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第2章

Shedashedoutoftheroom,andcouldneverbeinducedtosayawordfurtheraboutthematter。Shewouldindeedhavefounditimpossibletoexpressherintenseantipathyandsenseofimpendingcalamity。Shehadnotthephrasestomakeherselfcleareventoherself,andafterallwhatcontrollingeffortcanoneproducewhenoneisonlyeightyearsold?

CHAPTERII

ALACKOFPERCEPTION

MercantileasAmericanswereproclaimedtobe,theopinionofSirNigelAnstrutherswasthattheywere,onsomepoints,singularlyunbusinesslike。Intheperfectlyobviousandsimplematterofthesettlementofhisdaughter’sfortune,hehadfeltthatReubenVanderpoelwasobtusetothepointofidiocy。

Heseemedtohavenoneoftheordinarypointsofview。

NaturallytherewastoAnstruthers’mindbutonepointofviewtotake。Amanofbirthandrank,heargued,doesnotcareeracrosstheAtlantictomarryaNewYorkmillionaire’sdaughterunlessheanticipatesderivingsomeadvantagefromthealliance。Suchaman——beingofAnstruthers’type——wouldnothavemarriedarichwomaneveninhisowncountrywithoutmakingsurethatadvantagesweretoaccruetohimselfasaresultoftheunion。"InEngland,"tousehisownwords,"therewasnononsenseaboutit。"Women’sfortunesaswellasthemselvesbelongedtotheirhusbands,andamanwhowasmasterinhisownhousecouldmakehiswifedoashechose。

Hehadseengirlswithmoneymanagedverysatisfactorilybyfellowswhoheldatightrein,andwerenotmovedbytears,anddidnotallowtalkingtorelations。Ifhehadbeendesirousofmarryingandcouldhaveaffordedtotakeapennilesswife,therewerehundredsofportionlessgirlsreadytothankGodforadecentchancetosettlethemselvesforlife,andoneneednotstiroutofone’snativelandtofindthem。

ButSirNigelhadnotintheleastdesiredtosaddlehimselfwithadomesticencumbrance,infactnothingwouldhaveinducedhimtoconsiderthestepifhehadnotbeendrivenhardbycircumstances。Hisfortuneshadreachedastagewheremoneymustbeforthcomingsomehow——fromsomewhere。

Heandhismotherhadbeenlivingfromhandtomouth,sotospeak,foryears,andtheyhadalsobeenobligedtokeepupappearances,whichissometimesembitteringeventopersonsofamiabletempers。LadyAnstruthers,itistrue,hadlivedinthecountryinasniggardlyamanneraspossible。Shehadnarrowedherexistencetoabsoluteprivation,presentingatthesametimeastern,boldfronttothepersonswhosawher,totheinsufficientstaffofservants,tothevillagetothevicarandhiswife,andthefewfar—distantneighbourswhoperhapsonceayeardrovemilestocallorleaveacard。Shewasanoldwomansufficientlyunattractivetofindnodifficultyinthewayoflimitingheracquaintances。Theunprepossessingwardrobeshehadgatheredinthepassingyearswasremadeagainandagainbythevillagedressmaker。Sheworedingyoldsilkgownsandappallingbonnets,andmantlesdrippingwithrustyfringesandbuglebeads,butthesemitigatednotintheleasttheunflinchingarroganceofherbearing,orthesimple,intolerantrudenesswhichsheconsideredproperandbecominginpersonslikeherself。Shedidnotofcourseallowthatthereexistedmanypersonslikeherself。

Thatsocietyrejoicedinthisfactwasbutthestampofitsinferiorityandfolly。WhileshepinchedherselfandharriedherfewhirelingsatStornhamitwasnecessaryforSirNigeltoshowhimselfintownandpresentasdecentanappearanceaspossible。Hisvanitywasfartooarroganttoallowofhispermittinghimselftodropoutoftheworldtowhichhecouldnotaffordtobelong。Thatheshouldhavebeenforgottenorignoredwouldhavebeenintolerabletohim。Forafewyearshewasinvitedtodineatgoodhouses,andgotshootingandhuntingaspartofthehospitalityofhisacquaintances。

Butamanwhocannotaffordtoreturnhospitalitieswillfindthatheneednotexpecttoavailhimselfofthoseofhisacquaintancestotheendofhiscareerunlessheisanextremelyengagingperson。SirNigelAnstrutherswasnotanengagingperson。Henevergaveathoughttothecomfortorinterestofanyotherhumanbeingthanhimself。Hewasalsodominatedbythekindofnastytemperwhichsorevealsitselfwhenletloosethatitsownercannotcontrolitevenwhenitwouldbedistinctlytohisadvantagetodoso。

Findingthathehadnothingtogiveinreturnforwhathetookasifitwerehisright,societygraduallybegantoceasetoretainanylivelyrecollectionofhisexistence。Thetrades—

peoplehehadbornehimselfloftilytowardsawakenedtothefactthathewasthekindofmanitwasatoncesafeandwisetodun,andthereforeproceededtomakehislifeaburdentohim。Athisclubshehadneverbeenamembersurroundedandrejoicedoverwhenhemadehisappearance。Thetimecamewhenhebegantofancythathewasratheredgedawayfrom,andheendeavouredtosustainhisdignitybybeingsulkyandmakingcausticspeecheswhenhewasapproached。DrivenoccasionallydowntoStornhambyactualpressureofcircumstances,hefoundtheoutlooktheremoreembitteringstill。

LadyAnstrutherslaidthebarenessofthelandbeforehimwithoutanyefforttopalliateunpleasantness。Ifhechosetostalkaboutandlookglum,shecouldsitstillandcallhisattentiontorevoltingtruthswhichhecouldnotdeny。Shecouldpointouttohimthathehadnomoney,andthattenantswouldnotstayinhouseswhichweretumblingtopieces,andworklandwhichhadbeenstarved。Shecouldtellhimjusthowlongatimehadelapsedsincewageshadbeenpaidandaccountsclearedoff。Andshehadanengaging,unbiassedwayofseemingtodrivethesemaddeningdetailshomebythemeremannerofherstatement。

"Youmakethewholethingasdamneddisagreeableasyoucan,"Nigelwouldsnarl。

"Imerelystatefacts,"shewouldreplywithacridserenity。

Amanwhocannotkeepuphisestate,payhistailorortherentofhislodgingsintown,isinastraitwhichmaydrivehimtodesperation。SirNigelAnstruthersborrowedsomemoney,wenttoNewYorkandmadehissuittonicelittlesillyRosalieVanderpoel。

Butthewholethingwasunexpectedlydisappointingandsurroundedbyirritatingcircumstances。Hefoundhimselffacetofacewithastateofaffairssuchashehadnotcontemplated。

InEnglandwhenamanmarried,certainpracticalmatterscouldbeinquiredintoandarrangedbysolicitors,theamountoftheprospectivebride’sfortune,theallowancesandsettlementstobemade,thepositionofthebridegroomwithregardtopecuniarymatters。Toputitsimply,amanfoundoutwherehestoodandwhathewastogain。But,atfirsttohissardonicentertainmentandlatertohisdisgustedannoyance,SirNigelgraduallydiscoveredthatinthematterofmarriage,Americanshadaningenuoustendencytobelieveinthesentimentalfeelingsofthepartiesconcerned。

Thegeneralimpressionseemedtobethatamanmarriedpurelyforlove,andthatdelicacywouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtoaskquestionsastowhathisbride’sparentswereinapositiontohandovertohimasasortofindemnityforthelossofhisbachelorfreedom。AnstruthersbegantodiscoverthisfactbeforehehadbeenmanyweeksinNewYork。

Hereachedtherealisationofitsexistencebyprocessesofexclusionandinclusion,byhearingcasualremarkspeopleletdrop,byaskingroundaboutandcarefulquestions,byleadingbothmenandwomentotheinnocentexpoundingofcertainpointsofview。Millionaires,itappeared,didnotexpecttomakeallowancestomenwhomarriedtheirdaughters;youngwomen,ittranspired,didnotintheleastrealisethatamanshouldbeliberallyendowedinpaymentforassumingthedutiesofahusband。Ifrichfathersmadeallowances,theymadethemtotheirdaughtersthemselves,whodisposedofthemastheypleased。Inthiscase,ofcourse,SirNigelprivatelyarguedwithfineacumen,itbecamethehusband’sbusinesstoseethatwhathiswifepleasedshouldbewhatmostagreeablycoincidedwithhisownviewsandconveniences。

Hismostilluminatingexperiencehadbeenthehearingofsomemen,hard—headed,richstockbrokerswithavulgarsenseofhumour,enjoyingthemselvesquiteuproariouslyonenightataclub,overastoryoneofthemwasrelatingofanunsatisfactoryGermanson—in—lawwhohaddemandedanincome。Hewasamanofsmalltitle,whohadmarriedthenarrator’sdaughter,andaftersomemonthsspentinhisfather—

in—law’shouse,hadfeltitbutproperthathisfinancialpositionshouldbeputonapracticalfooting。

"Hebroughtherbackafterthebridaltourtomakeusavisit,"saidthestoryteller,asharp—featuredmanwithaquaintwrymouth,whichseemedtoexpressaperpetual,repressedappreciationofpassingevents。"Ihadnothingtosayagainstthat,becausewewereallgladtoseeherhomeandhermotherhadbeenmissingher。ButweekspassedandmonthspassedandtherewasnomentionmadeofthemgoingovertosettleintheSloshwe’dheardsomuchof,andintimeitcameoutthattheSloshthing"——Anstruthersrealisedwithgallinhissoulthatthe"brute,"ashecalledhim,meant"Schloss,"andthathismispronunciationwasatonceamatterofhumourandderision——"wasn’thisatall。Itwashiselderbrother’s。Thewholelotofthemwerecountsandnotoneofthemseemedtoownadime。TheSloshcounthadn’tmorethantwenty—fivecentsandhewasn’tthekindtodealanyofitouttohisfamily。SoLily’scountwouldhavetogoclerkinginadrygoodsstore,ifhepromisedtosupporthimself。Buthedidn’tproposetodoit。Hethoughthe’dgotontoasoftthing。

Ofcoursewe’reaneasy—goinglotandweshouldhavestoodhimifhe’dbeenanicefellow。Buthewasn’t。Lily’smotherusedtofindhercryinginherbedroomanditcameoutbydegreesthatitwasbecauseAdolfhadbeenquarrellingwithherandsayingsneeringthingsaboutherfamily。Whenhermothertalkedtohimhewasinsulting。ThenbillsbegantocomeinandLilywasexpectedtogetmetopaythem。Andtheywerenotthekindofbillsadecentfellowcallsonanothermantopay。ButIdiditfiveorsixtimestomakeiteasyforher。Ididn’ttellherthattheygaveanolderchapthanhimselfsidelightsonthesituation。Butthatdidn’tworkwell。

HethoughtIdiditbecauseIhadto,andhebegantofeelfreeandeasyaboutit,anddidn’ttrytocoveruphistrackssomuchwhenhesentinanewlot。HewasalwaysworkingLily。Hebegantoconsiderhimselfmasterofthehouse。

Heintimatedthataprivatecarriageoughttobekeptforthem。Hesaiditwasbeggarlythatheshouldhavetoconsidertherestofthefamilywhenhewantedtogoout。WhenIgotontothesituation,Ibegantoenjoyit。Ilethimspreadhimselfforawhilejusttoseewhathewoulddo。GoodLord!

Icouldn’thavebelievedthatanyfellowcouldhavethoughtanyotherfellowcouldbesuchafoolashethoughtIwas。

HewentperfectlycrazyafteramonthorsoandorderedmeaboutandpatronisedmeasifIwasabootblackhemeanttoteachsomethingto。SoatlastIhadatalkwithLilyandtoldherIwasgoingtoputanendtoit。Ofcourseshecriedandwashalffrightenedtodeath,butbythattimehehadill—

usedhersothatsheonlywantedtogetridofhim。SoIsentforhimandhadatalkwithhiminmyoffice。Iledhimontosayingallhehadonhismind。HeexplainedtomewhatacondescensionitwasforamanlikehimselftomarryagirllikeLily。Hemadeadignified,touchingpictureofallthedisadvantagesofsuchanallianceandalltheadvantagestheyoughttobringinexchangetothemanwhoboreupunderthem。Irubbedmyheadandlookedworriedeverynowandthenandclearedmythroatapologeticallyjusttowarmhimup。Icantellyouthatfellowfelthappy,downrighthappywhenhesawhowhumblyIlistenedtohim。Hepositivelyswelledupwithhopeandcomfort。HethoughtIwasgoingtoturnoutwell,realwell。IwasgoingtopayupjustasavulgarNewYorkfather—in—lawoughttodo,andthankGodfortheblessedprivilege。Why,hewasrealeloquentabouthisbloodandhisancestorsandthehoary—headedSlosh。Sowhenhe’dfinished,Iclearedmythroatinanervous,ingratiatingkindofwayagainandIaskedhimkindofanxiouslywhathethoughtwouldbetheproperthingforabase—bornNewYorkmillionairetodounderthecircumstances——whathewouldapproveofhimself。"

SirNigelwasdisgustedtoseethenarratortwisthismouthintoasweet,shrewd,repressedgrinevenasheexpectoratedintothenearestreceptacle。Thegrinwasgreetedbyashoutoflaughterfromhiscompanions。

"Whatdidhesay,Stebbins?"someonecried。

"Hesaid,"explainedMr。Stebbinsdeliberately,"hesaidthatanallowancewastheproperthing。Hesaidthatamanofhisrankmusthaveresources,andthatitwasn’tdignifiedforhimtohavetoaskhiswifeorhiswife’sfatherformoneywhenhewantedit。Hesaidanallowancewaswhathefelthehadarighttoexpect。Andthenhetwistedhismoustacheandsaid,`whatproposition’didImake——whatwouldI

allowhim?"

Thestoryteller’shearersevidentlyknewhimwell。Theirlaughterwaslouderthanbefore。

"Let’sheartherest,Joe!Let’shearit!"

"Well,"repliedMr。Stebbinsalmostthoughtfully,"I

justgotupandsaid,`Well,itwon’ttakelongformetoanswerthat。I’vealwaysbeenfondofmychildren,andLilyisrathermypet。She’salwayshadeverythingshewanted,andshealwaysshall。She’sagoodgirlandshedeservesit。

I’llallowyou————"Thesignificantdeliberationofhisdrawlcouldscarcelybedescribed。"I’llallowyoujustfiveminutestogetoutofthisroom,beforeIkickyouout,andifIkickyououtoftheroom,I’llkickyoudownthestairs,andifIkickyoudownthestairs,IshallhavegotmybloodcomfortablywarmedupandI’llkickyoudownthestreetandroundtheblockanddowntoHoboken,becauseyou’regoingtotakethesteamerthereandgobacktotheplaceyoucamefrom,totheSloshthingorwhateveryoucallit。Wehaven’tadamnedbitofuseforyouhere。’Andbelieveitornot,gentlemen————"

lookingroundwiththewry—mouthedsmile,"hetookthatpassageandbackhewent。AndLily’slivingwithhermotherandImeantoholdontoher。"

SirNigelgotupandlefttheclubwhenthestorywasfinished。HetookalongwalkdownBroadway,gnawinghislipandholdinghisheadintheair。Heusedblasphemouslanguageatintervalsinalowvoice。Someofitwasaddressedtohisfateandsomeofittothevulgarmercantilecoarsenessandobtusenessofotherpeople。

"Theydon’tknowwhattheyaretalkingof,"hesaid。

"Itisunheardof。Whatdotheyexpect?Ineverthoughtofthis。Damnit!I’mlikearatinatrap。"

Itwasplainenoughthathecouldnotarrangehisfortuneashehadanticipatedwhenhedecidedtobegintomakelovetolittlepinkandwhite,doll—facedRosyVanderpoel。Ifhebegantodemandmonetaryadvantagesinhisdealingwithhisfuturewife’speopleintheirsettlementofherfortune,hemightarousesuspicionandinquiry。Hedidnotwantinquiryeitherinconnectionwithhisownmeansorhispastmannerofliving。Peoplewhohatedhimwouldbesuretocropupwithstoriesofthingsbetterleftalone。Therewerealwaysmeddlingfoolsreadytointerfere。

Hiswalkwaslongandfullofsavagethinking。Onceortwiceasherealisedwhatthedisinterestednessofhissentimentswassupposedtobe,ashortlaughbrokefromhimwhichwasratherlikethesnortoftheBishopess。

"IamsupposedtobemoonstruckoverasimperingAmericanchit——moonstruck!Damn!"Butwhenhereturnedtohishotelhehadmadeuphismindandwasbeginningtolookoverthesituationinevilcoldblood。Mattersmustbesettledwithoutdelayandhewasshrewdenoughtorealisethatwithhistemperanditsvariedresourcesatimidgirlwouldnotbedifficulttomanage。HehadseenatanearlystageoftheiracquaintancethatRosywasgreatlyimpressedbythesuperiorityofhisbearing,thathecouldmakeherblushwithembarrassmentwhenheconveyedtoherthatshehadmadeamistake,thathecouldchillhermiserablywhenhechosetoassumealoftystiffness。Aman’sdomesticarmourywasfilledwithweaponsifhecouldmakeawomanfeelgauche,inexperienced,inthewrong。Whenhewassafelymarried,hecouldpavethewaytowhathefeltwastheonlypracticalandfeasibleend。

Ifhehadbeenmarryingawomanwithmorebrains,shewouldbemoredifficulttosubdue,butwithRosalieVanderpoel,processeswerenotnecessary。Ifyoushocked,bewilderedorfrightenedherwithaccusations,sulks,orsneers,herlight,innocentheadwassetinsuchawhirlthattherestwaseasy。Itwaspossible,uponthewhole,thatthethingmightnotturnoutsoinfernallyillafterall。SupposingthatithadbeenBettinawhohadbeenthemarriageableone!Appreciatingtothefullthemanyreasonsforrejoicingthatshehadnotbeen,hewalkedingloomyreflectionhome。

CHAPTERIII

YOUNGLADYANSTRUTHERS

Whenthemarriagetookplacetheeventwasaccompaniedbyaningenuouslyelateflourishoftrumpets。MissVanderpoel’sfrocksweremultitudinousandwonderful,asalsoherjewelspurchasedatTiffany’s。Shecarriedathousandtrunks——moreorless——acrosstheAtlantic。Whentheshipsteamedawayfromthedock,thewharfwaslikeaflowergardenintheblazeofbrilliantanddelicateattirewornbythebevyofrelativesandintimateswhostoodwavingtheirhandkerchiefsandlaughinglycallingoutfarewellgoodwishes。

SirNigel’smentalattitudewasnotasympatheticoradmiringoneashestoodbyhisbride’ssidelookingback。IfRosy’shalfhappy,halftearfulexcitementhadlefthertheleisuretoreflectonhisexpression,shewouldnothavefeltitencouraging。

"WhatadeuceofarowAmericansmake,"hesaidevenbeforetheywereoutofhearingofthevoices。"Itwillbeapositiveresttobeinacountrywherethewomendonotcackleandshriekwithlaughter。"

Hesaiditwiththatsimplerudenesswhichattimesprofessedtobealmostimpersonal,andwhichRosaliehadusuallytriedtobelievewastheoutcomeofakindofcoolBritishhumour。Butthistimeshestartedalittleathiswords。

"IsupposewedomakemorenoisethanEnglishpeople,"

sheadmittedasecondorsolater。"Iwonderwhy?"Andwithoutwaitingforananswer——somewhatasifshehadnotexpectedorquitewantedone——sheleanedalittlefartheroverthesidetolookback,wavinghersmall,flutteringhandkerchieftothemanystillintumultonthewharf。Shewasnotperceptiveorquickenoughtotakeoffence,torealisethattheremarkwassignificantandthatSirNigelhadalreadybegunashemeanttogoon。ItwasfarfrombeinghisintentiontoplaythepartofanAmericanhusband,whowasplainlyacreatureinwhomnoauthorityvesteditself。Americanslettheirwomensayanddoanything,andwerecapableoffetchingandcarryingforthem。Hehadseenamanrunupstairsforhiswife’swrap,cheerfully,withouttheleastapparentsensethattheservicewasthepartofafootmaniftherewasoneinthehouse,aparlourmaidiftherewasnot。SirNigelhadbeenbroughtupinthegoodEarlyVictoriandayswhen"anicelittlewomantofetchyourslippersforyou"figuredincertaincirclesasdomesticbliss。Girlswereeducatedtofetchslippersasretrieversweretrainedtogointothewateraftersticks,andterrierstobringbackballsthrownforthem。

ThenewLadyAnstruthershad,itsupervened,severalopportunitiestoobtainanewviewofherbridegroom’scharacterbeforetheirvoyageacrosstheAtlanticwasover。AtthisperiodoftheslowerandmorecumbrousweavingoftheShuttle,theworldhadnotyetawakenedeventothepossibilitiesoftheoceangreyhound。AnAtlanticvoyageattimeswascapableofofferingtoabrideandbridegroomdaysenoughtobegintoglanceintotheirfuturewithapremonitionofthewaningofthehoneymoon,atleast,andespeciallyiftheywerenotsea—proof,towishwearilythatthefirsthalfofitwereover。Rosaliewasnotweary,butshebegantobebewildered。Asshehadneverbeenaclevergirlorquicktoperceive,andhadspentherlifeamongwomen—indulgingAmericanmen,shewasnotpreparedwithanyprecedentwhichmadehersituationclear。ThefirsttimeSirNigelshowedhistempertohershesimplystaredathim,hereyeslookinglikethoseofapuzzled,questioningchild。Thenshebrokeintohernervouslittlelaugh,becauseshedidnotknowwhatelsetodo。Athissecondoutbreakherstarewasratherstartledandshedidnotlaugh。

Herfirstawakeningwastoananxiouswondermentconcerningcertainmoodsofgloom,orwhatseemedtobegloom,towhichheseemedprone。Asshelayinhersteamerchairhewouldattimesmarchstifflyupanddownthedeck,apparentlyawareofnootherexistencethanhisown,hisfeaturesexpressingacertaincloudedresentmentofwhoseveryunexplainablenessshesecretlystoodinawe。Shewasnotastuteenough,poorgirl,toleavehimalone,andwhenwithinnocentquestioningssheendeavouredtodiscoverhistrouble,thegreatestmystificationsheencounteredwasthathehadthepowertomakeherfeelthatshewasinsomewaytakingaliberty,andshowingherlackoftactandperspicuity。

"Isanythingthematter,Nigel?"sheaskedatfirst,wonderingifshewereguiltyofsillinessintryingtoslipherhandintohis。Shewassureshehadbeenwhenheansweredher。

"No,"hesaidchillingly。

"Idon’tbelieveyouarehappy,"shereturned。"Somehowyouseemso——sodifferent。"

"Ihavereasonsforbeingdepressed,"hereplied,anditwaswithastifffinalitywhichstruckanoteofwarningtoher,signifyingthatitwouldbebettertasteinhertoputanendtohersimpleefforts。

Shevaguelyfeltherselfputinthewrong,andhepreferredthatitshouldbeso。Itwasthebestformofpreparationforanymoodhemightseethatitmightpayhimtoshowherinthefuture。Hewas,infact,confrontingdisdainfullyhisposition。Hehadheronhishandsandhewasreturningtohisrelationswithnodefiniteadvantagetoexhibitastheresultofhavingmarriedher。Shehadbeensuppliedwithanincomebuthehadnocontroloverit。Itwouldnothavebeensoifhehadnotbeeninsuchstraitsthathehadbeenafraidtoriskhischancebymakingastand。Tohaveawifewithmoney,asilly,sweettemperandnowillofherown,wasofcoursebetterthantobepenniless,headoverheelsindebtandhemmedinbydifficultiesoneveryside。Hehadseenwomentrainedtogiveintoanythingratherthanbebulliedinpublic,toaccedeintheendtoanydemandratherthanenduretheshameofacertainkindofscenemadebeforeservants,andacertainkindofinsolenceusedtorelativesandguests。ThequalityhefoundmostmaddeninglyirritatinginRosaliewasherobviouslyabsoluteunconsciousnessofthefactthatitwasentirelynaturalandproperthatherresourcesshouldbeinherhusband’shands。Hehad,indeed,evenintheseearlydays,madeatentativeeffortorsointheformofasuggestivespeech;hehadgivenheropeningstogivehimanopeningtoputthingsonapracticalbasis,butshehadneverhadtheintelligencetoseewhathewasaimingat,andhehadfoundhimselfalmostflounderingungracefullyinhisremarks,whileshehadlookedathimwithoutasignofcomprehensioninhersimple,anxiousblueeyes。Thecreaturewasactuallytryingtounderstandhimandcouldnot。Thatwastheworstofit,theblankwallofherunconsciousness,herchildlikebeliefthathewasfartoograndapersonagetorequireanything。Thesewerethethingshewasthinkingoverwhenhewalkedupanddownthedeckinunamiablesolitariness。

Rosyawakenedtotheamazedconsciousnessofthefactthat,insteadofbeingpleasedwiththeluxuryandprettinessofherwardrobeandappointments,heseemedtodislikeanddisdainthem。

"YouAmericanwomenchangeyourclothestoomuchandthinktoomuchofthem,"wasoneofhisfirstamiablecriticisms。"Youspendmorethanwell—bredwomenshouldspendonmeredressesandbonnets。InNewYorkitalwaysstrikesanEnglishmanthatthewomenlookendimancheatwhatevertimeofdayyoucomeacrossthem。"

"Oh,Nigel!"criedRosywoefully。Shecouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosaythan,"Oh,Nigel!"

"Iamsorrytosayitistrue,"herepliedloftily。ThatshewasanAmericanandaNewYorkerwasbeingimpresseduponpoorlittleLadyAnstruthersinanewway——somehowasifthemerecoldstatementofthefactputafineedgeofsarcasmtoanyremark。Shewasoftooinnocentaloyaltytowishthatshewasneithertheonenortheother,butshedidwishthatNigelwasnotsoprejudicedagainsttheplacesandpeopleshecaredforsomuch。

Shewassittinginherstateroomenfoldedinadressinggowncoveredwithcascadesoflace,tiedwithknotsofembroideredribbon,andhermaid,Hannah,whoadmiredhergreatly,wasbrushingherfairlonghairwithagold—backedbrush,ornamentedwithamonogramofjewels。

IfshehadbeenaFrenchduchessofapiquanttype,oranEnglishonewithanaquilinenose,shewouldhavebeenbeyondcriticism;ifshehadbeenaplump,over—fedwoman,oranugly,ill—natured,grossone,shewouldhavelookedvulgar,butshewasalittle,thin,fairNewYorker,andthoughshewasnotbeyondcriticism——ifonedemandedhighdistinction——

shewasprettyandnicetolookat。ButNigelAnstrutherswouldnotallowthistoher。Hisowntailors’billsbeingfarinarrearsandhispocketdisgustinglyempty,thesightofheringenuoussumptuousnessandthegay,accustomedsimplenessofoutlookwithwhichsheaccepteditashernaturalright,irritatedhimandrousedhisvenom。Billswouldremainunpaidifshewaspermittedtospendhermoneyonthissortofthingwithoutanyconsiderationfortherequirementsofotherpeople。

Heinhaledtheairandmadeagestureofdistaste。

"Thissachetbusinessisratheroverpowering,"hesaid。"Itisthesortofthingawomanshouldbeparticularlydiscreetabout。"

"Oh,Nigel!"criedthepoorgirlagitatedly。"Hannah,dogoandcallthestewardtoopenthewindows。Isitreallystrong?"sheimploredasHannahwentout。"Howdreadful。It’sonlyorrisandIdidn’tknowHannahhadputitinthetrunks。"

"MydearRosalie,"withawaveofthehandtakinginbothherselfandherdressingcase,"itisalltoostrong。"

"All——wh——what?"gaspingly。

"Thewholething。Allthatlaceandloveknotarrangement,thegold—backedbrushesandscentbottleswithdiamondsandrubiesstickinginthem。"

"They——theywereweddingpresents。TheycamefromTiffany’s。Everyonethoughtthemlovely。"

"TheylookasiftheybelongedtothedressingtableofaFrenchwomanofthedemi—monde。IfeelasifIhadactuallywalkedintotheapartmentofsomenotoriousParisiansoubrette。"

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