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Their Silver Wedding Journey
投诉 阅读记录

第8章

“Oh,youmaylaugh!Butthereissomethingveryexciting!”Shetoldhimwhathadhappened,andofherbeliefthatBurnamy’shandsomebehaviorhadsomehownotbeenmetinkind。

Marchgavehimselfthepleasureofanimmenselaugh。“ItseemstomethatthisMr。Burnamyofyourswantedalittlemoregratitudethanhewasentitledto。Whyshouldn’thehaveofferedhimthelowerberth?Andwhyshouldn’ttheoldgentlemanhavetakenitjustashedid?Didyouwanthimtomakeacounterofferofhisdaughter’shand?Ifhedoes,IhopeMr。Burnamywon’tcomeforyouradvicetillafterhe’sacceptedher。”

“Hewasn’tverycandid。Ihopedyouwouldspeakaboutthat。Don’tyouthinkitwasrathernatural,though?”

“Forhim,verylikely。ButIthinkyouwouldcallitsinuousinsomeoneyouhadn’ttakenafancyto。”

“No,no。Iwishtobejust。Idon’tseehowhecouldhavecomestraightatit。Andhedidownupatlast。”SheaskedhimwhatBurnamyhaddoneforthemagazine,andhecouldremembernothingbutthatonesmallpoem,yetunprinted;hewasrathervagueaboutitsvalue,butsaidithadtemperament。

“Hehastemperament,too。”shecommented,andshehadmadehimtellhereverythingheknew,orcouldbeforcedtoimagineaboutBurnamy,beforesheletthetalkturntootherthings。

Thelifeofthepromenadehadalreadysettledintoseafaringform;thesteamerchairswerefull,andpeoplewerereadingordozinginthemwithaneffectoflonghabit。Thosewhowouldbewalkingupanddownhadbeguntheirwalks;somehadbegungoinginandoutofthesmoking-room;

ladieswhowereeasilyaffectedbythemotionwerelyingdowninthemusic-room。Groupsofbothsexeswerestandingatintervalsalongtherail,andthepromenaderswereobligedtodoubleonabriefercourseorworkslowlyroundthem。Shuffleboardpartiesatonepointandring-tosspartiesatanotherwereformingamongtheyoungpeople。Itwasaslivelyanditwasasdullasitwouldbetwothousandmilesatsea。Itwasnottheleastcooler,yet;butifyousatstillyoudidnotsuffer。

Inthepromptmonotonythetimewasalreadypassingswiftly。Thedeck-

stewardseemedhardlytohavebeenroundwithteaandbouillon,andhehadnotyetgatheredupalltheemptycups,whenthehornforlunchsounded。Itwastheyoungestofthetable-stewardswhogavethesummonstomeals;andwhenevertheprettyboyappearedwithhisbugle,funnypassengersgatheredroundhimtomakehimlaugh,andstophimfromwindingit。Hispartofthejokewastofulfillhisdutywithgravity,andonlytogivewaytoasmileoftriumphashewalkedoff。

Atlunch,inthefadedexcitementoftheirfirstmeeting,thepeopleattheMarches’tabledidnotrenewtheprematureintimacyoftheirbreakfasttalk。Mrs。Marchwenttoliedowninherberthafterwards,andMarchwentondeckwithouther。Hebegantowalktoandfromthebarrierbetweenthefirstandsecondcabinpromenades;lingeringnearit,andmusingpensively,forsomeofthepeoplebeyonditlookedasintelligentandassociallyacceptable,eventotheirclothes,astheirpecuniarybettersofthesaloon。

Thereweretwowomen,amotheranddaughter,whomhefanciedtobeteachers,bytheirlooks,goingoutforalittlerest,orperhapsforalittlefurtherstudytofitthemmoreperfectlyfortheirwork。Theygazedwistfullyacrossathimwheneverhecameuptothebarrier;andhefeignedaconversationwiththemandtriedtoconvincethemthatthestampofinferioritywhichtheirpovertyputuponthemwasjust,orifnotjust,theninevitable。Hearguedwiththemthatthesortofbarrierwhichherepreventedtheirbeingfriendswithhim,iftheywishedit,raninvisiblythroughsocietyeverywherebuthefeltashamedbeforetheirkind,patient,intelligentfaces,andfoundhimselfwishingtoexcusethefacthewasdefending。Wasitanyworse,heaskedthem,thantheirnotbeinginvitedtotheentertainmentsofpeopleinupperFifthAvenue?Hemadethemownthatiftheywereletacrossthatbarrierthewholesecondcabinwouldhavealogicalrighttofollow;andtheyweresilenced。Buttheycontinuedtogapeathimwiththeirsincere,gentleeyeswheneverhereturnedtothebarrierinhiswalk,tillhecouldbearitnolonger,andstrolledofftowardthesteerage。

Therewasmorereasonwhythepassengersthereshouldbepennedintoalittlespaceoftheirowninthesortofpitmadebythenarrowingdeckatthebow。Theyseemedtobeallforeigners,andifanyhadmadetheirfortunesinourcountrytheywerehidingtheirprosperityinthereturntotheirown。Theycouldhardlyhavecometousmoreshabbyandsqualidthantheyweregoingaway;buthethoughttheiraveragelessapatheticthanthatofthesaloonpassengers,asheleanedovertherailandlookeddownatthem。Someonehadbroughtoutanelectricbattery,andthelumpishboysandslatterngirlswereshoutingandlaughingastheywrithedwiththecurrent。Ayoungmotherseatedflatonthedeck,withherbarefeetstuckout,inattentivelynursedherbabe,whileshelaughedandshoutedwiththerest;amanwithhisheadtiedinashawlwalkedaboutthepenandsmiledgrotesquelywiththewellsideofhistoothache-

swollenface。Theownerofthebatterycarrieditaway,andagroupoflittlechildren,withblueeyesandyellowhair,gatheredinthespacehehadleft,andlookedupatapassengernearMarchwhowaseatingsomeplumsandcherrieswhichhehadbroughtfromtheluncheontable。Hebegantothrowthefruitdowntothem,andthechildrenscrambledforit。

Anelderlyman,withathin,grave,aquilineface,said,“Ishouldn’twantachildofminedownthere。”

“No。”Marchresponded,“itisn’tquitewhatonewouldchooseforone’sown。It’sastonishing,though,howwereconcileourselvestoitinthecaseofothers。”

“Isupposeit’ssomethingwe’llhavetogetusedtoontheotherside。”

suggestedthestranger。

“Well。”answeredMarch,“youhavesomeopportunitiestogetusedtoitonthisside,ifyouhappentoliveinNewYork。”andhewentontospeakoftheraggednesswhichoftenpenetratedthefrontierofcomfortwherehelivedinStuyvesantSquare,andwhichseemedasgladofalmsinfoodormoneyasthispovertyofthesteerage。

Theotherlistenedrestivelylikeamanwhoseidealsaredisturbed。

“Idon’tbelieveIshouldliketoliveinNewYork,much。”hesaid,andMarchfanciedthathewishedtobeaskedwherehedidlive。ItappearedthathelivedinOhio,andhenamedhistown;hedidnotbragofit,buthesaiditsuitedhim。HeaddedthathehadneverexpectedtogotoEurope,butthathehadbeguntorundownlately,andhisdoctorthoughthehadbettergooutandtryCarlsbad。

Marchsaid,toinvitehisfurtherconfidence,thatthiswasexactlyhisowncase。TheOhiomanmettheoverturefromacommoninvalidismasifitdetractedfromhisowndistinction;andheturnedtospeakofthedifficulty,hehadinarranginghisaffairsforleavinghome。Hisheartopenedalittlewiththeword,andhesaidhowcomfortableheandhiswifewereintheirhouse,andhowmuchtheybothhatedtoshutitup。

WhenMarchofferedhimhiscard,hesaidhehadnoneofhisownwithhim,butthathisnamewasEltwin。HebetrayedasimplewishtohaveMarchrealizethelocalimportancehehadleftbehindhim;anditwasnothardtocomply;MarchsawaGrandArmybuttoninthelapelofhiscoat,andheknewthathewasinthepresenceofaveteran。

Hetriedtoguesshisrank;intellinghiswifeabouthim,whenhewentdowntofindherjustbeforedinner,butheendedwithacertainsenseofaffliction。“Therearetoomanyelderlyinvalidsonthisship。Iknockagainstpeopleofmyownageeverywhere。Whyaren’tyouryouthfulloversmoreinevidence,mydear?Idon’tbelievetheyarelovers,andIbegintodoubtifthey’reyoungeven。”

“Itwasn’tverysatisfactoryatlunch,certainly。”sheowned。“ButI

knowitwillbedifferentatdinner。”Shewasputtingherselftogetherafteranapthathadmadeupforthelostsleepofthenightbefore。

“Iwantyoutolookverynice,dear。Shallyoudressfordinner?”sheaskedherhusband’simageinthestate-roomglasswhichshewaspreoccupying。

“Ishalldressinmypea-jacketandsea-boots。”itanswered。

“IhaveheardthattheyalwaysdressfordinneronthebigCunardandWhiteStarboats,whenit’sgoodweather。”shewenton,placidly。

“Ishouldn’twantthosepeopletothinkyouwerenotupintheconvenances。”

Theybothknewthatshemeantthereticentfatheranddaughter,andMarchflungout,“Ishouldn’twantthemtothinkyouweren’t。There’ssuchathingasoverdoing。”

Sheattackedhimatanotherpoint。“Whathasannoyedyou?Whatelsehaveyoubeendoing?”

“Nothing。I’vebeenreadingmostoftheafternoon。”

“TheMaidenKnight?”

Thiswasthebookwhichnearlyeverybodyhadbroughtonboard。Itwasjustout,andhadcaughtaninstantfavor,whichswelledlatertoatidalwave。Itdepictedaheroicgirlineverytryingcircumstanceofmediaevallife,andgratifiedtheperennialpassionofbothsexesforhistoricalromance,whileitflatteredwoman’sinstinctofsuperioritybythecelebrationofherunintermittedtriumphs,endinginapreposterousandwhollysuperfluousself-sacrifice。

Marchlaughedforpleasureinherguess,andshepursued,“Isupposeyoudidn’twastetimelookingifanybodyhadbroughtthelastcopyof’EveryOtherWeek’?”

“Yes,Idid;andIfoundtheoneyouhadleftinyoursteamerchair——foradvertisingpurposes,probably。”

“Mr。Burnamyhasanother。”shesaid。“Isawitstickingoutofhispocketthismorning。”

“Oh,yes。HetoldmehehadgotitonthetrainfromChicagotoseeifithadhispoeminit。He’saningenuoussoul——insomeways。”

“Well,thatistheveryreasonwhyyououghttofindoutwhetherthemenaregoingtodress,andlethimknow。Hewouldneverthinkofithimself。”

“NeitherwouldI。”saidherhusband。

“Verywell,ifyouwishtospoilhischanceattheoutset。”shesighed。

Shedidnotquiteknowwhethertobegladornotthatthemenwereallinsacksandcutawaysatdinner;itsavedher,fromshameforherhusbandandMr。Burnamy;butitputherinthewrong。Everyonetalked;eventhefatheranddaughtertalkedwitheachother,andatonemomentMrs。Marchcouldnotbequitesurethatthedaughterhadnotlookedatherwhenshespoke。ShecouldnotbemistakenintheremarkwhichthefatheraddressedtoBurnamy,thoughitledtonothing。

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