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A Pair of Blue Eyes
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第14章

ThesuddennessofElfride"srenunciationofhimselfwasfoodformoretorture。Toanunimpassionedoutsider,itadmittedofatleasttwointerpretations——itmighteitherhaveproceededfromanendeavourtobefaithfultoherfirstchoice,tilltheloverseenabsolutelyoverpoweredtheloverremembered,orfromawishnottolosehislovetillsureoftheloveofanother。ButtoStephenSmiththemotiveinvolvedinthelatteralternativemadeituntenablewhereElfridewastheactor。

Hemusedonherletterstohim,inwhichshehadnevermentionedasyllableconcerningKnight。Itisdesirable,however,toobservethatonlyintwoletterscouldshepossiblyhavedoneso。OnewaswrittenaboutaweekbeforeKnight"sarrival,when,thoughshedidnotmentionhispromisedcomingtoStephen,shehadhardlyadefinitereasoninhermindforneglectingtodoit。InthenextshedidcasuallyalludetoKnight。ButStephenhadleftBombaylongbeforethatletterarrived。

Stephenlookedattheblackformoftheadjacenthouse,whereitcutadarkpolygonalnotchoutofthesky,andfeltthathehatedthespot。Hedidnotknowmanyfactsofthecase,butcouldnothelpinstinctivelyassociatingElfride"sficklenesswiththemarriageofherfather,andtheirintroductiontoLondonsociety。

Heclosedtheirongateboundingtheshrubberyasnoiselesslyashehadopenedit,andwentintothegrassyfield。Herehecouldseetheoldvicarage,thehousealonethatwasassociatedwiththesweetpleasanttimeofhisincipientloveforElfride。Turningsadlyfromtheplacethatwasnolongeranookinwhichhisthoughtsmightnestlewhenhewasfaraway,hewanderedinthedirectionoftheeastvillage,toreachhisfather"shousebeforetheyretiredtorest。

Thenearestwaytothecottagewasbycrossingthepark。Hedidnothurry。Happinessfrequentlyhasreasonforhaste,butitisseldomthatdesolationneedscrambleorstrain。Sometimeshepausedunderthelow-hangingarmsofthetrees,lookingvacantlyontheground。

Stephenwasstandingthus,scarcelylesscrippledinthoughtthanhewasblankinvision,whenaclearsoundpermeatedthequietairabouthim,andspreadonfarbeyond。ThesoundwasthestrokeofabellfromthetowerofEastEndelstowChurch,whichstoodinadellnotfortyyardsfromLordLuxellian"smansion,andwithintheparkenclosure。Anotherstrokegreetedhisear,andgavecharactertoboth:thencameaslowsuccessionofthem。

"Somebodyisdead,"hesaidaloud。

Thedeath-knellofaninhabitantoftheeasternparishwasbeingtolled。

AnunusualfeatureinthetollingwasthatithadnotbeenbegunaccordingtothecustominEndelstowandotherparishesintheneighbourhood。Ateverydeaththesexandageofthedeceasedwereannouncedbyasystemofchanges。Threetimesthreestrokessignifiedthatthedepartedonewasaman;threetimestwo,awoman;twicethree,aboy;twicetwo,agirl。Theregularcontinuityofthetollingsuggestedthatitwastheresumptionratherthanthebeginningofaknell——theopeningportionofwhichStephenhadnotbeennearenoughtohear。

Themomentaryanxietyhehadfeltwithregardtohisparentspassedaway。Hehadlefttheminperfecthealth,andhadanyseriousillnessseizedeither,acommunicationwouldhavereachedhimerethis。Atthesametime,sincehiswayhomewardlayunderthechurchyardyews,heresolvedtolookintothebelfryinpassingby,andspeakawordtoMartinCannister,whowouldbethere。

Stephenreachedthebrowofthehill,andfeltinclinedtorenouncehisidea。Hismoodwassuchthattalkingtoanypersontowhomhecouldnotunburdenhimselfwouldbewearisome。

However,beforehecouldputanyinclinationintoeffect,theyoungmansawfromamidthetreesabrightlightshining,theraysfromwhichradiatedlikeneedlesthroughthesadplumyfoliageoftheyews。Itsdirectionwasfromthecentreofthechurchyard。

Stephenmechanicallywentforward。Nevercouldtherebeagreatercontrastbetweentwoplacesoflikepurposethanbetweenthisgraveyardandthatofthefurthervillage。Herethegrasswascarefullytended,andformedvirtuallyapartofthemanor-houselawn;flowersandshrubsbeingplantedindiscriminatelyoverboth,whilstthefewgravesvisibleweremathematicallyexactinshapeandsmoothness,appearinginthedaytimelikechinsnewlyshaven。

Therewasnowall,thedivisionbetweenGod"sAcreandLordLuxellian"sbeingmarkedonlybyafewsquarestonessetatequidistantpoints。Amongthosepersonswhohaveromanticsentimentsonthesubjectoftheirlastdwelling-place,probablythegreaternumberwouldhavechosensuchaspotasthisinpreferencetoanyother:afewwouldhavefanciedaconstraintinitstrimneatness,andwouldhavepreferredthewildhill-topoftheneighbouringsite,withNatureinhermostnegligentattire。

Thelightinthechurchyardhenextdiscoveredtohaveitssourceinapointveryneartheground,andStephenimagineditmightcomefromalanternintheinteriorofapartly-duggrave。Butanearerapproachshowedhimthatitspositionwasimmediatelyunderthewalloftheaisle,andwithinthemouthofanarchway。Hecouldnowhearvoices,andthetruthofthewholematterbegantodawnuponhim。Walkingontowardstheopening,Smithdiscernedonhislefthandaheapofearth,andbeforehimaflightofstonestepswhichtheremovedearthhaduncovered,leadingdownundertheedifice。Itwastheentrancetoalargefamilyvault,extendingunderthenorthaisle。

Stephenhadneverbeforeseenitopen,anddescendingoneortwostepsstoopedtolookunderthearch。Thevaultappearedtobecrowdedwithcoffins,withtheexceptionofanopencentralspace,whichhadbeennecessarilykeptfreeforingressandaccesstothesides,roundthreeofwhichthecoffinswerestackedinstonebinsorniches。

Theplacewaswelllightedwithcandlesstuckinslipsofwoodthatwerefastenedtothewall。Onmakingthedescentofanotherstepthelivinginhabitantsofthevaultwererecognizable。Theywerehisfatherthemaster-mason,anunder-mason,MartinCannister,andtwoorthreeyoungandoldlabouring-men。Crowbarsandworkmen"shammerswerescatteredabout。Thewholecompany,sittingroundoncoffinswhichhadbeenremovedfromtheirplaces,apparentlyforsomealterationorenlargementofthevault,wereeatingbreadandcheese,anddrinkingalefromacupwithtwohandles,passedroundfromeachtoeach。

"Whoisdead?"Stepheninquired,steppingdown。

ChapterXXVI

"Tothatlastnothingunderearth。"

AlleyeswereturnedtotheentranceasStephenspoke,andtheancient-manneredconclavescrutinizedhiminquiringly。

"Why,"tisourStephen!"saidhisfather,risingfromhisseat;

and,stillretainingthefrothymuginhislefthand,heswungforwardhisrightforagrasp。"Yourmotherisexpectingye——

thoughtyouwouldhavecomeaforedark。Butyou"llwaitandgohomewithme?Ihaveallbutdonefortheday,andwasgoingdirectly。"

"Yes,"tisMasterStephy,sureenough。Gladtoseeyousosoonagain,MasterSmith,"saidMartinCannister,chasteningthegladnessexpressedinhiswordsbyastrictneutralityofcountenance,inordertoharmonizethefeelingasmuchaspossiblewiththesolemnityofafamilyvault。

"Thesametoyou,Martin;andyou,William,"saidStephen,noddingaroundtotherest,who,havingtheirmouthsfullofbreadandcheese,wereofnecessitycompelledtoreplymerelybycompressingtheireyestofriendlylinesandwrinkles。

"Andwhoisdead?"Stephenrepeated。

"LadyLuxellian,poorgentlewoman,asweallshall,saidtheunder-mason。"Ay,andwebegoingtoenlargethevaulttomakeroomforher。"

"Whendidshedie?"

"Earlythismorning,"hisfatherreplied,withanappearanceofrecurringtoachronicthought。"Yes,thismorning。Martinhevbeentollingeversince,almost。There,"twasexpected。Shewasverylimber。"

"Ay,poorsoul,thismorning,"resumedtheunder-mason,amarvellouslyoldman,whoseskinseemedsomuchtoolargeforhisbodythatitwouldnotstayinposition。"Shemustknowbythistimewhethershe"stogoupordown,poorwoman。"

"Whatwasherage?"

"Notmorethansevenoreightandtwentybycandlelight。But,Lord!byday"awasfortyif"awereanhour。"

"Ay,night-timeorday-timemakesadifferenceoftwentyyearstorichfeymels,"observedMartin。

"Shewasoneandthirtyreally,"saidJohnSmith。"Ihaditfromthemthatknow。"

"Notmorethanthat!"

""Alookedverybad,poorlady。Infaith,yemightsayshewasdeadforyearsafore"awouldownit。"

"Asmyoldfatherusedtosay,"dead,butwouldn"tdropdown。”"

"Iseedher,poorsoul,"saidalabourerfrombehindsomeremovedcoffins,"onlybutlastValentine"s-dayofalltheworld。"Awasarmincrookwi"mylord。Isaystomyself,"YoubeticketedChurchyard,mynoblelady,althoughyoudon"tdreamon"t。”"

"Isupposemylordwillwritetoalltheotherlordsanointedinthenation,tolet"emknowthatshethatwasisnownomore?"

""Tisdoneandpast。Iseeabundleoflettersgooffanhourafterthedeath。Sichwonderfulblackrimsastheylettershad——

half-an-inchwide,attheveryleast。"

"Toomuch,"observedMartin。"Inshort,"tisoutofthequestionthatahumanbeingcanbesomournfulasblackedgeshalf-an-inchwide。I"msurepeopledon"tfeelmorethanaverynarrowborderwhentheyfeelsmostofall。"

"Andtherearetwolittlegirls,aretherenot?"saidStephen。

"Niceclanelittlefaces!——leftmotherlessnow。"

"TheyusedtocometoParsonSwancourt"stoplaywithMissElfridewhenIwerethere,"saidWilliamWorm。"Ah,theydidso"s!"Thelattersentencewasintroducedtoaddthenecessarymelancholytoaremarkwhich,intrinsically,couldhardlybemadetopossessenoughfortheoccasion。"Yes,"continuedWorm,"they"drunupstairs,they"drundown;flittingaboutwithhereverywhere。

Veryfondofher,theywere。Ah,well!"

"Fonderthanevertheywereoftheirmother,so"tissaidhereandthere,"addedalabourer。

"Well,yousee,"tisnatural。LadyLuxellianstoodalooffrom"emso——wassodrowsy-like,thattheycouldn"tloveherinthejolly-

companionwaychildrenwanttolikefolks。OnlylastwinterI

seedMissElfridetalkingtomyladyandthetwochildren,andMissElfridewipedtheirnosesforem"SOcareful——myladyneveronceseeingthatitwanteddoing;and,naturally,childrentaketopeoplethat"stheirbestfriend。"

"Beas"twill,thewomanisdeadandgone,andwemustmakeaplaceforher,"saidJohn。"Come,lads,drinkupyourale,andwe"lljustridthiscorner,soastohaveallclearforbeginningatthewall,assoonas"tislightto-morrow。"

StephenthenaskedwhereLadyLuxellianwastolie。

"Here,"saidhisfather。"Wearegoingtosetbackthiswallandmakearecess;and"tisenoughforustodobeforethefuneral。

Whenmylord"smotherdied,shesaid,"John,theplacemustbeenlargedbeforeanothercanbeputin。”But"aneverexpected"twouldbewantedsosoon。BettermoveLordGeorgefirst,I

suppose,Simeon?"

Hepointedwithhisfoottoaheavycoffin,coveredwithwhathadoriginallybeenredvelvet,thecolourofwhichcouldonlyjustbedistinguishednow。

"Justasyethinkbest,MasterJohn,"repliedtheshrivelledmason。"Ah,poorLordGeorge!"hecontinued,lookingcontemplativelyatthehugecoffin;"heandIwereasbitterenemiesonceasanycouldbewhenoneisalordandt"otheronlyamortalman。Poorfellow!He"dclaphishanduponmyshoulderandcussmeasfamilialandneighbourlyasifhe"dbeenacommonchap。

Ay,"acussedmeuphilland"acussedmedown;andthen"awouldraveoutagain,andthegooldclampsofhisfinenewteethwouldglisteninthesunlikefettersofbrass,whileI,beingasmallmanandpoor,wasfaintosaynothingatall。Suchastrappenfinegentlemanashewastoo!Yes,Iratherlikedensometimes。

Butoncenowandthen,whenIlookedathistoweringheight,I"dthinkinmyinside,"Whataweightyou"llbe,mylord,forourarmstolowerundertheaisleofEndelstowChurchsomeday!""

"Andwashe?"inquiredayounglabourer。

"Hewas。Hewasfivehundredweightif"awereapound。Whatwithhislead,andhisoak,andhishandles,andhisonethingandt"other"——heretheancientmanslappedhishanduponthecoverwithaforcethatcausedarattleamongthebonesinside——"hehalfbrokemybackwhenItookhisfeettolowerendownthestepsthere。"Ah,"saithItoJohnthere——didn"tI,John?——"thateveroneman"sgloryshouldbesuchaweightuponanotherman!"Butthere,IlikedmylordGeorgesometimes。"

""Tisastrangethought,"saidanother,"thatwhiletheybeallhereunderoneroof,asnugunitedfamilyo"Luxellians,theybereallyscatteredmilesawayfromoneanotherintheformofgoodsheepandwickedgoats,isn"tit?"

"True;"tisathoughttolookat。"

"Andthatone,ifhe"sgoneupward,don"tknowwhathiswifeisdoingnomorethanthemaninthemoonifshe"sgonedownward。

Andthatsomeunfortunateoneinthehotplaceisa-holleringacrosstoaluckyoneupintheclouds,andquiteforgettingtheirbodiesbeboxedclosetogetherallthetime。"

"Ay,"tisathoughttolookat,too,thatIcansay"Hullo!"closetofieryLordGeorge,and"acan"thearme。"

"AndthatIbeeatingmyonionclosetodaintyLadyJane"snose,andshecan"tsmellme。"

"Whatdo"emputalltheirheadsonewayfor?"inquiredayoungman。

"Because"tischurchyardlaw,yousimple。Thelawofthelivingis,thatamanshallbeuprightanddown-right,andthelawofthedeadis,thatamanshallbeeastandwest。Everystateofsocietyhaveitslaws。"

"Wemustbreakthelawwi"afewofthepoorsouls,however。

Come,buckleto,"saidthemaster-mason。

Andtheysettoworkanew。

Theorderofintermentcouldbedistinctlytracedbyobservingtheappearanceofthecoffinsastheylaypiledaround。Onthosewhichhadbeenstandingtherebutagenerationortwothetrappingsstillremained。Thoseofanearlierperiodshowedbarewood,withafewtatteredragsdanglingtherefrom。Earlierstill,thewoodlayinfragmentsontheflooroftheniche,andthecoffinconsistedofnakedleadalone;whilstinthecaseoftheveryoldest,eventheleadwasbulgingandcrackinginpieces,revealingtothecuriouseyeaheapofdustwithin。Theshieldsuponmanywerequiteloose,andremovablebythehand,theirlustrelesssurfacesstillindistinctlyexhibitingthenameandtitleofthedeceased。

Overheadthegroinsandconcavitiesofthearchescurvedinalldirections,droppinglowtowardsthewalls,wheretheheightwasnomorethansufficienttoenableapersontostandupright。

ThebodyofGeorgethefourteenthbaron,togetherwithtwoorthreeothers,allofmorerecentdatethanthegreatbulkofcoffinspiledthere,had,forwantofroom,beenplacedattheendofthevaultontressels,andnotinnichesliketheothers。

Theseitwasnecessarytoremove,toformbehindthemthechamberinwhichtheywereultimatelytobedeposited。Stephen,findingtheplaceandproceedingsinkeepingwiththesombrecoloursofhismind,waitedtherestill。

"Simeon,IsupposeyoucanmindpoorLadyElfride,andhowsheranawaywiththeactor?"saidJohnSmith,afterawhile。"Ithinkitfelluponthetimemyfatherwassextonhere。Letussee——whereisshe?"

"Heresomewhere,"returnedSimeon,lookingroundhim。

"Why,I"vegotmyarmsroundtheverygentlewomanatthismoment。"

Heloweredtheendofthecoffinhewasholding,wipedhisface,andthrowingamorselofrottenwooduponanotherasanindicator,continued:"That"sherhusbandthere。Theywasasfairacoupleasyoushouldseeanywhereroundabout;andagood-heartedpairlikewise。Ay,Icanmindit,thoughIwasbutachielatthetime。Shefellinlovewiththisyoungmanofhers,andtheirbannswereaskedinsomechurchinLondon;andtheoldlordherfatheractuallyheard"emaskedthethreetimes,anddidn"tnoticehername,beinggabbledonwi"ahostofothers。Whenshehadmarriedshetoldherfather,and"afleedintoamonstrousrage,andsaidsheshouldn"haeafarthing。LadyElfridesaidshedidn"tthinkofwishingit;ifhe"dforgieher"twasallsheasked,andasforaliving,shewascontenttoplayplayswithherhusband。Thisfrightenedtheoldlord,and"agie"d"emahousetolivein,andagreatgarden,andalittlefieldortwo,andacarriage,andagoodfewguineas。Well,thepoorthingdiedatherfirstgossiping,andherhusband——whowasastender-heartedamanasevereatmeat,andwouldhavediedforher——wentwildinhismind,andbrokehisheart(so"twassaid)。Anyhow,theywereburiedthesameday——fatherandmother——butthebabylived。Ay,mylord"sfamilymademuchofthatmanthen,andputhimherewithhiswife,andthereinthecornerthemanisnow。TheSundayaftertherewasafuneralsermon:thetextwas,"Oreverthesilvercordbeloosed,orthegoldenbowlbebroken;"andwhen"twaspreachingthemendrewtheirhandsacrosstheireyesseveraltimes,andeverywomancriedoutloud。"

"Andwhatbecameofthebaby?"saidStephen,whohadfrequentlyheardportionsofthestory。

"Shewasbroughtupbyhergrandmother,andaprettymaidshewere。Andshemustneedsrunawaywiththecurate——ParsonSwancourtthatisnow。Thenhergrandmotherdied,andthetitleandeverythingwentawaytoanotherbranchofthefamilyaltogether。ParsonSwancourtwastedagooddealofhiswife"smoney,andshelefthimMissElfride。Thattrickofrunningawayseemstobehandeddowninfamilies,likecrazinessorgout。Andtheytwowomenbealikeaspeas。"

"Whichtwo?"

"LadyElfrideandyoungMissthat"salivenow。Thesamehairandeyes:butMissElfride"smotherwasdarkeragooddeal。"

"Life"sastranglebubble,yesee,"saidWilliamWormmusingly。

"ForiftheLord"sanointmenthaddescendeduponwomeninsteadofmen,MissElfridewouldbeLordLuxellian——Lady,Imane。Butasitis,thebloodisrunout,andshe"snothingtotheLuxellianfamilybylaw,whatevershemaybebygospel。"

"Iusedtofancy,"saidSimeon,"whenIseedMissElfridehuggingthelittleladyships,thattherewasalikeness;butIsuppose"twasonlymydream,foryearsmusthavealteredtheoldfamilyshape。"

"Andnowwe"llmovethesetwo,andhome-along,"interposedJohnSmith,reviving,asbecameamaster,thespiritoflabour,whichhadshowedunmistakablesignsofbeingnearlyvanquishedbythespiritofchat,"Theflagonofalewedon"twantwe"llletbideheretillto-morrow;noneofthepoorsoulswilltouchit"ab"lieve。"

Sotheevening"sworkwasconcluded,andthepartydrewfromtheabodeofthequietdead,closingtheoldirondoor,andshootingthelockloudlyintothehugecopperstaple——anincongruousactofimprisonmenttowardsthosewhohadnodreamsofescape。

ChapterXXVII

"HowshouldIgreetthee?"

Lovefrequentlydiesoftimealone——muchmorefrequentlyofdisplacement。WithElfrideSwancourt,apowerfulreasonwhythedisplacementshouldbesuccessfulwasthatthenew-comerwasagreatermanthanthefirst。BythesideoftheinstructiveandpiquantsnubbingsshereceivedfromKnight,Stephen"sgeneralagreeablenessseemedwatery;bythesideofKnight"ssparelove-

making,Stephen"scontinualoutflowseemedlackadaisical。Shehadbeguntosighforsomebodyfurtheroninmanhood。Stephenwashardlyenoughofaman。

Perhapstherewasapronenesstoinconstancyinhernature——anature,tothosewhocontemplateitfromastandpointbeyondtheinfluenceofthatinconstancy,themostexquisiteofallinitsplasticityandreadysympathies。Partly,too,Stephen"sfailuretomakehisholdonherheartapermanentonewashistootimidhabitofdispraisinghimselfbesideher——apeculiaritywhich,exercisedtowardssensiblemen,stirsakindlychordofattachmentthatamarkedassertivenesswouldleaveuntouched,butinevitablyleadsthemostsensiblewomanintheworldtoundervaluehimwhopractisesit。Directlydomineeringceasesintheman,snubbingbeginsinthewoman;thetritebutnolessunfortunatefactbeingthatthegentlercreaturerarelyhasthecapacitytoappreciatefairtreatmentfromhernaturalcomplement。TheabidingperceptionofthepositionofStephen"sparentshad,ofcourse,alittletodowithElfride"srenunciation。Tosuchgirlspovertymaynotbe,astothemoreworldlymassesofhumanity,asininitself;butitisasin,becausegracefulanddaintymannersseldomexistinsuchanatmosphere。Fewwomenofoldfamilycanbethoroughlytaughtthatafinesoulmaywearasmock-frock,andanadmittedlycommonmaninoneisbutawormintheireyes。JohnSmith"sroughhandsandclothes,hiswife"sdialect,thenecessarynarrownessoftheirways,beingconstantlyunderElfride"snotice,werenotwithouttheirdeflectinginfluence。

Onreachinghomeaftertheperilousadventurebythesea-shore,Knighthadfeltunwell,andretiredalmostimmediately。Theyoungladywhohadsomateriallyassistedhimhaddonethesame,butshereappeared,properlyclothed,aboutfiveo"clock。Shewanderedrestlesslyaboutthehouse,butnotonaccountoftheirjointnarrowescapefromdeath。Thestormwhichhadtornthetreehadmerelybowedthereed,andwiththedeliveranceofKnightalldeepthoughtoftheaccidenthadlefther。Themutualavowalwhichithadbeenthemeansofprecipitatingoccupiedafarlongerlengthofhermeditations。

Elfride"sdisquietnowwasonaccountofthatmiserablepromisetomeetStephen,whichreturnedlikeaspectreagainandagain。TheperceptionofhislittlenessbesideKnightgrewuponheralarmingly。Shenowthoughthowsoundhadbeenherfather"sadvicetohertogivehimup,andwasaspassionatelydesirousoffollowingitasshehadhithertobeenaverse。PerhapsthereisnothingmorehardeningtothetoneofyoungmindsthanthustodiscoverhowtheirdearestandstrongestwishesbecomegraduallyattunedbyTimetheCynictotheverynoteofsomeselfishpolicywhichinearlierdaystheydespised。

Thehourofappointmentcame,andwithitacrisis;andwiththecrisisacollapse。

"Godforgiveme——Ican"tmeetStephen!"sheexclaimedtoherself。

"Idon"tlovehimless,butIloveMr。Knightmore!"

Yes:shewouldsaveherselffromamannotfitforher——inspiteofvows。Shewouldobeyherfather,andhavenomoretodowithStephenSmith。Thusthefickleresolveshowedsignsofassumingthecomplexionofavirtue。

ThefollowingdayswerepassedwithoutanydefiniteavowalfromKnight"slips。SuchsolitarywalksandscenesasthatwitnessedbySmithinthesummer-housewerefrequent,buthecourtedhersointangiblythattoanybutsuchadelicateperceptionasElfride"sitwouldhaveappearednocourtshipatall。Thetimenowreallybegantobesweetwithher。Shedismissedthesenseofsininherpastactions,andwasautomaticintheintoxicationofthemoment。

ThefactthatKnightmadenoactualdeclarationwasnodrawback。

Knowingsincethebetrayalofhissentimentsthatloveforherreallyexisted,shepreferreditforthepresentinitsformofessence,andwaswillingtoavoidforawhilethegrossermediumofwords。Theirfeelingshavingbeenforcedtoaratherprematuredemonstration,areactionwasindulgedinbyboth。

Butnosoonerhadshegotridofhertroubledconscienceonthematteroffaithlessnessthananewanxietyconfrontedher。ItwaslestKnightshouldaccidentallymeetStephenintheparish,andthatherselfshouldbethesubjectofdiscourse。

Elfride,learningKnightmorethoroughly,perceivedthat,farfromhavinganotionofStephen"sprecedence,hehadnoideathatshehadeverbeenwooedbeforebyanybody。Onordinaryoccasionsshehadatonguesofrankastoshowherwholemind,andamindsostraightforwardastorevealherhearttoitsinnermostshrine。

Butthetimeforachangehadcome。SheneveralludedtoevenaknowledgeofKnight"sfriend。Whenwomenaresecrettheyaresecretindeed;andmoreoftenthannottheyonlybegintobesecretwiththeadventofasecondlover。

Theelopementwasnowaspectreworsethanthefirst,and,liketheSpiritinGlenfinlas,itwaxedtallerwitheveryattempttolayit。HernaturalhonestyinvitedhertoconfideinKnight,andtrusttohisgenerosityforforgiveness:sheknewalsothatasmerepolicyitwouldbebettertotellhimearlyifhewastobetoldatall。Thelongerherconcealmentthemoredifficultwouldbetherevelation。Butsheputitoff。Theintensefearwhichaccompaniesintenseloveinyoungwomenwastoostrongtoallowtheexerciseofamoralqualityantagonistictoitself:

"Whereloveisgreat,thelittlestdoubtsarefear;

Wherelittlefearsgrowgreat,greatlovegrowsthere。"

Thematchwaslookeduponasmadebyherfatherandmother。Thevicarrememberedherpromisetorevealthemeaningofthetelegramshehadreceived,andtwodaysafterthesceneinthesummer-

house,askedherpointedly。Shewasfrankwithhimnow。

"IhadbeencorrespondingwithStephenSmitheversinceheleftEngland,tilllately,"shecalmlysaid。

"What!"criedthevicaraghast;"undertheeyesofMr。Knight,too?"

"No;whenIfoundIcaredmostforMr。Knight,Iobeyedyou。"

"Youwereverykind,I"msure。WhendidyoubegintolikeMr。

Knight?"

"Idon"tseethatthatisapertinentquestion,papa;thetelegramwasfromtheshippingagent,andwasnotsentatmyrequest。Itannouncedthearrivalofthevesselbringinghimhome。"

"Home!What,ishehere?"

"Yes;inthevillage,Ibelieve。"

"Hashetriedtoseeyou?"

"Onlybyfairmeans。Butdon"t,papa,questionmeso!Itistorture。"

"Iwillonlysayonewordmore,"hereplied。"Haveyoumethim?"

"Ihavenot。Icanassureyouthatatthepresentmomentthereisnomoreofanunderstandingbetweenmeandtheyoungmanyousomuchdislikedthanbetweenhimandyou。Youtoldmetoforgethim;andIhaveforgottenhim。"

"Oh,well;thoughyoudidnotobeymeinthebeginning,youareagoodgirl,Elfride,inobeyingmeatlast。"

"Don"tcallme"good,"papa,"shesaidbitterly;"youdon"tknow——

andthelesssaidaboutsomethingsthebetter。Remember,Mr。

Knightknowsnothingabouttheother。Oh,howwrongitallis!I

don"tknowwhatIamcomingto。"

"Asmattersstand,Ishouldbeinclinedtotellhim;or,atanyrate,Ishouldnotalarmmyselfabouthisknowing。HefoundouttheotherdaythatthiswastheparishyoungSmith"sfatherlivesin——whatputsyouinsuchaflurry?"

"Ican"tsay;butpromise——praydon"tlethimknow!Itwouldbemyruin!"

"Pooh,child。Knightisagoodfellowandacleverman;butatthesametimeitdoesnotescapemyperceptionsthatheisnogreatcatchforyou。Menofhisturnofmindarenothingsowonderfulinthewayofhusbands。Ifyouhadchosentowait,youmighthavematedwithamuchwealthierman。Butremember,Ihavenotawordtosayagainstyourhavinghim,ifyoulikehim。

Charlotteisdelighted,asyouknow。"

"Well,papa,"shesaid,smilinghopefullythroughasigh,"itisnicetofeelthatingivingwayto——tocaringforhim,Ihavepleasedmyfamily。ButIamnotgood;ohno,Iamveryfarfromthat!"

"Noneofusaregood,Iamsorrytosay,"saidherfatherblandly;

"butgirlshaveacharteredrighttochangetheirminds,youknow。

Ithasbeenrecognizedbypoetsfromtimeimmemorial。Catullussays,"Muliercupidoquoddicitamanti,invento——"Whatamemorymineis!However,thepassageis,thatawoman"swordstoaloverareasamatterofcoursewrittenonlyonwindandwater。Nowdon"tbetroubledaboutthat,Elfride。"

"Ah,youdon"tknow!"

Theyhadbeenstandingonthelawn,andKnightwasnowseenlingeringsomewaydownawindingwalk。WhenElfridemethim,itwaswithamuchgreaterlightnessofheart;thingsweremorestraightforwardnow。Theresponsibilityofherficklenessseemedpartlyshiftedfromherownshoulderstoherfather"s。Still,therewereshadows。

"Ah,couldhehaveknownhowfarIwentwithStephen,andyethavesaidthesame,howmuchhappierIshouldbe!"Thatwasherprevailingthought。

Intheafternoontheloverswentouttogetheronhorsebackforanhourortwo;andthoughnotwishingtobeobserved,byreasonofthelatedeathofLadyLuxellian,whosefuneralhadtakenplaceveryprivatelyonthepreviousday,theyyetfounditnecessarytopassEastEndelstowChurch。

Thestepstothevault,ashasbeenstated,wereontheoutsideofthebuilding,immediatelyundertheaislewall。Beingonhorseback,bothKnightandElfridecouldoverlooktheshrubswhichscreenedthechurch-yard。

"Look,thevaultseemsstilltobeopen,"saidKnight。

"Yes,itisopen,"sheanswered"Whoisthatmanclosebyit?Themason,Isuppose?"

"Yes。"

"IwonderifitisJohnSmith,Stephen"sfather?"

"Ibelieveitis,"saidElfride,withapprehension。

"Ah,andcanitbe?Ishouldliketoinquirehowhisson,mytruantprotege",isgoingon。Andfromyourfather"sdescriptionofthevault,theinteriormustbeinteresting。Supposewegoin。"

"Hadwebetter,doyouthink?MaynotLordLuxellianbethere?"

"Itisnotatalllikely。"

Elfridethenassented,sinceshecoulddonothingelse。Herheart,whichatfirsthadquailedinconsternation,recovereditselfwhensheconsideredthecharacterofJohnSmith。Aquietunassumingman,hewouldbesuretoacttowardsherasbeforethoselovepassageswithhisson,whichmighthavegivenamorepretentiousmechanicairs。SowithoutmuchalarmshetookKnight"sarmafterdismounting,andwentwithhimbetweenandoverthegraves。Themaster-masonrecognizedherassheapproached,and,asusual,liftedhishatrespectfully。

"IknowyoutobeMr。Smith,myformerfriendStephen"sfather,"

saidKnight,directlyhehadscannedtheembrownedandruddyfeaturesofJohn。

"Yes,sir,Ib"lieveIbe。"

"Howisyoursonnow?IhaveonlyonceheardfromhimsincehewenttoIndia。Idaresayyouhaveheardhimspeakofme——Mr。

Knight,whobecameacquaintedwithhimsomeyearsagoinExonbury。"

"Ay,thatIhave。Stephenisverywell,thankyou,sir,andhe"sinEngland;infact,he"sathome。Inshort,sir,he"sdowninthevaultthere,a-lookingatthedepartedcoffins。"

Elfride"sheartflutteredlikeabutterfly。

Knightlookedamazed。"Well,thatisextraordinary。"hemurmured。

"DidheknowIwasintheparish?"

"Ireallycan"tsay,sir,"saidJohn,wishinghimselfoutoftheentanglementherathersuspectedthanthoroughlyunderstood。

"Woulditbeconsideredanintrusionbythefamilyifwewentintothevault?"

"Oh,blessye,no,sir;scoresoffolkhavebeensteppingdown。

"Tisleftopena-purpose。"

"Wewillgodown,Elfride。"

"Iamafraidtheairisclose,"shesaidappealingly。

"Ohno,ma"am,"saidJohn。"Wewhite-limedthewallsandarchestheday"twasopened,aswealwaysdo,andagainonthemorningofthefuneral;theplaceisassweetasagranary。

"ThenIshouldlikeyoutoaccompanyme,Elfie;havingoriginallysprungfromthefamilytoo。"

"Idon"tlikegoingwheredeathissoemphaticallypresent。I"llstaybythehorseswhilstyougoin;theymaygetloose。"

"Whatnonsense!Ihadnoideayoursentimentsweresoflimsilyformedastobeperturbedbyafewremnantsofmortality;butstayout,ifyouaresoafraid,byallmeans。"

"Ohno,Iamnotafraid;don"tsaythat。"

Sheheldmiserablytohisarm,thinkingthat,perhaps,therevelationmightaswellcomeatonceastenminuteslater,forStephenwouldbesuretoaccompanyhisfriendtohishorse。

Atfirst,thegloomofthevault,whichwaslightedonlybyacoupleofcandles,wastoogreattoadmitoftheirseeinganythingdistinctly;butwithafurtheradvanceKnightdiscerned,infrontoftheblackmassesliningthewalls,ayoungmanstanding,andwritinginapocket-book。

Knightsaidoneword:"Stephen!"

StephenSmith,notbeinginsuchabsoluteignoranceofKnight"swhereaboutsasKnighthadbeenofSmith"sinstantlyrecognizedhisfriend,andknewbyrotetheoutlinesofthefairwomanstandingbehindhim。

Stephencameforwardandshookhimbythehand,withoutspeaking。

"Whyhaveyounotwritten,myboy?"saidKnight,withoutinanywaysignifyingElfride"spresencetoStephen。Totheessayist,Smithwasstillthecountryladwhomhehadpatronizedandtended;

onetowhomtheformalpresentationofaladybetrothedtohimselfwouldhaveseemedincongruousandabsurd。

"Whyhaven"tyouwrittentome?"saidStephen。

"Ah,yes。Whyhaven"tI?whyhaven"twe?That"salwaysthequerywhichwecannotclearlyanswerwithoutanunsatisfactorysenseofourinadequacies。However,Ihavenotforgottenyou,Smith。Andnowwehavemet;andwemustmeetagain,andhavealongerchatthanthiscanconvenientlybe。Imustknowallyouhavebeendoing。Thatyonhavethriven,Iknow,andyoumustteachmetheway。"

Elfridestoodinthebackground。Stephenhadreadthepositionataglance,andimmediatelyguessedthatshehadnevermentionedhisnametoKnight。Histactinavoidingcatastropheswasthechiefqualitywhichmadehimintellectuallyrespectable,inwhichqualityhefartranscendedKnight;andhedecidedthatatranquilissueoutoftheencounter,withoutanyharrowingofthefeelingsofeitherKnightorElfride,wastobeattemptedifpossible。HisoldsenseofindebtednesstoKnighthadneverwhollyforsakenhim;

hisloveforElfridewasgenerousnow。

Asfarashedaredlookathermovementshesawthatherbearingtowardshimwouldbedictatedbyhisowntowardsher;andifheactedasastrangershewoulddolikewiseasameansofdeliverance。Circumstancesfavouringthiscourse,itwasdesirablealsotoberatherreservedtowardsKnight,toshortenthemeetingasmuchaspossible。

"Iamafraidthatmytimeisalmosttooshorttoallowevenofsuchapleasure,"hesaid。"Ileavehereto-morrow。AnduntilI

startfortheContinentandIndia,whichwillbeinafortnight,I

shallhavehardlyamomenttospare。"

Knight"sdisappointmentanddissatisfiedlooksatthisreplysentapangthroughStephenasgreatasanyhehadfeltatthesightofElfride。Thewordsaboutshortnessoftimewereliterallytrue,buttheirtonewasfarfrombeingso。HewouldhavebeengratifiedtotalkwithKnightasinpasttimes,andsawasadeadlosstohimselfthat,tosavethewomanwhocarednothingforhim,hewasdeliberatelythrowingawayhisfriend。

"Oh,Iamsorrytohearthat,"saidKnight,inachangedtone。

"Butofcourse,ifyouhaveweightyconcernstoattendto,theymustnotbeneglected。Andifthisistobeourfirstandlastmeeting,letmesaythatIwishyousuccesswithallmyheart!"

Knight"swarmthrevivedtowardstheend;thesolemnimpressionshewasbeginningtoreceivefromthescenearoundthemabstractingfromhisheartasapuerilityanymomentaryvexationatwords。

"Itisastrangeplaceforustomeetin,"hecontinued,lookingroundthevault。

Stephenbrieflyassented,andtherewasasilence。Theblackenedcoffinswerenowrevealedmoreclearlythanatfirst,thewhitenedwallsandarchesthrowingthemforwardinstrongrelief。Itwasascenewhichwasrememberedbyallthreeasanindeliblemarkintheirhistory。Knight,withanabstractedface,wasstandingbetweenhiscompanions,thoughalittleinadvanceofthem,Elfridebeingonhisrighthand,andStephenSmithonhisleft。

Thewhitedaylightonhisrightsidegleamedfaintlyin,andwastonedtoabluenessbycontrastwiththeyellowraysfromthecandleagainstthewall。Elfride,timidlyshrinkingback,andnearesttheentrance,receivedmostofthelighttherefrom,whilstStephenwasentirelyincandlelight,andtohimthespotofouterskyvisibleabovethestepswasasasteelybluepatch,andnothingmore。

"Ihavebeenheretwoorthreetimessinceitwasopened,"saidStephen。"Myfatherwasengagedinthework,youknow。"

"Yes。Whatareyoudoing?"Knightinquired,lookingatthenote-

bookandpencilStephenheldinhishand。

"Ihavebeensketchingafewdetailsinthechurch,andsincethenIhavebeencopyingthenamesfromsomeofthecoffinshere。

BeforeIleftEnglandIusedtodoagooddealofthissortofthing。"

"Yes;ofcourse。Ah,that"spoorLadyLuxellian,Isuppose。"

Knightpointedtoacoffinoflightsatin-wood,whichstoodonthestonesleepersinthenewniche。"Andtheremainderofthefamilyareonthisside。Whoarethosetwo,sosnugandclosetogether?"

Stephen"svoicealteredslightlyashereplied"That"sLadyElfrideKingsmore——bornLuxellian,andthatisArthur,herhusband。Ihaveheardmyfathersaythatthey——he——ranawaywithher,andmarriedheragainstthewishofherparents。"

"ThenIimaginethistobewhereyougotyourChristianname,MissSwancourt?"saidKnight,turningtoher。"IthinkyoutoldmeitwasthreeorfourgenerationsagothatyourfamilybranchedofffromtheLuxellians?"

"Shewasmygrandmother,"saidElfride,vainlyendeavouringtomoistenherdrylipsbeforeshespoke。Elfridehadthentheconscience-strickenlookofGuido"sMagdalen,rendereduponamorechildlikeform。ShekeptherfacepartiallyawayfromKnightandStephen,andsethereyesupontheskyvisibleoutside,asifhersalvationdependeduponquicklyreachingit。HerlefthandrestedlightlywithinKnight"sarm,halfwithdrawn,fromasenseofshameatclaiminghimbeforeheroldlover,yetunwillingtorenouncehim;sothatherglovemerelytouchedhissleeve。""Canonebepardoned,andretaintheoffence?""quotedElfride"sheartthen。

Conversationseemedtohavenoself-sustainingpower,andwentonintheshapeofdisjointedremarks。"One"smindgetsthrongedwiththoughtswhilestandingsosolemnlyhere,"Knightsaid,inameasuredquietvoice。"Howmuchhasbeensaidondeathfromtimetotime!howmuchweourselvescanthinkuponit!Wemayfancyeachofthesewholieheresaying:

"ForThou,tomakemyfallmoregreat,Didstliftmeuponhigh。"

Whatcomesnext,Elfride?ItistheHundred-and-secondPsalmIamthinkingof。"

"Yes,Iknowit,"shemurmured,andwentoninastilllowervoice,seeminglyafraidforanywordsfromtheemotionalsideofhernaturetoreachStephen:

""Mydays,justhasteningtotheirend,Arelikeaneveningshade;

Mybeautydoth,likewither"dgrass,Withwaninglustrefade。”"

"Well,"saidKnightmusingly,"letusleavethem。Suchoccasionsastheseseemtocompelustoroamoutsideourselves,farawayfromthefragileframewelivein,andtoexpandtillourperceptiongrowssovastthatourphysicalrealitybearsnosortofproportiontoit。Welookbackupontheweakandminutestemonwhichthisluxuriantgrowthdepends,andask,Canitbepossiblethatsuchacapacityhasafoundationsosmall?MustI

againreturntomydailywalkinthatnarrowcell,ahumanbody,whereworldlythoughtscantortureme?Dowenot?"

"Yes,"saidStephenandElfride。

"Onehasasenseofwrong,too,thatsuchanappreciativebreadthasasentientbeingpossessesshouldbecommittedtothefrailcasketofabody。Whatweakensone"sintentionsregardingthefuturelikethethoughtofthis?……However,letustuneourselvestoamorecheerfulchord,forthere"sagreatdealtobedoneyetbyusall。"

AsKnightmeditativelyaddressedhisjuniorsthus,unconsciousofthedeceptionpractised,fordifferentreasons,bytheseveredheartsathisside,andofthescenesthathadinearlierdaysunitedthem,eachonefeltthatheandshedidnotgainbycontrastwiththeirmusingmentor。Physicallynotsohandsomeaseithertheyouthfularchitectorthevicar"sdaughter,thethoroughnessandintegrityofKnightilluminatedhisfeatureswithadignitynotevenincipientintheothertwo。Itisdifficulttoframeruleswhichshallapplytobothsexes,andElfride,anundevelopedgirl,must,perhaps,hardlybeladenwiththemoralresponsibilitieswhichattachtoamaninlikecircumstances。Thecharmofwoman,too,liespartlyinhersubtlenessinmattersoflove。Butifhonestyisavirtueinitself,Elfride,havingnoneofitnow,seemed,beingforbeing,scarcelygoodenoughforKnight。Stephen,thoughdeceptivefornounworthypurpose,wasdeceptiveafterall;andwhatevergoodresultsgracesuchstrategyifitsucceed,itseldomdrawsadmiration,especiallywhenitfails。

Onanordinaryoccasion,hadKnightbeenevenquitealonewithStephen,hewouldhardlyhavealludedtohispossiblerelationshiptoElfride。ButmovedbyattendantcircumstancesKnightwasimpelledtobeconfiding。

"Stephen,"hesaid,"thisladyisMissSwancourt。Iamstayingatherfather"shouse,asyouprobablyknow。"HesteppedafewpacesnearertoSmith,andsaidinalowertone:"Imayaswelltellyouthatweareengagedtobemarried。"

Lowasthewordshadbeenspoken,Elfridehadheardthem,andawaitedStephen"sreplyinbreathlesssilence,ifthatcouldbecalledsilencewhereElfride"sdress,ateachthrobofherheart,shookandindicateditlikeapulse-glass,rustlingalsoagainstthewallinreplytothesamethrobbing。Therayofdaylightwhichreachedherfacelentitabluepallorincomparisonwiththoseoftheothertwo。

"Icongratulateyou,"Stephenwhispered;andsaidaloud,"IknowMissSwancourt——alittle。YoumustrememberthatmyfatherisaparishionerofMr。Swancourt"s。"

"Ithoughtyoumightpossiblynothavelivedathomesincetheyhavebeenhere。"

"Ihaveneverlivedathome,certainly,sincethattime。"

"IhaveseenMr。Smith,"falteredElfride。

"Well,thereisnoexcuseforme。AsstrangerstoeachotherI

ought,Isuppose,tohaveintroducedyou:asacquaintances,I

shouldnothavestoodsopersistentlybetweenyou。Butthefactis,Smith,youseemaboytome,evennow。"

Stephenappearedtohaveamorethanpreviousconsciousnessoftheintensecrueltyofhisfateatthepresentmoment。Hecouldnotrepressthewords,utteredwithadimbitterness:

"YoushouldhavesaidthatIseemedstilltheruralmechanic"ssonIam,andhenceanunfitsubjectfortheceremonyofintroductions。"

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