第13章
Knightfeltuncomfortablywetandchilled,butglowingwithfervournevertheless。HefullyappreciatedElfride"sgirlishdelicacyinrefusinghisescortinthemeagrehabilimentsshewore,yetfeltthatnecessaryabstractionofherselfforashorthalf-hourasamostgrievouslosstohim。
Hegatheredupherknottedandtwistedplumageoflinen,lace,andembroiderywork,andlaiditacrosshisarm。Henoticedonthegroundanenvelope,limpandwet。Inendeavouringtorestorethistoitspropershape,heloosenedfromtheenvelopeapieceofpaperithadcontained,whichwasseizedbythewindinfallingfromKnight"shand。Itwasblowntotheright,blowntotheleft——
itfloatedtotheedgeofthecliffandoverthesea,whereitwashurledaloft。Ittwirledintheair,andthenflewbackoverhishead。
Knightfollowedthepaper,andsecuredit。Havingdoneso,helookedtodiscoverifithadbeenworthsecuring。
Thetroublesomesheetwasabanker"sreceiptfortwohundredpounds,placedtothecreditofMissSwancourt,whichtheimpracticalgirlhadtotallyforgottenshecarriedwithher。
Knightfoldeditascarefullyasitsmoistconditionwouldallow,putitinhispocket,andfollowedElfride。
ChapterXXIII
"Shouldauldacquaintancebeforgot?"
BythistimeStephenSmithhadsteppedoutuponthequayatCastleBoterel,andbreathedhisnativeair。
Adarkerskin,amorepronouncedmoustache,andanincipientbeard,werethechiefadditionsandchangesnoticeableinhisappearance。
Inspiteofthefallingrain,whichhadsomewhatlessened,hetookasmallvaliseinhishand,and,leavingtheremainderofhisluggageattheinn,ascendedthehillstowardsEastEndelstow。
Thisplacelayinavaleofitsown,furtherinlandthanthewestvillage,andthoughsonearit,hadlittleofphysicalfeatureincommonwiththelatter。EastEndelstowwasmorewoodedandfertile:itboastedofLordLuxellian"smansionandpark,andwasfreefromthosebleakopenuplandswhichlentsuchanairofdesolationtothevicinageofthecoast——alwaysexceptingthesmallvalleyinwhichstoodthevicarageandMrs。Swancourt"soldhouse,TheCrags。
Stephenhadarrivednearlyatthesummitoftheridgewhentherainagainincreaseditsvolume,and,lookingaboutfortemporaryshelter,heascendedasteeppathwhichpenetrateddensehazelbushesinthelowerpartofitscourse。Furtherupitemergeduponaledgeimmediatelyovertheturnpike-road,andshelteredbyanoverhangingfaceofrubblerock,withbushesabove。Forareasonofhisownhemadethisspothisrefugefromthestorm,andturninghisfacetotheleft,connedthelandscapeasabook。
HewasoverlookingthevalleycontainingElfride"sresidence。
Fromthispointofobservationtheprospectexhibitedthepeculiarityofbeingeitherbrilliantforegroundorthesubduedtoneofdistance,asuddendipinthesurfaceofthecountryloweringoutofsightalltheintermediateprospect。Inapparentcontactwiththetreesandbushesgrowingclosebesidehimappearedthedistanttract,terminatedsuddenlybythebrinkoftheseriesofcliffswhichculminatedinthetallgiantwithoutaname——smallandunimportantasherebeheld。AleafonaboughatStephen"selbowblottedoutawholehillinthecontrastingdistrictfaraway;agreenbunchofnutscoveredacompleteuplandthere,andthegreatcliffitselfwasoutviedbyapigmycraginthebankhardbyhim。Stephenhadlookeduponthesethingshundredsoftimesbeforeto-day,buthehadneverviewedthemwithsuchtendernessasnow。
Steppingforwardinthisdirectionyetalittlefurther,hecouldseethetowerofWestEndelstowChurch,beneathwhichhewastomeethisElfridethatnight。Andatthesametimehenoticed,comingoverthehillfromthecliffs,awhitespeckinmotion。Itseemedfirsttobeasea-gullflyinglow,butultimatelyprovedtobeahumanfigure,runningwithgreatrapidity。Theformflittedon,heedlessoftherainwhichhadcausedStephen"shaltinthisplace,droppeddowntheheatheryhill,enteredthevale,andwasoutofsight。
Whilsthemeditateduponthemeaningofthisphenomenon,hewassurprisedtoseeswimintohiskenfromthesamepointofdepartureanothermovingspeck,asdifferentfromthefirstaswellcouldbe,insomuchthatitwasperceptibleonlybyitsblackness。Slowlyandregularlyittookthesamecourse,andtherewasnotmuchdoubtthatthiswastheformofaman。He,too,graduallydescendedfromtheupperlevels,andwaslostinthevalleybelow。
Therainhadbythistimeagainabated,andStephenreturnedtotheroad。Lookingahead,hesawtwomenandacart。Theyweresoonobscuredbytheinterventionofahighhedge。Justbeforetheyemergedagainheheardvoicesinconversation。
""Amustsoonbeinthenaibourhood,too,ifsobehe"sa-coming,"
saidatenortongue,whichStepheninstantlyrecognizedasMartinCannister"s。
""Amust"ab"lieve,"saidanothervoice——thatofStephen"sfather。
Stephensteppedforward,andcamebeforethemfacetoface。HisfatherandMartinwerewalking,dressedintheirsecondbestsuits,andbesidethemrambledalongagrizzelhorseandbrightlypaintedspring-cart。
"Allright,Mr。Cannister;here"sthelostman!"exclaimedyoungSmith,enteringatonceupontheoldstyleofgreeting。"Father,hereIam。"
"Allright,mysonny;andgladIbefor"t!"returnedJohnSmith,overjoyedtoseetheyoungman。"Howbeye?Well,comealonghome,anddon"tlet"sbideouthereinthedamp。SuchweathermustbeterriblebadforayoungchapjustcomefromafierynationlikeIndy;hey,naibourCannister?"
"Trew,trew。Andaboutgettinghomehistraps?Boxes,monstrousbales,andnoblepackagesofforeigndescription,Imakenodoubt?"
"Hardlyallthat,"saidStephenlaughing。
"Webroughtthecart,maningtogorightontoCastleBoterelaforeyelanded,"saidhisfather。""Putinthehorse,"saysMartin。"Ay,"saysI,"sowewill;"anddiditstraightway。Now,maybe,Martinhadbettergoonwi"thecartforthethings,andyouandIwalkhome-along。"
"AndIshallbebacka"mostassoonasyou。Peggyisaprettystepstill,thoughtimed"begintotelluponherasupontheresto"us。"
StephentoldMartinwheretofindhisbaggage,andthencontinuedhisjourneyhomewardinthecompanyofhisfather。
"Owingtoyourcomingadaysoonerthanwefirstexpected,"saidJohn,"you"llfindusinaturkofamess,sir——"sir,"saysItomyownson!butye"vegoneupso,Stephen。We"vekilledthepigthismorningforye,thinkingye"dbehungry,andgladofamorseloffreshmate。And"awon"tbecutuptillto-night。However,wecanmakeyeagoodsupperoffry,whichwillchawupwellwi"adabo"mustardandafewnicenewtaters,andadropofshillingaletowashitdown。Yourmotherhavescrubbedthehousethroughbecauseyewerecoming,anddustedallthechimmerfurniture,andboughtanewbasinandjugofatravellingcrockery-womanthatcametoourdoor,andscouredthecannel-sticks,andclanedthewinders!Ay,Idon"tknowwhat"aha"n"tadone。Neverweresuchasteer,"ab"lieve。"
ConversationofthiskindandinquiriesofStephenforhismother"swellbeingoccupiedthemfortheremainderofthejourney。
Whentheydrewneartheriver,andthecottagebehindit,theycouldhearthemaster-mason"sclockstrikingoffthebygonehoursofthedayatintervalsofaquarterofaminute,duringwhichintervalsStephen"simaginationreadilypicturedhismother"sforefingerwanderingroundthedialincompanywiththeminute-
hand。
"Theclockstoppedthismorning,andyourmotherinputtingenrightseemingly,"saidhisfatherinanexplanatorytone;andtheywentupthegardentothedoor。
Whentheyhadentered,andStephenhaddutifullyandwarmlygreetedhismother——whoappearedinacottondressofadark-blueground,coveredbroadcastwithamultitudeofnewandfullmoons,stars,andplanets,withanoccasionaldashofacomet-likeaspecttodiversifythescene——thecrackleofcart-wheelswasheardoutside,andMartinCannisterstampedinatthedoorway,intheformofapairoflegsbeneathagreatbox,hisbodybeingnowherevisible。Whentheluggagehadbeenalltakendown,andStephenhadgoneupstairstochangehisclothes,Mrs。Smith"smindseemedtorecoveralostthread。
"Reallyourclockisnotworthapenny,"shesaid,turningtoitandattemptingtostartthependulum。
"Stoppedagain?"inquiredMartinwithcommiseration。
"Yes,sure,"repliedMrs。Smith;andcontinuedafterthemannerofcertainmatrons,towhosetonguestheharmonyofasubjectwithacasualmoodisagreaterrecommendationthanitspertinencetotheoccasion,"Johnwouldspendpoundsayearuponthejimcrackoldthing,ifhemight,inhavingitclaned,whenatthesametimeyoumaydoctorityourselfaswell。"Theclock"sstoppedagain,John,"Isaytohim。"Betterhaveenclaned,"sayshe。There"sfiveshillings。"Thatclockgrindsagain,"Isaytoen。"Betterhaveenclaned,""asaysagain。"Thatclockstrikeswrong,John,"
saysI。"Betterhaveenclaned,"hegoeson。ThewheelswouldhavebeenpolishedtoskeletonsbythistimeifIhadlistenedtoen,andIassureyouwecouldhaveboughtachainey-facedbeautywi"thegoodmoneywe"veflungawaytheselasttenyearsuponthisoldgreen-facedmortal。And,Martin,youmustbewet。Mysonisgoneuptochange。JohnisdamperthanIshouldliketobe,but"acallsitnothing。SomeofMrs。Swancourt"sservantshavebeenhere——theyraninoutoftherainwhengoingforawalk——andI
assureyouthestateoftheirbonnetswasfrightful。"
"How"sthefolks?We"vebeenovertoCastleBoterel,andwhatwi"
runningandstoppingoutofthestorms,mypoorheadisbeyondeverything!fizz,fizzfizz;"tisfryingo"fishfrommorningtonight,"saidacrackedvoiceinthedoorwayatthisinstant。
"Lordso"s,who"sthat?"saidMrs。Smith,inaprivateexclamation,andturningroundsawWilliamWorm,endeavouringtomakehimselflookpassingcivilandfriendlybyoverspreadinghisfacewithalargesmilethatseemedtohavenoconnectionwiththehumourhewasin。Behindhimstoodawomanabouttwicehissize,withalargeumbrellaoverherhead。ThiswasMrs。Worm,William"swife。
"Comein,William,"saidJohnSmith。"Wedon"tkillapigeveryday。Andyou,likewise,Mrs。Worm。Imakeyewelcome。SinceyeleftParsonSwancourt,William,Idon"tseemuchof"ee。"
"No,fortotellthetruth,sinceItooktotheturn-pike-gateline,I"vebeenoutbutlittle,comingtochurcho"Sundaysnotbeingmydutynow,as"twasinaparson"sfamily,yousee。
However,ourboyisabletomindthegatenow,andIsaid,saysI,"Barbara,let"scallandseeJohnSmith。”"
"Iamsorrytohearyerporeheadissobadstill。"
"Ay,Iassureyouthatfryingo"fishisgoingonfornightsanddays。And,youknow,sometimes"tisn"tonlyfish,butrasherso"
baconandinions。Ay,Icanhearthefatpopandfizzasnateralaslife;can"tI,Barbara?"
Mrs。Worm,whohadbeenallthistimeengagedinclosingherumbrella,corroboratedthisstatement,andnow,comingindoors,showedherselftobeawide-faced,comfortable-lookingwoman,withawartuponhercheek,bearingasmalltuftofhairinitscentre。
"Haveyeevertriedanythingtocureyernoise,MaisterWorm?"
inquiredMartinCannister。
"Ohay;blessye,I"vetriedeverything。Ay,Providenceisamercifulman,andIhavehopedHe"dhavefounditoutbythistime,livingsomanyyearsinaparson"sfamily,too,asIhave,but"adon"tseemtorelieveme。Ay,Ibeapoorwamblingman,andlife"saminto"trouble!"
"True,mournfultrue,WilliamWorm。"Tisso。Theworldwantslookingto,or"tisallsixesandsevenswi"us。"
"Takeyourthingsoff,Mrs。Worm,"saidMrs。Smith。"Weberatherinamuddle,totellthetruth,formysonisjustdroppedinfromIndyadaysoonerthanweexpected,andthepig-killeriscomingpresentlytocutup。"
Mrs。BarbaraWorm,notwishingtotakeanymeanadvantageofpersonsinamuddlebyobservingthem,removedherbonnetandmantlewitheyesfixedupontheflowersintheplotoutsidethedoor。
"Whatbeautifultiger-lilies!"saidMrs。Worm。
"Yes,theybeverywell,butsuchatroubletomeonaccountofthechildrenthatcomehere。Theywillgoeatingtheberriesonthestem,andcall"emcurrants。Tastewi"junivalsisquitefancy,really。"
"Andyoursnapdragonslookasfierceasever。"
"Well,really,"answeredMrs。Smith,enteringdidacticallyintothesubject,"theyaremorelikeChristiansthanflowers。Buttheymakeupwellenoughwi"therest,anddon"trequiremuchtending。Andthesamecanbesaido"thesemiller"swheels。"TisaflowerIlikeverymuch,thoughsosimple。Johnsayshenevercaresabouttheflowerso""em,butmenhavenoeyeforanythingneat。Hesayshisfavouriteflowerisacauliflower。AndI
assureyouItrembleinthespringtime,for"tisperfectmurder。"
"Youdon"tsayso,Mrs。Smith!"
"Johndigsroundtheroots,youknow。Ingoeshisblunderingspade,throughroots,bulbs,everythingthathasn"tgotagoodshowaboveground,turning"emupcutalltoslices。OnlytheverylastfallIwenttomovesometulips,whenIfoundeverybulbupsidedown,andthestemscrookedround。Hehadturned"emoverinthespring,andthecunningcreatureshadsoonfoundthatheavenwasnotwhereitusedtobe。"
"What"sthatlong-favouredflowerunderthehedge?"
"They?OLord,theyarethehorridJacob"sladders!Insteadofpraising"em,Ibemadwi""emforbeingsoreadytobidewheretheyarenotwanted。Theybeverywellintheirway,butIdonotcareforthingsthatneglectwon"tkill。DowhatIwill,dig,drag,scrap,pull,Igettoomanyof"em。Ichoptheroots:upthey"llcome,treblestrong。Throw"emoverhedge;therethey"llgrow,staringmeinthefacelikeahungrydogdrivenaway,andcreepbackagaininaweekortwothesameasbefore。"TisJacob"sladderhere,Jacob"sladderthere,andplant"emwherenothingintheworldwillgrow,yougetcrowdsof"eminamonthortwo。Johnmadeanewmanuremixenlastsummer,andhesaid,"Maria,nowifyou"vegotanyflowersorsuchlike,thatyoudon"twant,youmayplant"emroundmymixensoastohideitabit,though"tisnotlikelyanythingofmuchvaluewillgrowthere。”I
thought,"There"sthemJacob"sladders;I"llputthemthere,sincetheycan"tdoharminsuchaplace;"andIplantedtheJacob"sladderssureenough。Theygrowed,andtheygrowed,inthemixenandoutofthemixen,alloverthelitter,coveringitquiteup。
WhenJohnwantedtouseitaboutthegarden,"asaid,"NationseizethemJacob"sladdersofyours,Maria!They"veeatthegoodnessoutofeverymorselofmymanure,sothat"tisnobetterthansanditself!"Sureenoughthehungrymortalshad。"Tismybeliefthatinthesecretsoulso""em,Jacob"sladdersbeweeds,andnotflowersatall,ifthetruthwasknown。"
RobertLickpan,pig-killerandcarrier,arrivedatthismoment。
Thefattedanimalhanginginthebackkitchenwascleftdownthemiddleofitsbackbone,Mrs。Smithbeingmeanwhileengagedincookingsupper。
Betweenthecuttingandchopping,alewashandedround,andWormandthepig-killerlistenedtoJohnSmith"sdescriptionofthemeetingwithStephen,witheyesblanklyfixeduponthetable-
cloth,inorderthatnothingintheexternalworldshouldinterrupttheireffortstoconjureupthescenecorrectly。
Stephencamedownstairsinthemiddleofthestory,andafterthelittleinterruptionoccasionedbyhisentranceandwelcome,thenarrativewasagaincontinued,preciselyasifhehadnotbeenthereatall,andwastoldinclusivelytohim,astosomebodywhoknewnothingaboutthematter。
""Ay,"Isaid,asIcatchedsighto"enthroughthebrimbles,"that"sthelad,forId"knowenbyhisgrand-father"swalk;"for"astappedoutlikepoorfatherforalltheworld。Stilltherewasatoucho"thefriskythatsetmewondering。"Agotcloser,andIsaid,"That"sthelad,forId"knowenbyhiscarryingablackcaselikeatravellingman。”Still,aroadiscommontoalltheworld,andtherebemoretravellingmenthanone。ButIkeptmyeyecocked,andIsaidtoMartin,""Tistheboy,now,forId"
knowenbythewoldtwirlo"thestickandthefamilystep。”Then"acomecloser,anda"said,"Allright。”Icouldsweartoenthen。"
Stephen"spersonalappearancewasnextcriticised。
"Hed"lookadealthinnerinface,surely,thanwhenIseedenattheparson"s,andneverknoweden,ifye"llbelieveme,"saidMartin。
"Ay,there,"saidanother,withoutremovinghiseyesfromStephen"sface,"Ishouldha"knowedenanywhere。"Tishisfather"snosetoaT。"
"Ithasbeenoftenremarked,"saidStephenmodestly。
"Andhe"scertainlytaller,"saidMartin,lettinghisglancerunoverStephen"sformfrombottomtotop。
"Iwasthinking"awasexactlythesameheight,"Wormreplied。
"Blessthysoul,that"sbecausehe"sbiggerroundlikewise。"AndtheunitedeyesallmovedtoStephen"swaist。
"Ibeapoorwamblingman,butIcanmakeallowances,"saidWilliamWorm。"Ah,sure,andhowhecameasastrangerandpilgrimtoParsonSwancourt"sthattime,notasoulknowingenaftersomanyyears!Ay,life"sastrangepicter,Stephen:butI
supposeImustsaySirtoye?"
"Oh,itisnotnecessaryatpresent,"Stephenreplied,thoughmentallyresolvingtoavoidthevicinityofthatfamiliarfriendassoonashehadmadepretensionstothehandofElfride。
"Ah,well,"saidWormmusingly,"somewouldhavelookedfornolessthanaSir。There"sasightofdifferenceinpeople。"
"Andinpigslikewise,"observedJohnSmith,lookingatthehalvedcarcassofhisown。
RobertLickpan,thepig-killer,hereseemedcalledupontoenterthelistsofconversation。
"Yes,they"vegottheirparticularnatersgood-now,"heremarkedinitially。"Many"stherum-temperedpigI"veknowed。"
"Idon"tdoubtit,MasterLickpan,"answeredMartin,inatoneexpressingthathisconvictions,nolessthangoodmanners,demandedthereply。
"Yes,"continuedthepig-killer,asoneaccustomedtobeheard。
"OnethatIknowedwasdeafanddumb,andwecouldn"tmakeoutwhatwasthematterwi"thepig。"Awouldeatwellenoughwhen"aseedthetrough,butwhenhisbackwasturned,youmighta-rattledthebucketallday,thepoorsoulneverheardye。Yecouldplaytricksuponenbehindhisback,anda"wouldn"tfinditoutnoquickerthanpoordeafGrammerCates。Buta"fattedwell,andI
neverseedapigopenbetterwhena"waskilled,and"awasverytendereating,very;asprettyabitofmateaseveryousee;youcouldsuckthatmatethroughaquill。
"AndanotherIknowed,"resumedthekiller,afterquietlylettingapintofalerundownhisthroatofitsownaccord,andsettingdownthecupwithmathematicalexactnessuponthespotfromwhichhehadraisedit——"anotherwentoutofhismind。"
"Howverymournful!"murmuredMrs。Worm。
"Ay,poorthing,"adid!AscleanoutofhismindasthecleverestChristiancouldgo。Inearlylife"awasverymelancholy,andneverseemedahopefulpigbynomeans。"TwasAndrewStainer"spig——that"swhosepig"twas。"
"Icanmindthepigwellenough,"attestedJohnSmith。
"Andaprettylittleporker"awas。AndyouallknowFarmerBuckle"ssort?Everyjacko"emsufferfromtherheumatismtothisday,owingtoadampstytheylivedinwhentheywerestriplings,as"twere。"
"Well,nowwe"llweigh,"saidJohn。
"Ifsobehewerenotsofine,we"dweighenwhole:butasheis,we"lltakeasideatatime。John,youcanmindmyoldjoke,ey?"
"Idoso;though"twasagoodfewyearsagoIfirsthearden。"
"Yes,"saidLickpan,"thatthereoldfamiliarjokehavebeeninourfamilyforgenerations,Imaysay。Myfatherusedthatjokeregularatpig-killingsformorethanfiveandfortyyears——thetimehefollowedthecalling。And"atoldmethat"ahaditfromhisfatherwhenhewasquiteachiel,whomadeuseo"enjustthesameateverykillingmoreorless;andpig-killingswerepig-
killingsinthosedays。"
"Trewlytheywere。"
"I"veneverheardthejoke,"saidMrs。Smithtentatively。
"NorI,"chimedinMrs。Worm,who,beingtheonlyotherladyintheroom,feltboundbythelawsofcourtesytofeellikeMrs。
Smithineverything。
"Surely,surelyyouhave,"saidthekiller,lookingscepticallyatthebenightedfemales。"However,"tisn"tmuch——Idon"twishtosayitis。Itcommenceslikethis:"Bobwilltelltheweightofyourpig,"ab"lieve,"saysI。ThecongregationofneighboursthinkImanemysonBob,naturally;butthesecretisthatImanethebobo"thesteelyard。Ha,ha,ha!"
"Haw,haw,haw!"laughedMartinCannister,whohadheardtheexplanationofthisstrikingstoryforthehundredthtime。
"Huh,huh,huh!"laughedJohnSmith,whohadhearditforthethousandth。
"Hee,hee,hee!"laughedWilliamWorm,whohadneverhearditatall,butwasafraidtosayso。
"Thygrandfather,Robert,musthavebeenawide-awakechaptomakethatstory,"saidMartinCannister,subsidingtoaplacidaspectofdelightedcriticism。
"Hehadahead,byallaccount。And,yousee,asthefirst-bornoftheLickpanshaveallbeenRoberts,they"veallbeenBobs,sothestorywashandeddowntothepresentday。"
"PoorJoseph,yoursecondboy,willneverbeabletobringitoutincompany,whichisratherunfortunate,"saidMrs。Wormthoughtfully。
""Awon"t。Yes,grandferwasacleverchap,asyesay;butI
knowedacleverer。"TwasmyuncleLevi。UncleLevimadeasnuff-
boxthatshouldbeapuzzletohisfriendstoopen。Heusedtohandenroundatweddingparties,christenings,funerals,andinotherjollycompany,andlet"emtrytheirskill。Thisextraordinarysnuff-boxhadaspringbehindthatwouldpushinandout——ahingewhereseemedtobethecover;aslideattheend,ascrewinfront,andknobsandqueernotcheseverywhere。Onemanwouldtrythespring,anotherwouldtrythescrew,anotherwouldtrytheslide;buttryastheywould,theboxwouldn"topen。Andtheycouldn"topenen,andtheydidn"topenen。Nowwhatmightyouthinkwasthesecretofthatbox?"
Allputonanexpressionthattheirunitedthoughtswereinadequatetotheoccasion。
"Whytheboxwouldn"topenatall。"Aweremadenottoopen,andyemighthavetriedtilltheendofRevelations,"twouldhavebeenasnaught,fortheboxweregluedallround。"
"Averydeepmantohavemadesuchabox。"
"Yes。"TwaslikeuncleLeviallover。"
""Twas。Icanmindthemanverywell。TallestmaneverIseed。"
""Awasso。Heneversleptuponabedsteadafterhegrowedupahardboy-chap——nevercouldgetonelongenough。When"alivedinthatlittlesmallhousebythepond,heusedtohavetoleaveopenhischamberdooreverynightatgoingtohisbed,andlethisfeetpokeoutuponthelanding。"
"He"sdeadandgonenow,nevertheless,poorman,asweallshall,"
observedWorm,tofillthepausewhichfollowedtheconclusionofRobertLickpan"sspeech。
TheweighingandcuttingupwaspursuedamidananimateddiscourseonStephen"stravels;andatthefinish,thefirst-fruitsoftheday"sslaughter,friedinonions,werethenturnedfromthepanintoadishonthetable,eachpiecesteamingandhissingtillitreachedtheirverymouths。
Itmustbeownedthatthegentlemanlysonofthehouselookedratheroutofplaceinthecourseofthisoperation。Norwashismindquitephilosophicenoughtoallowhimtobecomfortablewiththeseold-establishedpersons,hisfather"sfriends。Hehadneverlivedlongathome——scarcelyatallsincehischildhood。ThepresenceofWilliamWormwasthemostawkwardfeatureofthecase,for,thoughWormhadleftthehouseofMr。Swancourt,thebeinghand-in-glovewithaci-devantservitorremindedStephentooforciblyofthevicar"sclassificationofhimselfbeforehewentfromEngland。Mrs。Smithwasconsciousofthedefectinherarrangementswhichhadbroughtabouttheundesiredconjunction。
ShespoketoStephenprivately。
"Iamabovehavingsuchpeoplehere,Stephen;butwhatcouldIdo?
Andyourfatherissoroughinhisnaturethathe"smoremixedupwiththemthanneedbe。"
"Nevermind,mother,"saidStephen;"I"llputupwithitnow。"
"Whenweleavemylord"sservice,andgetfurtherupthecountry——
asIhopeweshallsoon——itwillbedifferent。Weshallbeamongfreshpeople,andinalargerhouse,andshallkeepourselvesupabit,Ihope。"
"IsMissSwancourtathome,doyouknow?"Stepheninquired"Yes,yourfathersawherthismorning。"
"Doyouoftenseeher?"
"Scarcelyever。Mr。Glim,thecurate,callsoccasionally,buttheSwancourtsdon"tcomeintothevillagenowanymorethantodrivethroughit。Theydineatmylord"softenerthantheyused。Ah,here"sanotewasbroughtthismorningforyoubyaboy。"
Stepheneagerlytookthenoteandopenedit,hismotherwatchinghim。HereadwhatElfridehadwrittenandsentbeforeshestartedforthecliffthatafternoon:
"Yes;Iwillmeetyouinthechurchatnineto-night——E。S。"
"Idon"tknow,Stephen,"hismothersaidmeaningly,"whe"ryoustillthinkaboutMissElfride,butifIwereyouIwouldn"tconcernabouther。TheysaythatnoneofoldMrs。Swancourt"smoneywillcometoherstep-daughter。"
"Iseetheeveninghasturnedoutfine;Iamgoingoutforalittlewhiletolookroundtheplace,"hesaid,evadingthedirectquery。"ProbablybythetimeIreturnourvisitorswillbegone,andwe"llhaveamoreconfidentialtalk。"
ChapterXXIV
"Breeze,bird,andflowerconfessthehour。"
Therainhadceasedsincethesunset,butitwasacloudynight;
andthelightofthemoon,softenedanddispersedbyitsmistyveil,wasdistributedoverthelandinpalegray。
AdarkfiguresteppedfromthedoorwayofJohnSmith"sriver-sidecottage,andstroderapidlytowardsWestEndelstowwithalightfootstep。Soonascendingfromthelowerlevelsheturnedacorner,followedacart-track,andsawthetowerofthechurchhewasinquestofdistinctlyshapedforthagainstthesky。Inlessthanhalfanhourfromthetimeofstartingheswunghimselfoverthechurchyardstile。
Thewildirregularenclosurewasasmuchaseveranintegralpartoftheoldhill。Thegrasswasstilllong,thegraveswereshapedpreciselyaspassingyearschosetoalterthemfromtheirorthodoxformaslaiddownbyMartinCannister,andbyStephen"sowngrandfatherbeforehim。
AsoundspedintotheairfromthedirectioninwhichCastleBoterellay。Itwasthestrikingofthechurchclock,distinctinthestillatmosphereasifithadcomefromthetowerhardby,which,wraptinitssolitarysilentness,gaveoutnosuchsoundsoflife。
"One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine。"Stephencarefullycountedthestrokes,thoughhewellknewtheirnumberbeforehand。Nineo"clock。ItwasthehourElfridehadherselfnamedasthemostconvenientformeetinghim。
Stephenstoodatthedooroftheporchandlistened。Hecouldhaveheardthesoftestbreathingofanypersonwithintheporch;
nobodywasthere。Hewentinsidethedoorway,satdownuponthestonebench,andwaitedwithabeatingheart。
Thefaintsoundsheardonlyaccentuatedthesilence。Therisingandfallingofthesea,farawayalongthecoast,wasthemostimportant。Aminorsoundwasthescurrofadistantnight-hawk。
Amongtheminutestwhereallwereminutewerethelightsettlementofgossamerfragmentsfloatingintheair,atoadhumblylabouringalongthroughthegrassneartheentrance,thecrackleofadeadleafwhichawormwasendeavouringtopullintotheearth,awaftofair,gettingnearerandnearer,andexpiringathisfeetundertheburdenofawingedseed。
Amongallthesesoftsoundscamenottheonlysoftsoundhecaredtohear——thefootfallofElfride。
ForawholequarterofanhourStephensatthusintent,withoutmovingamuscle。Attheendofthattimehewalkedtothewestfrontofthechurch。Turningthecornerofthetower,awhiteformstaredhimintheface。Hestartedback,andrecoveredhimself。ItwasthetombofyoungfarmerJethway,lookingstillasfreshandasnewaswhenitwasfirsterected,thewhitestoneinwhichitwashewnhavingasingularweirdnessamidthedarkblueslabsfromlocalquarries,ofwhichthewholeremaininggravestoneswereformed。
HethoughtofthenightwhenhehadsatthereonwithElfrideashiscompanion,andwellrememberedhisregretthatshehadreceived,evenunwillingly,earlierhomagethanhisown。Buthispresenttangibleanxietyreducedsuchafeelingtosentimentalnonsenseincomparison;andhestrolledonoverthegravestotheborderofthechurchyard,whenceinthedaytimecouldbeclearlyseenthevicarageandthepresentresidenceoftheSwancourts。Nofootstepwasdiscernibleuponthepathupthehill,butalightwasshiningfromawindowinthelast-namedhouse。
Stephenknewtherecouldbenomistakeaboutthetimeorplace,andnodifficultyaboutkeepingtheengagement。Hewaitedyetlonger,passingfromimpatienceintoamoodwhichfailedtotakeanyaccountofthelapseoftime。HewasawakenedfromhisreveriebyCastleBoterelclock。
One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,TEN。
Onelittlefallofthehammerinadditiontothenumberithadbeensharppleasuretohear,andwhatadifferencetohim!
Heleftthechurchyardonthesideoppositetohispointofentrance,andwentdownthehill。Slowlyhedrewnearthegateofherhouse。Thishesoftlyopened,andwalkedupthegraveldrivetothedoor。Herehepausedforseveralminutes。
Attheexpirationofthattimethemurmuredspeechofamanlyvoicecameouttohisearsthroughanopenwindowbehindthecornerofthehouse。Thiswasrespondedtobyaclearsoftlaugh。
ItwasthelaughofElfride。
Stephenwasconsciousofagnawingpainathisheart。Heretreatedashehadcome。Therearedisappointmentswhichwringus,andtherearethosewhichinflictawoundwhosemarkwebeartoourgraves。Sucharesokeenthatnofuturegratificationofthesamedesirecaneverobliteratethem:theybecomeregisteredasapermanentlossofhappiness。SuchaonewasStephen"snow:
thecrowningaureolaofthedreamhadbeenthemeetingherebystealth;andifElfridehadcometohimonlytenminutesafterhehadturnedaway,thedisappointmentwouldhavebeenrecognizablestill。
Whentheyoungmanreachedhomehefoundtherealetterwhichhadarrivedinhisabsence。Believingittocontainsomereasonforhernon-appearance,yetunabletoimagineonethatcouldjustifyher,hehastilytoreopentheenvelope。
ThepapercontainednotawordfromElfride。Itwasthedeposit-
noteforhistwohundredpounds。Onthebackwastheformofacheque,andthisshehadfilledupwiththesamesum,payabletothebearer。
Stephenwasconfounded。Heattemptedtodivinehermotive。
Consideringhowlimitedwashisknowledgeofherlateractions,heguessedrathershrewdlythat,betweenthetimeofhersendingthenoteinthemorningandtheevening"ssilentrefusalofhisgift,somethinghadoccurredwhichhadcausedatotalchangeinherattitudetowardshim。
Heknewnotwhattodo。Itseemedabsurdnowtogotoherfathernextmorning,ashehadpurposed,andaskforanengagementwithher,apossibilityimpendingallthewhilethatElfrideherselfwouldnotbeonhisside。Onlyonecourserecommendeditselfaswise。Towaitandseewhatthedayswouldbringforth;togoandexecutehiscommissionsinBirmingham;thentoreturn,learnifanythinghadhappened,andtrywhatameetingmightdo;perhapshersurpriseathisbackwardnesswouldbringherforwardtoshowlatentwarmthasdecidedlyasinoldtimes。
ThisactofpatiencewasinkeepingonlywiththenatureofamanpreciselyofStephen"sconstitution。Ninemenoutoftenwouldperhapshaverushedoff,gotintoherpresence,byfairmeansorfoul,andprovokedacatastropheofsomesort。Possiblyforthebetter,probablyfortheworse。
HestartedforBirminghamthenextmorning。Aday"sdelaywouldhavemadenodifference;buthecouldnotrestuntilhehadbegunandendedtheprogrammeproposedtohimself。Bodilyactivitywillsometimestakethestingoutofanxietyascompletelyasassuranceitself。
ChapterXXV
"Mineownfamiliarfriend。"
DuringthesedaysofabsenceStephenlivedunderalternateconditions。Wheneverhisemotionswereactive,hewasinagony。
Wheneverhewasnotinagony,thebusinessinhandhaddrivenoutofhismindbysheerforcealldeepreflectiononthesubjectofElfrideandlove。
Bythetimehetookhisreturnjourneyattheweek"send,Stephenhadverynearlyworkedhimselfuptoanintentiontocallandseeherfacetoface。Onthisoccasionalsoheadoptedhisfavouriteroute——bythelittlesummersteamerfromBristoltoCastleBoterel;thetimesavedbyspeedontherailwaybeingwastedatjunctions,andinfollowingadeviouscourse。
ItwasabrightsilenteveningatthebeginningofSeptemberwhenSmithagainsetfootinthelittletown。Hefeltinclinedtolingerawhileuponthequaybeforeascendingthehills,havingformedaromanticintentiontogohomebywayofherhouse,yetnotwishingtowanderinitsneighbourhoodtilltheeveningshadesshouldsufficientlyscreenhimfromobservation。
Andthuswaitingfornight"snearerapproach,hewatchedtheplacidscene,overwhichthepaleluminosityofthewestcastasorrowfulmonochrome,thatbecameslowlyembrownedbythedusk。A
starappeared,andanother,andanother。Theysparkledamidtheyardsandriggingofthetwocoalbrigslyingalangside,asiftheyhadbeentinylampssuspendedintheropes。Themastsrockedsleepilytotheinfinitesimalfluxofthetide,whichcluckedandgurgledwithidleregularityinnooksandholesoftheharbourwall。
Thetwilightwasnowquitepronouncedenoughforhispurpose;andas,rathersadatheart,hewasabouttomoveon,alittleboatcontainingtwopersonsglidedupthemiddleoftheharbourwiththelightnessofashadow。Theboatcameoppositehim,passedon,andtouchedthelanding-stepsatthefurtherend。Oneofitsoccupantswasaman,asStephenhadknownbytheeasystrokeoftheoars。Whenthepairascendedthesteps,andcameintogreaterprominence,hewasenabledtodiscernthatthesecondpersonagewasawoman;alsothatsheworeawhitedecoration——apparentlyafeather——inherhatorbonnet,whichspotofwhitewastheonlydistinctlyvisibleportionofherclothing。
Stephenremainedamomentintheirrear,andtheypassedon,whenhepursuedhiswayalso,andsoonforgotthecircumstance。Havingcrossedabridge,forsakenthehighroad,andenteredthefootpathwhichledupthevaletoWestEndelstow,heheardalittlewicketclicksoftlytogethersomeyardsahead。BythetimethatStephenhadreachedthewicketandpassedit,heheardanotherclickofpreciselythesamenaturefromanothergateyetfurtheron。
Clearlysomepersonorpersonswereprecedinghimalongthepath,theirfootstepsbeingrenderednoiselessbythesoftcarpetofturf。Stephennowwalkedalittlequicker,andperceivedtwoforms。Oneofthemborealoftthewhitefeatherhehadnoticedinthewoman"shatonthequay:theywerethecouplehehadseenintheboat。Stephendroppedalittlefurthertotherear。
Fromthebottomofthevalley,alongwhichthepathhadhithertolain,besidethemarginofthetricklingstreamlet,anotherpathnowdiverged,andascendedtheslopeoftheleft-handhill。ThisfootwayledonlytotheresidenceofMrs。Swancourtandacottageortwoinitsvicinity。Nograsscoveredthisdivergingpathinportionsofitslength,andStephenwasremindedthatthepairinfrontofhimhadtakenthisroutebytheoccasionalrattleofloosestonesundertheirfeet。Stephenclimbedinthesamedirection,butforsomeundefinedreasonhetrodmoresoftlythandidthoseprecedinghim。Hismindwasunconsciouslyinexerciseuponwhomthewomanmightbe——whetheravisitortoTheCrags,aservant,orElfride。Heputittohimselfyetmoreforcibly;
couldtheladybeElfride?Apossiblereasonforherunaccountablefailuretokeeptheappointmentwithhimreturnedwithpainfulforce。
Theyenteredthegroundsofthehousebythesidewicket,whencethepath,nowwideandwelltrimmed,woundfantasticallythroughtheshrubberytoanoctagonalpavilioncalledtheBelvedere,byreasonofthecomprehensiveviewovertheadjacentdistrictthatitsgreenseatsafforded。Thepathpassedthiserectionandwentontothehouseaswellastothegardener"scottageontheotherside,stragglingthencetoEastEndelstow;sothatStephenfeltnohesitationinenteringapromenadewhichcouldscarcelybecalledprivate。
Hefanciedthatheheardthegateopenandswingtogetheragainbehindhim。Turning,hesawnobody。
Thepeopleoftheboatcametothesummer-house。Oneofthemspoke。
"Iamafraidweshallgetascoldingforbeingsolate。"
Stepheninstantlyrecognisedthefamiliarvoice,richerandfullernowthanitusedtobe。"Elfride!"hewhisperedtohimself,andheldfastbyasapling,tosteadyhimselfundertheagitationherpresencecausedhim。Hisheartswervedfromitsbeat;heshunnedreceivingthemeaninghesought。
"Abreezeisrisingagain;howtheashtreerustles!"saidElfride。"Don"tyouhearit?Iwonderwhatthetimeis。"
Stephenrelinquishedthesapling。
Iwillgetalightandtellyou。Stepintothesummer-house;theairisquietthere。"
Thecadenceofthatvoice——itspeculiarityseemedtocomehometohimlikethatofsomenotesofthenorthernbirdsonhisreturntohisnativeclime,asanoldnaturalthingrenewed,yetnotparticularlynoticedasnaturalbeforethatrenewal。
TheyenteredtheBelvedere。Inthelowerpartitwasformedofclosewood-worknailedcrosswise,andhadopeningsintheupperbywayofwindows。
Thescratchofastrikinglightwasheard,andabrightglowradiatedfromtheinteriorofthebuilding。Thelightgavebirthtodancingleaf-shadows,stem-shadows,lustrousstreaks,dots,sparkles,andthreadsofsilversheenofallimaginablevarietyandtransience。Itawakenedgnats,whichflewtowardsit,revealedshinygossamerthreads,disturbedearthworms。Stephengavebutlittleattentiontothesephenomena,andlesstime。Hesawinthesummer-houseastronglyilluminatedpicture。
First,thefaceofhisfriendandpreceptorHenryKnight,betweenwhomandhimselfanestrangementhadarisen,notfromanydefinitecausesbeyondthoseofabsence,increasingage,anddivergingsympathies。
Next,hisbrightparticularstar,Elfride。ThefaceofElfridewasmorewomanlythanwhenshehadcalledherselfhis,butasclearandhealthyasever。Herplenteoustwinesofbeautifulhairwerelookingmuchasusual,withtheexceptionofaslightmodificationintheirarrangementindeferencetothechangesoffashion。
Theirtwoforeheadswereclosetogether,almosttouching,andbothwerelookingdown。Elfridewasholdingherwatch,Knightwasholdingthelightwithonehand,hisleftarmbeingroundherwaist。PartofthescenereachedStephen"seyesthroughthehorizontalbarsofwoodwork,whichcrossedtheirformsliketheribsofaskeleton。
Knight"sarmstolestillfurtherroundthewaistofElfride。
"Itishalf-pasteight,"shesaidinalowvoice,whichhadapeculiarmusicinit,seeminglybornofathrillofpleasureatthenewproofthatshewasbeloved。
Theflamedwindleddown,diedaway,andallwaswrappedinadarknesstowhichthegloombeforetheilluminationborenocomparisoninapparentdensity。Stephen,shatteredinspiritandsicktohisheart"scentre,turnedaway。Inturning,hesawashadowyoutlinebehindthesummer-houseontheotherside。Hiseyesgrewaccustomedtothedarkness。Wastheformahumanform,orwasitanopaquebushofjuniper?
Theloversarose,brushedagainstthelaurestines,andpursuedtheirwaytothehouse。Theindistinctfigurehadmoved,andnowpassedacrossSmith"sfront。Socompletelyenvelopedwastheperson,thatitwasimpossibletodiscernhimorheranymorethanasashape。Theshapeglidednoiselesslyon。
Stephensteppedforward,fearinganymischiefwasintendedtotheothertwo。"Whoareyou?"hesaid。
"NevermindwhoIam,"answeredaweakwhisperfromtheenvelopingfolds。"WHATIam,mayshebe!PerhapsIknewwell——ah,sowell!——
ayouthwhoseplaceyoutook,ashetherenowtakesyours。Willyouletherbreakyourheart,andbringyoutoanuntimelygrave,asshedidtheonebeforeyou?"
"YouareMrs。Jethway,Ithink。Whatdoyoudohere?Andwhydoyoutalksowildly?"
"Becausemyheartisdesolate,andnobodycaresaboutit。Mayhersbesothatbroughttroubleuponme!"
"Silence!"saidStephen,staunchtoElfrideinspiteofhimself"Shewouldharmnobodywilfully,neverwouldshe!Howdoyoucomehere?"
"Isawthetwocomingupthepath,andwantedtolearnifshewerenotoneofthem。CanIhelpdislikingherifIthinkofthepast?
CanIhelpwatchingherifIremembermyboy?CanIhelpill-
wishingherifIwell-wishhim?"
Thebowedformwenton,passedthroughthewicket,andwasenvelopedbytheshadowsofthefield。
StephenhadheardthatMrs。Jethway,sincethedeathofherson,hadbecomeacrazed,forlornwoman;andbestowingapityingthoughtuponher,hedismissedherfanciedwrongsfromhismind,butnothercondemnationofElfride"sfaithlessness。Thatenteredintoandmingledwiththesensationshisnewexperiencehadbegotten。Thetaletoldbythelittlescenehehadwitnessedranparallelwiththeunhappywoman"sopinion,which,howeverbaselessitmighthavebeenantecedently,hadbecometrueenoughasregardedhimself。
Aslowweightofdespair,asdistinctfromaviolentparoxysmasstarvationfromamortalshot,filledhimandwrunghimbodyandsoul。Thediscoveryhadnotbeenaltogetherunexpected,forthroughouthisanxietyofthelastfewdayssincethenightinthechurchyard,hehadbeeninclinedtoconstruetheuncertaintyunfavourablyforhimself。Hishopesforthebesthadbeenbutperiodicinterruptionstoachronicfearoftheworst。
Astrangeconcomitantofhismiserywasthesingularityofitsform。ThathisrivalshouldbeKnight,whomonceuponatimehehadadoredasamanisveryrarelyadoredbyanotherinmoderntimes,andwhomhelovednow,addeddeprecationtosorrow,andcynicismtoboth。HenryKnight,whosepraiseshehadsofrequentlytrumpetedinherears,ofwhomshehadactuallybeenjealous,lestsheherselfshouldbelessenedinStephen"sloveonaccountofhim,hadprobablywonherthemoreeasilybyreasonofthoseverypraiseswhichhehadonlyceasedtoutterbyhercommand。Shehadruledhimlikeaqueeninthatmatter,asinallothers。Stephencouldtellbyhermanner,briefashadbeenhisobservationofit,andbyherwords,fewastheywere,thatherpositionwasfardifferentwithKnight。Thatshelookedupatandadoredhernewloverfrombelowhispedestal,wasevenmoreperceptiblethanthatshehadsmileddownuponStephenfromaheightabovehim。