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The Woman in White(白衣女人)
投诉 阅读记录

第3章

Notawordmorewassaid,oneitherside,aswewalkedbacktothehouse。MissHalcombehastenedimmediatelytohersister’sroom,andIwithdrewtomystudiotosetinorderallofMrFairlie’sdrawingsthatIhadnotyetmountedandrestoredbeforeIresignedthemtothecareofotherhands。ThoughtsthatIhadhithertorestrained,thoughtsthatmademypositionharderthanevertoendure,crowdedonmenowthatIwasalone。

Shewasengagedtobemarried,andherfuturehusbandwasSirPercivalGlyde。AmanoftherankofBaronet,andtheownerofpropertyinHampshire。

TherewerehundredsofbaronetsinEngland,anddozensoflandownersinHampshire。Judgingbytheordinaryrulesofevidence,Ihadnottheshadowofareason,thusfar,forconnectingSirPercivalGlydewiththesuspiciouswordsofinquirythathadbeenspokentomebythewomaninwhite。Andyet,Ididconnecthimwiththem。WasitbecausehehadnowbecomeassociatedinmymindwithMissFairlie,MissFairliebeing,inherturn,associatedwithAnneCatherick,sincethenightwhenIhaddiscoveredtheominouslikenessbetweenthem?HadtheeventsofthemorningsounnervedmealreadythatIwasatthemercyofanydelusionwhichcommonchancesandcommoncoincidencesmightsuggesttomyimagination?Impossibletosay。IcouldonlyfeelthatwhathadpassedbetweenMissHalcombeandmyself,onourwayfromthesummer-house,hadaffectedmeverystrangely。Theforebodingofsomeundiscoverabledangerlyinghidfromusallinthedarknessofthefuturewasstrongonme。ThedoubtwhetherIwasnotlinkedalreadytoachainofeventswhichevenmyapproachingdeparturefromCumberlandwouldbePowerlesstosnapasunder——thedoubtwhetherweanyofussawtheendastheendwouldreallybe——gatheredmoreandmoredarklyovermymind。Poignantasitwas,thesenseofsufferingcausedbythemiserableendofmybrief,presumptuousloveseemedtobebluntedanddeadenedbythestillstrongersenseofsomethingobscurelyimpending,somethinginvisiblythreatening,thatTimewasholdingoverourheads。

Ihadbeenengagedwiththedrawingslittlemorethanhalfanhour,whentherewasaknockatthedoor。Itopened,onmyanswering;and,tomysurprise,MissHalcombeenteredtheroom。

Hermannerwasangryandagitated。ShecaughtupachairforherselfbeforeIcouldgiveherone,andsatdowninit,closeatmyside。

`MrHartright,’shesaid,`Ihadhopedthatallpainfulsubjectsofconversationwereexhaustedbetweenus,fortodayatleast。Butitisnottobeso。Thereissomeunderhandvillainyatworktofrightenmysisteraboutherapproachingmarriage。Yousawmesendthegardenerontothehouse,withaletteraddressed,inastrangehandwriting,toMissFairlie?’

`Certainly。’

`Theletterisananonymousletter——avileattempttoinjureSirPercivalGlydeinmysister’sestimation。IthassoagitatedandalarmedherthatIhavehadthegreatestpossibledifficultyincomposingherspiritssufficientlytoallowmetoleaveherroomandcomehere。IknowthisisafamilymatteronwhichIoughtnottoconsultyou,andinwhichyoucanfeelnoconcernorinterest——’

`Ibegyourpardon,MissHalcombe。IfeelthestrongestpossibleconcernandinterestinanythingthataffectsMissFairlie’shappinessoryours。’

`Iamgladtohearyousayso。Youaretheonlypersoninthehouse,oroutofit,whocanadviseme。MrFairlie,inhisstateofhealthandwithhishorrorofdifficultiesandmysteriesofallkinds,isnottobethoughtof。Theclergymanisagood,weakman,whoknowsnothingoutoftheroutineofhisduties;andourneighboursarejustthesortofcomfortable,jog-trotacquaintanceswhomonecannotdisturbintimesoftroubleanddanger。WhatIwanttoknowisthis:oughtIatoncetotakesuchstepsasIcantodiscoverthewriteroftheletter?oroughtItowait,andapplytoMrFairlie’slegaladvisertomorrow?Itisaquestion——perhapsaveryimportantone——ofgainingorlosingaday。Tellmewhatyouthink,MrHartright。Ifnecessityhadnotalreadyobligedmetotakeyouintomyconfidenceunderverydelicatecircumstances,evenmyhelplesssituationwould,perhaps,benoexcuseforme。ButasthingsareIcannotsurelybewrong,afterallthathaspassedbetweenus,inforgettingthatyouareafriendofonlythreemonths’standing。’

Shegavemetheletter。Itbeganabruptly,withoutanypreliminaryformofaddress,asfollows——

`Doyoubelieveindreams?Ihope,foryourownsake,thatyoudo。SeewhatScripturesaysaboutdreamsandtheirfulfilment(Genesisxl。8,xli。25;Danieliv。18-25),andtakethewarningIsendyoubeforeitistoolate。

`nightIdreamedaboutyou,MissFairlie。IdreamedthatIwasstandinginsidethecommunionrailsofachurch——Iononesideofthealtar-table,andtheclergyman,withhissurpliceandhisprayer-book,ontheother。

`Afteratimetherewalkedtowardsus,downtheaisleofthechurch,amanandawoman,comingtobemarried。Youwerethewoman。Youlookedsoprettyandinnocentinyourbeautifulwhitesilkdress,andyourlongwhitelaceveil,thatmyheartfeltforyou,andthetearscameintomyeyes。

`Theyweretearsofpity,younglady,thatheavenblesses;andinsteadoffallingfrommyeyesliketheeverydaytearsthatweallofusshed,theyturnedintotworaysoflightwhichslantednearerandnearertothemanstandingatthealtarwithyou,tilltheytouchedhisbreast。Thetworaysspranginarchesliketworainbowsbetweenmeandhim。Ilookedalongthem,andIsawdownintohisinmostheart。

`Theoutsideofthemanyouweremarryingwasfairenoughtosee。Hewasneithertallnorshort——hewasalittlebelowthemiddlesize。Alight,active,high-spiritedman——aboutfive-and-fortyyearsold,tolookat。Hehadapaleface,andwasbaldovertheforehead,buthaddarkhairontherestofhishead。Hisbeardwasshavenonhischin,butwaslettogrow,ofafinerichbrown,onhischeeksandhisupperlip。Hiseyeswerebrowntoo,andverybright;hisnosestraightandhandsome,anddelicateenoughtohavedoneforawoman’s。Hishandsthesame。Hewastroubledfromtimetotimewithadryhackingcough,andwhenheputuphiswhiterighthandtohismouth,heshowedtheredscarofanoldwoundacrossthebackofit。HaveIdreamtoftherightman?Youknowbest,MissFairlie,andyoucansayifIwasdeceivedornot。Readnext,whatIsawbeneaththeoutside——Ientreatyou,read,andprofit。

`Ilookedalongthetworaysoflight,andIsawdownintohisinmostheart。Itwasblackasnight,andonitwerewritten,intheredflamingletterswhicharethehandwritingofthefallenangel,``Withoutpityandwithoutremorse。Hehasstrewnwithmiserythepathsofothers,andhewilllivetostrewwithmiserythepathofthiswomanbyhisside。’’Ireadthat,andthentheraysoflightshiftedandpointedoverhisshoulder;andthere,behindhim,stoodafiendlaughing。Andtheraysoflightshiftedoncemore,andpointedoveryourshoulder;andthere,behindyou,stoodanangelweeping。Andtheraysoflightshiftedforthethirdtime,andpointedstraightbetweenyouandthatman。Theywidenedandwidened,thrustingyoubothasunder,onefromtheother。Andtheclergymanlookedforthemarriage-serviceinvain;itwasgoneoutofthebook,andheshutuptheleaves,andputitfromhimindespair。AndIwokewithmyeyesfulloftearsandmyheartbeating——forIbelieveindreams。

`Believetoo,MissFairlie——Ibegofyou,foryourownsake,believeasIdo。JosephandDaniel,andothersintheScripture,believedindreams。Inquireintothepastlifeofthatmanwiththescaronhishand,beforeyousaythewordsthatmakeyouhismiserablewife。Idon’tgiveyouthiswarningonmyaccount,butonyours。Ihaveaninterestinyourwell-beingthatwillliveaslongasIdrawbreath。Yourmother’sdaughterhasatenderplaceinmyheart——foryourmotherwasmyfirst,mybest,myonlyfriend。’

Theretheextraordinaryletterended,withoutasignatureofanysort。

Thehandwritingaffordednoprospectofaclue。Itwastracedonruledlines,inthecramped,conventionalcopy-bookcharactertechnicallytermed`mallhand。’Itwasfeebleandfaint,anddefacedbyblots,buthadotherwisenothingtodistinguishit。

`Thatisnotanilliterateletter,’saidMissHalcombe,`andatthesametime,itissurelytooincoherenttobetheletterofaneducatedpersoninthehigherranksoflife。Thereferencetothebridaldressandveil,andotherlittleexpressions,seemtopointtoitastheproductionofsomewoman。Whatdoyouthink,MrHartright?’

`Ithinksotoo。Itseemstometobenotonlytheletterofawoman,butofawomanwhosemindmustbe——’

`Deranged?’suggestedMissHalcombe。`Itstruckmeinthatlighttoo。’

Ididnotanswer。WhileIwasspeaking,myeyesrestedonthelastsentenceoftheletter:`Yourmother’sdaughterhasatenderplaceinmyheart——foryourmotherwasmyfirst,mybest,myonlyfriend。’Thosewordsandthedoubtwhichhadjustescapedmeastothesanityofthewriteroftheletter,actingtogetheronmymind,suggestedanidea,whichIwasliterallyafraidtoexpressopenly,oreventoencouragesecretly。Ibegantodoubtwhethermyownfacultieswerenotindangeroflosingtheirbalance。Itseemedalmostlikeamonomaniatobetracingbackeverythingstrangethathappened,everythingunexpectedthatwassaid,alwaystothesamehiddensourceandthesamesinisterinfluence。Iresolved,thistime,indefenceofmyowncourageandmyownsense,tocometonodecisionthatplainfactdidnotwarrant,andtoturnmybackresolutelyoneverythingthattemptedmeintheshapeofsurmise。

`Ifwehaveanychanceoftracingthepersonwhohaswrittenthis,’Isaid,returningthelettertoMissHalcombe,`therecanbenoharminseizingouropportunitythemomentitoffers。Ithinkweoughttospeaktothegardeneragainabouttheelderlywomanwhogavehimtheletter,andthentocontinueourinquiriesinthevillage。Butfirstletmeaskaquestion。YoumentionedjustnowthealternativeofconsultingMrFairlie’slegaladvisertomorrow。Istherenopossibilityofcommunicatingwithhimearlier?Whynottoday?’

`Icanonlyexplain,’repliedMissHalcombe,`byenteringintocertainparticulars,connectedwithmysister’smarriage-engagement,whichIdidnotthinkitnecessaryordesirabletomentiontoyouthismorning。OneofSirPercivalGlyde’sobjectsincominghereonMonday,istofixtheperiodofhismarriage,whichhashithertobeenleftquiteunsettled。Heisanxiousthattheeventshouldtakeplacebeforetheendoftheyear。’

`DoesMissFairlieknowofthatwish?’Iaskedeagerly。

`Shehasnosuspicionofit,andafterwhathashappened,Ishallnottaketheresponsibilityuponmyselfofenlighteningher。SirPercivalhasonlymentionedhisviewstoMrFairlie,whohastoldmehimselfthatheisreadyandanxious,asLaura’sguardian,toforwardthem。HehaswrittentoLondon,tothefamilysolicitor,MrGilmore。MrGilmorehappenstobeawayinGlasgowonbusiness,andhehasrepliedbyproposingtostopatLimmeridgeHouseonhiswaybacktotown。Hewillarrivetomorrow,andwillstaywithusafewdays,soastoallowSirPercivaltimetopleadhisowncause。Ifhesucceeds,MrGilmorewillthenreturntoLondon,takingwithhimhisinstructionsformysister’smarriage-settlement。Youunderstandnow,MrHartright,whyIspeakofwaitingtotakelegaladviceuntiltomorrow?MrGilmoreistheoldandtriedfriendoftwogenerationsofFairlies,andwecantrusthim,aswecouldtrustnooneelse。’

Themarriage-settlement!Themerehearingofthosetwowordsstungmewithajealousdespairthatwaspoisontomyhigherandbetterinstincts。Ibegantothink——itishardtoconfessthis,butImustsuppressnothingfrombeginningtoendoftheterriblestorythatInowstandcommittedtoreveal——Ibegantothink,withahatefuleagernessofhope,ofthevaguechargesagainstSirPercivalGlydewhichtheanonymouslettercontained。Whatifthosewildaccusationsrestedonafoundationoftruth?Whatiftheirtruthcouldbeprovedbeforethefatalwordsofconsentwerespoken,andthemarriage-settlementwasdrawn?Ihavetriedtothinksince,thatthefeelingwhichthenanimatedmebeganandendedinpuredevotiontoMissFairlie’sinterests,butIhaveneversucceededindeceivingmyselfintobelievingit,andImustnotnowattempttodeceiveothers。Thefeelingbeganandendedinreckless,vindictive,hopelesshatredofthemanwhowastomarryher。

`Ifwearetofindoutanything,’Isaid,speakingunderthenewinfluencewhichwasnowdirectingme,`wehadbetternotletanotherminuteslipbyusunemployed。Icanonlysuggest,oncemore,theproprietyofquestioningthegardenerasecondtime,andofinquiringinthevillageimmediatelyafterwards。’

`IthinkImaybeofhelptoyouinbothcases,’saidMissHalcombe,rising。`Letusgo,MrHartright,atonce,anddothebestwecantogether。’

Ihadthedoorinmyhandtoopenitforher——butIstopped,onasudden,toaskanimportantquestionbeforewesetforth。

`Oneoftheparagraphsoftheanonymousletter,’Isaid。`containssomesentencesofminutepersonaldescription。SirPercivalGlyde’snameisnotmentioned,Iknow——butdoesthatdescriptionatallresemblehim?’

`Accurately——eveninstatinghisagetobeforty-five——’

Forty-five;andshewasnotyettwenty-one!Menofhisagemarriedwivesofherageeveryday——andexperiencehadshownthosemarriagestobeoftenthehappiestones。Iknewthat——andyeteventhementionofhisage,whenIcontrasteditwithhers,addedtomyblindhatredanddistrustofhim。

`Accurately,’MissHalcombecontinued,`eventothescaronhisrighthand,whichisthescarofawoundthathereceivedyearssincewhenhewastravellinginItaly。Therecanbenodoubtthateverypeculiarityofhispersonalappearanceisthoroughlywellknowntothewriteroftheletter。’

`Evenacoughthatheistroubledwithismentioned,ifIrememberright?’

`Yes,andmentionedcorrectly。Hetreatsitlightlyhimself,thoughitsometimesmakeshisfriendsanxiousabouthim。’

`Isupposenowhispershaveeverbeenheardagainsthischaracter?’

`MrHartright!Ihopeyouarenotunjustenoughtoletthatinfamousletterinfluenceyou?’

Ifeltthebloodrushintomycheeks;forIknewthatithadinfluencedme。

`Ihopenot,’Iansweredconfusedly。`PerhapsIhadnorighttoaskthequestion。’

`Iamnotsorryyouaskedit,’shesaid,`foritenablesmetodojusticetoSirPercival’sreputation。Notawhisper,MrHartright,haseverreachedme,ormyfamily,againsthim。Hehasfoughtsuccessfullytwocontestedelections,andhascomeoutoftheordealunscathed。Amanwhocandothat,inEngland,isamanwhosecharacterisestablished。’

Iopenedthedoorforherinsilence,andfollowedherout。Shehadnotconvincedme。Iftherecordingangelhadcomedownfromheaventoconfirmher,andhadopenedhisbooktomymortaleyes,therecordingangelwouldnothaveconvincedme。

Wefoundthegardeneratworkasusual。Noamountofquestioningcouldextractasingleanswerofanyimportancefromthelad’simpenetrablestupidity。Thewomanwhohadgivenhimtheletterwasanelderlywoman;shehadnotspokenawordtohim,andshehadgoneawaytowardsthesouthinagreathurry。Thatwasallthegardenercouldtellus。

Thevillagelaysouthwardofthehouse。Sotothevillagewewentnext。

OurinquiriesatLimmeridgewerepatientlypursuedinalldirections,andamongallsortsandconditionsofpeople。Butnothingcameofthem。Threeofthevillagersdidcertainlyassureusthattheyhadseenthewoman,butastheywerequiteunabletodescribeher,andquiteincapableofagreeingabouttheexactdirectioninwhichshewasproceedingwhentheylastsawher,thesethreebrightexceptionstothegeneralrudeoftotalignoranceaffordednomorerealassistancetousthanthemassoftheirunhelpfulandunobservantneighbours。

Thecourseofouruselessinvestigationsbroughtus,intime,totheendofthevillageatwhichtheschoolsestablishedbyMrsFairlieweresituated。Aswepassedthesideofthebuildingappropriatedtotheuseoftheboys,Isuggestedtheproprietyofmakingalastinquiryoftheschoolmaster,whomwemightpresumetobe,invirtueofhisoffice,themostintelligentmanintheplace。

`Iamafraidtheschoolmastermusthavebeenoccupiedwithhisscholars,’saidMissHalcombe,`justatthetimewhenthewomanpassedthroughthevillageandreturnedagain。However,wecanbuttry。’

Weenteredtheplaygroundenclosure,andwalkedbytheschoolroomwindowtogetroundtothedoor,whichwassituatedatthebackofthebuilding。Istoppedforamomentatthewindowandlookedin。

Theschoolmasterwassittingathishighdesk,withhisbacktome,apparentlyharanguingthepupils,whowereallgatheredtogetherinfrontofhim,withoneexception。Theoneexceptionwasasturdywhite-headedboy,standingapartfromalltherestonastoolinacomer——aforlornlittleCrusoe,isolatedinhisowndesertislandofsolitarypenaldisgrace。

Thedoor,whenwegotroundtoit,wasajar,andtheschoolmaster’svoicereachedusplainly,aswebothstoppedforaminuteundertheporch。

`Now,boys,’saidthevoice,`mindwhatItellyou。IfIhearanotherwordspokenaboutghostsinthisschool,itwillbetheworseforallofyou。Therearenosuchthingsasghosts,andthereforeanyboywhobelievesinghostsbelievesinwhatcan’tpossiblybe;andaboywhobelongstoLimmeridgeSchool,andbelievesinwhatcan’tpossiblybe,setsuphisbackagainstreasonanddiscipline,andmustbepunishedaccordingly。YouallseeJacobPostlethwaitestandinguponthestoolthereindisgrace。Hehasbeenpunished,notbecausehesaidhesawaghostlastnight,butbecauseheistooimpudentandtooobstinatetolistentoreason,andbecausehepersistsinsayinghesawtheghostafterIhavetoldhimthatnosuchthingcanpossiblybe。Ifnothingelsewilldo,ImeantocanetheghostoutofJacobPostlethwaite,andifthethingspreadsamonganyoftherestofyou,Imeantogoastepfarther,andcanetheghostoutofthewholeschool。’

`Weseemtohavechosenanawkwardmomentforourvisit,’saidMissHalcombe,pushingopenthedoorattheendoftheschoolmaster’saddress,andleadingthewayin。

Ourappearanceproducedastrongsensationamongtheboys。TheyappearedtothinkthatwehadarrivedfortheexpresspurposeofseeingJacobPostlethwaitecaned。

`Gohomeallofyoutodinner,’saidtheschoolmaster,`exceptJacob。Jacobmuststopwhereheis;andtheghostmaybringhimhisdinner,iftheghostpleases。’

Jacob’sfortitudedesertedhimatthedoubledisappearanceofhisschoolfellowsandhisprospectofdinner。Hetookhishandsoutofhispockets,lookedhardathisknuckles,raisedthemwithgreatdeliberationtohiseyes,andwhentheygotthere,groundthemroundandroundslowly,accompanyingtheactionbyshortspasmsofsniffing,whichfollowedeachotheratregularintervals——thenasalminutegunsofjuveniledistress。

`Wecameheretoaskyouaquestion,MrDempster。’saidMissHalcombe,addressingtheschoolmaster;`andwelittleexpectedtofindyouoccupiedinexorcisingaghost。Whatdoesitallmean?Whathasreallyhappened?’

`Thatwickedboyhasbeenfrighteningthewholeschool,MissHalcombe,bydeclaringthathesawaghostyesterdayevening,’answeredthemaster;`andhestillpersistsinhisabsurdstory,inspiteofallthatIcansaytohim。’

`Mostextraordinary,’saidMissHalcombe。`Ishouldnothavethoughtitpossiblethatanyoftheboyshadimaginationenoughtoseeaghost。ThisisanewaccessionindeedtothehardlabourofformingtheyouthfulmindatLimmeridge,andIheartilywishyouwellthroughit,MrDempster。Inthemeantime,letmeexplainwhyyouseemehere,andwhatitisIwant。’

Shethenputthesamequestiontotheschoolmasterwhichwehadaskedalreadyofalmosteveryoneelseinthevillage。Itwasmetbythesamediscouraginganswer。MrDempsterhadnotseteyesonthestrangerofwhomwewereinsearch。

`Wemayaswellreturntothehouse,MrHartright,’saidMissHalcombe;`theinformationwewantisevidentlynottobefound。’

ShehadbowedtoMrDempster,andwasabouttoleavetheschoolroom,whentheforlornpositionofJacobPostlethwaite,piteouslysniffingonthestoolofpenitence,attractedherattentionasshepassedhim,andmadeherstopgood-humouredlytospeakawordtothelittleprisonerbeforesheopenedthedoor。

`Youfoolishboy,’shesaid,`whydon’tyoubegMrDempster’spardon,andholdyourtongueabouttheghost?’

`Eh!——butIsawt’ghaist,’persistedJacobPostlethwaite,withastareofterrorandaburstoftears。

`Stuffandnonsense!Yousawnothingofthekind。Ghostindeed!Whatghost——’

`Ibegyourpardon,MissHalcombe,’interposedtheschoolmasteralittleuneasily——`butIthinkyouhadbetternotquestiontheboy。Theobstinatefollyofhisstoryisbeyondallbelief;andyoumightleadhimintoignorantly。’

`Ignorantlywhat?’inquiredMissHalcombesharply。

`Ignorantlyshockingyourfeelings,’saidMrDempster,lookingverymuchdiscomposed。

`Uponmyword,MrDempster,youpaymyfeelingsagreatcomplimentinthinkingthemweakenoughtobeshockedbysuchanurchinasthat!’SheturnedwithanairofsatiricaldefiancetolittleJacob,andbegantoquestionhimdirectly。`Come!’shesaid,`Imeantoknowallaboutthis。Younaughtyboy,whendidyouseetheghost?’

`Yestere’en,atthegloaming,’repliedJacob。

`Oh!yousawityesterdayevening,inthetwilight?Andwhatwasitlike?’

`Arlinwhite——asaghaistshouldbe,’answeredtheghostseer,withaconfidencebeyondhisyears。

`Andwherewasit?’

`Awayyander,int’kirkyard——whereaghaistoughttobe。’

`Asa``ghaist’’shouldbe——wherea``ghaist’’oughttobe——why,youlittlefool,youtalkasifthemannersandcustomsofghostshadbeenfamiliartoyoufromyourinfancy!Youhavegotyourstoryatyourfingers’ends,atanyrate。IsupposeIshallhearnextthatyoucanactuallytellmewhoseghostitwas?’

`Eh!butIjustcan,’repliedJacob,noddinghisheadwithanairofgloomytriumph。

MrDempsterhadalreadytriedseveraltimestospeakwhileMissHalcombewasexamininghispupil,andhenowinterposedresolutelyenoughtomakehimselfheard。

`Excuseme,MissHalcombe,’hesaid,`ifIventuretosaythatyouareonlyencouragingtheboybyaskinghimthesequestions。’

`Iwillmerelyaskonemore,MrDempster,andthenIshallbequitesatisfied。Well,’shecontinued,turningtotheboy,`andwhoseghostwasit?’

`T’ghaistofMistressFairlie,’answeredJacobinawhisper。

TheeffectwhichthisextraordinaryreplyproducedonMissHalcombefullyjustifiedtheanxietywhichtheschoolmasterhadshowntopreventherfromhearingit。Herfacecrimsonedwithindignation——sheturneduponlittleJacobwithanangrysuddennesswhichterrifiedhimintoafreshburstoftears——openedherlipstospeaktohim——thencontrolledherself,andaddressedthemasterinsteadoftheboy。

`Itisuseless,’shesaid,`toholdsuchachildasthatresponsibleforwhathesays。Ihavelittledoubtthattheideahasbeenputintohisheadbyothers。Iftherearepeopleinthisvillage,MrDempster,whohaveforgottentherespectandgratitudeduefromeverysoulinittomymother’smemory,Iwillfindthemout,andifIhaveanyinfluencewithMrFairlie,theyshallsufferforit。’

`Ihope——indeed。Iamsure,MissHalcombe——thatyouaremistaken。’saidtheschoolmaster。`Thematterbeginsandendswiththeboy’sownperversityandfolly。Hesaw,orthoughthesaw,awomaninwhite,yesterdayevening,ashewaspassingthechurchyard;andthefigure。realorfancied,wasstandingbythemarblecross,whichheandeveryoneelseinLimmeridgeknowstohethemonumentoverMrsFairlie’sgrave。Thesetwocircumstancesaresurelysufficienttohavesuggestedtotheboyhimselftheanswerwhichhassonaturallyshockedyou?’

AlthoughMissHalcombedidnotseemtobeconvinced,sheevidentlyfeltthattheschoolmaster’sstatementofthecasewastoosensibletobeopenlycombated。Shemerelyrepliedbythankinghimforhisattention,andbypromisingtoseehimagainwhenherdoubtsweresatisfied。Thissaid,shebowed,andledthewayoutoftheschoolroom。

ThroughoutthewholeofthisstrangesceneIhadstoodapart,listeningattentively,anddrawingmyownconclusions。Assoonaswewerealoneagain,MissHalcombeaskedmeifIhadformedanyopiniononwhatIhadheard。

`Averystrongopinion,’Ianswered;`theboy’sstory,asIbelieve,hasafoundationinfact。IconfessIamanxioustoseethemonumentoverMrsFairlie’sgrave,andtoexaminethegroundaboutit。’

`Youshallseethegrave。’

Shepausedaftermakingthatreply,andreflectedalittleaswewalkedon。`Whathashappenedintheschoolroom,’sheresumed,`hassocompletelydistractedmyattentionfromthesubjectoftheletter,thatIfeelalittlebewilderedwhenItrytoreturntoit。Mustwegiveupallideaofmakinganyfurtherinquiries,andwaittoplacethethinginMrGilmore’shandstomorrow?’

`Bynomeans,MissHalcombe。Whathashappenedintheschoolroomencouragesmetopersevereintheinvestigation。’

`Whydoesitencourageyou?’

`BecauseitstrengthensasuspicionIfeltwhenyougavemethelettertoread。’

`Isupposeyouhadyourreasons,MrHartright,forconcealingthatsuspicionfrommetillthismoment?’

`Iwasafraidtoencourageitinmyself。Ithoughtitwasutterlypreposterous——Idistrusteditastheresultofsomeperversityinmyownimagination。ButIcandosonolonger。Notonlytheboy’sownanswerstoyourquestions,butevenachanceexpressionthatdroppedfromtheschoolmaster’slipsinexplaininghisstory,haveforcedtheideahackintomymind。Eventsmayyetprovethatideatobeadelusion,MissHalcombe;butthebeliefisstronginme,atthismoment,thatthefanciedghostinthechurchyard,andthewriteroftheanonymousletter,areoneandthesameperson。’

Shestopped,turnedpale,andlookedmeeagerlyintheface,

`Whatperson?’

`Theschoolmasterunconsciouslytoldyou。Whenhespokeofthefigurethattheboysawinthechurchyardhecalledit``awomaninwhite。’’’

`NotAnneCatherick?’

`Yes,AnneCatherick。’

Sheputherhandthroughmyarmandleanedonitheavily。

`Idon’tknowwhy,’shesaidinlowtones,`butthereissomethinginthissuspicionofyoursthatseemstostartleandunnerveme。Ifeel——’Shestopped,andtriedtolaughitoff。`MrHartright,’shewenton,`Iwillshowyouthegrave,andthengobackatoncetothehouse。IhadbetternotleaveLauratoolongalone。Ihadbettergobackandsitwithher。’

Wewereclosetothechurchyardwhenshespoke。Thechurch,adrearybuildingofgreystone,wassituatedinalittlevalley,soastobeshelteredfromthebleakwindsblowingoverthemoorlandallroundit。Theburial-groundadvanced,fromthesideofthechurch,alittlewayuptheslopeofthehill。Itwassurroundedbyarough,lowstonewall。andwasbareandopentothesky,exceptatoneextremity,whereabrooktrickleddownthestonyhillside,andaclumpofdwarftreesthrewtheirnarrowshadowsovertheshort,meagregrass。Justbeyondthebrookandthetrees,andnotfarfromoneofthethreestonestileswhichaffordedentrance,atvariouspoints,tothechurchyard,rosethewhitemarblecrossthatdistinguishedMrsFairlie’sgravefromthehumblermonumentsscatteredaboutit。

`Ineedgonofartherwithyou,’saidMissHalcombe,pointingtothegrave。`Youwillletmeknowifyoufindanythingtoconfirmtheideayouhavejustmentionedtome。Letusmeetagainatthehouse。’

Sheleftme。Idescendedatoncetothechurchyard,andcrossedthestilewhichleddirectlytoMrsFairlie’sgrave。

Thegrassaboutitwastooshort,andthegroundtoohard,toshowanymarksoffootsteps。Disappointedthusfar,Inextlookedattentivelyatthecross,andatthesquareblockofmarblebelowit,onwhichtheinscriptionwascut。

Thenaturalwhitenessofthecrosswasalittleclouded,hereandthere,byweatherstains,andrathermorethanonehalfofthesquareblockbeneathit。onthesidewhichboretheinscription,wasinthesamecondition。Theotherhalf,however,attractedmyattentionatoncebyitssingularfreedomfromstainorimpurityofanykind。Ilookedcloser,andsawthatithadbeencleaned——recentlycleaned,inadownwarddirectionfromtoptobottom。Theboundarylinebetweenthepartthathadbeencleanedandthepartthathadnotwastraceablewherevertheinscriptionleftablankspaceofmarble——sharplytraceableasalinethathadbeenproducedbyartificialmeans。Whohadbegunthecleansingofthemarble,andwhohadleftitunfinished?

Ilookedaboutme,wonderinghowthequestionwastobesolved。NosignofahabitationcouldbediscernedfromthepointatwhichIwasstanding——theburial-groundwasleftinthelonelypossessionofthedead。Ireturnedtothechurch,andwalkedroundittillIcametothebackofthebuilding;thencrossedtheboundarywallbeyond,byanotherofthestonestiles,andfoundmyselfattheheadofapathleadingdownintoadesertedstonequarry。Againstonesideofthequarryalittletwo-roomcottagewasbuilt,andjustoutsidethedooranoldwomanwasengagedinwashing。

Iwalkeduptoher,andenteredintoconversationaboutthechurchandburial-ground。Shewasreadyenoughtotalk,andalmostthefirstwordsshesaidinformedmethatherhusbandfilledthetwoofficesofclerkandsexton。IsaidafewwordsnextinpraiseofMrsFairlie’smonument。Theoldwomanshookherhead,andtoldmeIhadnotseenitatitsbest。Itwasherhusband’sbusinesstolookafterit,buthehadbeensoailingandweakformonthsandmonthspast,thathehadhardlybeenabletocrawlintochurchonSundaystodohisduty,andthemonumenthadbeenneglectedinconsequence。Hewasgettingalittlebetternow,andinaweekortendays’timehehopedtobestrongenoughtosettoworkandcleanit。

Thisinformation——extractedfromalongramblinganswerinthebroadestCumberlanddialect——toldmeallthatImostwantedtoknow。Igavethepoorwomanatrifle,andreturnedatoncetoLimmeridgeHouse。

Thepartialcleansingofthemonumenthadevidentlybeenaccomplishedbyastrangehand。ConnectingwhatIhaddiscovered,thusfar,withwhatIhadsuspectedafterhearingthestoryoftheghostseenattwilight,IwantednothingmoretoconfirmmyresolutiontowatchMrsFairlie’sgrave,insecret,thatevening,returningtoitatsunset,andwaitingwithinsightofittillthenightfell。Theworkofcleansingthemonumenthadbeenleftunfinished,andthepersonbywhomithadbeenbegunmightreturntocompleteit。

OngettingbacktothehouseIinformedMissHalcombeofwhatIintendedtodo。ShelookedsurPrisedanduneasywhileIwasexplainingmypurpose,butshemadenopositiveobjectiontotheexecutionofit。Sheonlysaid,`Ihopeitmayendwell。’Justasshewasleavingmeagain,Istoppedhertoinquire,ascalmlyasIcould,afterMissFairlie’shealth。Shewasinbetterspirits,andMissHalcombehopedshemightbeinducedtotakealittlewalkingexercisewhiletheafternoonsunlasted。

Ireturnedtomyownroomtoresumesettingthedrawingsinorder。Itwasnecessarytodothis,anddoublynecessarytokeepmymindemployedonanythingthatwouldhelptodistractmyattentionfrommyself,andfromthehopelessfuturethatlaybeforeme。FromtimetotimeIpausedinmyworktolookoutofwindowandwatchtheskyasthesunsanknearerandnearertothehorizon。OnoneofthoseoccasionsIsawafigureonthebroadgravelwalkundermywindow。ItwasMissFairlie。

Ihadnotseenhersincethemorning,andIhadhardlyspokentoherthen。AnotherdayatLimmeridgewasallthatremainedtome,andafterthatdaymyeyesmightneverlookonheragain。Thisthoughtwasenoughtoholdmeatthewindow。Ihadsufficientconsiderationforhertoarrangetheblindsothatshemightnotseemeifshelookedup,butIhadnostrengthtoresistthetemptationoflettingmyeyes,atleast,followherasfarastheycouldonherwalk。

Shewasdressedinabrowncloak,withaPlainblacksilkgownunderit。Onherheadwasthesamesimplestrawhatwhichshehadwornonthemorningwhenwefirstmet。Aveilwasattachedtoitnowwhichhidherfacefromme。ByhersidetrottedalittleItaliangreyhound,thepetcompanionofallherwalks,smartlydressedinascarletclothwrapper,tokeepthesharpairfromhisdelicateskin。Shedidnotseemtonoticethedog。Shewalkedstraightforward,withherheaddroopingalittle,andherarmsfoldedinhercloak。Thedeadleaves,whichhadwhirledinthewindbeforemewhenIhadheardofhermarriageengagementinthemorning,whirledinthewindbeforeher,androseandfellandscatteredthemselvesatherfeetasshewalkedoninthepalewaningsunlight-Thedogshiveredandtrembled,andpressedagainstherdressimpatientlyfornoticeandencouragement。Butsheneverheededhim。Shewalkedon,fartherandfartherawayfromme,withthedeadleaveswhirlingaboutheronthepath——walkedon,tillmyachingeyescouldseehernomore,andIwasleftaloneagainwithmyownheavyheart。

Inanotherhour’stimeIhaddonemywork,andthesunsetwasathand。Igotmyhatandcoatinthehall,andslippedoutofthehousewithoutmeetinganyone。

Thecloudswerewildinthewesternheaven,andthewindblewchillfromthesea。farastheshorewas,thesoundofthesurfsweptovertheinterveningmoorland,andbeatdrearilyinmyearswhenIenteredthechurchyard。Notalivingcreaturewasinsight。TheplacelookedlonelierthaneverasIchosemyposition,andwaitedandwatched,withmyeyesonthewhitecrossthatroseoverMrsFairlie’sgrave。

TheexposedsituationofthechurchyardhadobligedmetobecautiousinchoosingthepositionthatIwastooccupy。

Themainentrancetothechurchwasonthesidenexttotheburial-ground,andthedoorwasscreenedbyaporchwalledinoneitherside。Aftersomelittlehesitation,causedbynaturalreluctancetoconcealmyself,indispensableasthatconcealmentwastotheobjectinview,Ihadresolvedonenteringtheporch。Aloopholewindowwaspiercedineachofitssidewalls。ThroughoneofthesewindowsIcouldseeMrsFairlie’sgrave。Theotherlookedtowardsthestonequarryinwhichthesexton’scottagewasbuilt。Beforeme,frontingtheporchentrance,wasapatchofbareburial-ground,alineoflowstonewall,andastripoflonelybrownhill,withthesunsetcloudssailingheavilyoveritbeforethestrong,steadywind。Nolivingcreaturewasvisibleoraudible——nobirdflewbyme,nodogbarkedfromthesexton’scottage。Thepausesinthedullheatingofthesurfwerefilledupbythedrearyrustlingofthedwarftreesnearthegrave,andthecoldfaintbubbleofthebrookoveritsstonybed。Adrearysceneandadrearyhour。MyspiritssankfastasIcountedouttheminutesoftheeveninginmyhiding-placeunderthechurchporch。

Itwasnottwilightyet——thelightofthesettingsunstilllingeredintheheavens,andlittlemorethanthefirsthalf-hourofmysolitarywatchhadelapsed——whenIheardfootstepsandavoice。Thefootstepswereapproachingfromtheothersideofthechurch,andthevoicewasawoman’s。

`Don’tyoufret,mydear,abouttheletter,’saidthevoice。`Igaveittotheladquitesafe,andtheladhetookitfrommewithoutaword。HewenthiswayandIwentmine,andnotalivingsoulfollowedmeafterwards——thatI’llwarrant。’

Thesewordsstrungupmyattentiontoapitchofexpectationthatwasalmostpainful。Therewasapauseofsilence,butthefootstepsstilladvanced。Inanothermomenttwopersons,bothwomen,passedwithinmyrangeofviewfromtheporchwindow。Theywerewalkingstraighttowardsthegrave;andthereforetheyhadtheirbacksturnedtowardsme。

Oneofthewomenwasdressedinabonnetandshawl。Theotherworealongtravelling-cloakofadark-bluecolour,withthehooddrawnoverherhead。Afewinchesofhergownwerevisiblebelowthecloak。MyheartbeatfastasInotedthecolour——itwaswhite。

Afteradvancingabouthalf-waybetweenthechurchandthegravetheystopped,andthewomaninthecloakturnedherheadtowardshercompanion。Buthersideface,whichabonnetmightnowhaveallowedmetosee,washiddenbytheheavy,projectingedgeofthehood。

`Mindyoukeepthatcomfortablewarmcloakon,’saidthesamevoicewhichIhadalreadyheard——thevoiceofthewomanintheshawl。`MrsToddisrightaboutyourlookingtooparticular,yesterday,allinwhite。I’llwalkaboutalittlewhileyou’rehere,churchyardsbeingnotatallinmyway,whatevertheymaybeinyours。FinishwhatyouwanttodobeforeIcomeback,andletusbesureandgethomeagainbeforenight。’

Withthosewordssheturnedabout,andretracinghersteps,advancedwithherfacetowardsme。Itwasthefaceofanelderlywoman,brown,rugged,andhealthy,withnothingdishonestorsuspiciousinthelookofit。Closetothechurchshestoppedtopullhershawlcloserroundher。

`Queer,’shesaidtoherself,`alwaysqueer,withherwhimsandherways,eversinceIcanrememberher。Harmless,though——asharmless,poorsoul,asalittlechild。’

Shesighed——lookedabouttheburial-groundnervously——shookherhead,asifthedrearyprospectbynomeanspleasedher,anddisappearedroundthecornerofthechurch。

IdoubtedforamomentwhetherIoughttofollowandspeaktoherornot。Myintenseanxietytofindmyselffacetofacewithhercompanionhelpedmetodecideinthenegative。Icouldensureseeingthewomanintheshawlbywaitingnearthechurchyarduntilshecameback——althoughitseemedmorethandoubtfulwhethershecouldgivemetheinformationofwhichIwasinsearch。Thepersonwhohaddeliveredtheletterwasoflittleconsequence。Thepersonwhohadwrittenitwastheonecentreofinterest,andtheonesourceofinformation,andthatpersonInowfeltconvincedwasbeforemeinthechurchyard。

WhiletheseideaswerepassingthroughmymindIsawthewomaninthecloakapproachclosetothegrave,andstandlookingatitforalittlewhile。Shethenglancedallroundher,andtakingawhitelinenclothorhandkerchieffromunderhercloak,turnedasidetowardsthebrook。Thelittlestreamranintothechurchyardunderatinyarchwayinthebottomofthewall,andranoutagain,afterawindingcourseofafewdozenyards,underasimilaropening。Shedippedtheclothinthewater,andreturnedtothegrave。Isawherkissthewhitecross,thenkneeldownbeforetheinscription,andapplyherwetclothtothecleansingofit。

AfterconsideringhowIcouldshowmyselfwiththeleastpossiblechanceoffrighteningher,Iresolvedtocrossthewallbeforeme,toskirtrounditoutside,andtoenterthechurchyardagainbythestilenearthegrave,inorderthatshemightseemeasIapproached。ShewassoabsorbedoverheremploymentthatshedidnothearmecominguntilIhadsteppedoverthestile。Thenshelookedup,startedtoherfeetwithafaintcry,andstoodfacingmeinspeechlessandmotionlessterror。

`Don’tbefrightened,’Isaid。`Surelyyourememberme?’

IstoppedwhileIspoke——thenadvancedafewstepsgently——thenstoppedagain——andsoapproachedbylittleandlittletillIwasclosetoher。Iftherehadbeenanydoubtstillleftinmymind,itmusthavebeennowsetatrest。There,speakingaffrightedlyforitself——therewasthesamefaceconfrontingmeoverMrsFairlie’sgravewhichhadfirstlookedintomineonthehigh-roadbynight。

`Yourememberme?’Isaid。`Wemetverylate,andIhelpedyoutofindthewaytoLondon。Surelyyouhavenotforgottenthat?’

Herfeaturesrelaxed,andshedrewaheavybreathofrelief。Isawthenewlifeofrecognitionstirringslowlyunderthedeathlikestillnesswhichfearhadsetonherface。

`Don’tattempttospeaktomejustyet,’Iwenton。`Taketimetorecoveryourself——taketimetofeelquitecertainthatIamafriend。’

`Youareverykindtome,’shemurmured。`Askindnowasyouwerethen。’

Shestopped,andIkeptsilenceonmyside。Iwasnotgrantingtimeforcomposuretoheronly,Iwasgainingtimealsoformyself。Underthewanwildeveninglight,thatwomanandIweremettogetheragain,agravebetweenus,thedeadaboutus,thelonesomehillsclosingusroundoneveryside。Thetime,theplace,thecircumstancesunderwhichwenowstoodfacetofaceintheeveningstillnessofthatdrearyvalley——thelifelonginterestswhichmighthangsuspendedonthenextchancewordsthatpassedbetweenus——thesensethat,foraughtIknewtothecontrary,thewholefutureofLauraFairlie’slifemightbedetermined,forgoodorforevil,bymywinningorlosingtheconfidenceoftheforlorncreaturewhostoodtremblingbyhermother’sgrave——allthreatenedtoshakethesteadinessandtheself-controlonwhicheveryinchoftheprogressImightyetmakenowdepended。Itriedhard,asIfeltthis,topossessmyselfofallmyresources;Ididmyutmosttoturnthefewmomentsforreflectiontothebestaccount。

`Areyoucalmernow?’Isaid,assoonasIthoughtittimetospeakagain。`Canyoutalktomewithoutfeelingfrightened,andwithoutforgettingthatIamafriend?’

`Howdidyoucomehere?’sheasked,withoutnoticingwhatIhadjustsaidtoher。

`Don’tyouremembermytellingyou,whenwelastmet,thatIwasgoingtoCumberland?IhavebeeninCumberlandeversince——IhavebeenstayingallthetimeatLimmeridgeHouse。’

`AtLimmeridgeHouse!’Herpalefacebrightenedassherepeatedthewords,herwanderingeyesfixedonmewithasuddeninterest。`Ah,howhappyyoumusthavebeen!’shesaid,lookingatmeeagerly,withoutashadowofitsformerdistrustleftinherexpression。

Itookadvantageofhernewly-arousedconfidenceinmetoobserveherface,withanattentionandacuriositywhichIhadhithertorestrainedmyselffromshowing,forcaution’ssake。Ilookedather,withmymindfullofthatotherlovelyfacewhichhadsoominouslyrecalledhertomymemoryontheterracebymoonlight。IhadseenAnneCatherick’slikenessinMissFairlie。InowsawMissFairlie’slikenessinAnneCatherick——sawitallthemoreclearlybecausethepointsofdissimilaritybetweenthetwowerepresentedtomeaswellasthepointsofresemblance。Inthegeneraloutlineofthecountenanceandgeneralproportionofthefeatures——inthecolourofthehairandinthelittlenervousuncertaintyaboutthelips——intheheightandsizeofthefigure,andthecarriageoftheheadandbody,thelikenessappearedevenmorestartlingthanIhadeverfeltittobeyet。Buttheretheresemblanceended,andthedissimilarity,indetails,began。ThedelicatebeautyofMissFairlie’scomplexion,thetransparentclearnessofhereyes,thesmoothpurityofherskin,thetenderbloomofcolouronherlips,wereallmissingfromthewornwearyfacethatwasnowturnedtowardsmine。AlthoughIhatedmyselfevenforthinkingsuchathing,still,whileIlookedatthewomanbeforeme,theideawouldforceitselfintomymindthatonesadchange,inthefuture,wasallthatwaswantingtomakethelikenesscomplete,whichInowsawtobesoimperfectindetail。IfeversorrowandsufferingsettheirprofaningmarksontheyouthandbeautyofMissFairlie’sface,then,andthenonly,AnneCatherickandshewouldbethetwin-sistersofchanceresemblance,thelivingreflectionsofoneanother。

Ishudderedatthethought。Merewassomethinghorribleintheblindunreasoningdistrustofthefuturewhichthemerepassageofitthroughmymindseemedtoimply。ItwasawelcomeinterruptiontoberousedbyfeelingAnneCatherick’shandlaidonmyshoulder。Thetouchwasasstealthyandassuddenasthatothertouchwhichhadpetrifiedmefromheadtofootonthenightwhenwefirstmet。

`Youarelookingatme,andyouarethinkingofsomething,’shesaid,withherstrangebreathlessrapidityofutterance。`Whatisit?’

`Nothingextraordinary,’Ianswered。`Iwasonlywonderinghowyoucamehere。’

`Icamewithafriendwhoisverygoodtome。Ihaveonlybeenheretwodays。’

`Andyoufoundyourwaytothisplaceyesterday?’

`Howdoyouknowthat?’

`Ionlyguessedit。’

Sheturnedfromme,andkneltdownbeforetheinscriptiononcemore。

`WhereshouldIgoifnothere?’shesaid。`ThefriendwhowasbetterthanamothertomeistheonlyfriendIhavetovisitatLimmeridge。Oh,itmakesmyheartachetoseeastainonhertomb!Itoughttobekeptwhiteassnow,forhersake。Iwastemptedtobegincleaningityesterday,andIcan’thelpcomingbacktogoonwithittoday。Isthereanythingwronginthat?Ihopenot。SurelynothingcanbewrongthatIdoforMrsFairlie’ssake?’

Theoldgratefulsenseofherbenefactress’skindnesswasevidentlytherulingideastillinthePoorcreature’smind——thenarrowmindwhichhadbuttooplainlyopenedtonootherlastingimpressionsincethatfirstimpressionofheryoungerandhappierdays。Isawthatmybestchanceofwinningherconfidencelayinencouraginghertoproceedwiththeartlessemploymentwhichshehadcomeintotheburial-groundtopursue。Sheresumeditatonce,onmytellinghershemightdoso,touchingthehardmarbleastenderlyasifithadbeenasentientthing,andwhisperingthewordsoftheinscriptiontoherself,overandoveragain,asifthelostdaysofhergirlhoodhadreturnedandshewaspatientlylearningherlessononcemoreatMrsFairlie’sknees。

`Shouldyouwonderverymuch,’Isaid,preparingthewayascautiouslyasIcouldforthequestionsthatweretocome,`ifIownedthatitisasatisfactiontome,aswellasasurprise,toseeyouhere?Ifeltveryuneasyaboutyouafteryouleftmeinthecab。’

Shelookedupquicklyandsuspiciously。

`Uneasy,’sherepeated。`Why?’

`Astrangethinghappenedafterwepartedthatnight。Twomenovertookmeinachaise。TheydidnotseewhereIwasstanding,buttheystoppednearme,andspoketoapolicemanontheothersideoftheway。’

Sheinstantlysuspendedheremployment。Thehandholdingthedampclothwithwhichshehadbeencleaningtheinscriptiondroppedtoherside。Theotherhandgraspedthemarblecrossattheheadofthegrave。Herfaceturnedtowardsmeslowly,withtheblanklookofterrorsetrigidlyonitoncemore。Iwentonatallhazards——itwastoolatenowtodrawback。

`Thetwomenspoketothepoliceman,’Isaid,`andaskedhimifhehadseenyou。Hehadnotseenyou;andthenoneofthemenspokeagain,andsaidyouhadescapedfromhisAsylum。’

Shesprangtoherfeetasifmylastwordshadsetthepursuersonhertrack。

`Stop!andheartheend,’Icried。`Stop!andyoushallknowhowIbefriendedyou。Awordfrommewouldhavetoldthemenwhichwayyouhadgone——andIneverspokethatword。Ihelpedyourescape——Imadeitsafeandcertain。Think,trytothink。TrytounderstandwhatItellyou。’

Mymannerseemedtoinfluencehermorethanmywords。Shemadeanefforttograspthenewidea。Herhandsshiftedthedampclothhesitatinglyfromonetotheother,exactlyastheyhadshiftedthelittletravelling-bagonthenightwhenIfirstsawher。Slowlythepurposeofmywordsseemedtoforceitswaythroughtheconfusionandagitationofhermind。Slowlyherfeaturesrelaxed,andhereyeslookedatmewiththeirexpressiongainingincuriositywhatitwasfastlosinginfear。

`Youdon’tthinkIoughttobebackintheAsylum,doyou?’shesaid。

`Certainlynot。Iamgladyouescapedfromit——IamgladIhelpedyou。’

`Yes,yes,youdidhelpmeindeed;youhelpedmeatthehardpart,’shewentonalittlevacantly。`Itwaseasytoescape,orlshouldnothavegotaway。Theyneversuspectedmeastheysuspectedtheothers。Iwassoquiet,andsoobedient,andsoeasilyfrightened。ThefindingLondonwasthehardpart,andthereyouhelpedme。DidIthankyouatthetime?Ithankyounowverykindly。’

`WastheAsylumfarfromwhereyoumetme?Come!showthatyoubelievemetobeyourfriend,andtellmewhereitwas。’

Shementionedtheplace——aprivateAsylum,asitssituationinformedme;aprivateAsylumnotveryfarfromthespotwhereIhadseenher——andthen,withevidentsuspicionoftheusetowhichImightputheranswer,anxiouslyrepeatedherformerinquiry,`Youdon’tthinkIoughttobetakenback,doyou?’

`Onceagain,Iamgladyouescaped——Iamgladyouprosperedwellafteryouleftme,’Ianswered。`YousaidyouhadafriendinLondontogoto。ridyoufindthefriend?’

`Yes。Itwasverylate,buttherewasagirlupatneedleworkinthehouse,andshehelpedmetorouseMrsClements。MrsClementsismyfriend。Agood,kindwoman,butnotlikeMrsFairlie。Ahno,nobodyislikeMrsFairlie!’

`IsMrsClementsanoldfriendofyours?Haveyouknownheralongtime?’

`Yes,shewasaneighbourofoursonce,athome,inHampshire,andlikedme,andtookcareofmewhenIwasalittlegirl。Yearsago。whenshewentawayfromus,shewrotedowninmyPrayer-hookformewhereshewasgoingtoliveinLondon,andshesaid,``Ifyouareeverintrouble,Anne,cometome。Ihavenohusbandalivetosaymenay,andnochildrentolookafter,andIwilltakecareofyou。’’Kindwords,weretheynot?IsupposeIrememberthembecausetheywerekind。It’slittleenoughIrememberbesides——littleenough,littleenough!’

`Hadyounofatherormothertotakecareofyou?’

`Father?——Ineversawhim——Ineverheardmotherspeakofhim。father?Ah,dear!heisdead,Isuppose。’

`Andyourmother?’

`Idon’tgetonwellwithher。Weareatroubleandafeartoeachother。’

Atroubleandafeartoeachother!Atthosewordsthesuspicioncrossedmymind,forthefirsttime,thathermothermightbethepersonwhohadplacedherunderrestraint。

`Don’taskmeaboutmother,’shewenton。`I’drathertalkofMrsClements。MrsClementsislikeyou,shedoesn’tthinkthatIoughttobebackintheAsylum,andsheisasgladasyouarethatIescapedfromit。Shecriedovermymisfortune,andsaiditmustbekeptsecretfromeverybody。’

Her`misfortune。’Inwhatsensewassheusingthatword?Inasensewhichmightexplainhermotiveinwritingtheanonymousletter?Inasensewhichmightshowittobethetoocommonandtoocustomarymotivethathasledmanyawomantointerposeanonymoushindrancestothemarriageofthemanwhohasruinedher?Iresolvedtoattempttheclearingupofthisdoubtbeforemorewordspassedbetweenusoneitherside。

`Whatmisfortune?’Iasked。

`Themisfortuneofmybeingshutup,’sheanswered,witheveryappearanceoffeelingsurprisedatmyquestion。`Whatothermisfortunecouldtherebe?’

Ideterminedtopersist,asdelicatelyandforbearinglyaspossible。ItwasofverygreatimportancethatIshouldbeabsolutelysureofeverystepintheinvestigationwhichInowgainedinadvance。

`Thereisanothermisfortune,’Isaid,`towhichawomanmaybeliable,andbywhichshemaysufferlifelongsorrowandshame。’

`Whatisit?’sheaskedeagerly。

`Themisfortuneofbelievingtooinnocentlyinherownvirtue,andinthefaithandhonourofthemansheloves,’Ianswered。

Shelookedupatmewiththeartlessbewildermentofachild。Nottheslightestconfusionorchangeofcolour——notthefaintesttraceofanysecretconsciousnessofshamestrugglingtothesurfaceappearedinherface——thatfacewhichbetrayedeveryotheremotionwithsuchtransparentclearness。Nowordsthateverwerespokencouldhaveassuredme,asherlookandmannernowassuredme,thatthemotivewhichIhadassignedforherwritingtheletterandsendingittoMissFairliewasplainlyanddistinctlythewrongone。Thatdoubt,atanyrate,wasnowsetatrest;buttheveryremovalofitopenedanewprospectofuncertainty。Theletter,asIknewfrompositivetestimony,pointedatSirPercivalGlyde,thoughitdidnotnamehim。Shemusthavehadsomestrongmotive,originatinginsomedeepsenseofinjury,forsecretlydenouncinghimtoMissFairlieinsuchtermsasshehademployed,andthatmotivewasunquestionablynottobetracedtothelossofherinnocenceandhercharacter。Whateverwronghemighthaveinflictedonherwasnotofthatnature。Ofwhatnaturecoulditbe?

`Idon’tunderstandyou,’shesaid,afterevidentlytryinghard,andtryinginvain,todiscoverthemeaningofthewordsIhadlastsaidtoher。

`Nevermind,’Ianswered。`Letusgoonwithwhatweweretalkingabout。TellmehowlongyoustayedwithMrsClementsinLondon,andhowyoucamehere。’

`Howlong?’sherepeated。`IstayedwithMrsClementstillwebothcametothisplace,twodaysago。’

`Youarelivinginthevillage,then?’Isaid。`ItisstrangeIshouldnothaveheardofyou,thoughyouhaveonlybeenheretwodays。’

`No,no,notinthevillage。Threemilesawayatafarm。Doyouknowthefarm?TheycallitTodd’sCorner。’

Irememberedtheplaceperfectly——wehadoftenpassedbyitinourdrives。Itwasoneoftheoldestfarmsintheneighbourhood,situatedinasolitary,shelteredspot,inlandatthejunctionoftwohills。

`TheyarerelationsofMrsClementsatTodd’sCorner,’shewenton,`andtheyhadoftenaskedhertogoandseethem。Shesaidshewouldgo,andtakemewithher,forthequietandthefreshair。Itwasverykind,wasitnot?Iwouldhavegoneanywheretobequiet,andsafe,andoutoftheway。ButwhenIheardthatTodd’sComerwasnearLimmeridge——ohIIwassohappyIwouldhavewalkedallthewaybarefoottogetthere,andseetheschoolsandthevillageandLimmeridgeHouseagain。TheyareverygoodpeopleatTodd’sCorner。IhopeIshallstaytherealongtime。ThereisonlyonethingIdon’tlikeaboutthem,anddon’tlikeaboutMrsClements——’

`Whatisit?’

`Theywillteasemeaboutdressingallinwhite——theysayitlookssoparticular。Howdotheyknow?MrsFairlieknewbest。MrsFairliewouldneverhavemademewearthisuglybluecloakIAhIshewasfondofwhiteinherlifetime,andhereiswhitestoneabouthergrave——andIammakingitwhiterforhersake。Sheoftenworewhiteherself,andshealwaysdressedherlittledaughterinwhite。IsMissFairliewellandhappy?Doesshewearwhitenow,assheusedwhenshewasagirl?’

HervoicesankwhenshePutthequestionsaboutMissFairlie,andsheturnedherheadfartherandfartherawayfromme。IthoughtIdetected,inthealterationofhermanner,anuneasyconsciousnessoftheriskshehadruninsendingtheanonymousletter,andIinstantlydeterminedsotoframemyanswerastosurpriseherintoowningit。

`MissFairliewasnotverywellorveryhappythismorning,’Isaid。

Shemurmuredafewwords,buttheywerespokensoconfusedly,andinsuchalowtone,thatIcouldnotevenguessatwhattheymeant。

`DidyouaskmewhyMissFairliewasneitherwellnorhappythismorning?’Icontinued。

`No,’shesaidquicklyandeagerly——`ohno,Ineveraskedthat。’

`Iwilltellyouwithoutyourasking,’Iwenton。`MissFairliehasreceivedyourletter。’

Shehadbeendownonherkneesforsomelittletimepast,carefullyremovingthelastweather-stainsleftabouttheinscriptionwhilewewerespeakingtogether。ThefistsentenceofthewordsIhadjustaddressedtohermadeherpauseinheroccupation,andturnslowlywithoutrisingfromherknees,soastofaceme。Thesecondsentenceliterallypetrifiedher。Theclothshehadbeenholdingdroppedfromherhands——herlipsfellapart——allthelittlecolourthattherewasnaturallyinherfaceleftitinaninstant。

`Howdoyouknow?shesaidfaintly。`Whoshowedittoyou?’Thebloodrushedbackintoherface——rushedoverwhelmingly,asthesenserusheduponhermindthatherownwordshadbetrayedher。Shestruckherhandstogetherindespair。`Ineverwroteit,’shegaspedaffrightedly;`Iknownothingaboutit!’

`Yes,’Isaid,`youwroteit,andyouknowaboutit。Itwaswrongtosendsuchaletter,itwaswrongtofrightenMissFairlie。Ifyouhadanythingtosaythatitwasrightandnecessaryforhertohear,youshouldhavegoneyourselftoLimmeridgeHouse——youshouldhavespokentotheyoungladywithyourownlips。’

Shecroucheddownovertheflatstoneofthegave,tillherfacewashiddenonit,andmadenoreply。

`MissFairliewillbeasgoodandkindtoyouashermotherwas,ifyoumeanwell,’Iwenton。`MissFairliewillkeepyoursecret,andnotletyoucometoanyharm。Willyouseehertomorrowatthefarm?WillyoumeetherinthegardenatLimmeridgeHouse?’

`Oh,ifIcoulddie,andbehiddenandatrestwithyou!’Herlipsmurmuredthewordscloseonthegrave-stone,murmuredthemintonesofpassionateendearment,tothedeadremainsbeneath。`YouknowhowIloveyourchild,foryoursake!Oh,MrsFairlie!MrsFairlie!tellmehowtosaveher。Bemydarlingandmymotheroncemore,andtellmewhattodoforthebest。’

Iheardherlipskissingthestone——Isawherhandsbeatingonitpassionately。Thesoundandthesightdeeplyaffectedme。Istoopeddown,andtookthepoorhelplesshandstenderlyinmine,andtriedtosootheher。

Itwasuseless。Shesnatchedherhandsfromme,andnevermovedherfacefromthestone。Seeingtheurgentnecessityofquietingheratanyhazardandbyanymeans,Iappealedtotheonlyanxietythatsheappearedtofeel,inconnectionwithmeandwithmyopinionofher——theanxietytoconvincemeofherfitnesstobemistressofherownactions。

`Come,come,’Isaidgently。`Trytocomposeyourself,oryouwillmakemealtermyopinionofyou。Don’tletmethinkthatthepersonwhoputyouintheAsylummighthavehadsomeexcuse——’

Thenextwordsdiedawayonmylips。TheinstantIriskedthatchancereferencetothepersonwhohadputherintheAsylumshespranguponherknees。Amostextraordinaryandstartlingchangepassedoverher。Herface,atallordinarytimessotouchingtolookat,initsnervoussensitiveness,weakness,anduncertainty,becamesuddenlydarkenedbyanexpressionofmaniacallyintensehatredandfear,whichcommunicatedawild,unnaturalforcetoeveryfeature。Hereyesdilatedinthedimeveninglight,liketheeyesofawildanimal。Shecaughtupthecloththathadfallenatherside,asifithadbeenalivingcreaturethatshecouldkill,andcrusheditinbothherhandswithsuchconvulsivestrength,thatthefewdropsofmoistureleftinittrickleddownonthestonebeneathher。

`Talkofsomethingelse,’shesaid,whisperingthroughherteeth。`Ishalllosemyselfifyoutalkofthat。’

EveryvestigeofthegentlerthoughtswhichhadWedhermindhardlyaminutesinceseemedtobesweptfromitnow。ItwasevidentthattheimpressionleftbyMrsFairlie’skindnesswasnot,asIhadsupposed,theonlystrongimpressiononhermemory。Withthegratefulremembranceofherschool-daysatLimmeridge,thereexistedthevindictiveremembranceofthewronginflictedonherbyherconfinementintheAsylum。Whohaddonethatwrong?Coulditreallybehermother?

Itwashardtogiveuppursuingtheinquirytothatfinalpoint,butIforcedmyselftoabandonallideaofcontinuingit。SeeingherasIsawhernow,itwouldhavebeencrueltothinkofanythingbutthenecessityandthehumanityofrestoringhercomposure。

`Iwilltalkofnothingtodistressyou,’Isaidsoothingly。

`Youwantsomething,’sheansweredsharplyandsuspiciously。`Don’tlookatmelikethat。Speaktome——tellmewhatyouwant。’

`Ionlywantyoutoquietyourself,adwhenyouarecalmer,tothinkoverwhatIhavesaid。’

`Said?’Shepaused——twistedtheclothinherhands,backwardsandforwards,andwhisperedtoherself,`Whatisithesaid?’Sheturnedagaintowardsme,andshookherheadimpatiently,`Whydon’tyouhelpme?’sheasked,withangrysuddenness。

`Yes,yes,’Isaid,`Iwillhelpyou,andyouwillsoonremember。IaskedyoutoseeMissFairlietomorrow,andtotellherthetruthabouttheletter。’

`Ah!MissFairlie——Fairlie——Fairlie——’

Themereutteranceofthelovedfamiliarnameseemedtoquiether。Herfacesoftenedandgrewlikeitselfagain。

`YouneedhavenofearofMissFairlie,’Icontinued,`andnofearofgettingintotroublethroughtheletter。Sheknowssomuchaboutitalready,thatyouwillhavenodifficultintellingherall。Therecanbelittlenecessityforconcealmentwherethereishardlyanythinglefttoconceal。Youmentionnonamesintheletter;butMissFairlieknowsthatthepersonyouwriteofisSirPercivalGlyde——’

TheinstantIpronouncedthatnameshestartedtoherfeet,andascreamburstfromherthatrangthroughthechurchyard,andmademyheartleapinmewiththeterrorofit。Thedarkdeformityoftheexpressionwhichhadjustleftherfaceloweredonitoncemore,withdoubledandtrebledintensity。Theshriekatthename,thereiteratedlookofhatredandfearthatinstantlyfollowed,toldall。Notevenalastdoubtnowremained。HermotherwasguiltlessofimprisoningherintheAsylum。Amanhadshutherup——andthatmanwasSirPercivalGlyde。

Thescreamhadreachedotherearsthanmine。OnonesideIheardthedoorofthesexton’scottageopen;ontheotherIheardthevoiceofhercompanion,thewomanintheshawl,thewomanwhomshehadspokenofasMrsClements。

`I’mcoming!I’mcoming!’criedthevoicefrombehindtheclumpofdwarftrees。

InamomentmoreMrsClementshurriedintoview。

`Whoareyou?’shecried,facingmeresolutelyasshesetherfootonthestile。`Howdareyoufrightenapoorhelplesswomanlikethat?’

ShewasatAnneCatherick’sside,andhadputonearmaroundher,beforeIcouldanswer。`Whatisit,mydear?’shesaid。`Whathashedonetoyou?’

`Nothing,’thepoorcreatureanswered。`Nothing。I’monlyfrightened。’

MrsClementsturnedonmewithafearlessindignation,forwhichIrespectedher。

`IshouldbeheartilyashamedofmyselfifIdeservedthatangrylook,’Isaid。`ButIdonotdeserveit。Ihaveunfortunatelystartledherwithoutintendingit。Thisisnotthefirsttimeshehasseenme。Askheryourself,andshewilltellyouthatIamincapableofwillinglyharmingheroranywoman。’

Ispokedistinctly,sothatAnneCatherickmighthearandunderstandme,andIsawthatthewordsandtheirmeaninghadreachedher。

`Yes,yes,’shesaid——`hewasgoodtomeonce——hehelpedme——’Shewhisperedtherestintoherfriend’sear。

`Strange,indeed!’saidMrsClements,withalookofperplexity。`Itmakesallthedifference,though。I’msorryIspokesoroughtoyou,sir;butyoumustownthatappearanceslookedsuspicioustoastranger。It’smoremyfaultthanyours,forhumouringherwhims,andlettingherbealoneinsuchaplaceasthis。Come,mydear——comehomenow。’

Ithoughtthegoodwomanlookedalittleuneasyattheprospectofthewalkback,andIofferedtogowiththemuntiltheywerebothwithinsightofhome。MrsClementsthankedmecivilly,anddeclined。Shesaidtheyweresuretomeetsomeofthefarm-labourersassoonastheygottothemoor。

`Trytoforgiveme,’Isaid,whenAnneCathericktookherfriend’sarmtogoaway。InnocentasIhadbeenofanyintentiontoterrifyandagitateher,myheartsmotemeasIlookedatthepoor,pale,frightenedface。

`Iwilltry,’sheanswered。`Butyouknowtoomuch——I’mafraidyou’llalwaysfrightenmenow。’

MrsClementsglancedatme,andshookherheadpityingly。

`Good-night,sir,’shesaid。`Youcouldn’thelpit,Iknow;butIwishitwasmeyouhadfrightened,andnother。’

Theymovedawayafewsteps。Ithoughttheyhadleftme,butAnnesuddenlystopped,andseparatedherselffromherfriend。

`Waitalittle,’shesaid。`Imustsaygood-bye。’

Shereturnedtothegrave,restedbothhandstenderlyonthemarblecross,andkissedit。

`I’mbetternow,’shesighed,lookingupatmequietly。`Iforgiveyou。’

Shejoinedhercompanionagain,andtheylefttheburial-ground。Isawthemstopnearthechurchandspeaktothesexton’swife,whohadcomefromthecottage,andhadwaited,watchingusfromadistance。Thentheywentonagainupthepaththatledtothemoor。IlookedafterAnneCatherickasshedisappeared,tillalltraceofherhadfadedinthetwilight——lookedasanxiouslyandsorrowfullyasifthatwasthelastIwastoseeinthiswearyworldofthewomaninwhite。

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