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第6章

Shewasasunawareofthesignificanceofhergreatpossessionaswerethosearoundher。Neverthelessitwasanunerringthing。Asamerechild,unformedanduneducatedbylife,shehadnotbeenoneofthesmallcreaturestobedeceivedorflattered。

"She’sanawfullysmartlittlething,thatBetty,"herNewYorkauntsandcousinsoftenremarked。"Sheseemstoseewhatpeoplemean,itdoesn’tmatterwhattheysay。Shelikespeopleyouwouldnotexpecthertolike,andthenagainshesometimesdoesn’tcaretheleastforpeoplewhoarethoughtawfullyattractive。"

Ashasbeenalreadyintimated,thechildwascrudeenoughandnotparticularlywellbred,buthersmallbrainhadalwaysbeenatwork,andeachdayofherliferecordedforhervaluableimpressions。Thepageofheryoungmindhadceasedtobeablankmuchearlierthanisusual。

ThecomparingoftheseimpressionswithsuchasshereceivedwhenherlifeintheFrenchschoolwasnewaffordedheractivementalexerciseShebeganwithnatural,secretindignationandrebellion。

TherewasnootherAmericanpupilintheestablishmentbesidesherself。ButforthefactthatthenameofVanderpoelrepresentedwealthsoenormousastoamounttoasortofrankinitself,Bettinawouldnothavebeenreceived。TheproprietressoftheinstitutionhadgravelydisquietingdoubtsoftheproprietyofAmerica。Herpupilswerenotaccustomedtofreedomofopinionsandcustoms。AnAmericanchildmighteitherconsciouslyorunconsciouslyintroducethem。Asthismustbeguardedagainst,Betty’sfirstfewmonthsattheschoolwerenotagreeabletoher。Shewassupervisedandexpurgated,asitwere。SpecialSistersweretoldofftoconverseandwalkwithher,andshesoonperceivedthatconversationswerenotonlyFrenchlessonsindisguise,butwerelecturesonethics,morals,andgoodmanners,imperfectlyconcealedbythemaskanddominoofamiableentertainment。ShetranslatedintoEnglishafterthefollowingmannerthefactsherswiftyoungperceptionsgathered。Therewerethingsitwassoineleganttosaythatonlythemostimpossiblepersonssaidthem;therewerethingsitwassoinexcusabletodothatwhendonetheirinexcusabilityassumedtheproportionsofacrime。Thereweremovements,expressions,pointsofview,whichonemustavoidasonewouldavoidtheplague。Andtheywereallthings,acts,expressions,attitudesofmindwhichBettinahadbeenfamiliarwithfromherinfancy,andwhichshewaswellawarewereconsideredalmostentirelyharmlessandunobjectionableinNewYork,inherbelovedNewYork,whichwasthecentreoftheworld,whichwasbigger,richer,gayer,moreadmirablethananyothercityknownupontheearth。

Ifshehadnotsolovedit,ifshehadeverdreamedoftheexistenceofanyotherplaceasbeingabsolutelynecessary,shewouldnothavefeltthethingsobitterly。ButitseemedtoherthatalltheseamiablediatribesinexquisiteFrenchweredirectedatherNewYork,anditmustbeadmittedthatshewashumiliatedandenraged。Itwasapersonal,indeed,afamilymatter。Herfather,hermother,herrelatives,andfriendswereallinsomedegreeexactlythekindofpersonswhosespeech,habits,andopinionsshemustconscientiouslyavoid。Butfortheinstinctofsummingupvalues,circumstances,andintentions,itisprobablethatshewouldhavelostherhead,letloosehertemperandhertongue,andhavebecomeinsubordinate。

ButthequicknessofperceptionwhichhadrevealedpracticalpotentialitiestooldReubenVanderpoel,revealedtoherthevalueofFrenchwhichwasperfectlyfluent,avoicewhichwasmusical,movementswhichweregrace,mannerswhichhadastillbeauty,andcomparingthesethingswithotherslesscharmingshelistenedandrestrainedherself,learning,marking,andinwardlydigestingwithaclevernessmostenviable。

Amongherfellowpensionnairesshemetwithdiscomfortingilluminations,whichwerefinedisciplinealso,thoughifsheherselfhadbeenalessintellectualcreaturetheymighthavebeenembittering。WithoutdoubtBetty,evenattwelveyears,wasintellectual。Herswasthepracticalworkingintellectwhichbeginsdutyatbirthanddoesnotlaydownitstoolsbecausethesunsets。Thelittleandbiggirlswhowrotetheirexercisesathersidedidnotdeliberatelyenlightenher,butshelearnedfromtheminvaguewaysthatitwasnotNewYorkwhichwasthecentreoftheearth,butParis,orBerlin,Madrid,London,orRome。ParisandLondonwereperhapsmorecalmlypositiveofthemselvesthanothercapitals,andwerealittleinclinedtosmileatthelackofseriousnessinotherclaims。

Butonestrangefactwasmorepredominantthananyother,andthiswasthatNewYorkwasnotcountedasacivilisedcentreatall;ithadnoparticularexistence。Nobodyexpressedthisrudely;infact,itdidnotacquiretheformofactualstatementatanytime。Itwasmerelyrevealedbyamiableandingenuousunconsciousnessofthecircumstancethatsuchapartoftheworldexpectedtoberegardedorreferredtoatall。

BettybeganearlytorealisethatashercompanionsdidnottalkofTimbuctooorZanzibar,sotheydidnottalkofNewYork。StockholmorAmsterdamseemed,despitetheirsmallness,tobeconsidered。NoonedeniedthepresenceofZanzibaronthemap,butasitconveyednothingmorethantheimpressionofbeingameregeographicalfact,therewasnoreasonwhyoneshoulddwellonitinconversation。Rememberingallshehadleftbehind,thecrowdedstreets,thebrilliantshopwindows,thebuzzofindividualpeople,thereweremomentswhenBettygroundherstronglittleteeth。Shewantedtoexpressallthesethings,tocallout,toexplain,andcommandrecognitionforthem。Butherclevernessshowedtoherthatargumentorprotestationwouldbeuseless。Shecouldnotmakesuchhearersunderstand。ThereweregirlswhoseinterestinAmericawasfoundedontheirimpressionthatmagnificentIndianchieftainsinblanketsandfeathersstalkedaboutthestreetsofthetowns,andthatBetty’sownthickblackhairhadbeenhandeddowntoherbysomebeautifulMinnehahaorPocahontas。Whenfirstshewasapproachedbytimid,tentativequestioningsrevealingthispointofview,Bettyfelthotandansweredwithunamiablecurtness。No,therewerenoredIndiansinNewYork。TherehadbeennoredIndiansinherfamily。Shehadneithergrandmothersnorauntswhoweresquaws,iftheymeantthat。

Shefeltsoscornfully,sodisgustedlyindignantattheirbenightedignorance,thatsheknewshebehavedverywellinsayingsolittleinreply。Shecouldhavesaidsomuch,butwhatsoevershehadsaidwouldhaveconveyednothingtothem,soshethoughtitalloutalone。Shewentoverthewholegroundandlittlerealisedhowmuchshewasteachingherselfassheturnedandtossedinhernarrow,spotlesslywhitebedatnight,arguing,comparing,drawingdeductionsfromwhatsheknewanddidnotknowofthetwocontinents。Herchildishanger,combiningitselfwiththepractical,alertbrainofReubenVanderpoelthefirst,developedinheralogicalreasoningpowerwhichledhertoarriveatmanyanexcellentandcuriouslymatureconclusion。Theresultwasfinelyeducational。Allthemoresothatinherfevereddesireforjustificationofthethingssheloved,shebegantoreadbookssuchaslittlegirlsdonotusuallytakeinterestin。Shefoundsomedifficultyinobtainingthematfirst,butaletterortwowrittentoherfatherobtainedforherpermissiontoreadwhatshechose。ThethirdReubenVanderpoelwasdeeplyfondofhisyoungerdaughter,andfeltinsecretaprofoundadmirationforher,whichwassavedfrombecomingtooobviousbytheeverpresentAmericansenseofhumour。

"Bettyseemstobegoinginforpolitics,"hesaidafterreadingthelettercontainingherrequestandherfirstlistofbooks。"She’saboutasmadasshecanbeattheignoranceoftheFrenchgirlsaboutAmericaandAmericans。Shewantstofilluponsolidfacts,sothatshecancomeoutstronginargument。

She’sgotanunderstandingofthepowerofsolidfactsthatwouldbeafortunetoherifshewereaman。"

Itwasnodoubtherunderstandingofthepoweroffactswhichledhertolearneverythingwellandtodevelopinmanydirections。Shebegantodipintopoliticalandhistoricalvolumesbecauseshewasfurious,andwishedtobeabletorefuteidiocy,butshefoundherselfcontinuingtoreadbecauseshewasinterestedinawayshehadnotexpected。Shebegantoseethings。Onceshemadearemarkwhichwasprophetic。

ShemadeitinanswertoaguilelessobservationconcerningthegoldmineswithwhichBostonwassupposedtobeenriched。

"Youdon’tknowanythingaboutAmerica,youothers,"shesaid。"ButyouWILLknow!"

"DoyouthinkitwillbecomethefashiontotravelinAmerica?"askedaGermangirl。

"Perhaps,"saidBetty。"But——itisn’tsomuchthatyouwillgotoAmerica。Ibelieveitwillcometoyou。It’slikethat——America。Itdoesn’tstandstill。Itgoesandgetswhatitwants。"

Shelaughedassheended,andsodidtheothergirls。Butintenyears’time,whentheywereyoungwomen,someofthemmarried,someofthemcourtbeauties,oneofthemrecalledthisspeechtoanother,whomsheencounteredinanimportanthouseinSt。Petersburg,thewifeofthecelebrateddiplomatwhowasitsownerbeinganAmericanwoman。

BettinaVanderpoel’seducationwasaratherfinething。Sheherselfhadmoretodowithitthangirlsusuallyhavetodowiththeirowntraining。Inafewmonths’timethoseinauthorityintheFrenchschoolfoundthatitwasnotnecessarytosuperviseandexpurgateher。Shelearnedwithaninterestedrapacitywhichwasatonceunusualandamazing。Andsheevidentlydidnotlearnfrombooksalone。Hervoice,asanorgan,hadbeenmusicalandfullfrombabyhood。Itbegantomodulateitselfandtoexpressthingsmostvoicesareincapableofexpressing。Shehadbeensobuiltbynaturethatthecarriageofherheadandlimbswasgoodtobehold。Sheacquiredaharmonyofmovementwhichcausedhertolosenoshadeofgraceandspirit。Hereyeswerefullofthought,ofspeculation,andintentness。

"Shethinksagreatdealforonesoyoung,"wassaidofherfrequentlybyoneortheotherofherteachers。Onefinallywentfurtherandadded,"Shehasgenius。"

Thiswastrue。Shehadgenius,butitwasnotspecialised。

Itwasnotgeniuswhichexpresseditselfthroughanyoneart。Itwasageniusforlife,forlivingherself,foraidingotherstolive,forvivifyingmereexistence。Sheherselfwas,however,awareonlyofaneagernessoftemperament,apassionforseeing,doing,andgainingknowledge。Everythinginterestedher,everybodywassuggestiveandmoreorlessenlightening。

Herrelativesthoughtheroriginalinherfancies。Theycalledthemfanciesbecauseshewassoyoung。Fortunatelyforher,therewasnoreasonwhysheshouldnotbegratified。MostgirlspreferredtospendtheirholidaysontheContinent。SheelectedtoreturntoAmericaeveryalternateyear。Sheenjoyedthevoyageandshelikedtheentirechangeofatmosphereandpeople。

"Itmakesmelikebothplacesmore,"shesaidtoherfatherwhenshewasthirteen。"Itmakesmeseethings。"

Herfatherdiscoveredthatshesaweverything。Shewasthepleasureofhislife。Hewasattractedgreatlybytheinterestsheexhibitedinallordersofthings。Hesawhermakebold,ingenuousplungesintoallwaters,withoutanyapparentconsciousnessthatthescrapsofknowledgeshebroughttothesurfacewereunusualpossessionsforaschoolgirl。Shehadyoungviewsonthepoliticsandcommerceofdifferentcountries,asshehadviewsontheirliterature。WhenReubenVanderpoelswoopedacrosstheAmericancontinentonjourneysofthousandsofmiles,takingherasacompanion,hediscoveredthatheactuallyplacedasortofconfidenceinhersummingupofmenandschemes。Hetookhertoseeminesandrailroadsandthosewhoworkedthem,andhetalkedthemoverwithherafterward,halfwithasenseofhumour,halfwithasenseoffindingcomfortinherintelligentcomprehensionofallhesaid。

Sheenjoyedherselfimmenselyandgainedastrongpicturesquenessofcharacter。AfteranAmericanholidaysheusedtoreturntoFrance,Germany,orItaly,witharenewedzestoffeelingforallthingsromanticandantique。AfterafewyearsintheFrenchconventsheaskedthatshemightbesenttoGermany。

"IamgraduallychangingintoaFrenchgirl,"shewrotetoherfather。"OnemorningIfoundIwasthinkingitwouldbenicetogointoaconvent,andanotherdayIalmostentirelyagreedwithoneofthegirlswhowasdeclaimingagainstherbrotherwhohadfalleninlovewithaCalifornian。

YouhadbettertakemeawayandsendmetoGermany。

ReubenVanderpoellaughed。HeunderstoodBettymuchbetterthanmostofherrelationsdid。Heknewwhenseriousnessunderlayherjestsandhisrespectforherseriousnesswasgreat。HesenthertoschoolinGermany。DuringtheearlyyearsofherschooldaysBettyhadobservedthatAmericaappeareduponthewholetoberegardedbyherschoolfellowsprincipallyasaplacetowhichthemoreunfortunateamongthepeasantryemigratedassteeragepassengerswhenthingscouldbecomenoworseforthemintheirowncountry。TheUnitedStateswasnotmentallydetachedfromanyotherportionofthehugeWesternContinent。Quitewell—educatedpersonsspokecasuallyofindividualshaving"gonetoAmerica,"

asiftherewerenoparticulardifferencebetweenBrazilandMassachusetts。

"IwonderifyoueversawmycousinGaston,"aFrenchgirlonceaskedherastheysatattheirdesks。"Hebecameverypoorthroughillliving。HewasquitewithoutmoneyandhewenttoAmerica。"

"ToNewYork?"inquiredBettina。

"Iamnotsure。ThetowniscalledConcepcion。"

"ThatisnotintheUnitedStates,"Bettyanswereddisdainfully。"ItisinChili。"

Shedraggedheratlastowardsherandfoundtheplace。

"See,"shesaid。"ItisthousandsofmilesfromNewYork。"

Hercompanionwasanear—sighted,ratherslowgirl。Shepeeredatthemap,drawingalinewithherfingerfromNewYorktoConcepcion。

"Yes,theyareatagreatdistancefromoneanother,"sheadmitted,"buttheyarebothinAmerica。"

"ButnotbothintheUnitedStates,"criedBetty。"FrenchgirlsalwaysseemtothinkthatNorthandSouthAmericaarethesame,thattheyareboththeUnitedStates。"

"Yes,"saidtheslowgirlwithdeliberation。"Wedomakeoddmistakessometimes。"Towhichsheaddedwithentireinnocenceofanyironicintention。"ButyouAmericans,youseemtofeeltheUnitedStates,yourNewYork,tobeallAmerica。

Bettystartedalittleandflushed。Duringafewminutesofrapidreflectionshesatboltuprightatherdeskandlookedstraightbeforeher。Hermentalitywasoftheorderwhichiscapableofmakingdiscoveriesconcerningitselfaswellasconcerningothers。Shehadneverthoughtofthisviewofthematterbefore,butitwasquitetrue。Topassionateyoungpatriotssuchasherselfatleast,thatportionofthemapcoveredbytheUnitedStateswasAmerica。ShesuddenlysawalsothattoherNewYorkhadbeenAmerica。FifthAvenueBroadway,CentralPark,evenTiffany’shadbeen"America。"

Shelaughedandreddenedashadeassheputtheatlasasidehavingrecordedanewidea。ShehadfoundoutthatitwasnotonlyEuropeanswhowerelocal,whichwasadiscoveryofsomeimportancetoherfervidyouth。

BecauseshethoughtsooftenofRosalie,herattentionwas,duringthepassingyears,naturallyattractedbythemanythingssheheardofsuchmarriagesasweremadebyAmericanswithmenofothercountriesthantheirown。Shediscoveredthatnotwithstandingcertaincommercialviewsofmatrimony,allforeignerswhounitedthemselveswithAmericanheiresseswerenottheentirebrutesprimitiveprejudicemightleadonetoimagine。Therewereratherone—sidedallianceswhichprovedthemselvesfarfromhappy。TheCousinGaston,forinstance,broughthomeabridewhosefortunerebuiltandrefurnishedhisdilapidatedchateauandwhoendedbymakingofhimawell—behavedandcheerycountrygentlemannotatalltobedespisedinhisamiable,iflight—mindedgoodnatureandgoodspirits。Hiswife,fortunately,wasnotayoungwomanwhoyearnedforsentiment。Shewasanice—tempered,practicalAmericangirl,whoadoredFrenchcountrylifeandknewhowtoamuseandmanageherhusband。Itwasagenialsortofmenageandyetthoughthiswasanundeniablefact,Bettinaobservedthatwhentheunionwasspokenofitwasalwaysreferredtowithacertaintonewhichconveyedthatthoughonedidnotexactlycomplainofitshavingbeenundesirable,itwasnotquitewhatGastonmighthaveexpected。

Hiswifehadmoneyandwasgood—natured,buttherewerelimitationstoone’sappreciationofamarriageinwhichhusbandandwifewerenotonthesameplane。

"Sheisanexcellentperson,andithasbeengoodforGaston,"

saidBettina’sfriend。"Welikeher,butsheisnot——sheisnot————"Shepausedthere,evidentlyseeingthattheremarkwasunlucky。Bettina,whowasstillinshortfrocks,tookherup。

"Whatisshenot?"sheasked。

"Ah!——itisdifficulttoexplain——toAmericans。Itisreallynotexactlyafault。Butsheisnotofhisworld。"

"Butifhedoesnotlikethat,"saidBettinacoolly,"whydidheletherbuyhimandpayforhim?"

Itwasyoungandbrutal,butthereweretimeswhenthebusinessperspicuityofthefirstReubenVanderpoel,combiningwiththefiery,woundedspiritofhisyoungdescendant,renderedBettinabrutal。Shesawcertainunadornedfactswithunsparingyoungeyesandwantedtostatethem。Afterherfrockswerelengthened,shelearnedhowtostatethemwithmorefinenessofphrase,buteventhenshewassometimesstillratherunsparing。

Inthiscasehercompanion,whowasnotfieryoftemperament,onlycolouredslightly。

"Itwasnotquitethat,"sheanswered。"Gastonreallyisfondofher。Sheamuseshim,andhesayssheisfarclevererthanheis。"

Buttherewereunionslesssatisfactory,andBettinahadopportunitiestoreflectuponthesealso。TheEnglishandContinentalpapersdidnotgiveenthusiastic,detaileddescriptionsofthemarriagesNewYorkjournalsdweltuponwithsuchdelight。Theywerepassedoverwithaparagraph。

WhenBettyheardthemspokenofinFrance,GermanyorItaly,sheobservedthattheywerenot,asarule,spokenofrespectfully。Itseemedtoherthatthebridegroomswere,inconversation,treatedbytheirequalswithscantrespect。Itappearedthattherehadalwaysbeensomeextremelypracticalreasonforthepassionwhichhadledthemtothealtar。

Onegenerallygatheredthattheyortheirestateswereverymuchoutatelbow,andfrequentlytheircharacterswerenotconsideredadmirablebytheirrelativesandacquaintances。

Somehadbeenrathercoldshoulderedincertaincapitalsonaccountofembarrassinglittle,orbig,stories。Somehadspenttheirpatrimoniesinriotousliving。Thosewhohadmerelybegunbycomingintoimpoverishedestates,andhadlaterattenuatedtheirresourcesbycomparativelydecentfollies,wereofthemoredesirableorder。Bythetimeshewasnineteen,Bettinahadfeltthebloodsurgeinherveinsmorethanoncewhensheheardsomecommentsonalliancesoverwhichshehadseenhercompatriotsglowwithaffectionatedelight。

"ItwastimeLudlowmarriedsomegirlwithmoney,"sheheardsaidofonesuchunion。"Hehadbeenplayingthefooleversincehecameintotheestate。Horsesandalotofstupidwomen。Hehadcomesomeawfulcroppersduringthelasttenyears。Good—enoughlookinggirl,theytellme——theAmericanhehasmarried——tremendouslotofmoney。Couldn’thavepickedituponthisside。Englishyoungwomenoffortunearenotlookingforthatkindofthing。PooroldBillywasn’tgoodenough。’

Bettinatoldthestorytoherfatherwhentheynextmet。

Shehadgrownintoatallyoungcreaturebythistime。Herlow,fullvoicewaslikeabellandwascapableofringingforthsomefine,mellowtonesofirony"AndinAmericawearepleased,"shesaid,"andflatterourselvesthatwearereceivingthepropertributeofadorationofourAmericanwitandbeauty。Weplumeourselvesonourconquests。

"No,Betty,"saidherfather,andhisreflectivedeliberationhadmeaning。"Therearealotofuswhodon’tplumeourselvesparticularlyinthesedays。Wearenotasinnocentaswewerewhenthissortofthingbegan。WearenotasinnocentaswewerewhenRosywasmarried。"Andhesighedandrubbedhisforeheadwiththehandleofhispen。"NotasinnocentaswewerewhenRosywasmarried,"herepeated。

Bettinawenttohimandslidherfineyoungarmroundhisneck。Itwasalong,slim,roundarmwithawonderfulpowertocaressinitscurves。ShekissedVanderpoel’slinedcheek。

"HaveyouhadtimetothinkmuchaboutRosy?"shesaid。

"I’venothadtime,butI’vedoneit,"heanswered。

"Anythingthathurtsyourmotherhurtsme。Sometimesshebeginstocryinhersleep,andwhenIwakehershetellsmeshehasbeendreamingthatshehasseenRosy。"

"Ihavehadtimetothinkofher,"saidBettina。"Ihaveheardsomuchofthesethings。IwasatschoolinGermanywhenAnnieButterfieldandBaronvonSteindahlweremarried。

Iheardittalkedaboutthere,andthenmymothersentmesomeAmericanpapers。"

Shelaughedalittle,andforamomentherlaughdidnotsoundlikeagirl’s。

"Well,it’sturnedoutbadlyenough,"herfathercommented。

"Thepapershadplentytosayaboutitlater。Therewasn’tmuchhewastoogoodtodotohiswife,apparently。"

"Therewasnothingtoobadforhimtodobeforehehadawife,"saidBettina。"Hewasblack。ItwasaninsolencethatheshouldhavedaredtospeaktoAnnieButterfield。

Somebodyoughttohavebeatenhim。"

"Hebeatherinstead。"

"Yes,andIthinkhisfamilythoughtitquitenatural。

TheysaidthatshewassovulgarandAmericanthatsheexasperatedFrederickbeyondendurance。Shewasnotgeboren,thatwasit。"Shelaughedherseverelittlelaughagain。

"Perhapsweshallgettiredintime,"sheadded。"Ithinkwearelearning。Ifitismadeamatterofbusinessquiteopenandaboveboard,itwillbefair。Youknow,father,youalwayssaidthatIwasbusinesslike。"

TherewasinterestedcuriosityinVanderpoel’ssteadylookather。ThereweretimeswhenhefeltthatBetty’ssummingupofthingswaswellworthlisteningto。Hesawthatnowshewasinoneofhermoodswhenitwouldpayonetohearherout。

Sheheldherchinupalittle,andherfacetookonafinestillnessatoncesweetandunrelenting。Shewasverygoodtolookatinsuchmoments。

"Yes,"heanswered,"youhaveaparticularlylevelheadforagirl。"

"Well,"shewenton。"WhatIseeisthatthesethingsarenotbusiness,andtheyoughttobe。IfamancomestoarichAmericangirlandsays,`Iandmytitleareforsale。Willyoubuyus?’Ifthegirlis——isthatkindofagirlandwantsthatkindofman,shecanlookthembothoverandsay,`Yes,Iwillbuyyou,’anditcanbearranged。Hewillnotreturnthemoneyifheisunsatisfactory,butshecannotcomplainthatshehasbeendeceived。Shecanonlycomplainofthatwhenhepretendsthatheaskshertomarryhimbecausehewantsherforhiswife,becausehewouldwantherforhiswifeifshewereaspoorashimself。Letitbeunderstoodthatheispropertyforsale,lethermakesurethatheisthekindofpropertyshewantstobuy。Then,if,whentheyaremarried,heisbrutalorimpudent,orhispeoplearebrutalorimpudent,shecansay,`I

willforfeitthepurchasemoney,butIwillnotforfeitmyself。

Iwillnotstaywithyou。’"

"Theywouldnotliketohearyousaythat,Betty,"saidherfather,rubbinghischinreflectively。

"No,"sheanswered。"Neitherthegirlnorthemanwouldlikeit,anditistheirbusiness,notmine。Butitispracticalandwouldpreventsillymistakes。Itwouldpreventthegirlsbeinglaughedat。Itiswhentheyareflatteredbythechoicemadeofthemthattheyarelaughedat。Noonecansneeratamanorwomanforbuyingwhattheythinktheywant,andthrowingitasideifitturnsoutabadbargain。"

Shehadseatedherselfnearherfather。Sherestedherelbowslightlyonthetableandherchininthehollowofherhand。

Shewasabeautifulyoungcreature。Shehadasoftcurvingmouth,andasoftcurvingcheekwhichwaswarmrose。Takeninconjunctionwiththoseyoungcharms,hernextwordshadanairofincongruity。

"YouthinkIamhard,"shesaid。"WhenIthinkofthesethingsIamhard——ashardasnails。ThatisanAmericanism,butitisagoodexpression。IamangryforAmerica。Ifwearesordidandundignified,letusgetwhatwepayforandmaketheothersacknowledgethatwehavepaid。"

Shedidnotsmile,nordidherfather。Mr。Vanderpoel,onthecontrary,sighed。HehadadrearysuspicionthatRosy,atleast,hadnotreceivedwhatshehadpaidfor,andheknewshehadnotbeenintheleastawarethatshehadpaidorthatshewasexpectedtodoso。Severaltimesduringthelastfewyearshehadthoughtthatifhehadnotbeensohardworked,ifhehadhadtime,hewouldhaveseriouslyinvestigatedthecaseofRosy。Butwhoisnotawarethattheprofessionofmultimillionairedoesnotallowofanyswervingfromdutyorofanyinterestsrequiringleisure?

"Iwonder,Betty,"hesaidquitedeliberately,"ifyouknowhowhandsomeyouare?"

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