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The Rescue
投诉 阅读记录

第9章

"Hey!Johnnie!Habgotfish?Fish!Onepeeceefish!Eh?Savee?

Fish!Fish——"Hegaveitupsuddenlytosayinadeferentialtone——"Can’tmakethemsavagesunderstandanything,sir,"andwithdrewasifafteracleverfeat。

HassimlookedatLingard。

"Whydidthelittlewhitemanmakethatoutcry?"heasked,anxiously。

"Theirdesireistoeatfish,"saidLingardinanenragedtone。

Thenbeforetheairofextremesurprisewhichincontinentlyappearedontheother’sface,hecouldnotrestrainashortandhopelesslaugh。

"Eatfish,"repeatedHassim,staring。"Oyouwhitepeople!Oyouwhitepeople!Eatfish!Good!Butwhymakethatnoise?Andwhydidyousendthemherewithoutguns?"Afterasignificantglancedownupontheslopeofthedeckcausedbythevesselbeingontheground,headdedwithaslightnodatLingard——"Andwithoutknowledge?"

"Youshouldnothavecomehere,OHassim,"saidLingard,testily。

"Herenooneunderstands。Theytakearajahforafisherman——"

"Ya—wa!Agreatmistake,for,truly,thechiefoftenfugitiveswithoutacountryismuchlessthantheheadmanofafishingvillage,"observedHassim,composedly。Immadasighed。"Butyou,Tuan,atleastknowthetruth,"hewentonwithquietirony;thenafterapause——"Wecameherebecauseyouhadforgottentolooktowardus,whohadwaited,sleepinglittleatnight,andinthedaywatchingwithhoteyestheemptywateratthefootoftheskyforyou。"

Immadamurmured,withoutliftingherhead:

"Youneverlookedforus。Never,neveronce。"

"Therewastoomuchtroubleinmyeyes,"explainedLingardwiththatpatientgentlenessoftoneandfacewhich,everytimehespoketotheyounggirl,seemedtodisengageitselffromhiswholeperson,envelopinghisfierceness,softeninghisaspect,suchasthedreamymistthatintheearlyradianceofthemorningweavesaveiloftendercharmaboutaruggedrockinmid—ocean。

"Imustlooknowtotherightandtotheleftasinatimeofsuddendanger,"headdedafteramomentandshewhisperedanappalled"Why?"solowthatitspainfloatedawayinthesilenceofattentivemen,withoutresponse,unheard,ignored,likethepainofanimpalpablethought。

IV

D’Alcacer,standingback,surveyedthemallwithaprofoundandalertattention。Lingardseemedunabletotearhimselfawayfromtheyacht,andremained,checked,asitwereintheactofgoing,likeamanwhohasstoppedtothinkoutthelastthingtosay;

andthatstillnessofabody,forgottenbythelabouringmind,remindedCarterofthatmomentinthecabin,whenalonehehadseenthismanthuswrestlingwithhisthought,motionlessandlockedinthegripofhisconscience。

Mr。Traversmutteredaudiblythroughhisteeth:

"Howlongisthisperformancegoingtolast?Ihavedesiredyoutogo。"

"Thinkofthesepoordevils,"whisperedLingard,withaquickglanceatthecrewhuddledupnearby。

"YouarethekindofmanIwouldbeleastdisposedtotrust——inanycase,"saidMr。Travers,incisively,verylow,andwithaninexplicablebutveryapparentsatisfaction。"Youareonlywastingyourtimehere。"

"You——You——"Hestammeredandstared。Hechewedwithgrowlssomeinsultingwordandatlastswalloweditwithaneffort。"Mytimepaysforyourlife,"hesaid。

Hebecameawareofasuddenstir,andsawthatMrs。Travershadrisenfromherchair。

Shewalkedimpulsivelytowardthegrouponthequarter—deck,makingstraightforImmada。HassimhadsteppedasideandhisdetachedgazeofaMalaygentlemanpassedbyherasifshehadbeeninvisible。

Shewastall,supple,movingfreely。Hercomplexionwassodazzlingintheshadethatitseemedtothrowoutahaloroundherhead。Uponasmoothandwidebrowanabundanceofpalefairhair,fineassilk,undulatinglikethesea,heavylikeahelmet,descendedlowwithoutatraceofgloss,withoutagleaminitscoils,asthoughithadneverbeentouchedbyarayoflight;andathroatwhite,smooth,palpitatingwithlife,aroundneckmodelledwithstrengthanddelicacy,supportedgloriouslythatradiantfaceandthatpalemassofhairunkissedbysunshine。

Shesaidwithanimation:

"Why,it’sagirl!"

Mrs。Traversextortedfromd’Alcacerafreshtributeofcuriosity。Astrongpuffofwindflutteredtheawningsandoneofthescreensblowingoutwideletinuponthequarter—decktheripplingglitteroftheShallows,showingtod’Alcacertheluminousvastnessofthesea,withthelineofthedistanthorizon,darkliketheedgeoftheencompassingnight,drawnattheheightofMrs。Travers’shoulder……Wherewasithehadseenherlast——alongtimebefore,ontheothersideoftheworld?Therewasalsotheglitterofsplendouraroundherthen,andanimpressionofluminousvastness。Theencompassingnight,too,wasthere,thenightthatwaitsforitstimetomoveforwardupontheglitter,thesplendour,themen,thewomen。

Hecouldnotrememberforthemoment,buthebecameconvincedthatofallthewomenheknew,shealoneseemedtobemadeforaction。Everyoneofhermovementshadfirmness,ease,themeaningofavitalfact,themoralbeautyofafearlessexpression。Hersupplefigurewasnotdishonouredbyanyfalteringofoutlinesundertheplaindressofdarkbluestuffmouldingherformwithboldsimplicity。

Shehadonlyveryfewstepstomake,butbeforeshehadstopped,confrontingImmada,d’Alcacerrememberedhersuddenlyashehadseenherlast,outWest,faraway,impossiblydifferent,asifinanotheruniverse,asifpresentedbythefantasyofafeveredmemory。Hesawherinaluminousperspectiveofpalatialdrawingrooms,intherestlesseddyandflowofahumansea,atthefootofwallshighascliffs,underloftyceilingsthatlikeatropicalskyflunglightandheatupontheshallowglitterofuniforms,ofstars,ofdiamonds,ofeyessparklinginthewearyorimpassivefacesofthethrongatanofficialreception。

Outsidehehadfoundtheunavoidabledarknesswithitsaspectofpatientwaiting,acloudyskyholdingbackthedawnofaLondonmorning。Itwasdifficulttobelieve。

Lingard,whohadbeenlookingdangerouslyfierce,slappedhisthighandshowedsignsofagitation。

"Byheavens,Ihadforgottenallaboutyou!"hepronouncedindismay。

Mrs。TraversfixedhereyesonImmada。Fairhairedandwhitesheassertedherselfbeforethegirlofolivefaceandravenlockswiththematurityofperfection,withthesuperiorityoftheflowerovertheleaf,ofthephrasethatcontainsathoughtoverthecrythatcanonlyexpressanemotion。Immensespacesandcountlesscenturiesstretchedbetweenthem:andshelookedatheraswhenonelooksintoone’sownheartwithabsorbedcuriosity,withstillwonder,withanimmensecompassion。Lingardmurmured,warningly:

"Don’ttouchher。"

Mrs。Traverslookedathim。

"DoyouthinkIcouldhurther?"sheasked,softly,andwassostartledtohearhimmutteragloomy"Perhaps,"thatshehesitatedbeforeshesmiled。

"Almostachild!Andsopretty!Whatadelicateface,"shesaid,whileanotherdeepsighoftheseabreezeliftedandletfallthescreens,sothatthesound,thewind,andtheglitterseemedtorushintogetherandbearherwordsawayintospace。"Ihadnoideaofanythingsocharminglygentle,"shewentoninavoicethatwithouteffortglowed,caressed,andhadamagicpowerofdelighttothesoul。"Soyoung!Andsheliveshere——doesshe?Onthesea——orwhere?Lives——"Thenfaintly,asifshehadbeenintheactofspeaking,removedinstantlytoagreatdistance,shewasheardagain:"Howdoesshelive?"

LingardhadhardlyseenEdithTraverstillthen。HehadseennoonereallybutMr。Travers……Helookedandlistenedwithsomethingofthestuporofanewsensation。

Thenhemadeadistinctefforttocollecthisthoughtsandsaidwitharemnantofanger:

"Whathaveyougottodowithher?Sheknowswar。Doyouknowanythingaboutit?Andhunger,too,andthirst,andunhappiness;

thingsyouhaveonlyheardabout。ShehasbeenasneardeathasI

amtoyou——andwhatisallthattoanyofyouhere?"

"Thatchild!"shesaidinslowwonder。

ImmadaturneduponMrs。Travershereyesblackascoal,sparklingandsoftlikeatropicalnight;andtheglancesofthetwowomen,theirdissimilarandinquiringglancesmet,seemedtotouch,clasp,holdeachotherwiththegripofanintimatecontact。Theyseparated。

"Whataretheycomefor?Whydidyoushowthemthewaytothisplace?"askedImmada,faintly。

Lingardshookhisheadindenial。

"Poorgirl,"saidMrs。Travers。"Aretheyallsopretty?"

"Who—all?"mumbledLingard。"Thereisn’tanotheronelikeherifyouweretoransacktheislandsallroundthecompass。"

"Edith!"ejaculatedMr。Traversinaremonstrating,acrimoniousvoice,andeveryonegavehimalookofvaguesurprise。

ThenMrs。Traversasked:

"Whoisshe?"

Lingardveryredandgravedeclaredcurtly:

"Aprincess。"

Immediatelyhelookedroundwithsuspicion。Noonesmiled。

D’Alcacer,courteousandnonchalant,loungedupclosetoMrs。

Travers’elbow。

"Ifsheisaprincess,thenthismanisaknight,"hemurmuredwithconviction。"AknightasIlive!Adescendantoftheimmortalhidalgoerrantuponthesea。Itwouldbegoodforustohavehimforafriend。SeriouslyIthinkthatyouought——"

Thetwosteppedasideandspokelowandhurriedly。

"Yes,youought——"

"HowcanI?"sheinterrupted,catchingthemeaninglikeaball。

"Bysayingsomething。"

"Isitreallynecessary?"sheasked,doubtfully。

"Itwoulddonoharm,"saidd’Alcacerwithsuddencarelessness;

"afriendisalwaysbetterthananenemy。"

"Always?"sherepeated,meaningly。"ButwhatcouldIsay?"

"Somewords,"heanswered;"Ishouldthinkanywordsinyourvoice——"

"Mr。d’Alcacer!"

"Oryoucouldperhapslookathimonceortwiceasthoughhewerenotexactlyarobber,"hecontinued。

"Mr。d’Alcacer,areyouafraid?"

"Extremely,"hesaid,stoopingtopickupthefanatherfeet。

"ThatisthereasonIamsoanxioustoconciliate。Andyoumustnotforgetthatoneofyourqueensoncesteppedonthecloakofperhapssuchaman。"

Hereyessparkledandshedroppedthemsuddenly。

"Iamnotaqueen,"shesaid,coldly。

"Unfortunatelynot,"headmitted;"butthentheotherwasawomanwithnocharmbuthercrown。"

AtthatmomentLingard,towhomHassimhadbeentalkingearnestly,protestedaloud:

"Ineversawthesepeoplebefore。"

Immadacaughtholdofherbrother’sarm。Mr。Traverssaidharshly:

"Obligemebytakingthesenativesaway。"

"Neverbefore,"murmuredImmadaasiflostinecstasy。D’AlcacerglancedatMrs。Traversandmadeastepforward。

"Couldnotthedifficulty,whateveritis,bearranged,Captain?"

hesaidwithcarefulpoliteness。"Observethatwearenotonlymenhere——"

"Letthemdie!"criedImmada,triumphantly。

ThoughLingardaloneunderstoodthemeaningofthesewords,allonboardfeltoppressedbytheuneasysilencewhichfollowedhercry。

"Ah!Heisgoing。Now,Mrs。Travers,"whisperedd’Alcacer。

"Ihope!"saidMrs。Travers,impulsively,andstoppedasifalarmedatthesound。

Lingardstoodstill。

"Ihope,"shebeganagain,"thatthispoorgirlwillknowhappierdays——"Shehesitated。

Lingardwaited,attentiveandserious。

"Underyourcare,"shefinished。"AndIbelieveyoumeanttobefriendlytous。"

"Thankyou,"saidLingardwithdignity。

"Youandd’Alcacer,"observedMr。Travers,austerely,"areunnecessarilydetainingthis——ah——person,and——ah——friends——ah!"

"Ihadforgottenyou——andnow——what?Onemust——itishard——hard——"wentonLingard,disconnectedly,whilehelookedintoMrs。Travers’violeteyes,andfelthismindoverpoweredandtroubledasifbythecontemplationofvastdistances。"I——youdon’tknow——I——you——cannot……Ha!It’sallthatman’sdoing,"

heburstout。

Foratime,asifbesidehimself,heglaredatMrs。Travers,thenflunguponearmandstrodeofftowardthegangway,whereHassimandImmadawaitedforhim,interestedandpatient。Withasingleword"Come,"heprecededthemdownintotheboat。Notasoundwasheardontheyacht’sdeck,whilethesethreedisappearedoneafteranotherbelowtherailasiftheyhaddescendedintothesea。

V

Theafternoondraggeditselfoutinsilence。Mrs。Traverssatpensiveandidlewithherfanonherknees。D’Alcacer,whothoughttheincidentshouldhavebeentreatedinaconciliatoryspirit,attemptedtocommunicatehisviewtohishost,butthatgentleman,purposelymisunderstandinghismotive,overwhelmedhimwithsomanyapologiesandexpressionsofregretattheirksomeandperhapsinconvenientdelay"whichyousufferfromthroughyourgood—naturedacceptanceofourinvitation"thattheotherwasobligedtorefrainfrompursuingthesubjectfurther。

"Evenmyregardforyou,mydeard’Alcacer,couldnotinducemetosubmittosuchabare—facedattemptatextortion,"affirmedMr。Traverswithuncompromisingvirtue。"Themanwantedtoforcehisservicesuponme,andthenputinaheavyclaimforsalvage。

Thatisthewholesecret——youmaydependonit。Idetectedhimatonce,ofcourse。"Theeye—glassglitteredperspicuously。"Heunderratedmyintelligence;andwhataviolentscoundrel!Theexistenceofsuchamaninthetimeweliveinisascandal。"

D’Alcacerretired,and,fullofvagueforebodings,triedinvainforhourstointeresthimselfinabook。Mr。Traverswalkedupanddownrestlessly,tryingtopersuadehimselfthathisindignationwasbasedonpurelymoralgrounds。Theglaringday,likeamassofwhite—hotironwithdrawnfromthefire,waslosinggraduallyitsheatanditsglareinaricherdeepeningoftone。

Attheusualtimetwoseamen,walkingnoiselesslyaftintheiryachtingshoes,rolledupinsilencethequarter—deckscreens;

andthecoast,theshallows,thedarkisletsandthesnowysandbanksuncoveredthusdayafterdaywereseenoncemoreintheiraspectofdumbwatchfulness。Thebrig,swungendonintheforeground,hersquaredyardscrossingheavilythesoaringsymmetryoftherigging,resembledacreatureinstinctwithlife,withthepowerofspringingintoactionlurkinginthelightgraceofitsrepose。

Apairofstewardsinwhitejacketswithbrassbuttonsappearedondeckandbegantoflitaboutwithoutasound,layingthetablefordinnerontheflattopofthecabinskylight。Thesun,driftingawaytowardotherlands,towardotherseas,towardothermen;thesun,allredinacloudlessskyrakedtheyachtwithapartingsalvoofcrimsonraysthatshatteredthemselvesintosparksoffireuponthecrystalandsilverofthedinner—service,putashortflameintothebladesofknives,andspreadarosytintoverthewhiteofplates。Atrailofpurple,likeasmearofbloodonablueshield,layoverthesea。

OnsittingdownMr。Traversalludedinavexedtonetothenecessityoflivingonpreserves,allthestockoffreshprovisionsforthepassagetoBataviahavingbeenalreadyconsumed。Itwasdistinctlyunpleasant。

"Idon’ttravelformypleasure,however,"headded;"andthebeliefthatthesacrificeofmytimeandcomfortwillbeproductiveofsomegoodtotheworldatlargewouldmakeupforanyamountofprivations。"

Mrs。Traversandd’Alcacerseemedunabletoshakeoffastrongaversiontotalk,andtheconversation,likeanexpiringbreeze,keptondyingoutrepeatedlyaftereachlanguidgust。Thelargesilenceofthehorizon,theprofoundreposeofallthingsvisible,envelopingthebodiesandpenetratingthesoulswiththeirquietinginfluence,stilledthoughtaswellasvoice。Foralongtimenoonespoke。Behindthetaciturnityofthemasterstheservantshoveredwithoutnoise。

Suddenly,Mr。Travers,asifconcludingatrainofthought,mutteredaloud:

"IownwithregretIdidinameasurelosemytemper;butthenyouwilladmitthattheexistenceofsuchamanisadisgracetocivilization。"

Thisremarkwasnottakenupandhereturnedforatimetothenursingofhisindignation,atthebottomofwhich,likeamonsterinafog,creptabizarrefeelingofrancour。Hewavedawayanoffereddish。

"Thiscoast,"hebeganagain,"hasbeenplacedunderthesoleprotectionofHollandbytheTreatyof1820。TheTreatyof1820

createsspecialrightsandobligations……"

Bothhishearersfeltvividlytheurgentnecessitytohearnomore。D’Alcacer,uncomfortableonacampstool,satstiffandstaredattheglassstopperofacarafe。Mrs。Traversturnedalittlesidewaysandleaningonherelbowrestedherheadonthepalmofherhandlikeonethinkingaboutmattersofprofoundimport。Mr。Traverstalked;hetalkedinflexibly,inaharshblankvoice,asifreadingaproclamation。Theothertwo,asifinastateofincompletetrance,hadtheirearsassailedbyfragmentsofofficialverbiage。

"Aninternationalunderstanding——thedutytocivilize——failedtocarryout——compact——Canning——"D’Alcacerbecameattentiveforamoment。"——notthatthisattempt,almostamusinginitsimpudence,influencesmyopinion。Iwon’tadmitthepossibilityofanyviolencebeingofferedtopeopleofourposition。ItisthesocialaspectofsuchanincidentIamdesirousofcriticising。"

Hered’AlcacerlosthimselfagainintherecollectionofMrs。

TraversandImmadalookingateachother——thebeginningandtheend,theflowerandtheleaf,thephraseandthecry。Mr。

Travers’voicewentondogmaticandobstinateforalongtime。

Theendcamewithacertainvehemence。

"Andiftheinferiorracemustperish,itisagain,asteptowardtheperfectingofsocietywhichistheaimofprogress。"

Heceased。Thesparksofsunsetincrystalandsilverhadgoneout,andaroundtheyachttheexpanseofcoastandShallowsseemedtoawait,unmoved,thecomingofutterdarkness。Thedinnerwasoveralongtimeagoandthepatientstewardshadbeenwaiting,stoicalinthedownpourofwordslikesentriesunderashower。

Mrs。Traversrosenervouslyandgoingaftbegantogazeatthecoast。Behindherthesun,sunkalready,seemedtoforcethroughthemassofwaterstheglowofanunextinguishablefire,andbelowherfeet,oneachsideoftheyacht,thelustroussea,asifreflectingthecolourofhereyes,wastingedasombreviolethue。

D’Alcacercameuptoherwithquietfootstepsandforsometimetheyleanedsidebysideovertherailinsilence。Thenhesaid——"Howquietitis!"andsheseemedtoperceivethatthequietnessofthateveningwasmoreprofoundandmoresignificantthaneverbefore。Almostwithoutknowingitshemurmured——"It’slikeadream。"Anotherlongsilenceensued;thetranquillityoftheuniversehadsuchanAugustamplenessthatthesoundsremainedonthelipsasifcheckedbythefearofprofanation。

Theskywaslimpidlikeadiamond,andunderthelastgleamsofsunsetthenightwasspreadingitsveilovertheearth。Therewassomethingpreciousandsoothinginthebeautifullysereneendofthatexpiringday,ofthedayvibrating,glitteringandardent,anddyingnowininfinitepeace,withoutastir,withoutatremor,withoutasigh——inthecertitudeofresurrection。

Thenallatoncetheshadowdeepenedswiftly,thestarscameoutinacrowd,scatteringarainofpalesparksupontheblacknessofthewater,whilethecoaststretchedlowdown,adarkbeltwithoutagleam。Aboveitthetop—hamperofthebrigloomedindistinctandhigh。

Mrs。Traversspokefirst。

"Howunnaturallyquiet!Itislikeadesertoflandandwaterwithoutalivingsoul。"

"Onemanatleastdwellsinit,"saidd’Alcacer,lightly,"andifheistobebelievedthereareothermen,fullofevilintentions。"

"Doyouthinkitistrue?"Mrs。Traversasked。

Beforeansweringd’Alcacertriedtoseetheexpressionofherfacebuttheobscuritywastooprofoundalready。

"Howcanoneseeadarktruthonsuchadarknight?"hesaid,evasively。"Butitiseasytobelieveinevil,hereoranywhereelse。"

Sheseemedtobelostinthoughtforawhile。

"Andthatmanhimself?"sheasked。

Aftersometimed’Alcacerbegantospeakslowly。"Rough,uncommon,decidedlyuncommonofhiskind。NotatallwhatDonMartinthinkshimtobe。Fortherest——mysterioustome。HeisYOURcountrymanafterall——"

Sheseemedquitesurprisedbythatview。

"Yes,"shesaid,slowly。"Butyouknow,Icannot——whatshallI

say?——imaginehimatall。HehasnothingincommonwiththemankindIknow。Thereisnothingtobeginupon。Howdoessuchamanlive?Whatarehisthoughts?Hisactions?Hisaffections?

His——"

"Hisconventions,"suggestedd’Alcacer。"Thatwouldincludeeverything。"

Mr。Traversappearedsuddenlybehindthemwithaglowingcigarinhisteeth。Hetookitbetweenhisfingerstodeclarewithpersistentacrimonythatnoamountof"scoundrellyintimidation"

wouldpreventhimfromhavinghisusualwalk。Therewasaboutthreehundredyardstothesouthwardoftheyachtasandbanknearlyamilelong,gleamingasilverywhiteinthedarkness,plumettedinthecentrewithathicketofdrybushesthatrustledveryloudintheslighteststiroftheheavynightair。Thedayafterthestrandingtheyhadlandedonit"tostretchtheirlegsabit,"asthesailing—masterdefinedit,andeveryeveningsince,asifexercisingaprivilegeorperformingaduty,thethreepacedthereforanhourbackwardandforwardlostinduskyimmensity,threadingattheedgeofwaterthebeltofdampsand,smooth,level,elastictothetouchlikelivingfleshandsweatingalittleunderthepressureoftheirfeet。

Thistimed’AlcaceralonefollowedMr。Travers。Mrs。Traversheardthemgetintotheyacht’ssmallestboat,andthenight—watchman,tuggingatapairofsculls,pulledthemofftothenearestpoint。Thenthemanreturned。Hecameuptheladderandsheheardhimsaytosomeoneondeck:

"Orderstogobackinanhour。"

Hisfootstepsdiedoutforward,andasomnolent,unbreathingreposetookpossessionofthestrandedyacht。

VI

AfteratimethisabsolutesilencewhichshealmostcouldfeelpressinguponheronallsidesinducedinMrs。Traversastateofhallucination。Shesawherselfstandingalone,attheendoftime,onthebrinkofdays。Allwasunmovingasifthedawnwouldnevercome,thestarswouldneverfade,thesunwouldneverriseanymore;allwasmute,still,dead——asiftheshadowoftheouterdarkness,theshadowoftheuninterrupted,oftheeverlastingnightthatfillstheuniverse,theshadowofthenightsoprofoundandsovastthattheblazingsunslostinitareonlylikesparks,likepin—pointsoffire,therestlessshadowthatlikeasuspicionofaneviltruthdarkenseverythingupontheearthonitspassage,hadenvelopedher,hadstoodarrestedasiftoremainwithherforever。

Andtherewassuchafinalityinthatillusion,suchanaccordwiththetrendofherthoughtthatwhenshemurmuredintothedarknessafaint"sobeit"sheseemedtohavespokenoneofthosesentencesthatresumeandclosealife。

Asayounggirl,oftenreprovedforherromanticideas,shehaddreamswherethesincerityofagreatpassionappearedliketheidealfulfilmentandtheonlytruthoflife。Enteringtheworldshediscoveredthatidealtobeunattainablebecausetheworldistooprudenttobesincere。Thenshehopedthatshecouldfindthetruthoflifeanambitionwhichsheunderstoodasalifelongdevotiontosomeunselfishideal。Mr。Travers’namewasonmen’slips;heseemedcapableofenthusiasmandofdevotion;heimpressedherimaginationbyhisimpenetrability。Shemarriedhim,foundhimenthusiasticallydevotedtothenursingofhisowncareer,andhadnothingtohopefornow。

Thatherhusbandshouldbebewilderedbythecuriousmisunderstandingwhichhadtakenplaceandalsopermanentlygrievedbyherdisloyaltytohisrespectableidealswasonlynatural。Hewas,however,perfectlysatisfiedwithherbeauty,herbrilliance,andherusefulconnections。Shewasadmired,shewasenvied;shewassurroundedbysplendourandadulation;thedayswentonrapid,brilliant,uniform,withoutaglimpseofsincerityortruepassion,withoutasingletrueemotion——noteventhatofagreatsorrow。Andswiftlyandstealthilytheyhadledheronandon,tothisevening,tothiscoast,tothissea,tothismomentoftimeandtothisspotontheearth’ssurfacewhereshefeltunerringlythatthemovingshadowoftheunbrokennighthadstoodstilltoremainwithherforever。

"Sobeit!"shemurmured,resignedanddefiant,atthemuteandsmoothobscuritythathungbeforehereyesinablackcurtainwithoutafold;andasifinanswertothatwhisperalanternwasrunuptotheforeyard—armofthebrig。Shesawitascendswingingfora。shortspace,andsuddenlyremainmotionlessintheair,piercingthedensenightbetweenthetwovesselsbyitsglanceofflamethatstrongandsteadyseemed,fromafar,tofalluponheralone。

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