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第4章

Asshedescendedfromthecarriagethegirlwastremulousanduncertainofherselfandmuchoverpoweredbytheunbendingairoftheman—servantwhoreceivedherasifshewereaparcelinwhichitwasnopartofhisdutytotakethesmallestinterest。Asshemountedthestonestepsshecaughtaglimpseofbroadgloomwithinthethreshold,abig,square,dingyhallwheresomeotherservantsweredrawnupinarow。ShehadreadofsomethingofthesortinEnglishnovels,andshewassuddenlyembarrassedafreshbyherrealisationofthefactthatshedidnotknowwhattodoandthatifshemadeamistakeNigelwouldneverforgiveher。

Anelderlywomancameoutofaroomopeningintothehall。Shewasanuglywomanofarigidcarriage,which,withtheobviousintentionofbeingseverelymajestic,wasonlyantagonistic。Shehadaflaccidchin,andwascuriouslylikeNigel。Shehadalsohisexpressionwhenheintendedtobedisagreeable。ShewastheDowagerLadyAnstruthers,andbeinganentirelyrevoltingoldpersonatherbest,sheobjectedextremelytothetransatlanticbridewhohadmadeheradowager,thoughshewasdeterminedlypreparedtoprofitbyanypracticalbenefitlikelytoaccrue。

"Well,Nigel,"shesaidinadeepvoice。"Hereyouareatlast。"

Thiswasofcourseastatementnottoberefuted。Sheheldoutaleatherncheek,andasSirNigelalsopresentedhis,theircaressofgreetingwasasingularandnoteffusiveone。

"Isthisyourwife?"sheasked,givingRosalieabonyhand。

Andashedidnotindignantlydenythistobethefact,sheadded,"Howdoyoudo?"

Rosaliemurmuredareplyandtriedtocontrolherselfbymakinganotherefforttoswallowthelumpinherthroat。

Butshecouldnotswallowit。Shehadbeenkeepingadesperateholdonherselftoolong。Thebewilderedmiseryofherawakening,theawkwardnessofthepublicrowatthestation,thesulkswhichhadfilledthecarriagetorepletionthroughallthelongdrive,andfinallythejanglingbellswhichhadsorecalledthatlastjoyousdayathome——athome——hadbroughthertoapointwherethismeetingbetweenmotherandson——thesetwostony,unpleasantcreaturesexchangingareluctantrubofuninvitingcheeks——astwosavagesmighthaverubbednoses——provedthefinishingimpetustohysteria。Theyweresohideous,thesetwo,andsoghastlycomicandfantasticintheirunresponsiveglumness,thatthepoorgirllostallholduponherselfandbrokeintoatremblingshriekoflaughter。

"Oh!"shegaspedinterroratwhatshefelttobeherindecentmadness。"Oh!how——how————"AndthenseeingNigel’sfuriousstart,hismother’sglareandalltheservants’

alarmedstareather,sherushedstaggeringtotheonlycreatureshefeltsheknew——hermaidHannah,clutchedherandbrokedownintowildsobbing。

"Oh,takemeaway!"shecried。"Oh,do!Oh,do!Oh,Hannah!

Oh,mother——mother!"

"Takeyourmistresstoherroom,"commandedSirNigel。

"Godownstairs,"hecalledouttotheservants。"Takeherupstairsatonceandthrowwaterinherface,"totheexcitedHannah。

AndasthenewLadyAnstrutherswashalfled,halfdragged,inhumiliatedhystericdisorderupthestaircase,hetookhismotherbytheelbow,marchedherintothenearestroomandshutthedoor。Theretheystoodandstaredateachother,breathingquick,enragedbreathsandlookingparticularlyalikewiththeirheavy—featured,thick—skinned,infuriatedfaces。

ItwastheDowagerwhospokefirst,andherwholevoiceandmannerexpressedallsheintendedthattheyshould,allthederision,dislikeandscathingresignmenttoagrotesquefate。

"Well,"saidherladyship。"SoTHISiswhatyouhavebroughthomefromAmerica!"

CHAPTERIV

AMISTAKEOFTHEPOSTBOY’S

AstheweekspassedatStornhamCourttheAtlanticOceanseemedtoRosalieAnstrutherstowidenendlessly,andgay,happy,noisyNewYorktorecedeuntilitwasasfarawayassomememoryofheaven。Thegirlhadbeenborninthemidstoftherattling,rumblingbustle,andithadneverstruckherasassumingthecharacterofnoise;shehadonlythoughtofitasbeingthecheerfulconfusioninseparablefromtown。

ShehadbeensecretlyoffendedandhurtwhenstrangerssaidthatNewYorkwasnoisyanddirty;whentheycalleditvulgar,sheneverwhollyforgavethem。ShewasoftheNewYorkerswhoadoretheirNewYorkasParisiansadoreParisandwhofeelthatonlywithinitsbelovedboundariescanthebreathoflifebebreathed。Peoplewereoftentoohotortoocoldthere,buttherewasusuallyplentyofbrightglaringsun,andtheextremesoftheweatherhadatleastsomethingratherdramaticaboutthem。Thereweredramaticincidentsconnectedwiththem,atanyrate。Peoplefelldeadofsunstrokeorwerefrozentodeath,andthenewspaperswerefullofanecdotesduringa"coldsnap"ora"torridwave,"whichallmadeforexcitementandconversation。

ButatStornhamtherainseemedtoyoungLadyAnstrutherstodescendceaselessly。Theseasonwasawetone,andwhensheroseinthemorningandlookedoutoverthehugestretchoftreesandswardshethoughtshealwayssawtherainfallingeitherinhopelesssheetsormorehopelessdrizzle。Theoccasionsuponwhichthiswasadrearytruthblottedoutorblurredtheexceptions,wheninliquidultramarinedeepsofsky,floatedislandsandmountainsofsnow—whitefleece,ofabeautyofwhichshehadbeforehadnoconception。

IntheEnglishnovelsshehadread,placessuchasStornhamCourtwerealwaysfilledwith"houseparties,"madeupofwonderfultownwitsandbeauties,whoprovidedendlessentertainmentforeachother,whoplayedgames,whohuntedandshotpheasantsandshoneindazzlingamateurtheatricals。Therewere,however,novisitorsatStornham,andtherewereinfact,noaccommodationsforany。Therewerenumberlessbedrooms,butnonereallyfitforgueststooccupy。Carpetsandcurtainswereancientandragged,furniturewasdilapidated,chimneyswouldnotdraw,bedswerefallingtopieces。

TheDowagerLadyAnstruthershadnevereitherattracteddesired,orbeenabletoaffordcompany。Herson’swifesufferedfromtheresultingboredomandunpopularitywithoutbeingabletocomprehendthesignificanceofthesituation。

AstheweeksdraggedbyafewheavycarriagesdepositedattheCourtafewcallers。Someofthevisitorsboreimposingtitles,whichmadeRosalieverynervousandcausedherhastilytoarrayherselftoreceivethemintoilettesmuchtooprettyanddelicatefortheoccasion。Herinnocentideawasthatshemustdoherhusbandcreditbyappearingas"stylish"aspossible。

Asaresultshewasstaredat,eitherwithopendisfavour,orwithwell—bred,furtivecriticism,andwasdescribedafterwardsasbeingeither"veryAmerican"or"veryover—

dressed。"WhenshehadlivedinhugeroomsinFifthAvenue,Rosaliehadchangedherattireasmanytimesadayasshehadchangedherfancy;everyhourhadbeenfilledwithengagementsandamusements;theVanderpoelcarriageshaddrivenuptothedooranddrivenawayagainandagainthroughthemorningsandafternoonsanduntilmidnightandlater。Someonewasalwaysgoingoutorcomingin。Therehadbeeninthebighandsomehousenotmuchmoreofanairofreposethanonemightexpecttofindatarailwaystation;buttheflurry,thecomingandgoing,thecallingandchattinghadallbeencheery,amiable。AtStornham,Rosaliesatatbreakfastbeforeunchangingboiledeggs,unfailingtoastandunalterablebroiledbacon,morningaftermorning。SirNigelsatandmunchedoverthenewspapers,hismother,withanairofrelentlessdisapprovalfromaloftyheightofbothherfoodandcompanions,disposedofhereggsandherrasheratRosalie’srighthand。Shehadtransferredtoherdaughter—in—lawherpreviouslyoccupiedseatattheheadofthetable。Thishadbeendonewithacarefullypreparedsceneofintensethoughcorrectdisagreeableness,inwhichshehadmanagedtoconveyalltherancourofherdethronedspiritandherdisapprovalanddisdainofinternationalalliances。

"Itisofcourseproperthatyoushouldsitattheheadofyourhusband’stable,"shehadsaid,amongotheragreeablethings。"Awomanhavingdevotedherlifetohersonmustrelinquishherpositiontothepersonhechoosestomarry。

Ifyoushouldhaveasonyouwillgiveupyourpositiontohiswife。SinceNigelhasmarriedyou,hehas,ofcourse,arighttoexpectthatyouwillatleastmakeanefforttolearnsomethingofwhatisrequiredofwomenofyourposition。"

"Sitdown,Rosalie,"saidNigel。"Ofcourseyoutaketheheadofthetable,andnaturallyyoumustlearnwhatisexpectedofmywife,butdon’ttalkconfoundedrubbish,mother,aboutdevotingyourlifetoyourson。Wehaveseenaboutaslittleofeachotheraswecouldhelp。Weneveragreed。"Theywerebothbulliesandeachmadeoccasionaleffortsatbullyingtheotherwithoutanyparticularresult。Buteachcouldatleastbullytheotherintointensifiedunpleasantness。

Thevicar’swifehavingmadehercallofceremonyuponthenewLadyAnstruthers,followeduptheacquaintance,andfoundherquiteexoticallyunlikehermother—in—law,whosecharitiesonemaybesurehadneitherbeenlavishnordispensedbyanyhandlessimpressivethanherown。Theyoungerwomanwasofwhollymalleablematerial。Hersympathieswereeasilyawakenedandherpursewaswellfilledandreadilyopened。

Smallfamiliesorlargeones,newlyborninfantsornewlyburiedones,oldwomenwith"badlegs"andoldmenwhoneededcomforts,equallytouchedherheart。SheinnocentlybestowedsovereignswhereanEnglishwomanwouldhaveknownthathalf—crownswouldhavebeensufficient。Asthevicaresswasheralmonerthatladyfeltherimportancerapidlyontheincrease。Whensheleftacottagesaying,"I’llspeaktoyoungLadyAnstruthersaboutyou,"thegoodwomanofthehousecurtsiedlowandherhusbandtouchedhisforeheadrespectfully。

ButthisdidnotadvancethefortunesofSirNigel,whopersonallyrequiredofherverydifferentthings。TwoweeksafterherarrivalatStornham,Rosaliebegantoseethatsomehowshewasregardedasapersonalmostimpudentlyinthewrong。

ItappearedthatifshehadbeenanEnglishgirlshewouldhavebeenquitedifferent,thatshewouldhavebeenanadvantageinsteadofadetriment。AsanAmericanshewasadetriment。

Thatseemedtogowithoutsaying。Shetriedtodoeverythingshewastold,andlearnsomethingfromeachcoldinsinuation。Shedidnotknowthatherveryamenabilityandtimiditywereherundoing。SirNigelandhismotherthoroughlyenjoyedthemselvesatherexpense。Theyknewtheycouldsayanythingtheychose,andthatatthemostshewouldonlybreakdownintocryingandafterwardsapologiseforbeingsobadlybehaved。Ifsomepractical,strong—mindedpersonhadbeenneartodefendhershemighthavebeenrescuedpromptlyandhertyrantsrouted。Butshewasayounggirl,tenderofheartandweakofnature。Sheusedtocryagreatdealwhenshewasalone,andwhenshewrotetohermothershewastoofrightenedtotellthetruthconcerningherunhappiness。

"Oh,ifIcouldjustseesomeofthem!"shewouldwailtoherself。"IfIcouldjustseemotherorfatheroranybodyfromNewYork!Oh,IknowIshallneverseeNewYorkagain,orBroadwayorFifthAvenueorCentralPark——Inever——never——nevershall!"Andshewouldgrovelamongherpillows,buryingherfaceandhalfstiflingherselflesthersobsshouldbeheard。Herfeelingforherhusbandhadbecomeoneofterrorandrepulsion。Shewasalmostmoreafraidofhispatronising,affectionatemomentsthanshewasofhistemper。

Hisconjugalcondescensionsmadeherfeelvaguely——

withoutknowingwhy——asifsheweresomelowerorderoflittleanimal。

Americanwomen,hesaid,hadnoconceptionofwifelydutiesandaffection。Hehadagreatdealtosayonthesubjectofwifelyduty。Itwaspartofherdutyasawifetobeentirelysatisfiedwithhissociety,andtobecompletelyhappyinthepleasureitaffordedher。ItwasherwifelydutynottotalkaboutherownfamilyandpalpitatinglyexpectlettersbyeveryAmericanmail。Heobjectedintenselytothisletterwritingandreceiving,andhismothersharedhisprejudices。

"YouhavemarriedanEnglishman,"herladyshipsaid。

"YouhaveputitoutofhispowertomarryanEnglishwoman,andtheleastconsiderationyoucanshowistoletNewYorkandNine—hundredthstreetremainupontheothersideoftheAtlanticandnotinsistondraggingthemintoStornhamCourt。"

TheDowagerLadyAnstrutherswasveryfineinherpictureofhermentalcondition,whensherealised,assheseemedperiodicallytodo,thatitwasnolongerpossibleforhersontomakearespectablemarriagewithawomanofhisownnation。TheunadornedfactwasthatbothsheandSirNigelwereinfuriatedbythesimplicitywhichmadeRosalieslowincomprehendingthatitwasproperthatthemoneyherfatherallowedhershouldbeplacedinherhusband’shands,andlefttherewithnoindelicatequestioning。IfshehadbeenanEnglishgirlmatterswouldhavebeenmadeplaintoherfromthefirstandarrangedsatisfactorilybeforehermarriage。SirNigel’smotherconsideredthathehadplayedthefool,andwouldnotbelievethatNewYorkfathersweresuchtouchy,sentimentalidiotsasnottoknowwhatwasexpectedofthem。

Theywastednotime,however,incomingtothepoint,andinameasureitwasthevicaresswhoaidedthem。Notsheentirely,however。

Sincehermother—in—law’sfirstmentionofapossiblesonwhosewifewouldeventuallythrustherfromherseatattheheadofthetable,Rosaliehadseveraltimesheardthissonreferredto。ItstruckherthatinEnglandsuchthingsseemeddiscussedwithmorefreedomthaninAmerica。Shehadneverheardayoungwoman’spossiblefamilyarrangedforandmadethesubjectofconversationinthemorecrudeatmosphereofNewYork。Itmadeherfeelratherawkwardatfirst。Thenshebegantorealisethatthesonwaspartofherwifelydutyalso;thatshewasexpectedtoprovideone,andthathewasinsomewayexpectedtoprovidefortheestate——torehabilitateit——andthatthiswasbecauseherfather,beingarichman,wouldprovideforhim。IthadalsostruckherthatinEnglandtherewasatendencytoexpectationthatsomeonewould"provide"forsomeoneelse,thatrelativesevenbymarriageweresupposedto"makeallowances"onwhichitwasquiteproperforotherpersonstolive。Rosaliehadbeenaccustomedtoacommunityinwhichevenrichmenworked,andinwhichyoungandable—bodiedmenwouldhavefeltratherindignantifauntsoruncleshadthoughtitnecessarytopensionthemoffasiftheyhadbeenimpotentpaupers。ItwasRosalie’ssonwhowastobe"providedfor"inthiscase,andwhowasto"providefor"hisfather。

"Whenyouhaveason,"hermother—in—lawhadremarkedseverely,"IsupposesomethingwillbedoneforNigelandtheestate。"

Thishadbeensaidbeforeshehadbeentendaysinthehouse,andhadsethernot—too—quickbrainworking。ShehadalreadybeguntoseethatlifeatStornhamCourtwasnottheluxuriousaffairitwasinthehouseinFifthAvenue。Thingswereshabbyandqueerandnotatallcomfortable。Fireswerenotlightedbecauseadaywaschillyandgloomy。Shehadonceaskedforoneinherbedroomandhermother—in—lawhadreprovedherforindecentextravaganceinamannerwhichtookherbreathaway。

"IsupposeinAmericayouhaveyourhouseatfurnaceheatinJuly,"shesaid。"Merewastefulnessandself—indulgence!

ThatiswhyAmericansareoldwomenattwenty。Theyareshrivelledandwitheredbytheunhealthylivestheylead。

Stuffingthemselveswithsweetsandhotbreadandneverbreathingthefreshair。"

Rosaliecouldnotatthemomentrecallanywitheredandshrivelledoldwomenoftwenty,butsheblushedandstammeredasusual。

"ItisnevercoldenoughforfiresinJuly,"sheanswered,"butwe——weneverthinkfiresextravagantwhenwearenotcomfortablewithoutthem。"

"CoalmustbecheaperthanitisinEngland,"saidherladyship。"Whenyouhaveadaughter,IhopeyoudonotexpecttobringherupasgirlsarebroughtupinNewYork。"

ThiswasthefirsttimeRosaliehadheardofherdaughter,andshewasnotreadyenoughtoreply。Shenaturallywentintoherroomandcriedagain,wonderingwhatherfatherandmotherwouldsayiftheyknewthatbedroomfireswereconsideredvulgarlyextravagantbyanimpressivememberoftheBritisharistocracy。

Shewasnotatallstrongatthetimeandwasgiventofeelingchillyandmiserableonwet,windydays。Sheusedtocrymorethaneverandwassodesolatethatthereweredayswhensheusedtogotothevicarageforcompanionship。Onsuchdaysthevicar’swifewouldentertainherwithstoriesofthevillagers’catastrophes,andshewouldemptyherpurseupontheteatableandfeelalittleconsoledbecauseshewasthemeansofconsolingsomeoneelse。

"IsupposeitgratifiesyourvanitytoplaytheLadyBountiful,"SirNigelsneeredoneevening,havingheardinthevillagewhatshewasdoing。

"I——neverthoughtofsuchathing,"shestammeredfeebly。

"Mrs。Brentsaidtheyweresopoor。"

"Youthrowyourmoneyaboutasifyouwereachild,"

saidhermother—in—law。"Itisapityitisnotputinthehandsofsomepersonwithdiscretion。"

IthadbeguntodawnuponRosaliethatherladyshipwasdeeplyconvincedthateitherherselforhersonwouldbeadmirablydiscreetcustodiansofthemoneyreferredto。Andeventhedawningofthisideahadfrightenedthegirl。ShewassoinexperiencedandignorantthatshefeltitmightbepossiblethatinEnglandone’shusbandandone’smother—in—lawcoulddowhattheyliked。Itmightbethattheycouldtakepossessionofone’smoneyastheyseemedtotakepossessionofone’sselfandone’sverysoul。Shewouldhavebeenverygladtogivethemmoney,andhadindeedwonderedfrequentlyifshemightdaretoofferittothem,iftheywouldbeoutragedandinsultedandslayherintheirwrathatherpurse—prouddaring。

Shehadtriedtoinventwaysinwhichshecouldapproachthesubject,buthadnotbeenabletoscrewuphercouragetoanystickingpoint。ShewassooverpoweredbyherconsciousnessthattheyseemedcontinuallytointimatethatAmericanswithmoneywereostentatiousandalwayslayingstressupontheamountoftheirpossessions。Shehadnoconceptionoftheprimevalsimplenessoftheirattitudeinsuchmatters,andthatnoceremonieswerenecessarysavetheprocessoftransferringsufficientlylargesumsasthoughtheywerethemererightoftherecipients。Shewastaughttounderstandthislater。Inthemeantime,however,readyasshewouldhavebeentogivelargesumsifshehadknownhow,shewasterrifiedbythethoughtthatitmightbepossiblethatshecouldbedeprivedofherbankaccountandreducedtotheconditionofasortofdependentuponthehumoursofherlatelyacquiredrelations。

Shethoughtoverthisagooddeal,andwouldhavefoundimmensereliefifshedaredhaveconsultedanyone。Butshecouldnotmakeuphermindtorevealherunhappinesstoherpeople。Shehadbeenmarriedsorecently,everybodyhadthoughthermarriagesodelightful,shecouldnotbearthatherfatherandmothershouldbedistressedbyknowingthatshewaswretched。ShealsoreflectedwithmiserythatNewYorkwouldtalkthematteroverexcitedlyandthatfinallythenewspaperswouldgetholdofthegossip。ShecouldevenimagineinterviewerscallingatthehouseinFifthAvenueandendeavouringtoobtainparticularsofthesituation。Herfatherwouldbeangryandrefusetogivethem,butthatwouldmakenodifference;thenewspaperswouldgivethemandeverybodywouldreadwhattheysaid,whetheritwastrueornot。Shecouldnotpossiblywritefacts,shethought,soherpoorlittleletterswererestrainedandunlikeherself,andtothewarm—heartedsoulsinNewYork,evenappearingstiffandunaffectionate,asifheraristocraticsurroundingshadchilledherloveforthem。Infact,itbecamefarfromeasyforhertowriteatall,sinceSirNigelsodisapprovedofherinterestintheAmericanmail。Hisobjectionshadindeedtakentheformofhisfeelinghimselfquitewithinhisrightswhenheoccasionallyinterceptedlettersfromherrelations,withaviewoffindingoutwhethertheycontainedcriticismsofhimself,whichwouldbetraythatshehadbeenguiltyofindiscreetconfidences。Hediscoveredthatshehadnotapparentlybeensoguilty,butitwasevidentthatthereweremomentswhenMrs。Vanderpoelwasuneasyanddisposedtoaskanxiousquestions。Whenthisoccurredhedestroyedtheletters,andasaresultofthisprecautiononhisparthermotherlyqueriesseemedtobeignored,andsheseveraltimesshedtearsinthebeliefthatRosyhadgrownsopatricianthatshewascapableofsnubbinghermotherinherresentmentatfeelingherprivacyintrudeduponandanunrefinedeffusivenessshown。

"Ijustfeelasifshewasbeginningnottocareaboutusatall,Betty,"shesaid。"Icouldn’thavebelieveditofRosy。

Shewasalwayssuchanaffectionategirl。"

"Idon’tbelieveitnow,"repliedBettysharply。"Rosycouldn’tgrowhatefulandstuckup。It’sthatnastyNigelIknowitis。"

SirNigel’sintentionwasthatthereshouldbeaslittleintercoursebetweenFifthAvenueandStornhamCourtaswaspossible。Amongotherthings,hedidnotintendthatalotofAmericanrelationsshouldcometumblinginwhentheychosetocrosstheAtlantic。Hewouldnothaveit,andtookdiscreetstepstopreventanyaccidentofthesort。HewrotetoAmericaoccasionallyhimself,andknowingwellhowtomakehimselfcivillyrepellent,sosubtlychilledhisparents—in—lawastodiscourageinthemmorethanoncetheirhalf—formedplanofpayingavisittotheirchildinhernewhome。Heopened,readandreclosedallepistlestoandfromNewYork,andwhileMrs。VanderpoelwasmuchhurttofindthatRosalienevercondescendedtomakeanyresponsetohertentativesconcerningherpossiblevisit,Rosalieherselfwasmystifiedbythefactthatthejourney"toEurope"wasneverspokenof。

"Idon’tseewhytheyneverseemtothinkofcomingover,"

shesaidplaintivelyoneday。"Theyusedtotalksomuchaboutit。"

"They?"ejaculatedtheDowagerLadyAnstruthers。"Whommayyoumean?"

"MotherandfatherandBettyandsomeoftheothers。"

Hermother—in—lawputuphereye—glassestostareather。

"Thewholefamily?"sheinquired。

"Therearenotsomanyofthem,"Rosalieanswered。

"Afamilyisalwaystoomanytodescenduponayoungwomanwhensheismarried,"observedherladyshipunmovedly。

NigelglancedoverthetopofhisTimes。

"Imayaswelltellyouthatitwouldnotdoatall,"heputin。

"Why——whynot?"exclaimedRosalie,aghast。

"Americansdon’tdoinEnglishsociety,"slightingly。

"Buttheyarecomingoversomuch。TheylikeLondonso——

allAmericanslikeLondon。"

"Dothey?"withadrawlwhichmadeRosalieblushuntilthetearsstartedtohereyes。"Iamafraidthesentimentisscarcelymutual。"

Rosalieturnedandfledfromtheroom。Sheturnedandfledbecausesherealisedthatsheshouldburstoutcryingifshewaitedtohearanotherword,andsherealisedthatoflatesheseemedalwaystobeburstingoutcryingbeforeoneortheotherofthosetwo。Shecouldnothelpit。Theyalwaysseemedtobeimplyingsomethingslightingorscathing。Theywerealwaysputtingherinthewrongandhurtingherfeelings。

Thedaywasdampandchill,butsheputonherhatandranoutintothepark。Shewentdowntheavenueandturnedintoacoppice。There,amongthewetbracken,shesankdownonthemossytrunkofafallentreeandhuddledherselfinasmallheap,herheadonherarms,actuallywailing。

"Oh,mother!Oh,mother!"shecriedhysterically。"Oh,Idowishyouwouldcome。I’msocold,mother;I’msoill!

Ican’tbearit!Itseemsasifyou’dforgottenallaboutme!

You’reallsohappyinNewYorkthatperhapsyouhaveforgotten——

perhapsyouhave!Oh,don’t,mother——don’t!"

Itwasamonthlaterthatthroughthevicar’swifeshereachedadiscoveryandaclimax。Shehadheardonemorningfromthisladyofamisfortunewhichhadbefallenasmallfarmer。Itwasamisfortunewhichwasanactualcatastrophetoamaninhisposition。Hishousehadcaughtfireduringagaleofwindandthefirehadspreadtotheoutbuildingsandrickyardandsweptawayallhisbelongings,hishouse,hisfurniture,hishayricks,andstoredgrain,andevenhisfewcowsandhorses。Hehadbeenapoor,hard—workingfellow,andhissmallinsurancehadlapsedthedaybeforethefire。Hewasabsolutelyruined,andwithhiswifeandsixchildrenstoodfacetofacewithbeggaryandstarvation。

RosalieAnstruthersenteredthevicaragetofindthepoorwomanwhowashiscompanionincalamitysobbinginthehall。Achildofafewweekswasinherarms,andtwosmallcreaturesclungcryingtoherskirts。

"We’veworkedhard,"shewept;"wehave,ma’am。Father,he’salwaysbeensteady,an’upearlyan’late。P’r’apsit’stheLord’s’and,asyousay,ma’am,butwe’vebeendecentpeoplean’nevermissedchurchwhenwecould’elpit——fatherdidn’tdeserveit——thathedidn’t。"

Shewasheartbrokeninherdowntroddenhopelessness。Rosalieliterallyquakedwithsympathy。Shepouredforthherpityinsuchwordsasthepoorwomanhadneverheardspokenbyagreatladytoahumblecreaturelikeherself。ThevillagersfoundthenewLadyAnstruthers’interviewswiththemcuriouslysimpleandsuggestiveofanequalitytheycouldnotunderstand。

Stornhamwasaconservativeoldvillage,wherethedistinctionbetweenthegentryandthepeasantswasclearlymarked。ThecottagerswerepuzzledbySirNigel’swife,buttheydecidedthatshewaskind,ifunusual。

AsRosalietalkedtothefarmer’swifeshelongedforherfather’spresence。Shehadrememberedatimewhenamaninhisemployhadlosthisallbyfire,thesmallhousehehadjustmadehislastpaymentuponhavingbeenburnedtotheground。Hehadlostoneofhischildreninthefire,andthedetailshadbeenheartrending。TheentireVanderpoelhouseholdhadweptonhearingthem,andMr。Vanderpoelhaddrawnachequewhichhadseemedlikeafortunetothesufferer。Anewhousehadbeenbought,andMrs。Vanderpoelandherdaughtersandfriendshadbestowedfurnitureandclothingenoughtomakethefamilycomfortabletothevergeofluxury。

"See,youpoorthing,"saidRosalie,glowingwithmemoriesofthisincident,herhomesickyoungsoulcomfortedbythemerelikenessinthetwocalamities。"IbroughtmychequebookwithmebecauseImeanttohelpyou。Amanworkedformyfatherhadhishouseburned,justasyourswas,andmyfathermadeeverythingallrightforhimagain。

I’llmakeitallrightforyou;I’llmakeyouachequeforahundredpoundsnow,andthenwhenyourhusbandbeginstobuildI’llgivehimsomemore。"

Thewomangaspedforbreathandturnedpale。Shewasfrightened。Itreallyseemedasifherladyshipmusthavelostherwitsalittle。Shecouldnotmeanthis。Thevicaressturnedpalealso。

"LadyAnstruthers,"shesaid,"LadyAnstruthers,it——itistoomuch。SirNigel————"

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