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A Hazard of New Fortunes
投诉 阅读记录

第13章

"There,now,Iknowedyouwould,Coonrod。Now,fawther!"ThisappealwastomaketheoldmansaysomethinginrecognitionofConrad"ssacrifice。

"You"llalwaysfind,"hesaid,"thatit"sthoseofyourownhouseholdthathavethefirstclaimonyou。"

"That"sso,Coonrod,"urgedhismother。"It"sBibletruth。Yourfawtherain"taperfesser,buthealwaysdidreadhisBible。SearchtheScriptures。That"swhatitmeans。"

"Laws!"criedMely,"abodycansee,easyenoughfrommother,whereConrad"swantun"tobeapreachercomesfrom。Ishould"a"thoughtshe"d"a"wantedtobeenoneherself。"

"Letyourwomenkeepsilenceinthechurches,"saidtheoldwoman,solemnly。

"Thereyougoagain,mother!Iguessifyouwastosaythattosomeoftheladyministersnowadays,you"dgityourselfintotrouble。"Melalookedroundforapproval,andgurgledoutahoarselaugh。

IX。

TheDryfooseswentlatetoMrs。Horn"smusicale,inspiteofMrs。

Mandel"sadvice。Christinemadethedelay,bothbecauseshewishedtoshowMissVancethatshewas(not)anxious,andbecauseshehadsomevaguenotionofthedistinctionofarrivinglateatanysortofentertainment。Mrs。Mandelinsisteduponthedifferencebetweenthismusicaleandanordinaryreception;butChristineratherfancieddisturbingacompanythathadgotseated,andperhapsmakingpeopleriseandstand,whileshefoundherwaytoherplace,asshehadseenthem。

doforatardycomeratthetheatre。

Mela,whomshedidnotadmittoherreasonsorfeelingsalways,followedherwiththeservileadmirationshehadforallthatChristinedid;andshetookontrustassomehowsuccessfultheresultofChristine"sobstinacy,whentheywereallowedtostandagainstthewallatthebackoftheroomthroughthewholeofthelongpiecebegunjustbeforetheycamein。Therehadbeennoonetoreceivethem;afewpeople,intherearrowsofchairsnearthem,turnedtheirheadstoglanceatthem,andthenlookedawayagain。Melahadhermisgivings;butattheendofthepieceMissVancecameuptothematonce,andthenMelaknewthatshehadhereyesonthemallthetime,andthatChristinemusthavebeenright。

Christinesaidnothingabouttheircominglate,andsoMeladidnotmakeanyexcuse,andMissVanceseemedtoexpectnone。SheglancedwithasortofsurpriseatConrad,whenChristineintroducedhim;Meladidnotknowwhethershelikedtheirbringinghim,tillsheshookhandswithhim,andsaid:"Oh,Iamverygladindeed!Mr。DryfoosandIhavemetbefore。"Withoutexplainingwhereorwhen,sheledthemtoherauntandpresentedthem,andthensaid,"I"mgoingtoputyouwithsomefriendsofyours,"andquicklyseatedthemnexttheMarches。Melalikedthatwellenough;shethoughtshemighthavesomejokingwithMr。March,forallhiswifewassostiff;butthelookwhichChristineworeseemedtoforbid,provisionallyatleast,anysuchrecreation。Onherpart,ChristinewascoolwiththeMarches。ItwentthroughhermindthattheymusthavetoldMissVancetheyknewher;andperhapstheyhadboastedofherintimacy。SherelaxedalittletowardthemwhenshesawBeatonleaningagainstthewallattheendoftherownextMrs。March。ThensheconjecturedthathemighthavetoldMissVanceofheracquaintancewiththeMarches,andshebentforwardandnoddedtoMrs。MarchacrossConrad,Mela,andMr。March。Sheconceivedofhimasasortofhandofherfather"s,butshewaswillingtotakethemattheirapparentsocialvaluationforthetime。Sheleanedbackinherchair,anddidnotlookupatBeatonafterthefirstfurtiveglance,thoughshefelthiseyesonher。

Themusicbeganagainalmostatonce,beforeMelahadtimetomakeConradtellherwhereMissVancehadmethimbefore。Shewouldnothavemindedinterruptingthemusic;buteveryoneelseseemedsoattentive,evenChristine,thatshehadnotthecourage。Theconcertwentontoanendwithoutrealizingforhertheidealofpleasurewhichoneoughttofind。

insociety。Shewasnotexacting,butitseemedtohertherewereveryfewyoungmen,andwhenthemusicwasover,andtheiropportunitycametobesociable,theywerenotverysociable。Theywerenotintroduced,foronething;butitappearedtoMelathattheymighthavegotintroduced,iftheyhadanysense;shesawthemlookingather,andshewasgladshehaddressedsomuch;shewasdressedmorethananyotherladythere,andeitherbecauseshewasthemostdressedofanypersonthere,orbecauseithadgotaroundwhoherfatherwas,shefeltthatshehadmadeanimpressionontheyoungmen。Inhersatisfactionwiththis,andfromhergoodnature,shewascontentedtobeservedwithherrefreshmentsaftertheconcertbyMr。March,andtoremainjokingwithhim。Shewasatherease;sheletherhoarsevoiceoutinherlargestlaugh;sheaccusedhim,totheadmirationofthosenear,ofgettingherintoaperfectgale。Itappearedtoher,inherownpleasure,hermissiontoillustratetotherathersubduedpeopleaboutherwhatagoodtimereallywas,sothattheycouldhaveitiftheywantedit。HerjoywascrownedwhenMarchmodestlyprofessedhimselfunworthytomonopolizeher,andexplainedhowselfishhefeltintalkingtoayoungladywhenthereweresomanyyoungmendyingtodoso。

"Oh,pshaw,dyun",yes!"criedMela,tastingtheirony。"IguessIseethem!"

Heaskedifhemightreallyintroduceafriendofhistoher,andshesaid,Well,yes,ifbethoughthecouldlivetogettoher;andMarchbroughtupamanwhomhethoughtveryyoungandMelathoughtveryold。

Hewasacontributorto"EveryOtherWeek,"andsoMarchknewhim;

hebelievedhimselfastudentofhumannatureinbehalfofliterature,andhenowsetaboutstudyingMela。Hetemptedhertoexpressheropiniononallpoints,andhelaughedsoamiablyattheboldnessandhumorousvigorofherideasthatshewasdelightedwithhim。SheaskedhimifhewasaNew-Yorkerbybirth;andshetoldhimshepitiedhim,whenhesaidhehadneverbeenWest。SheprofessedherselfperfectlysickofNewYork,andurgedhimtogotoMoffittifhewantedtoseeareallivetown。Hewonderedifitwoulddotoputherintoliteraturejustasshewas,withallherslangandbrag,buthedecidedthathewouldhavetosubdueheragreatdeal:hedidnotseehowhecouldreconcilethefactsofherconversationwiththefactsofherappearance:

herbeauty,hersplendorofdress,herapparentrighttobewhereshewas。Thesethingsperplexedhim;hewasafraidthegreatAmericannovel,iftrue,mustbeincredible。MelasaidheoughttohearhersistergoonaboutNewYorkwhentheyfirstcame;butshereckonedthatChristinewasgettingsoshecouldputupwithitalittlebetter,now。ShelookedsignificantlyacrosstheroomtotheplacewhereChristinewasnowtalkingwithBeaton;andthestudentofhumannatureasked,Wasshehere?

and,Wouldsheintroducehim?Melasaidshewould,thefirstchanceshegot;andsheadded,Theywouldbemuchpleasedtohavehimcall。Shefeltherselftobehavingabeautifultime,andshegotdirectlyuponsuchintimatetermswiththestudentofhumannaturethatshelaughedwithhimaboutsomepeculiaritiesofhis,suchashisgoingsofarabouttoaskthingshewantedtoknowfromher;shesaidsheneverdidbelieveinbeatingaboutthebushmuch。ShehadnoticedthesamethinginMissVancewhenshecametocallthatday;andwhentheyoungmanownedthathecameratheragooddealtoMrs。Horn"shouse,sheaskedhim,Well,whatsortofagirlwasMissVance,anyway,andwheredidhesupposeshehadmetherbrother?Thestudentofhumannaturecouldnotsayastothis,andastoMissVancehejudgeditsafesttotreatofthenon-

societysideofhercharacter,heractivityincharity,herspecialdevotiontotheworkamongthepoorontheEastSide,whichshepersonallyengagedin。

"Oh,that"swhereConradgoes,too!"Melainterrupted。"I"llbetanythingthat"swhereshemethim。IwishtIcouldtellChristine!

ButIsupposeshewouldwanttokillme,ifIwastospeaktohernow。"

Thestudentofhumannaturesaid,politely,"Oh,shallItakeyoutoher?"

Melaanswered,"Iguessyoubetternot!"withalaughsosignificantthathecouldnothelphisinferencesconcerningbothChristine"sabsorptioninthepersonshewastalkingwithandthehabitualviolenceofhertemper。HemadenoteofhowMelahelplesslyspokeofallherfamilybytheirnames,asifhewerealreadyintimatewiththem;hefanciedthatifhecouldgetthatinskillfully,itwouldbeavaluablecolorinhisstudy;theEnglishlordwhomsheshouldastonishwithitbegantoformhimselfoutofthedramaticnebulosityinhismind,andtowhirlonadefiniteorbitinAmericansociety。ButhewaspuzzledtodecidewhetherMela"swillingnesstotakehimintoherconfidenceonshortnoticewastypicalorpersonal:thetraitofadaughterofthenatural-gasmillionaire,orafoibleofherown。

BeatontalkedwithChristinethegreaterpartoftheeveningthatwasleftaftertheconcert。Hewasverygrave,andtookthetoneofafatherlyfriend;hespokeguardedlyofthepeoplepresent,andmoderatedtheseverityofsomeofChristine"sjudgmentsoftheirlooksandcostumes。HedidthisoutofasortofunreasonedallegiancetoMargaret,whomhewasinthemoodofwishingtopleasebybeingverykindandgood,asshealwayswas。HehadthesensealsoofatoningbythisbehaviorforsomerecklessthingshehadsaidbeforethattoChristine;

heputonasad,reprovingairwithher,andgaveherthefeelingofbeingheldincheck。

Shechafedatit,andsaid,glancingatMargaretintalkwithherbrother,"Idon"tthinkMissVanceissoverypretty,doyou?"

"Ineverthinkwhethershe"sprettyornot,"saidBecton,withdreamy,affectation。"Sheismerelyperfect。Doessheknowyourbrother?"

"Soshesays。Ididn"tsupposeConradeverwentanywhere,excepttotenement-houses。"

"Itmighthavebeenthere,"Bectonsuggested。"Shegoesamongfriendlesspeopleeverywhere。"

"Maybethat"sthereasonshecametoseeus!"saidChristine。

Bectonlookedatherwithhissmoulderingeyes,andfeltthewishtosay,"Yes,itwasexactlythat,"butheonlyallowedhimselftodenythepossibilityofanysuchmotiveinthatcase。Headded:"Iamsogladyouknowher,MissDryfoos。InevermetMissVancewithoutfeelingmyselfbetterandtruer,somehow;orthewishtobeso。"

"Andyouthinkwemightbeimproved,too?"Christineretorted。"Well,Imustsayyou"renotveryflattering,Mr。Becton,anyway。"

Bectonwouldhavelikedtoanswerheraccordingtohercattishness,withagoodclawingsarcasmthatwouldleaveitssmartinherpride;buthewasbeinggood,andhecouldnotchangeallatonce。Besides,thegirl"sattitudeunderthesocialhonordoneherinterestedhim。Hewassureshehadneverbeeninsuchgoodcompanybefore,buthecouldseethatshewasnotintheleastaffectedbytheexperience。Hehadtoldherwhothispersonandthatwas;andhesawshehadunderstoodthatthenameswereofconsequence;butsheseemedtofeelherequalitywiththemall。

HerserenitywasnotobviouslyakintothesavagestoicisminwhichBeatonhidhisownconsciousnessofsocialinferiority;buthavingwonhiswayintheworldsofarbyhistalent,hispersonalquality,hedidnotconceivethesimplefactinhercase。Christinewasself-possessedbecauseshefeltthataknowledgeofherfather"sfortunehadgotaround,andshehadthepeacewhichmoneygivestoignorance;butBeatonattributedherpoisetoindifferencetosocialvalues。This,whileheinwardlysneeredatit,avengedhimuponhisowntookeensenseofthem,and,togetherwithhistemporaryallegiancetoMargaret"sgoodness,kepthimfromretaliatingChristine"svulgarity。Hesaid,"Idon"tseehowthatcouldbe,"andleftthequestionofflatterytosettleitself。

Thepeoplebegantogoaway,followingeachotheruptotakeleaveofMrs。Horn。Christinewatchedthemwithunconcern,andeitherbecauseshewouldnotbegovernedbythegeneralmovement,orbecauseshelikedbeingwithBeaton,gavenosignofgoing。Melawasstilltalkingtothestudentofhumannature,sendingoutherlaughindeepgurglesamidtheunimaginableconfidencesshewasmakinghimaboutherself,herfamily,thestaffof"EveryOtherWeek,"Mrs。Mandel,andthekindoflifetheyhadallledbeforeshecametothem。Hewasnotablinddevoteeofartforart"ssake,andthoughhefeltthatifonecouldportrayMelajustasshewasshewouldbetherichestpossiblematerial,hewasratherashamedtoknowsomeofthethingsshetoldhim;andhekeptlookinganxiouslyaboutforachanceofescape。ThecompanyhadreduceditselftotheDryfoosgroupsandsomefriendsofMrs。Horn"swhohadtherighttolinger,whenMargaretcrossedtheroomwithConradtoChristineandBeaton。

"I"msoglad,MissDryfoos,tofindthatIwasnotquiteastrangertoyouallwhenIventuredtocall,theotherday。YourbrotherandIareratheroldacquaintances,thoughIneverknewwhohewasbefore。Idon"tknowjusthowtosaywemetwhereheisvaluedsomuch。IsupposeI

mustn"ttrytosayhowmuch,"sheadded,withalookofdeepregardathim。

Conradblushedandstoodfoldinghisarmstightoverhisbreast,whilehissisterreceivedMargaret"sconfessionwiththesuspicionwhichwasherfirstfeelinginregardtoanynewthing。Whatsheconcludedwasthatthisgirlwastryingtogetinwiththem,forreasonsofherown。

Shesaid:"Yes;it"sthefirstIeverheardofhisknowingyou。He"ssomuchtakenupwithhismeetings,hedidn"twanttocometo-night。"

Margaretdrewinherlipbeforesheanswered,withoutapparentresentmentoftheawkwardnessorungraciousness,whichevershefoundit:"Idon"twonder!Youbecomesoabsorbedinsuchworkthatyouthinknothingelseisworthwhile。ButI"mgladMr。Dryfooscouldcomewithyou;I"msogladyoucouldallcome;Iknewyouwouldenjoythemusic。Dositdown——"

"No,"saidChristine,bluntly;"wemustbegoing。Mela!"shecalledout,"come!"

ThelastgroupaboutMrs。Hornlookedround,butChristineadvanceduponthemundismayed,andtookthehandMrs。Hornpromptlygaveher。"Well,I

mustbidyougood-night。"

"Oh,good-night,"murmuredtheelderlady。"Soverykindofyoutocome。"

"I"vehadthebestkindofatime,"saidMela,cordially。"Ihain"tlaughedsomuch,Idon"tknowwhen。"

"Oh,I"mgladyouenjoyedit,"saidMrs。Horn,inthesamepolitemurmurshehadusedwithChristine;butshesaidnothingtoeithersisteraboutanyfuturemeeting。

Theywereapparentlynottroubled。Melasaidoverhershouldertothestudentofhumannature,"ThenexttimeIseeyouI"llgiveittoyouforwhatyousaidaboutMoffitt。"

Margaretmadesomeentreatingpacesafterthem,butshedidnotsucceedincoveringtheretreatofthesistersagainstcriticalconjecture。ShecouldonlysaytoConrad,asifrecurringtothesubject,"Ihopewecangetourfriendstoplayforussomenight。Iknowitisn"tanyrealhelp,butsuchthingstakethepoorcreaturesoutofthemselvesforthetimebeing,don"tyouthink?"

"Ohyes,"heanswered。"They"regoodinthatway。"HeturnedbackhesitatinglytoMrs。Horn,andsaid,withablush,"Ithankyouforahappyevening。"

"Oh,Iamveryglad,"shereplied,inhermurmur。

Oneoftheoldfriendsofthehousearchedhereyebrowsinsayinggood-

night,andofferedthetwoyoungmenremainingseatshomeinhercarriage。Beatongloomilyrefused,andshekeptherselffromaskingthestudentofhumannature,tillshehadgothimintohercarriage,"WhatisMoffitt,andwhatdidyousayaboutit?"

"Nowyousee,Margaret,"saidMrs。Horn,withbatedtriumph,whenthepeoplewereallgone。

"Yes,Isee,"thegirlconsented。"Fromonepointofview,ofcourseit"sbeenafailure。Idon"tthinkwe"vegivenMissDryfoosapleasure,butperhapsnobodycould。Andatleastwe"vegivenhertheopportunityofenjoyingherself。"

"Suchpeople,"saidMrs。Horn,philosophically,"peoplewiththeirmoney,mustofcoursebereceivedsoonerorlater。Youcan"tkeepthemout。

Only,IbelieveIwouldratherletsomeoneelsebeginwiththem。TheLeightonsdidn"tcome?"

"Isentthemcards。Icouldn"tcallagain。"

Mrs。Hornsighedalittle。"IsupposeMr。Dryfoosisoneofyourfellow-

philanthropists?"

"He"soneoftheworkers,"saidMargaret。"ImethimseveraltimesattheHall,butIonlyknewhisfirstname。Ithinkhe"sagreatfriendofFatherBenedict;heseemsdevotedtothework。Don"tyouthinkhelooksgood?"

"Very,"saidMrs。Horn,withacolorofcensureinherassent。"Theyoungergirlseemedmoreamiablethanhersister。Butwhatmanners!"

"Dreadful!"saidMargaret,withknitbrows,andapursedmouthofhumoroussuffering。"Butsheappearedtofeelverymuchathome。"

"Oh,astothat,neitherofthemwasmuchabashed。DoyousupposeMr。Beatongavetheotheronesomehintsforthatquaintdressofhers?

Idon"timaginethatblackandlaceisherowninvention。Sheseemstohavesomesortofstrangefascinationforhim。"

"She"sverypicturesque,"Margaretexplained。"Andartistsseepointsinpeoplethattherestofusdon"t。"

"Coulditbehermoney?"Mrs。Horninsinuated。"Hemustbeverypoor。"

"Butheisn"tbase,"retortedthegirl,withagenerousindignationthatmadeherauntsmile。

"Ohno;butifhefancieshersopicturesque,itdoesn"tfollowthathewouldobjecttoherbeingrich。"

"ItwouldwithamanlikeMr。Beaton!"

"Youareanidealist,Margaret。IsupposeyourMr。MarchhassomedisinterestedmotiveinpayingcourttoMissMela——Pamela,Isuppose,ishername。Hetalkedtoherlongerthanherliteraturewouldhavelasted。"

"Heseemsaverykindperson,"saidMargaret。

"AndMr。Dryfoospayshissalary?"

"Idon"tknowanythingaboutthat。Butthatwouldn"tmakeanydifferencewithhim。"

Mrs。Hornlaughedoutatthissecurity;butshewasnotdispleasedbythenoblenesswhichitcamefrom。ShelikedMargarettobehigh-minded,andwasreallynotdistressedbyanygoodthatwasinher。

TheMarcheswalkedhome,bothbecauseitwasnotfar,andbecausetheymustspareincarriagehireatanyrate。Assoonastheywereoutofthehouse,sheappliedapointofconsciencetohim。

"Idon"tseehowyoucouldtalktothatgirlsolong,Basil,andmakeherlaughso。"

"Why,thereseemednooneelsetodoit,tillIthoughtofKendricks。"

"Yes,butIkeptthinking,Nowhe"spleasanttoherbecausehethinksit"stohisinterest。Ifshehadnorelationto"EveryOtherWeek,"hewouldn"twastehistimeonher。"

"Isabel,"Marchcomplained,"Iwishyouwouldn"tthinkofmeinhe,him,andhis;Ineverpersonalizeyouinmythoughts:youremainalwaysavagueunindividualizedessence,notquitewithoutformandvoid,butnounlessandpronounless。Icallthatamuchmorebeautifulmentalattitudetowardtheobjectofone"saffections。Butifyoumustheandhimandhismeinyourthoughts,Iwishyou"dhavemorekindlythoughtsofme。"

"Doyoudenythatit"strue,Basil?"

"Doyoubelievethatit"strue,Isabel?"

"Nomatter。Butcouldyouexcuseitifitwere?"

"Ah,Iseeyou"dhavebeencapableofitinmy,place,andyou"reashamed。"

"Yes,"sighedthewife,"I"mafraidthatIshould。Buttellmethatyouwouldn"t,Basil!"

"IcantellyouthatIwasn"t。ButIsupposethatinarealexigency,IcouldtruckletotheproprietaryDryfoosesaswellasyou。"

"Ohno;youmustn"t,dear!I"mawoman,andI"mdreadfullyafraid。Butyoumustalwaysbeaman,especiallywiththathorridoldMr。Dryfoos。

Promisemethatyou"llneveryieldtheleastpointtohiminamatterofrightandwrong!"

"Notifhe"srightandI"mwrong?"

"Don"ttrifle,dear!YouknowwhatImean。Willyoupromise?"

"I"llpromisetosubmitthepointtoyou,andletyoudotheyielding。

Asforme,Ishallbeadamant。NothingIlikebetter。"

"They"redreadful,eventhatpoor,goodyoungfellow,who"ssodifferentfromalltherest;he"sawful,too,becauseyoufeelthathe"samartyrtothem。"

"AndIneverdidlikemartyrsagreatdeal,"Marchinterposed。

"Iwonderhowtheycametobethere,"Mrs。Marchpursued,unmindfulofhisjoke。

"ThatisexactlywhatseemedtobepuzzlingMissMelaaboutus。Sheasked,andIexplainedaswellasIcould;andthenshetoldmethatMissVancehadcometocallonthemandinvitedthem;andfirsttheydidn"tknowhowtheycouldcometilltheythoughtofmakingConradbringthem。

Butshedidn"tsaywhyMissVancecalledonthem。Mr。Dryfoosdoesn"temployheron"EveryOtherWeek。"ButIsupposeshehasherownvilelittlemotive。"

"Itcan"tbetheirmoney;itcan"tbe!"sighedMrs。March。

"Well,Idon"tknow。Weallrespectmoney。"

"Yes,butMissVance"spositionissosecure。Sheneedn"tpaycourttothosestupid,vulgarpeople。"

"Well,let"sconsoleourselveswiththebeliefthatshewould,ifsheneeded。SuchpeopleastheDryfoosesaretherawmaterialofgoodsociety。Itisn"tmadeupofrefinedormeritoriouspeople——professorsandlitterateurs,ministersandmusicians,andtheirfamilies。Allthefashionablepeoplethereto-nightwereliketheDryfoosesagenerationortwoago。Idaresaythematerialworksupfasternow,andinaseasonortwoyouwon"tknowtheDryfoosesfromtheotherplutocrats。THEYwill——

alittlebetterthantheydonow;they"llseeadifference,butnothingradical,nothingpainful。Peoplewhogetupintheworldbyservicetoothers——throughletters,orart,orscience——mayhavetheirmodestlittlemisgivingsastotheirsocialvalue,butpeoplethatrisebymoney——

especiallyiftheirgainsaresudden——neverhave。Andthat"sthekindofpeoplethatformournobility;there"snousepretendingthatwehaven"tanobility;wemightaswellpretendwehaven"tfirst-classcarsinthepresenceofavestibuledPullman。Thosegirlshadnomoredoubtoftheirrighttobetherethaniftheyhadbeenduchesses:wethoughtitwasveryniceofMissVancetocomeandaskus,buttheydidn"t;theyweren"tafraid,ortheleastembarrassed;theywereperfectlynatural——likebornaristocrats。Andyoumaybesurethatiftheplutocracythatnowownsthecountryeverseesfittotakeontheoutwardsignsofanaristocracy——titles,andarms,andancestors——itwon"tfalterfromanyinherentquestionofitsworth。Moneyprizesandhonorsitself,andifthereisanythingithasn"tgot,itbelievesitcanbuyit。"

Well,Basil,"saidhiswife,"Ihopeyouwon"tgetinfectedwithLindau"sideasofrichpeople。Someofthemareverygoodandkind。"

"Whodeniesthat?NotevenLindauhimself。It"sallright。Andthegreatthingisthattheevening"senjoymentisover。I"vegotmysocietysmileoff,andI"mradiantlyhappy。Goonwithyourlittlepessimisticdiatribes,Isabel;youcan"tspoilmypleasure。"

"Icouldsee,"saidMela,assheandChristinedrovehometogether,"thatshewasasjealousasshecouldbe,allthetimeyouwastalkun"toMr。

Beaton。Shepretendedtobetalkun"toConrad,butshekep"hereyeonyouprettyclose,Icantellyou。Ibetshejustgotustheretoseehowhimandyouwouldacttogether。AndIreckonshewassatisfied。He"sdeadgoneonyou,Chris。"

ChristinelistenedwithadreamypleasuretotheflatterieswithwhichMelapliedherinthehopeofsomereturninkind,andnotatallbecauseshefeltspitefullytowardMissVance,orinanywisewishedherill。

"Whowasthatfellowwithyousolong?"askedChristine。"Isupposeyouturnedyourselfinsideouttohim,likeyoualwaysdo。"

Melawastransportedbythecruelingratitude。"It"salie!Ididn"ttellhimasinglething。"

Conradwalkedhome,choosingtodosobecausehedidnotwishtohearhissisters"talkoftheevening,andbecausetherewasatumultinhisspiritwhichhewishedtolethaveitsway。Inhislifewithitssinglepurpose,defeatedbystrongerwillsthanhisown,andnowstrugglingpartiallytofulfilitselfinactsofdevotiontoothers,thethoughtofwomenhadenteredscarcelymorethaninthatofachild。Hisidealswereofavirginalvagueness;faces,voices,gestureshadfilledhisfancyattimes,butalmostpassionately;andthesensationthathenowindulgedwasakindofworship,ardent,butreverentandexalted。Thebrutalexperiencesoftheworldmakeusforgetthattherearesuchnaturesinit,andthattheyseemtocomeupoutofthelowlyearthaswellasdownfromthehighheaven。Intheheartofthismanwellontowardthirtytherehadneverbeenleftthestainofabasethought;notthatsuggestionandconjecturehadnotvisitedhim,butthathehadnotentertainedthem,orinany-wisemadethemhis。InaCatholicageandcountry,hewouldhavebeenoneofthosemonkswhoaresaintedafterdeathfortheangelicpurityoftheirlives,andwhosenamesareinvokedbybelieversinmomentsoftrial,likeSanLuigiGonzaga。Ashenowwalkedalongthinking,withalover"sbeatifiedsmileonhisface,ofhowMargaretVancehadspokenandlooked,hedramatizedscenesinwhichbeapprovedhimselftoherbyactsofgoodnessandunselfishness,anddiedtopleaseherforthesakeofothers。Hemadeherpraisehimforthem,tohisface,whenhedisclaimedtheirmerit,andafterhisdeath,whenhe

Butallthisdidnotadmittheideaofpossession,evenofaspiration。

Atthemosthisworshiponlysetherbeyondtheloveofothermenasfarasbeyondhisown。

EndAHazardofNewFortunesV4

ByWilliamDeanHowellsPARTFOURTH

NotlongafterLent,FulkersonsetbeforeDryfoosonedayhisschemeforadinnerincelebrationofthesuccessof"EveryOtherWeek。"Dryfooshadnevermeddledinanymannerwiththeconductoftheperiodical;

butFulkersoneasilysawthathewasproudofhisrelationtoit,andheproceededuponthetheorythathewouldbewillingtohavethisrelationknown:Onthedayswhenhehadbeenluckyinstocks,hewasapttodropinattheofficeonEleventhStreet,onhiswayup-town,andlistentoFulkerson"stalk。HewasongoodenoughtermswithMarch,whorevisedhisfirstimpressionsoftheman,buttheyhadnotmuchtosaytoeachother,anditseemedtoMarchthatDryfooswasevenalittleafraidofhim,asofapieceofmechanismhehadacquired,butdidnotquiteunderstand;helefttheworkingofittoFulkerson,whonodoubtbraggedofitsufficiently。Theoldmanseemedtohaveaslittletosaytohisson;heshuthimselfupwithFulkerson,wheretheotherscouldhearthemanagerbeginandgoonwithanunstintedflowoftalkabout"EveryOtherWeek;"forFulkersonnevertalkedofanythingelseifhecouldhelpit,andwasalwaysbringingtheconversationbacktoitifitstrayed:

Thedayhespokeofthedinnerheroseandcalledfromhisdoor:"March,Isay,comedownhereaminute,willyou?Conrad,Iwantyou,too。"

Theeditorandthepublisherfoundthemanagerandtheproprietorseatedonoppositesidesofthetable。"It"saboutthosefuneralbakedmeats,youknow,"Fulkersonexplained,"andIwastryingtogiveMr。Dryfoossomeideaofwhatwewantedtodo。Thatis,whatIwantedtodo,"hecontinued,turningfromMarchtoDryfoos。"March,here,isopposedtoit,ofcourse。He"dliketopublish"EveryOtherWeek"onthesly;keepitoutofthepapers,andoffthenewsstands;he"samodestBostonpetunia,andheshrinksfrompublicity;butIamnotthatkindofherbmyself,andIwantallthepublicitywecanget——beg,borrow,orsteal——

forthisthing。Isaythatyoucan"tworkthesacredritesofhospitalityinabettercause,andwhatIproposeisalittledinnerforthepurposeofrecognizingthehitwe"vemadewiththisthing。Myideawastostrikeyouforthenecessaryfunds,anddothethingonahandsomescale。Thetermlittledinnerisamerefigureofspeech。Alittledinnerwouldn"tmakeabigtalk,andwhatwewantisthebigtalk,atpresent,ifwedon"tlayupacent。MynotionwasthatprettysoonafterLent,now,wheneverybodyisfeelingjustright,weshouldbegintosendoutourparagraphs,affirmative,negative,andexplanatory,andalongaboutthefirstofMayweshouldsitdownaboutahundredstrong,themostdistinguishedpeopleinthecountry,andsolemnizeourtriumph。

Thereitisinanutshell。ImightexpandandImightexpound,butthat"sthesumandsubstanceofit。"

Fulkersonstopped,andranhiseyeseagerlyoverthefacesofhisthreelisteners,oneaftertheother。MarchwasalittlesurprisedwhenDryfoosturnedtohim,butthatreferenceofthequestionseemedtogiveFulkersonparticularpleasure:"Whatdoyouthink,Mr。March?"

Theeditorleanedbackinhischair。"Idon"tpretendtohaveMr。

Fulkerson"sgeniusforadvertising;butitseemstomealittleearlyyet。Wemightcelebratelaterwhenwe"vegotmoretocelebrate。Atpresentwe"reapleasingnovelty,ratherthanafixedfact。"

"Ah,youdon"tgettheidea!"saidFulkerson。"Whatwewanttodowiththisdinneristofixthefact。"

"AmIgoingtocomeinanywhere?"theoldmaninterrupted。

"You"regoingtocomeinattheheadoftheprocession!Wearegoingtostrikeeverythingthatisimaginativeandromanticinthenewspapersoulwithyouandyourhistoryandyourfancyforgoinginforthisthing。

Icanstartyouinaparagraphthatwilltravelthroughallthenewspapers,fromMainetoTexasandfromAlaskatoFlorida。Wehavehadallsortsofrichmenbackingupliteraryenterprises,butthenatural-

gasmaninliteratureisanewthing,andthecombinationofyourpicturesquepastandyouraestheticpresentissomethingthatwillknockoutthesympathiesoftheAmericanpublicthefirstround。Ifeel,"

saidFulkerson,withatremorofpathosinhisvoice,"that"EveryOtherWeek"isatadisadvantagebeforethepublicaslongasit"ssupposedtobemyenterprise,myidea。AsfarasI"mknownatall,I"mknownsimplyasasyndicateman,andnobodyinthepressbelievesthatI"vegotthemoneytorunthethingonagrandscale;asuspicionofinsolvencymustattachtoitsoonerorlater,andthefellowsonthepresswillworkupthatimpression,soonerorlater,ifwedon"tgivethemsomethingelsetoworkup。Now,assoonasIbegintogiveitawaytothecorrespondentsthatyou"reinit,withyouruntoldmillions——that,infact,itwasyourideafromthestart,thatyouoriginatedittogivefullplaytothehumanitariantendenciesofConradhere,who"salwayshadthesetheoriesofco-operation,andlongedtorealizethemforthebenefitofourstrugglingyoungwritersandartists——"

MarchhadlistenedwithgrowingamusementtothemingledburlesqueandearnestofFulkerson"sself-sacrificingimpudence,andwithwonderastohowfarDryfooswasconsentingtohispreposterousproposition,whenConradbrokeout:"Mr。Fulkerson,Icouldnotallowyoutodothat。Itwouldnotbetrue;Ididnotwishtobehere;and——andwhatIthink——whatIwishtodo——thatissomethingIwillnotletanyoneputmeinafalsepositionabout。No!"Thebloodrushedintotheyoungman"sgentleface,andhemethisfather"sglancewithdefiance。

DryfoosturnedfromhimtoFulkersonwithoutspeaking,andFulkersonsaid,caressingly:"Why,ofcourse,Coonrod!Iknowhowyoufeel,andI

shouldn"tletanythingofthatsortgooutuncontradictedafterward。Butthereisn"tanythinginthesetimesthatwouldgiveusbetterstandingwiththepublicthansomehintofthewayyoufeelaboutsuchthings。

Thepublicsexpectstobeinterested,andnothingwouldinterestitmorethantobetoldthatthesuccessof"EveryOtherWeek"sprangfromthefirstapplicationoftheprincipleofLiveandletLivetoaliteraryenterprise。Itwouldlookparticularlywell,comingfromyouandyourfather,butifyouobject,wecanleavethatpartout;thoughifyouapproveoftheprincipleIdon"tseewhyyouneedobject。Themainthingistoletthepublicknowthatitowesthisthingtotheliberalandenlightenedspiritofoneoftheforemostcapitalistsofthecountry;andthathispurposesarenotlikelytobebetrayedinthehandsofhisson,Ishouldgetalittlecutmadefromaphotographofyourfather,andsupplyitgratiswiththeparagraphs。"

"Iguess,"saidtheoldman,"wewillgetalongwithoutthecut。"

Fulkersonlaughed。"Well,well!Haveityourownway,Butthesightofyourfaceinthepatentoutsidesofthecountrypresswouldbeworthhalfadozensubscribersineveryschooldistrictthroughoutthelengthandbreadthofthisfairland。"

Therewasafellow,"Dryfoosexplained,inanasidetoMarch,"thatwasgettingupahistoryofMoffitt,andheaskedmetolethimputasteelengravingofmein。Hesaidagoodmanyprominentcitizensweregoingtohavetheirsin,andhispricewasahundredandfiftydollars。ItoldhimIcouldn"tletminegoforlessthantwohundred,andwhenhesaidhecouldgivemeasplendidplateforthatmoney,IsaidIshouldwantitcash,Youneversawafellowmoreastonishedwhenhegotitthroughhim。

thatIexpectedhimtopaythetwohundred。"

Fulkersonlaughedinkeenappreciationofthejoke。"Well,sir,Iguess"EveryOtherWeek"willpayyouthatmuch。Butifyouwon"tsellatanyprice,allright;wemusttrytoworryalongwithoutthelightofyourcountenanceon,theposters,butwegottohaveitforthebanquet。"

"Idon"tseemtofeelveryhungry,yet,"saidtheyoldman,dryly。

"Oh,"l"appeitvientenmangeant",asourFrenchfriendssay。You"llbehungryenoughwhenyouseethepreliminaryLittleNeckclam。It"stoolateforoysters。"

"Doesn"tthatfactseemtopointtoapostponementtilltheygetback,sometimeinOctober,"Marchsuggested,"No,no!"saidFulkerson,"youdon"tcatchontothebusinessendofthisthing,myfriends。You"reproceedingonsomethingliketheoldexplodedideathatthedemandcreatesthesupply,wheneverybodyknows,ifhe"swatchedthecourseofmodernevents,thatit"sjustasapttobetheotherway。Icontendthatwe"vegotarealsubstantialsuccesstocelebratenow;butevenifwehadn"t,thecelebrationwoulddomorethananythingelsetocreatethesuccess,ifwegotitproperlybeforethepublic。Peoplewillsay:Thosefellowsarenotfools;theywouldn"tgoandrejoiceovertheirmagazineunlesstheyhadgotabigthinginit。

AndthestateoffeelingweshouldproduceinthepublicmindwouldmakeaboomofperfectlyunprecedentedgrandeurforE。O。W。Heigh?"

Helookedsunnilyfromonetotheotherinsuccession。TheelderDryfoossaid,withhischinonthetopofhisstick,"IreckonthoseLittleNeckclamswillkeep。"

"Well,justasyousay,"Fulkersoncheerfullyassented。"Iunderstandyoutoagreetothegeneralprincipleofalittledinner?"

"Thesmallerthebetter,"saidtheoldman。

"Well,Isayalittledinnerbecausetheideaofthatseemstocoverthecase,evenifwevarytheplanalittle。Ihadthoughtofareception,maybe,thatwouldincludetheladycontributorsandartists,andthewivesanddaughtersoftheothercontributors。Thatwouldgiveusthechancetoringinalotofsocietycorrespondentsandgetthethingwrittenupinfirst-classshape。By-the-way!"criedFulkerson,slappinghimselfontheleg,"whynothavethedinnerandthereceptionboth?"

"Idon"tunderstand,"saidDryfoos。

"Why,haveaselectlittledinnerfortenortwentychoicespiritsofthemalepersuasion,andthen,aboutteno"clock,throwopenyourpalatialdrawing-roomsandadmitthefemalestochampagne,salads,andices。Itistheverything!Come!"

"Whatdoyouthinkofit,Mr。March?"askedDryfoos,onwhosesocialinexperienceFulkerson"swordsprojectednoveryintelligibleimage,andwhoperhapshopedforsomemorelight。

"It"sabeautifulvision,"saidMarch,"andifitwilltakemoretimetorealizeitIthinkIapprove。IapproveofanythingthatwilldelayMr。

Fulkerson"sadvertisingorgie。"

"Then,"Fulkersonpursued,"wecouldhavethepleasureofMissChristineandMissMela"scompany;andmaybeMrs。Dryfooswouldlookinonusinthecourseoftheevening。There"snohurry,asMr。Marchsuggests,ifwecangivethethingthisshape。Iwillcheerfullyadopttheideaofmyhonorablecolleague。"

Marchlaughedathisimpudence,butathearthewasashamedofFulkersonforproposingtomakeuseofDryfoosandhishouseinthatway。

Hefanciedsomethingappealinginthelookthattheoldmanturnedonhim,andsomethingindignantinConrad"sflush;butprobablythiswasonlyhisfancy。Hereflectedthatneitherofthemcouldfeelitaspeopleofmoreworldlyknowledgewould,andheconsoledhimselfwiththefactthatFulkersonwasreallynotsuchacharlatanasheseemed。ButitwentthroughhismindthatthiswasastrangeendforallDryfoos"smoney-makingtocometo;andhephilosophicallyacceptedthefactofhisownhumblefortuneswhenhereflectedhowlittlehismoneycouldbuyforsuchaman。ItwasanhonorableusethatFulkersonwasputtingittoin"EveryOtherWeek;"itmightbefarmorecreditablyspentonsuchanenterprisethanonhorses,orwines,orwomen,theusualresourcesofthebruterich;andifitweretobelost,itmightbetterbelostthatwaythaninstocks。HekeptasmilingfaceturnedtoDryfooswhiletheseirreverentconsiderationsoccupiedhim,andhardenedhisheartagainstfatherandsonandtheirpossibleemotions。

Theoldmanrosetoputanendtotheinterview。Heonlyrepeated,"Iguessthoseclamswillkeeptillfall。"

ButFulkersonwasapparentlysatisfiedwiththeprogresshehadmade;andwhenhejoinedMarchforthestrollhomewardafterofficehours,hewasabletodetachhismindfromthesubject,asifcontenttoleaveit。

"ThisisaboutthebestpartoftheyearinNewYork,"hesaid;Insomeoftheareasthegrasshadsprouted,andthetenderyoungfoliagehadlooseneditselffrozethebudsonasidewalktreehereandthere;thesoftairwasfullofspring,andthedelicatesky,faraloof,hadthelookitneverwearsatanyotherseason。"Itain"tatimeofyeartocomplainmuchof,anywhere;butIdon"twantanythingbetterthanthemonthofMayinNewYork。FartherSouthit"stoohot,andI"vebeeninBostoninMaywhenthateastwindofyoursmadeeverynerveinmybodygetupandhowl。Ireckontheweatherhasagooddealtodowiththelocaltemperament。ThereasonaNewYorkmantakeslifesoeasilywithallhisrushisthathisclimatedon"tworryhim。ButaBostonmanmustberaspedthewholewhilebytheedgeinhisair。Thataccountsforhissharpness;andwhenhe"slivedthroughtwenty-fiveorthirtyBostonMays,hegetstothinkingthatProvidencehassomeparticularuseforhim,orhewouldn"thavesurvived,andthatmakeshimconceited。See?"

"Isee,"saidMarch。"ButIdon"tknowhowyou"regoingtoworkthatideaintoanadvertisement,exactly。"

"Oh,pahaw,now,March!Youdon"tthinkI"vegotthatonthebrainallthetime?"

"Youweregraduallyleadingupto"EveryOtherWeek",somehow。"

"No,sir;Iwasn"t。IwasjustthinkingwhatadifferentcreatureaMassachusettsmanisfromaVirginian,AndyetIsupposethey"rebothaspureEnglishstockasyou"llgetanywhereinAmerica。Marsh,IthinkColonelWoodburn"spaperisgoingtomakeahit。"

"You"vegotthere!Whenitknocksdownthesaleaboutone-half,Ishallknowit"smadeahit。"

"I"mnotafraid,"saidFulkerson。"Thatthingisgoingtoattractattention。It"swellwritten——youcantakethepomposityoutofit,hereandthereandit"snovel。Ourpeoplelikeaboldstrike,andit"sgoingtoshakethemuptremendouslytohaveserfdomadvocatedonhighmoralgroundsastheonlysolutionofthelaborproblem。Yousee,inthefirstplace,hegoesfortheirsympathiesbythewayheportraystheactualrelationsofcapitalandlabor;heshowshowthingshavegottogofrombadtoworse,andthenhetrotsouthislittleoldhobby,andprovesthatifslaveryhadnotbeeninterferedwith,itwouldhaveperfecteditselfintheinterestofhumanity。Hemakesaprettystrongpleaforit。"

Marchthrewbackhisheadandlaughed。"He"sconvertedyou!Iswear,Fulkerson,ifwehadacceptedandpaidforanarticleadvocatingcannibalismastheonlyresourceforgettingridofthesuperfluouspoor,you"dbegintobelieveinit。"

Fulkersonsmiledinapprovalofthejoke,andonlysaid:"Iwishyoucouldmeetthecolonelintheprivacyofthedomesticcircle,March。

You"dlikehim。He"sasplendidoldfellow;regulartype。Talkaboutspring!

Yououghttoseethewidow"slittlebackyardthesedays。Youknowthatglassgalleryjustbeyondthedining-room?Thosegirlshavegotthepot-

plantsoutofthat,andalotmore,andthey"veturnedtheedgesofthatbackyard,alongthefence,intoaregularbower;they"vegotsweetpeasplanted,andnasturtiums,andweshallbeinablazeofgloryaboutthebeginningofJune。Funtosee"emworkinthegarden,andthebirdbossingthejobinhiscageunderthecherry-tree。Havetokeepthemiddleoftheyardfortheclothesline,butsixdaysintheweekit"salawn,andIgooveritwithamowermyself。March,thereain"tanythinglikeahome,isthere?Dearlittlecotofyourown,heigh?Itellyou,March,whenIgettopushingthatmowerround,andthecolonelissmokinghiscigarinthegallery,andthosegirlsarepotteringovertheflowers,oneofthesesofteveningsafterdinner,Ifeellikeahumanbeing。Yes,Ido。IstruckitrichwhenIconcludedtotakemymealsatthewidow"s。

ForeightdollarsaweekIgetgoodboard,refinedsociety,andalltheadvantagesofaChristianhome。By-the-way,you"veneverhadmuchtalkwithMissWoodburn,haveyou,March?"

"NotsomuchaswithMissWoodburn"sfather。"

"Well,heisratherapttoscooptheconversation。Imustdrawhisfire,sometime,whenyouandMrs。Marcharearound,andgetyouachancewithMissWoodburn。"

"Ishouldlikethatbetter,Ibelieve,"saidMarch。

"Well,Ishouldn"twonderifyoudid。Curious,butMissWoodburnisn"tatallyourideaofaSoutherngirl。She"sgotlotsofgo;she"sneveridleaminute;shekeepstheoldgentlemaninfirst-classshape,andshedon"tbelieveabitintheslaverysolutionofthelaborproblem;saysshe"sgladit"sgone,andifit"sanythingliketheeffectsofit,she"sgladitwentbeforehertime。No,sir,she"sasfullofsnapastheliveliestkindofaNortherngirl。NoneofthatsunnySouthernlanguoryoureadabout。"

"IsupposethetypicalSoutherner,likethetypicalanythingelse,isprettydifficulttofind,"saidMarch。"ButperhapsMissWoodburnrepresentsthenewSouth。Themodernconditionsmustbeproducingamoderntype。"

"Well,that"swhatsheandthecolonelbothsay。Theysaythereain"tanythingleftofthatWalterScottdignityandchivalryintherisinggeneration;takestoomuchtime。Yououghttoseehersketchtheold-

school,high-and-mightymanners,astheysurviveamongsomeoftheantiquesinCharlottesburg。Ifthatthingcouldbeputuponthestageitwouldbeakillingsuccess。Makestheoldgentlemanlaughinspiteofhimself。Buthe"sasproudofherasPunch,anyway。Whydon"tyouandMrs。Marchcomeroundoftener?Lookhere!Howwoulditdotohavealittleexcursion,somewhere,afterthespringfairlygetsinitswork?"

"Reporterspresent?"

"No,no!Nothingofthatkind;perfectlysincereanddisinterestedenjoyment。"

"Oh,afewhandbillstobescatteredaround:"BuyEveryOtherWeek,"

Lookoutforthenextnumberof"EveryOtherWeek,""EveryOtherWeekatallthenews-stands。"Well,I"lltalkitoverwithMrs。March。I

supposethere"snogreathurry。"

MarchtoldhiswifeoftheidyllicmoodinwhichhehadleftFulkersonatthewidow"sdoor,andshesaidhemustbeinlove。

"Why,ofcourse!IwonderIdidn"tthinkofthat。ButFulkersonissuchanimpartialadmirerofthewholesexthatyoucan"tthinkofhislikingonemorethananother。Idon"tknowthatheshowedanyunjustpartiality,though,inhistalkof"thosegirls,"ashecalledthem。

AndIalwaysratherfanciedthatMrs。Mandel——he"sdonesomuchforher,youknow;andsheissuchawell-balanced,well-preservedperson,andsolady-likeandcorrect——"

"Fulkersonhadthewordforher:academic。She"severythingthatinstructionanddisciplinecanmakeofawoman;butIshouldn"tthinktheycouldmakeenoughofhertobeinlovewith。"

"Well,Idon"tknow。Theacademichasitscharm。TherearemoodsinwhichIcouldimaginemyselfinlovewithanacademicperson。Thatregularityofline;thatreasonedstrictnessofcontour;thatneatnessofpose;thatslightlyconventionalbutharmoniousgroupingoftheemotionsandmorals——youcanseehowitwouldhaveitscharm,theWedgwoodinhumannature?IwonderwhereMrs。Mandelkeepsherurnandherwillow。"

"Ishouldthinkshemighthaveusefortheminthatfamily,poorthing!"

saidMrs。March。

"Ah,thatremindsme,"saidherhusband,"thatwehadanothertalkwiththeoldgentleman,thisafternoon,aboutFulkerson"sliterary,artistic,andadvertisingorgie,andit"spostponedtillOctober。"

"Thelaterthebetter,Ishouldthink,"saidMrs:March,whodidnotreallythinkaboutitatall,butwhomthedatefixedforitcausedtothinkoftheinterveningtime。"Wehavegottoconsiderwhatwewilldoaboutthesummer,beforelong,Basil。"

"Oh,notyet,notyet,"hepleaded;withthatman"swillingnesstoabideinthepresent,whichissotryingtoawoman。"It"sonlytheendofApril。"

"ItwillbetheendofJunebeforeweknow。AndthesepeoplewantingtheBostonhouseanotheryearcomplicatesit。Wecan"tspendthesummerthere,asweplanned。"

"Theyoughtn"ttohaveofferedusanincreasedrent;theyhavetakenanadvantageofus。"

"Idon"tknowthatitmatters,"saidMrs。March。"Ihaddecidednottogothere。"

"Hadyou?Thisisasurprise。"

"Everythingisasurprisetoyou,Basil,whenithappens。"

"True;Ikeeptheworldfresh,thatway。"

"Itwouldn"thavebeenanychangetogofromonecitytoanotherforthesummer。WemightaswellhavestayedinNewYork。"

"Yes,Iwishwehadstayed,"saidMarch,idlyhumoringaconceptionoftheaccomplishedfact。"Mrs。Greenwouldhaveletushavethegimcrackeryverycheapforthesummermonths;andwecouldhavemadeallsortsofnicelittleexcursionsandtripsoffandbeentwiceaswellasifwehadspentthesummeraway。"

"Nonsense!Youknowwecouldn"tspendthesummerinNewYork。"

"IknowIcould。"

"Whatstuff!Youcouldn"tmanage。"

"Ohyes,Icould。IcouldtakemymealsatFulkerson"swidow"s;oratMaroni"s,withpooroldLindau:he"sgottodiningthereagain。Or,I

couldkeephouse,andhecoulddinewithmehere。"

TherewasateasinglookinMarch"seyes,andhebrokeintoalaugh,atthefirmnesswithwhichhiswifesaid:"Ithinkifthereistobeanyhousekeeping,Iwillstay,too;andhelptolookafterit。Iwouldtrynotintrudeuponyouandyourguest。"

"Oh,weshouldbeonlytoogladtohaveyoujoinus,"saidMarch,playingwithfire。

"Verywell,then,IwishyouwouldtakehimofftoMaroni"s,thenexttimehecomestodinehere!"criedhiswife。

TheexperimentofmakingMarch"soldfriendfreeofhishousehadnotgivenherallthepleasurethatsokindathingoughttohaveaffordedsogoodawoman。ShereceivedLindauatfirstwithrobustbenevolence,andthehighresolvenottoletanyofhislittlepeculiaritiesalienateherfromasenseofhisclaimuponhersympathyandgratitude,notonlyasamanwhohadbeensogenerouslyfondofherhusbandinhisyouth,butaherowhohadsufferedforhercountry。Hertheorywasthathismutilationmustnotbeignored,butmustbekeptinmindasamonumentofhissacrifice,andshefortifiedBellawiththisconception,sothatthechildbravelysatnexthismaimedarmattableandhelpedhimtodisheshecouldnotreach,andcutuphismeatforhim。AsforMrs。Marchherself,thethoughtofhismutilationmadeheralittlefaint;shewasnotwithoutabewilderedresentmentofitspresenceasasortofoppression。ShedidnotlikehisdrinkingsomuchofMarch"sbeer,either;itwasnoharm,butitwassomehowunworthy,outofcharacterwithaheroofthewar。ButwhatshereallycouldnotreconcileherselftowastheviolenceofLindau"ssentimentsconcerningthewholepoliticalandsocialfabric。Shedidnotfeelsurethatheshouldbeallowedtosaysuchthingsbeforethechildren,whohadbeennurturedinthefaithofBunkerHillandAppomattox,asthebeginningandtheendofallpossibleprogressinhumanrights。Asawomanshewasnaturallyanaristocrat,butasanAmericanshewastheoreticallyademocrat;anditastounded,italarmedher,tohearAmericandemocracydenouncedasashufflingevasion。ShehadnevercaredmuchfortheUnitedStatesSenate,butshedoubtedifsheoughttositbywhenitwasrailedatasarichman"sclub。Itshockedhertobetoldthattherichandpoorwerenotequalbeforethelawinacountrywherejusticemustbepaidforateverystepinfeesandcosts,orwhereapoormanmustgotowarinhisownperson,andarichmanmighthiresomeonetogoinhis。Mrs。MarchfeltthatthisrebelliousmindinLindaureallysomehowoutlawedhimfromsympathy,andretroactivelyundidhispastsufferingforthecountry:shehadalwaysparticularlyvaluedthatprovisionofthelaw,becauseinforecastingallthepossiblemischancesthatmightbefallherownson,shehadbeencomfortedbythethoughtthatifthereeverwasanotherwar,andTomweredrafted,hisfathercouldbuyhimasubstitute。Comparedwithsuchblasphemyasthis,Lindau"sdeclarationthattherewasnotequalityofopportunityinAmerica,andthatfullyone-halfthepeopleweredebarredtheirrighttothepursuitofhappinessbythehopelessconditionsoftheirlives,wasflatteringpraise。Shecouldnotlistentosuchthingsinsilence,though,anditdidnothelpmatterswhenLindaumetherargumentswithfactsandreasonswhichshefeltshewasmerelynotsufficientlyinstructedtocombat,andhewasnotquitegentlemanlytourge。"Iamafraidfortheeffectonthechildren,"shesaidtoherhusband。"Suchperfectlydistortedideas——Tomwillberuinedbythem。"

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