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Doctor Thorne
投诉 阅读记录

第15章

Hewouldnotexcuseher,orallowhertoescapefromsayingitinsomanywords;andwhenthewordsdidcomeatlast,theycamefreely。"Yes,Frank,Idoloveyou;ifthatwereallyouwouldhavenocauseforfear。"

"AndIwillhavenocauseforfear。"

"Ah;butyourfather,Frank,andmyuncle。Icanneverbringmyselftodoanythingthatshallbringeitherofthemtosorrow。"

Frank,ofcourse,ranthroughallhisarguments。Hewouldgointoaprofession,ortakeafarmandliveinit。Hewouldwait;thatis,forafewmonths。"Afewmonths,Frank!"saidMary。"Well,perhapssix。""Oh,Frank!"ButFrankwouldnotbestopped。Hewoulddoanythingthathisfathermightaskhim。Anythingbuttheonething。Hewouldnotgiveupthewifehehadchosen。Itwouldnotbereasonable,orproper,orrighteousthatheshouldbeaskedtodoso;andherehemountedasomewhathighhorse。

Maryhadnoargumentswhichshecouldbringfromherhearttoofferinoppositionofallthis。Shecouldonlyleaveherhandinhis,andfeelthatshewashappierthanshehadbeenatanytimesincethedayofthedonkey-rideatBoxallHill。

"But,Mary,"continuedhe,becomingverygraveandserious。"Wemustbetruetoeachother,andfirminthis。Nothingthatanyofthemcansayshalldrivemefrommypurpose;willyousayasmuch?"

Herhandwasstillinhis,andsoshestood,thinkingforamomentbeforesheansweredhim。Butshecouldnotdolessforhimthanhewaswillingtodoforher。"Yes,"saidshe——saidinaverylowvoice,andwithamannerperfectlyquiet——"Iwillbefirm。Nothingthattheycansayshallshakeme。But,Frank,itcannotbesoon。"

Nothingfurtheroccurredinthisinterviewwhichneedsrecording。FrankhadbeenthreetimestoldbyMarythathehadbettergobeforehedidgo;and,atlast,shewasobligedtotakethematterintoherownhands,andleadhimtothedoor。

"Youareinagreathurrytogetridofme,"saidhe。

"Youhavebeenheretwohours,andyoumustgonow;whatwilltheythink?"

"Whocareswhattheythink?Letthemthinkthetruth:that"safterayear"sabsence,Ihavemuchtosaytoyou。"However,atlast,hedidgo,andMarywasleftalone。

Frank,althoughhehadbeensoslowtomove,hadathousandotherthingstodo,andwentaboutthematonce。Hewasverymuchinlove,nodoubt;

butthatdidnotinterferewithhisinterestinotherpursuits。Inthefirstplace,hehadtoseeHarryBaker,andHarryBaker"sstud。HarryhadbeenspeciallychargedtolookaftertheblackhorseduringFrank"sabsence,andtheholidaydoingsofthatvaluableanimalhadtobeinquiredinto。Thenthekennelofthehoundshadtobevisited,and——asamatterofsecond-rateimportance——themaster。Thiscouldnotbedoneonthesameday;butaplanfordoingsomustbeconcoctedwithHarry——andthentherewerethetwoyoungpointerpups。

Frank,whenhelefthisbetrothed,wentaboutthesethingsquiteasvehementlyasthoughhewerenotinloveatall;quiteasvehementlyasthoughhehadsaidnothingastogoingintosomeprofessionwhichmustnecessarilyseparatehimfromhorsesanddogs。ButMarysatthereatherwindow,thinkingofherlove,andthinkingofnothingelse。Itwasallinalltohernow。Shehadpledgedherselfnottobeshakenfromhertrothbyanything,byanyperson;anditwouldbehovehertobetruetothispledge。Truetoit,thoughalltheGreshamsbutoneshouldopposeherwithalltheirpower;truetoit,eventhoughherownuncleshouldopposeher。

Andhowcouldshehavedoneanyotherthantopledgeherself,invokedtoitasshehadbeen?Howcouldshedolessforhimthanhewassoanxioustodoforher?Theywouldtalktoherofmaidendelicacy,andtellherthatshehadputastainonthatsnow-whitecoatofproof,inconfessingherloveforonewhosefriendswereunwillingtoreceiveher。Letthemsotalk。Honour,honesty,andtruth,out-spokentruth,self-denyingtruth,andfealtyfrommantoman,areworthmorethanmaidendelicacy;

more,atanyrate,thanthetalkofit。Itwasnotforherselfthatthispledgehadbeenmade。Sheknewherposition,andthedifficultiesofit;

sheknewalsothevalueofit。Hehadmuchtooffer,muchtogive;shehadnothingbutherself。Hehadname,andoldrepute,family,honour,andwhateventuallywouldatleastbewealthtoher。Shewasnameless,fameless,portionless。Hehadcometherewithallhisardour,withtheimpulseofhischaracter,andaskedherforherlove。Itwasalreadyhisown。Hehadthendemandedhertroth,andsheacknowledgedthathehadarighttodemandit。Shewouldbehisifeveritshouldbeinhispowertotakeher。

Butthereletthebargainend。Shewouldalwaysremember,thatthoughitwasinherpowertokeepherpledge,itmighttooprobablynotbeinhispowertokeephis。Thatdoctrine,laiddownsoimperativelybythegreatauthoritiesofGreshamsbury,thatedict,whichdemandedthatFrankshouldmarrymoney,hadcomehomealsotoherwithacertainforce。ItwouldbesadthatthefameofGreshamsburyshouldperish,andthatthegloryshoulddepartfromtheoldhouse。Itmightbe,thatFrankalsoshouldperceivethathemustmarrymoney。Itwouldbeapitythathehadnotseenitsooner;butshe,atanyrate,wouldnotcomplain。

Andsoshestood,leaningontheopenwindow,withherbookunnoticedlyingbesideher。Thesunhadbeeninthemid-skywhenFrankhadlefther,butitsrayswerebeginningtostreamintotheroomfromthewestbeforeshemovedfromherposition。Herfirstthoughtinthemorninghadbeenthis:Wouldhecometoseeher?Herlastnowwasmoresoothingtoher,lessfullofabsolutefear:Woulditberightthatheshouldcomeagain?

Thefirstsoundssheheardwerethefootstepsofheruncle,ashecameuptothedrawing-room,threestepsatatime。Hisstepwasalwaysheavy;butwhenhewasdisturbedinspirit,itwasslow;whenmerelyfatiguedinbodybyordinarywork,itwasquick。

"Whatabroilingday!"hesaid,andhethrewhimselfintoachair。"Formercy"ssake,givemesomethingtodrink。"Nowthedoctorwasagreatmanforsummer-drinks。Inhishouse,lemonade,currant-juice,orange-mixtures,andraspberry-vinegarwereusedbythequart。Hefrequentlydisapprovedofthesethingsforhispatients,asbeingapttodisarrangethedigestion;butheconsumedenoughhimselftothrowalargefamilyintosuchdifficulties。

"Ha-a!"heejaculatedafteradraught;"I"mbetternow。Well,what"sthenews?"

"You"vebeenout,uncle;yououghttohavethenews。How"sMrsGreen?"

"Reallyasbadasennuiandsolitudecanmakeher。"

"AndMrsOaklerath?"

"She"sgettingbetter,becauseshehastenchildrentolookafter,andtwinstosuckle。Whathashebeendoing?"AndthedoctorpointedtowardstheroomoccupiedbySirLouis。

Mary"sconsciencestruckherthatshehadnotevenasked。Shehadhardlyremembered,duringthewholeday,thatthebaronetwasinthehouse。"Idonotthinkhehasbeendoingmuch,"shesaid。"Janethasbeenwithhimallday。"

"Hashebeendrinking?"

"Uponmyword,Idon"tknow,uncle。Ithinknot,forJanethasbeenwithhim。But,uncle——"

"Well,dear——butjustgivemealittlemoreofthattipple。"

Marypreparedthetumbler,andasshehandedittohim,shesaid,"FrankGreshamhasbeenhereto-day。"

Thedoctorswallowedhisdraught,andputdowntheglassbeforehemadeanyreply,andeventhenhesaidbutlittle。

"Oh!FrankGresham。"

"Yes,uncle。"

"Youthoughthimlookingprettywell?"

"Yes,uncle;hewasverywell,Ibelieve。"

DrThornehadnothingmoretosay,sohegotupandwenttohispatientinthenextroom。

"Ifhedisapprovesofit,whydoeshenotsayso?"saidMarytoherself。

"Whydoeshenotadviseme?"

ButitwasnotsoeasytogiveadvicewhileSirLouisScatcherdwaslyingthereinthatstate。

CHAPTERXXXVII

SIRLOUISLEAVESGRESHAMSBURY

JanethadbeensedulousinherattentionstoSirLouis,andhadnottroubledhermistress;butshehadnothadaneasytimeofit。Herordershadbeen,thateithersheorThomasshouldremainintheroomthewholeday,andthoseordershadbeenobeyed。

Immediatelyafterbreakfast,thebaronethadinquiredafterhisownservant。"Hisconfoundednosemustberightbythistime,Isuppose?"

"Itwasverybad,SirLouis,"saidtheoldwoman,whoimaginedthatitmightbedifficulttoinduceJonahtocomeintothehouseagain。

"Amaninsuchaplaceashishasnobusinesstobelaidup,"saidhismaster,withawhine。"I"llseeandgetamanwhowon"tbreakhisnose。"

Thomaswassenttotheinnthreeorfourtimes,butinvain。Themanwassittingup,wellenough,inthetap-room;butthemiddleofhisfacewascoveredwithstreaksofplaster,andhecouldnotbringhimselftoexposehiswoundsbeforehisconqueror。

SirLouisbeganbyorderingthewomantobringhimchasse-cafe。Sheofferedhimcoffee,asmuchashewould;butnochasse。"Aglassofportwine,"shesaid,attwelveo"clock,andanotheratthreehadbeenorderedforhim。

"Idon"tcarea——fortheorders,"saidSirLouis;"sendmemyownman。"

Themanwasagainsentfor;butwouldnotcome。"There"sabottleofthatstuffthatItake,inthatportmanteau,intheleft-handcorner——justhandittome。"

ButJanetwasnottobedone。Shewouldgivehimnostuff,exceptwhatthedoctorhadordered,tillthedoctorcameback。Thedoctorwouldthen,nodoubt,givehimanythingthatwasproper。

SirLouissworeagooddeal,andstormedasmuchashecould。Hedrank,however,histwoglassesofwine,andhegotnomore。Onceortwiceheessayedtogetoutofbedanddress;but,ateveryeffort,hefoundthathecouldnotdoitwithoutJoe:andtherehewas,stillundertheclotheswhenthedoctorreturned。

"I"lltellyouwhatitis,"saidhe,assoonashisguardianenteredtheroom,"I"mnotgoingtobemadeaprisonerofhere。"

"Aprisoner!no,surelynot。"

"Itseemsverymuchlikeitatpresent。Yourservanthere——thatoldwoman——takesituponhertosayshe"lldonothingwithoutyourorders。"

"Well;she"srightthere。"

"Right!Idon"tknowwhatyoucallright;butIwon"tstandit。Youarenotgoingtomakeachildofme,DrThorne;soyouneednotthinkit。"

Andthentherewasalongquarrel,betweenthem,andbutanindifferentreconciliation。ThebaronetsaidthathewouldgotoBoxallHill,andwasvehementinhisintentiontodosobecausethedoctoropposedit。Hehadnot,however,asyetferretedoutthesquire,orgivenabitofhismindtoMrGazebee,anditbehovedhimtodothisbeforehetookhimselfofftohisowncountrymansion。Heended,therefore,bydecidingtogoonthenextdaybutone。

"Letitbeso,ifyouarewellenough,"saidthedoctor。

"Wellenough!"saidtheother,withasneer。"There"snothingtomakemeillthatIknowof。Itcertainlywon"tbedrinkingtoomuchhere。"

Onthenextday,SirLouiswasinadifferentmood,andinonemoredistressingforthedoctortobear。Hiscompelledabsencefromintemperatedrinkinghad,nodoubt,beengoodforhim;buthismindhadsomuchsunkunderthepainoftheprivation,thathisstatewaspiteoustobehold。Hehadcriedforhisservant,asachildcriesforitsnurse,tillatlastthedoctor,movedtopity,hadhimselfgoneoutandbroughtthemaninfromthepublic-house。Butwhenhedidcome,Joewasofbutlittleservicetohismaster,ashewasaltogetherpreventedfrombringinghimeitherwineorspirits;andwhenhesearchedfortheliqueur-case,hefoundthateventhathadbeencarriedaway。

"Ibelieveyouwantmetodie,"hesaid,asthedoctor,sittingbyhisbedside,wastyring,forthehundredthtime,tomakehimunderstandthathehadbutonechanceofliving。

Thedoctorwasnotintheleastirritated。Itwouldhavebeenaswisetobeirritatedbythewantofreasoninadog。

"IamdoingwhatIcantosaveyourlife,"hesaidcalmly;"butasyousaidjustnow,Ihavenopoweroveryou。Aslongasyouareabletomoveandremaininmyhouse,youcertainlyshallnothavethemeansofdestroyingyourself。Youwillbeverywisetostayhereforaweekortendays:aweekortendaysofhealthylivingmight,perhaps,bringyouround。"

SirLouisagaindeclaredthatthedoctorwishedhimtodie,andspokeofsendingforhisattorneyFinnie,tocometoGreshamsburytolookafterhim。

"Sendforhimifyouchoose,"saidthedoctor。"Hiscomingwillcostyouthreeorfourpounds,butcandonootherharm。"

ItwascertainlyharduponDrThornethatheshouldbeobligedtoentertainsuchaguestinthehouse;——toentertainhim,andfosterhim,andcareforhim,almostasthoughhewereason。Buthehadnoalternative;hehadacceptedthechargefromSirRoger,andhemustgothroughwithit。Hisconscience,moreover,allowedhimnorestinthematter:itharassedhimdayandnight,drivinghimonsometimestogreatwretchedness。Hecouldnotlovethisincubusthatwasonhisshoulders;

hecouldnotdootherthanbeveryfarfromlovinghim。Ofwhatuseorvaluewashetoanyone?Whatcouldtheworldmakeofhimthatwouldbegood,orheoftheworld?Wasnotanearlydeathhiscertainfate?Theearlieritmightbe,woulditnotbebetter?Werehetolingeronyetfortwoyearslonger——andsuchaspaceoflifewaspossibleforhim——howgreatwouldbethemischiefthathemightdo;nay,certainlywoulddo!

FarewellthentoallhopesforGreshamsbury,asfarasMarywasconcerned。Farewellthentothatdearschemewhichlaydeepinthedoctor"sheart,thathopethathemightinhisniece"sname,givebacktothesonthelostpropertyofhisfather。Andmightnotoneyear——sixmonthsbeasfatal。Frank,theyallsaid,mustmarrymoney;andevenhe——hethedoctorhimself,muchashedespisedtheideaformoney"ssake——evenhecouldnotbutconfessthatFrank,astheheirtoanold,butgrievouslyembarrassedproperty,hadnorighttomarry,athisearlyage,agirlwithoutashilling。Mary,hisniece,hisownchild,wouldprobablybetheheiressofthisimmensewealth;buthecouldnottellthistoFrank;no,nortoFrank"sfather,whileSirLouiswasyetalive。

What,ifbysodoingheshouldachievethismarriageforhisniece,andthatthenSirLouisshouldlivetodisposeofhisown?HowthenwouldhefacetheangerofLadyArabella?

"Iwillneverhankerafteradeadman"sshoes,neitherformyselfnorforanother,"hehadsaidtohimselfahundredtimes;andasoftendidheaccusehimselfofdoingso。Onepath,however,wasplainlyopenbeforehim。Hewouldkeephispeaceastothewill;andwouldusesucheffortsashemightuseforasonofhisownloinstopreservethelifethatwassovalueless。Hiswishes,hishopes,histhoughts,hecouldnotcontrol;buthisconductwasathisowndisposal。

"Isay,doctor,youdon"treallythinkthatI"mgoingtodie?"SirLouissaid,whenDrThorneagainvisitedhim。

"Idon"tthinkatall;Iamsureyouwillkillyourselfifyoucontinuetoliveasyouhavelatelydone。"

"ButsupposeIgoallrightforawhile,andlive——livejustasyoutellme,youknow?"

"AllofusareinGod"shands,SirLouis。Bysodoingyouwill,atanyrate,giveyourselfthebestchance。"

"Bestchance?Why,d——n,doctor!therearefellowshavedonetentimesworsethanI;andtheyarenotgoingtokick。Come,now,Iknowyouaretryingtofrightenme;ain"tyounow?"

"IamtryingtodothebestIcanforyou。"

"It"sveryhardonafellowlikeme;Ihavenobodytosayakindwordtome;no,notone。"AndSirLouis,inhiswretchedness,begantoweep。

"Come,doctor;ifyou"llputmeoncemoreonmylegs,I"llletyoudrawontheestateforfivehundredpounds;byG——,Iwill。"

Thedoctorwentawaytohisdinner,andthebaronetalsohadhisinbed。

Hecouldnoteatmuch,buthewasallowedtwoglassesofwine,andalsoalittlebrandyinhiscoffee。Thissomewhatinvigoratedhim,andwhenDrThorneagainwenttohim,intheevening,hedidnotfindhimsoutterlyprostratedinspirit。Hehad,indeed,madeuphismindtoagreatresolve;andthusunfoldedhisfinalschemeforhisownreformation:-

"Doctor,"hebeganagain,"Ibelieveyouareanhonestfellow;Idoindeed。"

DrThornecouldnotbutthankhimforhisgoodopinion。

"Youain"tannoyedatwhatIsaidthismorning,areyou?"

ThedoctorhadforgottentheparticularannoyancetowhichSirLouisalluded;andinformedhimthathismindmightbeatrestonanysuchmatter。

"Idobelieveyou"dbegladtoseemewell;wouldn"tyou,now?"

Thedoctorassuredhimthatsuchwasinverytruththecase。

"Well,now,I"lltellyouwhat:I"vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdealto-day;indeed,Ihave,andIwanttodowhatisright。Mightn"tIhavealittledropofthatstuff,justinacupofcoffee?"

Thedoctorpouredhimoutacupofcoffee,andputaboutateaspoonfulofbrandyinit。SirLouistookitwithadisconsolateface,nothavingbeenaccustomedtosuchmeasuresintheuseofhisfavouritebeverage。

"Idowishtodowhatisright——Ido,indeed;only,yousee,I"mlonely。

AstothosefellowsupinLondon,Idon"tthinkthatoneofthemcaresastrawaboutme。"

DrThornewasofthesamewayofthinking,andhesaidso。Hecouldnotbutfeelsomesympathywiththeunfortunatemanashethusspokeofhisownlot。Itwastruethathehadbeenthrownontheworldwithoutanyonetotakecareofhim。

"Mydearfriend,IwilldothebestIcanineveryway;Iwill,indeed。

Idobelievethatyourcompanionsintownhavebeentooreadytoleadyouastray。Dropthem,andyoumayyetdowell。"

"MayIthough,doctor?Well,Iwilldropthem。There"sJenkins;he"sthebestofthem;butevenheisalwayswantingtomakemoneyofme。NotbutwhatI"muptothebestoftheminthatway。"

"YouhadbetterleaveLondon,SirLouis,andchangeyourmodeoflife。

GotoBoxallHillforawhile;fortwoorthreedaysorso;livewithyourmotherthereandtaketofarming。"

"What!farming?"

"Yes;that"swhatallcountrygentlemendo:takethelandthereintoyourownhand,andoccupyyourminduponit。"

"Well,doctor,Iwill——upononecondition。"

DrThornesatstillandlistened。Hehadnoideawhattheconditionmightbe,buthewasnotpreparedtopromiseacquiescencetillheheardit。

"YouknowwhatItoldyouoncebefore,"saidthebaronet。

"Idon"trememberatthismoment。"

"Aboutmygettingmarried,youknow。"

Thedoctor"sbrowgrewblack,andpromisednohelptothepoorwretch。

Badineveryway,wretched,selfish,sensual,unfeeling,purse-proud,ignorantasSirLouisScatcherdwasstill,therewaslefttohimthepoweroffeelingsomethinglikesincerelove。ItmaybepresumedthathedidloveMaryThorne,andthathewasatthetimeearnestindeclaringthatifshecouldbegiventohim,hewouldendeavourtoliveaccordingtoheruncle"scounsel。Itwasonlyatrifleheasked;but,alas!thattriflecouldnotbevouchsafed。

"Ishouldmuchapproveofyourgettingmarried,butIdonotknowhowI

canhelpyou。"

"Ofcourse,ImeanMissMary:Idoloveher;Ireallydo,DrThorne。"

"Itisquiteimpossible,SirLouis;quite。Youdomyniecemuchhonour;

butIamabletoanswerforher,positively,thatsuchapropositionisquiteoutofthequestion。"

"Lookherenow,DrThorne;anythinginthewayofsettlements——"

"Iwillnothearawordonthesubject:youareverywelcometotheuseofmyhouseaslongasitmaysuityoutoremainhere;butImustinsistthatmynieceshallnotbetroubledonthismatter。"

"Doyoumeantosayshe"sinlovewiththatyoungGresham?"

Thiswastoomuchforthedoctor"spatience。"SirLouis,"saidhe,"I

canforgiveyoumuchforyourfather"ssake。Icanalsoforgivesomethingonthescoreofyourownill-health。Butyououghttoknow,yououghtbythistimetohavelearnt,thattherearesomethingswhichamancannotforgive。Iwillnottalktoyouaboutmyniece;andrememberthis,also,Iwillnothavehertroubledbyyou:"and,sosaying,thedoctorlefthim。

Onthenextdaythebaronetwassufficientlyrecoveredtobeabletoresumehisbraggadocioairs。HesworeatJanet;insistedonbeingservedbyhisownman;demandedinaloudvoice,butinvain,thathisliqueur-caseshouldberestoredtohim;anddesiredthatpost-horsesmightbereadyforhimonthemorrow。Onthatdayhegotupandatehisdinnerinhisbedroom。Onthenextmorninghecountermandedthehorses,informingthedoctorthathedidsobecausehehadlittlebitofbusinesstotransactwithSquireGreshambeforehelefttheplace!Withsomedifficulty,thedoctormadehimunderstandthatthesquirewouldnotseehimonbusiness;anditwasatlastdecided,thatMrGazebeeshouldbeinvitedtocallonhimatthedoctor"shouse;andthisMrGazebeeagreedtodo,inordertopreventtheannoyanceofhavingthebaronetupatGreshamsbury。

Onthisday,theeveningbeforeMrGazebee"svisit,SirLouiscondescendedtocomedowntodinner。Hedined,however,tete-a-tetewiththedoctor。Marywasnotthere,norwasanythingsaidastoherabsence。

SirLouisScatcherdneverseteyesuponheragain。

Heborehimselfarrogantlyonthatevening,havingresumedtheairsandwould-bedignitywhichhethoughtbelongedtohimasamanofrankandproperty。Inhisperiodsoflowspirits,hewasabjectandhumbleenough;abjectandfearfulofthelamentabledestinywhichatthesemomentshebelievedtobeinstoreforhim。Butitwasoneofthepeculiarsymptomsofhisstate,thatashepartiallyrecoveredhisbodilyhealth,thetoneofhismindrecovereditselfalso,andhisfearsforthetimewererelieved。

Therewasverylittlesaidbetweenhimandthedoctorthatevening。Thedoctorsat,guardingthewine,andthinkingwhenheshouldhavehishousetohimselfagain。SirLouissatmoody,everynowandthenutteringsomeimpertinenceastotheGreshamsandtheGreshamsburyproperty,and,atanearlyhour,allowedJoetoputhimtobed。

Thehorseswereorderedonthenextdayforthree,and,astwo,MrGazebeecametothehouse。Hehadneverbeentherebefore,norhadheevermetDrThorneexceptatthesquire"sdinner。Onthisoccasionheaskedonlyforthebaronet。

"Ah!ah!I"mgladyou"recome,MrGazebee;veryglad,"saidSirLouis;

actingthepartoftherich,greatmanwithallthepowerhehad。"I

wanttoaskyouafewquestionssoastomakeitallclearsailingbetweenus。"

"Asyouhaveaskedtoseeme,Ihavecome,SirLouis,"saidtheother,puttingonmuchdignityashespoke。"Butwoulditnotbebetterthatanybusinesstheremaybeshouldbedoneamongthelawyers?"

"Thelawyersareverywell,Idaresay;butwhenamanhassolargeastakeatinterestasIhaveinthisGreshamsburyproperty,why,yousee,MrGazebee,hefeelsalittleinclinedtolookafterithimself。Now,doyouknow,MrGazebee,howmuchitisthatMrGreshamowesme?"

MrGazebee,ofcourse,didknowverywell;buthewasnotgoingtodiscussthesubjectwithSirLouis,ifhecouldhelpit。

"Whateverclaimyourfather"sestatemayhaveonthatofMrGreshamis,asfarasIunderstand,vestedinDrThorne"shandsastrustee。IaminclinedtobelievethatyouhavenotyourselfatpresentanyclaimonGreshamsbury。Theinterest,asitbecomesdue,ispaidtoDrThorne;andifImaybeallowedtomakeasuggestion,Iwouldsaythatitwillnotbeexpedienttomakeanychangeinthatarrangementtillthepropertyshallcomeintoyourownhands。"

"Idifferfromyouentirely,MrGazebee;intotoasweusedtosayatEton。Whatyoumeantosayis——Ican"tgotolawwithMrGresham;I"mnotsosureofthat;butperhapsnot。ButIcancompelDrThornetolookaftermyinterests。Icanforcehimtoforeclose。Andtotellyouthetruth,Gazebee,unlesssomearrangementisproposedtomewhichIshallthinkadvantageous,Ishalldosoatonce。Thereisnearahundredthousandpoundsowingtome;yestome。Thorneisonlyanameinthematter。Themoneyismymoney;and,by——,Imeantolookafterit。"

"Haven"tyouanydoubt,SirLouis,astothemoneybeingsecure?"

"Yes,Ihave。Itisn"tsoeasytohaveahundredthousandpoundssecured。Thesquireisapoorman,andIdon"tchoosetoallowapoormantoowemesuchasumasthat。Besides,Imeantoinvestinland。I

tellyoufairly,therefore,Ishallforeclose。"

MrGazebee,usingalltheperspicuitywhichhisprofessionaleducationhadlefttohim,triedtomakeSirLouisunderstandthathehadnopowertodoanythingofthekind。

"Nopower!MrGreshamshallseewhetherIhavenopower。Whenamanhasahundredthousandpoundsowingtohimheoughttohavesomepower;

and,asItakeit,hehas。Butwewillsee。PerhapsyouknowFinnie,doyou?"

MrGazebee,withagooddealofscorninhisface,saidthathehadnotthatpleasure。MrFinniewasnotinhisline。

"Well,youwillknowhimthen,andyou"llfindhe"ssharpenough;thatis,unless,IhavesomeoffermadetomethatImaychoosetoaccept。"

MrGazebeedeclaredthathewasnotinstructedtomakeanyoffer,andsohetookhisleave。

Onthatafternoon,SirLouiswentofftoBoxallHill,transferringthemiserabletaskofsuperintendinghisself-destructionfromtheshouldersofthedoctortothoseofhismother。OfLadyScatcherd,thebaronettooknoaccountinhisproposedsojourninthecountry,nordidhetakemuchofthedoctorinleavingGreshamsbury。Heagainwrappedhimselfinhisfurs,and,withtotteringsteps,climbedupintothebarouchewhichwastocarryhimaway。

"Ismymanupbehind?"hesaidtoJanet,whilethedoctorwasstandingatthelittlefrontgarden-gate,makinghisadieux。

"No,sir,heisnotupyet,"saidJanet,respectfully。

"Thensendhimout,willyou?Ican"tlosemytimewaitinghereallday。"

"IshallcomeovertoBoxallHillandseeyou,"saidthedoctor,whoseheartsoftenedtowardstheman,inspiteofhisbrutality,asthehourofhisdeparturecame。

"Ishallbehappytoseeyouifyouliketocome,ofcourse;thatis,inthewayofvisiting,andthatsortofthing。Asfordoctoring,ifIwantanyIshallsendforFillgrave。"Suchwerehislastwordsasthecarriage,witharush,wentofffromthedoor。

Thedoctor,ashere-enteredthehouse,couldnotavoidsmiling,forhethoughtofDrFillgrave"slastpatientatBoxallHill。"It"saquestiontome,"saidhetohimself,"whetherFillgravewilleverbeinducedtomakeanothervisittothathouse,evenwiththeobjectofrescuingabaronetoutofmyhands。"

"He"sgone;isn"the,uncle?"saidMary,comingoutofherroom。

"Yes,mydear;he"sgone,poorfellow。"

"Hemaybeapoorfellow,uncle;buthe"saverydisagreeableinmateinahouse。Ihavenothadanydinnerthesetwodays。"

"AndIhaven"thadwhatcanbecalledacupofteasincehe"sbeeninthehouse。ButI"llmakeupforthatto-night。

CHAPTERXXXVIII

DECOURCYPRECEPTSANDDECOURCYPRACTICE

Thereisamodeofnovel-writingwhichusedtobemuchinvogue,butwhichhasnowgoneoutoffashion。Itis,nevertheless,onewhichisveryexpressivewheningoodhands,andwhichenablestheauthortotellhisstory,orsomeportionofhisstory,withmorenaturaltrustthananyother,Imeanthatoffamiliarletters。ItrustIshallbeexcusedifIattemptitasregardsthisonechapter;though,itmaybe,thatI

shallbreakdownandfallintothecommonplacenarrative,evenbeforetheonechapterbecompleted。ThecorrespondentsaretheLadyAmeliaDeCourcyandMissGresham。I,ofcourse,giveprecedencetothehigherrank,butthefirstepistleoriginatedwiththelatter-namedyounglady。

Letmehopethattheywillexplainthemselves。

"MissGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy"GreshamsburyHouse,June185-

"MYDEARESTAMELIA,"Iwishtoconsultyouonasubjectwhich,asyouwillperceive,isofamostmomentousnature。YouknowhowmuchrelianceIplaceinyourjudgementandknowledgeofwhatisproper,and,therefore,Iwritetoyoubeforespeakingtoanyotherlivingpersononthesubject:noteventomamma;for,althoughherjudgementisgoodtoo,shehassomanycaresandtroubles,thatitisnaturalthatitshouldbealittlewarpedwhentheinterestsofherchildrenareinvolved。Nowthatitisallover,IfeelthatitmaypossiblyhavebeensointhecaseofMrMoffat。

"YouareawarethatMrMortimerGazebeeisnowstayinghere,andthathehasbeenherefornearlytwomonths。Heisengagedinmanagingpoorpapa"saffairs,andmamma,wholikeshimverymuch,saysthatheisamostexcellentmanofbusiness。Ofcourse,youknowthatheisajuniorpartnerintheveryoldfirmofGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,who,Iunderstand,donotundertakeanybusinessatall,exceptwhatcomestothemfrompeers,orcommonersoftheveryhighestclass。

"Isoonperceived,dearestAmelia,thatMrGazebeepaidmemorethanordinaryattention,andIimmediatelybecameveryguardedinmymanner。IcertainlylikedMrGazebeefromthefirst。Hismannersarequiteexcellent,hisconducttomammaischarming,and,asregardsmyself,Imustsaythattherehasbeennothinginhisbehaviourofwhichevenyoucouldcomplain。Hehasneverattemptedtheslightestfamiliarity,andIwilldohimthejusticetosay,that,thoughhehasbeenveryattentive,hehasalsobeenveryrespectful。

"Imustconfessthat,forthelastthreeweeks,Ihavethoughtthathemeantsomething。Imight,perhaps,havedonemoretorepelhim;orImighthaveconsultedyouearlierastotheproprietyofkeepingaltogetheroutofhisway。Butyouknow,Amelia,howoftenthesethingsleadtonothing,andthoughI

thoughtallalongthatMrGazebeewasinearnest,IhardlylikedtosayanythingaboutiteventoyoutillIwasquitecertain。Ifyouhadadvisedme,youknow,toaccepthisoffer,andif,afterthat,hehadnevermadeit,Ishouldhavefeltsofoolish。

"Butnowhehasmadeit。Hecametomeyesterdayjustbeforedinner,inthelittledrawing-room,andtoldme,inthemostdelicatemanner,inwordsthatevenyoucouldnothavebutapproved,thathishighestambitionwastobethoughtworthyofmyregard,andthathefeltformethewarmestlove,andthemostprofoundadmiration,andthedeepestrespect。Youmaysay,Amelia,thatheisonlyanattorney,andIbelievethatheisanattorney;butIamsureyouwouldhaveesteemedhimhadyouheardtheverydelicatewayinwhichheexpressedhissentiments。

"SomethinghadgivenmeapresentimentofwhathewasgoingtodowhenIsawhimcomeintotheroom,sothatIwasonmyguard。Itriedveryhardtoshownoemotion;butIsupposeI

wasalittleflurried,asIoncedetectedmyselfcallinghimMrMortimer:hisname,youknow,isMortimerGazebee。Ioughtnottohavedoneso,certainly;butitwasnotsobadasifI

hadcalledhimMortimerwithouttheMr,wasit?Idon"tthinktherecouldpossiblybeaprettierChristiannamethanMortimer。Well,Amelia,Iallowedhimtoexpresshimselfwithoutinterruption。Heonceattemptedtotakemyhand;buteventhiswasdonewithoutanyassumptionoffamiliarity;andwhenhesawthatIwouldnotpermitit,hedrewback,andfixedhiseyesonthegroundasthoughhewereashamedevenofthat。

"Ofcourse,Ihadtogivehimananswer;andthoughIhadexpectedthatsomethingofthissortwouldtakeplace,Ihadnotmadeupmymindonthesubject。Iwouldnot,certainly,underanycircumstances,accepthimwithoutconsultingyou。IfIreallydislikedhim,ofcoursetherewouldbenodoubt;butIcan"tsay,dearestAmelia,thatIdoabsolutelydislikehim;

andIreallythinkthatwewouldmakeeachotherveryhappy,ifthemarriageweresuitableasregardedbothourpositions。

"IcollectedmyselfaswellasIcould,andIreallydothinkthatyouwouldhavesaidthatIdidnotbehavebadly,thoughthepositionwasrathertrying。Itoldhimthat,ofcourse,I

wasflatteredbyhissentiments,thoughmuchsurprisedathearingthem;thatsinceIknewhim,Ihadesteemedandvaluedhimasanacquaintance,butthat,lookingonhimasamanofbusiness,Ihadneverexpectedanythingmore。Ithenendeavouredtoexplaintohim,thatIwasnotperhapsprivilegedassomeothergirlsmightbe,toindulgemyfeelingsaltogether:perhapsthatwassayingtoomuch,andmightmakehimthinkthatIwasinlovewithhim;but,fromthewayIsaidit,Idon"tthinkhewould,forIwasverymuchguardedinmymanner,andverycollected;andthenItoldhim,thatinanyproposalofmarriagethatmightbemadetome,itwouldbemydutytoconsultmyfamilyasmuch,ifnotmorethanmyself。

"Hesaid,ofcourse;andaskedwhetherhemightspeaktopapa。

Itriedtomakehimunderstand,thatintalkingofmyfamily,Ididnotexactlymeanpapa,orevenmamma。OfcourseIwasthinkingwhatwasduetothenameofGresham。Iknowverywellwhatpapawouldsay。Hewouldgivehisconsentinhalfaminute;heissobroken-heartedbythesedebts。And,totellyouthetruth,Amelia,Ithinkmammawouldtoo。HedidnotseemquitetocomprehendwhatImeant;buthedidsaythatheknewitwasahighambitiontomarryintothefamilyoftheGreshams。Iamsureyouwouldconfessthathehasthemostproperfeelings;andasforexpressingthemnomancoulddoitbetter。

"Heownedthatitwasambitiontoallyhimselfwithafamilyabovehisownrankinlife,andthathelookedtodoingsoasameansofadvancinghimself。Nowthiswasatanyratehonest。

Thatwasoneofhismotives,hesaid;though,ofcourse,nothisfirst:andthenhedeclaredhowtrulyhewasattachedtome。Inanswertothis,Iremarkedthathehadknownmeonlyaveryshorttime。This,perhaps,wasgivinghimtoomuchencouragement;but,atthatmoment,Ihardlyknewwhattosay,forIdidnotwishtohurthisfeelings。Hethenspokeofhisincome。Hehasfifteenhundredayearfromthebusiness,andthatwillbegreatlyincreasedwhenhisfatherleavesit;andhisfatherismucholderthenMrGumption,thoughheisonlyasecondpartner。MortimerGazebeewillbetheseniorpartnerhimselfbeforeverylong;andperhapsthatdoesalterhispositionalittle。

"HehasaveryniceplacedownsomewhereinSurrey;Ihavemammasayitquiteagentleman"splace。Itisletnow;buthewilllivetherewhenheismarried。Andhehaspropertyofhisownbesideswhichhecansettle。So,yousee,heisquiteaswelloffasMrOriel;better,indeed;andifamanisinaprofession,Ibelieveitisconsideredthatitdoesnotmattermuchwhat。Ofcourse,aclergymancanbeabishop;butthen,I

thinkIhaveheardthatoneattorneydidoncebecomeLordChancellor。Ishouldhavemycarriage,youknow;Irememberhissayingthat,especially,thoughIcannotrecollecthowhebroughtitin。

"Itoldhim,atlast,thatIwassomuchtakenbysurprisethatIcouldnotgivehimananswerthen。HewasgoinguptoLondon,hesaid,onthenextday,andmighthebepermittedtoaddressmeonthesamesubjectwhenhereturned?Icouldnotrefusehim,youknow;andsonowIhavetakentheopportunityofhisabsencetowritetoyouforyouradvice。Youunderstandtheworldsoverywell,andknowexactlywhatoneoughttodoinsuchastrangeposition!

"IhopeIhavemadeitintelligible,atleast,astowhatI

havewrittenabout。Ihavesaidnothingastomyownfeelings,becauseIwishyoutothinkonthematterwithoutconsultingthem。IfitwouldbederogatorytoacceptMrGazebee,I

certainlywouldnotdosobecauseIhappentolikehim。Ifweweretoactinthatway,whatwouldtheworldcometo,Amelia?

Perhapsmyideasmaybeoverstrained;ifso,youwilltellme。

"WhenMrOrielproposedtoBeatrice,nobodyseemedtomakeanyobjection。Itallseemedtogoasamatterofcourse。Shesaysthathisfamilyisexcellent;butasfarasIcanlearn,hisgrandfatherwasageneralinIndia,andcamehomeveryrich。

MrGazebee"sgrandfatherwasamemberofthefirm,andso,I

believe,washisgreat-grandfather。Don"tyouthinkthisoughttocountforsomething?Besides,theyhavenobusinessexceptwiththemostaristocraticpersons,suchasuncleDeCourcy,andtheMarquisofKensingtonGore,andthatsort。ImentionthemarquisbecauseMrMortimerGazebeeistherenow。AndI

knowthatoneoftheGumptionswasonceinParliament;andI

don"tthinkthatanyoftheOrielseverwere。Thenameofattorneyiscertainlyverybad,isitnot,Amelia?buttheycertainlydonotseemtobeallthesame,andIdothinkthatthisoughttomakeadifference。TohearMrMortimerGazebeetalkofsomeattorneyatBarchester,youwouldsaythatthereisquiteasmuchdifferencebetweenthemasbetweenabishopandacurate。AndsoIthinkthereis。

"Idon"twishatalltospeakofmyownfeelings;butifhewerenotanattorney,heis,Ithink,thesortofmanIshouldlike。Heisveryniceineveryway,andifyouwerenottold,Idon"tthinkyouwouldknowhewasanattorney。But,dearAmelia,Iwillbeguidedbyyoualtogether。HeiscertainlymuchnicerthanMrMoffat,andhasagreatdealmoretosayforhimself。Ofcourse,MrMoffathavingbeeninParliament,andhavingbeentakenupbyuncleDeCourcy,wasinadifferentsphere;butIreallyfeltalmostrelievedwhenhebehavedinthatway。WithMortimerGazebee,Ithinkitwouldbedifferent。

"Ishallwaitsoimpatientlyforyouranswer,sodopraywriteatonce。Ihearsomepeoplesaythatthesesortofthingsarenotsomuchthoughtofnowastheywereonce,andthatallmannerofmarriagesareconsideredtobecommeilfaut。Idonotwant,youknow,tomakemyselffoolishbybeingtooparticular。Perhapsallthesechangesarebad,andIratherthinktheyare;butiftheworldchanges,onemustchangetoo;

onecan"tgoagainsttheworld。

"Sodowriteandtellmewhatyouthink。DonotsupposethatIdisliketheman,forIreallycannotsaythatIdo。ButI

wouldnotforanythingmakeanallianceforwhichanyonebearingthenameofDeCourcywouldhavetoblush。

"Always,dearestAmelia,"

Yourmostaffectionatecousin"AUGUSTAGRESHAM。

"PS——IfearFrankisgoingtobeveryfoolishwithMaryThorne。YouknowitisabsolutelyimportantthatFrankshouldmarrymoney。

"ItstrikesmeasquitepossiblethatMrMortimerGazebeemaybeinParliamentsomeofthesedays。Heisjustthemanforit。"

PoorAugustaprayedveryhardforherhusband;butsheprayedtoabosomthatonthissubjectwasashardasaflint,andsheprayedinvain。AugustaGreshamwastwenty-two,LadyAmeliawasthirty-four;wasitlikelythatLadyAmeliawouldpermitAugustatomarry,theissuehavingthusbeenleftinherhands?WhyshouldAugustaderogatefromherpositionbymarryingbeneathherself,seeingthatLadyAmeliahadspentsomanymoreyearsintheworldwithouthavingfounditnecessarytodoso?Augusta"sletterwaswrittenontwosheetsofnote-paper,crossedallover;andLadyAmelia"sanswerwasalmostequallyformidable。

"LadyAmeliadeCourcytoMissAugustaGresham"CourcyCastle,June,185-

"MYDEARAUGUSTA,"Ireceivedyourletteryesterdaymorning,butIhaveputoffansweringittillthisevening,asIhavewishedtogiveitverymatureconsideration。Thequestionisonewhichconcerns,notonlyyourowncharacter,buthappinessforlife,andnothinglessthanverymatureconsiderationwouldjustifymeingivingadecidedopiniononthesubject。

"Inthefirstplace,Imaytellyou,thatIhavenotawordtosayagainstMrMortimerGazebee。"(WhenAugustahadreadasfarasthis,herheartsankwithinher;therestwasallleatherandprunella;shesawatoncethatthefiathadgoneagainsther,andthatherwishtobecomeMrsMortimerGazebeewasnottobeindulged。)"Ihaveknownhimforalongtime,andIbelievehimtobeaveryrespectableperson,andIhavenodoubtagoodmanofbusiness。ThefirmofMessrsGumptionandGazebeestandsprobablyquiteamongthefirstattorneysinLondon,andIknowthatpapahasaveryhighopinionofthem。

"AllofthesewouldbeexcellentargumentstouseinfavourofMrGazebeeasasuitor,hadhisproposalsbeenmadetoanyoneinhisownrankinlife。Butyou,inconsideringthematter,should,Ithink,lookonitinaverydifferentlight。Theveryfactthatyoupronouncehimtobesomuchsuperiortootherattorneys,showsinhowverylowesteemyouholdtheprofessioningeneral。Itshowsalso,dearAugusta,howwellawareyouarethattheyareaclassofpeopleamongwhomyoushouldnotseekapartnerforlife。

"Myopinionis,thatyoushouldmakeMrGazebeeunderstand-

verycourteously,ofcourse——thatyoucannotaccepthishand。

Youobservethathehimselfconfessesthatinmarryingyouhewouldseekawifeinarankabovehisown。Isitnot,therefore,clear,thatinmarryinghim,youwoulddescendtoarankbelowyouown?

"Ishallbeverysorryifitgrievesyou;butstillitwillbebetterthatyoushouldbearthegriefofovercomingatemporaryfancy,thantakeastepwhichmaysoprobablymakeyouunhappy;andwhichsomeofyourfriendswouldcertainlyregardasdisgraceful。

"Itisnotpermittedtous,mydearAugusta,tothinkofourselvesinsuchmatters。Asyoutrulysay,ifweweretoactinthisway,whatwouldtheworldcometo?IthasbeenGod"spleasurethatweshouldbebornwithhighbloodinourveins。

Thisisagreatboonwhichwebothvalue,buttheboonhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。Itisestablishedbylaw,thattheroyalfamilyshallnotintermarrywithsubjects。Inourcasethereisnolaw,butthenecessityisnotthelessfelt;weshouldnotintermarrywiththosewhoareprobablyofalowerrank。MrMortimerGazebeeis,afterall,onlyanattorney;and,althoughyouspeakofhisgreat-grandfather,heisamanofnobloodwhatsoever。YoumustacknowledgethatsuchanadmixtureshouldbelookedonbyaDeCourcy,orevenaGresham,asapollution。"(HereAugustagotveryred,andshefeltalmostinclinedtobeangrywithhercousin。)"Beatrice"smarriagewithMrOrielisdifferent;

though,remember,Iambynomeansdefendingthat;itmaybegoodorbad,andIhavehadnoopportunityofinquiringrespectingMrOriel"sfamily。Beatrice,moreover,hasneverappearedtometofeelwhatwasduetoherselfinsuchmatters;but,asIsaid,hermarriagewithMrOrielisverydifferent。Clergymen——particularlytherectorsandvicarsofcountryparishes——dobecomeprivilegedaboveotherprofessionalmen。Icouldexplainwhy,butitwouldbetoolonginaletter。

"Yourfeelingsonthesubjectaltogetherdoyougreatcredit。

IhavenodoubtthatMrGresham,ifasked,wouldaccedetothematch;butthatisjustthereasonwhyheshouldnotbeasked。

ItwouldnotberightthatIshouldsayanythingagainstyourfathertoyou;butitisimpossibleforanyofusnottoseethatallthroughlifehehasthrownawayeveryadvantage,andsacrificedhisfamily。Whyishenowindebt,asyousay?WhyishenotholdingthefamilyseatinParliament?Eventhoughyouarehisdaughter,youcannotbutfeelthatyouwouldnotdorighttoconsulthimonsuchasubject。

"Astodearaunt,Ifeelsure,thatweresheingoodhealth,andlefttoexerciseherownjudgement,shewouldnotwishtoseeyoumarriedtotheagentforthefamilyestate。For,dearAugusta,thatistherealtruth。MrGazebeeoftencomeshereinthewayofbusiness;andthoughpapaalwaysreceiveshimasagentleman——thatis,hedinesattableandallthat——heisnotonthesamefootinginthehouseastheordinaryguestsandfriendsofthefamily。HowwouldyouliketobereceivedatCourcyCastleinthesameway?

"Youwillsay,perhaps,thatyouwouldstillbepapa"sniece;

soyouwould。Butyouknowhowstrictinsuchmatterspapais,andyoumustremember,thatthewifealwaysfollowstherankofthehusband。Papaisaccustomedtothestrictetiquetteofacourt,andIamsurethatnoconsiderationwouldinducehimtoreceivetheestate-agentinthelightofanephew。Indeed,wereyoutomarryMrGazebee,thehousetowhichhebelongswould,Iimagine,havetogiveupthemanagementoftheproperty。

"EvenwereMrGazebeeinParliament——andIdonotseehowitisprobablethatheshouldgetthere——itwouldnotmakeanydifference。Youmustremember,dearest,thatIneverwasanadvocatefortheMoffatmatch。Iacquiescedinit,becausemammadidso。IfIcouldhavehadmyownway,Iwouldadheretoallouroldprescriptiveprinciples。Neithermoneynorpositioncanatonetomeforlowbirth。Buttheworld,alas!

isretrograding;and,accordingtothenew-fangleddoctrinesoftheday,aladyofbloodisnotdisgracedbyallyingherselftoamanofwealth,andwhatmaybecalledquasi-

aristocraticposition。Iwishitwereotherwise;butsoitis。

And,therefore,thematchwithMrMoffatwasnotdisgraceful,thoughitcouldnotberegardedasaltogethersatisfactory。

"ButwithMrGazebeethematterwouldbealtogetherdifferent。

Heisamanearninghisbread;honestly,Idaresay,butinahumbleposition。Yousayheisveryrespectable:Idonotdoubtit;andsoisMrScraggs,thebutcheratCourcy。Yousee,Augusta,towhatsuchargumentsreduceyou。

"IdaresayhemaybenicerthanMrMoffat,inoneway。Thatis,hemayhavemoresmall-talkathiscommand,andbemorecleverinallthoselittlepursuitsandamusementswhicharevaluedbyordinaryyoungladies。Butmyopinionis,thatneitherInoryouwouldbejustifiedinsacrificingourselvesforsuchamusements。Wehavehighdutiesbeforeus。Itmaybethattheperformanceofthosedutieswillprohibitusfromtakingapartintheordinaryarenaofthefeminineworld。Itisnaturalthatgirlsshouldwishtomarry;and,therefore,thosewhoareweak,takethefirstthatcome。Thosewhohavemorejudgement,makesomesortofselection。Butthestrongest-mindedare,perhaps,thosewhoareabletoforgothemselvesandtheirownfancies,andtorefrainfromanyalliancethatdoesnottendtothemaintenanceofhighprinciples。Ofcourse,Ispeakofthosewhohavebloodintheirveins。YouandIneednotdilateastotheconductofothers。

"IhopewhatIhavesaidwillconvinceyou。Indeed,IknowthatitonlyrequiresthatyouandIshouldhavealittlecousinlytalkonthismattertobequiteinaccord。YoumustnowremainatGreshamsburytillMrGazebeeshallreturn。

Immediatelythathedoesso,seekaninterviewwithhim;donotwaittillheasksforit;thentellhim,thatwhenheaddressedyou,thematterhadtakenyousomuchbysurprise,thatyouwerenotatthemomentabletoanswerhim,withthatdecisionthatthesubjectdemanded。Tellhim,thatyouareflattered——insayingthis,however,youmustkeepacollectedcountenance,andbeverycoldinyourmanner——butthatfamilyreasonswouldforbidyoutoavailyourselfofhisoffer,evendidnoothercausepreventit。

"Andthen,dearAugusta,cometoushere。Iknowyouwillbealittledown-heartedaftergoingthroughthisstruggle;butI

willendeavourtoinspirityou。Whenwearebothtogether,youwillfeelmoresensiblythevalueofthathighpositionwhichyouwillpreservebyrejectingMrGazebee,andwillregretlessacutelywhateveryoumaylose。

"Yourveryaffectionatecousin,"AMELIADECOURCY。

"PS——IamgreatlygrievedaboutFrank;butIhavelongfearedthathewoulddosomeverysillything。IhaveheardlatelythatMissMaryThorneisnoteventhelegitimatenieceofyourDrThorne,butisthedaughterofsomepoorcreaturewhowasseducedbythedoctor,inBarchester。Idonotknowhowtruethismaybe,butIthinkyourbrothershouldbeputonhisguard:itmightdogood。"

PoorAugusta!Shewasintruthtobepitied,forhereffortsweremadewiththeintentionofdoingrightaccordingtoherlights。ForMrMoffatshehadnevercaredastraw;andwhen,therefore,shelostthepieceofgildingforwhichshehadbeeninstructedbyhermothertosellherself,itwasimpossibletopityher。ButMrGazebeeshewouldhavelovedwiththatsortoflovewhichitwasinherpowertobestow。

Withhimshewouldhavebeenhappy,respectable,andcontented。

Shehadherwrittenherletterwithgreatcare。Whentheofferwasmadetoher,shecouldnotbringherselftothrowLadyAmeliatothewindsandmarrytheman,asitwere,outofherownhead。LadyAmeliahadbeenthetyrantofherlife,andsoshestrovehardtoobtainhertyrant"spermission。Sheusedallherlittlecunninginshowingthat,afterall,MrGazebeewasnotsoveryplebeian。Allherlittlecunningwasutterlyworthless。LadyAmelia"smindwastoostrongtobecaughtwithsuchchaff。AugustacouldnotserveGodandMammon。Shemusteitherbetruetothegodofhercousin"sidolatry,andremainsingle,orservetheMammonofherowninclinations,andmarryMrGazebee。

Whenre-foldinghercousin"sletter,afterthefirstperusal,shedidforamomentthinkofrebellion。CouldshenotbehappyattheniceplaceinSurrey,having,asshewouldhave,acarriage,eventhoughalltheDeCourcysshoulddropher?IthadbeenputtoherthatshewouldnotliketobereceivedatCourcyCastlewiththescantcivilitywhichwouldbeconsideredduetoaMrsMortimerGazebee;butwhatifshecouldputupwithoutbeingreceivedatCourcyCastleatall?Suchideasdidfloatthroughhermind,dimly。

Buthercouragefailedher。Itissohardtothrowoffatyrant;somucheasiertoyield,whenwehavebeeninthehabitofyielding。Thisthirdletter,therefore,waswritten;anditistheendofthecorrespondence。

"MissAugustaGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy"GreshamsburyHouse,July,185-

"MYDEARESTAMELIA,"Ididnotansweryourletterbefore,becauseIthoughtitbettertodelaydoingsotillMrGazebeehadbeenhere。Hecamethedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterdayIdid,asnearlyaspossible,whatyouadvised。Perhaps,onthewhole,itwillbebetter。Asyousay,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。

"Idon"tquiteunderstandwhatyoumeanaboutclergymen,butwecantalkthatoverwhenwemeet。Indeed,itseemstomethatifoneistobeparticularaboutfamily——andIamsureI

thinkweought——oneoughttobesowithoutexception。IfMrOrielbeaparvenu,Beatrice"schildrenwon"tbewellbornmerelybecausetheirfatherwasaclergyman,eventhoughheisarector。Sincemyformerletter,IhaveheardthatMrGazebee"sgreat-great-great-grandfatherestablishedthefirm;

andtherearemanypeoplewhowerenobodiesthenwhoarethoughttohavegoodbloodintheirveinsnow。

"ButIdonotsaythisbecauseIdifferfromyou。Iagreewithyousofully,thatIatoncemadeupmymindtorejecttheman;and,consequently,Ihavedoneso。

"WhenItoldhimIcouldnotaccepthimfromfamilyconsiderations,heaskedmewhetherIhadspokentopapa。I

toldhim,no;andthatitwouldbenogood,asIhadmadeupmyownmind。Idon"tthinkhequiteunderstoodme;butitdidnotperhapsmuchmatter。Youtoldmetobeverycold,andI

thinkthatperhapshethoughtmelessgraciousthanbefore。

Indeed,Ifearthatwhenhefirstspoke,Imayseemtohavegivenhimtoomuchencouragement。However,itisallovernow;

quiteover!"(AsAugustawrotethis,shebarelymanagedtosavethepaperbeneathherhandfrombeingmoistenedwiththetearwhichescapedfromhereye。)

"Idonotmindconfessingnow,"shecontinued,"atanyratetoyou,thatIdidlikeMrGazebeealittle。Ithinkhistemperanddispositionwouldhavesuitedme。ButIamquitesatisfiedthatIhavedoneright。Hetriedveryhardtomakemechangemymind。Thatis,hesaidagreatmanythingsastowhetherI

wouldnotputoffmydecision。ButIwasquitefirm。Imustsaythathebehavedverywell,andthatIreallydothinkhelikedmehonestlyandtruly;but,ofcourse,Icouldnotsacrificefamilyconsiderationsonthataccount。

"Yes,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。

Iwillrememberthat。Itisnecessarytodoso,asotherwiseonewouldbewithoutconsolationforwhatonehastosuffer。

ForIfindthatonehastosuffer,Amelia。Iknowpapawouldhaveadvisedmetomarrythisman;andso,Idaresay,mammawould,andFrank,andBeatrice,iftheyknewthatIlikedhim。

Itwouldnotbesobadifweallthoughtalikeaboutit;butitishardtohaveresponsibilitiesallonone"sownshoulder;

isitnot?

"ButIwillgoovertoyou,andyouwillcomfortme。IalwaysfeelstrongeronthissubjectatCourcythanatGreshamsbury。

Wewillhavealongtalkaboutit,andthenIshallbehappyagain。IpurposegoingonnextFriday,ifthatwillsuityouanddearaunt。Ihavetoldmammathatyouallwantedme,andshemadenoobjection。Dowriteatonce,dearestAmelia,fortohearfromyounowwillbemyonlycomfort。

"Yours,evermostaffectionatelyandobliged,"AUGUSTAGRESHAM。

"PS——ItoldmammawhatyousaidaboutMaryThorne,andshesaid,“Yes;Isupposealltheworldknowsitnow;andifalltheworlddidknowit,itmakesnodifferencetoFrank。“Sheseemedveryangry;soyouseeitwastrue。"

Though,bysodoing,weshallsomewhatanticipatetheendofourstory,itmaybedesirablethatthefulltaleofMrGazebee"slovesshouldbetoldhere。WhenMaryisbreakingherheartonherdeath-bedinthelastchapter,orotherwiseaccomplishingherdestiny,weshallhardlyfindafitopportunityofsayingmuchaboutMrGazebeeandhisaristocraticbride。

ForhedidsucceedatlastinobtainingabrideinwhoseveinsranthenobleDeCourcyblood,inspiteofthehighdoctrinepreachedsoeloquentlybytheLadyAmelia。AsAugustahadtrulysaid,hehadfailedtounderstandher。Hewasledtothink,byhermannerofreceivinghisfirstproposal——andjustlyso,enough——thatshelikedhim,andwouldaccepthim;andhewasthereforeratherperplexedbyhissecondinterview。Hetriedagainandagain,andbeggedpermissiontomentionthemattertoMrGresham;butAugustawasveryfirm,andheatlastretiredindisgust。AugustawenttoCourcyCastle,andreceivedfromhercousinthatconsolationandre-strengtheningwhichshesomuchrequired。

Fouryearsafterwards——longafterthefateofMaryThornehadfallen,likeathunderbolt,ontheinhabitantsofGreshamsbury;whenBeatricewaspreparingforhersecondbaby,andeachofthetwinshadheracceptedlover——MrMortimerGazebeewentdowntoCourcyCastle;ofcourse,onamatterofbusiness。Nodoubthedinedatthetable,andallthat。WehavethewordofLadyAmelia,thattheearl,withhisusualgood-nature,allowedhimsuchprivileges。Letushopethatheneverencroachedonthem。

Butonthisoccasion,MrGazebeestayedalongtimeatthecastle,andsingularrumoursastothecauseofhisprolongedvisitbecamecurrentinthelittletown。NofemalescionofthepresentfamilyofCourcyhad,asyet,foundamate。Wemayimaginethateaglesfinditdifficulttopairwhentheybecomescarceintheirlocalities;andweallknowhowhardithassometimesbeentogetcommeilfauthusbandswhentherehasbeenanynumberofProtestantprincessesonhand。

Somelittledifficultyhad,doubtless,broughtitaboutthatthecountesswasstillsurroundedbyherfullbevyofmaidens。Rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges,andtheseyoungladies"

responsibilitiesseemedtohaveconsistedinrejectinganysuitorwhomayhavehithertokneeledtothem。ButnowitwastoldthroughCourcy,thatonesuitorhadkneeled,andnotinvain;fromCourcytherumourflewtoBarchester,andthencecamedowntoGreshamsbury,startlingtheinhabitants,andmakingonepoorheartthrobwithaviolencethatwouldhavebeenpiteoushaditbeenknown。Thesuitor,sonamed,asMrMortimerGazebee。

Yes;MrMortimerGazebeehadnowawardedtohimmanyotherprivilegesthanthoseofdiningatthetable,andallthat。Herodewiththeyoungladiesinthepark,andtheyalltalkedtohimveryfamiliarlybeforecompany;allexceptLadyAmelia。ThecountessevencalledhimMortimer,andtreatedhimquiteasoneofthefamily。

AtlastcamealetterfromthecountesstoherdearsisterArabella。Itshouldbegivenatlength,butthatIfeartointroduceanotherepistle。

Itissuchaneasymodeofwriting,andfacilityisalwaysdangerous。Inthisletteritwasannouncedwithmuchpreliminaryambiguity,thatMortimerGazebee——whohadbeenfoundtobeatreasureineveryway;

quiteaparagonofmen——wasabouttobetakenintotheDeCourcybosomasachildofthathouse。Onthatdayfortnight,hewasdestinedtoleadtothealtar——theLadyAmelia。

Thecountessthenwentontosay,thatdearAmeliadidnotwriteherself,beingsomuchengagedbyhercomingduties——theresponsibilitiesofwhichshedoubtlessfullyrealized,aswellastheprivileges;butshehadbeggedhermothertorequestthatthetwinsshouldcomeandactasbridesmaidsontheoccasion。DearAugusta,sheknew,wastoomuchoccupiedinthecomingeventinMrOriel"sfamilytobeabletoattend。

MrMortimerGazebeewastakenintotheDeCourcyfamily,anddidleadtheLadyAmeliatothealtar;andtheGreshamtwinsdidgothereandactasbridesmaids。And,whichismuchmoretosayforhumannature,Augustadidforgivehercousin,and,afteracertaininterval,wentonavisittothatniceplaceinSurreywhichshehadhopedwouldbeherownhome。

Itwouldhavebeenaveryniceplace,Augustathought,hadnotLadyAmeliaGazebeebeensoveryeconomical。

Wemustpresumethattherewassomeexplanationbetweenthem。Ifso,Augustayieldedtoit,andconfessedittobesatisfactory。Shehadalwaysyieldedtohercousin,andlovedherwiththatsortoflovewhichisbegottenbetweenfearandrespect。AnythingwasbetterthanquarrellingwithhercousinAmelia。

AndMrMortimerGazebeedidnotaltogethermakeabadbargain。Heneverreceivedashillingofdowry,butthathehadnotexpected。Nordidhewantit。Histroublesarosefromtheoverstrainedeconomyofhisnoblewife。Shewouldhaveit,thatasshehadmarriedapoorman——MrGazebee,however,wasnotapoorman——itbehovedhertomanageherhousewithgreatcare。Suchamatchasthatshehadmade——thisshetoldinconfidencetoAugusta——haditsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。

But,onthewhole,MrGazebeedidnotrepenthisbargain;whenheaskedhisfriendstodine,hecouldtellthemthatLadyAmeliawouldbegladtoseethem;hismarriagegavehimsomeeclatathisclub,andsomeadditionalweightinthefirmtowhichhebelonged;hegetshisshareoftheCourcyshooting,andisaskedabouttoGreshamsbury,andotherBarsetshirehouses,notonly"todineattableandallthat",buttotakehispartinwhateverdelightscountrysocietytherehastooffer。

Heliveswiththegreathopethathisnoblefather-in-lawmaysomedaybeabletobringhimintoParliament。

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