第17章
Thestrongtide,soswift,sodeep,andcertain,waslikeacongenialfriend,inthemorningstillness。Hewalkedbythestream,farfromthehouses,andinthelightaridwarmthofthesunfellasleeponthebank。
Whenheawokeandwasafootagain,helingeredthereyetalittlelonger,watchinganeddythatturnedandturnedpurposeless,untilthestreamabsorbedit,andcarrieditontothesea——`Likeme!"
Atrading-boat,withasailofthesoftenedcolourofadeadleaf,thenglidedintohisview,floatedbyhim,anddiedaway。Asitssilenttrackinthewaterdisappeared,theprayerthathadbrokenupoutofhisheartforamercifulconsiderationofallhispoorblindnessesanderrors,endedinthewords,`Iamtheresurrectionandthelife。"
Mr。Lorrywasalreadyoutwhenhegotback,anditwaseasytosurmisewherethegoodoldmanwasgone。SydneyCartondranknothingbutalittlecoffee,atesomebread,and,havingwashedandchangedtorefreshhimself,wentouttotheplaceoftrial。
Thecourtwasallastiranda-buzz,whentheblacksheep——whommanyfellawayfromindread——pressedhimintoanobscurecorneramongthecrowd。Mr。Lorrywasthere,andDoctorManettewasthere。Shewasthere,sittingbesideherfather。
Whenherhusbandwasbroughtin,sheturnedalookuponhim,sosustaining,soencouraging,sofullofadmiringloveandpityingtenderness,yetsocourageousforhissake,thatitcalledthehealthybloodintohisface,brightenedhisglance,andanimatedhisheart。Iftherehadbeenanyeyestonoticetheinfluenceofherlook,onSydneyCarton,itwouldhavebeenseentobethesameinfluenceexactly。
BeforethatunjustTribunal,therewaslittleornoorderofprocedure,ensuringtoanyaccusedpersonanyreasonablehearing。TherecouldhavebeennosuchRevolution,ifalllaws,forms,andceremonies,hadnotfirstbeensomonstrouslyabused,thatthesuicidalvengeanceoftheRevolutionwastoscatterthemalltothewinds。
Everyeyewasturnedtothejury。Thesamedeterminedpatriotsandgoodrepublicansasyesterdayandthedaybefore,andto-morrowandthedayafter。Eagerandprominentamongthem,onemanwithacravingface,andhisfingersperpetuallyhoveringabouthislips,whoseappearancegavegreatsatisfactiontothespectators。Alife-thirsting,canniballooking,bloody-mindedjuryman,theJacquesThreeofSt。Antoine。Thewholejury,asajuryofdogsempannelledtotrythedeer。
Everyeyethenturnedtothefivejudgesandthepublicprosecutor。
Nofavourableleaninginthatquarterto-day。Afell,uncompromising,murderousbusiness-meaningthere。Everyeyethensoughtsomeothereyeinthecrowd,andgleamedatitapprovingly;andheadsnoddedatoneanother,beforebendingforwardwithastrainedattention。
CharlesEvré;monde,calledDarnay。Releasedyesterday。Re-accusedandretakenyesterday。Indictmentdeliveredtohimlastnight。SuspectedandDenouncedenemyoftheRepublic,Aristocrat,oneofafamilyoftyrants,oneofaraceproscribed,forthattheyhadusedtheirabolishedprivilegestotheinfamousoppressionofthepeople。CharlesEvré;monde,calledDarnay,inrightofsuchproscription,absolutelyDeadinLaw。
Tothiseffect,inasfeworfewerwords,thePublicProsecutor。
ThePresidentasked,wastheAccusedopenlydenouncedorsecretly?
`Openly,President。"
`Bywhom?"
`Threevoices。ErnestDefarge,wine-vendorofSt。Antoine。"
`Good。"
`Thé;rè;seDefarge,hiswife。"
`Good。"
`AlexandreManette,physician。"
Agreatuproartookplaceinthecourt,andinthemidstofit,DoctorManettewasseen,paleandtrembling,standingwherehehadbeenseated。
`President,Iindignantlyprotesttoyouthatthisisaforgeryandafraud。Youknowtheaccusedtobethehusbandofmydaughter。Mydaughter,andthosedeartoher,arefardearertomethanmylife。WhoandwhereisthefalseconspiratorwhosaysthatIdenouncethehusbandofmychild!
`CitizenManette,betranquil。TofailinsubmissiontotheauthorityoftheTribunalwouldbetoputyourselfoutofLaw。Astowhatisdearertoyouthanlife,nothingcanbesodeartoagoodcitizenastheRepublic。"
Loudacclamationshailedthisrebuke。ThePresidentranghisbell,andwithwarmthresumed。
`IftheRepublicshoulddemandofyouthesacrificeofyourchildherselfyouwouldhavenodutybuttosacrificeherListentowhatistofollow。Inthemeanwhile,besilent!"
Franticacclamationswereagainraised。DoctorManettesatdown,withhiseyeslookingaround,andhislipstrembling;hisdaughterdrewclosertohim。Thecravingmanonthejuryrubbedhishandstogether,andrestoredtheusualhandtohismouth。
Defargewasproduced,whenthecourtwasquietenoughtoadmitofhisbeingheard,andrapidlyexpoundedthestoryoftheimprisonment,andofhishavingbeenamereboyintheDoctor"sservice,andoftherelease,andofthestateoftheprisonerwhenreleasedanddeliveredtohim。Thisshortexaminationfollowed,forthecourtwasquickwithitswork。
`YoudidgoodserviceatthetakingoftheBastille,citizen?"
`Ibelieveso。"
Here,anexcitedwomanscreechedfromthecrowd:`Youwereoneofthebestpatriotsthere。Whynotsayso?Youwereacannonierthatdaythere,andyouwereamongthefirsttoentertheaccursedfortresswhenitfell。Patriots,Ispeakthetruth!"
ItwasTheVengeancewho,amidstthewarmcommendationsoftheaudience,thusassistedtheproceedings。ThePresidentranghisbell;but,TheVengeance,warmingwithencouragement,shrieked,`Idefythatbell!"
whereinshewaslikewisemuchcommended。
`InformtheTribunalofwhatyoudidthatdaywithintheBastille,citizen。"
`Iknew,"saidDefarge,lookingdownathiswife,whostoodatthebottomofthestepsonwhichhewasraised,lookingsteadilyupathim;`Iknewthatthisprisoner,ofwhomIspeak,hadbeenconfinedinacellknownasOneHundredandFive,NorthTower。Iknewitfromhimself。
HeknewhimselfbynoothernamethanOneHundredandFive,NorthTower,whenhemadeshoesundermycare。AsIservemygunthatday,Iresolve,whentheplaceshallfall,toexaminethatcell。Itfalls。Imounttothecell,withafellow-citizenwhoisoneoftheJury,directedbyagaoler。
Iexamineit,veryclosely。Inaholeinthechimney,whereastonehasbeenworkedoutandreplaced,Ifindawrittenpaper。Thisisthatwrittenpaper。IhavemadeitmybusinesstoexaminesomespecimensofthewritingofDoctorManette。ThisisthewritingofDoctorManette。Iconfidethispaper,inthewritingofDoctorManette,tothehandsofthePresident。
`Letitberead。"
Inadeadsilenceandstillness——theprisonerundertriallookinglovinglyathiswife,hiswifeonlylookingfromhimtolookwithsolicitudeatherfather,DoctorManettekeepinghiseyesfixedonthereader,MadameDefargenevertakinghersfromtheprisoner,Defargenevertakinghisfromhisfeastingwile,andalltheothereyesthereintentupontheDoctor,whosawnoneofthem——thepaperwasread,asfollows。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheThird[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXTheSubstanceoftheShadow`I,ALEXANDREMANETTE,unfortunatephysician,nativeofBeauvais,andafterwardsresidentinParis,writethismelancholypaperinmydolefulcellintheBastille,duringthelastmonthoftheyear1767。Iwriteitatstolenintervals,undereverydifficulty。Idesigntosecreteitinthewallofthechimney,whereIhaveslowlyandlaboriouslymadeaplaceofconcealmentforit。Somepityinghandmayfinditthere,whenIandmysorrowsaredust。
`ThesewordsareformedbytherustyironpointwithwhichIwritewithdifficultyinscrapingsofsootandcharcoalfromthechimney,mixedwithblood,inthelastmonthofthetenthyearofmycaptivity。Hopehasquitedepartedfrommybreast。IknowfromterriblewarningsIhavenotedinmyselfthatmyreasonwillnotlongremainunimpaired,butIsolemnlydeclarethatIamatthistimeinthepossessionofmyrightmind——thatmymemoryisexactandcircumstantial——andthatIwritethetruthasI
shallanswerforthesemylastrecordedwords,whethertheybeeverreadbymenornot,attheEternalJudgment-seat。
`Onecloudymoonlightnight,inthethirdweekofDecember(I
thinkthetwenty-secondofthemonth)intheyear1757,IwaswalkingonaretiredpartofthequaybytheSeinefortherefreshmentofthefrostyair,atanhour"sdistancefrommyplaceofresidenceintheStreetoftheSchoolofMedicine,whenacarriagecamealongbehindme,drivenveryfast。AsIstoodasidetoletthatcarriagepass,apprehensivethatitmightotherwiserunmedown,aheadwasputoutatthewindow,andavoicecalledtothedrivertostop。
`Thecarriagestoppedassoonasthedrivercouldreininhishorses,andthesamevoicecalledtomebymyname。Ianswered。ThecarriagewasthensofarinadvanceofmethattwogentlemenhadtimetoopenthedoorandalightbeforeIcameupwithit。Iobservedthattheywerebothwrappedincloaksandappearedtoconcealthemselves。Astheystoodcarriagedoor,Ialsoobservedthattheybothlookedofaboutmyownage,orratheryounger,andthattheyweregreatlyalike,instature,manner,voice,and(asfarasIcouldsee)facetoo。
`"YouareDoctorManette?"saidone。
`"Iam。"
`"DoctorManette,formerlyofBeauvais,"saidtheother;"theyoungphysician,originallyanexpertsurgeon,whowithinthelastyearortwohasmadearisingreputationinParis?"
`"Gentlemen,"Ireturned,"IamthatDoctorManetteofwhomyouspeaksograciously。"
`"wehavebeentoyourresidence,"saidthefirst,"andnotbeingsofortunateastofindyouthere,andbeinginformedthatyouwereprobablywalkinginthisdirection,wefollowed,inthehopeofovertakingyou。
Willyoupleasetoenterthecarriage?"
`Themannerofbothwasimperious,andtheybothmoved,asthesewordswerespoken,soastoplacemebetweenthemselvesandthecarriagedoor。Theywerearmed。Iwasnot。
`"Gentlemen,"saidI,"pardonme;butIusuallyinquirewhodoesmethehonourtoseekmyassistance,andwhatisthenatureofthecasetowhichIamsummoned。"
`Thereplytothiswasmadebyhimwhohadspokensecond。"Doctor,yourclientsarepeopleofcondition。Astothenatureofthecase,ourconfidenceinyourskillassuresusthatyouwillascertainitforyourselfbetterthanwecandescribeit。Enough。Willyoupleasetoenterthecarriage?"
`Icoulddonothingbutcomply,andIentereditinsilence。Theybothenteredafterme——thelastspringingin,afterputtingupthesteps。
Thecarriageturnedabout,anddroveonasitsformerspeed。
`Irepeatthisconversationexactlyasitoccurred。Ihavenodoubtthatitis,workforword,thesame。Idescribeeverythingexactlyasittookplace,constrainingmymindnottowanderfromthetask。WhereImakethebrokenmarksthatfollowhere,Ileaveoffforthetime,andputmypaperinitshiding-place。****
`Thecarriageleftthestreetsbehind,passedtheNorthBarrier,andemergeduponthecountryroad。Attwo-thirdsofaleaguefromtheBarrier——I
didnotestimatethedistanceatthattime,butafterwardswhenItraversedit——itstruckoutofthemainavenue,andpresentlystoppedatasolitaryhouse。Weallthreealighted,andwalked,byadampsoftfootpathinagardenwhereaneglectedfountainhadoverflowed,tothedoorofthehouse。
Itwasnotopenedimmediately,inanswertotheringingofthebell,andoneofmytwoconductorsstruckthemanwhoopenedit,withhisheavyriding-glove,acrosstheface。
`Therewasnothinginthisactiontoattractmyparticularattention,forIhadseencommonpeoplestruckmorecommonlythandogs。But,theotherofthetwo,beingangrylike-wise,struckthemaninlikemannerwithhisarm;thelookandbearingofthebrotherswerethensoexactlyalike,thatIthenfirstperceivedthemtobetwinbrothers。
`Fromthetimeofouralightingattheoutergate(whichwefoundlocked,andwhichoneofthebrothershadopenedtoadmitus,andhadre-locked),Ihadheardcriesproceedingfromanupperchamber。Iwasconductedtothischamberstraight,thecriesgrowinglouderasweascendedthestairs,andIfoundapatientinahighfeverofthebrain,lyingonabed。
`Thepatientwasawomanofgreatbeauty,andyoung;assuredlynotmuchpasttwenty。Herhairwastornandragged,andherarmswereboundtohersideswithsashesandhandkerchiefs。Inoticedthatthesebondswereallportionsofagentleman"sdress。Ononeofthem,whichwasafringedScarfforadressofceremony,IsawthearmorialbearingsofaNoble,andtheletterE。
`Isawthis,withinthefirstminuteofmycontemplationofthepatient;for,inherrestlessstrivingsshehadturnedoveronherfaceontheedgeofthebed,haddrawntheendofthescarfintohermouth,andwasindangerofsuffocation。Myfirstactwastoputoutmyhandtorelieveherbreathing;andinmovingthescarfaside,theembroideryinthecornercaughtmysight。
`Iturnedhergentlyover,placedmyhandsuponherbreasttocalmherandkeepherdown,andlookedintoherface。Hereyesweredilatedandwild,andsheconstantlyutteredpiercingshrieks,andrepeatedthewords,"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!"andthencounteduptotwelve,andsaid,"Hush!"Foraninstant,andnomore,shewouldpausetolisten,andthenthepiercingshriekswouldbeginagain,andshewouldrepeatthecry,"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!"andwouldcountuptotwelve,andsay"Hush!"Therewasnovariationintheorder,orthemanner。Therewasnocessation,buttheregularmoment"spause,intheutteranceofthesesounds。
`"Howlong,"Iasked,"hasthislasted?"
`Todistinguishthebrothers,Iwillcallthemtheelderandtheyounger;bytheelder,Imeanhimwhoexercisedthemostauthority。Itwastheelderwhoreplied,"Sinceaboutthishourlastnight。"
`"ShehasaHusband,afather,andabrother?"
`"Abrother。"
`"Idonotaddressherbrother?"
`Heansweredwithgreatcontempt,"No。"
`"Shehassomerecentassociationwiththenumbertwelve?"
`Theyoungerbrotherimpatientlyrejoined,"Withtwelveo"clock?"
`"See,gentlemen,"saidI,stillkeepingmyhandsuponherbreast,"howuselessIam,asyouhavebroughtme!IfIhadknownwhatIwascomingtosee,Icouldhavecomeprovided。Asitis,timemustbelost。Therearenomedicinestobeobtainedinthislonelyplace。"
`Theelderbrotherlookedtotheyounger,whosaidhaughtily,"Thereisacaseofmedicineshere;"andbroughtitfromacloset,andputitonthetable。***
`Iopenedsomeofthebottles,smeltthem,andputthestopperstomylips。IfIhadwantedtouseanythingsavenarcoticmedicinesthatwerepoisonsinthemselves,Iwouldnothaveadministeredanyofthose。
`"Doyoudoubtthem?"askedtheyoungerbrother。
`"Yousee,monsieur,Iamgoingtousethem,"Ireplied,andsaidnomore。
`Imadethepatientswallow,withgreatdifficulty,andaftermanyefforts,thedosethatIdesiredtogive。AsIintendedtorepeatitafterawhile,andasitwasnecessarytowatchitsinfluence,Ithensatdownbythesideofthebed。Therewasatimidandsuppressedwomaninattendance(wifeofthemandown-stairs),whohadretreatedintoacorner。
Thehousewasdampanddecayed,indifferentlyfurnished——evidently,recentlyoccupiedandtemporarilyused。Somethickoldhangingshadbeennailedupbeforethewindows,todeadenthesoundoftheshrieks。Theycontinuedtobeutteredintheirregularsuccession,withthecry,"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!"thecountinguptotwelve,and"Hush!"Thefrenzywassoviolent,thatIhadnotunfastenedthebandagesrestrainingthearms,but,Ihadlookedtothem,toseethattheywerenotpainful。Theonlysparkofencouragementinthecase,was,thatmyhanduponthesufferer"sbreasthadthismuchsoothinginfluence,thatforminutesatatimeittranquillisedthefigure。Ithadnoeffectuponthecries:nopendulumcouldbemoreregular。
`Forthereasonthatmyhandhadthiseffect(Iassume),Ihadsatbythesideofthebedforhalfanhour,withthetwobrotherslookingon,beforetheeldersaid:
`"Thereisanotherpatient。"
`Iwasstartledandasked,"Isitapressingcase?"
`"Youhadbettersee,"hecarelesslyanswered;andtookupalight。
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`Theotherpatientlayinabackroomacrossasecondstaircase,whichwasaspeciesofloftoverastable。Therewasalowplasteredceilingtoapartofit;therestwasopen,totheridgeofthetiledroof,andtherewerebeamsacross。Hayandstrawwerestoredinthatportionoftheplace,fagotsforfiring,andaheapofapplesinsand。Ihadtopassthroughthatpart,togetattheother。Mymemoryiscircumstantialandunshaken。
Itryitwiththesedetails,andIseethemall,inthismycellintheBastille,nearthecloseofthetenthyearofmycaptivity,asIsawthemallthatnight。
`Onsomehayontheground,withacushionthrownunderhishead,layahandsomepeasant-boy-aboyofnotmorethanseventeenatthemost。
Helayonhisback,withhisteethset,hisrighthandclenchedonhisbreast,andhisglaringeyeslookingstraightupward。Icouldnotseewherehiswoundwas,asIkneeledononekneeoverhim;but,Icouldseethathewasdyingofawoundfromasharppoint。
`"Iamadoctor,mypoorfellow,"saidI。"Letmeexamineit。"
`"Idonotwantitexamined,"heanswered;"letitbe。"
`Itwasunderhishand,andIsoothedhimtoletmemovehishandaway。Thewoundwasasword-thrust,receivedfromtwentytotwenty-fourhoursbefore,butnoskillcouldhavesavedhimifithadbeenlookedtowithoutdelay。Hewasthendyingfast。AsIturnedmyeyestotheelderbrother,Isawhimlookingdownatthishandsomeboywhoselifewasebbingout,asifhewereawoundedbird,orhare,orrabbit;notatallasifhewereafellow-creature。
`"Howhasthisbeendone,monsieur?"saidI。
`"Acrazedyoungcommondog!Aserf!Forcedmybrothertodrawuponhim,andhasfallenbymybrother"sSword——likeagentleman。"
`Therewasnotouchofpity,sorrow,orkindredhumanity,inthisanswer。Thespeakerseemedtoacknowledgethatitwasinconvenienttohavethatdifferentorderofcreaturedyingthere,andthatitwould"havebeenbetterifhehaddiedintheusualobscureroutineofhisverminkind。
Hewasquiteincapableofanycompassionatefeelingabouttheboy,orabouthisfate。
`Theboy"seyeshadslowlymovedtohimashehadspoken,andtheynowslowlymovedtome。
`"Doctor,theyareveryproud,theseNobles;butwecommondogsareproudtoo,sometimes。Theyplunderus,outrageus,beatus,killus;
butwehavealittleprideleft,sometimes。She——haveyouseenher,Doctor?"
`Theshrieksandthecrieswereaudiblethere,thoughsubduedbythedistance。Hereferredtothem,asifshewerelyinginourpresence。
`Isaid,"Ihaveseenher。"
`"Sheismysister,Doctor。Theyhavehadtheirshamefulrights,theseNobles,inthemodestyandvirtueofoursisters,manyyears,butMhavehadgoodgirlsamongus。Iknowit,andhaveheardmyfathersayso。Shewasagoodgirl。Shewasbetrothedtoagoodyoungman,too:atenantofhis。Wearealltenantsofhis——thatman"swhostandsthere。
Theotherishisbrother,theworstofabadrace。"
`Itwaswiththegreatestdifficultythattheboygatheredbodilyforcetospeak;but,hisspiritspokewithadreadfulemphasis。
`Weweresorobbedbythatmanwhostandsthere,asallwecommondogsarebythosesuperiorBeings——taxedbyhimwithoutmercy,obligedtoworkforhimwithoutpay,obligedtogrindourcornathismill,obligedtofeedscoresofhistamebirdsonourwretchedcrops,andforbiddenforourlivestokeepasingletamebirdofourown,pillagedandplunderedtothatdegreethatwhenwechancedtohaveabitofmeat,weateitinfear,withthedoorbarredandtheshuttersclosed,thathispeopleshouldnotseeitandtakeitfromus——Isay,weweresorobbed,andhunted,andweremadesopoor,thatourfathertoldusitwasadreadfulthingtobringachildintotheworld,andthatwhatweshouldmostprayfor,was,thatourwomenmightbebarrenandourmiserableracedieout!"
`Ihadneverbeforeseenthesenseofbeingoppressed,burstingforthlikeafire。Ihadsupposedthatitmustbelatentinthepeoplesomewhere;but,Ihadneverseenitbreakout,untilIsawitinthedyingboy。
`"Nevertheless,Doctor,mysistermarried。Hewasailingatthattime,poorfellow,andshemarriedherlover,thatshemighttendandcomforthiminourcottage——ourdog-hut,asthatmanwouldcallit。Shehadnotbeenmarriedmanyweeks,whenthatman"sbrothersawherandadmiredher,andaskedthatmantolendhertohim——forwhatarehusbandsamongus!
Hewaswillingenough,butmysisterwasgoodandvirtuous,andhatedhisbrotherwithahatredasstrongasmine。Whatdidthetwothen,topersuadeherhusbandtousehisinfluencewithher,tomakeherwilling?"
`Theboy"seyes,whichhadbeenfixedonmine,slowlyturnedtothelooker-on,andIsawintheMofacesthatallhesaidwastrue。Thetwoopposingkindsofprideconfrontingoneanother,Icansee,eveninthisBastille;thegentleman"sallnegligentindifference;thepeasant"s,alltrodden-downsentiment,andpassionaterevenge。
`"Youknow,Doctor,thatitisamongtheRightsoftheseNoblestoharnessuscommondogstocarts,anddriveus。Theysoharnessedhimanddrovehim。YouknowthatitisamongtheirRightstokeepusintheirgroundsallnight,quietingthefrogs,inorderthattheirnoblesleepmaynotbedisturbed。Theykepthimoutintheunwholesomemistsatnight,andorderedhimbackintohisharnessintheday。Buthewasnotpersuaded。
No!Takenoutofharnessonedayatnoon,tofeed——ifhecouldfindfood——hesobbedtwelvetimes,onceforeverystrokeofthebell,anddiedonherbosom。"
`Nothinghumancouldhaveheldlifeintheboybuthisdeterminationtotellallhiswrong。Heforcedbackthegatheringshadowsofdeath,asheforcedhisclenchedrighthandtoremainclenched,andtocoverhiswound。
`"Then,withthatman"spermissionandevenwithhisaid,hisbrothertookheraway;inspiteofwhatIknowshemusthavetoldhisbrother——andwhatthatis,willnotbelongunknowntoyou,Doctor,ifitisnow——hisbrothertookheraway——forhispleasureanddiversion,foralittlewhile。
Isawherpassmeontheroad。WhenItookthetidingshome,ourfather"sheartburst;heneverspokeoneofthewordsthatfilledit。Itookmyyoungsister(forIhaveanother)toaplacebeyondthereachofthisman,andwhere,atleast,shewillneverbehisvassal。Then,Itrackedthebrotherhere,andlastnightclimbedin-acommondog,butswordinhand——Whereistheloftwindow?Itwassomewherehere?"
`Theroomwasdarkeningtohissight;theworldwasnarrowingaroundhim。Iglancedaboutme,andsawthatthehayandstrawweretrampledoverthefloor,asiftherehadbeenastruggle。
`"Sheheardme,andranin。Itoldhernottocomenearustillhewasdead。Hecameinandfirsttossedmesomepiecesofmoney;thenstruckatmewithawhip。ButI,thoughacommondog,sostruckathimastomakehimdraw。Lethimbreakintoasmanypiecesashewill,theswordthathestainedwithmycommonblood;hedrewtodefendhimself——thrustatmewithallhisskillforhislife。"
`Myglancehadfallen,butafewmomentsbefore,onthefragmentsofabrokensword,lyingamongthehay。Thatweaponwasagentleman"s。
Inanotherplace,layanoldswordthatseemedtohavebeenasoldier"s。
`"Now,liftmeup,Doctor;liftmeup。Whereishe?"
`"Heisnothere,"Isaid,supportingtheboy,andthinkingthathereferredtothebrother。
`"He!Proudasthesenoblesare,heisafraidtoseeme。Whereisthemanwhowashere?Turnmyfacetohim。"
`Ididso,raisingtheboy"sheadagainstmyknee。But,investedforthemomentwithextraordinarypower,heraisedhimselfcompletely:
obligingmetorisetoo,orIcouldnothavestillsupportedhim。
`"Marquis,"saidtheboy,turnedtohimwithhiseyesopenedwide,andhisrighthandraised,"inthedayswhenallthesethingsaretobeansweredfor,Isummonyouandyours,tothelastofyourbadrace,toanswerforthem。Imarkthiscrossofblooduponyou,asasignthatI
doit。Inthedayswhenallthesethingsaretobeansweredfor,Isummonyourbrother,theworstofthebadrace,toanswerforthemseparately。
Imarkthiscrossofblooduponhim,asasignthatIdoit。
`Twice,heputhishandtothewoundinhisbreast,andwithforefingerdrewacrossintheair。Hestoodforaninstantwiththefingeryetraised,and,asitwithit,andIlaidhimdowndead。****
`WhenIreturnedtothebedsideoftheyoungwoman,Ifoundherravinginpreciselythesameorderandcontinuity。Iknewthatthismightlastformanyhours,andthatitwouldprobablyendinthesilenceofthegrave。
`IrepeatedthemedicinesIhadgivenher,andIsatatthesideofthebeduntilthenightwasfaradvanced。Sheneverabatedthepiercingqualityofhershrieks,neverstumbledinthedistinctnessortheorderofherwords。Theywerealways"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!
One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,ten,eleven,twelve。
Hush!"
`Thislastedtwenty-sixhoursfromthetimewhenIfirstsawher。
Ihadcomeandgonetwice,andwasagainsittingbyher,whenshebegantofalter。Ididwhatlittlecouldbedonetoassistthatopportunity,andby-and-byshesankintoalethargy,andlaylikethedead。
`Itwasasifthewindandrainhadlulledatlast,afteralongandfearfulstorm。Ireleasedherarms,andcalledthewomantoassistmetocomposeherfigureandthedressshehadtorn。ItwasthenthatI
knewherconditiontobethatofoneinwhomthefirstexpectationsofbeingamotherhavearisen;anditwasthenthatIlostthelittlehopeIhadhadofher。
`"Isshedead?"askedtheMarquis,whomIwillstilldescribeastheelderbrother,comingbootedintotheroomfromhishorse。
`"Notdead,"saidI;"butliketodie。"
`"whatstrengththereisinthesecommonbodies!"hesaid,lookingdownatherwithsomecuriosity。
`"Thereisprodigiousstrength,"Iansweredhim,"insorrowanddespair。"
`Hefirstlaughedatmywords,andthenfrownedatthem。Hemovedachairwithhisfootneartomine,orderedthewomanaway,andsaidinasubduedvoice,`"Doctor,findingmybrotherinthisdifficultywiththesehinds,Irecommendedthatyouraidshouldbeinvited。Yourreputationishigh,and,asayoungmanwithyourfortunetomake,youareprobablymindfulofyourinterest。Thethingsthatyouseehere,arethingstobeseen,andnotspokenof。"
`Ilistenedtothepatient"sbreathing,andavoidedanswering。
`"Doyouhonourmewithyourattention,Doctor?
`"Monsieur,"saidI,"inmyprofession,thecommunicationsofpatientsarealwaysreceivedinconfidence。"Iwasguardedinmyanswer,forIwastroubledinmymindwithwhatIhadheardandseen。
`Herbreathingwassodifficulttotrace,thatIcarefullytriedthepulseandtheheart。Therewaslife,andnomore。LookingroundasIresumedmyseat,Ifoundthebrothersintentuponme。****
`Iwritewithsomuchdifficulty,thecoldissosevere,Iamsofearfulofbeingdetectedandconsignedtoanundergroundcellandtotaldarkness,thatImustabridgethisnarrative。Thereisnoconfusionorfailureinmymemory;itcanrecall,andcoulddetail,everywordthatwaseverspokenbetweenmeandthosebrothers。
`Shelingeredforaweek。Towardsthelast,Icouldunderstandsomefewsyllablesthatshesaidtome,byplacingmyearclosetoherlips。Sheaskedmewhereshewas,andItoldher;whoIwas,andItoldher。ItwasinvainthatIaskedherforherfamilyname。Shefaintlyshookherheaduponthepillow,andkepthersecret,astheboyhaddone。
`Ihadnoopportunityofaskingheranyquestion,untilIhadtoldthebrothersshewassinkingfast,andcouldnotliveanotherday。
Untilthen,thoughnoonewaseverpresentedtoherconsciousnesssavethewomanandmyself,oneorotherofthemhadalwaysjealouslysatbehindthecurtainattheheadofthebedwhenIwasthere。Butwhenitcametothat,theyseemedcarelesswhatcommunicationImightholdwithher;asif——thethoughtpassedthroughmymind——Iweredyingtoo。
`Ialwaysobservedthattheirpridebitterlyresentedtheyoungerbrother"s(asIcallhim)havingcrossedswordswithapeasant,andthatpeasantaboy。Theonlyconsiderationthatappearedtoaffectthemindofeitherofthemwastheconsiderationthatthiswashighlydegradingtothefamily,andwasridiculous。AsoftenasIcaughttheyoungerbrother"seyes,theirexpressionremindedmethathedislikedmedeeply,furknowingwhatIknewfromtheboy。Hewassmootherandmorepolitetomethantheelder;butIsawthis。IalsosawthatIwasanincumbranceinthemindoftheelder,too。
`Mypatientdied,twohoursbeforemidnight——atatime,bymywatch,answeringalmosttotheminutewhenIhadfirstseenher。Iwasalonewithher,whenherforlornyoungheadtroopedgentlyononeside,andallherearthlywrongsandsorrowsended。
`Thebrotherswerewaitinginaroomdown-stairs,impatienttorideaway。Ihadheardthem,aloneatthebedside,strikingtheirbootswiththeirriding-whips,andloiteringupanddown。
`"Atlastsheisdead?"saidtheelder,whenIwentin。
`"Sheisdead,"saidI。
`"Icongratulateyou,mybrother,"werehiswordsasheturnedround。
`Hehadbeforeofferedmemoney,whichIhadpostponedtaking。
Henowgavemearouleauofgold。Itookitfromhishand,butlaiditonthetable。Ihadconsideredthequestion,andhadresolvedtoacceptnothing。
`"Prayexcuseme,"saidI。"Underthecircumstances,no。"`Theyexchangedlooks,butbenttheirheadstomeasIbentminetothem,andwepartedwithoutanotherwordoneitherside。****
`Iamweary,weary,weary——worndownbymisery。IcannotreadwhatIhavewrittenwiththisgaunthand。
`Earlyinthemorning,therouleauofgoldwasleftatm"doorinalittlebox,withmynameontheoutside。Fromthefirst,IhadanxiouslyconsideredwhatIoughttodo。Idecided,thatday,towriteprivatelytotheMinister,statingthenatureofthetwoeasestowhichIhadbeensummoned,andtheplacetowhichIhadgone:ineffect,statingallthecircumstances。IknewwhatCourtinfluencewas,andwhattheimmunitiesoftheNobleswere,andIexpectedthatthematterwouldneverbeheardof;but,Iwishedtorelievemyownmind。Ihadkeptthematteraprofoundsecret,evenfrommywife;andthis,too,Iresolvedtostateinmyletter。
Ihadnoapprehensionwhateverofmyrealdanger;butIwasconsciousthattheremightbedangerforothers,ifotherswerecompromisedbypossessingtheknowledgethatIpossessed。
`Iwasmuchengagedthatday,andcouldnotcompletemyletterthatnight。Iroselongbeforemyusualtimenextmorningtofinishit。
Itwasthelastdayoftheyear。Theletterwaslyingbeforemejustcompleted,whenIwastoldthataladywaited,whowishedtoseeme。****
`IamgrowingmoreandmoreunequaltothetaskIhavesetmyself。
Itissocold,sodark,mysensesaresobenumbed,andthegloomuponmeissodreadful。
`Theladywasyoung,engaging,andhandsome,butnotmarkedforlonglife。Shewasingreatagitation。ShepresentedherselftomeasthewifeoftheMarquisSt。Evré;monde。Iconnectedthetitlebywhichtheboyhadaddressedtheelderbrother,withtheinitialletterembroideredonthescarf,andhadnodifficultyinarrivingattheconclusionthatIhadseenthatnoblemanverylately。
`Mymemoryisstillaccurate,butIcannotwritethewordsofOurconversation。IsuspectthatIamwatchedmorecloselythanIwas,andIknownotatwhattimesImaybewatched。Shehadinpartsuspected,andinpartdiscovered,themainfactsofthecruelstory,ofherhusband"sshareinit,andmybeingresortedto。Shedidnotknowthatthegirlwasdead。Herhopehadbeen,shesaidingreatdistress,toshowher,insecret,awoman"ssympathy。HerhopehadbeentoavertthewrathofHeavenfromaHousethathadlongbeenhatefultothesufferingmany。
`Shehadreasonsforbelievingthattherewasayoungsisterliving,andhergreatestdesirewas,tohelpthatsister。Icouldtellhernothingbutthattherewassuchasister;beyondthat,Iknewnothing。Herinducementtocometome,relyingonmyconfidence,hadbeenthehopethatIcouldtellherthenameandplaceofabode。Whereas,tothiswretchedhourI
amignorantofboth。****
`Thesescrapsofpaperfailme。Onewastakenfromme,withawarning,yesterday。Imustfinishmyrecordto-day。
`Shewasagood,compassionatelady,andnothappyinhermarriage。
Howcouldshebe!Thebrotherdistrustedanddislikedher,andhisinfluencewasallopposedtoher;shestoodindreadofhim,andindeadofherhusbandtoo。WhenIhandedherdowntothedoor,therewasachild,aprettyboyfromtwotothreeyearsold,inhercarriage。
`"Forhissake,Doctor,"shesaid,pointingtohimintears,"I
woulddoallIcantomakewhatpooramendsIcan。Hewillneverprosperinhisinheritanceotherwise。Ihaveapresentimentthatifnootherinnocentatonementismadeforthis,itwillonedayberequiredofhim。WhatI
havelefttocallmyown——itislittlebeyondtheworthofafewjewels——I
willmakeitthefirstchargeofhislifetobestow,withthecompassionandlamentingofhisdeadmother,onthisinjuredfamily,ifthesistercanbediscovered。"
`Shekissedtheboy,andsaid,caressinghim,"Itisforthineowndearsake。Thouwiltbefaithful,littleCharles?"Thechildansweredherbravely,"Yes!"Ikissedherhand,andshetookhiminherarms,andwentawaycaressinghim。Ineversawhermore。
`Asshehadmentionedherhusband"snameinthefaiththatIknewit,Iaddednomentionofittomyletter。Isealedmyletter,and,nottrustingitoutofmyownhands,delivereditmyselfthatday。
`Thatnight,thelastnightoftheyear,towardsnineo"clock,amaninablackdressrangatmygate,demandedtoseeme,andsoftlyfollowedmyservant,ErnestDefarge,ayouth,upstairs。WhenmyservantcameintotheroomwhereIsatwithmywife——Omywife,belovedofmyheart!
MyfairyoungEnglishwife!——wesawtheman,whowassupposedtobeatthegate,standingsilentbehindhim。
`AnurgentcaseintheRueSt。Honoré;",hesaid。Itwouldnotdetainme,hehadacoachinwaiting。
`Itbroughtmehere,itbroughtmetomygrave。WhenIwasclearofthehouse,ablackmufflerwasdrawntightlyovermymouthfrombehind,andmyarmswerepinioned。Thetwobrotherscrossedtheroadfromadarkcorner,andidentifiedmewithasinglegesture。TheMarquistookfromhispockettheletterIhadwritten,showeditme,burntitinthelightofalanternthatwasheld,andextinguishedtheasheswithhisfoot。Notawordwasspoken。Iwasbroughthere,Iwasbroughttomylivinggrave。
`IfithadpleasedGODtoputitinthehardheartofeitherofthebrothers,inallthesefrightfulyears,tograntmeanytidingsofmydearestwife——somuchastoletmeknowbyawordwhetheraliveordead——I
mighthavethoughtthatHehadnotquiteabandonedthem。But,nowIbelievethatthemarkoftheredcrossisfataltothem,andthattheyhavenopartinHismercies。Andthemandtheirdescendants,tothelastoftheirrace,I,AlexandreManette,unhappyprisoner,dothislastnightoftheyear1767,inmyunbearableagony,denouncetothetimeswhenallthesethingsshallbeansweredfor。IdenouncethemtoHeavenandtoearth。"
Aterriblesoundarosewhenthereadingofthisdocumentwasdone。
Asoundofcravingandeagernessthathadnothingarticulateinitbutblood。Thenarrativecalledupthemostrevengefulpassionsofthetime,andtherewasnotaheadinthenationbutmusthavedroppedbeforeit。
Littleneed,inpresenceofthattribunalandthatauditory,toshowhowtheDefargeshadnotmadethepaperpublic,withtheothercapturedBastillememorialsborneinprocession,andhadkeptit,bidingtheirtime。
LittleneedtoshowthatthisdetestedfamilynamehadlongbeenanathematisedbySaintAntoine,andwaswroughtintothefatalregister。ThemannevertrodgroundwhosevirtuesandServiceswouldhavesustainedhiminthatplacethatday,againstsuchdenunciation。
Andalltheworseforthedoomedman,thatthedenouncerwasawell-knowncitizen,hisownattachedfriend,thefatherofhiswife。Oneofthefrenziedaspirationsofthepopulacewas,forimitationsofthequestionablepublicvirtuesofantiquity,andforsacrificesandself-immolationsonthepeople"saltar。ThereforewhenthePresidentsaid(elsehadhisownheadquiveredonhisshoulders),thatthegoodphysicianoftheRepublicwoulddeservebetterstilloftheRepublicbyrootingoutanobnoxiousfamilyofAristocrats,andwoulddoubtlessfeelasacredglowandjoyinmakinghisdaughterawidowandherchildanorphan,therewaswildexcitement,patrioticfervour,notatouchofhumansympathy。
`Muchinfluencearoundhim,hasthatDoctor?"murmuredMadameDefarge,smilingtoTheVengeance。`Savehimnow,myDoctor,savehim!"
Ateveryjuryman"svote,therewasaroar。Anotherandanother。
Roarandroar。
Unanimouslyvoted。AtheartandbydescentanAristocrat,anenemyoftheRepublic,anotoriousoppressorofthePeople。BacktotheConciergerie,andDeathwithinfour-and-twentyhours!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheThird[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIDuskTHEwretchedwifeoftheinnocentmanthusdoomedtodie,underthesentence,asifshehadbeenmortallystricken。But,sheutterednosound;andsostrongwasthevoicewithinher,representingthatitwassheofalltheworldwhomustupholdhiminhismiseryandnotaugmentit,thatitquicklyraisedher,evenfromthatshock。
Thejudgeshavingtotakepartinapublicdemonstrationoutofdoors,thetribunaladjourned。Thequicknoiseandmovementofthecourt"semptyingitselfbymanypassageshadnotceased,whenLuciestoodstretchingoutherarmstowardsherhusband,withnothinginherfacebutloveandconsolation。
`IfImighttouchhim!IfImightembracehimonce!O,goodcitizens,ifyouwouldhavesomuchcompassionforus!"
Therewasbutagaolerleft,alongwithtwoofthefourmenwhohadtakenhimlastnight,andBarsad。Thepeoplehadallpouredouttotheshowinthestreets。Barsadproposedtotherest,`Letherembracehimthen;itisbutamoment。"Itwassilentlyacquiescedin,andtheypassedherovertheseatsinthehalltoaraisedplace,wherehe,byleaningoverthedock,couldfoldherinhisarms。
`Farewell,deardarlingofmysoul。Mypartingblessingonmylove。Weshallmeetagain,wherethewearyareatrest!"
Theywereherhusband"swords,asheheldhertohisbosom。
`Icanbearit,dearCharles。Iamsupportedfromabove:don"tsufferforme。Apartingblessingforourchild。"
`Isendittoherbyyou。Ikissherbyyou。Isayfarewelltoherbyyou。"
`Myhusband。No!Amoment!"Hewastearinghimselfapartfromher。`Weshallnotbeseparatedlong。Ifeelthatthiswillbreakmyheartby-and-by;butIwilldomydutywhileIcan,andwhenIleaveher,Godwillraiseupfriendsforher,asHedidforme。"
Herfatherhadfollowedher,andwouldhavefallenonhiskneestobothofthem,butthatDarnayputoutahandandseizedhim,crying: