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The Rescue
投诉 阅读记录

第14章

"Yes,itisveryhardtothinkthatIwhowanttotouchyoucannotmakemyselfunderstoodaswellasthey。AndyetIspeakthelanguageofyourchildhood,thelanguageofthemanforwhomthereisnohopebutinyourgenerosity。"

Heshookhishead。Shegazedathimanxiouslyforamoment。"Inyourmemoriesthen,"shesaidandwassurprisedbytheexpressionofprofoundsadnessthatover—spreadhisattentiveface。

"DoyouknowwhatIremember?"hesaid。"Doyouwanttoknow?"

Shelistenedwithslightlypartedlips。"Iwilltellyou。

Poverty,hardwork——anddeath,"hewenton,veryquietly。"AndnowI’vetoldyou,andyoudon’tknow。That’showitisbetweenus。Youtalktome——Italktoyou——andwedon’tknow。"

Hereyelidsdropped。

"WhatcanIfindtosay?"shewenton。"WhatcanIdo?Imustn’tgivein。Think!Amongstyourmemoriestheremustbesomeface——somevoice——somename,ifnothingmore。Icannotbelievethatthereisnothingbutbitterness。"

"There’snobitterness,"hemurmured。

"O!Brother,myheartisfaintwithfear,"whisperedImmada。

Lingardturnedswiftlytothatwhisper。

"Then,theyaretobesaved,"exclaimedMrs。Travers。"Ah,I

knew……"

"Bearthyfearinpatience,"saidHassim,rapidly,tohissister。

"Theyaretobesaved。Youhavesaidit,"Lingardpronouncedaloud,suddenly。Hefeltlikeaswimmerwho,inthemidstofsuperhumaneffortstoreachtheshore,perceivesthattheundertowistakinghimtosea。Hewouldgowiththemysteriouscurrent;hewouldgoswiftly——andseetheend,thefulfilmentbothblissfulandterrible。

Withthisstateofexaltationinwhichhesawhimselfinsomeincomprehensiblewayalwaysvictorious,whatevermightbefall,therewasmingledatenacityofpurpose。Hecouldnotsacrificehisintention,theintentionofyears,theintentionofhislife;

hecouldnomorepartwithitandexistthanhecouldcutouthisheartandlive。Theadventurerheldfasttohisadventurewhichmadehiminhisownsightexactlywhathewas。

Heconsideredtheproblemwithcoolaudacity,backedbyabeliefinhisownpower。Itwasnotthesetwomenhehadtosave;hehadtosavehimself!Andlookeduponinthiswaythesituationappearedfamiliar。

HassimhadtoldhimthetwowhitemenhadbeentakenbytheircaptorstoDaman’scamp。TheyoungRajah,leavinghissisterinthecanoe,hadlandedonthesandandhadcrepttotheveryedgeoflightthrownbythefiresbywhichtheIllanunswerecooking。

Damanwassittingapartbyalargerblaze。Twoprausrodeinshallowwaternearthesandbank;ontheridge,asentrywalkedwatchingthelightsofthebrig;thecampwasfullofquietwhispers。Hassimreturnedtohiscanoe,thenheandhissister,paddlingcautiouslyroundtheanchoredpraus,inwhichwomen’svoicescouldbeheard,approachedtheotherendofthecamp。Thelightofthebigblazetherefellonthewaterandthecanoeskirteditwithoutasplash,keepinginthenight。Hassim,landingforthesecondtime,creptagainclosetothefires。Eachprauhad,accordingtothecustomsoftheIllanunroverswhenonaraidingexpedition,asmallerwar—boatandthesebeinglightandmanageablewerehauleduponthesandnotfarfromthebigblaze;theysathighontheshelvingshorethrowingheavyshadows。Hassimcreptuptowardthelargestofthemandthenstandingontiptoecouldlookatthecampacrossthegunwales。

Theconfusedtalkingofthemenwaslikethebuzzofinsectsinaforest。Achildwailedonboardoneoftheprausandawomanhailedtheshoreshrilly。Hassimunsheathedhiskrisandhelditinhishand。

Verysoon——hesaid——hesawthetwowhitemenwalkingamongstthefires。Theywavedtheirarmsandtalkedtogether,stoppingfromtimetotime;theyapproachedDaman;andtheshortmanwiththehaironhisfaceaddressedhimearnestlyandatgreatlength。

DamansatcrossleggeduponalittlecarpetwithanopenKoranonhiskneesandchantedtheversetsswayingtoandfrowithhiseyesshut。

TheIllanunchiefsrecliningwrappedincloaksonthegroundraisedthemselvesontheirelbowstolookatthewhites。Whentheshortwhitemanfinishedspeakinghegazeddownatthemforawhile,thenstampedhisfoot。Helookedangrybecausenooneunderstoodhim。Thensuddenlyhelookedverysad;hecoveredhisfacewithhishands;thetallmanputhishandontheshortman’sshoulderandwhisperedintohisear。Thedrywoodofthefirescrackled,theIllanunsslept,cooked,talked,butwiththeirweaponsathand。Anarmedmanortwocameuptostareattheprisonersandthenreturnedtotheirfire。ThetwowhitessankdowninthesandinfrontofDaman。Theirclothesweresoiled,therewassandintheirhair。Thetallmanhadlosthishat;theglassintheeyeoftheshortmanglitteredverymuch;hisbackwasmuddyandonesleeveofhiscoattornuptotheelbow。

AllthisHassimsawandthenretreatedundetectedtothatpartoftheshorewhereImmadawaitedforhim,keepingthecanoeafloat。

TheIllanuns,trustingtothesea,keptverybadwatchontheirprisoners,andhadhebeenabletospeakwiththemHassimthoughtanescapecouldhavebeeneffected。Buttheycouldnothaveunderstoodhissignsandstilllesshiswords。Heconsultedwithhissister。Immadamurmuredsadly;attheirfeettheripplebrokewithamournfulsoundnolouderthantheirvoices。

Hassim’sloyaltywasunshaken,butnowitledhimonnotinthebrightlightofhopesbutinthedeepenedshadowofdoubt。Hewantedtoobtaininformationforhisfriendwhowassopowerfulandwhoperhapswouldknowhowtobeconstant。WhenfollowedbyImmadaheapproachedthecampagain——thistimeopenly——theirappearancedidnotexcitemuchsurprise。ItwaswellknowntotheChiefsoftheIllanunsthattheRajahforwhomtheyweretofight——ifGodsowilled——wasupontheshoalslookingoutforthecomingofthewhitemanwhohadmuchwealthandastoreofweaponsandwhowashisservant。Daman,whoaloneunderstoodtheexactrelation,welcomedthemwithimpenetrablegravity。Hassimtookhisseatonthecarpetathisrighthand。Aconsultationwasbeingheldhalf—aloudinshortandapparentlycarelesssentences,withlongintervalsofsilencebetween。Immada,nestlingclosetoherbrother,leanedonearmonhisshoulderandlistenedwithseriousattentionandwithoutwardcalmasbecameaprincessofWajoaccustomedtoconsortwithwarriorsandstatesmeninmomentsofdangerandinthehoursofdeliberation。Herheartwasbeatingrapidly,andfacingherthesilentwhitemenstaredatthesetwoknownfaces,asifacrossagulf。FourIllanunchiefssatinarow。Theiramplecloaksfellfromtheirshoulders,andlaybehindthemonthesandinwhichtheirfourlonglanceswereplantedupright,eachsupportingasmalloblongshieldofwood,carvedontheedgesandstainedadullpurple。Damanstretchedouthisarmandpointedattheprisoners。Thefacesofthewhitemenwereveryquiet。Damanlookedatthemmutelyandardently,asifconsumedbyanunspeakablelonging。

TheKoran,inasilkcover,hungonhisbreastbyacrimsoncord。

Itrestedoverhisheartand,justbelow,theplainbuffalo—hornhandleofakris,stuckintothetwistofhissarong,protrudedreadytohishand。Thecloudsthickeningoverthecampmadethedarknesspressheavilyontheglowofscatteredfires。"Thereisbloodbetweenmeandthewhites,"hepronounced,violently。TheIllanunchiefsremainedimpassive。Therewasbloodbetweenthemandallmankind。Hassimremarkeddispassionatelythattherewasonewhitemanwithwhomitwouldbewisetoremainfriendly;andbesides,wasnotDamanhisfriendalready?Damansmiledwithhalf—closedeyes。Hewasthatwhiteman’sfriend,nothisslave。

TheIllanunsplayingwiththeirsword—handlesgruntedassent。

Why,askedDaman,didthesestrangewhitestravelsofarfromtheircountry?Thegreatwhitemanwhomtheyallknewdidnotwantthem。Noonewantedthem。Evilwouldfollowintheirfootsteps。Theyweresuchmenasaresentbyrulerstoexaminetheaspectsoffar—offcountriesandtalkofpeaceandmaketreaties。Suchisthebeginningofgreatsorrows。TheIllanunswerefarfromtheircountry,wherenowhitemandaredtocome,andthereforetheywerefreetoseektheirenemiesupontheopenwaters。Theyhadfoundthesetwowhohadcometosee。Heaskedwhattheyhadcometosee?Wastherenothingtolookatintheirowncountry?

Hetalkedinanironicandsubduedtone。Thescatteredheapsofembersglowedadeeperred;thebigblazeofthechief’sfiresanklowandgrewdimbeforeheceased。Straight—limbedfiguresrose,sank,moved,whisperedonthebeach。Hereandthereaspear—bladecaughtaredgleamabovetheblackshapeofahead。

"TheIllanunsseekbootyonthesea,"criedDaman。"Theirfathersandthefathersoftheirfathershavedonethesame,beingfearlesslikethosewhoembracedeathclosely。"

Alowlaughwasheard。"Westrikeandgo,"saidanexultingvoice。"Weliveanddiewithourweaponsinourhands。"TheIllanunsleapedtotheirfeet。Theystampedonthesand,flourishingnakedbladesovertheheadsoftheirprisoners。A

tumultarose。

WhenitsubsidedDamanstoodupinacloakthatwrappedhimtohisfeetandspokeagaingivingadvice。

Thewhitemensatonthesandandturnedtheireyesfromfacetofaceasiftryingtounderstand。Itwasagreedtosendtheprisonersintothelagoonwheretheirfatewouldbedecidedbytheruleroftheland。TheIllanunsonlywantedtoplundertheship。Theydidnotcarewhatbecameofthemen。"ButDamancares,"remarkedHassimtoLingard,whenrelatingwhattookplace。"Hecares,OTuan!"

HassimhadlearnedalsothattheSettlementwasinastateofunrestasifontheeveofwar。Belarabwithhisfollowerswasencampedbyhisfather’stombinthehollowbeyondthecultivatedfields。Hisstockadewasshutupandnooneappearedontheverandahsofthehouseswithin。Youcouldtelltherewerepeopleinsideonlybythesmokeofthecookingfires。Tengga’sfollowersmeantimeswaggeredabouttheSettlementbehavingtyrannicallytothosewhowerepeaceable。Agreatmadnesshaddescendeduponthepeople,amadnessstrongasthemadnessoflove,themadnessofbattle,thedesiretospillblood。Astrangefearalsohadmadethemwild。ThebigsmokeseenthatmorningabovetheforestsofthecoastwassomeagreedsignalfromTenggatoDamanbutwhatitmeantHassimhadbeenunabletofindout。HefearedforJorgenson’ssafety。Hesaidthatwhileoneofthewar—boatswasbeingmadereadytotakethecaptivesintothelagoon,heandhissisterleftthecampquietlyandgotawayintheircanoe。Theflaresofthebrig,reflectedinafaintloomupontheclouds,enabledthemtomakestraightforthevesselacrossthebanks。

Beforetheyhadgonehalfwaytheseflameswentoutandthedarknessseemeddenserthananyhehadknownbefore。Butitwasnogreaterthanthedarknessofhismind——headded。Hehadlookeduponthewhitemensittingunmovedandsilentundertheedgeofswords;hehadlookedatDaman,hehadheardbitterwordsspoken;

hewaslookingnowathiswhitefriend——andtheissueofeventshecouldnotsee。Onecanseemen’sfacesbuttheirfate,whichiswrittenontheirforeheads,onecannotsee。Hehadnomoretosay,andwhathehadspokenwastrueineveryword。

IV

LingardrepeateditalltoMrs。Travers。Hercourage,herintelligence,thequicknessofherapprehension,thecolourofhereyesandtheintrepidityofherglanceevokedinhimanadmiringenthusiasm。Shestoodbyhisside!Everymomentthatfatalillusionclungclosertohissoul——likeagarmentoflight——likeanarmouroffire。

Hewasunwillingtofacethefacts。Allhislife——tillthatday——hadbeenawrestlewitheventsinthedaylightofthisworld,butnowhecouldnotbringhismindtotheconsiderationofhisposition。ItwasMrs。Traverswho,afterwaitingawhile,forcedonhimthepainofthoughtbywantingtoknowwhatbearingHassim’snewshaduponthesituation。

LingardhadnottheslightestdoubtDamanwantedhimtoknowwhathadbeendonewiththeprisoners。ThatiswhyDamanhadwelcomedHassim,andlethimhearthedecisionandhadallowedhimtoleavethecamponthesandbank。Therecouldbeonlyoneobjectinthis;tolethim,Lingard,knowthattheprisonershadbeenputoutofhisreachaslongasheremainedinhisbrig。Nowthisbrigwashisstrength。Tomakehimleavehisbrigwaslikeremovinghishandfromhissword。

"DoyouunderstandwhatImean,Mrs。Travers?"heasked。"TheyareafraidofmebecauseIknowhowtofightthisbrig。TheyfearthebrigbecausewhenIamonboardher,thebrigandIareone。

Anarmedman——don’tyousee?WithoutthebrigIamdisarmed,withoutmeshecan’tstrike。SoDamanthinks。Hedoesnotknoweverythingbutheisnotfaroffthetruth。HesaystohimselfthatifImantheboatstogoafterthesewhitesintothelagoonthenhisIllanunswillgettheyachtforsure——andperhapsthebrigaswell。IfIstopherewithmybrigheholdsthetwowhitemenandcantalkasbigashepleases。Belarabbelievesinmenodoubt,butDamantrustsnomanonearth。Hesimplydoesnotknowhowtotrustanyone,becauseheisalwaysplottinghimself。HecametohelpmeandassoonashefoundIwasnottherehebegantoplotwithTengga。Nowhehasmadeamove——aclevermove;acleverermovethanhethinks。Why?I’lltellyouwhy。BecauseI,TomLingard,haven’tasinglewhitemanaboardthisbrigIcantrust。Notone。Ionlyjustdiscoveredmymate’sgotthenotionI

amsomekindofpirate。Andallyouryachtpeoplethinkthesame。

Itisasthoughyouhadbroughtacurseonmeinyouryacht。

Nobodybelievesme。GoodGod!WhathaveIcometo!Eventhosetwo——lookatthem——Isaylookatthem!Byallthestarstheydoubtme!Me!……"

HepointedatHassimandImmada。Thegirlseemedfrightened。

Hassimlookedoncalmandintelligentwithinexhaustiblepatience。Lingard’svoicefellsuddenly。

"Andbyheavenstheymayberight。Whoknows?You?Doyouknow?

Theyhavewaitedforyears。Look。Theyarewaitingwithheavyhearts。DoyouthinkthatIdon’tcare?OughtItohavekeptitallin——toldnoone——noone——notevenyou?Aretheywaitingforwhatwillnevercomenow?"

Mrs。Traversroseandmovedquicklyroundthetable。"Canwegiveanythingtothis——thisDamanortheseothermen?Wecouldgivethemmorethantheycouldthinkofasking。I——myhusband……"

"Don’ttalktomeofyourhusband,"hesaid,roughly。"Youdon’tknowwhatyouaredoing。"Sheconfrontedthesombreangerofhiseyes——"ButImust,"sheassertedwithheat。——"Must,"hemused,noticingthatshewasonlyhalfaheadlesstallthanhimself。

"Must!Oh,yes。Ofcourse,youmust。Must!Yes。ButIdon’twanttohear。Give!Whatcanyougive?YoumayhaveallthetreasuresoftheworldforallIknow。No!Youcan’tgiveanything……"

"IwasthinkingofyourdifficultywhenIspoke,"sheinterrupted。Hiseyeswandereddownwardfollowingthelineofhershoulder。——"Ofme——ofme!"herepeated。

Allthiswassaidalmostinwhispers。Thesoundofslowfootstepswasheardondeckabovetheirheads。Lingardturnedhisfacetotheopenskylight。

"Ondeckthere!Anywind?"

Allwasstillforamoment。Somebodyaboveansweredinaleisurelytone:

"Asteadylittledraughtfromthenorthward。"

Thenafterapauseaddedinamutter:

"Pitchdark。"

"Aye,darkenough,"murmuredLingard。Hemustdosomething。Now。

Atonce。Theworldwaswaiting。Theworldfullofhopesandfear。

Whatshouldhedo?Insteadofansweringthatquestionhetracedtheungleamingcoilsofhertwistedhairandbecamefascinatedbyastraylockatherneck。Whatshouldhedo?Noonetoleavehisbrigto。ThevoicethathadansweredhisquestionwasCarter’svoice。"Heishangingaboutkeepinghiseyeonme,"hesaidtoMrs。Travers。Sheshookherheadandtriedtosmile。Themanabovecougheddiscreetly。"No,"saidLingard,"youmustunderstandthatyouhavenothingtogive。"

Themanondeckwhoseemedtohavelingeredbytheskylightwasheardsayingquietly,"Iamathandifyouwantme,Mrs。

Travers。"HassimandImmadalookedup。"Yousee,"exclaimedLingard。"WhatdidItellyou?He’skeepinghiseyeonme!Onboardmyownship。AmIdreaming?AmIinafever?Tellhimtocomedown,"hesaidafterapause。Mrs。TraversdidsoandLingardthoughthervoiceverycommandingandverysweet。

"There’snothingintheworldIlovesomuchasthisbrig,"hewenton。"Nothingintheworld。IfIlostherIwouldhavenostandingroomontheearthformyfeet。Youdon’tunderstandthis。Youcan’t。"

Cartercameinandshutthecabindoorcarefully。Helookedwithserenityateveryoneinturn。

"Allquiet?"askedLingard。

"Quietenoughifyouliketocallitso,"heanswered。"Butifyouonlyputyourheadoutsidethedooryou’llhearthemallonthequarter—decksnoringagainsteachother,asiftherewerenowivesathomeandnopiratesatsea。"

"Lookhere,"saidLingard。"IfoundoutthatIcan’ttrustmymate。"

"Can’tyou?"drawledCarter。"Iamnotexactlysurprised。ImustsayHEdoesnotsnorebutIbelieveitisbecauseheistoocrazytosleep。Hewaylaidmeonthepoopjustnowandsaidsomethingaboutevilcommunicationscorruptinggoodmanners。SeemstomeI’veheardthatbefore。Queerthingtosay。Hetriedtomakeitoutsomehowthatifhewasn’tcorruptitwasn’tyourfault。Asifthiswasanyconcernofmine。He’sasmadashe’sfat——orelseheputsiton。"Carterlaughedalittleandleanedhisshouldersagainstabulkhead。

LingardgazedatthewomanwhoexpectedsomuchfromhimandinthelightsheseemedtoshedhesawhimselfleadingacolumnofarmedboatstotheattackoftheSettlement。Hecouldburnthewholeplacetothegroundanddriveeverysoulofthemintothebush。Hecould!Andtherewasasurprise,ashock,avaguehorroratthethoughtofthedestructivepowerofhiswill。Hecouldgivehereversomanylives。Hehadseenheryesterday,anditseemedtohimhehadbeenallhislifewaitingforhertomakeasign。Shewasverystill。Heponderedaplanofattack。Hesawsmokeandflame——andnextmomenthesawhimselfaloneamongstshapelessruinswiththewhispers,withthesighandmoanoftheShallowsinhisears。Heshuddered,andshakinghishand:

"No!Icannotgiveyouallthoselives!"hecried。

Then,beforeMrs。Traverscouldguessthemeaningofthisoutburst,hedeclaredthatasthetwocaptivesmustbesavedhewouldgoaloneintothelagoon。Hecouldnotthinkofusingforce。"Youunderstandwhy,"hesaidtoMrs。Traversandshewhisperedafaint"Yes。"Hewouldruntheriskalone。HishopewasinBelarabbeingabletoseewherehistrueinterestlay。"IfIcanonlygetathimIwouldsoonmakehimsee,"hemusedaloud。

"Haven’tIkepthispowerupforthesetwoyearspast?Andheknowsit,too。Hefeelsit。"WhetherhewouldbeallowedtoreachBelarabwasanothermatter。Lingardlosthimselfindeepthought。

"Hewouldnotdare,"heburstout。Mrs。Traverslistenedwithpartedlips。Carterdidnotmoveamuscleofhisyouthfulandself—possessedface;onlywhenLingard,turningsuddenly,cameupclosetohimandaskedwitharedflashofeyesandinaloweredvoice,"Couldyoufightthisbrig?"somethinglikeasmilemadeastiramongstthehairsofhislittlefairmoustache。

"’CouldI?"hesaid。"Icouldtry,anyhow。"Hepaused,andaddedhardlyabovehisbreath,"Forthelady——ofcourse。"

Lingardseemedstaggeredasthoughhehadbeenhitinthechest。

"Iwasthinkingofthebrig,"hesaid,gently。

"Mrs。Traverswouldbeonboard,"retortedCarter。

"What!onboard。Ahyes;onboard。Whereelse?"stammeredLingard。

Carterlookedathiminamazement。"Fight!Youask!"hesaid,slowly。"Youjusttryme。"

"Ishall,"ejaculatedLingard。Heleftthecabincallingout"serang!"Athincrackedvoicewasheardimmediatelyanswering,"Tuan!"andthedoorslammedto。

"Youtrusthim,Mrs。Travers?"askedCarter,rapidly。

"Youdonot——why?"sheanswered。

"Ican’tmakehimout。IfhewasanotherkindofmanIwouldsayhewasdrunk,"saidCarter。"Whyishehereatall——he,andthisbrigofhis?Excusemyboldness——buthaveyoupromisedhimanything?"

"I——Ipromised!"exclaimedMrs。TraversinabittertonewhichsilencedCarterforamoment。

"Somuchthebetter,"hesaidatlast。"Lethimshowwhathecandofirstand……"

"Here!Takethis,"saidLingard,whore—enteredthecabinfumblingabouthisneck。Cartermechanicallyextendedhishand。

"What’sthisfor?"heasked,lookingatasmallbrasskeyattachedtoathinchain。

"Powdermagazine。Trapdoorunderthetable。ThemanwhohasthiskeycommandsthebrigwhileIamaway。Theserangunderstands。

Youhaveherverylifeinyourhandthere。"

Carterlookedatthesmallkeylyinginhishalf—openpalm。

"IwasjusttellingMrs。TraversIdidn’ttrustyou——notaltogether……"

"Iknowallaboutit,"interruptedLingard,contemptuously。"Youcarryablamedpistolinyourpockettoblowmybrainsout——don’tyou?What’sthattome?Iamthinkingofthebrig。IthinkIknowyoursort。Youwilldo。"

"Well,perhapsImight,"mumbledCarter,modestly。

"Don’tberash,"saidLingard,anxiously。"Ifyou’vegottofightuseyourheadaswellasyourhands。Ifthere’sabreezefightunderway。Iftheyshouldtrytoboardinacalm,trusttothesmallarmstoholdthemoff。Keepyourheadand——"HelookedintenselyintoCarter’seyes;hislipsworkedwithoutasoundasthoughhehadbeensuddenlystruckdumb。"Don’tthinkaboutme。

What’sthattoyouwhoIam?Thinkoftheship,"heburstout。

"Don’tlethergo!——Don’tlethergo!"Thepassioninhisvoiceimpressedhishearerswhoforatimepreservedaprofoundsilence。

"Allright,"saidCarteratlast。"Iwillsticktoyourbrigasthoughsheweremyown;butIwouldliketoseeclearthroughallthis。Lookhere——youaregoingoffsomewhere?Alone,yousaid?"

"Yes。Alone。"

"Verywell。Mind,then,thatyoudon’tcomebackwithacrowdofthosebrownfriendsofyours——orbytheHeavensaboveusIwon’tletyoucomewithinhailofyourownship。AmItokeepthiskey?"

"CaptainLingard,"saidMrs。Traverssuddenly。"Woulditnotbebettertotellhimeverything?"

"Tellhimeverything?"repeatedLingard。"Everything!Yesterdayitmighthavebeendone。Onlyyesterday!Yesterday,didIsay?

Onlysixhoursago——onlysixhoursagoIhadsomethingtotell。

Youheardit。Andnowit’sgone。Tellhim!There’snothingtotellanymore。"Heremainedforatimewithbowedhead,whilebeforehimMrs。Travers,whohadbegunagestureofprotest,droppedherarmssuddenly。Inamomenthelookedupagain。

"Keepthekey,"hesaid,calmly,"andwhenthetimecomesstepforwardandtakecharge。Iamsatisfied。"

"Iwouldliketoseeclearthroughallthisthough,"mutteredCarteragain。"Andforhowlongareyouleavingus,Captain?"

Lingardmadenoanswer。Carterwaitedawhile。"Come,sir,"heurged。"Ioughttohavesomenotion。Whatisit?Two,threedays?"Lingardstarted。

"Days,"herepeated。"Ah,days。Whatisityouwanttoknow?Two……three——whatdidtheoldfellowsay——perhapsforlife。"ThiswasspokensolowthatnoonebutCarterheardthelastwords。——"Doyoumeanit?"hemurmured。Lingardnodded。——"Waitaslongasyoucan——thengo,"hesaidinthesamehardlyaudiblevoice。"Gowhere?"——"Whereyoulike,nearestport,anyport。"——"Verygood。That’ssomethingplainatanyrate,"

commentedtheyoungmanwithimperturbablegoodhumour。

"Igo,OHassim!"beganLingardandtheMalaymadeaslowinclinationoftheheadwhichhedidnotraiseagaintillLingardhadceasedspeaking。HebetrayedneithersurprisenoranyotheremotionwhileLingardinafewconciseandsharpsentencesmadehimacquaintedwithhispurposetobringaboutsinglehandedthereleaseoftheprisoners。WhenLingardhadendedwiththewords:

"Andyoumustfindawaytohelpmeinthetimeoftrouble,O

RajahHassim,"helookedupandsaid:

"Good。Youneveraskedmeforanythingbefore。"

Hesmiledathiswhitefriend。Therewassomethingsubtleinthesmileandafterwardanaddedfirmnessinthereposeofthelips。

Immadamovedastepforward。ShelookedatLingardwithterrorinherblackanddilatedeyes。Sheexclaimedinavoicewhosevibrationstartledtheheartsofallthehearerswithanindefinablesenseofalarm,"Hewillperish,Hassim!Hewillperishalone!"

"No,"saidHassim。"Thyfearisasvainto—nightasitwasatsunrise。Heshallnotperishalone。"

Hereyelidsdroppedslowly。Fromherveiledeyesthetearsfell,vanishinginthesilence。Lingard’sforeheadbecamefurrowedbyfoldsthatseemedtocontainaninfinityofsombrethoughts。

"Remember,OHassim,thatwhenIpromisedyoutotakeyoubacktoyourcountryyoupromisedmetobeafriendtoallwhitemen。A

friendtoallwhiteswhoareofmypeople,forever。"

"Mymemoryisgood,OTuan,"saidHassim;"Iamnotyetbackinmycountry,butisnoteveryonetherulerofhisownheart?

Promisesmadebyamanofnoblebirthliveaslongasthespeakerendures。"

"Good—bye,"saidLingardtoMrs。Travers。"Youwillbesafehere。"Helookedallaroundthecabin。"Ileaveyou,"hebeganagainandstoppedshort。Mrs。Travers’hand,restinglightlyontheedgeofthetable,begantotremble。"It’sforyou……Yes。

Foryoualone……anditseemsitcan’tbe……"

Itseemedtohimthathewassayinggood—byetoalltheworld,thathewastakingalastleaveofhisownself。Mrs。Traversdidnotsayaword,butImmadathrewherselfbetweenthemandcried:

"Youareacruelwoman!Youaredrivinghimawayfromwherehisstrengthis。Youputmadnessintohisheart,O!Blind——withoutpity——withoutshame!……"

"Immada,"saidHassim’scalmvoice。Nobodymoved。

"Whatdidshesaytome?"falteredMrs。Traversandagainrepeatedinavoicethatsoundedhard,"Whatdidshesay?"

"Forgiveher,"saidLingard。"Herfearsareforme……"——"It’saboutyourgoing?"Mrs。Traversinterrupted,swiftly。

"Yes,itis——andyoumustforgiveher。"Hehadturnedawayhiseyeswithsomethingthatresembledembarrassmentbutsuddenlyhewasassailedbyanirresistiblelongingtolookagainatthatwoman。Atthemomentofpartingheclungtoherwithhisglanceasamanholdswithhishandsapricelessanddisputedpossession。ThefaintblushthatoverspreadgraduallyMrs。

Travers’featuresgaveherfaceanairofextraordinaryandstartlinganimation。

"Thedangeryourun?"sheasked,eagerly。Herepelledthesuggestionbyaslightinggestureofthehand。——"Nothingworthlookingattwice。Don’tgiveitathought,"hesaid。"I’vebeenintighterplaces。"Heclappedhishandsandwaitedtillheheardthecabindooropenbehindhisback。"Steward,mypistols。"Themulattoinslippers,apronedtothechin,glidedthroughthecabinwithunseeingeyesasthoughforhimnoonetherehadexisted……——"Isitmyheartthatachesso?"Mrs。Traversaskedherself,contemplatingLingard’smotionlessfigure。"Howlongwillthissensationofdullpainlast?Willitlastforever。

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