第5章
"Northoughtmuchaboutit?"
"Notagreatdeal,"Ianswered.
"SaintGris!"heexclaimedinalowtone."Anddoyouneverthinkofhell-fire——ofthewormwhichdiethnot,andthefirewhichshallnotbequenched?Doyouneverthinkofthat,M.deMarsac?"
"No,myfriend,never!"Ianswered,risingimpatiently;foratthathour,andinthatsilent,gloomyroomIfoundhisconversationdispiriting."IbelievewhatIwastaughttobelieve,andIstrivetohurtnoonebuttheenemy.Ithinklittle;andifIwereyouIwouldthinkless.Iwoulddosomething,man——fight,play,work,anythingbutthink!Ileavethattoclerks."
"Iamaclerk,"heanswered.
"Apoorone,itseems,"Iretorted,withalittlescorninmytone."Leaveit,man.Work!Fight!Dosomething!"
"Fight?"hesaid,asiftheideawereanovelone."Fight?Butthere,Imightbekilled;andthenhell-fire,yousee!"
"Zounds,man!"Icried,outofpatiencewithafollywhich,totellthetruth,thelampburninglow,andtherainpatteringontheroof,madetheskinofmybackfeelcoldandcreepy."Enoughofthis!Keepyourdoubtsandyourfiretoyourself!Andanswerme,"Icontinued,sternly."HowcameMadamedeBonnesopoor?
Howdidshecomedowntothisplace?"
Hesatdownonhisstool,theexcitementdyingquicklyoutofhisface."Shegaveawayallhermoney,"hesaidslowlyandreluctantly.Itmaybeimaginedthatthisanswersurprisedme.
"Gaveitaway?"Iexclaimed."Towhom?Andwhen?"
Hemoveduneasilyonhisseatandavoidedmyeye,hisalteredmannerfillingmewithsuspicionswhichtheinsightIhadjustobtainedintohischaracterdidnotaltogetherpreclude.Atlasthesaid,"Ihadnothingtodowithit,ifyoumeanthat;nothing.
Onthecontrary,IhavedoneallIcouldtomakeituptoher.I
followedherhere.Iswearthatisso,M.deMarsac."
"Youhavenottoldmeyettowhomshegaveit,"Isaidsternly.
"Shegaveit,"hemuttered,"toapriest."
"Towhatpriest?"
"Idonotknowhisname.HeisaJacobin."
"Andwhy?"Iasked,gazingincredulouslyatthestudent."Whydidshegiveittohim?Come,come!haveacare.LetmehavenoneofyourSorbonneinventions!"
Hehesitatedamoment,lookingatmetimidly,andthenseemedtomakeuphismindtotellme."Hefoundout——itwaswhenwelivedinParis,youunderstand,lastJune——thatshewasaHuguenot.ItwasaboutthetimetheyburnedtheFoucards,andhefrightenedherwiththat,andmadeherpayhimmoney,alittleatfirst,andthenmoreandmore,tokeephersecret.WhenthekingcametoBloisshefollowedhisMajesty,thinkingtobesaferhere;butthepriestcametoo,andgotmoremoney,andmore,untilhelefther——this."
"This!"Isaid.AndIsetmyteethtogether.
SimonFleixnodded,Ilookedroundthewretchedgarrettowhichmymotherhadbeenreduced,andpicturedthedaysandhoursoffearandsuspensethroughwhichshehadlived;throughwhichshemusthavelived,withthatcaitiff"sthreathangingoverhergreyhead!I
thoughtofherbirthandherhumiliation;ofherfrailformandpatient,undyingloveforme;andsolemnly,andbeforeheaven,I
sworethatnighttopunishtheman.Myangerwastoogreatforwords,andfortearsIwastooold.IaskedSimonFleixnomorequestions,savewhenthepriestmightbelookedforagain——whichhecouldnottellme——andwhetherhewouldknowhimagain——towhichheanswered,"Yes."But,wrappingmyselfinmycloak,I
laydownbythefireandponderedlongandsadly.
So,whileIhadbeenpinchingthere,mymotherhadbeenstarvinghere.Shehaddeceivedme,andIher.Thelampflickered,throwinguncertainshadowsasthedraughttossedthestrangewindow-curtaintoandfro.Theleakagefromtherooffelldropbydrop,andnowandagainthewindshookthecrazybuilding,asthoughitwouldliftitupbodilyandcarryitaway.
CHAPTERVIII.
ANEMPTYROOM.
Desiringtostartasearlyaspossible,thatwemightreachRosnyonthesecondevening,IrousedSimonFleixbeforeitwaslight,andlearningfromhimwherethehorseswerestabled,wentouttoattendtothem;preferringtodothismyself,thatImighthaveanopportunityofseekingoutatailor,andprovidingmyselfwithclothesbettersuitedtomyrankthanthosetowhichIhadbeenreducedoflate.IfoundthatIstillhadninetycrownsleftofthesumwhichtheKingofNavarrehadgivenme,andtwelveoftheseIlaidoutonadoubletofblackclothwithrussetpointsandribands,adarkcloaklinedwiththesamesobercolour,andanewcapandfeather.Thetradesmanwouldfainhaveprovidedmewithanewscabbardalso,seeingmyoldonewasworn-outattheheel;butthisIdeclined,havingafancytogowithmypointbareuntilIshouldhavepunishedthescoundrelwhohadmademymother"sfailingdaysamiserytoher;abusinesswhich,theKingofNavarre"soncedone,Ipromisedmyselftopursuewithenergyandatallcosts.
Thechoiceofmyclothes,andafewalterationswhichitwasnecessarytomakeinthem,detainedmesometime,sothatitwaslaterthanIcouldhavewishedwhenIturnedmyfacetowardsthehouseagain,bentongettingmypartytohorseasspeedilyaspossible.Themorning,Iremember,wasbright,frosty,andcold;
thekennelsweredry,thestreetscomparativelyclean.Hereandtherearayofearlysunshine,dartingbetweentheoverhangingeaves,gavepromiseofglorioustravelling-weather.Butthefaces,Iremarkedinmywalk,didnotreflectthesurroundingcheerfulness.Moodylooksmetmeeverywhereandoneveryside;
andwhilecourieraftercouriergallopedbymeboundforthecastle,thetownsfolkstoodaloofisdoorwayslistlessandinactive,or,gatheringingroupsincorners,talkedwhatItooktobetreasonunderthebreath.Thequeen-motherstilllived,butOrleanshadrevolted,andSensandMans,ChartresandMelun.
Rouenwassaidtobewavering,Lyonsinarms,whileParishaddeposedherking,andcursedhimdailyfromahundredaltars.Infine,thegreatrebellionwhichfollowedthedeathofGuise,andlastedsomanyyears,wasalreadyinprogress;sothatonthisfirstdayofthenewyeartheking"swritscarceranfartherthanhecouldsee,peeringanxiouslyoutfromthetowersabovemyhead.
Reachingthehouse,Iclimbedthelongstaircasehastily,abusingitsdarknessandfoulness,andplanningasIwenthowmymothermightmosteasilyandquicklybemovedtoabetterlodging.
Gainingthetopofthelastflight,Isawthatmademoiselle"sdoorontheleftofthelandingwasopen,andconcludingfromthisthatshewasup,andreadytostart,Ienteredmymother"sroomwithabriskstepandspiritsreinforcedbythecrispmorningair.
ButonthethresholdIstopped,andstoodsilentandamazed.AtfirstIthoughttheroomwasempty.Then,atasecondglance,I
sawthestudent.Hewasonhiskneesbesidethebedinthealcove,fromwhichthecurtainhadbeenpartiallydraggedaway.
Thecurtainbeforethewindowhadbeentorndownalso,andthecoldlightofday,pouringinontheunsightlybarenessoftheroom,struckachilltomyheart.Astoollayoverturnedbythefire,andaboveitagreycat,whichIhadnothithertonoticed,crouchedonabeamandeyedmewithstealthyfierceness.
Mademoisellewasnottobeseen,norwasFanchette,andSimonFleixdidnothearme.Hewasdoingsomethingatthebed——formymotheritseemed.
"Whatisit,man?"Icriedsoftly,advancingontiptoetothebedside."Wherearetheothers?"
Thestudentlookedroundandsawme.Hisfacewaspaleandgloomy.Hiseyesburned,andyetthereweretearsinthem,andonhischeeks.Hedidnotspeak,butthechilliness,thebareness,theemptinessoftheroomspokeforhim,andmyheartsank.
Itookhimbytheshoulders."Findyourtongue,man!"Isaidangrily."Wherearethey?"
Herosefromhiskneesandstoodstaringatme."Theyaregone!"
hesaidstupidly.
"Gone?"Iexclaimed."Impossible!When?Whither?"
"Halfanhourago.Whither——Idonotknow."
Confoundedandamazed,Iglaredathimbetweenfearandrage.
"Youdonotknow?"Icried."Theyaregone,andyoudonotknow?"
Heturnedsuddenlyonmeandgrippedmyarm."No,Idonotknow!
Idonotknow!"hecried,withacompletechangeofmannerandinatoneoffierceexcitement."Only,maythefiendgowiththem!ButIdoknowthis.Iknowthis,M.deMarsac,withwhomtheywent,thesefriendsofyours!Afopcame,adolt,afinespark,andgavethemfinewordsandfinespeechesandagoldtoken,and,heypresto!theywent,andforgotyou!"
"What!"Icried,beginningtounderstand,andsnatchingfiercelyattheoneclueinhisspeech."Agoldtoken?Theyhavebeendecoyedawaythen!Thereisnotimetobelost.Imustfollow."
"No,forthatisnotall!"hereplied,interruptingmesternly,whilehisgrasponmyarmgrewtighterandhiseyesflashedastheylookedintomine."Youhavenotheardall.Theyhavegonewithonewhocalledyouanimpostor,andathief,andabeggar,andthattoyourmother"sface——andkilledher!Killedherassurelyasifhehadtakenaswordtoher,M.deMarsac!Willyou,afterthat,leaveherforthem?"
Hespokeplainly.Andyet,Godforgiveme,itwassometimebeforeIunderstoodhim:beforeItookinthemeaningofhiswords,orcouldtransfermythoughtsfromtheabsenttomymotherlyingonthebedbeforeme.WhenIdiddoso,andturnedtoher,andsawherstillfaceandthinhairstragglingoverthecoarsepillow,then,indeed,thesightovercameme.Ithoughtnomoreofothers——forIthoughtherdead;andwithagreatandbittercryIfellonmykneesbesideherandhidmyface.What,afterall,wasthisheadstronggirltome?Whatwereevenkingsandking"scommissionstomebesideher——besidetheonehumanbeingwholovedmestill,theonebeingofmybloodandnameleft,theoneever-patient,ever-constantheartwhichforyearshadbeatenonlyforme?Forawhile,forafewmoments,Iwasworthyofher;forIforgotallothers.
SimonFleixrousedmeatlastfrommystupor,makingmeunderstandthatshewasnotdead,butinadeepswoon,theresultoftheshockshehadundergone.Aleech,forwhomhehaddespatchedaneighbour,cameinasIrose,andtakingmyplace,presentlyrestoredhertoconsciousness.Butherextremefeeblenesswarnedmenottohopeformorethanatemporaryrecovery;norhadIsatbyherlongbeforeIdiscernedthatthislastblow,followingonsomanyfearsandprivations,hadreachedavitalpart,andthatshewasevennowdying.
Shelayforawhilewithherhandinmineandhereyesclosed,butaboutnoon,thestudent,contrivingtogivehersomebroth,sherevived,and,recognisingme,layformorethananhourgazingatmewithunspeakablecontentandsatisfaction.Attheendofthattime,andwhenIthoughtshewaspastspeaking,shesignedtometobendoverher,andwhisperedsomething,whichatfirstIcouldnotcatch.PresentlyImadeitouttobe,"Sheisgone——Thegirlyoubrought?"
Muchtroubled,Iansweredyes,begginghernottothinkaboutthematter.Ineednothavefeared,however,forwhenshespokeagainshedidsowithoutemotion,andratherasoneseeingclearlysomethingbeforeher.
"Whenyoufindher,Gaston,"shemurmured,"donotbeangrywithher.Itwasnotherfault.She——hedeceivedher.See!"
Ifollowedthedirectionratherofhereyesthanherhand,andfoundbeneaththepillowalengthofgoldchain."Sheleftthat?"Imurmured,astrangetumultofemotionsinmybreast.
"Shelaiditthere,"mymotherwhispered."Andshewouldhavestoppedhimsayingwhathedid"——ashudderranthroughmymother"sframeattheremembranceoftheman"swords,thoughhereyesstillgazedintominewithfaithandconfidence——"shewouldhavestoppedhim,butshecouldnot,Gaston.Andthenhehurriedheraway."
"Heshowedheratoken,madame,didhenot?"Icouldnotformyliferepressthequestion,somuchseemedtoturnonthepoint.
"Abitofgold,"mymotherwhispered,smilingfaintly."Nowletmesleep."And,clingingalwaystomyhand,sheclosedhereyes.
ThestudentcamebacksoonafterwardswithsomecomfortsforwhichIhaddespatchedhim,andwesatbyheruntiltheeveningfell,andfarintothenight.Itwasarelieftometolearnfromtheleechthatshehadbeenailingforsometime,andthatinanycasetheendmusthavecomesoon.Shesufferednopainandfeltnofears,butmeetingmyeyeswheneversheopenedherown,orcameoutofthedrowsinesswhichpossessedher,thankedGod,Ithink,andwascontent.Asforme,Irememberthatroombecame,forthetime,theworld.ItsstillnessswallowedupallthetumultswhichfilledthecitiesofFrance,anditsoneinterestthecomingandgoingofafeeblebreath——eclipsedtheambitionsandhopesofalifetime.
BeforeitgrewlightSimonFleixstoleouttoattendtothehorses.Whenhereturnedhecametomeandwhisperedinmyearthathehadsomethingtotellme;andmymotherlyinginaquietsleepatthetime,Idisengagedmyhand,and,risingsoftly,wentwithhimtothehearth.
Insteadofspeaking,heheldhisfistbeforemeandsuddenlyunclosedthefingers."Doyouknowit?"hesaid,glancingatmeabruptly.
Itookwhatheheld,andlookingatit,nodded.Itwasaknotofvelvetofapeculiardarkredcolour,andhadformed,asIknewthemomentIseteyesonit,partofthefasteningofmademoiselle"smask."Wheredidyoufindit?"Imuttered,supposingthathehadpickedituponthestairs.
"Lookatit!"heansweredimpatiently."Youhavenotlooked."
Iturneditover,andthensawsomethingwhichhadescapedmeatfirst——thatthewiderpartofthevelvetwasdisfiguredbyafantasticstitching,doneveryroughlyandrudelywithathreadofwhitesilk.Thestitchesformedletters,theletterswords.
WithastartIread,"AMOI!"andsawinacorner,insmallerstitches,theinitials"C.d.l.V."
Ilookedeagerlyatthestudent."Wheredidyoufindthis?"I
said.
"Ipickeditupinthestreet,"heansweredquietly,"notthreehundredpacesfromhere."
Ithoughtamoment."Inthegutter,ornearthewall?"Iasked.
"Nearthewall,tobesure."
"Underawindow?"
"Precisely,"hesaid."Youmaybeeasy;Iamnotafool.I
markedtheplace,M.deMarsac,andshallnotforgetit."
EventhesorrowandsolicitudeIfeltonmymother"sbehalf——
feelingswhichhadseemedaminutebeforetosecuremeagainstallothercaresoranxietieswhatever——werenotproofagainstthisdiscovery.ForIfoundmyselfplacedinastraitsocruelI
mustsuffereitherway.Ontheonehand,Icouldnotleavemymother;Iwereaheartlessingratetodothat.Ontheother,I
couldnot,withoutgrievouspain,standstillandinactivewhileMademoiselledelaVire,whomIhadsworntoprotect,andwhowasnowsufferingthroughmylachesandmischance,appealedtomeforhelp.ForIcouldnotdoubtthatthiswaswhatthebowofvelvetmeant;stilllessthatitwasintendedforme,sincefewsavemyselfwouldbelikelytorecogniseit,andshewouldnaturallyexpectmetomakesomeattemptatpursuit.
AndIcouldnotthinklittleofthesign.Rememberingmademoiselle"sproudandfearlessspirit,andthelightinwhichshehadalwaysregardedme,Iauguredtheworstfromit.Ifeltassuredthatnoimaginarydangerandnoemergencysavethelastwouldhaveinducedhertostoopsolow;andthisconsideration,takenwiththefearIfeltthatshehadfallenintothehandsofFresnoy,whomIbelievedtobethepersonwhohadrobbedmeofthegoldcoin,filledmewithahorribledoubtwhichwaymydutylay.Iwaspulled,asitwere,bothways.Ifeltmyhonourengagedbothtogoandtostay,andwhilemyhandwenttomyhilt,andmyfeettrembledtobegone,myeyessoughtmymother,andmyearslistenedforhergentlebreathing.
Perplexedanddistracted,Ilookedatthestudent,andheatme.
"Yousawthemanwhotookheraway,"Imuttered.Hitherto,inmyabsorptiononmymother"saccount,Ihadputfewquestions,andletthematterpassasthoughitmovedmelittleandconcernedmeless."Whatwashelike?Washeabig,bloatedman,Simon,withhisheadbandaged,orperhapsawoundonhisface?"
"Thegentlemanwhowentawaywithmademoiselle,doyoumean?"heasked.
"Yes,yes,gentlemanifyoulike!"
"Notatall,"thestudentanswered."Hewasatallyounggallant,verygailydressed,dark-haired,andwitharichcomplexion,IheardhimtellherthathecamefromafriendofherstoohightobenamedinpublicorinBlois.Headdedthathebroughtatokenfromhim;andwhenmademoisellementionedyou——shehadjustenteredmadame"sroomwithherwomanwhenheappeared——"
"Hehadwatchedmeout,ofcourse."
"Justso.Well,whenshementionedyou,hesworeyouwereanadventurer,andabeggarlyimpostor,andwhatnot,andbadehersaywhethershethoughtitlikelythatherfriendwouldhaveentrustedsuchamissiontosuchaman."
"Andthenshewentwithhim?"
Thestudentnodded.
"Readily?Ofherownfree-will?"
"Certainly,"heanswered."Itseemedsotome.Shetriedtopreventhimspeakingbeforeyourmother,butthatwasall."
OntheimpulseofthemomentItookasteptowardsthedoor;
recollectingmyposition,Iturnedbackwithagroan.Almostbesidemyself,andlongingforanyventformyfeelings,Icaughttheladbytheshoulder,wherehestoodonthehearth,andshookhimtoandfro.
"Tellme,man,whatamItodo?"Isaidbetweenmyteeth.
"Speak!think!inventsomething!"
Butheshookhishead.
Ilethimgowithamutteredoath,andsatdownonastoolbythebedandtookmyheadbetweenmyhands.Atthatverymoment,however,reliefcame——camefromanunexpectedquarter.Thedooropenedandtheleechentered.Hewasaskilfulman,and,thoughmuchemployedabouttheCourt,aHuguenot——afactwhichhademboldenedSimonFleixtoapplytohimthroughthelandlordofthe"BleedingHeart,"thesecretrendezvousoftheReligioninBlois.Whenhehadmadehisexaminationhewasforleaving,beingagraveandsilentman,andfullofbusiness,butatthedoorIstoppedhim.
"Well,sir?"Isaidinalowtone,myhandonhiscloak.
"Shehasrallied,andmaylivethreedays,"heansweredquietly.
"Four,itmaybe,andasmanymoreasGodwills."
Pressingtwocrownsintohishand,Ibeggedhimtocalldaily,whichhepromisedtodo;andthenhewent.Mymotherwasstilldozingpeacefully,andIturnedtoSimonFleix,mydoubtsresolvedandmymindmadeup.
"Listen,"Isaid,"andanswermeshortly.Wecannotbothleave;
thatiscertain.YetImustgo,andatonce,totheplacewhereyoufoundthevelvetknot.Doyoudescribethespotexactly,sothatImayfindit,andmakenomistake."
Henodded,andafteramoment"sreflectionanswered,"YouknowtheRueSt.Denys,M.deMarsac?Well,godownit,keepingthe"BleedingHeart"onyourleft.Takethesecondturningonthesamesideafterpassingtheinn.Thethirdhousefromthecorner,ontheleftagain,consistsofagatewayleadingtotheHospitaloftheHolyCross.Abovethegatewayaretwowindowsinthelowerstory,andabovethemtwomore.Theknotlaybelowthefirstwindowyoucometo.Doyouunderstand?"
"Perfectly,"Isaid."Itissomethingtobeaclerk,Simon."
Helookedatmethoughtfully,butaddednothing;andIwasbusytighteningmysword-hilt,anddisposingmycloakaboutthelowerpartofmyface.WhenIhadarrangedthistomysatisfaction,I
tookoutandcountedoverthesumofthirty-fivecrowns,whichI
gavetohim,impressingonhimthenecessityofstayingbesidemymothershouldInotreturn;forthoughIproposedtoreconnoitreonly,andlearnifpossiblewhethermademoisellewasstillinBlois,thefuturewasuncertain,andwhereasIwasknowntomyenemies,theywerestrangerstome.
Havingenjoinedthisdutyuponhim,Ibademymotherasilentfarewell,and,leavingtheroom,wentslowlydownthestairs,thepictureofherwornandpatientfacegoingwithme,andseeming,Iremember,tohallowthepurposeIhadinmymind.
TheclockswerestrikingthehourbeforenoonasIsteppedfromthedoorway,and,standingamomentinthelane,lookedthiswayandthatforanysignofespionage.Icoulddetectnone,however.Thelanewasdeserted;andfeelingassuredthatanyattempttomisleadmyopponents,whoprobablyknewBloisbetterthanIdid,mustfail,Imadenone,butdeliberatelytookmywaytowardsthe"BleedingHeart,"intheRueSt.Denys.ThestreetspresentedthesameappearanceofgloomysuspensewhichIhadnoticedonthepreviousday.Thesamegroupsstoodaboutinthesamecorners,thesamesuspiciousglancesmetmeincommonwithallotherstrangerswhoshowedthemselves;thesamelistlessinactioncharacterisedthetownsfolk,thesameanxioushurrythosewhocameandwentwithnews.Isawthatevenhere,underthewallsofthepalace,thebondsoflawandorderwerestrainedalmosttobursting,andjudgedthatifthereeverwasatimeinFrancewhenrightcountedforlittle,andthestronghandformuch,itwasthis.Suchastateofthingswasnotunfavourabletomypresentdesign,andcaringlittleforsuspiciouslooks,I
wentresolutelyonmyway.
IhadnodifficultyinfindingthegatewayofwhichSimonhadspoken,orinidentifyingthewindowbeneathwhichhehadpickedupthevelvetknot.Analleyopeningalmostopposite,Itookadvantageofthistoexaminethehouseatmyleisure,andremarkedatonce,thatwhereasthelowerwindowwasguardedonlybystrongshutters,nowopen,thatinthestoryabovewasheavilybarred.NaturallyIconcentratedmyattentiononthelatter.
Thehouse,anoldbuildingofstone,seemedsufficientlyreputable,norcouldIdiscernanythingaboutitwhichwouldhavearousedmydistrusthadtheknotbeenfoundelsewhere.Itborethearmsofareligiousbrotherhood,andhadprobablyatonetimeformedtheprincipalentrancetothehospital,whichstillstoodbehindit,butithadnowcome,asIjudged,tobeusedasadwellingofthebetterclass.WhetherthetwofloorswereseparatelyinhabitedornotIfailedtodecide.
Afterwatchingitforsometimewithoutseeinganyonepassinorout,oranythingoccurringtoenlightenmeonewayortheother,Iresolvedtoventurein,thestreetbeingquietandthehousegivingnosignofbeingstronglygarrisoned.Theentrancelayunderthearchway,throughadoorontherightside.IjudgedfromwhatIsawthattheporterwasprobablyabsent,busyinghimselfwithhisgossipsinmattersofState.
Andthisprovedtobethecase,forwhenIhadmadethepassageofthestreetwithsuccess,andslippedquietlyinthroughthehalf-opendoor,Ifoundonlyhisstaffandcharcoal-pantheretorepresenthim.Asinglelooksatisfiedmeonthatpoint;
forthwith,withouthesitation,Iturnedtothestairsandbegantomount,assuredthatifIwouldeffectanythingsingle-handedI
musttrusttoaudacityandsurpriseratherthantocautionorforethought.
Thestaircasewaspoorlylightedbyloopholeslookingtowardstherear,butitwascleanandwell-kept.Silence,brokenonlybythesoundofmyfootsteps,prevailedthroughoutthehouse,andallseemedsoregularanddecentandorderlythatthehigherI
rosethelowerfellmyhopesofsuccess.Still,IheldresolutelyonuntilIreachedthesecondfloorandstoodbeforeacloseddoor.Themomenthadcometoputalltothetouch.I
listenedforafewsecondsbuthearingnothing,cautiouslyliftedthelatch.Somewhattomysurprisethedooryieldedtomyhand,andIentered.
Ahighsettlestoodinside,interruptingmyviewoftheroom,whichseemedtobespaciousandfullofrichstuffsandfurniture,butlowintheroof,andsomewhatdimlylightedbytwowindowsratherwidethanhigh.Thewarmglowofafireshoneonthewoodworkoftheceiling,andasIsoftlyclosedthedooralogonthehearthgaveway,withacracklingofsparks,whichpleasantlybroketheluxurioussilence.Thenextmomentalow,sweetvoiceasked,"Alphonse,isthatyou?"
Iwalkedroundthesettleandcamefacetofacewithabeautifulwomanrecliningonacouch.Onhearingthedooropenshehadraisedherselfonherelbow.Now,seeingastrangerbeforeher,shesprangupwithalowcry,andstoodgazingatme,herfaceexpressingbothastonishmentandanger.Shewasofmiddlingheight,herfeaturesregularthoughsomewhatchildlike,hercomplexionsingularlyfair.Aprofusionofgoldenhairhungindisorderaboutherneck,andmatchedthedeepblueofhereyes,whereinitseemedtome,therelurkedmorespiritandfirethanthegeneralcastofherfeaturesledonetoexpect.
Afteramoment"ssilence,duringwhichshescannedmefromheadtofootwithgreathaughtiness——andIherwithcuriosityandwonder——shespoke."Sir!"shesaidslowly,"towhatamItoattributethis——visit?"
ForthemomentIwassotakenabackbyherappearanceandextraordinarybeauty,aswellasbytheabsenceofanysignofthoseIsought,thatIcouldnotgathermythoughtstoreply,butstoodlookingvaguelyather.Ihadexpected,whenIenteredtheroom,somethingsodifferentfromthis!
"Well,sir?"shesaidagain,speakingsharply,andtappingherfootonthefloor.
"Thisvisit,madame?"Istammered.
"Callitintrusion,sir,ifyouplease!"shecriedimperiously.
"Onlyexplainit,orbegone."
"Icraveleavetodoboth,madame,"Ianswered,collectingmyselfbyaneffort."Iascendedthesestairsandopenedyourdoorinerror——thatisthesimplefact——hopingtofindafriendofminehere.Iwasmistaken,itseems,anditonlyremainsformetowithdraw,offeringatthesametimethehumblestapologies,"AndasIspokeIbowedlowandpreparedtoretire.
"Onemoment,sir!"shesaidquickly,andinanalteredtone.
"Youare,perhaps,afriendofM.deBruhl——ofmyhusband.Inthatcase,ifyoudesiretoleaveanymessageIwill——Ishallbegladtodeliverit."
Shelookedsocharmingthat,despitethetumultofmyfeelings,I
couldnotbutregardherwithadmiration."Alas!madame,I
cannotpleadthatexcuse,"Ianswered."IregretthatIhavenotthehonourofhisacquaintance."
Sheeyedmewithsomesurprise."Yetstill,sir,"sheanswered,smilingalittle,andtoyingwithagoldbroochwhichclaspedherhabit,"youmusthavehadsomeground,somereason,forsupposingyouwouldfindafriendhere?"
"True,madame,"Ianswered,"butIwasmistaken."
Isawhercoloursuddenly.Withasmileandafainttwinkleoftheeyeshesaid,"Itisnotpossible,sir,Isuppose——youhavenotcomehere,Imean,outofanyreasonconnectedwitha——aknotofvelvet,forinstance?"
Istarted,andinvoluntarilyadvancedasteptowardsher."A
knotofvelvet!"Iexclaimed,withemotion."MonDieu!ThenI
wasnotmistaken!Ihavecometotherighthouse,andyou——youknowsomethingofthis!Madame,"Icontinuedimpulsively,"thatknotofvelvet?Tellmewhatitmeans,Iimploreyou!"
Sheseemedalarmedbymyviolence,retreatingasteportwo,andlookingatmehaughtily,yetwithakindofshame-facedness.
"Believeme,itmeansnothing,"shesaidhurriedly."Ibegyoutounderstandthat,sir.Itwasafoolishjest."
"Ajest?"Isaid."Itfellfromthiswindow."
"Itwasajest,sir,"sheansweredstubbornly.ButIcouldseethat,withallherpride,shewasalarmed;herfacewastroubled,andthereweretearsinhereyes.Andthisrenderedmeunderthecircumstancesonlythemorepersistent.
"Ihavethevelvethere,madame,"Isaid."Youmusttellmemoreaboutit."
Shelookedatmewithaweightierimpulseofangerthanshehadyetexhibited."Idonotthinkyouknowtowhomyouarespeaking,"shesaid,breathingfast."Leavetheroom,sir,andatonce!Ihavetoldyouitwasajest.Ifyouareagentlemanyouwillbelieveme,andgo."Andshepointedtothedoor.
ButIheldmyground,withanobstinatedeterminationtopiercethemystery."Iamagentleman,madame,"Isaid,"andyetImustknowmore.UntilIknowmoreIcannotgo."
"Oh,thisisinsufferable!"shecried,lookingroundasifforawayofescape;butIwasbetweenherandtheonlydoor."Thisisunbearable!Theknotwasneverintendedforyou,sir.Andwhatismore,ifM.deBruhlcomesandfindsyouhere,youwillrepentitbitterly."
Isawthatshewasatleastasmuchconcernedonherownaccountasonmine,andthoughtmyselfjustifiedunderthecircumstancesintakingadvantageofherfears.Ideliberatelylaidmycaponthetablewhichstoodbesideme."Iwillgomadame,"Isaid,lookingatherfixedly,"whenIknowallthatyouknowaboutthisknotIhold,andnotbefore.Ifyouareunwillingtotellme,I
mustwaitforM.deBruhl,andaskhim."
Shecriedout"Insolent!"andlookedatmeasifinherrageanddismayshewouldgladlyhavekilledme;being,Icouldsee,apassionatewoman.ButIheldmyground,andafteramomentshespoke."Whatdoyouwanttoknow?"shesaid,frowningdarkly.
"Thisknot——howdiditcometolieinthestreetbelowyourwindow?Iwanttoknowthatfirst."
"Idroppedit,"sheansweredsullenly.
"Why?"Isaid.
"Because——"Andthenshestoppedandlookedatme,andthenagainlookeddown,herfacecrimson."Because,ifyoumustknow,"shecontinuedhurriedly,tracingapatternonthetablewithherfinger,"Isawitborethewords"AMOI."Ihavebeenmarriedonlytwomonths,andIthoughtmyhusbandmightfindit——andbringittome.Itwasasillyfancy."
"Butwheredidyougetit?"Iasked,andIstaredatheringrowingwonderandperplexity.ForthemorequestionsIput,thefurther,itseemedtome,Istrayedfrommyobject.
"IpickeditupintheRuelled"Arcy,"sheanswered,tappingherfootonthefloorresentfully."Itwasthesillythingputitintomyheadto——todowhatIdid.Andnow,haveyouanymorequestions,sir?"
"Oneonly,"Isaid,seeingitallclearlyenough."Willyoutellme,please,exactlywhereyoufoundit?"
"Ihavetoldyou.IntheRuelled"Arcy,tenpacesfromtheRuedeValois.Now,sir,willyougo?"
"Oneword,madame.Did——"
Butshecried,"Go,sir,go!go!"soviolently,thataftermakingonemoreattempttoexpressmythanks,Ithoughtitbettertoobeyher.Ihadlearnedallsheknew;Ihadsolvedthepuzzle.But,solvingit,IfoundmyselfnonearertotheendI
hadinview,nonearertomademoiselle.Iclosedthedoorwithasilentbow,andbegantodescendthestairs,mymindfullofanxiousdoubtsandcalculations.ThevelvetknotwastheonlyclueIpossessed,butwasIright;inplacinganydependenceonit?Iknewnowthat,whereverithadoriginallylain,ithadbeenremovedonce.Ifonce,whynottwice?whynotthreetimes?
CHAPTERIX.
THEHOUSEINTHERUELLED"ARCY.
IhadnotgonedownhalfadozenstepsbeforeIheardamanenterthestaircasefromthestreet,andbegintoascend.ItstruckmeatoncethatthismightbeM.deBruhl;andIrealisedthatIhadnotleftmadame"sapartmentamomenttoosoon.ThelastthingI
desired,havingsomuchonmyhands,wastoembroilmyselfwithastranger,andaccordinglyIquickenedmypace,hopingtomeethimsonearthefootofthestairsastoleavehimindoubtwhetherI
hadbeenvisitingtheupperorlowerpartofthehouse.Thestaircasewasdark,however,andbeingfamiliarwithit,hehadtheadvantageoverme.Hecameleapinguptwostepsatatime,andturningtheangleabruptly,surprisedmebeforeIwasclearoftheupperflight.
Onseeingme,hestoppedshortandstared;thinkingatfirst,I
fancy,thatheoughttorecogniseme.Whenhedidnot,hestoodbackapace."Umph!"hesaid."Haveyoubeen——haveyouanymessageforme,sir?"
"No,"Isaid,"Ihavenot."
Hefrowned."IamM.deBruhl,"hesaid.
"Indeed?"Imuttered,notknowingwhatelsetosay.
"Youhavebeen——"
"Upyourstairs,sir?Yes.Inerror,"Iansweredbluntly.
Hegaveakindofgruntatthat,andstoodaside,incredulousanddissatisfied,yetuncertainhowtoproceed.Imethisblacklookswithasteadycountenance,andpassedbyhim,becomingaware,however,asIwentondownthestairsthathehadturnedandwaslookingafterme.Hewasatall,handsomeman,dark,andsomewhatruddyofcomplexion,andwasdressedintheextremeofCourtfashion,inasuitofmyrtle-greentrimmedwithsable.Hecarriedalsoacloaklinedwiththesameonhisarm.BeyondlookingbackwhenIreachedthestreet,toseethathedidnotfollowme,Ithoughtnomoreofhim.Butweweretomeetagain,andoften.Nay,hadIthenknownallthatwastobeknownI
wouldhavegonebackand——Butofthatinanotherplace.
TheRuedeValois,towhichatradesman,whowaspeeringcautiouslyoutofhisshop,directedme,provedtobeoneofthemainstreetsofthecity,narrowanddirty,anddarkenedbyoverhangingeavesandsignboards,butfullofnoiseandbustle.
OneendofitopenedonthePARVISoftheCathedral;theotherandquieterendappearedtoabutonthewestgateofthetown.
FeelingtheimportanceofavoidingnoticeintheneighbourhoodofthehouseIsought,IstrolledintotheopenspaceinfrontoftheCathedral,andaccostingtwomenwhostoodtalkingthere,learnedthattheRuelled"ArcywasthethirdlaneontherightoftheRuedeValois,andsomelittledistancealongit.ArmedwiththisinformationIleftthem,andwithmyheadbentdown,andmycloakdrawnaboutthelowerpartofmyface,asifIfelttheeastwind,IproceededdownthestreetuntilIreachedtheopeningofthelane.WithoutlookingupIturnedbrisklyintoit.
WhenIhadgonetenpacespasttheturning,however,Istoppedand,gazingaboutme,begantotakeinmysurroundingsasfastasIcould.Thelane,whichseemedlittlefrequented,waseightorninefeetwide,unpaved,andfullofruts.Thehighblankwallofagardenroseononesideofit,ontheotherthestillhigherwallofahouse;andbothwerecompletelydevoidofwindows,afeaturewhichIrecognisedwiththeutmostdismay.Foritcompletelyupsetallmycalculations.InvainImeasuredwithmyeyethetenpacesIhadcome;invainIlookedup,lookedthiswayandthat.Iwasnonplussed.Nowindowopenedonthelaneatthatpoint,nor,indeed,throughoutitslength.Foritwasboundedtotheend,asfarasIcouldsee,bydead-wallsasofgardens.
Recognising,withasinkingheart,whatthismeant,IsawinamomentthatallthehopesIhadraisedonSimonFleix"sdiscoverywerebaseless.Mademoisellehaddroppedthevelvetbow,nodoubt,butnotfromawindow.Itwasstillaclue,butonesoslightandvagueastobevirtuallyuseless,provingonlythatshewasintroubleandinneedofhelp;perhapsthatshehadpassedthroughthislaneonherwayfromoneplaceofconfinementtoanother.
Thoroughlybaffledanddispirited,Ileantforawhileagainstthewall,broodingovertheill-luckwhichseemedtoattendmeinthis,asinsomanypreviousadventures.Norwasthelowvoiceofconscience,suggestingthatsuchfailuresarosefrommismanagementratherthanfromill-luck,slowtomakeitselfheard.IreflectedthatifIhadnotallowedmyselftoberobbedofthegoldtoken,mademoisellewouldhavetrustedme;thatifI
hadnotbroughthertosopooranabodeasmymother"s,shewouldnothavebeencajoledintofollowingastranger;finally,thatifIhadremainedwithher,andsentSimontoattendtothehorsesinmyplace,nostrangerwouldhavegainedaccesstoher.
Butithasneverbeenmywaytoacceptdefeatatthefirstoffer,andthoughIfelttheseself-reproachestobewelldeserved,amoment"sreflectionpersuadedmethatinthesingularandespecialprovidencewhichhadbroughtthevelvetknotsafetomyhandsIoughttofindencouragement.HadMadamedeBruhlnotpickeditupitwouldhavecontinuedtolieinthisby-path,throughwhichneitherInorSimonFleixwouldhavebeenlikelytopass.Again,hadmadamenotdroppeditinherturn,weshouldhavesoughtinvainforany,eventheslightest,cluetoMademoiselledelaVire"sfateorposition.
Cheeredafreshbythisthought,Ideterminedtowalktotheendofthelane;andforthwithdidso,lookingsharplyaboutmeasI
went,butmeetingnoone.Thebareupperbranchesofatreerosehereandthereabovethewalls,whichwerepiercedatintervalsbylow,strongdoors.ThesedoorsIcarefullyexamined,butwithoutmakinganydiscovery;allweresecurelyfastened,andmanyseemedtohavebeenrarelyopened.Emergingatlastandwithoutresultontheinnersideofthecityramparts,Iturned,andmoodilyretracedmystepsthroughthelane,proceedingmoreslowlyasIdrewneartotheRuedeValois.Thistime,beingalittlefartherfromthestreet,Imadeadiscovery.
Thecornerhouse,whichhaditsfrontontheRueValois,presented,asIhavesaid,adead,windowlesswalltothelane;
butfrommypresentstandpointIcouldseetheupperpartofthebackofthishouse——thatpartoftheback,Imean,whichroseabovethelowergarden-wallthatabuttedonit——andinthistherewereseveralwindows.Thewholeoftwoandapartofathirdwerewithintherangeofmyeyes;andsuddenlyinoneoftheseI
discoveredsomethingwhichmademyheartbeathighwithhopeandexpectation.Thewindowinquestionwasheavilygrated;thatwhichIsawwastiedtooneofthebars.Itwasasmallknotofsomewhitestuff——linenapparently——anditseemedatrifletotheeye;butitwaslooped,asfarasIcouldseefromadistance,afterthesamefashionasthescrapofvelvetIhadinmypouch.
Theconclusionwasobvious,atthesametimethatitinspiredmewiththeliveliestadmirationofmademoiselle"switandresources.Shewasconfinedinthatroom;theoddswerethatshewasbehindthosebars.Abowdroppedthencewouldfall,thewindbeingfavourable,intothelane,notten,buttwentypacesfromthestreet.Ioughttohavebeenpreparedforaslightinaccuracyinawoman"sestimateofdistance.
ItmaybeimaginedwithwhateagernessInowscannedthehouse,withwhatminutenessIsoughtforaweakplace.ThelongerI
looked,however,thelesscomfortIderivedfrommyinspection.
Isawbeforemeagloomystrongholdofbrick,four-square,andbuiltintheoldItalianmanner,withbattlementsatthetop,andasmallmachicolation,littlemorethanastring-course,aboveeachstory;thisservingatoncetolessenthemonotonyofthedead-walls,andtoaddtothefrowningweightoftheupperpart.
Thewindowswerefewandsmall,andthehouselookeddampandmouldy;lichensclottedthebricks,andmossfilledthestring-