第12章
TheFrenchwordimpliedalongeveningofgeneraltalkamongtheguests,crownedwithalittlechickenatsupper,endingatcock-crow。Herewastea,withmilkorwithlemon-bathsofitandclaret-cupforthehardierspiritsthroughouttheevening。Itwasverynice,verypleasant,butitwasnotthelittlechicken——notthesalon。Infact,heaffirmed,thesalondescendedfromabove,outofthegreatworld,andincludedtheaestheticworldinit。Butourgreatworld——therichpeople,werestupid,withnowishtobeotherwise;theywerenotevencuriousaboutauthorsandartists。Beatonfanciedhimselfspeakingimpartially,andsoheallowedhimselftospeakbitterly;hesaidthatinnoothercityintheworld,exceptVienna,perhaps,weresuchpeoplesolittleapartofsociety。
"Itisn"taltogethertherichpeople"sfault,"saidMargaret;andshespokeimpartially,too。"Idon"tbelievethattheliterarymenandtheartistswouldlikeasalonthatdescendedtothem。MadameGeoffrin,youknow,wasveryplebeian;herhusbandwasabusinessmanofsomesort。"
"HewouldhavebeenahowlingswellinNewYork,"saidBeaton,stillimpartially。
Wetmorecameuptotheircorner,withascrollofbreadandbutterinonehandandacupofteaintheother。Largeandfat,andclean-shaven,helookedlikeamonkineveningdress。
"Weweretalkingaboutsalons,"saidMargaret。
"Whydon"tyouopenasalonyourself?"askedWetmore,breathingthicklyfromtheanxietyofgettingthroughthecrowdwithoutspillinghistea。
"LikepoorLadyBarberinaLemon?"saidthegirl,withalaugh。"Whatagoodstory!Thatideaofawomanwhocouldn"tbeinterestedinanyoftheartsbecauseshewassociallyandtraditionallythematerialofthem!
Wecan,neverreachthatheightofnonchalanceinthiscountry。"
"Notifwetriedseriously?"suggestedthepainter。"I"veanideathatiftheAmericansevergavetheirmindstothatsortofthing,theycouldtakethepalm——orthecake,asBeatonherewouldsay——justastheydoineverythingelse。Whenwedohaveanaristocracy,itwillbeanaristocracythatwillgoaheadofanythingtheworldhaseverseen。
Whydon"tsomebodymakeabeginning,andgoinopenlyforanancestry,andalowermiddleclass,andanhereditarylegislature,andalltherest?We"vegotliveries,andcrests,andpalaces,andcastefeeling。
We"reallrightasfaraswe"vegone,andwe"vegotthemoneytogoanylength。"
"Likeyournatural-gasman,Mr。Beaton,"saidthegirl,withasmilingglanceroundathim。
"Ah!"saidWetmore,stirringhistea,"hasBeatongotanatural-gasman?"
"Mynatural-gasman,"saidBeaton,ignoringWetmore"squestion,"doesn"tknowhowtoliveinhispalaceyet,andIdoubtifhehasanycastefeeling。Ifancyhisfamilybelievethemselvesvictimsofit。Theysay——oneoftheyoungladiesdoes——thatsheneversawsuchanunsociableplaceasNewYork;nobodycalls。"
"That"sgood!"saidWetmore。"Isupposethey"reallreadyforcompany,too:goodcook,furniture,servants,carriages?"
"Galore,"saidBeaton。
"Well,that"stoobad。There"sachanceforyou,MissVance。Doesn"tyourphilanthropyembracethesociallydestituteaswellasthefinancially?Justthinkofafamilylikethat,withoutafriend,inagreatcity!Ishouldthinkcommoncharityhadadutythere——nottomentiontheuncommon。"
HedistinguishedthatkindasMargaret"sbyaglanceofironicaldeference。Shehadareputeforgoodworkswhichwasoutofproportiontotheworks,asitalwaysis,butshewasreallyactiveinthatway,underthevagueobligation,whichwenowallfeel,tobehelpful。ShewasofthechurchwhichseemstohavefoundareversiontotheimposingritualofthepastthewaybacktotheearlyidealsofChristianbrotherhood。
"Oh,theyseemtohaveMr。Beaton,"Margaretanswered,andBeatonfeltobscurelyflatteredbyherreferencetohispatronageoftheDryfooses。
HeexplainedtoWetmore:"Theyhavemebecausetheypartlyownme。
DryfoosisFulkerson"sfinancialbackerin"EveryOtherWeek"。"
"Isthatso?Well,that"sinteresting,too。Aren"tyouratherastonished,MissVance,toseewhatapettythingBeatonismakingofthatmagazineofhis?"
"Oh,"saidMargaret,"it"ssoverynice,everyway;itmakesyoufeelasifyoudidhaveacountry,afterall。It"saschic——thatdetestablelittleword!——asthosenewFrenchbooks。"
"Beatonmodelleditonthem。Butyoumustn"tsupposehedoeseverythingabout"EveryOtherWeek";he"dlikeyouto。Beaton,youhaven"tcomeuptothatcoverofyourfirstnumber,since。Thatwasthedesignofoneofmypupils,MissVance——alittlegirlthatBeatondiscovereddowninNewHampshirelastsummer。"
"Ohyes。Andhaveyougreathopesofher,Mr。Wetmore?"
"SheseemstohavemoreloveofitandknackforitthananyoneofhersexI"veseenyet。Itreallylookslikeacaseofartforart"ssake,attimes。Butyoucan"ttell。They"reliabletogetmarriedatanymoment,youknow。Lookhere,Beaton,whenyournatural-gasmangetstothepicture-buyingstageinhisdevelopment,justrememberyouroldfriends,willyou?Youknow,MissVance,thosenewfellowshavetheirregularstages。Theyneverknowwhattodowiththeirmoney,buttheyfindoutthatpeoplebuypictures,atonepoint。Theyshutyourthingsupintheirhouseswherenobodycomes,andafterawhiletheyovereatthemselves——theydon"tknowwhat,elsetodo——anddieofapoplexy,andleaveyourpicturestoagallery,andthentheyseethelight。It"sslow,butit"sprettysure。Well,IseeBeatonisn"tgoingtomoveon,asheoughttodo;andsoImust。Healwayswasanunconventionalcreature。"
Wetmorewentaway,butBeatonremained,andheoutstayedseveralotherpeoplewhocameuptospeaktoMissVance。Shewasinterestedineverybody,andshelikedthetalkofthesecleverliterary,artistic,clerical,eventheatricalpeople,andshelikedthesortofcourtwithwhichtheyrecognizedherfashionaswellashercleverness;itwasverypleasanttobetreatedintellectuallyasifshewereoneofthemselves,andsociallyasifshewasnothabituallythesame,butasortofguestinBohemia,adistinguishedstranger。IfitwasArcadiaratherthanBohemia,stillshefeltherqualityofdistinguishedstranger。Theflatteryofittouchedherfancy,andnothervanity;shehadverylittlevanity。Beaton"sdevotionmadethesamesortofappeal;itwasnotsomuchthatshelikedhimasshelikedbeingtheobjectofhisadmiration。
Shewasagirlofgenuinesympathies,intellectualratherthansentimental。Infact,shewasanintellectualperson,whomqualitiesoftheheartsavedfrombeingdisagreeable,astheysavedherontheotherhandfrombeingworldlyorcruelinherfashionableness。Shehadreadagreatmanybooks,andhadideasaboutthem,quitecourageousandoriginalideas;sheknewaboutpictures——shehadbeeninWetmore"sclass;shewasfondofmusic;shewaswillingtounderstandevenpolitics;inBostonshemighthavebeenagnostic,butinNewYorkshewassincerelyreligious;
shewasveryaccomplished;andperhapsitwashergoodnessthatpreventedherfeelingwhatwasnotbestinBeaton。
"Doyouthink,"shesaid,aftertheretreatofoneofthecomersandgoersleftheralonewithhimagain,"thatthoseyoungladieswouldlikemetocallonthem?"
"Thoseyoungladies?"Beatonechoed。"MissLeightonand——"
"No;Ihavebeentherewithmyaunt"scardsalready。"
"Ohyes,"saidBeaton,asifhehadknownofit;headmiredthepluckandpridewithwhichAlmahadrefrainedfromevermentioningthefacttohim,andhadkepthermotherfrommentioningit,whichmusthavebeendifficult。
"ImeantheMissDryfooses。Itseemsreallybarbarous,ifnobodygoesnearthem。Wedoallkindsofthings,andhelpallkindsofpeopleinsomeways,butweletstrangersremainstrangersunlesstheyknowhowtomaketheirwayamongus。"
"TheDryfoosescertainlywouldn"tknowhowtomaketheirwayamongyou,"
saidBeaton,withasortofdreamyabsenceinhistone。
MissVancewenton,speakingouttheprocessofreasoninginhermind,ratherthananyconclusionsshehadreached。"Wedefendourselvesbytryingtobelievethattheymusthavefriendsoftheirown,orthattheywouldthinkuspatronizing,andwouldn"tlikebeingmadetheobjectsofsocialcharity;buttheyneedn"treallysupposeanythingofthekind。"
"Idon"timaginetheywould,"saidBeaton。"Ithinkthey"dbeonlytoohappytohaveyoucome。Butyouwouldn"tknowwhattodowitheachother,indeed,MissVance。"
"Perhapsweshalllikeeachother,"saidthegirl,bravely,"andthenweshallknow。WhatChurcharetheyof?"
"Idon"tbelievethey"reofany,"saidBeaton。"ThemotherwasbroughtupaDunkard。"
"ADunkard?"
Beatontoldwhatheknewoftheprimitivesect,withitsearlyChristianpolity,itsliteralinterpretationofChrist"sethics,anditsquaintceremonialoffoot-washing;hemadesomethingpicturesqueofthat。
"ThefatherisaMammon-worshipper,pureandsimple。Isupposetheyoungladiesgotochurch,butIdon"tknowwhere。Theyhaven"ttriedtoconvertme。"
"I"lltellthemnottodespair——afterI"veconvertedthem,"saidMissVance。"Willyouletmeuseyouasa"pointd"appui",Mr。Beaton?"
"Anywayyoulike。Ifyou"rereallygoingtoseethem,perhapsI"dbettermakeaconfession。Ileftyourbanjowiththem,afterIgotitputinorder。"
"Howverynice!Thenwehaveacommoninterestalready。"
"Doyoumeanthebanjo,or——"
"Thebanjo,decidedly。Whichofthemplays?"
"Neither。Buttheeldestheardthatthebanjowas"alltherage,"astheyoungestsays。Perhapsyoucanpersuadethemthatgoodworksaretherage,too。"
BeatonhadnoverylivelybeliefthatMargaretwouldgotoseetheDryfooses;hedidsofewofthethingsheproposedthathewentuponthetheorythatothersmustbeasfaithless。Still,hehadacruelamusementinfiguringthepossibleencounterbetweenMargaretVance,withherintellectualelegance,hereagersympathiesandgenerousideals,andthosegirlswiththeirrudepast,theirfalseanddistortedperspective,theirsordidandhungryselfishness,andtheirfaithintheomnipotenceoftheirfather"swealthwoundedbytheirexperienceofitspresentsocialimpotence。Atthebottomofhishearthesympathizedwiththemratherthanwithher;hewasmorelikethem。
Peoplehadceasedcoming,andsomeofthemweregoing。MissVancesaidshemustgo,too,andshewasabouttorise,whenthehostcameupwithMarch;Beatonturnedaway。
"MissVance,IwanttointroduceMr。March,theeditorof"EveryOtherWeek。"Yououghtn"ttoberestrictedtotheartdepartment。Weliteraryfellowsthinkthatarmoftheservicegetstoomuchoftheglorynowadays。"HisbanterwasforBeaton,buthewasalreadybeyondear-
shot,andthehostwenton:
Mr。MarchcantalkwithyouaboutyourfavoriteBoston。He"sjustturnedhisbackonit。"
"Oh,Ihopenot!"saidMissVance。"Ican"timagineanybodyvoluntarilyleavingBoston。"
"Idon"tsayhe"ssobadasthat,"saidthehost,committingMarchtoher。"HecametoNewYorkbecausehecouldn"thelpit——liketherestofus。Ineverknowwhetherthat"sacomplimenttoNewYorkornot。"
TheytalkedBostonalittlewhile,withoutfindingthattheyhadcommonacquaintancethere;MissVancemusthaveconcludedthatsocietywasmuchlargerinBostonthanshehadsupposedfromhervisitsthere,orelsethatMarchdidnotknowmanypeopleinit。Butshewasnotagirltocaremuchfortheinferencesthatmightbedrawnfromsuchconclusions;
sheratherpridedherselfupondespisingthem;andshegaveherselftothepleasureofbeingtalkedtoasifshewereofMarch"sownage。
Intheglowofhersympatheticbeautyandelegancehetalkedhisbest,andtriedtoamuseherwithhisjokes,whichhehadtheartoftingeingwithalittleseriousnessononeside。Hemadeherlaugh;andheflatteredherbymakingherthink;inherturnshecharmedhimsomuchbyenjoyingwhathesaidthathebegantobragofhiswife,asagoodhusbandalwaysdoeswhenanotherwomancharmshim;andsheasked,OhwasMrs。Marchthere;andwouldheintroduceher?
SheaskedMrs。Marchforheraddress,andwhethershehadaday;andshesaidshewouldcometoseeher,ifshewouldlether。Mrs。MarchcouldnotbesoenthusiasticaboutherasMarchwas,butastheywalkedhometogethertheytalkedthegirlover,andagreedaboutherbeautyandheramiability。Mrs。Marchsaidsheseemedveryunspoiledforapersonwhomusthavebeensomuchspoiled。Theytriedtoanalyzehercharm,andtheysucceededinformulatingitasacombinationofintellectualfashionablenessandworldlyinnocence。"Ithink,"saidMrs。March,"thatcitygirls,broughtupasshemusthavebeen,areoftenthemostinnocentofall。Theyneverimaginethewickednessoftheworld,andiftheymarryhappilytheygothroughlifeasinnocentaschildren。
Everythingcombinestokeepthemso;theveryhollownessofsocietyshieldsthem。Theyaretheloveliestofthehumanrace。Butperhapstheresthavetopaytoomuchforthem。"
"ForsuchanexquisitecreatureasMissVance,"saidMarch,"wecouldn"tpaytoomuch。"
Awildlaughingcrysuddenlybrokeupontheairatthestreet-crossinginfrontofthem。Agirl"svoicecalledout:"Run,run,Jen!Thecopperisafteryou。"Awoman"sfigurerushedstumblingacrossthewayandintotheshadowofthehouses,pursuedbyaburlypoliceman。
"Ah,butifthat"spartoftheprice?"
Theywentalongfallenfromthegayspiritoftheirtalkintoasilencewhichhebrokewithasigh。"Canthatpoorwretchandtheradiantgirlweleftyonderreallybelongtothesamesystemofthings?Howimpossibleeachmakestheotherseem!"
VI。
Mrs。Hornbelievedintheworldandinsocietyanditsunwrittenconstitutiondevoutly,andshetoleratedherniece"sbenevolentactivitiesasshetoleratedheraestheticsympathiesbecausethesethings,howeveroddly,weretolerated——evenencouraged——bysociety;
andtheygaveMargaretacharm。Theymadeheroriginalityinteresting。
Mrs。Horndidnotintendthattheyshouldevergosofarastomakehertroublesome;anditwaswithasenseofthisabeyantauthorityofheraunt"sthatthegirlaskedherapprovalofherproposedcallupontheDryfooses。Sheexplainedaswellasshecouldthesocialdestitutionoftheseopulentpeople,andshehadofcoursetonameBeatonasthesourceofherknowledgeconcerningthem。
"DidMr。Beatonsuggestyourcallingonthem?"
"No;heratherdiscouragedit。"
"Andwhydoyouthinkyououghttogointhisparticularinstance?NewYorkisfullofpeoplewhodon"tknowanybody。"
Margaretlaughed。"Isupposeit"slikeanyothercharity:youreachthecasesyouknowof。Theothersyousayyoucan"thelp,andyoutrytoignorethem。"
"It"sveryromantic,"saidMrs。Horn。"Ihopeyou"vecountedthecost;
allthepossibleconsequences。"
MargaretknewthatheraunthadinmindtheircommonexperiencewiththeLeightons,whom,togivetheircommonconsciencepeace,shehadcalleduponwithheraunt"scardsandexcuses,andaninvitationforherThursdays,somewhattoolatetomakethevisitseemawelcometoNewYork。Shewassocoldlyreceived,notsomuchforherselfasinherqualityofenvoy,thatherauntexperiencedallthecomfortwhichvicariouspenancebrings。Shedidnotperhapsconsidersufficientlyherniece"sguiltlessnessintheexpiation。MargaretwasnotwithheratSt。Barnabyinthefatalfortnightshepassedthere,andneversawtheLeightonstillshewenttocalluponthem。Shenevercomplained:thestrainofasceticism,whichmysteriouslyexistsinusall,andmakesusputpeas,boiledorunboiled,inourshoes,gaveherpatiencewiththesnubwhichtheLeightonspresentedherforheraunt。Butnowshesaid,withthisinmind:"Nothingseemssimplerthantogetridofpeopleifyoudon"twantthem。Youmerelyhavetoletthemalone。"
"Itisn"tsopleasant,lettingthemalone,"saidMrs。Horn。
"Orhavingthemletyoualone,"saidMargaret;forneitherMrs。LeightonnorAlmahadevercometoenjoythebelatedhospitalityofMrs。Horn"sThursdays。
"Yes,orhavingthemletyoualone,"Mrs。Horncourageouslyconsented。
"AndallthatIaskyou,Margaret,istobesurethatyoureallywanttoknowthesepeople。"
"Idon"t,"saidthegirl,seriously,"intheusualway。"
"Thenthequestioniswhetheryoudointheunusualway。Theywillbuildagreatdealuponyou,"saidMrs。Horn,realizinghowmuchtheLeightonsmusthavebuiltuponher,andhowmuchoutofproportiontoherdeserttheymustnowdislikeher;forsheseemedtohavehadthemonhermindfromthetimetheycame,andhadalwaysmeanttorecognizeanyreasonableclaimtheyhaduponher。
"Itseemsveryodd,verysad,"Margaretreturned,"thatyounevercouldactunselfishlyinsocietyaffairs。IfIwishedtogoandseethosegirlsjusttodothemapleasure,andperhapsbecauseifthey"restrangeandlonely,Imightdothemgood,even——itwouldbeimpossible。"
"Quite,"saidheraunt。"Suchathingwouldbequixotic。Societydoesn"trestuponanysuchbasis。Itcan"t;itwouldgotopieces,ifpeopleactedfromunselfishmotives。"
"Thenit"sapaintedsavage!"saidthegirl。"Allitsfavorsarereallybargains。It"sgiftsareforgiftsbackagain。"
"Yes,thatistrue,"saidMrs。Horn,withnomoresenseofwronginthefactthanthepoliticaleconomisthasinthefactthatwagesarethemeasureofnecessityandnotofmerit。"Yougetwhatyoupayfor。It"samatterofbusiness。"Shesatisfiedherselfwiththisformula,whichshedidnotinvent,asfullyasifitwereareason;butshedidnotdislikeherniece"srevoltagainstit。ThatwaspartofMargaret"soriginality,whichpleasedherauntinproportiontoherownconventionality;shewasreallyatimidperson,andshelikedtheshowofcouragewhichMargaret"smagnanimityoftenreflecteduponher。Shehadthroughherarepute,withpeoplewhodidnotknowherwell,forintellectualandmoralqualities;shewassupposedtobeliteraryandcharitable;shealmosthadopinionsandideals,butreallyfellshortoftheirpossession。Shethoughtthatshesetboundstothegirl"soriginalitybecausesherecognizedthem。Margaretunderstoodthisbetterthanheraunt,andknewthatshehadconsultedheraboutgoingtoseetheDryfoosesoutofdeference,andwithnoexpectationofluminousinstruction。Shewasusedtobeingalawtoherself,butsheknewwhatshemightandmightnotdo,sothatshewasratheraby-law。Shewasthekindofgirlthatmighthavefanciesforartistsandpoets,butmightendbymarryingaprosperousbroker,andleaveningavastlumpofmoneyedandfashionablelifewithherculture,generosity,andgood-will。Theintellectualinterestswerefirstwithher,butshemightbeequaltosacrificingthem;shehadthebestheart,butshemightknowhowtohardenit;ifshewaseccentric,hersocialorbitwasdefined;cometsthemselvestraversespaceonfixedlines。Shewaslikeeveryoneelse,acongeriesofcontradictionsandinconsistencies,butobedienttothegeneralexpectationofwhatagirlofherpositionmustandmustnotfinallybe。Provisionally,shewasverymuchwhatshelikedtobe。
VII
MargaretVancetriedtogiveherselfsomereasonforgoingtocallupontheDryfooses,butshecouldfindnonebetterthanthewishtodoakindthing。Thisseemedqueererandlessandlesssufficientassheexaminedit,andsheevenadmittedalittlecuriosityasaharmlesselementinhermotive,withoutbeingverywellsatisfiedwithit。Shetriedtoaddaslightsenseofsocialduty,andthenshedecidedtohavenomotiveatall,butsimplytopayhervisitasshewouldtoanyothereligiblestrangersshesawfittocallupon。Sheperceivedthatshemustbeverycarefulnottoletthemseethatanyotherimpulsehadgovernedher;shedetermined,ifpossible,toletthempatronizeher;tobeverymodestandsincereanddiffident,and,aboveall,nottoplayapart。Thiswaseasy,comparedwiththechoiceofamannerthatshouldconveytothemthefactthatshewasnotplayingapart。WhenthehesitatingIrishserving-
manhadacknowledgedthattheladieswereathome,andhadtakenhercardtothem,shesatwaitingfortheminthedrawing-room。Herstudyofitsappointments,withtheirimpersonalcostliness,gavehernosuggestionhowtoproceed;thetwosisterswereuponherbeforeshehadreallydecided,andsherosetomeetthemwiththeconvictionthatshewasgoingtoplayapartforwantofsomechosenmeansofnotdoingso。Shefoundherself,beforesheknewit,makingherbanjoapropertyinthelittlecomedy,andprofessingsomuchpleasureinthefactthatMissDryfooswastakingitup;shehadherselfbeensomuchinterestedbyit。Anything,shesaid,wasarelieffromthepiano;andthen,betweentheguitarandthebanjo,onemustreallychoosethebanjo,unlessonewantedtodevoteone"swholenaturallifetotheviolin。Ofcourse,therewasthemandolin;butMargaretaskediftheydidnotfeelthatthebitofshellyoustruckitwithinterposedadistancebetweenyouandtherealsouloftheinstrument;andthenitdidhavesuchafaint,mosquitoylittletone!
Shemademuchofthequestion,whichtheylefthertodebatealonewhiletheygazedsolemnlyathertillshecharacterizedthetoneofthemandolin,whenMelabrokeintoalarge,coarselaugh。
"Well,that"sjustwhatitdoessoundlike,"sheexplaineddefiantlytohersister。"Ialwaysfeellikeitwasgoingtosettlesomewhere,andI
wanttohitmyselfaslapbeforeitbeginstobite。Idon"tseewhateverbroughtsuchathingintofashion。"
Margarethadnotexpectedtobesopowerfullyseconded,andsheasked,aftergatheringherselftogether,"Andyouarebothlearningthebanjo?"
"My,no!"saidMela,"I"vegonethroughenoughwiththepiano。Christineislearnun"it。"
"I"msogladyouaremakingmybanjousefulattheoutset,MissDryfoos。"
Bothgirlsstaredather,butfoundithardtocopewiththefactthatthiswastheladyfriendwhosebanjoBeatonhadlentthem。"Mr。Beatonmentionedthathehadleftithere。Ihopeyou"llkeepitaslongasyoufindituseful。"
AtthisamiablespeechevenChristinecouldnothelpthankingher。
"Ofcourse,"shesaid,"Iexpecttogetanother,rightoff。Mr。Beatonisgoingtochooseitforme。"
"Youareveryfortunate。Ifyouhaven"tateacheryetIshouldsoliketorecommendmine。"
Melabrokeoutinherlaughagain。"Oh,IguessChristine"sprettywellsuitedwiththeoneshe"sgot,"shesaid,withinsinuation。Hersistergaveherafrowningglance,andMargaretdidnottempthertoexplain。
"Thenthat"smuchbetter,"shesaid。"Ihaveakindofsuperstitioninsuchmatters;Idon"tliketomakeasecondchoice。InashopIliketotakethefirstthingofthekindI"mlookingfor,andevenifIchoosefurtherIcomebacktotheoriginal。"
"Howfunny!"saidMela。"Well,now,I"mjusttheotherway。Ialwaystakethelastthing,afterI"vepickedoveralltherest。Myluckalwaysseemstobeatthebottomoftheheap。Now,Christine,she"smorelikeyou。Ibelieveshecouldwalkrightupblindfoldedandputherhandonthethingshewantseverytime。"
"I"mlikefather,"saidChristine,softenedalittlebythecelebrationofherpeculiarity。"Hesaysthereasonsomanypeopledon"tgetwhattheywantisthattheydon"twantitbadenough。Now,whenIwantathing,itseemstomethatIwantitallthrough。"
"Well,that"sjustlikefather,too,"saidMela。"That"sthewayhedonewhenhegotthateighty-acrepiecenexttoMoffittthathekeptwhenhesoldthefarm,andthat"sgotsomeofthebestgas-wellsonitnowthatthereisanywhere。"Sheaddressedtheexplanationtohersister,totheexclusionofMargaret,who,nevertheless,listenedwithasmilingfaceandaresolutelypoliteairofbeingapartytotheconversation。Melarewardedheramiabilitybysayingtoher,finally,"You"veneverbeeninthenatural-gascountry,haveyou?"
"Ohno!AndIshouldsomuchliketoseeit!"saidMargaret,withafervorthatwaspartly,voluntary。
"Wouldyou?Well,we"rekindofsickofit,butIsupposeitwouldstrikeastranger。"
"Inevergottiredoflookingatthebigwellswhentheylitthemup,"
saidChristine。"Itseemsasiftheworldwasonfire。"
"Yes,andwhenyouseethesurface-gasburnun"downinthewoods,likeitusedtobyourspring-house-sostill,andneverspreadun"any,justlikeabedofsomekindofwildflowerswhenyouketchsightofitapieceoff。"
Theybegantotellofthewondersoftheirstrangelandinanantiphonyofreminiscencesanddescriptions;theyunconsciouslyimputedamerittothemselvesfromthenumberandviolenceofthewellsontheirfather"sproperty;theybraggedofthehighcivilizationofMoffitt,whichtheycomparedtoitsadvantagewiththatofNewYork。TheybecameexcitedbyMargaret"sinterestinnaturalgas,andforgottobesuspiciousandenvious。
Shesaid,assherose,"Oh,howmuchIshouldliketoseeitall!"Thenshemadealittlepause,andadded:
"I"msosorrymyaunt"sThursdaysareover;sheneverhasthemafterLent,butwe"retohavesomepeopleTuesdayeveningatalittleconcertwhichamusicalfriendisgoingtogivewithsomeotherartists。Therewon"tbeanybanjos,I"mafraid,butthere"llbesomeverygoodsinging,andmyauntwouldbesogladifyoucouldcomewithyourmother。"
Sheputdownheraunt"scardonthetablenearher,whileMelagurgled,asifitwerethebestjoke:"Oh,my!Mothernevergoesanywhere;youcouldn"tgetheroutforloveormoney。"ButshewasherselfoverwhelmedwithasimplejoyatMargaret"spoliteness,andshoweditinasensuousway,likeachild,asifshehadbeentickled。ShecameclosertoMargaretandseemedabouttofawnphysicallyuponher。
"Ain"tshejustaslovelyasshecanlive?"shedemandedofhersisterwhenMargaretwasgone。
"Idon"tknow,"saidChristine。"IguessshewantedtoknowwhoMr。Beatonhadbeenlendingherbanjoto。"
"Pshaw!Doyousupposeshe"sinlovewithhim?"askedMela,andthenshebrokeintoherhoarselaughatthelookhersistergaveher。"Well,don"teatme,Christine!Iwonderwhosheis,anyway?I"mgoun"togititoutofMr。Beatonthenexttimehecalls。Iguessshe"ssomebody。
Mrs。Mandelcantell。Iwishthatoldfriendofherswouldhurryupandgitwell——orsomething。ButIguessweappearedaboutaswellasshedid。Icouldseeshewasafraidofyou,Christine。Ireckonit"sgittun"aroundalittleaboutfather;andwhenitdoesIdon"tbelieveweshallwantforcallers。Say,areyougoun"?Tothatconcertoftheirs?"
"Idon"tknow。NottillIknowwhotheyarefirst。"
"Well,we"vegottohumpourselvesifwe"regoun"tofindoutbeforeTuesday。"
AsshewenthomeMargaretfeltwroughtinherthatmostincredibleofthemiracles,which,nevertheless,anyonemaymakehisexperience。Shefeltkindlytothesegirlsbecauseshehadtriedtomakethemhappy,andshehopedthatintheinterestshehadshowntherehadbeennoneofthepoisonofflattery。Shewasawarethatthiswasarisksheraninsuchanattempttodogood。IfshehadescapedthiseffectshewaswillingtoleavetherestwithProvidence。
VIII。
ThenotionthatagirlofMargaretVance"straditionswouldnaturallyformofgirlslikeChristineandMelaDryfooswouldbethattheywereabashedinthepresenceofthenewconditionsoftheirlives,andthattheymustreceivetheadvanceshehadmadethemwithacertaingratefulhumility。Howevertheyreceivedit,shehadmadeituponprinciple,fromaromanticconceptionofduty;butthiswasthewaysheimaginedtheywouldreceiveit,becauseshethoughtthatshewouldhavedonesoifshehadbeenasignorantandunbredasthey。Hererrorwasinarguingtheirattitudefromherowntemperament,andendowingthem,forthepurposesofargument,withherperspective。Theyhadnotthemeans,intellectualormoral,offeelingasshefancied。Iftheyhadremainedathomeonthefarmwheretheywereborn,Christinewouldhavegrownupthatembodimentofimpassionedsuspicionwhichwefindoftenestinthenarrowestspheres,andMelawouldalwayshavebeenagood-naturedsimpleton;buttheywouldneverhavedoubtedtheirequalitywiththewisestandthefinest。Asitwas,theyhadnotlearnedenoughatschooltodoubtit,andthesplendoroftheirfather"ssuccessinmakingmoneyhadblindedthemforevertoanypossibledifferenceagainstthem。TheyhadnoquestionofthemselvesinthesocialabeyancetowhichtheyhadbeenleftinNewYork。Theyhadbeensurprised,mystified;itwasnotwhattheyhadexpected;theremustbesomemistake。
Theywerethevictimsofanaccident,whichwouldberepairedassoonasthefactoftheirfather"swealthhadgotaround。Theyhadbeensteadfastintheirfaith,throughalltheirdisappointment,thattheywerenotonlybetterthanmostpeoplebyvirtueofhismoney,butasgoodasany;andtheytookMargaret"svisit,sofarasthey,investigateditsmotive,forasignthatatlastitwasbeginningtogetaround;ofcourse,athingcouldnotgetaroundinNewYorksoquickasitcouldinasmallplace。TheywereconfirmedintheirbeliefbythesensationofMrs。Mandelwhenshereturnedtodutythatafternoon,andtheyconsultedheraboutgoingtoMrs。Horn"smusicale。IfshehadfeltanydoubtatthenamefortherewereHornsandHorns——theaddressonthecardputthematterbeyondquestion;andshetriedtomakeherchargesunderstandwhatapreciouschancehadbefallenthem。Shedidnotsucceed;theyhadnotthepremises,theexperience,forasufficientimpression;andsheundidherworkinpartbytheefforttoexplainthatMrs。Horn"sstandingwasindependentofmoney;thatthoughshewaspositivelyrich,shewascomparativelypoor。ChristineinferredthatMissVancehadcalledbecauseshewishedtobethefirsttogetinwiththemsinceithadbeguntogetaround。ThisviewcommendeditselftoMela,too,butwithoutwarpingherfromheropinionthatMissVancewasallthesametoosweetforanything。Shehadnotsovividaconsciousnessofherfather"smoneyasChristinehad;butshereposedperhapsallthemoreconfidentlyuponitspower。Shewasfarfromthinkingmeanlyofanyonewhothoughthighlyofherforit;thatseemedsonaturalaresultastobeamiable,evenadmirable;shewaswillingthatanysuchpersonshouldgetallthegoodtherewasinsuchanattitudetowardher。
Theydiscussedthematterthatnightatdinnerbeforetheirfatherandmother,whomostlysatsilentattheirmeals;thefatherfrowningabsentlyoverhisplate,withhisheadclosetoit,andmakingplayintohismouthwiththebackofhisknife(hehadgotsofartowardtheuseofhisforkastodespisethosewhostillatefromtheedgeoftheirknives),andthemotherpartlymissinghersattimesinthenervoustremorthatshookherfacefromsidetoside。
AfterawhilethesubjectofMela"shoarsebabbleandofChristine"shigh-pitched,thin,sharpforaysofassertionanddenialinthefieldwhichhersister"svoiceseemedtocover,madeitswayintotheoldman"sconsciousness,andheperceivedthattheyweretalkingwithMrs。Mandelaboutit,andthathiswifewasfromtimetotimeofferinganirrelevantandmistakencomment。HeagreedwithChristine,andsilentlytookherviewoftheaffairsometimebeforehemadeanysignofhavinglistened。
Therehadbeenatimeinhislifewhenotherthingsbesideshismoneyseemedadmirabletohim。Hehadoncerespectedhimselfforthehard-
headed,practicalcommonsensewhichfirstgavehimstandingamonghiscountryneighbors;whichmadehimsupervisor,schooltrustee,justiceofthepeace,countycommissioner,secretaryoftheMoffittCountyAgriculturalSociety。Inthosedayshehadservedthepublicwithdisinterestedzealandproudability;heusedtowritetotheLakeShoreFarmeronagriculturaltopics;hetookpartinopposing,throughtheMoffittpapers,thelegislativewasteofthepeople"smoney;onthequestionofsellingalocalcanaltotherailroadcompany,whichkilledthatfineoldStatework,andletthedryditchgrowuptograss,hemighthavegonetotheLegislature,buthecontentedhimselfwithdefeatingtheMoffittmemberwhohadvotedforthejob。Ifheopposedsomemeasuresforthegeneralgood,likehighschoolsandschoollibraries,itwasbecausehelackedperspective,inhisintenseindividualism,andsuspectedallexpenseofbeingspendthrift。Hebelievedingooddistrictschools,andhehadafondness,crudebutgenuine,forsomekindsofreading——history,andforensicsofanelementarysort。
Withhisgoodheadforfigureshedoubteddoctorsanddespisedpreachers;
hethoughtlawyerswereallrascals,butherespectedthemfortheirability;hewasnothimselflitigious,butheenjoyedtheintellectualencountersofadifficultlawsuit,andheoftenattendedasittingofthefalltermofcourt,whenhewenttotown,forthepleasureofhearingthespeeches。Hewasagoodcitizen,andagoodhusband。Asagoodfather,hewasratherseverewithhischildren,andusedtowhipthem,especiallythegentleConrad,whosomehowcrossedhimmost,tillthetwinsdied。
Afterthatheneverstruckanyofthem;andfromthesightofablowdealtahorseheturnedasifsick。Itwasalongtimebeforeheliftedhimselfupfromhissorrow,andthenthewillofthemanseemedtohavebeenbreachedthroughhisaffections。Heletthegirlsdoastheypleased——thetwinshadbeengirls;heletthemgoawaytoschool,andgotthemapiano。Itwastheywhomadehimsellthefarm。IfConradhadonlyhadtheirspirithecouldhavemadehimkeepit,hefelt;andheresentedthewantofsupporthemighthavefoundinalessyieldingspiritthanhisson"s。
Hismoraldecaybeganwithhisperceptionoftheopportunityofmakingmoneyquicklyandabundantly,whichoffereditselftohimafterhesoldhisfarm。Heawoketoitslowly,fromadesolationinwhichhetastedthelastbitterofhomesickness,theuttermiseryofidlenessandlistlessness。Whenhebrokedownandcriedforthehard-working,wholesomelifehehadlost,hewasneartheendofthisseasonofdespair,buthewasalsoneartheendofwhatwasbestinhimself。
Hedevolveduponameaneridealthanthatofconservativegoodcitizenship,whichhadbeenhischiefmoralexperience:themoneyhehadalreadymadewithouteffortandwithoutmeritbreditsunholyself-loveinhim;hebegantohonormoney,especiallymoneythathadbeenwonsuddenlyandinlargesums;formoneythathadbeenearnedpainfully,slowly,andinlittleamounts,hehadonlypityandcontempt。Thepoisonofthatambitiontogosomewhereandbesomebodywhichthelocalspeculatorshadinstilledintohimbegantoworkinthevanitywhichhadsucceededhissomewhatscornfulself-respect;herejectedEuropeastheproperfieldforhisexpansion;herejectedWashington;hepreferredNewYork,whitherthemenwhohavemademoneyanddonotyetknowthatmoneyhasmadethem,allinstinctivelyturn。Hecamewherehecouldwatchhismoneybreedmoremoney,andbringgreaterincreaseofitskindinanhourofluckthanthetoilofhundredsofmencouldearninayear。Hecalleditspeculation,stocks,theStreet;andhispride,hisfaithinhimself,mountedwithhisluck。Heexpected,whenhehadsatedhisgreed,tobegintospend,andhehadformulatedanintentiontobuildagreathouse,toaddanothertothepalacesofthecountry-bredmillionaireswhohavecometoadornthegreatcity。Inthemeantimehemadelittleaccountofthethingsthatoccupiedhischildren,excepttofretattheungratefulindifferenceofhissontotheintereststhatcouldalonemakeamanofhim。Hedidnotknowwhetherhisdaughterswereinsocietyornot;withpeoplecomingandgoinginthehousehewouldhavesupposedtheymustbeso,nomatterwhothepeoplewere;insomevaguewayhefeltthathehadhiredsocietyinMrs。Mandel,atsomuchayear。Henevermetasuperiorhimselfexceptnowandthenamanoftwentyorthirtymillionstohisoneortwo,andthenhefelthissoulcreepwithinhim,withoutasenseofsocialinferiority;itwasaquestionoffinancialinferiority;andthoughDryfoos"ssoulboweditselfandcrawled,itwaswithagambler"sadmirationofwonderfulluck。Othermensaidthesemany-millionedmillionairesweresmart,andgottheirmoneybysharppracticestowhichlessermencouldnotattain;butDryfoosbelievedthathecouldcompassthesameends,bythesamemeans,withthesamechances;
herespectedtheirmoney,notthem。
WhenhenowheardMrs。Mandelandhisdaughterstalkingofthatperson,whoevershewas,thatMrs。Mandelseemedtothinkhadhonoredhisgirlsbycomingtoseethem,hiscuriositywasprickedasmuchashispridewasgalled。
"Well,anyway,"saidMela,"Idon"tcarewhetherChristine"sgoon"ornot;Iam。Andyougottogowithme,Mrs。Mandel。"
"Well,there"salittledifficulty,"saidMrs。Mandel,withherunfailingdignityandpoliteness。"Ihaven"tbeenasked,youknow。"
"Thenwhatarewegoun"todo?"demandedMela,almostcrossly。Shewasphysicallytooamiable,shefelttoowellcorporeally,evertobequitecross。"Shemight"a"knowed——wellknown——wecouldn"t"a"comealone,inNewYork。Idon"tseewhy,wecouldn"t。Idon"tcallitmuchofaninvitation。"
"Isupposeshethoughtyoucouldcomewithyourmother,"Mrs。Mandelsuggested。
"Shedidn"tsayanythingaboutmother:Didshe,Christine?Or,yes,shedid,too。AndItoldhershecouldn"tgitmotherout。Don"tyouremember?"
"Ididn"tpaymuchattention,"saidChristine。"Iwasn"tcertainwewantedtogo。"
"Ireckonyouwasn"tgoun"toletherseethatwecaredmuch,"saidMela,halfreproachful,halfproudofthisattitudeofChristine。"Well,Idon"tseebutwhatwegottostayathome。"Shelaughedatthislameconclusionofthematter。
"PerhapsMr。Conrad——youcouldveryproperlytakehimwithoutanexpressinvitation——"Mrs。Mandelbegan。
Conradlookedupinalarmandprotest。"I——Idon"tthinkIcouldgothatevening——"
"What"sthereason?"hisfatherbrokein,harshly。"You"renotsuchasheepthatyou"reafraidtogointocompanywithyoursisters?Orareyoutoogoodtogowiththem?"
"Ifit"stobeanythinglikethatnightwhenthemhussiescomeoutanddancedthatway,"saidMrs。Dryfoos,"Idon"tblameCoonrodfornotwantun"togo。Ineversawthebeatofit。"
Melasentayellinglaughacrossthetabletohermother。"Well,IwishMissVancecould"a"heardthat!Why,mother,didyouthinkitliketheballet?"
"Well,Ididn"tknow,Mely,child,"saidtheoldwoman。"Ididn"tknowwhatitwaslike。Ihain"tneverbeentoone,andyoucan"tbetookeerfulwhereyougo,inaplacelikeNewYork。"
"What"sthereasonyoucan"tgo?"Dryfoosignoredthepassagebetweenhiswifeanddaughterinmakingthisdemandofhisson,withasourface。
"Ihaveanengagementthatnight——it"soneofourmeetings。"
"Ireckonyoucanletyourmeetinggoforonenight,"saidDryfoos。
"Itcan"tbesoimportantasallthat,thatyoumustdisappointyoursisters。"
"Idon"tliketodisappointthosepoorcreatures。Theydependsomuchuponthemeetings——"
"Ireckontheycanstanditforonenight,"saidtheoldman。Headded,"Thepooryehavewithyoualways。"
"That"sso,Coonrod,"saidhismother。"It"stheSaviour"sownwords。"
"Yes,mother。Butthey"renotmeantjustasfatherusedthem。"
"Howdoyouknowhowtheyweremeant?OrhowIusedthem?"criedthefather。"Nowyoujustmakeyourplanstogowiththegirls,Tuesdaynight。Theycan"tgoalone,andMrs。Mandelcan"tgowiththem。"
"Pshaw!"saidMela。"Wedon"twanttotakeConradawayfromhismeetun",dowe,Chris?"
"Idon"tknow,"saidChristine,inherhigh,finevoice。"Theycouldgetalongwithouthimforonenight,asfathersays。"
"Well,I"mnota-goun"totakehim,"saidMela。"Now,Mrs。Mandel,justthinkoutsomeotherway。Say!What"sthereasonwecouldn"tgetsomebodyelsetotakeusjustaswell?Ain"tthatrulable?"
"Itwouldbeallowable——"
"Allowable,Imean,"Melacorrectedherself。
"Butitmightlookalittlesignificant,unlessitwassomeoldfamilyfriend。"
"Well,let"sgetMr。Fulkersontotakeus。He"stheoldestfamilyfriendwegot。"
"Iwon"tgowithMr。Fulkerson,"saidChristine,serenely。
"Why,I"msure,Christine,"hermotherpleaded,"Mr。Fulkersonisaverygoodyoungman,andveryniceappearun"。"
Melashouted,"He"stentimesaspleasantasthatoldMr。BeatonofChristine"s!"
Christinemadenoefforttobreaktheconstraintthatfelluponthetableatthissally,butherfathersaid:"Christineisright,Mela。Itwouldn"tdoforyoutogowithanyotheryoungman。Conradwillgowithyou。"
"I"mnotcertainIwanttogo,yet,"saidChristine。
"Well,settlethatamongyourselves。Butifyouwanttogo,yourbrotherwillgowithyou。"
"Ofcourse,Coonrod"llgo,ifhissisterswantshimto,"theoldwomanpleaded。"Ireckonitain"tagoun"tobeanythingverybad;andifitis,Coonrod,whyyoucanjustgitrightupandcomeout。"
"Itwillbeallright,mother。AndIwillgo,ofcourse。"