallclearsailingbetweenus。"
"Asyouhaveaskedtoseeme,Ihavecome,SirLouis,"saidtheother,puttingonmuchdignityashespoke。"Butwoulditnotbebetterthatanybusinesstheremaybeshouldbedoneamongthelawyers?"
"Thelawyersareverywell,Idaresay;butwhenamanhassolargeastakeatinterestasIhaveinthisGreshamsburyproperty,why,yousee,MrGazebee,hefeelsalittleinclinedtolookafterithimself。Now,doyouknow,MrGazebee,howmuchitisthatMrGreshamowesme?"
MrGazebee,ofcourse,didknowverywell;buthewasnotgoingtodiscussthesubjectwithSirLouis,ifhecouldhelpit。
"Whateverclaimyourfather"sestatemayhaveonthatofMrGreshamis,asfarasIunderstand,vestedinDrThorne"shandsastrustee。IaminclinedtobelievethatyouhavenotyourselfatpresentanyclaimonGreshamsbury。Theinterest,asitbecomesdue,ispaidtoDrThorne;andifImaybeallowedtomakeasuggestion,Iwouldsaythatitwillnotbeexpedienttomakeanychangeinthatarrangementtillthepropertyshallcomeintoyourownhands。"
"Idifferfromyouentirely,MrGazebee;intotoasweusedtosayatEton。Whatyoumeantosayis——Ican"tgotolawwithMrGresham;I"mnotsosureofthat;butperhapsnot。ButIcancompelDrThornetolookaftermyinterests。Icanforcehimtoforeclose。Andtotellyouthetruth,Gazebee,unlesssomearrangementisproposedtomewhichIshallthinkadvantageous,Ishalldosoatonce。Thereisnearahundredthousandpoundsowingtome;yestome。Thorneisonlyanameinthematter。Themoneyismymoney;and,by——,Imeantolookafterit。"
"Haven"tyouanydoubt,SirLouis,astothemoneybeingsecure?"
"Yes,Ihave。Itisn"tsoeasytohaveahundredthousandpoundssecured。Thesquireisapoorman,andIdon"tchoosetoallowapoormantoowemesuchasumasthat。Besides,Imeantoinvestinland。I
tellyoufairly,therefore,Ishallforeclose。"
MrGazebee,usingalltheperspicuitywhichhisprofessionaleducationhadlefttohim,triedtomakeSirLouisunderstandthathehadnopowertodoanythingofthekind。
"Nopower!MrGreshamshallseewhetherIhavenopower。Whenamanhasahundredthousandpoundsowingtohimheoughttohavesomepower;
and,asItakeit,hehas。Butwewillsee。PerhapsyouknowFinnie,doyou?"
MrGazebee,withagooddealofscorninhisface,saidthathehadnotthatpleasure。MrFinniewasnotinhisline。
"Well,youwillknowhimthen,andyou"llfindhe"ssharpenough;thatis,unless,IhavesomeoffermadetomethatImaychoosetoaccept。"
MrGazebeedeclaredthathewasnotinstructedtomakeanyoffer,andsohetookhisleave。
Onthatafternoon,SirLouiswentofftoBoxallHill,transferringthemiserabletaskofsuperintendinghisself-destructionfromtheshouldersofthedoctortothoseofhismother。OfLadyScatcherd,thebaronettooknoaccountinhisproposedsojourninthecountry,nordidhetakemuchofthedoctorinleavingGreshamsbury。Heagainwrappedhimselfinhisfurs,and,withtotteringsteps,climbedupintothebarouchewhichwastocarryhimaway。
"Ismymanupbehind?"hesaidtoJanet,whilethedoctorwasstandingatthelittlefrontgarden-gate,makinghisadieux。
"No,sir,heisnotupyet,"saidJanet,respectfully。
"Thensendhimout,willyou?Ican"tlosemytimewaitinghereallday。"
"IshallcomeovertoBoxallHillandseeyou,"saidthedoctor,whoseheartsoftenedtowardstheman,inspiteofhisbrutality,asthehourofhisdeparturecame。
"Ishallbehappytoseeyouifyouliketocome,ofcourse;thatis,inthewayofvisiting,andthatsortofthing。Asfordoctoring,ifIwantanyIshallsendforFillgrave。"Suchwerehislastwordsasthecarriage,witharush,wentofffromthedoor。
Thedoctor,ashere-enteredthehouse,couldnotavoidsmiling,forhethoughtofDrFillgrave"slastpatientatBoxallHill。"It"saquestiontome,"saidhetohimself,"whetherFillgravewilleverbeinducedtomakeanothervisittothathouse,evenwiththeobjectofrescuingabaronetoutofmyhands。"
"He"sgone;isn"the,uncle?"saidMary,comingoutofherroom。
"Yes,mydear;he"sgone,poorfellow。"
"Hemaybeapoorfellow,uncle;buthe"saverydisagreeableinmateinahouse。Ihavenothadanydinnerthesetwodays。"
"AndIhaven"thadwhatcanbecalledacupofteasincehe"sbeeninthehouse。ButI"llmakeupforthatto-night。
CHAPTERXXXVIII
DECOURCYPRECEPTSANDDECOURCYPRACTICE
Thereisamodeofnovel-writingwhichusedtobemuchinvogue,butwhichhasnowgoneoutoffashion。Itis,nevertheless,onewhichisveryexpressivewheningoodhands,andwhichenablestheauthortotellhisstory,orsomeportionofhisstory,withmorenaturaltrustthananyother,Imeanthatoffamiliarletters。ItrustIshallbeexcusedifIattemptitasregardsthisonechapter;though,itmaybe,thatI
shallbreakdownandfallintothecommonplacenarrative,evenbeforetheonechapterbecompleted。ThecorrespondentsaretheLadyAmeliaDeCourcyandMissGresham。I,ofcourse,giveprecedencetothehigherrank,butthefirstepistleoriginatedwiththelatter-namedyounglady。
Letmehopethattheywillexplainthemselves。
"MissGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy"GreshamsburyHouse,June185-
"MYDEARESTAMELIA,"Iwishtoconsultyouonasubjectwhich,asyouwillperceive,isofamostmomentousnature。YouknowhowmuchrelianceIplaceinyourjudgementandknowledgeofwhatisproper,and,therefore,Iwritetoyoubeforespeakingtoanyotherlivingpersononthesubject:noteventomamma;for,althoughherjudgementisgoodtoo,shehassomanycaresandtroubles,thatitisnaturalthatitshouldbealittlewarpedwhentheinterestsofherchildrenareinvolved。Nowthatitisallover,IfeelthatitmaypossiblyhavebeensointhecaseofMrMoffat。
"YouareawarethatMrMortimerGazebeeisnowstayinghere,andthathehasbeenherefornearlytwomonths。Heisengagedinmanagingpoorpapa"saffairs,andmamma,wholikeshimverymuch,saysthatheisamostexcellentmanofbusiness。Ofcourse,youknowthatheisajuniorpartnerintheveryoldfirmofGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,who,Iunderstand,donotundertakeanybusinessatall,exceptwhatcomestothemfrompeers,orcommonersoftheveryhighestclass。
"Isoonperceived,dearestAmelia,thatMrGazebeepaidmemorethanordinaryattention,andIimmediatelybecameveryguardedinmymanner。IcertainlylikedMrGazebeefromthefirst。Hismannersarequiteexcellent,hisconducttomammaischarming,and,asregardsmyself,Imustsaythattherehasbeennothinginhisbehaviourofwhichevenyoucouldcomplain。Hehasneverattemptedtheslightestfamiliarity,andIwilldohimthejusticetosay,that,thoughhehasbeenveryattentive,hehasalsobeenveryrespectful。
"Imustconfessthat,forthelastthreeweeks,Ihavethoughtthathemeantsomething。Imight,perhaps,havedonemoretorepelhim;orImighthaveconsultedyouearlierastotheproprietyofkeepingaltogetheroutofhisway。Butyouknow,Amelia,howoftenthesethingsleadtonothing,andthoughI
thoughtallalongthatMrGazebeewasinearnest,IhardlylikedtosayanythingaboutiteventoyoutillIwasquitecertain。Ifyouhadadvisedme,youknow,toaccepthisoffer,andif,afterthat,hehadnevermadeit,Ishouldhavefeltsofoolish。
"Butnowhehasmadeit。Hecametomeyesterdayjustbeforedinner,inthelittledrawing-room,andtoldme,inthemostdelicatemanner,inwordsthatevenyoucouldnothavebutapproved,thathishighestambitionwastobethoughtworthyofmyregard,andthathefeltformethewarmestlove,andthemostprofoundadmiration,andthedeepestrespect。Youmaysay,Amelia,thatheisonlyanattorney,andIbelievethatheisanattorney;butIamsureyouwouldhaveesteemedhimhadyouheardtheverydelicatewayinwhichheexpressedhissentiments。
"SomethinghadgivenmeapresentimentofwhathewasgoingtodowhenIsawhimcomeintotheroom,sothatIwasonmyguard。Itriedveryhardtoshownoemotion;butIsupposeI
wasalittleflurried,asIoncedetectedmyselfcallinghimMrMortimer:hisname,youknow,isMortimerGazebee。Ioughtnottohavedoneso,certainly;butitwasnotsobadasifI
hadcalledhimMortimerwithouttheMr,wasit?Idon"tthinktherecouldpossiblybeaprettierChristiannamethanMortimer。Well,Amelia,Iallowedhimtoexpresshimselfwithoutinterruption。Heonceattemptedtotakemyhand;buteventhiswasdonewithoutanyassumptionoffamiliarity;andwhenhesawthatIwouldnotpermitit,hedrewback,andfixedhiseyesonthegroundasthoughhewereashamedevenofthat。
"Ofcourse,Ihadtogivehimananswer;andthoughIhadexpectedthatsomethingofthissortwouldtakeplace,Ihadnotmadeupmymindonthesubject。Iwouldnot,certainly,underanycircumstances,accepthimwithoutconsultingyou。IfIreallydislikedhim,ofcoursetherewouldbenodoubt;butIcan"tsay,dearestAmelia,thatIdoabsolutelydislikehim;
andIreallythinkthatwewouldmakeeachotherveryhappy,ifthemarriageweresuitableasregardedbothourpositions。
"IcollectedmyselfaswellasIcould,andIreallydothinkthatyouwouldhavesaidthatIdidnotbehavebadly,thoughthepositionwasrathertrying。Itoldhimthat,ofcourse,I
wasflatteredbyhissentiments,thoughmuchsurprisedathearingthem;thatsinceIknewhim,Ihadesteemedandvaluedhimasanacquaintance,butthat,lookingonhimasamanofbusiness,Ihadneverexpectedanythingmore。Ithenendeavouredtoexplaintohim,thatIwasnotperhapsprivilegedassomeothergirlsmightbe,toindulgemyfeelingsaltogether:perhapsthatwassayingtoomuch,andmightmakehimthinkthatIwasinlovewithhim;but,fromthewayIsaidit,Idon"tthinkhewould,forIwasverymuchguardedinmymanner,andverycollected;andthenItoldhim,thatinanyproposalofmarriagethatmightbemadetome,itwouldbemydutytoconsultmyfamilyasmuch,ifnotmorethanmyself。
"Hesaid,ofcourse;andaskedwhetherhemightspeaktopapa。
Itriedtomakehimunderstand,thatintalkingofmyfamily,Ididnotexactlymeanpapa,orevenmamma。OfcourseIwasthinkingwhatwasduetothenameofGresham。Iknowverywellwhatpapawouldsay。Hewouldgivehisconsentinhalfaminute;heissobroken-heartedbythesedebts。And,totellyouthetruth,Amelia,Ithinkmammawouldtoo。HedidnotseemquitetocomprehendwhatImeant;buthedidsaythatheknewitwasahighambitiontomarryintothefamilyoftheGreshams。Iamsureyouwouldconfessthathehasthemostproperfeelings;andasforexpressingthemnomancoulddoitbetter。
"Heownedthatitwasambitiontoallyhimselfwithafamilyabovehisownrankinlife,andthathelookedtodoingsoasameansofadvancinghimself。Nowthiswasatanyratehonest。
Thatwasoneofhismotives,hesaid;though,ofcourse,nothisfirst:andthenhedeclaredhowtrulyhewasattachedtome。Inanswertothis,Iremarkedthathehadknownmeonlyaveryshorttime。This,perhaps,wasgivinghimtoomuchencouragement;but,atthatmoment,Ihardlyknewwhattosay,forIdidnotwishtohurthisfeelings。Hethenspokeofhisincome。Hehasfifteenhundredayearfromthebusiness,andthatwillbegreatlyincreasedwhenhisfatherleavesit;andhisfatherismucholderthenMrGumption,thoughheisonlyasecondpartner。MortimerGazebeewillbetheseniorpartnerhimselfbeforeverylong;andperhapsthatdoesalterhispositionalittle。
"HehasaveryniceplacedownsomewhereinSurrey;Ihavemammasayitquiteagentleman"splace。Itisletnow;buthewilllivetherewhenheismarried。Andhehaspropertyofhisownbesideswhichhecansettle。So,yousee,heisquiteaswelloffasMrOriel;better,indeed;andifamanisinaprofession,Ibelieveitisconsideredthatitdoesnotmattermuchwhat。Ofcourse,aclergymancanbeabishop;butthen,I
thinkIhaveheardthatoneattorneydidoncebecomeLordChancellor。Ishouldhavemycarriage,youknow;Irememberhissayingthat,especially,thoughIcannotrecollecthowhebroughtitin。
"Itoldhim,atlast,thatIwassomuchtakenbysurprisethatIcouldnotgivehimananswerthen。HewasgoinguptoLondon,hesaid,onthenextday,andmighthebepermittedtoaddressmeonthesamesubjectwhenhereturned?Icouldnotrefusehim,youknow;andsonowIhavetakentheopportunityofhisabsencetowritetoyouforyouradvice。Youunderstandtheworldsoverywell,andknowexactlywhatoneoughttodoinsuchastrangeposition!
"IhopeIhavemadeitintelligible,atleast,astowhatI
havewrittenabout。Ihavesaidnothingastomyownfeelings,becauseIwishyoutothinkonthematterwithoutconsultingthem。IfitwouldbederogatorytoacceptMrGazebee,I
certainlywouldnotdosobecauseIhappentolikehim。Ifweweretoactinthatway,whatwouldtheworldcometo,Amelia?
Perhapsmyideasmaybeoverstrained;ifso,youwilltellme。
"WhenMrOrielproposedtoBeatrice,nobodyseemedtomakeanyobjection。Itallseemedtogoasamatterofcourse。Shesaysthathisfamilyisexcellent;butasfarasIcanlearn,hisgrandfatherwasageneralinIndia,andcamehomeveryrich。
MrGazebee"sgrandfatherwasamemberofthefirm,andso,I
believe,washisgreat-grandfather。Don"tyouthinkthisoughttocountforsomething?Besides,theyhavenobusinessexceptwiththemostaristocraticpersons,suchasuncleDeCourcy,andtheMarquisofKensingtonGore,andthatsort。ImentionthemarquisbecauseMrMortimerGazebeeistherenow。AndI
knowthatoneoftheGumptionswasonceinParliament;andI
don"tthinkthatanyoftheOrielseverwere。Thenameofattorneyiscertainlyverybad,isitnot,Amelia?buttheycertainlydonotseemtobeallthesame,andIdothinkthatthisoughttomakeadifference。TohearMrMortimerGazebeetalkofsomeattorneyatBarchester,youwouldsaythatthereisquiteasmuchdifferencebetweenthemasbetweenabishopandacurate。AndsoIthinkthereis。
"Idon"twishatalltospeakofmyownfeelings;butifhewerenotanattorney,heis,Ithink,thesortofmanIshouldlike。Heisveryniceineveryway,andifyouwerenottold,Idon"tthinkyouwouldknowhewasanattorney。But,dearAmelia,Iwillbeguidedbyyoualtogether。HeiscertainlymuchnicerthanMrMoffat,andhasagreatdealmoretosayforhimself。Ofcourse,MrMoffathavingbeeninParliament,andhavingbeentakenupbyuncleDeCourcy,wasinadifferentsphere;butIreallyfeltalmostrelievedwhenhebehavedinthatway。WithMortimerGazebee,Ithinkitwouldbedifferent。
"Ishallwaitsoimpatientlyforyouranswer,sodopraywriteatonce。Ihearsomepeoplesaythatthesesortofthingsarenotsomuchthoughtofnowastheywereonce,andthatallmannerofmarriagesareconsideredtobecommeilfaut。Idonotwant,youknow,tomakemyselffoolishbybeingtooparticular。Perhapsallthesechangesarebad,andIratherthinktheyare;butiftheworldchanges,onemustchangetoo;
onecan"tgoagainsttheworld。
"Sodowriteandtellmewhatyouthink。DonotsupposethatIdisliketheman,forIreallycannotsaythatIdo。ButI
wouldnotforanythingmakeanallianceforwhichanyonebearingthenameofDeCourcywouldhavetoblush。
"Always,dearestAmelia,"
Yourmostaffectionatecousin"AUGUSTAGRESHAM。
"PS——IfearFrankisgoingtobeveryfoolishwithMaryThorne。YouknowitisabsolutelyimportantthatFrankshouldmarrymoney。
"ItstrikesmeasquitepossiblethatMrMortimerGazebeemaybeinParliamentsomeofthesedays。Heisjustthemanforit。"
PoorAugustaprayedveryhardforherhusband;butsheprayedtoabosomthatonthissubjectwasashardasaflint,andsheprayedinvain。AugustaGreshamwastwenty-two,LadyAmeliawasthirty-four;wasitlikelythatLadyAmeliawouldpermitAugustatomarry,theissuehavingthusbeenleftinherhands?WhyshouldAugustaderogatefromherpositionbymarryingbeneathherself,seeingthatLadyAmeliahadspentsomanymoreyearsintheworldwithouthavingfounditnecessarytodoso?Augusta"sletterwaswrittenontwosheetsofnote-paper,crossedallover;andLadyAmelia"sanswerwasalmostequallyformidable。
"LadyAmeliadeCourcytoMissAugustaGresham"CourcyCastle,June,185-
"MYDEARAUGUSTA,"Ireceivedyourletteryesterdaymorning,butIhaveputoffansweringittillthisevening,asIhavewishedtogiveitverymatureconsideration。Thequestionisonewhichconcerns,notonlyyourowncharacter,buthappinessforlife,andnothinglessthanverymatureconsiderationwouldjustifymeingivingadecidedopiniononthesubject。
"Inthefirstplace,Imaytellyou,thatIhavenotawordtosayagainstMrMortimerGazebee。"(WhenAugustahadreadasfarasthis,herheartsankwithinher;therestwasallleatherandprunella;shesawatoncethatthefiathadgoneagainsther,andthatherwishtobecomeMrsMortimerGazebeewasnottobeindulged。)"Ihaveknownhimforalongtime,andIbelievehimtobeaveryrespectableperson,andIhavenodoubtagoodmanofbusiness。ThefirmofMessrsGumptionandGazebeestandsprobablyquiteamongthefirstattorneysinLondon,andIknowthatpapahasaveryhighopinionofthem。
"AllofthesewouldbeexcellentargumentstouseinfavourofMrGazebeeasasuitor,hadhisproposalsbeenmadetoanyoneinhisownrankinlife。Butyou,inconsideringthematter,should,Ithink,lookonitinaverydifferentlight。Theveryfactthatyoupronouncehimtobesomuchsuperiortootherattorneys,showsinhowverylowesteemyouholdtheprofessioningeneral。Itshowsalso,dearAugusta,howwellawareyouarethattheyareaclassofpeopleamongwhomyoushouldnotseekapartnerforlife。
"Myopinionis,thatyoushouldmakeMrGazebeeunderstand-
verycourteously,ofcourse——thatyoucannotaccepthishand。
Youobservethathehimselfconfessesthatinmarryingyouhewouldseekawifeinarankabovehisown。Isitnot,therefore,clear,thatinmarryinghim,youwoulddescendtoarankbelowyouown?
"Ishallbeverysorryifitgrievesyou;butstillitwillbebetterthatyoushouldbearthegriefofovercomingatemporaryfancy,thantakeastepwhichmaysoprobablymakeyouunhappy;andwhichsomeofyourfriendswouldcertainlyregardasdisgraceful。
"Itisnotpermittedtous,mydearAugusta,tothinkofourselvesinsuchmatters。Asyoutrulysay,ifweweretoactinthisway,whatwouldtheworldcometo?IthasbeenGod"spleasurethatweshouldbebornwithhighbloodinourveins。
Thisisagreatboonwhichwebothvalue,buttheboonhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。Itisestablishedbylaw,thattheroyalfamilyshallnotintermarrywithsubjects。Inourcasethereisnolaw,butthenecessityisnotthelessfelt;weshouldnotintermarrywiththosewhoareprobablyofalowerrank。MrMortimerGazebeeis,afterall,onlyanattorney;and,althoughyouspeakofhisgreat-grandfather,heisamanofnobloodwhatsoever。YoumustacknowledgethatsuchanadmixtureshouldbelookedonbyaDeCourcy,orevenaGresham,asapollution。"(HereAugustagotveryred,andshefeltalmostinclinedtobeangrywithhercousin。)"Beatrice"smarriagewithMrOrielisdifferent;
though,remember,Iambynomeansdefendingthat;itmaybegoodorbad,andIhavehadnoopportunityofinquiringrespectingMrOriel"sfamily。Beatrice,moreover,hasneverappearedtometofeelwhatwasduetoherselfinsuchmatters;but,asIsaid,hermarriagewithMrOrielisverydifferent。Clergymen——particularlytherectorsandvicarsofcountryparishes——dobecomeprivilegedaboveotherprofessionalmen。Icouldexplainwhy,butitwouldbetoolonginaletter。
"Yourfeelingsonthesubjectaltogetherdoyougreatcredit。
IhavenodoubtthatMrGresham,ifasked,wouldaccedetothematch;butthatisjustthereasonwhyheshouldnotbeasked。
ItwouldnotberightthatIshouldsayanythingagainstyourfathertoyou;butitisimpossibleforanyofusnottoseethatallthroughlifehehasthrownawayeveryadvantage,andsacrificedhisfamily。Whyishenowindebt,asyousay?WhyishenotholdingthefamilyseatinParliament?Eventhoughyouarehisdaughter,youcannotbutfeelthatyouwouldnotdorighttoconsulthimonsuchasubject。
"Astodearaunt,Ifeelsure,thatweresheingoodhealth,andlefttoexerciseherownjudgement,shewouldnotwishtoseeyoumarriedtotheagentforthefamilyestate。For,dearAugusta,thatistherealtruth。MrGazebeeoftencomeshereinthewayofbusiness;andthoughpapaalwaysreceiveshimasagentleman——thatis,hedinesattableandallthat——heisnotonthesamefootinginthehouseastheordinaryguestsandfriendsofthefamily。HowwouldyouliketobereceivedatCourcyCastleinthesameway?
"Youwillsay,perhaps,thatyouwouldstillbepapa"sniece;
soyouwould。Butyouknowhowstrictinsuchmatterspapais,andyoumustremember,thatthewifealwaysfollowstherankofthehusband。Papaisaccustomedtothestrictetiquetteofacourt,andIamsurethatnoconsiderationwouldinducehimtoreceivetheestate-agentinthelightofanephew。Indeed,wereyoutomarryMrGazebee,thehousetowhichhebelongswould,Iimagine,havetogiveupthemanagementoftheproperty。
"EvenwereMrGazebeeinParliament——andIdonotseehowitisprobablethatheshouldgetthere——itwouldnotmakeanydifference。Youmustremember,dearest,thatIneverwasanadvocatefortheMoffatmatch。Iacquiescedinit,becausemammadidso。IfIcouldhavehadmyownway,Iwouldadheretoallouroldprescriptiveprinciples。Neithermoneynorpositioncanatonetomeforlowbirth。Buttheworld,alas!
isretrograding;and,accordingtothenew-fangleddoctrinesoftheday,aladyofbloodisnotdisgracedbyallyingherselftoamanofwealth,andwhatmaybecalledquasi-
aristocraticposition。Iwishitwereotherwise;butsoitis。
And,therefore,thematchwithMrMoffatwasnotdisgraceful,thoughitcouldnotberegardedasaltogethersatisfactory。
"ButwithMrGazebeethematterwouldbealtogetherdifferent。
Heisamanearninghisbread;honestly,Idaresay,butinahumbleposition。Yousayheisveryrespectable:Idonotdoubtit;andsoisMrScraggs,thebutcheratCourcy。Yousee,Augusta,towhatsuchargumentsreduceyou。
"IdaresayhemaybenicerthanMrMoffat,inoneway。Thatis,hemayhavemoresmall-talkathiscommand,andbemorecleverinallthoselittlepursuitsandamusementswhicharevaluedbyordinaryyoungladies。Butmyopinionis,thatneitherInoryouwouldbejustifiedinsacrificingourselvesforsuchamusements。Wehavehighdutiesbeforeus。Itmaybethattheperformanceofthosedutieswillprohibitusfromtakingapartintheordinaryarenaofthefeminineworld。Itisnaturalthatgirlsshouldwishtomarry;and,therefore,thosewhoareweak,takethefirstthatcome。Thosewhohavemorejudgement,makesomesortofselection。Butthestrongest-mindedare,perhaps,thosewhoareabletoforgothemselvesandtheirownfancies,andtorefrainfromanyalliancethatdoesnottendtothemaintenanceofhighprinciples。Ofcourse,Ispeakofthosewhohavebloodintheirveins。YouandIneednotdilateastotheconductofothers。
"IhopewhatIhavesaidwillconvinceyou。Indeed,IknowthatitonlyrequiresthatyouandIshouldhavealittlecousinlytalkonthismattertobequiteinaccord。YoumustnowremainatGreshamsburytillMrGazebeeshallreturn。
Immediatelythathedoesso,seekaninterviewwithhim;donotwaittillheasksforit;thentellhim,thatwhenheaddressedyou,thematterhadtakenyousomuchbysurprise,thatyouwerenotatthemomentabletoanswerhim,withthatdecisionthatthesubjectdemanded。Tellhim,thatyouareflattered——insayingthis,however,youmustkeepacollectedcountenance,andbeverycoldinyourmanner——butthatfamilyreasonswouldforbidyoutoavailyourselfofhisoffer,evendidnoothercausepreventit。
"Andthen,dearAugusta,cometoushere。Iknowyouwillbealittledown-heartedaftergoingthroughthisstruggle;butI
willendeavourtoinspirityou。Whenwearebothtogether,youwillfeelmoresensiblythevalueofthathighpositionwhichyouwillpreservebyrejectingMrGazebee,andwillregretlessacutelywhateveryoumaylose。
"Yourveryaffectionatecousin,"AMELIADECOURCY。
"PS——IamgreatlygrievedaboutFrank;butIhavelongfearedthathewoulddosomeverysillything。IhaveheardlatelythatMissMaryThorneisnoteventhelegitimatenieceofyourDrThorne,butisthedaughterofsomepoorcreaturewhowasseducedbythedoctor,inBarchester。Idonotknowhowtruethismaybe,butIthinkyourbrothershouldbeputonhisguard:itmightdogood。"
PoorAugusta!Shewasintruthtobepitied,forhereffortsweremadewiththeintentionofdoingrightaccordingtoherlights。ForMrMoffatshehadnevercaredastraw;andwhen,therefore,shelostthepieceofgildingforwhichshehadbeeninstructedbyhermothertosellherself,itwasimpossibletopityher。ButMrGazebeeshewouldhavelovedwiththatsortoflovewhichitwasinherpowertobestow。
Withhimshewouldhavebeenhappy,respectable,andcontented。
Shehadherwrittenherletterwithgreatcare。Whentheofferwasmadetoher,shecouldnotbringherselftothrowLadyAmeliatothewindsandmarrytheman,asitwere,outofherownhead。LadyAmeliahadbeenthetyrantofherlife,andsoshestrovehardtoobtainhertyrant"spermission。Sheusedallherlittlecunninginshowingthat,afterall,MrGazebeewasnotsoveryplebeian。Allherlittlecunningwasutterlyworthless。LadyAmelia"smindwastoostrongtobecaughtwithsuchchaff。AugustacouldnotserveGodandMammon。Shemusteitherbetruetothegodofhercousin"sidolatry,andremainsingle,orservetheMammonofherowninclinations,andmarryMrGazebee。
Whenre-foldinghercousin"sletter,afterthefirstperusal,shedidforamomentthinkofrebellion。CouldshenotbehappyattheniceplaceinSurrey,having,asshewouldhave,acarriage,eventhoughalltheDeCourcysshoulddropher?IthadbeenputtoherthatshewouldnotliketobereceivedatCourcyCastlewiththescantcivilitywhichwouldbeconsideredduetoaMrsMortimerGazebee;butwhatifshecouldputupwithoutbeingreceivedatCourcyCastleatall?Suchideasdidfloatthroughhermind,dimly。
Buthercouragefailedher。Itissohardtothrowoffatyrant;somucheasiertoyield,whenwehavebeeninthehabitofyielding。Thisthirdletter,therefore,waswritten;anditistheendofthecorrespondence。
"MissAugustaGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy"GreshamsburyHouse,July,185-
"MYDEARESTAMELIA,"Ididnotansweryourletterbefore,becauseIthoughtitbettertodelaydoingsotillMrGazebeehadbeenhere。Hecamethedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterdayIdid,asnearlyaspossible,whatyouadvised。Perhaps,onthewhole,itwillbebetter。Asyousay,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。
"Idon"tquiteunderstandwhatyoumeanaboutclergymen,butwecantalkthatoverwhenwemeet。Indeed,itseemstomethatifoneistobeparticularaboutfamily——andIamsureI
thinkweought——oneoughttobesowithoutexception。IfMrOrielbeaparvenu,Beatrice"schildrenwon"tbewellbornmerelybecausetheirfatherwasaclergyman,eventhoughheisarector。Sincemyformerletter,IhaveheardthatMrGazebee"sgreat-great-great-grandfatherestablishedthefirm;
andtherearemanypeoplewhowerenobodiesthenwhoarethoughttohavegoodbloodintheirveinsnow。
"ButIdonotsaythisbecauseIdifferfromyou。Iagreewithyousofully,thatIatoncemadeupmymindtorejecttheman;and,consequently,Ihavedoneso。
"WhenItoldhimIcouldnotaccepthimfromfamilyconsiderations,heaskedmewhetherIhadspokentopapa。I
toldhim,no;andthatitwouldbenogood,asIhadmadeupmyownmind。Idon"tthinkhequiteunderstoodme;butitdidnotperhapsmuchmatter。Youtoldmetobeverycold,andI
thinkthatperhapshethoughtmelessgraciousthanbefore。
Indeed,Ifearthatwhenhefirstspoke,Imayseemtohavegivenhimtoomuchencouragement。However,itisallovernow;
quiteover!"(AsAugustawrotethis,shebarelymanagedtosavethepaperbeneathherhandfrombeingmoistenedwiththetearwhichescapedfromhereye。)
"Idonotmindconfessingnow,"shecontinued,"atanyratetoyou,thatIdidlikeMrGazebeealittle。Ithinkhistemperanddispositionwouldhavesuitedme。ButIamquitesatisfiedthatIhavedoneright。Hetriedveryhardtomakemechangemymind。Thatis,hesaidagreatmanythingsastowhetherI
wouldnotputoffmydecision。ButIwasquitefirm。Imustsaythathebehavedverywell,andthatIreallydothinkhelikedmehonestlyandtruly;but,ofcourse,Icouldnotsacrificefamilyconsiderationsonthataccount。
"Yes,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。
Iwillrememberthat。Itisnecessarytodoso,asotherwiseonewouldbewithoutconsolationforwhatonehastosuffer。
ForIfindthatonehastosuffer,Amelia。Iknowpapawouldhaveadvisedmetomarrythisman;andso,Idaresay,mammawould,andFrank,andBeatrice,iftheyknewthatIlikedhim。
Itwouldnotbesobadifweallthoughtalikeaboutit;butitishardtohaveresponsibilitiesallonone"sownshoulder;
isitnot?
"ButIwillgoovertoyou,andyouwillcomfortme。IalwaysfeelstrongeronthissubjectatCourcythanatGreshamsbury。
Wewillhavealongtalkaboutit,andthenIshallbehappyagain。IpurposegoingonnextFriday,ifthatwillsuityouanddearaunt。Ihavetoldmammathatyouallwantedme,andshemadenoobjection。Dowriteatonce,dearestAmelia,fortohearfromyounowwillbemyonlycomfort。
"Yours,evermostaffectionatelyandobliged,"AUGUSTAGRESHAM。
"PS——ItoldmammawhatyousaidaboutMaryThorne,andshesaid,“Yes;Isupposealltheworldknowsitnow;andifalltheworlddidknowit,itmakesnodifferencetoFrank。“Sheseemedveryangry;soyouseeitwastrue。"
Though,bysodoing,weshallsomewhatanticipatetheendofourstory,itmaybedesirablethatthefulltaleofMrGazebee"slovesshouldbetoldhere。WhenMaryisbreakingherheartonherdeath-bedinthelastchapter,orotherwiseaccomplishingherdestiny,weshallhardlyfindafitopportunityofsayingmuchaboutMrGazebeeandhisaristocraticbride。
ForhedidsucceedatlastinobtainingabrideinwhoseveinsranthenobleDeCourcyblood,inspiteofthehighdoctrinepreachedsoeloquentlybytheLadyAmelia。AsAugustahadtrulysaid,hehadfailedtounderstandher。Hewasledtothink,byhermannerofreceivinghisfirstproposal——andjustlyso,enough——thatshelikedhim,andwouldaccepthim;andhewasthereforeratherperplexedbyhissecondinterview。Hetriedagainandagain,andbeggedpermissiontomentionthemattertoMrGresham;butAugustawasveryfirm,andheatlastretiredindisgust。AugustawenttoCourcyCastle,andreceivedfromhercousinthatconsolationandre-strengtheningwhichshesomuchrequired。
Fouryearsafterwards——longafterthefateofMaryThornehadfallen,likeathunderbolt,ontheinhabitantsofGreshamsbury;whenBeatricewaspreparingforhersecondbaby,andeachofthetwinshadheracceptedlover——MrMortimerGazebeewentdowntoCourcyCastle;ofcourse,onamatterofbusiness。Nodoubthedinedatthetable,andallthat。WehavethewordofLadyAmelia,thattheearl,withhisusualgood-nature,allowedhimsuchprivileges。Letushopethatheneverencroachedonthem。
Butonthisoccasion,MrGazebeestayedalongtimeatthecastle,andsingularrumoursastothecauseofhisprolongedvisitbecamecurrentinthelittletown。NofemalescionofthepresentfamilyofCourcyhad,asyet,foundamate。Wemayimaginethateaglesfinditdifficulttopairwhentheybecomescarceintheirlocalities;andweallknowhowhardithassometimesbeentogetcommeilfauthusbandswhentherehasbeenanynumberofProtestantprincessesonhand。
Somelittledifficultyhad,doubtless,broughtitaboutthatthecountesswasstillsurroundedbyherfullbevyofmaidens。Rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges,andtheseyoungladies"
responsibilitiesseemedtohaveconsistedinrejectinganysuitorwhomayhavehithertokneeledtothem。ButnowitwastoldthroughCourcy,thatonesuitorhadkneeled,andnotinvain;fromCourcytherumourflewtoBarchester,andthencecamedowntoGreshamsbury,startlingtheinhabitants,andmakingonepoorheartthrobwithaviolencethatwouldhavebeenpiteoushaditbeenknown。Thesuitor,sonamed,asMrMortimerGazebee。
Yes;MrMortimerGazebeehadnowawardedtohimmanyotherprivilegesthanthoseofdiningatthetable,andallthat。Herodewiththeyoungladiesinthepark,andtheyalltalkedtohimveryfamiliarlybeforecompany;allexceptLadyAmelia。ThecountessevencalledhimMortimer,andtreatedhimquiteasoneofthefamily。
AtlastcamealetterfromthecountesstoherdearsisterArabella。Itshouldbegivenatlength,butthatIfeartointroduceanotherepistle。
Itissuchaneasymodeofwriting,andfacilityisalwaysdangerous。Inthisletteritwasannouncedwithmuchpreliminaryambiguity,thatMortimerGazebee——whohadbeenfoundtobeatreasureineveryway;
quiteaparagonofmen——wasabouttobetakenintotheDeCourcybosomasachildofthathouse。Onthatdayfortnight,hewasdestinedtoleadtothealtar——theLadyAmelia。
Thecountessthenwentontosay,thatdearAmeliadidnotwriteherself,beingsomuchengagedbyhercomingduties——theresponsibilitiesofwhichshedoubtlessfullyrealized,aswellastheprivileges;butshehadbeggedhermothertorequestthatthetwinsshouldcomeandactasbridesmaidsontheoccasion。DearAugusta,sheknew,wastoomuchoccupiedinthecomingeventinMrOriel"sfamilytobeabletoattend。
MrMortimerGazebeewastakenintotheDeCourcyfamily,anddidleadtheLadyAmeliatothealtar;andtheGreshamtwinsdidgothereandactasbridesmaids。And,whichismuchmoretosayforhumannature,Augustadidforgivehercousin,and,afteracertaininterval,wentonavisittothatniceplaceinSurreywhichshehadhopedwouldbeherownhome。
Itwouldhavebeenaveryniceplace,Augustathought,hadnotLadyAmeliaGazebeebeensoveryeconomical。
Wemustpresumethattherewassomeexplanationbetweenthem。Ifso,Augustayieldedtoit,andconfessedittobesatisfactory。Shehadalwaysyieldedtohercousin,andlovedherwiththatsortoflovewhichisbegottenbetweenfearandrespect。AnythingwasbetterthanquarrellingwithhercousinAmelia。
AndMrMortimerGazebeedidnotaltogethermakeabadbargain。Heneverreceivedashillingofdowry,butthathehadnotexpected。Nordidhewantit。Histroublesarosefromtheoverstrainedeconomyofhisnoblewife。Shewouldhaveit,thatasshehadmarriedapoorman——MrGazebee,however,wasnotapoorman——itbehovedhertomanageherhousewithgreatcare。Suchamatchasthatshehadmade——thisshetoldinconfidencetoAugusta——haditsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。
But,onthewhole,MrGazebeedidnotrepenthisbargain;whenheaskedhisfriendstodine,hecouldtellthemthatLadyAmeliawouldbegladtoseethem;hismarriagegavehimsomeeclatathisclub,andsomeadditionalweightinthefirmtowhichhebelonged;hegetshisshareoftheCourcyshooting,andisaskedabouttoGreshamsbury,andotherBarsetshirehouses,notonly"todineattableandallthat",buttotakehispartinwhateverdelightscountrysocietytherehastooffer。
Heliveswiththegreathopethathisnoblefather-in-lawmaysomedaybeabletobringhimintoParliament。