第4章
AssoonaswewereoutsidethetownIfellback,permittingFanchettetotakemyplace.Foranotherleague,alonganddrearyone,weploddedoninsilence,horsesandmenalikejadedandsullen,andthewomenscarcelyabletokeeptheirsaddlesforfatigue.Atlast,muchtomyrelief,seeingthatIbegantofearIhadtaxedmademoiselle"sstrengthtoofar,thelonglowbuildingsoftheinnatwhichIproposedtostaycameinsight,atthecrossingoftheroadandriver.Theplacelookedblankandcheerless,fortheduskwasthickening;butaswetrailedonebyoneintothecourtyardastreamoffirelightburstonusfromdoorsandwindows,andadozensoundsoflifeandcomfortgreetedourears.
Noticingthatmademoisellewasbenumbedandcrampedwithlongsitting,Iwouldhavehelpedhertodismount;butshefiercelyrejectedmyaid,andIhadtocontentmyselfwithrequestingthelandlordtoassignthebestaccommodationhehadtotheladyandherattendant,andsecureasmuchprivacyforthemaspossible.
Themanassentedverycivillyandsaidallshouldbedone;butI
noticedthathiseyeswanderedwhileItalked,andthatheseemedtohavesomethingonhismind.Whenhereturned,afterdisposingofthem,itcameout.
"Didyoueverhappentoseehim,sir?"heaskedwithasigh;yetwasthereasmugairofpleasuremingledwithhismelancholy.
"Seewhom?"Ianswered,staringathim,forneitherofushadmentionedanyone.
"TheDuke,sir."
Istaredagainbetweenwonderandsuspicion."TheDukeofNeversisnotinthispart,ishe?"Isaidslowly."IheardhewasontheBrittanyborder,awaytothewestward."
"MonDieu!"myhostexclaimed,raisinghishandsinastonishment."Youhavenotheard,sir?"
"Ihaveheardnothing,"Iansweredimpatiently.
"Youhavenotheard,sir,thatthemostpuissantandillustriouslordtheDukeofGuiseisdead?"
"M.deGuisedead?Itisnottrue!"Icriedastonished.
Henodded,however,severaltimeswithanairofgreatimportance,andseemedasifhewouldhavegoneontogivemesomeparticulars.But,remembering,asIfancied,thathespokeinthehearingofhalf-a-dozenguestswhosataboutthegreatfirebehindme,andhadbotheyesandearsopen,hecontentedhimselfwithshiftinghistoweltohisotherarmandaddingonly,"Yes,sir,deadasanynail.Thenewscamethroughhereyesterday,andmadeaprettystir.IthappenedatBloisthedaybutonebeforeChristmas,ifallbetrue."
Iwasthunderstruck.ThiswasnewswhichmightchangethefaceofFrance."Howdidithappen?"Iasked.
Myhostcoveredhismouthwithhishandandcoughed,and,privilytwitchingmysleeve,gavemetounderstandwithsomeshamefacednessthathecouldnotsaymoreinpublic.Iwasabouttomakesomeexcusetoretirewithhim,whenaharshvoice,addressedapparentlytome,causedmetoturnsharply.Ifoundatmyelbowatallthin-facedmonkinthehabitoftheJacobinorder.Hehadrisenfromhisseatbesidethefire,andseemedtobelabouringundergreatexcitement.
"Whoaskedhowithappened?"hecried,rollinghiseyesinakindoffrenzy,whilestillobservant,orIwasmuchmistaken,ofhislisteners.IsthereamaninFrancetowhomthetalehasnotbeentold?Isthere?"
"Iwillanswerforone,"Ireplied,regardinghimwithlittlefavour."Ihaveheardnothing."
"Thenyoushall!Listen!"heexclaimed,raisinghisrighthandandbrandishingitasthoughhedenouncedapersonthenpresent.
"Hearmyaccusation,madeinthenameofMotherChurchandthesaintsagainstthearchhypocrite,theperjurerandassassinsittinginhighplaces!HeshallbeAnathemaMaranatha,forhehasshedthebloodoftheholyandthepure,thechosenofHeaven!Heshallgodowntothepit,andthatsoon.Thebloodthathehasshedshallberequiredofhim,andthatbeforeheisoneyearolder."
"Tut-tut.Allthatsoundsveryfine,goodfather,"Isaid,waxingimpatient,andalittlescornful;forIsawthathewasoneofthosewanderingandoftencrazymonksinwhomtheLeaguefoundtheirmostusefulemissaries."ButIshouldprofitmorebyyourgentlewords,ifIknewwhomyouwerecursing."
"Themanofblood!"hecried;"throughwhomthelastbutnottheleastofGod"ssaintsandmartyrsenteredintogloryontheFridaybeforeChristmas."
Movedbysuchprofanity,andjudginghim,notwithstandingtheextravaganceofhiswordsandgestures,tobelessmadthanheseemed,andatleastasmuchknaveasfool,Ibadehimsternlyhavedonewithhiscursing,andproceedtohisstoryifhehadone.
Hegloweredatmeforamoment,asthoughheweremindedtolaunchhisspiritualweaponsatmyhead;butasIreturnedhisglarewithanunmovedeye——andmyfourrascals,whowereasimpatientasmyselftolearnthenews,andhadscarcemorereverenceforashavencrown,begantomurmur——hethoughtbetterofit,andcoolingassuddenlyashehadflamedup,lostnomoretimeinsatisfyingourcuriosity.
Itwouldillbecomeme,however,tosetdowntheextravagantandoftenblasphemousharangueinwhich,stylingM.deGuisethemartyrofGod,hetoldthestorynowsofamiliar——thestoryofthatdarkwintrymorningatBlois,whentheking"smessenger,knockingearlyattheduke"sdoor,badehimhurry,forthekingwantedhim.Thestoryistriteenoughnow.WhenIhearditfirstintheinnontheClain,itwasallnewandallmarvellous.
Themonk,too,tellingthestoryasifhehadseentheeventswithhisowneyes,omittednothingwhichmightimpresshishearers.Hetoldushowthedukereceivedwarningafterwarning,andansweredintheveryantechamber,"Hedarenot!"Howhisblood,mysteriouslyadvisedofcomingdissolution,grewchill,andhiseye,woundedatChateauThierry,begantorun,sothathehadtosendforthehandkerchiefhehadforgottentobring.Hetoldus,even,howthedukedrewhisassassinsupanddownthechamber,howhecriedformercy,andhowhediedatlastatthefootoftheking"sbed,andhowtheking,whohadneverdaredtofacehimliving,cameandspurnedhimdead!
Therewerepalefacesroundthefirewhenheceased,andbentbrowsandlipshardpressedtogether.ThenhestoodandcursedtheKingofFrance——cursinghimopenlybythenameofHenryofValois,athingIhadneverlookedtohearinFrance——thoughnoonesaid"Amen,"andallglancedovertheirshoulders,andourhostpatteredfromtheroomasifhehadseenaghost,itseemedtobenoman"sdutytogainsayhim.
Formyself,IwasfullofthoughtswhichitwouldhavebeenunsafetoutterinthatcompanyorsoneartheLoire.Ilookedbacksixteenyears.WhobutHenryofGuisehadspurnedthecorpseofColigny?AndwhobutHenryofValoishadbackedhimintheact?WhobutHenryofGuisehaddrenchedPariswithblood,andwhobutHenryofValoishadriddenbyhisside?One23rdofthemonth——adaynevertobeerasedfromFrance"sannals——hadpurchasedforhimatermofgreatness.Asecond23rdsawhim,paytheprice——sawhisashescastsecretlyandbynightnomanknowswhere!
Movedbysuchthoughts,andobservingthatthepriestwasgoingtheroundofthecompanycollectingmoneyformassesfortheduke"ssoul,towhichobjectIcouldneithergivewithagoodconsciencenorrefusewithoutexcitingsuspicion,Islippedout;
andfindingamanofdecentappearancetalkingwiththelandlordinasmallroombesidethekitchen,Icalledforaflaskofthebestwine,andbymeansofthatintroductionobtainedmysupperintheircompany.
ThestrangerwasaNormanhorsedealer,returninghome,afterdisposingofhisstring.Heseemedtobeinalargewayofbusiness,andbeingofabluff,independentspirit,asmanyofthoseNormantownsmenare,wasinclinedatfirsttotreatmewithmorefamiliaritythanrespect;thefactofmynag,forwhichhewouldhavechaffered,excellingmycoatinquality,leadinghimtosetmedownasastewardorintendant.Thepursuitofhistrade,however,hadbroughthimintoconnectionwithallclassesofmenandhequicklyperceivedhismistake;andasheknewtheprovincesbetweentheSeineandLoiretoperfection,andmadeitpartofhisbusinesstoforeseethechancesofpeaceandwar,I
obtainedagreatamountofinformationfromhim,andindeedconceivednolittlelikingforhim.HebelievedthattheassassinationofM.deGuisewouldalienatesomuchofFrancefromthekingthathismajestywouldhavelittleleftsavethetownsontheLoire,andsomeotherplaceslyingwithineasyreachofhiscourtatBlois.
"But,"Isaid,"thingsseemquietnow.Here,forinstance."
"Itisthecalmbeforethestorm,"heanswered."Thereisamonkinthere.Haveyouheardhim?"
Inodded.
"Heisonlyoneamongahundred——athousand,"thehorsedealercontinued,lookingatmeandnoddingwithmeaning.Hewasabrown-hairedmanwithshrewdgreyeyes,suchasmanyNormanshave."Theywillgettheirwaytoo,youwillsee,"hewenton.
"Well,horseswillgoup,soIhavenocausetogrumble;but,ifIwereonmywaytoBloiswithwomenorgearofthatkind,I
shouldnotchoosethistimeforpickingposiesontheroad.I
shouldseetheinsideofthegatesassoonaspossible."
Ithoughttherewasmuchinwhathesaid;andwhenhewentontomaintainthatthekingwouldfindhimselfbetweenthehammerandtheanvil——betweentheLeagueholdingallthenorthandtheHuguenotsholdingallthesouth——andmustneedsintimecometotermswiththelatterseeingthattheformerwouldrestcontentwithnothingshortofhisdeposition,Ibegantoagreewithhimthatweshouldshortlyseegreatchangesandverystirringtimes.
"Stilliftheydeposetheking,"Isaid,"theKingofNavarremustsucceedhim.HeistheheirofFrance."
"Bah!"mycompanionrepliedsomewhatcontemptuously."TheLeaguewillseetothat.Hegoeswiththeother."
"Thenthekingsareinonecry,andyouareright,"Isaidwithconviction."Theymustunite."
"Sotheywill.Itisonlyaquestionoftime,"hesaid.
Inthemorning,havingonlyonemanwithhim,and,asIguessed,aconsiderablesumofmoney,hevolunteeredtojoinourpartyasfarasBlois.Iassentedgladly,andhedidso,thisadditiontoournumbersriddingmeatonceofthegreaterpartofmyfears.
Ididnotexpectanyoppositiononthepartofmademoiselle,whowouldgaininconsequenceaswellasinsafety.Nordidsheofferany.Shewascontent,Ithink,towelcomeanyadditiontoourpartywhichwouldsaveherfromthenecessityofridinginthecompanyofmyoldcloak.
CHAPTERVI.
MYMOTHER"SLODGING.
TravellingbywayofChatelheraultandTours,wereachedtheneighbourhoodofBloisalittleafternoononthethirddaywithoutmisadventureoranyintimationofpursuit.TheNormanprovedhimselfacheerfulcompanionontheroad,asIalreadyknewhimtobeamanofsenseandshrewdnesswhilehispresencerenderedthetaskofkeepingmymeninorderaneasyone.I
begantoconsidertheadventureaspracticallyachieved;andregardingMademoiselledelaVireasalreadyineffecttransferredtothecareofM.deRosny,IventuredtoturnmythoughtstothedevelopmentofmyownplansandthechoiceofahaveninwhichImightrestsecurefromthevengeanceofM.deTurenne.
ForthemomentIhadevadedhispursuit,and,assistedbytheconfusioncausedeverywherebythedeathofGuisehadsucceededinthwartinghisplansandaffrontinghisauthoritywithseemingease.ButIknewtoomuchofhispowerandhadheardtoomanyinstancesofhisfiercetemperandresolutewilltopresumeonshortimpunityortoexpectthefuturewithanythingbutdiffidenceanddismay.
TheexclamationsofmycompanionsoncomingwithinsightofBloisarousedmefromthesereflections.Ijoinedthem,andfullysharedtheiremotionasIgazedonthestatelytowerswhichhadwitnessedsomanyroyalfestivities,and,alas!oneroyaltragedy;whichhadshelteredLouistheWell-belovedandFrancistheGreat,andrungwiththelaughterofDianaofPoitiersandthesecondHenry.Theplayoffancywreathedthesombrebuildingwithahundredmemoriesgraveandgay.But,thoughtherichplainoftheLoirestillswelledupwardasofoldingentlehomageatthefeetofthegallanttown,theshadowofcrimeseemedtodarkenall,anddimeventhegloriesoftheroyalstandardwhichhungidlyintheair.
Wehadheardsomanyreportsofthefearandsuspicionwhichreignedinthecityandofthestrictsupervisionwhichwasexercisedoverallwhoentered——thekingdreadingarepetitionofthedayoftheBarricades——thatwehaltedatalittleinnamileshortofthegateandbrokeupourcompany.IpartedfrommyNormanfriendwithmutualexpressionsofesteem,andfrommyownmen,whomIhadpaidoffinthemorning,complimentingeachofthemwithahandsomepresent,withafeelingofreliefequallysincere.Ihoped——butthehopewasnotfatedtobegratified——thatImightneverseetheknavesagain.
ItwantedlessthananhourofsunsetwhenIrodeuptothegate,afewpacesinfrontofmademoiselleandherwoman;asifIhadreallybeentheintendantforwhomthehorse-dealerhadmistakenme.Wefoundtheguardhouselinedwithsoldiers,whoscannedusverynarrowlyasweapproached,andwhosesternfeaturesandorderedweaponsshowedthattheywerenotthereformereeffect.
Thefact,however,thatwecamefromTours,acitystillintheking"shands,servedtoallaysuspicion,andwepassedwithoutaccident.
Onceinthestreets,andridinginsinglefilebetweenthehouses,tothewindowsofwhichthetownsfolkseemedtobeattractedbytheslightestcommotion,sofullofterrorwastheair,Iexperiencedamomentofhugerelief.ThiswasBlois——
Bloisatlast.WewerewithinafewscoreyardsoftheBleedingHeart.InafewminutesIshouldreceiveaquittance,andbefreetothinkonlyofmyself.
NorwasmypleasuremuchlessenedbythefactthatIwassosoontopartfromMademoiselledelaVire.Frankly,Iwasfarfromlikingher.Exposuretotheairofacourthadspoiled,itseemedtome,whatevergracesofdispositiontheyoungladyhadeverpossessed.Shestillmaintained,andhadmaintainedthroughoutthejourney,thecoldandsuspiciousattitudeassumedatstarting;norhadsheeverexpressedtheleastsolicitudeonmybehalf,ortheslightestsensethatwewereincurringdangerinherservice.Shehadnotscrupledconstantlytopreferherwhimstothecommonadvantage,andevensafety;whilehersenseofself-importancehadcometobesogreat,thatsheseemedtoholdherselfexemptfromthedutyofthankinganyhumancreature.
Icouldnotdenythatshewasbeautiful——indeed,Ioftenthought,whenwatchingher,ofthedaywhenIhadseenherintheKingofNavarre"santechamberinallthegloryofhercharms.ButIfeltnonethelessthatIcouldturnmybackonher——leavingherinsafety——withoutregret;andbethankfulthatherpathwouldneveragaincrossmine.
WithsuchthoughtsinmybreastIturnedthecorneroftheRuedeSt.DenysandcameatonceupontheBleedingHeart,asmallbutdecent-lookinghostelrysituateneartheendofthestreetandoppositeachurch.Abluffgrey-hairedman,whowasstandinginthedoorway,cameforwardaswehalted,andlookingcuriouslyatmademoiselleaskedwhatIlacked;addingcivillythatthehousewasfullandtheyhadnosleepingroom,thelateeventshavingdrawnagreatassemblagetoBlois.
"Iwantonlyanaddress,"Ianswered,leaningfromthesaddleandspeakinginalowvoicethatImightnotbeoverheardbythepassers-by."TheBarondeRosnyisinBlois,ishenot?"
ThemanstartedatthenameoftheHuguenotleader,andlookedroundhimnervously.But,seeingthatnoonewasverynearus,heanswered:"Hewas,sir;buthelefttownaweekagoandmore.
"Therehavebeenstrangedoingshere,andM.deRosnythoughtthattheclimatesuitedhimill."
Hesaidthiswithsomuchmeaning,aswellasconcernthatheshouldnotbeoverheard,that,thoughIwastakenabackandbitterlydisappointed,Isucceededinrestrainingallexclamationsandevenshowoffeeling.Afterapauseofdismay,IaskedwhitherM.deRosnyhadgone.
"ToRosny,"wastheanswer.
"AndRosny?"
"IsbeyondChartres,prettywellallthewaytoMantes,"themananswered,strokingmyhorse"sneck."Saythirtyleagues."
Iturnedmyhorse,andhurriedlycommunicatedwhathesaidtomademoiselle,whowaswaitingafewpacesaway.Unwelcometome,thenewswasstilllesswelcometoher.Herchagrinandindignationknewnobounds.Foramomentwordsfailedher,butherflashingeyessaidmorethanhertongueasshecriedtome:
"Well,sir,andwhatnow?Isthistheendofyourfinepromises?
WhereisyourRosny,ifallbenotalyinginventionofyourown?"
FeelingthatshehadsomeexcuseIsuppressedmycholer,andhumblyrepeatingthatRosnywasathishouse,twodaysfartheron,andthatIcouldseenothingforitbuttogotohim,Iaskedthelandlordwherewecouldfindalodgingforthenight.
"Indeed,sir,thatismorethanIcansay,"heanswered,lookingcuriouslyatus,andthinking,Idoubtnot,thatwithmyshabbycloakandfinehorse,andmademoiselle"smaskandspatteredriding-coat,wewereanoddcouple."Thereisnotaninnwhichisnotfulltothegarrets——nay,andthestables;and,whatismore,peoplearecharyoftakingstrangersin.Thesearestrangetimes.Theysay,"becontinuedinalowertone,"thattheoldqueenisdyingupthere,andwillnotlastthenight."
Inodded."Wemustgosomewhere"Isaid.
"IwouldhelpyouifIcould,"heanswered,shrugginghisshoulders."Butthereitis!Bloisisfullfromthetilestothecellars."
Myhorseshiveredunderme,andmademoiselle,whosepatiencewasgone,criedharshlytometodosomething."Wecannotspendthenightinthestreets,"shesaidfiercely.
Isawthatshewaswornoutandscarcelymistressofherself.
Thelightwasfalling,andwithitsomerain.Thereekofthekennelsandthecloseairfromthehousesseemedtostifleus.
Thebellatthechurchbehinduswasjanglingoutvespers.Afewpeople,attractedbythesightofourhorsesstandingbeforetheinn,hadgatheredroundandwerewatchingus.
SomethingIsawmustbedone,anddonequickly.Indespair,andseeingnootherresort,IbroachedaproposalofwhichIhadnothithertoevendreamed."Mademoiselle,"Isaidbluntly,"Imusttakeyoutomymother"s."
"Toyourmother"s,sir?"shecried,rousingherself.Hervoicerangwithhaughtysurprise.
"Yes,"Irepliedbrusquely;"since,asyousay,wecannotspendthenightinthestreets,andIdonotknowwhereelseIcandisposeofyou.FromthelastadvicesIhadIbelievehertohavefollowedthecourthither.Myfriend,"Icontinued,turningtothelandlord,"doyouknowbynameaMadamedeBonne,whoshouldbeinBlois?"
"AMadamedeBonne!"hemuttered,reflecting."Ihaveheardthenamelately.Waitamoment."Disappearingintothehouse,hereturnedalmostimmediately,followedbyalankypale-facedyouthwearingatatteredblacksoutane."Yes,"hesaidnodding,"thereisaworthyladyofthatnamelodginginthenextstreet,Iamtold.Asithappens,thisyoungmanlivesinthesamehouse,andwillguideyou,ifyoulike."
Iassented,and,thankinghimforhisinformation,turnedmyhorseandrequestedtheyouthtoleadtheway.Wehadscarcelypassedthecornerofthestreet,however,andenteredonesomewhatmorenarrowandlessfrequented,whenmademoiselle,whowasridingbehindme,stoppedandcalledtome.Idrewrein,and,turning,askedwhatitwas.
"Iamnotcoming,"shesaid,hervoicetremblingslightly,butwhetherwithalarmorangerIcouldnotdetermine."Iknownothingofyou,andI——IdemandtobetakentoM.deRosny."
"IfyoucrythatnamealoudinthestreetsofBlois,mademoiselle,"Iretorted,"youarelikeenoughtobetakenwhitheryouwillnotcaretogo!AsforM.deRosny,Ihavetoldyouthatheisnothere.HehasgonetohisseatatMantes."
"Thentakemetohim!"
"Atthishourofthenight?"Isaiddrily."Itistwodays"
journeyfromhere."
"ThenIwillgotoaninn,"sherepliedsullenly.
"Youhaveheardthatthereisnoroomintheinns"IrejoinedwithwhatpatienceIcould."Andtogofrominntoinnatthishourmightleadusintotrouble.IcanassureyouthatIamasmuchtakenabackbyM.deRosny"sabsenceasyouare.Forthepresent,weareclosetomymother"slodging,and——"
"Iknownothingofyourmother!"sheexclaimedpassionately,hervoiceraised."Youhaveenticedmehitherbyfalsepretences,sir,andIwillendureitnolonger.Iwill——"
"Whatyouwilldo,Idonotknowthen,mademoiselle,"Ireplied,quiteatmywits"end;forwhatwiththerainandthedarkness,theunknownstreets——inwhichourtarryingmightatanymomentcollectacrowd——andthisstubborngirl"sopposition,Iknewnotwhithertoturn."FormypartIcansuggestnothingelse.Itdoesnotbecomemetospeakofmymother,"Icontinued,"orI
mightsaythatevenMademoiselledelaVireneednotbeashamedtoacceptthehospitalityofMadamedeBonne.Noraremymother"scircumstances,"Iaddedproudly,"thoughnarrow,someanastodepriveheroftheprivilegesofherbirth."
Mylastwordsappearedtomakesomeimpressionuponmycompanion.
Sheturnedandspoketoherwoman,whorepliedinalowvoice,tossingherheadthewhileandglaringatmeinspeechlessindignation.Hadtherebeenanythingelseforit,theywoulddoubtlesshavefloutedmyofferstill;butapparentlyFanchettecouldsuggestnothing,andpresentlymademoiselle,withasullenair,bademeleadon.
Takingthisforpermission,thelankyyouthintheblacksoutane,whohadremainedatmybridlethroughoutthediscussion,nowlisteningandnowstaring,noddedandresumedhisway;andI
followed.Afterproceedingalittlemorethanfiftyyardshestoppedbeforeamean-lookingdoorway,flankedbygratedwindows,andfrontedbyaloftywallwhichItooktobethebackofsomenobleman"sgarden.Thestreetatthispointwasunlighted,andlittlebetterthananalley;norwastheappearanceofthehouse,whichwasnarrowandill-looking,thoughlofty,calculated,asfarasIcouldmakeitoutisthedarkness,toallaymademoiselle"ssuspicions.Knowing,however,thatpeopleofpositionareoftenobligedintownstolodgeinpoorhouses,I
thoughtnothingofthis,andonlystrovetogetmademoiselledismountedasquicklyaspossible.Theladgropedaboutandfoundtworingsbesidethedoor,andtotheseItiedupthehorses.Then,biddinghimleadtheway,andbeggingmademoiselletofollow,Iplungedintothedarknessofthepassageandfeltmywaytothefootofthestaircase,whichwasentirelyunlighted,andsmelledcloseandunpleasant.
"Whichfloor?"Iaskedmyguide.
"Thefourth,"heansweredquietly.
"Morbleu!"Imuttered,asIbegantoascend,myhandonthewall."Whatisthemeaningofthis?"
ForIwasperplexed.TherevenuesofMarsac,thoughsmall,shouldhavekept;mymother,whomIhadlastseeninParisbeforetheNemoursedict,intolerablecomfort——suchmodestcomfort,atanyrate,ascouldscarcelybelookedforinsuchahouseasthis——obscure,ill-tended,unlighted.Tomyperplexitywasadded,beforeIreachedthetopofthestairs,disquietude——
disquietudeonheraccountaswellasonmademoiselle"s.Ifeltthatsomethingwaswrong,andwouldhavegivenmuchtorecalltheinvitationIhadpressedonthelatter.
WhattheyoungladythoughtherselfIcouldprettywellguess,asIlistenedtoherhurriedbreathingatmyshoulder.WitheverystepIexpectedhertorefusetogofarther.But,havingoncemadeuphermind,shefollowedmestubbornly,thoughthedarknesswassuchthatinvoluntarilyIloosenedmydagger,andpreparedtodefendmyselfshouldthisturnouttobeatrap.
Wereachedthetop,however,withoutaccident.Ourguideknockedsoftlyatadoorandimmediatelyopeneditwithoutwaitingforananswer.Afeeblelightshoneoutonthestair-head,andbendingmyhead,forthelintelwaslow,Isteppedintotheroom.
Iadvancedtwopacesandstoodlookingaboutmeinangrybewilderment.Thebarenessofextremepovertymarkedeverythingonwhichmyeyesrested.Acrackedearthenwarelampsmokedandsputteredonastoolinthemiddleoftherottingfloor.Anoldblackcloaknailedtothewall,andflappingtoandfrointhedraughtlikesomedeadgallowsbird,hunginfrontoftheunglazedwindow.Ajarinacornercaughtthedrippingsfromaholeintheroof.Anironpotandasecondstool——thelattercastingalongshadowacrossthefloor——stoodbesidethehandfulofwoodashes,whichsmoulderedonthehearth.AndthatwasallthefurnitureIsaw,exceptabedwhichfilledthefartherendofthelongnarrowroom,andwascurtainedoffsoastoformakindofmiserablealcove.
Aglancesufficedtoshowmeallthis,andthattheroomwasempty,orapparentlyempty.YetIlookedagainandagain,stupefied.Atlastfindingmyvoice,Iturnedtotheyoungmanwhohadbroughtushither,andwithafierceoathdemandedofhimwhathemeant.
Heshrankbackbehindtheopendoor,andyet;answeredwithakindofsullensurprisethatIhadaskedforMadamedeBonne"s,andthiswasit.
"MadamedeBonne"s!"Imuttered."ThisMadamedeBonne"s!"
Henodded.
"Ofcourseitis!Andyouknowit!"mademoisellehissedinmyear,hervoice,assheinterposed,hoarsewithpassion."Don"tthinkthatyoucandeceiveusanylonger.Weknowall!This,"
shecontinued,lookinground,hercheeksscarlet,hereyesablazewithscorn,"isyourmother"s,isit!Yourmotherwhohasfollowedthecourthither——whosemeansarenarrow,butnotsosmallastodepriveheroftheprivilegesofherrank!Thisisyourmother"shospitality,isit?Youareacheat,sir!andadetectedcheat!Letusbegone!Letmego,sir,Isay!"
TwiceIhadtriedtostopthecurrentofherwords;butinvain.
Nowwithangerwhichsurpassedhersahundredfold——forwho,beingaman,wouldhearhimselfmisnamedbeforehismother?——I
succeeded,"Silence,mademoiselle!"Icried,mygrasponherwrist."Silence,Isay!Thisismymother!"
Andrunningforwardtothebed,Ifellonmykneesbesideit.A
feeblehandhadhalfwithdrawnthecurtain,andthroughthegapmymother"sstrickenfacelookedout,agreatfearstampeduponit.
CHAPTERVII.
SIMONFLEIX.
ForsomeminutesIforgotmademoiselleinpayingthoseassiduousattentionstomymotherwhichherstateandmydutydemanded;andwhichIofferedthemoreanxiouslythatIrecognised,withasinkingheart,thechangeswhichageandillnesshadmadeinhersincemylastvisit.Theshockofmademoiselle"swordshadthrownherintoasyncope,fromwhichshedidnotrecoverforsometime;andthenratherthroughtheassistanceofourstrangeguide,whoseemedwellawarewhattodo,thanthroughmyefforts.
AnxiousasIwastolearnwhathadreducedhertosuchstraitsandsuchaplace,thiswasnotthetimetosatisfymycuriosity,andIpreparedmyselfinsteadforthetaskofeffacingthepainfulimpressionwhichmademoiselle"swordshadmadeonhermind.
Onfirstcomingtoherselfshedidnotrememberthem,but,contenttofindmebyherside——forthereissomethingsoalchemicinamother"slovethatIdoubtnotmypresencechangedhergarrettoapalace——shespentherselfinfeeblecaressesandbrokenwords.Presently,however,hereyefallingonmademoiselleandhermaid,whoremainedstandingbythehearth,lookingdarklyatusfromtimetotime,sherecalled,firsttheshockwhichhadprostratedher,andthenitscause,andraisingherselfonherelbow,lookedaboutherwildly."Gaston!"shecried,clutchingmyhandwithherthinfingers,"whatwasitI
heard?Itwasofyousomeonespoke——awoman!Shecalledyou——ordidIdreamit?——acheat!You!"
"Madame,madame,"Isaid,strivingtospeakcarelessly,thoughthesight;ofhergreyhair,stragglinganddishevelled,movedmestrangely,"wasit;likely?Wouldanyonedaretousesuchexpressionsofmeisyourpresence?Youmustindeedhavedreamedit!"
Thewords,however,returningmoreandmorevividlytohermind,shelookedatmeverypitifully,andingreatagitationlaidherarmonmyneck,asthoughshewouldsheltermewiththepunystrengthwhichjustenabledhertoriseinbed."Butsomeone,"
shemuttered,hereyesonthestrangers,"saidit,Gaston?I
heardit.Whatdiditmean?"
"Whatyouheard,madame,"Ianswered,withanattemptatgaiety,thoughthetearsstoodinmyeyes,"was,doubtless,mademoiselleherescoldingourguidefromTours,whodemandedthreetimestheproperPOURBOIRE.Theimpudentrascaldeservedallthatwassaidtohim,Iassureyou."
"Wasthatit?"shemurmureddoubtfully.
"Thatmusthavebeenwhatyouheard,madame,"Ianswered,asifI
feltnodoubt.
Shefellbackwithasighofrelief,andalittlecolourcameintoherwanface.Buthereyesstilldweltcuriously,andwithapprehension,onmademoiselle,whostoodlookingsullenlyintothefire;andseeingthismyheartmisgavemesorelythatIhaddoneafoolishthinginbringingthegirlthere.Iforesawahundredquestionswhichwouldbeasked,andahundredcomplicationswhichmustensue,andfeltalreadytheblushofshamemountingtomycheek.
"Whoisthat?"mymotheraskedsoftly."Iamill.Shemustexcuseme."Shepointedwithherfragilefingertomycompanions.
Irose,andstillkeepingherhandinmine,turnedsoastofacethehearth."This,madame,"Iansweredformally,"isMademoiselle——,buthernameIwillcommittoyoulater,andinprivate.Sufficeittosaythatsheisaladyofrank,whohasbeencommittedtomychargebyahighpersonage."
"Ahighpersonage?"mymotherrepeatedgently,glancingatmewithasmileofgratification.
"Oneofthehighest,"Isaid,"Suchachargebeingagreathonourtome,IfeltthatIcouldnotbetterexecuteitmadame,sincewemustlieinBloisonenight,thanbyrequestingyourhospitalityonherbehalf."
IdaredmademoiselleasIspoke——Idaredherwithmyeyetocontradictorinterruptme.Foranswer,shelookedatmeonce,incliningherheadalittle,andgazingatusfromunderherlongeyelashes.Thensheturnedbacktothefire,andherfootresumeditsangrytappingonthefloor.
"IregretthatIcannotreceiveherbetter,"mymotheransweredfeebly."Ihavehadlossesoflate.I——butIwillspeakofthatatanothertime.Mademoiselledoubtlessknows,"shecontinuedwithdignity,"youandyourpositioninthesouthtoowelltothinkillofthemomentarystraitstowhichshefindsmereduced."
Isawmademoisellestart,andIwrithedundertheglanceofcovertscorn,ofamazedindignation,whichsheshotatme.Butmymothergentlypattingmyhand,Iansweredpatiently,"Mademoisellewillthinkonlywhatiskind,madame——ofthatIamassured.Andlodgingsarescarceto-nightinBlois."
"Buttellmeofyourself,Gaston,"mymothercriedeagerly;andI
hadnottheheart,withhertouchonmyhand,hereyesonmyface,totearmyselfaway,muchasIdreadedwhatwascoming,andlongedtoendthescene."Tellmeofyourself.Youarestillinfavourwiththekingof——Iwillnotnamehimhere?"
"Still,madame,"Ianswered,lookingsteadilyatmademoiselle,thoughmyfaceburned.
"Youarestill——heconsultsyou,Gaston?"
"Still,madame."
Mymotherheavedahappysigh,andsanklowerinthebed."Andyouremployments?"shemurmured,hervoicetremblingwithgratification."Theyhavenotbeenreduced?Youstillretainthem,Gaston?"
"Still,madame,"Ianswered,theperspirationstandingonmybrow,myshamealmostmorethanIcouldbear.
"Twelvethousandlivresayear,Ithink?"
"Thesame,madame."
"Andyourestablishment?Howmanydoyoukeepnow?Yourvalet,ofcourse?Andlackeys——howmanyatpresent?"Sheglanced,withaneyeofpride,whileshewaitedformyanswer,firstatthetwosilentfiguresbythefire,thenatthepoverty-strickenroom;asifthesightofitsbarenessheightenedforherthejoyofmyprosperity.
Shehadnosuspicionofmytrouble,mymisery,orthatthelastquestionalmostfilledthecuptoofull.Hithertoallhadbeeneasy,butthisseemedtochokeme.Istammeredandlostmyvoice.Mademoiselle,herheadbowed,wasgazingintothefire.
Fanchettewasstaringatme,herblackeyesroundassaucers,hermouthhalf-open."Well,madame,"Imutteredatlength,"totellyouthetruth,atpresent,youmustunderstand,Ihavebeenforcedto——"
"What,Gaston?"MadamedeBonnehalfroseinbed.Hervoicewassharpwithdisappointmentandapprehension;thegraspofherfingersonmyhandgrewcloser.
Icouldnotresistthatappeal.Iflungawaythelastragofshame."Toreducemyestablishmentsomewhat,"Ianswered,lookingamiserabledefianceatmademoiselle"savertedfigure.
Shehadcalledmealiarandacheat——hereintheroom!Imuststandbeforeheraliarandacheatconfessed."Ikeepbutthreelackeysnow,madame."
Stillitiscreditable,"mymothermutteredthoughtfully,hereyesshining."Yourdress,however,Gaston——onlymyeyesareweak——seemstome——"
"Tut,tut!Itisbutadisguise,"Iansweredquickly.
"Imighthaveknownthat,"sherejoined,sinkingbackwithasmileandasighofcontent."ButwhenIfirstsawyouIwasalmostafraidthatsomethinghadhappenedtoyou.AndIhavebeenuneasylately,"shewenton,releasingmyhand,andbeginningtoplaywiththecoverlet,asthoughtheremembrancetroubledher."Therewasamanhereawhileago——afriendofSimonFleixthere——whohadbeensouthtoPauandNerac,andhesaidtherewasnoM.deMarsacabouttheCourt."
"HeprobablyknewlessoftheCourtthanthewine-tavern,"I
answeredwithaghastlysmile.
"ThatwasjustwhatItoldhim,"mymotherrespondedquicklyandeagerly."IwarrantyouIsenthimawayill-satisfied."
"Ofcourse,"Isaid;"therewillalwaysbepeopleofthatkind.
Butnow,ifyouwillpermitme,madame,Iwillmakesucharrangementsformademoiselleasarenecessary."
Beggingheraccordinglytoliedownandcomposeherself——forevensoshortaconversation,followingontheexcitementofourarrival,hadexhaustedhertoapainfuldegree——Itooktheyouth,whohadjustreturnedfromstablingourhorses,alittleaside,andlearningthathelodgedinasmallerchamberonthefarthersideofthelanding,secureditfortheuseofmademoiselleandherwoman.Inspiteofacertainexcitabilitywhichmarkedhimattimes,heseemedtobeaquick,readyfellow,andhewillinglyundertooktogoout,lateasitwas,andprocuresomeprovisionsandafewotherthingswhichweresadlyneeded,aswellformymother"scomfortasforourown.IdirectedFanchettetoaidhiminthepreparationoftheotherchamber,andthusforawhileI
wasleftalonewithmademoiselle.Shehadtakenoneofthestools,andsatcoweringoverthefire,thehoodofhercloakdrawnaboutherhead;insuchamannerthatevenwhenshelookedatme,whichshedidfromtimetotime,Isawlittlemorethanhereyes,brightwithcontemptuousanger.
"So,sir,"shepresentlybegan,speakinginalowvoice,andturningslightlytowardsme,"youpractiselyingevenhere?"
IfeltsostronglythefutilityofdenialorexplanationthatI
shruggedmyshouldersandremainedsilentunderthesneer.Twomoredays——twomoredayswouldtakeustoRosny,andmytaskwouldbedone,andMademoiselleandIwouldpartforgoodandall.Whatwoulditmatterthenwhatshethoughtofme?Whatdiditmatternow?
Forthefirsttimeinourintercoursemysilenceseemedtodisconcertanddispleaseher."Haveyounothingtosayforyourself?"shemutteredsharply,crushingafragmentofcharcoalunderherfoot,andstoopingtopeerattheashes."Haveyounotanotherlieinyourquiver,M.deMarsac?"DeMarsac!"Andsherepeatedthetitle,withascornfullaugh,asifsheputnofaithinmyclaimtoit.
ButIwouldanswernothing——nothing;andweremainedsilentuntilFanchette,comingintosaythatthechamberwasready,heldthelightforhermistresstopassout.Itoldthewomantocomebackandfetchmademoiselle"ssupper,andthen,beingleftalonewithmymother,whohadfallenasleep,withasmileonherthin,wornface,Ibegantowonderwhathadhappenedtoreducehertosuchdirepoverty.
Ifearedtoagitateherbyreferringtoit;butlaterintheevening,whenhercurtainsweredrawnandSimonFleixandIwerelefttogether,eyeingoneanotheracrosstheemberslikedogsofdifferentbreeds——withacertainstrangenessandsuspicion——mythoughtsrecurredtothequestion;anddeterminingfirsttolearnsomethingaboutmycompanion,whosepale,eagerfaceandtattered,blackdressgavehimacertainindividuality,IaskedhimwhetherhehadcomefromPariswithMadamedeBonne.
Henoddedwithoutspeaking.
Iaskedhimifhehadknownherlong.
"Twelvemonths,"heanswered."Ilodgedonthefifth,madameonthesecond,floorofthesamehouseinParis."
Ileanedforwardandpluckedthehemofhisblackrobe."Whatisthis?"Isaid,withalittlecontempt."Youarenotapriest,man."
"No,"heanswered,fingeringthestuffhimself,andgazingatmeinacurious,vacantfashion."IamastudentoftheSorbonne."
Idrewofffromhimwithamutteredoath,wondering——whileI
lookedathimwithsuspiciouseyes——howhecametobehere,andparticularlyhowhecametobeinattendanceonmymother,whohadbeeneducatedfromchildhoodintheReligion,andhadprofesseditinprivateallherlife.Icouldthinkofnoonewho,inolddays,wouldhavebeenlesswelcomeinherhousethanaSorbonnist,andbegantofancythathereshouldliethesecretofhermiserablecondition.
"Youdon"tlike,theSorbonne?"hesaid,readingmythoughts;
whichwere,indeed,plainenough.
"NomorethanIlovethedevil!"Isaidbluntly.
Heleanedforwardand,stretchingoutathin,nervoushand,laiditonmyknee."Whatiftheyareright,though?"hemuttered,hisvoicehoarse."Whatiftheyareright,M.deMarsac?"
"Whoright?"Iaskedroughly,drawingbackafresh.
"TheSorbonne."herepeated,hisfaceredwithexcitement,hiseyespeeringuncannilyintomine."Don"tyousee,"hecontinued,pinchingmykneeinhisearnestness,andthrustinghisfacenearerandnearertomine,"itallturnsonthat?Itallturnsonthat——salvationordamnation!Aretheyright?Areyouright?
Yousayyestothis,notothat,youwhite-coats;andyousayitlightly,butareyouright?Areyouright?MonDieu!"hecontinued,drawingbackabruptlyandclawingtheairwithimpatience,"Ihaveread,read,read!Ihavelistenedtosermons,theses,disputations,andIknownothing.IknownomorethanwhenIbegan."
Hesprangupandbegantopacethefloor,whileIgazedathimwithafeelingofpity.Averylearnedpersononcetoldmethatthetroublesofthesetimesbredfourkindsofmen,whoweremuchtobecompassionated:fanaticsontheonesideortheother,wholostsightofallelseintheintensityoftheirfaith;menwho,likeSimonFleix,soughtdesperatelyaftersomethingtobelieve,andfounditnot;andlastly,scoffers,who,believinginnothing,lookedonallreligionasamockery.
Hepresentlystoppedwalking——inhisutmostexcitementIremarkedthatheneverforgotmymother,buttrodmorelightlywhenhedrewnearthealcove——andspokeagain."YouareaHuguenot?"hesaid.
"Yes,"Ireplied.
"Soisshe,"herejoined,pointingtowardsthebed."Butdoyoufeelnodoubts?"
"None,"Isaidquietly.
"Nordoesshe."heansweredagain,stoppingoppositeme.Youmadeupyourmind——how?"
"IwasbornintheReligion,"Isaid.
"Andyouhaveneverquestionedit?"
"Never."