第15章
"Oh,no,no!Iwon"thavethat。"KnightendeavouredtogivehisreplyalaughingtoneinElfride"sears,andanearnestnessinStephen"s:inbothwhicheffortshesignallyfailed,andproducedaforcedspeechpleasanttoneither。"Well,letusgointotheopenairagain;MissSwancourt,youareparticularlysilent。Youmustn"tmindSmith。Ihaveknownhimforyears,asIhavetoldyou。"
"Yes,youhave,"shesaid。
"Tothinkshehasnevermentionedherknowledgeofme!"Smithmurmured,andthoughtwithsomeremorsehowmuchherconductresembledhisownonhisfirstarrivalatherhouseasastrangertotheplace。
Theyascendedtothedaylight,KnighttakingnofurthernoticeofElfride"smanner,which,asusual,heattributedtothenaturalshynessofayoungwomanatbeingdiscoveredwalkingwithhimontermswhichleftnotmuchdoubtoftheirmeaning。Elfridesteppedalittleinadvance,andpassedthroughthechurchyard。
"Youarechangedveryconsiderably,Smith,"saidKnight,"andI
supposeitisnomorethanwastobeexpected。However,don"timaginethatIshallfeelanythelessinterestinyouandyourfortuneswheneveryoucaretoconfidethemtome。IhavenotforgottentheattachmentyouspokeofasyourreasonforgoingawaytoIndia。ALondonyounglady,wasitnot?Ihopeallisprosperous?"
"No:thematchisbrokenoff。"
Itbeingalwaysdifficulttoknowwhethertoexpresssorroworgladnessundersuchcircumstances——alldependinguponthecharacterofthematch——Knighttookshelterinthesafewords:"I
trustitwasforthebest。"
"Ihopeitwas。ButIbegthatyouwillnotpressmefurther:no,youhavenotpressedme——Idon"tmeanthat——butIwouldrathernotspeakuponthesubject。"
Stephen"swordswerehurried。
Knightsaidnomore,andtheyfollowedinthefootstepsofElfride,whostillkeptsomepacesinadvance,andhadnotheardKnight"sunconsciousallusiontoher。Stephenbadehimadieuatthechurchyard-gatewithoutgoingoutside,andwatchedwhilstheandhissweetheartmountedtheirhorses。
"Goodheavens,Elfride,"Knightexclaimed,"howpaleyouare!I
supposeIoughtnottohavetakenyouintothatvault。Whatisthematter?"
"Nothing,"saidElfridefaintly。"Ishallbemyselfinamoment。
Allwassostrangeandunexpecteddownthere,thatitmademeunwell。"
"Ithoughtyousaidverylittle。ShallIgetsomewater?"
"No,no。"
"Doyouthinkitissafeforyoutomount?"
"Quite——indeeditis,"shesaid,withalookofappeal。
"Nowthen——upshegoes!"whisperedKnight,andliftedhertenderlyintothesaddle。
Heroldloverstilllookedonattheperformanceasheleantoverthegateadozenyardsoff。Onceinthesaddle,andhavingafirmgripofthereins,sheturnedherheadasifbyaresistlessfascination,andforthefirsttimesincethatmemorablepartingonthemooroutsideSt。Launce"safterthepassionateattemptatmarriagewithhim,Elfridelookedinthefaceoftheyoungmanshefirsthadloved。Hewastheyouthwhohadcalledherhisinseparablewifemanyatime,andwhomshehadevenaddressedasherhusband。Theireyesmet。Measurementoflifeshouldbeproportionedrathertotheintensityoftheexperiencethantoitsactuallength。Theirglance,butamomentchronologically,wasaseasonintheirhistory。ToElfridetheintenseagonyofreproachinStephen"seyewasanailpiercingherheartwithadeadlinessnowordscandescribe。Withaspasmodiceffortshewithdrewhereyes,urgedonthehorse,andinthechaosofperturbedmemorieswasobliviousofanypresencebesideher。Thedeedofdeceptionwascomplete。
Gainingaknollonwhichtheparktransformeditselfintowoodandcopse,Knightcamestillclosertoherside,andsaid,"Areyoubetternow,dearest?"
"Ohyes。"Shepressedahandtohereyes,asiftoblotouttheimageofStephen。Avividscarletspotnowshonewithpreternaturalbrightnessinthecentreofeachcheek,leavingtheremainderofherfacelily-whiteasbefore。
"Elfride,"saidKnight,ratherinhisoldtoneofmentor,"youknowIdon"tforamomentchideyou,butistherenotagreatdealofunwomanlyweaknessinyourallowingyourselftobesooverwhelmedbythesightofwhat,afterall,isnonovelty?Everywomanworthyofthenameshould,Ithink,beabletolookupondeathwithsomethinglikecomposure。Surelyyouthinksotoo?"
"Yes;Iownit。"
Hisobtusenesstothecauseofherindisposition,byevidencinghisentirefreedomfromthesuspicionofanythingbehindthescenes,showedhowincapableKnightwasofdeceptionhimself,ratherthananyinherentdulnessinhimregardinghumannature。
This,clearlyperceivedbyElfride,addedpoignancytoherself-
reproach,andsheidolizedhimthemorebecauseoftheirdifference。EventherecentsightofStephen"sfaceandthesoundofhisvoice,whichforamomenthadstirredachordortwoofancientkindness,wereunabletokeepdowntheadorationre-
existentnowthathewasagainoutofview。
ShehadrepliedtoKnight"squestionhastily,andimmediatelywentontospeakofindifferentsubjects。Aftertheyhadreachedhomeshewasapartfromhimtilldinner-time。Whendinnerwasover,andtheywerewatchingtheduskinthedrawing-room,Knightsteppedoutupontheterrace。Elfridewentafterhimverydecisively,onthespurofavirtuousintention。
"Mr。Knight,Iwanttotellyousomething,"shesaid,withquietfirmness。
"Andwhatisitabout?"gailyreturnedherlover。"Happiness,I
hope。Donotletanythingkeepyousosadasyouseemtohavebeento-day。"
"IcannotmentionthematteruntilItellyouthewholesubstanceofit,"shesaid。"AndthatIwilldoto-morrow。Ihavebeenremindedofitto-day。ItisaboutsomethingIoncedid,anddon"tthinkIoughttohavedone。"
This,itmustbesaid,wasratheramildwayofreferringtoafranticpassionandflight,which,muchorlittleinitself,onlyaccidenthadsavedfrombeingascandalinthepubliceye。
Knightthoughtthemattersometrifle,andsaidpleasantly:
"ThenIamnottohearthedreadfulconfessionnow?"
"No,notnow。Ididnotmeanto-night,"Elfrideresponded,withaslightdeclineinthefirmnessofhervoice。"Itisnotlightasyouthinkit——ittroublesmeagreatdeal。"Fearingnowtheeffectofherownearnestness,sheaddedforcedly,"Though,perhaps,youmaythinkitlightafterall。"
"Butyouhavenotsaidwhenitistobe?"
"To-morrowmorning。Nameatime,willyou,andbindmetoit?I
wantyoutofixanhour,becauseIamweak,andmayotherwisetrytogetoutofit。"Sheaddedalittleartificiallaugh,whichshowedhowtimorousherresolutionwasstill。
"Well,sayafterbreakfast——ateleveno"clock。"
"Yes,eleveno"clock。Ipromiseyou。Bindmestrictlytomyword。"
ChapterXXVIII
"Ilullafancy,trouble-tost。"
MissSwancourt,itiseleveno"clock。"
Shewaslookingoutofherdressing-roomwindowonthefirstfloor,andKnightwasregardingherfromtheterracebalustrade,uponwhichhehadbeenidlysittingforsometime——dividingtheglancesofhiseyebetweenthepagesofabookinhishand,thebrillianthuesofthegeraniumsandcalceolarias,andtheopenwindowabove-mentioned。
"Yes,itis,Iknow。Iamcoming。"
Hedrewcloser,andunderthewindow。
"Howareyouthismorning,Elfride?Youlooknobetterforyourlongnight"srest。"
Sheappearedatthedoorshortlyafter,tookhisofferedarm,andtogethertheywalkedslowlydownthegravelpathleadingtotheriverandawayunderthetrees。
Herresolution,sustainedduringthelastfifteenhours,hadbeentotellthewholetruth,andnowthemomenthadcome。
Stepbysteptheyadvanced,andstillshedidnotspeak。Theywerenearlyattheendofthewalk,whenKnightbrokethesilence。
"Well,whatistheconfession,Elfride?"
Shepausedamoment,drewalongbreath;andthisiswhatshesaid:
"Itoldyouoneday——orratherIgaveyoutounderstand——whatwasnottrue。IfancyyouthoughtmetomeanIwasnineteenmynextbirthday,butitwasmylastIwasnineteen。"
Themomenthadbeentoomuchforher。Nowthatthecrisishadcome,noqualmsofconscience,noloveofhonesty,noyearningtomakeaconfidenceandobtainforgivenesswithakiss,couldstringElfrideuptotheventure。Herdreadlestheshouldbeunforgivingwasheightenedbythethoughtofyesterday"sartifice,whichmightpossiblyadddisgusttohisdisappointment。Thecertaintyofonemoreday"saffection,whichshegainedbysilence,outvaluedthehopeofaperpetuitycombinedwiththeriskofall。
Thetrepidationcausedbythesethoughtsonwhatshehadintendedtosayshooksonaturallythewordsshedidsay,thatKnightneverforamomentsuspectedthemtobealastmoment"ssubstitution。
Hesmiledandpressedherhandwarmly。
"MydearElfie——yes,youarenow——noprotestation——whatawinninglittlewomanyouare,tobesoabsurdlyscrupulousaboutamereiota!Really,Ineveroncehavethoughtwhetheryournineteenthyearwasthelastorthepresent。And,byGeorge,wellImaynot;
foritwouldneverdoforastaidfogeyadozenyearsoldertostanduponsuchatrifleasthat。"
"Don"tpraiseme——don"tpraiseme!ThoughIprizeitfromyourlips,Idon"tdeserveitnow。"
ButKnight,beinginanexceptionallygenialmood,merelysawthisdistressfulexclamationasmodesty。"Well,"headded,afteraminute,"Ilikeyouallthebetter,youknow,forsuchmoralprecision,althoughIcalleditabsurd。"Hewentonwithtenderearnestness:"For,Elfride,thereisonethingIdolovetoseeinawoman——thatis,asoultruthfulandclearasheaven"slight。I
couldputupwithanythingifIhadthat——forgivenothingifIhaditnot。Elfride,youhavesuchasoul,ifeverwomanhad;andhavingit,retainit,anddon"teverlistentothefashionabletheoriesofthedayaboutawoman"sprivilegesandnaturalrighttopractisewiles。Dependuponit,mydeargirl,thatanoblewomanmustbeashonestasanobleman。Ispeciallymeanbyhonesty,fairnessnotonlyinmattersofbusinessandsocialdetail,butinallthedelicatedealingsoflove,towhichthelicencegiventoyoursexparticularlyrefers。"
Elfridelookedtroublouslyatthetrees。
"Nowletusgoontotheriver,Elfie。"
"IwouldifIhadahaton,"shesaidwithasortofsuppressedwoe。
"Iwillgetitforyou,"saidKnight,verywillingtopurchasehercompanionshipatsocheapaprice。"Yousitdownthereaminute。"
Andheturnedandwalkedrapidlybacktothehouseforthearticleinquestion。
Elfridesatdownupononeoftherusticbencheswhichadornedthisportionofthegrounds,andremainedwithhereyesuponthegrass。
Shewasinducedtoliftthembyhearingthebrushoflightandirregularfootstepshardby。Passingalongthepathwhichintersectedtheoneshewasinandtraversedtheoutershrubberies,Elfridebeheldthefarmer"swidow,Mrs。Jethway。
BeforeshenoticedElfride,shepausedtolookatthehouse,portionsofwhichwerevisiblethroughthebushes。Elfride,shrinkingback,hopedtheunpleasantwomanmightgoonwithoutseeingher。ButMrs。Jethway,silentlyapostrophizingthehouse,withactionswhichseemeddictatedbyahalf-overturnedreason,haddiscernedthegirl,andimmediatelycameupandstoodinfrontofher。
"Ah,MissSwancourt!Whydidyoudisturbme?Mustn"tItrespasshere?"
"Youmaywalkhereifyoulike,Mrs。Jethway。Idonotdisturbyou。"
"Youdisturbmymind,andmymindismywholelife;formyboyistherestill,andheisgonefrommybody。"
"Yes,pooryoungman。Iwassorrywhenhedied。"
"Doyouknowwhathediedof?"
"Consumption。"
"Ohno,no!"saidthewidow。"Thatword"consumption"coversagooddeal。Hediedbecauseyouwerehisownwell-agreedsweetheart,andthenprovedfalse——anditkilledhim。Yes,MissSwancourt,"shesaidinanexcitedwhisper,"youkilledmyson!"
"Howcanyoubesowickedandfoolish!"repliedElfride,risingindignantly。Butindignationwasnotnaturaltoher,andhavingbeensowornandharrowedbylateevents,shelostanypowersofdefencethatmoodmighthavelenther。"Icouldnothelphislovingme,Mrs。Jethway!"
"That"sjustwhatyoucouldhavehelped。Youknowhowitbegan,MissElfride。Yes:yousaidyoulikedthenameofFelixbetterthananyothernameintheparish,andyouknewitwashisname,andthatthoseyousaidittowouldreportittohim。"
"Iknewitwashisname——ofcourseIdid;butIamsure,Mrs。
Jethway,Ididnotintendanybodytotellhim。"
"Butyouknewtheywould。"
"No,Ididn"t。"
"Andthen,afterthat,whenyouwereridingonRevels-daybyourhouse,andtheladsweregatheredthere,andyouwantedtodismount,whenJimDrakeandGeorgeUpwayandthreeorfourmoreranforwardtoholdyourpony,andFelixstoodbacktimid,whydidyoubeckontohim,andsayyouwouldratherheheldit?"
"OMrs。Jethway,youdothinksomistakenly!Ilikedhimbest——
that"swhyIwantedhimtodoit。Hewasgentleandnice——I
alwaysthoughthimso——andIlikedhim。"
"Thenwhydidyoulethimkissyou?"
"Itisafalsehood;oh,itis,itis!"saidElfride,weepingwithdesperation。"Hecamebehindme,andattemptedtokissme;andthatwaswhyItoldhimnevertoletmeseehimagain。"
"Butyoudidnottellyourfatheroranybody,asyouwouldhaveifyouhadlookeduponitthenastheinsultyounowpretenditwas。"
"Hebeggedmenottotell,andfoolishlyenoughIdidnot。AndI
wishIhadnow。Ilittleexpectedtobescourgedwithmyownkindness。Prayleaveme,Mrs。Jethway。"Thegirlonlyexpostulatednow。
"Well,youharshlydismissedhim,andhedied。Andbeforehisbodywascold,youtookanothertoyourheart。Thenascarelesslysenthimabouthisbusiness,andtookathird。Andifyouconsiderthatnothing,MissSwancourt,"shecontinued,drawingcloser;"itledontowhatwasveryseriousindeed。Haveyouforgottenthewould-berunawaymarriage?ThejourneytoLondon,andthereturnthenextdaywithoutbeingmarried,andthatthere"senoughdisgraceinthattoruinawoman"sgoodnamefarlesslightthanyours?Youmayhave:Ihavenot。Ficklenesstowardsaloverisbad,butficklenessafterplayingthewifeiswantonness。"
"Oh,it"sawickedcruellie!Donotsayit;oh,donot!"
"Doesyournewmanknowofit?Ithinknot,orhewouldbenomanofyours!Asmuchofthestoryaswasknowniscreepingabouttheneighbourhoodevennow;butIknowmorethananyofthem,andwhyshouldIrespectyourlove?"
"Idefyyou!"criedElfridetempestuously。"Doandsayallyoucantoruinme;try;putyourtongueatwork;Iinviteit!Idefyyouasaslanderouswoman!Look,therehecomes。"AndhervoicetrembledgreatlyasshesawthroughtheleavesthebelovedformofKnightcomingfromthedoorwithherhatinhishand。"Tellhimatonce;Icanbearit。"
"Notnow,"saidthewoman,anddisappeareddownthepath。
TheexcitementofherlatterwordshadrestoredcolourtoElfride"scheeks;andhastilywipinghereyes,shewalkedfartheron,sothatbythetimeherloverhadovertakenherthetracesofemotionhadnearlydisappearedfromherface。Knightputthehatuponherhead,tookherhand,anddrewitwithinhisarm。
ItwasthelastdaybutoneprevioustotheirdepartureforSt。
Leonards;andKnightseemedtohaveapurposeinbeingmuchinhercompanythatday。Theyrambledalongthevalley。Theseasonwasthatperiodintheautumnwhenthefoliagealoneofanordinaryplantationisrichenoughinhuestoexhaustthechromaticcombinationsofanartist"spalette。Mostlustrousofallarethebeeches,graduatingfrombrightrustyredattheextremityoftheboughstoabrightyellowattheirinnerparts;youngoaksarestillofaneutralgreen;Scotchfirsandholliesarenearlyblue;
whilstoccasionaldottingsofothervarietiesgivemaroonsandpurplesofeverytinge。
Theriver——suchasitwas——herepursueditscourseamidflagstonesaslevelasapavement,butdividedbycrevicesofirregularwidth。Withthesummerdroughtthetorrenthadnarrowedtillitwasnowbutathreadofcrystalclearness,meanderingalongacentralchannelintherockybedofthewintercurrent。Knightscrambledthroughthebusheswhichatthispointnearlycoveredthebrookfromsight,andleaptdownuponthedryportionoftheriverbottom。
"Elfride,Ineversawsuchasight!"heexclaimed。"Thehazelsoverhangtheriver"scourseinaperfectarch,andthefloorisbeautifullypaved。Theplaceremindsoneofthepassagesofacloister。Letmehelpyoudown。"
Heassistedherthroughthemarginalunderwoodanddowntothestones。Theywalkedontogethertoatinycascadeaboutafootwideandhigh,andsatdownbesideitontheflagsthatforninemonthsintheyearweresubmergedbeneathagushingbourne。Fromtheirfeettrickledtheattenuatedthreadofwaterwhichaloneremainedtotelltheintentandreasonofthisleaf-coveredaisle,andjourneyedoninazigzaglinetilllostintheshade。
Knight,leaningonhiselbow,aftercontemplatingallthis,lookedcriticallyatElfride。
"Doesnotsuchaluxuriantheadofhairexhaustitselfandgetthinastheyearsgoonfromeighteentoeight-and-twenty?"heaskedatlength。
"Ohno!"shesaidquickly,withavisibledisinclinationtoharboursuchathought,whichcameuponherwithanunpleasantnesswhoseforceitwouldbedifficultformentounderstand。Sheaddedafterwards,withsmoulderinguneasiness,"Doyoureallythinkthatagreatabundanceofhairismorelikelytogetthinthanamoderatequantity?"
"Yes,Ireallydo。Ibelieve——amalmostsure,infact——thatifstatisticscouldbeobtainedonthesubject,youwouldfindthepersonswiththinhairwerethosewhohadasuperabundanceoriginally,andthatthosewhostartwithamoderatequantityretainitwithoutmuchloss。"
Elfride"stroublessatuponherfaceaswellasinherheart。
Perhapstoawomanitisalmostasdreadfultothinkoflosingherbeautyasoflosingherreputation。Atanyrate,shelookedquiteasgloomyasshehadlookedatanyminutethatday。
"Youshouldn"tbesotroubledaboutamerepersonaladornment,"
saidKnight,withsomeoftheseverityoftonethathadbeencustomarybeforeshehadbeguiledhimintosoftness。
"Ithinkitisawoman"sdutytobeasbeautifulasshecan。IfI
wereascholar,IwouldgiveyouchapterandverseforitfromoneofyourownLatinauthors。Iknowthereissuchapassage,forpapahasalludedtoit。"
""Munditiae,etornatus,etcultus,"&c——isthatit?ApassageinLivywhichisnodefenceatall。"
"No,itisnotthat。"
"Nevermind,then;forIhaveareasonfornottakingupmyoldcudgelsagainstyou,Elfie。Canyouguesswhatthereasonis?"
"No;butIamgladtohearit,"shesaidthankfully。"Foritisdreadfulwhenyoutalkso。Forwhateverdreadfulnametheweaknessmaydeserve,ImustcandidlyownthatIamterrifiedtothinkmyhairmayevergetthin。"
"Ofcourse;asensiblewomanwouldratherloseherwitsthanherbeauty。"
"Idon"tcareifyoudosaysatireandjudgemecruelly。Iknowmyhairisbeautiful;everybodysaysso。"
"Why,mydearMissSwancourt,"hetenderlyreplied,"Ihavenotsaidanythingagainstit。Butyouknowwhatissaidabouthandsomebeingandhandsomedoing。"
"PoorMissHandsome-doescutsbutasorryfigurebesideMissHandsome-isineveryman"seyes,yourownnotexcepted,Mr。
Knight,thoughitpleasesyoutothrowoffso,"saidElfridesaucily。Andloweringhervoice:"Yououghtnottohavetakensomuchtroubletosavemefromfallingoverthecliff,foryoudon"tthinkminealifeworthmuchtroubleevidently。"
"Perhapsyouthinkminewasnotworthyours。"
"Itwasworthanybody"s!"
Herhandwasplashinginthelittlewaterfall,andhereyeswerebentthesameway。
"Youtalkaboutmyseveritywithyou,Elfride。Youareunkindtome,youknow。"
"How?"sheasked,lookingupfromheridleoccupation。
"Aftermytakingtroubletogetjewellerytopleaseyou,youwouldn"tacceptit。"
"PerhapsIwouldnow;perhapsIwantto。"
"Do!"saidKnight。
Andthepacketwaswithdrawnfromhispocketandpresentedthethirdtime。Elfridetookitwithdelight。Theobstaclewasrentintwain,andthesignificantgiftwashers。
"I"lltakeouttheseuglyonesatonce,"sheexclaimed,"andI"llwearyours——shallI?"
"Ishouldbegratified。"
Now,thoughitmayseemunlikely,consideringhowfarthetwohadgoneinconverse,KnighthadneveryetventuredtokissElfride。
FarslowerwashethanStephenSmithinmatterslikethat。TheutmostadvancehehadmadeinsuchdemonstrationshadbeentothedegreewitnessedbyStepheninthesummer-house。SoElfride"scheekbeingstillforbiddenfruittohim,hesaidimpulsively。
"Elfie,Ishouldliketotouchthatseductiveearofyours。Thosearemygifts;soletmedressyouinthem。"
Shehesitatedwithastimulatinghesitation。
"Letmeputjustoneinitsplace,then?"
Herfacegrewmuchwarmer。
"Idon"tthinkitwouldbequitetheusualorpropercourse,"shesaid,suddenlyturningandresumingheroperationofplashingintheminiaturecataract。
Thestillnessofthingswasdisturbedbyabirdcomingtothestreamlettodrink。Afterwatchinghimdiphisbill,sprinklehimself,andflyintoatree,Knightreplied,withthecourteousbrusquenessshesomuchlikedtohear——
"Elfride,nowyoumayaswellbefair。Youwouldmindmydoingitbutlittle,Ithink;sogivemeleave,do。"
"Iwillbefair,then,"shesaidconfidingly,andlookinghimfullintheface。Itwasaparticularpleasuretohertobeabletodoalittlehonestywithoutfear。"Ishouldnotmindyourdoingso——
Ishouldlikesuchanattention。Mythoughtwas,woulditberighttoletyou?"
"ThenIwill!"herejoined,withthatsingularearnestnessaboutasmallmatter——intheeyesofaladies"manbutamomentarypegforflirtationorjest——whichisonlyfoundindeepnatureswhohavebeenwhollyunusedtotoyingwithwomankind,andwhich,fromitsunwontedness,isinitselfatributethemostpreciousthatcanberendered,andhomagethemostexquisitetobereceived。
"Andyoushall,"shewhispered,withoutreserve,andnolongermistressoftheceremonies。AndthenElfrideinclinedherselftowardshim,thrustbackherhair,andpoisedherheadsideways。
Indoingthisherarmandshouldernecessarilyrestedagainsthisbreast。
Atthetouch,thesensationofbothseemedtobeconcentratedatthepointofcontact。AllthetimehewasperformingthedelicatemanoeuvreKnighttrembledlikeayoungsurgeoninhisfirstoperation。
"Nowtheother,"saidKnightinawhisper。
"No,no。"
"Whynot?"
"Idon"tknowexactly。"
"Youmustknow。"
"Yourtouchagitatesmeso。Letusgohome。"
"Don"tsaythat,Elfride。Whatisit,afterall?Amerenothing。
Nowturnround,dearest。"
Shewaspowerlesstodisobey,andturnedforthwith;andthen,withoutanydefinedintentionineither"smind,hisfaceandhersdrewclosertogether;andhesupportedherthere,andkissedher。
Knightwasatoncethemostardentandthecoolestmanalive。
Whenhisemotionsslumberedheappearedalmostphlegmatic;whentheyweremovedhewasnolessthanpassionate。Andnow,withouthavingquiteintendedanearlymarriage,heputthequestionplainly。Itcamewithalltheardourwhichwastheaccumulationoflongyearsbehindanaturalreserve。
"Elfride,whenshallwebemarried?"
Thewordsweresweettoher;buttherewasabitterinthesweet。
Thesenewly-overtactsofhis,whichhadculminatedinthisplainquestion,comingontheverydayofMrs。Jethway"sblastingreproaches,painteddistinctlyherficklenessasanenormity。
Lovinghiminsecrethadnotseemedsuchthorough-goinginconstancyasthesameloverecognizedandacteduponinthefaceofthreats。Herdistractionwasinterpretedbyhimathersideastheoutwardsignsofanunwontedexperience。
"Idon"tpressyouforananswernow,darling,"hesaid,seeingshewasnotlikelytogivealucidreply。"Takeyourtime。"
Knightwasashonourableamanaswaseverlovedanddeludedbywoman。Itmaybesaidthathisblindnessinloveprovedthepoint,forshrewdnessinloveusuallygoeswithmeannessingeneral。Oncethepassionhadmasteredhim,theintellecthadgonefornaught。Knight,asalover,wasmoresingle-mindedandfarsimplerthanhisfriendStephen,whoinothercapacitieswasshallowbesidehim。
Withoutsayingmoreonthesubjectoftheirmarriage,Knightheldheratarm"slength,asifshehadbeenalargebouquet,andlookedatherwithcriticalaffection。
"Doesyourprettygiftbecomeme?"sheinquired,withtearsofexcitementonthefringesofhereyes。
"Undoubtedly,perfectly!"saidherlover,adoptingalightertonetoputheratherease。"Ah,youshouldseethem;youlookshinierthanever。FancythatIhavebeenabletoimproveyou!"
"AmIreallysonice?Iamgladforyoursake。IwishIcouldseemyself。"
"Youcan"t。Youmustwaittillwegethome。"
"Ishallneverbeable,"shesaid,laughing。"Look:here"saway。"
"Sothereis。Welldone,woman"swit!"
"Holdmesteady!"
"Ohyes。"
"Anddon"tletmefall,willyou?"
"Bynomeans。"
Belowtheirseatthethreadofwaterpausedtospreadoutintoasmoothsmallpool。Knightsupportedherwhilstshekneltdownandleantoverit。
"Icanseemyself。Really,tryasreligiouslyasIwill,Icannothelpadmiringmyappearanceinthem。"
"Doubtless。Howcanyoubesofondoffinery?Ibelieveyouarecorruptingmeintoatasteforit。IusedtohateeverysuchthingbeforeIknewyou。"
"Ilikeornaments,becauseIwantpeopletoadmirewhatyoupossess,andenvyyou,andsay,"IwishIwashe。”"
"IsupposeIoughtnottoobjectafterthat。Andhowmuchlongerareyougoingtolookinthereatyourself?"
"Untilyouaretiredofholdingme?Oh,Iwanttoaskyousomething。"Andsheturnedround。"Nowtelltruly,won"tyou?
Whatcolourofhairdoyoulikebestnow?"
Knightdidnotansweratthemoment。
"Saylight,do!"shewhisperedcoaxingly。"Don"tsaydark,asyoudidthattime。"
"Light-brown,then。Exactlythecolourofmysweetheart"s。"
"Really?"saidElfride,enjoyingastruthwhatsheknewtobeflattery。
"Yes。"
"Andblueeyes,too,nothazel?Sayyes,sayyes!"
"Onerecantationisenoughforto-day。"
"No,no。"
"Verywell,blueeyes。"AndKnightlaughed,anddrewhercloseandkissedherthesecondtime,whichoperationsheperformedwiththecarefulnessofafruiterertouchingabunchofgrapessoasnottodisturbtheirbloom。
Elfrideobjectedtoasecond,andflungawayherface,themovementcausingaslightdisarrangementofhatandhair。Hardlythinkingwhatshesaidinthetrepidationofthemoment,sheexclaimed,clappingherhandtoherear——
"Ah,wemustbecareful!Ilosttheotherearringdoinglikethis。"
Nosoonerdidsherealisethesignificantwordsthanatroubledlookpassedacrossherface,andsheshutherlipsasiftokeepthemback。
"Doinglikewhat?"saidKnight,perplexed。
"Oh,sittingdownoutofdoors,"sherepliedhastily。
ChapterXXIX
"Care,thoucanker。"
ItisaneveningatthebeginningofOctober,andthemellowestofautumnsunsetsirradiatesLondon,eventoitsuttermosteasternend。BetweentheeyeandtheflamingWest,columnsofsmokestandupinthestillairliketalltrees。Everythingintheshadeisrichandmistyblue。
Mr。andMrs。SwancourtandElfridearelookingattheselustrousandluridcontrastsfromthewindowofalargehotelnearLondonBridge。ThevisittotheirfriendsatSt。Leonardsisover,andtheyarestayingadayortwointhemetropolisontheirwayhome。
KnightspentthesameintervaloftimeincrossingovertoBrittanybywayofJerseyandSt。Malo。HethenpassedthroughNormandy,andreturnedtoLondonalso,hisarrivaltherehavingbeentwodayslaterthanthatofElfrideandherparents。
SotheeveningofthisOctoberdaysawthemallmeetingattheabove-mentionedhotel,wheretheyhadpreviouslyengagedapartments。DuringtheafternoonKnighthadbeentohislodgingsatRichmondtomakealittlechangeinthenatureofhisbaggage;
andoncomingupagaintherewasneverusheredbyablandwaiterintoacomfortableroomahappiermanthanKnightwhenshowntowhereElfrideandherstep-motherweresittingafterafatiguingdayofshopping。
Elfridelookednonethebetterforherchange:Knightwasasbrownasanut。Theyweresoonengagedbythemselvesinacorneroftheroom。Nowthatthepreciouswordsofpromisehadbeenspoken,theyounggirlhadnoideaofkeepingupherpricebythesystemofreservewhichothermoreaccomplishedmaidensuse。Herloverwaswithheragain,anditwasenough:shemadeherheartovertohimentirely。
Dinnerwassoondespatched。Andwhenapreliminaryroundofconversationconcerningtheirdoingssincethelastpartinghadbeenconcluded,theyrevertedtothesubjectofto-morrow"sjourneyhome。
"ThatenervatingridethroughthemyrtleclimateofSouthDevon——
howIdreaditto-morrow!"Mrs。Swancourtwassaying。"Ihadhopedtheweatherwouldhavebeencoolerbythistime。"
"Didyouevergobywater?"saidKnight。
"Never——bynever,Imeannotsincethetimeofrailways。"
"Thenifyoucanaffordanadditionalday,Iproposethatwedoit,"saidKnight。"TheChannelislikealakejustnow。WeshouldreachPlymouthinaboutfortyhours,Ithink,andtheboatsstartfromjustbelowthebridgehere"(pointingoverhisshouldereastward)。
"Hear,hear!"saidthevicar。
"It"sanidea,certainly,"saidhiswife。
"Ofcoursethesecoastersarerathertubby,"saidKnight。"Butyouwouldn"tmindthat?"
"No:wewouldn"tmind。"
"Andthesaloonisaplacelikethefishmarketofaninth-ratecountrytown,butthatwouldn"tmatter?"
"Ohdear,no。Ifwehadonlythoughtofitsoonenough,wemighthavehadtheuseofLordLuxellian"syacht。Butnevermind,we"llgo。WeshallescapetheworryingrattlethroughthewholelengthofLondonto-morrowmorning——nottomentiontheriskofbeingkilledbyexcursiontrains,whichisnotalittleoneatthistimeoftheyear,ifthepapersaretrue。"
Elfride,too,thoughtthearrangementdelightful;andaccordingly,teno"clockthefollowingmorningsawtwocabscrawlingroundbytheMint,andbetweenthepreternaturallyhighwallsofNightingaleLanetowardstheriverside。
Thefirstvehiclewasoccupiedbythetravellersinperson,andthesecondbroughtuptheluggage,underthesupervisionofMrs。
Snewson,Mrs。Swancourt"smaid——andforthelastfortnightElfride"salso;foralthoughtheyoungerladyhadneverbeenaccustomedtoanysuchattendantatrobingtimes,herstepmotherforcedherintoasemblanceoffamiliaritywithonewhentheywereawayfromhome。
Presentlywaggons,bales,andsmellsofalldescriptionsincreasedtosuchanextentthattheadvanceofthecabswasattheslowestpossiblerate。Atintervalsitwasnecessarytohaltentirely,thattheheavyvehiclesunloadinginfrontmightbemovedaside,afeatwhichwasnotaccomplishedwithoutadealofswearingandnoise。Thevicarputhisheadoutofthewindow。
"Surelytheremustbesomemistakeintheway,"hesaidwithgreatconcern,drawinginhisheadagain。"There"snotarespectableconveyancetobeseenhereexceptours。I"veheardthattherearestrangedensinthispartofLondon,intowhichpeoplehavebeenentrappedandmurdered——surelythereisnoconspiracyonthepartofthecabman?"
"Ohno,no。Itisallright,"saidMr。Knight,whowasasplacidasdewyevebythesideofElfride。
"ButwhatIarguefrom,"saidthevicar,withagreateremphasisofuneasiness,"areplainappearances。Thiscan"tbethehighwayfromLondontoPlymouthbywater,becauseitisnowayatalltoanyplace。Weshallmissoursteamerandourtraintoo——that"swhatIthink。"
"Dependuponitweareright。Infact,hereweare。"
"Trimmer"sWharf,"saidthecabman,openingthedoor。
Nosoonerhadtheyalightedthantheyperceivedatusslegoingonbetweenthehindmostcabmanandacrowdoflightporterswhohadchargedhimincolumn,toobtainpossessionofthebagsandboxes,Mrs。Snewson"shandsbeingseenstretchedtowardsheaveninthemidstofthemelee。Knightadvancedgallantly,andafterahardstrugglereducedthecrowdtotwo,uponwhoseshouldersandtrucksthegoodsvanishedawayinthedirectionofthewater"sedgewithstartlingrapidity。
Thenmoreofthesametribe,whohadrunonahead,wereheardshoutingtoboatmen,threeofwhompulledalongside,andtwobeingvanquished,theluggagewenttumblingintotheremainingone。
"Neversawsuchadreadfulsceneinmylife——never!"saidMr。
Swancourt,flounderingintotheboat。"WorsethanFamineandSworduponone。Ithoughtsuchcustomswereconfinedtocontinentalports。Aren"tyouastonished,Elfride?"
"Ohno,"saidElfride,appearingamidthedingyscenelikearainbowinamurkysky。"Itisapleasantnovelty,Ithink。"
"Whereinthewideoceanisoursteamer?"thevicarinquired。"I
canseenothingbutoldhulks,forthelifeofme。"
"Justbehindthatone,"saidKnight;"weshallsoonberoundunderher。"
Theobjectoftheirsearchwassoonafterdisclosedtoview——agreatlumberingformofinkyblackness,whichlookedasifithadneverknownthetouchofapaint-brushforfiftyyears。Itwaslyingbesidejustsuchanother,andthewayonboardwasdownanarrowlaneofwaterbetweenthetwo,aboutayardandahalfwideatoneend,andgraduallyconvergingtoapoint。Atthemomentoftheirentryintothisnarrowpassage,abrilliantlypaintedrivalpaddleddowntheriverlikeatrottingsteed,creatingsuchaseriesofwavesandsplashesthattheirfrailwherrywastossedlikeateacup,andthevicarandhiswifeslantedthiswayandthat,incliningtheirheadsintocontactwithaPunch-and-Judyairandcountenance,thewaveletsstrikingthesidesofthetwohulls,andflappingbackintotheirlaps。
"Dreadful!horrible!"Mr。Swancourtmurmuredprivately;andsaidaloud,Ithoughtwewalkedonboard。Idon"tthinkreallyI
shouldhavecome,ifIhadknownthistroublewasattachedtoit。"
"Iftheymustsplash,Iwishtheywouldsplashuswithcleanwater,"saidtheoldlady,wipingherdresswithherhandkerchief。
"Ihopeitisperfectlysafe,"continuedthevicar。
"Opapa!youarenotverybrave,"criedElfridemerrily。
"Braveryisonlyobtusenesstotheperceptionofcontingencies,"
Mr。Swancourtseverelyanswered。
Mrs。Swancourtlaughed,andElfridelaughed,andKnightlaughed,inthemidstofwhichpleasantnessamanshoutedtothemfromsomepositionbetweentheirheadsandthesky,andtheyfoundtheywereclosetotheJuliet,intowhichtheyquiveringlyascended。
Ithavingbeenfoundthatthelownessofthetidewouldpreventtheirgettingoffforanhour,theSwancourts,havingnothingelsetodo,allowedtheireyestoidleuponmeninbluejerseysperformingmysteriousmendingoperationswithtar-twine;theyturnedtolookatthedashesofluridsunlight,likeburnishedcopperstarsafloatontheripples,whichdancedintoandtantalizedtheirvision;orlistenedtotheloudmusicofasteam-
craneatworkcloseby;ortosighingsoundsfromthefunnelsofpassingsteamers,gettingdeadastheygrewmoredistant;ortoshoutsfromthedecksofdifferentcraftintheirvicinity,allofthemassumingtheformof"Ah-he-hay!"
Half-pastten:notyetoff。Mr。Swancourtbreathedabreathofweariness,andlookedathisfellow-travellersingeneral。Theirfaceswerecertainlynotworthlookingat。Theexpression"Waiting"waswrittenuponthemsoabsolutelythatnothingmorecouldbediscernedthere。AllanimationwassuspendedtillProvidenceshouldraisethewaterandletthemgo。
"Ihavebeenthinking,"saidKnight,"thatwehavecomeamongsttherarestclassofpeopleinthekingdom。Ofallhumancharacteristics,alowopinionofthevalueofhisowntimebyanindividualmustbeamongthestrangesttofind。Hereweseenumbersofthatpatientandhappyspecies。Rovers,asdistinctfromtravellers。"
"Buttheyarepleasure-seekers,towhomtimeisofnoimportance。"
"Ohno。Thepleasure-seekerswemeetonthegrandroutesaremoreanxiousthancommercialtravellerstorushon。Andaddedtothelossoftimeingettingtotheirjourney"send,theseexceptionalpeopletaketheirchanceofsea-sicknessbycomingthisway。"
"Canitbe?"inquiredthevicarwithapprehension。"Surelynot,Mr。Knight,justhereinourEnglishChannel——closeatourdoors,asImaysay。"
"Entrancepassagesareverydraughtyplaces,andtheChannelisliketherest。Itruinsthetemperofsailors。IthasbeencalculatedbyphilosophersthatmoredamnsgouptoheavenfromtheChannel,inthecourseofayear,thanfromallthefiveoceansputtogether。"
Theyreallystartnow,andthedeadlooksofallthethrongcometolifeimmediately。Themanwhohasbeenfranticallyhaulinginaropethatbadefairtohavenoendceaseshislabours,andtheyglidedowntheserpentinebendsoftheThames。
AnythinganywherewasamineofinteresttoElfride,andsowasthis。
"Itiswellenoughnow,"saidMrs。Swancourt,aftertheyhadpassedtheNore,"butIcan"tsayIhavecaredformyvoyagehitherto。"Forbeingnowintheopenseaaslightbreezehadsprungup,whichcheeredheraswellashertwoyoungercompanions。Butunfortunatelyithadareverseeffectuponthevicar,who,afterturningasortofapricotjamcolour,interspersedwithdashesofraspberry,pleadedindisposition,andvanishedfromtheirsight。
Theafternoonworeon。Mrs。Swancourtkindlysatapartbyherselfreading,andthebetrothedpairwerelefttothemselves。ElfrideclungtrustinglytoKnight"sarm,andproudwasshetowalkwithhimupanddownthedeck,ortogoforward,andleaningwithhimagainsttheforecastlerails,watchthesettingsungraduallywithdrawingitselfovertheirsternintoahugebankoflividcloudwithgoldenedgesthatrosetomeetit。