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The Woman in White(白衣女人)
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第5章

Aswewalkedroundtothefrontofthehouseaflyfromtherailwayapproachedusalongthedrive。MissHalcombewaitedonthedoor-stepsuntiltheflydrewup,andthenadvancedtoshakehandswithanoldgentleman,whogotoutbrisklythemomentthestepswereletdown。MrGilmorehadarrived。

Ilookedathim,whenwewereintroducedtoeachother,withaninterestandacuriositywhichIcouldhardlyconceal。ThisoldmanwastoremainatLimmeridgeHouseafterIhadleftit;hewastohearSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanation,andwastogiveMissHalcombetheassistanceofhisexperienceinformingherjudgment;hewastowaituntilthequestionofthemarriagewassetatrest;andhishand,ifthatquestionweredecidedintheaffirmative,wastodrawthesettlementwhichboundMissFairlieirrevocablytoherengagement。Eventhen,whenIknewnothingbycomparisonwithwhatIknownow,IlookedatthefamilylawyerwithaminterestwhichIhadneverfeltbeforeinthepresenceofanymanbreathingwhowasatotalstrangertome。

InexternalappearanceMrGilmorewastheexactoppositeoftheconventionalideaofanoldlawyer。Hiscomplexionwasflorid——hiswhitehairwaswornratherlongandkeptcarefullybrushed——hisblackcoat,waistcoat,andtrousersfittedhimwithperfectneatness——hiswhitecravatwascarefullytied,andhislavender-colouredkidglovesmighthaveadornedthehandsofafashionableclergyman,withoutfearandwithoutreproach。Hismannerswerepleasantlymarkedbytheformalgraceandrefinementoftheoldschoolofpoliteness,quickenedbytheinvigoratingsharpnessandreadinessofamanwhosebusinessinlifeobligeshimalwaystokeephisfacultiesingoodworkingorder。Asanguineconstitutionandfairprospectstobeginwith——alongsubsequentcareerofcreditableandcomfortableprosperity——acheerful,diligent,widely-respectedoldage——suchwerethegeneralimpressionsIderivedfrommyintroductiontoMrGilmore,anditisbutfairtohimtoadd,thattheknowledgeIgainedbylaterandbetterexperienceonlytendedtoconfirmthem。

IlefttheoldgentlemanandMissHalcombetoenterthehousetogether,andtotalkoffamilymattersundisturbedbytherestraintofastranger’spresence。Theycrossedthehallontheirwaytothedrawing-room,andIdescendedthestepsagaintowanderaboutthegardenalone。

MyhourswerenumberedatLimmeridgeHouse——mydeparturethenextmorningwasirrevocablysettled——myshareintheinvestigationwhichtheanonymousletterhadrenderednecessarywasatanend。NoharmcouldbedonetoanyonebutmyselfifIletmyheartlooseagain,forthelittletimethatwasleftme,fromthecoldcrueltyofrestraintwhichnecessityhadforcedmetoinflictuponit,andtookmyfarewellofthesceneswhichwereassociatedwiththebriefdream-timeofmyhappinessandmylove。

Iturnedinstinctivelytothewalkbeneathmystudy-window,whereIhadseenhertheeveningbeforewithherlittledog,andfollowedthepathwhichherdearfeethadtroddensooften,tillIcametothewicketgatethatledintoherrosegarden。Thewinterbarenessspreaddrearilyoveritnow。Theflowersthatshehadtaughtmetodistinguishbytheirnames,theflowersthatIhadtaughthertopaintfrom,weregone,andthetinywhitepathsthatledbetweenthebedsweredampandgreenalready。lwentontotheavenueoftrees,wherewehadbreathedtogetherthewarmfragranceofAugustevenings,wherewehadadmiredtogetherthemyriadcombinationsofshadeandsunlightthatdappledthegroundatourfeet。Theleavesfellaboutmefromthegroaningbranches,andtheearthydecayintheatmospherechilledmetothebones。Alittlefartheron,andIwasoutofthegrounds,andfollowingthelanethatwoundgentlyupwardtothenearesthills。Theoldfelledtreebythewayside,onwhichwehadsattorest,wassoddenwithrain,andthetuftoffernsandgrasseswhichIhaddrawnforher,nestlingundertheroughstonewallinfrontofus,hadturnedtoapoolofwater,stagnatingroundanislandofdraggledweeds。Igainedthesummitofthehill,andlookedattheviewwhichwehadsooftenadmiredinthehappiertime。Itwascoldandbarren——itwasnolongertheviewthatIremembered。Thesunshineofherpresencewasfarfromme——thecharmofhervoicenolongermurmuredinmyear。Shehadtalkedtome,onthespotfromwhichInowlookeddown,ofherfather,whowasherlastsurvivingparent——hadtoldmchowfondofeachothertheyhadbeen,andhowsadlyshemissedhimstillwhensheenteredcertainroomsinthehouse,andwhenshetookupforgottenoccupationsandamusementswithwhichhehadbeenassociated。WastheviewthatIhadseen,whilelisteningtothosewords,theviewthatIsawnow,standingonthehill-topbymyself?Iturnedandleftit——Iwoundmywaybackagain,overthemoor,androundthesandhills,downtothebeach。Therewasthewhiterageofthesurf,andthemultitudinousgloryoftheleapingwaves——butwherewastheplaceonwhichshehadoncedrawnidlefigureswithherparasolinthesand——theplacewherewehadsattogether,whileshetalkedtomeaboutmyselfandmyhome,whilesheaskedmeawoman’sminutelyobservantquestionsaboutmymotherandmysister,andinnocentlywonderedwhetherIshouldeverleavemylonelychambersandhaveawifeandahouseofmyown?Windandwavehadlongsincesmoothedoutthetraceofherwhichshehadleftinthosemarksonthesand。Ilookedoverthewidemonotonyoftheseasideprospect,andtheplaceinwhichwetwohadidledawaythesunnyhourswasaslosttomeasifIhadneverknownit,asstrangetomeasifIstoodalreadyonaforeignshore。

Theemptysilenceofthebeachstruckcoldtomyheart。Ireturnedtothehouseandthegarden,wheretraceswerelefttospeakofherateveryturn。

OnthewestterracewalkImetMrGilmore。Hewasevidentlyinsearchofme,forhequickenedhispacewhenwecaughtsightofeachother。Thestateofmyspiritslittlefittedmeforthesocietyofastranger;butthemeetingwasinevitable,andIresignedmyselftomakethebestofit。

`YouaretheverypersonIwantedtosee,’saidtheoldgentleman。`Ihadtwowordstosaytoyou,mydearsir;andifyouhavenoobjectionIwillavailmyselfofthepresentopportunity。Toputitplainly,MissHalcombeandIhavebeentalkingoverfamilyaffairs——affairswhicharethecauseofmybeinghere——andinthecourseofourconversationshewasnaturallyledtotellmeofthisunpleasantmatterconnectedwiththeanonymousletter,andofthesharewhichyouhavemostcreditablyandproperlytakenintheproceedingssofar。Thatshare,Iquiteunderstand,givesyouaninterestwhichyoumightnototherwisehavefelt,inknowingthatthefuturemanagementoftheinvestigationwhichyouhavebegunwillbeplacedinsafehands。Mydearsir,makeyourselfquiteeasyonthatpoint——itwillbeplacedinmyhands。’

`Youare,ineveryway,MrGilmore,muchfittertoadviseandtoactinthematterthanIam。Isitanindiscretiononmyparttoaskifyouhavedecidedyetonacourseofproceeding?’

`Sofarasitispossibletodecide,MrHartright,Ihavedecided。Imeantosendacopyoftheletter,accompaniedbyastatementofthecircumstances,toSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitorinLondon,withwhomIhavesomeacquaintance。TheletteritselfIshallkeepheretoshowtoSirPercivalassoonashearrives。ThetracingofthetwowomenIhavealreadyprovidedfor,bysendingoneofMrFairlie’sservants——aconfidentialperson——tothestationtomakeinquiries。Themanhashismoneyandhisdirections,andhewillfollowthewomenintheeventofhisfindinganyclue。ThisisallthatcanbedoneuntilSirPercivalcomesonMonday。Ihavenodoubtmyselfthateveryexplanationwhichcanbeexpectedfromagentlemanandamanofhonour,hewillreadilygive。SirPercivalstandsveryhigh,sir——aneminentposition,areputationabovesuspicion——Ifeelquiteeasyaboutresults——quiteeasy,Iamrejoicedtoassureyou。Thingsofthissorthappenconstantlyinmyexperience。Anonymousletters——unfortunatewoman——sadstateofsociety。Idon’tdenythattherearepeculiarcomplicationsinthiscase;butthecaseitselfis,mostunhappily,common——common。’

`Iamafraid,MrGilmore,IhavethemisfortunetodifferfromyouintheviewItakeofthecase。’

`rustso,mydearsir——justso。Iamanoldman,andItakethepracticalview。Youareayoungman,andyoutaketheromanticview。Letusnotdisputeaboutourviews。Iliveprofessionallyinanatmosphereofdisputation,MrHartright,andIamonlytoogladtoescapefromit,asIamescapinghere。Wewillwaitforevents——yes,yes,yes——wewillwaitforevents。Charmingplacethis。Goodshooting?Probablynot,noneofMrFairlie’slandispreserved,Ithink。Charmingplace,though,anddelightfulpeople。Youdrawandpaint,Ihear,MrHartright?Enviableaccomplishment。Whatstyle?’

Wedroppedintogeneralconversation,orrather,MrGilmoretalkedandIlistened。Myattentionwasfarfromhim,andfromthetopicsonwhichhediscoursedsofluently。Thesolitarywalkofthelasttwohourshadwroughtitseffectonme——ithadsettheideainmymindofhasteningmydeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。WhyshouldIprolongthehardtrialofsayingfarewellbyoneunnecessaryminute?Whatfurtherservicewasrequiredofmebyanyone?TherewasnousefulpurposetobeservedbymystayinCumberland——therewasnorestrictionoftimeinthepermissiontoleavewhichmyemployerhadgrantedtome。Whynotenditthereandthen?

Ideterminedtoendit。Thereweresomehoursofdaylightstillleft——therewasnoreasonwhymyjourneybacktoLondonshouldnotbeginonthatafternoon。ImadethefistcivilexcusethatoccurredtomeforleavingMrGilmore,andreturnedatoncetothehouse。

OnmywayuptomyroomImetMissHalcombeonthestairs。Shesaw,bythehurryofmymovementsandthechangeinmymanner,thatIhadsomenewpurposeinview,andaskedwhathadhappened。

Itoldherthereasonswhichinducedmetothinkofhasteningmydeparture,exactlyasIhavetoldthemhere。

`No,no,’shesaid,earnestlyandkindly,`leaveuslikeafriend——breakbreadwithusoncemore。Stayhereanddine,stayhereandhelpustospendourlasteveningwithyouashappily,aslikeourfirstevenings,aswecan。Itismyinvitation——MrsVesey’sinvitation——’shehesitatedalittle,andthenadded,`Laura’sinvitationaswell。’

Ipromisedtoremain。GodknowsIhadnowishtoleaveeventheshadowofasorrowfulimpressionwithanyofthem。

Myownroomwasthebestplaceformetillthedinnerbellrang。Iwaitedtheretillitwastimetogodownstairs。

IhadnotspokentoMissFairlie——Ihadnotevenseenher——allthatday。Thefirstmeetingwithher,whenIenteredthedrawing-room,wasahardtrialtoherself-controlandtomine。She,too,haddoneherbesttomakeourlasteveningrenewthegoldenbygonetime——thetimethatcouldnevercomeagain。ShehadputonthedresswhichIusedtoadmiremorethananyotherthatshepossessed——adarkbluesilk,trimmedquaintlyandprettilywithold-fashionedlace;shecameforwardtomeetmewithherformerreadiness——shegavemeherhandwiththefrank,innocentgood-willofhappierdays。Thecoldfingersthattrembledroundmine——thepalecheekswithabrightredspotburninginthemidstofthem——thefaintsmilethatstruggledtoliveonherlipsanddiedawayfromthemwhileIlookedatit,toldmeatwhatsacrificeofherselfheroutwardcomposurewasmaintained。Myheartcouldtakehernoclosertome,orIshouldhavelovedherthenasIhadneverlovedheryet。

MrGilmorewasagreatassistancetous。Hewasinhighgood-humour,andheledtheconversationwithunflaggingspirit。MissHalcombesecondedhimresolutely,andIdidallIcouldtofollowherexample。Thekindblueeyes,whoseslightestchangesofexpressionIhadlearnttointerpretsowell,lookedatmeappealinglywhenwefirstsatdowntotable。Helpmysister——thesweetanxiousfaceseemedtosay——helpmysister,andyouwillhelpme。

Wegotthroughthedinner,toalloutwardappearanceatleast,happilyenough。Whentheladieshadrisenfromtable,andMrGilmoreandIwereleftaloneinthedining-room,anewinterestpresenteditselftooccupyourattention,andtogivemeanopportunityofquietingmyselfbyafewminutesofneedfulandwelcomesilence。TheservantwhohadbeendespatchedtotraceAnneCatherickandMrsClementsreturnedwithhisreport,andwasshownintothedining-roomimmediately。

`Well,’saidMrGilmore,`whathaveyoufoundout?’

`Ihavefoundout,sir,’answeredtheman,`thatboththewomentookticketsatourstationhereforCarlisle。’

`YouwenttoCarlisle,ofcourse,whenyouheardthat?’

`ldid,sir,butIamsorrytosayIcouldfindnofurthertraceofthem。’

`Youinquiredattherailway?’

`Yes,sir。’

`Andatthedifferentinns?’

`Yes,sir。’

`AndyouleftthestatementIwroteforyouatthePolicestation?’

`Idid,sir。’。

`Well,myfriend,youhavedoneallyoucould,andIhavedoneallIcould,andtherethemattermustresttillfurthernotice。Wehaveplayedourtrumpcards,MrHartright,’continuedtheoldgentlemanwhentheservanthadwithdrawn。`Forthepresent,atleast,thewomenhaveoutmanoeuvredus,andouronlyresourcenowistowaittillSirpercivalGlydecomeshereonMondaynext。Won’tyoufillyourglassagain?Goodbottleofport,that——sound,substantial,oldwine。Ihavegotbetterinmyowncellar,though。’

Wereturnedtothedrawing-room——theroominwhichthehappiesteveningsofmylifehadbeenpassed——theroomwhich,afterthislastnight,Iwasnevertoseeagain。Itsaspectwasalteredsincethedayshadshortenedandtheweatherhadgrowncold。Theglassdoorsontheterracesidewereclosed,andhiddenbythickcurtains。Insteadofthesofttwilightobscurity,inwhichweused-cosit,thebrightradiantglowoflamplightnowdazzledmyeyes。Allwaschanged-in-doorsandoutallwaschanged。

MissHalcombeandMrGilmoresatdowntogetheratthecard-table——MrsVeseytookhercustomarychair。Therewasnorestraintonthedisposaloftheirevening,andIfelttherestraintonthedisposalofmineallthemorepainfullyfromobservingit。lsawMissFairlielingeringnearthemusic-stand。ThetimehadbeenwhenImighthavejoinedherthere。Iwaitedirresolutely——Iknewneitherwheretogonorwhattodonext。Shecastonequickglanceatme,tookapieceofmusicsuddenlyfromthestand,andcametowardsmeofherownaccord。

`ShallIplaysomeofthoselittlemelodiesofMozart’swhichyouusedtolikesomuch?’sheasked,openingthemusicnervously,andlookingdownatitwhileshespoke。

BeforeIcouldthankhershehastenedtothepiano。Thechairnearit,whichIhadalwaysbeenaccustomedtooccupy,stoodempty。Shestruckafewchords——thenglancedroundatme——thenlookedbackagainathermusic。

`Won’tyoutakeyouroldplace?’shesaid,speakingveryabruptlyandinverylowtones。

`Imaytakeitonthelastnight,’Ianswered。

Shedidnotreply——shekeptherattentionrivetedonthemusic——musicwhichsheknewbymemory,whichshehadplayedoverandoveragain,informertimes,withoutthebook。Ionlyknewthatshehadheardme,Ionlyknewthatshewasawareofmybeingclosetoher,byseeingtheredspotonthecheekthatwasnearesttomefadeout,andthefacegrowpaleallover。

`Iamverysorryyouaregoing,’shesaid,hervoicealmostsinkingtoawhisper,hereyeslookingmoreandmoreintentlyatthemusic,herfingersflyingoverthekeysofthepianowithastrangefeverishenergywhichIhadnevernoticedinherbefore。

`Ishallrememberthosekindwords,MissFairlie,longaftertomorrowhascomeandgone。’

Thepalenessgrewwhiteronherface,andsheturneditfartherawayfromme。

`Don’tspeakoftomorrow,’shesaid。`Letthemusicspeaktousoftonight,inahappierlanguagethanours。’

Herlipstrembled——afaintsighflutteredfromthem,whichshetriedvainlytosuppress。Herfingerswaveredonthepiano——shestruckafalsenote,confusedherselfintryingtosetitright,anddroppedherhandsangrilyonherlap。MissHalcombeandMrGilmorelookedupinastonishmentfromthecard-tableatwhichtheywereplaying。EvenMrsVesey,dozinginherchair,wokeatthesuddencessationofthemusic,andinquiredwhathadhappened。

`Youplayatwhist,MrHartright?’askedMissHalcombe,withhereyesdirectedsignificantlyattheplaceIoccupied。

Iknewwhatshemeant——Iknewshewasright,andIroseatoncetogotothecard-table。AsIleftthepianoMissFairlieturnedapageofthemusic,andtouchedthekeysagainwithasurerhand。

`Iwillplayit,’shesaid,strikingthenotesalmostpassionately。`Iwillplayitonthelastnight。’

`Come,MrsVesey,’saidMissHalcombe,`MrGilmoreandIaretiredofécarté——comeandbeMrHartright’spartneratwhist。’

Theoldlawyersmiledsatirically。Hishadbeenthewinninghand,andhehadjustturnedupaking。HeevidentlyattributedMissHalcombe’sabruptchangeinthecard-tablearrangementstoalady’sinabilitytoplaythelosinggame。

Therestoftheeveningpassedwithoutawordoralookfromher。Shekeptherplaceatthepiano,andIkeptmineatthecard-table。Sheplayedunintermittingly——playedasifthemusicwasheronlyrefugefromherself。Sometimesherfingerstouchedthenoteswithalingeringfondness——asoft,plaintive,dyingtenderness,unutterablybeautifulandmournfultohear;sometimestheyfalteredandfailedher,orhurriedovertheinstrumentmechanically,asiftheirtaskwasaburdentothem。Butstill,changeandwaverastheymightintheexpressiontheyimpartedtothemusic,theirresolutiontoplayneverfaltered。SheonlyrosefromthepianowhenweallrosetosayGood-night。

MrsVeseywasthenearesttothedoor,andthefirsttoshakehandswithme。

`Ishallnotseeyouagain,MrHartright,’saidtheoldlady。`Iamtrulysorryyouaregoingaway。Youhavebeenverykindandattentive,andanoldwomanlikemefeelskindnessandattention。Iwishyouhappy,sir——Iwishyouakindgood-bye。’

MrGilmorecamenext。

`Ihopeweshallhaveafutureopportunityofbetteringouracquaintance,MrHartright。Youquiteunderstandaboutthatlittlematterofbusinessbeingsafeinmyhands?Yes,yes,ofcourse。Blessme,howcolditis!Don’tletmekeepyouatthedoor。Bonvoyage,mydearsir——bonvoyage,astheFrenchsay。’

Icouldaddnomore。Myvoicefaltered,myeyesmoistenedinspiteofme。

Shecaughtmebybothhands——shepressedthemwiththestrong,steadygraspofaman——herdarkeyesglittered——herbrowncomplexionflusheddeep——theforceandenergyofherfaceglowedandgrewbeautifulwiththepureinnerlightofhergenerosityandherpity。

`Iwilltrustyou——ifeverthetimecomesIwilltrustyouasmyfriendandherfriend,asmaybrotherandherbrother。’Shestopped,drewmenearertoher——thefearless,noblecreature——touchedmyforehead,sister-like,withherlips,andcalledmebymyChristianname。`Godblessyou,Walter!’shesaid。`Waitherealoneandcomposeyourself——Ihadbetternotstayforbothoursakes——Ihadbetterseeyougofromthebalconyupstairs。’

Shelefttheroom。Iturnedawaytowardsthewindow,wherenothingfacedmebutthelonelyautumnlandscape——Iturnedawaytomastermyself,beforeItoolefttheroominmyturn,andleftitforever。

Aminutepassed——itcouldhardlyhavebeenmore——whenIheardthedooropenagainsoftly,andtherustlingofawoman’sdressonthecarpetmovedtowardsme。MyheartbeatviolentlyasIturnedround。MissFairliewasapproachingmefromthefartherendoftheroom。

Shestoppedandhesitatedwhenoureyesmet,andwhenshesawthatwewerealone。Then,withthatcouragewhichwomenlosesoofteninthesmallemergency,andsoseldominthegreat,shecameonnearertome,strangelypaleandstrangelyquiet,drawingonehandafterheralongthetablebywhichshewalked,andholdingsomethingathersideintheother,whichwashiddenbythefoldsofherdress。

`Ionlywentintothedrawing-room,’shesaid,`tolookforthis。Itmayremindyouofyourvisithere,andofthefriendsyouleavebehindyou。YoutoldmeIhadimprovedverymuchwhenIdidit,andIthoughtyoumightlike——’

Sheturnedherheadaway,andofferedmealittlesketch,drawnthroughoutbyherownpencil,ofthesummer-houseinwhichwehadfirstmet。Thepapertrembledinherhandasshehelditouttome——trembledinmineasItookitfromher。

IwasafraidtosaywhatIfelt——Ionlyanswered,`Itshallneverleaveme——allmylifelongitshallbethetreasurethatIPrizemost。Iamverygratefulforit——verygratefultoyou,fornotlettingmegoawaywithoutbiddingyougood-bye。’

`Oh!’shesaidinnocently,`howcouldIletyougo,afterwehavepassedsomanyhappydaystogether!’

`Thosedaysmayneverreturn,MissFairlie——mywayoflifeandyoursareveryfarapart。Butifatimeshouldcome,whenthedevotionofmywholeheartandsoulandstrengthwillgiveyouamoment’shappiness,orspareyouamoment’ssorrow,willyoutrytorememberthepoordrawing-masterwhohastaughtyou?MissHalcombehaspromisedtotrustme——willyoupromisetoo?’

Thefarewellsadnessinthekindblueeyesshonedimlythroughhergatheringtears。

`Ipromiseit,’shesaidinbrokentones。`Oh,don’tlookatmelikethat!Ipromiseitwithallmyheart。’

Iventuredalittlenearertoher,andheldoutmyhand。

`Youhavemanyfriendswholoveyou,MissFairlie。Yourhappyfutureisthedearobjectofmanyhopes。MayIsay,atparting,thatitisthedearobjectofmyhopestoo?’

Thetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks-Sherestedonetremblinghandonthetabletosteadyherselfwhileshegavemetheother。Itookitinmine——Ihelditfast。Myheaddroopedoverit,mytearsfellonit,mylipspressedit——notinlove;oh,notinlove,atthatlastmoment,butintheagonyandtheself-abandonmentofdespair。

`ForGod’ssake,leaveme!’shesaidfaintly。

Theconfessionofherheart’ssecretburstfromherinthosepleadingwords。Ihadnorighttohearthem,norighttoanswerthem——theywerethewordsthatbanishedme,inthenameofhersacredweakness,fromtheroom。Itwasallover。Idroppedherhand,Isaidnomore。Theblindingtearsshutheroutfrommyeyes,andIdashedthemawaytolookatherforthelasttime。Onelookasshesankintoachair,asherarmsfellonthetable,asherfairheaddroppedonthemwearily。Onefarewelllook,andthedoorhadcloseduponher——thegreatgulfofseparationhadopenedbetweenus——theimageofLauraFairliewasamemoryofthepastalready。

IWRITEtheselinesattherequestofmyfriend,MrWalterHartright。TheyareintendedtoconveyadescriptionofcertaineventswhichseriouslyaffectedMissFairlie’sinterests,andwhichtookplaceaftertheperiodofMrHartright’sdeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。

Thereisnoneedformetosaywhethermyownopiniondoesordoesnotsanctionthedisclosureoftheremarkablefamilystory,ofwhichmynarrativeformsanimportantcomponentpart。MrHartrighthastakenthatresponsibilityonhimself,andcircumstancesyettoberelatedwillshowthathehasamplyearnedtherighttodoso,ifhechoosestoexerciseit。Theplanhehasadoptedforpresentingthestorytoothers,inthemosttruthfulandmostvividmanner,requiresthatitshouldbetold,ateachsuccessivestageinthemarchofevents,bythepersonswhoweredirectlyconcernedinthoseeventsatthetimeoftheiroccurrence。Myappearancehere,asnarrator,isthenecessaryconsequenceofthisarrangement。IwaspresentduringthesojournofSirPercivalGlydeinCumberland,andwaspersonallyconcernedinoneimportantresultofhisshortresidenceunderMrFairlie’sroof。Itismyduty,therefore,toaddthesenewlinkstothechainofevents,andtotakeupthechainitselfatthepointwhere,forthepresentonly,MrHartrighthasdroppedit。

IarrivedatLimmeridgeHouseonFridaythesecondofNovember。

MyobjectwastoremainatMrFairlie’suntilthearrivalofSirPercivalGlyde。IfthateventledtotheappointmentofanygivendayforSirPercival’sunionwithMissFairlie,IwastotakethenecessaryinstructionsbackwithmetoLondon,andtooccupymyselfindrawingthelady’smarriage-settlement。

OntheFridayIwasnotfavouredbyMrFairliewithaninterview。Hehadbeen,orhadfanciedhimselftobe,aninvalidforyearspast,andhewasnotwellenoughtoreceiveme。MissHalcombewasthefirstmemberofthefamilywhomIsaw。Shemetmeatthehousedoor,andintroducedmetoMrHartright,whohadbeenstayingatLimmeridgeforsometimepast。

IdidnotseeMissFairlieuntillaterintheday,atdinner-time。Shewasnotlookingwell,andIwassorrytoobserveit。Sheisasweetlovablegirl,asamiableandattentivetoeveryoneaboutherasherexcellentmotherusedtobe——though,personallyspeaking,shetakesafterherfather。MrsFairliehaddarkeyesandhair,andherelderdaughter,MissHalcombe,stronglyremindsmeofher。MissFairlieplayedtousintheevening——notsowellasusual,Ithought。Wehadarubberatwhist,amereprofanation,sofarasplaywasconcerned,ofthatnoblegame。IhadbeenfavourablyimpressedbyMrHartrightonourfirstintroductiontooneanother,butIsoondiscoveredthathewasnotfreefromthesocialfailingsincidentaltohisage。Therearethreethingsthatnoneoftheyoungmenofthepresentgenerationcando。Theycan’tsitovertheirwine,theycan’tplayatwhist,andtheycan’tpayaladyacompliment。MrHartrightwasnoexceptiontothegeneralrule。Otherwise,eveninthoseearlydaysandonthatshortacquaintance,hestruckmeasbeingamodestandgentlemanlikeyoungman。

SotheFridaypassed。Isaynothingaboutthemoreseriousmatterswhichengagedmyattentiononthatday——theanonymouslettertoMissFairlie,themeasuresIthoughtitrighttoadoptwhenthematterwasmentionedtome,andtheconvictionIentertainedthateverypossibleexplanationofthecircumstanceswouldbereadilyaffordedbySirPercivalGlyde,havingallbeenfullynoticed,asIunderstand,inthenarrativewhichprecedesthis。

OntheSaturdayMrHartrighthadleftbeforeIgotdowntobreakfast。MissFairliekeptherroomallday,andMissHalcombeappearedtometobeoutofspirits。ThehousewasnotwhatitusedtobeinthetimeofMrandMrsPhilipFairlie。Itookawalkbymyselfintheforenoon,andlookedaboutatsomeoftheplaceswhichIfirstsawwhenIwasstayingatLimmeridgetotransactfamilybusiness,morethanthirtyyearssince。Theywerenotwhattheyusedtobeeither。

Attwoo’clockMrFairliesenttosayhewaswellenoughtoseeme。Hehadnotaltered,atanyrate,sinceIfirstknewhim。Histalkwastothesamepurposeasusual——allabouthimselfandhisailments,hiswonderfulcoins,andhismatchlessRembrandtetchings。ThemomentItriedtospeakofthebusinessthathadbroughtmetohishouse,heshuthiseyesandsaidI`upset’him。Ipersistedinupsettinghimbyreturningagainandagaintothesubject。AllIcouldascertainwasthathelookedonhisniece’smarriageasasettledthing,thatherfatherhadsanctionedit,thathesanctionedithimself,thatitwasadesirablemarriage,andthatheshouldbepersonallyrejoicedwhentheworryofitwasover。Astothesettlements,ifIwouldconsulthisniece,andafterwardsdiveasdeeplyasIpleasedintomyownknowledgeofthefamilyaffairs,andgeteverythingready,andlimithisshareinthebusiness,asguardian,tosayingYes,attherightmoment——why,ofcoursehewouldmeetmyviews,andeverybodyelse’sviews,withinfinitepleasure。Inthemeantime,thereIsawhim,ahelplesssufferer,confinedtohisroom。DidIthinkhelookedasifhewantedteasing?No。Thenwhyteasehim?

Imight,perhaps,havebeenalittleastonishedatthisextraordinaryabsenceofallself-assertiononMrFairlie’spart,inthecharacterofguardian,ifmyknowledgeofthefamilyaffairshadnotbeensufficienttoremindmethathewasasingleman,andthathehadnothingmorethanalife-interestintheLimmeridgeproperty。Asmattersstood,therefore,Iwasneithersurprisednordisappointedattheresultoftheinterview。MrFairliehadsimplyjustifiedmyexpectations——andtherewasanendofit。

Sundaywasadullday,outofdoorsandin。AletterarrivedformefromSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitor,acknowledgingthereceiptofmycopyoftheanonymousletterandmyaccompanyingstatementofthecase。MissFairliejoinedusintheafternoon,lookingTaleanddepressed,andaltogetherunlikeherself。Ihadsometalkwithher,andventuredonadelicateallusiontoSirPercival。Shelistenedandsaidnothing。Allothersubjectsshepursuedwillingly,butthissubjectsheallowedtodrop。Ibegantodoubtwhethershemightnotberepentingofherengagement——justasyoungladiesoftendo,whenrepentancecomestoolate。

OnMondaySirPercivalGlydearrived。

Ifoundhimtobeamostprepossessingman,sofarasmannersandappearancewereconcerned。HelookedratherolderthanIhadexpected,hisheadbeingbaldovertheforehead,andhisfacesomewhatmarkedandworn,buthismovementswereasactiveandhisspiritsashighasayoungman’s。HismeetingwithMissHalcombewasdelightfullyheartyandunaffected,andhisreceptionofme,uponmybeingpresentedtohim,wassoeasyandpleasantthatwegotontogetherlikeoldfriends。MissFairliewasnotwithuswhenhearrived,butsheenteredtheroomabouttenminutesafterwards。SirPercivalroseandpaidhiscomplimentswithperfectgrace。Hisevidentconcernonseeingthechangefortheworseintheyounglady’slookswasexpressedwithamixtureoftendernessandrespect,withanunassumingdelicacyoftone,voice,andmanner,whichdidequalcredittohisgoodbreedingandhisgoodsense。Iwasrathersurprised,underthesecircumstances,toseethatMissFairliecontinuedtobeconstrainedanduneasyinhispresence,andthatshetookthefirstopportunityofleavingtheroomagain。SirPercivalneithernoticedtherestraintinherreceptionofhim,norhersuddenwithdrawalfromoursociety。Hehadnotobtrudedhisattentionsonherwhileshewaspresent,andhedidnotembarrassMissHalcombebyanyallusiontoherdeparturewhenshewasgone。HistactandtastewereneveratfaultonthisoranyotheroccasionwhileIwasinhiscompanyatLimmeridgeHouse。

AssoonasMissFairliehadlefttheroomhesparedusallembarrassmentonthesubjectoftheanonymousletter,byadvertingtoitofhisownaccord。HehadstoppedinLondononhiswayfromHampshire,hadseenhissolicitor,hadreadthedocumentsforwardedbyme,andhadtravelledontoCumberland,anxioustosatisfyourmindsbythespeediestandthefullestexplanationthatwordscouldconvey。Onhearinghimexpresshimselftothiseffect,Iofferedhimtheoriginalletter,whichIhadkeptforhisinspection。Hethankedme,anddeclinedtolookatit,sayingthathehadseenthecopy,andthathewasquitewillingtoleavetheoriginalinourhands。

Thestatementitself,onwhichheimmediatelyentered,wasassimpleandsatisfactoryasIhadallalonganticipateditwouldbe。

MrsCatherick,heinformedus,hadinpastyearslaidhimundersomeobligationsforfaithfulservicesrenderedtohisfamilyconnectionsandtohimself。Shehadbeendoublyunfortunateinbeingmarriedtoahusbandwhohaddesertedher,andinhavinganonlychildwhosementalfacultieshadbeeninadisturbedconditionfromaveryearlyage。AlthoughhermarriagehadremovedhertoapartofHampshirefardistantfromtheneighbourhoodinwhichSirPercival’spropertywassituated,hehadtakencarenottolosesightofher——hisfriendlyfeelingtowardsthepoorwoman,inconsiderationofherpastservices,havingbeengreatlystrengthenedbyhisadmirationofthepatienceandcouragewithwhichshesupportedhercalamities。Incourseoftimethesymptomsofmentalafflictioninherunhappydaughterincreasedtosuchaseriousextent,astomakeitamatterofnecessitytoplaceherunderpropermedicalcare。MrsCatherickherselfrecognisedthisnecessity,butshealsofelttheprejudicecommontopersonsoccupyingherrespectablestation,againstallowingherchildtobeadmitted,asapauper,intoapublicAsylum。SirPercivalhadrespectedthisprejudice,asherespectedhonestindependenceoffeelinginanyrankoflife,andhadresolvedtomarkhisgratefulsenseofMrsCatherick’searlyattachmenttotheinterestsofhimselfandhisfamily,bydefrayingtheexpenseofherdaughter’smaintenanceinatrustworthyprivateAsylum。Tohermother’sregret,andtohisownregret,theunfortunatecreaturehaddiscoveredthesharewhichcircumstanceshadinducedhimtotakeinplacingherunderrestraint,andhadconceivedthemostintensehatredanddistrustofhiminconsequence。Tothathatredanddistrust——whichhadexpresseditselfinvariouswaysintheAsylum——theanonymousletter,writtenafterherescape,wasplainlyattributable。IfMissHalcombe’sorMrGilmore’srecollectionofthedocumentdidnotconfirmthatview,oriftheywishedforanyadditionalparticularsabouttheAsylum(theaddressofwhichhementioned,aswellasthenamesandaddressesofthetwodoctorsonwhosecertificatesthepatientwasadmitted),hewasreadytoansweranyquestionandtoclearupanyuncertainty。Hehaddonehisdutytotheunhappyyoungwoman,byinstructinghissolicitortosparenoexpenseintracingher,andinrestoringheroncemoretomedicalcare,andhewasnowonlyanxioustodohisdutytowardsMissFairlieandtowardsherfamily,inthesameplain。straightforwardway。

Iwasthefirsttospeakinanswertothisappeal。Myowncoursewasplaintome。ItisthegreatbeautyoftheLawthatitcandisputeanyhumanstatement,madeunderanycircumstances,andreducedtoanyform。IfIhadfeltprofessionallycalledupontosetupacaseagainstSirPercivalGlyde,onthestrengthofhisownexplanation,Icouldhavedonesobeyondalldoubt。Butmydutydidnotlieinthisdirection——myfunctionwasofthepurelyjudicialkind。Iwastoweightheexplanationwehadjustheard,toallowalldueforcetothehighreputationofthegentlemanwhoofferedit,andtodecidehonestlywhethertheprobabilities,onSirPercival’sownshowing,wereplainlywithhim,orplainlyagainsthim。Myownconvictionwasthattheywereplainlywithhim,andIaccordinglydeclaredthathisexplanationwas,tomymind,unquestionablyasatisfactoryone。

MissHalcombe,afterlookingatmeveryearnestly,saidafewwords,onherside,tothesameeffect——withacertainhesitationofmanner,however,whichthecircumstancesdidnotseemtometowarrant。Iamunabletosay,positively,whetherSirPercivalnoticedthisornot。Myopinionisthathedid,seeingthathepointedlyresumedthesubject,althoughhemightnow,withallpropriety,haveallowedittodrop。

`IfmyplainstatementoffactshadonlybeenaddressedtoMrGilmore,’hesaid,`Ishouldconsideranyfurtherreferencetothisunhappymatterasunnecessary。ImayfairlyexpectMrGilmore,asagentleman,tobelievemeonmyword,andwhenhehasdonemethatjustice,alldiscussionofthesubjectbetweenushascometoanend。Butmypositionwithaladyisnotthesame。Iowetoher——whatIwouldconcedetonomanalive——aproofofthetruthofmyassertion。Youcannotaskforthatproof,MissHalcombe,anditisthereforemydutytoyou,andstillmoretoMissFairlie,toofferit。MayIbegthatyouwillwriteatoncetothemotherofthisunfortunatewoman——toMrsCatherick——toaskforhertestimonyinsupportoftheexplanationwhichIhavejustofferedtoyou。’

IsawMissHalcombechangecolour,andlookalittleuneasy。SirPercival’ssuggestion,politelyasitwasexpressed,appearedtoher,asitappearedtome,topointverydelicatelyatthehesitationwhichhermannerhadbetrayedamomentortwosince。

`Ihope,SirPercival,youdon’tdometheinjusticetosupposethatIdistrustyou,’shesaidquickly。

`Certainlynot,MissHalcombe。Imakemyproposalpurelyasanactofattentiontoyou。WillyouexcusemyobstinacyifIstillventuretopressit?’

Hewalkedtothewriting-tableashespoke,drewachairtoit,andopenedthepapercase。

`Letmebegyoutowritethenote,’hesaid,`asafavourtome。Itneednotoccupyyoumorethanafewminutes。YouhaveonlytoaskMrsCathericktwoquestions。First,ifherdaughterwasplacedintheAsylumwithherknowledgeandapproval。Secondly,iftheshareItookinthematterwassuchastomerittheexpressionofhergratitudetowardsmyself。MrGilmore’smindisateaseonthisunpleasantsubject,andyourmindisatease——praysetmymindateasealsobywritingthenote。’

`Youobligemetograntyourrequest,SirPercival,whenIwouldmuchratherrefuseit。’

WiththosewordsMissHalcomberosefromherplaceandwenttothewriting-table。SirPercivalthankedher,handedherapen,andthenwalkedawaytowardsthefireplace。MissFairlie’slittleItaliangreyhoundwaslyingontherug。Heheldouthishand,andcalledtothedoggood-humouredly。

`Come,Nina,’hesaid,`weremembereachother,don’twe?’

Thelittlebeast,cowardlyandcross-grained,aspet-dogsusuallyare,lookedupathimsharply,shrankawayfromhisoutstretchedhand,whined,shivered,andhiditselfunderasofa。Itwasscarcelypossiblethathecouldhavebeenputoutbysuchatrifleasadog’sreceptionofhim,butIobserved,nevertheless,thathewalkedawaytowardsthewindowverysuddenly。Perhapshistemperisirritableattimesifso,Icansympathisewithhim。Mytemperisirritableattimestoo。

MissHalcombewasnotlonginwritingthenote。Whenitwasdonesherosefromthewriting-table,andhandedtheopensheetofpapertoSirPercival。Hebowed,tookitfromher,foldeditupimmediatelywithoutlookingatthecontents,sealedit,wrotetheaddress,andhandeditbacktoherinsilence。Ineversawanythingmoregracefullyandmorebecominglydoneinmylife。

`Youinsistonmypostingthisletter,SirPercival?’saidMissHalcombe。

`Ibegyouwillpostit,’heanswered。`Andnowthatitiswrittenandsealedup,allowmetoaskoneortwolastquestionsabouttheunhappywomantowhomitrefers。IhavereadthecommunicationwhichMrGilmorekindlyaddressedtomysolicitor,describingthecircumstancesunderwhichthewriteroftheanonymousletterwasidentified。Buttherearecertainpointstowhichthatstatementdoesnotrefer。DidAnneCatherickseeMissFairlie?’

`Certainlynot,’repliedMissHalcombe。

`Didsheseeyou?’

`No。’

`Shesawnobodyfromthehousethen,exceptacertainMrHartright,whoaccidentallymetwithherinthechurchyardhere?’

`Nobodyelse。’

`MrHartrightwasemployedatLimmeridgeasadrawing-master,Ibelieve?IsheamemberofoneoftheWater-ColourSocieties?’

`Ibelieveheis,’answeredMissHalcombe。

Hepausedforamoment,asifhewasthinkingoverthelastanswer,andthenadded——

`DidyoufindoutwhereAnneCatherickwasliving,whenshewasinthisneighbourhood?’

`Yes。Atafarmonthemoor,calledTodd’sCorner。’

`Itisadutyweallowetothepoorcreatureherselftotraceher,’continuedSirPercival。`ShemayhavesaidsomethingatTodd’sCornerwhichmayhelpustofindher。Iwillgothereandmakeinquiriesonthechance。Inthemeantime,asIcannotprevailonmyselftodiscussthispainfulsubjectwithMissFairlie,mayIbeg,MissHalcombe,thatyouwillkindlyundertaketogiveherthenecessaryexplanation,deferringitofcourseuntilyouhavereceivedthereplytothatnote。’

MissHalcombepromisedtocomplywithhisrequest。Hethankedher,noddedpleasantly,andleftus,togoandestablishhimselfinhisownroom。Asheopenedthedoorthecross-grainedgreyhoundpokedouthersharpmuzzlefromunderthesofa,andbarkedandsnappedathim。

`Agoodmorning’swork,MissHalcombe,’Isaid,assoonaswewerealone。`Hereisananxiousdaywellendedalready。’

`Yes,’sheanswered;`nodoubt。Iamverygladyourmindissatisfied。’

`Mymind!Surely,withthatnoteinyourhand,yourmindisateasetoo?’

`Ohyes——howcanitbeotherwise?Iknowthethingcouldnotbe,’shewenton,speakingmoretoherselfthantome;`butIalmostwishWalterHartrighthadstayedherelongenoughtobepresentattheexplanation,andtoheartheproposaltometowritethisnote。’

Iwasalittlesurprised——perhapsalittlepiquedalso——bytheselastwords。

`Events,itistrue,connectedMrHartrightveryremarkablywiththeaffairoftheletter,’Isaid;`andIreadilyadmitthatheconductedhimself,allthingsconsidered,withgreatdelicacyanddiscretion。ButIamquiteatalosstounderstandwhatusefulinfluencehispresencecouldhaveexercisedinrelationtotheeffectofSirPercival’sstatementonyourmindormine。’

`Itwasonlyafancy,’shesaidabsently。`Thereisnoneedtodiscussit,MrGilmore。Yourexperienceoughttobe,andis,thebestguideIcandesire。’

Ididnotaltogetherlikeherthrustingthewholeresponsibility,inthismarkedmanner,onmyshoulders。IfMrFairliehaddoneit,Ishouldnothavebeensurprised。Butresolute,clear-mindedMissHalcombewastheverylastpersonintheworldwhomIshouldhaveexpectedtofindshrinkingfromtheexpressionofanopinionofherown。

`Ifanydoubtsstilltroubleyou,’Isaid,`whynotmentionthemtomeatonce?Tellmeplainly,haveyouanyreasontodistrustSirPercivalGlyde?’

`Nonewhatever。’

`Doyouseeanythingimprobable,orcontradictory,inhisexplanation?’

`HowcanIsayIdo,aftertheproofhehasofferedmeofthetruthofit?Cantherebebettertestimonyinhisfavour,MrGilmore,thanthetestimonyofthewoman’smother?’

`Nonebetter。Iftheanswertoyournoteofinquiryprovestobesatisfactory,IforonecannotseewhatmoreanyfriendofSirpercival’scanpossiblyexpectfromhim。’

`Thenwewillpostthenote,’shesaid,arisingtoleavetheroom,`anddismissallfurtherreferencetothesubjectuntiltheanswerarrives。Don’tattachanyweighttomyhesitation。IcangivenobetterreasonforitthanthatIhavebeenover-anxiousaboutLauralately——andanxiety,MrGilmore,unsettlesthestrongestofus。’

Sheleftmeabruptly,hernaturallyfirmvoicefalteringasshespokethoselastwords。Asensitive,vehement,passionatenature——awomanoftenthousandinthesetrivial,superficialtimes。Ihadknownherfromherearliestyears——Ihadseenhertested,asshegrewup,inmorethanonetryingfamilycrisis,andmylongexperiencemademeattachanimportancetoherhesitationunderthecircumstancesheredetailed,whichIshouldcertainlynothavefeltinthecaseofanotherwoman。Icouldseenocauseforanyuneasinessoranydoubt,butshehadmademealittleuneasy,andalittledoubtful,nevertheless。Inmyyouth,Ishouldhavechafedandfrettedundertheirritationofmyownunreasonablestateofmind。Inmyage,Iknewbetter,andwentoutphilosophicallytowalkitoff。

Weallmetagainatdinner-time。

SirPercivalwasinsuchboisteroushighspiritsthatIhardlyrecognisedhimasthesamemanwhosequiettact,refinement,andgoodsensehadimpressedmesostronglyattheinterviewofthemorning。TheonlytraceofhisformerselfthatIcoulddetectreappeared,everynowandthen,inhismannertowardsMissFairlie。Alookorawordfromhersuspendedhisloudestlaugh,checkedhisgayestflowoftalk,andrenderedhimallattentiontoher,andtonooneelseattable,inaninstant。Althoughheneveropenlytriedtodrawherintotheconversation,heneverlosttheslightestchanceshegavehimoflettingherdriftintoitbyaccident,andofsayingthewordstoher,underthosefavourablecircumstances,whichamanwithlesstactanddelicacywouldhavepointedlyaddressedtoherthemomenttheyoccurredtohim。Rathertomysurprise,MissFairlieappearedtobesensibleofhisattentionswithoutbeingmovedbythem。Shewasalittleconfusedfromtimetotimewhenhelookedather,orspoketoher;butsheneverwarmedtowardshim。Rank,fortune,goodbreeding,goodlooks,therespectofagentleman,andthedevotionofaloverwereallhumblyplacedatherfeet,and,sofarasappearanceswent,wereallofferedinvain。

Onthenextday,theTuesday,SirPercivalwentinthemorning(takingoneoftheservantswithhimasaguide)toTodd’sCorner-Hisinquiries,asIafterwardsheard,ledtonoresults。OnhisreturnhehadaninterviewwithMrFairlie,andintheafternoonheandMissHalcomberodeouttogether。Nothingelsehappenedworthyofrecord。Theeveningpassedasusual。TherewasnochangeinSirPercival,andnochangeinMissFairlie。

TheWednesday’spostbroughtwithitanevent——thereplyfromMrsCatherick。Itookacopyofthedocument,whichIhavepreserved,andwhichImayaswellpresentinthisplace。Itranasfollows——

`MADAM,——Ibegtoacknowledgethereceiptofyourletter,inquiringwhethermydaughter,Anne,wasplacedundermedicalsuperintendencewithmyknowledgeandapproval,andwhetherthesharetakeninthematterbySirPercivalGlydewassuchastomerittheexpressionofmygratitudetowardsthatgentleman。Bepleasedtoacceptmyanswerintheaffirmativetoboththosequestions,andbelievemetoremain,yourobedientservant,`JANEANNECATHERICK。’

Short,sharp,andtothepoint;informratherabusiness-likeletterforawomantowrite——insubstanceasplainaconfirmationascouldbedesiredofSirPercivalGlyde’sstatement。Thiswasmyopinion,andwithcertainminorreservations,MissHalcombe’sopinionalso。SirPercival,whentheletterwasshowntohim,didnotappeartobestruckbythesharp,shorttoneofit。HetoldusthatMrsCatherickwasawomanoffewwords,aclear-headed,straightforward,unimaginativeperson,whowrotebrieflyandplainly,justasshespoke。

Thenextdutytobeaccomplished,nowthattheanswerhadbeenreceived,wastoacquaintMissFairliewithSirPercival’sexplanation。MissHalcombehadundertakentodothis,andhadlefttheroomtogotohersister,whenshesuddenlyreturnedagain,andsatdownbytheeasy-chairinwhichIwasreadingthenewspaper。SirPercivalhadgoneoutaminutebeforetolookatthestables,andnoonewasintheroombutourselves。

`Isupposewehavereallyandtrulydoneallwecan?’shesaid,turningandtwistingMrsCatherick’sletterinherhand。

`IfwearefriendsofSirPercival’s,whoknowhimandtrusthim,wehavedoneall,andmorethanall,thatisnecessary,’Ianswered,alittleannoyedbythisreturnofherhesitation。`Butifweareenemieswhosuspecthim——’

`Thatalternativeisnoteventobethoughtof,’sheinterposed。`WeareSirPercival’sfriends,andifgenerosityandforbearancecanaddtoourregardforhim,weoughttobeSirPercival’sadmirersaswell。YouknowthathesawMrFairlieyesterday,andthatheafterwardswentoutwithme。’

`Yes。Isawyouridingawaytogether。’

`WebegantheridebytalkingaboutAnneCatherick,andaboutthesingularmannerinwhichMrHartrightmetwithher。Butwesoondroppedthatsubject,andSirPercivalspokenext,inthemostunselfishterms,ofhisengagementwithLaura。Hesaidhehadobservedthatshewasoutofspirits,andhewaswilling,ifnotinformedtothecontrary,toattributetothatcausethealterationinhermannertowardshimduringhispresentvisit。If,however,therewasanymoreseriousreasonforthechange,hewouldentreatthatnoconstraintmightbeplacedonherinclinationseitherbyMrFairlieorbyme。Allheasked,inthatcase,wasthatshewouldrecalltomind,forthelasttime,whatthecircumstanceswereunderwhichtheengagementbetweenthemwasmade,andwhathisconducthadbeenfromthebeginningofthecourtshiptothepresenttime。If,afterduereflectiononthosetwosubjects,sheseriouslydesiredthatheshouldwithdrawhispretensionstothehonourofbecomingherhusband——andifshewouldtellhimsoplainlywithherownlips——hewouldsacrificehimselfbyleavingherperfectlyfreetowithdrawfromtheengagement。’

`Nomancouldsaymorethanthat,MissHalcombe。Astomyexperience,fewmeninhissituationwouldhavesaidasmuch。’

ShepausedafterIhadspokenthosewords,andlookedatmewithasingularexpressionofperplexityanddistress。

`Iaccusenobody,andIsuspectnothing,’shebrokeoutabruptly。`ButIcannotandwillnotaccepttheresponsibilityofpersuadingLauratothismarriage。’

`ThatisexactlythecoursewhichSirPercivalGlydehashimselfrequestedyoutotake,’Irepliedinastonishment。`Hehasbeggedyounottoforceherinclinations。’

`Andheindirectlyobligesmetoforcethem,ifIgiveherhismessage。’

`Howcanthatpossiblybe?’

`ConsultyourownknowledgeofLaura,MrGilmore。IfItellhertoreflectonthecircumstancesofherengagement,Iatonceappealtotwoofthestrongestfeelingsinhernature——toherloveforherfather’smemory,andtoherstrictregardfortruth。Youknowthatsheneverbrokeapromiseinherlife——youknowthatsheenteredonthisengagementatthebeginningofherfather’sfatalillness,andthathespokehopefullyandhappilyofhermarriagetoSirPercivalGlydeonhisdeathbed。’

IownthatIwasalittleshockedatthisviewofthecase。

`Surely,’Isaid,`youdon’tmeantoinferthatwhenSirPercivalspoketoyouyesterdayhespeculatedonsucharesultasyouhavejustmentioned?’

Herfrank,fearlessfaceansweredforherbeforeshespoke。

`DoyouthinkIwouldremainaninstantinthecompanyofanymanwhomIsuspectedofsuchbasenessasthat?’sheaskedangrily。

Ilikedtofeelherheartyindignationflashoutonmeinthatway。Weseesomuchmaliceandsolittleindignationinmyprofession。

`Inthatcase,’Isaid,`excusemeifItellyou,inourlegalphrase,thatyouaretravellingoutoftherecord。Whatevertheconsequencesmaybe,SirPercivalhasarighttoexpectthatyoursistershouldcarefullyconsiderherengagementfromeveryreasonablepointofviewbeforesheclaimsherreleasefromit。Ifthatunluckyletterhasprejudicedheragainsthim,goatonce,andtellherthathehasclearedhimselfinyoureyesandinmine。Whatobjectioncansheurgeagainsthimafterthat?Whatexcusecanshepossiblyhaveforchanginghermindaboutamanwhomshehadvirtuallyacceptedforherhusbandmorethantwoyearsago?’

`Intheeyesoflawandreason,MrGilmore,noexcuse,Idaresay。Ifshestillhesitates,andifIstillhesitate,youmustattributeourstrangeconduct,ifyoulike,tocapriceinbothcases,andwemustbeartheimputationaswellaswecan。’

Withthosewordsshesuddenlyroseandleftme。Whenasensiblewomanhasaseriousquestionputtoher,andevadesitbyaflippantanswer,itisasuresign,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,thatshehassomethingtoconceal。Ireturnedtotheperusalofthenewspaper,stronglysuspectingthatMissHalcombeandMissFairliehadasecretbetweenthemwhichtheywerekeepingfromSirPercival,andkeepingfromme。Ithoughtthishardonbothofus,especiallyonSirPercival。

Mydoubts——ortospeakmorecorrectly,myconvictions——wereconfirmedbyMissHalcombe’slanguageandmannerwhenIsawheragainlaterintheday。Shewassuspiciouslybriefandreservedintellingmetheresultofherinterviewwithhersister。MissFairlie,itappeared,hadlistenedquietlywhiletheaffairoftheletterwasplacedbeforeherintherightpointofview,butwhenMissHalcombenextproceededtosaythattheobjectofSirPercival’svisitatLimmeridgewastoprevailonhertoletadaybefixedforthemarriage,shecheckedallfurtherreferencetothesubjectbybeggingfortime。IfSirPercivalwouldconsenttospareherforthepresent,shewouldundertaketogivehimhisfinalanswerbeforetheendoftheyear。Shepleadedforthisdelaywithsuchanxietyandagitation,thatMissHalcombehadpromisedtouseherinfluence,ifnecessary,toobtainit,andthere,atMissFairlie’searnestentreaty,allfurtherdiscussionofthemarriagequestionhadended。

Thepurelytemporaryarrangementthusproposedmighthavebeenconvenientenoughtotheyounglady,butitprovedsomewhatembarrassingtothewriteroftheselines。Thatmorning’sposthadbroughtaletterfrommypartner,whichobligedmetoreturntotownthenextdaybytheafternoontrain。ItwasextremelyprobablethatIshouldfindnosecondopportunityofpresentingmyselfatLimmeridgeHouseduringtheremainderoftheyear。Inthatcase,supposingMissFairlieultimatelydecidedonholdingtoherengagement,mynecessarypersonalcommunicationwithher,beforeIdrewhersettlement,wouldbecomesomethinglikeadownrightimpossibility,andweshouldbeobligedtocommittowritingquestionswhichoughtalwaystobediscussedonbothsidesbywordofmouth。IsaidnothingaboutthisdifficultyuntilSirPercivalhadbeenconsultedonthesubjectofthedesireddelay。Hewastoogallantagentlemannottogranttherequestimmediately。WhenMissHalcombeinformedmeofthisItoldherthatImustabsolutelyspeaktohersisterbeforeIleftLimmeridge,anditwas,therefore,arrangedthatIshouldseeMissFairlieinherownsitting-roomthenextmorning。Shedidnotcomedowntodinner,orjoinusintheevening。Indispositionwastheexcuse,andIthoughtSirPercivallooked,aswellhemight,alittleannoyedwhenheheardofit。

Thenextmorning,assoonasbreakfastwasover,IwentuptoMissFairlie’ssitting-room。Thepoorgirllookedsopaleandsad,andcameforwardtowelcomemesoreadilyandprettily,thattheresolutiontolectureheronhercapriceandindecision,whichIhadbeenformingallthewayupstairs,failedmeonthespot。Iledherbacktothechairfromwhichshehadrisen,andplacedmyselfoppositetoher。Hercross-grainedpetgreyhoundwasintheroom,andIfullyexpectedabarkingandsnappingreception。Strangetosay,thewhimsicallittlebrutefalsifiedmyexpectationsbyjumpingintomylapandpokingitssharpmuzzlefamiliarlyintomyhandthemomentIsatdown。

`Youusedoftentositonmykneewhenyouwereachild,mydear,’Isaid,`andnowyourlittledogseemsdeterminedtosucceedyouinthevacantthrone。Isthatprettydrawingyourdoing?’

Ipointedtoalittlealbumwhichlayonthetablebyherside,andwhichshehadevidentlybeenlookingoverwhenIcamein。Thepagethatlayopenhadasmallwater-colourlandscapeveryneatlymountedonit。Thiswasthedrawingwhichhadsuggestedmyquestion——anidlequestionenough——buthowcouldIbegintotalkofbusinesstoherthemomentIopenedmylips?

`No,’shesaid,lookingawayfromthedrawingratherconfusedly,`itisnotmydoing。’

Herfingershadarestlesshabit,whichIrememberedinherasachild,ofalwaysplayingwiththefirstthingthatcametohandwheneveranyonewastalkingtoher-Onthisoccasiontheywanderedtothealbum,andtoyedabsentlyaboutthemarginofthelittlewater-colourdrawing。Theexpressionofmelancholydeepenedonherface。Shedidnotlookatthedrawing,orlookatme。Hereyesmoveduneasilyfromobjecttoobjectintheroom,betrayingplainlythatshesuspectedwhatmypurposewasincomingtospeaktoher。Seeingthat,Ithoughtitbesttogettothepurposewithaslittledelayaspossible。

`Oneoftheerrands,mydear,whichbringsmehereistobidyougood-bye,’Ibegan。`ImustgetbacktoLondontoday:and,beforeIleave,Iwanttohaveawordwithyouonthesubjectofyourownaffairs。’

`Iamverysorryyouaregoing,MrGilmore,’shesaid,lookingatmekindly。`Itislikethehappyoldtimestohaveyouhere。’

`IhopeImaybeabletocomebackandrecallthosepleasantmemoriesoncemore,’Icontinued;`butasthereissomeuncertaintyaboutthefuture,ImusttakemyopportunitywhenIcangetit,andspeaktoyounow。Iamyouroldlawyerandyouroldfriend,andImayremindyou,Iamsure,withoutoffence,ofthepossibilityofyourmarryingSirPercivalGlyde。’

Shetookherhandoffthelittlealbumassuddenlyasifithadturnedhotandburnther。Herfingerstwinedtogethernervouslyinherlap,hereyeslookeddownagainatthefloor,andanexpressionofconstraintsettledonherfacewhichlookedalmostlikeanexpressionofpain。

`Isitabsolutelynecessarytospeakofmymarriageengagement?’sheaskedinlowtones。

`Itisnecessarytorefertoit,’Ianswered,`butnottodwellonit。Letusmerelysaythatyoumaymarry,orthatyoumaynotmarry。Inthefirstcase,Imustbeprepared,beforehand,todrawyoursettlement,andIoughtnottodothatwithout,asamatterofpoliteness,firstconsultingyou。Thismaybemyonlychanceofhearingwhatyourwishesare。Letus,therefore,supposethecaseofyourmarrying,andletmeinformyou,inasfewwordsaspossible,whatyourpositionisnow,andwhatyoumaymakeit,ifyouplease,inthefuture。’

Iexplainedtohertheobjectofamarriage-settlement,andthentoldherexactlywhatherprospectswere——inthefirstplace,onhercomingofage,andinthesecondplace,onthedeceaseofheruncle——markingthedistinctionbetweenthepropertyinwhichshehadalife-interestonly,andthepropertywhichwasleftatherowncontrol。Shelistenedattentively,withtheconstrainedexpressionstillonherface,andherhandsstillnervouslyclaspedtogetherinherlap。

`Andnow,’Isaidinconclusion,`tellmeifyoucanthinkofanyconditionwhich,inthecasewehavesupposed,youwouldwishmetomakeforyou——subject,ofcourse,toyourguardian’sapproval,asyouarenotyetofage。’

Shemoveduneasilyinherchair,thenlookedinmyfaceonasuddenveryearnestly。

`Ifitdoeshappen,’shebeganfaintly,`ifIam——’

`Ifyouaremarried,’Iadded,helpingherout。

`Don’tlethimpartmefromMarian,’shecried,withasuddenoutbreakofenergy。`Oh,MrGilmore,praymakeitlawthatMarianistolivewithme!’

UnderothercircumstancesImight,perhaps,havebeenamusedatthisessentiallyfeminineinterpretationofmyquestion,andofthelongexplanationwhichhadprecededit。Butherlooksandtones,whenshespoke,wereofakindtomakememorethanserious——theydistressedme。Herwords,fewastheywere,betrayedadesperateclingingtothepastwhichbodedillforthefuture。

`YourhavingMarianHalcombetolivewithyoucaneasilybesettledbyprivatearrangement,’Isaid。`Youhardlyunderstoodmyquestion,Ithink。Itreferredtoyourownproperty——tothedisposalofyourmoney。Supposingyouweretomakeawillwhenyoucomeofage,whowouldyoulikethemoneytogoto?’

`Marianhasbeenmotherandsisterbothtome,’saidthegood,affectionategirl,herprettyblueeyesglisteningwhileshespoke。`MayIleaveittoMarian,MrGilmore?’

`Certainly,mylove,’Ianswered。`Butrememberwhatalargesumitis-WouldyoulikeitalltogotoMissHalcombe?’

Shehesitated;hercolourcameandwent,andherhandstolebackagaintothelittlealbum。

`Notallofit,’shesaid。`ThereissomeoneelsebesidesMarian——’

Shestopped;hercolourheightened,andthefingersofthehandthatresteduponthealbumbeatgentlyonthemarginofthedrawing,asifhermemoryhadsetthemgoingmechanicallywiththeremembranceofafavouritetune。

`YoumeansomeothermemberofthefamilybesidesMissHalcombe?’Isuggested,seeingheratalosstoproceed,

Theheighteningcolourspreadtoherforeheadandherneck,andthenervousfingerssuddenlyclaspedthemselvesfastroundtheedgeofthebook。

`Thereissomeoneelse,’shesaid,notnoticingmylastwords,thoughshehadevidentlyheardthem;`thereissomeoneelsewhomightlikealittlekeepsakeif——ifImightleaveit。TherewouldbenoharmifIshoulddiefirst——’

Shepausedagain。Thecolourthathadspreadoverhercheekssuddenly,assuddenlyleftthem。Thehandonthealbumresigneditshold,trembledalittle,andmovedthebookawayfromher。Shelookedatmeforaninstant——thenturnedherheadasideinthechair。Herhandkerchieffelltothefloorasshechangedherposition,andshehurriedlyhidherfacefrommeinherhands。

Sad!Torememberher,asIdid,theliveliest,happiestchildthateverlaughedthedaythrough,andtoseehernow,intheflowerofherageandherbeauty,sobrokenandsobroughtdownasthis!

InthedistressthatshecausedmeIforgottheyearsthathadpassed,andthechangetheyhadmadeinourpositiontowardsoneanother。Imovedmychairclosetoher,andpickedupherhandkerchieffromthecarpet,anddrewherhandsfromherfacegently。`Don’tcry,mylove,’Isaid,anddriedthetearsthatweregatheringinhereyeswithmyownhand,asifshehadbeenthelittleLauraFairlieoftenlongyearsago。

ItwasthebestwayIcouldhavetakentocomposeher。Shelaidherheadonmyshoulder,andsmiledfaintlythroughhertears。

`Iamverysorryforforgettingmyself,’shesaidartlessly。`Ihavenotbeenwell——Ihavefeltsadlyweakandnervouslately,andIoftencrywithoutreasonwhenIamalone。Iambetternow——IcanansweryouasIought,MrGilmore,Icanindeed。’

`No,no,mydear,’Ireplied,`wewillconsiderthesubjectasdonewithforthepresent。Youhavesaidenoughtosanctionmytakingthebestpossiblecareofyourinterests,andwecansettledetailsatanotheropportunity。Letushavedonewithbusinessnow,andtalkofsomethingelse。’

Iledheratonceintospeakingonothertopics。Intenminutes’timeshewasinbetterspirits,andIrosetotakemyleave。

`Comehereagain,’shesaidearnestly。`Iwilltrytobeworthierofyourkindfeelingformeandformyinterestsifyouwillonlycomeagain。’

Stillclingingtothepast——thatpastwhichIrepresentedtoher,inmyway,asMissHalcombedidinhers!Ittroubledmesorelytoseeherlookingback,atthebeginningofhercareer,justasIlookbackattheendofmine。

`IfIdocomeagain,IhopeIshallfindyoubetter,’Isaid;`betterandhappier。Godblessyou,mydear!’

Sheonlyansweredbyputtinguphercheektometobekissed。Evenlawyershavehearts,andmineachedalittleasItookleaveofher。

Thewholeinterviewbetweenushadhardlylastedmorethanhalfanhour——shehadnotbreathedaword,inmypresence,toexplainthemysteryofherevidentdistressanddismayattheprospectofhermarriage,andyetshehadcontrivedtowinmeovertohersideofthequestion,Ineitherknewhownorwhy。Ihadenteredtheroom,feelingthatSirPercivalGlydehadfairreasontocomplainofthemannerinwhichshewastreatinghim。Ileftit,secretlyhopingthatmattersmightendinhertakinghimathiswordandclaimingherrelease。Amanofmyageandexperienceoughttohaveknownbetterthantovacillateinthisunreasonablemanner。Icanmakenoexcuseformyself;Icanonlytellthetruth,andsay——soitwas。

Thehourformydeparturewasnowdrawingnear。IsenttoMrFairlietosaythatIwouldwaitonhimtotakeleaveifheliked,butthathemustexcusemybeingratherinahurry。Hesentamessageback,writteninpencilonaslipofpaper:`Kindloveandbestwishes,dearGilmore。Hurryofanykindisinexpressiblyinjurioustome。Praytakecareofyourself。Goodbye。’

rustbeforeIleftIsawMissHalcombeforamomentalone。

`HaveyousaidallyouwantedtoLaura?’sheasked。

`Yes,’Ireplied。`Sheisveryweakandnervous——Iamgladshehasyoutotakecareofher。’

MissHalcombe’ssharpeyesstudiedmyfaceattentively。

`YouarealteringyouropinionaboutLaura,’shesaid。`Youarereadiertomakeallowancesforherthanyouwereyesterday。’

Nosensiblemaneverengages,unprepared,inafencingmatchofwordswithawoman。Ionlyanswered——

`Letmeknowwhathappens。IwilldonothingtillIhearfromyou。’

Shestilllookedhardinmyface。`Iwishitwasallover,andwellover,MrGilmore——andsodoyou。’Withthosewordssheleftme。

SirPercivalmostpolitelyinsistedonseeingmetothecarriagedoor。

`Ifyouareeverinmyneighbourhood,’hesaid,`praydon’tforgetthatIamsincerelyanxioustoimproveouracquaintance。Thetriedandtrustedoldfriendofthisfamilywillbealwaysawelcomevisitorinanyhouseofmine。’

Areallyirresistibleman——courteous,considerate,delightfullyfreefrompride——agentleman,everyinchofhim。AsIdroveawaytothestationIfeltasifIcouldcheerfullydoanythingtopromotetheinterestsofSirPercivalGlyde——anythingintheworld,exceptdrawingthemarriagesettlementofhiswife。

Aweekpassed,aftermyreturntoLondon,withoutthereceiptofanycommunicationfromMissHalcombe。

Ontheeighthdayaletterinherhandwritingwasplacedamongtheotherlettersonmytable。

ItannouncedthatSirPercivalGlydehadbeendefinitelyaccepted,andthatthemarriagewastotakeplace,ashehadoriginallydesired,beforetheendoftheyear。InallprobabilitytheceremonywouldbeperformedduringthelastfortnightinDecember。MissFairlie’stwenty-firstbirthdaywaslateinMarch。Shewould,therefore,bythisarrangementbecomeSirPercival’swifeaboutthreemonthsbeforeshewasofage。

Ioughtnottohavebeensurprised,Ioughtnottohavebeensorry,butIwassurprisedandsorry,nevertheless。Somelittledisappointment,causedbytheunsatisfactoryshortnessofMissHalcombe’sletter,mingleditselfwiththesefeelings,andcontributeditssharetowardsupsettingmyserenityfortheday。Insixlinesmycorrespondentannouncedtheproposedmarriage——inthreemore,shetoldmethatSirPercivalhadleftCumberlandtoreturntohishouseinHampshire,andintwoconcludingsentencessheinformedme,first,thatLaurawassadlyinwantofchangeandcheerfulsociety;secondly,thatshehadresolvedtotrytheeffectofsomesuchchangeforthwith,bytakinghersisterawaywithheronavisittocertainoldfriendsinYorkshire。Theretheletterended,withoutawordtoexplainwhatthecircumstanceswerewhichhaddecidedMissFairlietoacceptSirPercivalGlydeinoneshortweekfromthetimewhenIhadlastseenher。

Atalaterperiodthecauseofthissuddendeterminationwasfullyexplainedtome。Itisnotmybusinesstorelateitimperfectly,onhearsayevidence。ThecircumstancescamewithinthepersonalexperienceofMissHalcombe,andwhenhernarrativesucceedsmine,shewilldescribethemineveryparticularexactlyastheyhappened。Inthemeantime,theplaindutyformetoperform——beforeI,inmyturn,laydownmypenandwithdrawfromthestory——istorelatetheoneremainingeventconnectedwithMissFairlie’sproposedmarriageinwhichIwasconcerned,namely,thedrawingofthesettlement。

Itisimpossibletoreferintelligiblytothisdocumentwithoutfirstenteringintocertainparticularsinrelationtothebride’specuniaryaffairs。Iwilltrytomakemyexplanationbrieflyandplainly,andtokeepitfreefromprofessionalobscuritiesandtechnicalities。Thematterisoftheutmostimportance。IwarnallreadersoftheselinesthatMissFairlie’sinheritanceisaveryseriouspartofMissFairlie’sstory,andthatMrGilmore’sexperience,inthisparticular,mustbetheirexperiencealso,iftheywishtounderstandthenarrativeswhichareyettocome。

MissFairlie’sexpectations,then,wereofatwofoldkind,comprisingherpossibleinheritanceofrealproperty,orland,whenheruncledied,andherabsoluteinheritanceofpersonalproperty,ormoney,whenshecameofage。

Letustakethelandfirst。

InthetimeofMissFairlie’spaternalgrandfather(whomwewillcallMrFairlie,theelder)theentailedsuccessiontotheLimmeridgeestatestoodthus——

MrFairlie,theelder,diedandleftthreesons,Philip,Frederick,andArthur。Aseldestson,Philipsucceededtotheestate。Ifhediedwithoutleavingason,thepropertywenttothesecondbrother,Frederick;andifFrederickdiedalsowithoutleavingason,thepropertywenttothethirdbrother,Arthur。

Aseventsturnedout,MrPhilipFairliediedleavinganonlydaughter,theLauraofthisstory,andtheestate,inconsequence,went,incourseoflaw,tothesecondbrother,frederick,asingleman。Thethirdbrother,Arthur,haddiedmanyyearsbeforethedeceaseofPhilip,leavingasonandadaughter。Theson,attheageofeighteen,wasdrownedatOxford。HisdeathleftLaura,thedaughterofMrPhilipFairlie,presumptiveheiresstotheestate,witheverychanceofsucceedingtoit,intheordinarycourseofnature,onheruncleFrederick’sdeath,ifthesaidFrederickdiedwithoutleavingmaleissue。

Exceptintheevent,then,ofMrFrederickFairlie’smarryingandleavinganheir(thetwoverylastthingsintheworldthathewaslikelytodo),hisniece,Laura,wouldhavethepropertyonhisdeath,possessing,itmustberemembered,nothingmorethanalife-interestinit。Ifshediedsingle,ordiedchildless,theestatewouldreverttohercousin,Magdalen,thedaughterofMrArthurFairlie。Ifshemarried,withapropersettlement——or,inotherwords,withthesettlementImeanttomakeforher——theincomefromtheestate(agoodthreethousandayear)would,duringherlifetime,beatherowndisposal。Ifshediedbeforeherhusband,hewouldnaturallyexpecttobeleftintheenjoymentoftheincome,forhislifetime。Ifshehadason,thatsonwouldbetheheir,totheexclusionofhercousinMagdalen。Thus,SirPercival’sprospectsinmarryingMissFairlie(sofarashiswife’sexpectationsfromrealpropertywereconcerned)promisedhimthesetwoadvantages,onMrFrederickFairlie’sdeath:First,theuseofthreethousandayear(byhiswife’spermission,whileshelived,andinhisownright,onherdeath,ifhesurvivedher);and,secondly,theinheritanceofLimmeridgeforhisson,ifhehadone。

Somuchforthelandedproperty,andforthedisposaloftheincomefromit,ontheoccasionofMissFairlie’smarriage。Thusfar,nodifficultyordifferenceofopiniononthelady’ssettlementwasatalllikelytoarisebetweenSirPercival’slawyerandmyself。

Thepersonalestate,or,inotherwords,themoneytowhichMissFairliewouldbecomeentitledonreachingtheageoftwenty-oneyears,isthenextpointtoconsider。

Thispartofherinheritancewas,initself,acomfortablelittlefortune。Itwasderivedunderherfather’swill,anditamountedtothesumoftwentythousandpounds。Besidesthis,shehadalife-interestintenthousandpoundsmore,whichlatteramountwastogo,onherdecease,toherauntEleanor,herfather’sonlysister。Itwillgreatlyassistinsettingthefamilyaffairsbeforethereaderintheclearestpossiblelight,ifIstophereforamoment,toexplainwhytheaunthadbeenkeptwaitingforherlegacyuntilthedeathoftheniece。

MrPhilipFairliehadlivedonexcellenttermswithhissisterEleanor,aslongassheremainedasinglewoman。Butwhenhermarriagetookplace,somewhatlateinlife,andwhenthatmarriageunitedhertoanItaliangentlemannamedFosco,or,rather,toanItaliannobleman——seeingthatherejoicedinthetitleofCount——MrFairliedisapprovedofherconductsostronglythatheceasedtoholdanycommunicationwithher,andevenwentthelengthofstrikinghernameoutofhiswill。Theothermembersofthefamilyallthoughtthisseriousmanifestationofresentmentathissister’smarriagemoreorlessunreasonable。CountFosco,thoughnotarichman,wasnotapennilessadventurereither。Hehadasmallbutsufficientincomeofhisown。HehadlivedmanyyearsinEngland,andheheldanexcellentpositioninsociety。Theserecommendations,however,availednothingwithMrFairlie。InmanyofhisopinionshewasanEnglishmanoftheoldschool,andhehatedaforeignersimplyandsolelybecausehewasaforeigner。Theutmostthathecouldbeprevailedontodo,inafteryears——mainlyatMissFairlie’sintercession——wastorestorehissister’snametoitsformerplaceinhiswill,buttokeepherwaitingforherlegacybygivingtheincomeofthemoneytohisdaughterforlife,andthemoneyitself,ifherauntdiedbeforeher,tohercousinMagdalen。Consideringtherelativeagesofthetwoladies,theaunt’schance,intheordinarycourseofnature,ofreceivingthetenthousandpounds,wasthusrendereddoubtfulintheextreme;andMadameFoscoresentedherbrother’streatmentofherasunjustlyasusualinsuchcases,byrefusingtoseeherniece,anddecliningtobelievethatMissFairlie’sintercessionhadeverbeenexertedtorestorehernametoMrFairlie’swill。

Suchwasthehistoryofthetenthousandpounds。HereagainnodifficultycouldarisewithSirPercival’slegaladviser。Theincomewouldbeatthewife’sdisposal,andtheprincipalwouldgotoherauntorhercousinonherdeath。

Allpreliminaryexplanationsbeingnowclearedoutoftheway,Icomeatlasttotherealknotofthecase——tothetwentythousandpounds。

ThissumwasabsolutelyMissFairlie’sownonhercompletinghertwenty-firstyear,andthewholefuturedispositionofitdepended,inthefirstinstance,ontheconditionsIcouldobtainforherinhermarriage-settlement。Theotherclausescontainedinthatdocumentwereofaformalkind,andneednotberecitedhere。Buttheclauserelatingtothemoneyistooimportanttobepassedover。Afewlineswillbesufficienttogivethenecessaryabstractofit。

Mystipulationinregardtothetwentythousandpoundswassimplythis:Thewholeamountwastobesettledsoastogivetheincometotheladyforherlife——afterwardstoSirPercivalforhislife——andtheprincipaltothechildrenofthemarriage。Indefaultofissue,theprincipalwastobedisposedofastheladymightbyherwilldirect,forwhichpurposeIreservedtohertherightofmakingawill。Theeffectoftheseconditionsmaybethussummedup。IfLadyGlydediedwithoutleavingchildren,herhalf-sisterMissHalcombe,andanyotherrelativesorfriendswhomshemightbeanxioustobenefit,would,onherhusband’sdeath,divideamongthemsuchsharesofhermoneyasshedesiredthemtohave。If,ontheotherhand,shediedleavingchildren,thentheirinterest,naturallyandnecessarily,supersededallotherinterestswhatsoever。Thiswastheclause——andnoonewhoreadsitcanfail,Ithink,toagreewithmethatitmetedoutequaljusticetoallparties。

Weshallseehowmyproposalsweremetonthehusband’sside。

AtthetimewhenMissHalcombe’sletterreachedmeIwasevenmorebusilyoccupiedthanusual。ButIcontrivedtomakeleisureforthesettlement。Ihaddrawnit,andhadsentitforapprovaltoSirPercival’ssolicitor,inlessthanaweekfromthetimewhenMissHalcombehadinformedmeoftheproposedmarriage。

Afteralapseoftwodaysthedocumentwasreturnedtome,withnotesandremarksofthebaronet’slawyer。Hisobjections,ingeneral,provedtobeofthemosttriflingandtechnicalkind,untilhecametotheclauserelatingtothetwentythousandpounds。Againstthisthereweredoublelinesdrawninredink,andthefollowingnotewasappendedtothem——

`Notadmissible。TheprincipaltogotoSirPercivalGlyde,intheeventofhissurvivingLadyGlyde,andtherebeingnoissue。’

Thatistosay,notonefarthingofthetwentythousandpoundswastogotoMissHalcombe,ortoanyotherrelativeorfriendofLadyGlyde’s。Thewholesum,ifsheleftnochildren,wastoslipintothepocketsofherhusband。

TheanswerIwrotetothisaudaciousproposalwasasshortandsharpasIcouldmakeit。`Mydearsir。MissFairlie’ssettlement。Imaintaintheclausetowhichyouobject,exactlyasitstands。Yourstruly。’Therejoindercamebackinaquarterofanhour。`Mydearsir。MissFairlie’ssettlement。Imaintaintheredinktowhichyouobject,exactlyasitstands。Yourstruly。’Inthedetestableslangoftheday,wewerenowboth`atadeadlock,andnothingwasleftforitbuttorefertoourclientsoneitherside。

Asmattersstood,myclient——MissFairlienothavingyetcompletedhertwenty-firstyear——MrFrederickFairlie,washerguardian。Iwrotebythatday’spost,andputthecasebeforehimexactlyasitstood,notonlyurgingeveryargumentIcouldthinkoftoinducehimtomaintaintheclauseasIhaddrawnit,butstatingtohimplainlythemercenarymotivewhichwasatthebottomoftheoppositiontomysettlementofthetwentythousandpounds。TheknowledgeofSirPercival’saffairswhichIhadnecessarilygainedwhentheprovisionsofthedeedonhissideweresubmittedinduecoursetomyexamination,hadbuttooplainlyinformedmethatthedebtsonhisestatewereenormous,andthathisincome,thoughnominallyalargeone,wasvirtually,foramaninhisposition,nexttonothing。ThewantofreadymoneywasthepracticalnecessityofSirPercival’sexistence,andhislawyer’snoteontheclauseinthesettlementwasnothingbutthefranklyselfishexpressionofit。

MrFairlie’sanswerreachedmebyreturnofpost,andprovedtobewanderingandirrelevantintheextreme。TurnedintoplainEnglish,itpracticallyexpresseditselftothiseffect:`WoulddearGilmorebesoveryobligingasnottoworryhisfriendandclientaboutsuchatrifleasaremotecontingency?Wasitlikelythatayoungwomanoftwenty-onewoulddiebeforeamanofforty-five,anddiewithoutchildren?Ontheotherhand,insuchamiserableworldasthis,wasitpossibletoover-estimatethevalueofpeaceandquietness?Ifthosetwoheavenlyblessingswereofferedinexchangeforsuchanearthlytrifleasaremotechanceoftwentythousandpounds,wasitnotafairbargain?Surely,yes。Thenwhynotmakeit?’

Ithrewtheletterawayindisgust。Justasithadflutteredtotheground,therewasaknockatmydoor,andSirPercival’ssolicitor,MrMerriman,wasshownin。Therearemanyvarietiesofsharppractitionersinthisworld,butIthinkthehardestofalltodealwitharethemenwhooverreachyouunderthedisguiseofinveterategood-humour。Afat,well-fed,smiling,friendlymanofbusinessisofallpartiestoabargainthemosthopelesstodealwith。MrMerrimanwasoneofthisclass。

`AndhowisgoodMrGilmore?’hebegan,allinaglowwiththewarmthofhisownamiability。`Gladtoseeyou,sir,insuchexcellenthealth。Iwaspassingyourdoor,andIthoughtIwouldlookinincaseyoumighthavesomethingtosaytome。Do——nowpraydoletussettlethislittledifferenceofoursbywordofmouth,ifwecan!Haveyouheardfromyourclientyet?’

`Yes。Haveyouheardfromyours?’

`Mydear,goodsir!IwishIhadheardfromhimtoanypurpose——Iwish,withallmyheart,theresponsibilitywasoffmyshoulders;butheisobstinate——orletmerathersay,resolute——andhewon’ttakeitoff。``Merriman,Ileavedetailstoyou。Dowhatyouthinkrightformyinterests,andconsidermeashavingpersonallywithdrawnfromthebusinessuntilitisallover。’’ThosewereSirPercival’swordsafortnightago,andallIcangethimtodonowistorepeatthem。Iamnotahardman,MrGilmore,asyouknow。Personallyandprivately,Idoassureyou,Ishouldliketospongeoutthatnoteofmineatthisverymoment。ButifSirPercivalwon’tgointothematter,ifSirPercivalwillblindlyLeaveallhisinterestsinmysolecare,whatcoursecanIpossiblytakeexceptthecourseofassertingthem?Myhandsarebound——don’tyousee,mydearsir?——myhandsarebound。’

`Youmaintainyournoteontheclause,then,totheletter?’Isaid。

`Yes——deucetakeit!Ihavenootheralternative。’Hewalkedtothefireplaceandwarmedhimself,hummingthefagendofatuneinarichconvivialbassvoice。`Whatdoesyoursidesay?’hewenton;`nowpraytellme——whatdoesyoursidesay?’

Iwasashamedtotellhim。Iattemptedtogaintime——nay,Ididworse。Mylegalinstinctsgotthebetterofme,andIeventriedtobargain。

`Twentythousandpoundsisratheralargesumtobegivenupbythelady’sfriendsattwodays’notice,’Isaid。

`Verytrue,’repliedMrMerriman,lookingdownthoughtfullyathisboots。`Properlyput,sir——mostproperlyput!’

`Acompromise,recognisingtheinterestsofthelady’sfamilyaswellastheinterestsofthehusband,mightnotperhapshavefrightenedmyclientquitesomuch,’Iwenton。`Come,come!thiscontingencyresolvesitselfintoamatterofbargainingafterall。Whatistheleastyouwilltake?’

`Theleastwewilltake,’saidMrMerriman,`isnineteen-thousand——nine——hundred——and——ninety——nine——pounds——nineteen-shillings-and-eleven-pence-three-farthings。Ha!haIha!Excuseme,MrGilmore。Imusthavemylittlejoke。’

`Littleenough,’Iremarked。`Thejokeisjustworththeoddfarthingitwasmadefor。’

MrMerrimanwasdelighted。Helaughedovermyretorttilltheroomrangagain。Iwasnothalfsogood-humouredonmyside;Icamebacktobusiness,andclosedtheinterview。

`ThisisFriday,’Isaid。`GiveustillTuesdaynextforourfinalanswer。’

`Byallmeans,’repliedMrMerriman。`Longer,mydearsir,ifyoulike。’Hetookuphishattogo,andthenaddressedmeagain。`Bytheway,’hesaid,`yourclientsinCumberlandhavenotheardanythingmoreofthewomanwhowrotetheanonymousletter,havethey?’

`Nothingmore,’Ianswered。`Haveyoufoundnotraceofher?’

`Notyet,’saidmylegalfriend。`Butwedon’tdespair。SirPercivalhashissuspicionsthatSomebodyiskeepingherinhiding,andwearehavingthatSomebodywatched。’

`YoumeantheoldwomanwhowaswithherinCumberland,’Isaid。

`Quiteanotherparty,sir,’answeredMrMerriman。`Wedon’thappentohavelaidhandsontheoldwomanyet。OurSomebodyisaman。WehavegothimcloseunderoureyehereinLondon,andwestronglysuspecthehadsomethingtodowithhelpingherinthefirstinstancetoescapefromtheAsylum。SirPercivalwantedtoquestionhimatonce,butIsaid,``No。Questioninghimwillonlyputhimonhisguard——watchhim,andwait。’’Weshallseewhathappens。Adangerouswomantobeatlarge,MrGilmore;nobodyknowswhatshemaydonext。Iwishyougoodmorning,sir。OnTuesdaynextIshallhopeforthepleasureofhearingfromyou。’Hesmiledamiablyandwentout。

Mymindhadbeenratherabsentduringthelatterpartoftheconversationwithmylegalfriend。IwassoanxiousaboutthematterofthesettlementthatIhadlittleattentiontogivetoanyothersubject,andthemomentIwasleftaloneagainIbegantothinkoverwhatmynextproceedingoughttobe。

InthecaseofanyotherclientIshouldhaveactedonmyinstructions,howeverpersonallydistastefultome,andhavegivenupthepointaboutthetwentythousandpoundsonthespot。ButIcouldnotactwiththisbusiness-likeindifferencetowardsMissFairlie。Ihadanhonestfeelingofaffectionandadmirationforher——Irememberedgratefullythatherfatherhadbeenthekindestpatronandfriendtomethatevermanhad——IhadfelttowardsherwhileIwasdrawingthesettlementasImighthavefelt,ifIhadnotbeenanoldbachelor,towardsadaughterofmyown,andIwasdeterminedtosparenopersonalsacrificeinherserviceandwhereherinterestswereconcerned。WritingasecondtimetoMrFairliewasnottobethoughtof——itwouldonlybegivinghimasecondopportunityofslippingthroughmyfingers。Seeinghimandpersonallyremonstratingwithhimmightpossiblybeofmoreuse。ThenextdaywasSaturday。IdeterminedtotakeareturnticketandjoltmyoldbonesdowntoCumberland,onthechanceofpersuadinghimtoadoptthejust,theindependent,andthehonourablecourse。Itwasapoorchanceenough,nodoubt,butwhenIhadtrieditmyconsciencewouldbeatease。Ishouldthenhavedoneallthatamaninmypositioncoulddotoservetheinterestsofmyoldfriend’sonlychild。

TheweatheronSaturdaywasbeautiful,awestwindandabrightsun。Havingfeltlatterlyareturnofthatfulnessandoppressionofthehead,againstwhichmydoctorwarnedmesoseriouslymorethantwoyearssince,IresolvedtotaketheopportunityofgettingalittleextraexercisebysendingmybagonbeforemeandwalkingtotheterminusinEustonSquare。AsIcameoutintoHolbornagentlemanwalkingbyrapidlystoppedandspoketome。ItwasMrWalterHartright。

IfhehadnotbeenthefirsttogreetmeIshouldcertainlyhavepassedhim。HewassochangedthatIhardlyknewhimagain。Hisfacelookedpaleandhaggard——hismannerwashurriedanduncertain——andhisdress,whichIrememberedasneatandgentleman-likewhenIsawhimatLimmeridge,wassoslovenlynowthatIshouldreallyhavebeenashamedoftheappearanceofitononeofmyownclerks。

`HaveyoubeenlongbackfromCumberland?’heasked。`IheardfromMissHalcombelately。IamawarethatSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanationhasbeenconsideredsatisfactory。Willthemarriagetakeplacesoon?Doyouhappentoknow,MrGilmore?’

Hespokesofast,andcrowdedhisquestionstogethersostrangelyandconfusedly,thatIcouldhardlyfollowhim。HoweveraccidentallyintimatehemighthavebeenwiththefamilyatLimmeridge,Icouldnotseethathehadanyrighttoexpectinformationontheirprivateaffairs,andIdeterminedtodroPhim,aseasilyasmightbe,onthesubjectofMissFairlie’smarriage。

`Timewillshow,MrHartright,’Isaid——`timewillshow。Idaresayifwelookoutforthemarriageinthepapersweshallnotbefarwrong。Excusemynoticingit,butIamsorrytoseeyounotlookingsowellasyouwerewhenwelastmet。’

Amomentarynervouscontractionquiveredabouthislipsandeyes,andmademehalfreproachmyselfforhavingansweredhiminsuchasignificantlyguardedmanner。

`Ihadnorighttoaskabouthermarriage,’hesaidbitterly。`Imustwaittoseeitinthenewspaperslikeotherpeople。Yes,’——hewentonbeforeIcouldmakeanyapologies——`Ihavenotbeenwelllately。Iamgoingtoanothercountrytotryachangeofsceneandoccupation。MissHalcombehaskindlyassistedmewithherinfluence,andmytestimonialshavebeenfoundsatisfactory。Itisalongdistanceoff,butIdon’tcarewhereIgo,whattheclimateis,orhowlongIamaway。’Helookedabouthimwhilehesaidthisatthethrongofstrangerspassingusbyoneitherside,inastrange,suspiciousmanner,asifhethoughtthatsomeofthemmightbewatchingus。

`Iwishyouwellthroughit,andsafebackagain,’Isaid,andthenadded,soasnottokeephimaltogetheratarm’slengthonthesubjectoftheFairlies,`IamgoingdowntoLimmeridgetodayonbusiness-MissHalcombeandMissFairlieareawayjustnowonavisittosomefriendsinYorkshire。’

Hiseyesbrightened,andheseemedabouttosaysomethinginanswer,butthesamemomentarynervousspasmcrossedhisfaceagain。Hetookmyhand,pressedithard,anddisappearedamongthecrowdwithoutsayinganotherword。Thoughhewaslittlemorethanastrangertome,Iwaitedforamoment,lookingafterhimalmostwithafeelingofregret。Ihadgainedinmyprofessionsufficientexperienceofyoungmentoknowwhattheoutwardsignsandtokenswereoftheirbeginningtogowrong,andwhenIresumedmywalktotherailwayIamsorrytosayIfeltmorethandoubtfulaboutMrHartright’sfuture。

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