第14章
ThesuddennessofElfride"srenunciationofhimselfwasfoodformoretorture。Toanunimpassionedoutsider,itadmittedofatleasttwointerpretations——itmighteitherhaveproceededfromanendeavourtobefaithfultoherfirstchoice,tilltheloverseenabsolutelyoverpoweredtheloverremembered,orfromawishnottolosehislovetillsureoftheloveofanother。ButtoStephenSmiththemotiveinvolvedinthelatteralternativemadeituntenablewhereElfridewastheactor。
Hemusedonherletterstohim,inwhichshehadnevermentionedasyllableconcerningKnight。Itisdesirable,however,toobservethatonlyintwoletterscouldshepossiblyhavedoneso。OnewaswrittenaboutaweekbeforeKnight"sarrival,when,thoughshedidnotmentionhispromisedcomingtoStephen,shehadhardlyadefinitereasoninhermindforneglectingtodoit。InthenextshedidcasuallyalludetoKnight。ButStephenhadleftBombaylongbeforethatletterarrived。
Stephenlookedattheblackformoftheadjacenthouse,whereitcutadarkpolygonalnotchoutofthesky,andfeltthathehatedthespot。Hedidnotknowmanyfactsofthecase,butcouldnothelpinstinctivelyassociatingElfride"sficklenesswiththemarriageofherfather,andtheirintroductiontoLondonsociety。
Heclosedtheirongateboundingtheshrubberyasnoiselesslyashehadopenedit,andwentintothegrassyfield。Herehecouldseetheoldvicarage,thehousealonethatwasassociatedwiththesweetpleasanttimeofhisincipientloveforElfride。Turningsadlyfromtheplacethatwasnolongeranookinwhichhisthoughtsmightnestlewhenhewasfaraway,hewanderedinthedirectionoftheeastvillage,toreachhisfather"shousebeforetheyretiredtorest。
Thenearestwaytothecottagewasbycrossingthepark。Hedidnothurry。Happinessfrequentlyhasreasonforhaste,butitisseldomthatdesolationneedscrambleorstrain。Sometimeshepausedunderthelow-hangingarmsofthetrees,lookingvacantlyontheground。
Stephenwasstandingthus,scarcelylesscrippledinthoughtthanhewasblankinvision,whenaclearsoundpermeatedthequietairabouthim,andspreadonfarbeyond。ThesoundwasthestrokeofabellfromthetowerofEastEndelstowChurch,whichstoodinadellnotfortyyardsfromLordLuxellian"smansion,andwithintheparkenclosure。Anotherstrokegreetedhisear,andgavecharactertoboth:thencameaslowsuccessionofthem。
"Somebodyisdead,"hesaidaloud。
Thedeath-knellofaninhabitantoftheeasternparishwasbeingtolled。
AnunusualfeatureinthetollingwasthatithadnotbeenbegunaccordingtothecustominEndelstowandotherparishesintheneighbourhood。Ateverydeaththesexandageofthedeceasedwereannouncedbyasystemofchanges。Threetimesthreestrokessignifiedthatthedepartedonewasaman;threetimestwo,awoman;twicethree,aboy;twicetwo,agirl。Theregularcontinuityofthetollingsuggestedthatitwastheresumptionratherthanthebeginningofaknell——theopeningportionofwhichStephenhadnotbeennearenoughtohear。
Themomentaryanxietyhehadfeltwithregardtohisparentspassedaway。Hehadlefttheminperfecthealth,andhadanyseriousillnessseizedeither,acommunicationwouldhavereachedhimerethis。Atthesametime,sincehiswayhomewardlayunderthechurchyardyews,heresolvedtolookintothebelfryinpassingby,andspeakawordtoMartinCannister,whowouldbethere。
Stephenreachedthebrowofthehill,andfeltinclinedtorenouncehisidea。Hismoodwassuchthattalkingtoanypersontowhomhecouldnotunburdenhimselfwouldbewearisome。
However,beforehecouldputanyinclinationintoeffect,theyoungmansawfromamidthetreesabrightlightshining,theraysfromwhichradiatedlikeneedlesthroughthesadplumyfoliageoftheyews。Itsdirectionwasfromthecentreofthechurchyard。
Stephenmechanicallywentforward。Nevercouldtherebeagreatercontrastbetweentwoplacesoflikepurposethanbetweenthisgraveyardandthatofthefurthervillage。Herethegrasswascarefullytended,andformedvirtuallyapartofthemanor-houselawn;flowersandshrubsbeingplantedindiscriminatelyoverboth,whilstthefewgravesvisibleweremathematicallyexactinshapeandsmoothness,appearinginthedaytimelikechinsnewlyshaven。
Therewasnowall,thedivisionbetweenGod"sAcreandLordLuxellian"sbeingmarkedonlybyafewsquarestonessetatequidistantpoints。Amongthosepersonswhohaveromanticsentimentsonthesubjectoftheirlastdwelling-place,probablythegreaternumberwouldhavechosensuchaspotasthisinpreferencetoanyother:afewwouldhavefanciedaconstraintinitstrimneatness,andwouldhavepreferredthewildhill-topoftheneighbouringsite,withNatureinhermostnegligentattire。
Thelightinthechurchyardhenextdiscoveredtohaveitssourceinapointveryneartheground,andStephenimagineditmightcomefromalanternintheinteriorofapartly-duggrave。Butanearerapproachshowedhimthatitspositionwasimmediatelyunderthewalloftheaisle,andwithinthemouthofanarchway。Hecouldnowhearvoices,andthetruthofthewholematterbegantodawnuponhim。Walkingontowardstheopening,Smithdiscernedonhislefthandaheapofearth,andbeforehimaflightofstonestepswhichtheremovedearthhaduncovered,leadingdownundertheedifice。Itwastheentrancetoalargefamilyvault,extendingunderthenorthaisle。
Stephenhadneverbeforeseenitopen,anddescendingoneortwostepsstoopedtolookunderthearch。Thevaultappearedtobecrowdedwithcoffins,withtheexceptionofanopencentralspace,whichhadbeennecessarilykeptfreeforingressandaccesstothesides,roundthreeofwhichthecoffinswerestackedinstonebinsorniches。
Theplacewaswelllightedwithcandlesstuckinslipsofwoodthatwerefastenedtothewall。Onmakingthedescentofanotherstepthelivinginhabitantsofthevaultwererecognizable。Theywerehisfatherthemaster-mason,anunder-mason,MartinCannister,andtwoorthreeyoungandoldlabouring-men。Crowbarsandworkmen"shammerswerescatteredabout。Thewholecompany,sittingroundoncoffinswhichhadbeenremovedfromtheirplaces,apparentlyforsomealterationorenlargementofthevault,wereeatingbreadandcheese,anddrinkingalefromacupwithtwohandles,passedroundfromeachtoeach。
"Whoisdead?"Stepheninquired,steppingdown。
ChapterXXVI
"Tothatlastnothingunderearth。"
AlleyeswereturnedtotheentranceasStephenspoke,andtheancient-manneredconclavescrutinizedhiminquiringly。
"Why,"tisourStephen!"saidhisfather,risingfromhisseat;
and,stillretainingthefrothymuginhislefthand,heswungforwardhisrightforagrasp。"Yourmotherisexpectingye——
thoughtyouwouldhavecomeaforedark。Butyou"llwaitandgohomewithme?Ihaveallbutdonefortheday,andwasgoingdirectly。"
"Yes,"tisMasterStephy,sureenough。Gladtoseeyousosoonagain,MasterSmith,"saidMartinCannister,chasteningthegladnessexpressedinhiswordsbyastrictneutralityofcountenance,inordertoharmonizethefeelingasmuchaspossiblewiththesolemnityofafamilyvault。
"Thesametoyou,Martin;andyou,William,"saidStephen,noddingaroundtotherest,who,havingtheirmouthsfullofbreadandcheese,wereofnecessitycompelledtoreplymerelybycompressingtheireyestofriendlylinesandwrinkles。
"Andwhoisdead?"Stephenrepeated。
"LadyLuxellian,poorgentlewoman,asweallshall,saidtheunder-mason。"Ay,andwebegoingtoenlargethevaulttomakeroomforher。"
"Whendidshedie?"
"Earlythismorning,"hisfatherreplied,withanappearanceofrecurringtoachronicthought。"Yes,thismorning。Martinhevbeentollingeversince,almost。There,"twasexpected。Shewasverylimber。"
"Ay,poorsoul,thismorning,"resumedtheunder-mason,amarvellouslyoldman,whoseskinseemedsomuchtoolargeforhisbodythatitwouldnotstayinposition。"Shemustknowbythistimewhethershe"stogoupordown,poorwoman。"
"Whatwasherage?"
"Notmorethansevenoreightandtwentybycandlelight。But,Lord!byday"awasfortyif"awereanhour。"
"Ay,night-timeorday-timemakesadifferenceoftwentyyearstorichfeymels,"observedMartin。
"Shewasoneandthirtyreally,"saidJohnSmith。"Ihaditfromthemthatknow。"
"Notmorethanthat!"
""Alookedverybad,poorlady。Infaith,yemightsayshewasdeadforyearsafore"awouldownit。"
"Asmyoldfatherusedtosay,"dead,butwouldn"tdropdown。”"
"Iseedher,poorsoul,"saidalabourerfrombehindsomeremovedcoffins,"onlybutlastValentine"s-dayofalltheworld。"Awasarmincrookwi"mylord。Isaystomyself,"YoubeticketedChurchyard,mynoblelady,althoughyoudon"tdreamon"t。”"
"Isupposemylordwillwritetoalltheotherlordsanointedinthenation,tolet"emknowthatshethatwasisnownomore?"
""Tisdoneandpast。Iseeabundleoflettersgooffanhourafterthedeath。Sichwonderfulblackrimsastheylettershad——
half-an-inchwide,attheveryleast。"
"Toomuch,"observedMartin。"Inshort,"tisoutofthequestionthatahumanbeingcanbesomournfulasblackedgeshalf-an-inchwide。I"msurepeopledon"tfeelmorethanaverynarrowborderwhentheyfeelsmostofall。"
"Andtherearetwolittlegirls,aretherenot?"saidStephen。
"Niceclanelittlefaces!——leftmotherlessnow。"
"TheyusedtocometoParsonSwancourt"stoplaywithMissElfridewhenIwerethere,"saidWilliamWorm。"Ah,theydidso"s!"Thelattersentencewasintroducedtoaddthenecessarymelancholytoaremarkwhich,intrinsically,couldhardlybemadetopossessenoughfortheoccasion。"Yes,"continuedWorm,"they"drunupstairs,they"drundown;flittingaboutwithhereverywhere。
Veryfondofher,theywere。Ah,well!"
"Fonderthanevertheywereoftheirmother,so"tissaidhereandthere,"addedalabourer。
"Well,yousee,"tisnatural。LadyLuxellianstoodalooffrom"emso——wassodrowsy-like,thattheycouldn"tloveherinthejolly-
companionwaychildrenwanttolikefolks。OnlylastwinterI
seedMissElfridetalkingtomyladyandthetwochildren,andMissElfridewipedtheirnosesforem"SOcareful——myladyneveronceseeingthatitwanteddoing;and,naturally,childrentaketopeoplethat"stheirbestfriend。"
"Beas"twill,thewomanisdeadandgone,andwemustmakeaplaceforher,"saidJohn。"Come,lads,drinkupyourale,andwe"lljustridthiscorner,soastohaveallclearforbeginningatthewall,assoonas"tislightto-morrow。"
StephenthenaskedwhereLadyLuxellianwastolie。
"Here,"saidhisfather。"Wearegoingtosetbackthiswallandmakearecess;and"tisenoughforustodobeforethefuneral。
Whenmylord"smotherdied,shesaid,"John,theplacemustbeenlargedbeforeanothercanbeputin。”But"aneverexpected"twouldbewantedsosoon。BettermoveLordGeorgefirst,I
suppose,Simeon?"
Hepointedwithhisfoottoaheavycoffin,coveredwithwhathadoriginallybeenredvelvet,thecolourofwhichcouldonlyjustbedistinguishednow。
"Justasyethinkbest,MasterJohn,"repliedtheshrivelledmason。"Ah,poorLordGeorge!"hecontinued,lookingcontemplativelyatthehugecoffin;"heandIwereasbitterenemiesonceasanycouldbewhenoneisalordandt"otheronlyamortalman。Poorfellow!He"dclaphishanduponmyshoulderandcussmeasfamilialandneighbourlyasifhe"dbeenacommonchap。
Ay,"acussedmeuphilland"acussedmedown;andthen"awouldraveoutagain,andthegooldclampsofhisfinenewteethwouldglisteninthesunlikefettersofbrass,whileI,beingasmallmanandpoor,wasfaintosaynothingatall。Suchastrappenfinegentlemanashewastoo!Yes,Iratherlikedensometimes。
Butoncenowandthen,whenIlookedathistoweringheight,I"dthinkinmyinside,"Whataweightyou"llbe,mylord,forourarmstolowerundertheaisleofEndelstowChurchsomeday!""
"Andwashe?"inquiredayounglabourer。
"Hewas。Hewasfivehundredweightif"awereapound。Whatwithhislead,andhisoak,andhishandles,andhisonethingandt"other"——heretheancientmanslappedhishanduponthecoverwithaforcethatcausedarattleamongthebonesinside——"hehalfbrokemybackwhenItookhisfeettolowerendownthestepsthere。"Ah,"saithItoJohnthere——didn"tI,John?——"thateveroneman"sgloryshouldbesuchaweightuponanotherman!"Butthere,IlikedmylordGeorgesometimes。"
""Tisastrangethought,"saidanother,"thatwhiletheybeallhereunderoneroof,asnugunitedfamilyo"Luxellians,theybereallyscatteredmilesawayfromoneanotherintheformofgoodsheepandwickedgoats,isn"tit?"
"True;"tisathoughttolookat。"
"Andthatone,ifhe"sgoneupward,don"tknowwhathiswifeisdoingnomorethanthemaninthemoonifshe"sgonedownward。
Andthatsomeunfortunateoneinthehotplaceisa-holleringacrosstoaluckyoneupintheclouds,andquiteforgettingtheirbodiesbeboxedclosetogetherallthetime。"
"Ay,"tisathoughttolookat,too,thatIcansay"Hullo!"closetofieryLordGeorge,and"acan"thearme。"
"AndthatIbeeatingmyonionclosetodaintyLadyJane"snose,andshecan"tsmellme。"
"Whatdo"emputalltheirheadsonewayfor?"inquiredayoungman。
"Because"tischurchyardlaw,yousimple。Thelawofthelivingis,thatamanshallbeuprightanddown-right,andthelawofthedeadis,thatamanshallbeeastandwest。Everystateofsocietyhaveitslaws。"
"Wemustbreakthelawwi"afewofthepoorsouls,however。
Come,buckleto,"saidthemaster-mason。
Andtheysettoworkanew。
Theorderofintermentcouldbedistinctlytracedbyobservingtheappearanceofthecoffinsastheylaypiledaround。Onthosewhichhadbeenstandingtherebutagenerationortwothetrappingsstillremained。Thoseofanearlierperiodshowedbarewood,withafewtatteredragsdanglingtherefrom。Earlierstill,thewoodlayinfragmentsontheflooroftheniche,andthecoffinconsistedofnakedleadalone;whilstinthecaseoftheveryoldest,eventheleadwasbulgingandcrackinginpieces,revealingtothecuriouseyeaheapofdustwithin。Theshieldsuponmanywerequiteloose,andremovablebythehand,theirlustrelesssurfacesstillindistinctlyexhibitingthenameandtitleofthedeceased。
Overheadthegroinsandconcavitiesofthearchescurvedinalldirections,droppinglowtowardsthewalls,wheretheheightwasnomorethansufficienttoenableapersontostandupright。
ThebodyofGeorgethefourteenthbaron,togetherwithtwoorthreeothers,allofmorerecentdatethanthegreatbulkofcoffinspiledthere,had,forwantofroom,beenplacedattheendofthevaultontressels,andnotinnichesliketheothers。
Theseitwasnecessarytoremove,toformbehindthemthechamberinwhichtheywereultimatelytobedeposited。Stephen,findingtheplaceandproceedingsinkeepingwiththesombrecoloursofhismind,waitedtherestill。
"Simeon,IsupposeyoucanmindpoorLadyElfride,andhowsheranawaywiththeactor?"saidJohnSmith,afterawhile。"Ithinkitfelluponthetimemyfatherwassextonhere。Letussee——whereisshe?"
"Heresomewhere,"returnedSimeon,lookingroundhim。
"Why,I"vegotmyarmsroundtheverygentlewomanatthismoment。"
Heloweredtheendofthecoffinhewasholding,wipedhisface,andthrowingamorselofrottenwooduponanotherasanindicator,continued:"That"sherhusbandthere。Theywasasfairacoupleasyoushouldseeanywhereroundabout;andagood-heartedpairlikewise。Ay,Icanmindit,thoughIwasbutachielatthetime。Shefellinlovewiththisyoungmanofhers,andtheirbannswereaskedinsomechurchinLondon;andtheoldlordherfatheractuallyheard"emaskedthethreetimes,anddidn"tnoticehername,beinggabbledonwi"ahostofothers。Whenshehadmarriedshetoldherfather,and"afleedintoamonstrousrage,andsaidsheshouldn"haeafarthing。LadyElfridesaidshedidn"tthinkofwishingit;ifhe"dforgieher"twasallsheasked,andasforaliving,shewascontenttoplayplayswithherhusband。Thisfrightenedtheoldlord,and"agie"d"emahousetolivein,andagreatgarden,andalittlefieldortwo,andacarriage,andagoodfewguineas。Well,thepoorthingdiedatherfirstgossiping,andherhusband——whowasastender-heartedamanasevereatmeat,andwouldhavediedforher——wentwildinhismind,andbrokehisheart(so"twassaid)。Anyhow,theywereburiedthesameday——fatherandmother——butthebabylived。Ay,mylord"sfamilymademuchofthatmanthen,andputhimherewithhiswife,andthereinthecornerthemanisnow。TheSundayaftertherewasafuneralsermon:thetextwas,"Oreverthesilvercordbeloosed,orthegoldenbowlbebroken;"andwhen"twaspreachingthemendrewtheirhandsacrosstheireyesseveraltimes,andeverywomancriedoutloud。"
"Andwhatbecameofthebaby?"saidStephen,whohadfrequentlyheardportionsofthestory。
"Shewasbroughtupbyhergrandmother,andaprettymaidshewere。Andshemustneedsrunawaywiththecurate——ParsonSwancourtthatisnow。Thenhergrandmotherdied,andthetitleandeverythingwentawaytoanotherbranchofthefamilyaltogether。ParsonSwancourtwastedagooddealofhiswife"smoney,andshelefthimMissElfride。Thattrickofrunningawayseemstobehandeddowninfamilies,likecrazinessorgout。Andtheytwowomenbealikeaspeas。"
"Whichtwo?"
"LadyElfrideandyoungMissthat"salivenow。Thesamehairandeyes:butMissElfride"smotherwasdarkeragooddeal。"
"Life"sastranglebubble,yesee,"saidWilliamWormmusingly。
"ForiftheLord"sanointmenthaddescendeduponwomeninsteadofmen,MissElfridewouldbeLordLuxellian——Lady,Imane。Butasitis,thebloodisrunout,andshe"snothingtotheLuxellianfamilybylaw,whatevershemaybebygospel。"
"Iusedtofancy,"saidSimeon,"whenIseedMissElfridehuggingthelittleladyships,thattherewasalikeness;butIsuppose"twasonlymydream,foryearsmusthavealteredtheoldfamilyshape。"
"Andnowwe"llmovethesetwo,andhome-along,"interposedJohnSmith,reviving,asbecameamaster,thespiritoflabour,whichhadshowedunmistakablesignsofbeingnearlyvanquishedbythespiritofchat,"Theflagonofalewedon"twantwe"llletbideheretillto-morrow;noneofthepoorsoulswilltouchit"ab"lieve。"
Sotheevening"sworkwasconcluded,andthepartydrewfromtheabodeofthequietdead,closingtheoldirondoor,andshootingthelockloudlyintothehugecopperstaple——anincongruousactofimprisonmenttowardsthosewhohadnodreamsofescape。
ChapterXXVII
"HowshouldIgreetthee?"
Lovefrequentlydiesoftimealone——muchmorefrequentlyofdisplacement。WithElfrideSwancourt,apowerfulreasonwhythedisplacementshouldbesuccessfulwasthatthenew-comerwasagreatermanthanthefirst。BythesideoftheinstructiveandpiquantsnubbingsshereceivedfromKnight,Stephen"sgeneralagreeablenessseemedwatery;bythesideofKnight"ssparelove-
making,Stephen"scontinualoutflowseemedlackadaisical。Shehadbeguntosighforsomebodyfurtheroninmanhood。Stephenwashardlyenoughofaman。
Perhapstherewasapronenesstoinconstancyinhernature——anature,tothosewhocontemplateitfromastandpointbeyondtheinfluenceofthatinconstancy,themostexquisiteofallinitsplasticityandreadysympathies。Partly,too,Stephen"sfailuretomakehisholdonherheartapermanentonewashistootimidhabitofdispraisinghimselfbesideher——apeculiaritywhich,exercisedtowardssensiblemen,stirsakindlychordofattachmentthatamarkedassertivenesswouldleaveuntouched,butinevitablyleadsthemostsensiblewomanintheworldtoundervaluehimwhopractisesit。Directlydomineeringceasesintheman,snubbingbeginsinthewoman;thetritebutnolessunfortunatefactbeingthatthegentlercreaturerarelyhasthecapacitytoappreciatefairtreatmentfromhernaturalcomplement。TheabidingperceptionofthepositionofStephen"sparentshad,ofcourse,alittletodowithElfride"srenunciation。Tosuchgirlspovertymaynotbe,astothemoreworldlymassesofhumanity,asininitself;butitisasin,becausegracefulanddaintymannersseldomexistinsuchanatmosphere。Fewwomenofoldfamilycanbethoroughlytaughtthatafinesoulmaywearasmock-frock,andanadmittedlycommonmaninoneisbutawormintheireyes。JohnSmith"sroughhandsandclothes,hiswife"sdialect,thenecessarynarrownessoftheirways,beingconstantlyunderElfride"snotice,werenotwithouttheirdeflectinginfluence。
Onreachinghomeaftertheperilousadventurebythesea-shore,Knighthadfeltunwell,andretiredalmostimmediately。Theyoungladywhohadsomateriallyassistedhimhaddonethesame,butshereappeared,properlyclothed,aboutfiveo"clock。Shewanderedrestlesslyaboutthehouse,butnotonaccountoftheirjointnarrowescapefromdeath。Thestormwhichhadtornthetreehadmerelybowedthereed,andwiththedeliveranceofKnightalldeepthoughtoftheaccidenthadlefther。Themutualavowalwhichithadbeenthemeansofprecipitatingoccupiedafarlongerlengthofhermeditations。
Elfride"sdisquietnowwasonaccountofthatmiserablepromisetomeetStephen,whichreturnedlikeaspectreagainandagain。TheperceptionofhislittlenessbesideKnightgrewuponheralarmingly。Shenowthoughthowsoundhadbeenherfather"sadvicetohertogivehimup,andwasaspassionatelydesirousoffollowingitasshehadhithertobeenaverse。PerhapsthereisnothingmorehardeningtothetoneofyoungmindsthanthustodiscoverhowtheirdearestandstrongestwishesbecomegraduallyattunedbyTimetheCynictotheverynoteofsomeselfishpolicywhichinearlierdaystheydespised。
Thehourofappointmentcame,andwithitacrisis;andwiththecrisisacollapse。
"Godforgiveme——Ican"tmeetStephen!"sheexclaimedtoherself。
"Idon"tlovehimless,butIloveMr。Knightmore!"
Yes:shewouldsaveherselffromamannotfitforher——inspiteofvows。Shewouldobeyherfather,andhavenomoretodowithStephenSmith。Thusthefickleresolveshowedsignsofassumingthecomplexionofavirtue。
ThefollowingdayswerepassedwithoutanydefiniteavowalfromKnight"slips。SuchsolitarywalksandscenesasthatwitnessedbySmithinthesummer-housewerefrequent,buthecourtedhersointangiblythattoanybutsuchadelicateperceptionasElfride"sitwouldhaveappearednocourtshipatall。Thetimenowreallybegantobesweetwithher。Shedismissedthesenseofsininherpastactions,andwasautomaticintheintoxicationofthemoment。
ThefactthatKnightmadenoactualdeclarationwasnodrawback。
Knowingsincethebetrayalofhissentimentsthatloveforherreallyexisted,shepreferreditforthepresentinitsformofessence,andwaswillingtoavoidforawhilethegrossermediumofwords。Theirfeelingshavingbeenforcedtoaratherprematuredemonstration,areactionwasindulgedinbyboth。
Butnosoonerhadshegotridofhertroubledconscienceonthematteroffaithlessnessthananewanxietyconfrontedher。ItwaslestKnightshouldaccidentallymeetStephenintheparish,andthatherselfshouldbethesubjectofdiscourse。
Elfride,learningKnightmorethoroughly,perceivedthat,farfromhavinganotionofStephen"sprecedence,hehadnoideathatshehadeverbeenwooedbeforebyanybody。Onordinaryoccasionsshehadatonguesofrankastoshowherwholemind,andamindsostraightforwardastorevealherhearttoitsinnermostshrine。
Butthetimeforachangehadcome。SheneveralludedtoevenaknowledgeofKnight"sfriend。Whenwomenaresecrettheyaresecretindeed;andmoreoftenthannottheyonlybegintobesecretwiththeadventofasecondlover。
Theelopementwasnowaspectreworsethanthefirst,and,liketheSpiritinGlenfinlas,itwaxedtallerwitheveryattempttolayit。HernaturalhonestyinvitedhertoconfideinKnight,andtrusttohisgenerosityforforgiveness:sheknewalsothatasmerepolicyitwouldbebettertotellhimearlyifhewastobetoldatall。Thelongerherconcealmentthemoredifficultwouldbetherevelation。Butsheputitoff。Theintensefearwhichaccompaniesintenseloveinyoungwomenwastoostrongtoallowtheexerciseofamoralqualityantagonistictoitself:
"Whereloveisgreat,thelittlestdoubtsarefear;
Wherelittlefearsgrowgreat,greatlovegrowsthere。"
Thematchwaslookeduponasmadebyherfatherandmother。Thevicarrememberedherpromisetorevealthemeaningofthetelegramshehadreceived,andtwodaysafterthesceneinthesummer-
house,askedherpointedly。Shewasfrankwithhimnow。
"IhadbeencorrespondingwithStephenSmitheversinceheleftEngland,tilllately,"shecalmlysaid。
"What!"criedthevicaraghast;"undertheeyesofMr。Knight,too?"
"No;whenIfoundIcaredmostforMr。Knight,Iobeyedyou。"
"Youwereverykind,I"msure。WhendidyoubegintolikeMr。
Knight?"
"Idon"tseethatthatisapertinentquestion,papa;thetelegramwasfromtheshippingagent,andwasnotsentatmyrequest。Itannouncedthearrivalofthevesselbringinghimhome。"
"Home!What,ishehere?"
"Yes;inthevillage,Ibelieve。"
"Hashetriedtoseeyou?"
"Onlybyfairmeans。Butdon"t,papa,questionmeso!Itistorture。"
"Iwillonlysayonewordmore,"hereplied。"Haveyoumethim?"
"Ihavenot。Icanassureyouthatatthepresentmomentthereisnomoreofanunderstandingbetweenmeandtheyoungmanyousomuchdislikedthanbetweenhimandyou。Youtoldmetoforgethim;andIhaveforgottenhim。"
"Oh,well;thoughyoudidnotobeymeinthebeginning,youareagoodgirl,Elfride,inobeyingmeatlast。"
"Don"tcallme"good,"papa,"shesaidbitterly;"youdon"tknow——
andthelesssaidaboutsomethingsthebetter。Remember,Mr。
Knightknowsnothingabouttheother。Oh,howwrongitallis!I
don"tknowwhatIamcomingto。"
"Asmattersstand,Ishouldbeinclinedtotellhim;or,atanyrate,Ishouldnotalarmmyselfabouthisknowing。HefoundouttheotherdaythatthiswastheparishyoungSmith"sfatherlivesin——whatputsyouinsuchaflurry?"
"Ican"tsay;butpromise——praydon"tlethimknow!Itwouldbemyruin!"
"Pooh,child。Knightisagoodfellowandacleverman;butatthesametimeitdoesnotescapemyperceptionsthatheisnogreatcatchforyou。Menofhisturnofmindarenothingsowonderfulinthewayofhusbands。Ifyouhadchosentowait,youmighthavematedwithamuchwealthierman。Butremember,Ihavenotawordtosayagainstyourhavinghim,ifyoulikehim。
Charlotteisdelighted,asyouknow。"
"Well,papa,"shesaid,smilinghopefullythroughasigh,"itisnicetofeelthatingivingwayto——tocaringforhim,Ihavepleasedmyfamily。ButIamnotgood;ohno,Iamveryfarfromthat!"
"Noneofusaregood,Iamsorrytosay,"saidherfatherblandly;
"butgirlshaveacharteredrighttochangetheirminds,youknow。
Ithasbeenrecognizedbypoetsfromtimeimmemorial。Catullussays,"Muliercupidoquoddicitamanti,invento——"Whatamemorymineis!However,thepassageis,thatawoman"swordstoaloverareasamatterofcoursewrittenonlyonwindandwater。Nowdon"tbetroubledaboutthat,Elfride。"
"Ah,youdon"tknow!"
Theyhadbeenstandingonthelawn,andKnightwasnowseenlingeringsomewaydownawindingwalk。WhenElfridemethim,itwaswithamuchgreaterlightnessofheart;thingsweremorestraightforwardnow。Theresponsibilityofherficklenessseemedpartlyshiftedfromherownshoulderstoherfather"s。Still,therewereshadows。
"Ah,couldhehaveknownhowfarIwentwithStephen,andyethavesaidthesame,howmuchhappierIshouldbe!"Thatwasherprevailingthought。
Intheafternoontheloverswentouttogetheronhorsebackforanhourortwo;andthoughnotwishingtobeobserved,byreasonofthelatedeathofLadyLuxellian,whosefuneralhadtakenplaceveryprivatelyonthepreviousday,theyyetfounditnecessarytopassEastEndelstowChurch。
Thestepstothevault,ashasbeenstated,wereontheoutsideofthebuilding,immediatelyundertheaislewall。Beingonhorseback,bothKnightandElfridecouldoverlooktheshrubswhichscreenedthechurch-yard。
"Look,thevaultseemsstilltobeopen,"saidKnight。
"Yes,itisopen,"sheanswered"Whoisthatmanclosebyit?Themason,Isuppose?"
"Yes。"
"IwonderifitisJohnSmith,Stephen"sfather?"
"Ibelieveitis,"saidElfride,withapprehension。
"Ah,andcanitbe?Ishouldliketoinquirehowhisson,mytruantprotege",isgoingon。Andfromyourfather"sdescriptionofthevault,theinteriormustbeinteresting。Supposewegoin。"
"Hadwebetter,doyouthink?MaynotLordLuxellianbethere?"
"Itisnotatalllikely。"
Elfridethenassented,sinceshecoulddonothingelse。Herheart,whichatfirsthadquailedinconsternation,recovereditselfwhensheconsideredthecharacterofJohnSmith。Aquietunassumingman,hewouldbesuretoacttowardsherasbeforethoselovepassageswithhisson,whichmighthavegivenamorepretentiousmechanicairs。SowithoutmuchalarmshetookKnight"sarmafterdismounting,andwentwithhimbetweenandoverthegraves。Themaster-masonrecognizedherassheapproached,and,asusual,liftedhishatrespectfully。
"IknowyoutobeMr。Smith,myformerfriendStephen"sfather,"
saidKnight,directlyhehadscannedtheembrownedandruddyfeaturesofJohn。
"Yes,sir,Ib"lieveIbe。"
"Howisyoursonnow?IhaveonlyonceheardfromhimsincehewenttoIndia。Idaresayyouhaveheardhimspeakofme——Mr。
Knight,whobecameacquaintedwithhimsomeyearsagoinExonbury。"
"Ay,thatIhave。Stephenisverywell,thankyou,sir,andhe"sinEngland;infact,he"sathome。Inshort,sir,he"sdowninthevaultthere,a-lookingatthedepartedcoffins。"
Elfride"sheartflutteredlikeabutterfly。
Knightlookedamazed。"Well,thatisextraordinary。"hemurmured。
"DidheknowIwasintheparish?"
"Ireallycan"tsay,sir,"saidJohn,wishinghimselfoutoftheentanglementherathersuspectedthanthoroughlyunderstood。
"Woulditbeconsideredanintrusionbythefamilyifwewentintothevault?"
"Oh,blessye,no,sir;scoresoffolkhavebeensteppingdown。
"Tisleftopena-purpose。"
"Wewillgodown,Elfride。"
"Iamafraidtheairisclose,"shesaidappealingly。
"Ohno,ma"am,"saidJohn。"Wewhite-limedthewallsandarchestheday"twasopened,aswealwaysdo,andagainonthemorningofthefuneral;theplaceisassweetasagranary。
"ThenIshouldlikeyoutoaccompanyme,Elfie;havingoriginallysprungfromthefamilytoo。"
"Idon"tlikegoingwheredeathissoemphaticallypresent。I"llstaybythehorseswhilstyougoin;theymaygetloose。"
"Whatnonsense!Ihadnoideayoursentimentsweresoflimsilyformedastobeperturbedbyafewremnantsofmortality;butstayout,ifyouaresoafraid,byallmeans。"
"Ohno,Iamnotafraid;don"tsaythat。"
Sheheldmiserablytohisarm,thinkingthat,perhaps,therevelationmightaswellcomeatonceastenminuteslater,forStephenwouldbesuretoaccompanyhisfriendtohishorse。
Atfirst,thegloomofthevault,whichwaslightedonlybyacoupleofcandles,wastoogreattoadmitoftheirseeinganythingdistinctly;butwithafurtheradvanceKnightdiscerned,infrontoftheblackmassesliningthewalls,ayoungmanstanding,andwritinginapocket-book。
Knightsaidoneword:"Stephen!"
StephenSmith,notbeinginsuchabsoluteignoranceofKnight"swhereaboutsasKnighthadbeenofSmith"sinstantlyrecognizedhisfriend,andknewbyrotetheoutlinesofthefairwomanstandingbehindhim。
Stephencameforwardandshookhimbythehand,withoutspeaking。
"Whyhaveyounotwritten,myboy?"saidKnight,withoutinanywaysignifyingElfride"spresencetoStephen。Totheessayist,Smithwasstillthecountryladwhomhehadpatronizedandtended;
onetowhomtheformalpresentationofaladybetrothedtohimselfwouldhaveseemedincongruousandabsurd。
"Whyhaven"tyouwrittentome?"saidStephen。
"Ah,yes。Whyhaven"tI?whyhaven"twe?That"salwaysthequerywhichwecannotclearlyanswerwithoutanunsatisfactorysenseofourinadequacies。However,Ihavenotforgottenyou,Smith。Andnowwehavemet;andwemustmeetagain,andhavealongerchatthanthiscanconvenientlybe。Imustknowallyouhavebeendoing。Thatyonhavethriven,Iknow,andyoumustteachmetheway。"
Elfridestoodinthebackground。Stephenhadreadthepositionataglance,andimmediatelyguessedthatshehadnevermentionedhisnametoKnight。Histactinavoidingcatastropheswasthechiefqualitywhichmadehimintellectuallyrespectable,inwhichqualityhefartranscendedKnight;andhedecidedthatatranquilissueoutoftheencounter,withoutanyharrowingofthefeelingsofeitherKnightorElfride,wastobeattemptedifpossible。HisoldsenseofindebtednesstoKnighthadneverwhollyforsakenhim;
hisloveforElfridewasgenerousnow。
Asfarashedaredlookathermovementshesawthatherbearingtowardshimwouldbedictatedbyhisowntowardsher;andifheactedasastrangershewoulddolikewiseasameansofdeliverance。Circumstancesfavouringthiscourse,itwasdesirablealsotoberatherreservedtowardsKnight,toshortenthemeetingasmuchaspossible。
"Iamafraidthatmytimeisalmosttooshorttoallowevenofsuchapleasure,"hesaid。"Ileavehereto-morrow。AnduntilI
startfortheContinentandIndia,whichwillbeinafortnight,I
shallhavehardlyamomenttospare。"
Knight"sdisappointmentanddissatisfiedlooksatthisreplysentapangthroughStephenasgreatasanyhehadfeltatthesightofElfride。Thewordsaboutshortnessoftimewereliterallytrue,buttheirtonewasfarfrombeingso。HewouldhavebeengratifiedtotalkwithKnightasinpasttimes,andsawasadeadlosstohimselfthat,tosavethewomanwhocarednothingforhim,hewasdeliberatelythrowingawayhisfriend。
"Oh,Iamsorrytohearthat,"saidKnight,inachangedtone。
"Butofcourse,ifyouhaveweightyconcernstoattendto,theymustnotbeneglected。Andifthisistobeourfirstandlastmeeting,letmesaythatIwishyousuccesswithallmyheart!"
Knight"swarmthrevivedtowardstheend;thesolemnimpressionshewasbeginningtoreceivefromthescenearoundthemabstractingfromhisheartasapuerilityanymomentaryvexationatwords。
"Itisastrangeplaceforustomeetin,"hecontinued,lookingroundthevault。
Stephenbrieflyassented,andtherewasasilence。Theblackenedcoffinswerenowrevealedmoreclearlythanatfirst,thewhitenedwallsandarchesthrowingthemforwardinstrongrelief。Itwasascenewhichwasrememberedbyallthreeasanindeliblemarkintheirhistory。Knight,withanabstractedface,wasstandingbetweenhiscompanions,thoughalittleinadvanceofthem,Elfridebeingonhisrighthand,andStephenSmithonhisleft。
Thewhitedaylightonhisrightsidegleamedfaintlyin,andwastonedtoabluenessbycontrastwiththeyellowraysfromthecandleagainstthewall。Elfride,timidlyshrinkingback,andnearesttheentrance,receivedmostofthelighttherefrom,whilstStephenwasentirelyincandlelight,andtohimthespotofouterskyvisibleabovethestepswasasasteelybluepatch,andnothingmore。
"Ihavebeenheretwoorthreetimessinceitwasopened,"saidStephen。"Myfatherwasengagedinthework,youknow。"
"Yes。Whatareyoudoing?"Knightinquired,lookingatthenote-
bookandpencilStephenheldinhishand。
"Ihavebeensketchingafewdetailsinthechurch,andsincethenIhavebeencopyingthenamesfromsomeofthecoffinshere。
BeforeIleftEnglandIusedtodoagooddealofthissortofthing。"
"Yes;ofcourse。Ah,that"spoorLadyLuxellian,Isuppose。"
Knightpointedtoacoffinoflightsatin-wood,whichstoodonthestonesleepersinthenewniche。"Andtheremainderofthefamilyareonthisside。Whoarethosetwo,sosnugandclosetogether?"
Stephen"svoicealteredslightlyashereplied"That"sLadyElfrideKingsmore——bornLuxellian,andthatisArthur,herhusband。Ihaveheardmyfathersaythatthey——he——ranawaywithher,andmarriedheragainstthewishofherparents。"
"ThenIimaginethistobewhereyougotyourChristianname,MissSwancourt?"saidKnight,turningtoher。"IthinkyoutoldmeitwasthreeorfourgenerationsagothatyourfamilybranchedofffromtheLuxellians?"
"Shewasmygrandmother,"saidElfride,vainlyendeavouringtomoistenherdrylipsbeforeshespoke。Elfridehadthentheconscience-strickenlookofGuido"sMagdalen,rendereduponamorechildlikeform。ShekeptherfacepartiallyawayfromKnightandStephen,andsethereyesupontheskyvisibleoutside,asifhersalvationdependeduponquicklyreachingit。HerlefthandrestedlightlywithinKnight"sarm,halfwithdrawn,fromasenseofshameatclaiminghimbeforeheroldlover,yetunwillingtorenouncehim;sothatherglovemerelytouchedhissleeve。""Canonebepardoned,andretaintheoffence?""quotedElfride"sheartthen。
Conversationseemedtohavenoself-sustainingpower,andwentonintheshapeofdisjointedremarks。"One"smindgetsthrongedwiththoughtswhilestandingsosolemnlyhere,"Knightsaid,inameasuredquietvoice。"Howmuchhasbeensaidondeathfromtimetotime!howmuchweourselvescanthinkuponit!Wemayfancyeachofthesewholieheresaying:
"ForThou,tomakemyfallmoregreat,Didstliftmeuponhigh。"
Whatcomesnext,Elfride?ItistheHundred-and-secondPsalmIamthinkingof。"
"Yes,Iknowit,"shemurmured,andwentoninastilllowervoice,seeminglyafraidforanywordsfromtheemotionalsideofhernaturetoreachStephen:
""Mydays,justhasteningtotheirend,Arelikeaneveningshade;
Mybeautydoth,likewither"dgrass,Withwaninglustrefade。”"
"Well,"saidKnightmusingly,"letusleavethem。Suchoccasionsastheseseemtocompelustoroamoutsideourselves,farawayfromthefragileframewelivein,andtoexpandtillourperceptiongrowssovastthatourphysicalrealitybearsnosortofproportiontoit。Welookbackupontheweakandminutestemonwhichthisluxuriantgrowthdepends,andask,Canitbepossiblethatsuchacapacityhasafoundationsosmall?MustI
againreturntomydailywalkinthatnarrowcell,ahumanbody,whereworldlythoughtscantortureme?Dowenot?"
"Yes,"saidStephenandElfride。
"Onehasasenseofwrong,too,thatsuchanappreciativebreadthasasentientbeingpossessesshouldbecommittedtothefrailcasketofabody。Whatweakensone"sintentionsregardingthefuturelikethethoughtofthis?……However,letustuneourselvestoamorecheerfulchord,forthere"sagreatdealtobedoneyetbyusall。"
AsKnightmeditativelyaddressedhisjuniorsthus,unconsciousofthedeceptionpractised,fordifferentreasons,bytheseveredheartsathisside,andofthescenesthathadinearlierdaysunitedthem,eachonefeltthatheandshedidnotgainbycontrastwiththeirmusingmentor。Physicallynotsohandsomeaseithertheyouthfularchitectorthevicar"sdaughter,thethoroughnessandintegrityofKnightilluminatedhisfeatureswithadignitynotevenincipientintheothertwo。Itisdifficulttoframeruleswhichshallapplytobothsexes,andElfride,anundevelopedgirl,must,perhaps,hardlybeladenwiththemoralresponsibilitieswhichattachtoamaninlikecircumstances。Thecharmofwoman,too,liespartlyinhersubtlenessinmattersoflove。Butifhonestyisavirtueinitself,Elfride,havingnoneofitnow,seemed,beingforbeing,scarcelygoodenoughforKnight。Stephen,thoughdeceptivefornounworthypurpose,wasdeceptiveafterall;andwhatevergoodresultsgracesuchstrategyifitsucceed,itseldomdrawsadmiration,especiallywhenitfails。
Onanordinaryoccasion,hadKnightbeenevenquitealonewithStephen,hewouldhardlyhavealludedtohispossiblerelationshiptoElfride。ButmovedbyattendantcircumstancesKnightwasimpelledtobeconfiding。
"Stephen,"hesaid,"thisladyisMissSwancourt。Iamstayingatherfather"shouse,asyouprobablyknow。"HesteppedafewpacesnearertoSmith,andsaidinalowertone:"Imayaswelltellyouthatweareengagedtobemarried。"
Lowasthewordshadbeenspoken,Elfridehadheardthem,andawaitedStephen"sreplyinbreathlesssilence,ifthatcouldbecalledsilencewhereElfride"sdress,ateachthrobofherheart,shookandindicateditlikeapulse-glass,rustlingalsoagainstthewallinreplytothesamethrobbing。Therayofdaylightwhichreachedherfacelentitabluepallorincomparisonwiththoseoftheothertwo。
"Icongratulateyou,"Stephenwhispered;andsaidaloud,"IknowMissSwancourt——alittle。YoumustrememberthatmyfatherisaparishionerofMr。Swancourt"s。"
"Ithoughtyoumightpossiblynothavelivedathomesincetheyhavebeenhere。"
"Ihaveneverlivedathome,certainly,sincethattime。"
"IhaveseenMr。Smith,"falteredElfride。
"Well,thereisnoexcuseforme。AsstrangerstoeachotherI
ought,Isuppose,tohaveintroducedyou:asacquaintances,I
shouldnothavestoodsopersistentlybetweenyou。Butthefactis,Smith,youseemaboytome,evennow。"
Stephenappearedtohaveamorethanpreviousconsciousnessoftheintensecrueltyofhisfateatthepresentmoment。Hecouldnotrepressthewords,utteredwithadimbitterness:
"YoushouldhavesaidthatIseemedstilltheruralmechanic"ssonIam,andhenceanunfitsubjectfortheceremonyofintroductions。"