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The Way of All Flesh
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第1章

WhenIwasasmallboyatthebeginningofthecenturyIrememberanoldmanwhoworeknee-breechesandworstedstockings,andwhousedtohobbleaboutthestreetofourvillagewiththehelpofastick。

Hemusthavebeengettingonforeightyintheyear1807,earlierthanwhichdateIsupposeIcanhardlyrememberhim,forIwasbornin1802。Afewwhitelockshungabouthisears,hisshoulderswerebentandhiskneesfeeble,buthewasstillhale,andwasmuchrespectedinourlittleworldofPaleham。HisnamewasPontifex。

Hiswifewassaidtobehismaster;Ihavebeentoldshebroughthimalittlemoney,butitcannothavebeenmuch。Shewasatall,square-shoulderedperson(IhaveheardmyfathercallheraGothicwoman)whohadinsistedonbeingmarriedtoMrPontifexwhenhewasyoungandtoogood-naturedtosaynaytoanywomanwhowooedhim。

Thepairhadlivednotunhappilytogether,forMrPontifex’stemperwaseasyandhesoonlearnedtobowbeforehiswife’smorestormymoods。

MrPontifexwasacarpenterbytrade;hewasalsoatonetimeparishclerk;whenIrememberhim,however,hehadsofarriseninlifeastobenolongercompelledtoworkwithhisownhands。Inhisearlierdayshehadtaughthimselftodraw。Idonotsayhedrewwell,butitwassurprisingheshoulddrawaswellashedid。Myfather,whotookthelivingofPalehamabouttheyear1797,becamepossessedofagoodmanyofoldMrPontifex’sdrawings,whichwerealwaysoflocalsubjects,andsounaffectedlypainstakingthattheymighthavepassedfortheworkofsomegoodearlymaster。I

rememberthemashangingupframedandglazedinthestudyattheRectory,andtinted,asallelseintheroomwastinted,withthegreenreflectedfromthefringeofivyleavesthatgrewaroundthewindows。Iwonderhowtheywillactuallyceaseandcometoanendasdrawings,andintowhatnewphasesofbeingtheywillthenenter。

Notcontentwithbeinganartist,MrPontifexmustneedsalsobeamusician。Hebuilttheorganinthechurchwithhisownhands,andmadeasmalleronewhichhekeptinhisownhouse。Hecouldplayasmuchashecoulddraw,notverywellaccordingtoprofessionalstandards,butmuchbetterthancouldhavebeenexpected。Imyselfshowedatasteformusicatanearlyage,andoldMrPontifexonfindingitout,ashesoondid,becamepartialtomeinconsequence。

Itmaybethoughtthatwithsomanyironsinthefirehecouldhardlybeaverythrivingman,butthiswasnotthecase。Hisfatherhadbeenadaylabourer,andhehadhimselfbegunlifewithnoothercapitalthanhisgoodsenseandgoodconstitution;now,however,therewasagoodlyshowoftimberabouthisyard,andalookofsolidcomfortoverhiswholeestablishment。TowardsthecloseoftheeighteenthcenturyandnotlongbeforemyfathercametoPaleham,hehadtakenafarmofaboutninetyacres,thusmakingaconsiderableriseinlife。Alongwiththefarmtherewentanold-

fashionedbutcomfortablehousewithacharminggardenandanorchard。Thecarpenter’sbusinesswasnowcarriedoninoneoftheouthousesthathadoncebeenpartofsomeconventualbuildings,theremainsofwhichcouldbeseeninwhatwascalledtheAbbeyClose。

Thehouseitself,embosomedinhoneysucklesandcreepingroses,wasanornamenttothewholevillage,norwereitsinternalarrangementslessexemplarythanitsoutsidewasornamental。ReportsaidthatMrsPontifexstarchedthesheetsforherbestbed,andIcanwellbelieveit。

HowwelldoIrememberherparlourhalffilledwiththeorganwhichherhusbandhadbuilt,andscentedwithawitheredappleortwofromthepyrusjaponicathatgrewoutsidethehouse;thepictureoftheprizeoxoverthechimney-piece,whichMrPontifexhimselfhadpainted;thetransparencyofthemancomingtoshowlighttoacoachuponasnowynight,alsobyMrPontifex;thelittleoldmanandlittleoldwomanwhotoldtheweather;thechinashepherdandshepherdess;thejarsoffeatheryfloweringgrasseswithapeacock’sfeatherortwoamongthemtosetthemoff,andthechinabowlsfullofdeadroseleavesdriedwithbaysalt。Allhaslongsincevanishedandbecomeamemory,fadedbutstillfragranttomyself。

Nay,butherkitchen——andtheglimpsesintoacavernouscellarbeyondit,wherefromcamegleamsfromthepalesurfacesofmilkcans,oritmaybeofthearmsandfaceofamilkmaidskimmingthecream;oragainherstoreroom,whereamongothertreasuresshekeptthefamouslipsalvewhichwasoneofherespecialglories,andofwhichshewouldpresentashapeyearlytothosewhomshedelightedtohonour。Shewroteouttherecipeforthisandgaveittomymotherayearortwobeforeshedied,butwecouldnevermakeitasshedid。Whenwewerechildrensheusedsometimestosendherrespectstomymother,andaskleaveforustocomeandtaketeawithher。Rightwellsheusedtoplyus。Asforhertemper,wenevermetsuchadelightfuloldladyinourlives;whateverMrPontifexmayhavehadtoputupwith,wehadnocauseforcomplaint,andthenMrPontifexwouldplaytousupontheorgan,andwewouldstandroundhimopen-mouthedandthinkhimthemostwonderfullyclevermanthateverwasborn,exceptofcourseourpapa。

MrsPontifexhadnosenseofhumour,atleastIcancalltomindnosignsofthis,butherhusbandhadplentyoffuninhim,thoughfewwouldhaveguesseditfromhisappearance。Iremembermyfatheroncesentmedowntohisworkshiptogetsomeglue,andIhappenedtocomewhenoldPontifexwasintheactofscoldinghisboy。Hehadgotthelad——apudding-headedfellow——bytheearandwassaying,“What?Lostagain——smotheredo’wit。”(Ibelieveitwastheboywhowashimselfsupposedtobeawanderingsoul,andwhowasthusaddressedaslost。)“Now,lookhere,mylad。”hecontinued,“someboysarebornstupid,andthouartoneofthem;someachievestupidity——that’stheeagain,Jim——thouwastbothbornstupidandhastgreatlyincreasedthybirthright——andsome“(andherecameaclimaxduringwhichtheboy’sheadandearwereswayedfromsidetoside)“havestupiditythrustuponthem,which,ifitpleasetheLord,shallnotbethycase,mylad,forIwillthruststupidityfromthee,thoughIhavetoboxthineearsindoingso。”butIdidnotseethattheoldmanreallydidboxJim’sears,ordomorethanpretendtofrightenhim,forthetwounderstoodoneanotherperfectlywell。AnothertimeIrememberhearinghimcallthevillagerat-catcherbysaying,“Comehither,thouthree-days-and-

three-nights,thou。”alluding,asIafterwardslearned,totherat-

catcher’speriodsofintoxication;butIwilltellnomoreofsuchtrifles。Myfather’sfacewouldalwaysbrightenwhenoldPontifex’snamewasmentioned。“Itellyou,Edward。”hewouldsaytome,“oldPontifexwasnotonlyanableman,buthewasoneoftheveryablestmenthateverIknew。”

ThiswasmorethanIasayoungmanwaspreparedtostand。“Mydearfather。”Ianswered,“whatdidhedo?Hecoulddrawalittle,butcouldhetosavehislifehavegotapictureintotheRoyalAcademyexhibition?HebuilttwoorgansandcouldplaytheMinuetinSamsonononeandtheMarchinScipioontheother;hewasagoodcarpenterandabitofawag;hewasagoodoldfellowenough,butwhymakehimoutsomuchablerthanhewas?”

“Myboy。”returnedmyfather,“youmustnotjudgebythework,butbytheworkinconnectionwiththesurroundings。CouldGiottoorFilippoLippi,thinkyou,havegotapictureintotheExhibition?

WouldasingleoneofthosefrescoeswewenttoseewhenwewereatPaduahavetheremotestchanceofbeinghung,ifitweresentinforexhibitionnow?Why,theAcademypeoplewouldbesooutragedthattheywouldnotevenwritetopoorGiottototellhimtocomeandtakehisfrescoaway。Phew!”continuedhe,waxingwarm,“ifoldPontifexhadhadCromwell’schanceshewouldhavedoneallthatCromwelldid,andhavedoneitbetter;ifhehadhadGiotto’schanceshewouldhavedoneallthatGiottodid,anddoneitnoworse;asitwas,hewasavillagecarpenter,andIwillundertaketosayheneverscampedajobinthewholecourseofhislife。”

“But。”saidI,“wecannotjudgepeoplewithsomany’ifs。’IfoldPontifexhadlivedinGiotto’stimehemighthavebeenanotherGiotto,buthedidnotliveinGiotto’stime。”

“Itellyou,Edward。”saidmyfatherwithsomeseverity,“wemustjudgemennotsomuchbywhattheydo,asbywhattheymakeusfeelthattheyhaveitinthemtodo。Ifamanhasdoneenougheitherinpainting,musicortheaffairsoflife,tomakemefeelthatImighttrusthiminanemergencyhehasdoneenough。Itisnotbywhatamanhasactuallyputuponhiscanvas,noryetbytheactswhichhehassetdown,sotospeak,uponthecanvasofhislifethatIwilljudgehim,butbywhathemakesmefeelthathefeltandaimedat。

IfhehasmademefeelthathefeltthosethingstobeloveablewhichIholdloveablemyselfIasknomore;hisgrammarmayhavebeenimperfect,butstillIhaveunderstoodhim;heandIareenrapport;andIsayagain,Edward,thatoldPontifexwasnotonlyanableman,butoneoftheveryablestmenIeverknew。

Againstthistherewasnomoretobesaid,andmysisterseyedmetosilence。SomehoworothermysistersalwaysdideyemetosilencewhenIdifferedfrommyfather。

“Talkofhissuccessfulson。”snortedmyfather,whomIhadfairlyroused。“Heisnotfittoblackhisfather’sboots。Hehashisthousandsofpoundsayear,whilehisfatherhadperhapsthreethousandshillingsayeartowardstheendofhislife。HeISasuccessfulman;buthisfather,hobblingaboutPalehamStreetinhisgreyworstedstockings,broadbrimmedhatandbrownswallow-tailedcoatwasworthahundredofGeorgePontifexes,forallhiscarriagesandhorsesandtheairshegiveshimself。”

“Butyet。”headded,“GeorgePontifexisnofooleither。”AndthisbringsustothesecondgenerationofthePontifexfamilywithwhomweneedconcernourselves。

OldMrPontifexhadmarriedintheyear1750,butforfifteenyearshiswifeborenochildren。AttheendofthattimeMrsPontifexastonishedthewholevillagebyshowingunmistakablesignsofadispositiontopresentherhusbandwithanheirorheiress。Hershadlongagobeenconsideredahopelesscase,andwhenonconsultingthedoctorconcerningthemeaningofcertainsymptomsshewasinformedoftheirsignificance,shebecameveryangryandabusedthedoctorroundlyfortalkingnonsense。Sherefusedtoputsomuchasapieceofthreadintoaneedleinanticipationofherconfinementandwouldhavebeenabsolutelyunprepared,ifherneighbourshadnotbeenbetterjudgesofherconditionthanshewas,andgotthingsreadywithouttellingheranythingaboutit。PerhapsshefearedNemesis,thoughassuredlysheknewnotwhoorwhatNemesiswas;

perhapsshefearedthedoctorhadmadeamistakeandsheshouldbelaughedat;fromwhatevercause,however,herrefusaltorecognisetheobviousarose,shecertainlyrefusedtorecogniseit,untilonesnowynightinJanuarythedoctorwassentforwithallurgentspeedacrosstheroughcountryroads。Whenhearrivedhefoundtwopatients,notone,inneedofhisassistance,foraboyhadbeenbornwhowasinduetimechristenedGeorge,inhonourofhisthenreigningmajesty。

TothebestofmybeliefGeorgePontifexgotthegreaterpartofhisnaturefromthisobstinateoldlady,hismother——amotherwhothoughshelovednooneelseintheworldexceptherhusband(andhimonlyafterafashion)wasmosttenderlyattachedtotheunexpectedchildofheroldage;neverthelesssheshoweditlittle。

Theboygrewupintoasturdybright-eyedlittlefellow,withplentyofintelligence,andperhapsatrifletoogreatreadinessatbooklearning。Beingkindlytreatedathome,hewasasfondofhisfatherandmotherasitwasinhisnaturetobeofanyone,buthewasfondofnooneelse。Hehadagoodhealthysenseofmeum,andaslittleoftuumashecouldhelp。BroughtupmuchintheopenairinoneofthebestsituatedandhealthiestvillagesinEngland,hislittlelimbshadfairplay,andinthosedayschildren’sbrainswerenotovertaskedastheynoware;perhapsitwasforthisveryreasonthattheboyshowedanaviditytolearn。Atsevenoreightyearsoldhecouldread,writeandsumbetterthananyotherboyofhisageinthevillage。MyfatherwasnotyetrectorofPaleham,anddidnotrememberGeorgePontifex’schildhood,butIhaveheardneighbourstellhimthattheboywaslookeduponasunusuallyquickandforward。Hisfatherandmotherwerenaturallyproudoftheiroffspring,andhismotherwasdeterminedthatheshouldonedaybecomeoneofthekingsandcouncillorsoftheearth。

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