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THE SONG OF THE LARK
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第7章

"Wasshethegreatestsingeryoueverheard?"

Wunschnoddedgravely。"Quiteso。Shewasthemost——"hehuntedforanEnglishword,liftedhishandoverhisheadandsnappedhisfingersnoiselesslyintheair,enunciatingfiercely,"KUNST—LER—ISCH!"Thewordseemedtoglitterinhisupliftedhand,hisvoicewassofullofemotion。

Wunschrosefromthestoolandbegantobuttonhiswaddedjacket,preparingtoreturntohishalf—heatedroomintheloft。Thearegretfullyputonhercloakandhoodandsetoutforhome。

WhenWunschlookedforhisscorelatethatafternoon,hefoundthatTheahadnotforgottentotakeitwithher。

Hesmiledhisloose,sarcasticsmile,andthoughtfullyrubbedhisstubblychinwithhisredfingers。WhenFritzcamehomeintheearlybluetwilightthesnowwasflyingfaster,Mrs。KohlerwascookingHASENPFEFFERinthekitchen,andtheprofessorwasseatedatthepiano,playingtheGluck,whichheknewbyheart。OldFritztookoffhisshoesquietlybehindthestoveandlaydownontheloungebeforehismasterpiece,wherethefirelightwasplayingoverthewallsofMoscow。Helistened,whiletheroomgrewdarkerandthewindowsduller。Wunschalwayscamebacktothesamething:——

"ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN,

EURIDICE,EURIDICE!"

FromtimetotimeFritzsighedsoftly。He,too,hadlostaEuridice。

XI

OneSaturday,lateinJune,Theaarrivedearlyforherlesson。Assheperchedherselfuponthepianostool,——awobbly,old—fashionedthingthatworkedonacreakyscrew,——shegaveWunschasideglance,smiling。"Youmustnotbecrosstometo—day。Thisismybirthday。"

"So?"hepointedtothekeyboard。

AfterthelessontheywentouttojoinMrs。Kohler,whohadaskedTheatocomeearly,sothatshecouldstayandsmellthelindenbloom。Itwasoneofthosestilldaysofintenselight,wheneveryparticleofmicainthesoilflashedlikealittlemirror,andtheglarefromtheplainbelowseemedmoreintensethantheraysfromabove。Thesandridgesranglitteringgoldouttowherethemiragelickedthemup,shiningandsteaminglikealakeinthetropics。

Theskylookedlikebluelava,foreverincapableofclouds,——aturquoisebowlthatwasthelidofthedesert。AndyetwithinMrs。Kohler’sgreenpatchthewaterdripped,thebedshadallbeenhosed,andtheairwasfreshwithrapidlyevaporatingmoisture。

Thetwosymmetricallindentreesweretheproudestthingsinthegarden。Theirsweetnessembalmedalltheair。Ateveryturnofthepaths,——whetheronewenttoseethehollyhocksorthebleedingheart,ortolookatthepur—

plemorning—gloriesthatranoverthebean—poles,——wher—

everonewent,thesweetnessofthelindensstruckoneafreshandonealwayscamebacktothem。Undertheroundleaves,wherethewaxenyellowblossomshung,beviesofwildbeeswerebuzzing。Thetamariskswerestillpink,andtheflower—bedsweredoingtheirbestinhonorofthelindenfestival。Thewhitedove—housewasshiningwithafreshcoatofpaint,andthepigeonswerecrooningcontentedly,

flyingdownoftentodrinkatthedripfromthewatertank。

Mrs。Kohler,whowastransplantingpansies,cameupwithhertrowelandtoldTheaitwasluckytohaveyourbirthdaywhenthelindenswereinbloom,andthatshemustgoandlookatthesweetpeas。Wunschaccompaniedher,andastheywalkedbetweentheflower—bedshetookThea’shand。

"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,"——

hemuttered。"YouknowthatvonHeine?IMLEUCHTENDEN

SOMMERMORGEN?"HelookeddownatTheaandsoftlypressedherhand。

"No,Idon’tknowit。WhatdoesFLUSTERNmean?"

"FLUSTERN?——towhisper。Youmustbeginnowtoknowsuchthings。Thatisnecessary。Howmanybirthdays?"

"Thirteen。I’minmy’teensnow。ButhowcanIknowwordslikethat?Ionlyknowwhatyousayatmylessons。

Theydon’tteachGermanatschool。HowcanIlearn?"

"Itisalwayspossibletolearnwhenonelikes,"saidWunsch。Hiswordswereperemptory,asusual,buthistonewasmild,evenconfidential。"Thereisalwaysaway。

Andifsomedayyouaregoingtosing,itisnecessarytoknowwelltheGermanlanguage。"

Theastoopedovertopickaleafofrosemary。HowdidWunschknowthat,whentheveryrosesonherwall—paperhadneverheardit?"ButamIgoingto?"sheasked,stillstooping。

"Thatisforyoutosay,"returnedWunschcoldly。"YouwouldbettermarrysomeJACOBhereandkeepthehouseforhim,may—be?Thatisasonedesires。"

Theaflashedupathimaclear,laughinglook。"No,I

don’twanttodothat。Youknow,"shebrushedhiscoat—

sleevequicklywithheryellowhead。"OnlyhowcanI

learnanythinghere?It’ssofarfromDenver。"

Wunsch’slooselowerlipcurledinamusement。Then,asifhesuddenlyrememberedsomething,hespokeseriously。

"Nothingisfarandnothingisnear,ifonedesires。The

worldislittle,peoplearelittle,humanlifeislittle。Thereisonlyonebigthing——desire。Andbeforeit,whenitisbig,allislittle。ItbroughtColumbusacrosstheseainalittleboat,UNDSOWEITER。"Wunschmadeagrimace,tookhispupil’shandanddrewhertowardthegrapearbor。"Here—

afterIwillmorespeaktoyouinGerman。Now,sitdownandIwillteachyouforyourbirthdaythatlittlesong。Askmethewordsyoudonotknowalready。Now:IMLEUCH—

TENDENSOMMERMORGEN。"

Theamemorizedquicklybecauseshehadthepoweroflisteningintently。Inafewmomentsshecouldrepeattheeightlinesforhim。Wunschnoddedencouraginglyandtheywentoutofthearborintothesunlightagain。Astheywentupanddownthegravelpathsbetweentheflower—

beds,thewhiteandyellowbutterflieskeptdartingbeforethem,andthepigeonswerewashingtheirpinkfeetatthedripandcrooningintheirhuskybass。OverandoveragainWunschmadehersaythelinestohim。"Youseeitisnothing。IfyoulearnagreatmanyoftheLIEDER,youwillknowtheGermanlanguagealready。WEITER,NUN。"Hewouldinclinehisheadgravelyandlisten。

"IMLEUCHTENDENSOMMERMORGEN

GEH’ICHIMGARTENHERUM;

ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,ICHABER,ICHWANDTESTUMM。

"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN

UNDSCHAU’NMITLEIDIGMICHAN:

`SEIUNSERERSCHWESTERNICHTBOSE,DUTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN!’"

(Inthesoft—shiningsummermorningIwanderedthegardenwithin。

Theflowerstheywhisperedandmurmured,ButI,Iwandereddumb。

Theflowerstheywhisperandmurmur,Andmewithcompassiontheyscan:

"Oh,benotharshtooursister,Thousorrowful,death—paleman!")

Wunschhadnoticedbeforethatwhenhispupilreadanythinginversethecharacterofhervoicechangedalto—

gether;itwasnolongerthevoicewhichspokethespeechofMoonstone。Itwasasoft,richcontralto,andshereadquietly;thefeelingwasinthevoiceitself,notindicatedbyemphasisorchangeofpitch。Sherepeatedthelittleversesmusically,likeasong,andtheentreatyoftheflowerswasevensofterthantherest,astheshyspeechofflowersmightbe,andsheendedwiththevoicesuspended,almostwitharisinginflection。Itwasanature—voice,Wunschtoldhim—

self,breathedfromthecreatureandapartfromlanguage,likethesoundofthewindinthetrees,orthemurmurofwater。

"Whatisittheflowersmeanwhentheyaskhimnottobeharshtotheirsister,eh?"heasked,lookingdownathercuriouslyandwrinklinghisdullredforehead。

Theaglancedathiminsurprise。"Isupposehethinkstheyareaskinghimnottobeharshtohissweetheart——orsomegirltheyremindhimof。"

"AndwhyTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN?"

Theyhadcomebacktothegrapearbor,andTheapickedoutasunnyplaceonthebench,whereatortoise—shellcatwasstretchedatfulllength。Shesatdown,bendingoverthecatandteasinghiswhiskers。"Becausehehadbeenawakeallnight,thinkingabouther,wasn’tit?Maybethatwaswhyhewasupsoearly。"

Wunschshruggedhisshoulders。"Ifhethinkaboutherallnightalready,whydoyousaytheflowersremindhim?"

Thealookedupathiminperplexity。Aflashofcompre—

hensionlitherfaceandshesmiledeagerly。"Oh,Ididn’tmean`remind’inthatway!Ididn’tmeantheybroughthertohismind!Imeantitwasonlywhenhecameoutinthemorning,thatsheseemedtohimlikethat,——likeoneoftheflowers。"

"Andbeforehecameout,howdidsheseem?"

ThistimeitwasTheawhoshruggedhershoulders。The

warmsmileleftherface。Sheliftedhereyebrowsinannoy—

anceandlookedoffatthesandhills。

Wunschpersisted。"Whyyounotanswerme?"

"Becauseitwouldbesilly。Youarejusttryingtomakemesaythings。Itspoilsthingstoaskquestions。"

Wunschbowedmockingly;hissmilewasdisagreeable。

Suddenlyhisfacegrewgrave,grewfierce,indeed。Hepulledhimselfupfromhisclumsystoopandfoldedhisarms。"Butitisnecessarytoknowifyouknowsomethings。Some—

thingscannotbetaught。Ifyounotknowinthebeginning,younotknowintheend。Forasingertheremustbesome—

thingintheinsidefromthebeginning。Ishallnotbelonginthisplace,may—be,andIliketoknow。Yes,"——hegroundhisheelinthegravel,——"yes,whenyouarebarelysix,youmustknowthatalready。Thatisthebeginningofallthings;DERGEIST,DIEPHANTASIE。Itmustbeinthebaby,whenitmakesitsfirstcry,likeDERRHYTHMUS,oritisnottobe。Youhavesomevoicealready,andifinthebeginning,whenyouarewiththings—to—play,youknowthatwhatyouwillnottellme,thenyoucanlearntosing,may—be。"

Wunschbegantopacethearbor,rubbinghishandsto—

gether。Thedarkflushofhisfacehadspreadupundertheiron—graybristlesonhishead。Hewastalkingtohimself,nottoThea。Insidiouspowerofthelindenbloom!"Oh,muchyoucanlearn!ABERNICHTDIEAMERICANISCHENFRAU—

LEIN。Theyhavenothinginsidethem,"strikinghischestwithbothfists。"TheyareliketheonesintheMAR—

CHEN,agrinningfaceandhollowintheinsides。Some—

thingtheycanlearn,oh,yes,may—be!Butthesecret——

whatmaketherosetored,theskytoblue,themantolove——INDERBRUST,INDERBRUSTitis,UNDOHNEDIESESGIEBTES

KEINEKUNST,GIEBTESKEINEKUNST!"Hethrewuphissquarehandandshookit,allthefingersapartandwagging。Purpleandbreathlesshewentoutofthearborandintothehouse,withoutsayinggood—bye。TheseoutburstsfrightenedWunsch。Theywerealwaysharbingersofill。

Theagothermusic—bookandstolequietlyoutofthegarden。Shedidnotgohome,butwanderedoffintothesanddunes,wherethepricklypearwasinblossomandthegreenlizardswereracingeachotherintheglitteringlight。

Shewasshakenbyapassionateexcitement。ShedidnotaltogetherunderstandwhatWunschwastalkingabout;

andyet,inawaysheknew。Sheknew,ofcourse,thattherewassomethingaboutherthatwasdifferent。Butitwasmorelikeafriendlyspiritthanlikeanythingthatwasapartofherself。Shethoughteverythingtoit,anditan—

sweredher;happinessconsistedofthatbackwardandfor—

wardmovementofherself。Thesomethingcameandwent,sheneverknewhow。Sometimesshehuntedforitandcouldnotfindit;again,sheliftedhereyesfromabook,orsteppedoutofdoors,orwakenedinthemorning,anditwasthere,——

underhercheek,itusuallyseemedtobe,oroverherbreast,——akindofwarmsureness。Andwhenitwasthere,everythingwasmoreinterestingandbeautiful,evenpeople。

Whenthiscompanionwaswithher,shecouldgetthemostwonderfulthingsoutofSpanishJohnny,orWunsch,orDr。Archie。

Onherthirteenthbirthdayshewanderedforalongwhileaboutthesandridges,pickingupcrystalsandlookingintotheyellowprickly—pearblossomswiththeirthousandsta—

mens。ShelookedatthesandhillsuntilshewishedsheWEREasandhill。Andyetsheknewthatshewasgoingtoleavethemallbehindsomeday。Theywouldbechangingalldaylong,yellowandpurpleandlavender,andshewouldnotbethere。Fromthatdayon,shefelttherewasasecretbetweenherandWunsch。Togethertheyhadliftedalid,pulledoutadrawer,andlookedatsomething。Theyhiditawayandneverspokeofwhattheyhadseen;butneitherofthemforgotit。

XII

OneJulynight,whenthemoonwasfull,Dr。Archiewascomingupfromthedepot,restlessanddiscon—

tented,wishingthereweresomethingtodo。Hecarriedhisstrawhatinhishand,andkeptbrushinghishairbackfromhisforeheadwithapurposeless,unsatisfiedgesture。

AfterhepassedUncleBillyBeemer’scottonwoodgrove,thesidewalkranoutoftheshadowintothewhitemoon—

lightandcrossedthesandgullyonhighposts,likeabridge。

Asthedoctorapproachedthistrestle,hesawawhitefigure,andrecognizedTheaKronborg。Hequickenedhispaceandshecametomeethim。

"Whatareyoudoingoutsolate,mygirl?"heaskedashetookherhand。

"Oh,Idon’tknow。Whatdopeoplegotobedsoearlyfor?I’dliketorunalongbeforethehousesandscreechatthem。Isn’titgloriousouthere?"

Theyoungdoctorgaveamelancholylaughandpressedherhand。

"Thinkofit,"Theasnortedimpatiently。"Nobodyupbutusandtherabbits!I’vestarteduphalfadozenof’em。

Lookatthatlittleonedowntherenow,"——shestoopedandpointed。Inthegullybelowthemtherewas,indeed,alittlerabbitwithawhitespotofatail,crouchingdownonthesand,quitemotionless。Itseemedtobelappingupthemoonlightlikecream。Ontheothersideofthewalk,downintheditch,therewasapatchoftall,ranksunflowers,theirshaggyleaveswhitewithdust。Themoonstoodoverthecottonwoodgrove。Therewasnowind,andnosoundbutthewheezingofanenginedownonthetracks。

"Well,wemayaswellwatchtherabbits。"Dr。Archiesatdownonthesidewalkandlethisfeethangoverthe

edge。HepulledoutasmoothlinenhandkerchiefthatsmelledofGermancolognewater。"Well,howgoesit?

Workinghard?YoumustknowaboutallWunschcanteachyoubythistime。"

Theashookherhead。"Oh,no,Idon’t,Dr。Archie。

He’shardtogetat,buthe’sbeenarealmusicianinhistime。Mothersaysshebelieveshe’sforgottenmorethanthemusic—teachersdowninDenvereverknew。"

"I’mafraidhewon’tbearoundheremuchlonger,"saidDr。Archie。"He’sbeenmakingatankofhimselflately。

He’llbepullinghisfreightoneofthesedays。That’sthewaytheydo,youknow。I’llbesorryonyouraccount。"

Hepausedandranhisfreshhandkerchiefoverhisface。

"Whatthedeuceareweallhereforanyway,Thea?"hesaidabruptly。

"Onearth,youmean?"Theaaskedinalowvoice。

"Well,primarily,yes。Butsecondarily,whyareweinMoonstone?Itisn’tasifwe’dbeenbornhere。Youwere,butWunschwasn’t,andIwasn’t。IsupposeI’mherebecauseImarriedassoonasIgotoutofmedicalschoolandhadtogetapracticequick。Ifyouhurrythings,youalwaysgetleftintheend。Idon’tlearnanythinghere,andasforthepeople——InmyowntowninMichigan,now,therewerepeoplewholikedmeonmyfather’saccount,whohadevenknownmygrandfather。Thatmeantsomething。Buthereit’salllikethesand:blowsnorthonedayandsouththenext。We’reallalotofgamblerswithoutmuchnerve,playingforsmallstakes。Therailroadistheonerealfactinthiscountry。Thathastobe;theworldhastobegotbackandforth。Buttherestofusareherejustbecauseit’stheendofarunandtheenginehastohaveadrink。

SomedayI’llgetupandfindmyhairturninggray,andI’llhavenothingtoshowforit。"

Theaslidclosertohimandcaughthisarm。"No,no。

Iwon’tletyougetgray。You’vegottostayyoungforme。

I’mgettingyoungnow,too。"

Archielaughed。"Getting?"

"Yes。Peoplearen’tyoungwhenthey’rechildren。LookatThor,now;he’sjustalittleoldman。ButGushasasweetheart,andhe’syoung!"

"Somethinginthat!"Dr。Archiepattedherhead,andthenfelttheshapeofherskullgently,withthetipsofhisfingers。"Whenyouwerelittle,Thea,Iusedalwaystobecuriousabouttheshapeofyourhead。Youseemedtohavemoreinsideitthanmostyoungsters。Ihaven’texamineditforalongtime。Seemstobetheusualshape,butuncom—

monlyhard,somehow。Whatareyougoingtodowithyourself,anyway?"

"Idon’tknow。"

"Honest,now?"Heliftedherchinandlookedintohereyes。

Thealaughedandedgedawayfromhim。

"You’vegotsomethingupyoursleeve,haven’tyou?

Anythingyoulike;onlydon’tmarryandsettledownherewithoutgivingyourselfachance,willyou?"

"Notmuch。See,there’sanotherrabbit!"

"That’sallrightabouttherabbits,butIdon’twantyoutogettiedup。Rememberthat。"

Theanodded。"BenicetoWunsch,then。Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoifhewentaway。"

"You’vegotolderfriendsthanWunschhere,Thea。"

"Iknow。"Theaspokeseriouslyandlookedupatthemoon,proppingherchinonherhand。"ButWunschistheonlyonethatcanteachmewhatIwanttoknow。I’vegottolearntodosomethingwell,andthat’sthethingIcandobest。"

"Doyouwanttobeamusic—teacher?"

"Maybe,butIwanttobeagoodone。I’dliketogotoGermanytostudy,someday。Wunschsaysthat’sthebestplace,——theonlyplaceyoucanreallylearn。"Theahesi—

tatedandthenwentonnervously,"I’vegotabookthatsaysso,too。It’scalled`MyMusicalMemories。’Itmademe

wanttogotoGermanyevenbeforeWunschsaidanything。

Ofcourseit’sasecret。You’rethefirstoneI’vetold。"

Dr。Archiesmiledindulgently。"That’salongwayoff。

Isthatwhatyou’vegotinyourhardnoddle?"Heputhishandonherhair,butthistimesheshookhimoff。

"No,Idon’tthinkmuchaboutit。Butyoutalkaboutgoing,andabodyhastohavesomethingtogoTO!"

"That’sso。"Dr。Archiesighed。"You’reluckyifyouhave。PoorWunsch,now,hehasn’t。Whatdosuchfellowscomeoutherefor?He’sbeenaskingmeaboutmyminingstock,andaboutminingtowns。Whatwouldhedoinaminingtown?Hewouldn’tknowapieceoforeifhesawone。He’sgotnothingtosellthataminingtownwantstobuy。Whydon’tthoseoldfellowsstayathome?Wewon’tneedthemforanotherhundredyears。Anenginewipercangetajob,butapianoplayer!Suchpeoplecan’tmakegood。"

"MygrandfatherAlstromwasamusician,andhemadegood。"

Dr。Archiechuckled。"Oh,aSwedecanmakegoodany—

where,atanything!You’vegotthatinyourfavor,miss。

Come,youmustbegettinghome。"

Thearose。"Yes,IusedtobeashamedofbeingaSwede,butI’mnotanymore。Swedesarekindofcommon,butI

thinkit’sbettertobeSOMETHING。"

"Itsurelyis!Howtallyouaregetting。Youcomeabovemyshouldernow。"

"I’llkeepongrowing,don’tyouthink?Iparticularlywanttobetall。Yes,IguessImustgohome。Iwishthere’dbeafire。"

"Afire?"

"Yes,sothefire—bellwouldringandtheroundhousewhistlewouldblow,andeverybodywouldcomerunningout。SometimeI’mgoingtoringthefire—bellmyselfandstirthemallup。"

"You’dbearrested。"

"Well,thatwouldbebetterthangoingtobed。"

"I’llhavetolendyousomemorebooks。"

Theashookherselfimpatiently。"Ican’treadeverynight。"

Dr。Archiegaveoneofhislow,sympatheticchucklesasheopenedthegateforher。"You’rebeginningtogrowup,that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。I’llhavetokeepaneyeonyou。Nowyou’llhavetosaygood—nighttothemoon。"

"No,Iwon’t。Isleeponthefloornow,rightinthemoon—

light。Mywindowcomesdowntothefloor,andIcanlookattheskyallnight。"

Sheshotroundthehousetothekitchendoor,andDr。

Archiewatchedherdisappearwithasigh。Hethoughtofthehard,mean,frizzylittlewomanwhokepthishouseforhim;oncethebelleofaMichigantown,nowdryandwitheredupatthirty。"IfIhadadaughterlikeTheatowatch,"hereflected,"Iwouldn’tmindanything。Iwon—

derifallofmylife’sgoingtobeamistakejustbecauseI

madeabigonethen?Hardlyseemsfair。"

HowardArchiewas"respected"ratherthanpopularinMoonstone。Everyonerecognizedthathewasagoodphysician,andaprogressiveWesterntownlikestobeabletopointtoahandsome,well—set—up,well—dressedmanamongitscitizens。ButagreatmanypeoplethoughtArchie"distant,"andtheywereright。Hehadtheuneasymannerofamanwhoisnotamonghisownkind,andwhohasnotseenenoughoftheworldtofeelthatallpeopleareinsomesensehisownkind。Heknewthateveryonewascuriousabouthiswife,thatsheplayedasortofcharacterpartinMoonstone,andthatpeoplemadefunofher,notverydelicately。Herownfriends——mostofthemwomenwhoweredistastefultoArchie——likedtoaskhertocon—

tributetochurchcharities,justtoseehowmeanshecouldbe。Thelittle,lop—sidedcakeatthechurchsupper,thecheapestpincushion,theskimpiestapronatthebazaar,werealwaysMrs。Archie’scontribution。

Allthishurtthedoctor’spride。Butiftherewasonethinghehadlearned,itwasthattherewasnochangingBelle’snature。Hehadmarriedameanwoman;andhemustaccepttheconsequences。EveninColoradohewouldhavehadnopretextfordivorce,and,todohimjus—

tice,hehadneverthoughtofsuchathing。ThetenetsofthePresbyterianChurchinwhichhehadgrownup,thoughhehadlongceasedtobelieveinthem,stillinfluencedhisconductandhisconceptionofpropriety。Tohimtherewassomethingvulgaraboutdivorce。Adivorcedmanwasadisgracedman;atleast,hehadexhibitedhishurt,andmadeitamatterforcommongossip。RespectabilitywassonecessarytoArchiethathewaswillingtopayahighpriceforit。Aslongashecouldkeepupadecentexterior,hecouldmanagetogeton;andifhecouldhaveconcealedhiswife’slittlenessfromallhisfriends,hewouldscarcelyhavecomplained。Hewasmoreafraidofpitythanhewasofanyunhappiness。Hadtherebeenanotherwomanforwhomhecaredgreatly,hemighthavehadplentyofcour—

age;buthewasnotlikelytomeetsuchawomaninMoon—

stone。

TherewasapuzzlingtimidityinArchie’smake—up。Thethingthatheldhisshouldersstiff,thatmadehimresorttoamirthlesslittlelaughwhenhewastalkingtodullpeople,thatmadehimsometimesstumbleoverrugsandcarpets,haditscounterpartinhismind。Hehadnotthecouragetobeanhonestthinker。Hecouldcomforthimselfbyeva—

sionsandcompromises。Heconsoledhimselfforhisownmarriagebytellinghimselfthatotherpeople’swerenotmuchbetter。InhisworkhesawprettydeeplyintomaritalrelationsinMoonstone,andhecouldhonestlysaythattherewerenotmanyofhisfriendswhomheenvied。Theirwivesseemedtosuitthemwellenough,buttheywouldneverhavesuitedhim。

AlthoughDr。Archiecouldnotbringhimselftoregardmarriagemerelyasasocialcontract,butlookeduponitas

somehowmadesacredbyachurchinwhichhedidnotbe—

lieve,——asaphysicianheknewthatayoungmanwhosemarriageismerelynominalmustyetgoonlivinghislife。

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